#he is scared hahaa

[wishhero]

papilio-anima || kingdom hearts 358/2 days // acceping!

“   what’s the matter ??   you look like you’ve seen a ghost .   ” (for Siyang)

    ghosts weren't something the blond actor was fond of, it wasn't that he could see them per se, it was more that he had this bad feeling - like a cold chill creeping upon his skin. then again, he got spooked quite easily, "no! not at all!" he cried out, jumping slightly and alert.

"director hu, you can see them...can't you? ghosts?" there was that chill again, maybe he should move behind her in case.

[ruairy]

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[chai-en-kaadhale]

soulmatism of the reincarnation variety except its literally just some guy who ends up in every single one of your lifetimes

like the stable boy that tends to your horse becomes the apothecary you always visit becomes a barista you see around becomes some random kid in your school that you vaguely know and every time you see each other your memories come back and both of you go "damn" and acknowledge each other and then never fucking talk to each other ever

this contributes nothing to the plot it just happens

[pseudophan]

i became a phannie in 2018 (right in the middle of ii) and i'm a bit scared to ask lol but... what was the vday video? :0

*cracks knuckles* oh boy

the date is september 17th, 2011. a video gets uploaded to the lessamazingphil youtube channel, it stays up for about three hours. the video, simply titled with an emoticon, is.. deeply embarrassing, if i’m being honest! it’s essentially a valentine’s card from phil to dan, painfully earnest and very very sweet, but obviously not meant to be seen by anyone else. at this point in time the phandom was quite small and nobody really lost their minds fully, though there are still reactions from the day up online. most of the reactions were people just going ‘lol called it’. 

the original upload date of the video was february 13th 2010, and it had been private on lessamazingphil for a year and a half until a YOUTUBE GLITCH publicised it. quite frankly if i was dnp i would be burning down youtube headquarters because that is some fucking bullshit. the video gets taken down as soon as phil notices. he reaches out to people who saw it and explain to them that it was an april fools prank that they decided not to go through with.

now because not THAT many people saw it, and there weren’t many diehard shippers at the time, everything kinda died down. that is, until dnp properly blew up and got genuinely famous and oh no of course someone saved the vday vid and of course someone leaked it. halloween 2012! that’s when it all broke loose. at this point not only was the phandom big but there were a metric fuckton of shippers out there. and so when someone posted THAT.. well, you can imagine. 

dan was in the middle of his no homo howell era and went the FUCK off at people on tumblr about it, phil was answering questions about it like hahaa nooo it was a prank lol. basically they were sticking to the april fools story, which is a hilariously bad excuse for many reasons, and truly did not add up even a little bit. there’s not really a reason anymore for us to pick it apart, because after BIG and dan confirming they were romantically involved at the time it’s more clear than ever that they were full of shit when they said it’s a prank, but people were writing essays about that shit. you had to be there, i fear. but also be glad you weren’t cause it was carnage out there 

for YEARS after this phil would take down any copy of the video online, like i’m talking everywhere from youtube to pornhub to obscure foreign websites. the phandom rule was kind of to just not mention it at all, but definitely never post it.

i think we’re best off keeping the ‘don’t post it’ rule, because although the ‘outing them’ part of it all isn’t relevant anymore, it’s still a very private video and i just cannot stress enough how deeply embarrassing it is. i say that lovingly.

that being said, mostly everyone has seen it anyway. i am so sorry dan and phil. kind of, it’s kinda funny also. but sorry again. for what it’s worth, phil seems to have stopped taking it down, so while i won’t post it i will say that if you want to find it you can

... i am going to share their comments on it though because good lord

[bitchslapblastoids]

new fic! "oh great, now im a furry" by cloej88

Dan/Phil Rating: E Word Count: 5800

Of course Phil would walk into his bedroom and spot his darkest secret immediately. Of course he would poke and prod until the secret was laid bare between them. Of course he would unfurl it, see it for what it was, and then treat it like it was something precious, until all Dan wanted to do was babble every secret he’d ever kept so that there was nothing left in between them. With that thought, Dan looked down at the bear and decided that he was going to just properly go for it. He remembered what Phil had said: "Just pretend I’m not here, pretend you’re home alone."

I saw this post on dnpredacted and…. this happened (thanks for the go-ahead to post, anon!)

I am currently working on a multi-chapter Dignified and Meaningful Fic. But in the meantime, have some teddy bear smut, lol.

(hope this doesn’t scare the hoes)

some reference material under the cut

full credit for everything below goes to phandirectory's og 2009 phan timeline

(highly cropped bc otherwise felt like Too Much)

(fun note, the above was the same day as "i want to be there so you don't have to be brave")

"hahaa" oh im sure, phil

^those two of phil are the only pics i have no context for/no clue where they came from

read teddy bear fic here!

[thebad-lydrawn-sanses]

May... may we get info on the super au? 👉👈

"Monsters", in local dialect, can refer to any being that wields magic and/or is made of magic

SOULs are a culmination of magic, not self

tw/cw (trigger warnings/content warnings)

long post

medical system neglect/trauma

eating disorder (kind of)

food difficulties

knives

violence/murder/death (all implied/mentioned)

body horror, sort of

Killer

first to join the gang

hand arthritis because you're not allowed to enjoy your remaining arm (but you get an arthritis glove so)

mask

transhumeral (above elbow)

knee disarticulation

only character who gets a prosthetic

weird soul shape is the power

very stable

very unstable

Cross

second to join the gang

hood

mask

hasn't lost any limbs (yet)

knife summoning

"scarf"

saw Dream ACCIDENTALLY crush a metal beam with one hand and now screams at the top of his lungs anytime Dream gets close to grabbing him

Dust

third to join the gang

motorcycle-esc helmet

and they were roommates

literally

the economy is in shambles

Doctor: well actually we can't give you prosthetics unless we do a procedure to ensure you're actually missing your arms

Dust: ...but i was born without arms

Doctor: the procedure costs over a thousand dollars and i don't have the authority to diagnose you if you don't do the procedure

Dust: what

Doctor: im sorry

when the medical system is useless you have to improvise

bad for teeth probably

adjustable length grabber tool

whoopee cushion probably

villain outfit

scarf

ankle length

got blue to cut off the arms of a morphsuit and sew the holes up

GASTER BLASTER

Random Civilian: WTF

glowy eye

has a lot of magic to burn

Horror

fourth to join the gang

villain outfit fits him when he grows to a specific height

hasn't lost any limbs

motorcycle-esc helmet

least scared of Dream (because he can run away fast enough)

sharp teefers

Dream

was originally meant to be a manipulative government-working hero who's fake personality reflected canon Dream's while the real personality reflected canon Nightmare's

psychologically broken from spending 500 years in a statue

the constant hunger pains don't help

huge lidless eyes and permasmile tend to disconcert people (uncanny valley)

head is always slightly tilted to alleviate neck pain (making it worse in the long run)

little-no fine motor control

anything in his hands will be held with every ounce of strength he has (which is a lot)

Swap

was sweet and relatively innocent when he started working as a hero (and was a bit squeamish about even hitting villains a bit too hard)

naturally black hair, dyes it constantly to match outfit

prone to trembling violently when angry

blurred for violence

Karen: <- interrupting Blue while he's trying to do his job

originally tried to replace screams with laughter to trick his brain into not panicking during high-stress moments and now ends up laughing hysterically when startled/scared

Villain 42: boo

Past Blue: hahaa! you missed!

Villain 42: boo

Current Blue: AHAHAHA

Villain 42: hey man wtf

Current Blue: i don't know why i did that

Villain 42: it's ok

sledgehammer

mental stability is stretched thin from constantly supervising a murderous human-eating being with the psychological state of a severely traumatised child and a paint-eating psychopath with severe memory issues

Ink

travels the aus where he's human and technically doesn't actually belong to the super au

dislikes water (makes him start dissolving)

likes this au because he doesn't have to hide his supernatural abilities

Ink: wh.. where are my vials

keeps mixing up the definitions of hero and vigilante because it's different from au to au

supposed to have a tragic backstory but he's always forgetting it

legally diagnosed with traumatic brain injury and ASPD despite never taking the tests

[thesovereignsring-if]

What if mc one day talks to one of their friends and we'll RO's over heard their conversation and mc suddenly reveals they love the RO's romantically? Like mc saying "I love them but...I don't think they love me back [RO'S NAME] doesn't seem to notice my attempts...maybe it's best if I try to hide this from them" mc would say and their friend would comfort them?👀✨(Thank you for answering by the way(⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)��♡)

Finny: ...Look. I 1000% wholeheartly believe that Finny won't understand his own feelings until someone smack him in the face and yell at him. (T⌓T) He'll hear the word 'love' and still think it's 'loving your bestie.' Then he's come around the corner and be like 'what you talking about? We besties!! Of course I love you too!!' 😭

Thea: She'd blush and tuck away that information away to use later. She won't let the MC wait for long if she knows they feel the same way, but she'll want to find a way to show her affection in a way that the MC won't misunderstand.

Linnet: Hahaha. She'd go pretend she didn't hear that and bury her head in sand. She still has unresolved feelings for Sieghardt after all.

Medea: I don't know how she'd react. I'd be scared tbh. Depending on where we are in the story, she'd either pretend she didn't hear the conversation or go out of her way to destroy her own relationship with the MC-

Helios: Helios would be surprise and feel like they're missing something, because Helios is usually veery aware of other people feelings?? But there's a higher chance that Helios is already aware of the MC affection and is deliberately avoiding to address it. They'd rather you stay hurt and unsure of the relationship than complicating whatever is going on between you two.

Eirik: Would think it's some ploy or set up to catch him off guard. He'd get really defensive and paranoid and think the MC is trying to manipulate him. He'll start acting worse towards the MC after that tbh. Hahaa. What an asshole.

[lunar-system]

the acolyte e8 liveblog

last one to go. i'm already scared there will be a big cliffhanger and no closure in sight. there is so much more to explore here, but no.

OSHA HAS MINDCONTROL POWERS YEESSS

good to see osha in the present day <3

based on tumblr i thought this is the fun hot manny show but this has been much much darker. i was led astray. why only gifs of manny's handsome face. not complaining tho. just surprised i was not spoiled about any of this, other than manny's darker role

his character really does not have a name. i will just keep on calling him manny

sol and mae can argue to eternity who was at fault at the fortress. they will never see eye to eye.

"see you in hell, jedi" is a rad line but raises questions about the cosmology of this world

pip is mayyyybe returning to themself?

amazing flight sequence visuals in the rings of the planet btw

poor bazil is still stuck in this mess. will no one think of the rights of the working otter?

NOOO BAZIL NOOO BAD OTTER i'll take the working otter rights away from you you little shit

uuuhhh senator has some hot takes about the jedi, i like him

the fuck is that shadow creep on manny's island?

very tasteful symmetry of ending it where it all began

sol is haunted by ghosts of his own making here wherever he goes

could sol and manny not fight pls? manny is most interesting when he is NOT fighting

mae to osha: "you didn't fail. he did." alternatively: you failed because you we set up to an inpossible task.

the witch choir singing while osha and mae fight 😭

watching light saber fights, it is more miraculous that they DON'T costantly hit each other

HE DID IT!! SOL DID THE DIRTY TRICK OF SLICING HIS SABeER HANDLE IN HALF HAHAA why am I so happy abou that

but if sol kills him. there will be no proof it was manny who did the other killing. is there?

MAE IS FIGHTING TO SAVE MANNY NOW?

this was osha's vision! mae, not using the lightsaber against sol

"i did the right thing. i wanted to protect you both." how many times have you told yourself that, sol. how many times.

and now osha will hear it from him. finally.

Sol you are the worst. Literally stop talking.

"I did everything because I love you." You don't get to say it, Sol.

He is a collection of quotes from the worst parents. And.

Osha killed a jedi with no weapon. Jesus.

GREEN WOMAN IS MANNY'S FORMER MASTER

and bazil is back to being a working otter, doesn't matter what the purpose of the tracking is as long as he's paid. i hope he's paid.

NOOO DON'T EVEN SUGGEST A MEMORY WIPE IT'S THE SADDEST TROPE EVER

they just found each other again.... and now??? already gone.

also please manny take off the helmet i wanna see your face

but this is all such darth-vader teasing, like the helmet the cape the voice the red saber, and especially the choking to death

it is such a juicy setup for many seasons to come AND YET

fuch disney seriously

the green lady is scapegoating it all to sol. clever. understandable. horrible. "it was all work of one flawed man." and the jedi order survives, with no consequenses. no looking in the mirror.

manny got his power of two in the end <3

GOD i want to see manny and osha together more!!!!! i love them!!

osha and mae completely switched positions. with Mae now in the grips of the jedi order.

so so so sad there won't be more. truly amazing relationships and characters. and if this really is the origin of the order of the sith, i mean there would have just been so much to explore?? god i hate the entertainment industry. happy we got to see one season.

[meguaaaaaaa]

I'm scared of making Jonagold a Gary sue since he's a werebear vampire hybrid

He's already overpowered :(

Also uhhhhh I was trying to figure out how I was gonna draw Fliqpy's chest hair hahaa

[thewhumpcaretaker]

Okay I also saw Batman on the list eheheh and I like him

Is there a specific Batman or just any version of him that you like? :]

So Batman was always my favorite superhero growing up even before I watched any of the movies, just because he's like...a little bit emo hahaa. Wears all black, lost his parents, quest for vengeance, etc. I like to joke that John Wick is just Batman who does kill instead of not killing.

But I got particularly interested in him because I watched Batman Begins and The Dark Knight back to back when I was...somewhere in my mid teens I think? Anyway, he's so afraid and he's so angry. The whole arc has a lot to do with courage - he's scared of bats and then used that to his advantage, there's the fear inducing poison, etc. It's a lot of fear whump. So I just really enjoyed that.

I also watched the one with Robert Pattinson recently and like...they really leaned into that. They said, "What if we thought about everyone who whumped the Christian Bale version and made a movie specifically for those people?" He gets beat up so severely. He has dark eye makeup that looks like he hasn't slept well in weeks (he hasn't slept well in weeks). He's crying. He's getting rescued. I had such a good time. I think it was almost too self-aware for me though? Christian Bale's Batman will always have a special place in my heart because it was just so earnest.

[the1975attheirverybest]

so scared he’s gonna walk onto stage BALD bald

HAHAA please i hope the audience shoves him back inside if he does

[kiwibirdlafayette]

chaos and balance- the capsize

"i don't think you understand what's actually happening here. If you'd just open your bloody fucking eyes, it's pretty obvious."

Chaos and Balance is a narrative playlist that basically comprises, in a chronological order, my headcanon for the progression of cTom Syndicate and cJordan's relationship through the course of S1, S2, the divorce arc (post-canon part 1), Mianitian Isles and the Aftermath (post-canon part 2, aka Gays on A Boat, Aitheaca, etc.) It started mainly because I really love the potential of using music to tell stories, and how lyrics can be representative of feelings seldom expressed any other way- based on both canon moments, moments I've interpreted as significant to their relationship/overall arcs, and little interludes I've written that take place in between episodes/"off camera" that connect things together in my head. All this being said, it is primarily headcanons, and is purely for fun. dont like dont read lmao

This specific being how keeping in the canon nonsense of capsize x jordan plays a role in cSyndisparklez from my pov :] enjoy!

(Red lyrics are representative of Jordan’s voice, green is Tom! Bolded black is both of them)

The shenanigans of Capsize happen just after falling for the villain,

in which Jordan is forced internally for the first time to come to terms with the fact that yes, he is in love with his friend/enemy/however you wanna put it. Despite how much he annoys him, despite all of his questionable behavior, despite it all, he has fallen head over heels for this absolute bastard of a man, and hates to admit it, but deep down has longed for a kind of affection that he could have.

I'll take my timeI'm not the forward thinker; you read my mind-

But a part of him still remains hesitant, and for one reason or another, refuses to give in, to openly admit it to not just others but himself. It’s at this point (I’ve written in) that Tom’s kissed him twice. The first, just a little peck on the lips he was able to brush off as a joke, just a hahaa ok cool bro that's funny. But the second time, as a cheap play by the zombie to get a purge kill having already caught the Ianitee off guard. It's irritating for sure, to have him weasel his way into free points by taking advantage of a distraction that worked a little too well, but why could he not get it out of his head? It hadn’t felt so wrong, actually, and… he had almost hoped it had been genuine. If it had been genuine, maybe he would have returned the gesture.

Better to leave it unsaidWhy can't I leave it unsaid

Instead they dance around it in banter, blathering on and on to one another in often complete nonsense, refusing to address what’s really on his mind. (You know I talk too much) He could confess, sure. But what happens then? All the meanwhile, Tom is scared he’s losing him. (As I hold your face, I can't find the words I need, and soon the opportunity is drowning)

Never someone all that good with words, he kind of hopes that Jordan will catch on. He has to catch on, sooner or later.. Right?Z

And then Capsize and the Ianitee pirates show up. To Jordan, it seems like she’s interested in him beyond him just being another follower of Ianite, and there’s his escape. Play along, play the part and maybe- maybe he’ll get over this.

You know my type, tightrope across the table I can't keep holding my breath

She seems to be into it. She’s responding to his flirting at least. See. He doesn’t need Tom. An Ianitee and another Ianitee seems more acceptable to him in his head, and maybe would be easier. That about, he’s not really sure.

New wave, no time Red velvet under pressure

But what Jordan does know is that he’s drawn to her. To him, it could be a way to forget about Tom. To the varied onlooker, it could just be that he’s happy to have another Ianitee around. Someone who can relate to his experience, someone who’s out to find their goddess just as much as he wants to. But he continues to conflate the two and pursue her in a way that he won’t realize for years is less than ideal.

It sparks my memory when we parked aside the shore, I kissed you there, the ocean air enchanting It escapes me quickly

Tom on the other hand, is for lack of a better word furious. Not in like a “I’m gonna murder this pirate captain for stealing my man” (because if he’s honest she’s one of the coolest people he’s met and he’s gonna befriend her whether Jordan likes it or not, with him claiming it to be ‘Mr. steal your gal’ which is??? Because does it really seem like he wants Capsize, if not as a spiteful thing)

When Jordan’s not around, Tom and Capsize hit it off, as she finds this zombie who doesn’t want to flirt with her at any given moment a lot more of an interesting person. As a Dianitee, he’s supposed to be their enemy, but for someone so supposedly dedicated to his god, he knows how to carve his own path away from being more than his god’s messenger- something she’s always admired in champions.

You call me poison, but you won't stop coming around- No, you won't stop coming around

For the purpose of perhaps getting Jordan to get the hint, Tom plays into their supposed love triangle, pretending to do things to ‘steal away Capsize’, only feeding into Jordan’s confusion. *Now Tom’s interested in her too? Is he trying to move on from me too? *- clearly to dense to realize Tom’s trying to get his attention back. She even admits to Tom that it's amusing that men seem to keep coming after her, when she’s very much more into women (abridged, but direct quote)

All I want is you- Your violet disposition, My unsound intuition

It all sort of culminates in that moment on Jordan’s ship where Tom, annoyed from his perch, watches his friend make an absolute fool of himself over Capsize, and decides to intervene, taking on the role of “fighting” Jordan over her. Capsize in a way is having a good laugh watching them roll around on the deck of the ship (I’ve drawn this, this is where it all started), starting to see it all sort of come together as to where Jordan could be coming from. At some point, Tom’s got Jordan pinned to the deck, and as one last desperate attempt at trying to communicate what he’s been trying to all along, he kisses Jordan, and much to his surprise, he kisses him back. They pull away, to Capsize’s approving nods, and it's all over.

(Jordan’s attempts at saving this are my interpretation of this conversation, aka one of my favorite chat threads of S1)

In the aftermath of all of that (If I had any semblance of a memory I’d pinpoint when exactly this interlude takes place, but im just ballparking it somewhere after Jordan dies in Tom’s vault bc Capsize doesn’t save him); in which he’s still thinking about what happened that day. Jordan reluctantly confronts Tom who spills it all. He tells him how much and how long he’s been in love with him, and how frustrated it made him that every time he kissed Jordan, Jordan never seemed to reciprocate no matter how obvious his feelings were. He’s tried so hard to make it clear that all he wants is Jordan, he wants to be loved back, he wants to be able to call him his lover. He did what he did in front of Capsize cause the fake ass courting set him over the edge because it pissed him off that Jordan would so quickly go after someone he just met just because she was an Ianitee or whatever to get away from him, because was he really that bad that Jordan had to try to hard to stay away from him? Tom knows he had himself to blame as well, but it felt like a step too far.

Always been looking for something to lose, when I needed something to hold onto.

(This sequence is followed by Pull Me Up, which. If you haven’t seen my CMV that’s the one xD)

Note. For my sanity I choose to perceive that any capsize x jordan moments following are more related to Jordan’s ‘holiest of all Ianitees’ attitude and feeling like he has to be her savior (which is a different aspect of his character arc from the romantic side, which is what I mostly wanted to focus on with this ramble, but i do touch on it a little. It's not as ever present as it could be because I haven’t found the right song to incorporate it into outside of Violet and Talk Too Much) But there is definitely more. This is from what i have notated in my stuff for these two sequences :] enjoy!

[freedomfireflies]

Miss fireflies!!! Thank you for spamming my feed with breeding/pregnancy concepts of Harry & Tink🥺 It’s my fav trope ever and one of my fav authors @harrysonlylover has a ceo series filled with it but she’s inactive😞 pleaseeeeeewww ms fireflies continue posting these concepts👐🏻

EEE SORRY FOR THE SPAM BUT!!! It was so so so fun!! I honestly kind of think that if they had a scare one time, it would unlock something for him and make him realize how badly he actually wants it to happen!! The breeding kink would go crazy!!

Omg we love @harrysonlylover! I'm glad they're on a bit of a break for themselves but hopefully when they feel up to it, they'll continue to feed us amazing stories!! I still need to start the CEO one, I've heard so many good things 👀

HAHAA IF I THINK OF ANYMORE, I WILL FOR SURE!! ilysm, thank you for this hehe 😭💞

[konstya]

MY DOG SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME EHY IS HE LIKE THID THE NEIGHBOR S R MKNDING THEIR OWN BUSINESS

HAHAA OK........ INTERESTING.............

[chidoroki]

182 Days of TPN - Day 24

Chapter 24: “Inspection, Part 1” 

Despite how well Ray has always kept his mask on around Isabella, I love that she’s still able to get inside his head and know exactly what he’s thinking. The level of control and insight she emits here and throughout the entire chapter is chilling (for the kids at least. I, of course, remain impressed). No wonder Ray sprints away after this, which really wasn’t the best move either. You would never want to show this woman your true emotions and letting Isabella see that Ray still fear hers deep down is surely going to boost her own ego.

Finding out that mom is aware of the kid’s plans is bad, but Ray learning that he could possibly be just as expendable as Krone is far worse. Unfortunately for him, his fears come to fruition and his deal with Isabella officially breaks after six years. It sends him into a panic because not only is he no longer safe, but Norman and Emma aren’t guaranteed to live til twelve either.

I dunno whether to be scared for my boy and protect him or stand back in awe of this woman and all the brilliant mastermind chess moves she makes in one single day. At least she calls him a “useful dog” this time.

Oh you and your bittersweet and tricky words ma’am. Is it unfair because letting Ray go prematurely means you scuff your picture perfect track record of a caretaker? Or because hidden behind your iron lady exterior you actually feel some kind of remorse for your own son? I know it’s more of the former, but as a hopeless fan of this woman I can’t help but point at any moment that gives the tiny implication that she does actually care.

She’s not all bad. Look at her! Apologizing and even saying please.. what a sweet woman, hahaa..

She is so damn confident about everything. What’s her secret? How can I have that about my own life huh??

I’m high-key mad I didn’t fully realize this when I was was writing up my praise post for Isabella whenever ago, but this woman is quick! She managed to go from the house, through the forest and all the way to the edge of the farm before NE even had the chance to investigate the wall. The duo has such a big head start too, yet it was completed tossed aside by this woman’s un-human speed.

(Honey, where was that speed during the night of the escape?? If you caught up to them here then surely you would’ve two months from now right? She encounters Emma on the wall in anime yeah, but in manga she just misses them.)

Favorite panel/moment:

Being completely bias with my preference over Ray with him kicking down the door in manga vs Don crashing through it in anime, but also because this panel of Don looking completely shocked is adorable.

[rexxdjarin]

8, 22, 50 for Rex and Mari please! 💕

OC Ask Game - Relationships Edition!

HI MOLLY💕 I can always count on you bby. I am going to info dump about Rex and Mari:

8. Who does what chores, and why?

Mari and Rex share both chores. Especially after they have Kai. Mari and Rex are both pretty decent cooks and they are both militant about keeping things clean and tidy. Though, Mari prefers that Rex deal with whatever dirty diaper messes Kai makes. and Rex knows Mari is much, much better at haircuts and making them all look nice.

22. Do they ever share clothes?

Of course! Mari initially buys Rex his first civilian clothes. Comfortable things so he can lounge around her place on his shore leave. She always steals his sweatshirts, sometimes even the top to his body glove. And then later on during the Captain's Log era she often wears Rex's old red fatigues to sleep in. Rex can't wear anything of hers of course because shes a whole foot shorter than him and far tinier hehehehe

50. Is there anything that scares them about their friendship/relationship?

hah haa hahaa haa haa *this is fine dog sitting in a fiery inferno meme* ha ha haa haahaa. WELP. Mari is terrified of losing Rex to death in battle or worse having him leave her on purpose. and Rex is terrified he will never live up to the kind of man he thinks she deserves to be with, the kind of man that can give her the life he can't. yet he's equally as terrified of not getting to be with her, not being the man who gets to love her, of having to live any kind of life without her in it. Their relationship fears are literally crippling and getting past these is the only way they can be together. Its a central theme in my fics 🥺