#he also knows how to use his tongue
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brendabradshaw · 2 years ago
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Bradley Bradshaw has a big dick and he knows how to use it.
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stars-obsession-pit · 5 months ago
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(Another) Ghost in the Machine
DP x Hellblazer (the original John Constantine comic)
Ritchie Simpson continued to search frantically for the connection out of the computer and back to his body as he begged John to explain what he meant by saying “Goodbye.”
Had John disconnected him? He knew John’s sense of humor wasn’t the lightest, especially after Newcastle drove them all a bit insane, but that felt too far even for him. Nah, he’d probably just gotten himself a bit lost in the wave of energy he’d experienced in the Tongues of Fire network and was accidentally looking for his body in the wrong spot.
He pulled himself back and let his mental connection to the digital world expand outward, probing the rest of the machine for the connection. He knew he was in the right system, so as long as he looked thoroughly he’d definitely fi—
Everything flashed a surge of blinding white and then was replaced by pure darkness. He thought he screamed, but he couldn’t hear his own voice. Couldn’t even feel his own thoughts. Trapped in one single instant that stretched for indeterminable eons. Then, eventually (or was it immediately?), awareness began to trickle back.
He was still in the computer, though it felt… different, somehow. His thoughts still weren’t entirely in order. The first possible hints towards his location he found were the sound voices trickling through from the outside world. Voices he didn’t recognize. Young voices.
“I’m happy to help, Tuck, but I’m not really sure what you expect me to do here. You’re way better than me at this computer stuff than me.”
“By all means, feel free to keep complimenting me, but this has been frying my brain, man. I got this thing secondhand, and the system should be quite powerful, but there’s something using up a ton of its processing and I can’t figure out what. I was hoping you could do your ‘enter into the computer’ thing and see if you see anything.”
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s0fter-sin · 1 year ago
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svtskneecaps · 9 months ago
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you know what i'll say it MIKE AND ROIER ARE THE ONLY ONES I RESPECT these fuckers will rock up and say FUCK english all my homies HATE english they are the only ones i trust and respect these fuckers are like you will hear me speak my language and you will LEARN IT OR DIE and i respect the HELL OUT OF IT dude THANK YOU FOR BEING ENGLISH HATERS brothers THANK YOU FOR NOT SPEAKING ONLY ENGLISH WHEN AMONG ANYONE NOT OF YOUR LANGUAGE GROUP!!!!!!!!
#qsmp#if there are others who also refuse to speak english that i didn't notice i will add them#this excludes the koreans bc they aren't strong in english so it's only half an option for them#(allegedly aren't strong i didn't see them around long enough to come to any real conclusions but i'm told they aren't strong in it)#and also hugo bc he didn't have much time on the server and some people who start out relying on the translations#will swap over to using their english however strong that might be idk his relative strength either bc like korea he wasn't online long 😔#which i also respect because i'm glad they get to practice their nonnative tongue that's cool#but the first multilingual smp with live translation becoming the 'english in a group' server gives me fits#anyway for legal reasons much of this post is hyperbole and exaggeration#but i do love how mike and roier can be consistently relied on to just Not Speak English#block game brainrot#shut up vic#bonus shoutout to foolish who often insists spanish speakers only speak spanish to him#and tries to only speak spanish in return. he's not got broad vocab just yet but for only learning via this and duolingo he's doing amazing#and i have a lot of respect for him for it#(yes i respect everyone for reasons but this post is about the ones who can and do speak Not English on purpose)#(regrettably people like bbh and phil don't count although i still respect their efforts)#ANYWAY SLASH END TAG RANT THIS POST KNOWS WHAT IT'S ABOUT DON'T FIGHT ME
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nateezfics · 1 year ago
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eschynite · 5 months ago
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Maybe I'm projecting and being hopeful but I mentioned to M that I don't even get to shit by myself in peace lmao and I feel like something clicked for him. Bc I was like hey, at least you get private bathroom breaks at work (noncombative). And since then he's been a lot more acquiescent when I ask if I can nap and stuff
#he's never rly said no he just used to be like 'well whaf if i want to nap' like in the early parenting days#which evolved into 'yeah i guess'-type responses#lately he's more like 'yeah!' like his tone is less. whatever it was before#same with any requests i make in general like if he'll put e down for bed and stuff#idk my weird episode epiphany thing i went through last week has me feeling much less patient and self-questioning#it's just a fact that constantly asking myself if i'm being considerate enough of others has done nothing for me#like it hasn't even improved my relationships.. i don't really have any lol#like i'm done biting my tongue bc idk if i've properly considered their perspective.. i end up blowing up at minor things as a result anyway#like it makes me a worse partner fr#i also really feel like i've been putting daggers thru my own spirit by doing this for so long#like i need to stop troubleshooting my existence like 'what if i conform this way' 'what if i conform that way'#here's what if: you will be profoundly unhappy and no one who you love will truly know you#this is such a tangent off what i started talking about but basically i'm done reflexively wondering#every time i feel wronged disrespected etc. if actually i'm the one in the wrong. it really is reflexive#the way m's mom responded to me setting a boundary was a wake up call like apparently she just read into what i was saying too much#so hypothetically it wasn't the boundary she was angry about but how she thought i set it#but like i don't have any time for you if my extremely sincere and straightforward communication isn't good enough for you#like i'm not going to be understanding of your inability to take me at face value we didn't both fuck up. You did#and that's how i'm going to act. like You fucked up. yk
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happyk44 · 10 days ago
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Chewing on my thoughts like a feral dog because I'm running on like three hours of sleep and the brain be tornadoing, but like!!! Lewin and Renzou being opposite sides of the same coin or whatever. So similar in their inability to relate to other people, and yet Lewin being incapable of disliking himself over it because, despite everything Osceola taught him and knowing there's something wrong and different about him, he is unbothered by it. He accepts his deficits for what they are, violence and all. He knows he's off compared to everyone else, but that's just how it is. It's not a big deal. He makes due.
And then there's Renzou who grew up loved and isn't violent, doesn't really have those urges or curiosities, but he knows something's wrong with him, something that separates him from everyone else around him and it makes him hate himself and he gets mad about that too because it's not like he's hurting anyone so why is he so mad about it? Why does he care so much? Why does he want to fit in with his family? They fucking suck! But they love and care about each other and he doesn't and it drives him up the wall because their lives are the same, so why is he the only one who's broken?
#lewin who knows he's heartless and is fine with it versus renzou who knows he's heartless and wants to smash his head into a wall about it#renzou shima#aspd!shima#lewin light#happy talks blue exorcist#lewin who does not perceive himself as broken and renzou who can do nothing else but perceive himself as broken#like lewin is ares. viciousness and bloodlust. renzou is hermes. quick and sneaky.#im biting them both and screaming like come on come on come on#quickly reviewing chapters in between writing reports and like. lewin is so fascinating#because he clearly relies on other people to help make up for what he lacks. he has a strong sense of morality but is indifferent to ethics#and so osceola provided that (re: telling him to value life) and ryuuji also steps in when he goes too far (re: the whole thing with misumi#but renzou can't rely on people. everyone he grew up with is bound by a sense of duty that he does not understand and despises#so he cannot connect with them and cannot rely on them to provide moral or ethical structure#he gets away with it because unlike lewin he is not overtly violent. lewin is like a classic example of aspd. the stereotype#but renzou isn't. he doesnt start fights hes not aggressive hes not cruel. but hes a manipulative little shit#homare even says he has a sharp tongue#i guess its funny because lewin's lack of social skills protects him from any sense of internal despite#but for renzou understanding theze things just further exposes how different he is from everyone else which only fuels his distress#rereading his little talks with ryuuji and koneko very much stand out to me when viewing it through this kinda lens#because he is trying to open up to them. possibly for the first time. but both fail to understand#ryuuji is too focused on the lingering betrayal of renzou being a spy behind his back and koneko is too focused on his potential#sort of in the same way his family is. no one treats him with any seriousness as they all joke that he's bad at it and is going to die#he tried to open up and connect but they are so used to the mask he wears they can't not see it on him even if he's not wearing it#they don't see that he's good at it. he was successful for months. he was still successful even after they found out!#for all they complain that they can't truly trust him anymore it's the final battle and they all do anyway 😂#ahhhh i love this hc so much im gonna think about it for weeks until i move onto the next thing that tornadoes my brain lol
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the-acid-pear · 9 months ago
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i know i'm sending a lot of asks, but. just remembered these two sections from my fic. these are like. two chapters apart:
first section:
"He sighed. “Well, I’ll certainly say, you're rather…headstrong, Kennedy…” Jack smirked, raising an eyebrow. “You mean that as a compliment, Miller?” Henry ignored him."
second section: (the "he" in question is Henry, and he's talking to Dee)
“Hmm. I see…” He pauses. “You sure are an interesting child, you know that?”
“You sound like one of the ladies at the Daycare. You mean that in a good way, or…?”
He doesn't really respond."
well. like brother like sister, i suppose (Henry Decides To Discreetly Insult Them And Neither Of Them 100% Pick Up On It Due To The Autism, But They Can Tell He Means...Something By It)
- dogboyjackkennedy
Vibes so rotten they override the need for refined social skills fucking incredible. Being a cunt comes so easy to his forked tongue‼️
Also don't be apologetic I love getting your asks <33 if this blog is a house then you're my nextdoor neighbor amen o7
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attractthecrows · 9 months ago
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retconning stroud out of the deep roads so i can shove laure amell and the hawke siblings and varric and anders all into the same little camp. they would all have such a bad time
#carver: dying of blight. with an inferiority complex. but mostly dying#danie: MY BROTHER!!! MY BABY BROTJER HELP HIM!!!!!#anders: oh god oh fuck. wait a minute. i recognize this area. isnt this where the commander should be? oh hell#varric: we are all going to 🪦die⚰️ in a 🕳 hole. not even a GOOD hole#warden commander laure amell of ferelden and amaranthine: oh. anders. glad you're not dead or a darkspawn but Why The Fuck Are You Here#anders: oh hell. uh.#warden commander laure amell of ferelden and amaranthine: actually shut up. darkspawn incoming. its too open here so follow me to camp#'uh- commander-' 'shut it. there are shrieks about. this is a nasty area to be in with non-wardens' [glaring disapprovingly]#they awkwardly walk to camp. sigrun and a couple other wardens are there. they all sit down & drop their stuff#amell sits on a stump and pulls out a corked bottle. pops the cork. sniffs it. takes a swig. her white hair almost seems to glow?#she coughs then asks anders 'so why *are* you this far in the deep roads with a band of nonwardens? how'd you even get here?'#anders pulls out the map and hands it over. she looks at it. her expression darkens. she rolls up the map and says 'Anders.' he looks up.#she whaps him on the head with the map and gripes 'do you have ANY idea how long I spent looking for these fucking maps?!' whap 'you dick!'#she whaps him one more time then stuffs the maps into her bag. 'that still doesn't tell me WHY you're here. out with it.'#varric speaks up: 'my asshole brother locked us in a thaig. we came down on an expedition and found an idol that he betrayed us for'#amell frowns. 'a *thaig*? there aren't any records in the shaperate of any out this far. this isn't even a main branch of the deep roads.'#'it could be ancient!' sigrun offers 'or an unsavory secret the shaperate 'lost'. like Caridin?' amell nods & turns back to varric.#'so you're looking for a way out.' they nod. 'and just happened to come by this way?' anders says 'no commander- we need your help.'#amell takes another swig of her bottle. her hair is definitely glowing slightly. 'who *doesn't* these days. but for a pair of old friends-'#she winks at anders. 'what is it you need?' danie interrupts. '-please- my brother is sick- if you can't help him he'll die!'#amell looks at hawke then at carver. gets up and steps over to him. kneels in front of him and unceremoniously grabs his face#tilts his chin up (carotid + jugular blackened) peels his eyelid back (sclera greying and bloodshot) pries open his mouth (tongue greying)#then releases his head and stands shaking her hands. 'oh yeah. that's blight for sure. this is why you sought me out?' anders nods.#'we'll take him. but you know- he may not survive the joining.' 'any chance is better than letting him die!' 'i agree.' amell says coolly.#'youre lucky. we can do it here but the prep will take time. rest. eat. be on your guard. and DO NOT touch my whiskey if you're not a mage.'#it takes like a day of prep. also no one has used amell's name so they havent figured out the Cousins thing yet#eventually amell pulls carver over to the fire and hands him a cup of the joining potion and says 'you get one warning. *don't flinch.*'#he drinks it. he lives. but he's unconscious. amell sends the party on their way#to anders: here. i found this not long after you left. *hands him the phylactery* you and justice be careful. it's getting chaotic out there#to hawke: for what it's worth im sorry. if ever you need the wardens' assistance i grant it under the authority of warden-commander amell
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bijoumikhawal · 2 years ago
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Rotating siskarak in my mind again
#Cipher talk#The thing is. The thing is. With the reading of Garak as presented in ASIT and the Nexus and the calling. He's got narrative parallels to#Sisko. Obviously there's the sociopolitical stuff with Hebitians and their history of being enslaved and implied current economic#Disenfranchisement and ongoing cultural suppression and that has some obvious connections to be drawn to Black history (Indigenous history#Is black history and vice versa these are not discrete categories without overlap)#But also like. The relationship to unreality/a reality considered less 'factual' even though it is RIGHT THERE and happening and the divine#Being called to the divine even as you try to run from it. Even as it makes you uncomfortable or even angry#Because it makes your /superiors/ uncomfortable. Because the culture you live with doesn't /do/ that sort of thing#And obviously this is different for each: with Garak his relationship is specifically targeted and oppressed and has been for a long time#Whereas starfleet is discrimatory to Bajoran faith less because it's Bajoran and more because it's idea of equality and being 'modern'#Enough to be in the Federation is flawed and discrimatory towards things like faith in general#And their connections to being Of those faiths is different#Sisko is Moses but he's specifically the version of Moses who says he's heavy of tongue because he doesn't speak Hebrew and doesn't know#How to be Jewish because he was raised in different culture (which is NOT a popular reading)#(Even though heavy of tongue is elsewhere used to mean 'I dont speak Hebrew' pretty specifically)#But let's not get into my grief over how Judaism regards Egypt as Bad and how this has loud & nasty echoes today#Whereas Garak has known what he is since he's a teenager and was raised with carefully hidden philosophy from it#Waoughhhhh
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Migu/eli :/
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#like I used to actually like this ship!!! I thought it had potential and thought it was cute!!!#but I've seen the shippers butt into elimetri posts and try to bait elimetri shippers into arguing with them#and generally speaking I hate the way they tend to treat Demetri like#it's not even that they hate on him nowadays really#it's more the way people make him completely irrelevant and drastically minimize his importance in both Eli AND Miguel's lives#or act like between Dem and Eli Miguel favors Eli or loves him more???#TWICE Miguel has been pushed to take a side in the Demetri/Eli feud and TWICE he has sided with Demetri#like yeah of course Miguel cares about Eli but showing that at the expense of how much he ALSO cares about Demetri#makes my blood fucking boil#tbh the butchering of the Miguel & Demetri relationship pushed me away more than the butchering of the Demetri & Eli relationship#they're also kinda weird about Sam??? Like many insist she's a lesbian to get her out of the way ig#(Yes I know I'm a Lesbian Yasmine truther but I actually have evidence :/ )#Meanwhile the Lesbian Sam arguments are so often both ragingly biphobic#and a thinly-veiled “we need her and Miguel to break up and can't think of any other reason it would happen”#also the fanbase acts like their ship is above all criticism because it's a “rarepair”#(it isn't actually they have over 70 ao3 fics and like 3x as much content as most of my actual CK rarepairs)#when in fact at the end of the day Miguel and Eli would not be good for each other romantically#and because of how the fanbase acts I'm no longer willing to engage or play with the idea like I once was#(btw this does not apply to Miguetreli)#(which I consider its own ship and think COULD actually work as a romantic dynamic BECAUSE of Demetri's presence)#anyways this post might get me flayed but I no longer care I have held my tongue long enough#eli moskowitz#hawk#miguel diaz#demetri alexopoulos#demetri cobra kai#sam larusso#samantha larusso
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titsthedamnseason · 4 days ago
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the other really fun thing about listening to the first time readers talk about tog is that they love saying “this book is too predictable” and bookmarking that statement with multiple wildly incorrect (but admittedly VERY interesting) theories 😭
#no because…some of the theories were do involved even though i’m trying to write down the stuff they say#both the right and the wrong bc i want us to all look back and have a good laugh one day#i genuinely couldn’t transcribe them because there was too much to remember and put into text 😭#my favorite is that they think nox is SOOOOO EVIL HAHHHAHA#it makes me laugh because. no. he really is just some guy!#they are so suspicious of dorian too 😭 i have to bite my tongue so bad bc THAT IS MY SON?#and they love chaol (i was so worried about this but they formed the right opinion all on their own ❤️)#but they are kind of suspicious of him for SUCH funny reasons#like they don’t get why he’s so bad at his job (doesn’t keep that close of an eye on celaena - needs her help making ANY progress on the#murders - the king doesn’t seem to like him very much) and internally i’m like#Oh. actually this is not a secret plot he is just very well intentioned and VERY bad at being captain of the guard. rip chaol im so sorry 😭#mine#tog#my fav theory from today was that the king knows about the evil in the castle#and when they started i was like okay i see we are onto something….#and then they closed it out by saying he isn’t involved but he just knows which is why he left during the competition#and they think he’s a bad person for leaving his son and wife with the evil spirits 😭#so close but so far girls!#ALSO ALSO I FORGOT#they think the wyrdmarks are for cultish sacrifices and so when celaena found the circle of them under her bed#THEY ARE CONVINCED SOMEONE IS TRYING TO HUMAN SACRIFICE HER 😭😭😭#poor nehemia 😭#just remembered how many times she kept having to redo all her hard work with the wyrdmarks bc celaena would wash them away omg
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29121996 · 4 months ago
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for the record ibrlly never undersrood how someone watching u could like makw u feel naked or . like theyre fucking Really Peerjng ibto you. until recently and i Hate This !
#THEREE A REASONNN I CANT FOCUS WHEN HES WATCHING MEEEEEEE#OR LOOKING AT MEEEE OR WHEN I KNOW ICHAVE HIS ATTENTIOB#BC IR FEELS LIKW HES FUCKINF STRIPPING MY SOUL LAYWE BY LAYER . LIKE FUCK YOUUUU. stop looking at me#oh but for everyyime i cluld count him watchinf me i can say i qas watxhing him too .#not as freuqent . but like . if i was watxhing him i was elky gonna makw it known lmfao#shameless abt it in a weird sense . bc like . hes nor gonna quesrion mw abt ir#no one is gonna aay a qord abt jt ! i do have a staribg problem <3#coubt how many times aomw poor sucker has been the attention n ive just soent so muxh time watching them#i dont know why i sovit (i mean i know Why but like also ???? its weird stop it ??????)#anyway fuck him.#i literally cant atand any of this shit im fo na snap . mentally that is#i refuse to fucking mssg him tho ! so thats acplus ! like !#my pride n ego matter n i fenujnely . i cant bite my tongue enough yet ti not go n tell ppl#i did smth stupid and consraxted him so for That Sake#ajd irs nor like i care but . i refuse ti be that pwrson anymore !!!!!!!!!#i used to be irritating and mssg ppl who didnt want anything ti do w me and it like . sucked for both of us !#and i k ow interestingly enough . i couls jusr Explain fuxminf every Single One od His Points#w my side but likw i dont think hw xarws enough .#and idk gow to explain . That to him without wantinf to fucking die honestly vc like . that is none of ur fucking business.#but also . whatever none of it matters the sun is literally rising#im being s lil stupid
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tapakah0 · 10 months ago
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SH- ATE MY TAGS AGAIN OKAY CAN YOU WARN ME WHEN I'M AT THE LIMIT YOU BOZO??? #I can't with the fact that they already act like a couple.... Shepherd will need a raise to not spit at this fact...... #Am I a bad person for enjoying them dominating?.... # I pity birds but I did know them for less pages than I did know Marmors help # This birdy has a blessing,,, that probably won't be that easy m....
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Part 10 >:0
Warning. Brain cell used. Stunt performed by professionals, do not repeat this at home
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#Today it#could have been us#M#starting with the YOOOINK plot riiight in the bottom of what the hellness#OH HE WENT STRAIGHT AHEAD AND USED HIS CLAWS#This dude DOES KNOW HOW TO FIGHT#AND HE CAN AND WILL FIGHT#“I'm good at not moving” HELP ahh I have a feeling like he's good at it only with the weapon pointed at his neck#Oh Wait his hands in this suit has 4 claws I thought only 3#Oscar immediately telling plenty of stuff while being threatened with the sword#Yeah.. lick the blood it's very tasty and healthy... poor birdies... the ones flying away in the background with the thoughts#Shepherd being responsible for kids.. PFHGTTGTGHTH NO WONDER he looks like world's first tired man#ECLIPTICA OPENED HER OPTICS#SHE OPENED IT#THE HEADCANON ISN'T A HEADCANON THEY CAN OPEN THEM WIDER DEPENDING ON THE SITUATION#Shepherd “giving a good advice” Ecliptica “WHERE'S MY PUPPY”#...Oscar is good with his tongue.... so they really can't fly or find a way out of this built prison#LISTEN BIRDY ANSWERING “NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS” IS LIKE TELLING THEM “OH MY GOD YEAH HOW DID YOU KNOW”#YOU KIDNAPPED HIM THREATEN HIM WHY THE HELL YOU ANSWER HIM AS IF HE IS THE ONE THREATENING YOU#I like the fact that THEY don't have a choice at all#He HAD a choice and he made the one all of them would probably do#....I find a few words of what he just suggested a lie... is he just gaining a trust from them...#WHO'S FAULT IS THAT?? LET ME GUESS... MAYBE THAT'S THE FAULT OF THESE PREDATORS??#ON MARIGOLD'S PLACE COULD HAVE BEEN... I DON'T KNOW... COW WHEAT???!????? AND WHO WOULD HAVE BEEN SCREAMING AT HIM THEN???#HELP SHEPHERD I LOVE YOU “I pay for your job and double emotional job”#MMM... caught them... I actually wanted to see what will happen in that case#This bird made a mistake by standing on the bright side pointing at him when she/he knows that they also can fly#I'm not even armed" *continues to avoid their attacks like a pro with his claws fingers that can beat through#OH LOOK AT HIS FACE THAT'S AHGDAHG THAT'S NOT A FACE OF SOMEONE WHO ISN'T HAPPY TO SEE HIS BIG KILLER LADY#OH MY GOD HOW GORGEOUS IS SHE I CAN'T......
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groovysins · 4 months ago
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I think it's time .
#//come and keep your comrade warm!#what more could a switch want than a dangerous russian spy whose entire disguise is being a cringefail dork. wdym I'm insane.#do you see my vision. i can scratch his lil ears and grab his horns and shove my tongue in his mouth til he forgets what he's even there for#and once he REMEMBERS he can lovingly condescend me in russian for being too trusting while shoving his knee between my legs#awkward cute goat dude who would feel irresistibly warm and soft if i stuck a hand up his shirt.#guy whose tail goes haywire the closer your hand gets to where he wants it. bf who lays down like a good boy so you can kiss him all over#I want to overstimulate him sooo bad he's white bread if it were a man but he's nice and well intentioned#and apparently that's enough to make me want to give you head nowadays. sad!#but also hello i do not know how to handle the russian spy thing. i have been so normal about it on main.#the three ppl that followed me here need to know how good of a job i've been doing of BEING NORMAL ABOUT NIKOLAI#LIKE HAHA. hahahaha. you are a national threat gone widely unnoticed and spend all of your time carefully crafting a good natured persona#and you were also given only one episode to be vaguely expanded on so my brain can go crazy with how you actually behave#like i don't think he's an evil mastermind. i don't think he's evil. he's the secret second thing that still makes murder ethical to you#and also makes you hotter sorry#i am a nightmare to the US instinctual red scare. if you put a communist in front of me I'm gonna wanna fuck him I'm sorry#especially when he's THAT cute how am i not supposed to want him to groan in my ear and show me that he's much more in charge than I think#beyond cooked. I'm charred. flambeéd.
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sqoa · 4 months ago
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cw stalking
☓☓☓ stalker!satoru likes exploiting his heightened senses to learn everything and anything he can about you. he doesn't even need to be in the fucking room to know that you're sitting with your thighs pressed together because you're still thinking about the letter he slipped under your door that morning.
the letter, in which he wrote the dirtiest details about yourself that not even you picked up on. like how when you're really horny you become restless and can't keep still for too long, or how when you cum your eyes squeeze shut and you almost look scared of the pleasure you're giving yourself. which he loves, because your fear is an aphrodisiac to him.
but you figure whoever it is that's stalking you is only stabbing a guess at what could be true. because there is no way he's someone you've fucked, because you don't fuck on a whim. the only other explanation you can come up with is that he's been in your home, either to install cameras or slip into the shadows late at night when you're touching yourself. which is a ridiculous thought, so he must be assuming.
until you come home from a particularly gruelling day to find a small box on your pillow.
it's black, and wrapped in a blue ribbon that looks hauntingly familiar to the shade of blue—you shake your head. with trembling hands you open the box to find three things. one of which is a baby blue vibrator, the same shade as the ribbon and a certain set of eyes you often think of when you touch yourself. you also find a smaller box with a note attached.
'a promise, until you trust me enough to replace it with the real thing, doll.' it reads, and doesn't make sense until you open the box and find a ring inside. expensive looking and glistening under the moonlight coming in through your window. it fits your ring finger perfectly when curiosity bests you and you slip it on. You should be panicked, locking your doors and calling the police but there's a horrible ache in your lower abdomen that has you awful restless, and you realise that perhaps your sweet-tongued stalker knows a little more about you than you do yourself.
weeks of gifts like this go by, from sex toys to expensive meal deliveries each night, you're starting to feel more like a sugar baby than a victim. and still, you haven't even given in to your stalker... you've been too scared to touch yourself, to put the box of toys he's gifted you to use, because each night as you fall asleep you dream of vile things done to you by a man you can't see the face of. you worry that if you give in, let him watch you fuck yourself stupid on the toys he brought you, you won't want to hate this. to hate the way he calls you his doll, like you're a toy to be played with, in a home he somehow has access to despite how many times you change the locks.
it's not until you're on a mission one day, alongside satoru gojo. you're in an awfully tight space together, stuck in an abandoned warehouse and boxed in by curses that you're sure he could handle in the blink of an eye if he wanted to. but you're here, pressed chest-to-chest and breathing in the scent of his sweat and cologne mixing together—sugar on his breath.
and you're just so needy, after weeks of denying yourself in hopes of boring your stalker away. you have to press your thighs together, satoru's hard abs against your stomach is too much: and the way he looks down at you, laboured breath and glossy lips parted... you have to look away. but when your gaze meets the ground, you catch a glimpse of something that you hadn't noticed before.
a ring on his finger, one that matches yours—hell, it even looks cut from the same gem.
and his voice is poison. "you've been hiding from me haven't you, my doll?"
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