#he doesn’t know why he bites!!!!!
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thinking about who fitz would’ve been if he was never sent to buckkeep as a child.
would he have been a mild boy in a quiet home in the mountain kingdom? would he have married a kind mountain girl and led a simple life, had the home and hearth he so desperately seeks? would fitz have even sought that if it had not been denied to him at every chance?
he is a person fleshed out by repression and reaction; everything that he is is shoved deep down inside and everything he strives for is directly in response to the things he’s never had or never allowed himself to have. what if there was a fitz who was allowed To Be?? would he even be recognizable?
sickening…………….
#realm of the elderlings#rote#figposting#roteposting#so high i’m nearly brought to tears at the idea of baby fitz becoming a normal person#he doesn’t know why he bites!!!!!#he’s not a bad dog!!!#fitzchivalry farseer#not even saying anything new#just horrified still at this different future
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Back at it again with another theory: What if Lucanis’ betrayal wasn’t a betrayal at all?
(obviously, spoilers below the cut)
During The Wigmaker Job, we have some dialogue between Illario and Lucanis about their position within both the Crows and the Dellamorte family. Illario wants Caterina to step down so he can take the coveted First Talon spot. Lucanis reassures him that his time is coming, to which Illario makes a snide comment about whether his cousin would ever go against their grandmother’s wishes. When they continue the conversation after the job, Illario states that Lucanis is the potential heir, that he’s her favorite, and that he’s unlikely to say no to her. Lucanis doesn’t argue, only insists that he doesn’t want to be First Talon, and that he hopes she’ll see reason before that. It’s mentioned again in Eight Little Talons - Caterina favors Lucanis. It’s well-known enough among the Crows that Viago and Teia discuss it in front of her (not on purpose, but she doesn’t deny it). He’s her prodigy through and through.
In the opening scene for the Lucanis quest in Veilguard, Caterina is poised, as you’d expect of the First Talon. She’s certain that the body they buried wasn’t her grandson, that it had been altered with blood magic. She doesn’t pose it as a theory, though: she poses it as a fact. It could, of course, merely be her confidence, but there’s another very unusual aspect to the scene – everyone else discusses how Lucanis was clearly betrayed, that someone must have sold him out in order for the Venatori to capture him. Caterina is the only one in that room who never speaks on it. She doesn’t ask for justice, doesn’t mention vengeance, never acknowledges that her grandson was sold out by someone he trusted – perhaps because he wasn’t.
What if, when Caterina comes to him with a plan, with an impossible request, he’s still her favorite prodigal grandchild, and he still does whatever she asks? She’s had him tortured before as a child, has tortured and starved and beaten him herself before, because it makes him stronger and more resistant to it in the future. He says in The Wigmaker Job that he used to hate her for it, but now he understands. He justifies it. All Crows justify it, because they have to - if they don’t, then the cruelty wasn’t for survival’s sake, and their suffering meant nothing. Perhaps he doesn’t even question it. When Caterina tells him that she has a job for him, he takes it.
What if the contract has a caveat? Sure, Calivan must die by his hand by the end of it, a little treat for a job well done, but what if his primary mission is reconnaissance, is discovery? The Venatori are using blood magic to torture and corrupt prisoners. It would behoove the Crows to find out what it entails and how to resist it, before it’s turned back on them. It would have to be someone so deeply, unabashedly loyal to her that when she asked them to infiltrate a Venatori prison, expecting torture at best, their own death at worst, they’d take the job anyway, no questions asked - someone Caterina can trust, certainly, but also someone who has never once said no to her.
And Lucanis has always been a loyal grandson.
#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age: the veilguard#datv#datv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#da posting#maybe it’s also just because she thinks it would make him stronger and that’s how she always justifies it to herself because she’s evil!!!!#she’s MICRODOSING her GRANDSON with BLOOD TORTURE and DEMONS to fashion him into A BETTER WEAPON#I keep hearing people be like ‘oh there’s a moment in the lucanis storyline where I GASPED’#and other than like ‘he was dead the entire time’ I’m like…… what would be that shocking#and you know what would be that shocking??#if he put himself through it on purpose#envisioning a line where he’s like ‘when Caterina told me to go I didn’t ask questions because I’m a good crow!!!!!’#(also I think that would REALLY give a good bite to his demon being SPITE of all things)#also also I still think that Illario kills caterina (if she’s actually dead) but y’know what?#if he does GOOD FOR HIM#also lucanis just happening to be bursting out of his cell when you get there…. SUSPECT#was he just ready to break out at any time? if so why did he stay and get tortured for a YEAR?#why were the guards so afraid of him?? what was he capable of???#‘you’re a crow’ or ‘but you’re not a crow’ ohhhh so you were expecting a rescue?#oh I am CONNECTING the DOTS (I haven’t connected shit) I’VE CONNECTED THEM#voelene#your caterina + illario post started these wheels turning and I am eternally grateful#also tho did update this slightly because I forgot about their conversation at the end of TWJ#also got so wrapped up in my hatred of caterina that I failed to consider another emotionally devastating option:#that lucanis was the one who wanted to go and caterina covered for him#now THAT’S got some bite to it too#and maybe Lucanis volunteering to take on a demon is why it doesn’t possess him fully#it’s like a wynne/anders thing it’s symbiotic
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I wonder if there’s a part of Eurylochus that resents Polites
#because like#out of everyone in the crew that WE know of in epic Polites is the only one that Ody actually listens to and follows through#not saying Ody doesn’t listen to Eurylochus bc he does and E is the second hand man for a reason#but Eurylochus is definitely more prone to violence & doubt compared to Polites which is why Ody even considers P’s option of diplomacy mor#tbh i don’t think E even minded in the past bc P was literally the whole crew’s impulse control and moral compass (in the context of epic)#bc out of everyone P was the only one who still thought to approach the unknown with open arms#sure it’s naive especially in the world they live in#but also they can’t help but be drawn to the option bc above all humans crave connection through community rather than war#(but that’s my own opinion leaking out—this whole post is my opinion lol)#but then Polites dies and now all Eurylochus sees is the fact that Polites was WRONG & yet he watches as Ody continues to live by P’s code#he watches as Ody leaves them to ask a god for help (after Athena abandoned them)#he watches as their consequences of mercy come back to bite them in the form of Poseidon#he watches and i wonder#epic the musical#eurylochus#epic the musical eurylochus
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#I don’t even know how to feel right now#my kiddo moved up into the older kids room#then yesterday I get a message from daycare saying another kid scratched my baby’s face#and I’m like okay a scratch is just a scratch it happens#when I got home and saw him I was like what the fuck this wasn’t just a little scratch it is dark and red and angry#and then I go to give him a bath and I see he has a bitemark shaped bruise on his shoulder#and I’m like what the fuck why wouldn’t you tell me this too#and I go in today to talk to the director and she wasn’t there#they give me the incident report that says basically this kid#wanted to take my sons pacifier and he wouldn’t let him and he scratched his face and pushed him down and bit him#like what the actual fuck#why wouldn’t you tell me the whole thing#I had to find out on my own by seeing a mark on my babies skin#I’m so upset#he’s still such a gentle baby like he doesn’t hit or bite out of anger yet#so it just breaks my heart to know this other kid did this to him#and that the daycare ladies weren’t there to monitor and see it happen
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thinking about adrien tonight… becoming mean out of self defense… being mean because you don’t know how else to stand up for yourself… being mean because it works… being mean because that’s how you were raised… being mean and hating it every time but you can’t quite figure out how to stop…
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Guys I’m emotionally devastated by suckening ep 4 is anyone out here? Can anybody hear me?
#jrwi spoilers#||#I was thinking about his death and then I was thinking about when he first got turned and god#it’s so sick condi is sick in the head#emizel has always willingly just put himself in danger and refused to give up#he would have died the day he turned yknow? he would have fucking died. and he almost did#if it wasn’t for him biting that vampire back he would have died#and now he’s back in another dangerous situation refusing to back down and this time he DID FUCKING DIE#I’m gonna be sick#how many times do you think emizel has had people worry that he wouldn’t make it back#how do you think soda is gonna feel knowing that he’s really not coming back tonight. or any night. that it’s over#how does Arthur feel? he took responsibility for him explicitly he * told * him that things were going to go down why why didn’t he listen?#should he have told him more?#and shilo.. he didn’t even know he had a brother and now he doesn’t even get to know him? was what he said a joke? a lie? what if it wasn’t#what is he supposed to do what is anybody supposed to do#WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO MAN???
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for me… FOR ME..!!! and for shri’iia specifically the lock in for astarion’s romance is his graveyard scene in act 3.
i think it is too quick for shri’iia to be moving on to another relationship considering her previous one was with her mistress who essentially groomed and isolated her for like … more than hundred years. learning to chase her own desires and not moulding herself to what anyone wants her to be is something so new to her…!!! and something that she’s still learning how to be comfortable with….
and what I like abt romancing astarion with her is that I usually go for the dialogue path in his act 2 confession scene where you can ask him:
- what do YOU want to do?
and he goes like honestly idk what we’re doing but /this/ is nice. it just feels like two people exploring the option to love for the first time and taking things in their own pace rather than jumping straight into the relationship. they’re going at a snails pace… they don’t know what they’re doing but they like this feeling and the vibe and they want to more of it but they’re not ready to commit to anything yet and it’s fine for them …!! and they’re only committing by the end in the graveyard scene where significant time has passed and they’ve learnt a little more about themselves and they’re both more confident about their own desires and also how they want to be loved.
like it is so fitting I think… and sweet… not to mention astarion being a high elf & a vampire and shri’iia being a drow, they have all the time of the world for themselves so I def think they would want to take their time. except if shri’iia turns into a mindflayer or drider by the end then that plan is out the window lol
#now I’m thinking who else I can romance with her .. maybe lae’zel ??#since the thing with her is that she doesn’t get vulnerable in act 1 so the scenes where the romances#are kind of heart to hearts like shadowheart’s or karlach’s (😭😭😭) is out of the question since it doesn’t fit her …#like she’d rather sleep with someone first than actually get to know them 😭 hence astarion and lae’zel …#gale and wyll… I am hmmm about it on one hand her approval with wyll in act 1 is not even high enough 😭😭#and I don’t think she can be sweet enough to chase after him in the party .. she was kind of like ok fine whatever when he said he’s not in#the mood … gale I think can be a contender .. I actually don’t know how his route goes so I’m not sure abt that …#but the thing is … she gets vulnerable LATER ..!! and why astarion’s romance work for her is i hc after their act 2 scene#they’re just in a situationship rather than actual relationship … like they’re dating (yes!) but also dating (hmmmm)#and it’s only in his last scene where they both lock in bc I think that’s enough time for her to process her OWN trauma and also for her#own character development … like she has to learn how to trust (ack!!!!) which is the thing that you don’t do when you’re raised in lolth’s#cult …. and her mistress manipulated her trust too so it’s even more nerve wracking for her bc she doesn’t want someone to have that power#over her again .. but now she has to learn how to give it away freely … without being scared … bites my hand …!!!!#and astarion graveyard scene where he wants to live again vs shri’iia learning how to trust again and trying to live without the fear of#someone betraying you and using you and the paranoia that comes with it … urck urgh goughhhhhh critical hit …#also I have a hc that she actually is quite good at making poisons since her mother sold alchemy herbs and components#and she gives him poison as a courting gift lol .. also like a way to protect him 🤭 but she won’t admit that … she’s like if you want it#take it if you don’t idc 🤷♀️ (she does..) i hc that she gets flustered at sincerity actually#their relationship for me is like they’re both two little shits and a general menace to society (both charlatans)#but if they had to hold hands she’d get too flustered too and he’s like honestly what are you a child? (smug face making fun of her)#I have this little comic idea for them when they held hands for the first time and she’s like ouggghhh 😳😮💨 flustered and sweating and he’s#like hihi 🤭😎 but then their hands starts to get sweaty and then he’s like ew that’s disgusting and she’s like ok if u hate it let go then#and he’s like no YOU let go 🙄 but they don’t let go now they have to suffer through the sweaty hand holding alas such is fate …
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It’s so easy to forget that The Social Experiments was, above all else, chats experiment, was Showfall experimenting with the audience, that Hetch ran this whole thing and Ranboo was the lone Hero put through the horrors and Hetch’s main goal wasn’t even fully focused on him, it was how the audience would react and what the audience would decide. That was the real test. And man, did we pass with flying colors
#Ranboo mentions it as an aside in one of the original follow-up streams and I forgot about it till I had it on in the bg and reheard it#screaming clawing violence biting it never mattered what he did never mattered what he wanted it was ALL in the hands of Hetch and chat#OTL (despairing) it was never about him it was never ABOUT him but it was ALL about him#I know it’s obvious how hopeless from the start the whole thing is for the Cast and the Hero but that doesn’t mean I can’t have brainworms#like charlie asks. are you even you right now? is this what YOU want?#we can’t know. we don’t know. we don’t know how exactly Showfall control works but it doesn’t seem to take away personality entirely#even if it shifts it to be pointed somewhere else (think sneeg going from a bitch to Ranboo to literally everyone else after The Hat)#the hero was right to be scared of us even if he didn’t exactly know the real reason why he was#I think that’s prolly the first time they’ve implemented a chat/audience and put the hero under that level of outright choice nullification#because they give him the illusion that he’s able to make choices. that’s he’s more than a stage prop#Hetch is a fucker but man is he smart the way he set the show up this time around when we can see it I lovehate it sm#I should probably stop tagrambling for now huh#anyway lol man I love genloss hey did you guys know I really like genloss#robot rambles#genloss#generation loss
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yeah I’m sorry I know I’m not so much about comics at the minute but I just saw the most flop take re jayson and d!ck I’m about read every issue they badly referenced in that shitty post so I can insert panels when I call them an idiot
#‘oh no poor jayson and Brooce the other guy is ruining their relationship by not adding vital context’ I’m sorry was the batarang to the#throat not vital context? did that not address your concern? ooh he doesn’t know the lengths he went for him#why does someone else need to tell him when he can see the response his presence is having#show your care and concern and love and grief to its subject stood in front of you#which is possible without listening to him and killing chuckles but maybe not by acting unaffected and then walloping him maybe#whatever I was gonna go to bed why did I see that now I’m pissed#what a fucking clown honestly if jokes retires tumblr user ********** can take over for him#zh.txt#comics#batstans interact and I start biting
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Gamers I gotta make Kawamoto family Plum Conversation art if I don’t I think I’ll explode
#running around my room#biting cardboard#bless me with that smile of yours that’s never turned my way even once#<- Lyra talking to Bill#you don’t know a thing. I’m the only one who knows <- Bill talking to Lyra#AND KRIS BEING THE GHOST THATS LIKE. HAUNTING THE NARRATIVE HERE#LYRA WANTS HER UNCLE TO LOOK HER WAY JUST ONCE. WANTS HIM TO SMILE AT HER#she doesn’t understand why he looks so sad all the time looking at her#but Bill . of course . knows why#Lyra doesn’t know what happen#why she even exists in the first place#no one knows why#only he does#and he will take the secret of his crime to his grave if he has to#ragghhhhhh#vibrating thinking about the kawamoto family drama
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can’t stop imagining scott holding his hand out to a disheveled henry and saying “let’s take ibuprofen together :)”
#creelarke#I don’t know WHY this is an image in my head#I just can only imagine their dynamic as like. scott just :) all the time while henry glares into ur soul#but scott’s like oh haha don’t worry he’s friendly :) he doesn’t bite :)#he sees henry all fucked up and murderous and is just like ‘oh my! somebody isn’t in a good mood! here. let’s fix that’#also it’s weird to call mr clarke scott but I feel like if I’m on a first name basis w henry then I have to be w scott too…….#also thinking abt scott learning who vecna is and rather than be horrified he’s just sad like#that’s my friend in there :( I wanna help him :(#sam u know what I’m talking about we were chatting about it briefly#having a normal one at work lads#i say things#stranger things //
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thinking about how charlie DOES know that alastors a bad person, and is aware he’s using the hotel. it also just happens she thinks it’ll be fine and they can fix him.
#back off u spooky bitches she literally snaps at him for the first 5 minutes of ep 7#why reduce their dynamic when it’s so much funnier that he’s out there being alastor and charlie’s telling vaggie they’re gonna fix him#i know she was like hmm. interesting. i would be suspicious but daddy issues go brr. in ep 5#tbd.#charlie tells people he doesn’t bite anymore while he’s behind her eating someone’s soul
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Yknow when an edgy brooding kid has a step father he hates for no reason. I’m the step father
#ratblr#rats#my rats#hal the rat#baby boy please. I’m trying to be your friendfather#I was trying to play w him but he ‘bit’ me and pushed me away until I fake shrieked#and then he licked me a little?? I think he Knows I’m meaning well but he just does not understand#why I have to be here. the one interacting w him#SIGHS that’s ok. he takes food from me and lets me pet him AND!! doesn’t bite#like Sam but better#SORRY Sam IM /J
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having bunny rabbits is like if the devil lived in your house and also he’s split into two creatures and they’re both half a foot tall
#sammy keeps humping my leg but his front legs are too small so he doesn’t have a good grip. it’s annoying regardless so I have to sit#on all my chairs like a bisexual. trouble is he’s figured out how to confidently jump on my lap from any given surface from up to a metre#away now. so I can know no peace#meanwhile ash bites my clothes everywhere I go which is fine but he does Not know his own strength and naturally he bites ME#I look like the unnamed extra that dies in the opening of a horror movie bc im covered in bunny rabbit bites and scratches every day#he also tried to hump my arm but he is quickly distracted by other things (eg eating my bedsheets)#idk why god keeps granting me the inability to choose animals that aren’t completely insane 🤨#mrow.org
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Making this in an effort to make me less insane but anyways don’t you think it’s funny that I have characters I’ve drawn without clothes more times than with clothes
#random post#like Ero... I’m always drawing him in the nude. idk. he just doesn’t like clothes#and I think that trait stemmed from me not knowing how to draw him WITH clothes. so. yea#also Ellie. idk why I just. they never have a shirt on? but also. it’s weird for me to draw them without a shirt?#truly art purgatory yknow. I wanna draw their body I just don’t wanna draw their body. makes sense#also not related but kind of related. it’s interesting to me when a character has a signature expression#like Felix has that kinda leaning towards sad blank face. Hallow and Ozzie are mad (tm)#August has that fuck boy face. that’s what it is. I’m surprised I haven’t drawn him with a lip bite yet#Ash is always doin his OwO face. he’s always smiling. Blondee is always so frowns face#I can’t think of more. mmmmmmmmmm
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Jon and Butler love the way dogs do but in like. Slightly different ways.
#like. Jon doesn’t know how to love in a way that’s not self-destructive. he just doesn’t know how to. you could dash his head into the wall#- and there would still be a small little part of him that would cry out for your care and attention. he may bare his teeth but he wouldn’t#- bite back because that would mean hurting the one he loves and he. never wants to become that kind of person.#Butler on the other hand has learned to be an obedient tool. a knife in the hand. devoid of its own direction. he will take what he has been#- tasked with and complete it or die trying. hurting himself over and over and over again on the whims of those he loves. those he trusts.#- he will bow his head and break his body and only vaguely wonder why he’s being asked to do these things at all. it’s just how it has#- always been. and always will be.#(forgive me I am just thinking about them a lot.)
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