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"Harwin Strong deserved to be with his family he was so caring. He had to exist while another man claimed them and didn't care about honor when it came to them."
His ass was with the heir to the iron throne.
His son would inherit the iron throne
His other son would be Lord of the tides
If he was sent away within that 5 year time span, he'd be married, and that son would inherit Harrenhall.
The king actively denied any talk of rumors and called it treason when anyone did.
He was around the family and held his newborn son with his child's mother in private.
The only thing he couldn't do was say they were his, but the mom and 'dad' knew it.
At any time, he could've been presented at the marriage tour as the heir to Harrenhall and son of the hand of the king.
Let's be serious.
His ass got fomo because he had another kid that was born and was trying to be there for the other two in a way that would be the most acceptable.
He got upset because he got to do everything, but after that, he couldn’t do the one thing he wanted to do, and he still tried to do it.
The entire situation is so unserious. And before you say I should consider his emotions, Ned Stark was killed for less.
#hotd#house of the dragon#a song of ice and fire#ser harwin strong#harwin strong#rhaenyra x harwin#i dont like that man#the worst part is i use to#then i did the math on Jace's conception timeline#and him burning clicked for me#he wouldve been a problem#and he stole hot girl nyra#is this anti him?#anti harwin strong
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Shoe was written as a homage to the series creator so he's not prominent as an actual 'character' but god does he mean the world to me. His existence alone proves Engarde is not the heartless frigid maniac he likes to fancy himself to be.
Aside from his pathetic breakdown when faced with the idea of being murdered by Shelly, having a pet kitty is the most effective way to Humanize him - yes he did all of those things, but he also went out of his way to install a cat door to his office so his obviously very young cat could walk in and out of it as he pleases. *I* don't have cat doors installed and *I* am a much nicer person than Engarde was.
This cat is such a small part of Farewell, My Turnabout but oh my god he's my everything.
#Shoe is like 3 months old to me#from the face alone u can tell hes quite young#me writing furiously that both of engardes facades are a huge lie and his true self is a wet paper bag of a man worth absolutely nothing#and even IF you told me he only has a cat to seem soft and sensitive - that sure is a lot of effort put into it then#and its clearly just a common shorthaired cat. a mutt. he has the money to buy a scottish fold and THAT wouldve been a better metaphor#yknow. how theyre cute and look adorable but are actually suffering from huge health problems. so having one is a sign you dont care.#🥩engarde#ANYWAYS#📡 incoming transmission 📡#matt engarde#farewell my turnabout#ace attorney#ace attorney justice for all
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The Passenger (2023) dir. Carter Smith // NEVER AGAIN - MICHELLE
#the passenger#post:music#yapping#i actually havent been able to stop thinking of this scene with this song#idk i feel like (some of) these lyrics are fitting for this#“everything reminds me of them” -me listening to my personal playlist#i prolly have like 200 other songs i could use with these two AISJUHDGFB#“i thought i knew you better than this” dont mind me ripping my teeth out. thinking about how benson didnt even think-#-randy couldve been the one to call. that he was truthful when he said he needed to use the restroom.#that the woman who had nothing in her pockets. no phone. was the one who called. not even considering to check randys pockets-#-after leaving him alone. ughghhfhhhdgfj#ik benson prolly wouldve wanted to die anyways. to prove his point.#-but i do still think a part of him really DID want to undo the past few hours. to before seeing sheppard.#maybe then they could've 'resolved' another one of Randys problems. and left town. gone to the city even.
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me thinking about yuji and how he's his mother's son
#txt#THE ITADORIS AND THEIR HEREDITARY LONELINESS. RARGRGHHH#everytime i remember yuji was described as a loner it breaks my heart#this sweet little boy with no regards for his own life and would throw it away without a second thought#who has no problem dying if it means taking down a great evil with him#who recognized and accepted that he was just a cog in the machine of a greater thing he doesn't and likely wouldn't ever understand#his mother's most beloved yet they show that love with great cruelty#just to see how much he could do#how much he could grow#it shouldve been him who killed kenjaku FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK#they wouldve been so proud of him if that happens too. god.#me when the only way i could show my love is through extreme violence#my brainis frying dont ask what this means. im crunching a 7 pages comic in one day.
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I finally got to see a gut doctor today to try to figure out why I've been spitting up blood for two months. after looking at all the (clean) labs and my general medical history, his diagnosis was "stress and anxiety"
I am. very tired.
#Like. it was nice of the guy to see me today since hes on hospital rotation on Saturdays. but idk something for the nausea wouldve been nice#idk man. I know im high-strung but Maybe the blood vomit is a problem that needs to be addressed with something other than a note#to tell my shrink to up my meds#thus is just complaining. ive got an appointment with my shrink coming up Ill ask her opinion and then prolly try to get a 2nd opinion#on the gut thing not on her take on things. Shes an actual doctor who listens to the problem instead of diagnosing you with hysteria
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Speaking of Tyrest. A lot of people forget that he treated Pharma with absolute disdain, not only using him as a test subject for a clearly painful mass murder machine, but talking to Pharma like he saw him as nothing but some henchman to order around that was nothing more than a 'diseased cripple' if Tyrest hadn't come to rescue him.
Like it really is an interesting background dynamic with some curious implications, but when you look at fandom posts from around that issue/the years after, for some reason people just saw "Pharma worked with Tyrest" and concluded Pharma is a card carrying bigot ksjfnskxkd. Like yeah Pharma didn't do anything to stop Tyrest but it seems his main beef with the Autobots was with Ratchet in particular and maybe a general disdain for his ex-comrades. As well as continuing to hate Decepticons which like, not even the "good Autobots" are immune to (even in Pharma's introduction, First Aid says in his journal something like "yeah we all hate Decepticons, but Pharma REALLY hates them"). And despite what fandom likes to construe there's really no evidence in IDW1 that Autobots and Decepticons are different "races" or "types" of Cybertronians, so Pharma hating Decepticons really isn't a bigotry/robot racism thing. And instead probably has something to do with, idk, the 4 million year long galaxy-spanning blood feud war, or maybe being blackmailed and tortured into insanity by the Biggest and Most Decepticon-y of Decepticons.
Tyrest treated Pharma like trash, the other Decepticons working for Tyrest (how come no one ever brings that up btw) also hated him, so if anything it seems that Pharma was more of a rogue element only staying with Tyrest bc he was his best option and probably had no way to even escape.
I'm glad that at least in recent years the fandom has acquired a keen reading eye and good taste to finally recognize Pharma as the (accidentally) complex character he is instead of making him some posh, racist Starscream clone SHSJDGSGDH
#squiggposting#pharma apologism#yeah i'm apologisting again i guess my mental health is somewhat okay again dkdkkxckkddkd#(my followers seeing me post about pharma) nature is healing#there's also that line where pharma says 'maybe i can help' and skids is like#'fuck off and hope we don't beat you to death after this is over'#they didnt know that pharma was a test subject of the killswitch but wow#that's prolly one of the most out of pocket moments of the story that ive never seen anyone mention#honestly that moment is why i think JRO didnt intend pharma to be That Deep#i feel like that sort of 'not even other autobots like him' treatment is something#that comes up a lot in JRO's villain writing. or like asshole behavior towards some characters#is just plot events proceeding as usual. nothing to see just villains getting their due#tho tbh pharma's character in general suffers from the problem that he's so closely related to a main/major characyer#that it wouldve made way more sense for him to be written in earlier#so all his connections w/ ratchet and the plot had to be established retroactively#also speaking of 'asshole behavior excused bc it's towards a villain'#all those times when people are like (fucking amazing piece of medical research by pharma)#'then he started murdering his patients. what a piece of shit'#like idk it could have been intentional but imo all my readings of pharma were not really intended by JRO#and i'm fully just headcanoning and constructing theories on my own#like pharma was simply not important enough or a major enough character to get fleshed ojt#so basically we get enough pieces of him to establish continuity and a general timeline of his life and thats all
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guys last night was a TRAVESTY our power went out and we decided to go to my mom's cause they have a generator and the normal way to get there was blocked by police so we went the back way. tried to go around a fallen tree GOT STUCK IN THE MUD.... which wouldn't have been that terrible like my mom's was only 10 mins away and she and her bf immediately came to tow us out but while we were waiting some dumb fucking asshole wasn't paying attention and hit the fallen tree going like 50 mph was so fucking close to hitting us or propelling the tree THROUGH my car like..... PLEASE. IT WAS ONLY SUPPOSED TO BE A 20 MINUTE DRIVE THAT ENDED UP BEING 2+ HOURS.
ALSO THE POWER IS STILL FUCKING OUT 12 HOURS LATER.
#also while we were stuck some cop pulled up didnt even ask if we wanted help just asked if were okay like.#we're stuck in mud on the side of the road during a hurricane we're clearly not fucking okay 😭😭😭😭😭#bro couldve easily towed us out or at least tried to move the tree out of the road so it wouldve been easier to get us out#or so people could pass by#but no he just sat in his car watching us get towed out and OTHER PEOPLE moving the tree out of the road so people could drive by#without getting stuck like we did#this has convinced me i need a big bitch car tho everyone else was just driving over the debris no problem#j.txt
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Mary used to smoke. When Dean was young, she’d dip out to the porch while a casserole was in the oven, and try to cover up the smell with perfume even cheaper than the cigs. But in a cruel switch of fate, the smoke didn’t kill her. The fire did.
When Dean was thirteen, he got himself a pack by telling the corner store clerk they were for his dad. He doesn’t know if they believed him or just didn’t care, but he lit one up and just about hacked up a lung upon first inhale. He kept them tucked in the bottom of his duffle.
His daddy might a taught him to drink, but this was just for him.
It took him until he was sixteen to find the brand his mama smoked, replicate that nostalgia-wrapped scent. By then, he had a plethora of fake ID’s to choose from. Looking back, his chest aches at how young he looked. The baby fat still clung to his cheeks, then. He must’ve looked ridiculous sucking on a cig like that.
He kept it to himself. This was his. He’d drink with John ‘till the old man passed out on the motel couch, and then he’d stand outside to smoke. One night, nineteen years old, he came back in, and John was awake again. And Dean must’ve stunk somethin’ awful, ‘cause John slurred out Mary, you know I hate it when you smell like that shit.
He slept in the car that night and shoved the pack in a rolled-up t-shirt.
Dean wasn’t a smoker, per se. Least, he wouldn’t call himself that. He didn’t smoke ‘cause he was addicted. It just reminded him of her. How she’d smell when she picked him up to carry him to bed, and he’d bury his little face into her shirt, and inhale the scent of tobacco as he drifted back off to sleep.
It’s just a small comfort. Harmless. Sometimes he gets a little tingle in his throat and he’ll swear off ‘em for a month or so ‘till it goes away. Then a hunt’ll go bad, or John will leave, and he’ll be so fucking alone that he just needs a smoke. Take the edge off. Make him feel like he’s wrapped up in his mama’s arms again, safe and loved.
#product of thinking abt my own substance use too hard#and dean smoking#because he wouldve. he wouldve 100% been a smoker#and i think its interesting to examine the root of that#i dont think he would think he has substance abuse problems#anyways. anyways. take this#dean#my writing#spn fic#ezra posts
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I've been looking for this one au where Len basically becomes a mad scientist and turns his friends into robots one by one for a while now, and I'm beginning to realize that I just read through your blog while half asleep a few months back and mixed together my memories of your flower hivemind and composite au
this is very funny to me. i'm absolutely honored this blog's posts were enough to evil-farming-game an entire vocaloid au into your memories 😂
i can give you this doodle; it's composite au but i'm sure it'd fit very well with this theoretical mad scientist len au lololl
#ask#anonymous#this is ALSO funny to me bc of 'mad scientist' and 'flower hivemind au' in the same paragraph. it reminds me of an old scrapped idea#i had about where tf the flowers even came from in the first place but i ended up never doing anything w/ it#i've been thinking abt composite au though uag i want to do more w/ it... rip the unfinished refs and one google doc thing i have#shaking myself like ITS OKAY IF THE STORY KINDA SUCKS AT FIRST!! YOU NEED TO START SOMEWHERE#cus i mean i wouldve never gotten anywhere w/ Certain Things had i not started with the og shitty versions. which were SHIT#but its wild to think ~7 years later i transmogrified them into the things they are now. wack. makes me wonder what will happen#to stuff im making now later down the line if i go and revisit it. SO CONCLUSION YES BITCH GET OVER YOUR FUCKING ANXIETY#i think my other problem is i'd loveee to reveal it slowly with like art pieces comics etc but i dont got time for that 😔😔#CURSE WITH LITERALLY EVERYTHING I MAKE TBH not just fandom shit but original shit too. i need to get over myself#cause i do know respectfully not everyone has the skill/time/desire to pick apart things for symbolism so a clearer explanation#would prob be more accessible. and easier for ME TOO TO HAVE SHIT IN ONE FUCKING PLACE MAN. actually how i've been taking notes lately#sorry these are some longass fucking tags im talking to myself. just went into a new academic year w a lot of stress#so thinking abt my own crazy stories keeps me sane and makes me feel like i have control over at least SOME aspect of my life#anyways circling back mad scientist len sounds incredible lowkey though lmao. its always the stem lens 😔💔✌️#JK?? but i do joke abt composite au len partly going insane bc he's a biochem major essentially so yeah bitch i fucking get it 😭 no wonder#composite au#<- ??? putting that tag purely for organizational purposes
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dunno if this is a weird opinion but i dont think cat has a problem with jon because hes a bastard. i think she has a problem with him because he's NED'S bastard
#he is physical evidence of her husbands betrayal#i think if he had shown up and been like “hey sorry but this is my sisters kid its kind of a problem” she wouldve sighed and been like “fin#what do you want me to tell people."#like it woulda been weird but i dont think she would have been mean to jon#a song of ice and fire#asoiaf#jon snow#ned stark#catelyn tully
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When this is over i want to draw pkmn au again
Maybe Sabo and Marco meeting for once and Sabo’s Garchomp cowering behind Sabo (Chompy is huge and it doesn’t work)
Sabo’s very ??? About it and then Marco untucks the fancy scarf around his neck and Sabo visibly recoils bc thats a fucking sylveon
Ace never told him his husband was a fairy type enthusiast
#sabo furiously texting Ace a photo of Chompy curled up in a little ball in the corner of his apartment like#a heads up wouldve been nice#ace sending back pleading eyes at the chompy pic like awwwww so baby#sabo: this is unbecoming#ace: yeah well dragons are so egotistical#sabo: hes allergic to pink#ace: that isnt my problem
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fuck u -tears off their sleeves-
#well kokichis at least. shuichi gets a trim and a roll up#and some gloves cuz why not#and an undone collar bc why does he have it all the way buttoned up. king how do u BREATHE#now i aint saying they wouldve looked better. but im saying they wouldve looked better good HEAVENS#sorry. that was the medieval peasant in me jumping out#i see a bare ankle i go absolutely hogwild#shuichi saihara#kokichi ouma#kokichi oma#saiouma#oumasai#breeze art#yet another hairstyle to add to my 'i cant fucking draw shuichis hair consistently' collection#ok it was partially a test but like why do i fw it tho. idk im really vibing w it#oh shit kokichis school symbol is on his sleeve isnt it. well thats not my problem#ok so i mandela effected myself w kokichis shirt bc apparently the only tear is down the line where the weird clasp things are?? wtf????#ive been drawing the entire bottom torn up this whole time.. . . i feel LIED TO#ight well im still gonna draw it like that. idk the torn up style is a Look tbh
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just sent my last message for closure & blocked & officially cut off toxic individual that was wiggled into my life !!! can we pop the bottles !!!!!!!!!!
#we're hoping now he doesnt get needlessly angry over my closure statement & retaliate#but i have a friend that will back me up if he tries to make defamatory statements & actions towards me#i just want to not be involved with him anymore for my sake bc he was bringing a literally toxic amount of negativity into my life#which i couldnt have realized was happening until i consulted my friends abt it#and if that wasnt happening they wouldve been honest and said that i was the problem. whiiiiich. did not happen#bc they clocked immediately i was not the issue here & got rlly mad at him on my behalf#so like. had to cut him off so i can be healthy#im doing p good though despite that bc like. dude i had all these friends helping me out through this#i am very loved & cared for.... i am happy with that#and i had a great hang out vc sesh yesterday with several of them#so like. im not rlly losing much from cutting this guy off besides toxicity in my life. which im ok without lol#ranting#not rlly but its not going in the other tags#the one thing im sad abt is how toxic ppl keep getting into my life bc im such a pushover#im a bit too patient & forgiving for my own good#i'm just gonna try to trust my gut more when i detect im being wronged by someone who should be my friend....
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watching hbomberguys rwby video rn and very annoyed by the idea that the whole dust intro and dust shop robbery scene is poor writing
#like rwby sucks ass do not get me wrong#but like. this guy even says its not a bad start to the story bc it sets up the next scene and tells u why dust is important and set ups the#the main antagonist of the season and his goals#but im annoyed at the idea a better intro wouldve been a better explanation of the world and its setting#like objectively yes it would be better considering the whole stealing dust plotline was dropped#but instead of changing the intro i think i better idea would be actual worldbuilding in the show itself lmaoo#like he said they explained the faunus and semblance wayyy later than they shouldve#and the kingdoms and theyre tense and fragile peace thing was suddenly mentioned at the end of s3#but this could all be solved by actual storytelling lmao#i cant remember the first episode well but im pretty sure the evil actual main villian lady was narrating the whole dust story and explainin#explaining grimm and stuff and that ozpin at the very end was like no you dumb bitch#or whatever#and like thats an interesting start to a story!!! it starts out sounding like a fairytale with a generic narrator until you find out its a c#conversation and ur liek who are u#rwbys problem is that it was bad storytelling but ironically the first two scenes of the episode are really good#i cant remember the rest of the episode rn or the rest of the show but like. just keep that energy#rwby couldve been so good UGH im mad#its like mlb all over again#anyways#im like 33 mins in the video but this bit abt the opening was annoying me lmao like its really not a bad intro#giving a worldbuilding dump in the very beginning of the show wouldve been even worse imo but this seemingly fairytale intro being a convo#between two people we later find out are important is such a good way to start#and then you actually wxplain the setting or show not tell it throughout the season instead of randomly dumping info when relevant#anyways ignore me i never even liked rwby that much this video was just annoying me#michi tag
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I was wondering a lil bit bout when I got sent to my sister's place alone and I was in such a peaceful state despite the lack of a pc for nearly a week but then I got back to my mom's place and it feels like my patience was shorter for whatever reason. And now that the whole family is at sister's place I get it now. I understand what's different. My mom.
#aria rants#i thought it was a me problem but turns out its a problem with my mom being horribly aggravating#that it continuously tests my patience in ways where its no wonder i managed to lengthen it#its the matter where i sometimes do smth and she assumes the worst just to mock me in a way she thinks is teasing#or i do smth and she comments on it. or when id rather be left alone and its also pretty obvious (reading smth srsly) but then#she starts talking bout smth to me thats often times completely irrelevant for me to turn my attention to her#cuz when it was just me and my sis it was PEACEFUL. i get to do what i want while my sis does her own stuff#it was so peaceful i didnt even mind being interrupted to do chores meanwhile back at my moms place its suddenly such a bother#the only good side to this is the fact that i also finally confirm that whenever i get pissed easily. its cuz of galahad#galahad doesnt like my mom. he gets angrier quicker while i can manage to just ignore it pretty well#what with the fact that ive been living with her for so long. but also realizing this is such a: my life quality wouldve been better...
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I mentioned in my post about Shadow Haru that she's taken control of all the shops and made a pricing system that makes it impossible for the Infiltrators to buy anything. This begs the question of how they get any medicine or weapons and the answer to that question is Mishima.
In the Perfect Semester, all of the confidants get put in Mementos by Joker both as a way of thanking them for their help and as a way to protect them from the reality that is currently under construction. Three personas of their arcana are there to protect them.
Mishima is the first confidant that is freed by the Infiltrators as his guards are the weakest because of the fact Mishima is subconsciously resisting what the Phantom Thieves are doing. This may seem strange since Mishima is the Phantom Thieves' #1 supporter but his entire confidant is about him learning what the Phantom Thieves truly are so when he sees what's become of the Thieves in the Perfect Semester, he can tell that something isn't right, the Phantom Thieves are becoming the tyrants they swore to destroy.
With the Phansite not being very helpful to the Infiltrators, Mishima supports the Infiltrators by becoming their fixer for supplies. Since he isn't part of the Infiltrators and shops recognize him as the Phantom Thieves' most loyal supporter, he can collect the medicine and weapons they need. However, he still has to be a somewhat sneaky as he can't just waltz around freely as that risks getting thrown back into Mementos and he still has to go find clinics and model weapon stores with Takemi and Iwai unavailable.
#persona 5#p5#p5r#persona 5 au#persona 5 royal#persona 5 royal au#the perfect semester au#yuuki mishima#mishima yuuki#do you know at one point i wanted to make him join the infiltrators#it wouldve been so cool#but he would mess with the infiltrators' dynamic a lot and having him join would make supplies still a problem#so he got demoted to the fixer#sorry mishima i love you
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