#he probably can't eat a shitload of stuff

[itreference]

Richie Tozier had a strong stomach as a kid, he'd eat almost anything or everything without a stomach ache but as he got older his stomach just decided to bullshit him

[moonstruckme]

If you don't mind, a request from me about a reader who's growing up with an almond mom and an environment where instant food or drink is a sin

So the day she moves in with steedi and they like have a cabinet full of instant food, can fruit and like fast food every week? Amd reader being free can't hold herself and end up has stomachache for being greedy or something like that. Please

Thanks for requesting!

cw: vague mention of household with restrictive eating, nausea, stomach pain

Steddie x fem!reader ♡ 396 words

“M’gonna be sick,” you mumble, curling around your stomach. 

“Told you so,” Steve quips, popping a piece of popcorn in his mouth. On the table in front of you, an array of empty junk food containers lies scattered about like a graveyard of indulgences past. 

Eddie grips your hip to haul you towards him, cooing when you groan. “Damn, you really demolished some dessert tonight, huh? Way to go, superstar.” 

“Shut up,” you grumble, but lean into him anyways. He pinches your side, and you bite back a yelp. “I��ll throw up on you, Munson, I’m serious.” 

“You’re meaner like this than you were when you weren’t having any good food,” he decides, impervious to your glare.

“You’re mean. My stomach hurts, and you’re bullying me.” 

Steve takes pity on you, reaching around Eddie to pull your feet into his lap, where he rubs them consolingly. 

Eddie snorts. “I’m not trying to mom you, but I think I know why you have a stomachache.”

“I’ll do it. You need to eat a vegetable” Steve says, still massaging your feet whilst he disparages you. “Your stomach’s probably trying to tell you it’s pissed off because you haven’t had anything with nutritional value in, like, days. You’re gonna feel like shit until you eat something real.” 

“Mm. You do a great mom impression,” you tell him flatly. 

Your boyfriend levels you with a look just as deadpan. “If I don’t see you eat an actual meal tomorrow, you’re gonna be in shitloads of trouble. How’s that?” 

“Spot-on,” you mutter. Then sigh. “I get it, I’ll eat better. I just wanted to try it out, you know? I never got to do this stuff before.” 

Eddie laughs. “That’s obvious. It’s like having a ten-year-old in our kitchen.” 

“A ten-year-old who can reach the top shelf,” Steve adds. “That’s worse than Dustin.” 

You make a miserable noise that you hope sounds pitiful. “If I promise to lay off the junk tomorrow, will one of you please rub my stomach? It really hurts.” 

Eddie eyes you cautiously. “Are you still going to throw up on me?” 

“No,” you say, hiding your uncertainty by batting your eyelashes up at him. “That part’s passed.” 

You can tell he doesn’t quite buy it, but he needles his arms under yours anyways, hands splaying over your bloated abdomen. “Fine. Tell me what to do, baby.” 

[sk3tch404]

Late Night Hanma Blurb

A/n: Thought abt this during an itty-bitty road trip today. Smoker Hanma does smth to the chemicals in my brain. Forgive me for any lengthy bad writing. I've had a long day and I just wanna yip yap about one of my fav crazies 🙇

CW: Hanma can give two shits about your lung health but chooses not to when he feels like it, intimidation, threats of forced drug usage, sometimes forced participation in violent activities, thoughts of lovers suicide/murder(?), and whatever other yappin I put in here.

Hanma who smokes a fuck ton and doesn't mind giving you the good ol' second-hand effects of it, but absolutely detests you doing it on your own.

He snatches the stick from your mouth and holds it up and away from you with a small grit in his teeth. Hanma glares down in some curiosity but clearly squints in irritation.

"The hell is this? Don't tell me I'm being a bad influence on you now. If I catch you with one of these again, I won't let you off the hook so easily. You got it, Y/n?"

When you retort, telling him it's no different from when he does it and it is your own choice whether he likes it or not, he merely scoffs with a tilt of his narrow head. Throwing down the cigarette, the sound of his sneaker stomping and scraping it out against the pavement echos through the air with an annoying presence. Shuji demands the rest of your stash with a looming stare that can only put you into a state of sinking discimfort.

"Come on, don't be stubborn. Ya know, if you wanna do it so bad, why don't you try the whole pack? Mine too since it's a shitload better than that cheap stuff."

Reluctant on suffocation and early lung cancer, you begrudgingly hand over your smokes to him. Hanma smacks down on the box with an evidently loud shot of noise and slides it out of your palm--- pocketing it. He stretches out narrow smile as he leans down towards you.

"See, now it ain't so hard to listen."

He's still ticked off by the fact you think you can do whatever to your body without his permission, but since Shuji is so generous, he'll let you learn from your mistakes. See, he can be nice.

Don't test him though. Next time you're caught defying his selfish wishes, he's beating you down with degrading language and probably also beating whoever was involved. The convenience store employee that sold you the cigs, vape, or maybe even chewing tobacco? Yeah he's taking out his held back frustration on them. Bro is jumping over the counter and tearing their shit up.

Avoiding him because of his brutal and honest-to-God psychopathic personality? Now that's just cruel. Shuji is dragging your ass by the back of your shirt and pushes you to his motorcycle. The leopard print on the back of the bike makes you wanna barf every time you see it, but you got to keep it down if you wanna have enough energy to deal with him. He'll take you out no matter where you are at in that point of time and make you remember who he is; who you think you're messing with.

"Y/n, how many times do I have to tell you? Aim for the nose. That's easy for amateurs like you. Actually, lemme show you how to really deliver a jaw breaker-"

Yeah, he'll show you just how bad it can get with some random thugs on the street. You should be grateful with how gentle he's treating you. Instead of ending up with facial fractures, you have nice dates and thoughtful gifts. He's even teaching you a few tricks. How lucky can you get?

"I'm all done. Shit, I'm starved. Let's go grab a bite to eat, kay?"

Hanma thinks the only way you'll ever keep paying attention to him is if he keeps you and your actions in line. If you go off doing your own thing, his usually unmoving heart can't just stand there and watch you slowly leave him. Despite the negativity be brings into your life, he actually gets really fuckin anxious when he doesn't know or understand what you're doing. It's so troublesome how you make him feel. Yeah, being bored as shit is bad, but seeing you, the only thing that could ever bring him down to his knees unwillingly, slip away with nothing but disdain for him? Fuck no. He won't accept it. Shuji would rather kill you and then himself than have to bear the strange feeling of pain, or what other people call heartbreak, by his lonesome self.

Should he ever say he loves you, that would be the point of no return for the both of you. His hands have you tight in his clutches. No way out, no way back in for anyone else.

[aimwigs]

hey I've been listening to the yard for about a year and a half and I want to get more into it ifywim do I just start watching old vods to catch up or is there any content u can recommend as a baseline must-watch

this is by no means a comprehensive list because i've only really been watching the yard since dec 2022 and my 2021 stint in lud viewing was brief and casual (didn't know what i had) but it is a fucking long list so i'll keep it under the cut. included stuff that maybe i wouldn't classify as a must watch but i wanted to include it so you can pick and choose what interests you

PODCASTS - I know for a fact there are other podcast appearances out there that I don't know of but here are a few:

the yard x wine about it - it's just the four of them and qt which means good times! this is an essential imo

there are a few eps of fear& that they appear on! specifically rec the ep with nick and aiden and the ep with ludwig and aiden. there are also a few eps with ludwig and slime (not at the same time) if you're interested in those

i've watched aiden on three different interview podcasts all are worth a watch to me: karat interview, across the bar, and good griefed (audio a little scuffed on this one but it's cute)

fucking loved nick's ep of across the bar because his outlook on creativity is super relatable to me. he also did something with safety third that i've been meaning to watch but haven't yet!

VIDEOS AND STREAMS - there's a lot here but i'll try to describe what's what

mogul money ft the yard - this is the full vod, there's also a cut down video. extremely fun watch

nick was also on mogul money live (first game specifically) and he and aiden appear in the bts video a little bit

qt posted vlogs from italy! they're all fun watches and there's some good moments. one, two, three, four

qt and aiden halloween gingerbread house video. ludwig and aiden kiss in this one. i think the full vod is in god's hands unfortunately

qt and aiden make shit in an ezbake oven and make the guys eat it. fun little video. idk if the vod is out there somewhere or not

there's a cut down version of this too but the full stream of qt having all the guys do a gingerbread house competition is very peak

lud did a shit load of taste test videos with the guys for a slim jim sponsor. this might not be all of them but here are the ones i cold find off rip (fruit, cheese, chocolate, water, steak)

ludwig has done a shitload of ylyl streams with slime that you can find and honestly i have a horrible mediashare allergy so i haven't watched a lot of them but i have watched the one they did with aiden and the one with everyone but idk where the full vod is for the latter

from ludwig's fortnite mondays, there was a week where slime and nick played with jerma and sapnap. idk if any of the others posted the vod but here's sapnap's

the subathon has a shitload of stuff that i can't even begin to link but if you want the experience of the dcom series without subbing to tier 2 they watched the truman show starting about an hour thirty into this vod, tho it takes a hot minute to get everything lined up with the time stamps

halloween po unboxing where them + qt dress up as characters from scooby doo. nick looks frankly obscene as velma this is a great vod

how many flashlights does it take to cook an egg is exactly what it sounds like. it's lud slime and nick ft a little bit of yingo

they play the family feud game together in these two vods: just them and against miz/otk (can't stand miz but it was still good)

RECENT STUFF - aka stuff you probably know about or have seen because you've been around a year and a half but i figured i'd include them anyway since they happened off the pod

two months ago they all played fortnite on lud's stream and it was awesome

both the show matches of the ludwig tarik invitationals are worth watching if you're into valo! the first one is team mogul v otv and they're split up in the second. if the timestamps are broken it's 2h30 in both vods

the rivals 2 tournament is fun! i don't understand shit about fighting games but i love to see the boys play

cdawgva ski vod with lud and aiden from the japan trip! there's also a cut down version of youtube but i found it a fun watch

recency bias alert: they all played in creator dodgeball

the qt and aiden winter cocktail tierlist stream was so good like genuinely a stream of all time to me. ludwig hangs around for parts of it

the yard doing the dougdoug fast food challenge is a MUST WATCH! they celebrate and they suffer what could be more beautiful

otv's fear pong video with them is so fucking good. SO GOOD!

and finally i guess i should mention beerio because it just happened LOL

[amethystina]

Really random question: do you thing Gaon and Yohan are the type to celebrate Christmas? Like, exchanging gifts and all that, or do they just have a big meal so the holiday don't go unnoticed

Interesting question!

I don't think Yo Han is very interested in Christmas before he meets Ga On. Like, maybe he made a small effort for Elijah during the years she grew up (i.e. clumsily gave her a gift or two) but, for the most part, I don't think he has very nice memories of Christmas. Given how religious his father was, I'm assuming Christmas in the Kang household was a little more, uh, strict than most people are accustomed to.

Though, considering Kang Ji Sang's track record, we can probably also assume that Yo Han wasn't actually allowed to celebrate Christmas with the rest of the family. Any gifts he got were ones Isaac sneaked down into the basement.

So, overall, I don't think Yo Han has the best association with Christmas and couldn't care less (read: is too traumatised and pretends he doesn't care but, actually, it's just a defence mechanism to prevent him from showing weakness).

As for Ga On, I think he has a more normal relationship with Christmas. And, from what I understand, Christmas in South Korea is a little more relaxed and has fewer traditions than many countries in the West do. Though I assume there's a bit of trauma involved here, too, given that Ga On's parents died when he was still so young. But I think that Soo Hyun and Professor Min stepped in and did their best to make sure he didn't feel too lonely during Christmas.

And, I mean, now that Ga On has a wonderful new family to call his own? Of course he'd want to give it a try, simply because it gives him a reason to spend time with the people he loves. So he'd definitely suggest a nice dinner at the very least, which Yo Han would maybe be a bit sceptical about at first, until he remembers that gift-giving is also a major part of Christmas.

Time to pull out all the stops and spoil the sugar baby rotten, in other words.

And Ga On realises his mistake almost instantly but, even then, he doesn't backtrack. Possibly because he goes to ask Ms. Ji if there are any Kang Christmas traditions he should incorporate into their celebration and is horrified by the answer he gets.

Locking Yo Han in the basement does not qualify as a Christmas tradition.

Adding to that, Elijah has probably gotten pulled into it by then and, while she feigns disinterest and keeps telling Ga On he's sooo embarrassing, she's secretly into it. So Ga On decides that if letting Yo Han (and Elijah) buy him expensive gifts is the way to introduce them to a more normal concept of Christmas and slowly heal some of Yo Han's trauma, then so be it.

But he definitely also makes sure to give Yo Han and Elijah a limit to how many gifts they can give him and how much they can cost.

Naturally, they both pretend the maximum cost is for each individual present, not the total (as was Ga On's intention), and then proceed to buy him a shitload of expensive stuff while claiming innocence.

Ga On vows to leave them fewer loopholes next year.

But, all in all, it's a success. And would probably turn into a tradition, of sorts, yes. One that gives them a reason to eat a nice dinner, play some board games, and shower Ga On with gifts.

And, above all else, spend time together as a family.

Bonus: Ga On quickly learns never to ask Yo Han what he wants for Christmas because the answer is always the same and he really should know better than to give Yo Han such a perfect opening to be an outrageous, shameless flirt.

But, at the same time, Ga On can't deny that it also gives him a bit of a thrill when Yo Han, without missing a beat, always just says:

"You."

(and, naturally, that's exactly what Yo Han gets, too)

[wildcatofgreen]

There's a huge box left on Carol's desk with a little note on it.

Made good on that promise, babe. Big-ass fucking box of chocolates that'll drive you nuts. (There's probably nuts in here too, ha) You're my everything, my other half, and deserve this shitload of sugar and chocolate.

Love, Sony

Another day, another day to relax.

She's kind of gotten used to the routine now--Battlesphere (if it's a Battlesphere day), adventure, talk to some locals, eat some good food, then head home and sleep. And if it's Gemerald Training Day, then she gets to do that with Neera when she gets home. Easy stuff, right?

...

Sigh.

The wildcat stumbles into her and her husband's room, tossing the purple gemerald onto the bed.

Easy, but predictable.

Easy, but ultimately?

FOXTROTTING LAME.

What the hell, man? Where's the adventure? Where's the fun? Where's the thrills she had just a few months prior?

...

Okay, maybe not the... career threatening thrills.

But! The thrills that made things fun! Like meeting new people, figuring out her dumb gemerald, all that sort of stuff!

She hasn't talked to Tangle or Jet or... anyone in months!!! Maybe. Kind of. It sort of feels like months, right? What the hell have her friends been doing in that time?

Doooon't get her wrong--most of her time has been with Sony, and hell she's appreciated that to hell and back. Loves him to bits.

But.

She feels like a house cat.

Stones, this is what she was afraid of when she got married in the first place. The ever impending doom of normalcy, of lame sierra invading her life, of routine.

"Uggggggh."

And so, she wanders over to her bed--Sony's staying a little later at the 'Sphere again. It happens--she knows he'll be home soon. Probably. Maybe he's staying the night again?

Whatever, doesn't matter. Time to fall onto the cushiness of--huh?

...

Was that box always on her desk? Or is she just going loopy from the redundancy?

Hm.

She'll step towards it. Better to figure out now what it is than later.

Oh, there's a note on it too.

Wonder what it say--

...

That mother fucker.

Little late, but hell, she can't complain.

Though...

This box is huge. She's never gonna finish it all by herself. When the hell does all this expire?

She'll take a bar of chocolate from the box and just start going at it.

Maybe she can just share it all with him. That'd be nice, wouldn't it--

Damn it--didn't she just say she hasn't seen her friends in a while?

Maybe she should share it with one of them.

Or, at least half of it.

Half goes to her, half goes to sharing it with a friend, half goes to sharing it with Sony. That's like, foolproof, right?

Probably?

Maybe she'll think on it.

Maybe.

Probably.

But for now.

This was a nice treat to come back to. He's still the best thing since like, sliced pie. Thank the stones for him.

[the-firebird69]

Nutrition of Vintage Bodybuilders

It's a huge number of things that happened in life these are the hulks they're getting mistreated in health and they're working on tired and eating and getting tired and he says what exactly they do it and you feel like they're doing nothing instead what can they be doing and he said it in the right way so I got them going on stuff and they said anything is not massive acoustic not doing much to you and I said we're afraid he was why we're doing it and we have a lot of gumption now instead we're helping and that's what we can do and they said like the engineers and they said why would we do that and then they thought about it and they have to be reminded please but they remembered what they learned no so try to get them and they try to get them to teach them what to do it's annoying as hell just like this stupid senile piece of crap John remillard and his friends the house of idiot

Thor Freya

Can't wait to wipe the smile off their dumb face and we're working on the last 5% of the third 20% and the minority mower lock and miscellaneous Mack morlock left today and there we're not 40% it turned out to be 10% but it's huge for them 10% of themselves 20% are out the pseudo Empire will attack they're also 100 attack in the Western hemisphere and they will soon strike and they are building up their heavy

They're going to have to move the ships but it looks like it's going to get worse instead of better

..

I'm going to get him the trike and he's going to use it and he says no because I'll just crash I don't know how to ride it I don't have a motorcycle license but I do need stuff and I'm saying is I need him away from these guys but before the hospital he says I prefer not the hospital so if you get it to me I'm going to sell it and that's what I said that's what I'm going to do I don't know how to ride a trike and when I wrote a small one it was disastrous and you can take it to the bank or not and you probably want he says he needs the money and move somewhere else and doesn't care for living like a popper if you make some live like a popper for much longer I'm going to lose my shifts to him I figured out something for a while are you coming care of yourself none of us ride around we'd end up doing it and my guys wouldn't be a disaster that's the real answer I'll tell you what it doesn't really mean much because I don't really need him doing that getting injured and sitting in someone else's hospital and he says I want to sit and try and extort and it doesn't do anything anything reassembled first for eye for someone and all sorts of dumb s*** he's right too this sucks I'm getting those to fight and that's more meaningful and trying to get him to fight him and then end up fighting the one boy and he ends up directing his army to take their stuff it's ridiculous we pretend with them and he says it's not bad then they find out it's also they think it's them and they waste a shitload of them out there a lot

Tommy f

It's kind of an attitude and it's too late for him I'm going to use them and use them up just like Trump and we have a lot of stuff going after in the Midwest we're going to have 50% of what we wanted is not true we have more than that come tonight I'm going after it's up to 80% it's the next 20% and that's the southwest of the Midwest and up in the northwest of the Midwest we're going after 15%, it'll make it about 35 to 40% depending and the rest of the area out of the 100% of that we have in 25% and we're going for about 10% and so reasonable goal and they'll give us motivation and we're setting up factories and we're making stuff huge amounts of things they're going to need all sorts of stuff when they eat crabs but we want to use that ourselves we have a lot of things that we're going to make it helps society and we're doing it globally we have 25% up appointment why those factories are doing five shifts and making necessities tons of them soon we will have around 35% hopefully by the end of the day tomorrow and we'll have it up this weekend and we are going faster and faster with this technique and we remember they were going to use those they're very simple and you use a barge and we got the barge out we've had a ten of his kids 10 of them with his kids and we have more they work really well it's one of the only things to do complicated no but we don't tell you we are going to get ahead by doing this and people tend not to attack something when you see this barge moving and building it looks like construction they find out what it is

So yeah the weapon stuff is going to stay there for a while. We do have a couple breakthroughs I'm going to announce at a moment

Thor Freya

Olympus

Zues Hera

[suguru-getos]

Bby, do you have any hcs about a reader overwhelmed by their studies, with Alhaitham, Cyno and Ayato ? Long story short, I have three major assignments to hands for tomorrow I have barely started, I'm sick, I can't focus on any of my classe and I don't know how I'm supposed to suceed in life if I struggle this much with my studies. I just want to sleep and fuse with my bed at this point. ⚰

This takes me back to uni days (has only graduated a few months ago); I remember giving my final assessments and presentations along with written exams in May 2022; gosh it was beyond hectic. I hope you are taking rest love ❤️ remember to recharge and take enough breaks, you can only do so much and I know you are doing your best! If you are feeling too sick then leave em’ be. Take it easy on yourself, yeah?

Genshin men x overwhelmed reader (w/ studies)

Cyno would probably notice what is bothering you, with the first scrunch of your brows or the first annoyed ‘hmph’ that you’d let out. You have barely spent time with him and he understands that what you are doing must be incredibly urgent/important. Nevertheless, he cannot help but notice that you are not at your best today. He would sit beside you with your favorite snacks, probably crack a joke or two. “Hey sweetheart, why did a broom gets poor grades in school?” You sigh, squinting at him. “Cyno, not now,” he smiles and hugs you from behind, “because it was too busy sweeping, you get it? Sleeping? Sweeping?” Would probably resort to cuddling with you to help you ease your stress.

Ayato wanted to spend quality time okay? As much as his petty little pride would come in the way of directly saying these things, he had time off his schedule and wanted to lay you against his chest, hear you talk about your day while he runs hands through your hair. Unfortunately what he saw was a shitload of tabs opened on your Browser, Microsoft Word opened in the background and barely a few sentences written. Skims through the content and asks you about how he can help. Would give you suggestions about what to do, research for stuff after asking you the topics you need to work on and yeah! Waka sama is the best boyfriend okay? He personally told me that! 😤

Alhaitham 👁️ ALHAITHAM 👁️ He is knowledgeable Mr. Grand Scribe sama he knows everything he probably would do your assignments for you. Only if the submission is too urgent. He would then spend time teaching you and talking to you about the topics allotted. “Don’t force me to add a method of punishment sweetheart,” he raises a brow when you adamantly answer a few questions wrong on purpose, just to probe a reaction out of him. Would probably say things like you need to take care of yourself, you need to take care of what you eat, you need to start working out, you need to eat your greens, ALL OVER AN ASSIGNMENT LMFAO

[roamers-to-the-road]

cql characters and lactose intolerance

ok so i tend to ignore my lactose intolerance bc i just. really love cheese. this always proves to be a bad decision but i'm stubborn and i will NOT give up cheese and there aren't so many different types of lactose free cheese so a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do ANYWAY last night while stuffing my face with cheese i had this random thought like "wei wuxian would understand me. in fact he'd do the same". which gave me this cursed idea. so enjoy.

wei wuxian - would simply ignore it, eat as much cheese as he wants to/can and then suffer loudly and complain to lan wangji and possibly (probably) throw a fit about how unfair life is and honestly same

lan wangji - he would just. stop eating cheese and anything that contains lactose. man would turn to plant based stuff bc he has common sense

jiang cheng - confirmed Lactose Intolerance Denier™ would never admit he has it (everyone knows tho) but also smart enough not to eat (too much) cheese

jiang yanli - jiang yanli is an absolute angel who deserves the world and i won't let her suffer from lactose intolerance she also tries to take care of her two idiot brothers but. well. that's not easy with those two, tho they might actually listen to her

wen qing - ok so wen qing is a doctor and also let's be honest she's one of the few characters who isn't a complete Dumbass™ (affectionate) she'd probably figure out a way to like artificially produce lactase or something

wen ning - if wen ning had lactose intolerance he would never eat anything that contains lactose bc he knows perfectly well that his sister would never let him hear the end of that (also he doesn't want her to worry about him getting sick)

lan sizhui - like his adoptive dad and unlike his other adoptive dad lan sizhui also has some common sense so he would avoid lactose containing stuff and would also encourage others suffering from this shitness sickness to do the same and look out for them bc he's just the best

lan jingyi - i think he would simply just. forget that he has lactose intolerance if sizhui is not there to remind him and he'd just eat like a shitload of cheese and then while still eating would have this Realization™ like "wait... oh nO" and then would suffer very dramatically

lan xichen - big bro lan xichen doesn't have lactose intolerance but everyone assumes he does bc just like lan wangji he always eats plant based stuff but it's just bc he feels sorry for those who can't eat cheese so he decided he wouldn't either out of sympathy (he would of course tell this if asked about)

[6knotty6thotty6]

So a couple of months ago, I saw a YouTube video that was an audio recording of season 5, episode 6 of Bojack Horseman, “Free Churro.” In the episode, the main character, Bojack Horseman, spends 20 minutes giving a eulogy at his mother’s funeral. There’s one big problem though, his mother was an abusive bitch. His eulogy is him trying to contemplate what she meant by her drying words, “I see you,” and whether or not she loved him. As someone who has a dead parent who was abusive, this is probably my favorite episode of any show ever for how much it helped me understand my feelings. The comments section is filled with people sharing their pain with their abusive families, but one comment stood out to me above all the others by how raw and relatable it was. This comment was by a YouTuber named Moonstruck. At the bottom of this post is a link to her channel. Please support her. After reading this, she deserves a million subscribers. Also please watch Bojack Horseman. (I corrected some of the grammatical errors to make it easier to read)

Disclaimer: Child abuse, bullying, trauma, and mental health:

Moonstruck: 

This is a great monologue, but one part of it, in particular, really caught my attention was the 'grand gesture' bit.

When I was a kid, I read this book called "Chicken Soup for the Soul." There's a shitload of them. I don't remember which particular one it was. I hated the whole series because it's just someone profiting off a bunch of other people's stories rather than trying to write their own, in my opinion. 

Anyway.

This one story that I remember, the ONLY one I remembered,  was sent in by a little girl. She wrote about how her father never told her that he loved her. He never once, in her whole life, said the words "I love you." I don't remember her mom being mentioned, maybe she was dead; it doesn't matter. The point is her dad was basically an emotionless asshole. Well, one day, this girl gets sick. Really sick. Possibly on her deathbed sick. She wrote that one day she woke up to find a necklace sitting on her nightstand that had a pendant that looked like her dog. She said she held it to her heart and cried because that necklace said all the things her father never had.

I thought, "What a load of bullshit."

A cheap trinket doesn't make up for years and years of emotional neglect. Anyone can buy a thing and toss it your way. Hell, he didn't even hand it to her himself, just left it there for her to find if/when she woke up, then left her alone again to possibly die.

A lot of people say that actions speak louder than words, in cases like political protests and shit. While that's true, scenarios that this that girl are different. Gifts can never replace the words, "I love you."

When I was a kid, my father never told me he loved me. My mother didn't either, but she's a whole other kettle of fish. I would say 'my biological mother or father,' but I never got adopted ones, so who gives a shit. Anyway. My father was rarely around, and when he was, he just spent the entire time fighting with my mother and leaving again. He would do and say anything that could get him to spend less time in the house with her. With us. I can't blame him. If I could've left during those times, I would have. I tried more than once. I even earned the nickname 'runaway' from a family friend because of it. 

I was told that I was worthless as early as I could understand words. I don't know what it is about me that set my mother off, but she HATED me. I was always told how expensive I was to keep alive and how I wasn't worth it. If I dared ask for anything, she would remind me how much she spent just to keep me from starving to death and that it was too much already. On the rare occasion I was given something, it was so she could use it as a threat. She was like, "Sure, you can have that toy horse since we got your sister a real one, but you better behave or we'll give it to her and let her break it." Or "Oh, fine, we can keep this dog as a FAMILY pet (NOT YOURS), but if you do something we don't like, we'll take it away and kill it." 

Oh, yeah. I have a sister. She’s cut from the same cloth as our mother. I don't consider any of them family anymore. She was two years older than me. She was the "we should have stopped while we were ahead" kid. Anything she wanted, she got. 

"Mom, can I have an award-winning horse and expensive dressage lessons?"

"Sure!"

"Mom, can I have a car?"

"No problem!"

"Mom, can you pay for my ballet lessons?"

"Absolutely!"

She was the golden child. The one that could do no wrong and wasn't a mistake. Even after she totaled her car, got arrested for an underage DUI, and got pregnant three times in high school, she was still the good one. I never even asked to go to school dances, parties, or go out with the one friend I had. My sister liked to see me in pain. She'd tell our mom that I did things just to get me in trouble. Whether it involved blaming me for things she did or fabricating stuff, she'd say whatever it took to get my mother to beat me while she watched and laughed. Oh, yeah, our mom was BIG on physical punishment. I've been whipped with everything from a riding crop, a wooden paddle, spoons, and especially belts. Anything that was close at hand when my mother got irritated, I've been hit with it. 

At one point, my sister had three tall, beautiful show-worthy horses. I was allowed to keep a sickly old pony for all of a week before she was taken away, then I'd get called ungrateful for asking why we had to get rid of HER instead of one of the horses. Even though my mother said it cost too much to keep them all. With horses being obviously too rich for my blood, I asked for something cheaper, and for once, I got it. I was given a baby goat that one of our neighbors' goats had abandoned for being too weak, and they didn't have time to raise. I loved that goat. I bottle raised him, and named him Ben. He was my best friend for a while. When he grew up, he got so big that I was able to stand on his back to grab tree branches and pull them down so he could eat the leaves. I walked him on a leash like a dog every day. I loved him so much. My mother had me enter him in a show, and we won ninth place! I was thrilled to have something to show against my sister's collection of dressage show ribbons. I finally had proof that I could do something right! Sure, the prize money was taken away from me, but I still had Ben.

But Ben didn't come home with me after the show. It turns out he was sold to a slaughterhouse because that show was for meat goats. I didn't know until he was already gone. Of course, my mother punished me for being upset and even forced me to write a thank-you card to the people who bought his meat. 

My mother was always like that. Anything I loved was used as a threat. I eventually accepted that loving anything was a waste of time. I learned to detach myself from my feelings, and I got really good at it. I can completely turn off my emotional reaction to anything. One time I had to put down one of the egg-laying hens at work that got too sick to save, and I felt nothing while bringing down the ax. When I lost out on a job that could have changed my life, I told myself how stupid it was to hope for anything good. Any positive emotion I felt got me punished, so I learned to feel nothing at all. To this day, I still have trouble feeling things, even when I want to. I'm taking pills now, and they help, sometimes. 

I've had several suicide attempts. I keep a box of razor blades in my desk just to have them close. I got a tattoo of a heart with rainbows on my wrist. Partially for LGBT solidarity, but mostly to remind myself that there is still beauty in the world. I still struggle with wonder if I actually believe it or not. 

I've tried so hard to be a good kid. I never partied, never drank, never smoked even when the chances were there, and I would have greatly loved anything to make the pain stop or even just dull it a little bit. I was in the gifted and talented program at school and was able to graduate at fifteen. For a while, I was sent to a children's home where I was passed around to many people I didn't know, including a clown who I may or may not have actually been related to, until I eventually wound up out here where I am now. It's all pretty hazy, and the details get scrambled. 

It's been 10 years since I've had contact with my mother and sister. I can't even keep in touch with the one friend I had, even after I lived with her. She's tried to reach out to me, but I just… can't. I try, but I can't. Sometimes, I can almost pretend that my past wasn't real. It's just a hazy fog that isn't really there. I want to believe that if I don't allow something, or someone, who was part of that past, someone tangible and real, into my life again, then the fog will go away. This is why I can't do it. I know I'm a terrible friend. Ariel, if you're reading this, I'm sorry. You're better off without me in your life anyway. 

I typed all of this out because sometimes, about fifty dollars or so shows up in my PayPal from my father's email address. I don't know if it's from him or from her using his email, but it doesn't matter either way. The point is I know my mother is the one sending the money.

I know my mother likes to think she's a good person. She went to church every Sunday, and probably still does. She organized a lot of church events and participated in every church function. I had to be an altar server for several years until I aged out of it and was in the choir. She kept going to that church even after the priest got drunk, called me many horrible names in front of everyone, and was revealed to be a pedophile that raped a little boy at gunpoint. She probably still goes to that same church and organizes things. She likes being in charge. She likes having people look at her and say, "That there is a good person."

But are you, though, Mom? Are you really a good person? Were you a good person when you hit me? When you lied to me? When you laughed with my sister about how much I got hurt for things I didn't do? Were you a good person every time you told me you'd kill my cat or leave my dog at the pound? Were you a good person when you sold Ben to be eaten, knowing that I loved him? Were you a good person when you made me read "A child called It" and told me that you'd start doing the things in that book to me if I didn't behave? Were you a good person every time you told my father I was a liar whenever I tried to tell him what you were doing to me? Were you a good person when you told me I wasn't worth the cost of being alive? Were you? 

Fuck you, Mom! Keep your fucking money! A necklace on the nightstand isn't enough. A trinket can't heal years and years and years of abuse and hurt. You can't hide these scars under dollar bills. I hope you die alone. I know I probably will, but I don't even care anymore. I lost the ability to care thanks to you. You can't make up for the things you did and the things you didn't say now. Too little, too late! 

[marcholasmoth]

OSRR: 2640

it is so fucking hot in here i am roasting in my skin. the heater can't be closed, and it can't be covered, so the window is open above it for the time being. joel has the brain cell, so he was the one who said "just do this" and opened the window. what would i do without him.

the heat, unfortunately, goes off and on intermittently, and i can't predict when it'll come on.

i miss my air conditioner. my room. my bed. my fan.

alas.

i cannot return until i am tested.

i worked from home today, and i need to send out emails in the morning to do the same about tomorrow, and i need to make a decision about where i'll be and what i'm gonna do about this week. i'm also flat broke, and i won't get paid for another ten days or so, so i need to keep driving to a minimum until i get paid, then i'll be able to fill my bank account again and not have to worry about it.

that is, until december.

i'm not going to be able to afford anything. ever again.

i need to get those scholarship applications done. if i don't and if i don't get anything, i can't go to school next semester. and that'll fuck with my schedule and throw it off by another two years. which is not something i want to happen.

i don't wanna need to ask for money. i hate that i've dug myself into this goddamn hole in the first place. i never should've gone to disney. i'd still have money to pay my bills for january if i hadn't. and probably december, too. fuck. why did i spend so much money. what did i even buy. why are pins so goddamn expensive. i hate capitalism.

i'm so stressed. jesus christ.

and i don't know what to do about it, and i don't know what i can do about it.

i need a better job. i need a less chaotic schedule. i need a full degree in something useful. i need to go back twelve years and tell myself a shitload of stuff. maybe if i started therapy earlier i'd have a better grasp on it earlier so i wouldn't still be going for a bachelor's degree ten years into my academic career. maybe i wouldn't be so financially fucked for the rest of my goddamn existence.

maybe i wouldn't have a headache right now.

god i hate this.

i'm a little miserable right now.

i need someone to leave me three hundred thousand dollars. please. i beg of you. i just. i hate this. if i didn't have so much fucking debt hanging over my head like a sword i'd be much less stressed. i wouldn't have a million bills to pay each month. i wouldn't have anxiety attacks about thinking about student loan payments. i'm just. fucking. i'm a mess.

i'm so stressed out.

and this isn't even about my day. which was also stressful but i was more tired than anything. i met with students to varying degrees of success. we got longhorn for dinner, which i needed to pick up because i was the one who wasn't sick, but i double masked and washed my hands like seven times so i didn't even slightly breathe on the guy who brought out the food. im just. im so stressed about so many things and i just want to fuckin like. sit in a bookstore for six hours. eat a cupcake. buy some books. im just.

dead here.

i also watched naruto while i did my laundry. worth it.

[at-the-exd-of-everythixg]

Lemon

Bam! Here's lil thoughts about my muses and gags since I saw this on twitter! Anyone who isn't here doesn't like gags.

Ava: Fangs and the way her jaw is shaped makes things an issue at times but Ava likes to bite more so bars or ball gags are best to bite down on if she can't sink her teeth into a neck.

Mimi: Loves ball gags on her partner and has a certain love for external dildo gags but is often rather open to anything else so long as it isn’t anything too excessive or tape/covering  her partner’s mouth with her own hand. Particularly since she’s worried about hurting her partner with her strength. 

Pascal: Loves being fucked in his mouth to be kept quiet, toys shouldn't talk after all. Honestly, pretty much for any of these he likes but Pascal has a particular soft spot for ring gags or having an item of clothing shoved into his mouth. Whatever humiliates him more tbh

Mahogany: Fussy about being gagged since they can’t mark up their partners as well as they wish to, but likes eating out and if their partner is firm enough on them, then Mahogany will allow a ring or bar gag in order to stop them from biting down too hard. This...also gets a shitload of drool though.

Sal: Baby has oral fixation so anything he can have in his mouth??? Is here for it. Has a small collection of ball and ring gags along with a bar gag for ponyboy outfits but has a soft spot for internal dildo gags as well as getting weak in the knees for when someone suddenly covers his mouth/shoves fingers in for him to suck on...not to mention the fact that Sal loves having his throat fucked more than anything. 

Edith: I imagine Asgardian gags to be rather fancy looking, a bit like overzealous headgear? Has some pretty gags at home but her favourite one covers her eyes and has a leash connecting to the bridle bit. Often also uses her vines and flowers to make more styled gags for others and particularly herself when travelling on Midgard with Wulf in a desperate bid for silence lmao.

Morde: Gags are...useless on someone who can speak with his mind, but Morde still likes the feel and look of them and likes the rush of embarrassment that can come with some teasing on it at times. Likes more sensual or smutty gags?? Just not tape or bridle since it was used in a lot of “discipline” sessions when he was younger. It’s a more visual level of control that makes Morde melt often 

Lace: Likes cloth gags and ball gags, probably especially likes the ones that have a little bows around the back of your head. Lace gets very flustered at those ones. Tends to cover his mouth during intense moments, especially if a partner is trying to make him be loud or if they're in a morw public place.

Doe: Loves seeing partners in internal dildo gags or with ball gags since it makes it all the more cuter to tease their partner with. Likes headgear stuff since it helps take away their senses or they enjoy cloth gags since Doe has bitten through metal before and doesn't care for choking on the scent of a hand pressed against their face.

[sadbreadcrumb]

uh yeah so i got a job, then got another job at a bar, then lost the first one, then quit the second one. also got into tgcf and am now feeling absolutely feral about xie lian. this guy rules. he's also my baby and my poor little meow meow and stuff. i want to hug him and feed him something edible so bad, but i guess he's got his husband for that, which is also cool. yeah. also i spent a shitload of money on, like, prepared meal delivery for two weeks? i wanted to see if my tiredness will get better after i try to eat regularly, but alas. idk who to talk to about it, like i should probably talk to a psychiatrist or something again, but eh. also i kinda enrolled in an online course about dog training. why the fuck did i do that, i don't have the money for it. and now i ordered the first two tgcf books in print bc?? what was the reason beside 'omg i need it' what the fuck no you don't. still not gonna cancel the order though. also i'm still taking another cynology course and i have an anatomy exam TOMORROW and of course i haven't prepared for it lol. also i have a cold and i haven't cleaned my room in several month. and my friend lives with me and she also doesn't fucking clean. i guess i shouldn't be angry about it since i'm just as hopeless, but like girl you don't even pay for utilities and you eat my food and you can't even walk my dog while i'm away for a whole day and you always complain everything is dirty FUCK YOU pls can someone come wash my dishes :((((( so yeah, jobless, careless, hungry, sick, living in a pigsty and simping for xie lian idk why i decided to tell all that lol

[the-firebird69]

Stan and Trump are going to go to heaven together and Sherry is still trying to get away from them in the movies you should see how intense it is it's just like the movie these f****** are f**** ass obsessed losers and really it's a tough situation to be in and all this stuff is coming down and he's a f****** ass and deserves it and Sherry is trying to do the right thing a lot of times and it's amazing and you know everyone's got their hangups but this guy is useless stan and this guy Trump is useless in the big picture I could flush you guys and we'd be better off much better off and carve you out so you don't keep f****** fighting and fighting each other like little girl gay girls

Zues Hera

That's what they do and it's upsetting and people just let them sit there but really make Daddy's trying to get them out and it's given orders as the second round the third round is just coming up and by the weekend the fifth round will be there cuz we're sure it's just a juvenile little twit and won't do the right thing on purpose to be oh contraire because he is an idiot his mother answering such as fairly stupid and people do not like him at all and tell me after needs to leave he's another Wonder and they're trying to get just expecting stuff nobody is getting you anything for it and they're not getting him anything and there's a dying it's Tommy F and his device talk and it's the same as this guy and the empire forces them to do it and really they're going to get killed too nobody wants to go through this s*** with them and they're going down to the caverns and they're going to push the morons out of the way we have a few things to discuss this this work he's doing is important and he is having a lot of trouble his equipment is always in the fritz they're always threatening him you're constantly in his face and it's not what it looks like but it looks like his that they're forcing him to put it out there but he did that on purpose so he can take advantage of these idiots and people are coming to feel realize it's true so I've got another comment we need to get going on some things here and these people are eating up our time cuz they're just useless jackasses looking for a job the empire is not doing squat and they're never going to make their schedule and they try and punish people for it and we use it this idea with the Rev trike and the slingshot it's not working out for anybody the people who have who have them are stubborn as hell our son doesn't want to drive them around these people are cheap as hell and stingy and are trying to use extortion on us 24 hours a day including that Tommy F guy he's like the worst he's Al Capone and we're going to start using it on him we're using it a little because our son is having his people do it it's probably keeping him alive and we are extorting shitloads of stuff out of them every time they open their stupid mouth I find these guys over a barrel and he says there's nothing more potent than Giants extorting people because we're vicious and you brought it on yourself Tommy I need you out of my hair my personal life you're not willing to comply I'll have you killed today and from today on every day minimum one time a day you said you're going to try and change and you're not doing that but you did and you can't do it so that's the solution when I get rid of you we have to get rid of your idiots we're doing the same idiot s*** regardless of your a****** talk to try and sway me thinking of some little girl that's f****** horrible. So we have our orders and we're going to get it done because we see it works we're going to extort the living s*** out of them and we're going to threaten their cities and where Tommy f is down below I'm going to drop acid and on you all such a dumb s*** you're talking to us like. He said something that's a lot of fun it's really easy to do if you get the s*** you collected and you have a leachate system and you collect the bottom parts mostly acid and add some other asses to it as soon as s*** after you can't stand you you dumb f*** you're an idiot.

We have a lot of work to do but we're going to print

Thor Freya

Olympus

[the-firebird69]

There's some people in New York that don't like Trump but he's saying that they had him do it and made him do it and it's going to turn ugly the guy won't shut up and yeah it's a major conspiracy uncovered he's going down there falling all this water and it goes to different places they're draining the aquifer but where do you think it goes because people won't throw stuff in there except for you white trash so he says I don't think I can contaminate that much of it then he says how much is this and it looks like a thousand gallons a minute no it's probably like 5 to 10,000 gallons a minute and he looks and he says wow that's a shitload of water the training the aquifer and it's probably for two and he says oh s*** ship or two or bases most likely it's going to be for a ship I think and so he said we got to get the hell out of here they do it all over the world

That's what Trump said and he started moving and they're down there tracing it and I'll tell you that like kids but mean it's interesting to us fun exciting but it is scary these Max are responding inappropriately and we have to quadh them and right now we're going to go tell them they're not the only big stick in town

Olympus

Wow this is wonderful this is like a 7 course meal from one of us as a professional right away I do see what you're saying we're working as a team but still and you like the lead waiter and there's nothing wrong with that he says I'm getting it done I get to eat after that's a job but it's no longer about waiting we're going to have to have you do different stuff we are seeing what you're saying it's kind of a drag and it's kind of boring but we do know what we're doing and the morlock are being removed and people think it's a good thing and that's why they're doing it and we need to catch up while they're doing it right now we're going to sign the Harley-Davidson company agreement and it is a formal presale agreement and it is for a lot of money and it is for over 60% of the company shares and property they have about 40% of the properties but 70% of the manufacturing capability we do also have to meet with the remaining owners and we're going to do that hopefully tomorrow we're thinking it might happen later in the day yes we do understand why so he's going to bring a number he's thinking of so you can pay him and he says you're paying for the company you idiot and he's taking the number back slowly since $200,000 then he says if we're buying it doesn't make any sense and that's what I said and get out with you take the dirty idiot he says it's not Trump it's ken. And they're going to Winn-Dixie maybe was trying to get him to go so we'll see

Thor Freya

It's exciting with Harley-Davidson yes we're going to a signing and it is one of their areas and it's a famous place we have a presents and they want to make a deal too about production and we're agreeing we just will have a stipulation they have to have their people trained unless they have motorcycle license look at their license at the end of it. It really is what happens when you buy a new motorcycle. Bja is laughing cuz they keep doing that to you. But seriously he needs to be involved in something this is sick and tomorrow will go decent or not so decent we need to know that you're going to try and have some sort of program we know that you're starting up the automobile thing and you want to own it not the max. There are things that come before those cars and people want to know what they are and their son is saying our son is saying I don't think it's a motorcycle and it's true and he doesn't know what it is but David had a horse and the horse made it from Boston to westborough so he's wondering how the hell that's going to work and you can't take the batteries on a plane they won't let you and you can mail them there before you go there but really there's no reason for him to ride around on an e-bike out there... And I think he's losing sight of it you're going to be on the iron horse not on an airplane and he says it's kind of made from iron the frame is I understand what you're saying but it's not the same and Hera is putting in saying this is our game and our game only he says well what the hell am I going to be riding a horse. We're purchasing the Harley-Davidson company and he'd never make it out there even on a trike it better be better than that this other analogies but really it's mostly motorcycles it says he could do it a light cycle if everybody got out of the way cuz they're taking a day like 400 miles an hour to take a few hours

Olympus

[the-firebird69]

Watch "The Green Inferno - Trailer" on YouTube

Time and time again these idiots run around saying that they're going to eat part of our son or all of him or all sorts of things and they do that kind of thing quite often so we have to kill them they come back and it's very annoying and we're getting rid of their people and these idiots too this stuff all the time we're not leaving them and it's not enough for them to shut up so here you see Garth and he's a complete moron and Jason's people and coming up pretty soon and they are going to Mexico again what the hell after she's shot and he's wondering why they're going there stupid place to go and there's a rainforest in Mexico yes it's pretty big it's a big country and they go back in it's interesting cast too and find it all enemies and these guys grab them and eat them up because of what they're doing to their people all over the place and they were eating them but he says in the movie you see what they're doing and they're different class and people no they have to say that but what they're doing is saying you are doing this to us and we're doing it back and Trump was doing a lot and he is a very very violent offender and he needs to leave here and if he doesn't he's going to be dead soon like his wife here gets ripped apart in the end and devoured

Thor Freya

You have a nice time in Mexico Dan the Man. You are not qualified to be near me and what's happening to you proves it

Zues

Well we know is your buffoon and we're taking over the world's businesses and more using you and we're using your money to do it every time you order a hit on my husband's so you can capture him we're using the money cuz we kill the Hitman as you know to kill people in businesses that we want to acquire it's all fair business because you're the aggressor. You assume you should know that you are not a wealthy person at this time you're not on the top 500 list you're not in top thousand you're in the top 10,000 no top 100,000 probably not but you have a ton of money and the reason why you're not the top 500 it's because you can't access most of it and people are gobbling it up and keeping it from you because you're asinine attitude here you're a huge f****** a****** to my husband and for no reason it's just that you're very very dumb yesterday was ridiculous sitting there in my granddaddy-in-laws truck and he died doing stupid s*** you are. And you look disgusting and your people are disgusting running around threatening people expecting stuff turning your back and getting killed we're going to kill you but hard and slow because you demanded and we're going to use you up and yeah you see your wife's head come off and all sorts of things happen to you is that you've already switched bodies several times and it does not look like your own clan you follow what we're saying right. You Max get ready it's up to her taking stuff still and having people's bodies if I inhabiting people's bodies and Tommy F takes it from him but weird in there taking most of it and we have to kill off shitloads of clones a day so whatch your backs okay

Hera

Olympus yeah this guy next door can't do surgeries Tommy f. Can

He also does the museum stuff yeah they were in there and they all died and he's a ruthless killer that's all he does and he's a moron but we are much more ruthless

We're sending in teams to take care of these jackasses

Olympus

We put it in the movie and thought it would be cool this is the dumbest thing I've ever done you stupid movies we have to find out who's doing and what he says is you don't do that s*** to Russians and there's some others too like Chinese and they're part of it and Max thinks he's planned it all at the movies that he might die in one so it's probably not him and you were making fun of me for not having any money and not being a movie star I think it's something else I don't know about this museum thing he says I think you're stupid people and you miss something big cuz you'd rather go around being me and animals and that's what you kind of really are... They said the last paragraph no he did s******* bja and no wonder we shoot each other you stupid freak he has something important to tell us that you won't listen and he doesn't want to tell us anymore it's some waste of time it's it's a pain to him he says there's something wrong with Billy z he's a stupid person and BG picked up on it and it's making his boat and it's not stupid like most of us I feel insulted but I feel it is true and his clan used to do it all the time and they are very mean and very deadly and I certainly don't want to be killed by them but it looks like we might be and tell me yes says no and bja and we say produce the evidence you know what's in those houses when he knows those Mansions at the elixir of life I really don't go on eating people is disgusting he says we just keep doing it since you become an oyster if you eat an oyster and the fact is minimal by the way I'm humans without massive amounts of mutagen and you'll be dead with cancer it's not really what's happening so I'm disgusted and he's telling me something's wrong with us I garth you don't know s*** I'm sorry you garth you don't know s***. What I know is our friend is right and you people are all dead I can care less for this talk I saw them in the museum myself he says he saw them there too no some of them Preston freed them... But that's not right someone you'll see in there looks like ghwb is not and he hasn't been there and it's BG. Who says it's pretty Sharp and some of the stuff is not but he's fighting for his life and it seems like we're always screwing around with the sky it's bad and other people take advantage of it and we get mad at him cuz he can't be solidism Rock statue it's ridiculous this is a gross movie my friend says you can care less about these two idiots hates them and Trump is sitting there threatening him with this blue top pile and she's threatening using him and they can both die in a crap heap for all he cares getting torn apart and eating is a much more fitting death for such scum I do realize what you're saying but then again Tommy F will probably happen along and massacre of people and put the idiot into a different woman and continue on his rampage of idiocy as people are documenting what he's doing following him destroying his armies as a result because he has to because his armies killed and ate his family in front of him. It says he thinks Mac dies it's not really sure how or where, since it's us and he thinks it's us in Mars attacks a lot of people do and he dies after Garth explodes in Iceland. I don't think it's funny I think it's gross there's so much the stupid s*** happening it's ridiculous and as far as the meeting goes we all sat there and said it's nice it was nice made a good idea and we are going to try and go through it because we have other towns and cities that want to try and maybe the stuff will slow down maybe we'll speed up that his own clan hates him it's kind of a bummer cuz nobody really cares for him and he doesn't seem to care which is odd but okay. Now this might happen and it might not and it might be a clone and it may have already happened but it's disgusting and it doesn't compare with what's really going on we think is vulgar low level dog s*** and I know it is compared to our friend Jose Gaspar who ran this area and knows that everything is a muvk including the muck

Jason

I thank you and they actually act Young

Sarah