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endless love!
[ID Two drawing collage pages of Vash and Wolfwood from Trigun Maximum. In the first collage, top corner, Wolfwood looks upwards disgruntled with a flushed expression, lying against a pillow, as his hair is being pet by Vash's hand. Next shows Vash and Wolfwood from behind, Wolfwood with his top bare and hickies covers around his nape area. Vash lifts hair away from his nape and asks, "More?" Wolfwood nervously says, "No." Next is a side profile of Vash, his arms around Wolfwood from behind while Wolfwood rests his hands against Vash's arms. Next to this are two smaller drawings; Vash turns to Wolfwood and says repetitively, "Wolfwood, Wolfwood..." Wolfwood, not looking at him, says "What?" He finally turns his head and looks shocked as he exclaims, "So close!" Vash says plainly, "You just noticed?" Below these is a drawing of Vash and Wolfwood sitting together as Vash kisses and hugs him from behind with his right arm around Wolfwood's neck and his left hand around his side. He also has his right leg propped against Wolfwood's knee. Bottom of the page has a comic. Wolfwood looks annoyed, speaking to himself, "Where is that idiot?! Need to get out of town before--" A chat bubble exclaims, "Wolfwood!" The next panel shows Vash running from the townspeople, small text saying "Get him! Vash the stampede!". Wolfwood, mad and about to pull the Punisher off his shoulder, says, "Argh, you fucking dumbass!" Vash exclaims, "Ah, don't!" before pulling Wolfwood into a quick kiss. He then tugs on Wolfwood's collar and says, "There's no need to shoot, just run!" Wolfwood stammers, "R-right..." with a flushed, dumbstruck expression.
Second collage; Top left, Wolfwood spoons Vash in bed, his arms around his chest and the other beneath Vash's head. Vash has his hand on top of Wolfwood's as he sleeps while Wolfwood lies awake. Behind this drawing is faint sketches of Vash's face. In a small panel, Wolfwood hides in Vash's neck as he mumbles to himself "Stop. Stop thinking embarrassing things, Wolfwood..." Beneath this drawing is another of them in bed, Vash now turned to Wolfwood and a hand on his cheek as he kisses him good morning. In a simpler style, Vash wraps an arm tightly around wolfwood with the text "snork mimimi" next to him while Wolfwood says, "We need to get up. Spikey! HEY!" In this corner, there are faint sketches of Vash and Wolfwood; one of them looking at each other; Vash kissing Wolfwood's forehead; Wolfwood saying, "Hand" with an outstretch hand and Vash says "ok" behind a drawing of them holding hands, both turned away from each other shyly. Next is a 4 panel comic. First shows Wolfwood's face getting squished by Vash's hands with the text "squish" around his face. Next, his cheeks are stretched with the text "Chee--" Wolfwood then hits Vash's face with his palm, exclaimining "That hurts!" The last shows Vash on Wolfwood's lap, smiling to himself as he continues to have Wolfwood's face in his hands. Next to this is another comic; A close up of their hands, Vash holding Wolfwood's with both of his. He then kisses the palm of Wolfwood's palm and says, "They're soft!" Wolfwood looks at him with flushed cheeks, "There's no way that's true..." END ID]
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#just posting first for now!!! wanted to have these two spreads together grah#ive been weirdly selective when it comes to posting on tumblr but i really need to start dropping everything from twitter/insta onto here...#anyway what is there to say... i like to just draw them being in love and silly. there are so many flavors to vw#and i so happened to really enjoy the intimate sickeningly affectionate aspect of it... lays down...#give these two touch and loved starved selfless individuals the chance to pour their entire being into loving the other....#thoguh in particular i drew these both for wolfwood wednesday (which is everyday to me) so theyre wolfwood centric#i think for some time i was just seeing a lot of work of vash being loved by wolfwood and obviously that makes sense#ww loves that fool so much and will love him two times as much for the love vash refuses to give himself#but i also love wolfwood and desperately needed to see wolfwood being loved so i drew it#bc it goes both ways... i def believe that ww would be adamant about giving affection to vash at first bc vash would hesitate asking#but once he gets comfortable vash's love pours and he'd noticed too that ww avoids getting spoiled affectionately bc of his own issues#vash is. stubborn to me. more so than wolfwood. he will destroy him with love!!!!!!!!!!!#and wolfwood will adjust and get used to it. being loved. loving. steadily but slowly as his days are filled with soft touches and reminders#that he's being handled gently and with care for the first time in a long time#ruporas art
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I LOVE ADAM PARRISH SO MUCH. I AM SURPRISED TO SAY THAT HE MIGHT BE MY FAVE CHARACTER. I NEVER IMAGINED HIM TO BE SO CLOSE TO MY HEART.
#the raven boys#the raven cycle#trb#trc#adam parrish#i'm a hundred pages into the raven king#i wanna take care of him#he deserves a lot of comfort
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When it comes to Tsukasa and being sick my take on it is that if it's affecting him and only him, he IS going to try and push through it bc he's not about to let it hold HIM down. It's just another challenge in the life of a future star! No it doesnt bother him hes just taking a quick break! No the pain is bearable dont worry its fine! He's not leaving it unattended at all, per se, maybe takes something to help, but doesn't sweat it too much. So things like a headache, stomachache, dizziness, minor injury and so, that's fine for him, he'll work through it or he isn't tsukasa tenma (see: ode to your heart beginning. also phoenix kinda?)
But the moment where he's coming down with something that can possibly SPREAD and infect others, thats a different story. Oh he has a fever?? He's coughing?? He is closing himself in his room on medications and not going anywhere. Unless he deems it necessary to go, or hes not doing terribly bad, then he will leave but only with a mask, 5 boxes of tissues both wet and dry and a disinfecting spray/gel and also he's standing at least 2m away from everyone else at all times, constantly reminding them to wash hands and not touch his things unless he's cleaned them. And he leaves the second he's done with what he needs to do / feels a bit worse
He is NOT going to be the reason someone else is getting sick and he refuses to even risk it. Its fine if its just him because he thinks that he'll deal with it fine (50% chance it passes quickly and mildly and 50% chance it absolutely wrecks him over for at least a week. no in between) but he doesn't know how well others deal with being sick and he'd rather not accidentally cause someone a bad time
#i feel like when it comes to sickness hes very careful overall#and he shows too mcuh care for things like cleaniness and proper nutrition and all to tell me he wouldnt take illness seriously#he IS going to try dealijg with it hinself though and hes going to be ADAMANT on it until proven incapable#id say he does have a p good immune system overall so he doesnt get sick a lot. but as i said before when he does...#it can either pass quickly and overall doesnt hinder him too much. thoug he is careful with it still#or he has one (1) “its not that bad..” day and the next one he wakes up and its like a train ran over him#keri rambles#prsk#tenma tsukasa#someone take these characters away from me or else
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wheres the rodansey challengers au. cmon
#tashi adam ronan patrick gansey art. its right there#you know ME and my personal love for sarchengsey but even i have to say rodansey wins this round#but now im thinking about henry playing tennis and declan pretending he doesnt care about if he wins but he Cares A Lot#trcposting
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𝐖𝐇𝐘 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄?
To forgive yourself.
Most people have regrets. We all have to live with the consequences of decisions we wish we could take back. But what you regret is more than a mistake or short-sighted choice. You regret your very existence. Everything you've ever done is something you wish you could undo. You believe it is impossible to become the kind of person you want to be. You see yourself as a lost cause. You feel chained down by the love you receive, because you are sure you will only hurt anyone foolish enough to see something worth loving in you. You want to rid this world of yourself and feel trapped by all the hands holding you back. "I love you" is the phrase you most dread hearing. You wish that everyone else would hate you as much as you think you deserve. Perhaps you feel it would make ending it all so much easier. It's possible you have only stayed alive this long because you believe the only thing that would cause more misery than your life is your death. Either way, you are certain you live a life beyond salvation. And you are wrong. You have been made to believe your best is not enough, that your efforts have no value because you will always fall short. Perhaps too much was expected of you from the day you were born. I would not be surprised if the impossible was the very first thing you remember being asked to do. You can't stop regretting a failure that was always inevitable. You cannot forgive yourself for existing as the imperfect person you can't help but be. You believe you don't deserve forgiveness. But you do. Your human faults and limitations do not make you worthless. You have as much right to be here as anyone else. Your needs and boundaries are not a burden, and those who would treat them as such are the ones to be faulted. You're here to forgive yourself and the life you live. It will be difficult and it will not happen quickly, but it is a task that needs undertaking. Redeem yourself by slowly, gradually putting an end to your eternal atonement. Atone for the years you've lost to self-loathing by telling yourself that this existence of yours is nothing to repent for. You will not believe it at first. But you must try to treat yourself as you would a treasured friend, as those that love you know you deserve to be treated. Over and over, tell yourself the words that you can't yet bring yourself to believe, and one day you'll notice that they've started to feel as if they might be true, if only now and again. The love that chains you down, that you believe you don't deserve, it doesn't have to torment you. It can be a comfort, too. One day, you will be grateful for the hands holding you back. You deserve to know what it's like to be alive without wishing you weren't. Have faith and dedicate yourself to that.
+ this.
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#📷 》 dash games °#(( okay so.#this isn't entirely accurate#Adam's not really convinced he's a lost cause or anything like that. Shoutout to cranetm for letting him voice that himself#but he doesn't CARE whether he's a lost cause or not. because he doesn't want to get better or change. he's used to this perpetual state of#ruin and fears a shift in it lest he lose control over himself#like a lot of this is true - especially the bit about love and about loathing himself and his outlook on love#buuut.#he doesn't regret as much as you'd think.#he doesn't regret withstanding what he did or cutting his dad off or never talking to his mother#he takes stances. he's self-assured. he has confidence#he just ALSO sees himself as inherently fucked up and undeserving of love.#a bit more complex than forgiving himself - he needs to forgive the world AND himself. which he can't ever do#STILL THIS IS SO INTERESTING ))#📷 》 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐊𝐄𝐘𝐁𝐎����𝐑𝐃 𝐒𝐋𝐀𝐌𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑 》 ooc °
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Valentin & Mitch | 617/?? Warm evening at the Motel
#Cyberpunk 2077#Mitch Anderson#Valentin Da Silva#Aldecaldos#OTP: High Voltage#MLM#Screenshot#Virtual Photography#MORE OF THIS SET CAUSE IM OBSSESSED 🥺🥺#they didnt fit into the main post so aoeauhgfh#I love -love- to imagine Valentin cuppin Mitch's face#kissing his forehead and slowly leaving a trail of kiss down his nose...#his mouth- then continuing down to his lil cyber chin#his throat- making sure to leave a lot of kisses on his adam apple...#aaaalll the way down to his collar bones#and continuin his lil road down there uwu teeheehghfhhgfhhgfh#that's what He Deserves. That's what they both deserves#Mitch needs infinite care and love
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elegance.
#dgm#D.Gray-Man#Alma Karma#cw blood#my head is filled w thoughts of Alma as a bride in a huge kitsch 80s dress#okay maybe not 80s more 60s/70s. thinking of my moms dress actually so#lots of lace long gloves puffy sleeves swooping neckline muah smtg guady#UGH or Princess Diana's oh exactly like that#just think about how past!Alma wldve thought abt potentially getting married and starting a family 'after the war'#Her covering Her face as an Akuma saying 'don't look at me' lives in my head forever. her excorcist uni#is quite tradtional and seems unpractical for battle but its def feminine to the MAX#so just. idk how to explain it but the body dysphoria i guess#Alma wanting tofit that echo of pretty but being all wrong for it. hair too dark to unruly adams apple sharp angular broad all wrong#wanting to be soft and slim and pretty pretty pretty.hiding it under layers of clothes and lace and accessories...#or being basicly the same height as Kanda and lamenting over it like nonono this is all wrong#tearing at their hair and picking the skin and scratching and ripping the dress and breathing awful#'not pretty not a woman will never be Her for //Him// never be enough' mentality#evevn tho Kanda literally does not fucking care about any of that like it doesnt even cross his mind hello hes trans duh they all r#idk i interpret them both as slightly diff like Alma seems much more in-tune w Her on an unconscious level its very emotional = turmulious/#VS Kanda who is very mentally inflicted its very physical and obsessive/conious thought near impossible to ignore ie the lotus n Her vision#so they act diff bc the influence of their Other is different. idk what im trying to say anymore actually. lmk if that makes sense T-T#ALL THAT JUST TO SAY I WANTED TO DRAW ALMA IN A WEDDING DRESS LMFAO IM SORRY IM CRAZY
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remembering on my circa 2017 booklr I used to tell people to read Gemma Doyle by describing it as trc but with an all girls boarding school / all girl group in a historical setting… I was trying to do the lord’s work she deserved tumblr fame
#I do think that was an oversimplification of both but. Not totally off base there are some similar char tropes used I’m proud of past me for#the attempt. Also I think I’m going to start advocating for Diviners in that way now that trc fandom is apparently quite miserable post GW#you like gay people doing dream magic? you like witchcraft and ghosts and strong ensemble casts?#you like an ambitious abuse survivor getting a healing arc with learning to control magic/psychic abilities as a metaphor? you like four#book series where the first three books rock and the last book which is named king + corvid is a bit underwhelm who said that?#a positive point in diviners favor is Ling x Wei Mei >>>> RonanKavinsky. Generally find the take on dream magic in diviners more compelling#(although LingHenry + RonanHennessy both being mlm wlw duos who are the dreamers is kinda fun)#anyway. This is not actually a fair comparison because Ling is my fav or at least top two w Theta of the leads and I love Ronan but he is m#least favorite of the trc leads of which there are four all of whom I love so it says nothing bad about him. But it does put me as an#outlier re: fandom priorities..#on the flip side while I love diviners dynamics sadly I don’t think they ever come anywhere close to Gangsey levels of extreme codependency#so I can not care quite as much….#from what I remember the girls in Gemma Doyle are a lot more codependent good for them. Would have to reread to compare codependency levels#Ling and Theta are both my favorite in diviners in the same way Blue and Adam are my favorite in trc and Abed and Annie are both my fav for#community. basically one char who I love and overidentify with (Ling/Blue/Abed) and one char I love who in many ways I’m not like#but in a handful of very niche specific ways I also relate quite a bit. And am fascinated with (Theta/Adam/Annie)#s speaks#very off topic from my initial point which was you should read Libba Bray’s books#and in both cases I have a second and a half tier fav (Evie/Gansey/Britta) who I love fictionally but if I was trapped in a room w them I’d#kill myself. with the white blonde women I’d also want to make out w them debatable if that makes it better or worse#but like. I could not stand listening to them speak for that long I know this#Gansey might just die a third time by my hands…
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Thinking about how they should’ve met and traveled the world together.
#frankenstein#mary shelly's frankenstein#the creature#robert walton#frankenstiensmonster#I think they could have had a lot of fun together#Walton is so good and I think he would’ve cared about Adam if they’d met#i love them#I know my blog is a mess right now#this is just how I am
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btw funniest option for reverseverse archangel siblings is that lucifer & michael are the twowith the dead mom killed by a demon, and gabriel and raphael are accidents that happened along the way that chuck kidnapped
#they are all still related their family situation is just a freakshow#gabriel and raphael’s moms ARE alive. they just were kidnapped a little bit kind of#this is actually very angsty if you look at it too long and ends up with a lot of turmoil from each of them because michael & lucifer like.#This Is Their Family Mission. avenge their mom. who is. Undecided Character At This Time. because im not one of those losers who makes#becky a dead wife. but someone’s gotta be the dead wife around here you know?#but anyway my point was. this is Everything to them. but its. not at all the same for raphael and gabriel.#like at this point yes they want in because those are their brothers and their grief is shared grief but at the same time. they have moms.#they haven’t been allowed to see their moms but theyre out there.#this is getting too angsty. i said this was the funny option specifically because i think it would be hilarious if chuck’s condom broke 2x#and then he had to take care of even more babies (read: hand them off to michael)#this would also mean that raphael & gabriel are significantly younger circa s1 of reverseverse. like adam-aged#i think chuck does just leave them somewhere and fuck off to do his own thing. maybe with michael but maybe just in a motel room somewhere#they’re like 15-16 and just completely abandoned. i think that does fuck them up a little. even more than it does michael & lucifer.
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society if hoo had them at uni age and the lost trio went to chb and chiron is like "how tf are ANY of u alive and unclaimed". wilderness was just community college.
#on a serious note this changes a lot actually. annabeth and percy would not be in chb anymore so when percy goes missing#its like. a genuine possibility and fear because demigods don't make it that old. there is also some added time between tlo and tlh as well#further adding to jasons isolation as being even WEIRDER than everyone else. he also would've been praetor for longer so maybe the romans#wouldve cared more. this also does away with the plot hole of ppl not giving a shit that jason piper and leo (and dylan) straight up#dipped. introducing piper especially to a summer camp makes chb less appealing because they're too old for that and thus makes their#departure from chb make more sense in toa. yet also it opens up the possibility of new rome uni.... which i cannot see any reason as to why#leo would not go there!!!!! outside of being banned cuz he bombed new rome lol. but pipers sexuality arc works for college too!!! ur never#too old to find urself. but also this is the question of if you are able to relatively function in society (this is more for piper leo fran#and i guess percy) then why would you even fight this prophecy??? anyway lol them being college aged is perfect cuz percy is literally#going to a new place and having a new transition with new ppl... like u do in college LOL. now the question is would hazel still be 13. nic#is a lot older at this point and perhaps has the same age gap as bianca and him did 🤔 cant remember. but also don't know why hazel was 13#in the first place lol. idk. in my college hoo she is just a senior in hs about to graduate from spqr and thinking about staying there or#possibly going to newru after seeing frank make the decision the previous year! SAD!#anyway in hoo. percy and annabeth are sophomores. frank and the lost trio are freshman.#but then in toa. percy annie frank and the lost trio are all graduating cuz percy got held back and Annabeth failed after tartarus fr.#but then also know that piper never went to newru and is adamant about going to mortal uni. and leo kills in newru but is bored. nvm i#forgot he died 🧍♂️ ummmmmm ok. ignore leo. and jason actually. so um. ok that really threw me off but are u getting it. that's when apollo#is like 'heeyyyyy i need help pwease 🥺' and they're all like 'dude.'#OK!#but also i ackowedge that this is a children's book and i am not its demographic so god be with you.
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something Hugh Dancy said at the Dallas panel that I thought was very interesting, was that Will uses (common) autistic traits very consciously as a means to protect himself.
it makes sense. he uses the frame of his glasses as a "social shield" early in season 1. and from season 2 on, that seemed to just "go away", as an example of one of those traits because he specifically mentioned the difficulty with eye contact.
I used to interpret his changes throughout the seasons as him simply dropping the mask. because to me - especially in the beginning - he was trying so hard to appear "normal" that his autistic traits and instability only became more obvious.
so, when he stopped trying so hard and felt more liberated in being himself, he became more comfortable just doing whatever feels right to him, instead of focusing on what makes him appear more socially acceptable.
but Hugh's thought of Will simply using the traits he knows are commonly found in autistic people and saying he's on the spectrum, but not formally diagnosed, makes this a lot more interesting to me!
#but also can we please not ask him about Will being on the spectrum anymore. pretty please. i'm tired of people misunderstanding him#and also for him to keep having to say that *he* doesn't believe Will to be on the spectrum#while also very clearly misunderstanding what 'the spectrum' actually is and means#and also his knowledge is extremely outdated from his research for Adam in the late 00's so please don't ask him about it anymore istg#just HC Will as autistic and call it a day. you don't need Hugh's approval or input#at least the question at the Dallas con was a little interesting about how him playing Adam might've influenced his approach on Will#but my point stands#also i'm autistic myself so hush don't even try to argue with me. i HC Will as autistic and i'm happy with that. who cares what Hugh thinks#hugh dancy#will graham#also idk if i'm making a lot of sense in my post but i hope i do i'm very exhausted and can't really think lol my brain is not braining rip
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// Slow burn radioapple where Al keeps being a menace because that's the best way she knows how to cope with being in crisis, her local Lucifer pushes back bc he shouldn't have to deal with this shit, they keep getting into beef,,, if he's not aware already, he becomes aware that she doesn't get this triggered by anyone else and wonders what the fuck her problem is with him,,
maybe he'll ask her. maybe she'll tell him half. she won't tell him the other half.
maybe he'll figure it out.
#// just thinking as I'm trying to fall asleep. idk if im gonna do an offscreen ship tho idk.#the half of her problem with him she WILL talk about is that he greenlit the extermination (she lived through like 90 and lost friends!!)#he talks to disparagingly of sinners like he's better than everyone else when he's down here too. you're down here too motherfucker.#it took him five months to show up at charlie's project. after CHARLIE invited HIM. charlie may be delusional to Al but at least she's#trying to do SOMETHING for her people! unlike her dad who greenlig a genocide! people don't have to be perfect to deserve not beiny#genocided by a belligerent military power wtf. Al's not a Believer in redemption but she HAS been with Charlie from the beginning#and she has helped A LOT! Regardless of her intentions she's materially helped and invested her time & effort into the hotel! And then#Lucifer WALTZES IN with OPINIONS? and wants to help NOW that its a functional hotel? That's how Al sees it. Like joining a group#project that's mostly done and hijacking it. BITCH! That's HER project! Her + Charlie + Vaggie. And THEN it takes Lucifer ages to show the#fuck up to battle and only for his daughter! So go worry about her don't act like you care about the hotel!! That's how Al feels.#The part she WON'T share? She's intimidated. She's always been. She's aggro to him because she's intimidated.#And she's SCARED. Of being replaced. He can fix up and staff a hotel too. He's more powerful than she is! Everything she has going for her#that makes her Useful as a facility manager? He can do 1000x times over. Charlie doesn't keep Al around for her PERSONALITY!#And NOW? She got her ass handed to her by Adam. She lost a lot of her power. Lucifer kicked Adam's ass. That's HUMILIATING.#(The only saving grace is that her babygal Niffty ended Adam.)#SO YEAH AL is MAD at her local Lucifer for legitimate extermination & hotel stuff but she's also super on edge and easily triggered by him#specifically because she's intimidated and scared and humiliated and grieving her loss of power. So she lashes out.#maybe he'll figure out why.#mun post.
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⚔️ Who's Your Ultimate Night City Choom? ⚔️
VOLT
ADAM SMASHER You’re a force to be reckoned with — strong, independent, and determined. When you put your mind to something, you don’t look back and you’ll achieve your goals no matter what. It’s these qualities that you may think Smasher appreciates in you, but instead it’s probably your total disregard for others and your pitch-perfect menacing aura. But living this way means leaving a trail of broken relationships in your wake. Prepare for a very sad and lonely end if you keep this up.
cryiiiiing @tacticalvalor i cant believe even the official cyberpunk quiz is saying they're canon
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#// they had us in the first half ngl#// v.olt is the opposite of s.masher in the sense that she cares. A LOT. but she does have a menacing aura#// she's for the people. not for herself#// she's aware and tries to avoid taking unnecessary risks as opposed to s.masher who does not give a single shit#// the gorier the better with him#// the whole reason they end up together is bc v.olt isn't afraid of him and refuses to be intimidated by him#// and he admires that#// and also... bc she scraped his ass up off the pavement after arasaka tossed him out after she beat his ass#// they're peak opposites attract and i love that#dash game : i’ve been caught up in a riptide#about : you’re just a lost cause#( ocm : volt the watson thunderdog )#adam smasher / volt : would you still love me the same ? [tacticalvalor]#( v : chippin' in and cashin' out )#( s : cyberpunk 2077 )
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This is so Sirius Black coded, I’m now choosing to make this a headcanon I have for him.
yoooo are u trying to get me beat up by a certain crowd 💀
(but like also—hard agree. it gives u so much more to play with if u picture him like that. all those things u love in villains except it’s sirius)
#sirius black#by certain crowd i mean sum people who’re so adamant james wasn’t his moral compass lol#the memory of getting vagued lives forever in me 😓😓#i’m kidding lol#i think it’s utterly fascinating for sirius to only be loyal to *one* person (or family really)#bc it makes him so much more terrifying yum#i envision him as fundamentally good but not caring—a lot about general human populace#(yes he fought in a war for ideological reasons i acknowledge it shush)#but just a—a sirius who’s meh about things until his ppl r involved#and then it’s all fury of a thousand blazinn suns#oh oh also!! the angst tho 👀#an apathetic sirius who doesn’t really use his capabilities#except say. james gets hurt/killed#and now it’s like—yes he can (and will) burn the world down but for WHAT#bc his james isn’t coming back. cannot do that. and what even is the point#of all his magic and power and everything—if james had to die????#(it’s a very classic ‘selfish guy gets a wake up call’ trope lbr but so fun#some delicious angst i’d say#pen’s asks
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lemme go into character analysis mode rq
Seth: a broken man who is only living for vengeance.
he lost all that was important to him: his family. he has no superpowers, he has no healing factor or special training in weapons, he has no achievable goal. what he has is undying rage for the one who killed his friends. killed his family. killed his kids.
it's the only thing keeping him going. the mere thought of inflicting the same pain he's feeling onto the perpetrator is the only thing keeping him from his already dug grave, no matter how much the ghosts of his past wail for him to join them
what was once a strong and kind man who helps in anyway he can has been twisted into a being full of rage and hate, seeking death for death itself
Gabriel: a warrior losing their supposedly unending will
they have the answers to many of their cases, thanks to unfortunate and fortunate circumstances, but nothing has come of it. there is nothing they can do. what they have solved is not accepted due to fear of the knowledge they've gained, fearful of the consequences of acknowledging it
the more they insist the more they are ostracized yet overworked. piles and piles of cases and missions thrust upon them because of their will to act, to search and solve. the work they once loved begins to crush them, danger upon danger crashing down to the point they know their next battle with death might be their last
yet still, they carry on. as if they were atlas, they carry the world on their shoulders, whether they need to or not
Jonah: a man lost in the void, ever sinking and shifting, losing himself to the emptiness
for years to us but infinity to him, he has learned all there is to learn, done all there is to do through the eyes of others, and thought all there is to think. things no human could ever truly comprehend float through the void he resides in, slipping in his ears to his mouth as instructed
the void encompassing him since that cold winters night shifts and expands, leaning into emotion or apathy, kindness and cruelty, estimations of good and bad, and everything in between. all millions of times a second
and every year, month, day, hour, minute, second and nanosecond, he asks himself if it would truly be so bad to sink into the nothing. to let hollowness and blankness take over. would that truly be such a crime? to drift away in this expanse?
he doesn't know. so he continues to float on the edge of oblivion
WAAAAAAAAH /lh
They’re so. Sad. I care them so much :(((
#asks are neat#tmc alternate au#super cool fan stuff#the seth one is. accurate to his post fateful reuinion self#like. unable to shake off the burning hatred in him. even if he knows moving on is the best option#unable to stop thinking about ripping alt mark to shreds#hell why stop there? kill alt Adam. alt thatcher. alt ruth while you’re at it#just. wanting to fill the hole that was left from Cesar and Sarah’s death/alteration#Gabriel trying to reach a goal that’s unreachable. Jonah trying to help despite the turmoil he’s in#WASAGCHRJTLHKYPGHTG /lh#I care them. I care them a lot
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