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was talking with a friend about how some of dunmeshi fаndom misunderstands kabru's initial feelings towards laios.
to sum up kabru's situation via a self-contained modernized metaphor:
kabru is like a guy who lost his entire family in a highly traumatic car accident. years later he joins a discord server and takes note of laios, another server member who seems interesting, so they start chatting. then laios reveals his special interest and favorite movie of all time is David Cronenberg's Crash (1996), and invites kabru to go watch a demolition derby with him
#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#kabru#kabru already added laios as a discord friend. everyone else in the server can see laios excitedly asking kabru to go with him#what would You even Do in this situation. how would YOU feel?#basically: kabru isnt a laios-hater! hes just in shock bc Thats His Trauma. the key part is kabru still says yes#bc he wants to get to know laios. to understand why laios would be so fascinated by something horrific to him#and ALSO bc even while in shock kabru can still tell laios has unique expertise + knowledge that Could be used for Good#even if kabru doesnt fully trust laios yet (bc kabru just started talking to the guy 2 hours ago. they barely know each other)#kabru also understands that getting to know ppl (esp laios) means having to get to know their passions. even if it triggers his trauma here#but thats too much to fit in this metaphor/analogy. this is NOT an AU! its not supposed to cover everything abt kabru or laios' character!#its a self-contained metaphor written Specifically to be more easily relatable+thus easy to understand for general ppl online#(ie. assumed discord users. hence why i said (a non-specific) 'discord server' and not something specific like 'car repair subreddit')#its for ppl who mightve not fully grasped kabru's character+intentions and think hes being mean/'chaotic'/murderous.#to place ppl in kabru's shoes in an emotionally similar situation thats more possible/grounded in irl experiences and contexts.#and also for the movie punchline#mynn.txt#dm text#crossposting my tweets onto here since my friends suggested so
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meeting wyll at the grove, as someone who the tieflings trust enough to train their children, says so much about him. it's so sad that he doesn't get explored in acts 2-3 as deeply as the other companions, when his problems are equally intense. the average player probably long rests once before coming across the grove, but even if not, in that time wyll has already proven to the tieflings that they can rely on the Blade of Frontiers.
this is the immediate first thing he chooses to do after being condemned to slow death via ceremorphosis. his priority list in the first conversations with tav is: 1) hunt down a dangerous devil, 2) help zevlor with the goblins, 3) once nothing threatens the tieflings he will gladly search for a tadpole cure. wyll is perpetually his own last priority, and i wonder if it has to do with the lore about souls.
if he believes mind flayers' souls have been destroyed, and fiend warlocks will all have their souls sent to the hells after death, then becoming a mind flayer isn't the worst possible way for him to die. he would never become a mindless monster to save his own soul, but he's not gripped by horror the way that some of the other origin characters are. lae'zel has been made revoltingly impure to her people, astarion is terrified of losing the scrap of bodily autonomy he just regained, gale is guilt-ridden over the orb detonation if he dies, shadowheart has to survive to prove herself to her cult leader, and karlach has also just regained bodily autonomy and is desparate to live.
this is just another quest for the Blade, whose persona guards wyll ravengard against the vice of self-concern when he ought to be concerned for those in need.
#wyll ravengard#bg3#writing a wyll pov thing in order to roleplay harder in my durge playthrough & ive become obsessed w him#i love him so much. he doesnt even really get to realize in-game how traumatized he is and in act 3 he has not healed any really#come here wyll we are going to learn about self care. you & durge need to overcome the desire to give up your lives for your fathers ideals#faerun doesnt have LMHCs so wyll gets my durge who currently thinks he is (a miserable failure of) a cleric of ilmater.#this fic is practice for my 'ascended tavastarion struggle to quit being Like That' character study thing wherein i am struggling w dialogu#loving working on both. im in my little dollhouse making my toys try out lines until they fit#vampireposted
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And I thought I had a really bad poker face, but I suppose if ya say so…
#I love the poker face comment i needed this one to see the world even if he doesnt say anything to it. Good closer.#Im not going further with the “whatre you doing” both because i dont want to drag it out like i have in the past before. uh. but also becau#im running out of fitting props........#[you've got mail!]#he's not in it no tags for him#deltarune#You should have enough context clues laid out for you to gather what's happening/what (will) happened.#im not recoloring the original backdrop so here's a shoddy edited one#next in 30
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#not a heritage post#poll#dragon age#solas#dav#datv#i almost posted this to my regular plain ol blog but WHAT . is the point of specialized blog if not to get the real answers ppl want#also im not saying saw a snail today effervescent is iambic pentameter. really similar in energy to me though#the 2nd option to me is like. he had WAY too much time alone#hes going through a script and gets tripped up when he realizes it doesnt fit#EDIT: NOBODY COME ON HERE AND TELL ME ITS NOT PENTAMETER. i only googled just now and im not a. iambhead#so it isnt its 2 lines of tetrametere and then a line w six iambic feet#which is. even wilder
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#sleepyyyyyyy#a doodley#i still have to work on him because i know his face doesnt actually look Old#but thats also hard to achieve with some of his features ykwim...similar to real persons#i could stand to add a bit more sag to his face even if he is meant to be sharp and pointy#but whatever! was more focused on body here#which i also still have to work on#i really really like the folds above a belly button ive seen on Men Who Are Aged#not even Old...just older than me#and i like giving him age spots even if he doesnt have exposure to the sun#i have to find something to fit with that...maybe he just subconsciously shapeshifts em onto there? idk!#i still dont know how he Feels about his unfed appearance... maybe ill get it out of him in a few more months#we'll get to da bottom of dis#ok gn gn gn#still have to give him more sag in general i know - ill get there
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I swear if i see one more mf say izzy has been 'redeemed' or needed a 'redemption arc' im literally going to scream into my pillow until i lose my voice.
redeem is such a black and white way of looking at his entire character and dismisses everything hes gone through and yall (izzy haters and others) are just so fucking snob nosed and ignorant to sit there and think hes a villain because of how he acted. theyre fucking pirates. theyre not perfect, none of them are. eds a villain, stedes a villain, if youre doing it like that. ed has killed so many people, stede literally left his wife and kids and also had a hand in killing people; it may be easier for them to change because of the perspective the show gives them and they had love but izzy did not. everyone hated him, ed, his own crew, stedes crew.
normalizing peoples reactions to things as something other than villainy and heroism is so god damn important in a show that's trying to accurately involve our perspectives in this day and age. its a tale as old as time, making someone 'completely in the wrong' because their perspective isnt the one you aligned with as much.
like the rest of the crew izzy had his own bad things hes done, he didnt need this 'redemption' everyones blabbering on about. he needed to be fucking heard, to be seen, and acknowledged-- not thrown aside and abandoned because of a whim. you all can ride up blackbeards ass because oh hes so hot, hes so pretty omg wow; but that wont ever change the fact his character is a fucked up person... youre allowed to love him anyways, why not izzy? we didnt see blackbeard before screen but how hes mentioned it shows he was a shit awful person, the only reason no one cares is because on hes fuckin gay for stede or whatever so the main characters get a free ride. ( i agree they all get a free ride, im just tired of this izzy isolation man )
why does he need to be redeemed in your eyes? just because youve seen what hes done? he was literally a product of his environment in season one he was a product of blackbeard's leadership. only with the loyalty and solidarity of the crew did he really begin to find himself, thats fucking hard to do that late in life. instead of calling it some bullshit black and white redemption arc, lets just celebrate izzy being himself and being fucking loved for once in his god damn life.
hes also way more fucking mature and put together than people give him credit for. love you izzy.
edit: thank you all for the reblogs and insights in every single one, i read them i promise i do. im just so mf heartbroken we have to tag things as discourse when its really just about people not being compassionate. (as a couple people have pointed out) i will said id reblog and comment on every single tag but this is my side </3 EVERYONE PLEASE READ THE REBLOGGED TAGS TOO / / theyre so real ! ive also opened up that ask box thingy i havent been on tumblr in yrs and have 0 clue how any of that works if anyone wants my perspective on anything izzy related. *or otherwise ofmd related
#izzy hands#israel hands#our flag means death#our flag means death spoilers#ofmd#ofmd season 2#ofmd spoilers#cont rant#i just got really passionate dude i cant#im tryna sit here and scroll through tiktok and its fkn#redeem this redeem that#he was FINE; he just didnt respond to change the same way you do#normalize every form of expression even if it doesnt fit your mamby pamby shy baby lifestyle#he did nothing wrong#mf hypocrites i say
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sleepovers save money on hotel rooms while on missions 👍
#finn's ocs#finn's art#sorry i was super offline the past few days but i had some time to draw between stuff so. them :)#besides i might as well draw all them hanging out like this after drawing PJ designs. but unlike in those i gave polaris and saiph pants#let them at least be decent while hanging out LOL#i want to draw lots more misc oc stuff now that i have all the refs done#but somehow i have too many ideas and yet none at all at the same time! if you have suggestions lmk 😅#anyway polaris is annoyed at saiph here because he wont stop moving his head even though the braiding was his idea lol#bella passed the fuck out shes one of those ppl who have a very set sleep schedule#wakes up at 6am falls asleep immediately at 9pm#lets all pray she doesnt wake up with something stupid drawn on her face tomorrow#mira is just having fun tho shes reading to everyone every cute :) saiph interrupts with commentary (causing further annoyance from polaris#al is mostly observing like hes just happy to be hanging out. also having al be the most in the shadows because of course#but he likes watching his friends interact. but also hey man his eyes are up there#anyway i tried my best w the colors here so hopefully it looks okay. i wanted something warm but also kinda dark to give off late night vib#i hope tumblr doesnt kill the quality tho! it looks kinda blurry rn but it might be ok when i hit post#if it fits well i might make it my new blog header too? maybee#^_^
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currently having thoughts about icarus/wax wings ivantill its the sacrifice its bringing him closer to the sun even as ivan melts, its till crashing to the ground in ivans efforts to bring him higher
its desperately grasping for what burns you and the freedom of flight
also ivan as an imitation of something else, till who molded ivan into the shape of freedom, the fall to the earth after reaching for the sun with nothing left but burning wax on your shoulder blades
icarus/wax wings is a rarepair comparison in contrast to icarus/sun comparisons, but ive always liked the romance of wax wings!!!
the wax wings that try to bring icarus to the realm of the gods, and icarus whos nothing but human
ivans devotion to his "god" and till who saw ivan as an equal
till who falls to the earth as a human when the one elevating him to the status of divinity is gone
its the fall that makes icarus human, and its flying icarus to the sun despite everything that makes the wax wings a just little human too
#i know that the interpretation of sun till and icarus ivan might be more common#but i think the sun totally fits as mizi or just. the general concept of freedom that till reaches for#the thing to them that doesnt make it icarus ivan is that ivan never experiences the “fall” to me#its the sun that never notices even as icarus's wings fail#but till does notice! right at the end! he has ivan in his gaze!#if it was icarus ivan#then the story would be that he does reach the sun. even as he burns to death in its core then at least he reached it#till cant reach ivan without ivan burning is the case here then?#this too is yaoi#makes you think!#im normal#ivantill#alnst ivan#alnst till#alnst#alien stage#icarus#wax wings#ivan alnst#till alnst
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Fernando Alonso × Unconventional Drinking Implements
#if i had a nickel for every time nano drank out of a trophy id have two nickels. that's not a lot but its weird it happened twice#dont ask me if theres more i didnt have the mental capacity to look up all his podium pics...theres 20 years worth#but if you do have more somehow miraculousy do of course hit me up#this is one of these things i think that youd have to experience by watching a lot of races bcs finding it by keywords is impossible imo#though i did look up various trophies and now i want to make a tier list of trophies by drinkablity 😭#but yeah some people in the tags of the pics i posted were like 'he did exactly what i wanted to do![drink from the big cup basically]'#so this is like: hey! not the first time hes done it 🤭#but like if these are the only two times hes done it thats hilarious#bcs its been 18 yrs so was he suddenly like 'oh my god wait i just remembered what i can do with this'#but like the 2005 is the wcc win so it makes sense why he did smth so over the top#but this one i really really feel like he let the impulsive thoughts win and was just 'this looks like a giant cup....'#not pictured: flavio also drinking from the trophy. he was so indulgent of his boy 🥹#also i wonder if theres footage of him pouring in the champagne in 2023 cause i didnt even know he drank from it until i was looking at pic#cause thats my fav thing about the 2005 one is watching him trying to aim and pour it from way too high hahaha#oh also there is the brazil 2005 gp as well but he doesnt directly drink from it so i dont think it fits well here#but at the same time he really is looking at trophies like 'hmmm how well would this work as a cup'#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#2023 dutch gp#2005 chinese gp#fa14#we do a little bit of f1#formula one
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Excuse the YouTuber in the corner I'm too lazy to switch to a different video but, it's probably a pretty easy conclusion to come to that KH might function off a somewhat stable time loop but nothing has really made it feel blatantly obvious than realizing that actually, since Ansem SoD sent Young Xehanort to Scala, that would mean there would have to be a starting timeline where the first SoD went back to start the loop, meaning there has to be a timeline where Xehanort never left Destiny Islands MEANING there has to be a timeline where SoD never existed, and as such neither did Xemnas and Terranort never happened along with basically everything else. So are we in fact confirming that KH does indeed function off a stable timeloop that never truly "started" somewhere and has just always been this way, or what in the world could have happened to still lead Xehanort to Scala without interference? Cuz now I have to wonder, if we're going by stable timeloop, then either Sora creates the tear in time every loop effectively creating endless ones over and over which could lead to a bigger problem(or not a problem at all if it's supposed to happen??) OR this is somehow the first deviation, which doesn't feel likely considering obviously Quadratum and Srelitizia being there seems to be decidedly factored into the equation here, but maybe I'm wrong. Maybe it hasn't been. Or maybe the problem is that Sora's genuinely not supposed to be there. Idk where I'm going anymore, but basically if time started somewhere and it hasn't always been a loop, how did we get HERE to the point in the screenshot where SoD/practically everything was able to exist to "create itself" essentially??? And I don't think that's possible without outside intervention, so it's gotta be a stable timeloop!
#(and heres how i can prove MoM is future Sora from the past cuz time loops back around!!!) no i dont wanna make it about that even tho i do#but also now i wonder how MoM meeting young nort even factors into anything when it feels like dark road is the reason he went down his path#like. what further push could meeting MoM have possibly given him that dark road didnt???#especially since its before the exam#granted imo nort seemed so absent emotions wise from everything happening in DR that i feel like it didnt really affect him at all#i think some interal dialogue from him would have helped tremendously cuz hes just so blank during the whole story#like it does fit his personality as the quiet guy but like. it makes it look like he doesnt care about anything happening#so i mean. if he kinda didnt then yeah maybe the MoM meeting did help push him along#granted i dont remember half the dialogue and ive barely started the video the screenshot is from so like. let me cook before you correct me#i'll correct myself when i get there and remember all the dialogue lol
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i know this is preaching to the choir/low hanging fruit, but if/when gen 1 pandering doesnt include the gen 2 crossgen evolutions, then what is the point
#youre not gonna include slowking. my friend. crobat. youre gonna ban baby pichu bc he doesnt fit your aesthetic. wtf is your problem#really ideally all the crossgens would be included but the gen 2 ones are especially baffling#because at this point the nostalgia/recognizability excuse should roll for them too#youre not even gonna do togepi.#even worse when its the eeveelutions. i feel like most of the fandom latches on to the gen 2 ones or sylveon#hell i think sylveon is the most recognizable one right now. who is out here being a gen 1 eevee purist#insisting that only the og three matter#echoed voice
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the doctor's heroic position succinctly put by: themself
#i need to rewatch the season bc ive only seen most episodes like 1.5-2 times at most and remember nothing but#i feel like the selfishness of.............like..........what the doctor's doing#i feel like with 15 thats a lot more transparent#ive always kinda rolled my eyes if bad guys or whoever was like 'youre just doing this for your own selfish reasons' bc like#doing good things for selfish reasons is still just good? like that doesnt make it less good. doesnt matter#but with 15 it feels like it's less good for selfish reasons and more just selfish reasons regardless of good?#hes just here to have a good time#not to live up to some title#hes here to shapeshift and shed his skin and get a thrill and move on#hes life hes just living hes just here for a good time#it feels like#you know when he like scares the babies for fun stuff like that#and if it's true that hes changing reality. to be things he wants. that would fit#he can make the story nicer he can make the story be what he wants it to be#anyway i might be wrong this might not even be a real part of his character#but it is for the lenght of this fic at least
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i wanna write a team rancher fic where one of them is a secret agent and the other is just ur average joe except I'm not sure which to put in which role because they're both so . wet pathetic cats. they are so painfully incompetent energy. trips over own feet. impossible to look or be cool ,
#team rancher#AUGH BUT THE TROPE.#im becoming the bitch who shoves their blorbos into every which situation even if it doesnt fit. aug fuck#maybe one where jimmys a former secret agent#and the agencies old enemies find his identity and so one of jimmys old partners#grian#comes to help protect them#and tango is caught in the crossfire#then grian would be there to keep jimmy a bit of a loser while jimmys doing cool stuff#and tango is like WOAH JIMMY YOURE THE BEST!! while jimmy kinda flops. but tango has heart glasses and he doesnt see#and grian is like why . why why why why do i have to be here
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still haven't moved on from zane in this episode (aka I hit tag limit again and am unhappy about it)
#alek insanity#not gonna main tag this but prepare for a tiny rant#home is actually really good zane characterization and its super cool to me how it holds up to this day#s1 characterization is very specific to me because the behaviors displayed by the ninja there (mostly) isnt bc thats how they really are but#its due to societal pressure. cole originally being more 'stone faced tough guy' -> 'down to earth' -> 'really sensible easy to talk to guy'#is because hes always been a sensitive guy... but he felt he couldnt express that true version of himself. thats the whole thing behind his#true potential. jay going from s1 -> s6 -> now is less of societal pressure and more teenager figuring himself out but it still applies. ish#seeing how much the ninja have changed or grown from then to now is amazing because back then they all wore masks. they didnt know each#other all that well. but theyve gained that comfortability with each other and also have grown and matured as people#some seasons / eps characterization for certain people im not a fan of (lloyds random misogyny arc in s13) but i mean the overall trend here#and then there is zane. zane in home was pretty dead on to how he behaves now (at least... when it comes to his faults?) and i dont want to#say people skim over that but i am the sf proclaimed n1 s1e2 fan and overthink every scene. zane's early characterization is some of my fav#for him period. he also goes through a ton of traumatic stuff and a ton of bad writing bouts but why he acts so 'weird' or 'distant' has#always been a thread sewn in. he changed so much he stayed the same in a way... if that makes sense. -> ohhh the ninja get mail and he#doesnt? oh he has no family? he quite literally walks away from that situation. oh the ninja are yelling in his face and asking whats wrong#with him? he literally walks away from that situation. he says its to follow the falcon but seeing how he apologized to them by not only#baking a ton of pies (cough... the food fight is what led to him leaving at first) but he also found them a whole entire new house.#zane is unable to truly value what he does for others. insert him in s11 saying he 'tried' to fufill his goal of protecting others.#everything he has ever done still isnt good enough. then the ninja tried to apologize and he didnt really... let them.#that one post about characters putting on facades and that facade being how people really see them. even in fandom. thats zane to me#the guy who lies about being upset and avoids his problems ran away after being yelled at? and he said he wasnt really mad? that is a lie!!#him being a ~360 when it comes to his character development is neat to me because he never hid behind a mask in the same way the others did#cole wanting to seem tough vs being really soft? kai wanting approval so bad he starts being selfish? kai isnt selfish usually!#he is self centered but that is a whole different thing. just wanting to fit in and breaking free of that. zane's true potential came in the#form of 'i finally know why i am not normal' instead of 'i will be my true self'. zane never pretended to not be weird#(instert book) states he literally didnt know why people got mad at him. he just existed and it was 'wrong'. the mask he hid behind was#avoidance. he was pretty open about how he actually was (most of the time). when he was upset he would audibly sigh and walk away lol#but for him saying he wasnt upset / saddened by the ninja... it felt like a moment of selflessness. if that makes sense. he blamed himself#for the monestary burning down. so he didnt deserve the apologies (ish) in the virtues of spinjitzu zane is shown as the generous one iirc#he puts the needs of others over his own. he will bear whatever burden he needs if others are happy. at that same time he doesnt allow
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I feel like if talon was a neopet he'd be a kyrii..!!
i saw this ask cut off in my activity tab and was thinking "oh please say kyrii" as i opened it
yes!
darigan kyrii, but wit faerie elements (wings and antennae) ^_^
#too lazy to fix the glaring tangent#skunk mail#Anonymous#a doodley#blue is my favorite color but its so hard to work with. true blue is TOO boring and swinging too far green or red breaks the pattern really#easily#anyway yeah. i wanted to add bright yellow greens here as contrast to the blue purple but he doesnt have any green themes at all#closer to blue looked too muted. so went with the teal even though he's not a teal guy either. close enough to blue#original darigan kyrii colors are fitting. talon loves royal and navy blue but its easy to represent him with red#he has purple scheme regularly because of dis (in his usual hair and eyes)#so making the beast blue purple and keeping the eyes leaning toward red fits !#the big ears and the teeth and nose...kyrii just looks like the bat monster version i wanna make for him
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another collage, this time yaoibait flavored!
ross (kitsune) belongs to @clockwork-phantasm
#driftoodles#klavier (oc)#ross#ive been slowly pecking away at this. i got the bg and ross done in a day but had been waiting weeks to work on the klavier#this is like 2-3 months old at this point n i finally came up eith a klavier fit#he doesnt strike me as the kind of fellow to wear cadual gear...so i just gsve him a ginkgo trench coat i saw#i have IDEAS for a bunch of these but my art drive outside of scribbling junk food (fanart) has been smote...#anyways. behold the florist fox and the inky culinarian snake#did you notice i didnt work all that hard on klavier's scales!#my decision to make him a sunbeam snake/cobra uwabami/orochi is a pain.#ive never figured iut a way to render his scales with that beautiful rainbow sheen outside of trsditional art#but even here i didnt feel like putting much effort into it...so sorry my boy#maybe next time
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