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#how is this day six#it feels like a lifetime#i am dismayed at all the new flavors of exhaustion i'm trying out#my tinnitus is getting worse and i'm seeing jagged lines of light#the latter one's new. it was mostly just pinpricks of light. those have increased too#i sent an email#i've barely gotten any schoolwork done yet#i have so much to do#i need to pack#he sounded so bad on the phone#what do i bring to see someone for maybe the last time#i can't think about this i have to keep the logistics in mind#have everything ready and prepared so there's no consequence if i fall off the face of the earth for a time#he's dying and he's telling me not to worry#absolute fucking idiot#i'm not the one dying here#why does it still feel like it#i need to draw#i need to prepare my things#i have so much to do.
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They won the lottery and inspired by Mr. Greg, they spent it all in one day by committing identity fraud.
Idk I took a second job and my brain is so fried right now. 😭
#connverse#Connie Maheswaran#Steven Quartz Universe#Lion SU#Body tired and brain fried 😬😵#Messy doodles in between commissions#skedoobles#steven universe#su#my shiz#They went to. I guess still in Empire City. 🤷♀️ And committed identity fraud. Lol#I can already imagine Connie's phone ringing while they're mingling with some rich persons and an anime song comes out. Then she'll#gaslight them about how it's the most sophisticated classy thing now. Or smthing like that RIP#Steven set himself out into making it difficult for himself because he's kinda bad at acting as a serious stoic dude. 😭#In fairness He IS a high profile individual being a son of a billionaire (millionaire?) and a Gem that has an intergalactic empire 🤔😆#Amd he HAS been tired and grumpy (?)#So maybe they can work with that into the act . Lmao I don't actually know what I'm talking about.#When the day ends they bail#Their ship name is peteronica that's so goofy sounding 😂
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The way this still is giving me S1 Devon on the rollercoaster vibes - and if that is what we are getting then I am very intrigued and excited - because Buck struggled to deal with that loss - his first on the job - which parallels a bit with losing Eddie now and Buck struggling with that. But what I’m most excited by about if this is a parallel to that - is that Buck went to therapy - and ended up having sex with her (she took advantage of him but that’s not the thing here) - ill advised sex - sex that did not actually help him at all in dealing with his feelings.
But you know what did - talking to Abby on the phone - and you know who he can only talk to by phone (or video call) right now?!!
#so if the leaks are true and it is tommy at the bar - the nit stand to reason that Buck is gonna hook up with him#to continue the parallel#that hook up is gonna be a bad idea - and actually make things worse for him - compound his trauma a#maybe reveal a few truths hes not ready to look at or deal with#and then he will spiral out more#but he will talk to Eddie - who has always been a sounding board for him (even if he’s only confessing to the hook up with Tommy)#and we have a full parallel to a key part of Bucks s1 arc - one that set him up for his search for love - set him on the path to meaningful#relationships and not hook ups#there’s also something in the idea of really getting to know someone over the phone or video call - and how it can deepen a relationship#and how the distance between Buck and Eddie will ultimately bring them closer together#It would be sooo good!#plus if they do go this route - the fact they will have brought Tommy back to be an ill advised hook up that actually makes his spiral worse#showing how much of a plot device that man is - so so good - top level trolling Timothy - top level!!!#911 spoilers#911 speculation#911 abc#evan buckley#eddie diaz#buddie
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sharing some of my favorite eng dub moments from the second ina11 game bc they crack me up so bad. this dub is unintentional comedy gold
entry number one is tachimukai saying "blimey"😭
clipped from INAZUMA ELEVEN 2: Blizzard ❄️ Gameplay Walkthrough FULL GAME (Nintendo DS) by Kouteshi on YT
video timestamp is around 8:38:00 :]
tell me this is not a perfect reaction clip
#inazuma eleven video games#inazuma eleven#ina11#tachimukai yuuki#blimey..😟#it made me laugh so hard when i first watched it and it still does lmao#ITS ALL HE SAYS. HE JUST GOES BLIMEY IN THE MOST MILDLY CONCERNED TONE EVER SKDHFSJFKD#the music really elevates this reaction i think#this one became a quotable classic among the friends i showed it to#alongside another much funnier (to me) clip that i might share later at some point ^_^#making them british was such a choice KSFHJSDFHK they all sound..... how do i say it.... bad-#boy is it hilarious#but thank god the entire game isnt voiced#and sorry abt the video quality i screenrecorded this on my phone skfhsdk#ina11 posting
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for the violence ask game: 8 common fandom opinion everyone is wrong about. for milgram. i know exactly what you're going to say i just want to see you go off again
Hiii bestie. You do know what I'm about to talk about. Yippee
Disclaimer that this whole essay is like. For fun and how I say things is ramped up to be funny. I don't mind if you disagree w me cuz like that's the nature of things! We disagree but we can get along.
Anyways short answer for people who don't wanna see the essay: organ harvesting theory. This is about shidou.
Idk how prevalent it is rn since not many people even talk about shidou but it was prevalent enough in June when I got into milgram that I believed it for a bit anyways the rest in under the cut cuz I'm insane sorrg
SO the main reason I think the theory is WRONG (hyperbole‼️) is because I just think it's unrealistic. Man works in a hospital in Japan. How would he pull it off. Scuff an operation bad enough to cause braindeath/death and I'm p sure they suspend your medical licence, if he participated in an organ harvesting operation pre-family-accident his case would then be black and white cuz he was doing it in complete sound mind with no regard for human life. Also it wouldn't justify the extreme reaction he's had to realizing, specifically, "what I've been robbing people of" (t1 voice trailer), and he wouldn't have as heavy a focus on the relatives' feelings and reactions. At least story writing wise it'd make less sense since it doesn't allude to anything if that's the end goal? Imo at least. Idk maybe this is because I really like tragedies in media. Also because it'd be a really disproportionately severe crime compared to every other direct murderer???? Like. We have strangled someone, stabbed someone, bludgeoning, bludgeoning, kicked someone to death. Organ harvesting looks cartoony in this context. It's also not a very prevelant issue in Japan iirc.
Also to prove my point further. If we use this theories the murders would be
Strangling, abortion??????, cyber bullying, stabbing, organ harvesting, toxic r/s, telling the truth (lmao), bludgeoning, bludgeoning, bludgeoning (minus weapon). Organ harvesting is goofy cuz it seems so.... Extreme,,,,,,,
ALSSOOOOO funny point. If he's not directly involved in his murder (as in, unintentional and indirect) that makes 5 direct and 5 indirect. Silly.
Also also his murder seems somewhat tied to how he feels about his job itself ("I wanted to contribute to society (about his career choice)/I had thought my work was a contribution to society", use of past tense) and to me it reads like hes disillusioned w his job esp since his reason for getting a highly sought after, high paying and high social ranking job is "I wanted to contribute to society". Doctors with that empathy can be affected by the death around them more severely and I think that's a fun topic to look at
I count this under "common fandom opinion" cuz it was common enough around June (whenyours truesly got into milgram) that I believed it. I mean I introduced shidou to my friend (hello clown) as "maybe Dr malpractice. Organ harvesting dude" and said friend (hello again clown) is also the one who's heard me bash the organ harvesting theory like 6 times at least now so. Yippee.
Take none of this seriously I just got off a plane and am so very eepy. If you like the organ harvesting theory good for you!!!!!!!💥💥💥💥💥 you do you bestie !!!!!!!!!!!!!! I literally do not think less of anyone who believes that theory I just personally dont lmao
#sand speaks#hiiiii bestie my silly mutual. youve heard this rant before now for it poorly formatted in text#i mean its better formatted than when i actually talk abt it cuz if i wrote it the way i originally did the points would not be organised#like at all. itd be so bad#anyways all of this is lighthearted i dont think less of anyone with different opinions i just. dont believe the theory at all#i like the tragedy thag comes woth it technhcally not being his fault but also kinda being his fault.#like maybe he had really bad manners towards relatives. or horribls bedside manner (youre in my way just die already“ like ok mr kirisaki.#dont say that to a comatose patient my dude. but yeah it can be argued that morally hed be in the wdong#or if he persuaded relatives to dknate patients organs. which is rude and also malpractice (coercion and taking advantage of ppl in vulnerab#and with his themes of lying (covers) i fhink it could wither be lying to relatives of patients OR. him seeing hsi work and the promise of#saving people from illness or death as a lie and a hoax becasye so many people died anyways despite those promises#anhwyas im insane about this man. characters with extreme worldviews entirely of their own making my beloved#like nothing told him to believe this. he just does and thats whats interesting to me#anywasy suuper sorry about the big essay and the many tags. i love this fandom#i have so much to say but so little phone battery. and mental battery its Zzzzzzzzz time#tell me if abything in here sounds mean or anything btw im too used to being mean as a jokiing thing so im worried ill offend someone
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seeing info only about the kiryu and majima statuettes but absolute radio silence on the ichi one is utterly sending me. Theyre hiding the fact theyre gonna make ichi pale as a cracker again
#snap chats#theyre in the lab making a skin tone with melanin in it for once im SCREAMING#JUST LET ME SEE MY BOY PAINTED LET ME SEE HOW BAD THE DAMAGE IS#whether i spend $150 is entirely dependent on if ichi is pale or not and im so serious its why i didnt get his plushie#anyways i got hate crimed today i was getting lunch with my dumbass friend WHICH. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY I DO#CAUSE WE JUST SIT IN DEAD SILENCE AND SHES TERRIBLE AT CONVERSATION RIGHT anyway.#we were getting lunch and her prof ask her like ‘oh are you on a date <3’ like prof i would rather kms !!!! then go on a date with this gir#literally my biggest fear i hope people dont think we’re dating id actually drop out#‘snap you make her sound awful’ because she is and i dont feel bad about bullying her anymore NO LISTEN#WE WERE PLAYING Y7 LAST NIGHT AND SHE BUTT DIALS HER FRIEND. LIKE A DUMBASS.#AND DEADASS ME AND HER FRIEND JUST TALK ON HER PHONE ABOUT HOW MUCH SHE SUCKS.. WHILE SHES SITTING RIGHT THERE.#i felt so validated cause everything he was complaining about id complain about like oohhhh my god i should meet him#hes the guy that called me that invincible character. and mystery man. i think i talked about this already wait—#ITS STILL FUNNY TO ME IDC ive never felt so seen in my life. why an i friends with this girl idk we’ll figure out one day#right now i want. ichi statue to be real and tanned#ok bye i have class soon
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scared
#my grandma just called to say my grandad is sick#like not seriously sick so far#some type of cold/flu/covid thing#but it sounds like it's hit him pretty hard and he is over eighty#so it scares me because things like that can change fast#and i know how bad covid was for me as a healthy nineteen year old#also i probably came off as very callous to my brother telling him just now#because I'm scared and i don't know how to handle that and i deal with that by denying it#this making me the same kind of scared i was for all of 2019 when it felt like everyone in the family was going to die (they're mostly fine)#still get scared when the phone rings sometimes#jae says stuff
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Anyone who has advice om how to like... talk regularly with a person you don't really know how to talk to?
Long story short, my dad has once again complained that I "never call him", and I want to try and do it more often. The thing is I never know what the hell to say to him cause anything interesting that happens in my life is stuff he wouldn't understand.
So, what the hell do I talk about with a person who can't relate to me at all? 😅
I can ask him how he's doing, and I can talk about my birds, but... that's it. Anything beyond that is either too niche to explain to him (he'd get a concussion trying to understand what editing even is, for example, lol) or something personal I do NOT want him to know about.
Also, FYI, please don't feel bad for my dad. Our sucky relationship is 100% his fault, but a narcissistic alcoholic wouldn't understand that, so 😂
#papa sky#papa sky is good at guilt tripping#but then i remember shit he did to me as a kid and i feel better#like when he took my phone from me at 11 years old when we were visiting his parents without my mom because he didn't want me to call my mo#yeah he put it out of reach for me on a top shelf#so i couldn't call my mom when i woke up from a nightmare and he was suddenly gone in the middle of the night to go drinking#when i used my grandparents phone to call her crying my grandpa called me rude#which on its own doesn't sound bad but i was a very well-behaved kid and had never been scolded or called names#mama sky was furious#and then dad blamed me#cause how dare i be a kid who had a nightmare and wanted comfort from my dad when he wanted to go drinking
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Can u imagine Bakugo being scared that you’ll cheat on him or leave him bc he has so many fangirls that he just assumes everyone else does too
#Bakugo#he spends half the day swatting off fans and he’s like ‘u better be doing the same’#man I have no h*es what are you on about#and he’s like shocked bc how can everyone not want u the way he does?#genuinely pouting bc you got ONE dm from someone you’ve never spoke to and haven’t even responded to yet#meanwhile he’s dumping out love notes every other day#yet scared YOULL leave him?#he’s trying to be so sneaky looking over your shoulder at what ur doing on ur phone and it’s literally candy crush#and he feels like an *ss#you could prank him so bad with the notification sound tik tok where he’s immediately looking#man wh*re#today I was fired from therapy so I’ve just been moping around#shii posts#gen
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Thank you Queen Hera and Lord Hermes for taking care of my mom and bringing her back home safely like I asked you.
#my dad texted me asking if she had arrived home yet and she didn't#turned out he took her phone by accident and she was uncommunicated from us if anything happened#usually i'm not worried because i know she's a grown ass woman and doesn't need help#but by the way my dad sounded i thought they had argument of theirs and maybe she stormed off in a bad mood which could've been dangerous#anyway it was a false alarm now she's just pissed that dad has her phone cause it's not the first time it happens#i asked queen hera to take care of my mom and lord hermes to guide her back home safely and soon#and she's back perfectly fine#so thank you Gods once again for listening to me#lord hermes#queen hera
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wellbutrin my beloved ₊˚⊹♡
#this is so funny today i learned how to misuse bupropion cause i couldn't sleep n yesterday this nurse tried to be coy!!!!#but i can't read the room over the phone!! n she left me wondering y she sounded so weird and um bad at her job i thought she was new lol#*shakes ass* it's f i n e my old pharmacy came thru tho i got my drugs and a car to drive around after speckle got put in a coma ayyyyyyyyy#OH I FORGOT TO SAY SPECKLE'S NOT DEAD!!!#i mean he's still in a coma but apparently he's gonna live... we... we have mixed feelings abt it but i'm not telling him that ofc
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qaughhhhxhdhbebrrh
#everything is bad rn.#just had to get out of car after road trip (i’m sitting in the back) which is always bad#bad*#there’s a huge sleeping bag that was next to me which had the worst fucking texture ever#and my mum was constantly brushing against i with her clothes which also have a bad texture and together they made the worst fucking sound#there’s a kid in front of me who has been annoying me all day#and she always drags her fingers along the roof of the car and the seats and the sleeping bag and i can’t stand it#anyway just as i was about to go out#i dropped my phone and o couldn’t get it out again it was stuck in the trunk of the car#so i had to get out without my phone which is fine i don’t need to use my phone all the time but i like to hold it#it makes me feel more comfortable holding like. idk that shape and weight and stuff IDK it’s weird#but yeah i had to wait until the bags all got unloaded to get my phone back but before i got it back i went to the bathroom#which i couldn’t find so my dad asked the staff of the hotel where one was but he called me his mf daughter#😁👍#then i went to the bathroom#cried#my mum came into the bathroom and i hate it when she does this and i knew she was going to and she did#she called out my deadname in the public bathroom and told#me she had my phone#and i was so fucking stressed o did not want to talk i still do not want to talk#so i was just like ok#and she was like Ok???? like i had killed her fucking parents or something#so i had to be like thank you while i was having a meltdown#cleaned myself up and now i’m in the room and it’s hot and i don’t like it but whatever#shut up mars#:(
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I'm not a poetic person so why the fuck does my grief want to manifest as poetry when i don't even know how to write poetry
#kee speaks#been at least twice where something has happened that makes me want to write to process but don't know how#like knowing who was in my list of DM's that kept my sisters username stay right in sight at the bottom of my phone screen#and just now a notification popped up on my desktop discord from a particular perosn that i haven't heard from in months#so i know that her messaging will have pushed my sisters name off my screen and it feels like another loss#and a few months ago i was talking to my brother on the phone and i said how people always said how much me and my sister sounded alike#especially over the phone/radios#so i told him i feel bad cause i don't know if it's negatively affecting anyone else hearing her voice in mine#and he said it made him want to cry but he did feel like he could hear her laughter when i laugh#and he cherishes it#and when i hung up i realized that less than a year ago i was debating starting T and even had gotten the referral from my doctor#and one of the reasons i wanted to start T was to lower my voice even more#and now i feel like i can't do that right now because i'll be taking another piece of her away from my family#something something i wanted a voice of my own and now everyone hears her voice in mine and I'm the only one who can't hear it
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#honestly they moved me to a different office right now so im not alone in my place anymore and tbh i should not be complaining bc at least#this one gets warn fast and im not in the open first to call usually and all but idk i feel like an intruder there and miss having lots of#place and the fact noone seen my screen etc and just overall i would prefer sitting next to the guys but also 😶 idk i just dont like anyone#hearing my phone calls etc and also i fucked up at work today BADLY but noone knows yet and this sounds like i fuck up a lot but i always#called the smaller mistakes this too i guess shskd also i almsof argued with a man who's our client on the phone but for gods sake i do know#i am right and idk if he's making me feel stupid or something or is he using one of my mistakes for his own good idk idk idk it will be a#nightmare to make this work now#and also we are having some kind of meeting with food etc tomorrow in the office upstairs but also rhe atmosphere is so not it and dudes not#at work tomorrow and he should be the one in there and like idk it all works like a fucked up chaos i also almost argued with the d irector#today bc of this lmao almost on dude's behalf bc tht waa the situation that pissed me off first#and i got to walk or catch a bus home tomorrow and like my mind does work so fast and keeps overthinking lately 😕#walking isnt the best best for me tbh#also i made plans with my friend and i do hope i open to her during the weekend bc i want to talk about everything so badly but at the same#time idk like i cant talk about personal things anymore (except here) she doesn't know what is making w suffer 😔#i think i made a decision about monday tho not the best one but both were bad so at least here i am...#anyone i am still helpless and that's what the sentence will end at bc i don't want to say the same thing again and again and again#anywya i have to delete this bc its too much details soon
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Love how me and my cousin don't really know how to talk to each other so we just play 8ball pool over facebook
#hopefully ill be able to go down to austin in October for the whiskey thing shes going to with my uncle#she invited me to houston for her birthday but texas in august sounds like a bad time#its hard to have a conversation with her when she visits kansas cuz her grandparents are with her and her grandpa makes me wanna#throw hands#hes an engineer for an oil company and hes constantly going on about how oil is the best source of power and cant be replaced and#isnt actually that bad for the environment and it makes me want to kill him#not to mention hes a judgy rich catholic.#hard to have a conversation while trying to restrain myself from launching over the table to strangle a man#he also just rubs me the wrong way#his presence feels like sandpaper and hes very insistent on eye contact and my autistic ass is not a fan#his voice is also loud#her grandma isnt so bad but she feels a little stepford wife to me so im still leary about interacting with her#conversations around them feels like a fucking minefield#so it would be nice to get a chance to talk to her without either of them around#and i never know how safe texts are since they were still monitoring her phone after she was 18#and her computer#like i dont wanna get her in trouble or having them find out shit about me that my grandparents dont know about and that i would#rather them not know#like im assuming texts are safe now cuz she texted me when she got engaged but asked me to keep it a secret but who knows with these people
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just remembered how in the sixth grade there was a fucking riot in the cafeteria that ended in the entire grade getting silent lunch for like 3 months
#I think it was 3 months but it felt a lot longer. my god middle school was the school to prison pipeline at its finest#on one hand I think its unfair that we were all punished but to be fair the entire grade participated in this riot. I don't even remember#what we were rioting? I just remember a girl named whitney was involved and 1 thing led to another and whitney ran out of the cafeteria#and THE ENTIRE GRADE WENT AFTER HER 😭. myself included I didn’t even know why either but WE WERE AFTER THAT BITCH 😭#it was so bad I remember everyone was heading one direction and then everyone started running back the other direction.#and I got knocked down in the process looking back this was really dangerous. but after that we got silent lunch for what felt like forever#like not only were we forced to sit with our homerooms (and some us didn’t even like our homeroom) but we couldn’t even talk to each other#which is honestly not good for socialization?? but again I can’t entirely blame them cause the situation was out of control.#but also shouldn’t the adults have had that thing under control??? anyways the person who ran silent lunch was the vice tyrant dr levine#he fucking hated us like that man was PISSED OFF and he made it clear cause if you made a sound during silent lunch#that man was gonna threaten you with detention extended detention ISS (aka in school suspension)#he didn’t even mean it but it was pretty good for instilling fear in us good kids. but one time I remember there was a kid who didn’t buy i#he didn’t give into levine’s fear tactic and levine started yelling “ISS!! OSS!! EXPULSION!!!!!” like calm down#I feel bad thinking about how so many kids who would ACCIDENTALLY make a sound were punished. and they were so damn terrified#cause it was like you were on your best behavior all of the time and then one noise and suddenly you had an out of school suspension#one time a boy named jc’s phone went off and he picked it up and it was his grandma asking him if he wanted ice cream 😭 no fucks given#and levine was screaming at him to hang up the phone and jc was like “this is my grandmother I can’t hang up"#and there came a time where we were finally off the hook and I just remember people in the cafeteria were clapping 😭#like this was school sanctioned oppression and we were finally liberated... but then we were back to silent lunch and I don’t even know why#I remember once even I ended up in Levine’s office but I dont think its cause I was talking during silent lunch??#I think it had something to do with bullying idk?? I just remember levine had my back during it and made the other kid cry and apologize#so shout out to levine. always good times goodbye!
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