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jays-cloud-zero Ā· 1 year ago
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Dazai Character Analysis
Okay so, this is basically a Dazai character analysis for before his mafia days so buckle up. These observations are from what Iā€™ve noted in readings of official Light Novel translations, No Longer Human, Beast, and the base manga obviously, but head canons may worm their way in despite my trying to exclude them.
Alright, so I think that logically this should proceed from a chronological standpoint, so Iā€™ll discuss the time before Dazai and Chuuya: Age 15 first, which, while isnā€™t explicitly stated, allows a lot to be learnt about his character. Letā€™s start with the fact that in Fifteen it is said Dazai is not an orphan, shall we? He has been established as a suicidal character from before his first canon appearance aged around 13-14, therefore an event before he joined the mafia is primarily the cause of this mindset. This doesnā€™t really highlight a brilliant childhood, although knowing he was indeed homeless for a time prior to meeting Mori does create another potential reason for this behavior and philosophy. However, this knowledge of the fact he was homeless also just goes to show that while he did have a family Dazai would rather live on the streets than with them. Iā€™m assuming that Dazai did have a living family due to the whole ā€œhe certainlyĀ isnā€™t an illegitimate child, or anĀ orphan he picked upā€ thing in 15 when discussing his place in the mafia. Therefore his time on the streets doesnā€™t really set the scene for a loving family, does it? Thus, Dazaiā€™s household must have been a place he either felt overlooked or trapped. An example that sticks out to me from No Longer Human is when Yozo feels he must pretend to be something that his family desires rather than what he himself wishes to be. In writing the gift he feels his father wants him to get, or acting rather silly for the women, he is essentially crushing his own personality and needs and stuffing them away. So Dazai obviously comes from a background that gave him trauma, most likely from his family. However, this most definitely isnā€™t the only trauma to come out from his time homeless. Particularly, his hatred of dogs which, in the light of the manga and wan, tends to be portrayed quite comedically. But considering his experiences within the slums it can be assumed that the literal stray dogs may be to blame for this. Packs are often known to become rabid or attack others for a chance to be fed, therefore its probable that Dazai encountered such packs and someone he was with or perhaps even himself were attacked while trying to feed themselves in less than humane conditions. Akutagawa also has this dislike of dogs, which correlates with this theory, as he is also from the Suribachi Slums (it also gives an interesting take on the title Bungo Stray Dogs, but that isnā€™t relevant here). Speaking of the slums, Dazai was invited into the Sheep, but declined which is quite interesting as the knowledge of ā€˜strength in numbersā€™ is known practically internationally. This may be linked to his biological family because as a boy trapped you probably wouldnā€™t want to chain yourself to another group of theoretically ā€˜helplessā€™ people.
Mori and Dazai as a duo are also quite fascinating, the mystery of how Mori picked up Dazai (ha-ha see what I did there?) leaves a lot up in the air, however what we do know is that an extremely young Dazai attempted suicide. Realistically it can be assumed that when the good doctor found him, heā€™d passed out and therefore was unaware of being moved to Moriā€™s clinic and so, when he woke up in an unfamiliar place, with a complete stranger and a traumatic background, Dazai probably started to freak the hell out. This helps to explain that panel from 15, where Dazai is strapped to the table with a mask on. No, it wasnā€™t some evil psycho experiment, it was just an aggressive child posing a threat to both himself and others therefore Mori sedated and restrained him which so happens to be a relatively common practice! I also feel that the ā€˜kinshipā€™ Mori expresses in 15 may also have a part to play in why Dazai was taken into the mafia. The doctor most definitely has some form of trauma because no one just sees humans as pawnsā€¦ but anyway, in seeing a child he could connect to he helped cultivate Dazaiā€™s silly little genius brain and conditioned him a little in the process. Moriā€™s teaching method would have likely reflected how he himself was taught, and I feel like it would focus on the rules of the mafia (success = life type deal) since Mori was starting to plot to take over the underworld of Yokohama. I donā€™t think that Mori would have hurt Dazai directly, he does save lives for a living and hurting a suicidal child probably wouldnā€™t accomplish much, however he may have exploited a pet Dazai may have been attached to, I lean more towards a cat due to the nature of Catsumeā€™s (Cat Natsume) interactions with Dazai and the fact he hates dogs. This whole idea of suffering at the hands of losing the war comes from Mori saying to Chuuya, ā€œI am the pinnacle of this organization as well as its slaveā€ in 15, it also reflects the fact that Dazai seemed to rise to the top of the mafia as Moriā€™s prodigy; he was being groomed to be a good leader if anything were to happen to Mori. It would also explain so much about Akutagawaā€™s ā€˜trainingā€™, as essentially, from the few snippets weā€™ve seen, Akutagawa was taught to be helpful to the mafia or die. Furthermore, it can be assumed that Mori and Dazai knew each other for at least a little while before the previous bossā€™ assassination both because of the familiarity Dazai had with the boss during their fight and the fact that no one just kidnaps a kid for a day to kill someone. Mori would have to at least trust Dazai wouldnā€™t spill the beans for a free tootsie roll, which requires trust to some extent. Mori teaching Dazai on the other hand comes from the fact that Dazai obviously didnā€™t go to school, he joined the mafia at 15 and was an executive by a maximum of 18, and despite people without educations still having intelligence in their own right, the level Dazai displays and the way he is always five steps ahead of everyone in the current manga timeline leads me to strongly believe he was given education through a more private and focused approach in planning, problem-solving and the like. Ā And that about brings me to the end of things I can think of to say about Dazai before canon, not sure if Iā€™ll keep going past this point but weā€™ll seeā€¦
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time-to-nuke Ā· 2 years ago
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Reason I don't buy much merch is because hyperfix go BRRTT and i go from having about 12 70s-80s posters to solely wanting football merch all over my walls
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cracklewink Ā· 2 months ago
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some sketches of my guy
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sillybumblebee Ā· 16 days ago
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wip, but that's the vision i had yesterday night
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romans-empire Ā· 3 days ago
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I am first and foremost a Clover fan, evidently seen in how all of my long winded analysis posts are centered around them, so I find it funny that the most of the people that interact with me are Flowey enjoyers.
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eldritchenthusiast Ā· 1 year ago
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Noa doodles from the last little while :p
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st-rbiter Ā· 4 months ago
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solsunder emoji for all your blushy solsunder needs, a little breather between art fight attacks:)
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gif by @giingersnapsblog ā¤ļø
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habitual-creatures Ā· 3 months ago
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Does your brain also just throw funny cursed ideas at you randomly?
Song
Brain screamed because of song.
These two:
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I wish I could animate.
The idea is too funky to me. I love it. But my brain and hands don't allow me to animate. šŸ˜­
IF YOU READ THE TAGS, PLEASE- DO YOU SEE MY VISION- IS MY BRAIN BEING STUPID OR DOES THIS MAKE SENSE AND IS COMEDIC???
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marbledpython Ā· 1 year ago
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oc moment amidst the psychonauts hell
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bottombaron Ā· 1 year ago
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btw i love that in Nandermo aus, where Nandor is a normal, good, human boyfriend - he's basically just Kayvan šŸ§”
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waitineedaname Ā· 6 months ago
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a svsss/hlvrai crossover au. is this anything.
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noirtek Ā· 2 months ago
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finishing statement i canā€™t get attached to fictional characters if i donā€™t hate them at least somewhat
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snippsie Ā· 2 years ago
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Besties!! (For now)
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talentforlying Ā· 1 year ago
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one of the most batshit things to think about from hellblazer is that constantine has been physically present to watch angels of god tear somebody apart, twice, not in human bodies but in their real biblical forms, and one of those times it was another angel they were ripping to pieces. how do you process that? what does it feel like, to be in the same space as the intention of slaughter in divine casing?
like no wonder he doesn't treat heaven differently than hell, no wonder he doesn't want their absolution, no wonder "i'm on the side of the angels" is such an ironic line for him. the forces of divinity in his world are just as monstrous as demons, and maybe even scarier, because what he remembers most about those moments he witnessed is the absolute apathy with which those angels acted.
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skyriderwednesday Ā· 2 years ago
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Hmmm... so if ASiS takes place in 1881, and I've said that Enola was nine the previous year...
Then evidently this version of Holmes and Watson meet when Sherlock is a few days shy of 24.
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nomaishuttle Ā· 1 year ago
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its impossible for you all to understand how much of my thoughts r in sweeney references. like there is one person on this earth who understand and its my sibling who is similarly inclined...
#bc i cant at work just be like. I had him and then . but with lamp. i can say the first thing that comes to mind#which lets say hypothetically its oot and im trying to get all the poes and theres one left.omg just have to get this one FUCKING poe. so#easy. go to the cunt. its under that little thangy on the other side of the river from the stairs to kakariko. spoilers if yr trying to#find all the poes in oot but im gonna go ahead n tell you nothing is worth dealing with this cunt.#but anyeays. Omg there he is. shoot him. he runs away#im riding on epona teying to catch him trying to shoot HE KEEPS FUCKING GETTING AWAY. IT TOOK ME 2. FUCKING. HOURS.#and like. my 3rd to last attempt. i was so. so fucking close. like one more shot i wouldve gotten him yk. so close. but he gets away. and#Immediate immediate reaction was I had him and then . his throat was there beneath my hand. NO I HAD HIM !!! HIS THROAT WAS THERE NOW HELL#NEVER COME AGAIIIIIIIIN. it was very funny#bc i was genuinely shaking with rage look i dont often relate to sweeney im gonnacome out and say bad dude yk. in that moment ? i was like#no to be honest there IS a hole in the world like a great black pit and its filled with people who are filled with shit and the vermin of#the world inhabit it . and yk who one of those vermin is. That fucking poe that fucking poe i hate him i want him dead.#i want his wife. Dead. i want his wife. Dead. i want his wife. Dead. i want his w#my fav video i miss it..#but anyways yes its near constant. i cant even say yes eithout my brain going yesss... Isnt that her . Shadow-on-the wall šŸ˜? where Theree#Primping making herself even prettier than USUALL if possible.pretty women etc#i cant say oh no without going OH NOOOOO!!! ohhhg goddddd... dont i know you... she said....................#i love final scene mainly bc i love hearing all the sweeneys realizing its lucy Spoilers btw. not bc its like an avting momentbut bc its SO#FUNNYYYY. 2006's oh god genuinely sends me into hysterics. hs says oh no in lowercase and then goes oHhhfh goD...... its so funny#and who is it that does the rly ling OH NOOOO. its the original one ITS SO FUNNYYY#first of all the kittle bahbuh!!! after Its only a miserable old be- is so long its so funny#and then awkward beat of silence and then OH NOOOOOOO!!!!! and then he says oh my god . in the most harrowed voice ever#ITS SO FUNNYYYY#everybody go listen to final scene Firstly it is my favorite sweeney song probably. love loven ofc 2012 number one 4everr the lyrics r#slightly different from every other version bc 2012 sweeney Technically likee. well its set in a different time period normal sweeney is i#think like. late 1800s? 2012 is 1930s bc of the parallels with like capitalism and what have you.. so the framing device is its a group of#factory workers talking abt sweeney GUYS 2012 IS SO FUCKING GOOD IT MAKES ME PHYSICALLY ILL.#but ya its be like. og sweeney is set during the industrial revolution so like yk. n then the 1930s with labor unions n all that was going#on.. u get it u get it anyways. its so good but some kf the lyrics r sliiiightly tweaked just to like. suit the time period better and im#going to say something blasphemous . 2012s lyrics r so much better and flow nicer and dont sound as stilted like. the older ones dont sound
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