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Tim starts out as a character who copes in bad situations with humor, I see people talk a lot about how quickly that turns to rage, how he became a whole different person. But he was capable of that rage the whole time. That just wasn't someone he was willing to become until everyone who meant something to him was gone.
#he lost his brother#he lost sasha#and from his perspective he lost jon#at least the jon he knew#all he had was martin#and they werent nearly as close as he was with the rest#he had no one left keeping him from just breaking#tim stoker#timothy stoker#tim stoker tma#timothy stoker tma#i think about him a normal amount (lying)#sero's thoughts
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everyone adores kuli <3
la kings @ florida panthers | 1.29.25
#dmitry kulikov#nate schmidt#niko mikkola#gustav forsling#matthew tkachuk#uvis balinskis#aleksander barkov#aaron ekblad#sergei bobrovsky#florida panthers#2425#HAPPY 1K GAMES TO KULI SPECIFICALLY#IM GLAD THEY ARE MAKING A BIG DEAL OF IT CONSIDERING THIS IS MR. ITS JUST ANOTHER GAME#BABY WE HAVE TO THROW A FUSS#kulis is mr popular!#you have no idea how important it is to me that both sasha and ekky are getting a pic with kuli...#hes been lost for 7 years but hes back...#DYING EVERY DMAN WANTED A PIC WITH KULI. HES THEIR GUYYYY
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the day the earth stood still is the day i felt your presence leave it, and then every day after that.
#tw grief#sigh sigh sigh.#apologies in advance as this is not the happiest yap ! i would just like to write out some of my feelings on this day#the heaviest heart weighs under an insurmountable amount of grief — the ghost of love#days like today are a twisted reminder that has every emotion flooding through your soul#longing . guilt . anger . an indescribable melancholy that could only be consoled through the sands of time#a year ago i lost my best guy friend and it’s never really gotten easier . but ive heard it never does#all i can do is bundle up the love i have for him and search for him in the clouds that take up the sky#the circumstances around his passing will never not haunt me and rather than go into it all i’d like to say is this#if you have a loved one or a relationship or a friendship you cherish .. then never ever stop fighting for it - for them.#as time never really seems to be on our side#each day i’ll live as he intended . to greet the world with kindness and a smile and passion for positivity#in his wisest words (or rather after every phone call we’d have hehe) i’ll try my best to stay awesome & encourage you all to do so as well#if you’ve read this then i’m taking your hand and thanking you#it didn’t feel right not acknowledging him at all on this blog . he’s the one that introduced me to anime + more importantly : one piece#i wish i could talk to him about it all so he could see how far down this rabbit hole i fell just as he had done#will be spending the day enjoying his favorite episodes and being gentle with the world that surrounds us#this is not like my usual yaps & i feel vulnerable posting it but i wanted to carve out a space for him on this blog#forever missing the connie to my sasha . maybe in another universe we’ll get it right#have a wonderful sunday my sweet friendz and if you can — hug your loved ones & blow a kiss up to the sky 🤍💫#thank you for being here & helping me make this a safe place .#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims
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sasha barkov sacrifices his hand to the cause (05.17.24)
#aleksander barkov#florida panthers#hockeyedit#nhledit#stanley cup playoffs 2024#nhl playoffs 2024#my gifs#hockey stuff#let it be known I hate this#I know he literally saved a goal but when I saw he left I was going to throw up lol#I'm feel like I'm not being biased when I say if we lost sasha for any length of time we'd be fucking OVER#anyways I'm 80% sure thats chucky giving him a rub and I'm fine and normal about it#queued
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Everyone wake up, new Barky pic dropped 😝
#florida panthers#aleksander barkov#hockey#hockey player#sasha barkov#Ahh yes i've been dying to see new picture of him#Ofc he did not forget to make me blush with his (cute) smile#I saw this in school because we we're playing a game on our phones and i almost destroyed my desk from exciment that i see him :DDD#I always repeat myself but i gotta mention again that his eyes are so wow. like i get lost in them every single time#AND HIS ARMS. GOD LORD THEY'RE BIG. (not to mention the veins 😩)#His shirt saying “Just do it”.. i mean yeah we can definetly do it i'm not against it..#October can't come soon enough i want to see him play hockey again 🙏🏻#Just so everyone knows. i love this man with my whole heart and i'll never stop loving him.
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now, i don't know if this is a thought somebody else has had before (surely right??) and i don't know how feasible it is given everything but.
imagine if sasha's dad became a villain just to see his son again.
#psychonauts#sasha nein#it starts off as a ploy to get his son to visit him however he has to take it#but. it gets kind of real. he lost everything. he deserves some kind of retribution#just spitballing here#verbosity
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Soulmates AU in which your soul is bounded to your soulmate's soul.
What does that mean exactly? That when you die, if your soulmate is still alive you can't move on. Instead your soul is stuck by your soulmate's side until they die too, so the two souls can become one in death. Depending on how strong the bond between the two is, one could see (and even interact!) with their deceased soulmate.
Now this but, you know by now, JeanMarco. With Marco waking up and the first thing he saw was Jean's terrified face while looking at the dead body- Marco's half eaten dead body. He learns it pretty quickly that he can't leave Jean's side, bound to follow his best friend around. He also learns that is possible for Jean to see and hear him during the ceremony of burning the fallen soldiers during Trost ; it lasted so little, too little for all the things Marco wanted to say. If he knew Jean was listening from the beginning, he would've started with exposing Reiner and Berthold right away. By the time he took notice that not only Jean was looking at him, but listening too, it was too late. Every other word from him was meet with silence, unheard by the living.
Isn't until the 57th expedition outside the walls that Marco learns that he can interact with Jean too, touch him. In his panic after Jean's failed attack on the Female Titan Marco didn't think and went straight to his best friend's side, touching his shoulder while looking for any injuries. Jean's eyes went straight to the place Marco's was touching, looking confused- until he followed the arm and saw Marco in front of his very own eyes. And just like everything, it lasted too little for Marco's liking. The Female Titan took hold of Reiner, crushing him in her hand, and Jean could no longer see him.
It was later, much much later than either of them would've liked, for Marco to understand how everything works. To know that he could only interact with Jean when his mind was filled with thoughts of Marco. By then Jean already began to move on, the secret of Reiner and Berthold's true selves already out. So Marco could only watch, unable to be there for his other half- for Jean.
And it was when they saw the ocean for the first time that Marco understood why he was truly stuck by Jean's side. When he saw his best friend having fun with the others and realized just how much he loves him. When he realizes that all he truly wants is to be by Jean's side, the way they promised each other to do during their training days.
Edit : Think of Ben and Klaus Hargreeves for easier visual.
#Jean starting to think of Marco less and less until he becomes a mere memory in the back of his head#While Marco keeps thinking of Jean more and more hoping for at least one more second together#Marco telling Jean to calm down while he's attacking Annie in her crystal and that being the only reason he even stopped :)#Them having so many small moments but Jean thinking he lost his fucking mind#Sometimes Marco's voice would tell Jean to dodge or something and Jean would hesitate one second- just for it to be the right call#Marco yelling 'Jean! Look out!' when Gabi gets inside the airship and Jean looks towards the entrance but is too late-#Gabi already shoot Sasha by then#Marco feeling SO GUILTY over it because he couldn't warm them sooner#But also Marco and Sasha chilling together because Sasha couldn't leave Connie's side either#And her describing to him all the food Niccolo has cooked for her! The taste and the different textures and the bright colors!#'Of course I love Connie! He's my other half my twin! You must love Jean very much too to be stuck by his side all this time!'#'Of course I do. He's my other half too. My everything' and that's when they realize that their situation isn't the same#That Marco's love for Jean wasn't the same as Sasha's love for Connie#anyway#aot#jean kirstein#jeanmarco#aot jean#marco bodt#marco bott#snk#aot marco#jean kirschstein#soulmate au#JeanMarco Soulmate AU#I mean it can be platonic if you truly want. But I don't want to so there's that lol#Hesitate no second*
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Jason has been through a traumatic experience which has deeply impacted his perspective. Things he wasn't aware of before, he can't help but notice now.
Given that his experience was of death, it's only natural that he should hear the dead.
#Beetlejuice “The living won't usually see the dead” logic here#Jason fully being able to hear and see ghosts upon resurrecting but not being able to make sense of it due to brain damage#His senses are dampened after coming out of the Pit (he's too focused on Bruce) but start to come back after his fight with Egon#Talia doesn't know what to make of it when Jason says he's hearing voices but she doesn't have any trustworthy psychologists on hand so#she sends him to the All-Caste#Ducra teaches him how to not lose his shit or get possessed#Offers for him to stay and join when Jason asks about learning magic#though Jason politely declines#Essence lets slip that there actually is a way for them to magically empower Jason in less than a single lifetime#but that no one who wasn't fanatically dedicated to their cause has ever had the ritual done because the sacrifice is your own soul#Jason forgets about the whole thing until after UTRH and he fights a bunch of sidekicks and Bruce dies and he loses his marbles#and then gets them back#and by that time he's formed this intense bond with this teenage girl who he knows he shouldn't drag into his messes but#he can't just abandon her#and he doesn't actually fully have his marbles back so he reaches out to Essence#and has a dream in which her black robes turns into scrubs and her ritual dagger becomes a scalpel#He wakes up to a safehouse flooded with blood and a deep three-pronged gash on his chest#a neophyte member of the All-Caste#his plans have spiraled out of control and he wasn't going back to heaven now anyways so it's worth it#because when he says his goodbyes to Sasha he's able to leave her with a karambit-shaped piece of himself#(and then the All-Caste are wiped out by the Untitled)#(and Essence gets trapped in her own sword in her misguided certainty that it was his doing)#(and somehow he becomes its last warrior)#(how many lost places to belong does that make it?)#(how many lost people?)#Jason Todd#prompt#Can you tell I've thought way too much about this#I couldn't put it into a proper post but when i'm word-vomiting in the tags apparently my brain works
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Him : Why wouldn't you make Sasha and Silas get together earlier in the story instead of giving us all blue balls like for Faye and Trout?
Me who wasn't planning on them getting together at all : 🥹
#We'll see I guess but right now it's not in the plan#More like a “would be nice if things were different”#I mean not only Silas is a monk still and I don't think he lost his waumys to the point to give up on that#But also he's a fugitive and can't get back to a normal life#Well the goal for him is to move to another country with Arg.'s help so he can change stay more or less noticed#But would Sasha just move to another country AGAIN just for a fucked up monk who was just convicted of 5 mirders?#Plus Sasha is quite fucked up too#Ahlala... You see. I love writing stories because it's just as interesting for me to try and resolve the premise as it is for you to read#Hopefully
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mickey fans would rather die than admit to the power imbalance between mickey and svetlana in s4-5 and the fact that mickey exploited it time and time again
#he took all of her money got her fired became her pimp underpaid her as much as sasha did#didn’t care about the working conditions threatened to dock her pay for being late tried to control what she did with her body#complained about her paying one of the girls to babysit all the while refusing to babysit himself#told her to shut up and learn a skill when he was the reason she lost her job in the first place#threatened to tell the cops that he let ian take off with yevgeny because he knew they would believe him over her#since she was undocumented#said he would sell her if she wasn’t bringing in money by renting her room#accused her of freeloading when she did all of the cooking and was the one with a job#yelled at her for speaking in her native language#to say that he was an asshole to her is putting it mildly
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oldtown trio valentines day........
#tzu rambles#gwuhh i need them going out to find gifts or somethingggg i dont know#sasha already has her gift or smth but she keeps getting held up before she can actually get to junos place. juno knows what gift hes getti#but he cant manage to get out of his house without issue. and also without letting sasha know he hasnt gotten a gift yet#and mick is just 100% lost he doesnt know what hes doing
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finnish cats shenanigans are always my favourite but especially on sasha cup day with the cup involved the hijinks ramp up to 100 lmaooo
"wheres my- (realising sasha is in front of him and quickly stutters to change it to our so he doesnt get wacked over the head) wheres our names?"
(luosty proceeds to cackle in the bg like the shit stirrer he is realising lundys slip of the tongue and if he noticed sasha definitely noticed)
"wheres my name? wheres my name ☺️?" and it was at that moment lundy knew he fucked up
it never ceases to endlessly entertain me how much of a punk lundy can be and im so glad sasha is here to put him in his place because sheesh this kid sometimes XD
"and then luosty but i didnt want to give it to him but he took it" eh? is that so? who couldve guessed???


environmental storytelling, captain said haha okay mine now its mine let go ☺️💢
Sasha Cup Day | 7.31.24 (x)
#aleksander barkov#anton lundell#eetu luostarinen#florida panthers#the dynamic between sasha and lundy is so entertaining#lundy is just a little punk#a sincere one but a punk all the same#i too would go your name huh haha what about MY name wheres my name you little punk ☺️💢#the complete stutter stop he made like ooooo lundy knew he fucked up so bad#luostys CACKLE makes this scene it truly does like oh your dumb friend is gonna get in trouble with the teacher#and you can do nothing but relish the downfall for his own idiocy#true besties#kills me luosty goes missed ya 😃 to the cup like its his long lost lover#BOTH LUNDY AND LUOSTY IMMEDIATELY NEEDING TO KISS AND HOLD MISS TINCAN THEY HAVE BEEN SO DEPRIVED OF HER 😭😭😭#sasha dry humour and delivery is so perfect it really elevates the emotionality of his lines hes so fucking funny#sasha whats it like to be the funniest bitch here
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i'm an ordinary girl. if i think too hard about how tchaikovsky channeled all of his adoration for his sister and all of his grief over her untimely death into the sugar plum fairy's pas de deux in the nucracker, i start crying just like anybody else
#personal#tchaikovsky#grief is the evidence of all the love we didn’t get the chance to express and he loved Sasha so much#what kills me is just how much you can hear it#you listen to this compostion and you can hear the pain of a brother who loved and lost his little sister#“a husband or a child can be replaced but who can give me a new brother?”
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harri heliövaara did that for sasha barkov fr
#big month for finnish sports i guess#<- emil u did good this month too but u need to go win a title or something now#idk if sasha is still in london cause marie lost many rounds ago but i hope he was watching the mens doubles final :)#tennis
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OH. MY. GODNESS.
#florida panthers#aleksander barkov#hockey#hockey player#sasha barkov#HE'S SO UGHHHH#I LOST ALL MY WORDS LIKE OH MY#I JUST.. GODDAMNNNNNN#I SAID IT ONCE I'LL SAY IT TWICE. HE'S SO FUCKING HOT OMFG#THIS DOES A LOT OF THINGS TO ME OH FUCK
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not your anon, but i also think one of those moments worth noting is Elliot coming to sit on Becky's bed, and Elliot in the camera recording that Sasha is watching at Yvonne's house - Elliot just opening the door to Becky's room, wanting to step in, but deciding against it.
Hiiii oomfie!! 💖
Omg yes you’re right thank you, esp when Ben kinda clocks it and then he mentions Becky’s perfume. 😭
#thanks for the ask#I was also thinking the journal scene as well when he’s alone and looking at it#and now I’m sad bc he’s so isolated in his grief bc you know. he lost the one person that gets it (other than Sasha I suppose)#okay definitely need to do this…
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