#he also agressive when he drums

[pocket-jack]

Somewhere in their past:

Kid: Killer! Look what I found!

Killer: Oh! It's music instruments!

Kid: Yeah! And the whole storage of them!

Kid: Look! I'm the guitarist! "Proceeds to strum a guitar really badly" C'mon, Kill, get on the drums! Let's make some trash music together!

Killer: Well, idk. I never played

Kid: Yeah, me too, so what!? It's still music! C'mon! For the sake of fun and giggles!

Killer: Sign, okay...

Killer: "Proceeds to beat the soul out of those drums like a God of drumming" Phew... That was actually good!..

Kid: :0

Kid: "Pathetic strum"

[qyxzun]

𝕸𝐮𝐥𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞 | 𝐦𝐡𝐚 - 𝐚𝐭𝐬𝐯 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐜 ; 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 - 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐭

╰┈➤ ❝𝕴𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐫-𝐰𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐄𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐡 𝟗𝟐𝟔-𝐙 𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐚 𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐫𝐤𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐦. 𝐇𝐨𝐰 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐨𝐮𝐭? 𝐇𝐨𝐰 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞?

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐉𝐎𝐁 𝐈𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐂𝐀𝐍 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐒𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘𝐎𝐍𝐄..

𝕴𝐍𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐔𝐂𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝕮𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒…

MILES MORALES, EARTH 1610B.

"Càlmate, mami—eso no es my fault!"

THE ORIGINAL ANOMALY and the cause of fate-changing, Miles Morales. Bitten by a spider from another dimension, he gained superpowers and became a unique spider-man. His powers were unparalleled, and the spider bite caused a ripple effect in the multiverse, creating a universe without a spider-man. Clever in physics and one hell of an artist, yet he only has a few friends he can trust now.

GWEN STACY, EARTH 65. "I'm from another.. another, another dimension."

THE GHOST-SPIDER OF EARTH 65. Her amazing acrobatic prowess is perfectly suited to her web-slinging abilities. She moves with agility and grace, impressing all who witness her incredible feats. She doesn't really express her thoughts and feelings so much, so she uses her drums as comfort. Surrounded by a crowd, but mostly alone inside.

HOBIE BROWN, EARTH 138. "Listen to me, bruv. whole point of spider-man is your independence. Be your own boss. you don't need all this."

IN THE EARTH 138 OF CAMDEN, NEW LONDON, with a government corrupting his city more than others, spider-punk fights his enemies and stops crime. He's recruited into the spider- society, mostly to look out for his drummer. Hobie is also a performer and an activist against fascism.

MIGUEL O'HARA, EARTH 928. "Que maravilla,"

THE ONE AND ONLY SPIDER-MAN IN NEUVA YORK OF EARTH 928. At least he was. Miguel is the founder and current leader of the spider-society yet beneath all that sarcasm and apathetic nature, he has been the one trying to keep the entire multiverse from collapsing. And if it meant doing it by force, he would not hesitate.

MILES G. MORALES, EARTH 42. "But you... you can call me the prowler."

THE ORIGINAL SPIDER-MAN OF EARTH 42, but his destiny was stripped away when the scientists of another universe took the spider away. His life changed for the worse when the absence of a spider-man in his dimension affected his city's crimes as well as his father's death. Life was unfair in his world; he knew that. Only the strongest can come on top, so he became the rising infamous vigilante—the prowler.

IZUKU MIDORIYA, EARTH 61806N. "To help others, you have to be able to take care of yourself."

A QUIRKLESS WEAK BOY was once antagonized by his childhood friend Bakugo before UA. His limits as a quirkless person didn't break his ambitions and dreams to become what he always wanted, ever since he was a child—a hero like All Might, one who people can rely on to save them and put a smile on their faces.

SHOTO TODOROKI, EARTH 61806N. "I'd like to avoid something so cruel, if possible."

SON OF AN ARRANGED QUIRK MARRIAGE, because of his terrible past, Shoto seems to have a reserved, unapproachable, and austere disposition. He came to despise his left side and would never again utilize it in combat. He's cold, just like his quirk. Too cold to even communicate with.

KATSUKI BAKUGO, EARTH 61806N. "I'll become a hero that even surpasses you!"

A SHORT-TEMPERED AGRESSIVE HOT HEAD with a quirk that can match his personality; explosion. Katsuki is a perceptive and strong student indeed but he does not work well with teams or cooperating. He absolutely hates it when someone underestimates him and gets beaten. There's not one moment in which he's not arrogant.

WILL INCLUDE MULTIPLE MATURE THEMES, INCLUDING AND NOT LIMITED TO..

       → obscene profanities.

       → extreme violence.

       → suicidal themes.

→ excessive gore.

→ physical, mental, psychological, sexual, etc... abuse.

→ death; as well as murder.

→ yandere tendencies.

→ kidnapping.

→ harassment.

→ battery.

→ assault.

→ use of drugs; consummation, force-feeding, dependence on substances, etc.

→ Lima syndrome.

→ Stockholm syndrome.

→ mental disorders; mainly PTSD, OCD, OLD, depression, etc.

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As the author, I DO NOT CONDONE these unethical subjects, their purposes are solely for the plot. Please seek help if needed and refrain from reading if you feel uncomfortable. ♡

Discrimination against this work for its warnings will not be tolerated. You, as the reader, are free to choose whether or not to continue reading.

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' 𝕹𝐎𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐄 !!

╰┈➤ use of Spanish will be present in this story! (used a translator since I don't know Spanish.)

→ spoilers of the movie and the anime will be present.

→ grammatical errors you might encounter are purposely written for vernacular vocabulary.

→ more characters will be introduced and considered as love interests.

→ written before beyond the spiderverse's release.

→ does NOT ENTIRELY follow MHA or ATSV's plot but credits to their creators.

→ may include violence, gore, extreme themes, etc.

→ i gave the MHA universe its proper earth name since i didn't know what to give them.

→ this fanfic is also uploaded on my Wattpad. I frequently upload there so best to check it out. :) @ qyzxunn

- 🕸️┆𝕻𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐔𝐄.

- 𝟏 ┆𝕬𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝕯𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍

- 𝟐 ┆𝕬𝐌 𝕴 𝕯𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆?

- 𝟑 ┆𝕮𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆.

𝟒 ┆𝕳𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐁𝐈𝐑𝐃.

more parts coming soon....

𝕾𝐏𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄.

©QYZXUN

[ipoxcky]

🕷️

spider-verse_headcanons

MILES MORALES:

whenever he gets nervous/embarrassed, he'll turn part of himself invisible, like maybe he'll stick his hand in his pocket and make it go invisible

SCENARIO: at the college admissions office, rio would tell the lady, "he makes sure that he recites his time tables every night so that he can't mess up on those challenging calculus problems!" and then he would do the invisible thing and go "stop, mami, she doesn't need to know that..."

he'll also put his head on the desk with his hood up and turn his face invisible in school if he's bored

he would probably also do that when he's crying

did the invisible hand thing with fake blood to prank ganke on april fools, ganke freaked out and almost called an ambulance before miles told him it's a prank

had a shoe-collecting phase at some point

aggressively tender headed bc his hair is always nappy from putting on the suit and his mom goes CRAZY with the comb

got little twists in his head when he was younger, but now he keeps it out. his mom will still twist his hair occasionally just for fun and he hates it

secret SoundCloud rapper whose account has like 20 followers and it's him just freestyling. the only person he told about the acc was uncle aaron who's his number one fan

PAVITR PRAHABKAR:

always pulls the "is it bc i'm _____?" card, ESPECIALLY with hobie just to mess with him and hobie would go "don't chat to me mate i don't even like the u.k. myself"

talks with his hands definitely

has seen every romance movie known to man and forces the others to watch them with him if they can

VERY facially expressive, throws the STANKIEST faces at people he doesn't like, yes he's good at reading others but it doesn't take much to read him

falls over when something shocks him bc it's like his little joke

laughs to himself a lot but doesn't tell anyone why

knows a bunch of horror stories on command, the first spiderpeople sleepover he freaked everyone out and miles couldn't sleep without the light on

just dance GOD

can raise both eyebrows individually

GWEN STACY:

had an agressive minecraft phase when she was 8 where she got the creeper hoodie and never took it off

definitely had a full pixie cut at some point

theater kid, definitely goes to watch broadway shows with her dad every so often, has met famous people because of it, her favorite one is probably dear evan hansen (idk i haven't seen it)

ben platt worshipper

drums on anything she can get her hands on

music blaster

tried electric guitar for a blip of a moment

morning person, stretches anywhere and everywhere

her favorite thing is DESTROYING pointe shoes because she can take out all her anger. this one time it got to a point where after her shoe destroying sesh she started crying because she didn't realize she had so much pain built up inside her

tutu hater

takes french and already knows a ton from ballet

wheeze laugher

pastel note taker

really pretty handwriting when she tries, chicken scratch when she doesn't

HOBIE BROWN:

surprisingly good american accent

knows a bunch of magic tricks to entertain kids experiencing homelessness on the street

headphones always on so they're absolutely demolished and holding on for dear life, too bothered to get a new pair

REALLY good with kids, does anything to help them preserve their childhood because he feels like his was gone too quickly

good whistler

beats everyone in board games

knows a lot about politics for someone who doesn't rlly like them

can judge people's character based on first glance

black nail polish never leaves his fingers

goes on really long rants about the state of the world

reads self help + philosophy books

hops the subway/metro thingy

lips always moisturized, but his hands and knees r lowkey ashy sometimes (i'm blk it's okay y'all)

doesn't drink soda

tries to be vegetarian because of the stuff he's seen (worked at a fast food restaurant and was grossed out about the stuff they were serving), that and he loves animals so

natural remedy kind of guy who would drink chlorophyll water

dreams of being a tattoo artist

uses sound effects of random things in his music, raps/sings his poetry about capitalism and stuff

keeps tin jars and cans

doesn't kill bugs and instead lets them go free

[zeno-zero]

TLOK RE-WRITE : WAN/JAYA

Jaya lives in this re-write by the way, while Wan canonically has his animal companion, Mula The Deercat - It be really nice not only he has an animal companion but also a partner in crime as well. Helping with the fact that the entire conflict is about having the spirits and humans to get along with each other.

Emotional baggage, like, lots of them. Jaya hasn't seen Wan for over 2 years, and he pondered that if he didn't make it in a way. Wan's banishment broke his heart, and he believed he would die within a day. His grief and regret was choking him. So hearing that he managed to make it out alive, he decided to also even placed himself in the wilds because If Wan survived, there's a chance he could run into him again.

Upon reunion, Jaya literally run towards to him and tackle Wan with a hug - sending each other flying to the ground, and laugh with a heart. They both saw each other again, and this time, they saw each other changed. Wan used to be reckless, and quick to anger person. Jaya used to be hesitant, and always expressing uncertainty - Wan is now compassionate, optimistic, and courageous, even preferred to settle disputes through diplomacy. Jaya developed a sense of courage, along with a deep hatred of all spirits, and has an agressive nature.

Those 2 years of not seeing each other, Jaya gets a little clingy to Wan sometimes.  They would have each other's hands being held most of the time, Jaya wraps his arms around Wan's neck in an affectionate way, and you would never see Jaya being a part away from Wan unless crisis averted. I guess, losing Yao following after Wan's banishment made him viscid to Wan. [ Which, Wan doesn't really mind ]

It wasn't quick or slow for Jaya to eventually be friends with the spirits, but in the middle ground - when Wan is all friendly, and nice towards the creatures.. Maybe, just maybe, he should've at least try. Just for him.

"Did you ever think about me, Wan? Did you ever miss me.." there was pause. "And Yao?"

".. I do, Jaya." Wan place his hand on top of Jaya's - slowly having their hands interlocked. "I do miss you and Yao."

Years after the harmonic comvergance, they never find the right time to talk about their feelings but there has always been romantic, and sexual tension between them both. Most of the time, they were pretty chill and casually talk because they're  simply "friends" and never thought they could be more. However, they also have little moments where they are nervous around with each other. Their heart beats even sync because its drumming fast and loud. When Jaya grabbed Wan around the waist and lift him off the ground because they were both victorious - Wan couldn't help but flush profusely and blossomed into belly laugh. When Wan holds Jaya close, having his hand on top of his head while the the other his back pulling him closer. He just.. Stiffened. He reciprocated back but the warm on Jaya's face? Never left.

When he lost Wan at that night, he kept fighting for him. Peace will be restored, and his name won't be in vain. He carved a statue of wood just for him, to honor his name. It depicts Wan being embraced by an image of Raava. [ <- Go to contents, and click "Legacy" ]

Man ,, wish they have more time. 💔

I would love to show my re-write about TLOK but this is all you can get from me ^-^ I'll plan to share more about them. This is absolutely not meant to hate on the actual writing in the show - its a nice sequel to ATLA. My brain just can be quite imaginative.

[i-like-books-and-women]

So we had a band competition yesterday that was over 12 hours and here's everything that happened from like 10:30 when we left the host school to when we got to go home:

1. Me and two friends played Mario Kart. We learned that one of my friends is apparently really agressive at mario Kart. She was treating to burn the other kids family because he was beating her. Also "Jesus I hate you guys." "Just kidding I love you guys" -her

2. Our band directors were staying foe critique with the judges after the show and left the parents with a key fob. The fob doesn't work after 8 pm. We got back to the school at like 11:45 or smth. We were stuck. People left the school to go potty because we were stranded for about 30 mineuts because that's how far out the director was

3. About a quarter? Of our hornline decided to do a sing run where we marched our dots and sang the show. The drum majors were part of the potty squad so we made a percussionist do the tempos with drum sticks

4. Like 6 of the sing through people decided to wait with hoods up in an ominous line for the band director and we forgot that he didn't go through the main entrance to the high school and instead went through the middle school so we went sprinting to surround his car and one of my friends landed on her ankle and died

[giftige-ewigkeit]

what happened at the concert ://

I honestly believe that part of it was the fact that we were just very unlucky but several friends messaged me on instagram that they also had similar issues to mine both on the 4th and 5th... so I have no idea at this point.

I had general admission tickets and since I had my final university exam in the morning we couldn't drive to Nijmegen earlier than 1pm. We were through security at around 3:20 and everything seemed so nice and calm. I was beyond excited. I tried finding a spot where I could see the drums, so we were basically in the middle of the stage but a bit further from it as people had already claimed their spots before us. We were roughly here but as the time of the concert approached we moved forward with the crowd.

As the time went on some people around us began getting more and more drunk and it got more and more packed but it was still quite calm, except for two younger men who were quite "happy". They decided to "play fight" and one of them ended up knocking the air out of me as he elbowed me in the stomach. My boyfriend, who tends to be protective of me as I am quite petite, was ready to give them shit but I told him to just ignore it. It was whatever, shit like this happens, despite it being uncomfortable. Duo Abélard came on and people became pushy however it was still not bad. But at this point I couldn't see anything at all, which I was kind of expecting as I am 1.60cm tall and the Doc Martens with big platforms could only do so much to help. This was what I saw (my camera was at eye level):

Not gonna lie, I was quite frustrated at this point and kept cursing at myself for not somehow trying to come earlier. Here I would like to say that the screen situation was completely shit. The two side screens were way too small for the size of that field and the middle screen didn't show everything so people at the back could basically only watch snippets and the stage lights.

At this point I made the biggest mistake I could have.... to move somewhere where I could see the stage more. We slowly made our way to a spot where I could see a bit of the stage and a tiny bit of the side screen. On the bright side, I did manage to see the members atleast for a short few seconds...

This was where we moved to and my hand was high up in the air when I took that picture. The spot was nice as it allowed me to atleast catch a glimpse of them but there was a constant stream of people just shoving their way through with beers and lit up cigarettes. I get it, its a concert... but the unnecessary agression and shoving was not needed. It doesn't require much force to move me a bit to the side and my boyfriend shouldn't have had to basically hold me so that I don't fall as two meter tall grown ass men made their way through. This is when this extremely drunk guy, whose friend had to hold his neck as he was swaying side to side came through. He fell onto the person next to us who then fell on me. Again, my boyfriend prevented me from falling. The friend of the guy was quite nice and apologized which I respect but this brings me to the next problem. Why did the venue continue giving alcohol to clearly incapacitated people? I seriously can't understand this as clubs won't let you in if you can barely walk, and shops usually refuse to sell you alcohol if you are visibly severely impaired (from what I have witnessed). But no, people who had no idea where they were at this point were able to get their alcohol with no issue only for them to then stumble into the crowd, fall on people and ruin the experience for others. At this point the concert had started but nobody around me (myself included) was even able to get into the music as they were constantly being shoved by people carrying drinks back. I felt unsafe at a concert for the first time in my life. When Deutschland remix came on I decided that I am giving up on trying to get a good experience and asked to move as furthest back as possible. So my boyfriend grabbed my hand and started slowly leading me back. THIS is when everything got completely ruined for me. There were people pushing to go to the drinks area and others pushing back to get to the crowd. This created a wave of push and pull which was so strong that it felt like it would turn into a full on stampede. I tried my best to just hold on as I was basically pressed against people and could barely breathe. This is where I lost my footing after a particularly hard shove and began falling. My boyfriend caught me and pulled me to his chest while he elbowed everyone back and was basically acting as a barrier between me and the others. Then him and other people started angrily yelling, clearly unhappy by the entire pushing and shoving situation. I don't want to think about what could have happened if he hadn't caught me. As we were driving home after the concert he told me that he was getting ready for the worst when he saw me starting to fall. Anyway, we somehow managed to escape and get to the back where I just sat on the ground, trying to get any air I could and to stop shaking. My boyfriend went to get me some cola as I apparently looked very pale and sickly. The mood was completely ruined.

For the rest of the concert I just sat in the back. I did enjoy the rest of the songs and even started getting my groove back towards the end which was a positive. Rammstein performed amazing although I mostly saw only the stage and some pyro (barely any of the on stage ones though, except the stroller). At the end I saw relatively fuck all but honestly I was just happy that we were safe and okay. And when we were leaving I managed to get some merch too which made me finally smile. I also managed to take some okay pictures and videos of the stage from the back.

Overall... I felt miserable and still feel miserable about the entire thing. I cried for part of the concert and cried on our way back home. I keep blaming myself for the experience, I also keep thinking that we were just in unlucky spots. Like I said before, several friends messaged that their experience was also shit on the 4th and 5th because the crowd was awful. So it could be that the crowd was just particularly shit here...

I also think that the drinks were sold for way too long. They started at 3pm and by the time the band started playing at around 8pm, a lot of people were already completely smashed. I saw several people also drinking and smoking weed at the same time, which of course made them get extra high. I was mentally prepared for this as it was an open air concert but I was never expecting to almost get trampled.

Sorry that this is so long but I wanted to write it all down. I just don't know if I am being a complete pussy or if this is outside of the norm for R+ concerts. I went to one back in 2013 and it was quite nice and peaceful. So far from what I heard/ read their previous 2022 concerts had been quite alright. I just never expexted to feel so unsafe. It hits hard because I got tickets for Coventry back in 2019 and had to give them away to a friend. Those Nijmegen tickets were basically my miracle tickets and I was so so happy to get to see my favourite band again. So yeah...

[toosicktoocare]

The Magnus Archives Hurt/Comfort Week!

Day 1: Self-Worth Issues (Pretend, Shaky Hands, Etc.)

Setting: Season 3, Soft JonMartin

Jon’s exhausted, a bone-deep cover of fatigue draped across his muscles, and yet, no matter how hard he tries to sleep, his mind can’t seem to shut down. He thinks, at first, it’s because he’s in America, in a foregin country by himself, but, while he tries to cling to that notion, he knows, deep down, that he needs to record. 

He doesn’t have a statement, and his head begins to spin in a twisting spiral that leaves him dizzy, unearthed, and he reaches for his phone to call Martin, hoping, almost desperately, for a tether back to the presence. 

Martin picks up on the first ring, and, how it has been since Jon hopped on his first flight, he sounds just a tad alarmed. 

“Jon? Is everything alright?”

Jon moves from where he’s been hunched over a small, wooden desk in his motel room to the rickety bed, dropping ungracefully atop the must blankets with a groan that vibrates deep in the back of his throat. 

“Jon?”

“Ah, yes, I’m fine,” Jon lies easily, his mind, once growing fuzzy around the edges, starting to smooth out. “How are things?” 

“Um, well, things are... going?” Martin laughs, short and lacking heart. “We’re all carrying on with work the best we can manage. Well... most of us are. Tim’s still... well, he’s still having a hard time adapting, I think. I don’t see him most days, but when I do, he just looks... tired.” 

There’s a long pause between the two. Jon’s head is beginning to hurt again, a rather agressive thump against his temples, and Martin’s only breathing quietly on the other end of the line, waiting. 

“Are you sure you’re alright, Jon?” Martin cuts through the silence, his voice dancing around the edges of Jon’s headache. “Normally when you phone, you ask me to look into something for you. You don’t... well, you don’t sound well.”

Humming, Jon drapes one arm across his eyes. “I need... a distraction, I think.” He sighs, wincing at the drum in his head. “How are things with you? Outside of work, I mean.” 

“Oh! Well... Things are fine, I suppose? I got a new house plant! I decided to challenge myself and get one that requires more care and attention than my others. It helps me not think about... well, you know. It’s a bit weird being back home. I think I rather got used to sleeping at the institute, but...” 

Martin’s voice falters, and Jon can fill in the blanks without Martin’s verbal direction. 

“How about your poetry?” He asks, quiet, only vaguely aware that it kind of hurts to speak. 

“Oh! Well, I haven’t had a lot of time to write because it’s been pretty busy at the institute, and-”

“Can you read me one?”

Jon jerks the phone away from his hear at the loud shout on the other end, grimacing as he slowly moves it back to try and make sense of the frantic chatter on the other line. 

“-can’t possibly! Jon, they aren’t even good! It’s just something I fiddle around with here and there, and you would hate-”

“Martin.” Jon’s voice is flat, dark, and he swears he can hear the click of Martin’s teeth as the latter presumably snaps his jaw shut. “I’m sure you’re quite the poet. Now, will you please read one to me? It... Hearing you... it helps me feel present.” 

“Oh... Okay, well, sure, Jon. Just a second...”

Jon can hear rustling on the other end of the phone, a few, hushed curse words. 

“Got it! Couldn’t find the damn thing.”

The flipping of papers begins to emit from the other line, and oddly, Jon can feel himself relaxing just a fraction more against the bed, the mattress underneath starting to feel a little less lumpy and old. 

“No. No. Definitely no. Too dark. Too... wormy. Too... well, I suppose this one would work. Are you sure, Jon? I’m really not a poet in the slightest. I could grab a book from the shelf and read to you instead? Something by someone who actually knows what they’re doing-”

“No,” Jon sighs, thumb pressing into his temple. “Just... Let’s hear what you’ve got.” 

“Right, sure.” Martin clears his throat, and Jon allows his eyes to flutter closed. 

“My chest hurts, when I see you.  A deep pang, a tight thud against my rib cage. I have to wonder, does your chest hurt, too? When you dive into someone else’s brain on a page? Getting lost among sentences until you’re through?”

Jon, to his muted surprise, finds that his mind grows soft, and for a long, breathless moment, all he can see is Martin standing before him, his backdrop a bright white with light pinks, yellows, and oranges swirling out from teh center into intricate designs. In front of Martin is a large podium, and he’s reading through his poem, his voice gentle yet impossibly raw, and Jon wants to move toward it, move toward him, chase that endless feeling of quiet calm. 

“Jon? Jon, are you still there? Jon?”

Jon’s eyes shoot open, and his chest deflates at the sight of the grayed motel ceiling. Yet, his headache has quieted to a dull, rhythmic thump, and though still feeling rather poorly, he also feels oddly relaxed, and he can’t seem to get Martin’s words out of his ears, his mind. 

“Jon, do I need to phone for help? Did you faint?”

“That was... that was beautiful, Martin.” Raw is what he wants to say. Real. Intriguing with somber hints to it. He’s not typically one for poetry, but he finds it’s quite different when it’s someone you know speaking from their heart. 

“Oh, come off it, Jon. You fell asleep, didn’t you? Though, I wouldn’t be surprised. My poems are rather dull.”

“No... I...” Jon’s always struggled with verbalizing what he feels, what his heart and muscles are telling him through feelings alone. “Really, Martin, it was quite lovely. You should... be proud of your work because it’s yours and only yours.” 

Jon’s voice is barely above a whisper, the fatigue pressing down on him, but he wants to fight against it, to try and remedy that heavy presenece of low self-worth that somehow always manages to sneak through Martin’s tone. 

“You really think it’s good?”

“I do,” Jon says firmly, voice surprisgly loud against the bare motel walls. There’s a breath of hope in Martin’s words, and Jon nudges it forward the best he can. “You’re really quite talented. What or who was the inspiration behind this piece, if I might ask?”

“You cannot ask! Goodbye, Jon! Do try and get some proper sleep!”

Martin’s tone is unabasheldy flustered, and he hangs up the phone before Jon can interject, leaving him in silence, but also with a hint of a smile that seems to linger as he nods off. 

[methylphenidate-already-taken]

I’ve been having a rough time at work these past few weeks and could use some cheering up! Scott Lang is my mega comfort character,, do you have more vore ideas for him🥺

I totally see him as a super nervous and unwilling pred at first but then warms up to it more. Also very protective

IDK HOW LONG THIS HAS BEEN IN MY INBOX BECAUSE I DIDN’t get ANY NOTIFICATIONS IM SO SORRY

I hope you feel better soon

Okay so, ideas for Scotty boi. I’m sorry for the poor formatting I’m at work rn

To go along with your nervous/unwilling thing

Yes yes yes yes. Bonus points if hope is “willing” aka okay with it in dire circumstances.

He’s so freaking afraid of hurting someone and why tf would his guts be safe. He can’t trust that.

He’s the kind of pred that has to keep a hand over his mouth when he swallows. The other either on his throat or belly.

He looses his shit when in a last minute decision. He had to swallow Hope and Cassie. He gets pretty agressive, fending off whatever he had to and just bolting. He feels nauseous the whole way back

He really doesn’t like too much movement in there. But if he feels someone snuggle into him his heart just m e l t s

I mean we joke about Tonys mother hen mode. Scott has one too. It’s curling up in a sweater and blanket with those he cares about close within him.

No one can touch his belly exept hope and Cassie. And that goes double when he has them as cargo.

He dosen’t mean to but he once very aggressively slapped someone’s hand away from his tum on instinct.

PUPPY DOG EYES AT PREY PUPPY DOG EYES AT PREY PUPPY DOG EYES AT PREY

Fetal position is the go to with cargo.

And just for you Anon, since things are going meh for you.

Imagine comming home from work, exausted and emotionally drained. You manage to slump down on the couch before Scott checks in on you. He ruffles your hair, gives you his little smile and asks “you want in?”

Before you know it you’re surrounded by his happy gut. Holding you close as you finally wind down from the day. Outside Scott has a hand on his belly, some fingers drumming on its surface. Realived to feel your tense body finally unwind.

[sisislair]

Be me: swole half-orc bard. Party also includes a conflicted human fighter, and for a brief period of time, a human paladin.

Me and Fighter are hired by a resistance group (we are mercenaries) to take down their local tyrant. Our first job is to take out some marauding goblins that the King has set loose. (My mentality is very much mine vs not mine, and Fighter's is deeper and about furthering the connection between races.) We are ambushed, and we both kill many. The two elves that where previously part of the group sacrifice themselves for Fighter. The goblin who hired us, Balrog, kills the last one. Fighter is upset because we could have used him for information, but Balrog waves it off.

We loot the bodies, I make some goblin meat, and we head on to their encampment. It is in a church basement, and we meet another party member briefly as we are fully inducted and given our rooms. They require complicated passcodes. We both fail to remember how to get out the next morning (my intelligence is not great, practical and people skills, yes, memory + reasoning? No) We are then asked with our new party member, paladin, to go sabatoge one of the barracks. We go in through the stables, I free the horses while they set it on fire. I then cast thunder shock to blow in the wall. Fighter goes into a room, is briefly turned into a goblin because magic, and proceeds to massacre everyone. I finish freeing the horses, and then help him clear out the base by sneaking around, burning food storage, not stealing their very pitiful armory, and just slaughtering them in general. We leave, and count it a mission well done.

We then go back to base, rest up, heal, and prepare for our next mission. We are going to be infiltrating the castle to pose as new staff members and assassinate the tyrant. Me as the new head cook, and Fighter as the new court Jester. Upon introduction I am allowed to drop off my stuff, and then put to work making lunch. I immediately start building up a rapport with the guard in charge of me and the kitchen staff, made all the easier by the fact that I genuinely like people and wish to help them. I whip out an amazing stew which pleases the tyrant very much, and stay to clean up and practice my cooking skills.

Switch to Fighter, who is allowed to rest before being taken before the tyrant. His entrance is mediocre, but he turns into a goblin for his trick, he can do that, and starts juggling. He then fumbles the knife and slices his arm with it. He gets a surprised laugh out of the tyrant, who sends him back to his room to be bandaged up and rest.

Switch to me, who makes an awesome fish dinner, and once again chats away and cleans up. Radiating all the mom vibes. The staff are warming up to me, but still seem hesitant about something. I stress bake that night and make pot brownie equivalents, placing a plate outside my room and inviting the guards and staff to have some if they like. My rapport is pretty good by this point.

Fighter is taken back, bandaged himself, and fails to figure out the guard patterns because he remembers the guard who kicked him upon welcoming and punches a wall. He is checked on then yells fuck very loudly when they leave. (It is only at this point that one of us finally thinks to ask if we where ever told what exactly the King has been done to be labeled a tyrant. Cue DM being exasperated that we only chose to use our critical thinking skills on the last day.)

Cue me in the morning, who tells the other staff that they can take a break the first couple of minutes while I get things started. They seem surprised and hesitant about this. I assume that it's because they haven't been treated this nicely before. One of the servant girls stays behind to clean with me, a new occurance, and seems to want to talk to me. But she keeps glancing towards the door, and I invite her to come bake some non edible pastries that night. We finish, and upon return to the servant quarters I pull out my drum and begin practicing, I draw out an audience, and achieve yet more familiarity.

I make lunch, and we cue Fighter again. He is called upon to entertain, and purposefully stumbles when bowing to see if he is entertained by pain. However, instead of laughing, the King seems concerned. Fighter is intrigued, and when prompted to tell a story tells an incredibly well done tale about his past as a mercenary. The King is not amused, in fact he seems very solemn and contemplative, Fighter is sent away, and now the moral crises begin.

When baking with the servant girl, she tells me that the King has been beating her almost every night after taking her to his rooms, because she won't give him what he wants. I stop kneeding and then start agressively kneeding the dough. I then proceed to hug her when she is done, comfort her, and send her on her way with simmering rage and a growing conviction. I ponder the immediate expidaition of our plans.

Meanwhile, Fighter is approached that night by the King in his rooms. The King knocks, and upon entering, says that Fighter's story greatly reminded him of his youth. He tells Fighter about how his father was a mercenary, and that after being hired to liberate this kingdom they ended up in charge of it. The people, where.... Not pleased, to put it mildly. His father ended up being driven out by them, and he was left in charge. He now fears for his life and kingdom, because there is a group, several of their members being in his staff, who have been spreading horrible rumors about him. Just this last week the barracks for their new recruits where brutally pillaged and massacred. (At this point we have gone into oh fuck territory, and are looking at each other in horror.) He then continues on to say that he trusts Fighter and hopes that if he is assassinated Fighter will be able to find a new job. And that he is a good confidant. He leaves, there are no guards put around Fighter's room, and he is having a full on moral crisis. He can't kill an innocent man, and may in fact have been hired to kill several innocent men during the barracks mission. He had been suspicious of Balrog since day one, and this is all that he needed to confirm it. (Our DM has apparently been leading us up to this the whole time, and is now playing us against each other. It's glorious story building, and simultaneously agonizing. We are very, very invested by this point.)

The next morning I am not woken by the guard, and smell something cooking already. The staff has been given the day off by the King, who has locked himself away and is in a funk. Everyone came together to make breakfast for me for all that I have done for then. This cements my love for these, my people, and my conviction is strong. I am doing this.

But this conviction is about to be challenged when me and Fighter meet up to discuss things. I let him go first, and am initially sceptical. Sounds like a sob story to me. I tell him about the servant girl. He tries to reason with me.

Fighter: Only one girl came to you?

Me: I can't take that risk that he's doing that.

Fighter: Fine, but do you have to kill him? Balrog is very suspicious, and I can't take the chance that this man is innocent.

I grudgingly relent, and tell him to investigate more while I ask who wants to leave with me. Upon coming near the kitchens I hear murmering, I can tell that it is the servant girl and someone else with a familiar voice. I knock, and the voices stop. She tells me to come in. Only she is in there, and when questioned she initially denies. I press her more, and she eventually reveals that it's the guard. Why would she lie about that? She tells me that he was telling her about the horrible things the King has been doing, and I am newly suspicious of this. I ask her if she wants to leave with me, or if she wants the King dead. With no hesitation, she says that she wants him dead, now. I have a big brain moment, and ask to see the bruises so I can apply a healing paste to them. She is shifty about it, saying they are in sensitive places. I smile gently, and counter with me being a woman as well, having healing knowledge, and if so that this makes it even more important they they are taken care of. She says she needs looser clothes for me to tend to them, leaves, and returns. She has marks around her breasts and her legs, and my rage is reborn. There is no changing my mind now. My character is not smart enough to think that she might have faked them, and I cannot let this stand. I finish treating her, and allow my anger to possess me. I charge towards the throne room, rage clouding my judgement, getting faster and faster until I am barreling through the halls. Fighter sees me pass by, and knows what is happening. He cannot let this happen. He tries to stop me, and runs after me. I burst through the throne room doors and head straight for the King while pulling out my dagger. He is terrified. He sees Fighter behind me, and then gets sad. Fighter is at the mental breaking point by now, and tries to physically tackle me. I shrug him off, and he fails to hit me with his axes. I impale the King, and he dies in terror, tears in his eyes. I have just killed an innocent man.

Fighter screams you bastard at me, and tries to go for me. At that moment, Balrog enters the room along with the guard and the servant girl. They restrain and cuff Fighter all while he screams and cries. It has finally just hit my character that Fighter was right. But it is too late. Fighter is dragged away, and the King's body is disposed of. I am thanked by the staff for their freedom, but I only feel numb. What have I done?

That night at the base, I stare sleeplessly at the ceiling while tortured screams eminent from the room, now cell, that Fighter is kept in. The end.

This campaign emotionally and psychologically destroyed us, but it is also the most satisfying campaign I have ever been apart of. Never have I been so in character or emotionally invested in the story. In the space of 5 sessions, our dm built up all of the foreshadowing that we mostly missed for this, and then brought it to a whirlwind horrifying end. There where two possible endings, and we chose the bad one. I was left in awe by his skill, and in tears and anger over how the story ended for us. It was, and might always be, the best campaign I have ever done to this date.

[wonderlander-i]

A map to his heart

Pairing : Edward x MC (Robin Sparrow)

Words count : 1,6k ~

Warnings : language I guess?

Author's note : I'm not even going to apologise for writing this. I had to post it because if I stare at it one more moment I'll throw it away.

Also I'm tagging the amazing @mvalentine

Anyway have fun!

"Astonishing..." Edward mumbled, staring goofily at Robin's rosy face.

"What?"

It was late in the afternoon, both of them working on deck in the radiant heat of summer, the blinding light of the sun reflecting on their eyes. Edward stood in front of the puzzled woman, his hand reaching towards her reddened cheek. His eyes were wide open, his mouth gapping.

He brushed her soft skin with his thumb, and she gasped at the contact. His hands were rough, an inevitable consequence of spending half of his life working in a ship. The ropes and boats's wheels knew no mercy. Yet she loved they way they felt against her skin. His touch was so delicate.

She gazed at him, not daring to move, wondering what got into him so suddenly. He wasn't a man to publicly display his affection anyway. He was more of the reserved type, and she respected him deeply for that. Just like she respected the distance he always tried to put between them.

Not that she didn't crave his touch, not that he didn't have his ropes tied around her heart ever since she met him. She almost loved him. A secret she'll never tell.

"Tis like the map of another world" He mumbled, slowly tracing his finger on her blushing cheeks.

"What are you talking about?" She breathed out, suddenly aware that their faces were barely inches away. She saw his curious eyes studying her carefully, and she felt the heat rising from her face, her heart beating like a battle drum.

They were so close. She could see the crinkles of his eyes as he smiled, the sweat dripping from his tan forehead from the many times he climbed up and down the rigging in the heat of the past hour. She subconsciously lowered her gaze to his parted lips.

He was a beautiful man indeed. Him and his stupid smile and his stupid stubble. He always seemed like he had the perfect amount of stubble at any day, like he was coming out of some idealistic romance novel. That was so cliché she almost rolled her eyes at the thought.

She lifted her eyes back up, drawing a sharp deep breath in.

"Your freckles, they're breathtaking" Edward smiled, carefully tucking her hair behind her ear to reveal more of the brownish small dots.

His confession left her speechless. He always kept surprising her when she expected it the least. She slowly reached her cheek with her trembling fingers, still mesmerised by the way he locked his eyes on her.

"Oh" She whispered "It's the sun, I'm not used to going so long without sunscreen"

"Sunscreen?" He tilted his head, narrowing his eyes. His hand moved forward, cupping her cheek as she lowered her hand away from it to fumble with with the shirt sleeve of her other arm.

"It's a lotion, sort of. It protects me from the sun" She explained "I used tons of it back home"

"Why would ye?" He questioned, and she scrunched her nose. To her, the answer seemed so obvious. Sometimes, she forgets that she didn't belong to this world. Not to this era. She often had to explain to Edward the use of the random things she wished she could've brought with her, her phone charger the most.

"So I wouldn't get sunburnt" She explained "And..."

She peered at him through her eyelashes, watching at he pursed his lips together into a fine line, furrowing his eyebrow as he stared into her eyes

"To stop..." Her thoughts were slowly escaping away from her foggy mind.

With no preceeding warning, she felt his strong arm wrapping around her waist. Her last two functioning brain cells kissed her goodbye as she placed her palms on his perfectly chiselled chest. She felt his his steady heartbeats as her fingers grazed the white fabric of button up he wore.

"My freckles..." She gulped hardly, continuing "from... Showing"

"Tis absurd" He shook his head, grinning "Why would you want to hide such a divinity? "

They stared back at each other for what seemed like an eternity. None of them adding another word. Both lost in the other's eyes. Stuck in the moment.

"Miss Sparrow" He mumbled, leaning closer to her. She felt his warm breaths against her skin, and she hesitatingly wrapped her arms around his neck, burring her slim fingers in his long hair.

"By the thunder, do ye even know how beautiful you are?" He whispered, and she slowly closed her eyes, her head gone hazy. She leaned in a little closer, their foreheads resting against each other. She gasped as his tender lips kissed the tip of her nose. Dear heavens, what was this man doing to her...

" You're more beautiful than the sight of an isle after a raging storm" He chuckled, brushing his lips against hers "More beautiful than the early morning light"

His arm tightned around her.

"Robin" He whispered, his raspy voice making her body shiver.

She stopped and opened her eyes to look at his. She could see a hint of fear mixed with excitement, and she squeezed her eyes shut again . She couldn't bare to see a hint of hesitation in his. She couldn't see regret. She  couldn't look at him as he pushes away again. Not after he consumed her daydreams and late night thoughts. Maybe if she keeps her eyes closed–

"Aye cap'n" A voice interrupted

"Ye might need to come, Maggie is beating Ax's arse again"

She opened her eyes and and turned her head around abruptly.

There stood Henry, with a meat knife in his hand, looking at them blankly.

Edward cleared his throat awkwardly, releasing her from his grip and taking few steps back away.

"I– Thank you, Henry" The captain replied "I'll be there in a moment"

Henry turned around and walked away, cleaning his knife with a cloth and singing to himself some old pirate chantey as if cares about nothing in the world.

Robin sighed and turned away without looking back, hearing the footsteps of Edward walking away after a while.

She leaned against the railing and folded her arms over it, looking at the distant horizon, the sun already setting.

She frowned, tapping her fingers against the wood, but her frown was immediately replaced by a surprised gasp as she felt the familiar strong pair of arms wrapping around her, only after few moments after walking away. She smiled.

In one swift movement, he turned her to face him and scooped her up so she was sitting on the railing, his arms still wrapped around her waist, holding her securely.

She blinked. Her heart was racing, the adrenaline pumping in her veins. She turned her head around and looked down at the angry waves. Her mind raced. If he were to let her go, she knew she'd slip overboard, into the unknown, cruel, cold salty waters.

But he didn't. He wouldn't. And she knew it. Her breaths slowed down. She knew that the sky was blue. She knew that the earth was round, even if they'd accuse her of witchcraft if she said it out loud. And she knew that she could trust Edward with her life, any day.

Her fingers wrapped instinctively around the hem of his shirt, clinging to him tightly.

"Edward" She turned back to face him.

"Hello, my lady" He murmured.

She gazed at his sweet eyes, the changing colour of the evening sky reflecting on them.

"Weren't you supposed to check on–"

"Kiss me, Sparrow" He interrupted her, his voice deep and hoarse "Kiss me like there's no tomorrow"

"Why are you taking the risk, Edward" She mumbled his name, her gaze lingering on his lips, before dragging them back up to his eyes

"Screw them all" He growled "I'm tired, Robin. I've had my share of running. Running away from this. Running away from my feelings, from you. Enough! "

Her heart skipped a beat at his words, feeling his chest muscles tense up.

"By the thunder, if anyone dares to lay a finger on you, it'll be the last thing that filthy scum does before I rip his lungs off with my bare hands"

She shook her head "You're an unbelievable man, captain"

He raised an eyebrow, clenching his jaw "Are you doubting me?"

"Nay" She smiled "I like it when you get all agressive" and she leaned down, gently pecking his lips before pulling away to look at his now soft expressions

"It's cute"

"I'm a respectable pirate captain" He rolled his eyes "I blow men down, I plunder booty. You can't call me–" He was silenced by the feeling of her lips on top of his again.

He inhaled a sharp gasp, tugging her closely, a small sound escaping his throat. Her thoughts were clouded, the rush of sitting on the edge of the swaying ship making her even dizzier. She sighed, cupping his face and pouring all her longing for him in that kiss.

They pulled apart breathless. Both of their eyes were closed, their foreheads pressed together, her hair flowing with the evening winds.

She was the first to open her eyes after a while, only to find him grinning like an idiot.

"That's a lot for a bunch of freckles."

[ghouls-dream]

HC: So i decided to do that. For your enterteinment. i presENT YOU: ghost astrology. Papa Nihil - CAPRICORN : Since he is described as a powerful, firm leader with stamina and sexual energy (when younger). He seems to me like the old king in fairytales that refuses to give out his throne, no matter the fact that he's no longer suitable for it. Im not saying he's a bad person or anything, im just pointing out stuff i notice. And thats fine! Control and strictness is what keeps a good order and drives business ahead!

Papa Emeritus I - VIRGO: Now as the oldest one of the Emeritus brothers I strongly do believe he has the most of his father's influence, which doesnt necesserily make him bad or evil at all. In fact he tries his best to transform all the learnt lessons in something productive and useful for the new Papas! Basically helping them grow, teaching and showing them their ways in order for the bloodline to prospere. I imagine his number one mission would have been to fulfill his duty towards the Clergy and hiis father, but as well try to be a good exmaple for II and III.

Papa Emeritus II - ARIES:  He is the middle child. Not too old, not too young but perfect to be between the hammer and the envil. I imagine him as a quick learner, deffintely has a lot from his father's leadership characte (big dick energy i mean), he's always trying to be better and stronger, trying to prove himself, to find his place in the family. Emeeritus II would deffinitely be the problematic child in my eyes, but also very passionate about his little brother - he'd protect him at all cost, which would probably cause HIM a lot of arguments with his father (punishments for instance), but also be extremely respectful towards the Emeritus bloodline.

Papa Emeritus III- SCORPIO: As being the youngest of his brothers, I suppose that III would be full of energy! I think he'll have a lot from his father's sexul energy and stamina, but he'd lack the leadership and strictness, when it comes to ruling. He'd be more of a friend with every single person rather than being their "Boss" (lol). Of course if needed be, III would probably make a good leader and a Papa - he'd do his best to keep everything under control, maybe he'd look for help or seek advice from his older brother so Papa Nihil doesnt think he is not fit for the place. But in general i think he has a soft heart, full of lust and desire. Papa III might be a little manipulative, sassy, flirty and secretive at times but oh well its part of his charm!

Cardinal Copia- LIBRA: Deffinitely a sass machine! He was the character that i was like 100% sure about! Cardi is a soft boi, he aint ashamed of it and he loves showing it to the people around him. His undying love for his rats and his geniuane good character are one of his best traits! Cardi tries his best to prove himself worthy in front of Papa and Imperator, no matter how sceptic the patriarch is. I imagine he'd be the sensitive type that would be in good humor all day, being all goofy and friendly with every single person, while doing his best to fullfil everyone's expectations.. And in the end of the day he'd just lay in his bed, stare at the ceiling and become way too self-critical about everything he had done during the day, which would lead to his hidden anxiety and maybe depression.

GHOULS. ERA 4. Aether- TAURUS: Beefy boi is definitely a Taurus. There is no other sign that fits him more than this one! He's humble, a good friend, really talkative, extremely friendly not only with the other band members, but the audiance as well! Aether gives out the 'big teddy bear' vibe and he's not afraid to show it. He loves a good company, I suppose he'd be one of the good chefs around the ghouls and he'd be more than glad to share this talent of his with the others! I imagine Aether as the jolly sweet friend who's always there to help and is really passionate and protective of the people he loves. Also - really sensitive, even tho he might not show it.

Dewdrop - ARIES: Hyperenergetic, attention loving slut. He's the human form of the word 'firecracker'. Dew is like a magnet for troubles, no wonder why he broke his horn! I suppose he'd have a lot of bruises on his body, maybe even tattooes! He is the sporty type - likes running, hopping, skipping around and most of all - terorizing evey single soul around him. What's more - he is 24/7 aroused and he aint afraid to show it. He's well aware of the fact he intimidates people with his sexually agressive aura and he enjoys every bit of it! Also stomping on stage and the little "guitar battles" he has with Aether sometimes is what keeps his competative spirit alive and in shape!

Rain- CANCER Softboi allert!!! Absolutely no doubt that Rain is a Cancer. He is one of the "quiet" ghouls on stage. He's not a fan of the attention like Dew for instance, he just loves to enjoy what he's doing! The vibe he sends out to the people is also really soft - Rain wants every single person to feel the melody of his bass in their hearts! For him, being a part of the band is like being a part of "God's work" to spread the gorgeous art of music! Rain loves to be surrounded by the people he loves and most deffinitely has anxiety around new people and sometimes on stage. He feels at peace while playing the bass and is also really caring and loving, always trying to make others comfortable around him!

Swiss - LEO: Swiss boi is definitely a Leo. He radiates such a strong sassy, flirty vibe i cant even. He loves dancing (obvs), being in the center of attention but not as much as Dew. While the little jumpy-boi is demanding the crowd's adoration, Swiss just gets it not the agressive way. He just naturally gets all eyes on him with his swift moves, sexy ass body, grea talent and backing voice. He deffinitely is the star "in disguise". I imagine him off stage to be as sassy as on it, but way more flirty when it comes to giving autographs or even talking with someone. He just flirts naturally, he doesnt even need to try!

Mountain - AQUARIUS: IDK why i get this vibe from his. He's a little(lol) dork. I feel like Mountain's the "dad's joke on regular basis" type of friend, who always knows how to cheer up a situation. He's not a fan of being in the sportlight, he enjoys his place. I think he doesnt like arguments or confronting anyone anyhow, much like Rain, but if he has to go out there and defend his opinion or someone else's he'd be more than glad to do so. The civilized way ofc. As much as he loves drumming and all the loud noise around him, i have a feeling that Mountain would love to be left alone in peace after a show, have a walk or just simply take a shower and read some conspiracy theories or his favorite series.

Cummulus PISCES: Girly girly girl VIBES!!! I have a feeling that the short, sweet little ghoulette would be A) a shopaholic and B) your best friend in crime! She's the one serving looks, willing to gosip all the time and most probably try to turn Rain into her own live verison of the Ken-doll. In fact i think they're both really close since they have share a fair amount of common interests like music, small animals, taking care of others etc. I suppose they'd often go for duets or something. Also I think she's the "mother-friend" who apart from being super crazy and ready to do a lot of stuff (brunch, nights out, girly nights with Cirrus and others), Cummulus would be very protective around the people she loves! Also she has a great connection with the fans - they love her and she adores them!

Cirrus - GEMINI: Cirrus is definitely the one that's more "fiery" from the ghoulettes. Her stage presence is showing really well and she loves to communicate with each and every ghoul. In fact if she had the chance, she would get someone from the audiance on stage and jam with them! WHo knows maybe they'd become friends after the ritual? She is one of the ghouls that have the strongest need to be around others. I imagine her being really close to all of the ghouls  (mostly Cummulus ofc) and Cardi, almost as if she's the best friend of the group. Cirrus is definitely the ghoul that spends most of her time on the internet, chatting with fans maybe or simply spending time in tumblr or twitter, sharing her day and creating memes. Also big fan of posting funny photos of the ghouls and Cardi (Dew being super mad about it, tho)!

So uuuh yeah, that really turned out to be longer than i expected, but uuh I hope you like it guys! i did my best and i'll be super glad to hear what you think or even share your opinion on the matter! ILYSM

[manjuhitorie]

Hitori-Escape Tour 2019 concerts 10-13

The previous 1-9 concerts of the tour: https://manjuhitorie.tumblr.com/post/188358977881/ Shinoda on vocals and guitar, Yumao on drums, and ygarshy on bass. performing Hitorie’s songs as the trio.

The standard setlist was: 

01 Senseless Wonder 02 Shutter Doll 03 Nichijou to Chikyuu no Gakubuchi

MC, usually consisting of Shinoda sharing greetings with the crowd, and breaking the ice a little bit.

04 Namid[A]me 05 Garandou Mae Zero Banchi 06 Inperfection

MC

07 SLEEPWALK 08 Loveless

MC

09 (W)HERE 10 Gekijougai 11 Talkie Dance 12 Unknown Mother Goose

MC

13 Karanowaremono 14 Little Cry Baby 15 Ao 16 Polaris

Encore intermission + MC

17 Odoru Mannequin, Utau Aho 18 Rolling Girl

10 Hitorie’s Hitori-Escape Tour, 10/17/2019 at CLUB RIVERST in Niigata prefecture! Report!

SND “Everybody, everybody everybody. It’s all about love. Do you have enough love? Do you have enough love in you, do you?”

During the intro of Loveless before the bass comes in, ygarshy had his instrument muted as he tuned it. Within that time frame, Shinoda, with his handheld microphone in one hand, went over to ygarshy and slapped his cheek twice (inducing laughter from the crowd). ygarshy’s face was hidden behind his hair, but what kind of expression did he make I wonder...

●SND was performing with a handheld mic, up until the guitar solo when the staff brought him a guitar to play.

●Which was, Leader’s own jaguar guitar. SND used it throughout (W)HERE and Gekijougai after. The emotional screaming numbers.

●For a while ygarshy had his head hung, performing with his back turned away from the crown or looking to his side, but during Talkie Dance his inner switch seemed to suddenly turn on, and from then onward he was aggressively approaching front stage. ●Then the encore intermission MC chat. SND stands in his usual position, but for this Yumao comes up front and uses ygarshy’s microphone so he can be closer to the crowd. ygarshy tucked away behind him.

●Yuma at SND “So, you were nervous about singing at the start of the tour, vyr are you feeling better now?” SND “I’m used to it. We’ve made it halfway through the tour and all.”

SND “But ahh, one day I dream of walking on top of the crowd’s heads and bridging all the way to the other side of the floor." Crowd “Get on us! Ride us!” SND “Naw, I don’t want to do something that’ll make the internet angry.” Yu “You're chill enough to want to walk on top of people. That’s a good sign.” SND “Yeah?” Yu “We’re halfway through the tour right, and you’ve already gotten halfway on top of the crowd. you were sitting on and climbing over on the stage railings earlier after all! You’re halfway there, next up is the other side-” SND “Uhm-”

●SND and Yumao jested about a role swap between them and the crowd, how crazy it would be, with hundreds of people on stage and three down in the crowd…. Crowd “Let’s do it!” SND “We’d get banned from the venue!”

SND continued to ask the crowd how they were feeling, as to which the majority responded “Hot.” While Rie were feeling comfy on stage, thanks to the air circulation system they set up. SND “For once! For once the tables have turned! We’ve always been hot up here and not vice versa. Is this a sign, is the crowd⇆stage role-swap going to become a reality next!?"

●Continuing, Yumao had a story to tell. At the commercial area near Niigata station, he and yga went out for food at a seemingly normal onigiri izakaya bar. (Here’s the store they probably went to: http://onigirisenka.com)

Yu “We walked in, we sat down, nothing out of the ordinary. But after a while we were like ‘? Why is the waitress still here at our table? What’s going on?’ We look around to see 5 girls who were blatantly hired based on looks alone, and one girl assigned to each table.” SND “You found your way into a god damn hostess club!”

Yuma “I'd be fine with it but this guy, ygarshy… Well, he's ygarshy. He can’t handle this kinda thing. We came to chat with each other but now there’s a girl barging into our conversations! And then she even asked us ‘Did you just come here on work~? You kinda look like you’re in a band~!’” SND “Hahaa you don’t wanna be caught up in that!”

Yumao loves to talk about this stuff, so on normal terms he would’ve just burst into conversation. But here he didn’t want to put yga in a traumatizing situation. So he bit his tongue and said “Band!? We can’t even play instruments!!”…. SND “Hahahaa.” Yu “Then she responded with ‘I love bands, I play the drums!’. Way to make it even more suffocating for me! She was talking to us so much that, ygarsh’s rice was gettin’ crusty.” ? “..Pot....”  yg, for the first time in ages, opened his mouth. He didn’t go up to the microphone or anything for this callout either, he just vocalized loud enough to be heard.

Yu “Pot!? Pot? I remember now... We had beautiful white rice inside of a pot, drying up!” The price was of your average izakaya, despite the hostess part too. SND “~~~” Yumao “.….Let’s go again”

●Yumao “Alrighty then let’s play...”

SND “Ah did you hear... It’s, an emergency it’s an emergency ygarshy! Apparently like 50 fire ants were found in Tokyo Harbor.”

yg *>>>BWOOOON<<<<* 　*It was in the news that yesterday. 50 poisonous specimens which could’ve easily been queens fertilized, + their offspring could’ve easily spread further into the country, was a fright. Especially for those with entomophobia-. SND’s tweet Niigata concert: complete, thank you. Take care not to catch any colds y’all,,, We’ll be back. Next up is the city where Leader was born and raised, Kagoshima. Hope to see you there.

11 Hitorie’s Hitori-Escape Tour, 10/22/2019 at SR Hall in Kagoshima prefecture

SND “Y’all are from Leader’s city, and this all you’ve got?!? Dance more! Yeah! I’d expect nothing less from the city that made him!”

During Loveless this time, SND tried to kick ygarshy. And while SND was floundering on stage, being crazy as he bounced to the music, he hit ygarshy again. And he bumped into ygarshy on the way onto the stage after the encore break. ●Yuma came out wearing the new Hitorie sweatshirt to promo it today. SND questioned his capability perform through the heat, Yuma responded with guts to continue!  SND “Well, you’re locked in now!” Crowd “You’re so cute~!!! Yumao~!! ” Yumao “Thanks~~” SND “How many times will we do this!? “So cute~~!!” “Thankies~~!” “Awww~~!” “Thanks. “ ●SND moaned and groaned with good means to back it up: the heat in the venue was crazy again. SND still holds the near-death Takutaku as the ultimate trauma but- It seems that wherever Rie journey to, the temperature outside rises up into the high 20’s. SND “Everywhere I go it suddenly gets hot, so people have started to call me Matsuo Kashuuzou. Yet the other members and the staff all come along too, so why am I the only one being framed? He’s not in me!” 　*Matsuo Kashuuzou, dubbed the fire fairy, is a former pro tennis player who has an optimistic flaming soul, abd never stops shouting things like “light it up!!” He was such fire that once upon a time on the internet he was memed to be the origin of urban heat island and global warming etc. ●Crowd “Did you eat Shirokuma ice cream?” (*A treat which is sold nationwide, but originated in Kagoshima). SND “No, but our cameraman Nishimaki did.” 　‘Nishimaki doesn’t tag along for the whole tour, typically he’s only around for the first and last shows. So Leader’s hometown really was a special one... ●Yumao took SND’s water bottle, gazed at the label and got the crowd to cheer the name of it: “Zaihou!” with him. “It’s a local but, famous mineral water provider. Cool.” Yu “Whoop” *Proceeds to throw the water bottle back at SND* ((What’s up with Yumao showing his wild side these days)) ●SND conveyed a sweet spot for the sashimi there, but since it’s something of taboo to eat such raw food up mid-country in Tokyo... “Don’t post what I just said on Twitter okay, the twitter police are out there, don’t expose that I eat food raw.” ●Yumao went up to the mic in the front but fairly quickly shifted back to his in the back; apparently because he wanted to be in range of the electric fan set up there. ●SND resisted drinking yesterday to preserve sober sanity before the concert, while next to him Yuma and yg were whole hog on “Beer! highball! beer!” “I now understand what it’s like to be on the other side, to be the one surrounded by drunks instead of being the loggerhead.” Yumao then begins combs his hair back with his fingers* “Ahh~~ so gwood~ delish~” SND “Is.. Is that supposed to be me?” Yumao “I’m topped off~” “Ahh I drank like a dream~~ *still holding his hair up*.” SND “Oi! If you’re gonna mimic me then at least raise the production value!!”

●SND “Alright Let’s perform” Crowd “Yumao you’re so cute~” Yu “Alrighty!” SND “You’re getting a life’s worth of cutes. In response to being showered in cuteness, all you have to say is ‘alrighty’ now?!?” Yu “..Alrighty!!”  (Disclaimer: he was announcing that he was alright and ready to start). ●SND “ygarshy, you know what sandbags are, right? yga *Nods*  SND “Apparently those are stuffed with a bunch of cloth, not sand?” yg ..... >>*BWWOOON*<<

SND’s tweet “Kagoshima concert: complete, that was crazy! How did you fare? I was fucking hot, thank you all so much. We will be back.” Also SND’s drawing was on display at the merchandise booth: https://en.deli-a.jp/products/item_Info.php?itemID=846

Nishimaki, the photographer, tweeted "It's been 6 or 7 years since I was last in Kagoshima, time well spent. Next is Fukuoka!!"   Megane Hirai, Rie's trusty trusty sound engineer, went to the concert and posted this too:

“Many emotions were felt during the 2 days I spent Kagoshima As I watched each song, The way he strummed his guitar right adjacent to me The way I would jot critiques as he sung his lyrics from the other side of the glass The way I would hear him say “Then how about this!” as we practiced trial and error with each mix The sights from those days would come flooding back. There’s different feelings and means of acceptance For me, going forward, I’m going to keep supporting these four”. 

12 Hitorie’s Hitori-Escape Tour, 10/25/2019 at SR Hall in Kagoshima prefecture

The concert was a musical marvel, Rie never cease to amaze... But I'm hopping right into the intermission chat. Because, after they left Kagoshima they stayed at a vacation lodge in Aso Kumamoto....!! Antics ensue! Shinoda “The sheer amount of flying ants the size of peanuts out there left me squealing, I’m really bad with bugs, but they didn’t faze Yumao at all” Yu “In the end it's only ants? No matter the size, right? And then I was bored, and also the air in the room was suffocating so...” SND “This fucker started opening the windows!”  Yu: “Yeah I opened them all up.” SND: “One guy who hates bugs and another who hated the indoor air, the worst combo.“ Yu “Ultimately we BOTH started sneezing like crazy and closed them though.” Yu “I'm exhausted though. The goal was to go there for a vacation, but, cause I drank too much the day before or whatever, I played around so much..!  Do you know how attics in the log lodges are like? A bunch of pillars? Of wood? coming together? What are they called? *Makes hand gestures to try to shape it out*" Crowd “Beams!” Yu “Yeah, beams! I dangled and swung from the beams up in the lodge roof. When yga walked through the door, he was in for it! “What a surprise~”, he laughed after he got a spook!” SND “Yumao was like a monkey.”  Yu “It sounds like I was the only one playing around but, this guy! He doesn’t talk about it much in front of you, hey he doesn’t talk about it much in front of us either but. ygarshy was jumping all over the beds! From asocial to bouncy. He was playing around more than us!” SND “As soon as we came back to our 3 bed lounge after a drink with the crew, I see these two bouncing on them. yga looked like a fish the way he was twisting his body.“ Yu “He still had his usual emotionless expression, even when he was beautifully bending." SND “He played a lot eh? He had the damndest smile when he took fireworks in his hands…”  Yu “He’s so mean sometimes, he smirkingly creeped up behind Shinoda and stuck fireworks right against his ankles! It took SND a bit to notice, but when he did... Boy did he scream! And yg doubled up with laughter!” Yu “It had been raining outside then too, so we were doing them under the small awning outside. When SND realized what ygarshy was scheming, he had ran away shouting “It’s hot it’s hot!!”, but then found himself shouting ‘It’s cold!!!’ out in the rain.” SND “I was hit with hot and cold element attacks both at once.” Yu “Don’t do try this at home now!” SND “Ahh yg don’t look so gloomy! Seriously we have no idea how you’re feeling over there....”  Yu “He laughed the most back when he saw me dangling though~!!” SND “That’s why we're saying yg, stop looking down, put your chin up!” ●SND “So uhhh, ygarsh, please share with us a few words about the Fukuoka Soft Bank Hawks victory!”  yg *>>BWOOON<<* 　*The Hawks are the pro baseball team of the prefecture, and they just won the entire Japan Series that week. They’ve won for the past 5 years straight now too. ●Cameraman posted the “Early winter fireworks”.

●Rie’s manager too posted:  The Kagoshima live, Kumamoto Aso, the Fukuoka live. Fireworks to bring the summer to a close. So many things to make our venture to Kyuushuu a heart-wrenching one. Good night😴💤 ●SND’s tweet: Fukuoka concert: complete, thank you. Baritone felt great to do today. I think it's been a long time since I last played on a high stage,,, Or has it been? Has it? Nonetheless I performed with my feelings at full power. Thank you so much.

13 Hitorie’s Hitori-Escape Tour, 11/6/2019 at LIQUIDROOM in Tokyo prefecture. The first one.

From 7 years ago till now, our dreams are still relentlessly crying out their first words evermore!!

●Yuma’s mom, Yurika was spotted at the venue! The family of two does live in Chofu of Tokyo after all.. Tabuchi of Unison Square Garden too. They sat in VIP seats. ●There were flower bouquets on display inside the lobby, one from fans and another from the Hitori-Atelier staff. ●Among some of SND's snazzy mid-show quotes were him screaming “A banger? An epic masterpiece? That's what you're about to hear... Karanowaremono, a present from Leader.”

●“I think I might be getting too old for this.” *Proceeds to do heartfelt vibratos, physical tricks, and giggle tons during the encore break! They didn't talk about the DVD which had released two days prior, but they did delve into some Hitorie history.... yga had recruited SND, who within 0.5 seconds of being contacted said “I'm in!” He didn’t know wowa’s face back then so he was nervous, but when the crew got on a skype chat and wo shared the first mp3 files, SND thought “This is the start of a revolution”... He was excited then, and that excitement lives on. ●SND “It’s been like, so long since I’ve last performed in Tokyo. Yumao you’re out doin’ truckloads of stuff, ygarsh you're doing the Wasure-whatever stuff.. But all I do is draw manga! I’m either stuck at home or in another part of the country! The last show we did here in Liquidroom was the nexUs with Passpied, and our last solo one was, 5 years ago?" Yu “Yeah, the one with a video up on Youtube, back when I was still performing in T-shirts instead of dress shirts.” ●Yu "At our first tour date you were so nervous about singing weren't cha SND. You were like 'Don't put me on the same level as you guys, work harder...’  But now you're fine haha! ...I've started to tease SND.  SND "Though backstage I tease you." Yu "When? :O "  SND "....Thinking about it, I don't really, do I-." ●They talked a little more in detail about their "relaxing" retreat to the Aso resort, which they had first mentioned in the Kagoshima MC up there ↑ .  yg came out of the bathroom, to see the back of strange black-haired drunk swinging from the wooden beams of their remote cottage. He was so scared! Until he realized the perpetrator was a restless Yumao. ●The story of when the trio were lighting firework sparklers and yga stuck them against SND’s ankles. SND “I didn’t even notice the flames until brown hair came into my line of sight.” Yu “And yg even had his phone ready! He recorded the entirety of SND's panic: from him running away from the heat right into the rain, to him shouting out there in cold.” SND “Ain’t he a freak psycho killer....  What are you even thinking about as you listen to us right now.” …Awkward silence. yg remains.

●Yu “In the cottage we were watching Mito Kōmon, the historical drama, ‘cause it was coincidentally playing on TV. Komon is supposed to be this hero of justice yet, he was taking down enemies with real underhanded tactics, it got SND and I cackling so hard. We kept calling out 'Ahh so underhanded! So underhanded!’ yga had been silent so I we assumed he wasn’t watching... But when the end credits hit, he spoke up to tell us “That was entertaining”. SND “So he actually was watching! I thought.” Yu “He does tell us things like ‘Today’s MC chat was long’ after shows too.” SND “Then you do it nice and concise yourself, I say!” ygarsh then turns his face to look right at SND* SND “What are you looking at... Wait, don’t look at me with those sparkly eyes...! Don't, don't...!!” ●Yu “Ahh. We haven't changed a bit huh…. I’m always like ‘wooAHHH! *💪 poses*’ levels of excited, SND is like ‘OY VEY SHUT UP!!’, and yg silently watches over us." ●Before they went back into the show Yumao promoted the merch. He uses the pouch to store his drum supplies, he likes it a lot, and he modeled too. To show us how the logo gets covered by the hood on the sweatshirt, he pulled it over and off~ over and off~ his head.

●Then the usual...  SND “As soon as we get home and already, Masashi Tashiro got arrested again, did you hear?“  yg *>>BWOON<<* 　*SND is using the news for this one. The celeb has gotten arrested countless times now for drug possession. He'd gone to rehab, and recently he’d been publishing books/posting videos/doing lectures to teach people about the horrors of meth but.. He's truly proving how fearful it is.. SND tweet: Tokyo concert: complete, thank you so much. Being up on the Liquidroom stage after so long moved my heart. We’ll be at Liquidroom again next week, hope to see you there. Though Takamatsu comes first!!

[i-am-very-heck]

TIME FOR SOME RH HEADCANNONS!

I've only shared them on discord so far, but I feel like it would be fun to talk about it here too.

FIRST UP! The Syncrette headcanons!

(here's them for reference)

They're sextuplets

They all have a different color dyed into their hair to tell each other apart

They'll go on nights out sometimes and Ell just gets fucking hammered

River and Brooke will literally go everywhere together

Kelly's earrings are edible

They can turn into mermaids, and reverse mermaids (head of a fish, legs of a lady), at will

Very chaotic family. Very, very, very chaotic.

Coral really just needs everything explained to her

Kelly really likes paddlers

Lotus is the one you'd play as

They perform in a place called Splashdown Stadium with all the other Syncrettes from the remixes and Splashdown 2

The dolphins are actually childhood pets of theirs

They're all 23

Their group is called The Swimmey Sisters

Next up! Big Rock Finish headcanons! (Also how they died, not very graphic)

(again, here's them for reference)

They have this really fun "We're not family, but we treat each other like family" vibe

Bass has no proper eyes, their glasses are their eyes

Ecto has a hollow face and it's most similar to a gyroid/Coco from Animal Crossing

Spooks is the only one with normal eyes

They're actually tiney people who died

When they started the band, they had the human like form, but they realized the blobby ghost look is more appealing

Bass and Spooks actually used to be in different bands before dying, but Ecto was a soloist and they don't really know how to work in a group

They're all non-binary, but they'll accept all pronouns

They all died while messing with their instruments

Here's the how they died bit (not very graphic tho)

Ecto was trying to learn drums so he didn't have to use the midi drums while editing his music, somehow the drumsticks ended up stabbed in his eyes and out through the back of his skull

Bass was setting up the amp for their bass guitar when they got electrocuted to death, nuff said

Spooks was setting up his drum set when some guy with some very agressive grudge against his band stabbed him to death with a broken bottle

And that's all for my headcanons for now, hope y'all like them

[clubgazette]

the GazettE Live Tour18 THE NINTH / PHASE #02 -ENHANCEMENT- @ SHINKIBA STUDIO COAST 2018.12.11.

When they came on stage at the start Reita pulled his forefinger across throat while staring at us.

I’m pretty close today so sorry RR centered reports

I don’t remember what song but Reita came up to the middle tachidai and Ruki leaned his face on his shoulder for a long while and smiled

Ria: Reita approached Ruki at the center platform and put his leg on it. Ruki rest his arm over Reita's leg and leaned his head so that the top of Ruki's head was against Reita's shoulder

Then during incubus (!!!) Ruki was headbanging with his left leg on his tachidai, facing towards Reita who was going really low (also headbanging). When they stopped they stared at eachother and laughed.

I missed most of sono koe bc somebody right in front of me passed out and we spent most of the song waving staff over. I must say, for as fierce the pushing is, gazegya will IMMEDIATELY help if it’s needed. We cleared space and basically all of middle front were waving for staff.  In the MC afterwards Ruki mentioned that he saw it, asked if the person is ok, and said it’s important we look after eachother. 

Disorderina: I don't know if everyone at the venue felt it but where I stood, the ground was actually shaking during THE MORTAL's heavy bass intro. It felt sick and was one of my favourite moments. The song overall is so bloody good live bc of the bass + bass drum. Each note hits your bones.

Today they faded babylon into dogma. This was done with the red lights concentrating on Ruki’s chest at the end of Babylon, but not fading. He slowly moved his arms from his chest and outwards in a T-pose which until Dogma had started.

At the beginning of Babylon (when it’s just Aoi’s guitar + Ruki), Reita gripped his throat with right hand and widened his (very piercing stare btw - white/grey contacts) eyes at us.

Kou: I'm not sure who? Maybe Uruha? But one of the members dropped a bracelet on stage. Staff were looking for it before encore, and fans in the front row pointed out that it was near the edge of the stage. The staff grabbed it, thanked them, and ran backstage.

Beast: When Ruki did the chiki-chiki-ahh Reita held his hand over his own chest and flexed his fingers like a pulse 

 Reita came up to the middle and stood rally close to Ruki, Ruki looked at him with the SWEETEST smile 😭😭😭💖💖💖 

Then Ruki went over to Aoi and did something I didn’t really catch (leant on his shoulder I think) and Aoi looked really happy 😭

Terry: At some point Uruha was at Kai’s drumset and they were headbanging agressively together and Uruha’s hair was hitting the cymbals IT WAS MARVELOUS

During the drum solo in Lucy Reita pointed his bass towards Kai like a gun, then pointed towards Ruki (who was on Uruha’s side) and nodded/gestured for him to spin AND RUKI SPUN THEN DID A RUN-UP FOR THEM TO JUMP TOGETHER 😭😭😭😭😭

Reita, Ruki and Uruha all spun during Lucy

Kou: During the encore, Aoi came over to kamite. Uruha sidled up to him and they played together. Aoi was grinning, and then Uruha poked his cheek a few times, and Aoi just BEAMED.

Also we got BOTH Linda and kantou????

Kou: Ruki was pumping us up for the "last song", and they played LINDA like we expected. Then when LINDA was over, he was like, "Can you still rage?!?!?" AND THEY SURPRISED US BY PLAYING KANTO AS THE LAST SONG.

Ria: Before Aoi's Linda solo, Reita squatted down real low and pointed and gestured at him. Aoi saw and smiled

Ria: During Kanto, Aoi came to kamite and Uruha snuck up behind him, and pressed their shoulders together. Aoi looked over at Uruha smiling, and Uruha was shaking his head/hair playfully. Then, Uruha gave Aoi's head a pat

Ruki was SO CUTE AND SMILEY 😭😭💖

Picture from staff instagram.

[grimelords]

I finally finished writing up my February playlist for your enjoyment but mostly mine. It’s 48 songs ranging from italian screamo to Celine Dion and you have my personal guarantee you will enjoy at least one of them.

Halftime - Young Thug: There's two parts in this song that are maybe my top two Young Thug moments ever. 1) when he says "I got water I look like I'm fresh from Hawaii" and then makes a noise like a dog shaking himself off 2) the world's longest tyres screeching sound, at about :47, it goes for fully 12 seconds and is absolutely perfect.

Hydrogen - M|O|O|N: Hotline Miami is a good ass game and this song is great but I've got to admit that I only really know it because someone edited a video to make a dog bark the melody line and I think that's very good. 

Vale - Bicep: The way the fuzzed out bass rhythm contrasts against how crystal clear and plastic futuristic everything else in this song is is just great. This song reminds me that I should probably listen to Kelala because I've only heard her in features so far and they've all been great.

Sittin' On The Edge Of The Bed Cryin' - The Drones: This is a sort of atypical Drones song because it's not about about a particular thing, it's just about a bad feeling and not being able to see your future because of everything lurking ahead of you. I think that's why I like it so much, because it's just sort of a song about saying 'I feel bad!!' and not having to give a reason.

Golden Dawn - Gospel: I really do think that The Moon Is A Dead world is an all time great album and that it rarely gets talked about anywhere is one of the greatest crimes of underappreciation in music. It's understandable, because it takes a lot for an uncool genre like screamo to get mainstream critical attention the way something like As The Roots Undo did, and mixing that kind of aggression with extremely uncool lengthy 70s prog keyboard solos... look, I get it. But somehow there's nothing uncool about any of this music; it's just deeply felt, radically composed and authentically performed. It's absolutely one of my favourite albums of all time and this is the centrepiece. I was taken with a fantasy this month of doing something very cool and transcribing the drum part of this song just to see it laid out in front of me because it is really a masterpiece. Also there is something very special about imbuing a lyric like 'hey you, you got a cigarette man? you know I know you got one on ya.' with so much gravity that you can't help but yell along.

I Know There's Gonna Be (Good Times) (feat. Popcaan & Young Thug) - Jamie xx: Young Thug says he's gonna ride in that pussy like a stroller in this song and that’s when I knew I was in love.

Crow Jane - Skip James: Yet another good song in the pantheon of songs about shooting your wife for being too proud and then immediately regretting it because now you have no wife.

Le Merle Noir - Olivier Messiaen: I think it's really funny that in the classical music canon there is about one hundred freaks who got singularly obsessed with putting their best approximation of bird song in their music. Birds don't even sound that good but in the old days its the closest you had to a markov chain I suppose. Anyway this is a really nice piece that my girlfriend did as one of her flute performances in her music degree and I like it a lot.

Obsession - Animotion: I started watching Comrade Detective this month and the soundtrack is all sorts of very good 80s synthpop. This song especially stood out because in the show it was being performed with accordions in an illegal Romanian casino, but this version is good too.

Back To The Trees - Adele H: Nothing worse than being a musician named Adele and having to go by Adele H because Adele is well and truly taken. I found this album on a random blogspot and it truly felt like 2011 again. This song is like a primitivist hymn sung with a loop pedal, and if you're in the right state of mind it's very moving.

Aries - Lynx: I was doing some googling and ended up finding the band that Dave Konopka from Battles used to be in. This band is good because they're called Lynx and they have a song called Mrs Lynx, and I think it's both prudent and wise to write a wife for your band. This song however, is called Aries. I was hooked from the start-stop drums right at the start, but this is some of my favourite type of math rock. Clean, clear, concise and purposeful and never losing sight of the structure of the song as a whole.

Westham United (live) - Tera Melos: This is the best version of Westham United I've ever heard, and you can hear the lyrics a lot better here than the album version. Tera Melos live are so unbelievably tight it's insane, This is ferocious, god bless Audiotree.

You Let My Tyres Down - Tropical Fuck Storm: Tropical Fuck Storm is Gareth and Fiona from The Drones' new side-project and it sort of just sounds like the Drones with more female harmonies in the background which is good as hell. I love the weird little guitar frills in this where it's mostly pretty chordy and then he does these little hammery runs now and then that really liven the place up.

Fool - Mia Dyson: I have a big thing about Mia Dyson because she made three incredibly good albums and then left Australia to try to make it in America and unfortunately failed, and ever since then all her music has felt like she's aiming toward some kind of crossover appeal instead of just doing what she really wants. But luckily it's finally paying off because this new song sounds like Haim's first album and it's really good so everyone wins.

Are You Ready For The Country? - Neil Young: This is the song I envision playing over the air raid speakers through the city when it all goes down.

Living Through Another Cuba - XTC: Continuing that theme, Stereogum had a very good playlist of the other day called 80s Nuclear Anxiety and I discovered this incredible song in it. This song is good in headphones because someone's doing some very restrained zither playing every 4 bars and once you notice it it's impossible to stop hearing it. 

Release - Christoph De Babalon: I found out about this extremely bleak album from the really good reissue review pitchfork had the other day, and this is probably my favourite song on it because I'm basic and it's the most straightforward dnb on here. This album reminds me of Zomby a lot, not only in the music but in the approach where the structures seem to simultaneous reflect someone putting a lot of care into their music and not giving a fuck about it. The individual sounds are so meticulous but the structures of all the songs here are very meandering and feel like they could end at any time or go another ten minutes and you wouldn't notice.

Preachin' Blues - Son House: The idea of joining the preisthood as a way to get out of having to get a real job is a timeless idea that appeals to the teens of today more than ever.

1 di 6 - Raein: What I love about the internet is the way you can just type words in and it will manifest whatever you wish, like a sort of cursed wishing well. In this instance the words I typed were 'italian screamo' and the gift it bestowed was this incredible one-long-song album from Italian screamo band Raein that completely kicked my ass.

A Little Change Could Go A Long Ways - City Of Caterpillar: I've been investigating early 2000s screamo, and in particular Circle Takes The Square's contemporaries and it seems crazy that I've never heard this City Of Caterpillar album until now because at long last it's something that sounds comperable to As The Roots Undo. The extremely brooding, crescendocore post-rock intro that dominates more than half of this 10 minute song gives way to a complete storm. I am absolutely desperate for a screamo revival but it seems like nobody else is.

Jupiter - Cave In: This song is good but it also sounds like it's from a musical, I think it has to do with the clarity of his lyric delivery. It sounds like the difference between American Idiot and American Idiot: The Original Broadway Cast Recording, but it's also a very good song.

I Know You Want Me (Calle Ocho) - Pitbull: I woke up with this song in my head one day which is always a very good song. Also this song has a good sample chain: the beat's sampled from 75 Brasil Street by Nicola Fasano, which samples the horns from The Bomb! (These Sounds Fall Into My Mind) by The Bucketheads which in turn sampled the horns from Street Player by Chicago. How good is music!

Introduce Me To Your Family - Otoboke Beaver: My friend sent me this song because it came up mysteriously in his Discover Weekly and I'm so glad he did. It's good to know that japanese punk has been continuing on and getting more and more insane without me noticing.

Part 5/ The Sun's Gone Dim And The Sky's Gone Grey - Johann Johannsson: RIP to a good man. I was so sad and shocked to hear that Johann Johannsson had died last month. This album is a favourite of mine, and while this song doesn't have the weight it should outside of the context of the rest of the album it is still an incredibly heavy mood and a beautiful piece of music.

Heart - Bertie Blackman: This song feels like the alternate, evil version of Single Ladies by Beyonce to me and I get it stuck in my head all the time.

Acetate - Metz: I'm obsessed with the rhythm of this song, how it just tumbles over itself over and over in this lopsided way and the way that plays against the big straight forward power line of this song: I. WANT. YOU. TO. TAKE. IT. AWAY.

Bodysnatchers - Radiohead: It's funny to think of Johnny Greenwood as a film composer, and especially as the composer of the Phantom Thread when he does songs like this. This song is just straight up Riffs. The most air-guitarable Radiohead song outside of Creep.

Nameless, Faceless - Courtney Barnett: I'm so glad Courtney Barnett is back and her new song is an absolute killer! I can't get enough of it and I cannot wait for the album.

Can't Fight The Moonlight - LeAnn Rimes: This is a song written from the perspective of a vampire, and a banger. The instumentation in this is a perfect distillation of everything good about 90s pop. Especially the bizzare chunky guitar and orchestra stab that starts it off. The big bass sound and orchestra stabs in the chorus? I'm kissing my fingers like a chef right now.

Lava Lamp (Chopnotslop Remix) - Thundercat: It sounds strange but the chopped and screwed version of Drunk is fast becoming my favourite version. Firstly because it's very appropriately named Drank and secondly because the biggest obstacle to me getting heavily into this album was that it was just way too busy sometimes, a flaw that has been perfectly surmounted by chopping but NOT slopping the entire thing.

Someplace - Yamantake // Sonic Titan: I am desperate for more from this band. I absolutely love this mix of airy guitar and vocals suddenly moving into very classic metal. It's very theatrical and I absolutely love it.

Jejune Stars - Bright Eyes: Remember how Bright Eyes last album had extremely heavy Rastafarian But Not Reggae influences for some reason? I loved that. The guy talking about Pomegranates at the end of this song, and especially the way he pronounces pomegranate has become a staple of my inner monologue.

New Coke - Health: God Health are just so powerful. I want them to score a film some day soon, because they did a great job with Max Payne 3 and their sort of singular aesthetic is just so intoxicating. I go through stages of not listening to Health for months and then it's all I want to listen to for hours and hours very loudly.

3AM - Matchbox Twenty: Check this out: Rob Thomas has the exact same voice as Gerard Way from My Chemical Romance

Is That All There Is? - Peggy Lee: I was thinking about Trump's weird brain, which I believe to be a sort of smooth pebble covered in mashed banana, and so I googled his favourite song, and it is this. He says "It’s a great song because I’ve had these tremendous successes and then I’m off to the next one. Because, it’s like, “Oh, is that all there is?” That’s a great song actually, that’s a very interesting song, especially sung by her, because she had such a troubled life.". Listen to this extremely nihilistic song and imagine him swanning around with his weird body and singing along to it please.

New Town - Life Without Buildings: Life Without Buildings reinvented songwriting and nobody even cared. It's unbelievable. This song is an incredible end to their incredible album that feels like it was written just for me. I love Life Without Buildings!

Music For The Long Emergency - Policia & s t a r g a z e: Polica's new album with the stargaze orchestra is unfortunately kind of mixed but luckily the title track is very, very good. It feels like a real textural expansion of everything Polica's been doing before, to have so many more layers to play with really benefits them but the songs are thankfully still rooted in the drums, bass and vocals combo like usual and haven't gotten lost in the possibilities of playing with an orchestra. The synth sound that begins about halfway through this is so thick and so nice and really takes the whole thing in a different direction for the second half.

Carnival Of Sorts (Boxcars) - R.E.M.: I'm really loving R U Talkin R.E.M. Re: Me? and so far and the main difference I've found between it and UTU2TM is that every single R.E.M. song sounds exactly the same. They're very good, but it's one song. So when they go through the album track by track and talk about what the love about each one it almost sounds farcical. They could be playing the same song 12 times in a row and I wouldn't notice. That said, this one differentiates itself by starting with a weird circus organ before beginning The R.E.M. Song so I appreciate it for that.

Give Me A Smile - Sibylle Baier: As I understand it, Sibylle Baier was warned about the existence of music blogspots some time in the early 70s and started living her whole life from then on in the hopes of being the source of a good post. This album was released in 2006 and is made up mostly of reel-to-reel recordings she made at her home in Germany in 1970-73, except for this track which was included on a 1970 compilation called Folk Is A Four Letter Word 2 which I think was the only commercial recording she ever made before quitting music and acting entirely, moving to America and starting a family. 30 years later her son made a cd of the songs to give to family and friends and somehow one made its way to J Mascis of all people and he had it released on his label Orange Twin.

III. Toccare - John Adams: This piece came up in my Release Radar playlist because of the day a couple of years ago when I listened to Nixon In China twice in a row. I don't know anything about it but I love it a lot and am particularly in love with the bass guitar that comes in about a third of the way through and then disappears entirely. What a choice.

Saturdays (feat. Haim) - Twin Shadow: On Twin Shadow's last album he made a swing at Big Chorus all-out commercial pop and it didn't go perfectly so I'm very glad he's back to his old ways because this song is just amazing. Every part of this song is catchy. The chorus is so satisfying because it has about it has about three different sections and it builds beautifully. Haim are here doing great. It's just perfect and I can't wait for the album.

Because I'm Me - The Avalanches: Wildflower didn't get the respect it deserved in my opinion. It quite literally sounds like it could have come out the year after Since I Left You, which is a very good thing! I'm also a huge fan of fading a whole song down right in the middle just to play a sample of someone quietly saying 'hello?' like they're answering a phone.

Bats In The Attic - King Creosote & Jon Hopkins: I've never heard another album that sounds like this one. Every part of the recording just sounds so beautiful it's like it was handmade from silk or something. Listening to this after literally anything else feels like a chilled glass of water on a hot day. King Creosote's voice also has the very beautiful paradoxical qualities of a scottish accent mixed with incredibly clear enunciation and I really love it. I'd love them to do another album together.

Another Man - Barbara Mason: Check out this song. First of all it sounds extremely good. Secondly it's about when your man turns out to be gay. It starts out good but by the last verse it is straight up hateful, calling him defective, not entirely a man and a 'facsimile of a man' which is unbelievably cruel. The way she says it is very good though because she says "Because in my case what I thought I had was not a entire whole man, but a facsimile thereof. Wasn't a clone or nothin', you know, I'm not.." and then she trails off. Glad she clarified this wasn’t a clone situation. Weird, mean, good song.

Monument (T.I.E. Version) - Robyn & Royksopp: The original version of this song is long as hell and a lot more on the ominous side of the ominous/menacing scale, whereas this version pushes the slider all the way up on 'menacing' with the huge distorted bassline leading the whole thing. A perfect song for obelisk worship in the grim electronic future, or even for carving your own obelisk in preparation.

Everybody Knows - Leonard Cohen: Hey remember when Leonard Cohen died and bleedingcool.com had the best headline of all time "Genius Songwriter Of Music From “Watchmen” Sex Scene Dead At 82". I think about that all the time. Anyway this song is great but that's obvious.

E-Mail My Heart - Britney Spears: Britney Spears first album is good cause Hit Me Baby One More Time is about pagers and this song is about emails. Teens love to communicate, and they've only grown to love it more since this song came out. In Britney's own words in 1999: "E-mail My Heart is a song that everyone can relate to, everyone’s been doing e-mails and it’s “e-mail my heart” so everyone can relate to that song.“ True.

It's All Coming Back To Me Now - Celine Dion: This song is deluxe. This song sounds like it was recorded in an expansive marble bathroom and I feel like I should have to be wearing a suit just to listen to it. This song has 15 cup holders and comes with power windows as standard. This song sounds like someone paid November Rain $100 to attend a fancy party with them and pretend to be their boyfriend but then they accidentally fell in love for real. 

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Free Vst For Mac

This post is for the Mac users. When it comes to Mac OS X, the number of freeware plugins is very low, compared to the Windows world. The popular “Save as VST” softwares (Synthedit and Synthmaker) are Windows only. The “upgrade” politic of Apple is a sort of nightmare for developers (and sometimes users!), so many old free plugins don’t work anymore…

Free Vst Plugins For Mac Os X

Free Compressor Vst For Mac

Free Vst Instruments For Mac

Free Vst For Mac Ableton

DVS sax was the first free virtual saxophone I ever tried and my first. Jul 21, 2021 Quiet Piano is a free VST3/VST/AU Grand Piano, specially designed to create Relaxing Music, Meditation Music or Ambient Music, available for Windows and Mac. Features: 8 Multi-Sampled Presets. Big Sur Support (Intel based macs) Rusty Piano. Nebula3 by Acustica (Mac/Win) Nebula3 by Acustica Free VST for Saturation. N ebula3 is a multi-effect plugin VST for saturation and subtle signal coloration in the post-mixing stage. This VST is capable of emulating and duplicating various types of expensive audio equipment, eliminating the need for costly gears.

I have searched for free MAC plugins over the web and then tested ! – only free synth (not effects), in VST and or AudioUnit (AU) format – the OS used is Mac OS X 10.8 (Mountain Lion) – i tested the plugins in Ableton Live 9 / Renoise / some free VST & AudioUnit host softwares (Pedalboard, the JUCE open source plugin host, VSTLord, AULab, Ugly VSTi Interface…)

It’s a selection with free virtual analog synths, organ emulations, epiano emulations, drum synth, bass synth, FM synth, emulation of Oberheim / NordLead / DX 7 synth, chip synth, guitar emulation…

and here a list of 25 free synth plugins for Mac OS X :

1. Synth1 AU/ VST

The must-have free synth plugin is available for Mac since one or two years, it is in beta state, it still have some minor bugs with the UI, but it’s usable and you can benefit from the incredible amount of presets created for Synth1, including these 😀 => https://blog.wavosaur.com/synth1-presets-chris-bank-volume-2/ & https://blog.wavosaur.com/chris-bank-synth1-reup/ I had some problems for saving preset in Ableton Live. Synth1 can do an incredible variety of sounds. The most versatile Synth in this list

2. OBXD AU / VST

OBXD AU

The free Oberheim OB-X OB-Xa OB-8 emulation ! work without any problem in my AudioUnit / VST hosts on Mac.

3. Tyrell N6 AU / VST

http://www.u-he.com/cms/tyrelln6 DL here : http://www.amazona.de/amazona-de-freeware-synthesizer-tyrell-n6-v3/

U-He loves the Mac, don’t hesitate to have a look at the other freeware on the Website, all are working without problems in VST or AudioUnit format. I have also selected Triple Cheeze and Zebralette from the same developer. These plugins are good and full featured.

TyrellN6 plugin comes with a big amount of presets, and a deep variety of sounds. It’s powerful and easy to program. It’s rock solid stable and have a nice UI too!

4. FreeAlpha AU / VST

FreeAlpha AU

This freeware from LinPlug sounds very good, it has punch and is easy to tweak. It can do punchy bass, but also nice pads and clean leads. Despite its simple look, it’s powerful and funky!

5. Crystal AU / VST

The old Crystal Synth is still top, and one of the best synth for complex / evolving PADS, with its multipoint envelopes, and the complete modulation matrix. One of the best virtual synth, for more than 10 years!

6. TAL NoiseMaker AU / VST

TAL Noisemaker

Like U-He, TAL has many freebees for Mac OS X. I have selected Noize M4k3r and Elek7tro but you also have other interesting plugins. The “Noise Maker” plugin has two osc + sub, a good filter and the famous Chorus “a la Roland”, so you have all you need for your fat bass/lead. Certainly more agressive than Crystal, it completes well the sonic arsenal.

7. Dexed FM VST

The famous free Yamaha DX7 emulation ! It’s VST only (no AU for the moment). Use the cart / load / save button to browse or import presets. It can read / write sysex files for and from the DX7. Now all your FM needs are fullfilled: you can do pop ballad or Detroit techno, vive la FM !

8. MiniSpillage AU (Drum Synth)

MiniSpillage AU

Now that we have the FM synth, the Pad synth, the Bass synth and Lead capable synths, we need a DRUM synth. The Minispillage plugin has three dedicated algo for bass drum, wood drum and hihat. I tend to prefer “Drumatic” but Drumatic is Windows only.

9. ComboF organ AU / VST

After all these synths, we now need an emulation of our prefered organ : the Farfisa combo organ! ComboF gives you the sound of the Italian electric organ we all love. Available for Mac and windows, in AudioUnit and VST!

10. MrTramp 2 e-piano AU / VST

MrTramp2

After the organ emulation, we need the electric piano! MrTramp 2 is the best (free or not) emulation of the Wurlitzer electric piano. It’s raining again ! Now you can sound like Supertramp ! Breakfast in America !! There are not so much controls but you don’t need more, and the sound is excellent.

11. Cheeze Machine AU

A dedicated string synth plugin for Mac ! The Cheeze machine from Big Tick is a kind of Arp Solina emulation. It has this phaser / chorus creamy sound. it’s AU only and should work with your favorite Mac host software.

12. TripleCheese AU / VST

TripleCheeze plugin

Cheese again ! The U-He contribution to the first KVR Developer Challenge. It’s an original synth with unusual sound generation. Nice for plucked sounds. Works well on my Mac OS X Mountain Lion. Thanks to the comb filter, you can generate very original sounds.

Free Vst Plugins For Mac Os X

13. Zr3 organ VST

We have ComboF for the Farfisa emulation, and for the Hammond B3 organ lovers, there’s Zr3. It’s VST only and works nice in Ableton Live 9. The only good free Hammond B3 emulation for Mac OS X.

14. TAL Elek7ro AU / VST

TAL Elektro

A perfect free synth for bass and perc sounds. Don’t forget to check the other TAL plugins !

15. VST Speek AU / VST

Coming from here ! the funkiest text to speech in plugin format ! The best C64 Sam oldskool text to speech emulator, for all your techno voices. Available in 32 & 64 bit, VST & AU

16. Zebralette AU / VST

Zebralette plugin

Coming with the demo of Zebra, the famous synth by u-He, Zebralette is a nice synth, with unusual sound, and powerful possibilities and plenty of special waveforms to play with.

17. Model – E VST

The antic VST from Steinberg, now free, and now available in VST format for Mac OSX. It has been surpassed in all domain by many other synth (freeware included). But it can be useful and you can get some nice sounds out of it if you tweak it with love.

18. VB-1 virtual bass VST

VB1 bass

Another prehistoric virtual synth from Steinberg, this virtual bass plugin is free and available with Model E in the same package (see link above). Very simple sound, can be useful. Freeware for Mac are rare so we take it!

19. MDA Piano ePiano DX10 & JX10 VST

NO GUI

These free VST work for Mac OS X, they don’t have UI, you’ll have to use the default interface supplied by your host. – Piano & ePiano are sample based synth, the ePiano is very good, it’s a kind of Rhodes emulation. – DX10 is a FM Synth, it has only two operators, but you can still get nice bell sounds out of it. – JX10 is a very nice virtual analog synth, despite some bugs (the Windows version has the same), it can do some very nice leads.

20. 4Front R-Piano AU / VST

Another free electric piano emulation for your Mac! It’s simple and has a nice clean sound. Perfect for deep house chords.

21. Chip32 AU

Chip 32 AU

Free Compressor Vst For Mac

This is the URL where you can also find the Cheeze Machine VST, and also the very good Clavinet emulation by Big Tick (TickyClav). Chip32 is a very simple plugin, perfect for your chip tune needs.

22. Spicy Guitar AU / VST

A free Audio Unit / VST emulation of an acoustic guitar ! It’s use a physical modelled synthesis, and is a great emulation. Here are coming the ukulele / banjo / Flamenco guitar !

23. Scythe VST

Scythe VST

A very simple VA Synth (VST only), with two oscillators, a filter, modulation envelope & some embedded effects : bitcrusher / phaser / chorus / delay. It’s simple but efficient. You can also generate random presets!

24. Automat AU

A virtual substractive synth with 3 osc, and filter for each osc, + many effects and modulations. It’s audiounit only, and like Scythe, it has a random preset generator.

25. VOPM VST

VOPM VST synth

A VST emulation of the Yamaha YM2151 Chip that was used in many arcade games, and is similar to the chip in the Sega Megadrive. It’s a 4 operator FM synth, with 8 algorithm. here’s a lot of preset for VOPM : http://truechiptilldeath.com/blog/2010/05/04/opm-patches-out-of-most-genesis-games/

26. Bonus tracks ?

1) there’s also kickmaker, a free kick drum synthesizer in VST and AU format : http://teragonaudio.com/KickMaker.html

and C700, that can load sample in aiff and wav format : http://picopicose.com/software.html

2) I also tried other free VST plugins for MAC , but with no luck (no one working in any host on my Mac OS X Mountain Lion), i think these are too old plugins, or maybe ppc plugins (even if they were said to work on Mac OS X). For example : the Delay Lama ! http://www.audionerdz.nl/download.htm AU303 & AirySynth : http://airy.andre.online.fr/AU/index.html#au303

Free Vst Instruments For Mac

3) I’m working on a port of Rave Generator VST for MAC, here you can find a beta (x64 only, VST only) : https://www.facebook.com/groups/149376535107031/835302689847742/

3) I’m also working on a port of CreakBox (the TB303 plugin) for MAC OS X (i already have converted it to VST2.4 then to 64 bit), see link ( @ 6. and in the comments) : https://blog.wavosaur.com/best-free-tb-303-emulation-sotware-vst-plugins-standalone/

Free Vst For Mac Ableton

4) i’ll do another posts with the free effect plugins for MAC ! It seems there are more effects available for free than synths.