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Shitting myself, I just finished season 1 (I’ll watch season 2 later (probably tomorrow))
#squid game thoughts#it’s fire#still#visit your kid gi hun#please#she misses you#he visited her trust#I say as they drag me to the asylum /j
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I absolutely really need to be writing anything but random ideas while I procrastinate and this is so awful rough bc I literally wrote it on my phone in one sitting while avoiding work but
Do you see my vision. Her Nosy Bitch Syndrome would actually be good for him when they've both chilled out a little in the postcanon.
#fic#wip#i know its weird that im writing about shuro getting a crush on marcille when i have no intentions of letting that go anywhere#but the idea wont leave my head. he would end up liking her for the same reasons the toudens latched onto her#she's weird and awful in her own way but she's honest about it. you never have to second guess yourself with her#because she wears her heart on her sleeve and is so bad at not doing so#she's not afraid to Speak Up and advocate for herself so you can trust her to push back if you lean on her too hard#maybe i just have terminal blorboism. i want to see her be freaky good at learning eastern magic#and maybe even cry a little bc calligraphy gives her that same calm feeling that braiding her hair used to#and she didnt think she'd ever find another meditation routine that actually fits her#also its just. wouldnt it be so funny. if falin was worried about them not getting along bc marcille is jealous#and then actually visiting and seeing the way shuro looks at her and going#oh no you dont. thats MY elf get your own!!!!!
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good afternoon i've been thinking about this post since last night, and i would just like to state for the record that roo.k having grown up around / mentored by v.iago the poisoner extraordinaire ( tei.a keeps track of the cutlery he's poisoned ffs ) means that every fibre of her being should not trust anything consumable that she hasn't prepared herself, yet she willingly ( and happily ) accepts coffee and food from lucani.s without a second thought or batting an eyelash at it....
that level of trust is unheard of when it comes to the cr.ows ---- ( again, tei.a keeps lists of things that vi.ago has poisoned because poison and those two are like caw caw relationship goals ). rook never hesitates. ( yeah, okay, you could say he's not going to mess up his contract by poisoning the person he's meant to be aiding, sure. but that reasoning never crosses her mind. ) but that is a level of trust that is probably unheard of amongst the cro.ws. that is a hopelessly devoted / i literally trust you with my life level of trust. rook literally will still joke with v.iago -- a man who has known her her entire life and she considers her older brother -- when she sees him if he's given her the nice table settings or the nice table settings.
anyone at the lighthouse who didn't already know that r.ook was smitten with lucan.is would only have to watch her at mealtime to see just how bad she had it for him.
#rook. › meta.#heart eyes and constantly visiting the dining hall aside#just to say 'hi 💜'#r.ook happily accepting food & drink from a fellow c.row#literally this has been buzzing in my brain#the level of trust she has that he won't hurt her#when he could literally hurt her the MOST#i love my bird babies ty#veilguard spoilers /#spitecrow. ♡ tell me this ends with you asleep in my arms.
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where are all the 200k word post-day of unity fics where alador is going through a nasty and increasingly messy divorce and trying to help rebuild the boiling isles and also fixing his relationship with his kids but he's also struggling with having his own autonomy again and his own guilt over not being an actual father to his kids and he doesnt know who is outside of his responsibilities of work/family bcus he never had actual friends once he left school and once upon a time alador was the one to show darius there's more to life than what you can do for other people and now darius has the opportunity to help alador relearn the same thing and maybe together they can both rediscover what real love feels like again after years of bitterness
#krav talks#toh#aladarius#dalador#also alador is autistic and amity inherited it from him#and darius simultaneously figures out how to be a safe person for hunter again by slowly rebuilding the trust between him and alador#bcus hunter is also autistic but is more similar to alador on the spectrum than amity#and darius has to like. re-remember how to accommodate in those specific ways so he doesnt make alador OR hunter close themselves off again#but its not dadrius at first bcus hunter is staying with camila#OH ALSO it actually includes camila taking on an active role in her childrens' lives on the boiling isles#like she often goes to visit and becomes actual friends with the other adults in luz & hunter's lives#including darius. she and darius get along quite well. she is like a diluted form of luz's intense and raw Pure Goodness#and she's more grounded and is like the sturdiest tree in the forest and her company is as refreshing as the feeling of human rain#where luz is as bright and as intense as a roaring bonfire in the summer#camila is an ever-burning candle on a moonless night#she gives nothing but clarity and relief. she doesnt burn as bright as her daughter but that doesnt lessen the impact of her presence#sorry i love camila so much.
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we talked a lot about how the incidents in delica absolutely broke ludger, but tbh, casey didnt come out of it unscathed either.
imagine how lonely you must have been to willingly travel to such a distant land just to see someone who was potentially like/similar to you. and when you thought you finally got a best friend who could understand you in a way that no one else could, they turned out to be something you would absolutely abhor with your entire existence. they gave no explanations. they bothered not with excuses. there wasnt even enough time for you to grieve what you just lost because they forced your hands to fight them in a death battle. without a word, they just simply vanished as if your friendship in the past few months meant absolutely nothing to them and you were left alone again, trying to navigate when and what went wrong all by yourself. there was a mix of burning hatred, betrayal, and sadness inside you, but there was no longer anyone for you to talk about it — no one that could understand it. you endured all those feelings for three years with no one to share while chasing after your old-best-friend-now-turned-archenemy for answers because they never gave you the closure you deserved.
even when you finally learned the truth, you realised that they had never trusted you nor your abilities enough to even consider working together. rather, they took on the most extreme measure and didnt hesitate to make you their biggest enemy all the while keeping all their troubles and pains to themselves. best friends, friends, friendly acquaintances, private detective and their client — it turned out that your relationship was neither of them. was it truly your one-sided assumption after all? or perhaps, was it because you failed them when you could have known better and done better? still wanting to keep believing that your companionship was once real, your guilt started gnawing on your conscience. not only you couldnt save them, but your inadequateness also doomed them to their worst fate possible.
then, the opportunity came. you finally mustered up all the courage to utter an apology. even though they acknowledged it, they made no intention to accept your peace offerings. they reminded, "our alliance is temporary". they stressed, "enemies are what we are destined to be". what a fool you were, trying to save a relationship that never existed. either that, or you had never truly been forgiven. they wanted nothing to do with you. they needed not saving by you. it wasnt a closure you wanted but its still a closure you got. in the end, you were left alone once more, with the knowledge of a possibility that you also might not be able to save them again this time.
#academy's undercover professor#academy's undercover professor spoilers#casey selmore#this is caseys pov. to her ludgers true feeling is an enigma because he auto crits on deception.#ironically i think casey was/is much lonelier than ludger.#when she was bedridden for a month ludger seemed to be the only one who came for a visit??? (feral fans dont count)#what was marias even doing????#ludger tends to think he is alone but he still has a lot of comrades openly caring for him.#even tho the delica incidents hit him hard he still at least had hans as his trusted emotional supporter.#meanwhile casey had to process everything by herself. there was no one holding her hands through it.#there is betty but i dont think she would be good at processing these complex and contradicting emotions that casey were having.#caseys going through the same thing ludger used to experience. the helpless feeling of not being able to save someone you most care about.#with the guilt eating her up under the right conditions she has the potential to become ludger 2.0.#personally i think the trigger would be ludgers self-delivered death.#it could break her for good considering how much guilt she already has over the delica incidents — the one event that changed everything.#anyway in conclusion casey also needs therapy. both of them need couple therapy.#aro ludgercasey propaganda#selmore's undercover husband#auposting
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I find it so cool that you can tell which tributes in the ballad of songbirds and snakes actually trusted their mentors and which didnt. Like coral and mizzen and a few other ask their mentors for food, while treech and reaper would rather steal it then rely on their mentors and i fucking love that, i love that we got to see that some of the other mentors also got at least some level of trust from their tributes.
#the hunger games#headcanon#tbosas#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#also i want to know what treeches mentor did to earn him not trusting her#cause reapers is valid#clemmie visited him maybe once? of course hes not going to think she will send him food if hes had to fend for himself this whole time#of course hes not going to trust her#what happened with treech?!?
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oof
#actually yeah remember that time i had swine flu#i had a 104 degree fever and was terrified to go to the hospital#not because of the hospital but because i'd have to manage my parents' emotions and anxiety while i was there on top of being sick as hell#i locked myself in the bathroom refusing to let my dad take me to the ER#and only gave in when he promised he wouldn't tell my mom#and then his girlfriend told my mom. they fucking lied#and then. you guessed it. i had to manage everyone's emotions while we waited for the ER to do literally nothing#the swine flu tests were super unreliable and i got a false negative. they sent me home with some antibiotics and called it a day#then sheepishly called a week later when the second test came back positive to basically ask if i was still alive#swine flu fucked me up for a long time. but it didn't warrant an er visit#and it certainly didn't warrant my parents fucking breaking my trust like that#i know they only told my mom so they didn't have to deal with her going off after the fact#which is such bullshit. that's the kind of thing a parent is supposed to take and shield their kid from#not break their trust so you get it easy#but of course. if my dad had been one to take my aversion to my mom seriously then. then he and i wouldn't be going on 4yrs of no contact#because a looooot of things would've had to be different for that one thing to happen#god i have so much anger for my parents. so much grief#my mom's been surprisingly silent (all things considered) in the near month i've been no contact with her#and it's not like seeing the disgusting emails and voicemails from her feels good but... but they're almost better than nothing.#they're sort of love. in a way. not really... but. but it hurts to know how hard my dad fought to get through to me#and to have spent the past 4yrs with my mom rubbing in my face how she'd never be like him and Just let me go. how she'd fight.#being told that at the time didn't feel like love. didn't feel healthy. and now seeing that she didn't even fucking mean it.#she prided herself so much on being the one who Loved Me More. really hard not to see it for the performance it was now#makes me wonder if my dad really actually did love me as much as he said. not that it was much but. it was more. it was something#i know he's not capable of change. even less capable than my mom. but. i really miss my dad right now.#(glad i can still remember what his voice sounds like. so i don't have to go listen to one of those old voicemails he left me)#even considering that the memory that brought this all up was him lying to me and betraying my trust#being no contact with my parents...i'm finally the orphan i always have been#personal#ahhhh therapy's gonna be JUICY this week 🤣
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thinking abt the maria’s outbreak night. having many thoughts
#imagine her and her dad and kevin and his daddy were all together#maria and jack are fighting and maybe separating at this point#her dad is visiting them because its his birthday tomorrow#yes its rhe same birthday as you know who#her and jack end up going upstairs to argue when she gets home because hes been home alone with kevin and her dad all day by himSELF#when this was supposed to be a FAMILY day maria#and you leave me here with your fucking dad who hates me#he doesnt hate you#he hates me and you know it! and you leave me here with kevin who you NEVER see#dont. thats not fair#of COURSE its fair. look at today! where were you today?#maria was at work#because of course she was at work#shes always working because she has to be to financially prepare for raising a son#(and raising a son through a divorce. because she needs to get a fucking divorce.)#also there was a work emergency#(theres always a work emergency)#so she had to be gone most of the day and then in her way back the roads were CHAOS#she barely got home alive#i barely got home alive jack!#you ALWAYS barely get home#anyway they fight and then the world blows up and at some point they disagree on what to do#maria has a basement with enough food to last about three days for three people and an emergency go bag full of baby food#because of course she does#so at some point they have to decide between staying holed up there and waiting shit out#or going out and meeting with the soldiers who are going around blaring an evacuation notice#hank her dad is like Nope Do Not Trust the Government#and maria is like True#jack disagrees#he goes off on maria when she tells him they have to put it up to a vote
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narumi dishes out the funniest fucking response to THE BEST officer in the whole defence force and then proceeds to rip my heart out.
#i have so much to fucking say but that will wait until after my exam this time. Trust.#egg boils#narumi gen#kaiju no.8#thank you bside i fucking love you so much#i’m sooooo argh#also kikoru would’ve been 7 here and i’m assuming he’s mina’s age so he’s 18 here and i wonder if isao is thinking kikoru and gen would get#along LMFAO.#he brings him to visit one day and he’s like Here.#ur new babysitter.#i just wish they’d met before her joining the first division PLEASEEE#narumi
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ash and s.ugiura do get engaged someday, and it's always so heartwarming thinking about s.ugiura visiting his sister before he pops the question. him by her grave with a soft smile on his face, telling her about how he's never been happier, how he knows that this girl is his soulmate.
back when she was alive, she had that line about how sometimes she worries about her little bro. but she doesn't have to worry anymore. he's so happy.
#i just know she's so proud of him#he says that he was really different in the past. his sister's bf described him as very shy and quiet#and he calls himself when he was a teenager a 'shut-in fuckup'#he's come so far and he's been through so much and I'm just so proud of him#ash does actually have his sister's blessing though! in the first game remember that scene when they all see her ghost because they just#fell out of a building and are concussed out of their minds? instead of seeing flashbacks of her like y.agami and s.ugiura#ash gets to talk to her for a bit. his sister says that she trusts Ash and that she knows her brother has chosen well#we didn't know his sister for long but she's so important to me. she's a big part of our ship even if she passed years before ash and#s.ugiura started to date. they name their daughter after her and their daughter is quite a bit like her actually ajdjajs#i just have so many thoughts about that part of the first game. everything with his sister and her boyfriend just stuck with me#it's such a tragic tale#but there's a lot of comfort in knowing that she approves of their relationship and that she's watching over them#and there's no doubt in my mind that she's so fucking proud of her little brother#i did find a post about how in the second game s.ugiura is already older that his sister ever got to be and i just went '.. oh. ouch. ouch'#just some sleepy rambles since i think about that a lot. the first time they visit her grave together is a really big moment in their#relationship because s.ugiura gets to introduce the two most important people in his life to each other. ok I'm going to bed now gn fr lol#ash rambles 💚#mask off 🎭
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Always felt hesitant to make Diona an adopted daughter to Lynn bc I was afraid it wouldn't make sense, but after some brainstorming and thinking- screw canon at this point honestly
She is indeed Lynn's adopted daughter and nobody can stop me <3
#DRAFF (diona's father) IS DEAD 🦀🦀🦀🦀 FUCK THAT GUY IMMENSELY.#anyway so diona is uh. parentless now so she's taken care of by the cat's tail staff for the time being#lynn hears abt this situation during one of the times she visits mondstadt#she opens up abt her feelings on the matter to lisa- who's all too intent in listening /lh /pos#long story short: she really feels bad for diona and kinda admits she'd wants to take care of her and give her the love she needs from-#-a parent. lisa casually suggests adopting her and lynn is taken back and surprised bc. hey HEY. /lh#“I don't think I'm... fit to be a mother. let alone ready-” “nonsense dear. with the way I see it- you're perfectly capable for the role.”#it takes some convincing but in the end- lynn agrees and they set up all the proper documents for it + lets diona know abt it by asking her-#-to go to the favonius headquarters to meet with lynn#it's a touching moment I feel. diona definitely cries and clings onto lynn when she explains she wanted to adopt her#she felt hesitant still but seeing this child put so much trust in her? she slowly felt confident to provide the care she needed#SO NOW DIONA TRAVELS WITH LYNN AND THEYRE A LOVELY MOTHER DAUGHTER DUO OUDHGEHFHDNGSH#unsure abt when this takes place tho... does it happen after lynn is married or before she meets teppe1?#how funny and surprising would it be for teppe1 to find out the woman he fell for has a daughter#I don't wanna subject diona to the war but teppe1's reaction is a funny thought#🌸 lin speaks!!
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frightful thought: Noah could be Alice's son from the future.....like I'm just saying, time travel is genetic in this house...and his mom is allegedly a Backstreet Boys super fan? And Alice listens to the Backstreet Boys? Questionable. I'll also say, Casey Goodwin said something about "maybe that's why I'm here," so now I'm a tad paranoid about time traveling teens
#honestly why are Alice and Kat not paranoid about time traveling teens? Kat never knew she was hanging out with her own daughter#what makes them think they're oh-so-smart about time travelers visiting them in 2024????#I'm also kinda scared of Susanna and Jacob being married because then there's a solid chance that Kat and Eliot are related and..yikes#overall don't want Alice to date Noah OR Nick but really really have a hard time trusting teens in this show#considering that Alice has been into a 40 year old man for most of this show. Sidenote he needs to STOP giving her dating advice#STOP speaking to her sir you may have been 16 when you dated her but you are 40 now and she is NOT so STOP IT!!!!!!!#I love this show so much omg#Andie McDowell should get to steal more horses in these last 2 episodes of the season#hallmark the way home#the way home hallmark
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Ooku is so close to having something cool to say about gender but the second i think they might do it they curve me and have the unwell crossdressing lady's happy ending be becoming traditionally feminine and submissive to her husband who became assertive and traditionally masculine.
#the jury is still out but. im skeptical#im on ep 5 and for the last few eps the focus has been a kind of effeminate monk getting like. force masced to be a breeer for the shogun#who is a girl forced to take on her fathers name and masculine role. then raped and impregnated at 14#then the baby dies and shes back to being masc. she doesnt even have a name bc her sole role is to be her father until she can birth an heir#which is very thematically juicy!!! and she is abusive in the exact same ways you'd expect of a patriarchal ruler!#and then she forces ex-monk guy whose been mascing up to dress as a woman for her amusement#which then culminates in him draping her in women's clothing and embracing her#which is very thematically loaded!!#and had me very hopeful! but then he's shitless and built after a timeskip doing very traditionally masculine shit#and visiting the shogun who now wears womens clothing and constantly asking him if she's displeasing him#which like. there's 5 episodes left they could do something with this. its clear the lady shogun is still fucked in the head#and her grandma who did all the identity stripping and treating ppl like broodstock is still bitching that she's not pregnant#but will they stick the landing??? idk if i trust the writers man#also just on a petty personal note they ruined my insane masc blorbo. shes not killing ppl anymore >:(#im gonna continue watching tomorrow but my hopes are low#might have to rewatch utena after this#cant believe i forreal thought Ooku was gonna do some “escaping the cycle of patriarchal violence and gender” with a het couple#in my defense they have a great setup for it 😔#who knows maybe ill be surprised
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"I know your face... but I don't know you. And I don't know if I can trust you."
god but cal is so fucking pretty HELP
#kiana plays baldur's gate 3#bg3#he really tried so hard to pick a face miz'ri would trust. and he picked the wrong one#20+ year old trauma bubbling up in her chest every time he visits#he looks like her cal... but god he isn't
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Re: the big xy wip: Charizard has been a staple of the team both in my very first playthrough and as I’ve been workshopping Yvonne’s revamped team (I want to add more native kalos mons to the roster) but I’ve begun considering (since like 5 seconds ago) relegating chell (nickname) to the postgame…… like I love her and Yvonne loves her and chell being gifted to her by chells nestmothers (sycamore’s garchomp and charizard) is a like a symbolic and literal gesture of her dad’s (sycamore but she doesn’t know it yet shhh) affection for her, but 1) takes up a slot on the roster that is already effectively filled by talonflame as a fire/flying type 2) gen 1 mon that takes up a slot on the roster that could be filled by a gen 6 mon.
And like it would make sense from a in-universe perspective, to give a second starter mon that can mega evolve to a trainer that’s already experienced and capable of mega evolving….. would be a good post game fic plot point narratively, trying to move on from Xavier and team flares bullshit and figuring out how she feels about her da represented by trying to open her heart to a new bond?
#like there could still be a cute garchomp Charizard Yvonne scene early on#in which they identify her by scent being sycamore’s offspring#but that whole thing is like. since he’s entrusting them with meeting his hatchling#they trust her with one of theirs#and as she goes back and visits sycamore labs throughout the story chell going and visiting her mothers it’s like. parallels yaknow#euuuggghh
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Officially starting Chapter 65 of Empire of Storms!
… I have a little less than 100 pages left in the book… I’ve got bonus chapter/chapters for after (to hopefully give me some consolation) and Tower of Dawn at the ready (actually looking forward to it quite a bit)!..
I may have cried wolf before but I’m prepared this time (got my books, got 20 days worth on renewals, got my dog who has been informed to follow in its ancestors footsteps & comfort me like Fleetfoot😂, All Too Well TS tissues at the ready to bawl my eyes out, my favorite kind of tea (okay so I guess that one’s just thanks to Kroger re-stocking), blankets and warm lighting, a whole day off from work (the first and only for a hot minute & the following days to come), and introvert time to read my book in peace… or distress… idk😅) and as much as I love these books and never want them to end, it’s been months and it’s time to know what happens and enjoy every second of it… hopefully😅😅 re-reads may be kinder 2nd time around😂🤣 so — ITS TIME — we shall see how much reading gets done today between the emotions of whatever the heck is about to happen, but EoS ending shall be occurring in T-Minus sometime in the next 12 hours. Probable spam to follow? We’ll see 😅😅😂🖤😁
#first read#up next#currently reading#read with me#read along#reading reacts#spam warning#Will try to keep up with spoiler warnings but most EoS tags today/this week will be full#EoS ending#no spoilers please#weird annotations and fangirl nonsensical ramblings to follow#EoS#Empire of Storms#Throne of Glass series#TOG series#SJM#sarah what are you doing#Maasverse#I love Fleetfoot#maybe Chaol and Nesryn can go visit her for me#oh wait there in Terrasen with Murtaugh not Nesryns father which hold up was he in Rifthold oh shit that could be bad#I miss Chaol I want to know more about Nesryn Im excited to have more Yrene & I’ve always liked them all even if there were times I didn’t#I may binge read the book but I will love every second of it#KoA even available if need be#thankfully my library didn’t fool me this time jk I love them#keep calm and semi trust in Maas but mostly Aelin jk love them both#scientific study of the day: how does tear production effect reading speed😂#Tower of Dawn after#then onto KoA#I love these books and it’s time to read them all
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