#he looks so good in everythign wow.

[spinecurlingmice]

SORRY ive been staring at him hoenstly......wow....

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

OK OK OK OK OK. wibby thoughts. wibby bisection thoughts. we could just like vivisect him this time. fucking shit like that. have his guts and stuff all over the forest.

as i've said ummm. fucking around with passengers Is gonna come up a bit at some point (doesn't feel like a spoiler to say? i mean. bonesaw is Literally Here) so i won't say much, but bonesaw literally does say in snare 13.9:

so. yeah!!!!!!!!!! yeah!!!!!!! that could fucking happen!!! if the trickster has control over someone like bonesaw who is capable of doing that!! (would he Want to though? there's no like. secret well of planeswalking power in him here. would he just do it for fun????!!!!) and. ough. ok. let this one cook for a while ok there's a part u need to get to in worm that's relevant. i think this could go very hard i like it a LOT but i legally can't talk about it very much!!!!

ALSO. as i just made a post about. he could literally just get trapped in muse's area of effect during this final battle and get. um. well. really anything could happen to him. honestly the pulling him in half clicks really fucking well with this i think because that really does feel like some cartoon nightmare shit.... get yoinked!! & because it's dream logic he could still get put back together just as easily... he could be like. alive and aware the whole time it's happening. u know. wheezing bloody exposed lungs that aren't Working and aren't Doing anything and they should have stopped by now his heart is fallen out it should be stopped but it's still squeezing and his eyes are still moving etc. this would also be like. reminiscent of his trigger event (laying helpless and paralyzed and in immense pain for many hours in the middle of the woods that want to kill him). ik u have second trigger thoughts. shrug!! maybe ashe has a moment of lucidity before the field drops and goes OHHH GOD OH FUCK because wraith is just. strewn across the ground torn apart like a doll that yr dog got to. etc etc etc.

ANYWAY. thats what ive got so far what have u got!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 👀👀👀👀👀

AHA. YEAH. LITERALLY WIBBY FRIDGE IN THE FOREST. okay okay okay we are cooking we are in the kitchen together just throwing ingredients into the soup. I'm obv not going to comment on the passengers thing until I read some more of worm (btw quick side note the s9 had a cameo in the last interlude I read and I got so ridiculously happy to see them again. extremely nervous about yhem cloning themselves (???????) though. although i kind of hope they are so that it'll give me more ideas about tide. anyway.)

HOWEVER. I DO REALLY REALLY LIKE THE GETTING CAUGHT IN THE BLAST ZONE VIBE but something that hits so hard about that event in canon is just. how. Direct And Personal it seemed. like. he Did That while holding him in the air and telling him to not be afraid bc it'll all be over soon. that's so much. I love the wibby getting caught in the fucked up breaker effect but also i think it should be DIRECTED at him. reasoning behind this i don't know why yet. but I'm sure we can think of something sufficiently harmful.

god dude i didn't even CONSIDER the dream logic of it all. we literally don't even have to kill wibby we can just have him awake and alive and aware of it all. wow! awesome! and dakota can try to push him back together and he would be aware of this and trying to talk to him but his fuckign. everythign is ripped open so he can't exactly talk now can he !!!

I do have SO MANY second trigger thoughts and I do think this is so fucking perfect as a second trigger moment exactly bc of what u said abt laying helpless (ESPECIALLY if we have dakota trying to fix him because. hey he didn't trigger the first time until people came to get him. lol. lmao, even.) and i HAVE actually put a good amount of thought into what his powers would look like after this but i cant tell u until youre done w pd AUGH. also hey having ashe be lucid for a second sucks even more because he'd drop the breaker effect. the only thing that could feasibly put wibby back together in this state is ALSO the breaker effect. so he fucking panics because hey wow i just did this and the only way to fix it or undo it is to . go back to being a horrible little puppet or whatever. do u know what I mean

side note I think wibby needs to have a brutal gross awesome scar from this. i can't talk more about this until you finish 39. smile !!!!!!!!!! what the fuck dude.

[maxverstappensflatbrim]

Show Me Yours | Matty Healy [social media, 1]

act two: anobrain

(2013-2014)

A/N:

I've never done one of these before so apologies if it's shit lol

January 1st 2013

thomasthetankengine:

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you should totally stream our album to make these two fetuses happy @the1975

trumanblack: I hate you | thomasthetankengine: Why? | trumanblack: I'm like sixteen in that photo I look like a baby | thomasthetankengine: You are a baby

January 22nd 2013

trumanblack:

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on the radio no big deal @thomasthetankengine

bedforddanes75: we’re waiting in McDonald’s please hurry up I’m afraid Ross is going to eat me

adam1975: Ross is getting hangry hurry up

rass1975: I will kill you both if you don’t get here in 10 mins

March 16th 2013

thomasthetankengine:

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We’ve died

denise_welch: Matthew, that’s my missing jacket you claim to know nothing about… | trumanblack: I took this from George | thomasthetankengine: George is four times the size of that jacket | trumanblack: stay out of this

March 23rd 2013

trumanblack:

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New York

adam1975: ya’ll | thomasthetankengine: STOP

April 23rd 2013

the1975biggestfan:

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Matty and Tommie outside the venue at their last show

user12: his hand

user31: wow, Tommie must be small if Matty looks that big beside her | trumanblack: I’m 6 foot | thomasthetankengine: he’s 5’6 #shortking

user505: um, what are you looking at? @trumanblack | jess1975: her lips | alexturrrner: really don't appreciate that @trumanblack, that's literally my girlfriend there | trumanblack: Sorry, I'll let her know | thomasthetankengine: Alex Turner wants me to be his girlfriend? No question, dropping everythign | trumanblack: *everything | rass1975: She's literally sprinting around the flat right now, she doesn't care about her grammar | user505: why? | rass1975: I don't know probably menstruation or something

June 3rd 2013

thomasthetankengine:

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Matty 100% definitely didn't take me to the museum (is that good enough @trumanblack?)

trumanblack: Really ruining my street cred right now Tommie | thomasthetankengine: Street cred?

October 11th 2013

rass1975:

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@thomasthetankengine disagrees

thomasthetankengine: I'm afarid of bald people (childhood trauma)

user28: She's just like us

November 1st 2013

trumanblack:

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LA you were my favourite @thomasthetankengine

thomasthetankengine:

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LA is big and scary, but it's okay when I've got my guys

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-let me know if you want to be added :)

[cheeseandbretboy]

the painting i continued (from longer than a year ago) has too bright white highlights so i need to get rid of them AND quite possibly it would be nice to just give up and do whaeter and get on the train just ot look at all the stations i havent seen before nd cvt and listten to whip your kids on repeat again and again and have no money to afford to eat and find someone who is just so ?? and mean but not in that non self absorbed self absorbed way and stupid because everyone has too much to look forward to and too much to complain about and that makes everyone so yucky and hypocritical and ughghurejne me whenni have work tmr ALSO need to print out more movie photos AND anyone i meet gets so human and i get sick of them so easily but not myself so i will always be alone and thats a good thing unless im not listening to music then it is not so good bc i can hear my breathing an feel my skin also what even is life without music its just ------------------ no ty i do not want to be like amber or ritchie but oh i did thrift their shoes and also jasons but hes kind of an L WAIT that makes so much sense anyway that scene where they are walking in the store with the heavy combat boots that have been discontinued (why?) and a shotgun wow! imagine being tricked by a soda can what a loser anyway the sehleves ive built are really nice and after doing that with hands blistered and joints sore i realised i can fit everythign insdie it and oh god im gonna lose absolutely everything! and thn something even WoORSE hit me that none of this even means anytnign, what the flip, imagine this format will stop and we only live in the real world what then maybe just maybe musicals make sense and then i bash my head into my desk HOW COULD U FOR A SECOND THINK MUSICALS ARE OKAY blood is spurting just likein that scene in longlegs dilf, jokes no maybe nicholas cage hes too pasty this has gotten long uve recently discovered this rly underground and unpopular artist michael jackson yea nobodies really heard of him sigh WHY DO I HAVEA FRENCH BOOK OH GOD IM GOING TO HELL people should put everything ive ever ever made into a bible because that is all i am and i am so happy that is true so yea put this in as well and all my assigmnets and paintings and digital art from 2019 and old drawings and scribbles and south park doodles and short stories ad gore and all the deleted notes of measurrements (sigh why phone) and dont forget all the photos and the annotations i rubbed out later cuz they sounded dumb and too personal remember always to make ur writing as obscure as possible because people always look to make everything about them hey emotions are really stupid our brains are amazing at finding information so much of it but our conciousness is preoccupied with other stupid stuff like education and being horny so all we get is emotions that have been processed information so hey our thinking brain really is in the back seat and we cant change it yk im bnad! im bad! u knowit really really bad megamind... evan peters is eyeing me rn.. i did a really good job of diverting my mental problems its actually really good but i am hoping we can get back to them once they get fixed and maybe this dependence wiol go away too right maybe and wait a darn second are you telling me i wont find myself a tim burton anti hero what the flip unbelievable may i get a refund never sell your doc martens just break them in please the blisters and pus and blood will pass and they will be great i swear unless theyre the max platform types then u might have to keep getting pain but thats okay god dont tell me i need to work in the future although when i watched the movie for the 2nd time in cinemas there was 3 seconds where there was a doctor with a mask and wowww maybe i shld become one of those but i dontthink i have the right motivation maybe neurobiology maybe quantum mechanics mabe maybe even both like quantum mind god thats interesting but only after biology i need to get worried abt climate change and then realise OH MY GOD NOTHING MATTERS BUT OUR MINDS and thats

[strawberryezpls]

my goodness i have changed wtf

looking back to the beginning of this year till now is actually fucking insane how much has happened and how things ended up being like. I'm actually accomplishing my goals that i had planned for this year and it feels good but it's kinda like i need something else for the motivation to keep going. Umm lets see I'm finally under 200 and I can keep doing that if i watch my diet. Ummmmm should i start witht he boy who i was i was ina s ituationship with or just pick up where I lelft off? Hmm so last time i was on here I was already on talking terms with my ex(yea ik bad) but it was kinda innocent. (not really lmao) then I got my wisdom tooth surgery and i had a little complication bc it was not healing up properly. Thennnnn I had my bday how i planned it. I even bought myself a little camera but it dies so quick so rip. Ooo i turned 21 if you didn't know and i had my first whiskey shot at midnight thanks to no relationship man. (Imma call him teddy bear bc thats what it gave and reminds me of the song teddy bear by melanie martinez. Oooo i finally got into a relationship with teddy bear but i pratcially begged him tbh. oh and before that i got my grand,as car towed from his apartment........ i don't wanna even revisit im just glad i didn't have to pay for it. And then i went to see melanie martinex for her 3 album tour and it was MAGICALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. as per usuall life went downhill after seeing such a queen. I was =n't doing too hot spring quarter and that why im taking my last class i needed. However i did sign my lease for the dorms imma be living so I'm offically a university gal! regarding to that i got a second job just for the summer to help with paying for college but tbh let be real lmao. lets just say if i thought i was busy in january this is nothing compared. oh and I dyed my hair in may becaseu i felt like it but im back to my natural color and in pain bc my hair is so weak rn. ummmmmmm today i'm finally goign to be a manager at my main job and iim so excited but nervous. I've been acting like this role for a while now but there's always going to be something unexpected that comes up. But thankfully everyone is supportive and does what they can and I'm not alone in the suffering at all(at least i hope im not) oh and i got into a fight with my fatehrr so i have to stay at my aunts house temporaily like where i'm typing from. I miss being home bc it was my set place where i had everythign i needed. which reminds me like you know how i said i think i have autism yeah idk i think i also show signs of ocd...... i wont go into detial bc thats not ur bussiness but i tend to have very obessive thoughts like never ending too so theres that. I cannot wait for september to come and i can focus on school and have a change. i have to start packing or planning things now though and that makes menervous bc my mom obviously doesn't want me to go. but whatever omg and i started using tampons and I've only had 2 success days lmao but i'm gettign there. Idk if this wasn't obious but i broke up with teddy bear to foucs on myself and i don't reakky have the energy to be with him it just too drianing yk. However i somehwo managed too get all the bosy i've shown interest to spin back like didn't think it was possible. just wow y life is really changing and i feel like i can't keep uup even thoughi felt like that in april and I was keeping up just fine. anyways I think thats it i could start to do think pieces again not that anybody is reading this. I wish i could say every detail but so much is happening at once in my life. it wasn't like this a year ago which is crazy to say. Like i never thought i would be here like this a year ago tbh. I think that's a good thing becasue i wanted to live a busy life like everyone. I don't know how i still have time for tiktok and instagram on the daily but whatever. I don't even post as much on instagram yea very sad. I'm becoming more mysertious by the day. and sharing over there just feels useless like my august/july-december era was one or the books.

[tenshindon]

welcome back to Toei Animations Definitely Had A Yamtien Agenda With The Anime Part #1902 today’s part includes the aftermath of tien and tao’s fight where instead of yamcha telling krillin to ease up on his excitement because tien just needed time to be alone yamcha was actually relatively in the same boat as krillin in being hyped about tien’s victory

[halfthealphabet]

dreams do come true 

[metalheadcowboy]

Parents Harringrove idea...

Steve and Billy both being kinda...terrified when their kid gets to, like, 12 or 13.

Because they were just about muddling through before, and toddler tantrums and little kid drama might not have been easy but it was a piece of cake compared to teen angst.

And they're both so aware of how easily they might mess things up. And the both think that the other is doing a MUCH better job of this whole thing.

So they end up going, both separately and without telling the other, to Joyce and having a little cry and asking her for advice because she's the best parent they can think of.

🍒

YES THIS!!! ✨

Sure the years coming up to teens are rough, of course the are. Every stage of raising a child is a challenge. But the teens are where things get risky. It’s when the hormones set in and just about anything can set their kids off. They are both so afraid, it’s like their walking on egg shells because they are both devastated seeing their children upset because they just want to be good dads. They just want to be everything that their dads weren’t to them.

The first time one of them goes to Joyce it’s Steve. It’s the night after their daughter comes home crying because apparently her best friend picked to do the project they were assigned with somebody other than her. Steve would try to console her and say that it ‘s probably nothing, that she wasn’t doing it to hurt her. And their frustrated daughter yells at him that he’s ‘no help’ and stomps upstairs.

It really shouldn’t hurt him as much as it did, but deep down in his heart is stung. Because he just wanted to comfort her and make her feel better. He remembered it being so easy when he would comfort the kids in the 80′s, but now it just seemed impossible. But what hurt the most is when Billy rubbed his upper back softly and said he would go handle it and within ten minutes him and their daughter came down like nothing ever happened.

Joyce is heartbroken to find an already teary-eyed Steve Harrington at her door looking like he needs the biggest hug in the world. And of course she would invite him in ASAP and he would practically collapse into her arms, head hung low on her shoulder bawling. And she just lets him ride it out sobbing into the crook of her neck. It’s not like she has to worry about anybody else in the house anymore now that Jonathan and Will have both moved out. So, she has all the time in the world. And when he’s done he’ll pull away with a sad sniffle, look at her, and ask.

‘Is parenting supposed to be this hard?’

And Joyce will give him the softest most sympathetic smile and reply with a more than sure.

‘Yes.’

Now Billy, he doesn’t break easily. He’s let words of hate slide off his back for years. He can handle their daughters teenage outbursts much better than Steve comes. But then there comes the day. The day where she finally snaps and says something that strikes Billy like an arrow through the heart.

‘Yeah! Well, I don’t love you!’

Before stomping up to her room.

Billy and Steve are both in shock because that was definitely a new one. They could handle the petty retorts, but that, wow.

Billy all but shuts down, just staring off into space. He’s quiet for the rest of the night, no matter how much Steve tries to console him, he’s just quiet. It’s the type of quiet that says a million words. The type of quiet that says everythign it needs to all on it’s own.

It isn’t until around 2AM that he’s still lying away in bed, that he finally decides to go to Joyce.

The whole ride he doesn’t cry, he doesn’t even feel like he needs to cry, he just feels numb. He wishes he could cry like Steve and just get over it. But her words rang out through his head like a church bell.

When he gets to Joyce’s she looked tired, clearly awoken from sleep. But nonetheless, she invites him in.

She makes them tea and they sit in silence for a bit until they’re both about halfway done and then Billy finally speaks for the first time in hours.

‘She said she didn’t love me.’

And Joyce consoles him with a chorus of ‘oh, honey.’ and ‘Sweetie, she didn’t mean it.’ And Billy knows he didn’t mean it, but it still hurt. In all fourteen years of her being alive he’d never heard her say anything like that. And he knows that maybe he’s over reacting but it makes him feel like he failed as a parent. All he wanted was to give his daughter the best life possible, make her happy and not put her through anything his own parents did and now here they were.

He still doesn’t cry, not even on the way home. But by the time he’s snuggled back into bed with Steve and in his sleep ridden state his sleepy husband asks,

‘Are you okay, Bumble B?’

He feels better enough to say.

‘’M fine, sugar.’

send me all your Parent Harringrove and Catboy Steve headcannons right now, this is a threat 👁👄👁

[jabbers-of-jay]

Courfeyrac studying abroad and neither he or Combeferre realizing they liked each other more than friends until Courfeyrac is in another country. Combeferre worried that Courfeyrac is going to fall in love with someone while he’s abroad because that would be the exact romantic dramatic thing from a rom com that Courf would like. Neither say anything because clearly the other one thinks they’re just friends, despite the fact that they video chat every. single. day. 

Then Courf finally decides, towards the end of the semester, that as soon as he gets home, he doesn’t care, he’s going to tell Combeferre how he feels. And his roommate is encouraging him and telling him yeah, you should totally do the romantic thing ya know? Totally sweep him off his feet. And Courf asks his roommate if he wants to come spend part of summer vacation with Courf because they’re really good friends now and he’ll love all of Courf’s friends. And when is he going to get another chance to visit Paris with a free place to stay? So the roommate isall yeah that’d be awesome.

So then Courf is all excited and telling his friends back home how awesome his roommate is and he keeps telling Combeferre that he’s going to love Courf’s roommate and Courf can’t wait to see everybody. He notices Combeferre seems sad but doesn’t really say anything. Maybe he’s just stressed with med school or something. Meanwhile. Combeferre thinks Courf is coming home to introduce everyone to his new boyfriend. 

Finally, the night comes. Courf and his roommate get into town and they’re exhausted, but Courfeyrac won’t be deterred and he meets everyone at the Musaine. He’s really excited, hugging everyong, but he notices one person isn’t there. So he asks where Combeferre is and everyone is sharing glances and being weird. So finally Enjolras tells him that Combeferre had an opportunity he couldn’t turn down and is spending the summer working somewhere else. But he does conveniently leave out the details that Combeferre was purposefully looking for a way to get away so he didn’t have to meet Courfeyrac’s supposed boyfriend.

It takes awhile, but eventually Courf’s friends notice he’s not a tacitile with his friend he brought and whenever they go somewhere Courf is always inviting others, not trying to spend time alone. Oh we’re going to this place, Grantaire you have to come! yOu’re the only one that talks about this well. Oh well if we’re going to go visit these parks then we need to bring Jehan, he knows all the best places in the parks. `You haven’t experienced France’s history until you’ve heard Enjolras go on a rant about how this museum represents the history. And then, it finally comes to a head when his roommate says he was said he wasn’t going to get to meet Combeferre because the way Courfeyrac talked about him it was obvious how special the guy was. Clearly Courfeyrac had feelings for him. And everyone is like. and... you... you’re okay with that? And he’s all... yeah? Why wouldn’t I be? And they finally figure out that the two aren’t dating. 

Enj tells Combeferre all of this, but he’s still not convinced. Eventually the roomate’s summer vacation is over and he leaves, and Combeferre is talking about extending his stay a little longer. But Courfeyrac, finally figuring out what happenes pleads with Enjolras to reason with Combeferre. So Enj tells him, well at least come home before you decide, we all miss you. So Combeferre relents, but he’s not excited. 

They send Courf to meet Combeferre at the airport. And Courf can’t help himself, as soon as he sees Combeferre he runs to greet him and he told himself he wouldn’t do this, that he would talk everythign through first... but he can’t help himself and he’s kissing Combeferre, who is surprised but kisses him back. But then he backs away and talks about how this isn’t right, Courf has or had a boyfriend and Courf is clearly still healing. But Courf stops him. We’re both real dumbasses, you know that? He asks, and combeferre is kind of speechless and maybe a little hurt and Cour realizes this is very not how he intended all of this to happen. So he just word vomits everything and how he basically realized he loved Comebferre as soon as his plane took off at the beginning of the semester but he didn’t know how to say it and he wanted to say it in person, not over a video chat. And wow Courf feels like he really screwed this up and things are not as easy as the Rom com movies make it seem....and then he’s interrupted because Combeferre is kissing him now and... oh... Combeferre is kissing him now.

They break the kiss and they’re just smiling at each other and Combeferre says “Actually.... I think we just completed the whole Rom Com arc of totally screwing things up, not communicting, so we both think something else, I ran away so I didn’t have to watch you in love with someone else, only to find out it was all a big misunderstanding, and for you to pick me up at the airport and kiss me.” He said. And wow...Corufeyrac just loves him so much.

[jikooksgirl]

[squishymochisoo]

more than a voice || hwang hyunjin

bulleted scenario 

genre: fluff, teeny weeny angst, college au

pairing: hwang hyunjin x reader

sypnosis: you, a mute piano major, would have never thought that hwang hyunjin, a dance major, would even look your way

~            ~           ~

• you’re a piano major — bUT the one thing that differentiated you and the others in your school was that

• you’re mute

•basicALLY one day after school hyunjin — dance major —was walking down the down the halls

•and just heard this BEAUTIFUL melody of the piano and was like freaking inspired by it

•it was like perfect for an dance assignment he had

• “uh hey” hyunjin voiced behind you as you were deep into playing,, he didn’t know youre name and has never seen you around

• i mean of course you didn’t turn around (cuz you didn’t hear him )

•he tapped your shoulder and you instantly turned

•your eyes widened

•i mEAN THAT PERFECT POPULAR STUDENT is right in FRONT OF YOU???

• “uh...h”

• honestly hyunjin forgot what he wanted to say when he saw your eyes

•he was like lost in them

• (CUTE THIS IS CUTE)

• and silence followed right after

•you stood up bowing as if to apologize

• basically you thought that he wanted the piano in the practice room (you are an AWKWARD BEAN!!)

• ,,, grabbing your bag and the hastily clumped the music scores (u were in the middle of writing a piece) together and like walked out the door briskly

• hyunjin stared after you before realizing you left one music sheet behind

• ‘fuck i forgot to get their name??? good going hyunjin??’

• THE NEXT DAY,,, he’d ask his group of friends if they knew you

•of course everyone was like ????

•partly because of hyunjin’s shit description of you

• “of you know that student that plays the piano in practice room 3”

• his friends are liKE ARE YOU KIDDING ME THERE ARE LITERALLY HUNDREDS OF PEOPLE WHO PLaYED THE PIANO

• hyunjin would roll his eyes he knew his friends was gonna be rEALLY unhelpful

• he took out the music sheet you left behind,,, scribbles of notes surrounded the paper

• “oh? isn’t that y/n’s???”

•seungmin recognized your handwriting anywhere

• seungmin and you were friends

• one day you were playing the piano and seungmin complimented you and suddenly

•y’all friends

•he couldn’t speak sign but you could communicate just fine with him

•he always helped you when you were in need of a second opinion when you’re writing a piece

• “wHERE CNA I FIND THEM”

• desperation dripping from hyunjin’s voice

• “uhh they’re always at practice room 3 after class”

• “okAY BYE”

•seungmin didn’t even have time to tell him that youre mute

•this time hyunjin was already waiting in the practice room before you came in

•you’re like wtf??? when you saw him sitting in front of the piano

•hyunjin giggled at your look of shock and waved the music sheet you left behind in front of you

•you took back the sheet of paper and smiling lightly ask if to say thank you

• hyunjin njij thought you were just shy ( and was not comfortable with talking to strangers)

• you put your thing down and sat infront of the piano

•in your head you were still “what IS HE DOING HERE,,, like it was THE HYUNJIN ya know

• hyunjin took a chair and gestured as if asking permission to sit next to you

•you nodded ( just a little freaking shocked but okay)

• (ngl your eyes travelled down to his cute nose and his pouty lips for a little while)

• hyunjin stared at you as you started playing jotting down new notes

•liTERAL HEART EYES HONESTLY uwuuwu

• he smiled as you would tilt your head when you were stuck not knowing how to write the next bar

• after 15 minutes he fINALLY tapped your shoulders

•uhhhhh hi i’m hyunjin”

• kay you were like ??? cause it was been almost 20 minutes and he’s just introducing himself

• unbeknownst to you hyunjin’s mind was like a MESS during the past 20mins

• he wanted to talk to you but like hoW?

•plus he didn’t want to interrupt your bEAUTIFUL PLAYING

• you smiled before picking up your pencil and writing your name on the side of music sheet

• y/n

• hyunjin stared at you a little

• “o-oh.. you’re mute?”

• you gave him a tight smile and nodded

• ofc he was just reacting like everyone else uGH

• hyunjin saw yr reaction and was like nO NO NO

• he didn’t mean it that way he was like shocked ya know

• (cause he thought you were just shy)

• silence followed again

• hyunjin was mentaly encouraging himself to continue the conversation

• ‘c’MON HYUNJIN YOU CAN DO THIs’

• “uh...u..h would you like to perform with me?”

•your eyes went WIDE like whATT???

• is this kid srs right now?? you??

• “yesterday when i came in — the piece yoh were playing was amazing and i’d be so happy if you’d let me dance to it while you play”

•hyunJIN WAS SO SHY BUT LIKE HE WANTED TO PERFORM YOU

•ESPECIALLY AFT SEEING YOU WRITE YOUR PIECES WITH SUCH PASSION FOR MUSIC AND LIKE WOW

•wOW JUST WOW

•and well you agreed

• that’s how your friendship started

•it was hard to communicate at first bUT

•you didn’t know that hyunjin was learning sign languGe

•he wanted to mKe sure that you’re comfortable when talking to him

•( since you had to write everythign down,,)

•one day he invited you to eat with his griup of friends

•”well GUESS YOU DONT NEED ME ANYMORE HMPH”

•seungmin pouted 😤😤

•”y/n wont need you anymore when she has me!” hyunjin declared

•your heart sped up a little JUST A LITTLE

•the other laughed and teased hyunjin

• “oooOOOOHHH HYUNJIN”

•the two of you practiced really hard everyday after school

• you finishing up the last details of the piece and hyunjin choreograhping a dance

• yall spent so much time tgt that he knew your habits

•you’d bit your nails when you’re nervous or anxious

•the hyunjin’s assignment dateline was two weeks away and well yall were prepared and READY

•so instead of practicing everyday

•yall just hanging out tgt in prac room 3

• let’s be real hyunjin wasn’t discreet with his feelings for you but he wasn’t SO open abt it either

•it’s usually a “you look so beautiful today” or “i can’t stop staring at you”

•i mean like HOW BLIND ARE YOU

• you’re not so experienced in the relationship area

• so you’re like is he flirting with me???

• one day hyunjin found you crying in prac rm 3 aft school

•you weren’t bawling just sobbing — as if not to let anybody hear you cry

•it was because of your previous class!

• you were critized that your playing was emotionless almost robotic and that another piece you wrote for an assignment was shIT

•not to mention someone also said as you passed by

• “they’re just a mute,,, why are they here,,, tch not even talented”

• you felt untalented you felt like you didn’t belong here

• but you couldn’t explain it to hyunjin

• were you supposed to stop crying to write it down????

• hyunjin hugged you

• and comforted you “it’s okay you can cry on me”

• “you dont need to tell me “

• you glanced at him as the both of you sat close to each other — tights touching

• you sniffled

• he gave you an encouraging smile before signing

• tell me

• waIT SIGNED

• he SIGNED TO YOU

•wtf??!!? were you dreaming?? how?? when???

• your stAte of shock subsided and you signed to him — telling him everything that was bothering you

• hyunjin’s smile dropped — his eyes glassy,,, from seeing you almost tear up again

•he NEVER wanted to see you cry ever again!!!

•you are so talented please don’t—

• he stopped

• you could see the gears in his brain working not knowing the word ‘listen’ in sign

• you giggled as your arms went around him

• “you’re so talented. don’t let anybody tell you that you’re not. the nxt time somebody says that i’ll beat them up i promise” 👊👊

•you sniffled in his shirt

• “i also promise to study sign even harder “

• you didn’t manage to tell him but you were fucking TOUCHED

•never has anyone picked up sign for you

•you felt special

• you felt loved

• “and before i forget” hyunjin muttered,, his face pressed on the top of your head as he pecked it

• he let go of you

• and signed

• i love you

|||

my first try @ bulleted scenarios???? i wanted to write then i got lazy but i love and am invested in this plot line so i did a bullet scenario lmaoooo

but let me know if you like it and want more of this kind of writing??? also not beta’d cause i lazy 

[barbariccia]

i’ve always thought omega had a really cool design. it’s a gritty place, in keeping with its name - omega ( Ω or ω ), as the last letter of the greek alphabet, tends to symbolize the end of something (typically in a line or list of things that have come previously), especially in christian camps, contrasting alpha ( Α or α ) which refers to the beginning. the alpha and the omega are a title of christ and apt enough, meaning that christ is the beginning and the end of all things.

suitable, then, that omega is in terminus space - the end of civilization - and frequently left abandoned, in the corse of an asteroid.

as you land, you’re approached by a salarian, and then a batarian, who tells the salarian to make himself scarce after a brief meeting. the batarian turns to us.

Moklan: Blasted scavengers. Welcome to Omega... Shepard.

turns out we’re not exactly on the down-low, and they’ve had their eyes on us since the second we stepped into omega space, with the so-called leader aria wanting to know why a dead spectre is in her area. we’re told in no uncertain terms to go make ourselves known to her, and, well, we don’t exactly know where we’re meant to be going to find our scientist yet, so we might as well.

aria t’loak resides in the afterlife club, because just because you’re at the end of all things doesn’t mean there’s nowhere else to go. it’s big and gaudy and in high demand; a vid of three asari strippers dancing plays directly above the entrance, and a line of people is waiting impatiently to get by the elcor bouncer, who’s got no time for these people who aren’t on the list. and boy, it’s gaudy on the inside, too, with the hallway leading to the club proper playing images of flickering fire. oh, and the lighting in here is atrocious, truly suitable for a nightclub.

there’s a little pack of batarians who think you’re looking at them wrong, and you get to tell them to pound dirt before you enter afterlife... which is a wholeass spectacle.

it’s dark and dingy and there’s asari dancing above the bar, where you can order as many drinks as you like from, courtesy of a well-dressed turian barkeep. after a little dutch courage, you can go up to the next level, to the private lounge where aria keeps her eye on the rest of the club, and as you ascend the stairs, she speaks.

it’s a whole mexican standoff of sorts, guns pointed in every direction, and me just wanting a nice chat with a new friend. :( her batarian bodyguard scans us with his omnitool - and even if you object, you’ve no choice but to suffer through this.

Shepard: I was told you’re the person to talk to if I have questions.

Aria: Depends on the questions.

Shepard: You run Omega?

aria might just be my favourite asari in the franchise; she still suffers from “skin on display even while dressed” disease, but she feels fully autonomous and doesn’t put up with bullshit. sure, the idea of a Tough Woman is a whole trope in and of itself, but in a series where belonging to this particular race throws you firmly into one of three feminine ideals while considering them a magical space-elf race that everyone’s attracted to by rote, it’s real nice to see an example that doesn’t do the same thing as everyone else. hell, even benezia is blown out of the water by aria, who doesn’t come across as evil so much as self-serving, and tough to keep her iron rule going.

Shepard: One scan and we’re straight to business? People are usually more concerned about who I am.

Aria: Your death was downplayed, but hardly what I call a secret. I had to make sure it was really you. You could have been anyone. Anything.

Shepard: Tell me how you got set up here.

Aria: That’s as privileged as information gets. I have many friends and enemies I keep at varying distances. I don’t count you among either. We’ll see how useful you prove. Short answer: mind your own damn business.

Shepard: You must know what’s on Omega.

Aria: Everything that’s worth knowing. I don’t usually give it out freely. Information is power. Mundane things, you can find yourself. Take a walk in a back alley, or buy one of the mercs a drink. Better yet, talk to the entertainers. They give great tours.

there are two dossiers to fulfill on omega, and you can ask aria about both of them.

Archangel is a mercenary commander whose operations are noted for their technical expertise and strategic brilliance. He is responsible for high-profile attacks on gang leaders on Omega and can likely be found there.

Dr. Mordin Solus is a salarian biological weapons expert whose technology may hold the key to countering Collector attacks. He is currently operating a medical clinic in the slums of Omega.

Shepard: I’m trying to track down Archangel.

Aria: You and half of Omega. You want him dead, too?

Shepard: Why’s everyone after him?

Aria: He thinks he’s fighting on the side of good. There is no good side to Omega. Everythign he does pisses someone off. It’s catching up to him.

Shepard: Just the kind of guy I’m looking for.

Aria: Really? Well, aren’t you interesting. You’re going to make some enemies teaming up with Archangel. That’s assuming you can get to him. He’s in a bit of trouble right now. The local merc groups have joined forces to take him down. They have him cornered, but it sounds like they’re having trouble finishing him off, and started hiring anybody with a gun to help them.

Shepard: What can you tell me about him?

Aria: Not as much as I’d like. He showed up here several months ago and started causing all sorts of problems. If you make your own laws -- which everyone her does -- he makes life difficult. He’s reckless and idealistic. But he seems to know enough to stay clear of me.

she tells us that every major merc group is after archangel right now, which is incredible in itself, because they’re never seen together unless they’re warring. archangel has done the impossible.

Shepard: Know where I can find Mordin Solus?

Aria: The salarian doctor? Last I heard he was trying to help plague victimes in the quarantine zone. I always liked Mordin. He’s as likely to heal you as he is to shoot you.

Shepard: What can you tell me about him?

Aria: Used to be part of the Salarian Special Tasks Group. He’s brilliant and dangerous. Just don’t get him talking. He never shuts up. If you really need to find him, take a shuttle to the quarantine zone. No guarantee they’ll let you in, of course.

that’s all aria has to say; we take a trip downstairs to sign up with the blue suns to hunt down and flush out archangel. but not before some sexism!!

you DO NOT GET THIS LINE or any equivalent if you’re playing as a male shepard. all the recruiter says is “you three look like you could do some damage. looking for a good fight?” and BOY FUCKING HOWDY why would you include this. why would you include this line at all. why would anyone think this was a good idea. why would you not include an equivalent for mshep if you were going to do this. i hate this line and i lose my fucking temper every time i think about it because wow, guess fucking what, we never see any batarian females! we never see any salarian females! we never see any god damn turian female characters! we don’t know SHIT about the women of this universe and oh, it’s so gratifying to know that even in the future, even across the galaxy, even non-humans don’t value women as equal to men. where’s your culture differences? where’s your fucking worldbuilding? you cannot mean to tell me the entire galaxy works on the same sexist paradigm of “man good women weak hurrhurr” because that’s so fucking lazy and weak and i despise it.

you get a choice (renegade, obvs), to pull a pistol on the guy, and then the lines carry on as usual. you buy into the blue suns, making a note to kill every one of the bastards when you’re done picking up archangel, and leave the club to find a transport just outside, where we’ll be carried away to the fight against archangel. as you leave, there’s a human kid that walks in and wants to join the fight as well - you can ask him just how old he is, and do a paragon interrupt to stop him from joining a fight that’s already taken out countless teams trying to get to this merc, but i was angry enough that i let it slide. teach the kid a lesson about trying to be fucking macho and the consequences.

grumbles loudly.

[goldthatglistens]

For some reason I started writing down whatever was in my head when I was watching Black Sails and sleep deprived and this is what happened:

Now you have everyone’s eyes where you want them. What happens next? I wish to speak on behalf of the defendent. The power you’ve given them. That the prisoner before you. For those of you who live to see tomorrow, know that you had a choice to see that the truth and you let yourself be convinced otherwhies. Stay down. Fire. How are they so good at fighting? I’m so confused. Peter Ashe. Her word with be the last hope for this place. Move. What? They’ve engaged the blockade. I’ll take my chances sailing. Oh my goodness. What? I gave you an order? What is your problem. Where are his key’s? And has he seen them since he took me away from my men. Shouting. Gunfire. More screams. Billy Bragg. I legit can’t believe he is in so many shows. Take him to Howell. Help me. If those ships flank us, they’ll have us. Gun crews at the ready. Fire at will. How did that happen? WHo did they conspire against. How did two pirates fight  literally everyone in town. I don;t understand. They’re over there. This is probably the most unrealistic part. People screaming. The buildings on the right, every building. Look down there. Cannons boombing. This is literally chaos. I don’t understand how people. He sets the m free. Move. There is so much chaos, how do they even know who the pirates are? How did they not runinto them. They are really leading their reputation. I wonder if Peter Ashe was a real person? Fire! Get them both. Men. Take aim. Behidn them. Wait, what the fuck happened? Why didn’t he fire? How are they not getting hit by the cannonballs? What did they do to his leg? Somone give him some rum. Somone should just knock him out. Oh my lord that is nasty. I think they need to cut it off. How is he still talking and not screaming. What does that mean?W hat does that mean? They should knock him out omg. Why don’t they. Don’t they have things. But it’s under control now. Release those men. What/ I know what happened and I don’t care, I won’t hold pirates prisoner on my ship and I wont again . Ready the guns, full compliment. Whatever’s left. They are really going to town. Charles Vane is just chill there. I can do it wiht as few as three or four men. I don’t want this. I don’t want this. You’ll die. This way there is a very good chance to prevent this. I don’t understand how cutting off can make it better? Also, how did they do that much damage with just a hammer? I guess hammers are really heavy. Oh wow, this is more graphic than I thought. Wow. Did this actually happen to Charles Town? Is this in penssylvania. Literally everything is being blown apart. Yikes that must suck to be Lord Ashe. But he betrayed them? I really don’t understand what is so bad. HOw are they sawing his foot off when he’s still alvie? Why the fuck didn’t they knock him out? Or why didn’t he pass out. I am so confused. How do they stop the blood? How did they stop the infection? His eyebrows look weird, I think that’s why he looks weird. Also, he should shave off that ugly mostashe. Also, bwhy did they put him on the bed. At least he lived, I guess. Just south of Inagua. Winds blew us east. We stopped at tortuga to refit and garner news which there was plenty. Elanor Guthrie has been arrested. In teh custody of His Majesty’s Navy. There is no Guthrie in Nasseau. Did Guthrie actually exist? Try and act suprised. That’s nice that they coted. THe more those men need you, the more you need them. It drives us to do the most unexpected things. There’s something you’d ought to know before we reached nassea. I’m sorry I’m having a hard time. He lied to us all. And then he sold the information to the other crew so that he could retrieve the gold. WHo the fuck did he sell it to. Mr. Jack Rackham. Oh gotd thats an ugly child. I guess its a boy. Max is honestly so annoying. Honestly, Jack is the best. The information was incomplete at best and they fought like hell. Is that the. We needed the hold space? OMG he got it. I can’t believe it. WHy did the spanish soldeir  figiht. Also, why would the king get so much money. What happen to Elinor Guthrie. What is Carolina? Oh, I bet this is the British dude. Oh wow, those are good brothers. Eww look at his beard. Everythign moves towards its end. I feel like clocks are a symbol. I explained all this to Mary who said she understood. Well, you’re here. I can think of at least three lies. First, I amge she told you I retired from a prosperous trade. The trade was piracy. Second she told you my name was drummond, she clearly led you to believe that you could point your sword in my direction and survive the experience. Yikes. It’s not their fault. This too was somethign less than the truth. There is definitly a similar way they introduce pirates. They start with the bad and then go on to add more layers. Also, was there an intro to every episode, because if so I missed it lol. Who are these masked leaders. Those are the same signs that arthur uses in the once and future king. What the hell is happening. Is this blackbeard? What happened to the gold? Where is Jack Rackham. Jack Rackham is my favorite because he’s funny lol. Oh my goodness are they saving Eleanor guthrie. Oops thats some other blonde woman. OMG thsi is flint. Who are these old farts? Hazzard the magistrate. Their magistrates hagned men for piracy. Fint has gone crazy and SHAVED off all of his hair. I don’t understand why flint is so gungho about saving all the pirates after they are dead? I wagered that despite all I heard about you that you could tell the difference. Why the fuck did he kill him? Oh my goodness, Flint has really gone off the rails. What happened? When he lost his hair, he lost his sense of justice or something. I thin he is being reminded of Miranda. I guess without Miranda he has nothing left as an ancor to humanity. Hoenstly, I just want captain vane and flint workign together. Why does Long John Silver have that ugly ass neck beard? Don’t enable Flint Billy. Charles Vane is very pretty. HE is gathering the slaves. Charles Vane does not like slavery. I forgot how scary the pirates are. Why did that dude just give up? How was Charles Vane a slave? Like how did that happen? HE’s white? Who enslaved him. Oh my goodness, I would rather just get shot. 

[madmadmilk]

mini rant/ramble >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

do u ever like... forget that people on the outside aren’t as open/accepting as you are? like ooof i forget .... that ppl excuse a lot of dumb behavior or just say whatever they want ... idk with my online experiences and friends i consider “close,” i feel “safe??????” not that i’m ever unsafe. and i know i’m not a flawless person, i’ve made mistakes and make mistakes

but like???/???

i see girls hating/coveting/belittling girls in The Real World and i’m like “ew.... why.............. .. ?” like my cousin sent me a pic of an influencer we both follow and i saw it earlier in the day and ahd thougth to myself, “damnnn she looks great :)” but my cousin screenshots it and goes “wow i thought her body looked good but then i remember she got her boobs done.” ???????? AND? SO???? so what??? she looks great! and you can feel her pride and confidence wtf there is no ultimatum..... (my cousin) posts so much “body inspo” things all the time it makes me so uncomfortable hahah cos i openly call myself chubby and idc about “getting to a certain size.” but it’s all she points out in other people like, “oh how are they okay looking like that?” or “goals goals goals” it’s like she seems them only as paint swatches .......... and ye it probably stems from her own insecurity and i’m being selfish but i’m like... pls........ it’s ok to admire or strive for something... but don’t dehumanize them .. . . or act “better than”.... not sure how to ever approach it so i don’t say too much except complimenting everyone in different ways. like at least she’ll hear positive things from me !! and my cousin looks great and and i feel bad for like slandering but like????? girls?? support girls!!

AH!

ok also i heard the word r*tard for like the first time in 5 years and i just had to sit back and blink. it came out when the person next to me was frustrated and they immediately apologized but i was already like..... D:........ and she also talks about how her boyfriend calls her “gay” for acting cute and clingy... like.... guys...?? hello??? ? ?? ? lmao and we’re both artists and her bf said not to go to figure drawing classes/clubs cos he doesnt’ want her looking at other guys (clothed/naked) 

Ha Ha.....

lol and last thing is that another cousin of mine is currently separated from her husband cos of (i assume) his alcoholism and longstanding problems... and it’s kinda the first time /divorce/ has come up in my family. and like???? my aunt was like “i know your brain doesn’t want him... but your heart still loves him so.. forgive him.” and like idk what happened but (???) my cousin is finally talking about how she’s fed up and tired of this and people are pressuring her to just... take it???!!!?!? WHA??? she’s taking time to figure things out, and not everythign can/should be swept under the rug. give her time!!>>>>>>>> and ok but they treat alcoholism as a taboo and chalk it off to “he had a bad upbringing” and “he’s always been like this.” and while i saw like... him at his worst, the generalization makes me uncomfortable. he’s a real person with real problems and like... i hope he gets better for himself?? but idk i feel complicated about him as a person cos i cursed him out once haha 

IDK

im a p open person, i’m kinda sensitive to the emotions in the room–– but i don’t go out attacking anyone. i know most people are p good, just not thinking about everythign or everyone all the time......... but i do sometimes. and that’s why i’m so uncomfortable or awkward haha so lots of time i’m just suffering in silence or saying just a few things to throw off their balance cos they /forgot/ how to be a decent person for a moment

does anyone know what i mean?!

people don’t gotta be perfect but....  idk i forget that some people don’t even try lol

[musubiki]

OHHHH JUST FOUND THIS BLOG AND THE LOVE FOR N IS DYING SO SO SO holy shit dude can you tell us more about the boy??? The liberation boy??? But like shipping??? Facts about his relationship with White?? Like like does White bride his hair?? Does N do nerdy romantic things??? FUCKING LOVE YOU, YOUR ART IF FUCKING GREAT HOLY SHIT I DIE. SO LIKE, LOVE FROM SPAIN!!! YOU ARE GREAT KEEP UP THE WORK ILY!!!!! THANKS FOR PROVIDING SUCH GREAT CONTENT!!!

FUCK YEAH I LOVE HIM SO MUCH YOU GUYS HAVE NO IDEA

➞

so hfjks like i said before i like the idea that N is a lot like adrien from mircaulous, so hes a REALLY NICE GUY HES A BIG SWEETHEART

hes kind of…dorkier…than the games show him as,.. like hes a little clumsy, kinda dense, sometimes he says embarassing shit in front of white and she gives him that fa ce

i hc that trainers can ‘talk’ to their pokemon (similar to the i am groot thing in marvel, where they say like. their name or some illigetamit sound and after the trainer has them for a while, can actually understand what theyre saying) so N’s special thing is he can talk to ALL pokemon. it doesnt matter who owns it. or if its a wild pokemon. he understands them always no matter what it is (he could probably talk to arceus)

N has the power to heal pokemon. yes. without potions or pokemon center tech. this exsists in some rare individuals(like yellow in the pokespe manga) probably descends from some ancient royal family. the power is usually associated with people who live near/grew up an old forest, and is also associated with green hair (cheryl from dppt also has this power)

only white knows about this power he has, hes only shown it to her once to save her pokemon and asked her not to tell anyone about it. she never did

whoever the profecided heros of truth and ideals were meant to be, they were destined to be soulmates essentially. because they were part of the same dragon, the heroes in turn as well “complete” each other. theyre supposed to work together to fix the world when the stones were reunited, but inveitably, ended up as enemies by accident

so the first time they met in accumula they had a big fight and essentially HATED EACH OTHER LMAO.,…white thought he was a ignorant buffoon and he thought she was a hot headed bigot

nonetheless, white pretty much stuck in his head (he has no idea why. he doesnt suspect who she is) so. he seeks her out in Nacrene City because. who is she to do this to me. 

but between their previous interaction and this one, the dreamyard happened, white was actually kinda humbled by that and plus. bianca was scolding her to be nicer to people. so when she sees N again shes like ugh., okay. be nice. 

so they have another. conversation. about his image for the world about where pokemon have become perfect blah blah(hero of ideals at his finest) and he asks her if she agrees with him. we all know this scene. and shes like. ‘keep calm white’

so she takes a deep breath and answers no, she believes that pokemon are similar to people with all their flaws and attributes and should be accepted and loved the way they are without trying to make4 them perfec t.

and hes. taken aback,. because that was. a good response. facts. and this is the point where he becomes like, very intruged with her because wow he expected her to say some bigot stuff but that ws pretty good holy crap. so hes standing there with this dopey look on his face and white is

‘wow being nice kinda works’ she thinks, before blurting out “So are we gonna battle or…” and yes, they battle, she wins, and he sees, once again, that her pokemon love battling.

this is conflicting to him because ghetsis raised him with abused pokemon, so N has this false image of the world that all pokemon are unhappy with trainers. ok, i gotta talk to her more, he subconsiously thinks.

this post has a lot for white and N as well

this is the point where he thinks of her differently, more like wow we could be…..friends? 

hes really nervous in the ferriswheel. hes fidgeting. why am i nervous, he questions himself, its just white. 

hes actually kind of scared of her too

the point where white thinks differently of him is (sometime, idk when) shes in. big trouble like. idk what happens shes out exploring in the dark and rain or some stupid shit but the main point is, he ends up saving her life

and hes panicked after this. “Are you okay??” and hes frantic. hes genuinely concerned. and shes genuinely confused. 

“Why would you save me?” she asks him while he walks her back to the pokemon center. hes confused at first as to what kind of question that even was, she explains “I’m the one who’s actively trying to stop you. If you wanted to achieve your dreams and get rid of me that was the perfect oppertunity, so why would you save me? I thought you hated me??”

and hes a bit shocked by this. he never hated her, ever, he explains and after a few moments of kind of awkward and embrassing silence, he tells her that he finds her interesting/likes her opinions/ideas on things/wants to know her better/likes being around her SOME SHIT LIKE THIS AND SHES “./././///./……//” like wow. hes not. so bad. 

after nacrene city N always takes his hat off when he talks to her. at first white is confused by it but. her stoutland tells her it looks like its a sign of like respect and admiration and shes like oh. ok. she thinks its kinda cute that he does that

he usually blushes when hes talking to her

compare this to when hes talking to like. prof juniper. he has the most stone cold voice. hes made of metal. and then he talks to white and suddenly hes made of flower petals

hes actually pretty nice to bianca and cheren too, even though cheren is like constantly giving him the side eye. “Why is the king of team plasma hanging out with us” “Chill young man”

her pokemon LOVE N by the way. she hates that they love him so much. she thinks they like him more than her 

N is like. really cute by the way. like REALLY CUTE

hes spent most of his life alone, with just the company of pokemon(even after ghetsis found him, he was still pretty alone) so being around white is….nice….like she shows/does things hes never even heard of before. “Hey you dare me to stand on top of these two stacks of soda cans?” “,.um…why????” hes confused by half the shit she says

“Yo dude, [slang sentance].” “White, I understood all those words seperately.” 

N is actually a genius. hes super fricken smart he just doesnt pick up on things sometimes. especially meme-like jokes and humor that depends on context of a specific movie or something he’ll stand there like “?????” [meme of that lady with all the math symbols around her head]

white is actually really smart too. shes not a genius and she does reckless shit all the time but shes very sensible below all her adventurous and spontanious ways. she just likes to have fun climbing trees and hiking through caves. biggest tomboy. 

N has the brightest smile. he is the cutest cinamon roll. his eyes are a nice shade of teal and hes just lovely i love him very much. if you gave him a flower crown he would achieve perfection

when reshiram first manifests in the fight against N and white catches her N,..,. smiles…like…its a revelation that everything that happened in his life is perfect and shes perfect and everything was meant to be and hes struggling to focus on his goals and winning the battle because. its her. its always been her and he has. strong doubts at this point already but maybe shes right. and watching this glorious beautiful girl saving the world with the dragon of truth is like the most mesmerizing and amazing thing hes ever seen 

and actually, he probably just gave up towards the end of the battle because in his mind, hes already decided that she was right the whole time, and everythign he thought he knew was wrong. 

when N leaves, white has tears in her eyes. she never wanted him to go but he needed to leave. he wanted to see the world for himself and reevaluate what he thought was true. 

he gives her his hat before he leaves. something to remember him by, he tells her. she always keeps it with her from this point. its hooked onto her bag. 

N thinks he wasnt meant to be the hero of ideals but he was. he just feels bad about what he did. zekrom chose him for a reason. N ended up helping a lot of people and pokemon while he was out…experiencing the world…

N and white have the purest and deepest relationship out of. any of the pokemon ships i like. i love them. 

N DOES DO NERDY ROMANTIC THINGS when they actually get together. he gets her flowers and chocolates and literally anything that would ever make her smile he LOVES HER VERY MUCH

“I bought you a flower shop” 

fhjuhds probably not but iut sounds like something he would do

[snailfriendreads]

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Ah yes, Clara making it about her again.

I mmean, it's justified; she could lose her potential scholarship, but LiQui has a point. Unlib isn't just her. She needs to look at the big picture and stop assuming that everything, good or bad, revolves around her.

Case in point being Jack - The book may have been the tipping point, but he'd been unstable for a long time before that.

Clara is making a lot of 'discoveries' when really it's just people calling her out and then her being surprised. It's kinda annoying that it's happening so frequently.

Page 340

Wait- are both of Lukas Gebhardt's novels about people and books? That's kinda boring.

No wonder he's Clara's favourite author - all he writes aboout is her one interest.

I know these books were invented to accompany this story, but almost all the 'quotes' from them are about banned/inappropriate books.

Page 347

Currently, there is discussion of Unlib and the TLLs (Tiny Little Libraries) and it,s got me thinking once again about Clara's poor decision with her library placement.

She could have easily put up another TLL to store the banned books (as opposed to keeping them in the school as she did or spreading them through all the TLLs as had been suggested to her at the beginning of the novel)

The story probably wouldn't have developped the same way, and it's possible (even likely) that her library would have had a different impact, but jeepers chrisit she really went for the option with the worst possible outcome.

Page 355

I'm glad she finally caught on.

Also - Jack's mother is an awful person and I am blaming everythign Jack went thorugh on her. I'm pleased that Clara is on the same page as me here.

Page 361 - an excerpt:

We were afraid of ideas, discussions, changes, because we were afraid of what those things could take from us. We were afraid. And I had it on good authority that being afraid was the opposite of being free.

Page 369

YayYy change of heart!

I knew she wasn't going to get expelled, but I wasn't completely expecting that.

Glad it worked out though - it proves that people (even fictional ones) can change.

I guess the whole white cover/quote thing did its job.

Page 390

Mans literally put Jesus in his acknowledgements. Wow.

Anyways:

The book's done.

It's not the best book I've read by far, but hey, it was a book.

I'm going to read Catcher In The Rye next, probably. Not because this book inspired me to however; we can thank Frank Iero for that.

This book is a decent enough light read, but I found myself focusing a lot more on seeing Clara through a critical eye rather than just enjoying the book for what it was.

As books go, this one was pretty formulaic. I'd suggest it to people who are just getting into reading or people who are just looking for an easy read. It's a simple plot but still has character development and a decent ending + narrative style.

For people who want a more complex story with lots of depth, however, I'd suggest looking elsewhere.

Overall rating: 6.5/10