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thecordelialetters · 1 year ago
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˚✧₊MEGUMI'S GIRLFRIEND⁺˳✧༚
A short one-shot where you are Megumi’s Secret Girlfriend
★ pairing: Megumi x f!reader ( slight Yuta )
★ wc: 1.38k
No one expected Megumi to have a girlfriend. The guy had no rizz as Yuji would say. He had about as much personality as a block of stone. “Yah Megumi, tonight me and Nobara are headed out to Roppongi to go clubbing want to join?” Yuji asked his friend. They had just finished all their missions and would have off the next few days
“No, go on without me.”
It wasn’t unusual for Megumi to say no, so Yuji, Nobara, and the 2nd years went without him.
The next time the trio went on a mission they noticed Megumi couldn’t stay off his phone. It’s like he was glued to it.
“Who are you texting? You don’t have any friends besides us.” Nobara was just as nosey as Yuji when it came to Megumi’s personal life. And as usual, the response was “None of your business”.
The Jujutsu Sorcerer life was a tough one. If you found a partner that was great. Staying alive, working , and keeping your partner happy and safe was another challenge. But Megumi somehow did it. He loved you with all his heart. Made time for you. Took you on dates. He showed you a soft side that he had never shown anyone before. You and Megumi had been together for over a year and you had never met his friends and still didn’t know too much about his school life.
It was Friday and every Friday Megumi took you out on a date. It didn’t matter where, how long it was, or if he had a mission, he would always do something with you on Friday nights.
Last week he took you to the aquarium to look at the sharks, your favorite animal. You split a sandwich in the cafe ( cuz ur boi poor like his dad) and he bought you the cutest fluffiest shark plushie that currently sits on your bed.
However, this Friday was tough, he has just gotten back from a mission and was covered in bruises. After a short trip to Shoko, he made his way to your place to relax and watch on of your favorite movies, Legally Blonde. However this time, his absence did not go unnoticed by Yuji whose room was right next door.
The next morning Nobara and Yuji were walking to the training field to meet with Gojo and Yuji thought it was the perfect time to have a little gossip sesh. “Hey, Megumi snuck out last night.”
“What ? No way that guy definitely has no where to go. What do you think he doing?”
“I don’t know he’s been acting sort of weird”
“How so?”
“Well, For the last few months, he’s been going out on his own, staring at his phone a lot and sneaking out… MAYBE HE'S DEALING DRUGS”
After a quick wack in the head from Nobara “No freaking way he’s dealing, he’s probably reading new ways to train or something”
For the next weeks, the duo would stalk Megumi. They began noticing things. The slight blushes on the check after a sly phone call, the hint of lavender on his clothes when he came back to the school, a necklace in the shape of a heart he wore that was way too girly for him to buy himself.
It wasn’t until the next Friday that Yuji and Nobara decided to follow Megumi when he left. Dressed up in horrid disguises, they followed Megumi to the train station where he bought a small bouquet of daisies at the flower shop.
One… two… three…four… they counted four stops before the train arrived to shibuya.
“He went all the way to Shibuya? For what … the flowers? No way this guy is on a date…”
“Nobara! Hey he definitely is on a date! He got all dressed up and brought gifts!” Yuji replied as they both scurried after Megumi to avoid losing him in the crowd.
“No … way.” Yuji and Nobara’s jaws dropped as they saw a gorgeous woman run into Megumi’s arms before he swung her around, landing a small kiss on her head. The look in Megumi’s eyes and the expression on his face was something they hadn’t seen before. It was a look of pure love and adoration for this woman dressed in another Tokyo school uniform. The couple chatted a bit, you thanked Megumi for the flowers and gave him a swift kiss on his lips. Kissing Megumi was a treat, he was soft and gentle, but his arms around you were strong and protective. Almost as if he was afraid you’d disappear if he let go.
Yuji and Nobara were shell-shocked. Firstly Megumi had a girlfriend and DIDN’T TELL ANYONE and secondly, you were hot as fuck. No way a guy like Megumi could land you. But to you, it felt like it was the other way around. Megumi was perfect for you. He was a gentleman who showed you what love was and treated you with respect and kindness. It didn't help the fact that he adored everything about you.
After Yuji and Nobara got over their shock and gorged on food in Shibuya. They went back to Jujutsu High and gossiped more about you and Megumi.
Four months had passed and neither Megumi nor Yuji and Nobara brought you up. Yuji was waiting for Megumi to tell him on his own, and Nobara wanted to see how long Megumi could keep the secret for.
“Hello first years! We have a new student joining us today. Treat her well!” Gojo was never really good at intros. Stepping around Gojo there you stood in your own Jujutsu high uniform looking just as cute as when Yuji and Nobara first saw you. The duo almost broke their necks to look at Megumi but he showed no reaction, you didn’t either.
It wasn’t until you four headed to the training field to meet up with the 2nd years till Yuji and Nobara started whispering.
“How are they going to pretend they don’t even notice each other!?”
“They didn’t even look at each other!”
Dumbfounded, they watched as Yuta approach you with a friendly smile on his face. Standing a little too close he introduced himself. “Hi (y/n) I’m Yuta Okkotsu, 2nd year and special grade sorcerer.” Yuji and Nobara watched Megumi as a large tick appeared on his forehead. Seems as if Megumi was the jealous type. As you and Yuta conversed a little more the duo swore they saw steam rising from Megumi’s spikey hair. After 3 minutes and you laughing at Yuta's stuttering, Megumi stalked forward and grabbed you by the waist. His grip was firm, not too much to hurt you but enough to show Yuta that he was serious.
“Oi, (y/n) I see you’ve met Okkotsu-senpai.”
“Yes, Gumi I have! We were just taking about our abilities”
“Oh yeah, you’ve showed me them all the time. I know you abilities in and out. “
Panda , Maki, Inumaki, Yuji, and Nobara watched the interaction unfold and Megumi practically hovered over you.
“Megumi… or… Gumi he he… YOU DIDN’T TELL US YOU HAD A GIRLFRIEND.” Panda shouted.
“Oh yeah… I guess I didn’t. Well, everyone this is my girlfriend (y/n) we’ve been together a little over a year now.” Megumi confessed as he looked at you.
Yuji and Nobara sweated before shouting “We’ve been WAITING for you to finally admit that. It was eating us ALIVE.” This is definitely the longest secret the pair had kept.
Megumi chuckled “I know. I saw you guys following us on our date to Shibuya. You guys are shit whisperers and dressed like Sherlock Holmes…”
“YOU KNEW???!” At this point, Yuji and Nobara were shocked and accepted defeat. They needed to work on their spy skills.
“Yep, I knew I just wanted to see how long you guys could hold out for. But thank you. I just wanted to keep my girlfriend to myself but now that she’s here we’ll all my seeing more of each other” Megumi said as he grabbed your hand.
“I like your friends Gumi, they’re funny. I hope Yuji doesn’t mind me coming over to your room too often though. Don’t worry Yuji I’ll buy you some earplugs.” You said as you kissed Megumi on the cheek, effectively leaving everyone speechless.
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mariacrow · 1 year ago
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hello my fellow ratchet apologist!! love your works! 🫶🏼🫶🏼
do you think you could write some sweet and cute sleeping hcs with Ratchet? I just wanna lay on him or him lay on me <3
(ps. this is ur opportunity to write those snoring hcs too 🤭)
thank you for your love on my works too! have a great day/night <3
ROOOOSE I was bouncing off DA WALLS when I saw ur request (it’s not like I immediately started bombing you with love in ur dms nope not at all- me? Naaah never)
THANK U SO MUCH AGAIN AGH!!! 🧡 One grumpy doc hc coming up fresh out da oven! 🚑 hope u like it, love ya 🧡
GRUMPY DOC LOVERS UNITE! 🚑🧡
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ʚ Ratchet x reader ɞ
゚。 ⋆ ☁︎。 ☽ sleeping headcanons ☾ ゚。 ⋆ ☁︎。
2nd person
female reader
WARNING: SNORING GRUMPY DOC!
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Does he look like he needs sleep?? HE NEEDS ANSWERS!!!
Kidding. He definitely needs stasis. ASAP.
It would be hard to drag him away from work, you'd have to be stubborn to the point you annoy his way to bed
Later you'd realize puppy eyes and a pretty please also works on him which would make his cheek plates go slightly blue
He loves to have you next to him or on top of him, either way nicely tucked in, wrapped in a little blanket burrito because he can't risk you getting cold
His servos... oh his beautiful gentle servos... He'd play with your hair or rub your back to soothe you. He wouldn't speak much but here and there you might hear his handsome voice through a romantic whisper saying:
Ratchet: are you comfortable enough?
or
Ratchet: my sleeping beauty...
Did he do research on Disney princesses to find a proper nickname for you because you're his princess? Perhaps.
He would always watch over you before you fall asleep. Even when you do, he'd stay up a bit longer, listen to your peaceful breathing and focus on your calm heartbeat while dozens of thoughts would be running through his mind, keeping a tiny smile on his face
He always keeps one of his servos around you no matter what
He's a light sleeper so he'd hear every little shuffle you make and slightly open his optic to check on you. If your blanket has slid off of you, he'd gently tuck you back in every time and plant a soft kiss on your temple
If he really overworks himself (and I'm talking 3 days without stasis) a bomb could barely wake him up. If he ends up on his back, he snores, like, real loud. It would definitely wake you up and you'd be greeted by a funny sight of your old grumpy doc with an open mouth, shaking the whole base with his snoring
Considering you wouldn't be able to go back to sleep, you'd have to give him a little nudge or gently caress his face plate to which he'd mumble something in his sleep while getting comfortable on his side as he'd stop snoring
He always wakes up before you, no exceptions. He needs to wake up early and go back to work
He always gives you a kiss on the cheek or forehead before leaving. If you'd tug at his servo and tell him to stay a little longer, he'd refuse of course
But your sleepy little begging would drag him back to bed nevertheless. He'd stay for about 30 minutes longer, listen to your cute sleepy voice and yawning, smiling while having a little morning chit chat with you
He loves your messy morning hair, it's so adorable to him
If you have longer hair and prefer tying it while sleeping, in the morning he'd help you fix your ponytail/braid(s) (whatever you prefer). Same goes if you wear a bonnet, he'd make sure it doesn't fall off throughout the night as well
If you brush your hair, he'd love brushing it for you or make your braid(s) e.g., whatever you ask him to do. He isn't afraid of the size difference, he's confident and very gentle, he learned his way with you
If you oversleep often, he'd scold you the moment you show up, telling you how it's unhealthy and blahblah
If your sleeping schedule is not sleeping at all, ironically enough, he'd tell you not be like him and how sleep is necessary for your species, how stasis works differently, how you should blahblahblah he can be such a parent but he does that because he cares for you
If you're a morning person and go to bed on time, he'd praise you for that
He'd make sure you have breakfast every morning even if it means feeding you because breakfast is the most important meal of the day!!!
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What I was listening to while writing this 🧡
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Dividers belong to @dvluc , @firefly-graphics , @animatedglittergraphics-n-more 🧡
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dean-winchester-is-a-warrior · 11 months ago
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A Healing Kiss
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This fic will cover my "Let me kiss it better." square on my 2nd @jacklesversebingo card. The prompt will be in bold.
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Summary: Y/N causes Dean a bit of damage. Can she fix it with a...kiss?
Warnings/Explicit 18+: Just a little bit of smutty goodness. Blowjob. slight handjob. Oral (m receiving). Implied oral (f receiving). Crack if you squint.
Pairings: Dean x Reader
Word Count: 1,968
A/N: Here is the next request for my second @jacklesversebingo card. It came from @suckitands33 :
Oh I’d love ‘let me kiss it better’ how about along the lines of flirting Dean and reader. Nothing actually happening though then reader hurts Dean in the dick and balls by mistake and says that ‘line’ and dean thinks she’s joking but she follows through with it. Love a bit of mutual pining then they give in to their desires. 🙏🏼
The pining ended up being a bit more from the reader's POV, but there's a hint that Dean's in the same mindset. Hope you enjoy it, hon! Hope everyone enjoys it! If you do, please don't forget to reblog, comment and/or like. I so appreciate it! ❤️
The beautiful dividers are created by @talesmaniac89 .
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“Shit! Shit! I'm so sorry!”
Y/N winced as Dean just groaned out his pain and rolled into the fetal position. 
“Dean! I'm so sorry!” She repeated, kneeling beside him, hands running up and down his sweaty bicep. “I just stumbled, I was aiming for your thigh.”
She grimaced again as she remembered the powerful kick she'd delivered, intending to connect with his meaty thigh, a move he could have blocked, or taken easily. They were training and Dean was on the attack, she was on the defense. But she’d just lost her center of gravity for a half second as she shot her foot out and she stumbled, landing the blow to a much more sensitive area.
Dean just waved at her as he sucked in deep breaths. She wasn’t sure if he was telling her it was okay, or telling her to get lost. Eventually he pulled himself up and disappeared into the bathroom. She thought he might be checking for permanent damage. She grabbed the bucket and filled it with ice from the machine just outside their room.
She knocked on the door of the bathroom. “Dean? I have some ice for you.”
The door opened a crack, but only Dean’s big hand stuck out, reaching for the bucket. He groped in the air for a minute until she grabbed his wrist and set the bucket on his palm. It disappeared back inside and the lock clicked. 
She sighed and flopped down on her bed. This was definitely not how she’d wanted this evening to go.
This was only the third time she’d been out hunting with the Winchesters; there was a lull in the case and they had to wait until the next day to interview a couple of witnesses to what they were fairly certain was a demon possession. So Sam was off with the pretty librarian they’d met earlier, and had texted Dean not to wait up. 
So it was just the two of them in the motel. This was the first time they'd ever been completely alone for any length of time and Y/N was feeling the tension. She felt as though there had always been a bit of something between them, just a spark that sprang to life sometimes, a touch here and there that felt like it could be much more if they allowed it.
Or at least, she thought there was a spark. She was a tiny bit worried she'd become delusional because of how badly she wanted the green-eyed hunter. So when Dean had suggested they spend their evening getting in some training, Y/N had jumped at the chance, hoping he was suggesting it as a way for them to get close - and physical. 
She did her best to be at least a little subtle in her excitement over the prospect of sweaty, hand to hand grappling with the hottest fucking man she’d ever known. Since they’d met less than a year before she hadn’t been able to get him out of her head. She was crossing every finger she had that this evening would lead to something she’d been craving for a very long time.
Everything Dean did was sexy, every part of him made her melt - his thick, solid, hunter’s body, long and powerful and begging to be taken for a ride. His deep, rumbling voice, like a shot of strong whiskey, always made her shiver. His eyes and the way they held secrets and promises in equal measure within their mossy green depths. And that mouth - Jesus, it should be illegal for a man to have a mouth that pretty.
He was basically walking temptation and she desperately wanted to give in. 
But now, instead of using their physical closeness and panting exertion to finally get him naked, she’d probably made it impossible for him to have children. She clapped her hands to her face and tried not to scream.
Finally, ten minutes later, Dean came out of the bathroom. Y/N sat up as he set the bucket of melting ice onto the counter beside the coffee maker. She scrunched up her face in sympathy. 
“I’m really sorry.”
But Dean just shook his head and fell onto his bed. “Nah, it’s fine, sweetheart. I’ll live. But you should definitely use that kick on a bad guy; he’ll be down and out like that.” He said with a snap of his fingers.
Y/N bit her lip. “Good to know.”
Dean folded his arms behind his head and grinned at her. “Where’d you learn that little ninja kick, by the way? It’s pretty badass.”
She rolled her eyes. “Yeah, it’s much more badass when I don’t stumble and miss my target.”
Dean chuckled. “Well, I will admit that wasn’t exactly how I was hoping our sparring session would end.”
Y/N’s stomach clenched. She licked her lips, eyes locked with his. “Really? How uh…how were you hoping it would end?”
Those wicked promises were back in his gaze as he shrugged and smirked. “I was hoping to win, of course.”
“Ah, of course.” Y/N said, trying to gauge his mood. Was this friendly flirting or something more real? “Sorry I nailed you in the nads instead.”
Dean chuckled again, a low rumble. “I feel like that apology wasn’t as sincere as the others.”
Trying hard not to think of the consequences if she was reading him wrong, Y/N got up to walk to his bed and sit down at his hip. “I’m sorry, Dean.” She said sincerely, but slightly breathless. “Let me kiss it better.”
Dean’s eyes widened and warmed. His tongue darted out and he pulled his bottom lip into his mouth, sucking on it for a moment before letting it go, leaving it plump and wet and enticing. He forced another small laugh and a smirk. “That’s funny, sweetheart.”
Y/N smiled and then moved her hand to his belt buckle, just resting it there. “And if I wasn’t joking?”
Dean breathed out roughly, his eyes downcast and staring at her hand. When they raised back to hers, the pupils were bleeding into his bright green irises. “Then I’d say, it will probably take more than a kiss to make it all better.”
Y/N’s grin became wicked as she worked at his belt with one hand. “I’ll see what I can do.”
Dean’s breathing picked up as she unzipped his jeans and reached her hand inside. She groaned along with him as she ran her hand over his underwear and along his incredible length. He was semi-hard already and so thick it made Y/N’s mouth water.
She tugged on his jeans and he lifted his hips to let her pull them off. She climbed onto the bed and straddled his bare legs before running her hands up his thighs. She dug her nails into the thick, meaty muscles there and Dean hissed.
She bent her head down and pushed his t-shirt up so she could lay wet, sucking kisses across his flat stomach. She lowered the waistband of his boxer briefs just a bit so she could bite into the taut v-shaped muscle that disappeared into his underwear, making Dean buck slightly beneath her.
He moved his hands from behind his head to grip the sheets in his big fists as Y/N slid down his body slightly so she could place a light kiss to the thick ridge straining against the black cotton.
“All better?” She teased. Dean huffed out a laugh and his voice was pure rasp as he answered.
“Not quite.”
She hummed and nodded. “Better get a closer look then.”
She slowly peeled his snug briefs down over his hips. He lifted for her again briefly and she freed his dick to slap against his lower abdomen. 
“Fuck me.” She said quietly as she took in the beauty of his perfectly marbled cock, long and thick and leaking.
“That's the idea, sweetheart.” Dean said with a breathy chuckle.
She leaned down to kiss the very tip, flicking her tongue into his slit and making his cock twitch. She moaned as she wrapped her hand around the base and couldn’t quite make her fingers touch. She began placing feather light kisses all along the shaft and she could feel it throb beneath her lips.
She pushed it flat against his stomach and swirled her tongue around each of his balls, earning a grunt and a ragged curse from Dean.
“Fuck Y/N, fuck.” He mumbled.
She mouthed her way up his shaft, teasing and tormenting him by occasionally scraping her teeth very gently over his velvety skin. Finally she closed her mouth tight around the tip pulling in her cheeks and sucking on him like a popsicle. He groaned deeply and her core muscles clenched painfully.
His left hand moved into her hair and he gave it a tug as she slid further down his length. “Yes, baby take it all, swallow me down.” He ground out between clenched teeth.
Y/N hummed her agreement and pushed down as far as she could, till he was touching the back of her throat. She dropped her jaw, and let go of the base of his dick so she could plant her hands on the mattress on either side of his hips and arch her neck so that she could take his whole cock, pressing her nose against his pelvic bone and letting him stretch her throat.
Dean’s hips bucked and she pulled all the way off of him, letting her spit and his cum keep them connected as she looked up the length of his body to watch him push his head back into the pillow and growl. His hand in her hair kept tugging and pulling as she began bobbing up and down on his cock. The slight sting spurred her on, and she moved faster and faster on him, letting him hit the back of her throat every time.
She pushed down hard on him and the spongy head of his cock slipped down her throat once again. She swallowed around him, and then sealed her lips tight and sucked hard as she pulled back up.
Dean pushed against her shoulders. “Fuck, I’m close, I’m gonna cum.”
Y/N gripped his dick in her hand again, pumping it a few times, before she opened her mouth wide and bounced his heavy cock against her tongue. Her saliva ran down his length, allowing her hand to glide over him smoothly as she kept milking him. Finally with a fierce yell, Dean gushed into her mouth and down her chin. 
She pumped him through his whole climax, licking and sucking on him as his hips stuttered and he finally fell back onto the mattress, spent and panting. Y/N cleaned him up with her tongue, making sure she got every drop.
As his breathing normalized and began to even out Dean grabbed her wrist and yanked her forward to fall across him. He brought her mouth to his and kissed her long and hard, not caring that he could taste himself on her lips. He rolled her over and pinned her beneath him before pushing to his knees and yanking his shirt off so he was completely naked. She was still fully dressed.
He tugged on her t-shirt. “Gotta do something about this.” He said as he pulled it off. 
Y/N giggled breathlessly and then gasped as he moved to unzip her jeans. “Does this mean my kiss worked?” She gasped. “Feeling all better now?”
Dean yanked down her jeans and panties with one tug and groaned as he saw how wet she already was. 
He nodded. “Yeah, much better, but now I’m starving.” He said with a grin before sinking down to feast.
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aliorsboxostuff · 1 year ago
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hi V3 I am so sorry i am BLOWING UP YOUR INBOX OMGGG but I totally forgot the character Id like is Hobie, I think cause I was talking about him I thought I said his name but i forgor ty bae ily 🤗🤗🗣️‼️‼️‼️‼️
HOBIEEE gotta be my fav 2nd to Miguel, i’m working on a fanart of that cool mf too. He’s such an interesting character to write, i’m honestly pretty sad i only thought something so short for this HC’s T-T I hope you enjoy this though big man, Hobie is definitely the type to hang out with you when youre going through those rough times <3
"Anythin' you wanna be."
Tags: Hobie Brown & ftm!Reader, fluff, dysphoria, Headcanons, going through those tough times, Hobie being the Homie he is, Reader is implied a Spider-person, But also up to interpretation, Comfort and Fluff, no angst
Hobie Brown headcanons for anyone that’s going through those dysphoric episodes <3
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first of all, let's get one thing straight here: Hobie FULLY SUPPORTS you being trans
He doesn't see you as anything fem aligned unless said otherwise
lets you crash in his universe, especially when you need it
he thrifts a lot of big and baggy jackets and sweaters, only to give them to you saying he "bought the wrong size"
There's definitely a couple of sweaters from his own wardrobe that you've stolen
you've definitely worn his jacket that he usually wears over his spidey suit, it makes you feel as cool as him
he made you your own jacket, with a trans pin and another with his Spidey logo
lets you borrow anything you want because he knows it makes you feel good 
the type to check in on you if you've been binding the whole day
When things get too much and you feel bad in your own skin, Hobie would spend time with you in his universe
he makes you a comfy fort blanket where you can stay and watch anything you please while he plucks the strings of his guitar on the floor
definitely, the type to get you anything you wanna eat when you've lost your appetite 
stays by your side, letting you lean on him when you seek comfort
If it gets too much as tears start to fall, he’ll hold you through it, brings you into his arms while you let all those feelings out
Rakes his fingers through your hair or just likes softly petting you if it helps you calm down 
completely understands if you need some alone time when dealing with dysphoria, making sure you have enough snacks and water before he leaves to hang somewhere else
he's the spokesperson whenever you wanna be left alone, making sure the others won't bother you too
Says "You're cooler than me mate, cooler than Miles too,"
says dumb shit like; "You are the manliest man to ever man," or "No one does a better job being a boy than you," Just to make you feel better
his side-eye game STRONG 💪dont look at you weird or he'll give them a bone-chilling, soul-crushing, ‘wish I was dead’ side eye
He and Pav is the type to make little trinkets for their friends tbh, he deff makes pins from bottle caps and gives them to you
His favorite spot to bring you when you feel down is near the top of any tall building, bringing snacks and a blanket. He says it makes him feel better knowing everyone is so small, and the world is huge, so in the end, nothing really matters and so be whatever the fuck you wanna be.
Requests are open! Reblogs are appreciated <3
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thirteenis-myluckynumber · 8 months ago
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Wedding vows
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Man, choosing a gif is harder than I thought *cries*
Pairing: Nie Huaisang x f!reader
Word Count: 4856 words
Warnings/tags: fluff, just love all around, Chinese wedding ensues, suggestive content, smut, this one is nsfw minors dni
Notes: (C/N)-your clan's name, (Y/N)-your name
A/N: This is the 2nd part of Proposal. You can read this is as a stand-alone, but some context might be lost. I can't believe its done, have a feast, dears!
Special thanks to this post, for providing information about Chinese weddings. I did take some liberties, but at least I did it knowingly.
It's been almost a month now that you were living in the Unclean Realm. Your brother agreed, begrudgingly at first, to let you go before the wedding because he saw how painful it was for you to stay away from your soon-to-be husband. In the end, he saw it was the right decision to let you get used to your new home beforehand.
Just one week before the wedding basically everything was turned upside down in the Unclean Realm. Both you and Nie Huaisang took part in the planning as there were no close relative of his who could take on the task. He, of course, had an exceptionally good eye for decoration, and while he was busy with clan leader's stuff, you coordinated the disciples and servants when needed.
You quickly got used to the almost colourless picture of the Unclean Realm and appreciated the calmly elegant black-grey-silver colours of your new home. The vivid red and gold decorations of the upcoming wedding, hinted with a little bit of silver, almost felt weirdly out of place now. As you entered the main hall to check on the servants' progress before retiring for the night, you stopped in awe at the entrance. Almost everything was in place now, only some adjustments were needed here and there. A huge smile spread across your face, as you couldn't help but imagine yourself entering the hall on Huaisang's arm, dressed in beautiful red and every guest's attention on you.
Speaking of Huaisang, you wondered what he was doing, as you haven't seen him all day. You decided to check on him before returning to your chambers. As you passed down the hallways, the servants were busy lighting some lanterns for the night. The sky already started to darken, and they politely greeted you as you passed them by. The guards also haven't paid attention to you, you were allowed to move freely, and they quickly got used to your presence after you moved in.
When you approached Huaisang's door, you knocked lightly to let him know of your presence but didn't actually wait for him to open the door himself. With guards present, his door was unlocked so you figured he hasn't retired for the night yet. You entered and instantly noticed his sitting form by the desk. He seemed to be completely engrossed in something, which you assumed was official documents. A light, calming incense could be smelled in the air of the warmly lit room. As you stepped closer, you noticed the not-so-neatly scattered papers on the table and some even around it on the ground. You also noticed a brush and ink, probably for writing letters. His usual fan also sat discarded on the edge of the table. Yes, he was definitely working all day, you concluded.
You stepped next to the table on his left side and shot a quick glance at the paper in front of him. It was clearly clan business. He only became aware of your presence in that moment, and he looked up at you with a tired but happy smile playing on the edge of his lips.
"Miss (C/N), it's so good to see you! Only you can make this miserable day better!"
"Oh, Huaisang, I'm sorry you had to work all day! I stopped by the main hall, and everything is almost completely ready now. You should check it out tomorrow. What's all this anyway?" You asked gesturing at the scattered papers all around his desk.
"You wouldn't believe it! Almost all of this are letters offering support, inquiring about accommodation, or asking for details about the banquet. There are also official papers about finances and clan politics. And I have to sort these out before the wedding! Why does everybody want a piece of me?"
"Hmm, I think," you pretended to think hard while you sat down next to him on the ground, "you are quite a catch."
He let out a disbelieving sound, but you continued, counting on your fingers.
"You are wealthy, the leader of one of the four big clans, a clever and intelligent man, you are a very talented artist, you have great taste in clothing, you do what you need to but don't meddle in other's business, you are funny and kind. Oh, and have I mentioned exceptionally handsome?"
"Ahh, stop, stop, stop, stop!" He protested, nose scrunched up and hands held out in front of his chest.
You let out a short laugh because of his adorably childish attitude and turned your body so you were sitting face to face now. You reached out and grabbed his hands. So warm and soft, they fit perfectly into yours.
"I'm serious," you said looking into his eyes.
And he believed you. His face straightened out, his eyes searching yours, lips parted only a tiny bit in awe, but you couldn't help but notice. He also noticed where you were looking, his eyes wandering down to your lips in turn. When your eyes met again, you could see the question in his eyes and you leaned closer to him, a barely noticeable movement. But that's all he needed. The next moment he leaned in, and his lips were on yours, hands moving around your waist to pull you closer. You gasped, one hand touching his chest for purchase, the other reaching up to cradle his cheek. His kisses were slow and sensual.
"I don't think you should praise me this much. I might become overly confident," he whispered into your lips between kisses.
"Well, surely we don't need another peacock."
You let go of each other's lips and burst out laughing, your foreheads touching the whole time.
•• ━━━━━ ••●•• ━━━━━ ••
The day of the wedding arrived quickly. As you were getting ready with help of your maids, you listened to the commotion outside as guests continued to arrive. Everyone had to settle in their temporary rooms and led to the main hall where the wedding will take place. Once everyone was here the ceremony started while food and drinks were being prepared by the servants for the following banquet.
You were quite nervous because basically the whole cultivation world will witness your union. At least the other three big clans, the Lanling Jin, the Gusu Lan and the Yunmeng Jiang were obviously invited, and some of the smaller clans too thanks to your side. Jiang Wanyin was Huaisang's old friend, while Lan Xichen and Jin Guangyao were Nie Mingjue's sworn brothers so you were sure they will be attending. Lan Wangji apparently made up some excuse, so he didn't need to come and if you were honest, you liked it this way. His achievements certainly deserved respect, but he was famously uninterested in, even disgusted by celebrations which involved lively music and drinking.
Putting on the wedding dress was the quickest part of the whole procedure as braiding your hair in the Nie style and preparing your make-up took a few hours. Finally, your head was covered with a red veil to complete the look. Soon you were being led out to meet your husband the entrance of the main hall. Nervousness rose in your chest, but it subsided somewhat when you arrived. You were signaled to stop, and you felt warm hands gently wrapping around yours.
"Huaisang?" Your words came out as barely a whisper because somehow you felt like the wedding atmosphere shouldn't be bothered by talking.
"I'm here," he answered in kind and squeezed your hand a little as reassurance before wrapping a soft red silk ribbon around your wrist. It was to ensure you won't trip as you could barely see anything through your veil, and it also symbolised your union.
You only noticed the soft music and light chatter in the background when you started to walk up the few stairs leading to the main hall. But the hushed voices completely stopped when you stepped into the hall. Thankfully you knew how the room was prepared, so you remembered that you only had to take a few steps before you reached the pillows placed on the ground for you to perform your bows. Huaisang also made sure to make measured movements and helped you the best he could in signalling when you needed to stop walking and kneel down.
Being led by Huaisang while you almost couldn't see anything felt strangely romantic to you, like he was the only person in the whole world you could trust and to whom you could give complete control over yourself. This vulnerability felt frightening at first as you could feel every guest's eyes on your back, like realizing a dangerous predator is stalking you in the forest. But soon your senses focused completely on Huaisang. You could almost feel his warmth radiating through the cloth that bound your hands together.
You bowed in sync, first to pay respect to Heaven and Earth, second to Huaisang's parents, and finally to each other. You stood up and felt your legs shaking from relief and happiness. You were married! You still couldn't believe it. Soon you heard the commotion as your guests stood up and drank a cup of liquor to your marriage. One by one they approached you to congratulate you and wish you health and happiness. Huaisang held your hand in his and you could feel his palm was sweaty from nerves, but you didn't mind. You thanked the guests for their well-wishes and also said farewell. You recognized some of the voices and you were glad that your husband will be taken care of by people like Lan Xichen and Jiang Wanyin during the banquet.
The few hours you spent alone, sitting in silence on your now shared bed in Nie Huaisang's room felt like a relief after the ceremony. So far everything went well, you completed the wedding without any mishaps, and you hoped that everything goes smoothly at the banquet too. Time flew by surprisingly quickly while you meditated. Your focus was disturbed by muffled voices coming through the closed door. When it slid open, you could hear the finishing sentences of the two people's conversation outside.
"Don't be nervous. Everything will be fine," you recognized the soft and calm voice of Jin Guangyao.
"Thank you, San-ge," replied Huaisang, and closed the door behind him as he stepped into the room.
He didn't move for a few seconds and the anticipation in you grew stronger and stronger. You were patient the whole day, but now you just wanted to finally see him, see him in his wedding robes. He walked closer, ever so slow, hesitation palpable. In the dim light of the candles, you could see his silhouette when he stepped in front of you. You felt it when he finally grabbed your veil at the sides and with a quick motion, he lifted it up, letting it float down to the floor.
You were not one of those old traditional couples in the sense that you already knew each other before the wedding. Yet now, when both of you finally looked at each other, it felt like seeing a heavenly being for the first time. Wide eyes, lips parted you marvelled at each other's beauty. He has seen you in your dress during the ceremony, but your face adorned with tasteful make-up and your hair decorated with jewelry, braided specially to signify you were now the wife of a Nie took his breath away. You, on the other hand, had to take in his full visage. His red robes, with gold and black woven in, were of a thinner material than his usual attire, so it perfectly accentuated his snatched waist and wide shoulders. The guan in his hair were gold and it had a bolder style than his usual silver ones, just like the braids. When your gaze stopped at his face your breath hitched in your throat because of the open love and desire you saw in his eyes.
"You are the most beautiful woman I've ever seen," he finally spoke, his voice low.
"I...," you had to clear your throat after not speaking for such a long time, "we should drink the alcohol," you managed to say, standing up and walking to the table nervously.
You poured the fine liquor into two small cups and handed one to Huaisang. He took it gently and waited for you with his arm held out. You joined him, holding your own cup, and you intertwined your arms as you drank the alcohol with one gulp. When you finished you looked at each other, arms still linked and smiled, feeling the tension of the day leaving your body. You almost knocked your heads together as you wanted to put the cups down back on the table at the same time.
"We should sit down," he suggested, but the suggestion sounded like a tentative question.
You nodded your head. He must be tired after entertaining your guests, you thought. Luckily, he was not drunk so his friends must have kept a close eye on him. He could also direct some of his qi to get rid of the alcohol, but that also exhausted him after a while. You knew what was expected of you on your wedding night, but you didn't want to pressure him if he felt too tired after such a long day.
So, you sat on the edge of your bed in silence for a few moments before you felt his hand reaching out for yours. You flicked your gaze over where your hand rested on the bed between your bodies. His hand was not much bigger than yours but still big enough to cradle yours, and you always marveled at how soft and warm they felt. You noticed how his other hand were playing with the jade pendant hanging from his belt and you moved your free hand to gently lay on his thigh. You intended to soothe his nerves, but the moment your hand connected with his leg, you felt his muscles twitch. You looked up into his eyes and what you saw made your breath quicken. His dark brown eyes looked almost completely black now as his pupils widened. For a split second his gaze moved down to your mouth, and you did the same in return. You noticed how his lips relaxed, opening only the slightest amount and you found yourself wanting to kiss him so bad. When your gazes met again, he leaned towards you slowly, still holding your gaze, gauging your reaction.
And your lips connected.
It felt like fireworks exploded between you. You felt how his hand pushed yours into the mattress as he leaned in closer, his body weight shifting to his arm between you. His other arm sneaked around your waist to pull you closer, as he always did when you were kissing, only this time the kiss was different. It was much more forceful, brave, and charged with desire.
When you let go of each other's lips for a moment, both of you were breathing hard.
"I love you so much. You are the best thing in my life," he breathed into your lips, and you swore you saw his eyes shining.
"I love you too, I love you-," you said in return, the last syllable muffled as he captured your lips again.
Sitting with your feet on the ground while your body turned towards him started to feel uncomfortable, so you moved to sit on his lap, not letting go of his lips or hand for a second. When you settled your weight on his thighs, he moved his hands to your cheeks at first, then moved them down to your neck, tracing your collar bones with his fingers. You grabbed onto his robes and let go of his lips with a sigh. His hands moved away immediately, thinking his touch were unwelcome.
"Don't stop. It... felt good," you said nervously and smiled shyly at him.
This time he moved his hands to your waist, where the sash held your garments together.
"May I?" He asked seriously, his voice trembling a little.
You gulped and nodded your head rapidly. His touch was featherlight, you almost couldn't feel it when he reached for the opening of your sash and carefully removed it. The material of your robe loosened, and he moved to remove your outer garment entirely. You realized you were sitting on the skirt, so you needed to stand back up if you wanted to remove the whole thing.
"I need to get up to get this out of the way," you said to him when he freed your arms and only your undershirt remained on the upper half of your body.
You quickly realized that part of his nervousness came from the fact that he didn't want to scare you away, so you warned him of your intentions beforehand. He nodded and reluctantly let go of you as you stood up from his lap.
The room was warm, but you still felt a slight chill as your outer robe descended to the floor. The coldness faded when you looked into Huaisang's fiery gaze and the air suddenly felt impossibly hot as he stepped closer to you. His hands moved to your shoulders, gently caressing them and slowly moving towards your chest. Your breath quickened, his light touches searing hot through your thin undergarment. A shiver ran through your whole body as his hands gently cradled your soft breasts and he sucked in a sharp breath when your nipples hardened under his thumbs.
"Please, Huaisang, I want to feel your touch on my skin!" You felt a little embarrassed about how whiny your voice sounded, but you wanted to show him how much you wanted his touch.
He leaned in to kiss at your jawline and neck while his hands deftly removed your undergarments. As your clothes pooled around your ankles, he took a step back to admire your naked body. You suddenly felt self-conscious, and your hands instinctively moved to cover yourself up. Huaisang noticed it and took your hands into his to stop you.
"Don't be shy. I still can't believe I've managed to get myself such a beautiful and intelligent wife" he said, looking into your eyes the whole time.
You wanted to say something witty and clever, but the moment felt too sincere for it, so instead you answered:
"Don't forget that I wanted to be yours."
He stepped closer to you again, his mouth finding yours. He kissed you like a drowning man, never wanting to let go of you. His hands roamed over every part of your body he could reach and you wanted to finally touch his skin too. Your hands tugged on the lapels of his dress, signalling you wanted it off. He broke the kiss when he felt a more insistent tug.
"Take it off!" You managed to breath out and he chuckled at your insistence.
"You want more of me, huh?" He asked with that cocky self-assurance he only used with his closest friends back at Cloud Recesses.
You crossed your arms across your chest with a defiant look and you must have looked funny standing like that while being stark naked. But it worked, and Huaisang looked at you as if he were saying "Fine, fine," and reached for his belt. The strength gradually left your arms as you watched him undress, and by the time he only had his white underrobe on, your arms were hanging by your side.
When he moved to remove it too, you couldn't just stand there anymore and stepped in front of him, grabbing onto his hands. Your sudden movement startled him a little as his focus were completely on his clothes. You reached for the cloth that bound his underrobe together and undid it slowly, looking into his eyes the whole time. He moved his hands out of the way and followed the path of yours with his eyes as you reached up to his shoulders, pushing the light fabric down.
And he stood there only in a pair of white trousers, chest bare, skin like pristine jade, accentuated by his dark hair cascading down his back. You couldn't help but marvel at his beauty. As a healer you saw many men and women in various stages of undress, mostly injured soldiers. At those times your interest was not particularly focused on their looks, but you remembered how strong and muscular they were. Now, as you were looking at your husband's bare upper body, you realised that you never really found them attractive. Compared to them Huaisang had a soft body, but his chest was nicely toned and you could see the lean muscles of his arms.
You reached up and traced his collar bones with your fingers then moved downwards and stopped on his chest. You could feel how strong and fast his heart was beating under your right palm. His skin was so soft, smooth and warm, you couldn't help but tenderly caress the shape of his pecs, noticing how his small nipples stood at attention from your touch, much like yours before. You slowly slid your hands down to his stomach, following the made-up path of the cute little moles that were scattered everywhere on his skin. You felt the muscles tensing under the skin of his stomach as you went even lower, stopping where a soft patch of dark hair disappeared under the band of his underpants. As you ran your fingers over his happy trail, loving how the soft hairs tickled your fingertips, you heard Huaisang biting back a whiny moan. Your eyes moved back to his face and oh, what you saw took your breath away. He bit down on his lower lip, eyebrows furrowed, as he watched with half-lidded eyes where your hands were going.
You moved your hands out of your line of sight and your gaze lowered past the waist of his pants. He was already hard enough to form a nicely visible tent in his pants. You realised there was no turning back if you took the next step and it scared you a little, but also made you incredibly excited. You wanted it and you wanted him, but it still surprised you how boldly you reached down and caressed him lightly through his pants. This time his moan was deeper, more guttural, and he almost literally fell on you as he rested his forehead on your shoulder. Your knowledge was mostly medical about how the male body worked, so the late-night conversations with your already married friends came in handy. You felt proud about how much your touch affected Huaisang. Your next caress was a little firmer and you felt him twitch under your palm. Gathering his every strength, Huaisang stepped back and pulled you towards the bed.
"(Y/N), please, it's been too long, and I fear I won't last long if you keep this up. I want all of you tonight. Can I show you how much?"
"Okay," your voice was barely a whisper, and you let yourself being laid down on the bed.
Huaisang quickly got rid of his remaining garments and carefully removed the intricate guan, now only a black silk ribbon keeping his hair together. As he climbed on top of you, you instinctively opened your legs to make room for him as he rested his weight on his elbows next to your shoulders. This way he was the only thing you could see, but there was nothing else you wished to see at this moment. A large amount of his long hair fell over his shoulders and caressed your cheeks. He was so beautiful as a soft smile played on his lips and you reached up to kiss him. It quickly turned heated and Huaisang soon left your lips in order to kiss all over your face and neck. Then he moved lower and grabbed one of your breasts with his hand while he occupied his mouth with sucking on the other nipple. Your sighs of pleasure encouraged him to move his hand lower while his mouth kept playing with your nipples.
At first your hips shied away from his touch but when his deft fingers found the most pleasurable spot between your legs you couldn't bite back a moan. His mouth left your breasts as he moved to carefully watch your reaction while his other hand kept your legs in place.
"You are doing amazing, you are so wet already," he praised and slowly pushed his index finger inside you.
"Huaisang...," you moaned his name as you watched his finger disappear inside you.
This was something you already tried yourself on lonely nights but the fact that it was his finger made the experience completely different and so much better. He moved his finger slowly in and out of you and when you felt like you couldn't take it anymore, he removed his hand. You whined at the sudden loss of contact, but he moved back on top of you and kissed the complaints off of your lips.
"Are you ready?" He asked, and you were never this sure about anything in your life.
"Yes, I want you, please."
He reached down and guided his cock to your entrance, rubbing it over your wetness, using your combined arousal as a lubricant. Even this little delay and the feeling of his hot member so close to where you wanted it made you squirm. He was looking into your eyes the whole time and you saw how he had to fight he urge to close them when he started to finally push inside you. He was slow and careful, and when he was fully seated inside both of you stopped to catch your breaths. The stretch was unfamiliar but not unpleasant. You moaned when you felt his cock twitching and your insides tightened around him in response. Now it was his turn to let out a shaky breath as he let his forehead rest against yours. He simply couldn't hold his composure anymore, so he slowly started to pull out and push back again. At first you felt a tiny prick of pain, but it soon faded and was replaced by pure pleasure. And he was quick to react to your signs, so when you reached up and grabbed onto his hair to find support, he knew he found that special spot. Soon you were a moaning mess, being so close to your release and he was no different, his skin shining from sweat and strands of his hair sticking to his cheeks and neck.
"a-Sang!" You repeated over and over, and finally hearing you calling him that, it was enough to push him through the edge.
He sealed your lips in a desperate kiss, one of his hands reaching down to rub your clit, his other arm shaking from the effort of keeping his body from fully collapsing on top of you. The feeling of his desperate thrusts, his hand on your most sensitive spot and his shaky moans calling your name finally triggered your orgasm. You felt your inner walls clenching impossibly tight around him and you desperately clawed at his back, not really caring at that moment if you were leaving marks on his skin.
He collapsed on top you, the last of his strength leaving his body as both of you tried to catch your breath. Your vision slowly cleared, and the ringing disappeared from your eyes as you subconsciously caressed his head and shoulders. He burrowed his head into the crook of your neck, and you swore you could hear him practically purring like a cat.
The air in the room slowly started to dry off the sweat from your bodies and it soon made you both shiver. Huaisang rolled off of you with a series of unintelligible whines and went to fetch a cloth to clean yourselves up. He wetted it with the prepared warm water and carefully cleaned your most sensitive spots. He couldn't help but leave some lazy kisses around your hips and thighs in the process and the feeling of his gentle touches were almost enough to lull you into sleep.
He quickly cleaned himself up too and climbed back into the bed next to you, pulling the luxurious covers over your naked bodies. You moved to lay your head on his chest, positioning your ear over his heart, its steady beating made you feel completely safe. He sneaked his arms around you, pulling you even closer. You looked up at him and you smiled at how his hair was a complete mess now, yet he looked so handsome in the faint glow of the candlelight, his eyes shining with so much love you thought your chest will explode because of it.
"Thank you, tonight was incredible," you said as you drew small patterns on his chest with your fingers.
You swore you could see his ears redden even in the faint light, and you planted a soft kiss on his pecs before you fully relaxed in his arms.
"I love you a-(Y/N), get some sleep now," you heard him say before you fell into a blissful sleep.
THE END
ps. I have a half written morning-after snippet, let me know if you are interested and I'll finish it.
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Part 3: Truth & Intimacy
Part 1: Making Friends on Pabu
Part 2: The Warning
Warnings: Actual smut this time (below the 2nd cut mid-way through); hand job; minors GTFO; romance; fluffy AF; slow slow burn, comfort; soft-hearted and gentle Crosshair; did I say fluff? Crosshair x fem!reader | Word Count: 1996
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Third time writing fan fiction and first time writing some smut. It's not like crazy smutty, but like enough that I'll definitely throw a warning on there. I'm just diving into this whole Tumblr world full-speed ahead. This chapter is pretty short, in case someone wanted to skip the smut at the end and continue with the plot when the next chapter drops. I hope you enjoy.
The silence screamed aboard your ship. Whisking away into hyperspace, you and Crosshair sat side-by-side without words. You closed your eyes tight and tried to focus long enough to clear your head, but the thoughts wouldn’t stop. They’ll double-check the coordinates. The Empire will return to Pabu regardless. How can you get rid of the holocron safely? Who is Lord Vader? Crosshair broke the silence.
“I can hear your thoughts from here,” he calmly confessed. Opening your eyes, you looked at him with an expression of defeat. 
“I’ve made a bit of a mess,” you sighed. “I have this incredible ability to create life threatening situations unintentionally.” 
“You owe me —-” Crosshair started.
“I owe you my life,” you interjected. 
“Let’s start with an explanation,” Crosshair imposed. 
Not knowing where to begin, you stand up from the cockpit and walk to the back of your ship to retrieve your bag. Crosshair spun his captain’s chair around and put a toothpick between his lips. 
You unzip the backpack and pull out the holocron —- which was no longer glowing.
“I took this from my old boss’ warehouse. It was filled with trash we collected off targets…Sometimes they’d have items worth selling for extra credits. Nobody wanted this and it intrigued me.” “What is it?” Crosshair leaned forward in his chair to look closer. You tossed him the pyramid to study it. “It’s Jedi,” you began. “Now that they’re mostly all gone, I figured it was worthless. I didn’t think the Inquisitors were Jedi, but that thing lit up bright red when that Inquisitor on Pabu touched it.”
Crosshair narrowed his eyes, “What are you implying?” “I have a new theory that the Empire is run by Jedi or —- force wielders as that Inquisitor said to you. I used to think Inquisitors were only using Jedi technology, like the lightsaber. In a sense, they’re the scariest bounty hunters in the galaxy with that weaponry.” You pointed to the pyramid and began, “But that artifact responded to their touch —- to the force. It lit up. If they wield the force, aren’t they Jedi?” 
You paused for a moment, thinking through the layers of events. Crosshair continued to study the pyramid’s sides in silence.
“We should warn Hunter and Wrecker that the Empire might return to Pabu to look for it,” you said to Crosshair, taking the pyramid back into your hands.
“Already did,” Crosshair confirmed. He inhaled deeply, “What’s our next move?”
“Our next move?” You lashed out slightly. Feeling overwhelmed, you took a breath and put your hand over your eyes. “I’m sorry — ”
“You don’t want me here?” Crosshair asked.
The ship hummed with the frequencies of hyperspace. 
“Why’d you come find me?” You softly countered.
The ship continued to be the only audible voice for a lengthened moment. It appeared that you and Crosshair had finally reached a sort of impasse, fueled by the feelings both of you wouldn't admit. You both waited for the other to confess first. You bit the bullet and began,
“I — want to protect you,” you admitted. You looked to Crosshair for his confession.
“I thought I’d never see you again,” he said just above a whisper. 
He stepped over to you and tested the waters of physical affection by running his hand down your arm and grasping your hand. You turned into him and reached your arms around his neck, pulling him close. He matched your embrace, his hands running across your waist and back. He held you until you felt yourself calm down.
Releasing your grip just enough to look up into his eyes, your gaze traced down from his cheekbones to his lips and toothpick. You reached up to grasp the toothpick and lightly tried to pull it out. Crosshair bit down on it and raised his eyebrows to silently question your actions. He moved one hand from your back to your head, lightly gripping your hair and skull, then his mechanical hand taking his toothpick. His nose traced yours to your lips, where he froze. 
“This doesn’t change that I’m still upset with you,” he admitted. 
Crosshair moved in to kiss you. The passion burned as the previously untapped gates of unexpressed affections burst open. You traced your tongue across his bottom lip as the kiss deepened, he welcomed you with a matched intensity. Crosshair pulled back from the kiss, much sooner than you were ready for. Your lips trailed after him before you opened your eyes to see him lost in a soft smile. 
—-
To save fuel, you landed your ship in a cave on a cold moon. You hadn’t told Crosshair that credits and chaincodes weren’t a problem for you, but you were still conservative with resources as finding safe places to fuel up would be a challenge. 
You poured yourself and Crosshair a drink, then sat back at the table ready to hash out ideas on escaping your predicament. 
“So, it’s not like we can just sell this thing,” you noted while tossing the pyramid-shaped artifact into the air. “And, I’m unfortunately marked for having possession of it.”
“Why was the Empire interested in arresting you for having it? Why couldn’t they just take it?” Crosshair questioned as he took out a toothpick to ponder with.
“Perhaps it’s because I know too much…” you started, then hesitated forward, “Or it’s because I’m a deserter.”
“You? A deserter? Not only did you do bounty jobs for the Empire, but you were… Imperial?” Crosshair’s narrowed, focused glare zeroed in on you.
You shamefully nodded. “Crosshair, I’m a Tarkin,” you testified.
His gaze grew more intense; you forgot how intimidating this man could be, especially when caught off-guard. He reached carefully for his words.
“As in, you’re related to Admiral Tarkin?” Crosshair entreated.
“Have you had the pleasure of knowing my Uncle?” you gawked out of contempt.
Crosshair leaned back into the bench and sighed. 
“I once worked in a unit as a specialty sniper and commander, which was overseen by Admiral Tarkin,” Crosshair admitted. “And I had a few run-ins with him prior as well.”
“You were imperial?” you gasped. “I’m sorry I never asked more about your past,” you apologized.
“It’s not something I like to think about,” Crosshair shrugged.
“So, technically, you’re a deserter too,” you soothed.
“I am now.” Crosshair concluded. “So, the Empire is not only after you for this Jedi-artifact, but is after you for treason.”
“Treason, family betrayal, or creating a mockery of the Tarkin name,” you bantered and paused in thought: “Crosshair, they’ll crucify me.” 
The conversation froze under the magnitude of realizations. Crosshair shifted his toothpick back and forth between the sides of his mouth, lost in thought.
“Thanks again for saving me earlier from the Inquisitor,” you broke the silence, “I want you to know, if I am captured later, don’t risk anything more for me. I dug my own grave by turning my back on them.”
Crosshair filled with empathy and experience, reached across the table and took your hand. “We’re doing this together.” Hunter’s voice played in his mind from when he once had said something similar outside of Tantis. Crosshair repeated Hunter’s words out loud, “Don’t you dare think about Plan 99.”
“Plan 99?” you questioned.
“During our time with the republic, we organized nearly a hundred different plans to infiltrate bases, destroy droids, and more. Plan 99 is to sacrifice yourself for the greater good; but only when there is no other alternative…” He hesitated to say more, “It’s only been used once.” “Tech,” you muttered.
“Tech,” Crosshair nodded in return. 
You stood up from your side of the table and squeezed in close to Crosshair on the bench, wrapping him into the comfort you could offer. He leaned into you and closed his eyes.
“So partner,” you smirked to lift the room’s atmosphere, “I suppose we could hit the underworld of Coruscant and tap into the black markets to dispose of this.”
“Maker, you are so reckless.” Crosshair muttered without bothering to open his eyes or shift in position.
—--------
Descending into the haze of Coruscant, you relayed a chaincode into the transponder and was directed to a platform to land.
“Why was that so easy?” Crosshair glanced over to you.
“I’m prepared at least half the time,” you assured him. You glanced down at your dirty shirt and pants, then ruffled your hand through your hair. “I’m due to freshen up too. A disguise wouldn’t be a bad thing —,” you eyed Crosshair’s Pabu-living beach outfit up and down, “for the both of us,” you continued.
“You have clothes for me?” He side-eyed you.
“I’m full of surprises,” you relayed as you landed your cruiser and killed the engines. “Come on,” you stood up and headed to the back of your ship.
“I still can’t believe you gunned down an Inquisitor in sandals,” you laughed while opening your closet in the back of the ship. “Sorry, this isn’t much.”
You threw him a basic black top and dress trousers. 
“They’ll do,” he grunted. 
—-smut below the cut—---
Disappearing into the lavatory, you turned the water on in the shower, allowing it to heat and steam the room. As the water recycled and filtered, you threw your freshly stripped shirt at Crosshair and paused looking around the door frame.
“Want to join me?” You called to him. Crosshair’s heart seemed to skip a beat, but he retained his composure.
“Are you trying to seduce me?” He scoffed a little. 
“Obviously,” you said from the shower. “Is it working?”
Crosshair, tired and frustrated with the overarching situation, exhaled, knowing he would regret it if he didn’t join you. He wandered into the bathroom, stripped himself of his shirt and trousers, opened the shower curtain, to find you wet and naked. 
“Yeah, it’s working,” he smirked. “Do we really have time… for this? For us?” He stepped inside, closing the curtain behind him, with his eyes focused on you.
“No one knows we are here,” you mused as you wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him into the water stream. The water droplets tracing down his jaw line and dripping onto his chiseled chest. His hands wandered from your head, to your waist, then thighs as his nose traced yours until your lips met, beginning a gentle kiss. 
Tracing your lips across his cheek, you drag your lower lip down his neck, and suck slightly on his collar bone. He faintly moans and grips your upper thigh tighter. Your hair and hands still soapy from the shampoo you applied earlier, you smoothly maneuver your hand across his chest and down his abs, pausing at his hip bone. 
“What are you waiting for?” He breathed. 
“Is this okay?” You peppered. Taking your hand in his, he pushed you further down his waistline, guiding you towards his sex. With his length in your hand, you return to kiss him deeply. Crosshair’s breathing grew heavier as you fell into a rhythm of movement; his lips and tongue dancing with yours. Enjoying his intimate noises and expressions, you expand your hand and mouth’s wanderings. Nearly losing balance from pleasure, Crosshair caught himself on the shower wall with one arm and continued to hold you close with the other. 
“Did you—,” you began.
“Yeah,” he inhaled deeply. “I’m sorry if I didn’t last—”
“I’m flattered,” you smiled.
You softly ran your nails over his hip bones and up his chest into another warm embrace. His limbs shuddered as he collapsed more into you, still holding himself up with the shower wall. You reached behind him and poured some shampoo into your palm, returning back to him and massaging his neck and skull. Crosshair rests his forehead against yours and looks deeply into your eyes; his expression, almost sad. You pause your massage efforts.
“Are you okay?” you whisper.
“I never knew I could be so loved,” he confided. 
“Get used to it,” you returned to caress him further.
—-- Part 4: Not Alone
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dumbkiri · 25 days ago
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𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐃𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐍𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐡
𝗦𝗔𝗡𝗦𝗔 𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗥𝗞 𝗫 𝗠𝗔𝗟𝗘!𝗟𝗔𝗡𝗡𝗜𝗦𝗧𝗘𝗥!𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗗𝗘𝗥
This story follows after the Dreamer of You series...hundreds of years later lol Basically the reader is the descendant of [Name]/Helaena. He's not the Prince that Was Promised though that will still be Jon/Dany (lowkey have no idea who it is, cut me some slack)
Also would you guys want to read in 2nd person (you) or 3rd person (Him) or 1st person (I)
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The flames spoke to you. 
You never told anyone about the phenomenal voice or visions you received while looking into a source of light. A flame from a candle, a fire in the hearth or a blaze on a torch, they came to you easily like a dream. 
Go north. North. Go north. 
You heard a commanding voice urging you the same thing every moon for the past six that have come. This voice started speaking to you ever since you made your move into King’s Landing to check on your siblings. 
For the most part, you thought the stench of this wretched place poisoned your mind. Another part of you blamed your mother as your father told you she spoke nonsense on most days. She talked about the Wall and the cold winds that would break it. She spoke of flames dancing in the night sky and wandering people. 
Maybe she heard voices from the flames too. You could never know though because she died after she gave birth to you. 
You lifted your golden cup to your lips and drank the last sip of the warm wine. The bitter tang splashed onto your tongue and you set the cup back onto the table. Your mismatched eyes gazed into the fire across from you and the voice kept telling you to go north. 
But it never answered your questions about why or what was there.
Knock..knock.knockknockknock
“For the love of…” You trailed off and snapped at the person still banging their fist on your door, “Just walk in already!” 
The knocking stopped and the door opened up to reveal your brother surrounded by a group of whores. He danced his way into your room with the women following after him, their giggles clear as day. The women wore fine and revealing clothing, their curvy bodies being eaten up by hungry eyes belonging to a dwarf. 
You rolled your own eyes, definitely not in the mood to accompany whores or your drunken brother. 
“Tyrion, your chambers are next door,” You stood up with a stumble, the wine hitting you a little differently tonight. You held yourself up by gripping the back of your chair to steady yourself with some confidence. Then your eyes slowly moved up and down the beautiful bodies of the women that giggled some more from your attention. 
Tyrion looked over at you with an impish smile and gestures to the almost empty wine bottle on the table. His teasing voice getting the best of you, “I see that you’re enjoying some of my wine.” 
“What?” The world felt like it was spinning and you shook your head, “No, I got this from a servant. I’m sure they got it from the King’s reserve or something.” It was true, while walking around the castle you came across a servant holding this bottle and wanted to indulge in it while you stared aimlessly into the fire. 
Needless to say, you snatched it from his hands and ignored his stuttering protests. 
But the way Tyrion barked out a laugh and walked further into your chambers with the ladies trailing behind him left you with suspicion. He picked up the wine bottle and smiled at it like it had been his prized possession.  
“Nope, this is my personal bottle and that servant was supposed to deliver this to my chambers. When I asked them where that bottle went, he told me that you snatched it up without saying anything. By the way, how do you feel, little brother?” 
You thought hard about his question and kept your gaze on him, trying your best to ignore the whores who waited patiently for you to look at them again. The funny look on his face pushed you to lie through your teeth. 
“I feel pretty good, a little light-headed, but-” 
“This wine is special because there’s some aphrodisiac sprinkled in it and you drank nearly all of it while it should be shared amongst the ladies and the man.” Tyrion set the bottle back down and kept that stupid grin on his face. 
“You jest, brother,” You shook your head and a shiver ran down your spine that followed the light caress of a hand that belonged to one of the women. She giggled into your ear and said teasingly, “Your mane is all ruffled up, my lord.”
You backed away from her dangerous touch with haste and shook your head, “I’m not interested in your…services. I want all of you out of my chambers…now.” You pointed a glare at the women and they looked back at Tyrion for his word. After all, they were being paid by him, not you. 
“Oh, calm down, [Name],” Tyrion laughed and admired how well you kept your back straightened and guard up. Usually by now, he would be all over the women going round after round if he drank that much of the wine. But you had your claws out, ready to strike if another whore touched you, “it’s their job to entertain men like us. Pay little attention to my brother, he is very new to all of this.” 
He reassured the trio of whores and they nodded their heads, going back to their sinful nature. 
“Tyrion, I said I’m not interested. I will keep myself pure for my future lady. That is what-” 
The Red God commanded. Your words died out in your throat and you tiredly sighed, “Just go away. I’m not in the mood for games or sex with them.” 
Tyrion cleared his throat and gestured to your pants, “That’s not what your cock thinks. You seem very excited brother, just indulge a little. Father won’t mind if you’re looking for fun, you are so full of energy! Don’t waste it by staring into the fire all night! Come on, these lovely women are looking for fun too!” 
“I said no,” You repeated, looking away from him and the women. You could feel them inch closer to you, trying to force you to make the first move. 
“This one could bend backwards for you,” Tyrion slurred, “and these two…their mouths work wonders if you ask me. And they’re sisters! I always have a great time with them!” 
This is when you snapped. The tightening in your pants didn’t go away, the aphrodisiac too strong yet your will was stronger. “I said no!” With your shout, the fire in the hearth exploded into bright flames, the logs breaking into half and the crackle of flames burned with intense heat.
The intruders in your room looked from the fire to you with wide eyes. Like the outburst from you flared up the fire. 
“Now leave before I force you,” You commanded with a low growl, you moved past them and opened the door to your chambers. Then you kept your gaze on the wall watching the whores scurry out first with whispers about you and the fire. 
Tyrion cleared his throat and walked by saying, “You owe me a new bottle, brother. Hope you have fun pleasing yourself alone, you got a lot to work with.” 
You shut the door behind him with a flustered look and kicked yourself mentally for your body reacting to the women. Thankfully the fire incident spooked the group of them to follow your demand. If they stayed any longer, you probably would have resorted to violence. 
Then you turned your attention to the fire, the voice speaking to you again: 
North. Go North. Go. 
You rubbed your tired eyes and agreed silently to the command. If the Red God wants you to go north, you will go. Fortunately, your queen sister and the royal family are making their way up there. You could hitch a ride next to Jaime and figure out the rest from there since you got nothing else from the voice in  the fire.
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riptideripley · 8 months ago
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Chapter One of: Addicted.
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Ever since they first met Roman had been hooked. Seth had this spark to him that Roman felt like he could get high off of. June 2nd 2014 replays in his head every day and he just couldn’t stop it. Liv and Rhea worked through their issues so why couldn’t Seth do the same with him?
Friday rolled around and it was about time for the promo segment they had. Seth was sitting in his dressing room when the door opened, revealing Roman.
“Long time no see.”
“Yeah.”
The small talk happened often between the two, they seemed to never be able to get over what happened a whole decade ago. But only when Roman needed..him was when they would actually “talk”. They last time they found themselves “having a conversation” ended in them fucking in Roman’s hotel room.
“What do you need now Ro? Is it Rhea or..-”
“No it’s not her and it never will be. Just wanted to..check on you I guess.” he confessed, not daring to make eye contact with Seth. Truth be told he was actually nervous around Seth due to him being the only one to see him so vulnerable.
“I see..why don’t you close the door and come have a seat hm? We have 20 minutes to spare.” Seth spoke to which Roman obliged and sat down on the black leather couch.He didn’t speak, just sat there trying to form his words before he said something stupid. “Heard about you and Rhea last week, everyone was talking about it. You know you two really have to work that whole shit out before the whole world knows.” Seth broke the silence which quickly reminded Roman of what happened the week before.
Flashback.
“Rhea you know that wasn’t supposed to happen. I swear I didn’t mean f-“ “BULLSHIT. You swore no one and I mean absolutely no one would find out about that yet here comes Jimmy throwing the shit in my face!” The two went back and forth. What were they arguing about, you may ask? Well to cut shit short they hooked up after Rhea retained her championship at Elimination Chamber. They swore up and down it meant nothing to them but god knows they were both wrong.
“Rhea I’m sorry ok? He must’ve saw the messages in my phone ok just-“ “No Roman that’s bullshit. Why the fuck would he even have your phone?!”
“HEY! Can you two knock it off? People are looking. Take this somewhere private for fucks sake” Dominik finally spoke, having enough of them bickering. The two looked at him and looked at each other, choosing to go into her dressing room to talk.
End of Flashback.
“Yeah..we’re trying, she’s still mad at me and rightfully so.” “I mean I would expect her to be, you swore to keep it private but let your idiot cousin ruin it” Roman sighed and nodded at his words. Letting his head fall into his hands he sat there, not really knowing how to take in all of the stuff he’s been dealing with. Seth stood up from his chair and sat next to him, placing his hand on his thigh.
“Look Ro. Try talking to her next week alright? Now cmon we don’t have much time before the segment and you know how long your cousin takes.” he cracked a joke that made Roman laugh, I mean he was right cause my god did Rock take forever.
Fast Forward.
Everything was going fine in the segment..until Roman grabbed the mic. The second the words “crossdresser” left his lips, Seth’s mood completely changed. At first Seth could not even believe what the fuck he was hearing and then it hit him what Roman actually said. He knew Roman would definitely be paying for that later.
Hour and ½ later
“Seth you know I didn’t mean it just please-“
“No Roman I don’t want to hear it. That’s what you wanna call me now really? Oh just the other night you were calling me d-“
“OK! Jesus I get it. Look I said sorry ok?”
“Don’t wanna hear it. Meet me in my room got it?” “..Alright.”
20 Minutes Later.
“Seth can you- not tease like that..” Roman breathed out with a slight whine, being teased by Seth for 5 fucking minutes that felt like an eternity. “Someone is needy tonight huh pretty boy?” Seth chuckled out, finally giving into what Roman wanted. “Damn near didn’t need any l..lube.” Seth breathed out as he eased himself inside. Roman’s breath hitched as he gripped onto the sheets in front of him. He attempted to reach back to hold Seth’s hand but was quickly slapped. “No touching. For me to be a crossdresser you know..you seem more like the type.” he spoke with a small laugh at the end, not wasting his time as he began thrusting at a rough pace.
Roman’s body damn near fell forward if it wasn’t for Seth holding him up by his waist, with all the teasing he went through on the way to the room and during those 5 minutes he was sensitive. “S- Seth-“ Roman choked out, already feeling like he was getting close with the insane pace Seth was going at. “Cmon pretty boy..you know that’s not my name.”
“f..fuck. please daddy” he finally whined out making Seth smile. “That’s more like it..” he chuckled out, lifting one of Roman’s legs over his shoulder. The position was nothing new for the two but it always made Roman let out the sluttiest high pitched moan you could ever think of. Roman was a babbling mess at this moment, unable to even form a proper sentence. “c..close” he built up the courage to whine out. “Fine pretty boy.. let go for me” and with those exact words, he came. Seth wasn’t far behind and before Roman could even process everything, Seth pulled out and flipped him around.
“You know what to do.” Oh he definitely knew.
15 minutes later.
“Roro..Cmon get up big boy” Seth sighed as he lifted Roman up off the bed, sitting him up straight to wipe his entire body down. Roman just sighed and rested his head against Seth’s shoulder.
“You going back to your room”
“Yeah..just give me a minute.”
Seth nodded and let him down carefully to lay there, placing his clothes in a pile on the chair next to the bed(it wasn’t there before🌚). Seth went to the bathroom and got a wet towel, leaning down to clean up some spots off the floor.
Roman sat up and slowly put his clothes on, not really speaking to Seth. This happened often between them, they would just fuck and not speak. It pained him but he would never mention it. Seth watched as Roman grabbed his stuff off the night stand and walked to the door.
“Hey..make sure to call me tomorrow alright? I have something planned for you.” Seth spoke as Roman opened the door making him stop.
What in the entire fuck was Seth planning??
“Yeah..alright.” he responded and walked out the door.
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husbandograveyard · 1 year ago
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Hi Hazel! Birthday week, waaah exciting! I hope you're having so much fun with all those requests and drabbles ( ˘ ³˘)
Could I ask for the letter O from the fluff alphabet with Geto, please? I know he's a favorite of yours as well and I've been really enjoying your takes on JJK chars so far <3
Thank you so much!
Henlo Lale! I am having SO much fun, and THANK YOU for requesting Geto, I have been having so much love for him on my mind, so i am happy to indulge you and myself in this one. Think I'll be finishing the night with this one before I dive into bed with the -no doubt- wonderful Itachi you wrote me as a bedtime story (*˘︶˘*).。.:*♡ enjoy!
2nd person. GN reader. No warnings, just fluff. [A/N]/going with pre-incident/AU Geto for making life a little easier, but may do an alt version of older Geto if my requests run out during the week/
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O - On Cloud Nine - What are they like when they are in love? Is it obvious for others? How do they express their feelings?
When Suguru is in love, it’s not super obvious at first, at least not for most people. There is no humming, skipping in the street or head in the clouds situation, but there are some definite signs that will immediately tip off anyone who knows him better. 
It starts with the way he smiles whenever you’re around. You can’t quite say what is different about it, just that it is. The way it reaches his eyes, cheeky grins being replaced with sincere smiles, and genuine laughter way more often around you. The sound is enough to make the butterflies in your stomach go crazy.
He will be checking his phone more often, just to see if he’s got a message from you. He will subtly update you about his day, send random pictures, anything to start a conversation. And the best of it all: even the mundane conversations will become exciting and entertaining some way? You don’t know how he does it, but he manages to ask the right questions and say just the right thing to make the conversation flow so easily, making you crave his presence as much as he craves yours.
I’d like to think that he is pretty straightforward about his feelings, but he will test the waters first: a hangout with just you, a late night conversation in the dorms running till way past midnight, the two of you finding more and more deep topics to discuss, not even noticing just how tired your bodies are cause your minds and hearts are just racing. When he’s sure enough that you like him as well, he’ll be straightforward about it. He’ll ask you out, clear about his romantic intentions. And how can you refuse, when there is such a love-filled determination in his eyes?
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readersandimagines · 9 months ago
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Gone Missing - Chapter 1
Okay so this took me way too long to write! I decided to try and write it in first person but also still keep it neutral enough that a reader could place themselves in the story? I may scrap this and go back to 2nd or 3rd person we shall see! Sooo let me know what you think! Only other warning I have is I didn't proof read this and quickly put it together.
But uhh essentially you're Adam's sibling and he's been missing for three days too many so you do what any sensable human would do and go to the police station to report him missing. Dectective Hoffman is on the case ;3
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It had been three days. Three days wondering where in the world my brother, Adam had gotten up to. I sighed, checking my phone for what felt like the hundredth time today. Still no callback. Maybe Adam just got busy, I thought trying to reassure myself that he was fine. The last time we spoke he told me about some ex cop that was paying him pretty good money, so maybe he was just busy with that?
“I can’t do this anymore!” I exclaimed, standing up to grab my coat.
I quickly locked the door to my apartment and headed out. I needed to stay calm, but my mind raced with too many thoughts to grab hold of anything. As I walked and held my phone close; Adam had exactly 20 minutes to call me before I reported him as a missing person. I knew he would be angry, but I couldn’t lose him. He was the only family I had left.
The autumn air was crisp as I started to walk along the street. Cars and people passed by continuing on their way. Their world continued to move forward while it felt like mine froze. I could feel a lump growing in my throat as I pushed the door open to enter the Metropolitan Police Department.
The front was unremarkable dead. A small lobby with a few chairs and a main desk with an officer to greet you. Taking a deep breath, I approached the desk mentally preparing to deal with whatever bullshit these guys could throw at me. As long as they help me find him that’s all that matters. 
“Name and case number?” the voice asked.
“Uhh… I don’t have one?” I answered, earning a sigh and annoyed glance from the man behind the desk.
Normally this man wouldn’t have bothered me so much. I would just sass him back and yet I couldn’t bring myself to do that. 
“You don’t have a name?” the cop asked a little louder, gaining some attention from people behind him.
“I have a name, but I don’t have a case number.” I responded, feeling my chest tighten. “I… need to file a missing persons case.”
“Sweetie people go missing every day in this town, you sure they didn’t just dump you?”
Anger, confusion, sadness. Each one leaving as quickly as it came. I couldn’t understand how walking into a police station was such a problem. The man behind the desk examined me, seeming to want to say something else before another man in a suit walked up. The two officers exchanged words briefly before the man in the suit walked over. I clenched my jaw, I knew I shouldn’t have come here. I would have better luck finding Adam myself than trusting these people.
“Detective Hoffman,” the man called, extending his rather large hand out to me.
“_________ Stanheight,” I answered, taking his hand into my own. 
He had a strong, but gentle handshake as he gestured to the chairs in the lobby. If this had been a regular day, I would have been having to contain my emotions as I looked over the detective. He had the brightest blue eyes and a nice smile. He wasn’t ripped like other cops, but he definitely seemed to be in shape. I just hoped he could help me find Adam.
“I couldn’t help but overhear,” Detective Hoffman said, gesturing towards the front desk. “What makes you think someone is missing?”
“I don’t think anyone is missing. I know my brother Adam is missing. We talk everyday and now I can’t get in touch with him,” I huffed, my annoyance starting to grow as the detective nodded, pulling a notebook out of his pocket.
“Adam huh? How long has it been since you spoke? Could he just not have his phone?” he asked, earning a glare from me.
“It’s been three days. Look, I know he’s missing. We talk everyday. And one of your officers hired him to follow some doctor--” I snapped before he cut me off.
“One of our officers?” 
“Yes! Some old guy-- Bob Tapp? I think?” I exclaimed, mentally kicking myself for not getting the name when Adam had originally told me.
“Detective Tapp? But he’s dea--” the original guy from the desk started to say before Hoffman cut him off.
“All the more reason to take their information,” he said sharply.
“D-dead?” I stammered, my eyes widening. “No, you have to be mistaken, Adam just got hired by this guy.”
Everything around me felt like it was spinning. If the guy that hired Adam was dead-- no Adam couldn’t be dead. My thoughts grew louder and I couldn’t focus. Time seemed to freeze. I could feel tears filling my eyes before I felt a strong, but firm touch on my shoulder bringing me back to reality for a moment.
“Hey, I need you to calm down. We will do everything we can to find your brother,” Hoffman said firmly.
“He can’t die,” I whispered, trying desperately to stop the flood gates trying to open. “He’s… the only family I have left.”Hoffman’s face softened briefly and he nodded like he understood what I felt. I needed to calm down. I needed to give him the information. But I also desperately needed to go out and start my own search. It felt like the wind had been knocked from beneath my sails and yet all I could do was focus on one singular thought: Adam could be in serious danger.
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xxwhiskeyxx · 2 years ago
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Love Trope February! Jealousy: Mountain x Reader
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Dew and Swiss know Mountain likes the Reader and purposefully flirts with the other person right in front of him, leaning on them, offering for them to sit in their lap during movies and dinner, being purposefully extra touchy, soon (Y/N) enters with a plan that they are sure will make the Earth ghoul snap, a simple game of Seven Minutes in Heaven.
So sadly, there is no smut in this one, it is already 2 am, and I don't wanna go through all that, plus I've written smut the last 2 days in a row, you horny fucks are cut off (for now, hehe). Anyways, I have been anxious to write this one since I came up with the prompt, I am a sucker for possessiveness and jealousy (of course, not the toxic type, that's a no no) but a little bit of these two things don't hurt nobody. And who would say no to an 8-foot man who is hot as fuck and has rhythm? Definitely not me
Also amazing Whiskey news: ME AND MY FRIEND ARE GOING TO SEE GHOST SEPTEMBER 2ND AND WE HAVE VIP TICKETS!
Bad Whiskey News: My bank account is sobbing and cursing me but it is so worth it :)
Mountain growls under his breath as he watches Swiss and Dew doting on (Y/N). The Multi had them sat in his lap, nuzzling their shoulder, as Dew sprawled across the Water ghoulette’s lap. The two ghouls had been cuddling (Y/N) since they had walked into the den after getting done with their chores, demanding their attention if they so much as acknowledged another ghoul. Mountain knows they’re doing it to mess with him. He had admitted to having feelings for (Y/N) one night during a smoke sesh, and ever since the two troublemakers have been purposefully hanging off them, always asking the Water ghoulette to sit in their lap or next to them during movie nights or even at dinner, and just being overall extremely touchy with the small ghoul. This has been going on for the last 2 weeks, and the Earth ghoul was tired of it.
Just earlier that day, he had tried to talk to (Y/N), just a simple conversation about their day but out of nowhere, Swiss and Dewdrop came barreling in and jumped into the conversation. Babbling about their own experiences from the day, seeming to either ignore or not notice how Mountain was trying to subtly tell them to fuck off. By the time he finally got a word in, the two ghouls were dragging (Y/N) off to do something, the Water ghoul had shot him an apologetic smile over their shoulder before Swiss slung them over his shoulder and they dashed out the door, probably to pull some prank that will get them all in trouble.
Looking back at the trio, he watches Dew presses a kiss to (Y/N)’s cheek, right next to their lips, making Mountain snap, standing suddenly and stomping out of the room. The three on the couch watch him as he storms out, “What the hell is his problem?” Swiss asks, eyebrow raised, and they hear a slam from down the hall, “I don’t know, maybe we should check on him?” (Y/N) suggests. The Multi and Fire ghouls glance at each other, “Yeah, we’ll go. You stay here. When the big guy gets like this, he’s kinda dangerous.” Dew says, standing up, patting (Y/N)’s shoulder, “We’ll be back in a little bit, dollface.” Swiss adds, gently moving the ghoul off his lap before following Dew down the hall.
Knocking on the Earth ghoul’s door, Swiss yells, “Mount, talk to us, what’s wrong?” but there is no reply, Dew tries next, “C’mon buddy, we just wanna help.” he calls through the door, banging on the wood. Suddenly the door flies open, and a looming, pissed-off Mountain is in the threshold. “You wanna know what the fuck is wrong?” he booms. The two smaller ghouls flinch at the anger, “You two know what the fuck you’re doing, hanging all over them, whining for their attention, fucking all in front of me after what I fucking told you?! That’s what’s fucking wrong!” Mountain yells before slamming the door again.
The amount of anger that Mountain was giving off scared the pair. The large ghoul never got angry, especially not to this degree. The last time someone had pissed Mountain off this badly was when a Sibling had destroyed a couple of flower bushes in the garden while drunk, and the Earth ghoul had gotten so angry he had caused a small earthquake that destroyed a small section of the Church. The way the ground underneath them was starting to shake lightly told them they had fucked up badly. Sighing, they decide to leave Mountain alone, so they don’t piss him off anymore; walking back to the common room, (Y/N) was still on the couch, scrolling through their phone. They look up when they hear the pair walk into the room, “Hey, did you guys figure out what’s going on with Mounty?” they ask.
“Uhh, yeah. He just hasn’t had a good day, and something pissed him off.” Dew tries to blow off the situation, but (Y/N) raises an eyebrow at them. They know it’s bullshit, “Uh huh. Passive, calm Mounty grows at us and storms off because he ‘had a bad day’?” they question, placing their phone down and crossing their arms, tail flicking in questioning irritation. Sighing, “We may have..purposefully making Mounty jealous...” Swiss says, a look of guilt covering his face, tail wrapping around his leg, “What do you mean, making him jealous, Swiss?” (Y/N) asks, “He likes you Little Bit, we knew so we were trying to make him make a move.” Dew says, earning a smack to the back of his head from the Multi, “Dude! You can’t just say that!” Swiss hisses. Dew clutches the back of his and whines, “What the fuck was that for?! I was just telling them what was going on!”.
(Y/N)’s eyes go wide. Mountain likes them? He feels the same way they do? Shaking their head in disbelief, “So you two decided to try and make him jealous, so he’d confess?” they ask, eyes narrowing at the pair. The two ghouls nod heads hanging low in shame. “Why the hell didn’t you say so? I would’ve helped you guys more!” (Y/N) suddenly laughs, a bright smile spreading across their faces. Swiss and Dew’s heads perk up, gaping at the cackling ghoul, “Wait, you want to help?” Swiss asks, “Hell yeah, I’ve had a crush on him forever, I thought you guys would’ve realized that after how often I’m trying to hang out with him and the fact the girls had already realized months ago and have been trying to set us up.” they giggle, “Wait what?! How the hell did the girls figure it out?!” Dew cries irritated that he didn’t figure it out first. “They’re smart, and women know what a crush looks like. Now c’mere, I got an idea that might make him finally give in to his instincts.” (Y/N) says with an evil grin.”
The Water ghoul’s plan was genius. They were going to spend the day with Mountain, meeting him in the morning when he was in the greenhouse and helping him out with the plants. Later that night, which just so happens to be game night, Swiss was going to recommend Seven Minutes in Heaven, Truth or Dare was the backup if no one agrees to the first game, and Dew was going to make sure to draw (Y/N)’s object from the hat. They were confident that Mountain would lose it before the two could get inside the closet. Earth ghouls have a tendency to be possessive over the objects of their desire, but their drummer has always been known for his amazingly strong sense of self-control. This is why the three think he hasn’t made a move yet, along with the fact he hasn’t realized (Y/N)’s feelings for him, and he doesn’t want to scare them away.
Waking up at 7 am, a little while after Mountain has already been outside, (Y/N) rolls out of bed, slips on a simple pair of jean shorts and a t-shirt, and chooses to go barefoot, 1. They didn’t want to overheat in their uniform, and 2. They have a feeling Mountain won’t be able to keep his eyes off their legs or ass in the slightly small shorts. Wandering out into the garden, they make their way to the large greenhouse the Earth ghoul tended to occupy during the summer months after finishing his chores in the other parts of the garden. Knocking lightly on the glass door to announce their arrival so as not to startle, the large male, (Y/N) walks inside; the greenhouse was filled with racks of several different plants, a large wooden desk that was made for the Earth ghoul was in the corner with a small fan on top that pushed a breeze through the otherwise stuffy, humid building. In the corner, bent over a pot, is the ghoul they were looking for. Mountain was dressed in jeans and a tank top with a gardening apron over the front, hair tied up in a small bun on the nape of his neck, sweat dripping down his neck and disappearing down the back of his tank top.
Biting their lip for a moment as they take in the delicious sight, (Y/N) clears their throat, making Mountain jump slightly, “Hey Mounty, I thought you might want some help?” they ask, rocking back and forth on their heels, hands clasped behind their back. The Earth ghoul stands, dusting off his hands on the apron, and turns to the smaller ghoul, “Yeah, sure. I was actually just about to call Rain to help with watering the plants, but just my luck, I have one of my favorite Water ghouls already here.” he says with a smile, (Y/N) blushes lightly at the compliment, “Aw..awesome! What do you need me to do?” they ask, playing with their tail nervously, Mountain chuckles. Still, they notice how his eyes dart down to their exposed legs before coming back up to their face, “If you want, you can just use the watering can and spray bottle, but Rain usually just makes it, well, rain in here since he says it’s faster.” he says, smiling warmly at that as he turns back to what he was doing.
Deciding to do the easy way, and also an excuse to show off in front of their crush, (Y/N) takes a deep breath, focusing in on their inner waterfall, raising their hands as they feel the already high humidity rise, with a flick of their wrist it is suddenly nearly storming in the small room. Mountain yelps as cold water is suddenly soaking into his clothes, “Fucking shit, that’s freezing!” he yells as he jumps back. The water hovers solely above the plants instead of the entire room, unlike when Rain does it, where it covers the entire room. “Wow, that’s amazing (N/N)! I didn’t realize you had that much control,” he says, smiling at them; the small ghoul blushes and smiles back, the way the water had briefly soaked the Earth ghoul’s hair made it slick down; a strand of hair was stuck to his forehead. Walking over to him, they reach up on their tip toes and brush it behind his ear, then lowering back down, “Thanks Mounty, Rain showed me how to do it, but I guess I perfected it a little more.” they say. Now it was the larger ghoul’s turn to blush, the feeling of their soft hand brushing across his cheek and moving his hair made a red flush spread across his cheeks.
As the rain continues, (Y/N) wanders around the makes the water slow to a trickle on certain plants that they know don’t need as much water, sometimes bending down even when unnecessary, angling their behind towards the Earth ghou's direct, smirking to themselves when they feel eyes on them. Trying to reach up to check the dampness of the surrounding dirt by one plant, the short ghoulette can’t reach no matter how much they stretch. Suddenly they feel a warmth against their back and a large hand on their waist, “Let me.” Mountain rumbles against their back, easily placing his hand on the damp soil, “It’s okay, it needs a little more water for now.” he says, drawing back from the Water ghoul, trying to will away the tightness that had begun in his pants. Looking back at the taller male, (Y/N) gives him a sweet smile, “Thanks Mounty, it’s a curse not ever to be able to reach; sometimes I just have to climb somethings if I wanna reach.” they say, a sultry hint to their voice as they bite their lip. Mountain’s face erupts into yet another blush, ‘Stop it, they didn’t mean it like that, you pervert’ he yells at himself.
After a few minutes, the small storm calms down, and Mountain goes to check the plants, sticking his fingers into the soaked soil to flow some of his magick into the plants. (Y/N) watches him as he does this to each box and pot in the greenhouse until he turns to them, “Well, that’s everything to do in here. Wanna get some lunch?” he asks, dusting the dirt from his hands. “Yeah, sure, I think they’re serving (Fav./Food) in the dining hall today, I’m so excited!” (Y/N) giggles, grabbing the larger ghoul’s hand and dragging the laugh ghoul from the small building into the Church. The rest of the day, the Water and Earth ghoul stayed together, finishing lunch and then going on a walk through the gardens and even through the woods for a little while, eating dinner in the dining hall, and then walking down to the ghoul den together. Mountain was elated, he hadn’t spent this much time with (Y/N) in the last two weeks because Dew and Swiss always seemed to show up and interrupt the pair, either to jump into their conversation or dragging the ghoulette off somewhere.
Plopping down on the couch, the Earth ghoul subtly drapes his arm above (Y/N) on the top of the couch; Aether, Rain, Cirrus, and Sunshine were already gathered in the room, and the other Water ghoul was sitting next to (Y/N) on Cirrus’ lap, Sunshine was painting his nails between his legs on the floor, and Aether was reading in his designated ‘dad chair’ as everyone joking called it. “So we’re just waiting on dumbass 1 & 2 and Lussy?” (Y/N) asks, curling their legs up next to them as they lightly lean into Mountain, feet pressed into Cirrus’ thigh. The Air ghoulette gives them a light smile, one hand leaving where it had been wrapped around Rain to stroke their calf, “Yeah, Papa called them in to help with cleaning his rat cages about 2 hours ago. They should be in soon. Lussy texted me that they were just finishing up 5 minutes ago.” she says, running her sharp claws up and down the other Water ghoul’s leg. “Awesome, Swiss said he had an ‘amazing idea’ for tonight's game.” (Y/N) says, purring lightly at the pleasing feeling, though they feel a light growl rumble from the Earth ghoul next to them.
Sunshine had just finished up Rain’s nails as Swiss, and Dew burst through the door, cackling about how Cumulus had apparently slipped and fallen into the bag of hay, said ghoulette followed them, quickly clipping the chortling ghouls on their ears, earning a whine from both. “Shut up, you two; at least I didn’t almost literally eat shit like Swiss when he tripped and faceplanted into the cage!” she hisses, “Come here, my cloud, ignore those idiots,” Cirrus calls from the couch. Rain moves from his spot in their lap as Cumulus tales his place, instead choosing to lay atop the other Water ghoul, purring when (Y/N) pets through his hair. The taller Water ghoul had been particularly clingy and touchy lately since he was due for his heat to start soon, so everyone always seemed to end up with a lapful of Rain demanding affection. Giggling as the lanky male nuzzles into their chest, (Y/N) looks up at Mountain, who reaches down to stroke Rain’s head, though he doesn’t seem too pleased about him laying on the ghoulette.
“Alright, Hot Shot, what’s this amazing game you thought up for us tonight?” Aether asks, setting aside his book and reading glasses as he looks at the smiling Multi, whose smile seems to grow even wider at the question, “I’m glad you asked Boogie Bear,” Aether grimaces at the nickname, “I heard about this game from a Sister last week, it’s called Seven Minutes in Heaven.” Swiss says. Dew, (Y/N), and Cirrus’ eyes widen, knowing what the game was about, the first two for obvious reasons but Cirrus had played with a couple of Siblings before, “What’s it about?” Sunshine asks, leaning back against Cumulus’ legs on the floor, “Thank you for asking, Sunbeam,” the other Multi giggles, “It’s quite simple, we all put an object that either belong to or we think symbolizes us into a hat or bag, we go one by one and pick one object,” Swiss explains, revealing a beanie that belongs to Aether from behind his back, slipping off his ring and dropping it in, “Whoever you draw, you and that person go into a closet or small room for 7 minutes, no more, no less.” he finishes, “Simple enough?” he asks. Everyone nods, but Sunshine raises their hand, “Yes, Sunny?” Swiss asks, “What do we do in the closet?” they questioned, tilting their head cutely. The taller Multi grins, “Anything you want; you can just talk or sit in silence, but some people use this as a way to, get it on, if you know what I mean.” he teases with a wink.
Sunshine’s nose wrinkles in slight disgust at the thought of doing something sexual, but she’s content to play since it’s not required. She knows none of the ghoul’s in the room would force themselves on them, “Okay, sounds fun!” she chirps, tossing the crystal bracelet she never takes off to the Multi, who drops it in the hat. Swiss passes the hat around and everyone places something in; Dew puts a guitar pick, Aether puts in his bracelet, Rain puts in one of his own rings, Cirrus puts a keyboard key chain in, Cumulus drops one of her scrunchies, (Y/N) puts in the small pocket knife they always carry, and Mountain places in a small crystal he had run to his room to grab. “Alright, everyone’s got something in?” Swiss asks, and everyone nods, “Epic, now you have to grab the first thing your hand touches. That way, you can’t purposefully search for someone.” he says with a wink at the ghoulettes.
Closing his eyes and spinning for a minute, Swiss juts out the hat at Aether. “You’re up, Dumpling,” he says with a grin. Rolling his eyes, Aether sticks his hand in, quickly pulling out a ring, “Well then, I guess we’re up~” Swiss purrs, grabbing his ring from the Quintessence ghoul, slipping it back on before grabbing the larger ghoul’s hand and dragging him into the hallway to the small storage closet. Cirrus sets a timer on her phone, the remaining ghouls decide to chat while they wait but are interrupted by a loud whine that echoes from the hallway, “Damn, they’re really getting it on in there.” Dew cackles, (Y/N) laughs with him, still petting Rain’s head, “I mean, it’s Swiss. Of course they are!” they say. Mountain shifts in his seat, worried that someone will draw his or (Y/N)’s object before it’s his turn.
Soon the timer rings, and Dew immediately springs up from where he had been lying in Sunshine’s lap, “I’ll get the happy couple.” he offers with a shit-eating grin, “Record while you open it!”(Y/N) calls after him. There is soon a yelp that comes from the hallway, “Dew, what the fuck!” they hear Aether yell; everyone erupts into laughter as a flustered Aether and pleased Swiss reenter the room. Smoothing back his ruffled hair, Swiss grabs the hat and once again spins, this time offering it to Cirrus. A few rounds pass and Cirrus had drawn Rain, who had happily trailed after the ghoulette, returning with a large blush and collapsing back into (Y/N)’s lap, burying his in their stomach, embarrassed. Cooing at the flustered ghoul, the smaller pats his head as Sunshine draws Cumulus, the pair had just returned laughing as Swiss juts the hat out to Dewdrop.
Grinning as he digs his hand into the hat, Dew pulls out a small knife, “(Y/N), you’re up, doll.” Swiss says, wiggling his eyebrows at the Water ghoul, “C’mon, sweetheart, let’s show them how it’s done.” Dew teases, offering his hand. Mountain’s eye twitches, a low growl escaping from his throat as (Y/N) accepts the Fire ghoul’s hand, “Alright, Dewy, just please don’t do anything too rough.” they giggle. The pair make their way to the closet, but the Earth ghoul doesn’t follow, Dew closes the door and leans against it, “We don’t have to actually do anything if you don’t want to Little Bit.” he says, the most genuine the Water ghoul had ever heard him, “I know Little Shit, but I have an idea that might make the plan work.” (Y/N) says, Dew raises his brow, barely visible in the low light, “I heard him growl when you drew my knife, what if we pretend to do something and see what happens?” they say, smirking at the guitarist. An equally sadistic smirk spreads across the Fire ghoul’s face, “If you weren’t going after Dirt Boy, I’d take you for myself.” he purrs, drawing them close to him by the waist.
The pair have to hold in their giggles as (Y/N) hits their fist against the wall, mimicking the sound of if Dew had slammed them against the wall, exaggerated, fake moans fill the closet, quietly snickering between them. Suddenly, they hear what sounds like a roar coming from down the hall, and then the door swings open. Mountain is standing in the doorway, chest heaving and even in the low light, they can see how dark his eyes are, reaching in the yanking (Y/N) to his chest, “Mine!” he snarls at Dewdrop, who holds up his hands in a sign of submission. The Earth giant then just about drags the smaller ghoul down the hall, (Y/N) can hear the whoops and catcalls from down the hall.
Slamming his door open and shut, Mountain pins the Water ghoul against the door, “Do you realize how fucking torturous it was to hear you too?” he hisses, faces inches away from the others, (Y/N) goes to shake their head. Still, the large male slams a hand next to their head, “I know you were in on them fucking with me, now you’re going to learn that you’re fucking mine.” he growls before smashing his lips to the smaller ghoul’s. Moaning into his mouth and tangling their fingers into his wild brown locks, the kiss turns filthy, it was filled with hunger, desperation, anger, and a hint of neediness, Mountain bites down on their lower lip, forcing a gasp from the ghoulette, shoving his tongue into their mouth, immediately dominating as he licks and explores their wet cavern. Growling lowly as he slips his hands under their thighs and lifts them up, pinning them harder against the door without breaking the kiss, (Y/N) lets out a muffled yelp as their feet leave the ground, but they quickly wrap their legs around his thin waist.
Mountain pulls away but quickly turns his attention to their throat, biting and sucking as he makes his way down, leaving a trail of hickies and love bites at all of the exposed skin he can reach. Fingers dimpling the skin of their thighs as his grip tightens, “Gonna fucking claim you, make sure none of them fucking touch what’s mine again.” he rumbles, licking at the crook of (Y/N)’s neck. The Water ghoul shivers at the possessive tone, a whine escaping their lips as Mountain nips at the spot, “Pl..please Mounty, mark me, claim me. I’m yours, please!” they beg, tilting their head up as they offer the near-feral ghoul more access. This is all the permission the typically gentle giant needs to sink his fangs into the spot, claiming the Water ghoul as his own, bonding them for eternity. Both shake as intense pleasure fills their bodies; (Y/N) moans loudly, eyes rolling back as their hips buck into Mountain’s stomach, already feeling themselves start to drip. The Earth shudders as he feels their slickness start the leak through their shorts, onto his shirt, along with the fact he can feel all of their emotions that are flooding their body.
Calming slightly, Mountain slowly unlatches from their throat, lapping at the beads of blood that drip from the puncture marks, “Such a good boy~” he purrs, nuzzling into the still-shaking ghoulette’s throat. He suddenly turns and tosses them onto the bed, yanking his shirt over his head. He stalks towards them like a predatory animal, (Y/N) grins at him as the Earth ghoul pounces onto them.
The pair don’t finish for a solid 5 hours, only stopping once both are trembling from overstimulation and the bedding was absolutely ruined from the number of fluids that have soaked into it. Mountain curls around his new mate, a mirroring mark fresh on his shoulder, purring loudly as he nuzzles into their throat. (Y/N) lets out a breathless chuckle, stroking through the unruly locks of the Earth ghoul, “Remind me only to get you jealous whenever I wanna experience that again.” they tease, earning a warning nip, “Do that again, and you won’t be walking for double the amount of time it takes you to recover from this.” he grumbles, though still purring. Grinning, smoothing back hair from his forehead and laying a soft kiss, “I won’t, my Dandelion, you’re my one and only.” they whisper against his skin, pressing a kiss to his nose when Mountain leans back slightly, a small smile on his lips. “Thank you, my Anglefish, I’m sorry if I was too rough.” he says, stroking their cheek softly, turning and pressing a kiss to his palm, “I’m okay, Mounty, I absolutely loved that.” they whisper, (E/C) meeting Green, “If it makes you feel better, me and Dew didn’t actually do anything.” they say.
Groaning slightly, Mountain rolls onto his back, dragging his new mate, who yelps, onto his chest, “I am aware. Those sounds were worse than when Swiss tried to make a sex tape.” he says, cringing at the memory, (Y/N) giggles, “Damn and here I was thinking I could make a career out of being a pornstar.” they tease, Mountain rolls his eyes, giving them a soft kiss as his eyes begin to droop, “We..should maybe clean up before we fall asleep.” he mumbles, already half-asleep. (Y/N) sighs, cuddling into their mate, “I agree… 5-minute nap first?” they suggest, but the larger ghoul is already asleep. Chuckling, they follow him into unconsciousness.
“Fuck those two are loud!” Dew screams, “At least we helped get them together!” Swiss argues.
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genres: strangers to lovers to ex’s, a bit sad, somewhat happy ending
A/N: To start, I know that Nolan’s not as popular anymore and his future in the NHL is looking a bit bleak but despite that, this story exists. This story is based off of the songs, the Hayley Williams cover of Nineteen by Tegan and Sara, (which is where the title comes from), You All Over Me by Taylor Swift feat Maren Morris and Last Kiss by Taylor Swift (I highly recommend listening to those songs before reading. I’m taking vibes, elements and references from them and putting them in the story and listening will also help with understanding the plot). I’ve wanted to write a fic based off of those songs for a while and my vision for the story works best with Nolan. It’s set in a timeline format by the hockey season. It’s written with a female reader in mind because I’m a female of color but the reader doesn’t specifically have to be a POC or a woman and there’s no dialogue. As always, I’m open to any and all feedback, comments or questions; just put them in my inbox or dm me. Thank you so much in advance for reading, I appreciate it😌
(P.S. I have other stories (linked here) that I have written for other players as well if you want to check it out)
“You were mine, always but now you’re gone. Look what we’ve become, just another sad song of a love gone wrong.” -Pictures by Judah and the Lion feat. Kacey Musgraves
2017-18
Nolan could feel you in his limbs before he ever met you and he could feel you in his life before he ever thought to. How can you feel someone that you don’t even know yet? On the day you met, Nolan felt an unexplained tingle in his body. He was dreading having to go to the DMV but he misplaced his license so on a rare weekday off, he went to get a replacement license. Nolan really needed his license; he legally couldn’t drive without it. He could only imagine the chaos that would ensue if the recently 2nd overall NHL draft pick was pulled over and caught driving without his license so he couldn’t put off getting it done. To top it off, Nolan felt this weird tingling sensation in his body so he mentally made a note to talk about it with the team doctor. Travis (TK) kindly dropped Nolan off at the DMV and continued with his other plans for the off day. For you, you had some time after your classes to pop into the DMV to renew your license, which was going to expire soon because your birthday was coming up.
That tingling feeling that Nolan was experiencing went away when you first interacted with each other in that crowded waiting room back in 2018, in the middle of his first season with the Flyers. The softness in your voice asking if the seat next to him was taken directly contrasted with the deepness of Nolan’s voice. It was going to be a long wait so to pass the time, you and Nolan started talking to each other. Nolan usually was against unnecessary small talk and preferred to keep to himself but chatting with you felt different. Throughout these conversations, you learned little details about each other; details that would be held onto throughout the course of your relationship. You learned that Nolan was actually a funny guy behind his intimidating demeanor and he learned that you deeply valued family. The connection that you had made in the hours of waiting felt special to Nolan. You didn’t even know each other for that long and that well but it was almost like you could feel each other in your hearts as you talked. Since Nolan had arrived before you did, his number was called sooner so he left first. Before leaving, he quickly wrote his number down on the back of the waiting room ticket.
Later that same day, you sent Nolan a text to check in on him and that started a long text chain between the two of you. In the beginning of your friendship, Nolan definitely had his walls up but as you got to know more about each other, the walls came down. Nolan enjoyed talking to you because you made him feel like a regular person, not some superstar; the pressure of being a high NHL draft pick disappeared in the chats that you shared. Over time, he became more comfortable and trusting with you, even inviting you to his games and team events and telling his teammates about you. You began falling for each other and your relationship grew from texting buddies to friends to lovers. Your relationship with Nolan was quiet but it worked well that way. There was a slow introduction to the most important people in your lives; you’ll never forget how your father complimented Nolan’s handshake and how that handshake indicated to him that Nolan was a strong man and your mother admired how Nolan treated you so well. Nolan didn’t want outsiders to judge and ridicule his relationship with you so there were no direct social media posts of your presence in each other’s lives –only small snippets of his face or hands in your Instagram story posts, listening to songs that you liked or that reminded him of you on his story posts and location tags of being at the same place– but the right people knew you were together. There were also fun things, like surprise flowers and other gifts at your door, inside jokes, and secret road trips down to the beaches on the Jersey Shore. You were down so bad for Nolan and he could make you melt like ice cream on a hot June day with just one look. Nolan was down badly too; he tried to be all cool and push it aside but as soon as you walked into the room or opened his car door, the heat in his cheeks would rise and it was game over. The first year of your relationship together was so amazing until things changed.
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2018-19
Due to your summer internship commitments, you only got to spend 2 weeks in Winnipeg with Nolan before school started back up at the end of August. Nolan was anxious about you coming to his safe space of his hometown; it rained the day you arrived and the smell of rain brought comfort to him. As both a test and a joke, you ran towards your boyfriend in the airport to see how he would respond. Nolan saw you running at him and his first reaction was to open his arms to catch you; having you in his arms meant everything to him.
Nolan isn’t a man of many words but being with you made him want to sing. On your first night in Winnipeg, Nolan took you to a bonfire party to meet some of his friends. At the party, you mixed and mingled with the people who Nolan trusted the most. Nolan even pulled you in for a dance, which surprised you because he knew that you weren’t much of a dancer and also that he would bust out a move in front of so many people. After the party flamed out, you and Nolan drove back to his house and by the time you arrived, it was almost 2 am. Before going inside, Nolan had looked at you with those blue eyes of his that you adored and you could sense that he was nervous; something was up. Nolan took a deep breath and told you that he loved you for the first time in that same deep voice that captivated you when you first met and you repeated it back to him. You always knew in your heart that you loved Nolan but hearing him say it meant so much more.
Summer Nolan was much more laid back and chill than Hockey Season Nolan. During your time in his hometown, Nolan showed you around the place that shaped him into who he was and let you meet the people who impacted him along the way; he even drove you all the way out to Brandon to see his old stomping grounds before he was drafted. It wouldn’t be summer unless he also took you fishing, hunting, and out for a day on the golf course as well. You got along well with Nolan’s family and meshed great with them. By the time you left to return to Philly, Nolan was already looking forward to bringing you back home to Winnipeg for many summers to come.
After you had left, Nolan was doing some summer training and unexpectedly started experiencing some migraines; he had experienced injuries and concussions before but this wasn’t like that. Due to Nolan’s career choice as a hockey player, he had access to the best doctors and specialists in the country so that helped relieve some of the stress that came with having a chronic illness. His migraines came with good and bad days and one of those bad days came as a test when you were together.
The first time you had ever spent the night at Nolan’s place in Philadelphia, he had a random migraine. Thankfully, it wasn’t so bad that he would miss time from playing; Nolan was still trying to navigate his newfound diagnosis but he handled it the best way that he could. At the time, he was living with Kevin (you were taking things slow and hadn’t talked about moving in together yet) so you weren’t originally planning on staying overnight but Nolan really needed you there. You weren’t trained like a doctor or nurse to take care of him but you did everything in your power to make him feel as comfortable as possible and to help to alleviate his pain. The only thing that helped Nolan was laying down in the dark with no light and you cautiously lay beside him in the darkness of his bedroom. Whenever you were sick as a child, one of your parents would come into your room to make sure you were breathing okay on your own and you did the same for Nolan. You watched him as he slept and could feel him breathe. That evening was a bit rough but Nolan was so grateful that you sacrificed your time to be with him during an unexpected, difficult situation. Like anything else in life, there would always be ups and downs but you would always be there to take care of him, no matter what.
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2019-20 and 2020-21
Nolan continued to miss time away from the team and he did his best to try to get healthy enough to return to play but it took more time than expected. Patience would end up becoming an important, key virtue throughout your relationship. During this time, you graduated early from the University of Pennsylvania with a Bachelor’s in Public Health and Nolan was super proud of you, beaming with joy from watching his lover achieve such a great accomplishment. You decided to take a year off from school before going back to get your Master’s degree in Epidemiology but then in early 2020, a pandemic hit; suddenly, you were hunkering down in Canada with Nolan and his family, your hope-to-someday-be in-laws. The world that you all knew was changing dramatically. The NHL season paused for a bit and started back up in a bubble-style tournament but due to his extended absence and health concerns, the Flyers and Nolan’s doctors felt like it was best for him to continue his recovery instead of having him come down to play in Toronto and Edmonton. You could sense the hurt from Nolan having to watch his team play in the playoffs without him and you felt that same pain, both sharing the hope for things to get better.
After the Flyers season concluded in late 2020, Nolan’s health had stabilized by then and he felt confident about returning to play so the Flyers gave him a contract for the shortened 2020-21 season. That condensed season was a bit brutal on Nolan since he hadn’t played professionally in over a year and the team wasn’t in the best condition at the time but he tried his best to persevere through it. He had a minor setback when Phillippe Myers accidentally hit him with a puck mid-game but thankfully, Nolan only missed 2 games and finished out the season without another injury. You saw a light in Nolan’s eyes when he played; a light that both shined and dimmed as time would go on.
The Flyers missed the 2021 playoffs and Nolan was so appreciative for the time off to recover but he also felt fearful for what was to come for the future. Nolan wanted to escape the criticism and pressure from being in Philly so during the 2021 off-season, he talked to you about his plans for leaving. He thought your input was super important and you were supportive of whatever he chose to do and were open to moving wherever he ended up.
The trade to Vegas was a bit surprising because there was no solid guarantee of where he was going to play but you were both grateful for the chance that the team took on Nolan and to open to this new chapter. It wasn’t easy leaving everything you knew behind in Philly but there was something exciting waiting for the both of you in the desert. You originally wanted to finish grad school in Philly but took a pause on your studies to move with Nolan to Vegas; this was also going to be the first time you had lived together. Living in Vegas had its expected highs and lows but you both made the best of the new city. You still kept in contact with some of the Flyers WAGs and made new friends with Golden Knights ladies, discovered new things to love about each other and the new place you lived. Yes, there still were some setbacks with Nolan’s health and his play needed some adjusting but it was okay because he was glad to be back on the ice and starting over somewhere new. Things were looking fine for both of you until February 16, 2022.
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2021-22
You had a rare weekday off so you trekked down to T-Mobile Arena to go watch Nolan play. That game happened to be against the Colorado Avalanche; conference rivalry games always had some sort of chaos and drama but this time, that drama and chaos hit too close to home. As you sat in the stands, chatting away with the other WAGs, something devastating happened. Early in the first period, Nolan got hit. The hit was brutal to watch and you angrily cursed Nathan MacKinnon’s name for what he did to your man. You had always known that hockey was aggressive and physical but this hit ignited both a rage and sadness within you. During the game, you left to meet with the team doctor to discuss Nolan’s prognosis; it was a head injury so you knew what was coming ahead and you had to drive him home. You always liked when Nolan let you drive his car but this time it was different. The car ride back home was very quiet, the only noise was the sound of the other cars around you and the clicks of the turn signal. Every time you saw Nolan hurting, it made your heart break a little. You loved him so much that seeing him in pain made you feel pain and you wished that you could just erase the pain that Nolan dealt with and make him 100% better.
Nolan eventually did return to play before getting hurt again and playing his last game on March 24. After his final game, there was a shift in Nolan and the light in his eyes disappeared. His migraines continued to be on and off but the time away allowed them to stabilize for a bit. During his hiatus from hockey, Nolan became more distant and less affectionate with you. You tried to let his actions not bother you but it silently hurt you. You knew Nolan was upset with the way how his hockey season ended and you tried to comfort him and distract him from his pain but it wasn’t enough for him; it was terrifying to watch him fade away like that. Nolan was hurting a lot, not only physically but emotionally. He couldn’t quite fully escape the injuries and the lingering pressure of returning to hockey was always there. Everything in his life was centered around hockey; his identity, his goals, and the conversations people had about and with him. It was almost like he resented the sport that he was the most grateful for; hockey was the only thing people seemed to know him for and that was gone. The loss of Nolan’s hockey career would be a very challenging loss that he would grieve over but you were right there by his side to support him during this difficult time.
Throughout his recovery time, Nolan began to get rid of anything and everything that reminded him of the life that he once had but didn’t have anymore. First, it was removing the social media posts. Then, it was unfollowing his old teammates and so-called friends who never checked in on him. Finally, it was hurting you. At the end of the 2022 season, Nolan requested that you have a deep serious talk together. In the back of your mind, you knew that something big was coming; Nolan was already distant with you so maybe he needed some more time and space from you. He dropped the already expected and painful news but it didn’t make it hurt any less. Nolan expressed that you deserved better than him and being around you, unfortunately, reminded him both of his past and of a future life that he couldn’t give to you. You didn’t care about those things and it didn’t matter what he could or couldn’t do because all you wanted was him but Nolan already made up his mind to end the relationship.
You couldn’t believe that he would just give up on what you had but he did. Nolan told you he loved you so frequently but now, the feelings of love were going away. You already knew Nolan was devastated with the way his hockey career and life derailed but you never would have imagined him hurting you because of that. You were already there with him through some of the toughest moments for him and were willing to continue to stay through them; if you didn’t love Nolan as much as you did, you would have left sooner. Naturally, you tried to reason with him but everything was pointing towards the end of your relationship. It frustrated you that Nolan wanted to break up for good instead of just taking time apart from each other; you were willing to give him the time and space he desired and the hope of you possibly come back together lingered around throughout the air. You had Nolan but he ended up burning you; you thought your relationship was so solid and strong, that these setbacks and other things wouldn’t break it down but it shattered everything you built together.
Nolan blamed being young in love and wanting to meet new people as a reason for wanting to separate. Deep down, he wanted to be with someone who didn’t know or had any connection to his hockey days so that he could leave that part of himself behind; Nolan just wanted a blank slate to start over from it all but that came at the expense of the beautiful relationship you spent years in. Breaking up with you was like watching a part of himself die; you and Nolan were always separate individuals but your relationship interconnected you together in such a profound way. Nolan’s honest confession to end the relationship hurt so deeply; you could feel the pain in your chest and Nolan could feel the pain of what he did rattling in his bones. It was almost like that tingling feeling Nolan felt the day when you first met returned back.
This breakup was 100% one of those “it’s not you, it’s me” moments. Nolan felt bad about breaking your heart but he felt like the only way for him to get peace from his past wasn’t to carry things from it into his future. He wanted out because of himself, not because you were a bad person or something you did; Nolan truly did have a catch on his hands being with you but he couldn’t hold on much longer so he let you go. You held out and held on to your relationship with Nolan for so long; you sacrificed so much to be and stay with him but Nolan just didn’t want to continue. At the time, it was hard to understand why he didn’t fight for your relationship harder but maybe it was a sign that Nolan wasn’t the one for you and you were never really meant to be.
At least once every day since the first time it was shared, you would tell each other “I love you.” Now, all you could say to each other was goodbye. You could see in Nolan’s eyes that he was trying his hardest to not cry but he did anyway. For one last time, Nolan held you in his arms in a tender embrace as the both of you lost tears. Normally, a couple that just broke up wouldn’t do this but Nolan tilted your head up towards him and sealed the end of your storied relationship with a final tear-soaked kiss.
Over the course of the next few days, you packed up your respective things and began the separation, silently removing things from your shared space. Throughout your packing, you both found little mementos from your relationship; things like the paper ticket Nolan wrote his number on when he first met you, the gold N necklace Nolan gave you on your first anniversary, the birthday card you gave Nolan when he turned 23 last year, a bottle of your perfume that was Nolan’s favorite. You had also found some of Nolan’s clothes that he had given you over the years you were together. The world that you had known together had turned around and it was a lot to process; you really were beginning to enjoy your new home but now, you both had to return back to your old one. Thankfully, one of your local friends let you stay at her place in the meantime until everything was in place for you to return back to Philadelphia and Nolan stayed at the apartment. You were all his and Nolan was all yours but that was all gone. Leaving you behind wasn’t easy but he did it anyway. It was wild how you moved to Vegas at the start of the 2021-22 season and by the time the season ended in April 2022, the relationship was over.
The 2022 off-season was supposed to be different this time. At the start of the year, you and Nolan had made plans to explore Europe for an off-season couple’s trip but before the start of the summer, that trip never happened. Flights and hotels were refunded; the diamond ring Nolan had planned on proposing to you with on the trip was returned to the jewelry store. Nolan went back to his happy place at home with his family but returning to Winnipeg without you this time did hurt him a bit. As expected with returning back, Nolan had to deal with the whispers and rumors that came from people who had no idea what he was going through.
The only bright side of the otherwise sad off-season was that Nolan’s quality of life improved a lot as his migraines continued to get better with the time off; he eventually found a good regime to help him cope and he was able to do some of the things he loved, like golfing and listening to loud music. While he was home, Nolan cooked up a good plan to fly back to Philadelphia to convince you to take him back but that was all in his head; he hadn’t been to Philly since you both moved to Vegas for the trade and he never did return to play a game there. Nolan couldn’t bring himself to go back to the city that was home at one point but isn’t anymore so he let the plan go and let time pass by.
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2022-23
The 2022 off-season turned into Nolan not returning to the NHL at all. The Vegas Golden Knights ended up winning the Stanley Cup in 2023 without him; it hurt the both of you to see Nolan’s old team succeed at achieving one of his goals. Despite the progress made in Nolan’s recovery, playing hockey full-time unfortunately never really made its way back into the picture for him.
Nolan still quietly kept tabs on you, watching you from the sidelines. You finished up your Master’s degree program and he was proud of you again, just like he was when you graduated with your Bachelor’s degree. It had been over a year since you last talked to Nolan. You tried to keep tabs on Nolan but he wasn’t really close with anyone from his old teams anymore and you only saw brief glimpses of him through his Winnipeg friends. You romantically moved on with someone new, someone who fulfilled the “if he wanted to, he would” that Nolan chose not to meet. Nolan moved on too, he met a girl in an online support group for athletes whose careers were derailed by injuries. His new girlfriend met the requirement of no hockey connections and she was great; he deeply loved and cared for her, just like he did for you.
Despite the amount of freedom you had from each other since the break up, you weren’t fully clean and still had pieces of each other left lingering all over you. You would never look at a vehicle with muddy tires the same way –they reminded you of when you and Nolan went to Hawaii for All-Star Break, rented a Jeep, and explored the island–, you would never look at anything related to ham and cheese without thinking of Nolan’s pre-game meal and how you missed going to watch him play, the migraine medication commercials made you think about the treatments that didn’t work and wondered what was helping him now. Nolan was notoriously known for his privacy and for being a lurker so you had no idea if he had truly missed you.
Sometimes, Nolan did miss you but he wasn’t going to let you know that. When the Italian restaurant that you had gone to on your first date closed down, Nolan wanted to talk to you to reminisce on those good times but he didn’t reach out, he couldn’t see orange juice without thinking about how he always kept a bottle in the fridge for you, plaid always reminded him of the flannels you wore in the fall, hearing certain songs on the radio made him wonder if you would like this song. One day, while figuring out what to listen to, Nolan came across the playlist. During your relationship, Nolan made a secret playlist called “y/n-core” and it contained all of the songs you liked and songs that reminded him of you. He listened to it whenever he missed you; when you found out about it, you made a similar playlist for him. Music was something important to both of you so deleting the playlist was hard so you both kept it; Nolan would secretly listen to it whenever he missed you and look back at old photos from when you were together and when you missed him, you would put on one of his old shirts and play it as a coping mechanism.
Looking back at the relationship, some questions began to arise. Were there any warning signs that you missed beforehand that could have indicated that the relationship was doomed? Could you blame Nolan for wanting a change? Could you blame Nolan for not changing his mind and not wanting to reconcile what you had? Could Nolan blame you for moving on when he didn’t want to stay together? Neither of you would have ever thought your relationship would have ended the way it did. It started off like a beautiful love song but it crumbled like a piece of paper when it ended. Neither of you would say that you wasted your time being together because you lived and learned throughout your relationship; you both carried those things into your new relationships. Even though you’re not sure if you’ll ever see or hear from him again, you had hoped that Nolan was doing okay and he had the same hope for you. Over time, you forgave Nolan for what he did and Nolan forgave himself for his actions. You understood why Nolan broke your heart the way that he did; he did it because he loved you so much that he willingly walked away from you so that someone better could come into the picture. Nolan’s capacity for love was enough for you but he saw it differently so you had to fully accept his decision.
Even though you’ve both moved on to new partners, your name and Nolan’s name still lingered on each other’s lips whenever either of you kissed your new lover. Sometimes, you missed the moments when Nolan would randomly interrupt you with a kiss (your new partner wouldn’t attempt such a thing) and Nolan actually missed doing it to you and couldn’t bring himself to continue that with his new girlfriend. Every now and then, the feelings of missing each other would occasionally sink in and you both would miss and think about the other. You both hated missing each other because you both had new lovers, but that didn’t prevent those feelings coming up. Sometimes, you both wished that the other would call but those calls would never come and you had to let each other go. If you somehow did end up back together, it would cause more pain than love; how do you fully trust someone who hurt you so much? You both still carried a little of the love you shared together but things would never go back to being the same. After being out of touch for so long, there was no point in trying to revitalize the relationship you had together or to even try attempting to be friends because you were both on different roads and chapters in life. The last drop of rain from the storm of your relationship dried off the pavement and there were no physical stains left behind.
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20xx-xx (Epilogue)
Many years later, when you were chilling with your new partner at your apartment, they accidentally spilled water on their shirt so you gave them one of Nolan’s old practice shirts to wear. Seeing your new lover wear something from your old lover made you short-circuit for a minute. How can someone that you love now look so good in something that belonged to someone you loved before? Your new lover also asked you to marry them underneath a pillow fort while wearing Nolan’s old shirt with your dream ring and the date this occurred was the 19th. On a warm sandy beach somewhere, Nolan proposed to his new girlfriend on the exact same day with the same ring you wanted (his now fiancee’s dream ring). Throughout your relationship with Nolan, the number 19 started appearing more in your life and started holding more importance to you because of him. It was Nolan’s jersey number in Philadelphia (changed to 41 in Vegas), his birthday was on the 19th of September, it was part of the address of the first place you lived together, and it was the age that you fell in love with each other. The number nineteen meant something significant to the both of you and neither of you would ever forget it.
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The Legend of 3racha
Fantasy au! 3racha x reader
Genre(s): Fantasy au! (y’all are wanders who do various quests :)), Fluff, comfort, comedy (maybe???), adventurer/wander/bounty-hunter 3racha!
Warning(s): monsters, fighting (slight blood/injury), swearing, alcohol consumption, but that’s pretty much it though
W.C: 13.7k
Summary: You and your trio of misfits are known for taking a variety of quests and odd-jobs that require your skill set. What happens when you are requested for specifically to take down a monster near the dark woods?
A/N: I had this vision of 3racha as a party (in the dnd sense of the word) and I haven’t got it out of my brain since! This has taken quite a long time to come to fruition, but it's here now! Enjoy, and as usual, ignore any typos, my brain is dumb :)
2nd A/N: Okay so I had the idea to set this in the same universe as my Felix fantasy au (which you can find here) halfway through writing this. Its NOT necessary to read to understand this fic, but there will be references if you want to check it out! Now back to 3racha being a party :3
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They own my heart I’m soft...
You entered the tavern, kicking the mud off your riding boots and lowering the hood of your cape. It was gloomy outside today, cloudy and muggy with a drizzling of rain, but it was nothing you four couldn’t handle.
Four meaning the members of your little party, 3racha (Just go with it pls)
It was lead by Bang Chan, a strong, mysterious fellow who looked about as deadly as they come. He grew up alone in the northern mountains, learning everything there is to know about tracking and hunting. He could track anything, animal or beast. Despite his reclusive upbringing and outward appearance, Chan is a calm, and gentle soul; He manages everything (democratically of course), such as group funds, what jobs you’d be taking, where you’d move next, what the plan of attack was, etc. The three of you placed a lot of trust in Chan, which he received by never leading your group astray.
Then there was Seo Changbin, the proudest meathead around. Despite his shorter stature, he was easily the strongest on your team. He used to be a royal guard for the kingdom of Levanter when he fell in love with the royal apothecary. This was forbidden by the king, so Changbin was striped of his position and exiled from the kingdom. He has been on the road ever since, not having a definite place to call home. He is kind-hearted and loyal above all else, and wont hesitate to protect the rest of the group no matter what it takes. He also has a bit of a temper, but that makes it all the more fun for your team to tease him.
Han Jisung was the third, a foreign prince with a connection to medicinal magic. Jisung was lined up to be duke of the southwestern plains; he even was presented with a suitor, the princess to the southeastern sea kingdom Reve. However, not liking his destiny, he ran away, only to find his place with the group. He has an exceptional way of using charms and spells to heal. But don’t let the idea of a healer fool you; He is incredibly cheeky and playful, almost like a child. While his hyper personality has gotten you into trouble before, it also lifts the spirits of the rest of the group, which is always Jisung’s goal.
And that left you, (Y/N) (L/N). You used to be an apprentice to a great warlock; he taught you a fair bit of magic before you realized his only concern was himself. Eventually, when money ran short, he tried to sell you off to a brothel, but you managed to escape and find your place among the already established and well-known group of three. You were a powerful warlock now too, using every challenge to grow and cultivate your powers and reading up on spells when you could. You tried your best to help the boys as much as possible, as they became like a family to you and you cared for them very much.
“Thank god we are finally here.” Jisung shivered, blowing into his hands after entering the tavern, “It’s freezing.” The four of you looked around at the hustle and bustle of the tavern; joyous music, lots of chatter and laughter and the smell of warm food wafting into your nose.
“Go sit down over there, I’ll talk to the bar-hand.” Chan hummed, pointing to a table in the corner. You nodded, following where Chan had pointed and sat at the table.
“I wonder what she wants?” Changbin huffed out, digging the tip of his claymore into the wooden flooring. You had been summoned by letter by the duchess of central valley, told to go to the tavern on the northern border of the city of Miroh to receive further instruction. And who were you to ignore a request from a duchess? 
She was directly under the command of King and Queen Yang, the rulers of every city on the western half of the map. The central valley was a large dominion gifted to her by the king and queen; a summoning from her was not to be taken lightly...
“Not sure, but doubt it’s good.” Jisung speculated, folding his arms on the table and leaning his chin onto them, “I mean, why be so vague if it’s good?”
“Maybe it’s secret and she couldn’t write it over letter.” You suggested, trying to bring the energy of the boys up. Jisung mumbled anxiously and Changbin just scoffed, leaning back in his chair. You looked out the window and bit your lip nervously; it wasn’t like you were criminals, but (at least your’s and Jisung’s case) you were runaways... Maybe that had finally caught up to you? It stressed you out thinking of it, so you shook the thought from your head, laying your staff across your lap.
Soon Chan approached you and sat down in the chair beside you, folding his arms over his broad chest and leaning back on the back of the chair. His face was unreadable, mouth pulled into a line and eyes glancing around the tavern.
“So?” You asked, blinking nervously at Chan.
“We are to wait a bit longer, as the duchess hasn’t arrived yet.” Chan said flatly, earning a groan from the other two boys. A woman approached the table to take your orders; you knew her as the wife of the tavern owner Felix.
“We’ll have a round of ale for the table.” Chan said politely and nodded his head as she left. You and the other two boy perked up to this.
“I thought you said we couldn’t afford any extra expenses until our next job?” Jisung asked, tilting his head like a puppy who just heard its name.
“We can’t, but you guys look glum and could use a little something to cheer you up.” Chan explained with a soft smile. Changbin cracks a grin for what seems like the first time since arriving, and Jisung sits up, cheering at the idea of consuming something besides stale bread and water (which was all you could carry at the moment). You nudged Chan’s arm to get his attention and when you had it, you mouthed a silent ‘thank you’, which sweetened his smile to the point where his eyes turned into little crescents.
He ruffled your hair, before he said “So, what do you think the duchess wants?”
“Not sure.” Changbin sighs. Your drinks arrive and you swear nothing felt better than the warmth of alcohol dribbling down your throat. Wiping his mouth with the back of his hand, Changbin continues, “Worse case scenario, she’s going to try and arrest us, but we’ll just have to fight our way out then.”
“Oh yeah? what if she brings thirty guards with her?” Chan quipped, amusement painted on his features.
“I’ll take them all on,” Changbin boasted, cracking his knuckles, “I would never let some silly duchess take you guys away.” Your heart melted at the notion, but it was soon interrupted by someone behind you clearing their throat.
“Silly, am I?” The duchess said, eyebrow raised. The four of you turned to see her standing there, accompanied by two guards who you thought could probably pick you up and throw you. Changbin’s face went red from embarrassment and Jisung stifled a laugh, coughing to cover it as Changbin kicked him under the table.
“Apologies, Good Lady of the Central Valley.” You quickly apologized, veering at Changbin, “My associate here seems to have had too much ale, as he’s become a bit foolish.” The duchess hummed, unimpressed.
“Excuse me, My Lady.” Chan said, bowing his head, “Why have you summoned us here?”
“We must talk in private,” She responded, before turning and calling over her shoulder, “Come this way.” You looked at Jisung (who looked just a unsure as you) and then Changbin, who mumbled out a ‘sorry’ from the previous incident. You rolled you eyes and looked to Chan, who simple shrugged and stood. You followed the duchess to the back room behind the bar. It was a small room, lined with barrels and crates of spare utensils and glasses.
“Close the door.” She instructed, to which you followed with a polite bow of your head. The four of you stood, staring at her intently before she cleared her throat again and straightened out her posture.
“I’ve never been fond of your folk.” She spat, grimacing like you were a plague, “Wanders do nothing beside bring mess to the places they visit.” Changbin opened his mouth to argue, but you grabbed his shoulder to stop him. You turned you attention back to the duchess, but placed your hand in his, squeezing it to hopefully calm the boy.
“They are brash and rude,” She said with a glare to Changbin. It made your blood boil, but you relaxed for the sake of a smooth interaction. She then glanced at the rest of your party, her face still sour, “Living in lawless lands before coming to my domain and thriving off the wealth of my people.”
“My Lady, I’m sure you have not summoned us here just to speak ill of our lifestyle.” Chan said, voice tight. You noticed the vein in his neck protruding and you realized he was just as angry as Changbin.
“You are correct.” She confirmed before sighing, pinching the bridge of her nose, “You see, my distaste aside, I have a job for you.” You blinked a couple times, not expecting her to offer you and the boys a quest.
“There have been reports of a large beast in the Dark Woods to the east that has been attacking my people. We have already lost a few commoners to this creature, and it keeps venturing more west. It is estimated that within a week, it would get as far as this city here.” The duchess explained, brushing her hair out of her face. Changbin’s hand tensed in yours, so you instinctively rubbed circles into it with your thumb.
“You want us to kill it, right?” Jisung interjected, to which the duchess nodded.
“Why not send your guards out to deal with it?” Chan asked, his tone slightly annoyed, which made you smirk. It was nice to see Chan subtly disrespecting the duchess.
“We already have.” She said, making your blood run cold, “They have never returned.”
“So you’re gonna send us cause we are disposable right?” Changbin grumbled, causing the duchess to roll her eyes at Changbin’s blatant disrespect.
“Because you’re useful.” She snapped back, “As much as I dislike your lifestyle, I am whiling to admit that you are more knowledgeable in the subject of monsters than my guards. As well as knowing the wild better too. “
“I would not ask you if I was not desperate, but alas, I care for my people.” The duchess finalized, sincerity in her tone, “Will you help by taking down the beast in the Dark Woods?”
The three of you look to Chan, who was deep in thought, staring at the floor. He tapped his foot lightly before looking back up at the duchess.
“We do not work for free, My Lady.” Chan said simply, crossing his arms over his chest, “What do you offer us in return?”
“I will pay you handsomely of course,” She answered, unwavering, “200 gold pieces for each of you to slay the beast and bring me it’s head.” Your eyes widened. That was quite a good price, as you’ve done much harder tasks for less, but Chan hummed nonchalantly.
“You’ll pay us half before we leave and half when we return.” Chan negotiated, tilting his head up to feel out the duchess’s desperation.
“I’ll pay a quarter now, and the rest when you bring me that monster’s head.” She said firmly, eyes sharp and scowl deep.
“A quarter now, the rest later, but you’ll fund our stay for the night at the inn upstairs.” Chan bartered, flashing her a grin, “We did travel all the way here, did we not, My Lady?” The duchess rolled her eyes but agreed nonetheless.
“You will leave first thing in the morning, and I expect your return before the sun sets two weeks from now.” She explained, She exited the tavern, the two, large guards at her side once again. The evening was still chilly and cloudy, so you were glad you could sleep inside tonight; the duchess frowned at Changbin, who still had his hand in yours, “I also expect you to address me with respect the next time I see you.”
 Changbin bit back his anger, wanting nothing more than to rip her head off, but simple settled for narrowing his eyes at her and grumbling. In all honesty, you wouldn’t mind ripping her head off either; but you refrained, keeping a blank expression.
“Of course, My Lady.” Chan said politely, waving her off as she got into her carriage. It sped off down the muddy street, and once it disappeared from sight, Changbin finally let out a growl, kicking at the dirt.
“How dare she treat us like trash and then expect us to help her.” Changbin shouted, finally letting himself go after behaving in front of the duchess, “Did you see the way she looked at me like I was nothing but the pavement beneath her foot?! I just- AGH!”
“Its okay Binnie,” Jisung tried to sooth the elder boy, but letting his own aggression out, “I think she pissed all of us off with that sweet opening number about how we are scum.” Chan just let out a scoff and shook his head, before taking a deep breath.
“Lets just go to the inn and rest for tomorrow.” He suggested, patting Changbin on the back reassuringly, “at least she provided us somewhere to rest.” You still held onto Changbin’s hand, it felt almost natural at this point, but it was warm and tense; so you simply gave it one more squeeze and it seemed to relax him a bit.
You were given a room upstairs that was pretty nice. There was a fireplace along the wall and an exotic rug in front of it. Above the fireplace hung a world map. There was a chair in the corner and a matching stool, but the main thing about the room was the two double beds that looked to have wool and quilted blankets on it, making them look more comfortable than anything you’ve seen in a long time. Each was accompanied by a nightstand that held extra candles and holders for more light.
“I wanna sleep with (Y/N)!” Jisung shouted out quickly, flopping down on the closest bed with a wide smile.
“No! I want to!” Changbin argued, jumping onto the closest bed too and trying to push him off. The two of them bickered and fought back and forth for a moment, causing you to giggle at their antics.
“I’m going to go and bring up something to eat from the tavern,” Chan called out over the ruckus, before nodding towards the other boys with a smirk, “Watch them and make sure they don’t break anything, okay?” You chucked and nodded closing the door as Chan left, approaching the other bed and sitting on it. You began to take off your boots when you feel the bed dip on either side of you.
“(Y/N), please tell Changbin you’re sleeping with me tonight!” Jisung huffed, only for Changbin to shove his shoulder. Jisung frowned, but held onto your arm, “I wanna cuddle.”
“No way! (Y/N), tell Jisung you’re gonna sleep with me!” Changbin pouts, holding onto your other arm. You laugh at the two of them, shaking your head.
“Both of you, figure it out yourselves.” You sighed endearingly, “Either of you would make a nice furnace for me to sleep warm, so I don’t care.”
“I suggest we arm wrestle.” Changbin says matter-of-factly, much to Jisung’s disapproval.
“No, that’s not fair! You’d obviously win! We need to pick something fair...” Jisung pouted, holding onto your hand, “(Y/N), pick a number between 1 and 10!” 
Just then, there was a knock on the door, before it opened to reveal Chan standing with a tray; it had four plates of meat, potatoes and veggies on it which he brought for the four of you to eat. But the boys barely even spared him a glance.
“Yeah that’s fair, pick a number between 1 and 10.” Changbin agreed, “we’ll guess and whoever is closest gets share a bed with you.”
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“Seven is the worst number. Nobody ever picks seven...” Jisung huffs, cheeks puffy with sleep and he pushed the blanket down to crawl under it.
“I know! It’s not fair...” Changbin groaned, sitting beside Jisung taking off his jacket to sleep, “Besides, Chan didn’t even care about where he slept! He shouldn’t have been allowed to guess.”
Chan simply snickered at the boys, who had been pouting and whining for almost thirty minutes about Chan winning the silly game.
“Fair is fair, he guessed the number I was thinking of.” You explained for the hundredth time, to which the other two boys let out a groan in agreement.
“Seven is stupid.” Jisung mumbled again, eyes closed and sleepiness evident in his voice, which made you smile. Changbin laid beside him, to which Jisung immediately turned and wrapped his arms around the older male. 
“Goodnight boys.” You called, to which Changbin and Jisung grunted, snuggling up together to get some warmth. It wasn’t long before you could hear the heavy breathing of them sleeping comfortably. You opened the blankets to crawl under the covers when you hear Chan putting his boots on.
“Where are you going?” You asked, staring at him from across the room. He was only illuminated by the fireplace; if you didn’t know any better, you’d find the man standing there almost scary.
“Going down to see if I can get some local information on the beast we are fighting.” He said simply, smiling softly at you, “I won’t be long, so get some rest.”
“Do you want me to come?” You asked starting to get out of bed only for Chan to stop you.
“No, it’s alright. I’ll be back, okay?” He said gently, and with that he left, closing the door behind him. You laid back down, closing your eyes and listening to the crackling of the fireplace and small snores from Jisung. But you couldn’t help but think of Chan and if he was safe; bad thoughts of him getting in trouble and you being asleep wandered through your head.
Sighing, you got up and opened one of the windows for some fresh air. You could hear the faint chattering of the tavern downstairs, which was good; you still went and cracked the door open just a bit to hear better. If Chan got into trouble, you wanted to know about it. Next, you lit the candle that was on the nightstand and grabbed your book of spells from your knapsack and brought it back to bed where you read it.
If you were to be awake, it was best to be productive, right?
You flipped through the pages, only yawning and rubbing your eyes occasionally. Most of the spells in the book you had mastered, as you’ve read this volume maybe a dozen times now. It was hard to practice a lot of them though, as they required a lot of open space and a subject to use them on.
A few hours go by until the door opens quietly and your eyes snap up to see Chan standing in the doorway. The fireplace was all but embers at this hour, so you could barely make out his figure as he closed the door gently behind him as not to make noise.
“Hey Chan.” You mumbled, yawning. You felt at ease now that he was back and safe.
“Hey, why are you still awake?” he asked with a voice barely above a whisper, taking his boots and cloak off and coming over to the bed. By the light of your candle, you could see him much better now, eyes tired and a smile that showed off his dimples present on his face.
“Couldn’t sleep with you out by yourself, so I’m reading.” You said simply. Chan sat beside you and you scooted closer to him, placing your head on his shoulder.
“What are you reading?” He asked, although he already knew the answer. He leaned his head onto yours, squishing his cheek against it; he would often do this when you sat next to each other. Just his way to show affection you supposed.
“My spell book.” You hummed, glancing down at the pages. Chan wrapped and arm around your shoulder and pulled you even closer him, his big frame bringing comfort to you as you relaxed into him.
“You should rest now, you look sleepy.” He said, pulling the book from your lap only for you to grab onto it tightly.
“Let me finish this section first.” You said, to which Chan let go of the book, allowing you to pull it back into your lap, “It’s only a few pages. It wont take long.”
“I’ll stay up with you until you finish.” He said, and when you started to protest he shushed you, “It wont take long, right? So I’ll be sleeping in no time.” He chuckled deep in his chest and you smiled, enjoying being close to Chan. 
You went to reading, looking down at the ink-work on the pages. However, within minutes, Chan could hear your small snores and he smiled to himself at how cute you were. He slowly pulled the book from your grasp, reaching over to set it on the nightstand before blowing out the candle. He gently removed you from his shoulder to lay you down onto his chest, to which you naturally wrapped your arms around him. 
Chan felt his heart beat faster and his face grew warm, as he held you close to him. Secretly, he was really happy about winning your silly game, because it was comfortable and nice to have you in his arms while you rested.
“Night (Y/N).” He hummed contently, placing a kiss on your forehead and letting himself fall asleep too.
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You woke up to a gentle shake of your shoulder, with the sun peeking right over the horizon and flooding into the room you were staying in.
“Come on (Y/N).” Jisung whispered, hand still on your shoulder, “We gotta get going now.” You groaned, pulling the soft blanket above your head. It had felt like you just fell asleep but it was already time to leave?
“(Y/N), the boys are already downstairs waiting for us,” Jisung reasoned; He tried to pull you up by grasping onto your shoulders, only for him to flop down and crush you with his weight when you refused to sit up.
“Just a bit longer, please.” You whined, taking your hands out from under the covers to hold onto Jisung tightly, not allowing him to stand up. He sighed, squeezing you gently as he relished in having you in his arms this morning because he couldn’t last night.
“As much as I appreciate this hug right now, we have to leave if we are gonna get to the Dark Woods and back on time.” He chuckled, patting your back and leaning you up, taking you with him.
You grumbled and let him go, wiping the sleep from your eyes.
“Besides, Changbin already packed up all your stuff for you this morning and put it by the door, so you just gotta get your shoes on.” Jisung explained, fixing your hair endearingly and nodding towards the door.
“Awful nice of him.” You mumbled sleepily, before getting out of bed and stretching your arms. You got your boots on and put on your knapsack, before finally grabbing your staff and opening the door. Jisung cooed at you for getting up, saying things like ‘good job’ and ‘I know you’re tired’ and you smiled at his thoughtfulness.
“Finally, sleeping beauty is awake!” Changbin teased when you came down the stairs. You rolled your eyes at him, used to his antics. Chan handed you an apple, saying breakfast was on the road today.
“Lets get going.” You agreed, biting into the apple, “lead the way, Tracker Man.” Chan smiled at the nickname, but nonetheless started the trek east. It was silent for the most part, aside from Jisung humming a tune and the crunch of your apple.
It wasn’t long until you finally got to the edge of the city when you finally made some conversation.
“So, do you guys know what kind of monster we are dealing with or..?” You asked, kicking at pebbles on the dirt road as you walked. 
“Well, from what I learned last night at the tavern,” Chan began, talking over his shoulder at you, “Rumor has it the beast is something big. I heard stories of it eating whole horses.”
“We already knew that, silly.” Jisung said matter-of-factly, earning a glare from the eldest, “The duchess said it was big.”
“Yeah but I didn’t think that big!” You complained, feeling a bit nervous about the nature of your opponent, “What else Chan?”
“I heard a story that one of the farmers warded it off with a torch, so maybe it’s afraid of fire?” Chan said, but you could hear the pout in his voice, “But I can’t know for sure how effective that is without knowing what kind of monster we are dealing with.”
“I don’t care what it is, I’ll kick it’s ass all the same.” Changbin said proudly, smirking while lacing his fingers together to stretch his arms out in front of him.
“That’s because you do the same thing for everything we fight: swing your claymore around and hope you don’t take one of our heads off.” Jisung teased, earning a scowl from Changbin, but it quickly changed into a tiny grin when you giggled along with the jokes.
“I do not!” Changbin half-whined half-giggled, nudging Jisung with his elbow, “I’ll have you all know, I’m very calculated and tactical when in battle.”
“Oh yeah? You ‘calculated’ hitting the tree and one of the big heavy branches falling on my foot while we were fighting a pack of goblins in the forests on the edge of NCity?” Chan asked in a playful tone, eyebrows raised as Changbin tried to defend himself.
“How was I supposed to know the branch would fall if I hit the tree! If anything, you should have just moved before it fell.” Changbin shouted, crossing his arms and lips pulled into a pout, “Besides, Jisung healed you up well and you were fine within an hour.”
“Not to mention, last I checked, you were the one to call for Changbin’s help that day anyways.” You said with a cheeky smile, before wrapping your arm around Changbin’s shoulders, “He was just trying to help, so don’t be so picky about it.”
“You wont be saying that when its your foot getting crushed by a stray swing of Changbin’s claymore.” Chan reasoned, huffing out a sigh, but smile gracing his face nonetheless.
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After a rather uneventful week of travelling on foot, you finally reached the little village of Alsea the evening of your seventh day; it was a river-fishing village that bordered the Dark Woods. Chan thought it would be best to stay for the evening, get more information from locals about the monster, as well as be fully rested and regain the most strength for a battle.
“Alright, it’s best if we split up.” Chan suggested as you entered a crowded pub. The air smelled of mud and rainwater, as it was a hot spot for many of the local fisherman to visit after work.
“Me and Bin will go talk to some of the tougher looking fellows over there,” Chan explained, pointing to a corner where there seemed to be an arm wrestling competition going on, “You two should go ask the barkeep and see what they know. We’ll meet up in an hour or so and go to bed, alright?”
“Sounds good, c’mon (Y/N)!” Jisung said with a nod, pulling you in the direction of the bar. You waved over your shoulder at Chan and Changbin, before following Jisung through the crowded pub to make it to the bar. You hopped up on one of the stools, Jisung settling down beside you.
“Excuse me, Sir.” Jisung called to the bar-hand over the chatter and music of the loud pub. He was young, and handsome if you do say so yourself. He looked up at the two of you, putting down the rag he had been cleaning the bar with, “We’ll have an ale for me and a glass of wine for my partner here please.”
“Right away, Boss.” The bar-hand said with a nod, preparing the drinks before serving you both. He grinned at you, looking you up and down and making your face heat up a bit from the attention.
“Here you are.” He almost purred, sliding the glass towards you and handing Jisung the mug of ale he ordered, “Enjoy.”
Jisung frowned, grabbing his drink and taking a swig of it before scooting closer to you.
“This place is pretty busy,” You said sweetly, “Is every night like this?”
“Usually, but it’s much more busy when the snow comes around,” The bar-hand replied, “I guess folks are wanting to find a way to stay warm, and the atmosphere and alcohol help.” You hummed, taking a sip of your drink. The bar-hand eyed you closely, biting his lip bottom lip as you swallowed the drink. It made Jisung feel sick they way he was watching you.
“What brings a pretty individual like yourself into these parts? Alsea isn’t really a tourist spot.” The bar-hand asked, brushing his hair away from his face. Before you could answer, Jisung slung his arm around your waist and pulled you into him, causing you to let out a little squeak in surprise.
“We are actually on our honeymoon, isn’t that right, darling?” He replied in a passive aggressive tone, frowning at the man behind the bar before plastering a fake smile on his face.
You resisted the urge to chuckle at Jisung’s behavior, but nonetheless leaned closer to him and nodded. Playing pretend doesn’t hurt anyone, besides, its a fun idea for you to tease Jisung....
“Yes dearest, and what a lovely honeymoon it’s been! I thought we were going to get lost on the way here though, with all the detours you decided to take us on.” You laughed, trying to keep your voice even. You playfully hit Jisung’s leg, making him chuckle and look at you teasingly. Game on.
“I only took detours because I wanted to get here as fast as possible for my love. ” Jisung confessed(?) while dragging his hand along your waist, earning a sarcastic pout from you before he turned back to to the bar-hand, who looked a bit annoyed now, “And it was lucky I did because this is the only town before hitting the woods. We would have missed meeting this fine gentleman if not for my detours.”
“Well how sweet of you, dearest.” You sighed, downing your drink and placing a kiss on Jisung’s cheek. It quickly burned red and Jisung prayed he kept his expression at least a little bit under control. You smirked and turned to the bar-hand and smiled politely while you pushed your empty glass towards him, “We are headed out east through the Dark Woods. I heard it’s lovely this time of year.”
The bar-hand cleared his throat, regaining a bit of his composure before giving a fake smile at the two of you.
“Under normal circumstances, it is.” He confirmed, grabbing you glass and putting on the counter behind him, “But I wouldn’t recommend going there now. There is rumor of a monster that lurks there.”
“Oh really? What kind of monster?” Jisung asked boldly leaning on the bar and drinking from his glass. A bit of a direct question to ask the bar-hand, but at least it was useful.
“Nobody really knows.” The bar-hand replied, face serious and voice in a hushed tone and he leans closer to the two of you, “from what I’ve heard, it came down from the northern mountains, and its bigger than anything we’ve ever seen come from the woods.”
“do you know anyone who has actually seen it?” You probed, chewing nervously at your bottom lip as the bar-hand shook his head.
“Nobody who has gotten a good look at it has lived to tell about it.” The bar-hand replied solemnly, before sighing and brushing his hair away from his face once again.
The seriousness of this monster made your anxiety shoot through the roof. It was obvious by now this would be no easy feat to kill the beast, but the more you heard about it, the more it sounded impossible.
The atmosphere felt cold and you felt a sudden warm hand on yours. Turning to Jisung, you felt him squeeze your hand comfortingly as he smiled at the bar-hand.
“Well, maybe it’s best we don’t go through there for our honeymoon, Love.” Jisung teased, finally looking back at you with a gentle grin. He wrapped his arm around you once more, and you could feel your anxiety melt away, just for this moment.
“Well, I agree. The two of you should pick another route. Sorry you traveled here for your plans to be ruined, but better safe than sorry!” The bar-hand hummed. Jisung took some gold pieces out of his pocket to pay for your drinks, thanking the bar-hand.
The two of you hopped down off the stools, but Jisung didn’t let go of you. He held your waist firm and lead you towards the center of the tavern where it was cleared out to dance. A man was playing the fiddle and while a woman sang some folk song.
“Care to dance, Love?” Jisung asked, teasing smile on his face as he turned you to face him. You nodded and slipped you hand into his empty one and reached up to grasp at his shoulder. You began to sway around to the music, carefully avoiding others who also decided to come out and dance.
“You know, you played a very convincing jealous newlywed.” You chuckled, pulling Jisung closer to you so you could whisper in his ear, “I almost thought you were jealous for real.”
The two of you continued to dance, spinning and stepping around the space smoothly. Jisung let out a sarcastic laugh, rolling his eyes at you before leaning in to whisper to you.
“I was jealous.” He argued flatly, tightening his grip on you once again, “That stupid bar-hand was practically drooling on the counter looking at you. I didn’t like it.”
“Oh, you didn’t?” You scoffed playfully, shaking your head at him. He let his annoyance play just slightly on his face, causing you to smile, “I couldn’t tell.”
The song ended, and Jisung pulled away slightly. He still held onto your hand as he gazed at you with a slight grin on his face. He placed a quick kiss to you hand, thanking you for the dance. You let out a squeal of surprise at the action as you swatted at him with your other hand. You both laughed at each other, walking away from the dance floor as another song started.
“Let’s go find the other two knuckleheads.” You suggested, holding onto Jisung’s hand as you weaved through the crowd looking for your companions.
You approached the table at the back with a crowd formed around it, shouts and cheers heard just barely over all the other commotion of the pub. You pushed your way through to see what all the excitement was about; you couldn’t say you were surprised at what you found...
Sitting in one of the chairs was Changbin, who was locked in an intense arm wrestling match with one of the biggest fisherman you’ve ever seen. You let out a laugh when you see Changbin yawn before he effortlessly slams the fisherman’s hand down on the table. The crowd of men cheers as Changbin celebrated his victory.
“Why am I not surprised..” Jisung sighed, as you just patted his cheek soothingly and shoved your way to the table.
“Who’s next?” Changbin boasts, making a ‘come here’ motion with his hand, “Who dares challenge me?” When he caught sight of you, His expression lit up and he swatted at Chan, who stood behind his chair monitoring the whole ordeal. By the looks of it, he also seemed to be making bets on Changbin, as he was handed a small pouch by one of the fishermen. When Chan saw you, his expression mirrored Changbin’s as he smiled and waved you over.
Another man sat down across from Changbin, his arms the size of one of your legs; it was a mystery on how he even got into the building as he looked to be bigger than the doorway.
You and Jisung slinked your way over to where Chan stood, greeting him before looking at Changbin.
“Who invited Goliath?” Jisung asked in a hushed tone, swallowing as he gazed at the big man across from Changbin. 
Chan folded his arms across his chest and hummed. “I saw him earlier when we entered. I thought it was only a matter of time before he came to challenge Bin.”
Changbin sat unwavering, grasping hands with the beast of a man. He glanced up at you, to which you gave him a firm, but encouraging look. That seemed enough to give Changbin confidence, as he looked back at the man with determination.
“You guys seem to have been working hard at finding information out.” You mumbled sarcastically to Chan. The other fisherman were chattering, placing their bets as the two strong men prepared for their battle.
“We got a bit.” Chan protested, taking his eyes off of Changbin to look at the two of you, “But I’m starting to think this fisherman is our beast...”
You and Jisung chuckled at Chan’s joke, looking back to your friend to support him and cheer him on in this seemingly impossible feat. Changbin was the strongest person you knew! Surely this big scary man was no match for him!
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“I can’t believe it was over in three seconds!” Changbin whined as he flopped down on the bed, “my pride is more hurt than my arm!”
“So you don’t want me to massage your shoulder then?” Jisung asked teasingly, only for Changbin to grunt out a ‘no, please’. Jisung snickered, sitting down beside the dishearten man and began to gently rub his shoulder; an aura of blue coming up from his hands, causing Changbin to groan out in delight.
With the winnings from the bets on Changbin, Chan purchased a stay in the inn down the street. It wasn’t as nice as the tavern in Miroh, but it was much nicer than sleeping outside. Besides, you were going into the woods tomorrow to fight whatever this thing was, so it was best to get a good rest.
“Okay, so we know it’s big, it’s furry so probably mammalian, it’s prone to fire, and it’s supposedly from the north.” Chan hummed, tapping his chin lightly as he looked through one of his journals that he kept for monster information.
“Could it be a Worg?” You asked, looking up from a different journal of Chan’s to see him shake his head no.
“Worgs are usually bound to the plains, never up north or the forest.” He replied, flipping through the pages as he sat down on the other bed, frown on his face.
“Maybe it’s not from the north?” Jisung offered, turning to look at the two of you as he gently smoothed his hands offer Changbin’s shoulder, “I mean, it’s just rumored to be from the north.”
“I guess...” You hummed, closing the journal to hand it back to Chan as you yawned, “Whatever it is, we at least have a general idea of what it could look like and how we should attack it.”
“Yeah, we should rest up instead of worrying about whatever this mystery creature is.” Changbin suggested, voice muffled by the pillows. Jisung stood up, allowing Changbin to rise, “Besides, as long as we all have each other’s back, we can take on anything.”
“Like that fisherman you lost to?” Chan teased, causing Changbin to grunt, throwing a pillow at his companion. Jisung let out a laugh, earning a second pillow being thrown at his head.
“If I had all of your guys’ strength too, I could have won!” Changbin huffed, catching the pillow as Chan tossed it back to him and laying it under his head.
“I think that’s why we work so good together. We all have different strengths and we can depend of each other.” You said sincerely, going over to pick up the pillow at Jisung’s feet and bring it over to where Changbin laid.
“How endearing!” Jisung cooed before frowning, “I think I’m going to puke.” You chuckled, taking your jacket off and setting it on the chair beside the edge of the bed, pulling out the covers.
“Hang on, how come Bin get’s to sleep next to you!?” Jisung whined, coming over to your side and holding onto your hand.
“Because I slept next to Chan in the last inn and we got to play newlyweds earlier.” You replied with a grin; Jisung resembled a puppy in this moment, lip stuck out in a pout., “It’s Changbin’s turn.”
“And you had the audacity to shame us on how much information we were gathering...” Chan tutted, looking to Changbin as if to say ‘can you believe them?’. Jisung paid them no mind as he held onto your hand with both of his, almost pleading.
“Yeah, we’re newlyweds! Shouldn’t we sleep together?” Jisung bargained, “Besides, I hate sleeping with Chan! He drools and snores so loud!” Chan let out an offended protest as Changbin simple pushed Jisung away from the bed.
“(Y/N) said it’s my turn.” Changbin said matter-of-factly, causing Jisung to frown as Changbin slipped under the covers too. He laid on his back with a smug grin; an open invitation for you to lay on his broad chest.
“Next time.” You promised apologetically, blowing out the candle on you bedside table as Jisung sighed in defeat. He trudged over to Chan’s bed with a disappointed ‘fine’ falling from his lips
“Next time, I’ll just get us a room with one king sized bed and we can all sleep together if it’s going to be this big of a problem!” Chan scolded like a parent, opening up the covers for Jisung to crawl under.
“I’d rather eat one of Changbin’s sweaty socks than be trapped between all three of you.” You grimaced, causing the boys to chuckle. 
“Goodnight.” Chan called out, blowing out the candle and sliding down in the bed. Jisung latched onto him a bit too quickly for someone who “hated sleeping with Chan” in your opinion, but the two of them seemed to relax, as their forms sunk into the mattress.
You laid down, ready to sleep close to Changbin so he would keep you heated; he seemed like he still wanted to be playful, as he flipped over so his back was facing you, tugging all the blankets with him.
You lightly smacked his back before shifting so that you were flush against him. You tugged some of the blankets back over to you before you buried your face against his shoulder blades and draped an arm over his stomach to keep him close.
Changbin laced his hand over yours, keeping it in place as he relaxed into the bed, letting out a gentle sigh. He whispered out a ‘goodnight’ to you; you hummed in response, nuzzling into him. You then allowed yourself to fall asleep under the gentle thrumming of his heartbeat. 
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Branches crackled under your boots as you trudged along; The canopies of the trees stretched far above your head, forming almost a roof that blocked sunlight due to haw thick the overgrowth was. but despite the lack of sunlight, much of the forest floor was overrun with many different species of flora.
“Ow! Son of a bitch...” Jisung mumbled, hitting the bramble he was standing in with his sword and instinctively bringing one of his hands up and shaking it. He picked out the thorn that seemingly was stuck into his finger and grumbled.
“Hey Chan, isn’t there another path that isn’t so.... poke-y?” Changbin asked, looking down at the bushes that came up to your waist.
Chan was leading you through the Dark Woods, following a seemingly invisible trail to your beast. The eldest turned back from his place at the front of the line, frowning at you all.
“Yeah, I’d assume so.” He answered simply before waving his long sword towards the bushels in front of him, “But based on these markings, this is the way the beast went. So I’m following that.”
“I can’t see anything?” Jisung huffed, his hand covered in a slight blue aura for only a moment before he shook it again to loosing his joints. 
“That’s because you’re not a tracker,” Chan replied, rolling his eyes, cutting more of a path in front of him and continuing on, “Now quit complaining and lets go.”
“Let me go right behind Chan,” You suggested, squeezing past Jisung; you whispered a simple spell into the top of your staff, causing it to start to smoke. You grabbed it three quarters of the way down, tipping the top into the bushes to burn the edges, creating a more clear path.
“That should be better.” You hummed in delight, sweeping your staff from side to side as you walked, careful not to linger in one place too long lest to light the whole forest on fire. The two boys behind you let out grunts in agreement and you continued the trek deeper into the woods.
It was calm for a while, with the four of you just listening to the stillness of the air and the sounds of you and Chan making a path before you finally decided to speak.
“Chan, if you’re following a track made by the beast, you must have some idea of what it is, right?” You asked, careful not to burn the ankles of the man in front of you as he stopped abruptly. 
He was quiet, looking out into the woods; you followed suit, dissolving your magic and silently coming closer to him, placing a timid hand on his shoulder as not to scare him. He didn’t move, eyes squinting to see farther into the distance.
Suddenly Chan crouched, whispering out a frantic “Get down!” at the three of you; you quickly comply, crouching low beneath the underbrush as your heart rate increased rapidly. Jisung and Changbin shuffle their way over to the two of you, close enough to hear their breathing as you all waited for Chan to explain anything that was going on.
That’s when you heard it; A distant thumping. It sounded like footsteps coming closer and closer to your party.
“Chan....” Jisung whimpered slightly, gripping the hilt of his sword, “What is that sound?”
The ground shook with each step the beast took; you tried to peak through the foliage to see what it was, but it was nowhere to be found. The footsteps seemed to be getting very close now, the crunching of branches loud as you could hear the beast. 
Chan looked pale, holding a shaky finger up to his lips to tell you all to be quiet. He slowly removed the black bow he carried to notch an arrow in it. Changbin prepared his claymore, gripping it tightly with both hands, his expression stone cold.
And then, the footsteps stopped.
The air was silent, the only sound you could hear was the rushing of blood in your ears and the breath of your party members. The once calming stillness of the woods had now bred a tense atmosphere, causing a sense of unease to wash over you all as the silence continued.
You shifted you weight with uncertainty, looking up and around to try and get even a glimpse in the right direction before your eyes fell on Chan, who was gazing at the three of you with a look of concern.
And then it happened in a flash
The bramble around you peeling back, a loud roar that causing a great ringing in your ears and Jisung flying up towards the sky helplessly in the grasp of this great beast, screaming and flailing around in distress.
It’s fur was snow white as it stood on two powerful legs; it was easily 10 feet tall, gnarled teeth and small eyes pulled into an aggressive expression as it roared out again, brown spit flying from its mouth. You gazed in horror as his grey meaty hand held Jisung by the ankle.
A Yeti.
Jisung!” You cried out, quick to stand and try to conjure a spell with your staff; But just as quickly as you reacted, the Yeti was faster, swatting you into a nearby tree with the back of it’s other flat hand, sending you tumbling down through the sharp branches while knocking the wind out of you and sending your staff flying.
Chan shot his arrow, landing it directly into the knuckle of the beast’s middle finger; it reacted by letting Jisung go, dropping him into the thick bushes below with a crunch. The yeti let out an anguished cry, balling its fist to crush Chan, but he leapt out of the way and helped Jisung stand.
Changbin quickly dove between it’s legs, slashing at it’s knees with his claymore. The beast turned and swatted at Changbin; it missed it’s mark, slamming it’s hand into a tree and sending one of the large branches down on the ground.
It grasped it’s newfound weapon and swung it around at the ground, nearly taking Chan’s head off if he would have held it just a bit higher.
“Chan, what is this thing?!” Changbin barked, ducking his head as the yeti swung his tree club at him, “and how to we beat it!!?”
“Yeti!” Chan shouted, notching another arrow and shooting it at the monster’s face; it was unfortunately blocked by the tree branch it weld, but not without the yeti bellowing at Chan and attempting to crush him with its foot. The oldest jumped out of the way, pushing Jisung down with him.
The beast threw its branch away, slamming it into another tree as it let out another booming roar and leaned forward, placing it’s knuckles on the ground in front of it.
You coughed, a groan of pain escaping your lips as you sat up and clutched your back; the pain was indescribable as it took the brunt of the impact, not to mention your skin was also cover in cuts from the sharp branches you fell through. Your vision was a blurry still from the initial impact, but once it cleared up a bit, you were able to see Changbin slicing once more at the yeti, getting a good cut in at its hip area. This small victory was short lived, as the beast reacted on instinct and swatted at him, sending him flying a few feet into the nearby bramble.
Chan was able to use this time to climb up into one of the trees and get a good angle on the yeti with his bow. He got one good hit in on the yeti’s shoulder before it caught sight of him and grabbed at his legs, pulling him from the tree and shaking his body until he dropped his weapon.
Jisung went to help Changbin, clutching his sword tightly as he ducked into the overgrowth and helping Changbin up; he seemed to recover fast, moving to stand at Jisung's side.
“This isn’t working!” Jisung cried out as he slashed at the yeti, trying to get it to drop Chan. The beast tried to kick at Jisung, but the healer dodged to the side in the last second before scrambling back to his feet.
“Fire!” Chan yelled, beating the yeti’s fingers with his fists as the beast flailed him about, much too distracted with trying to get Jisung, “yetis hate fire!”
You blinked rapidly, processing what Chan was shouting about.
Fire...
Fire!
You could make fire! all you needed was-
“My staff,” You mumbled, looking around frantically for the object. You pushed aside some bushes, crawling around on the ground searching for the one thing you needed to help your party.
You finally found it, laying ten feet away on some gnarled tree roots. It looked to be damaged; a big crack running along the length of it. But it would work for now.
You used it to stand tall, trying to ground yourself despite your state; you willed all the power you could into it, conjuring up a bright ball of white hot fire with one of the most advanced spells you knew. You weren’t sure how strong it would be, as you’d only performed this spell once and that was in your best condition and a fully functioning staff...
The ball grew, sending waves of heat outwards before you launched it into the yeti’s back, setting its white fur ablaze. It howled in pain, dropping Chan ungracefully and starting to slap its back to put the fire out.
Unfortunately for you, the raw power of that spell send burning embers down the crack in your staff, effectively breaking the tool for good as it slightly crumbled in your hand.
What now?
Shit! It was risky for any warlock to try and do a spell without a magic tool to direct their power.
But you had no other option as of now and you needed to help the boys.
“Fuck you!” You spat angrily as threw your broken staff to the side and picked up a branch that had fallen from one of the trees; using a different, less complicated spell, you shakily conjured a weak flame and lit the tip of the branch on fire. You then lunged forward with all your strength, using the branch like an inferno-covered spear to stab at the beast.
You continue to push it back, burning it’s grey skin until you reach Chan, allowing his to recover a bit and grab for his bow that he dropped earlier. He placed a gentle hand on the small of your back before moving to the side of you.
The other two boys had seemingly made fire, Changbin wielding a burning branch covered in foliage with Jisung behind him readying his weapon.
The beast roared swatting at both you and Changbin with it’s hands, however still trying to maintain a distance between it and the fire you held. It looked to be backing away from you as you closed in on it.
Chan slung his bow around his shoulder and unsheathed a longsword before shouting “I have an idea! I need (Y/N) and Changbin to focus the fire down to the undergrowth and make a perimeter. We can’t let it get away!”
You and Changbin exchanged a knowing look, nodding at Chan before you sprang into action. You dipped you flame covered branch down into the bushes and ran around to make a big circle. As you did this, Chan kept the yeti’s attention by swinging at it with his sword, Jisung coming to help the ranger by diving between its legs to appear next to Chan.
You finally met up with Changbin about 5 feet behind the beast, giving it very little room to maneuver without stepping in the fire.
“You look like shit.” Changbin exclaimed, seeing the state you were in with scratches and sweat covering your body.
“Thanks?!” You replied simply, tossing the broken branch into the already blazing inferno creating a perimeter.
Changbin unsheathed his claymore before calling out, “What now Chan?”
“Now we all close in and attack it with everything we have!” The eldest shouted, already starting to move in and stab at the yeti with his sword. Changbin let out a yell before rushing the beast, using both his hands to swing his large weapon at it’s waist. Jisung let out a shout too, using his sword to attack near the beast's legs.
You reached for the only weapon you carried, a dagger that sat on your hip.
But before you were able to charge, you felt a wave of pain wash over you from the center of you back; it spread like electricity all across your body, making you feel weak in the knees.
Your vision grew spotted, with the sounds and sights of your friends going in and out of focus.
Ah shit...
that stupid monster really did a number on you...
And with that high level spell on a broken staff, your body was spent.
Falling to the ground you try and stabilize yourself with your hands;
But it was no use as you slumped forward and pass out.
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When you finally came to, the sky was dark and the only sound that filled your ears was the crackling of campfire and the soft humming of a folk-song.
You felt a strong pair of arms wrapped tenderly around your frame as you laid in the comfortable lap of one of your dearest companions.
"You should be resting." Changbin whispered, delicately brushing a stray hair from your face, "Although I'm thankful to see you have some life in you."
"What happened?" You mumbled, turning your head to look around. you seemed to be at a makeshift camp, with Jisung laying on a soft bedroll sleeping as still as humanly possible. In contrast, Chan was sat up against a tree, arms crossed and eyes shut, but seemingly asleep as well.
Your boys were safe, that's good.
You drew your attention back up to Changbin, who just stroked your upper arm comfortingly. His face has a few cuts on it and his shirt seemed to be torn, with quite a few massive bruises covering his arms.
"We beat the beast, everything is okay. You fainted, but Jisung healed you up good." Changbin relayed in a hushed tone, gazing at you softly. You frown, weakly reaching your hand up to touch one of the scratches on his face.
"He didn't heal you?" You asked, voice trembling. Your arm felt heavy as Changbin grabbed your hand, placing a kiss on it and returning it to your side.
"Couldn't." Changbin replied simply, keeping a warm hold on your hand, "You were so badly injured he used up all his energy to heal you."
Changbin's voice shook slightly as he looked away. You could see the wetness of his eyes reflecting the light of the fire as he tried not to let out a tear.
"Hey, I'm okay." You whispered, squeezing his hand.
"I was scared we were going to lose you." Changbin admits, biting his bottom lip to keep it from quivering. You could hear the fear in his tone, which broke your heart. Using all the strength you could muster, you sit up, wincing ever so slightly at the ache in your back. You scoot closer to Changbin before you engulf him in a hug, holding onto him as if he would shatter.
"I know, but I'm alright now." You affirmed, reaching to gently stroke his hair as the usual barbarian let out a quiet sob into your shoulder. He carefully wrapped his arms around you and pulled you to sit in his lap. Changbin wanted to hold you as close as possible, worried you would be gone of he let you go.
You couldn't help but feel at ease in his grasp, melting into his touch as you tried to soothe him with hushes and adoring touches on his hair and back.
You both sat like this for a while, not a sound passing between the two of you besides Changbin's shaky breaths. When he finally did let you go, you placed a quick kiss on his cheek, right where a cut laid. Wordlessly, you kissed another, and then the other.
"There, all better." You joked with a cheesy grin. Changbin chuckled at you, before you cringed from another sudden wave of pain.
"You should rest." Changbin hummed, shifting so he sat up more straight, "I have to keep watch for a bit longer, but I want you to sleep right here with me, okay?"
He helped you lay back down in his lap before he reached for his blanket that was rolled up by his pack. He covered you lovingly with it, keeping his arms around you to make sure you were warm.
"We have a long trip ahead of us tomorrow, so sleep well." Changbin wished. You hummed in response, closing your eyes and grasping onto the hem of the blanket.
"Sorry I wasn't much help fighting today. I'll be better tomorrow." You apologized, letting yourself relax in the safe embrace Changbin provided.
"Nonsense," Changbin reassured you, voice barely above a whisper, "You were brilliant today."
"Thanks Bin. Goodnight."
"Goodnight (Y/N)"
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"I can't believe you guy's were cuddling again." Jisung let out a huff, blue healing magic from his hands rubbing the bruises out of Changbin's skin.
"You were out cold too! You wouldn't have even known if (Y/N) slept beside you." Changbin argued, shaking his head at the healer and offering up his left arm for treatment.
"Even if he was awake, there was no way you were gonna let them go." Chan teased, turning to whisper to you, "He wouldn't leave your side from the moment you passed out. Not even while Jisung healed you."
"Knowing Changbin, I'm not surprised." You giggled, packing up your things relatively slowly; Your whole body still ached, but you were sure you'd be alright after a long rest, "I think its endearing how much of a big softie he is."
"Doesn't matter, it was my turn." Jisung grumbles under his breath. a pout played on his face as he finished up healing Changbin. The latter stood, saying a small thanks before he started to pack up his belongings.
Soon the four of you were all but ready to go. The fire was getting stomped out by Jisung, while Changbin made sure the monstrous yeti head was secured in a burlap sack.
You weren't entirely sure if the duchess meant it genuinely when she said she wanted its head, but better safe than sorry in your opinion. maybe she wanted to mount it as a trophy of the victory for her people? And if not, it would be entertaining to see her face when you brought it to her.
Changbin began the trek ahead, hoisting his things over his broad shoulders and making a move to go ahead and lead. You tried to tie the end of your bag to secure it, but you couldn't stop the trembling in your fingers enough to complete the fine motor skill. it frustrated you that you weren't back to your peak performance yet.
Jisung's healing can only do so much, especially when it came to magical damage; sure, your body was sore, but there was an underlying weakness that came from casting a spell without your staff. In the heat of the moment you didn't feel the toll due to adrenaline and being in survival mode.
A stick with no magical properties was better than casting a spell with nothing, but you would still pay the price for using such a common item with no embedded magic; weakness, fatigue, muscle spasms, and a whole plethora of other possible side effects was inevitable. Luckily it would fade as time went on, but it didn't make you feel any less of a burden now.
"Let me help you with that." Chan suggested warmly, crouching down and tying your bag closed quickly. You thanked him, moving to sling the bag over your shoulder as you stood. But before you could grab it, Chan lifted it and tossed it to Jisung, who gracefully caught it and slung it over his shoulder.
"Ready to go?" The healer hummed, smiling at you.
"I can carry my own bag." You huffed in annoyance; you began to walk over to Jisung to take it back when Chan grabbed your arm, stopping you in place.
"Nah, there is no way you're lugging that all the way back." Chan insisted, before nodding to Jisung with a grin, "Besides, Jisung strong. what's an extra couple pounds?"
"This feels like nothing to me!" Jisung piped up, adjusting it with ease on his shoulder.
"Fine." You replied, knowing it was better to pick your battles when it came to Chan when he made a decision.
"Great." The eldest responded, before turning around and patting his shoulder, "Now hop on so we can get going."
Oh... this was a battle to pick!
"What? No! I can walk just fine." You argued, patting Chan's shoulders. When he turned back around, a frown played on his face as he crossed his arms over his chest in classic Chan fashion.
"Really? Because you could barely even stand up on your own." Chan reasoned, tone firm before his eyes softened ever so slightly, "I'm sure you could walk the entire journey if we had all the time in the world. You're strong."
"But we don't." He finalized, turning around and crouching down, speaking over his shoulder, "We have to get a move on and we don't have time for you to lag behind so I'm going to carry you."
You groaned; mostly because you knew Chan was right, as per usual... You would slow the party down and you didn't have time for it if you were going to meet the duchess on time. The least you could do at this point is not hold everyone up.
"What's taking you so long? Quit smelling the flowers, we have places to be!" Changbin barked back at you three. You turned to Jisung, who shrugged and went on ahead.
You rolled your eyes and sighed, giving in and climbing onto to Chan's broad back. The man hummed, seemingly pleased by your dismay.
"If you get tired, tell me and I'll make sure I can keep up." You said, almost as a whisper because of how close you were to Chan's ear. He could feel your breath tickle his cheek ever so slight as you rested you head on his shoulder. You felt frail in his grasp, as he made note to try and be and gentle as possible while moving around.
"I won't get tired, don't worry." Chan reassured you, shifting your weight in his strong arms before beginning the long trek back to Miroh. His large hands provided sturdy support to your legs as as he walked, trying to catch up with the other two boys.
You would never admit it, but you were secretly a bit grateful for Chan, as you weren't sure if you truly were strong enough to make the journey without his help. And being secure in his hold, feeling the warmth of his body close the entire trip would definitely a plus, bringing you a sense of ease you couldn't describe.
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"I can't believe she's making us wait. I'm tired of hauling this smelly monster head around." Changbin complained, leaning back on his chair.
"You're lucky they let us bring that thing into the tavern." Jisung scoffed, kicking the Yeti's head lightly, "It reeks!"
"That's because it's rotting." Chan said matter-of-factly, shaking his head, "Did you guys expect it to smell like roses?"
"No, of course not!" Changbin said, annoyance ever present in his tone as you grimaced at the head, "I just didn't think it would be this bad!"
The boys continued to bicker back and forth about the head as you sat quietly, picking apart a scone that Felix had baked today. You had begun to regain a bit of strength along the journey, not feeling as sickly as you once were. You were almost certain that a good night's sleep in the inn upstairs would bring you right back to normal.
But you had to wait until the duchess arrived for you to collect your payment before you could do that. But of course she was late, as she didn't seem to care about your time; it was probably negligible in her eyes.
You ate the scone, washing it down with a entire mug of fresh fruit juice before she finally did arrive with two guards in tow. Long after the sun had set, like she agreed, but she showed up nonetheless. And when she did, you swatted at your companions to quit arguing on whether or not rotting head smelt worse is worse than Changbin's armpits.
Chan stood from his spot and bow to the duchess as she approached, "Good evening, My Lady."
"What is that awful smell!" She wrenched, scrunching her nose up and covering it with her wrist.
"The Beast's head, just as you requested, My Lady!" Jisung beamed, standing to bow as well before he presented the duchess with the grotesque thing. You watched as Changbin tried his hardest to keep himself from smiling at her expression.
"Well, I did say I wanted it's head didn't I..." The duchess huffed out, expression sour. with the wave of her hand, one of her guards takes a hold of it and takes it away, finally allowing you to breath fresh air again.
Right, well," The duchess hummed, clasping her hands together, "Might I say well done. My people are safe thanks to you, which is all that matters to me."
"We are also glad such a creature can't terrorize helpless folk, My Lady." Chan agreed, standing up straight with a graceful smale across his face.
"Yeah, super glad." Changbin grunted out, eyebrows furrowed ever so slightly, "anyways, I think it's time you paid us?"
The duchess scowled at Changbin who only smiled tantalizingly at her. "We did what you asked, My Lady." The title sounded patronizing coming out of the his mouth, but it was more so when accompanied by a haphazard nod that you could barely argue as a bow.
"It seems you still have yet to learn manners on all your travels." The duchess sighed, snapping her fingers quickly. The remaining guard pulls a bag out and places it on the table, "Thank you for your service to my kingdom."
With that, the duchess turned and walked away, practically stomping as she exited the tavern.
"Please doing business, My Lady!" Chan shouted after her before taking his seat again. Jisung followed suit, scraping his chair as he opened the bag, dumping the contents onto the table. He tucked the bag away after making sure all the pieces lied safely on the table in a pile.
"Splitting it up? Usually we pool everything together" Changbin asked, as Chan began to count the gold pieces.
The eldest nodded, jutting his head in your direction, "(Y/N) asked if we would this time." You nodded.
It was true, you had asked Chan if the earnings from this job could be split. It was pretty unusual for your group to split up earnings, as you were practically inseparable so you wouldn't make frivolous purchases outside a group setting. But this time, you felt you had a good reason for it.
"It's the most fair in my opinion." You explained, adjusting your bag in your lap, "I need a new staff and you should know that magical items cost a pretty penny. This way, it'll be a purchase that doesn't take away from your guys' funds, since you wouldn't use it anyways."
"That's very kind of you." Jisung said softly, touched at your thoughtfulness. He reached his hand over and held yours, squeezing it as a sort of thank you for your consideration. The moment didn't last long as Chan let out wry laugh.
"That crook, doesn't she have enough?" He scoffed under his breath before shaking his head and looking up at you all, "She scammed us."
"What?" You asked, looking down at the gold pieces; sure enough the piles were quite a bit smaller than expected.
"She only gave us half of what was promised," Chan stated sharply, half in disbelief and half in agitation, "and that's including what was given to use before we left."
"Last time we ever trust a high class cheat ever again!" Changbin growled, slaming his fist on the table. You could practically see the smoke billowing off him as he stood up furiously.
"It's alright, we still have enough to make ends meet." You reasoned, placing a delicate hand on Changbin's arm to calm him down. It does the trick, as he sits back down and folds his arms angrily.
"Yeah, but what about your staff? There is no way your portion will be enough for it..." Jisung said, shoulders slumping as he gazed at you apologetically.
"No, not even close." You sighed, standing and taking your share anyways, "but I'll just have to make do until I have enough. At least we have enough to put warm food in our bellies and a roof over our heads for a bit."
You tried hard to not sound so defeated; you weren't exactly sure how you would be able to practice magic without a magic embedded object to wield, but there was nothing you could do as of now. And truthfully, you had waited long enough for such a disappointment, you felt exhaustion catch up and felt more like something to deal with tomorrow.
Plastering a wistful smile on your face as you stretched your arms over your head. you placed your share in your bag before slinging it over your shoulder haphazardly.
"Where are you off to?" Chan asked, standing too.
"Bed." You said with a tired yawn, jutting your thumb in the direction of the staircase where the inn suites resided, "I'm still recovering, so I think a long rest in a comfy bed is exactly what I need."
"We'll come!" Changbin exclaimed, standing too; you shush him, and shake your head, quickly disagreeing.
"No, you guys should stay out and celebrate! don't pack it in on my behalf." You urged, smile finding its way onto your face as you looked at the three boys. You couldn't help but think about how much you adored them and how special your little family was. Sure, you got swindled, but at least everyone was alright. That's all that mattered to you.
"We defeated a huge beast and lived to tell about it! And we did get paid! Maybe not as much as we had hoped, but enough to have a few drinks and be merry." You encouraged, lips curling into catlike grin.
"(Y/N) right. There is no need to sulk on what we don't have when what we do have is wonderful company and good atmosphere." Chan agreed, cheerful expression slowly growing as he gazed back at you. He stood, grabbing a few gold pieces from his share and pointed to the bar, "First round is on me fellas!"
"Sure, why not!" Changbin agreed, collecting his share and placing it in his wallet.
"Enjoy the night. Be sure to come to bed when you're ready!" You cheered. Chan grinned, pulling you into a hug and placing a chaste kiss on your cheek before he whispered 'goodnight'. The ranger quickly slipped into the crowd, going to barkeep to get refreshments for his companions.
Changbin waved you over and placed a kiss on your other cheek, playfully telling you to dream of him. You agreed, barely able to contain the chuckles that bubbled up in your chest at Changbin's nature.
"Cheer up Jisung!" You laughed, poking the healer with your finger when he stayed slumped in his seat. A pout played on his face as you ruffled his hair, gazing up at you silently from his spot.
"The boys will keep you company, and if that fails, try the scone. perked me right up." You suggested, lightheartedness in your tone as you wave goodbye to the boys.
You scamper up the stairs, entering your usual room at the inn. You close the door behind you with a sigh, making quick work of lighting the fireplace and a few candles so you could see what you were doing as you prepared for bed. You took your boots off, followed by your jacket. You set them off to the side with your bag, trying to keep your things organized.
Just as you crawled into one of the beds, there was a soft knocking at the door. You hummed affirmatively, feeling too tired to get up and check for who it could be. Besides, it was most likely the tavern owners or one of the boys.
The latter was correct as Jisung opened the door, slipping inside before closing it behind him. He stood awkwardly in the middle of the room, much to your amusement.
"I thought I told you not to come to bed on my behalf!" You chuckled, sitting up and letting the covers pool around your waist.
"I didn't!" Jisung exclaimed defensively. He brushed his hair from his forehead as he shifted his weight from foot to foot, repeating his statement much softer now, "I didn't..."
"Then why are you here instead of celebrating, hm?"
"Because!" Jisung looked at the floor bashfully, biting his bottom lip before squeaking out, "it's my turn..."
You're only confused for a minute until you remember what he means. Snickering to yourself you open up the covers, fluffing up the pillow and pat the place beside you.
"Come on then," You invited, causing Jisung to grin joyously as he frantically starts taking off his shoes and jacket. In no time at all, all his outerwear is discarded and he practically leaps into the space beside you.
"Blow out the candle, would you?" You asked in a hushed tone, to which Jisung obliged, leaning away from you for only a moment to do what you asked. He snuggled up to you on his side so that you were facing one another before he wrapped one of his arms around your torso.
"Comfy?" You whispered, to which Jisung replied simply with a 'mmhmm'. "I've been waiting two weeks to not have to sleep beside Sweaty Changbin or Drooling Chan." He sighed dreamily, showing off his gums with a bright smile. You cant help but find him cute as you chuckle at his antics, clutching his shirt as you tuck your hands in the little space between the two of you.
"Hey (Y/N)," Jisung murmered after a few moments. You could feel his breath on your face as he spoke, tickling your flushed cheeks.
"Yeah?" You mumbled, eyes shut as you relaxed into the comfy bed.
"I'm sorry about your staff."
"It's alright. I'll get a new one eventually."
"About that... Me and the boys decided tomorrow we'd go down to the shopping district and pool our earnings together to buy one for you."
Your eyes fluttered open to be face to face with Jisung. His eyes held a sense of fondness in them that touched your heart, "Why would you guys do that? That's not fair to the three of you at all." You asked simply.
"Because we love you." Jisung said, as if he had said it a million times before.
"You do?" You feel your heart race as a well of emotions begins to fill in your chest at the notion.
"Of course we do. Why wouldn't we?"
"I don't know."
"Don't you love us too?"
"Of course I do." You replied delicately.
Because it was true. How could you not love them?
Chan was the leader, kind and thoughtful without fail. He would always try and take care of you, putting your needs over his in any given situation. He always made sure you were comfortable, doing everything in his power to help achieve your happiness and safety. He grew up alone in the mountains, but would brave the elements ten times over if it meant he could do it with you.
Changbin acted tough and strong, but truthfully was the most doting and affectionate of all. He used his strength to protect you from any harm, but when you were, he was adamant about never leaving your side until you are better. He's fight for you no questions asked; He already had his love taken once when he was exiled, he would rather die than have it taken again.
Jisung, a once foreign prince who understood you more than anyone. He was bright and playful, like a dream in a world where you have to fight day in and day out. He would heal you not only with his cheerful nature, but also his natural ability; even to his own detriment sometimes. In his mind, his body could be broken and energy spent up, as long as he was able to see your smile again it was worth it a million times over.
They were your home. Your team.
Of course you loved them.
"I love you all more than you could ever know." You spoke breathlessly, hoping to somehow convey all the feelings stirring up inside you at this moment.
"Good, then it's settled." Jisung said gently. You could tell he was beaming from the way his pitch sounded before he placed a toothy kiss on your forehead, "Now rest up. Big day tomorrow."
"Goodnight Ji." You whispered, not being able to help the corners of your mouth quirking up.
Life as an adventurer was hard; braving the likes of monsters, the elements, and scamming duchesses. But as you laid in Jisung's warm embrace, thinking about all the things you loved about your boys, you knew everything would be just fine, as long as you had each other.
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A/N: Ending is kind of dodgy/corny cause I'm always awkward when it comes to writing endings, but I finally finished this piece !!! When I tell you it's been in the drafts for l i t e r a l y e a r s... But its done now so hooray! I hope you enjoyed it &lt;3
Also if you're reading this and liked Felix And Your Tavern (the fic I mentioned at the beginning)... I do have a part 2 in my drafts as well, but it has references to this story in it and I wanted to publish this first. So stay tuned for that, as it's not quite ready yet!
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“Up?” You repeat the word.
“Up!” The moody clone replies back to you, his helmet boring down into your eyes. 
You sigh out loud.
“Hmm…what kind of sniper are you if you don’t seek out higher ground?” Crosshair sounds annoyed as he turns his back on you and walks towards the foot of the mountain.
That’s probably because he was annoyed.
He didn’t want you partnering up with him, he didn’t want any one to partner up with him but he must always follow orders.
It’s in his DNA.
You have no idea why the most prestigious shooter in the whole of the Galaxy would need a 2nd sniper either but you were given a task by Hunter and you had to obey.
You had been trudging through the woodland for 4 hours now, the rest of the clone force 99 members had split up to cover more ground and after reaching what looked like a dead end, the one you were paired up with suggested to move upwards.
With your weapon strapped to your back now, you start the climb. 
Slipping a few times on the rocks, you glance behind you.
You hadn’t made much distance but most definitely over 20ft of raw rock climbing, you calculate. 
Crosshair still has his feet planted on the floor, watching your every move.
You can’t tell underneath his helmet but he holds his breath every time you had missed a footing.
Cursing at how much he would have cared if you got hurt.
Finally you pull yourself up to the ledge, it’s not the peak of the mountain by miles but it levels out a fair few metres.
You barley have time to catch your breath before the moody clone is right next you once again.
“Wha…How, how did you..ergh, how did you do that so quickly?” You manage to ask him in between gasps of air.
But he just shrugs and walks past you, not even showing any signs of fatigue from his climb.
You look back towards the edge, being at a height that soars above the woodlands you notice a dark cloud moving in.
You laugh at how it reminds you of the clone you’re with right now.
 A dark and rumbling force.
“Cross?” You call out to him.
He mutters at the shortened name you call him.
“Do we have to worry about this storm coming our way?” you ask him, watching in the distance as a few licks of lightning roll across the top of the cloud. 
“If we had to worry, Hunter would tell us” he sighs out at your question.
“That’s his sorta thing” he finishes and starts to walk away from you again.
“Crosshair, come in…” Hunter’s voice cracks over your comms piece.
“Y/N? You there?” 
“Here Hunter! What’s up?” You answer him, knowing Crosshair would be eye rolling at your enthusiasm for talking to the bad batch leader. 
“I’ve checked your location on the data pad, a storm cloud is heading straight for you” he starts to explain as you turn to face Crosshair, smirking at him, knowing you were right about earlier.
“I recon in about 6, maybe 8 minutes tops, and it’ll be right over you both, can you see any where to take shelter near by?” Hunter asks you as you shrug your shoulders at Crosshair but he’s too busy scoping the side of the mountain.
“A cave opening about 1/2 a mile from us” Crosshair’s voice comes over the radio.
“We’ll check that out” he states and nods towards you to follow him.
“How long you thinking we’ll be hiding out for?” You originally ask Crosshair as your little legs try to keep up with the clones longer strides.
“25-30mins” Hunter’s the one who answers you.
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The rain falls down like nothing you’ve witnessed before. 
It literally feels like buckets of water being chucked over you as both you and Crosshair are almost running trying to get to the cave opening.
“6-8 minutes?! What a load of bantha fodder!” Crosshair says between gritted teeth.
He’s mad most of the time but this time you understand his annoyance.
Hunter’s calculations are usually spot on but it seems it’s a few minutes off today.
Not like you can call him over the comms piece to complain!
This storm has seemed to of messed with the radio signal so all you can hear is static.
Another thunderous rumble hits right above your head.
“Argh!” You jump out of your skin.
You’re sure you hear Crosshair chuckle as he reaches the opening of the cave.
It’s a small gap but you both crouch through and almost have to crawl inside.
“Oh my stars!” You sigh out as you fall onto the floor in defeat.
Crosshair stays crouched on his feet, like he’s waiting for something.
Clicking the side of his helmet the torch lights up almost blinding you. 
“Cross!” You shout out, your arms flying up to cover your eyes.
He grunts as he looks away from you.
“Why do you insist on calling me that?” He almost spits out as he uses the light to scan the surroundings of you both. 
“Call you what?” You ask him sitting your back against one of the larger rocks inside.
But he doesn’t answer you, instead he sits down himself, happy with the quick scan of the shelter he had chosen as he cradles his sniper.
“Call you what?!” You ask him again, more snappy this time.
Maybe it’s his moodiness that’s rubbing off on your own right now or maybe it’s the fact you’re soaked through to your bones by a stupid down pour and are now sat on a cold stone floor.
“My name is Crosshair” the clone says to you
“Not Cross!” 
“Oh” you’re shocked he even answered you, you don’t exactly hold conversations with him usually.
“I didn’t realise you don’t like it?” You sound genuine.
“Now you do” he snaps.
***
You both sit there in silence opposite each other.
A few minutes pass, feeling more like hours as you try to regulate your body temperature.
It’s freezing inside this cave! 
The rain is pounding hard on the floor outside as every now and then the small covering you’re sat in gets lit up from the lightening.
You’re not even sure if your fellow sniper man is awake due to how quiet he’s being right now, not even flinching with the sound of the thunder.
It would almost be soothing if it wasn’t for the clattering of your teeth.
“You need to take it off” Crosshair’s low voice rumbles out like the thunder above.
“Hmm?” You enquire.
“Your poncho” he sighs “it’s soaked through so you’ll never get warm with it still on” 
“Take layers off to get warm?” You ask him.
“Mmm hmm” he answers, holding back another sigh of annoyance.
You raise your eyebrows at him but comply.
Pulling the strap of your rifle over your head, you want to test out this theory of his.
Your hands are shaking due to the cold now as you place your weapon on the floor beside you. 
Rocking up onto your knees to help better the angle of taking your poncho off, you can’t tell that Crosshair’s eyes are on you.
He runs them over your body as you undress, imagining what you look like underneath your blacks.
Them being merely a thin layer of fabric so it gives him something to work with inside his own head.
So thin, you’re unsure wether this idea of his will actually work.
Bringing your knees up to your chest now, you hug your legs, burying your head too, creating a ball.
“Hmm, you do seem to listen to orders then” Crosshair’s voice makes you raise your head again.
“What?” you’re unsure if you heard him right.
“You… listening to what I said. You usually always test me, my methods, my orders” he starts to explain to you.
“I thought you’d never actually listen to me”
“Hmm, maybe I would do it more often if your voice wasn’t full of sarky comments??” You bite back at him.
You’re definitely not in the mood right now.
He just chuckles lightly at your snappiness.
You don’t realise that you’ve actually managed to return some sort of warmth to your body.
Maybe it was helped by the adrenaline rush the clone gave you when he made such comments.
“Feel better?” He asks you.
But you don’t answer him.
You’re too annoyed and too tired to even talk.
“Back to not listening again already…” Crosshair says as he clicks his tongue at you.
You see red…
You hadn’t meant to, it was pure retaliation at the clones comment but you had picked up a small rock and launched it towards him, hitting the top of the helmet he still had on.
There was a few seconds of silence between you both, perhaps Crosshair was figuring out if you really did what you just did.
Your eyes were trained directly on the lenses of his helmet yet you didn’t catch just how quick he had moved.
He closes the small distance you had between yourselves in one movement, pushing you further into the rock you were propped up against.
Your back arched across its surface, the jagged coldness of it digging in as his arms pushed your own back down to your side, almost all his weight bares down on you to hold you in place.
With your arms being made redundant, you choose to kick out your feet to try to get him to let go but he places his legs either side of yours leaning up on his knees, his thighs almost crushing yours in between. 
His helmet is so close to your face right now, you can almost see it fog up under the steam from your breath.
You just bore your eyes into the lenses, hoping that he’s looking at them back, knowing just how mad he’s made you right now.
“You need to calm down” Crosshair states, breaking the silence.
You don’t say a word, as you try to buck your hips up to get him to move off of you but he clamps his legs down on your waist.
If you weren’t so worked up right now, you probably would have noticed the hardness of him wanting to push through his cod piece.
“Do as you’re told for once” he snaps at you but this time his voice sounds a little bit raspy.
His comment about your lack of compliance annoys you once more as you almost shout back at him “or what??”
He lets go of his grasp on one of your arms, using it to help him lift his helmet off to show you his face.
It’s the same scowl you’ve been accustomed to before.
However, this time his pupils are pooled black against the brown of his eyes.  
Those same eyes every single clone you had met previously are now searching yours. 
Searching yours for any signs, any clues as to whether he shouldn’t do what he was about to do. 
How long you maintain this eye contact with him, who knows but you suddenly feel the smooth warmth of the clones lips crash against your own.
Your eyes fly open wider as you’re taken a back from his move.
He’s kissing you??
Instead of pulling away from him, you surprise yourself and kiss him back.
Your eyes close as you dart your tongue out to meet his. 
A low groan comes from Crosshair as he feels relief wash over him that this wasn’t a stupid idea after all.
You’re needy with it, not realising just how much you would enjoy this.
You’ve always fought with him, always had something smart to reply to his comments on previous missions together.
He pushes your buttons a lot more than any of  the other bad batch members would.
And yet here you were, kissing each other as the rain still beat the ground right outside, as thunderous as your heart slamming against your chest right now.
You’re not sure how long you’re in this embrace but when he stops you miss it greatly.
“The rest…” Crosshair breathes as he tugs at the fabric clinging to your body.
“Take this off”
You do as you’re told by the Clone.
Slightly amused at just how quickly you follow his orders as he helps you pull the top half over your head, tossing it to one side.
He wastes no time in taking his own armour off, the noise of each piece hitting the floor is drowned out by the storm still belting down outside. 
You’re bared down to just your underwear now, shivering slightly you look up towards his face, you can see his eyes, full of lust, full of want.
You’ve never thought he tolerated you before, let alone liked you and yet here he was, looking hungrily as you stripped for him.
Grabbing you by your thighs, he pulls you towards him, carefully as your head doesn’t hit the large bolder you’re sat up against but also with enough force you can sense his urgency.
He practically pushes them apart, moving himself closer towards you he situates himself in between them.
You can definitely feel the hardness of him through that fabric of his now.
He leans his chest against yours, the ruggedness of the rock bites into the flesh at your back but you hardly feel it.
He uses his hand to grab you by the chin, causing your head to look up into his face as if he’s waiting for you to stop this at any moment.
You’re so lost in his eyes that you don’t realise where his other hand is until he’s pushing two of his fingers inside you.
Your mouth falls open a little at the stretching of your cunt and Crosshair is there to meet it with his own.
The kiss is a lot harder this time, as he starts to move his fingers in and out of you.
Curling them up towards your sweet spot as the moan you make is muffled by his mouth on yours.
“That’a girl” Crosshair whispers as he pulls away from your embrace.
He looks down to where his hand is making its assault on your cunt, choosing to circle your clit with his thumb as his fingers disappear further inside you. 
“Maker!” You moan out, not realising just how hot the moody clone looks right now as his half lidded eyes rake over your body, watching you as you squirm under his touch.
You always knew he was skilled with that trigger finger of his but this was one you thought you’d never get to find out.
“Crosshair…I’m, ah stars…I’m going to” Your breathing quickens as he gets you closer and closer to that goal.
He returns to kissing you as you feel that familiar feeling starting to build up inside you. 
His lips are on yours, trailing down your jaw and across your neck.
“Mmmaker!” you don’t mean to be so loud but you’re so close right now.
Crosshair nips your neck as he slows his pace of his fingers.
“Not yet mesh’la” He barely whispers to you but you hear him against your neck.
“Can you hold out…for me?” 
You know this is more of an order than a question, you want to shake your head at him.
Protest about being cut off from chasing your high with the help of his hand but you find yourself agreeing to his command of waiting.
He moves his kissing down towards your chest now, his fingers still inside you but barely moving as he focuses where his mouth is.
Leaving kisses, sucking lightly and even biting into your flesh.
You realise he’s marking you.
You will definitely be showing a trial of where he’s had his mouth on your skin.
Your breathing starts to return to normal but your heart feels like it’s at a hundred beats per second.
Crosshair lets go if his grasp on your face and moves downwards, pulling out of you with the other hand he snakes each hand around your ass. 
His head buried in the crook of your neck and with his lips still making their assault on you, he flips the both of you over.
You gasp at the quick manoeuvre, as his hardness strains against you.
He’s now laid on the spot you were previously as it’s your turn to straddle his thighs.
Lifting your ass up slightly he pulls his slacks down too, his cock now pushing to wards your centre.
He hooks his thumb around the small fabric of your undershorts, pulling it to one side as the tip of his cock teases your entrance.
“Sit” Crosshair breathes as he pumps himself a few times and you do as you’re told.
Spreading your legs a little further each side of his hips, you lower yourself onto him.
Letting out a slow moan as your walls start to sting with the stretch of him inside you.
“Make it fit, you can take me” He almost hisses out as he feels your cunt flutter around his length.
You manage to swallow him to the base.
He’s big but you breathe through it.
With Crosshair digging his fingers into your hips as you do so.
“Atta’ girl…” he praises you.
“Knew you could do it” 
His tone of voice paired with the words he’s saying to you makes you bite down on your own lip.
You start to roll your hips onto him, riding his cock slowly as you lean back to grab onto your own legs to steady yourself.
A few profanities leave his lips as well as some Mando’a as you speed up your movements.
You don’t realise you have your eyes shut until you feel a hand of the clone move to wrap around your neck. 
“Eyes on me” He says to you with the click of his tongue.
Moving your hands to rest on his chest now, you glance down and are glad to comply as the sight of him underneath you is one you want to remember forever.
The clones hand wrapped around your throat as you fuck yourself into him.
His eyes are on yours as you feel him baring into your soul, he’s looking at you like he can’t quite believe you are both here doing this.
You clenching around his cock right now.
His free hand grasping the side of your hip, almost guiding your movements on top of him.
“Stars!” You manage to choke out with his grip tightening on your neck.
The noises echoing around the small enclosure cause Crosshair to moan slightly whilst he  pushes himself in and out of you. 
He releases the hold he has on your throat and hips and pulls you down to lay flush against his chest.
Burying his head in between the crook of your neck, he wraps his arms around you, holding you in place as he starts to snap his hips upwards into you. 
“Mmmaker!” You cry out at the feeling of being so full with him inside you.
The brutal force of him pushing deeper and deeper makes you see stars.
“You…
can…
take…
me” 
Crosshair tells you in between thrusts.
Tears starts to pool in the sides of your eyes as you try to spread your legs a little further, try to take the whole length of him with each snap.
You’re going to be sore after this, you’re sure.
He moves a hand in between both your bodies, snaking it down towards your centre again, he settles his thumb on top of your clit, causing slight pressure on it, he starts to rub it as he doesn’t let up with his fucking.
“You’re going to do as I say…” He’s so close to your ear that goosebumps form across your skin as he speaks to you.
“Y/N…” He calls your name but you’re so lost in the different sensations he’s giving you right now.
Pulling his hand away from your cunt, you’re taken a back at just how quickly he moves to land a slap across your face. 
Your brain almost lags as it tries to work out what just happened but your eyes and ears focus on the clone laid underneath you as you hear him repeat his command from earlier.
“Listen to me…” he says to you as all you manage as an answer is a nod of your head.
“Do I say, you’re going to…” He started to explain his next course of action to you but suddenly gets cut off with both your comms channel erupting into life once again.  
“Crosshair…y/n?” Hunter’s voice sounded worried slightly.
Your eyes open widely as you gasp out in shock at the Bad Batch leaders voice suddenly in your ear.
Crosshair’s quickly moves to wrap a large hand of his over your mouth, stopping you from making a sound.
He lets out a huge sigh, as his other hand comes up to his own mouth now, mimicking a ‘shhh’ with his finger pressed against his lips.
He grabs his helmet, that was sat on the ground of this enclosure a few inches away, he places it over his head.
“Copy…” Crosshairs voice is low and raspy, probably due to being buried deep inside you but you’re sure Hunter wouldn’t even notice the difference in tone from his usual blunt answers.
“This storm had seemed to cut out our radio signal, but all seems to be back online” Hunter starts to explain as you’re sure you can hear Tech tapping away on his data pad in the background too.
“Great…” Is all the moody clone replies to his brother.
“You both still there? Taking cover?… Y/N?” He asks, his voice sounding slightly concerned for the lack of your replies. 
Crosshair glares at you from underneath his helmet.
He knows you’re going to have to answer Hunter to reassure the other members that you haven’t suddenly fallen off the end of the planet. 
Releasing his hold he has across your mouth, he uses the same hand to lift his helmet sightly over his head.
Only his mouth seems to be revealed to you as he puts a finger over his lips, curling them slightly making a ‘shh’ once more.
“Yeah Hunter…” your voice cracks a little as Crosshair pushes his hips upwards towards you in a slight panic.
The movement from him still being inside you, paired with the ache of soreness from his assault on your cunt makes those heightened senses of Hunter prick up.
“Everything ok?” He asks you.
Crosshairs hands dig deep into your flesh at your hips.
You can feel his cock twitching inside of you, begging him to continue his movements once again.
You bite your lip naturally which shoots desire across the moody clones body.
“Everything’s…ok Hunter” you manage to breathe out. 
“Just got caught off guard a bit, you know…with the storm” you quickly explain yourself, hoping his senses aren’t so tuned in to hear your panicked voice at the wrong choice of words.
“Right…well, rendezvous point still remains the same” Hunter says to you both.
“Rodger that” Crosshair exhales, wishing his brother to hang up this call soon.
“Stay safe both, I’m out” Hunter says cutting the line.
“Rodger that” you reply, wanting to tease the clone underneath you.
Hunter knows there’s something up with the both of you but his mind flies to perhaps a falling out.
He knows the way you both usually act towards each other, teetering closely on the edge of hate almost.
Not even with his gifted senses, would he ever guess the real reason why you both answered him with such exasperated tones.
“Dank Ferrick…” you sigh loudly.
You look down towards where Crosshair was laid once more, he’s slid his helmet back down over his face so you’re sure this signals an end to your shenanigans.
You go to get up, the muscles in your thighs feel like they groan at the movement.
“Uh huh…” the modulated voice of Crosshair now behind his mask, sends a shiver down your spine.
“We’re not done yet”
Your mouth falls open slightly and he bucks his hips up into you once more.
“But the others…they’re waiting for us?” your voice shakes.
“Then they’ll have to wait a little longer…won’t they?” He replies to you. 
Not giving you a chance to answer him, he snakes his arm around your waist, lifting you effortlessly as he changes position for the 3rd this afternoon.
Your back hits the cold cave floor.
The feel of it against your flesh causing you to gasp out.
“Cross!” 
He grunts as he rocks into you, spreading your thighs wider so he can push deeper. 
“That’s not my name!” His voice has almost fully returned to his normal, moody self as he digs his nails into the flesh of your ass, pulling downwards to cause scratches. 
“Aaah, I’m sorry” you cry out.
He lifts a leg up slightly so he can angle himself better.
Not acknowledging your fumbled apology, he starts to snap his hips into you with a brutal force.
“Ah, stars!” You moan out loud this time.
Expecting him to cover your mouth again but he doesn’t.
He focuses on the movement of your breasts as they bounce with each thrust of his.
He tightens the grip he has on your ass as he splays his other hand across your stomach, applying pressure there.
It’s his turn to moan out loud as he can feel himself rocking deep inside you.
Your head falls back against the stone floor, you arch your back out, pushing your chest upwards as you start to feel that familiar feeling building up inside you.
Your hands reach out towards him, trying to grab at his flesh somehow, one hand bunches up in the shirt of his blacks across his chest as the other tries to grip a hold of his hips.
You try and fail to slow him down from fucking you so hard and deep as his strength simply overpowers yours.
Your eyes are closed in pleasure as you know you can’t work out what that face of his could possibly be showing as it’s covered underneath the helmet.  
“Ah maker…I can’t…Crosshair I can’t…” You struggle to find your words right now.
This hurts but it feels so good at the same time.
“You…can” is all he manages to grunt back at you.
His movements start to turn sloppy as he knows he’s close also.
It’s like he loses all senses around him as his mind drowns out his surroundings.
He’s no longer inside this cold cave.
He can barely hear the light rain falling outside as the storm finishes up the last of its attack.
All he can see is you, as you take him with every thrust of his into you.
All he can hear is you, as profanities start to fall from those pretty lips of yours mixed with the noises of your skin coming into contact with each other over and over again.
All he can feel is you, as your cunt starts to contract its walls around his cock.
The screams that leave your lungs are what pulls him out of this lust-drunk hold you have on him as you orgasm.
You’re the prettiest thing he’s ever laid eyes on as he watches your body writhing underneath him.
He can’t help but pull his helmet over his head once more as you barely open your eyes to realise before you feel him come crushing down on your lips. 
Crosshair kisses you feverishly as your hands fly up to grasp his face as you return the neediness.
It’s so hot that it tips him over the edge as he pumps himself into you.
You kiss him throughout, wanting to milk every last drop of his but also knowing that this is the end game.
You would have laughed your own head off if anyone had told you what exactly you’d be doing with the moody clone today.
You’ve always found each member of the clone 99 force attractive in their own, unique way but you would have never of crossed that line with any of them.
Now however you want this moment to last, you want to be promised another moment like this again.
You know attachments in this line of work are just plain stupid but you’ve never been fucked like Crosshair has just fucked you before.
Your kisses slow as he pulls out of you so gently, nothing like the brutal pace he had just given you.
You can’t help the stupid grin that grows across your face as you watch him dress himself.
You lay there a little bit longer as he attaches each part of his armour also.
You’re not sure how long you stay there but the silence starts to creep up between you both as that same smile on your face doesn’t seem to be mirroring on the clone.
“Well” you say, trying to break the silence before it grows any bigger.
“That was f…” FUN you go to finish but Crosshair finishes your sentence quickly.
Only with a word that causes your heart to drop.
“A mistake” he says not even looking at you.
Which was a good thing as you’re sure your face would have been a picture.
“A mistake??” you scoff, anger starting to bubble up inside you.
“Get dressed” he still doesn’t glance at you as he’s almost fully suited up once more.
“The others are waiting” he turns his back on you and steps outside the opening of the cave.
Just as well he didn’t look over at you as you can feel tears start to burn the corners of your eyes. 
How stupid could you be.
You honestly thought he liked you??
‘A mistake’ is what he called you. 
A mistake.
You dress yourself pretty quickly, perhaps the anger pumping through your veins helped that. 
Pulling your poncho over your head you can feel your chest start to heave as you no longer shake due to the coldness of the enclosure but because of Crosshairs comments to you.
Your fingers bite into the metal of your sniper as you grip it a little too tightly and step outside the cave.
Crosshair is stood only a few inches away, his back still facing you.
You go to step past him, you know where the rendezvous point is yourself, you don’t need him.
You can just go find the others and then perhaps drown your sorrows at some crappy bar somewhere in the town.
You don’t want him right now is the answer you give yourself.
But when he places an arm across you, his hand grazing your hip slightly as he stops you from walking away from him, your heart skips a beat.
You glance up towards him, your eyes search for his buried underneath that helmet.
You wait for that voice of his to call out over the modulator at you.
“Not a word,” but instead his voice causes you misery once again. 
“to the others. Do you understand?” 
You hope that your voice doesn’t show just how much of a blow his cruel words are giving you right now but you make yourself answer him. 
“Rodger that” you tell him as you push past his arm and start to stalk away into the distance
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Run BTS: 019 | Strike
Original Air Date: 2 MAY 2017 Episode Length: 20:10 Total Parts: 1 YouTube English Subtitles: Yes Title Song: Blood Sweat & Tears
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Synopsis: At a bowling alley
Production: Good coverage, good sound, nice clean setup and the PUMA sponsorship didn't feel too forced or overfeatured. Pretty sure this was filmed the same day as the arcade eps.
Endearment: It really feels like we're just hanging out for some simple bowling games.
Winner: RM, YG, JH, JM
Loser: JN, V, JK
Best Cheater: none
Member Moments:
RM: When RMs comment made JK collapse after his throw!!
JN: As expected of Jin the gamer, he prioritzes trash talk over gameplay! ;)
YG: Yoongi striiiiiiikkkkeeee ftw! but seriously, he's such a great member when it comes to team sports.
JH: Easily my favorite watermelon farmer!
JM: Did you see that jump when he gets up for his first turn at the 2nd game???
V: V Definitely got off easy with that spank from Hobi
JK: Proposed butt punishment...JK immediately does it anyway. You have no power here!
Bonus Content: Two words: Hobi's shoe...
CQ Rank: 3
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