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*leading the dark souls knight I adopted off the street by the hand into a gas station* so this is sort of like our bonfire. They have a lot of different kinds of estus here

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Wakaba Shinohara, Nanami Kiryuu, Juri Arisugawa - Utena, la fillette révolutionnaire

There it is, a triptych of my favorite duels from each season, and coincidentally my favorite characters.

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I don't think that's how it's supposed to work

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Empyrean-blood burgeon

A young shoot, heavy with Empyrean blood. Said to burgeon forth from where the golden blood of Miquella, the wounded Empyrean, pooled.

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oh i am so stressed about so fucking little but it feels so huge and overwhelming and ?!?!?!?!??!!? why is the future so fucking far away and yet so imminent. why do i have to be in charge of my own life. why did i have to be an adult. why does anyone have any faith in me whatsoeverrrr oh my god how does one break out of the cycle of "i don't need to plan for the far far far future because realistically i'm probably going to attempt when the two most important people to me are gone so like, what's actually the point" how do you like. get past that. how do you remove what feels like unbudging inevitability when you know it's not right or set in stone and yet it feels So Fucking Much like it's both of those things. why do i have to have brain disease that makes me this way . and why. for the love of god why must i be so fucking stressed but so unable to have a little valve-release cry

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i know this is terrible and like an essential part of the tragedy but it’s still funny that if your warden does the ultimate sacrifice they’re lauded as the hero of ferelden and if alistair does the ultimate sacrifice it’s, uh, well, it’s still your warden who’s the hero of ferelden

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Day 5: Insanity

A hundred years ago— or near enough not to matter— villains known as the Warriors of Light slew the Shadowkeeper, the steward of Darkness.

In the wake of this tainted deed, Light began to pour into the world as if from unseen cracks.

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Hug

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cats know keyboard shortcuts even microsoft doesnt know about

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dont fucking tell me what to do. this is inportant.

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Needle Knight Leda

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Cheers nier replicant for rearranging my brain chemistry. For the second fucking time

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A while back my pharmacist saw my deadname on my profile and accidentially called it out, he corrected and deleted my deadname from the system so only my preferred name shows up now. There was a crowd of people behind me, so as he hands over the pills he apologized, in equal tone and volume as when he called my deadname and lied saying it's been a long day and he didn't mean to call out -his own- name. I quietly told him it was fine and he didn't need to do that for my sake.

His response: "No, it's my name now."

I went to the pharmacist yesterday, his nametag is my deadname. He informed me he's immigrating and in the process he's changed his first name to my deadname to have an English sounding name. That's why he's now able to get a reprint of his nametag to be my deadname. And repeated, with the intense seriousness of someone who is going to die on this hill: "It's mine now. Not yours. I'm taking." His tone indicated that decision is final.

Bro literally deadnamed me once, and has committed to flat out stealing my deadname. It's his now. Legally. Officially. I over heard his co-workers call him by the name.

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