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Thinking about the time my ex actually believed my alter ego was a whole ass person I was having an affair with đ
#ahh yes good times#fuckin Gabriel lmfao#rattboy angel#you know its Gabriel when the hair goes bright red orange or blonde#the mad havoc mystic he is he loves fuckin with people#one time he made me end up in Florida#another time he was so boy pussy whipped he went to Indiana#still can't believe Gabriel thought going to Florida with people we just met & being a beach bum sounded like a good idea#this was all in the span of just one year last year#fucking crazy ass bitch#i told my ex i had alters i guess they didn't fully understand what thats means or what to expect#here i am once again cleaning up the aftermath of gabriels wild adventures#i love you Gabriel but you need to stay dorment like fr#i gotta buy black hairdye and remove this blonde because of him#i love my dark hair why does he bleach it#my hair looks better natural dark brown or dyed black honestly#Gabriel is a menace and he knows it#my altar#alters#my soul fragments#Gabriel is unfit for the public#he gives into peer pressure hes the worst#he's an annoying cocky femboy angel who likes to ruin my life#but i love him#God dammit Gabriel
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Can I say its kinda funny how in Girl Meets World when they had Farkle get ganged up on by Riley, Lucas and Corey as they tried to force their god and belief's onto him- I say their god since this show did not acknowledge other religions in this episode and tried to act like their god was the god basically- , Corey went for, "the air you breath is god's making", when like...if the writers wanted Farkle to be the atheist character who uses science as his logic, he could have brought up what the air is made up off and what science says explains it??? Let alone then proceeded to have the science/smart atheist not just respond with uh homes/people/animals when asked by the trio what's in those buildings and instead have him go he cant see in them so he doesn't know, giving the religious trio a chance to one up him???? That's not even a science atheist response, that's just a normal one he could have said while wondering why they treating him like he's stupid or why the teacher who gave them a religious discussion topic for class is showing bias when it comes to favoring religion seriously I know its outside of school this scene happened but Corey is still Farkle's teacher and last I checked teachers aren't allowed to force belief's onto students-
#im rewatching a critical video on the show and this episode among others got brought up and just#i still hate it oh my god#for a religious discussion episode they surely leaned to religion so much the two characters who are either agnostic (maya as she honestly#doesnt care about religion while giving valid responses to riley whose acting like worst friend this episode) or atheist (farkle as he#really makes it clear he doesnt believe and gives science logic and is the only one who doesnt cave at the end to religion due to peer#pressure so good for him) get basically shit the entire episode#with maya getting shit the most really like riley out here shaming her for picking up some dropped money in school and riley#acting like its a crime to god and even trying to replace the money only for maya to grab that too which....funny as fuck tbh deserved to#riley there if she thinks a student will remember where the fuck they dropped some money or that lost and found would give a shit#also shout out i guess to the bitches who pick up dropped money guess i'll meet you in hell if thats a crime to god since i did that#a few times as a kid lmao#but the episode ends on maya leaving money in the place in school cause she saved to peer preasure to believe which...great#way to end discussion episode...riley FINALLY about to embrace her friends despite differeing beliefs....only for maya to say she prayed#that morning and riley instantly happy like....again shout out to farkle for not caving like maya....
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ââââ PRETTY PRIVILEGE . âł one shot // also part of the no doubt series !



âá° .á aka you're jake's pretty, and he'll always give you pretty (princess) privilege.
ââ sim jaeyun xf!reader ๨ৠwc. 981 â crack, fluff, mentions of alcohol consumption, literally just crack, jake loves to spoil yn ugh when is it my turn
âł IMPORTANT NOTE .á ââ this is part of my no doubt series â a sequel series of short drabbles that take place after the events of my fic no doubt, and show jake & reader's relationship throughout their first year together (& how jake wins her trust & love back hehe) ââ THIS CAN BE READ AS A ONE-SHOT, however, there will be some easter eggs if you've read no doubt before!
âł addie's â .á ââ this one's a cutesy, short & sweet one! just a lil slice of life for ya. i love these little slices of life of jakeyn, pls give me more ideas/scenarios because they're my literal babies im never letting them go ever ever ever ever ever ever
You wake up feeling like death incarnate.
Your skull is throbbing. Your throat is dry. Your stomach is playing a dangerous game of will I or wonât I hurl all over my sheets?
The sunshine slipping through your curtains feel personally offensive to your eyes, and worst of allâ
Your memory is vaguely plagued with Jungwonâs voice yelling at you to take just one more shot, because itâs in the name of lifelong friendship.
And you, the absolute genius you are, agreed.
Your life is in shambles.
Youâre one second away from giving up on your future and letting the bed consume you whenâ
âMorning, pretty.â
The voice is soft. Sweet. Familiar.
And infuriatingly cheerful.
You groan, cracking one eye open to see your boyfriend sitting on the edge of the bed close to you, smiling down at you like he woke up next to Sleeping Beauty herself and not a half-dead raccoon.
âEw,â you croak, âWhy do you sound so alive.â
Jake chuckles, bright and so boyish, entirely too entertained the suffering of your consequences, âBecause I wasnât the one peer pressured into drinking my body weight in tequila.â
You let out a dramatic groan, flipping your body face-first into your pillow, âThis is why I have trust issues. Never speaking to Jungwon ever again. Ever.â
âMmhm. Sure you arenât,â Jake hums, poking your cheek. âAnyway. Sit up.â
You let out a long whine into your pillow, kicking your feet in protest, âWhyyyyyââ
âBecause I made you breakfast.â
Your head jerks up from the pillow.
You crack one eye open.
And sure enough, right there on your nightstandâ
An entire set up you didnât notice before.
A perfect omeletteâwith cheese and onions and ham and slightly overcooked because Jake knows you wonât have it any other way.
Next to it, a small bowl of chopped fruit, a glass of ice water, two painkillers, andâ
âPause. Is that my iced peach latte?â
âYup,â Jake smiles proudly, nodding as he reaches over to pass the cup to you, â70% sugar. Less ice. I bribed the barista with a 20% tip to give me a plastic straw because I know you hate the paper ones.â
You take a slow sip. Let it sink in. Then you look back at him.
âGod, I love you.â
Jake watches as you flop dramatically onto your stomach again, blindly reaching out to grab a strawberryâŚand miserably failing.
âBaby, just sit up,â he lets out a laugh, guiding you upright with his annoyingly gentle hands, fluffing your pillow behind you to lean against the headboard. âMuch better.â
You sigh, leaning against the headboard, melting into the comfort of your bed as he tucks the blanket perfectly around your legs, âI donât deserve this.â
Jake snorts, leaning in to place a soft kiss to your temple, âYou deserve everything.â
Once youâre settled in your place, you look down andâ
Wait.
You blink.
Once. Then twice.
Your (read: Jakeâs) favorite hoodie is draped over your body instead of last nightâs party dress. Your hands reach up to your face andâitâs clean. Your makeup is already off. And your hair? Well, god forbid itâs still messy after your slumber, but itâs not a birdâs nest. Which meansâ
âDid youâŚlike. Take care of me last night?â
Jake lets out a chuckle as he feeds you a piece of omelette, âWhat else am I supposed to do? Let you drool all over your pillow with mascara smudged up to your forehead?â
You choke on the mouthful of food, âOh my god.â
âYeah, oh my god is rightââ Jake just snickers, remembering the vivid memories from the night before. âYouâre lucky I love you, because last night you were literally the most annoying drunk in existenceââ
âHEYââ
ââyou made Sunghoon hold your heels while you piggybacked Jayââ
âOh, thatâs actually kinda funnyââ
ââthen you cried because you saw a billboard of a puppy adoption center and wanted to pet the dog on the posterââ
â...Okay, fine, that one sounds accurateââ
ââand then, my personal favorite, you demanded I play with your hair and sing you songs until you fell asleep.â
You pause.
Jake is full-on grinning now, smile wide and full of endearment as heâs clearly reveling in the way your cheeks turn pink.
âI hate you,â you mumble before opening your mouth to let him feed you another bite.
Jake chuckles, feeding you another spoon before nudging you over so he can slide under the blanket next to you, âYou love me.â
You huff dramatically, your cheeks warm as you drop your head onto his shoulder, âUnfortunately.â
Jake presses another kiss into your hairâwarm and soft and so, so clearly smitten.
âAnd fortunately for you, I accept all forms of Y/N, including this spoiled gremlin princess version of you.â
You roll your eyes, but cuddle in closer, his arm wrapping around your waist naturally.
He grabs another strawberry and lifts it to your lips, âSay ahh.â
You snort, but open up anyways, accepting it at this point.
âI should drink more often if this is the treatment I get.â
Jake faces you with a look of fond exasperation, âYou mean the pretty privilege?â
âYup,â you flash him a smug grin, nudging his shoulder. âYouâre really gonna let me get away with everything forever because Iâm cute, huh?â
âYes,â he says. Instantly. Without blinking.
âEven when I cry over billboard dogs?â
âEspecially when you cry over billboard dogs.â
You grin wider.
âSounds like a you problem. I almost feel sorry.â
Jake smirks, cutting another bite and feeding it to you, âSounds like a me win.â
And honestly?
With him holding you close, spoon-feeding your breakfast, brushing your hair out of your faceâ
Youâd believe it too.
Because, maybe your hangover is hell.
And maybe youâll never speak to Jungwon ever again.
But being Jakeâs spoiled little gremlin princess?
Yeah.
Thatâs definitely your prettiest privilege.
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LOVED YOU AT YOUR WORST - r.c series - FIVE



pairings: ex!sweethearts; rafe x thornton!reader; rafe x sofia. chapter warnings: mention of pregnancy; abortion; lack of self-care
Youâve had to make a lot of unfortunate decisions in your life.
Choosing a place for your entire family to rest for eternity, picking the caskets, the headstonesâit felt like deciding which curtains to buy for the house, except you were burying your entire close family.
After the crash, your parents were gone instantly, just like thatâno goodbyes, no warning, just there one moment and gone the next.
But your sister survived. Three days. You thought maybe that was a sign, sheâd live despite everything, and you wouldnât be left alone.
Two weeks later, the doctors told you it was time, but you couldnât accept it. You held her hand, begging her to stay, telling her every promise you could think of if she opened her eyes.
When the monitors finally went flat, you couldnât feel anything but desperation. Rafe had to pull you out of there, his arms locked around you while you kicked and screamed, sobbing and begging your sister not to go, not to leave you here.
You fought him with everything you had left, clawing, crying, pleading for just one more second. You were screaming so loud you didnât even recognize your voice. Everything good had been ripped away from your hands, there was nothing left of the world youâd known.
After that, you remember sitting in some stuffy funeral home office, skimming through catalogs and hardly seeing the pages through your tears. The caskets all looked the same, the types of wood made no difference to you, fabric linings, all of it felt so wrong.Â
None of it was a choice you should have to make.Â
It was unthinkable to be contemplating about gravestones. How could you sum up your family in limited words or dates, let alone choose a font for it?
You just picked something neutral and blank, something that didnât require thought or emotion because, by then, you had nothing left to give.Â
Now you were trapped again, caught between a rock and a hard place.
Your first thought had been telling Topper, your only real family left, but he was as much Rafeâs as he was yours, and when it came down to it, he was still his best friend. Loyal to him since they were five, and jesus knows how heâd react if he found out about this. Heâd most likely freak the fuck out and tell Rafe everything, thinking he was doing the right thing, or worse, letting it slip to Ruthie.
Ruthieâno chance youâd involve her. Sheâd just see this as another fucked up piece of gossip she could hold over your head, another way to judge or control you. She was âfriendâ only in the loosest sense of the word.
Kelce was the last person youâd consider turning to for something this serious. He has always been there, but you never got close. He was too much of an instigator, always pushing Rafe to do reckless things heâd regret later, peer pressuring him in ways that made you wonder if he even knew what loyalty meant. He had this weird loyalty to Ruthie, defending her comments as if she was some misunderstood angel when really, she was just⌠mean.
So that left Sarah.Â
It felt weird, thinking of her as the person youâd call on for something so serious, she was the only one who felt⌠safe. She wouldnât judge, wouldnât pry, sheâd seen what the worst kind of family conflict could do, and sheâd keep this private, just for you.
Itâs then you recognized how small your world was. How few people were truly yours.
You were pretty sure no one in this town would fully understand, theyâd just offer their "advice," as if they knew you, seen what youâd been through.Â
The truth was, they didnât know shit. They hadn't seen you holding your sisterâs hand, begging her to stay alive. They didnât know what it was like to bury everything that made you feel like a person, like you belonged somewhere, and have to get up the next day like nothing happened.
Nine days, you would be halfway across the country, and you needed someone. You pictured saying it out loud: âIâm pregnant", just those two words, to someoneâs face, you had no idea what to say next.
Maybe youâd tell them that it wasnât about wanting it gone out of spite or shame, but because you couldnât bring a child into a world where you felt this alone.
Earlier that morning, youâd stared down at your phone, thumb itching to click on Sarahâs name, like just pressing "call" could fix everything. You despised how needy it made you feelâreaching out, when youâd prided yourself on surviving alone.Â
You didnât have much time to ponder about it, because you were stuck at the beach cleanup.
Just like every other summer, another "social responsibility" event that your late fatherâs foundation insisted you smile through. Even back then, when they were alive, your summers were a carousel of charity galas, fundraisers, endless hours of small talk, and impeccably arranged seating charts.
The board members of the foundation probably thought it would âgroundâ youâremind you of your privilege, of your âresponsibilityâ to give back. As if a couple of hours and a few bags of garbage would somehow balance the scales. They never seemed to understand how much of it was all for show, this shallow idea that if you looked the part, no one would care to learn more.
But, still, youâd show up. You always did. Smile, make just enough small talk to appease the right people.Â
Today, it was just you, a few kids and teens dotted along the beach with oversized trash bags. It wasnât even noon, but the sun felt like it was scorching you alive. It was laughable, really, standing under this blistering sun with a cheap trash bag and an endless stretch of sand to clean.Â
Kie, who was so genuinely invested in this whole âsave the planetâ thing it was almost enviable was there too with JJ, who was running around her as usual, wearing his âIâm just here for the rideâ expression but enjoying himself. The love between them made you miss having someone who cared in ways that werenât just calculated moves.
She waved at you from the shoreline, her eyes moving to the trash bag you were barely half-filling.
You werenât friends, but if Sarah liked her, you did too.
You offered a faint smile back, tired, because between all the shit youâd been thinking about, you'd forgotten to eat, to drink anything, and every time you leaned down to grab another crumpled plastic bottle or a bit of seaweed-laden garbage, you felt like your legs were about to give out on you.Â
Every now and then, she would throw a quick, appraising glance your way, like she was expecting you to miraculously become invested in the beachâs ecosystem.
You didnât have it in you to pretend this was enjoyable today. The âeffortlessâ philanthropy your family loved was a lifestyle youâd never bought into. It didnât matter how many smiling photos of you had ended up on some charityâs social mediaâyou knew youâd rather be anywhere else.
You had to take a break every few minutes, leaning against a pier post, trying to get yourself together as a few of the younger kids gave you wary glances. You could have leftâprobably should have.
You managed a tight-lipped smile, giving a thumbs-up that said, Just doing great over here, guys!
You were in a long t-shirt, which hung over your bikini and shorts, the fabric slightly oversized, to help hide what was still a small change in your body. Paranoia was your new best friend, always worrying that someone would notice something different, even if you didnât have a noticeable bump yet.
Bending down to grab another plastic bottle, you felt a stab of nausea hit you hard, rolling up from your stomach, thick and sour, but you ignored it. Not here. Not now.
You straightened up too fast, and your vision blurred slightly, that familiar sense of vertigo hitting you. You took a shallow breath, ignoring the burn at the back of your throat, your hands shaking slightly as you adjusted the bag slung over your shoulder.
One girl looked up at you with these wide eyes kids like to pull, âAre you okay?âÂ
You smiled, brushing it off as if you werenât about two seconds away from collapsing. âOf course. Just... need a second.âÂ
The kids were watching you again, with that look of curiosity. You couldnât look them in the eye. It wasnât their fault. They just didnât understand that sometimes the grown-ups didnât know what they were doing either.Â
Just a few more bags of trash and youâd be able to get back to your car, maybe grab some water from the cooler in the trunk, sit down, and think about it.
This used to be easy, you got a weird kind of enjoyment from these cleanups, running around with your sister, making it a competition to see who could pick up the most trash, laughing until your stomachs hurt over stupid jokes about jellyfish and sunscreen. Back then, this was just one of a thousand little family traditions, one of those things that felt effortless.
Now, sweat dripped down the back of your neck, making your skin prickle uncomfortably.
Youâd long given up wiping it away, knowing that it would only come back thicker and hotter the next second. Every instinct told you to run off to the parking lot, and sit in the car with the AC blasting until your body remembered it didnât hate you.
Leaning down for one last bottle wedged in the sand, your legs wobbled and gave way beneath you. Just like that, your vision was spotty, as if someone had turned down the brightness on the entire beach, and you pitched forward.
Just as you felt yourself going down, a hand caught your arm, pulling you back up.
"Whoa, whoa, you okay?" A teenage boy, maybe sixteen, gripped your arm firmly, keeping you upright.
How much longer could they realistically expect you to go on, plastering on that sweet, dutiful smile? How much âgroundingâ could one person take?
You blinked, trying to clear the haze in your eyes, "Iâm fine. Just a little lightheaded, really, itâs fine,â you insisted, but then a shadow loomed beside you.Â
Your vision was so foggy that it took seconds for you to register it.
You looked up slowly, feeling a familiar drop in your stomach as you realized who it was.
The last time youâd been this close to him, the two of you had been screaming insults across the room, Lily having to physically step in. Sheâd forced him to leave before you two killed each other. It was a miracle you hadnât punched him then and there.
 âYou should sit down.â
It felt like a sidekick to your chest.
The sound of his voice was grinding on your nerves, and just like that you were stuck back in your dream, a real memory, leaning against him, his hand playing with a strand of your hair as he laughed at something youâd said, the two of you carefree under a golden sunset.Â
Except this was real.
Rafe was shirtless, with his board tucked under one arm, surf wax staining his fingers, and the sun glinting off his damp skin, like he was Godâs gift to the Outer Banks. His buzzed hair was dark and wet, droplets trailing down his temples and catching along his jawline. His cheeks were flushed, a little red from the heat.
You looked away, somewhere over his shoulder, anywhere but at him, refusing to let him see you in this fragile state.
âGo away. Iâm fine.â
But he didnât move.
Heâd been summoned from your absolute worst memories, catching you at your lowest when you least wanted his help. Typical.Â
âNo,â he refused firmly, with that stupid, stubborn look that made you want to throw something at his head. âIâve seen you almost fall three times now.â
âMaybe if you stopped looking at me like a creep, you wouldnât have to see me âalmost fall.â
âI wasnâtâ"
You grounded your teeth, âJust go back to surfing.â
Rafe let out a dry laugh, shaking his head as if you were the one acting crazy. âYeah, 'cause you look perfectly stable right now.â
He'd always been a master of the passive-aggressive half-sneer, the art of making you feel like everyone else was imposing on his day, no matter the situation.
âDonât act like you care.â you snapped, voice carrying over the sand, earning a few glances from nearby kids.
He ran a hand over his face, looking around as if he didnât want to be there any more than you did, mouth pressed into a tight line. You wanted to scream that this was his fault too, that every choice heâd made led to you standing here alone, exhausted, and terrified.
âWater would help, yâknowâ, his tone just shy of patronizing âYou canât go around dehydrating yourself just to make a point.â
âWhat the fuck is that supposed to mean?â
Your fingers twitched with the urge to send him stumbling to the other side of the beach, you knew that any sudden movement would make you light-headed again, and the last thing you wanted was to give him more proof of your weakness.
The kidâstill standing there, eyes wide and darting between you bothâlooked like he was watching a reality TV show when Kiara appeared at your side.
âLetâs not do this here,â she begged under her breath, handing you a bottle of water sheâd brought over, a kindness you didnât want but couldnât reject. âJust sit down for a second, please?â
JJ followed, always with that air of easygoing nonchalance, but his eyes were serious as he glanced from you to Rafe.
âSheâs right. Just take a second, yeah?â He looked over at Rafe, âMaybe you should leave,â he said pointedly.
âMaybe you should mind your fuckinâ business Maybank.â
âLook, uh,â the kid stammered, knowing he could get caught in the crossfire. âIâll⌠Iâll go see if anyone needs help further down the beachâŚâ
You waved him off, your focus still locked on Rafe as the kid all but bolted away, you didnât want anyone to think they had to ârescueâ you.
You tried to take a step back, but the little strength you had in you disappeared as you felt your knees wobble.
"Jesus," you heard him groan, and then his hands were on your arms, board on the sand, holding you as you stumbled. "I told you to sit down."
You shook his hands off, "Donât tell me what to do.â
It was hard to believe the two of you had once burned hotter than any bonfire, two people who got under each otherâs skin, in love, and in hate.
He let out an exasperated sigh while you took a sip from the water Kiara handed you, ignoring how your hands were still shaking around the bottle.Â
She spoke again, trying to be the voice of reason, "Weâre here to help the community, remember?"
JJ smirked, "Yeah, think the sea turtles are rooting for yâall to work out your issues somewhere else.â
You ignored his joke, keeping your eyes on Rafe, your pride and stubbornness refusing to let him win, âIâm fine.â
âYeah?â
He looked you over, his gaze fixed to your warm cheeks and the dewy sheen across your temple, âYou look real fine, donât you?â He didnât even try to cloak his sarcasm.
God, he could be so exasperating.
He couldnât understand. How could he even think he could look at you now and know anything about who you were? Standing there, with that stupid board and that look, like he couldnât imagine anything bothering him as much as this seemed to be bothering you.
As if he hadnât already ruined you in so many ways that felt impossible to get over.Â
âDonât you have something better to do?âÂ
âOh, believe me, I do,â he drawled, his eyes trailing from the waves back to you.Â
You were tired of this game, of fighting him every time he showed up only to leave you feeling even emptier than before.
Your fists clenched, and you opened your mouth to hurl something back, but the dizziness hit you again. Before you could compose yourself, Rafeâs arm wrapped around your waist, strong and frustratingly secure, holding you upright with an ease that made your skin crawl.
He had seen you at your weakest, had been there at the hospital after the accident, keeping you together when you were certain youâd break.Â
Yet, here you were, in a sick way, back in his arms, all broken apart.
âThatâs it. Iâm taking you to the hospital.â
âI hate to say it, but heâs right,â JJ chimed in, hand shielding his eyes from the sun.
The world alone had all kinds of alarms going off in your brain. You fought back instinctively, your hands pushing at his chest, freeing your arm.Â
âI told you, Iâm fine.â
He let go, but he didnât back away.
Instead, he narrowed his eyes, âYou think I donât know what fine looks like? I was there.â
He was there. And you didnât want to be reminded of it, not in front of other people.Â
He meant the exhaustion and hunger pains youâd welcomed after your family was gone, embraced even, because it meant you wouldnât have to feel anything else.
Youâd wanted to disappear, and heâd been thereâdragging you back, forcing you to drink water and swallow bites of food, even when you pushed him away. Heâd seen you at your absolute lowest, where you didnât care if you made it through the day.Â
The thought of the hospital, tests, questions, you fought it, but your vision was already blurring.
You couldnât let him find out about the baby.Â
Your breathing felt tighter, each shallow breath only making the spinning worse, you could sense your body giving in to the exhaustion
âShit,â you heard him curse, sounding distant now like he was farther away.Â
You felt yourself sway as if the ground was opening beneath you, there was a ringing in your ears that made his voice sound muffled but you still felt his arms catching you again, holding you upright before you fell.
Waking up in a moving vehicle was like emerging from a nightmare, except somehow, this was worse, because you were no longer at the beach.Â
You blinked hard, desperate to wipe the fogginess in your eyes and when it did go away, you realized who was behind the wheel.Â
Rafe.Â
Your heart poundedâyour desperation to keep the baby a secret, how you almost passed out at the beach, and the fact that now he was most likely driving you to the hospital.
âWhat the hell are you doing?â you practically screamed, your voice hoarse from the lack of water.
He didnât spare you a glance, âYou passed out, genius. Iâm taking you to the hospital.â
Your whole body went rigid. âAre you insane?â
âMe?â He scoffed, as he kept his focus on the road. âYou practically ate sand back there. Youâre not fine.â
âTurn the car around. Iâll call my driver and be fine.â You huffed like he was too dumb to understand. âI donât need your help.â
He let out a dry laugh, still not looking at you.Â
âYeah. Youâre out of your mind if you think Iâm letting you out of this car right now.â
âRafe, Iâm not kidding,â you warned, louder this time. âStop. The. Car.â
He gave you a sideways glance, his grip on the wheel tightening.
âNot happening.â
Your heart hammered as you realized he wasnât going to back down, you were driven by sheer desperation.
âFine, then Iâll do it myself." you muttered, reaching for the door handle.Â
Anything to get out of this suffocating car before he dragged you all the way to the ER and they found out you were pregnantâwith his baby, no less.
His eyes widened, finally snapping from the road to your hand on the handle.
âAre you crazy? Get your hand off that, Iâm fuckin' serious.â
You yanked at it anyway, twisting the handle and pulling with spiteful defiance, and Rafeâs expression went from annoyed to full-on rage. He swerved the car to the side of the road, tires skidding as he slammed the brakes and practically threw the car into park.
Before he could even stop fully, you flung the door open and stumbled out, sandals sinking into the gravel as you stalked away.
You didnât get more than a few feet, he was already bolting after you.
âOh, for fuckâs sake,â you muttered, digging your nails into your palms.Â
How the hell had it come to this? You were stuck here, pregnant with his child, and he played the reluctant hero like you needed him swooping in to save you.
Rafe reached you in two strides, his fingers were digging into his forehead, pointing at it with exasperation imprinted into every corner of his face.Â
âAre you out of your fuckin' mind?â He sounded like he was talking to some unruly child.
And the worst part? You could see that frustration in his eyes, the same look he used to give you when heâd reached his limit with you.
You wondered if he ever got to that point with Sofia.
What would he do if she was the one almost fainting? Would he still look like she was some colossal burden, or would he soften, maybe even smile as he fussed over her, acting like he wanted to help?
You hated yourself for caring at all.
Sofiaâthe one who looked like she'd been ripped off from some perfect postcard, all wide-eyed sweetness and gentle smiles. She probably never challenged him, snapped back, or made him want to pull his hair out.
There was no way heâd look at her like she was a mess, someone he just had to âdeal with.â He likely saw her as easy, perfect, all soft and sweet words, everything you werenât.
This wasnât who you wanted to be, and yet here you were, stumbling around half-dead and pregnant with his child.
âIâm sorry, am I bothering you?â You spat the words, watching his jaw clench tighter.Â
He exhaled sharply, rolling his eyes.Â
âUnbelievable. Only you could take me trying to help and turn it into this.â
You were done. You were done with the memories, with the torment of seeing him be something better for someone else.Â
âHelp?â You laughed bitterly, the anger engulfing you so hard it felt as if it choking you. âYou think this is help? That I need you, of all people?â
He took a step back, holding up his hands in mock surrender. âI'm trying to help."
You hated how calm he was, how rational he sounded.
It was maddening when all you wanted was for him to get angry, to let that icy surface crack, to give you even a glimpse of something real, something that wasnât just irritation or sarcasm.
You wanted proof that he still was affected by you, that this was the same guy who used to be everything, whoâd promised you everything.
But you swallowed it down, straightening up, because there was no way in hell, youâd let him see even a hint of weakness.
âTrust me,â you shot back, âIâll be just fine without you.â
He raised an eyebrow, a bitter smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth, âGet in the car.â
âNo,â you said, firm and unyielding, every inch of you screaming that you wouldnât let him decide anything for you ever again.
âFine. Have it your way.â
In one swift move, he reached out, his hands gripping your arms with enough pressure to pull you forward, lifting you clean off your feet. Your breath caught in a furious gasp as he practically dragged you back to the car, his fingers warm against your skin, like you were just a mild convenience.Â
âPut me down!âÂ
You struggled against his hold, jabbing at his chest with what little strength you could muster, but he didnât even flinch, didnât so much as hesitate.Â
âRafe, I swearââ
He opened the passenger door with one hand, keeping a firm grip on you with the other, before finally setting you downânot gentlyâonto the seat. Without meaning to, tears began falling as you struggled against his hands. You could feel them wetting your cheeks, your voice was breaking, jumping to distress as you tried to twist out of his hold, feeling so small under his unrelenting strength.
He almost knelt in front of you, reaching for the seat belt with one hand, while his other remained firmly on your shoulder, holding you still. You felt trapped, impresioned as you tried to turn in every direction, hands weakly pushing him back, but he caught them effortlessly.
âStop!â you meekly choked out, failing to shove him, the words coming out shameful.
You could feel your heart breaking all over again.
You hated that he was seeing you like this, how he dared to act like you needed himâit made your skin crawl. You hated that he could do this, like he had any right like youâd ever wanted him involved in this part of your life, let alone now.
This was a version of you only Rafe could bring out.
You glared up at him, practically shaking with rage as Rafe ignored your protests like you were nothing more than a child throwing a fit.Â
âGet your hands off me.â
His jaw tightened, ignoring the flailing punches and slaps grazing him, and you couldnât stop the sob that escaped, loud and ugly.
âIâm not letting you kill yourself out of spite.â
Your chest hurt like youâd been run over a hundred timesâit felt suffocating. âI hate you.â
For the first time, you thought he might actually leave you here.Â
His fingers stopped as if your words had made an impact, his lips pressed into a thin line. Your vision blurred as he leaned in, his touch hovering as if to wipe away the tear running down your cheek, but he didnât, instead, he closed his hand into a fist and drew back, his face just inches from yours.Â
A faint, humorless smile tugged at the corner of his mouth as he clicked the seatbelt into place. He made a low humming noise, that thing he did when he was getting ready to make someone feel two inches tall.Â
 "Yeah? Get in line."
Without another word, he pulled back, slamming the door shut, and walking around to the driverâs side.
You wiped at your cheeks, furious that heâd seen you like this, that he had the power to break you down. It was humiliating, sitting here in his car, every part of your body screaming to escape.Â
He got in, started the engine, neither of you spoke.
Rafe drove fast, every rev of the engine matching the churning in your stomach perfectly. You sat there, trembling, the dread building with every mile that passed. You gripped the seatbelt so hard it felt like your entire body might go numb, and stared straight ahead, breathing shallow, trying to ignore the sting in your eyes.
You bit back another wave of nausea. Weakness.
Youâd already shown him too much.Â
You didnât need a lecture from some doctor on how you âshouldâve taken better care of yourself", let alone with Rafe there, watching, scrutinizing, acting like this was his business when heâd made it clear long ago that it wasnât. He was in your space in the worst way, reopening all the wounds.
You were seething. He had no right to do this.
The thought made you want to drop deadâdoctor would walk in, casually drop the news about the baby, and you'd be left watching his reaction in real time.
You looked at the entrance to the ER. The vision of anyone running tests, of some well-meaning nurse, coming in and spilling everything about the baby in front of himâno way. You wouldnât let that happen.
He wasted no time getting out, moving around to your side, while you sat rigidly, staring straight ahead. His hand was already on the door, yanking it open, looking down at you like he was ready to drag you inside if he had to.
You werenât moving. You knew the second you stepped inside, it would be over.Â
âCâmon,â Rafe pressed, his hand outstretched, hovering there like he thought he could compel you to listen. âStop being so stubborn.â
You crossed your arms over your stomach, refusing to meet his eyes.
âIâm not going in.â
Rafe let out a sigh, nearing his limit, and knelt down to your level.
âLook, you passed out. Iâm not leaving until you get checked out.â
âYouâre gonna be here for a while then.â
âWould you stop?â His voice softened for the first time, as if he was trying to reach some part of you that he thought still cared. âYou look like you havenât slept in days, like you havenât eaten anything that wasnât out of a vending machine. I know you donât want my help, but can you just stop for a second andââ
âAnd what?â you interrupted.
âAnd think! If you donât get in there, Iâll drag you in myself.â
Your heart raced, âYou wouldnât dare.â
Rafe stepped closer; his jaw set in determination. âTry me.â
âYouâre not coming in."
He blinked like the idea hadnât even occurred to him. âWhat?â
Maybe he was seeing the protection youâd built up around yourself since he left, how there was no longer any crack left open for him to slip through.
âI donât need you. I donât want you in there.â
âFine.â His tone was clipped, restrained. âBut Iâll be right here.â
You slammed the door shut behind you, not letting him your legs still shaking. Youâd rather collapse face-first into the concrete than give him the satisfaction of listening to him.Â
âYeah, you do that,â you replied, turning and walking toward the entrance, refusing to look back.
Stepping inside, you felt a slight tremor run through youâpart relief, part panic. The lights were too bright, almost white. Your heart wobbled, replaying how heâd been such a fucking asshole to you.
Youâd forgotten how mean he could be, how easily he could go from angry to something so frigid it made you want to cry yourself to sleep.
âHi there,â The receptionist greeted, her eyes moving over you with a professional once-over, âWhat brings you in today?â
You forced a small smile, knowing she wouldnât buy it.
âJustâŚgot a little dehydrated, thatâs all.â
âOkayâŚletâs just get some basic information.â She clicked into her computer, her fingers poised over the keyboard. âName?â
You cleared your throat, rattling off your full name, she nodded, typing it in.
âHave you experienced any other symptoms besides dizziness?â
âNothing serious,â you replied, dismissively. âItâs just the heat, like I said. I just need some water and Iâll be good as new.â
This had to be a fucking nightmare you got sucked in, you could sense your blood pressure spike.
She tapped her screen and glanced back at you.
âAlright, Miss Thornton, it looks like weâll just need a few quick details here to get you all checked in. Can I start with your insurance provider?â
A chuckle almost slipped out of you. InsuranceâGod, you were fine with insurance. What you werenât okay with was everything else. You answered, âBlue Cross.â
She asked for your birthdate, which you gave on autopilot, hoping sheâd skip any weird or invasive questions. âAny allergies?â
You shook your head. Please, just let this be over.Â
âItâs really not a big deal,â You blurted out, giving her a thin smile and forcing calm into your voice. âI just need the IV. You know, standard stuff.â
âOf course, dear. Weâll get things started, it will include routine tests, like bloodwork, just to be safe.â
Bloodwork. Perfect. You were doing everything you could to keep from falling into that spiraling panic mode.Â
Please, just get me in, get me out, and donât find anything.
âJust head down to Room 12.â
All you could think was that you wanted this to be overâbefore the whole town, or worse, he, found out. It made you want to scream. He was the last person who should be outside.
This was his fault. Youâd never be here if he hadnât shown up.
The next hour passed in secondsâquestions, forms, an IV drip.
Theyâd done blood work, too, but youâd sighed in relief when theyâd told you the results wouldnât be ready immediately. As far as they knew, youâd just overdone it, and now, as you lay on a cot in a room that reeked of sick people, all theyâd prescribed was rest, hydration, and food.
When the nurse asked if anyone could pick you up, the thought of calling someone, asking them to see you like this, made you delirious. You didnât need anyone; you were perfectly fine on your own.
But you also didnât want Rafe and his delusional ass to barge through the doors.
The nurse moved around you awkwardly, eyes still expectant, as if you were just a button away from a reliable âsomeoneâ to come running.
You looked at her, controlling the compulsion to yell. Little people ever bothered to check on you, to show up for more than just the drama or gossip.
Out of them, only one face bounced around in your head.
âYeah, I got someone.â
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unlike most of the loud-mouthed, irritating people sae itoshi finds himself constantly surrounded by, heâs long since learned that you are not the type to openly express what youâre thinking about unless explicitly asked.Â
so, for you, he finds himself asking into the quiet, sleepy darkness of your bedroom, âwhat are you thinking about?âÂ
âthat starting tomorrow, iâm going to forget all about you.â you hum, propping yourself up by pressing your palm against the muscular plane of his chest. one of the straps of your silky camisole slips off your shoulder; it shouldnât be as tantalizing to him as it is, but he thinks everything about you, everything you do, is designed to specifically tempt him.Â
he focuses on the tiny strip of fabric, on the smooth expanse of your skin, before his eyes flit back up to your face; he meets your gaze, cocks an eyebrow. âoh?â
truth be told, saeâs not a witty person. everyone lets him get the final word in because heâs got this cold aura and seemingly disinterested expression that screams âi donât give a fuck,â but he does care. to a certain extent. he doesnât care about the arguments he has with people; he just cares about winning. when he calls you, and you pick up, even if itâs on the second to last ring before he gets sent straight to voicemail, he considers that a win. when you open the door for him before he can even knock, he considers that a win.Â
when you admit that youâre thinking about him, even if itâs to say itâs because you plan on erasing him from your memory, he considers that a win.Â
âwanna know why?â you ask him, and he nods. if you were anyone else, he wouldnât even care.Â
ââcause i canât handle being the girl that keeps having her ex spend the night.â you sit up fully now, removing your hand from his body. he misses your warmth the moment your touch leaves him.Â
âeasy fix. we can get back together, then.â the two of you are practically together anyway. he cooks you breakfast the morning after, and you still wear his boxers as pajamas. his bodyâs pretty sensitive to most sensations, especially early in the morning, but his feet have gotten used to hitting the cold hardwood floor of your bedroom when he wakes up before dawn to brush his teeth and get his day started.Â
âtoo late. i've already blocked your number from my phone.âÂ
he almost laughs at that. instead, he takes your right wrist, his thumb gently pressed against your pulse point; he likes to apply just enough pressure so that he can feel every beat of your heart. âyeah? i can buy a new phone, get a new number.âÂ
âyou make breakups difficult for no reason.â you tell him, but not yanking back your wrist. itâs why he feels bold enough to bring your fingers to his mouth, lightly kissing the tips of your fingers.Â
âwe broke up?â he peers up at you, your fingers still so close to his mouth that you can feel the way he breathes life into his words. annoying. heâs so annoying. the worst part is, youâre pretty sure heâs somehow convinced himself that you ending things was just you throwing a tantrum. heâs still treating you the same as he always does.Â
âi broke up with you.â not like he needs the reminder.Â
âi donât remember agreeing to that.âÂ
âyou donât have to agree. breakups donât have to be mutual.âÂ
âi have a game next week. weâre going to be playing in france. i was thinking a day before the match, we could go visit the louvre, like you talked about.â heâs still going on casually, making plans like there was never a doubt in his mind that youâre going to show up to his game. you received the ticket he sent and somehow couldnât bring yourself to toss it in the trash, right where it belongs, so itâs currently hiding in your nightstand drawer.Â
âsae, iâm not going. iâm not your girlfriend.âÂ
well, youâre certainly his. he made sure to have you scream out a chorus of yours, yours, yours! to have it drilled into your pretty little head.Â
âhow do you know my name? i thought you forgot all about me.â heâs holding back a smile.Â
âiâm forgetting all about you starting tomorrow.â you point out, and one corner of his mouth quirks up, a smug smirk on his face as he nods subtly to the alarm clock on your nightstand.Â
âit is tomorrow.â
you blink, before staring at him curiously. âyeah.â you say slowly, having been bested by sae itoshi once again. âwhat do you think i should do now, then?âÂ
give him all your tomorrows for the rest of your life.Â
he doesnât say that, though. he just pulls you in for a long, deep kiss. when you say his name, breathlessly and full of longing, he takes the time to fix the strap of your camisole, knowing itâs futile since he'll be pulling it off your body soon, anyway.Â
he wins.
#just a random drabble LOL#i need a writing warmup to prepare for all my actual tips#wips*#hozier's cover of do i wanna know is making me go insane#sae itoshi x reader
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Hi! I loved your fic and was wondering if I could request a continuation?
Maybe after that moment with Lottie, the energy between you two is off but also, something feels off around you specifically. Like thereâs a constant sense of dread following you. Almost like It is upset with you. Lottie notices, maybe Akilah too, and even Travis (though he doesnât want to admit it). But since you said you didnât want to believe, no one really brings it up.
Then the next card draw happens, and you already kind of know itâs coming and felt it building, so when you pull the Queen card, you donât runâyou just accept it. Some of the others are a little frustrated (they like the chase), but also kind of sad. Lottie stays quiet, but itâs clear she saw it coming and is heartbroken.
You head outside alone and Lottie follows you with a knife, offering to do it gently. Sheâs crying. You apologizeâto her and to Itâand just as sheâs about to go through with it, maybe a large animal sacrifices itself again. Itâs a sign that youâve been forgiven. Lottie is relieved, and you return to camp alive, to everyoneâs surprise.
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god thinking about dealing with the fact that lottie broke up with you PLUS it's winter and you can't snuggle with her while she's wearing her 5 billion coats </3 it almost makes you wanna believe in the wilderness just so she'll take you back.
but on a real note. at first, the feeling that keeps following you feels like dread. which is normal because your girlfriend just broke up with you, but it's heavy and you can sense Something following you, not just the dread that comes with a break up. it gets to the point where you cant sleep anymore because it makes you feel so sick and weird, and you start getting these visions, maybe, of dead animals and just blood. blood everywhere. hallucinating it on the snowy ground, looking up at the girls to see if anyone else is seeing this shit, and ofc lottie's the only one who looks at you. she gives you a smug smile almost as if to say, "see? i told you It's real." and walks away.
maybe you feel worse when lottie's around because she's the most devoted to It. and even though she loves you, she hated the way you spoke of Itâspoke of herâabout how she's unwell. she knows you don't mean it though. you're just scared of It's power. you just have to let It in. she can sense whenever you see something It shows you via hallucination, smiling when you actually see it, but frowning when you push it away. maybe the wilderness tells her that you're not the one, that it's your time.
even though you don't believe in It, you just feel the worst anxiety come on when lottie suggests a hunt. you know It's going to choose you. part of you wants to just cry. part of you just wants to scream at her, "why don't you sacrifice yourself then?" but you know she'd happily take up that offer (she was so disappointed when she didn't pick the queen card đ). the wilderness wants a real sacrifice. a hunt.
you almost raise your hand when shauna asks if there are anymore objections. almost.
when you wake up the morning of the card pull, you hear lottie's voice whisper your name from outside your hut, but when you get up to look outside, you're the only one out there. you almost feel yourself black out when getting in the circle, watching van shuffle the cards. the pressure and dread just builds and builds, and you can almost hear the shuffle of cards and the fall of snow like it's right next to your ear. everythings so loud.
you dont even look at the card you pulled before you show it to everyone. you already know. and if it wasn't obvious by the way you heard all the girls gasp, it was from the way van's shaky voice tells you she's sorry.
you peer up at lottie, feeling small. the dread in your stomach is too much now, and you wobble slightly as shauna approaches to put jackie's necklace around you.
"i don't want a hunt." you mumble, loud enough for her and the others to make out what you said. "you can just do it here."
shauna scoffs immediately and shakes her head. she wants this huntâneeds it. she looks to lottie for guidance, since she was the one who suggested the hunt in the first place. "you heard what she said. It wants a hunt."
"i'm not gonna run." you raise your voice and you push shauna's shoulders to get her away. it felt good. wrong move though, because she takes her knife from her sheath and brings it up to your throat, her eyes full of rage.
the mediator is of course lottie, who pulls shauna away and gets in between to protect you. you feel a rush of something as her hand lightly touches your arm as she talks to shauna.
"i can do it. the wilderness will still be pleased without a proper hunt." her voice is calm and steady. "they just have to give themselves to It."
when she looks back at you, there are tears in her eyes. it makes you feel even worse than the thought of dying.
much to shauna's (and some of the others) disappointment, you get off without a hunt. she slams her spear on the ground as she watches lottie lead you out into the forest, telling nat, "be ready to prepare the feast." before heading into her hut to cool down.
it's awkward as lottie leads you to your death. what are you supposed to say when your ex-girlfriend is taking you to a spot to kill you? you don't know, so you just say quiet while relishing the feeling of her hand in yours again, even despite the circumstances. when lottie thinks she's gone far enough, she turns to you, wiping the tears from her eyes.
"i promise i'll be gentle." her once steady voice is now a bit shaky. she doesn't know if it's because she's about to kill the one true love of her life, or because she's giving the wilderness what It wants.
the second you feel the knife pause against your chest, you break. everything comes pouring out at once. you try to calm yourself, furiously wiping at your face full of tears as you choke on your sobs, but you can't.
you drop to your knees before lottie. "i'm sorry, lottie. i'm sorry i didn't believe in It. i just didn't understand It. i want to, please, i'm sorry, for everything."
you hear lottie's breath hitch for just a second, and when you lift your head to look at her, her arm is raised, about to strike. but then, something emerges in the bushes in front of you. a bear.
she looks back at the sound and feels a heavy weight lift off her chest. another sacrifice.
you scramble to get up, pulling weakly at lottie's coat to get her away from the animal. she looks back at you and shakes her head, a soft smile on her lips, before she walks forward.
it's a scene similar to the aftermath of doomcoming as you watch the bear bow its head to lottie, offering itself to her. instead of you. you feel a calm wash of the forest air run over your body.
"It forgives you." is what lottie tells you on the walk back to camp. "it took courage to admit you don't understand It. you have to prove yourself to It now."
"how do i do that?" you ask her, standing awkwardly in her hut, but feeling good to be back in it. to be back with her. or, at least you think you're back together.
she smiles at you.
#anon#lottie matthews thoughts đ#yellowjackets x reader#lottie matthews x reader#lottie matthews x yn#yellowjackets x you#Š returnofeternity
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THE MARAUDERS ERA
JAMES POTTER
I THOUGHT YOU'D BE DIFFERENT BY @livinginshambles
A cinderella story (maybe a little romeo and juliet while we're at it) but Hogwarts - Enemies-ish to lovers. You find an enchanted parchment through wich you anonymously talk to a stranger (James). When you meet him at the Yule ball, he is not who you expected, but you give him a chance. When you realise that was clearly a mistake, you flee cinderella style.
ALSO BY @/livinginshambles:
NOT RIDICULOUS AT ALL
You are part of the marauders, always having felt special when they called you part of the gang, but also consequently too embarrassed to admit to wanting to be more feminine, afraid that they would no longer deem you cool enough to hang out with you. You are hurt by James' comments and James might realise something when you're avoiding him.
I'VE GOT PLANS, SORRY
James is whipped. He adores his girlfriend so much, to the point that it starts to bother his friends. His reaction to a confrontation about it with his friends is to completely pull away from you, always finding new excuses to avoid you, leaving you to try and approach him. When you overhear him trying to be cool under peer pressure and say that you're too clingy, you also start pulling away, using the same excuses.
TIME WARP BY @astonishment
When the time-turner breaks, you find yourself at the start of 6th year once again. The only difference? Itâs 1976. Stuck in a time you shouldnât even be alive in, you do your best to blend in, anxiously awaiting to see if Dumbledore can help you get home. That all goes out the window when you catch the eye of a certain bespeckled boy. And the more time you spend with him, the harder it gets to walk away. But you have to⌠right?
ALSO BY @/astonishment:
DARLING, DEAREST, DEAD (CORPSE BRIDE AU)
James plans on proposing to Lily. Trying to calm his nerves, he goes for a walk in the woods, then somehow finds himself in the land of the dead, engaged to Y/N, the corpse bride. With his friends and girlfriend looking for him, can James make it back to the land of the living? Does he even want to?
IF I KISS YOU, I'M SORRY (FAKE DATING AU)
A miscommunication at a party leads to James asking Y/N to be his girlfriend and the two quickly find themselves going from strangers to lovers. The problem is, itâs all fake⌠until it isnât.
TOTALLY JUST FRIENDS BY @singmyaubade
you and james might have been "flirtatious" but it's strictly platonic, right?
BET ON YOU BY @santaasi
james bets you that if he wins his next match, you owe him a date. he wins, of course â but youâre not going to make it easy for him.
WINGMAN BY @evermoreness
james definitely has a crush on you, but he won't admit it. so his best friend sirius steps up to be his wingman.
SIRIUS BLACK
WHAT WE WERE, WHAT WE ARE BY @jimblejamblewritings
The worst thing that ever happened to Y/N Lupin was getting sent to Azkaban for a crime she didnât commit. The second worst thing was when she got out on parole and not because her name was cleared. Trying to get her life back proves difficult when everyone has moved on into the present while she only has memories of the past.
A LITTLE BIT OF SCANDAL WITH A PINCH OF DEFAMATION BY @bartonomy
someone has made it their personal mission to ridicule the eldest black sibling in the school newspaperâs anonymous Spotlight column and the entire school is entertained- except Sirius
more to come...
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Boys
Magdalena Eriksson x Child!Reader
Part of The Big Adventures Universe
Summary: Boys are the worst
When kids are little, football teams are usually mixed.
Boys and girls.
Girls and boys.
Magda knows this. She doesn't particularly care that they're not separated. It's not really needed at this point when kids haven't gone through puberty and there's not much of a difference physically between them.
She has no problems with that.
She does have a problem with the parents of boys who think the team shouldn't be mixed.
"Good girl!" She says as you make another save.
It's been nearly a year since the move to Germany and it had taken that amount of time for her and Pernille to find you a little football team to join.
They don't want you at the Bayern academy. In fact, they don't want you at any academy until you're a bit older, when you're absolutely sure that football is what you want to do.
But this is a nice compromise.
You still get to play football but without all the pressure to perform that academies provide.
"Just push her over!" One of the dads from the opposite team yells," Are you really letting a girl beat you?!"
Ordinarily, Magda would have seen red but after the humiliating time she had the last time this happened and was subsequently told to wait in her car, she's not eager for a repeat.
So, Magda just starts clapping louder and yelling out her praise as you pass the ball off to one of the other kids.
This is a kid's football match so she can forgive a few moments of physicality. Kids can get a bit aggressive and it's clear, even to Magda's own biased eyes that you're leagues ahead of all of your peers.
In fact, that makes her puff out her chest a bit in pride.
Of course her little girl is the best one here by miles.
Your talent is obvious and your clear idolisation and perfect listening to the goalkeepers in your life has you more than prepared for a bunch of untrained kids trying to play a game of football.
So, all in all, Magda can forgive a bit of physicality.
What she can't forgive is the little boy who tugs at your hair after you save his weak shot on goal.
"Ow!" You yelp and Magda's hands clench into fists.
"That's got to be a red!" She heckles the ref, who looks to be barely out of puberty and not paid enough to deal with the yelling of parents. "Give him a red!"
"Pull her hair harder, son!" The boy's father says and while Magda can't hit a child, she can definitely hit an adult.
She shoves him back, crossing the field in quick strides to catch him off guard.
He stumbles a little before his face twists into outrage, spitting right at Magda's feet. "Watch it, bitch!"
The resemblance between you and Magda is uncanny so it's clear he knows which child is hers.
"If your kid can't take a bit of hair-pulling then maybe she should stop playing a boy's game and go back to doing her nails."
"Watch it!" Magda snaps back," Or your son is going to watch his dad lose to a girl as well."
"Go back to the kitchen!" He says back and Magda rolls her eyes," Football's a men's game!"
She expected a better insult.
At some point, they've started yelling at each other and the poor teenage referee has to slide between them to make sure no one starts swinging.
"Go to your cars!" He says," You-You can't argue in front of kids!"
So much for Magda not getting sent off again.
"Yeah!" The dad clearly doesn't know how to take a hint. "Come back when you learn how to play the game!"
Magda stalks away, throwing over her shoulder," Come back when you've won a league title!"
Magda stews in her car, arms crossed over her chest. She doesn't even turn on the radio, split between anger and working out how she's going to avoid telling Pernille she got sent to the side-lines again.
You practically skip over to the car, escorted by one of the parents that Magda's yet to learn the name of.
"Hey," She says as you pull yourself into your seat, leaning back so she can buckle your seatbelt up," How was the game?"
"You got told off," You say instead.
"I did."
"You should have punched him in the nose."
"Violence isn't the answer to arguments, princesse."
You frown. "Georgia told me that the only way to deal with mean men is to prove you're better or punch them in the nose. I proved I was better. You should have punched him in the nose."
"Of course Georgia told you that," Magda mutters under her breath before raising her voice again," But how was the match after I was sent away?"
"It was good," You say, rifling through your bag for a snack," I saved a penalty."
"You did?!" A pang of disappointment stirs in Magda's stomach. "I'm sorry I couldn't see it."
"It was the boy that pulled my hair," You say, trying to stab your straw into your juice box," He cried."
"Good."
"Yeah and then before Miss Sophia brought me over to you, he gave me a flower and told me I was cool."
Magda nearly slams on the breaks then and there. "What?"
"Yeah. It was kind of weird because he was still crying. Boys are weird."
"Yes. Yes they are."
"Are you going to get sent off next match too? Because if you are, can Momma come to my matches too? I want someone to be able to watch me."
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The Dos & Don'ts of Fake Dating | E.M. x reader | pt. 9
[chap eight] | [all chapters here] | [chap ten]
Summary | You propose a crazy idea to the resident freak of Hawkins, Eddie Munson. But maybe he was even crazier for agreeing to itâŚ
Warnings & Notes | fem reader, slow burn, faking dating, opposites attract, bratty rich bitch reader, super minor revenge plot, not-quite-enemies-to-lovers
Author's Note | Me?? Taking another unexpected writing hiatus?? Never. But forreal, you all know how life gets. So, as a treat here's a longer chapter (that may or may not be a bit rambly) to make up for my absence. As I wrote, this just kept going and going, so I hope you all enjoy the extra few thousand words lmao
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Chapter Nine
The rest of Monday was absolute shit following your fight with Eddie. After spending the entirety of lunch break hiding out under the bleachers in an attempt to pull yourself together, facing your peers for the rest of the day was the last thing you wanted. The trek to your fifth period class was like some walk of shame, as if you were wearing some damned scarlet letter; it felt as if the entire school was watching you, waiting to see if youâd make yourself look like an idiot again or if youâd erupt. You had never felt so scrutinized before, so susceptible to judgment, but you fought tooth and nail not to give people the reaction they were hoping for.
The next day wasnât any better. Once again, you felt the weight of everyoneâs attention, you felt the pressure of all their judgment. Was this how it felt to be in Eddieâs shoes, how it felt to be a total social outcast? It was even shittier than you could have predicted, and you found yourself questioning the stupid little plan you and Eddie had been hatching that led to this.
It only grew worse as the day went on. Third period was arguably the most frustrating - you were stuck sitting next to Eddie for a whole damn hour, and he didnât speak a single word to you. You didnât even think it was possible for that boy to go quiet for longer than a few minutes, yet he proved you wrong, keeping his mouth zipped tight and his eyes on anything but you. Being ignored by Eddie caused your anger to flare, and if you had less self control you wouldâve said something about it, wouldâve given him a piece of your mind, but your frustrations had kept you, too, surprisingly silent. Or maybe it was the fear of looking stupid again.
Wednesday continued much the same way, although you felt less frustrated by everyoneâs critical glances and Eddieâs willful ignorance of your existence. You thought maybe you were starting to get your shit together, that you had finally combatted all your pent up emotions and pushed them all the way down to the pit of your heart, where you'd just ignore them like you did with any challenging feelings. Hell, you were even beginning to fool yourself into thinking that you were feeling better, though deep down you knew that wasnât true.
The worst that the week had to offer came during lunch that day, though, when you foolishly tried to approach Duncan and demand to know what the hell his deal was. You thought you had pulled yourself together well enough - you spoke with a sharp tone and a cool demeanor, but he and his gang of friends simply mocked your attempts at an argument. They did everything they could to make you feel small, but you kept it together, retreating from their harsh words with all the poise you could muster, hoping that your anger wasnât too obvious. Their laughter and whispers wouldn't get to you, or at least you'd never show it - the whole school already saw you vulnerable once, it was not about to happen again.
 Consider your reputation officially fucking ruined.Â
The thing that hurt more than any of their insults and derogatory words, however, was the look on Eddieâs face as you two met eyes across the lunch room, the way he watched you as you tried to march away from Duncan with your pride still intact. Eddie had been witness to the entire shitty interaction, you realized as you kept your eyes locked on his; the worry and concern so clear on his face caused a crack in your otherwise icy exterior, and you had to rip your gaze away so he couldn't see the hurt in your expression. You nearly broke down the very moment you were out of the cafeteria, the look on Eddieâs face burned into your mind.
The rest of the day was a fucking blur, and you were so emotionally worked up that you were grateful to leave school and go to the one place that could normally calm you down - the ice rink. Wednesday was always your skating day, and today you felt like you needed it more desperately than usual, thankful to spend a few hours on the ice after school. In all your moments of frustration, skating always did wonders to even you out, reminding you why you still enjoyed it after all these years - it helped calm your nerves, clear your head, and relax your heart. It helped to de-escalate your emotions, to make you think straight, and after how hard the past couple of days were, you desperately needed that.
Your anger at Duncan was still burning hot as ever, and even as you slowly relaxed you were still desperate to get back at him, not above stooping to his level. Youâd have to corner him when he was alone, without his posse to back him up - then you could really hurt him with your scathing words. You also couldnât help but wonder just how involved Amelia and Janet were in all this shit - if anything, this stunt was Ameliaâs idea, but Janet? She couldnât have been this cold and heartless; or maybe you just desperately hoped she wasn't.
As you looped around the ice far less elegantly than you normally would, you tried your damnedest not to think about Eddie, as if ignoring the thought of him would somehow remove you from fault. Now that youâve actually had time to think about it, you knew youâd been mean to him just for the sake of it, just to let your frustrations out on someone. A younger you wouldn't have cared that you mistreated someone, would've just waved it off like a brat and moved on with your life. Hell, only a few months ago, you probably would've still found it comical to talk down to someone like Eddie the way that you did.
But you were not that girl anymore, although you also weren't emotionally ready to acknowledge that Eddie didnât deserve your vitriol; after all, you were mean to just about everyone, what made him any different? You knew that youâd treated him badly simply because it was easy, because he was the only person there and you needed to let it out. The less prideful part of you knew that you were wrong for that, but that side of you had thus far been outweighed by your own stubbornness. Now, however, you were starting to think maybe you needed to do something about it.
On the one hand, you considered that you had no obligation to make things right with Eddie, and yet, something about that upset you. Were you really so terrible and bitchy that youâd avoid apologizing to him? Were you going to simply ignore him, if not treat him even worse than youâd already had been? Thatâs certainly something you would have done in the past, but somehow Eddie fucking Munson had made you a little less harsh than you once were.
No, you didnât need to make this right, but you wanted to. Somehow, Eddie had undeniably grown on you, and at this rate he was virtually the only person you had on your side (that is, of course, if you donât take into account his ignoring you the past two days). If anyone had even suggested a month ago that youâd be getting along so well with Eddie Munson, you probably would have gagged. What could you and a guy like him possibly have in common, what could you two possibly bond over? These were questions that you were still seeking answers to, even as you drove home after hours of skating at the rink.
Perhaps it was your sense of humor, so much more aligned with his than either of you had expected. Or maybe it was the effortlessness with which you could talk to one another, like youâd already known each other far longer than a few weeks. Hell, maybe it was that Eddie challenged you without even being mean about it, how he so simply gave you new perspectives to take into account and made you reconsider things you thought you knew.
It was strange to realize that, in your own way, you two had become almost-friends quite rapidly. Was that normal? Did other people feel so at ease with someone theyâd known for only a few short weeks? You couldnât remember what it was like when you became friends with Amelia or Janet or anyone else that ran in your former circle - had you bonded with them just as easily as you had with Eddie? Something in you suspected no.
But you tried to avoid thinking about that too much, because you certainly werenât going to dig into it any deeper.
As you walked through the front door of your home, the silence of the house confirmed to you that your father was still, supposedly, at work. The only time you heard the buzz of electronics throughout the house was when he was around, because your mom never left a television or radio on unnecessarily. Youâd bet that she was probably in the kitchen with the radio down low, just a bit of background noise to keep her company as she prepped for dinner. Or maybe she was on the phone in the home office, chatting away with one of her friends about the latest gossip in town.
You hated to admit it, but you and your mom were both used to your father not being around often - most days, he was gone before you left for school and didnât return home until well into the evening. This had been the familyâs routine for years now, so your fatherâs lack of interest in spending time at home no longer phased you. His absence was just as routine as your school schedule or your momâs biweekly nail appointments.
You found it far more surprising when he was around - in fact, it almost dared to make you suspicious of him. Because you figured he never seemed interested in spending time with you or your mom, you couldnât help but speculate what would prompt him to suddenly spend every night at the dinner table for a couple weeks, or to even suggest the family go out together on the weekend. You assumed it was some form of guilt - for a while now, you had yourself convinced that he was having an affair, so perhaps his brief bouts of attentiveness were his measly efforts to reconcile his infidelity with himself.
Of course, youâd never dare even imply this suspicion to your mother, for all you knew it could send her spiraling. And a part of you was convinced that perhaps sheâd had her suspicions as well.
As you closed the front door behind you and slid out of your sneakers, you had every intention of running off to your room to avoid your mom entirely. After the week youâd had thus far, youâd rather be left alone, you didnât want to get caught up in her usual superficial conversations. But before you could even take a step towards the staircase, your mom zipped out of the kitchen towards you, an eager shine in her eyes that almost made her appear younger. You gave her a quizzical look, taking a step back as she got just a little closer than you cared for; even with your parents, you preferred people stay at armâs length.
âHow was your day, hon?â She asked as if in anticipation of something. Your face twisted with even more confusion - what the hell was she so excited about? Was she really that oblivious to the funk youâd been in the past three days?
You stepped around your mom, intending to end this conversation quickly so you could disappear to your room. Your tone was dismissive as you replied coldly, âNot great.â
Her joy seemed to falter a little as she followed just a step behind you; clearly, whatever she wanted to talk about seemed to be important to her, âWhat do you mean?â
You paused to look back at her again, your agitation clear on your face as you studied her. You werenât certain, but it seemed as if she were expecting a different response - a particular response. What exactly was she fishing for?
âToday sucked. Just like the rest of this shitty week.â Your tone was cold as you raised your brow, hoping that your attitude may deter her from asking anymore questions. Your callous word choice caused her to pull a face, studying your expression as if she were seeing you for the first time in a long time. For a moment, you thought maybe sheâd actually act like your mother, you thought maybe sheâd ask you what was wrong and offer a shoulder to cry on.
âI figured itâd be good,â she started with concern in her voice, putting on something of an encouraging smile, âconsidering the assembly on Monday.â
Dread immediately washed over you, her words causing your heart to drop into your stomach - how did she know about the assembly? The school wouldnât have called the parents about it, they didnât care that much. Maybe one of her friends had heard from their kid and then told her? Possibly, but not the most likely. So, how did she know?
All you could do was stare for a few tense moments, fighting to keep in all the feelings youâd just worked through on the ice rink. Your jaw tightened as you swallowed hard, attempting to quiet your mind and take a deep breath. Your intense eyes burned into your mother, who seemed to recognize that what sheâd just said may have been a mistake.
âHow do you know about that?â You probed with an edge to your voice, feeling as if all your emotions were going to come spilling out of you at any minute.
Although she appeared hesitant, your mom kept her composure, persisting to act bright in the foolish hopes that it would help you relax, âAmelia called while you were out.â
If your heart could drop any further, it would have. You began to feel almost out of body as you started to piece it all together, already realizing Ameliaâs fucking game. She knew you wouldnât have mentioned your dissolved friendship to your mother because of your distant relationship with your parents, and now she was using it against you. To what end? Simply to torment you more?
Receiving no response from you, your mother smiled encouragingly, still trying her hardest to keep things chipper as she continued, âShe wanted to know if Iâd like to be a chaperone for homecoming. She seemed so excited that both of you were nominated for homecoming queen!â
Your jaw clenched in anger, eyes growing harsher as they burnt into your mother. You had no reason to be mad at her, but at that moment your rage was coming back up, clawing its way out of you. It took everything in your power not to shout expletives in her face.
So, you turned away from her, trying to collect yourself by taking a few deep breaths. From over your shoulder, your mom continued, trying in vain to understand what was going on with you, âHoney, whatâs wrong? This should be exciting news.â
You whipped around angrily, but bit your tongue as you two stared at one another, you in vexation and your mom in concern. You took one more deep breath while rolling your eyes, looking away again.
âDid Amelia tell you who I was nominated with? Or that we havenât spoken a word to each other in nearly two weeks?â As your frustration bubbled, you met her eyes again, âOr that I was only nominated as some shitty prank? Did she mention that I ran out of the gym like a fucking coward because of how humiliated I felt?â
Your motherâs face was awash with concern as she looked between your eyes, and for a moment you really did think sheâd comfort you, in fact, you were almost hoping for it. But that was quickly squashed, âWill you please watch your language? You donât have to get so worked up.â
The upset on your face only increased - despite everything else you said, your language was the thing that concerned her most? You scoffed with frustration, shaking your head in disbelief as you all but shoved past her, keeping your wild eyes away from hers.
âYou donât even care!â You said venomously, stomping back towards your belongings left by the front door. Haphazardly, you shoved your feet into your shoes and dug around for your keys, âIâm not good right now, mom, and all youâre worried about is my fucking language! Do you care how Iâm feeling?â
With a flustered look, your mom approached you, âOf course I care, but I canât even understand you anymore! Youâve been so different recently, so much more distant. How am I supposed to know whatâs going on if you wonât tell me?â
You simply shook your head, throwing your bag back on your shoulder once you had your keys. As you swung open the front door, it bounced off the wall, causing your mother to gasp at the aggressive act.
âWhere are you going!?â She insisted while following you outside. You didnât dare look back, marching towards your car as your anger continued to bubble over.
âAnywhere but here!â As you whipped around to the driver side door, you finally looked at your mother, who lingered on the front steps with a disappointed and confused expression. You were sure you looked absolutely wild and irate as you flung open the car door, carelessly tossing your bag inside and holding your motherâs gaze.
You could see that she was trying to make sense of the chaos happening right now, trying her best to keep it together as if that would calm you down now after everything that just happened. She wasnât used to seeing you like this, so emotional and out of control - sheâd seen you angrier these past couple weeks than youâd been your entire fucking life.
âPlease just come back inside.â She tried earnestly, but you were too far gone to hear any of it. You ripped your gaze from hers and slammed the car door once you were settled into the seat, zipping out of the driveway fast enough that you nearly hit the mailbox.
You didnât make it far, though, having to pull over only a minute later because you realized you were on the verge of crying. Fuck, when was the last time that had happened? You were never the type to get emotional like this, but shit, youâd had a stressful week. You had to catch your breath, to hold back your tears of anger, slamming your fists on the steering wheel a few times as if that could make everything better. You didnât dare let a single tear roll down your face, but they were so welled up in your eyes that you could barely see, forcing you to blink and wipe them away.
What the hell were you doing? Where did you expect to go? These melodramatics felt fucking ridiculous, and you tried to convince yourself you were freaking out over nothing, although your emotions were clearly telling you otherwise. You couldnât keep acting like this, you wouldnât allow it - it wasnât you, and it made you feel weak.
But shit, you felt like your world had been crashing down around you all week, and it was impossible to keep it together right now. So, you pounded your fists against the dashboard, hissing foul words while continuing to fight back everything that was swirling in your chest. You were certain that if any of your neighbors walked by your haphazardly parked car, theyâd think you were having a total mental break. And maybe you were; fuck if you knew. You werenât exactly thinking clearly right now.
After what felt like an eternity, youâd exhausted all your rage, dejectedly catching your breath and attempting to regain your composure. Shit, what were you going to do now? Thereâs no way in hell youâd go back home - you werenât ready to deal with your mother again so soon. Or worse, your father, whose temper would simply set you off again.
As you swallowed down the lump in your throat, you couldnât help but think of your fight with Eddie, and without any hesitation you accepted that right now you missed him. If you weren't so emotional, you'd have stopped to consider how strange that was. Maybe the past few days wouldnât have been such shit if youâd just been nicer to him; maybe this was karma at work, making you miserable for how you treated him.
You had to apologize to Eddie. Right fucking now.
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As you drove through Forest Hills, you realized youâd never once set foot in a trailer park before. Looking out your windshield at the dark street, you were certain that one trailer home would maybe fill only two bedrooms of your own home. How people lived in such close quarters was something you couldnât even comprehend, and on a normal night maybe you wouldâve lingered on that thought. But considering that you came here on a mission, you were unable to become distracted; no, the anxiety that was rapidly growing in your chest kept you laser focused on the task you set out on.
It wasnât until you reached this side of Hawkins that your fear began to mount - should you really be showing up to Eddieâs place unannounced? Is this terrible timing? What if his uncle was home? The further into Forest Hills you drove, the more worried you became. For all you knew, Eddie would slam the door in your face, tell you to fuck off and leave him alone. And after all the shit youâd dealt with this week, you couldnât handle any more rejection.
Maybe you should just turn around and get out of here while you still have the chance.
But as that thought crossed your mind, you spotted Eddieâs van in front of one of the trailers, and your heart rate sped up to a frankly concerning pace. Shit, it was now or never. Turn back around and head home or face Eddie and his possible rejection. Frankly, both options sounded fucking awful.
For a few long moments, you simply lingered on the road, staring at Eddieâs trailer as your heart drummed in your chest; your eyes roved over the illuminated windows, half expecting to see Eddieâs silhouette appear in one of them any second now. But when no visual indicator of him appeared, you shook yourself back to the present, pulling up alongside his van with the brief thought that maybe he saw your headlights. You hesitated at that, waiting yet again to see if heâd appear in the window or at the door. Fuck, if you were going to be this nervous, you might as well just get out of here.
But you knew you couldnât do that. You knew you had to talk to Eddie again, you had to have at least one decent relationship in your life right now. Considering that he was the closest thing you had to a friend at the moment, you had to make amends with him. Not that Eddie owed you any forgiveness, of course - again, the fear that heâd want nothing to do with you came creeping back up, even as you pulled the keys from the ignition and slowly stepped out of the car.
Fuck, what were you going to do if Eddie didnât want to talk? You didnât think you could manage to survive the rest of the week if he didnât forgive you. Despite trying to ignore the thought, in a way you realized that right now you needed Eddie.
This shit better work.
You felt almost shaky as you approached the front door, hearing thrashing metal music reverberating inside the trailer. You had to take another pause at the door to collect yourself - you were not nervous like this, and you refused to appear this nervous in front of anyone. You were here to apologize, not to be vulnerable. So, you pulled yourself together with a few deep breaths, marching up to the door and knocking strongly before you could think to hesitate any longer. Considering how loud the music was, you realized Eddie probably didn't hear you, so you roughly pounded your fist against the door once again. You put on a brave face, taking one more deep breath as the music quieted and someone approached the door.
Of course, once you and Eddie locked eyes, you suddenly froze. All the things youâd rehearsed on the way over here momentarily left your head as you took in his surprised expression, the look in his eyes that suggested you were the last person he expected to see on his doorstep. For what felt like hours, the two of you stared at one another as you attempted to collect your thoughts, attempted to keep all your hurt from showing on your face.
You eventually had to rip your eyes away from Eddie, maybe then you could finally find your voice again. As you stared at his feet, you straightened out your back and clenched your jaw, trying to quiet your mind and get out at least one coherent thought. With a deep breath, you flicked your gaze back to his face.
âCan we talk?â Your voice came out strong, if not a little cold - good, at least you didnât sound as weak as youâd been feeling recently.
Eddieâs expression was still a little taken aback, even as he tried to put on a calm, collected air. Had you not caught him so off guard, perhaps you wouldâve been fooled by the lazy smirk he gave you or his seemingly relaxed posture. But given the look of near astonishment that was on his face only a moment prior, you knew he was probably just as unprepared for this conversation as you were.
âWell, since you drove all the way hereâŚâ Eddie trailed off in what was meant to be a casual tone, stepping to the side and nodding his head towards the trailer behind him. You looked between his eyes and the entryway for a moment before stepping up into his home, immediately taking it all in attentively - it was easier to focus on your surroundings than to focus on him and your emotions.
You werenât sure what you had expected of Eddieâs home, but as you stood in his small living room, everything appeared exactly as it should have - the place was cozy, decorated with items that were clearly personal, reflecting the taste of someone so unlike your own family. Back in your own home, the art on the wall was perfectly curated by your mother, the only photos being staged family portraits; the furniture was also meticulously decided on, meant to look cohesive and clean and modern.
Here in the Munson trailer, the space actually felt lived in - the coffee table was stacked with car magazines and western paperbacks, the walls adorned with collections of hats and mugs. The furniture was worn from years of use, the kitchen was cluttered, a fold out bed was pushed off to one side - yes, this home actually had life to it, unlike the stale living environment you were so used to. Without having met the man, you already had a strong sense of Eddieâs uncle just by looking around the place.
The more you looked at the Munson home, the more your curiosity grew - you wanted to ask more about Eddie and his uncle and all the little details that made them a family. But before you could get to know any more about Eddie, first you had to actually make things right with him. So, you turned your attention back to him, briefly catching the self-conscious look on his face that he very quickly corrected - did he feel judged, having you in his home like this? Was he worried what youâd think now that you had this more intimate glimpse at his life?
The two of you stared at one another for a few long moments; Eddie was clearly anticipating what youâd say next, and you were still trying to decide where exactly to start. You raised a brow as you let out a breath, forcing yourself to look away again so you could actually speak - looking Eddie in the eye like this made it harder to apologize.
âI shouldnât have acted like that.â You started, letting your gaze continue to roam over trinkets and decor in the living room. Off to your side, you heard Eddie hum in acknowledgement instead of saying anything, which seemed to be your cue to continue. You sighed a little, forcing yourself to be honest, hard as it may be; your voice was a touch quieter as you added, âYou didnât deserve that shit.â
âNo, I didnât.â Eddie responded with a hint of harshness to his tone, but considering the circumstances, he didnât sound nearly as mad as youâd expected. You slowly spun around, looking anywhere but his direction so your words would come more easily.
âI⌠like having you around.â The sentence sounded juvenile to your ears, but you simply continued, âI know all I wanted was to stir shit up and be left alone, but the past couple days--â
You had to cut yourself off, suddenly feeling a sadness well up in your throat - you were not about to break, not right now, not in front of Eddie. So, you swallowed hard and tried to calm down before he could see the chink in your armor.
âNot so fun being on the other side of things, huh?â Eddie chimed in, saving you from yourself with his comment. You turned to him with a nod, hoping your eyes didnât give too much away.
âFucking sucks, actually.â You managed a small, sad smile. It looked as if Eddie, too, wanted to mirror the expression, but he kept it to himself. You took in his posture, his crossed arms and guarded look, hoping that you were getting through to him.
You let out a sigh, your gaze drifting down to the floor as you struggled to find your words. God, being sincere shouldnât be so damn hard, but you were never one to admit your faults, never the type to open up easily. Despite your usual confidence and brashness, you couldnât even seem to form proper sentences right now.
âI forgive you.â Those three simple words drew a surprised look from you, to which Eddie shrugged as he continued, looking away with a coolness that surely had to be for show, âYour apology could use some work, seeing as you couldnât even say âsorry,â but you were forgiven the second I opened that door.â
That last statement was shockingly honest and somehow a touch too vulnerable for your liking - it made you nervous, and you couldnât say why. Was Eddie just being hyperbolic, saying that to make you feel better? Or was it the truth, could he have possibly been willing to forgive you just like that simply because you showed up on his doorstep? Both of those ideas made you apprehensive in vastly different ways.
With a quick shake of your head, you tried to pull yourself together, straightening your shoulders and wiping the vulnerable look from your face. You met Eddieâs kind eyes with as much coolness as you could muster, hoping it wasnât too obvious that you were relieved with how this conversation had gone. There was a glint of amusement in Eddieâs face as he watched you, as if he knew exactly what was going through your head, as if he knew your calm demeanor was all for show.
Eddie looked down, rubbing the back of his neck as he spoke, âSo long as you donât drag me to that stupid homecoming, weâll be alright.â
You couldnât help but scoff and roll your eyes at the suggestion, thankful that Eddie made the effort to break the tension in the room - you were done trying to be vulnerable, and it seemed that he could sense that, too.
âAs if Iâd let myself be the Carrie White of their shitty joke.â You gave Eddie a playful glance, catching the way his brow furrowed.
âCarrie, huh?â
You also gave him a look, âYeah, you know - telekinetic chick who killed everyone at prom?â
The smile that graced Eddieâs lips was nearly infectious as he laughed with a shake of his head, âOh, I know Carrie, Iâm just surprised that you do - you donât seem the horror type.â
You cross your arms teasingly - it was so easy to fall back into this pattern with Eddie, easy to bounce off each other. Admittedly, you missed it.
âThereâs still a lot you donât know about me.â You counter with a small smirk, to which Eddie gave you a challenging look.
âWell, it would help if you opened up a little more, princess.â The nickname rolled off Eddieâs tongue with ease, and it was a relief to hear it - that had to mean you really were forgiven, that he hadn't just said so to make you feel better. Even still, you narrowed your eyes, prompting Eddie to continue in his defense, âI know nothing about your hobbies, but you know practically all of mine.â
You looked him up and down once, âYou know that I skate.â
Eddie rolled his eyes teasingly, although he sounded deathly serious as he said, âThereâs clearly more to you than that.â
The sincerity in Eddieâs tone juxtaposed his playful look, giving you pause, making you nervous. You answered simply and with a dismissive shrug, hoping it didn't lead into some deeper conversation, âGuess that makes you the first person to notice.â
You turned away from Eddie to continue looking around, taking in the room as you debated whether or not youâd elaborate on your interests. Considering that Eddie made a good point about not knowing you well, you caved - after all, did you want him as a friend or not?
âI love horror movies.â You take a few steps towards a shelf filled with videos and cassettes, your eyes slowly looking over the titles, âBooks, too, but the movies are way scarier, so theyâre more fun.â
A few familiar horror titles sat on the shelf, causing you to grin and glance back at Eddie, who seemed to be watching you attentively. Realizing he was caught staring, he quickly righted himself and met your gaze, his curious smile growing. You could see in his face that questions were forming, that he probably wanted to ask what you liked about horror or what movie was your favorite. Expectantly, you turned to face him with an eager raise of your brow.
Eddie looked between your eyes for a moment as if he wasnât sure what to say first, finally nudging his chin towards the VHS collection on the shelf, âYou pick a movie, Iâll order us a pizza?â
You couldnât help but be surprised at the suggestion - for two days you didnât speak a word to each other, but again you were reminded of just how effortless it was to go back to the way things were. You smiled in appreciation for Eddieâs ability to make anything easy like this.
As much as you loved the idea, you hesitated, âItâs getting kinda lateâŚâ
Eddie waved it off before you could say anything else, âSo? My uncle wonât be back for hours, and I donât think either of us has anything better going on.â
So, you nodded, eagerly turning your attention back to the small collection of movies on the shelf - you wondered which ones were Eddieâs and which were his uncleâs. Quickly, you settled on a movie that you were excited to see there, grabbing it from the shelf and spinning to face Eddie as he dialed the nearest pizza place. You felt like an excited child as you held up Videodrome for him to see. Again, Eddie appeared surprised, but didnât get the chance to comment as he was greeted by someone on the other end of the call. He probably wouldnât have guessed Cronenberg to be your taste in horror.
With the pizza ordered and the movie loaded into the VCR, you and Eddie settled on opposite ends of the couch. Within a minute of the movie starting, however, you couldnât help yourself as you began to eagerly go on and on about how technically impressive the effects in this movie were. You werenât sure how long you went on for, but after a while you realized you were going on a tangent, cutting yourself off as you looked at Eddie for the inevitable judgment to come. Youâd grown used to your friends rolling their eyes or your mom telling you to stop talking about disgusting horror movies, but Eddie looked so⌠attentive? So interested to listen to what you were saying?
You looked back at the screen almost sheepishly, but you could still feel the burn of Eddieâs eyes watching you.
âYouâre kind of a nerd.â He said with far too much glee, causing you to whip your mean gaze back to him; Eddie was smiling from ear-to-ear, clearly pleased with himself and his discovery of your hidden interest.
âI am not.â You scoff, trying not to grin back at him. Eddie leaned across the couch as if to emphasize his taunting, his eyes challenging as he stared at you.
âYou just spent five minutes talking about how much you love to watch a fake head blow up - seems kinda nerdy.â
It felt as if no rift had ever formed between you two, as if you hadnât just been awkwardly trying to apologize to him some fifteen minutes ago. Eddie just made it ridiculously easy to relax, to forget all the bullshit from the past few days.
You gave Eddieâs shoulder a playful shove, so he sat back up in his seat, that wicked grin still on his face, âWhat, donât want to be lumped in with the rest of us?â
Despite trying to give Eddie a threatening look, you knew your eyes were betraying you - all of the menace in your expression was destroyed by the way your eyes blatantly shone with amusement. You had to look away again, otherwise you feared you might laugh.
âLiking horror doesnât make me a nerd.â You insisted.
âNo, but considering you made a whole speech about how impactful Cronenbergâs use of gore is, I wouldnât call you a casual fan.â Eddie teased, and even without looking you knew just how big his grin was.
So, you kept your eyes trained on the screen, hoping to become absorbed in the movie as you tried to ignore the way Eddie was studying you. And it worked for at least a few minutes - you began to smile at the familiar film, attentively following the story development, all the while slowly forgetting about the eyes practically burning a hole in your skull.
But in his typical fashion, Eddie couldnât stay quiet for too long.
âJason Voorhees or Michael Myers?â
Without missing a beat, you looked back at Eddie, unable to hold your tongue on the debate. Your tone was perhaps a little snobby as you answered, âMichael, obviously.â
Again, Eddie grinned largely with a challenge in his eye, ââObviously?ââ
Of course, you knew what he was doing - he was clearly trying to poke at you, but damn it, it was working. You couldnât resist the opportunity to talk about movie slashers to a captive audience, even if said audience was likely going to keep egging you on.
You rolled your eyes, folding your legs up on the couch as you turned your body towards Eddie, âJason isnât scary.â
âNot scary? He and Michael are basically the same guy.â You pulled a face at the comment, noticing that Eddie seemed pleased with himself for getting you going on the subject.
âAnd I guess you think theyâre also just like Bubba?â Eddie grinned wickedly, so you quickly reached over to smack his shoulder, âDonât you dare say it.â
âSay what?â
You narrowed your eyes, torn between wanting to laugh and wanting to debate your point. You took a deep breath before looking back towards the movie, âMichael is better, end of conversation.â
âIâm more of a Freddy guy myself.â Eddie taunts, clearly not done tormenting you. You shot him a look from the corner of your eye, but didnât dare give him the satisfaction of a response, trying to keep your attention on the movie instead. A minute later, Eddie chimed up again, âThe Exorcist or the Omen?â
To that, you didnât have as quick an answer, mulling it over for a moment before replying - when you answered with the Exorcist, Eddie couldnât help but say that response was predictable.
So, it led you down the rabbit hole, Videodrome being totally forgotten in favor of debating your horror opinions. For every answer to Eddieâs questions, he had a counterargument - it didnât matter whether or not you two agreed on something, he clearly just wanted to get you riled up. Maybe he enjoyed seeing you get excited about something, maybe he enjoyed the way youâd argue your case on characters you loved and hated.
When the pizza arrived, you raced Eddie to the door, paying for the food despite his protests, the pair of you clearly annoying the delivery driver who didnât give a shit where the money came from so long as he got it. All through your meal, you two continued talking over the movie, which eventually reached its end and prompted Eddie to start playing another that you also wouldnât pay any attention to.
As the night wore on, your debates eventually died down; your seat on the couch became increasingly more comfortable, and the shitty horror movie you had on was beginning to lull you to sleep. Considering how long your day - no, your whole week - had been, you were surprised it took this long for your exhaustion to set in. So, you slowly settled into the couch, progressively slumping into the cushions.
Seeing the tired look on your face, Eddie nudged you and insisted you lie down, and you were tired enough not to argue, resting on your side so you can continue watching the movie. You keep your legs curled up to avoid getting in Eddieâs space, but nonetheless your knees rest comfortable against his thigh. At some point between half awake and half asleep, you thought that maybe you felt his hand resting comfortably on your leg, but you were too tired to say for sure.
As the night wore on, you must have inevitably fallen asleep, because next thing you knew, you were being pulled out of a dream, a hand gently shaking your shoulder and Eddieâs far off voice encouraging you to wake up. You figured at first that the voice was just a part of your dream, but as the tone grew more clear and insistent, you were brought back to reality. Groggily, you blinked your eyes open with a confused glare - how long had you been out for? And what time was it?
Catching your eyes with his, the corner of Eddieâs mouth pulled back in a small grin, âJesus, you sleep like the dead.â
A tired moan rumbled in your throat as your eyes narrowed. You tried to roll onto your other side as if you could somehow avoid Eddie that way, your words nonthreatening and heavy with sleep, âFuck offâŚâ
As Eddie sighed with annoyance, an unfamiliar huff of a laugh met your ears, but you werenât nearly awake enough to even wonder who it belonged to. Eddie pulled at your shoulder so you couldnât turn away from him, to which you whined again.
âNo, youâre not sleeping on the couch, itâll ruin your back.â Eddie insisted, teasingly pulling at your arm - if you werenât still half asleep, it wouldnât have annoyed you nearly as much as it did, âCome on, get up.â
You opened your harsh eyes again, knowing Eddie wouldnât allow himself to be ignored. As your eyes adjusted, his face slowly came into focus, his hair haloed by the light of the TV; kneeling beside you, he was clearly trying to hide the amusement he found in your sleepy attitude.
The two of you stared at one another for a long minute as the fog slowly lifted from your brain, making you more and more aware of your surroundings. Your gaze drifted away from Eddie, noticing movement in the corner of your eye; turning in the direction of it, you made eye contact with a man who had to have been Eddieâs uncle. He quickly turned away, pretending to be preoccupied with something in the kitchen, as if that would give you and Eddie a measly sense of privacy.
With a deep yawn, you looked at Eddie again, begrudgingly accepting that you had to get up. You slowly rose into a seated position, your feet brushing Eddieâs leg as you moved to set them on the ground; he rose and took a step back to give you a little more space. Stretching your arms above your head and popping your neck, you looked between the two men, noticing that Eddie seemed to be somewhat sheepish, which made you curious. Was he embarrassed that this was how you and his uncle were meeting? Was it because he felt like you two were caught doing something wrong? Or was it something else entirely that influenced that expression on his face?
You sighed heavily as you rose to your feet, your face scrunching up a little as you looked around the room; your voice was still heavy with sleep as you asked, âWhat time is it? I have to go home.â
Eddie shook his head at the same moment that his uncle silently disappeared to the bathroom, the sound of the shower running drifting out from under the door; maybe he was trying to give you two a bit more privacy.
âYou donât have to go.â Eddie says in a surprisingly gentle tone, to which you furrow your brow, âItâs late and you're exhausted - just stay here tonight.â
You weakly tried to protest, although you were so tired that it was a relief to hear that Eddie wasnât kicking you out in the wee hours of the morning, âI really shouldnât.â
âYou really should.â Eddie insisted, clearly not open to argument. Luckily for him, you accepted the response instantly, your head still too foggy to find a good enough reason to leave. So, you nod smally while trying to stifle another yawn.
Eddie points his hand in the direction of the bedroom, and you immediately accept the invitation, confidently heading that way as if you owned the damn place. You didnât catch the tug of a smile that graced Eddieâs lips as he followed just a step behind you.
You entered the dark bedroom and all but collapsed onto the bed, hearing a slight laugh leave Eddieâs lips; at least he found it funny instead of rude, not that you were terribly concerned with that right now. No, the only thing on your mind at the moment was curling into the mattress and sleeping undisturbed for the rest of the night. You comfortably wrapped your arms around one of Eddieâs pillows, inhaling his lingering scent without considering what you were doing.Â
âYou gonna sleep in that?â Eddie teased, reminding you that you were still in the workout clothes that you wore for skating. Like a stubborn child unwilling to do a task, you grunted, sitting back up and trying to find Eddie in the dark. You caught his silhouette digging through what you assumed to be a pile of clothes, eventually pulling something out and tossing it in your direction. The t-shirt weakly hit you in the chest before falling into your lap, so you started to pull off your own soiled shirt, letting it fall forgotten somewhere on the floor.
Light still filtered into the room through the gap in the door, so you caught the way Eddie spun around to give you privacy just as you started to tug at your bra; you couldnât help but smile, finding it funny as he pushed the door closed. After all, it was dark enough that he probably couldnât see anything; and even if he could, it didnât matter. Right?
Eddie kept himself preoccupied, returning his attention to the stack of clothes as you pulled his scratchy t-shirt over your head; thanks to the darkness of the room, you didnât catch the way he glanced back at you curiously. Once you were comfortable, you lied back down and began to burrow in the blankets, pulling them over your head as you listened to Eddie strip out of his own clothes.
A few moments later, one of the blankets was being yanked from the bed; you greedily tried to grab it before it was gone, but to no avail, which prompted you to poke your head out from the cocoon youâd built. You couldnât quite find Eddie in the dark, but you nonetheless furrowed your brow in the direction you figured he was in.
âWhat are you doing?â You questioned groggily as your eyes began to adjust; you could now make out Eddieâs shadow as he appeared to turn to you.
âSleeping on the floor.â He answered as if it were the most obvious thing in the world, nudging things aside with his foot before dropping the blanket to the ground. As he leaned over the bed to grab a pillow, you rolled your eyes and reached out to nudge him, making contact with bare skin before shuffling over to make room on the small bed.
âLike hell you are.â You attempted to snuggle into your new position, but seeing Eddie awkwardly lingering prompted you to reach over and give his arm a quick tug, âGet the fuck in the bed, Munson.â
Eddie hesitated a moment longer, and although he couldnât see it, you stared at him in amused scrutiny. With a huff, you threw aside the blankets and hit the mattress once for emphasis, âDonât tell me youâre nervous to share a bed with a girl.â
You readjusted to face away from Eddie, wrapping your arms around your pillow again and burying your face in it, getting cozy almost instantly. Behind you, he sighed before his weight shifted the mattress; just from the feel of his movements, you knew Eddie was awkwardly trying to stay as close to the edge of the bed as possible. You couldnât help but roll your eyes with a smile at how stiff he was - at this rate, he wasnât going to get a wink of sleep.
âStop worrying about it, Eddie.â You muttered gently, curling up in the blankets as if you were a cat lying in the sun. A big yawn escaped you as you felt Eddie shift a little, and you knew youâd be out like a light any minute now, âTry to get some sleep, okay?âEddie hummed in acknowledgement, and despite his best efforts to keep his distance, you could still feel his body heat radiating near you. Smiling comfortably to yourself, you quickly began to doze off, barely catching Eddieâs whispered âNight, princessâŚâ before you fell back into a deep sleep.
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addt. Author's Note | I couldn't keep these two apart for even an entire chapter, so I hope their lil reconciliation was worth the wait!
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Vows of Rivalry
Authors Note: MY FIRST AARON FIC AHH!! Idk what is scarier the fact that this is FINALLY going out to the world or the fact that my first Aaron fic does not follow cannon events. Either way I would really appreciate any feedback you guys can give me. gif credit to original creator. I had it saved on my laptop so I really do not remember
special thanks to @boldlyvoid for beta reading the first draft of this fic. pairing: Aaron Hotchner x female reader
Without further ado here is Vows of Rivalry.
Mock trial season. Every law studentâs worst nightmare. Except for one.
Most students dreaded the possibility of being pitted against Aaron Hotchnerâreigning champion since his first year. Hotch was renowned for his ruthless precision, impeccable argumentation, and the intimidating scowl that seemed permanently etched onto his face. But for Y/N Y/L/N, the prospect of facing Aaron was anything but dreadful. In fact, she relished it.
She could see it now: his jaw clenched, his lips pressed into a thin line, his eyes narrowing whenever sheâd poke holes in his carefully laid arguments. For her, it wasnât just about winning. It was about watching Aaron Hotchner, the unflappable law prodigy, completely lose his composure.
That day was no different. The mock trial courtroom buzzed with the tension of impending arguments, the air crackling with unspoken competition. Y/N adjusted her blazer, her eyes scanning the room for her favorite opponent. There he was, already seated with his ever-present briefcase of legal weapons, jaw set and brows furrowed as he reviewed his notes. She couldnât help the smirk tugging at her lips as she walked to her seat across from him.
The mock trial had barely begun, but the room felt like a pressure cooker. Y/N had just finished outlining her opening argument when Aaron stood to cross-examine her witness. As always, he delivered each question with surgical precision, his voice sharp, his gaze colder than a winter morning.
But she wasnât backing down.
âYour Honor,â she interrupted smoothly, âhe simply doesnât have the evidence necessary forââ
âEvidence?â Aaron interrupted, his calm demeanor finally cracking. He looked like he was about to explode, his face flushed with frustration. âEviâJesus, woman, you make me so annoyed sometimes. I just want to very publicly divorce you!â
The courtroom fell silent, and Y/N stared at him, stunned by his outburst. Then, instead of being thrown off, she smiled. âYouâd have to marry me first, Hotchner.â
Aaron stormed off, leaving the room in a buzz of shock. The judge cleared his throat awkwardly and called for a recess, but all Y/N could think about was how much she had enjoyed watching him unravel.
Neither of them realizing that the judge for this mock trial, their peer Marcus, had a murderous look trained to where Aaron had left.Â
Flash forward â Present day
The BAU office was quieter than usual, the team scattered as they worked on different aspects of their current case. Aaron Hotchner sat at his desk, tapping his pen absently against a case file, the rhythm of his movements betraying his usual calm. His mind wasnât on the caseânot entirely. Instead, it kept wandering back to Y/N. Their history, their rivalry in law school, the way she always managed to get under his skin.
His mind began to drift to that impulsive night in Vegas that had been the culmination of all that tension
The neon lights of Las Vegas blared like a siren song, luring Y/N and Aaron into a world of wildness and excess. After an exhausting week of mock trials, they and their law school classmates had decided to blow off some steam and take a trip to Vegas of all places.
âOkay, Hotchner, letâs see if you can handle another round!â Y/N challenged, her voice slightly slurred as she leaned against the bar, her hair a tousled mess.
Aaron rolled his eyes, his own drink barely clutched in his hand. âI think youâve already had enough, Y/N. You know, you might actually lose your pants at the blackjack table this time.â
âHa! Please, Iâm a betting goddess! Youâre just jealous because I outsmarted you in court last week!â she shot back, leaning in closer, her breath a mixture of fruity cocktails and determination.
âOutsmarted me? You mean you got lucky!â Aaron replied, smirking.Â
âYou know what? Letâs get married!â she taunted, downing the last of her drink.Â
âWhat?â Aaron burst out laughing, nearly spilling his drink. âYouâre kidding, right?â
âNope!â Y/N declared, her eyes sparkling with mischief. âLetâs do it. Vegas style! You and me! A wedding! Right now!â
He glanced at her, both amused and wary. âYou realize that youâre completely drunk out of your mind, right? You know what they say about Vegas weddings. And I donât want to be part of a âyouâre-who-I-got-drunk-withâ story.â
She leaned in closer, her voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper. âCome on, Hotch! Itâll be epic! Plus, weâll have a great story to tell during our class reunion 10 years from now about how we got wasted and tied the knot on a whim!â
âYeah, and how you lost all your money at blackjack the same night!â he shot back, unable to hold back his laughter.
âShut up!â she laughed, but then her expression shifted to one of playful defiance. âI dare you to come with me! Weâll show everyone that even stoic Aaron Hotcher can do something crazy with the right company! Or are you too scaredâ
Aaron raised an eyebrow, a grin spreading across his face. âYou think Iâm scared? You really want to drag me into this madness?â
âAbsolutely!â she insisted, grabbing his hand and pulling him towards the chapel like a determined toddler. âCâmon! Whatâs the worst that could happen? Weâll wake up tomorrow, laugh about it!â
âOr we might actually end up married,â he replied, a mixture of thrill and dread filling him as they reached the chapelâs entrance. âWhatâs your plan if we do?â
âUm⌠weâll just call it a really fun mistake!â she quipped, giggling as they stumbled into the small, tacky chapel. Elvisâs âCanât Help Falling in Loveâ played in the background, setting the perfect absurd tone.
Inside, they approached the altar, barely able to contain their laughter. The Elvis impersonator greeted them, his eyes twinkling as he took in their disheveled appearance.
âWelcome to the chapel, lovebirds!â he boomed, clearly accustomed to drunken couples making rash decisions.
âLovebirds?â Aaron muttered under his breath, shooting Y/N a glance.Â
âShhh! Just go with it,â she hissed, nudging him with her elbow. âItâll be fun!â
The officiant cleared his throat. âDo you, Y/N, take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband?â
âSure, why not?â Y/N said with a grin, her tone decidedly nonchalant. âI mean, he does make a decent man most of the time.â
âY/N!â Aaron exclaimed, mortified and amused at her flippancy.
âAnd do you, Aaron, take Y/N to be your lawfully wedded wife?â the officiant continued, a bemused smile on his face.
Aaron shrugged dramatically, looking at Y/N with exaggerated seriousness. âI guess so. As long as she promises not to annoy me with her terrible jokes and awful puns.â
âHey!â Y/N shot back, mock-hurt. âIâll have you know my jokes are legendary!â
âLegendary at making people cringe,â he replied, chuckling as the officiant tried to stifle a laugh.
After a few more playful jabs and exaggerated vowsâfilled with drunken laughter and outrageous promisesâthey exchanged rings made of plastic and signed their names on the chapelâs official log, feeling giddy and foolish.
As they stumbled back out into the glittering chaos of the Vegas Strip, their marriage license in hand, they couldn't help but laugh that they even printed out one.Â
âIs this even legal?â she asked not expecting a reply, glancing at their license as if it might disappear into thin air. âYou would think that for a pair of law students we would know the answerâÂ
Aaron only shrugged, too drunk to think, tossing an arm around her shoulders. âLetâs hit the casino again. After all, what happens in Vegas stays in Vegas, right?â
As they walked, their banter flowed freely, filled with giggles and playful nudges. They knew they would laugh about this ridiculous night for years to come, even if they had to figure out how to disentangle themselves from the drunken mess they had just created.
The next morning had been awkward, to say the least. They had agreed to get the marriage annulled immediately, laughing about how ridiculous it all was. Except, somehow, neither had followed through on the paperwork. It had slipped through the cracks of their busy lives.
Now, his mind kept wandering back to Y/N wondering where she was now. He couldnât help but notice how the victims all had a striking resemblance to her.Â
The team had been called in to investigate a series of kidnappings, and the more they dug, the clearer it became for him how they all looked like Y/N. Where was she now? He couldnât help but think. Was she safe?Â
He leaned forward, pinching the bridge of his nose, the weight of it all pressing down on him. He had to find her, his protective instincts kicking in.Â
âDid you find something, Garcia?â Hotch asked, breaking the silence of his office when Penelope Garcia appeared at the door, her fingers flying across her tablet.
She hesitated momentarily, her usual cheerful energy replaced with a seriousness that made Hotchâs pulse quicken.
âI⌠I think so, sir,â she said, her eyes widening as she glanced at her screen. âDoes the name Y/N Y/L/N ring any bells?â
Hotchâs heart stopped for a moment. His eyes locked with Garciaâs, his mind racing. âYes,â he replied, his voice strained. âSheâs⌠my wife.â
Garciaâs jaw dropped. âWait, what?â
Hotch took a breath, the memories rushing back. âWe got married⌠years ago. It was a mistake. We were supposed to get divorced, but⌠it never happened.â
Garcia blinked rapidly, trying to process what he had just revealed. âSo, youâre telling me⌠youâre still married?â
âYes.â Hotchâs voice was tight with emotion.Â
He stood abruptly, grabbing his jacket from the back of his chair. âWhat did you find?â
Garcia quickly shifted gears, âwell, her co-workers reported Y/N missing yesterday after not showing up to work,â pulling up a map of the latest victim location. âY/Nâs phone pinged from an industrial area near the docks about an hour ago. The unsub is still playing games, but I believe she is the latest victim, sir. It appears he stalked her online for a couple of weeksââ
Hotchâs jaw tightened as he listened, his professional side taking over. âSend me the coordinates. I want the team assembled now.â
~~~~~
The BAU team had nearly arrived to the warehouse, moving swiftly and silently. Hotch led the charge, his mind a blur of tactical planning and personal fear. He couldnât let anything happen to her. Not after all these years. Not when he was just realizing how much she still meant to him.
Inside, the air was thick with dust and decay. The unsub had clearly been holding Y/N here, but as they searched the space, there was no sign of her or the unsub.
Hotchâs phone buzzed. A new message.
It was from Y/Nâs phone, but the words were clearly from the unsub:
âDo you remember? Do you remember how much you tried to hate her? Tried to hide much did you love her? You wonât find her in time, Hotchner.âÂ
So this was someone from their past, but who? While trying to think of anyone that wouldâve been trying to get close to her and hating him he couldnât help but recall one fateful winter day that cemented them as academic rivals while also cementing his love for her.Â
The cold bite of winter air seeped into the library, where a few stubborn law students huddled around textbooks and laptops. Outside, snowflakes drifted lazily, painting the world in white, but inside, a different kind of storm was brewing.
Aaron Hotchner glanced up from his notes, his sharp gaze falling on Y/N, who sat across from him in their study group. The usual fire was in her eyes, and the faintest trace of a smirk tugged at the corner of her lips as she readied herself for another round of their never-ending banter.
âYouâre completely wrong, Hotchner,â she said, her voice sharp and teasing. âYour interpretation of the case law is so off-base, Iâm surprised youâre even here right now.â
Aaron raised an eyebrow, a smile tugging at the corners of his lips. âIs that so? Enlighten me, then. If you can, that is.â
Y/Nâs face flushed, her hazel eyes narrowing in mock-annoyance. The faint crinkle of her nose appearedâthe one that always seemed to surface when she was riled up. It was something he had started to look forward to, something that drove him to keep pushing her buttons just to see that reaction.
âDonât tempt me,â she said with a huff, leaning forward to point at his notes. âRight here, you missed the entire point of the ruling. You canât just cherry-pick the facts that support your argument. Youâre better than that⌠or at least, I thought you were.â
Her words were laced with sarcasm, but Aaron found himself barely hearing them. Instead, his mind focused on the way her hair fell loosely over her shoulders, how her cheeks were tinged pink from the warmth of the heated room, and how that fire in her eyes sparked every time they clashed.
She was beautiful in a way he hadnât allowed himself to fully acknowledge until now. Heâd always admired her intellect, her tenacity, the way she stood her ground no matter how hard he pushed. But todayâtoday something shifted. It wasnât just respect or admiration anymore. It was something deeper, something that hit him square in the chest as if knocking the air out of him.
God, he loved seeing her like thisâpassionate, focused, and utterly unrelenting. His heart raced as he watched her argue her point, lips moving with a confidence that captivated him. Heâd always riled her up for the sake of competition, but now he realized it was more than that. He loved it. Loved the way her nose crinkled, the way her skin flushed pink when she got under his skin and knew it.
She was like a force of nature, and Aaronâagainst all logicâwas caught in her storm.
âAre you even listening to me?â Y/Nâs voice cut through his thoughts, her eyes narrowing further as she leaned back, arms crossed.
Aaron blinked, shaking off the haze of his realization, and quickly returned to their debate. âOf course I am. Iâm just trying to figure out if you actually believe that nonsense youâre spewing.â
Her mouth fell open, and that familiar spark lit in her eyes again. âYouâre impossible!â she snapped, throwing her pen down dramatically.
Aaron bit back a grin. âAnd youâre predictable.â
That earned him a glare, but he could see the amusement behind it. She thrived on this, just like he did. The banter, the push and pullâit was their language, and heâd never felt more alive than when they were like this. But now it came with a deeper ache, a longing he hadnât anticipated.
Later that day, after theyâd packed up and left the library, Aaron lingered near the hallway, stuffing his textbooks into his bag. Y/Nâs voice drifted from around the corner, chatting with her friends.
âAre you sure you donât want to come out with us tonight?â one of the girls asked. âMarcus has been wanting to ask you out and you always shoot him down.âÂ
Y/N laughed softly. âNo, Iâm good. I promised myself Iâd focus on law school. No distractions. Iâm staying single and just keeping my head down until graduation.â
Aaron froze, his breath catching in his throat. The words stung more than they should have. He had just admitted to himself that he might be falling for her, and nowânow she was putting up a wall, and he wasnât even on the other side of it.
Single. Focused on her studies. No distractions.
It was clear where she stood, and Aaron felt a knot of frustration tighten in his chest. He could never compete with her ambitions, nor would he try. He respected that about her. But still, it hit him hard, this quiet admission of hers that he had no place in her plans.
He stood there, hidden just out of view, feeling the weight of her words settle over him. He had never been one to chase something he couldnât have, and Y/N had just made it clear she was determined to stay unattached.
But if he couldnât have her the way he wantedâif she would never see him the way he saw herâthen heâd find another way to stay close to her.
That night, as snow continued to fall softly outside the window, Aaron made a silent vow to himself. If being her rival was the only way to be near her, then so be it. He would challenge her, argue with her, push her to her limitsâbecause thatâs when she was at her best, and it was the only way he could keep her in his life.
If being her academic rival was all he could be, then he would make sure to be the best damn rival she ever had.
The blood drained from his face as he reread the words. This was personal. The unsub had been watching themâwatching their past, their history. And now, Hotch knew he was the key to finding Y/N. Could it have been Marucs? Marcus was the other relentless suitor that y/n had. Could it be him?Â
He called Garcia, âwe are almost at the location Y/Ns phone pinged last. Look into Marcus for me, he went to school with usâ he orderedÂ
âLooks like Marcus has had many girlfriends that resemble Y/N physical appearance since graduating, up until last year in which his girlfriend broke up with him to marry someone else. The wedding date coincides with the first killing sirâÂ
âThanks Garciaâ he said as they arrived at the location.Â
The SWAT team had cleared the perimeter, and Aaron Hotchner stood just outside the door of the dilapidated warehouse. The once-industrial building had long since been abandoned, its cracked windows and rusting metal exterior fitting the profile of a man like Marcus Chambersâsomeone who had faded into the shadows, but had never truly disappeared.
Aaronâs heartbeat thudded heavily in his ears, the only sound louder than the quiet murmur of the team communicating over comms. Theyâd been tracking Marcus for days, and this was their best lead yet. But there was one glaring problemâit seemed Y/N wasnât here.
And time was running out.
The door to the warehouse creaked open, and Aaron nodded to Morgan and Prentiss, signaling them to enter first. Inside, the air was stale and filled with the faint scent of metal and dust. There were scattered pieces of old machinery and boxes, but it was otherwise emptyâsave for a table and the man seated at the far end of the room.
Marcus.
His dark eyes were fixed on the team as they approached, his mouth curled into a bitter smirk. He didnât make any effort to move or run, didnât flinch as SWAT flooded in behind them, guns raised and voices sharp with commands. He sat there, unbothered, like heâd been expecting them all along.
Aaronâs jaw clenched as he approached, unable to shake the burning anger and desperation clawing at him. Y/Nâs life depended on this, and every second felt like an eternity.
âWhere is she?â Aaronâs voice was low, controlled, but the fury beneath it was unmistakable.
Marcusâs eyes flickered with amusement as he leaned back in the chair, crossing his arms lazily. âYou think itâs that easy, donât you, Hotchner? You swoop in, play the hero, and save the day.â He sneered. âBut not this time.â
Aaronâs fists clenched at his sides. The rage boiling inside him was barely contained, but he couldnât afford to lose control now. He couldnât let Marcus see just how much he was getting to him. He wouldnât give him the satisfaction.
âIâm not playing games with you, Marcus,â Aaron growled, stepping closer, his voice like steel. âTell me where she is, or I swear you wonât like how this ends.â
Morgan stepped forward ready to jump and protect his boss and close friend, hand resting on his gun, ready for any sign of danger. âYouâre surrounded, man, youâre not walking out of here, so you might as well make it easier on yourself.â
Marcus chuckled darkly, shaking his head as if amused by the entire situation. âEasier? For me? This was never about making it easy, agent.â His eyes drifted back to Aaron, and there was something unsettling in his gazeâsomething cold, unhinged. âThis was about making you pay.â
Aaron felt the weight of those words, and it took everything in him to keep his expression neutral. He had known Marcus back in law schoolâhad always seen him as a man with an inferiority complex, always jealous of anyone who succeeded around him. But that was nothing compared to the bitterness Aaron saw now.
âThis is about Y/N, isnât it?â Aaron said, voice steady but cutting. âYouâve hated me since the mock trial when I said I would marry her, but Marcus you should know we were just rattling each otherâ
âBullshitâ Marcus yelled irritatedÂ
Marcusâs smirk widened. âYou have no idea, do you? No idea what it felt like watching youâgolden boy Aaron Hotchnerâget everything handed to you. The grades, the reputation, and then⌠her.â
Could he really know about Vegas, about them actually marrying? Aaron thought. It wasnât as if they actually lived like husband and wife, they had just forgotten to annul the marriage, granted, as far as he knew neither of them had dated after that day. Could he really be this infuriated by a piece of paper? Aaron decided not to focus on the pang of guilt he felt by thinking of the marriage to the love of his life as just a âpiece of paperâ he had to figure out where she was before it was too late.
âI watched you two,â Marcus continued, his voice laced with bitterness. âWatched you marry her like it was some joke. Like she was some prize you could just win and forget about.âÂ
Aaronâs stomach twisted. It all went back to Vegas. The night theyâd gotten drunk, the night he and Y/N had woken up with rings on their fingers and hazy memories of how they got there. A wedding that should have been forgotten, annulled, but had somehow turned into something much more permanent, a silent promise that they would always be there for each other. A promise he couldn't break, not after all this time.Â
 And Marcus had been there. Heâd seen it all. And he was dead set on breaking the fragile bond that was made that night between Aaron and Y/N. Â
Suddenly, a faint sound caught his attentionâa soft, muffled cry coming from the back of the warehouse. Hotch motioned for the team to follow as they approached a locked room. Kicking the door open, his breath caught in his throat.
There she was. Y/N. Bound and gagged but alive.
You were there that night?â Aaron asked, her eyes narrowing in suspicion.
Marcus nodded, his eyes flickering with something darkerâsomething dangerous. âI saw it all. You donât even remember, do you? How you laughed about it. How you said it didnât matter, how it would all be a funny memory years down the road. But it mattered to me.â
Aaronâs chest tightened. Yes, there was laughter that night. But, he hadnât brushed it off like it meant nothing. It had scared him the days after how much that marriage had meant to him. But Marcus had twisted that memory, had held onto it all these years, letting it fester into something deadly.
âThis isnât about Vegas, Marcus,â Aaron said coldly. âThis is about your obsession. Youâre angry because you never stood a chance.â
Marcusâs smirk faltered for a brief second, but the madness in his eyes only intensified. âI didnât stand a chance because you took her from me before I even had one.â
Aaronâs fists clenched tighter, his patience fraying. âI'm done with this, Iâm done with you. Tell me where she is. Now.â
Marcus chuckled, leaning forward in his chair, his voice dripping with malice. âYou really think Iâd make it that easy for you? No, Hotchner. This is your punishment. You donât get to save her this time.â
Aaronâs blood ran cold, a chill settling deep into his bones. He stepped closer, towering over Marcus, his voice deadly calm. âYou tell me where she is, or I swearââ Aaron couldnât finish his threat, noticing Marcusâ eyes flickered to the timer he set on a nearby table.Â
Marcus met Aaronâs eyes, his smile fading into something more sinister. âYouâre too late. She will be dead in 20 minutes.â
Aaronâs heart stopped. Too late. No, that couldnât be possible. Not Y/N. Not when they were so close.
âWhere is she?â Morgan demanded, his voice rising.
Marcus didnât answer. His gaze drifted lazily around the room, savoring the tension, the desperation on Aaronâs face. âYouâll never find her. Sheâs too far gone.â
Aaron lunged forward, grabbing Marcus by the collar and hauling him to his feet, rage boiling over. âWhere is she?!â
Morgan and Prentiss moved to pull Aaron back, but he was already too far gone. Marcus laughed in his face, taunting him with the one thing Aaron couldnât afford to lose: time.
And then, in a quiet, venomous whisper, Marcus finally spoke.
âYouâre looking in the wrong place.â
The words sank in, chilling Aaron to his core. Marcus had known all along that theyâd come here, had expected this, planned for it. And while they wasted time finding himâY/N was somewhere else.
Somewhere Aaron might never reach her in time.
He released Marcus, stepping back, chest heaving with frustration and panic. They had him in custody, but it wasnât enough. Not without Y/N.
They were running out of time, and Aaron knew he couldnât afford a single second more
Back at the BAU Penelope Garciaâs fingers flew across the keyboard, eyes glued to the flurry of data populating the screen. Sheâd been digging into Marcus's background, searching for anything that could lead them to where he was keeping Y/N. âCome on, come onâŚâ she muttered under her breath, frustration buildingâuntil suddenly, a detail popped up, too familiar to ignore. âWait a minute,â she whispered, freezing. She leaned closer, eyes widening as the puzzle pieces clicked. âThe old library!â
Spencer Reid, sitting across from her, looked up from the stack of files he was pouring over. âWhat about it?â
Garcia spun her chair toward him, her face pale with realization. âThat abandoned libraryâthe one Hotch and Marcus used to study at with the group. It was scheduled for demolition last year, but the plans were scrapped. No oneâs been there in years.â
Reidâs eyes lit up with recognition, and his voice dropped. âItâs isolated. Quiet. The perfect place to hide someone.â
Garcia immediately tapped into her comms, panic lacing her voice as she patched through to Hotch. "Hotch, I think weâve found her. Sheâs at the old library. Marcus has her at the place you all used to study.â
There was a beat of silence before Hotch's voice came through, tight with urgency. "We are on our way."
Aaron Hotchnerâs heart pounded as he pushed through the crumbling doors of the abandoned library, his flashlight slicing through the dust-choked darkness. Morgan was right behind him, followed closely by Prentiss, JJ, and Rossi, their footsteps eerily silent against the cracked tile floors. The air was heavy with mustiness, and the faint echoes of their pastâyears spent studying in this very placeâseemed to haunt the hallways. But there was no time for memories. They had to find her.
A distant sound, soft but unmistakableâa faint whimperâcut through the silence. Hotch froze, his breath hitching. His pulse quickened as his eyes darted toward a door partially ajar at the far end of the room. He motioned for the team to fan out as he crept forward, fear and determination twisting in his gut.
He pushed the door open, revealing Y/Nâbound, bruised, but aliveâlying in the corner of the room. Relief surged through him like a wave, but there was no time to celebrate, she was breathing but not conscious. Morgan moved quickly to her side, cutting her restraints while JJ and Prentiss scanned the area, and Rossi stood guard. Hotch knelt beside her, his voice low but filled with an emotion he rarely let surface. âYouâre safe now. Iâve got you.â
Her eyes, though tired and scared, widened when she saw him. Relief washed over her face âY/N,â he whispered, his voice cracking for the first time in years.
She coughed softly as she tried to smile. âYou⌠you found me.â
âAlways,â he whispered, pulling her into his arms. âIâll always find my wife.â
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Someone in Hellfire plays matchmaker between you and Eddie â¤ď¸ Featuring mischievous Hellfire members, pesky mistletoe and lots of fluff đ
Going to open my requests for a little while so if you have any holiday requests then let me know. đ
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There's a very good reason. Why the holiday season is a wonderful time. For a boy and girl to fall in love.
Cause Santa and Cupid, planned exactly what you did, When you kissed me by the mistletoe above.
We stood there kissin' by the mistletoe. Tingle, tingle. Muah, muah, muah, and away we go, jingle, jingle.
Kissin' by the mistletoe, love came to stay and now it's Christmas every day.
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Christmas had arrived in Hawkins. The snow was falling casting in the town in an image of a perfect winter wonderland. All Eddie had heard for the last couple of days was festive tunes and jingles, he did like Christmas but this was a bit much.
He couldn't exactly say that he had the best Christmas growing up, when his mom was around it felt special to him, she adored Christmas and Eddie loved that it made her happy.
Then he was left with just his old man and those were the worst times, Uncle Wayne was his bubble of safety and normality then and now. Thanks to uncle Wayne his love of Christmas has returned slowly.
Did that mean he wanted to be driven crazy by hiliday tunes? No. Then there was his enemy of the season. Mistletoe.
All week he had seen giggly, kissing and loved up couples, they were driving him mad. It made him grumpy and twitchy and he avoided the cursed plant like the plague.
At least when he was in the drama club and safely ensconced in all things Hellfire Club related he could relax. He had spent some time earlier setting up for the campaign and it was a good one, a mini adventure which was Christmas themed of course and very exciting.
For a few hours he could be in total DM mode and nothing mistletoe related could happen...
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At five o'clock on the dot Dustin arrived with Lucas and Mike, then everyone else hurried in. Eddie ignores the way his heart skips a beat when he sees you.
"Gentlemen and ladies welcome to this special edition of Hellfire, where we can enjoy the delights of our new festive themed quest and avoid the evil plants of doom... I swear If I see one more hint of mistletoe I'll..."
"Eddie" you say softly and that captures his attention as you point up to the ceiling, he stops mid-rant and his eyes bug out as he sees the mistletoe hung above him. No. Jesus H Christ, no.
The mistletoe was directly above you and Eddie.
His eyes narrow and he looks around the room immediately suspicious, Jeff and Gareth are sniggering to themselves but stop at the look on his face.
"Who did this?" he hisses to the rest of the group and looks at each of them in turn. No one is owning up to putting the mistletoe there and that frustrates him even more because that dreaded thing wasn't there at any other point of the day.
It wasn't there when he was setting up earlier, no pesky mistletoe was in sight and yet now it was just casually hanging above his head, directly above his chair. "That wasn't here earlier, so one of you little shits did this" he snaps.
He could feel himself sweating as you peered up at him, fuck. It's not like he didn't want to kiss you, he really wanted to but he highly doubted that you wanted to kiss him. Why would you?
"We don't have to do this" he says to you, he would never want you to feel pressured into kissing him. He was going to kill (the character) of whoever did this in the most violent way possible.
"Eddie" the way you say his name makes his knees turn to jelly, his usual confidence and don't give a fuck attitude is long gone and now he's terrified.
You see Eddie was totally smitten with you but didn't realise you were equally smitten with him. Which is what brings us to mischievous elves (Hellfire members) plotting this escapade.
Then your lips meet his and he swears his brain short circuits just for a second, he melts into the kiss and then he's kissing you back and you let out a soft moan that goes straight to uh...places and he wants nothing more than to just keep kissing you.
"Ugh that's enough dude, gross" Mike groans and Eddie reluctantly pulls away from you, feels pleased with himself that your lips are all kiss bitten and your eyes mirroring his in complete lust and adoration.
"About time" Gareth sags in relief, now the two of you could stop tiptoeing around your feelings for one another. Eddie sends him a death glare but completely softens when you take his hand and lean across to whisper in his ear.
"We're totally doing more of that later" your gaze is full of need and a tiny bit of mischief and it may be the first time that Eddie has ever wanted to speed run through a campaign. He couldn't wait for later but for now he had to get into DM mode.
If only you would stop looking at him like that, all impish and beautiful then he might be able to concentrate.
While he's making moon eyes at you for a few seconds Dustin, Erica, Lucas and Mike huddle together and discreetly high five.
"Mission accomplished" Dustin beams until Erica frowns and lets out an exasperated huff. "Yeah sure, like you bunch of nerds could have done this without me" Lucas is about to argue but Erica stops him.
"Nope, don't say a word dumbass. I hung the mistletoe because I'm not afraid of Munson like you three are, so this is down to me" She takes a mini bow and leaves the three boys gawking at her as Eddie finally starts the session.
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'SOMEONE' (AZRIEL X READER)- PART 2
Summary: You are convinced that Azriel was the one to send the note. Anxious about facing him, you lose yourself in your head but strangely, things are turning out...weird.
Warnings: Mild swearing

A/N: Thankyou so much for the response on the first part you guys! It was supposed to be a one shot but due to popular demand, I wrote down a second. Not gonna lie, I'm a bit nervous about this because peer pressure haha. Really hope this meets expectations. Did my best to make it fun and playful.
Read Part-1 here.
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'It's hard not to pry when you're involved.' The words kept flitting through your mind , jumbling your thoughts and stirring up a butterfly party in your stomach.
You knew it was from Azriel. Who else could it be ? Not believing it at first, you tried to think of all other possibilities and came up with zero. No else could possibly know about it.
Except him.
After stewing upon the unexpected turn of events for a good couple of hours, you did something anyone else in your position would've done.
You tried to hide.
From a spymaster.
You were really setting standards in the department of intelligence.
It had all started when you were having lunch with Cass and Mor at the House of Wind. "How was your new book?" Mor asked stuffing herself with the mashed potato in front of her. "It was alright. It just felt a little flat." you stabbed at the piece of chicken on your plate.
"Why the gloomy face? Everything okay?" Cass looked at your face intently. You sat up a little straighter, forcing a small smile onto your face. "I'm great."
"Are you on something?" Your head shot towards Mor, a flabbergasted look on your face.
"What made you say that?"
"You've been acting weird since yesterday and just this morning you stared off into space with a stupid smile on your face. Now, you're gloomy. I've seen this before--"
"Oh for Mother's sake, I'm not on anything Mor." A choked laugh burst out of you at the incredulity of it.
"Is it because of the stable boy thing yesterday? Shit Y/N, we didn't know you still --"
You narrowed your eyes at Cass , daring him to finish that statement. He immediately backed off, putting up his hands in the air.
"Just a concerned friend." He said with a teasing smile.
"You guys are the worst." Soft laughter was shared between the three of you before disaster struck.
Footsteps echoed from the stairwell making your head whip towards it. Eyes widening a fraction, your brain was thrown into a whirlpool of thoughts , each one fighting for dominance over the other. You knew with absolute certainty that it was him. There was no one else in the house. You also knew the sound of his footsteps but that was a fact to be pondered upon on a different day.
Wait, he was a spymaster. Why was he making a sound in the first place?
He wants you to know. Doesn't want to catch you off guard. The still functioning part of your brain helps you out.
"Are you having a seizure?" Mor's voice registered in your head.
"No , but I might." you muttered under your breath, your body reacting before your mind could give it a command. Almost stumbling from your chair all the while trying to look as unbothered as possible, you excused yourself from the table mumbling a reason to your companions.
Exit points available. The stairwell. Your mind supplied. YOU CAN'T PASS BY HIM. DO BETTER.
The plant. - THE PLANT ?! What were you supposed to do ? Photosynthesize yourself ?!
Under the table.- Ah yes. Have a front row view to his crotch. Way to go.
Balcony.- We don't have WINGS! You screamed at yourself.
The door to your right.- Finally. A good option.
Your face must have exhibited a plethora of emotions during the internalized battle with yourself because Mor and Cass were staring at you like you had two heads.
"Y/N. Please sit down. Something is seriously wrong." Cass said rising from his chair.
"No. No. I just forgot to do something very very important. I'm going to be screwed. I just need to---"
"Have lunch. I'll help you out with whatever it is." The voice like night whispered over your skin setting off goosebumps in its wake. His scent enveloped you, taunting and teasing your senses. It almost seemed to whisper- Look at me.
So you did.
You had expected a smirk or a smile or even a twinkle in his eye. Nothing. No hint or trace of what had happened. No clue to suggest that he knew or that he was the one to send the note.
What if you were wrong? What if it wasn't him but someone else playing a joke on you?
"No it's alright. I..." You didn't get to finish the sentence as he pulled your chair back and motioned for you to sit down.
Sighing out loud you returned to your place at the table trying not to look at Azriel as he took the seat across. "What did you forget?" Cass was starting to sound suspicious. Racking your brain for a quick and believable answer, you blurted out "I have to respond to a letter. A very important one."
The double meaning of your reply hit you the moment it left your mouth. Your body betrayed you and turned your gaze towards Azriel.
Nothing. Blank as a slate.
Starting to grow frustrated, you stabbed into your chicken a little too enthusiastically.
"It's already dead." Azriel said dryly, not even bothering to look up from his food.
Mor let out a snort and thankfully started to recall a conversation she had with a friend of hers. You could feel the tension leave your body as the conversation and attention was steered away from you.
Get your shit together.
Fortunately, all of you were done eating not long after and everyone went back to their duties. Azriel hadn't said or done anything for the rest of the afternoon and you were seriously starting to doubt if you were wrong.
You made your way back to your room trying to make sense of your emotions along the way. There was a sense of relief that Azriel didn't know and yet it was tinged with the undertones of disappointment that he didn't know after all.
Did you want him to know or did you not?
You didn't know. UGH. Idiot.
Stepping into your room, you almost missed the note that caught under your foot.
Fuck. Another one.
Heart thudding painfully, you picked it up with trembling hands. It read:
Anyone is capable of falling in love with your heart. Me? I want to be the someone you give it to. -'Someone'
A/N: I did not intend to end it this way at all but here we areeee. Hope you guys enjoyed it !
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Summer Breeze 4

Warnings: age gap (reader is 22, Andrew is mid 40s), dadâs friend, Andy being Andrew, other dark elements. As usual, be mindful of your content consumption.
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âCan you drive?â Andy asks as he gets your dad in the back of his white SUV.Â
âI got... I got my license,â you hiccup in panic.Â
âNo, can you drive?â He looks at you, âyou got your head on?âÂ
âI donât-- I donât know, Mr. Barber,â you stammer.Â
âGet in with him,â he points at your dad as he slumps in the back seat, âkeep pressure on his head,â he shoves the balled rag into your hand, âIâll drive.âÂ
You canât argue. You canât think. You do what he says and he snaps the door shut behind you. You bring your dadâs heavy body closer, your arm around him as you press against the gashes across his scalp.Â
âDad,â you babble.Â
âIt'll be okay,â Andy says as he turns the engine, backing out sharply, âonce we get back to the main roads, itâs a straight shot to the hospital.âÂ
âWhat happened?â You croak as you cling to your father.Â
âI told him not to mess around,â Andy peeks in the rear view mirror, âhe kept revving, lifting the front, I donât know, he was screwing around. I told him it was gonna tip.â He shakes his head and sighs, ânext thing I know, heâs headed straight for the dock and then...â he sounds like heâs choking, âhe was in the water...âÂ
You sit in stunned silence. Your dad is stubborn and reckless. He gets a few beers in him and he doesnât listen to anything but his own brain. You canât help but blame him for this. Itâs not the first time heâs got himself hurt.Â
âHe was drinking?âÂ
âI...â Andy shrugs and slaps the wheel, âI had one beer. Didnât even finish it. Too early. But he... I thought maybe two cans. I wasnât worried but...âÂ
âBut heâs sneaky,â you finish, âI know. He drinks fast.âÂ
âDidnât have breakfast either. I offered him some but...âÂ
You sniffle, âoh god.â You keep your hold on your dad as tears continue to flow.Â
âSweetheart, itâs going to be alright,â Andy promises as he speeds up, âIâm gonna take care of you. Iâm gonna get your dad there. Just keep that pressure on.âÂ
You nod and gulp, your vision as skewed as your thoughts. Your hand trembles as you push down as much as you can. Heâs going to be okay. Heâs always okay. Heâs your dad. He canât go like this.Â
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You sit in the waiting room. Rather, you pace. You havenât been able to stay still since you got there. Since they rushed your dad off in a gurney and left you there. Your head races with all the worst thoughts. Shit, your mom. You have to call her.Â
You look at Andy as you reach instinctively to your thigh. You look down. Youâre still in only your bikini. He at least has a tee shirt on over his trunk. Shoot.Â
âYou got your phone?â You ask as you lower your voice and approach him. âGotta call mom.âÂ
âOh, I think itâs out in the car,â he stands and you take a step back. âIâll be back.âÂ
âRight,â you bite your thumb, one arm over your chest, holding your other elbow. You sit as he leaves and you peer around, suddenly aware of all the eyes staring at you. You must look ridiculous.Â
You try to make yourself small as you jitter your legs. What are you going to tell mom? Dadâs hurt? Dadâs dead! Oh god, oh god! He's not going to die, right?
Before you can lose your cool, Andy returns. You look up as he holds out his phone, âhere,â he offers a hoodie as well, âfound this in the hatch.âÂ
âOh, thanks,â you stand and accept both.Â
You zip on the hoodie and squeeze the phone tight. You excuse yourself and go out to the outer vestibule to make your call. The first call goes to voicemail. The second too. You donât bother a third time. You canât leave a message about this. Itâs too hard to explain. You just want to hear your motherâs voice but as usual, sheâs not there.Â
You sigh and go back to the waiting room. You give Andy his phone and flop into the chair next to him. You fold over your lap and hold your head. The scent of iron tinges your nose and you look at your hands as you stay hunched over. You sit up straight at the sight of your dadâs blood still on your hands.Â
âHey,â Andy rubs your shoulder, making you jump, âthereâs a restroom over there.â He nods towards the other side of the room, âwhy donât you get washed up. Iâll find some water or something.âÂ
You stare at him, barely able to process his words. Finally, you stand and traipses away, sandals slapping on the floor. You go to the restroom and twist on the faucet. You gape at your own reflection. It takes a few minutes to get yourself together. Â
You lather your hands in soap and shove them under the water, scrubbing until they hurt. You finish and shut the tap off. You lean on the sink and stare at the drain. A shaky breath flutters out and you suck in a chestful before you push away.Â
You go back out to the waiting room. Andy startles you as he waits just outside. He has a bottle of water in his hand and a couple of packets. He offers you the bottle and a packet.Â
âGot you pretzels,â he says, âdidnât have much else.âÂ
âUh, thanks,â you accept them, hugging them to your chest numbly.Â
âAlright, sweetheart, letâs get you sitting,â he puts his hand against your back and guides you back towards the plastic chairs. âIâm sure theyâll be out soon. Theyâre taking good care of dad.âÂ
You blink as you sit with him and grip your handful. You have a bad feeling itâs not going to be okay. How can he be sure? He canât know. He doesnât really know. Heâs just saying what youâre supposed to say.Â
Still, itâs better than being alone. If it was just you... you hate to think what that would be like.Â
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Black Dahlia - 1. No Daughter of Mine.
Synopsis: TBA Garrick Tavis x OC (Dahlia ?????) A/N: I couldn't wait any longer to start sharing this series with you guys. I am so excited for you to meet Dahlia and go on this roller coaster of a journey with me. This is your warning that this series will have a decent amount of angst and hurt, and will be a slow burn. Garrick going to have his work cut out for him And I'm curious... who do you think her sibling is after this?
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Of course I would dream of that day. Of course my brain would bring up this memory now. Making me relive the worst day of my life. Doomed to haunt me till the day I would shrivel up and die.
There I am. So young and naĂŻve. Not a care in the world as I run through the trees with my friends. No clue of whatâs to come in a mater of minutes.
My feet push me further and further into the forest. Everything a blur of green and brown. My heart hammering loudly in my chest as I push myself to keep going. To win.
I can hear the sounds of their foot steps behind me. But not gaining. No. I was the fastest. The more agile. It gave me an upper hand while manoeuvring through the trees. I was going to win.
Ahead the trees start to thin, more light seeping into the dense forest. A beacon guiding us to the finish line. But for meâŚ. It was guiding me to victory.
The boys had been stupid to suggest a race through the forest. But they were determined to beat me. At everything else we did they had the upper hand. They were bigger and stronger. Able to weld those training swords better than I. But when it came to this. No one could catch me.
I cry out in victory as I leap over a fallen log and into the clearing. Jumping up and down as I celebrate. I turn to watch the boys jump over the tree before placing their hands on their legs as they try to catch their breath.
I go to tease them about my victory, just like they would in the training grounds. But my words fall short as the ground trembles beneath me. A feeling I knew all too well. The boys eyes go wide at the sight behind me. I turn ever so slowly to see a hoard of dragons behind me. We had run so far through the first we had ended up in the clearing where the riders dragons were kept. And in the middle of them was a dragon I knew all too well. My fatherâs.
Unlike the boys behind me I wasnât scared of the dragons. But coming from infantry, the boys behind me had never really been taught about dragons. They were scared.
âThereâs nothing to be afraid of.â I tell them as I take in the dragons in front of us.
The dragons looked beautiful in the sunlight. Their scales glistening when the sunlight hit just the right spot. I couldnât help but be drawn to a blue one down the back. Blue dragons had always been my favourite. But they were the most ruthless of the colour. My father teaching me to never approach one.
âIf thereâs nothing to be afraid of why donât you approach them.â One of the boys behind me mocks.
âIâm not afraid. Only a fool would approach a dragonâ I call back.
âLiar. Youâre scared.â Another mocks, the others snickering at his comment.
I whip back towards them. âIâm not scared.â I say sternly, my hands forming into fists at my side.
âApproach them then. Your fatherâs a dragon rider. You should know what to do.â One of the older boys states as he walks towards me. âYou want to be one of them one day. Go on then. Get some practice.â
He shoves me in the shoulder sending me stumbling backwards towards the dragons. I couldnât deny I was a little scared. Iâd only been near a dragon a handful of times. But never on my own. Always with my father watching over my brother and I.
I turn and face the dragons behind me. My fatherâs dragon now front and centre.
I could do this. I knew this dragon. He belonged to my father. He wouldnât hurt me. Right?
Each step forward has ever fibre of my body telling me to run. Donât give into peer pressure. Turn back and let them think what they want. Prove to them you arenât afraid another one. But I donât. I keep putting one foot in front of the other.
My fatherâs dragon exposes his teeth, a low growl rumbling from its throat as he watches me approach. A warning. Even he knew this was foolish.
My heart beat thunders loudly in my ears. Drowning out the world around me. Run. I need to turn around and run.
Out of the corner of my eye I see it. My head snapping to the side as the rock soars over my head. I watch it, following it as it arcs through the air, and meeting its target. Right in the middle of the dragons left eye. I watch as its tongue curls, an orange glow igniting at the back of its throat. Its mouth still angled down towards me.
I turn to run even though I know itâs futile, know that I wonât make it. But I have to try. As I turn I feel the heat behind me. Know whatâs about to happen. I shut my eyes, bracing for my end. But itâs an end that never comes as Iâm pushed by something. No not something. Someone.
I soar across the clearing, landing with a thud on the ground near the boys as a scream rips through the clearing. By the time I look up no one is there. Just a pile of ash on the ground. A pile of ash my father rushed towards. My twin brother not far behind. My fatherâs screams and pleads echoing around the clearing along with my brothers cries. I scramble up to my feet, limping over to my father and brother.
âF-father?â I stutter out, my voice shaking.
Never in my life had I seen my father that mad as his head whips towards me. Tears brimming his eyes as he sneers at me.
âT-this is your fault!â He bellows as his eyes narrow at me.
I stop in my tracks shocked at my fatherâs outburst. My brother also recoiling from him slightly. His eyes also brimming with tears.
âHow could you be so foolish? You know better than this! Sheâs dead because of you!â
I look down at the pile of ash he gestures to. And thatâs when it hits. Know why my father and brother look so distraught and upset. The pile of ash was my mother.
I go to rush forward, but my fatherâs hand whips out and shoves me backwards to the ground. The force vibrating through my body as I hit the ground.
Iâd killed my mother. I shouldn't have listened. Should have stood my ground. I should have run. If I had run she would be alive.
I look up and meet my fatherâs eyes. His gaze pinning me to the ground. I open my mouth to apologise, but he cuts me off with words that would stick with me for the rest of my life.
âYouâre no daughter of mine.â
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A/N: i think Iâve fallen victim to the A03 writers curse as I dropped my beautiful computer down the stairs early this week. Anyways I hope yall enjoy a nice slow burn because I was 3500 words in like âI STILL HAVENâT ADDED THE SMUT.â I think I did dumbification justice here but lmk ofc. Anyways this will be on A03 soon enough.
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Warnings: Dumbification, DubCon, Power Imbalances, cruel Zhongli lowkey, Spanking, Degradation. Lmk if I missed anything â¤ď¸
Make sure to study chapters 9-10, 13, and 14 in your Geography Book and come prepared to discuss your findings next class.
Yeah right, if only the reading was comprehensible! The paragraphs about climatology jumbled together before flying off the pages, toward different corners of your room.
Youâd studied so hard that when you squinted your eyes, it didnât provide you with a clearer look, but instead blurred further. Only when you blink rapidly would the fog temporarily dissipate from view. At this point, you were one eye rub away from convincing yourself that this was a visual impairment, not a school related mental breakdown.
And that wasnât the worst of it, your hands had begun to cramp from gripping your highlighter or pen while you frantically tried to write to retain some of the knowledge. Thatâs when you knew things were going downhill.
And to the surprise of no one, that didnât work.
What was once a well organized notebook was now filled with scribbles or yellow streaksâ and occasionally tearsâ as you continued to hunch over your desk.
You wereâ are a good student. B average, nice scholarship, advanced placement, everything had been going nicely but a stupid geography had been your downfall.
You didnât intend on doing anything related to the subject when you took the class, and you surely werenât now that you had a taste of the stress, but you had signed up for the class with a bit of peer pressure from your friends.
It was easy they said, weâd see each other more they claimed. If you could go back in time, you would warn yourself that only the latter was true, and only for a while anyway.
The first day of class in the crowded auditorium, youâd secured a plush seat with your group of friends. Youâd figure the class would be easy enough, youâd taken a handle full of history classes through high school and now college.It didnât hurt that Professor Zhongli was easy on the eyesâand the ears. His deep, rumbling voice paired with sharp hazel eyes was enough to distract you. And then there was that long ponytail, somehow managing to look both professional and a little magical when it caught the light. Oh, and an empty ring finger.
Honestly, if the whole teaching thing didnât work out for him, envisioning Zhongli as a model wasnât hard.
Everything started out fine. The first quiz had been easy enough, based on the contents of the syllabus Mr Zhongli passed out on the first day of classes.
After that, the harder stuff started. Climatology, Geomorphology, Hydrology, every single horrific
topic, that you couldnât comprehend. The first couple class days, you would joke around with your friends, listen to music, anything else but study in the designated time. Your teacher however, never said anything, never called on you to answer a question, read aloud, nothing. If you doubted before he knew your name, you were sure he didnât know it now.
When the second test came around, you knew youâd made a grave mistake, not only by not taking the class seriously but actually signing up for the class in the first place. A fat F, circled in red ink, rested at the top of your paper. When your friends sports low to mid Aâs and Bâs, you knew something had to give. And apparently the solution was simpler than youâd thought, as written in neat handwriting below the F was a note.
Perhaps you should try sitting up front, away from potential distractions.
Maybe instead of blindly signing up for the class you should have looked his name up on ratemyprofessor, even now you wanted to leave a scathing review on his surprisingly perfect record.
The paper was promptly balled up and thrown into a small corner of your room, probably next to your syllabus.
How utterly ridiculous. If he could notice you getting distracted during his lecture, he could also realize that you had stopped talking to your friends in class a long time ago.
But that wasnât the real problem anyways, and you knew it. His class was too hard. It was deadline after deadline after deadline, whether it be of assigned reading, essays, peer review, and God forbid you attempted the extra credit.
There was bonus work to boost your grade so
of course you didnât expect the work to be easy but hard was a true gross understatement.
The directions were simple enough, do this, this, this, a little more of that, and this again. As expected of a college course, but how could you manage to do all of that if you couldnât finishâ let alone understand the work you were actually required to do.
Soon enough though, you tossed your pride aside and moved to the front of the class. And true to his advice, you had been able to comprehend more, not a lot more, but something was better than nothing.
And it seemed he noticed too, his eyes began to actually find yours in class and his smile seemed genuine too. A polite, encouraging grin that never ceased to make your efforts seem worth it.
The next test, however, reminded you of your standing in the class. A cursive D+ sat like a black hole on the front of your quiz packet. Progress like that was truly no progress at all.
If you hadnât already wasted water crying during the test itself, you would have broken down when he returned the paper to you. Face down.
With the actual exam coming up, you knew you needed to see Mr Zhongli in person. Under no circumstances could you fail this class, even if it didnât help you further your career you still couldnât flunk it. Lest you want to lose your scholarship.
The bag crossed over your chest, felt extra heavy as you trekked to Zhongliâs office. Maybe it was the computer, or the spiral notebook, but most likely it was the 319 page Geography book buried somewhere inside it. The physical copy was paid for by your scholarship but the online copy was not and being the broke College student you were, it definitely was not affordable.
Your knuckles brushed against the oak door, below the golden name plate that read Dr Morax. The name seriously fit him, it sounded just as professional as he was.
After a firm come in you found yourself inside his medium sized office.
He gave you time to take in your surroundings, multiple diplomas of varying degrees and schools hung on the cream walls. The wooden desk that separated you two was an organized mess, numerous stacks of papers, some graded, some not. Other nicks nacks were neatly placed on the desk, the school mascot bobblehead, newton's cradle, a small wooden globe, the things usually expected to see on a teacher's desk. This room was definitely bigger than most professors work spaces than you had seen.
âPlease take a seat,â Mr Zhongli motioned to one of the plush seats in front of his desk. His own position was relaxed as he leaned back in the chair, hands folded neatly on his lap, one of his long legs sat draped over another. His slim ponytail was draped over his white button down, so long that it almost reached down to the black slacks he wore.
âNice of you to finally stop by.â
Now that felt underhanded. Your eyes snapped up to him ready to say something back, but the words died in your throat at his look. HIs gaze was half lidded while he sported a lopsided smile that bordered on a smirk.
âFinally?â You sank into the seat, dropping your satchel onto the hardwood floor beside you with a sigh.
âOh yes, your grade in my class is far from satisfactory.â Zhongliâs grin became tight while he spoke. The once playful glint in his eyes was taken over by a serious demeanor. Professor Zhongli.
You shifted forward, crossing your own legs to mimic his attitude.
âYes sir, Iâm sure you figured thatâs why Iâm here,â your voice sounded a lot more pathetic than you expected it to. It reminded you of the one time in high school when you begged your PE teacher to let you skip the FitnessGram Pacer test.
Letâs just say the second worst grade youâve ever gotten was gym.
âI do,â Zhongli drawled, he now placed his arms on the desk, one hand remaining still while another gripped a pencil, âbut truly, Iâm not sure thereâs much I can do for you.â
That was not what you had wanted nor expected to hear and your face reflected that. The whole wide-eyed mouth open shabang.
Zhongli released a breathy laugh at your expression, "there's nothing I can do for you but I believe you could help yourself.â
The anger you felt at his first dig was now bubbling back up, with more force. How many times could someone slyly insult you in one sitting?
¨And how could I do that sir?â Zhongli matched your attitude, pushing himself fully under the desk. His expression remained pleasant though, a nice albeit thin smile stretched across his face.
¨You could start by actually paying attention in class.â
Really? Like you hadn't just moved your seat to sit in the front of the class, mind you, BY YOURSELF. And all he had to offer is that your focus was still waning, it was though, only because you had the sexiest teacher ever though. Not from lack of effort on your part, so itâs not like it was truly your fault to start with.
Zhongli patiently waited for you to begin a retort before cutting you off with a demeaning wave of his hand, ¨Yes, yes, you moved. Like you should have from the start, you don't get a high five for doing what is expected of you. What Iâd like to know is why you still struggle in my class, itâs definitely not from lack of opportunity.â
¨I assign plenty of extra credit, so Iâm assuming it's not that.â Zhongliâs eyes flickered down, no not to your hidden bust, but to an open planner on his desk, before they met yours again. ¨Perhaps you should consider dropping my class.â
That finally made you bristle, visibly too, your eyes widened again as you recoiled. His words might as well have physically struck you. Being a good student meant that most teachers never had to criticize you, let alone act so sharp. His Zhongliâs blunt statements hurt in a way only a prideful student like you could feel.
You needed to act unbothered and hopefully, get under his skin too. Fixing your face into something a bit more stoic you started again.
âDoesnât it reflect badly on a Professor if they have failing students?â You found your nails to be more interesting than meeting Zhongliâs intense gaze, his eyes seemed alight from the fierce way he stared at you.
What you didnât expect was a throaty laugh from him, that pulled you from your nail inspection.
âStudents, yes. One singular student, not so much.â
Negotiations had definitely fallen through.
Outwitting people was something you were good at. One thing that hurts more than having your ego bruised is having it body slammed when you find out you're not as good at something as you believed yourself to be.
Reading your reaction Zhongli chuckled again, âoh dear, not the answer you wanted was it?â
Your eyes couldnât lift from the floor now, but even that served as a constant reminder of the stage you were hoping to walk on. Before any of this happened.
Zhongliâs voice pierced the silence, âWell, I have some time to help you study now, is that fine with you?â
Really there was only one choice, but you contemplated both regardless. You needed his help to bring up your grade and hopefully pass the upcoming exam but also, you didnât want him to belittle you any further.
Maybe you could study on your own. In high school you reviewed for biology tests using the Amoeba Sisters. Did they even have anything like that for geography though?
When you found the courage to meet Zhongliâs eyes again, now lounging in his chair with his hands braced behind his head. Your ears tinted pink when you saw his lips, still in a smirk but not as wide.
Maybe you could deal with his taunting for an hour or two. For your grade of course! Not because he was gorgeous or anything. Although it helped.
âFine,â decided to lighten the mood a bit you added, âhopefully youâre better at this than in class.â
Zhongli let out a breathy laugh while he leaned further back in his chair to glance at the clock. âPerhaps, though you may find my teaching methods unconventional.â
âOh?â You dug into your satchel to find your textbook, âhow so?â
Zhongli crossed his arms in front of himself before releasing a thoughtful groan, one that had your pupils blow open a fraction wider. âHow about I quiz you, and for each question you get wrong..â
His gaze flickered from the sky of contemplation to you, âI could use a more⌠tactical approach. Like consequence and reward.â
As his smirk seemed to stretch, the air in the office became heavier. You blinked, believing you were imagining his suggestive voice.
âConsequence?â Itâs not like your grade could get much lower so what could he do to harm you?
The pause that followed was thick with unspoken meaning, you didnât dare move either. You were frozen in the plush chair, pinned by Zhongliâs half lidded stare.
âFor each wrong answer, I could bend you over my knee and spank you.â
You blinked, then blinked again. Did he really just say that so calmly? Like he asked you to make a batch of flashcards. Heat rose to your already rosey cheeks, and you quickly looked away, feeling your heartbeat just a bit faster.
âYou canât be serious!â
âWhatâs wrong with that? Itâs a straightforward form of discipline, it may even work on you.â The way he said the word you sent a chill down your spine. The word felt heavier, like he was implying that even someone of your caliber could understand.
You swallowed, hard. But you didnât stand up from the chair, nor did you threaten to report him. Instead you stayed seated and actually considered his suggestion.
âWhat if I get the answers right?â
You seemed to be endless entertainment to Zhongli as he laughed again before retorting, âas unlikely as that maybe, we can come up with a suitable reward if that happened.â
Your pulse pounded in your ears as you completely ignored the ruder side of this comment.
Zhongli leaned in slightly as he gestured to the study materials laid out on his desk, âshall we begin? Or are you not going to be attentive enough again?â
He was challenging you, skillfully he goaded you
into playing his game, to participate in something where you both knew you were likely to lose. Maybe it was the lack of sleep that caused you to act so desperate. If you told on him now, you could probably drop the class without it being on your record, but a deeper desire helped guide your answer.
âI can focus,â you said, a little sharper than you had intended, âwhatâs the first question?â
Zhongli reached for the discarded textbook on his desk, flipping to a random page towards the middle. His smirk deepened as he read over the line.
âThis is something we went over in class rather recently. Describe the process of orographic precipitation.â
Before you could catch yourself, your face fell. Your mind had blanked on you. And given the cruel grin Zhongli bore, he knew you wouldnât know the answer.
Even though you vaguely remembered the name written on the board in class, the words didnât arrange themselves in your head for you to create a clear answer with.
âI donât remember,â you quickly added before Zhongli could speak, âthis isnât fair, you knew I wouldnât know this.â
âI just opened the book, I didnât choose the page at all.â His smug tone was nothing to match the satisfacted grin proudly stretched across his face.
âI also just mentioned we went over this in class so maybe itâs not any fault of mine anyway.â
No use in arguing with him especially because you did somewhat recall him going over it.
âNext question.â
For five whole minutes, Zhongli asked you question after question. Each of which you got pitifully wrong. As time went on you itched for Zhongli to end this sadistic game, which he was no doubt dragging out. Maybe to humiliate you, or maybe to tally up each incorrect answer and actually hit you for each of them.
Your face began to blush at the possibility of him actually spanking you. He probably only said it to get under your skin and hopefully get better results. If that was the case, youâd be very disappointed but also relieved, you didnât want to get hit that much.
ââpaying attention.â
âLatitude!â You exclaimed before shrinking in on yourself. You knew for a fact that the answer to whatever question he asked that ended in paying attention was definitely not latitude and nor would an answer be so simple with him.
Suddenly Zhongli stood up, dropping the textbook closed back onto his desk. His expression was somewhat pleased but also very annoyed. Once he reached your side of the desk, he grasped your wrist, pulling you to your feet. And with a gentle yet steady hold, he guided you to his side where he once again sat down, only to look up at you expectantly.
Zhongliâs black trousers made it hard to see any depth in his pants, but from the visible bulge you could make an educated guess on how he was feeling.
âMust I spell everything out for you? Lower your pants and bend knees over my legs.â
Face falling again, you tried to ask why that was necessary before Zhongli cut in with a sigh.
âHow will I know it truly hurts if Iâm not hitting your skin?â
That was almost a logical explanation if it wasnât so sadistic. Your face must have been bright red with embarrassment as you unbuttoned your slacks. His honey eyes tracked your every move, as you lowered the fabric down your legs, then stepped out of them all together.
Feeling a bit relieved at your choice of black underwear, and not your hot pink ones, you slowly draped yourself across Zhongliâs lap.
Only a few seconds ago, you were speculating on if Zhongli was actually hard or not but now you could tell he was as his erection poked your waist.
You could feel his heat from his palm warming your plush flesh as he rubbed small circles on your ass above your underwear.
Then came the first hit. A sharp pain stretched across both mounds of soft tissue, the ache rippled down your legs and to your toes. Rebelliously, you bit your lip to hide any noises of discomfort or the subtle pleasure.
âOh? After being shown just how pathetic you are, you refuse to even take your punishment correctly?â
The hand Zhongli had used to hold you flush against his lap, slipped to your face and squeezed your nose shut. In shock, you opened your mouth to protest but before you could, a much harder slap landed against your ass. A loud cry of painâ definitely not pleasure, tumbled from your lips.
Heavy tears traveled down your face and wet Zhongliâs pants.
âTwo hits and youâre already crying?â He softly kneaded the skin before slapping it again, âno matter, I assumed if you werenât good at school youâd be good at this.â
âBut I am good at school! Itâs just your stupid classâ.â
A slap rang out in the room as Zhongli delivered the harshest slap yet. This time he didnât rub the skin, instead he lifted you off his lap and placed you on the cold hardwood floor of his office. The coolness soothed your burning bottom.
âYou may surprise me yet with some skill.â
You took only a second to wipe your tears before you heard the sound of Zhongli removing his belt. Instinctively, self preservation won because you scrambled back, hitting your head on the edge of Zhongliâs desk in the process. But shockingly enough, he didnât wrap it around his hand to hit you harder.
Instead he placed it on the desk as he worked on undoing his slacks button and zipper. Once he finished that, Zhongli reached into his pants to pull out his penis.
Truth be told, you werenât a prude, youâd had sexual encounters before, none that went past giving or receiving oral sex but still. Zhongliâs dick was pretty too though, a thick underside vein ran from the scrotum to his tip. The head itself was flushed, apparently the blush he lacked on his face his cock made up for.
Still, the size itself was impressive, you couldnât tell how long it was but at least your fist and a half.
From the angle you sat on the floor at, you couldnât tell if he had any hair but you doubted a man as well kept as Zhongli would be anyways.
Suddenly his hands shot out and grabbed you under your arms, turning you around and placing him on his lap. In this position his thighs rested between yours.
âI had considered making you suck me off when you eventually did come to see me about your grade but to think you were such an⌠abysmal student, weâll just do this for now.â
Zhongli lifted your ass before sliding your panties to the side and thumbing your clit.
âYou couldnât even take your punishment honorably, not that I expected you too anyways..â
Zhongli droned on as he rubbed same circles on your pearl. Though you hadnât heard a single word he said, not that you had the capacity to do so anyhow, his fingers skillfully manipulated you to putty in the manâs hands. His middle finger slipped to your entrance as he began to lethargically massage your g-spot.
You had heard of that area but, you nor your previous partners had been able to stimulate it the same way Zhongli was now.
Reached a new height as he introduced another finger, further pressing into the velvety zone.
Maybe it was because you hadnât been touched in so long that you came so quickly but it happened regardless. Your orgasm washed over you like a tidal wave as Zhongli allowed you to ride it out. The pleasure was kin to a hot shower (that you would definitely be taking once this was over with) after a long day. One of those showers that you sit in the tub and let the water trickle down from your hair to your toes.
Once the pleasure was over though, it was done completely. Zhongli removed his hands before pushing you down into the desk, half of your face buried into a stack of ungraded papers. His hand pressed down between your shoulder blades effectively pinning you to the wood.
You heard the chair roll behind you as Zhongli stood up, his penis slipping in between your folds.
âNow that youâve had your pleasure, I will be taking mine.â
Without further warning, Zhongli began to pierce you, inch by inch he sunk deeper in your quim. He wasnât rough, nor was he forceful as he pressed on. His hand still remained placed on your back but his other trailed down your side before grabbing your hip and pulling you back onto him. So now not only was he entering you, he was pulling you back to meet him halfway.
Your lower body ached at the intrusion, as low moans of pain and contentment left you. It felt weird to be filled up like this but also so natural. Now you hated not going further than oral sex with anyone else.
When Zhongli was completely inside you, he stopped moving to sigh, âtruly made for this. If all were to fail, you could always sell yourself. Iâm sure youâd make a nice sum of mora.â
Words of protest were turned into lewd moans as Zhongli began to grind into you, not not thrusting but slowly rolling his hips. Remembering your setting you bit your lip again, in hopes of not drawing unwanted attention.
âDonât,â Zhongli began to pick up the pace, no longer rocking but instead coming all the way out before pounding back into you, hitting that special sponge inside you. âEveryone has already left for the day.â
Your gasp was turned into a high pitched moan as Zhongli rammed into you particularly hard. Him knowing that no one was there let you know just how in control of the situation Zhongli was, with that came a shocking revelation. He probably planned this all along.
You werenât given anymore time to think about that possibility as Zhongli slightly lifted your chest from the desk. Now that one of his hands no longer had to hold you down, it wrapped around to toy with your nipple.
The harsh pulling on the soft nub brought out more yells from you as he didnât relent of his intent to bully his way into your womb.
âLook at you,â Zhongli cooed, âdrooling on yourself.â
Although his words were embarrassing, they didnât register in your mind as you tried to bounce in tandem with his thrusts. At least you attempted to before his grip on your hip tightened in warning.
That hand also slipped to the front and sloppily rubbed your clit, leaving you to support your rocking weight on unsteady arms. The sound of his hips meeting your sore ass sent resounding sharp claps into different corners of the room.
It felt like hours upon hours of Zhongliâs grunting in your ear, the sudden sharp pain shooting up your spine from your butt, him pinching your sensitive nipple.
Now his movements were a bit choppy as, you assumed, Zhongli was close to reaching his orgasm. As opposed to traveling faster, his cock was going deeper, looking to bury its head in your cushiony womb. Merely seconds before him, you came. A second mind numbing euphoria, almost as rich as the last one covered you like a heated blanket. Your eyes squeezed closed as you were captured in bliss.
Just as sudden as it had started, it ended, as Zhongli emptied himself inside you. After a few seconds of his warm seed spurting inside you. The room was still hot with both of your gasps as Zhongliâs musky cologne permeated your senses from behind you.
Following your shared daze, he pulled out of you, allowing his semen to also drip onto the floor. You collapsed face first onto your geography textbook. Behind you, Zhongliâs leather seat creaked as he fell onto the chair. The sound of a draw opening made you aware enough to open your eye a little bit.
Zhongli's fingers came into view as he held a small tablet, âItâs a plan b.â
Opening your mouth to allow him to place the pill on your tongue you shut your eye again. You wanted the moment to never end, the nerve damaging pleasure you experienced tonight was truly life changing, but your momentary reprieve was ruined by the sound of Zhongli redoing his pants. In the midst of cleaning himself up, he rubbed up and down your back gently.
âYouâre earned an A for the quarter by the way.â
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Quick end note. Do you think Zhongli have a plan b implies that heâs done this before or that he prepared for you really well?
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payneland yule exchange 2024
@clementiiny
tw: bullying/abuse/ptsd/underage drinking
prompts: pre-canon, hurt/comfort, domestic vibes charles-centric fic
Charles eyes the space Edwin cleared out for him on their homemade bookshelf.
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It was funny at first, two ghosts were haunting an old abandoned building. Nestled in off streets on some abandoned development project in Southern England. He can remember when they first stumbled in on a mirror hopping exercise, and Edwin taught him how to concentrate so that he could help move the discarded clapboard pallets. The way the pressure built on his hand without the texture of the wood was so alien to him at the time. When the hastily nailed planks finally rose his eyes darted to Edwin automatically.
âVery good Charles,â his smile radiating in his voice and eyes.
âThanks mate, I think iâm getting-â
The pressure dissipated instantaneously, the rush of sand colored boards falling in a blur and crashing so loud to reverberate in the unfurnished concrete building.
No one spoke or moved for a minute.
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Now two months have gone by and he has an empty shelf of the same discarded wood. Right next to Edwinâs growing collection of magical tomes and comics.
Somehow.
The sentiment is nice, but Charles isnât much of a bibliophile. The last book he cracked open himself was probably Warrinerâs English Grammar and Composition- complete course. If he had Edwin to read his coursework to him before his midterms- as well as the signs of faery possession- he might have had a better time retaining information.
He lets his mind fidget with the idea. Sneaking around to study with Edwin would have been loads more enjoyable than swotting up everytime he got wind of a quiz. For all the vapid consternated lecturing about their desire to teach the next generation diligence heâs surprised none of the teachers caught on to his more extreme study habits. He needed to revise twice as long as his mates, whilst still keeping on top of his cricket practice. The stench of smuggled coffee in the shared dorm space, sting of untreated paper cuts on his cricket bat, and echo of quickly flipped paper while on the bench-minutes before practice begins- still haunts him. No one can say his scholarship was not merited. To be candid, a few of his peers tried. They should put his name on a medal.
He winces.
Theyâd probably think that was lame though. With his friends there was always a give and take. Charles would be too excited or too visually distinctive, and then they would disparage him before intervening. He can almost hear them now, in his head, mocking him for caring enough to wonder what books Charles thinks Edwin would want next to his collection. Theyâd probably ring his bell if they caught him idling, grinning at it, like a gormless old twit.
Charles starts picking up the books Edwin had pushed to the far side of the room and carrying them back towards their place on the shelf. Each one aged into a different neutral hue.
Itâs not like getting lumped aside the head is the worst, heâs just had his fair share of it. The sharp painful corrections reverberated through concert gigs, class, and his old house. With his Dad it was something you could count on. Like the chime of a clock or the clunk of his boots on the floor above him when he got home.
The closest he gets to that is when Edwin scolded him when he misplaced a hand-bound copy of Materials Toward a History of Witchcraft V. II.
His hands were steepled and eyebrows were pinched as he faced Charles.
âIt is of our best interest to have our books on occultism organized if we are to keep helping any stray ghost that takes your fancy.â
His tone is sincere with âsteps to make sure this does not happen whilst they are in each otherâs company.â
It had been the first time Edwin had mentioned a future- their future- together.
SoâŚthere are more instances where he messes up with Edwin.
His first offense was gathering discarded vinyl records from the estate to solve the case of the mummified musician. He may have gathered more than necessary. The boxes littered their settled office with the crowded oppressive atmosphere of an obstacle course.
â I donât understand the importance of collecting memorabilia from his estate if his condition clearly exemplifies a pharaoh's curse, Charles.â
âExcept heâs never been to Egypt, and something is wrong with these records, Edwin.â Charles tests.
âWhatever do you mean?â Edwin asks, hands centering more nervously.
Charles takes the dingy milk crate containing the cursed record to the top of their newly acquired office desk. âHe didnât have any photos of his parents in that house. Closest we got to them was that burnt photo with his passport. So whoever his family is in Egypt he isnât going back to see them often.â He grabs the third vinyl ceremoniously holding it up and points accordingly.
âThis band was based in the UK and was underground in the 70s; they did not have the money to parade around publishing records in Egypt, mate. It also doesnât have English import tax added to the price on the back so we can figure whoever gave it to him wasnât a distributor. Finally,â He slides the protective sheet from the record. âThe Matrix numbers are utter gibberish.â Charles raises his head to find Edwin studying him instead of the vinyl.
âYou know an awful lot about vinyl records, how come your interest has never come up before?â Edwin poaches.
âIâm not interested, mate, this case is just stupid convoluted and Iâd really appreciate getting this case closed as soon as possible, yeah?â Charles twists away placing the covering back onto the record and into the jacket delicately.
âRight, of course.â Edwin reassures.
The following offense had occurred after a few days of dodgy eyeing on Edwinâs part. The silent treatment had gotten so intolerable he had resulted in point blank annoying him about the local bands when they walked past the building on their way to pick up new comics and magical tomes from the only occult shop in London to sell to ânew ghosts.â
The cold morning air clung to the energy around their forms as they made their way through almost empty city walkways. The greys and blues of the world still clinging to the buildings and street as Charles prattles on about trumpet melodies and inconsistent show times. They had been trotting by a street light holding fast against the elements when Edwin had stopped walking and Charles went ramrod straight.
âDid you use to go to shows frequently?â he asks hesitantly, but his eyes are narrowed and posture is straight, holding a brick sized hand bound french magic book and a recent batman issue with the same reverence, snug against himself.
Charles feels the panic, in his arms and stomach, unfurl their tendrils.
âI-er-well, we all had the go-ahead to leave campus, right, but we could never make it back in time if we went too far, did we? This venue didnât card, so we always found our way hereâŚeventually.â Charles stammers.
Edwinâs eyes drift to the unassuming dark building with torn weathered posters littering its wall. âYou mentioned going to see the Po-Goues in January, but the poster says they were playing January 14th, which is shortly after your holiday. So I may surmise, you came back to St. Hilarion's and then went to a concert in which the interim school faculty would be exceedingly vigilant. You must care about them a great deal.â His eyes roam, and lock back onto Charles, assessing.
âDidnât think you were actually listening, mate.â Charles teases.
âThe Kon 5 is playing next week, so we could attend a show, if you are still interested in such things.â
Edwin steels himself, takes a breath, and then points to one of the newer additions to the wall. Charles follows the line of action from the base of Edwinâs shoulder to the mass-produced poster for the stupid band he used to wait in line to see.
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The building is dark. Metal and Brick both painted over with worn black overcoats. The stairs lead to an expanse of hallway with an open bar and doors. He remembers Mark used to remind him not to be an idiot and forget the stuff they came in with. Abandoned high heels, coats, and a metal bat line the walk-way. If you follow it you can pass the bathrooms to the back and you can see the open floor of an expansive former church turned remodeled stage.
The members come up one after the other. Each fiddling with equipment and performing checks on their respective instruments.
Charlesâ energy is erratic. His hand had phased through the bars of the catwalk; they were camped atop up to his forearms. Being inside shouldnât be putting his nerves on edge. He should be able to differentiate being in the building now with Edwin for one of his favorite bands and the âfriendsâ who introduced it to him.
Nevertheless, every place his eyes rest rip memories from the depths of his mind to the cold air around him. He remembers, agreeing to help one of his roommates move to afford one of the coats everyone wore. Being too scared to decorate it. Skipping class so no one would see him go to a Citizen 8 gig alone. Standing in the dormâs communal bathroom, looking in one of the mirrors to the shades of purple on his body, no recollection who to inculpate. âIt was just a lark, we didnât mean any harm.â
Getting harrassed.
Getting Killed.
âHard Lines mate, maybe next time.â muttered at his fucking funeral.
âAre you alright?â Edwin asks.
âWhat-er- yeahâ Charles stutters, âSorry, weâve-Iâve- just never got here early before.â
âOh, thatâs good.â Edwin hesitates.
âOh, yeah, brills.â
Itâs strange they donât have any roadies or stage-hands aside from the band members. Charles points to the stage. âThat is the lead singer James doing the mike check. and-â his arm halts its motion as they both watch in horror as the drummer touches his kit, glows red, dives behind the curtain, and begins screaming hysterically backstage.
Edwin looks at him quizzically.
âWell, that was the drummer.â Charles stammers, âEr-âm sure, heâs fine, mateâ
The Kon 5 are about twenty or so minutes into their set. The trumpets and drums are sycophantic in their rhythm drilling the crowd. Shouts of encouragement and lyrics are spurred out from the people around them. He looks to his right, Edwin stands in his school uniform tight and pristine despite the dingy atmosphere and sub-par lighting. His soft, thoughtful expression breaks into a smile when his eyes lock with Charles.
Guilt stabs him inextricably.
Edwinâs face falls and he pulls him towards the front of the venue. The Green lighting is strained on the hallway to the bathrooms that Charles has had the misfortune of painting in sick after a few too many jars.
âItâs okay if you donât like the set we could head to the office and-â Charles starts.
âThat is not the drummer.â Edwin states matter-of-fact.
The words left no room for negotiation, and were left between them.
âThe Glowing was reminiscent of faery possession.â
âThey just got back from France,â Hammering draws from Charlesâs heart and hits his stomach.
âThe shows-the tour,â he supplies, âThey might have picked it up in Paris. âRight, Edwin?â
âYou have the list of tour destinations memorized?â Edwin asks.
Charles feels stinging behind his eyes first.
âNo, no, I just used to have their albums on tape and the upcoming tour destinations printed on back âinnit.â
âYou had their albums on tape? I had no idea you were passionate about music when you were alive,â he states.
â We should see if the drummer could lend us some tapes after we rid him of his faery infestation.â Edwin mutters nodding to himself.
âPassionate?â Charles squawks.
âI donât know why you insist on pretending you have no-interests or hobbies Charles, but you are clearly knowledgeable on the subject at hand.I had hoped your admission to your interest in music had been an olive branch between us, since you are so pliable to my rantings on thaumaturgy and protection charms, but you seem more fretful. â His eyebrows are knit together before he continues, âI do not want our companionship to be so one-sided. I don't know any of your passions nor do I wish to have our place of residence devoid of your impression.â
âMate, i didnât mean-â
âI saw you restocked the bookshelf. Do you not see the office as a worthwhile place to store your belongings?â he continues. âHonestly, Charles, if you have no plans to stay we need not discuss it, but at least give me something to remember you by.â
The clawing in his throat builds with the silence between them.
âI-er,â he tries looking towards the cheap drywall, âThis is just the first time it was okay to care about things, yâknow?
And- yeah. I donât, er- â his voice breaks, and he half expects Edwin to shove him.
He doesnât.
Instead, Edwinâs hand is steady as it grips his lapel.
He follows the pale pressed fingers to his wrist, up his covered arm and settles his gaze near Edwinâs face.
âMaybe on our return from our next trip from the occult book shop we can purchase some recordings.â He whispers.
Charles feels the buzzing energy in his hands again. He weighs everything said before him. The new revelation stripped the version of himself he had presupposed Edwin saw.
âFive minutes backstage,â Charles surrenders, picking up one discarded aluminium bat.
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On the way back they pick up a walkman and cassette tapes for the Po-goues, rage parade, and Citizen 8. They leave behind a newly faery-exorcised signed guitar as payment.
When they get back to the office they make it to the middle of the floor before Edwin stands before him with his hand extended.
âWhat, right now?â Charles asks.
Edwin remains waiting patiently.
The magic canvas bag prognosticates. He swats his hand inside and picks up the cassette player, a tangled mess of earbuds, and the Citizen 8 tape all in one go.
Edwinâs hands dip for a second under the unexpected weight of the cassette player, but adjusts accordingly. Charles presses the eject button and places the tape into Edwinâs other awaiting hand. His fingers hold it in an unconventional manner while Charles stares in awe.
Too soon he presses the cassette into the cartridge and the hand is tucked under the handheld player.
âThe earbuds please, Charles.â
Charles' eyes and hands return the mess of wire that he is desperate to untangle. He separates the left and right sides from the main auxiliary cord. Edwinâs hand reaches below and takes the jack and presses it into the aux with succinct precision. He returns, thumbing the earbud from Charlesâs left hand to press it to the side of his face. He feels the loss of contact, and then watches Edwin take the earbud from his right hand before putting it to his own ear.
For a moment, he watches the cord between them.
The black wire joining their faces is short, forcing them a little closer than they usually get. His eyes flicker over Edwinâs face, but they find no discomfort. No, Edwinâs face is concentrated as he works. His eyes pinched with the ghost of a smile on his lips. Theyâre so close he can see the hint of stubble atop his lip and jaw. The coil coupling them taps below his ear twice before-
Edwin pressed the cartridge closed.
The guitar riff expels gruff and triumphant. Five seconds in the drums pick up a heavy beating in the heart of the song. Their lead singer screeches her arrival in a familiar melody.
Edwinâs eyebrows pinch slightly before a soft smile exposes a hint of dimples caresses his face next to the wire joining them. It takes a dull ache in the side of Charlesâ face to realize heâs been smiling too. He feels the contact of Edwinâs fingers against his own before realizing heâs unconsciously reached to support the cassette player with him. The weight is lighter than anything heâs held in this new form.
It takes a few minutes before Edwin wanders to pick up his place in a discarded french spellbook. With both ears filled with the rapid pounding of a drum beat he places the remaining two cassettes on his spot on their shelf. With his energy still warmed from Edwinâs presence, he lays a hand on the exposed wood and lets himself press to feel the pressure.
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