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AaAaaaHHHHHH I loved your “Things that the citizens of the Devildom witnessed that will prove that this Human have the characters at their beck and call” post lol :P
Could you plssssss do it w the side characters? Especially barbatos I love him. He’s my bbg lol
Sure, I'm actually just waiting for someone to request it :P
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Things that the citizens of the Devildom witnessed that will prove that this Human have the characters at their beck and call
Versions: Demon Brothers, Side Characters
Warnings: Slight yandere themes (Barbatos, Simeon)
Links: Masterlist
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DIAVOLO
He doesn't actually like going around
Sure, it's mentioned a lot of times that he want to visit this or that
But only if you or the others are willing to come with him
Otherwise it's as boring as doing paperworks
He won't even come out to meet important personalities
They need to come to the castle themselves because there's no damn way Diavolo will actually use effort to meet people he's actually not too close to.
But when it's you?
Damn, you better bet the moment you told him "Hey, Diavolo... I'm kind of stuck in the plaza and the brothers are surely too busy to pick me up so can you send me a driver..?"
How dare you ask for a driver?
When he's literally right there?
The moment the words "I'm kind of stuck in the plaza-" He's already in his most luxurious car starting it to get his future spouse
Hell, he'll even bought a flower before getting to you
And you two will make a scene
And you two will surely make it to the news tomorrow
He'll arrive to the place in something quite formal yet still casual
With a bouquet of flowers in his hands
Like the perfect future husband he is
And open the door for you to get in
And if you're asking why Barbados didn't do anything against him...
Well, he's got a few mouse friends there for help.
Anyways, enjoy the ride
And sign the marriage papers
Please
BARBATOS
His power holds such an important role for Diavolo
He's such a powerful "demon"
It would actually be quite nice if you were just a little more closer to him
But if you are...
He's willing to use this oh so important power for you like it's just a mere toy
You fell on the stairs and someone saw it? Reversed.
You failed a test? Reversed.
You made the wrong decision? Reversed.
If Diavolo actually saw how much he's rambling the time lines just for you he'll go insane.
Hell, he'll pass out when he knows that Barbatos is letting you use his power like he's some hourglass!
But Barbatos knows you
And he likes you
He knows that someone like you won't actually take advantage of his power like that
And would always choose to do things without it
He knows that he's your last resort
And he loves it
He loves that fact that you treasure his power so much
That you treasure him so much...
His power might seem to be the most important tool for you among the other abilities the brothers and the others gave you
And so that basically puts him above the food chain
And he'll stay there
He'll make sure you will view him as important as right now
For all internity
SIMEON
He treasures himself and the people around him so much
But mostly himself
Because that's what father told them to do
He treat his body like the temple of god
He'll walk around the Devildom with pride in himself
Not too much but not too less
He knows his worth
So when he met you
Such a wonderful human
He will also teach you how to put pride in yourself
And always be proud on what you're doing
And then he'll start to get drawn to you
The body he oh so treasured now treated like a toy for you
He once valued naturality but maybe using this makeup you love so much will make him appear more attractive?
"Oh, Simeon? Did you use some foundation and mascara?! That looks so good on you!"
Yes, MC.
Just look at him
It all started with dressing up more for you
Then it escalated
The body he once didn't let anyone touch is now open for you
Just for you
Hold his hand
Grab his waist
And use his shoulders
Ha...
God won't punish him for a little touch now would he..?
SOLOMON
He's shady and he knows it
It's been so long and he's been around may too many people
He doesn't know who to trust anymore
And who to be honest with
He always have to keep himself alarmed and ready
Because that's what the past taught him to do
And that's what the present is telling him to do
Oh, another human?
How nice...
He just hope you don't end up like him
Overly conscious
You know what... He'll help you
He doesn't want a human to fall to the same hole he is right now
He thought that he'll be the one to guide you
He didn't know that you'll guide him...
And now he's willing to do anything for you
He's willing to follow you anywhere
He's willing to give you anything
He's willing to be your loyal servant
Just like Barbatos, he's willing to use everything he have just keep you by his side
Whether it be human, demon, angel connections, money or power
It can be anything and he'll give it you
To the human who showed him the light once again.
MEPHISTOPHELES
He's a private person
That's why he has a whole ass room reserved just for him in the academy
It can't help but have his blood boiling whenever one of the brothers barging into his room unannounced
The sense of nervousness won't leave him whenever Diavolo came to visit him
And the mixed feelings when the other exchange students decided to drop by
But when you enter his room
The light started to get a little darker
And the atmosphere turned into something heavier yet more comforting feeling
Have you drank anything you're not supposed to drink human?
What's this atmosphere around you human?
Did you... Cast a spell on him human?
To be honest
It'll be better for him to know that you cast a love spell on him
Than for him to consciously know that he's falling for you
Falling for the human others already love
But he can't help but say "Why don't you stay a little longer, MC?" Whenever you drop by.
"You can stay and do your assignments or whatever here. I have a vast collection of books you might need."
It might be selfish but why don't you stay a little longer?
Stay inside this private room with him
And only him.
RAPHAEL
He's known as a hitman
And his job down here is to probably spy on Simeon or Lucifer
But this weird human caught his eyes...
Maybe he should spy on you too?
Hmm... Why are you so different?
Are you the premium version of human?
But either way...
He saw how tired you were after each day ends
It looks like this place have sucked any living hope and energy out of you
So he took this as a problem and decided to come up with a solution
He decided to help you run around errands and even take some of your work loads
Gosh... You're so busy
So tiring
Sometimes you two will just find yourself in the dark and unused alley of the school
Sitting on the floor with each others head on your shoulder
You'd mutter "So tired..." And he will pat your head to help you at least have a few minutes of nap between work.
And before he knows it
It became a habit for the two of you
Instead of going to the dark alley you decided to take some nap in the cafeteria and even on empty classrooms
The Brothers will not found you two scattered all over the academy sleeping on each other
And before he even noticed
Whenever the slightest danger occurs he's already jumping in front of you and pushing you back as he shield your fragile body
THIRTEEN
She's such a trouble maker
And you're an expert in keeping trouble makers in line
And Thirteen will make sure she don't follow that line!
She keeps on pulling pranks
Traps here
Traps there
Gosh will she ever stop
Then one day you got so busy that your usual scolding for her didn't happened
Not even once
She felt empty without your nagging voice I guess?
But that doesn't matter!
At least, now, no one will stop her from doing what she loves!
No one...
Will stop her?
But who will scold her when she's about to do an extremely dangerous prank where she might get hurt?
Who will treat her wounds when she accidentally scratched her with one of her schemes?
It's been just a few days without your nagging voice and she's already at your doorstep in the middle of a night on a weekend asking
"Are you ignoring me?"
"Why aren't you talking to me anymore?"
"Are you tired of me now..?"
It feels like she'll start crying if she says anything more so you just denied everything and said that your schedule have been fully packed
Even saying that you're a new member of the council so you became more busy
She felt so embarrassed after that
But she started to treasure your relationship more
And maybe...
Waiting in the line is not that big of a deal if it's for you...
#obey me#obey me shall we date#obey me nightbringer#obey me fluff#obey me crack#obey me angst#obey me headcanons#obey me scenarios#obey me drabbles#obey me x reader#obey me diavolo#obey me barbatos#obey me simeon#obey me solomon#obey me mephistopheles#obey me raphael#obey me thirteen#obey me mc#obey me yandere#omswd#om
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Genshin men Instagram HCs
Ft. Xiao; Scaramouche; Zhongli; Childe; Alhaitham; Kaveh; Tighnari
(gender neutral reader but wears a dress in Scara & Zhongli's parts)
Xiao // @ a1atus
★ ★ pre-relationship ★ ★
Very rarely posts
Never pictures of himself, you’ll only see his face in tagged photos
If he does post, it’s probably a new album cover of a band he likes, a particularly good plate of almond tofu from his favorite café, or—if he’s in a particularly good mood—a cute stray cat that befriended him on the street
Never edits anything but still takes pretty decent photos because he understands basic composition rules
Never tags anything but will sometimes write simple captions like “new guitar”
His pfp has not changed since he made his account and its literally just the blandest selfie you’ve ever seen—but he’s effortlessly photogenic so even when he’s just staring at the camera with a blank expression he looks hot
★ ★ in a relationship ★ ★
Xiao will unintentionally do his loyal boyfriend duties and like all of your posts but he never actually leaves a comment unless you specifically ask him to but you have to tell him what to say or else you’ll just get something like “your hair is nice” LOL
Maybe makes one post related to you but it doesn’t have your face—just picture of your hands holding each other or a photo he secretly took of you from behind as you admire some paintings from when he took you on an art gallery date
Still doesn’t write much in captions but if the post includes you, he always adds a little black heart emoji 🖤
Scaramouche // @ balladeer
★ ★ pre-relationship ★ ★
Vehemently claims he’s not chronically online but he definitely is
Def has a dark / emo aesthetic profile and puts more effort into it than he’d ever admit
Uses stories pretty frequently
Usually to show off his game stats and victories or to vent about some annoying inconvenience that's just happened to him
balladeer Jfc the train is late again I may as well just walk home everyday ffs
All his late night gaming photos are so highly saturated in his pitch black bedroom, the only source of light being his screen on max brightness and his violet RGB keyboard. If you raise the screen brightness on your phone you might be able to make out some empty Monster cans and ramen cups on his desk—he absolutely gives Discord / Reddit mod vibes 🤢
Definitely has a story archive just for Valorant 🤮
I wanna fuck him so bad it makes me look stupid—
Posts a few selfies to show a new piercing or the very rare occasion where he’s feeling really confident in his looks
unintentionally thirst traps the emo boy lovers; yes, I am talking about you and I—
Lightly edits photos or uses filters to make them look good but nothing extreme or super aesthetic, mostly just for decent contrast
Usually the first one to see any of his friends posts but never ‘likes’ them
Will leave snarky or sarcastic comments when the mood strikes tho
His pfp is a candid picture someone else took that he thinks he looks decent in—sticking his tongue out and giving double middle fingers to the camera
★ ★ in a relationship ★ ★
Makes a post or story for every date you guys have, even if it’s just a vague picture of your shoes together
He likes to show off that he has such an attractive s/o but also lowkey just wants to have a memory to look back on for the nights he feels lonely
Doesn’t post just you though, he’s always in frame holding you or touching you in some way—he feels the need to put some sort of claim cause he thinks people are gonna shoot their shot with you—he’s kinda paranoid and insecure, pls have patience w him
Likes and comments on all of your posts. Sometimes it's a snarky quip like if you post about you and your friends doing something funny he might comment “lmao ur so dumb” but if its a selfie or something you’re proud of, he leaves a little compliment and heart emoji.
YN0103 [bedroom mirror selfie of you shyly posing in a dress]
YN0103 Bought a new dress today…it’s not my usual style but I rlly like it 🥺
balladeer cute 💜
If anyone ever confronts him in person about his nice comments on your posts tho he’ll get flustered and claim his account was temporarily hacked LOL
His heart def flutters when you post a picture of him on your own account
He kinda can’t believe you’re proud enough of him to publicly post about him
Changes his pfp to the two of you together and, if you zoom in and squint, you can tell he’s kind of smiling <3
Zhongli // @ rex_lapis
★ ★ pre-relationship ★ ★
I’m sorry but I have to do it…
He has Facebook grandpa vibes
Like he has no idea how to use half of the features; stories are an absolute mystery to him. What is a reel?
But he tries to be supportive of his friends and will leave way-too eloquent comments with a Wikipedia levels of supplemental information
a1atus [ photo of a shiny Fender acoustic guitar laying on what seems to be a bed]
a1atus new guitar
rex_lapis Lovely new instrument, Xiao. You seem to have quite good tastes – that particular model is popular among many professional musicians. It is well renowned for its clear sound and beautiful mahogany exterior. If you wouldn’t mind, I would love to hear you play it someday over tea.
a1atus @ rex_lapis thanks
the way I cackled writing that exchange ygweyufgwyu Xiaos just like ‘thanks for commenting dad’
His pfp is not him—it’s probably a famous painting he likes or a beautiful white flower from a garden he visited
★ ★ in a relationship ★ ★
If you want him to improve his Insta game, you’re going to have to teach him, I’m sorry
On the up side, Zhongli is a great student and is eager to learn anything you teach him
Will try to post pretty regularly; usually somewhat mediocre photos of beautiful scenery like sunsets and flowers
Like Scaramouche, he enjoys the idea of documentary your time together so he posts something at the end of each of your dates
Your heart lowkey melts when Zhongli, very earnestly, asks after dinner if you’ll allow him to take a selfie with you to post on his Instagram
Regularly asks for feedback on his posts to ensure he’s properly taking your advice and improving :,)
He even starts organizing and naming story archives on his profile—simple titles like “tea,” “nature,” “friends,” and “my dearest”
Likes and comments on every single one of your posts and replies to all of your stories, even if he was there with you
Usually just lathers you in compliments on your beauty or tastes but they’re so thoughtfully written that it’s obvious he’s not “just saying it” and genuinely believes all the kind things about you he writes
YN1231 [photo of you twirling in a summer dress amidst a colorful of bed of flowers in a botanical garden, take by your friend]
YN1231 It’s finally starting to feel like spring! 🌸🌼🌺
rex_lapis While the camelias are lovely, they pale in comparison to your radiance. Your yellow sundress is also quite lovely and compliments your complexion in the morning sunlight. Truly a divine sight.
balladeer @ YN1231 @ rex_lapis ugh can you guys keep it in the DMs
- Changes his pfp to a selfie of himself smiling after you told him he should. The angle is a little odd but he’s so naturally attractive that he still manages to look good.
Ajax // @ tartaglia_on_top
★ ★ pre-relationship ★ ★
Doesn’t post too often but when he does, it kinda gives stereotypical frat boy
Like, lots of parties and shirtless beach photos with his friends
The surprise is the occasional posts of his little siblings and kids he volunteers with in between
He sometimes posts championship and practice photos from his martial arts competitions with captions thanking his team and mentors
Is pretty popular—has a few thousand followers, many are people he met just once or twice at parties or genuine friends and classmates, but the vast majority are online fans who just follow cause he’s hot LOL
Is the type of person you followed once after meeting a long time ago and never talk to again but you can’t bring yourself to unfollow cause he’s nice and his updates are kinda interesting and he’s hot
Isn’t online that much so he doesn’t like/comment on his friends’ every post but usually tries to leave congratulatory messages when someone accomplishes something or graduates
His pfp is a closeup of himself with a boyish grin he cropped from a group photo
★ ★ in a relationship ★ ★
It is super obvious when you guys start dating cause almost every post from that point is about you in some way LOL
tartaglia_on_top [photo of Ajax, sweaty and exhausted but clearly excited as he holds a trophy in one hand with the other wrapped around your waist while he presses a kiss to your cheek]
tartaglia_on_top Officially a 3 year championship winner! Thanks to my biggest supporter @ YN0720 😘
He’s not even consciously trying to post you all the time, it just happens because you are either always together or any memorable moment he thinks are worth an Insta post involve you in some way
You’re the only person, aside from his family - that he actually likes/comments on all posts for
Is the type of boyfriend to leave those super dramatic, embarrassing comments on your selfies like “DAAAMN BABE 🥵 finna make me act UP” and, in one particularly shameless case, “god youre so hot pls step on me queen 😍”
Please block him
He shamelessly liked all your past posts from before you too met as well—you were kinda mortified to wake up one morning to a notification that just said “what a lil cutie ❤️” on a post of yourself from seventh grade.
Changes his pfp to a couple selfie he took of the two of you kissing on a winter vacation in the mountains
Kaveh // @ kaveh.designs
★ ★ pre-relationship ★ ★
Obsessed with having an aesthetic profile
Like, the color palette of the background and clothing in his pfp selfie are carefully matched with the cover of each of his story archives, down to the hex code
He carefully edits every post and uses filters to make them all fit with his theme no matter how inaccurate to real life they may become
“Huh…I thought your bedroom wall was a bit more orange than this…”
“Oh, that’s cause I use 30% Juno in all my bedroom photos for a warmer finish.”
“???”
Despite his aesthetic profile, he doesn’t come off as particularly vain or narcissistic—only posts selfies when he’s has a particularly good hair day or changed his accessories
Most of his posts are of places he travels to (museums and big cities with interesting architecture) or his own sketches and rendered design projects
Online pretty frequently, always checks insta when he wakes up, before bed, and during lunch breaks
His stories are often project updates, interesting things he encounters throughout the day, or food photos
Only likes posts he actually likes and sometimes comments with photography critiques
tighnar1 [photo of a cluster of three bright blue mushrooms clustered against vibrant green grass and patches of dark, wet soil]
tighnar1 Proof the forest is an amazing place: found this beautiful little cluster of juvenile Rakkhashava mushrooms on my hike today. Great spotting by @ colleeei. Check my story for some cool mushroom facts. 🍄
kaveh.designs great photo composition, Tigh, perfect golden ratio on the caps.
tighnar1 @ kaveh.designs Thanks I guess…
Has a decent number of followers, many of whom are also artists familiar with Kaveh’s reputation from the Kshahrewar. Others just like his OOTD stories and charming smile
★ ★ in a relationship ★ ★
Kaveh revamps his entire profile once you two become official
His pfp becomes a candid taken by a stranger of the two of you together at an aquarium, holding hands as you point something out to him through the glass
It was taken by a photographer working at the aquarium as part of a promotion—the photographer showed you two the photo and asked for permission to post it on their official website and Kaveh was absolutely obsessed with the photo—it’s still one of his favorite and it doesn’t even show your faces
He still matches his archived story covers to his new pfp but his actual feed had become a lot more relaxed and natural now
He still slightly edits photos so they look as good as possible, but he doesn’t like using filters on photos of you or the two of you together because he thinks it would be a disservice to your natural beauty
Like Ajax, his posts and stories naturally become mostly about you whether scenes from your dates—candid photos he takes of you where he insists you look like art even though you’re just in pajamas with an unmade face—or even photos of things he sees throughout the day that remind him of you
Sometimes he posts stories of funny reels or art pieces he knows you’d like and tags you in them with messages like “@YN0709 omg remember when we were talking abt this?” and “me & @ YN0709💕”
Similar to Childe, leaves the most downbad, dramatic comments on your posts
YN0709 [swimsuit selfie]
YN0709 happy summer! ☀️🌊
kaveh.designs Oh my god my heart– 💘 I cannot believe I get to come home to this every night 👅💦
YN0709 @ kaveh.designs omg kaveh pls 💀
al_haitham @ kaveh.designs Every time I see one of your comments I regret ever learning how to read.
Alhaitham // @ al_haitham
★ ★ pre-relationship ★ ★
Only made an account so his friends would stop bothering him about not keeping up with things tbh
Checks his feed a few times a day but skips through stories if they’re too long/too many
Absolutely hates concert stories the most cause they’d loud, long, and filled with off-key drunken singing
Never likes or comments on anything unless it’s really interesting to him
Occasionally shares reels in his story that are like interesting history facts or official Akademiya announcements
Has a few posts (and only cause Kaveh would not shut up about it) but they’re mostly just pictures of book covers he’d just finished reading with a detailed review or literary analysis as the caption—but he’s mindful of avoiding spoilers for those who haven’t read it
However, he does have one post that stands out quite a bit
He posted an unintentional gym third trap because he just happened to be working out, as is routine, and thought it might be nice to share some tips on proper rope pushdown form
If you’re not a gym babe and don’t know what this is, I beg of you, please look up a gif or video and imagine Alhaitham doing this, shirtless. You’re welcome.
It has become his most popular post by far
His pfp is probably taken straight from his faculty ID card: plain background, bright lighting, neutral facial expression
★ ★ in a relationship ★ ★
After you two have become official and are pretty comfortably established in your relationship, he’ll post a photo of the two of you—probably one you took - with a simple caption like “Late night at Puspa Café with my favorite person 💚”
Everyone who knows him freaks out in the comments with variations of “omg hathie got an s/o???” and “wow he finally posted a normal pic of himself, y/n is a good influence” but he doesn’t reply to any of them lmao
If you use Instagram a lot, he’ll naturally become more active too because he enjoys learning more about what you like through your posts and stories
He likes all of your posts but never comments—if one of your posts interests him, he’d prefer to wait until he sees you later to ask you about it in person
He just wants an excuse to talk to you more
As he becomes more active, little bits and pieces of your relationship naturally infiltrate his feed
His latest book review post has your favorite mug in the background because the two of you had breakfast together
His informational story post of an antique Sumerian emerald he found at a street vendor is being modeled by your pretty hands because you were with him when he saw it and later given to you after the vendor insisted on Alhaitham gifting it to his “beautiful spouse”
He changes his profile picture to the two of you from one of your many reading dates, comfortably lounging on a loveseat in a quiet corner of the library—and this time, he’s softly smiling
Tighnari // @ t1ghnar1
Surprisingly active on social media
He thinks social media is a great way to share information about the importance of forest conservation and get people to appreciate the beauty of Avidya forest
Makes one post almost every day and multiple stories
Needless to say, 90% of his posts are of plants or small animals he finds on his hikes or while working
His most popular posts are those of cute squirrels and birds that are being nursed back to health after being found wounded—animals just seem to naturally love him so the pictures are usually taken by his coworkers because his arms are full with cuddly animals that refuse to move
The other 10% of his posts are from the occasional hang outs with friends or coworkers after work—snaps of iced fruit teas from Puspa café or colorful clay plates overflowing with Collei’s homemade pita pockets.
He makes sure to reply to or at least like every comment, particularly those from people asking questions about the plants he posts or how to become a forest ranger. Even simple “wow that's so cool” comments often get at least a “thanks, glad you liked it” from Tighnari
He tends to use some cute forest or food emoji when they fit with his posts. For example, 🍄,🥙,🦊,🐦, etc.
Also tends to use “:)” when replying to his followers because he knows it can be difficult to read tone in text-based communications
Tigh is basically a social media manager at this point oops
Because he is online so much, he naturally keeps up with almost everything his friends post and will like or comment on things he finds interesting
His pfp is a selfie of himself with a small yellow bird perched on his shoulder from one of his patrols
★ ★ in a relationship ★ ★
All Tighnaris written by me WILL follow the “fennec foxes mate for life” trope regardless of AU, it is an indisputable law of the universe
If you’re in a relationship with Tighnari, you should be prepared for stability and commitment in general
While he doesn’t go out of his way to make an official announcement post or anything like that, you become a regular feature on his page
Will tag you in anything you’re related to, unless you specifically ask him not to
t1ghnar1 [photo of a small, cream-colored fox brushing itself against Tighnari’s leg and looking up at the camera with large eyes]
t1ghnar1 On a walk with @ YN1229 this morning we spotted this cute little kit without her mom. 🦊 While adorable, foxes - even kits - are wild animals and should never be approached unless by professionals. We have informed the local animal control where she will be taken care of until we can locate her family. Photo by @ YN1229
He never outright announces you as his lover but he seems to spend so much time with you and refer to you so casually that his followers who don’t know him just assume you’re his spouse LOL
He doesn’t bother to correct them either :,)
bennie_boy Wow, that mountain is so high up - wasn’t ur spouse scared to go up there?
t1ghnar1 @ bennie_boy Y/n has been on so many trips like this with me that they’re pretty used to it. :)
Likes your posts as he see them on his feed and occasionally leaves a short comment like, “beautiful <3”
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hello! BIG congrats on 200 followers!! for the event i was wondering if i could request 💤,🍭, and 🍰 for johnny, gyro and josuke? thanks!
Ohhh alright! This'll be interesting! And thank you! :))
Link to main event.
💤How often do they fantasize about their S/O? Is the latter constantly on their mind?
Honestly, you must be something special if Johnny Joestar let you be a part of his life. You truly matter a lot to him in a world that has treated him like he was scum. So, you can guess this boy inevitably finds himself thinking about you on more than a few occasions.
Sometimes, he gets overwhelmed by negative thoughts, or is just not in a...Very happy headspace, which is when you come in! Just imagining you calls him down a little, and puts a small smile on his face, you're a very reassuring presence to him, you could say.
Johnny is also rather shy, so sometimes, he may find it easier to hide away in his thoughts and fantasize about you, instead of making them a reality. He doesn't want to appear clingy or too needy to always be by your side. he is.
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Gyro doesn't use his head much outside of combat lol. But those few brain cells he's still using are more inclined towards you than anything else. He's a quite proud guy, so he may find these thoughts overly cheesy, but he eventually learns to embrace them.
Imagine that he's just come up with a new joke, he won't be able to think about anything else but telling you about it. Or maybe he saw a teddy bear that "looked familiar" and he immediately bought it for you, so you could match!
I can see him also fantasizing about riding his horse with you, but that is the one idea he'll try to scrap and push away no matter what, no woman can ride Valkyrie...Although the perspective of it doesn't...Sound horrible.
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Sweet sweeter sweetest boy, Josuke's thoughts about you are just as diabetes-inducing. He's not one who falls in love easily, but once he does, it's hard for him to think about anything that isn't you.
He won't pay attention in class because he's too busy imagining to be making fun of the teacher with you. He'll lose focus playing videogames since it's not same to play alone anymore. He might even just see a dress in a shop and give it to you for absolutely no reason aside from that fact that he thought it'd make you happy.
Also, stealing this idea from my friend, I have a feeling Josuke would often imagine what it'd be like to marry you. Just imagining you walk down the aisle while he's desperately try to hold back tears.
Yes, he has cried just thinking about it.
🍭 How easy is it to fluster them?
Now, Johnny used to get bitches, but not anymore, and he's kinda forgotten what it feels like to have someone show that type of interest in you. This means that getting him flustered will be a piece of cake.
Even if you're bad at flirting and mess up some words in an attempt at being smooth, he won't even notice and get embarrassed anyway. Compliment and show him that you appreciate his efforts, and it won't be long before his cheeks turn pink.
Also, friendly reminder that anything the stand feels is felt by the user as well. Hug or pat lil' Tusk act 1 with your own power, and Johnny will also get flustered by the indirect manifestation of affection.
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Luck is not exactly on your side when it comes to get Gyro flustered. Dude has hooked up with lots and lots of women, and has learned a lot from each one of those experiences, simple flirting is not gonna work.
Take into account that most of your attempts will be nullified by him with ease. He'll tell you how cute he thinks it is that you're trying to embarrass him, before he teases you back, actually succeeding in doing so.
There is one obscure way to get him to turn red, and that is calling him by his actual name. He blushed even just saying it out loud. If you were to do so, and continued to after he told you to, you can be sure that it won't take long for him to try and hide his face with his hat.
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Josuke is quite the easy prey too, I won't lie. Perhaps not as much as Johnny, but it won't take too much to get him flustered. He really likes receiving compliments from you and remembers all of them, blushing a little just at the memory of it.
It is very likely that both of you will get rosy cheeks though, since this boy is ready to compliment or tease back in such a natural way he may not even realize what he'd doing. You both look cute though, and probably end up giggling together realizing what just happened.
It may be obvious, but I think saying something nice about his hair, especially if it's not his usual haircut, would really hit him right in the heart. A pat on his head, and he's already leaning on to your chest, not showing his face, trying to deny his embarrassment.
🍰 How teasing are they? Do they often flirt with their S/O?
Johnny couldn't flirt to save his life lol. Like O said, he just doesn't have a clue anymore about relationships, and despite how much he loves you, teasing you is not the best way he has to show it.
He does know that you'd probably like of he tried to, from time to time, so he might make an effort to think of something smooth to make you sway. When he realized he doesn't know what to do, he'll probably ask Gyro for help lmao.
Tries to play it cool when one of his pickup lines actually work, but he's definitely letting out a huge sigh of relief and hearing Angels' choirs. I can see him getting the hand of it with a lot of practise, but he's trying :D
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Yes! Definitely! Gyro just adores flirting and teasing you, he can't help himself, it just comes incredibly natural to him. Not that he minds though, he enjoys every second of it.
Rest assured that he won't be missing out on a single opportunity to make you blush. He's really good at it, since he's had his fair amount of experience with dating beforehand, and his confidence and smoothness are of great help.
Even if you're getting attacked, he'll still find some way to get you flustered.
Maybe he's just beaten the crap out of gunslinger while covered in blood, looking all menacing. If he catches you staring at him, he'll probably say something like "Mh? What is it? Like what you see?~" Followed by his iconic laughter and a wink.
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Okay, Josuke's situation is a mix of two main factors. He's someone who values romantic love and doesn't go around flirting with anyone he sees. Which means that if he were to tease or compliment you, you genuinely means what he's saying, and because of this, it comes very simple to him.
With that being said, this boy is also naturally good at flirting for some reason, he has a lot of abilities he keeps hidden, and if he's feeling goofy that day, or thinks it's a good time, he won't hesitate to bring out this...Talent of him.
He 100% likes to do so when the two of you are in public, especially since it knows that it's even more effective this way. If you were to tell him to stop, he'd chuckle before actually doing so. He respects his darling's wishes, after all ;)
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okay, so The Hyperfixation Is Hyperfixating, clearly, and honestly im just gonna continue going with it bc THEM— *screams* ANYWAYS @frownyalfred uhhhhhh hope you enjoy this as well! without further ado, another idea inspired by the incomparable ✨borderline✨ that just would NOT leave me alone until i got it all down into actual real words:
at some point further in the timeline of borderline'verse, when they've finally got the whole situation mostly under control, the batfam (whenever they accompany bruce, or multiple kids go together by themselves so they're in batclan mode, to do jl/other crossover shit) sort of ends up just doing the whole Bat-Danger-Aura thing, like, Constantly; somewhat unintentionally, but also with not much effort really made to rein it in, bc they do think the reactions are hilarious lol. and like, the thing is, they were ALREADY doing it pre-bond, pretty much right from whenever dick, jason, or both made their first appearance w bruce outside of gotham and first established the existence of mini-bats for the outside world — i mean, that sense of leashed power, as well as the eerie synchronicity and ability to communicate in the tiniest of gestures, was really just a natural consequence of the crime-fighting codependency and the training bruce put them through, originally. (as you may be able to tell, i have an Extremely Normal Amount of Feelings about the concept of cryptid batfam <3). but WITH the bond?? i mean, the kids are all connected to each other, yes, but their primary connections are all to BRUCE, and once they've had time to adjust, and set + actually semi-consistently enforce some basic boundaries, they absolutely take pride in using that to it's fullest advantage (that they're capable of while not intentionally compromising anybody's autonomy, anyways).
and like… OP's already touched on this in earlier chapters briefly a few times, but i NEED a thorough exploration of the idea of bruce seeing this change in them, seeing them subconsciously incorporate even just these little subtle mannerisms, and feeling so fucking guilty about it and spiraling bc he's terrified that all of his self-destructive qualities [that he's painfully aware of in himself] will transfer over to the children, who somehow never seem to realize that how proud and grateful they make him when they demonstrate their DIFFERENCES from him in those regards. and he's just so scared that he'll somehow ruin the few parts of them he thinks he's miraculously managed to avoid 'tainting' with his mentorship/fatherhood until now… …and meanwhile the kids are about to start crying because dad no what the fuck,,, but also facepalming a little bit bc jesus CHRIST, B, did you never even stop to consider the fact that you're just… really fuckin smart and skilled and know how to do a frankly ungodly amount of Cool Shit that we all share an interest in, and we were excited to have the chance to copy more of that shit too?! just, even beyond the great mental image of the Danger Walk, what really got me about that scene was just... his two oldest boys, who are already so much like him, not hesitating for a SECOND to gleefully take the chance to match his behavior even MORE perfectly, and wanting to know where he learned something as (relatively, by their standards) simple as the Serious Business Walk, and wanting to share that memory because it's just fuckin cool, y'all! like, to be clear, i absolutely respect the fact that, at least by the time that they're entering adulthood/in the prime of their mental and physical youth, any of the batkids are pretty much on, or definitely rapidly approaching, the same level as bruce in general badassery — and they probably each have 1 or 2 specific skillsets in which they can and do surpass him. but at the same time, you CANNOT convince me that, at any given point in the established DC timeline, there exists a non-bruce batfam character who can really look at bruce (like his personality, his aforementioned ridiculous skillset, i mean everything about him) and not see at least ONE quality in him that they aspire to. maybe it's something they already have and just can't see in themselves, maybe it's more a projection of something one of their other siblings has and shares with bruce, maybe it's just some skill, some random combat move, that he doesn't need very often, and so when he does use it, it briefly reminds them that "holy shit, he's The Fucking Batman" — but there's always SOMETHING there, some reason that even when they're having trouble communicating or arguing or emotions are running high, they'll never truly lose that respect for him that compels these ridiculously independent, self-sufficient people to willingly follow him: to listen to him, to trust him, and to keep themselves ready to unite under his lead. because nobody can argue that they are a clan, whose purpose comes from being first united under the guidance and protection and love of the bat.
#borderline#batman#batfam#bruce wayne meta#bruce wayne is a good dad#dc batman#cryptid batfam#telepathic connection
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Uhhhhh maybe qphil building/terraforming things? Idk man I like boosh boosh and that's all I can think of rn lol
Ooh that's a tough one at first glance. Lemme *thinks so hard brain starts smoking*
qPhil headcanons masterlist
See, at least in the past, he wasn't so much building as he was restoring. Those weren't his builds, they were the builds of the gods. He simply fixed and added to them.
On QI however, he builds obv. He does it mostly for the enjoyment of others. Chayanne, Lullah, Missa, maybe others. He tries not to build a lot bc he doesn't want to give The Federation more of his time or effort than necessary, but those closest to him are desperate to convince him to make smth cool bc they know he's capable of it. He just doesn't wanna put his whole crowussy into a build for the Feds
He tries to think of terraforming as a painting. Blend the colors, highlights, pops of other colors for accents, make sure to keep things random and natural looking, just follow what your heart is saying. And as always, step back from the canvas to see your work at a distance.
His favorite thing to do is greenery and stone. It just comes to him the most naturally, no pun intended. Rose is of course very thrilled by this.
The boosh boosh is vocal stimming. Makes the process of collecting or placing down resources less monotonous. And the crows like it so *shrug* He boosh. At this point he doesn't even realize when he's doing it half the time.
Nothing annoys him more than building at night. Fuck off mobs he's trying to make a masterpiece here >:/
He's much easier to jumpscare while he's focused on building btw, esp terraforming (Fit & Etoiles take advantage of this often)
He prefers teaching the kids and giving them tips so they can enjoy building themselves. He does get that itch to build though, it's why he helps out with a lot of it.
Btw he can't figure out why he has that innate itch to build ;) (wiped memory go brrrr)
He's joked that if he ever actually builds smth on the island it'll be a massive dirt middle finger aimed at the nearest Fed building.
Sometimes the murder helps him with stuff :D They bring him stacks of blocks, snacks to make him take a break (it only works if they offer avocado toast), fresh tools if he doesn't have Mending, etc. They like being handy little guys trying to get a good grade in crow
When he's super invested in building, he'll pop in headphones and then Nothing can stop him. He jam, he boosh, he make big cool thing.
He used to hate interiors but building stuff for and with the kids has kinda changed that. He still thinks he's mostly shit at it but he's not bad.
He wants to learn how to build like Chayanne so badly. Chayanne can make these amazing cozy little spots that Phil for the life of him can't create quite the same way. He can terraform like a motherfucker but there's something about the way Chayanne can make such a cute place that Phil just can't get the hang of. (He is very proud of his boy)
And Lullah. God, he loves her visions. The way she too is incredibly talented with greenery and flowers. She can make the most breathtaking gardens. He loves helping her bring her ideas to life, and using his macro-scale build skills to make them larger than life.
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Hello Arcadekitten!!! I read the Stellamb wedding post(s) and it got me wondering about how Stella’s wedding dress would look like… I absolutely love Sweet No Death, so I knew I had to make some artwork of it!! And, because I absolutely suck at explaining things through text, here is my interpretation of Stella’s wedding outfit in traditional art! ✨💫🌟
Materials Used: Mixed Media Paper, Ink Fineliner Pens, Alcohol Markers Gel Pens, Paint Pens, Highlighter and Mechanical Pencil
Time Took: 1 week
I don’t know if you’re okay with people sending fanarts and stuff to you, but I absolutely love your work and well, I’m quite proud of this piece (even if I probably shouldn’t be lol) as I worked extremely hard on this and wanted to share it with you! I hope that’s okay ❤️
A little artist “#Deep Dive tm” because I put WAY too much effort into the tiniest details and I am NOT gonna let them get overlooked 😤 /jk
-Stella’s dress is made with her signature colors rather than white, because I felt that with her being a Star Witch and all, a species that mostly has extravagantly colorful clothes (in my humble opinion) she felt that just going with plain white on what is possibly the most important day of her life would feel… well, a bit redundant, so she opted for a more ‘colored’ ballgown, with lacy gloves and a pearled veil and all. The local tailor and dressmaker is a bit confused, but Lambchop is definitely not complaining! ;) 💕💓
-(Well, that, and I also felt that the color blended WAY too much with her skin tone and changed it, but that’s my little secret hehe 👀😉)
-In my mind, Stella can make her hair look like it has a small galaxy within it! With actual moving stars and little twinkling lights. ✨💫✨⭐️🌟I think that she usually saves it for special, grandiose occasions, buuut since she’s not the kind of person who would THROW a grand, special occasion, she never unveiled it before her wedding day! (Poor Lambchop’s heart nearly gave out on the spot right then and there! 😭❤️)
-I didn’t add her usual Star hair clip because she already has like… 10 stars in her design already lmao /lh ⭐️
-As you can see, her bouquet’s… cloth? Fabric? I’m not sure what to call it… thing? The stuff that her flowers are wrapped in are Lambchop’s colors! Thought that it would be a neat visual detail… also, I can totally imagine Stella requesting that specific color scheme from the local florist! 💐🌷🌸
-Speaking of flowers… I decided to color in one of the moon daisies a little bit… differently hehe ;) It’s a small reference to the beginning of the game, where we see Stella change the color of the one rebellious moon daisy, from orange to lavender, except this time… she keeps it and uses it in her bouquet! 💖💗
-I like to think that it symbolizes Lambchop versus the rest of the townspeople… and Stella’s way of acknowledging him as a “real person”, at least compared to the others… one who is different, one who is unique… the one that she’s going to marry 💍🩷
-(it’s so absolutely sappy when she tells him so that he just couldn’t resist kissing her right then and there)
-And finally… (this is the last one I promise) I cut out the entire drawing to make it look like a potion bottle, partially because Stella is a witch, and partially because I had this cute lil idea that she stores all of her happiest memories into a magical bottle and takes it out whenever she feels sad, so that she can ‘experience’ it again and feel happier. Of course, with Lambchop by her side, she never really has to use it!💞🩷💗
-And yes, I also made the bottle have Lambchop colors as well 🐏 Just a nice little thing tying em together more visually… ❤️
…And I am SO SORRY for ranting!!! I worked incredibly hard on this piece (traditional art is NOT my strong suit, lol) but I wanted to make something special for one of my favorite games and one of my favorite game devs! So here it is, and I hope that you like it! 🤞❤️😁
(P.S: Any ideas for Lambchop’s wedding design?)
Oh my goodness this is BEAUTIFUL!! The artwork itself is just stunning!! You took so much time on it and it really shows, especially with all your attention to detail in it(and I LOVE hearing your explanations for some of the choices you made!! They're just so darling!) Everything about this is stellar and I'm in love with it, thank you so much!! ♡ ♡ ♡
Also I TOTALLY AGREE Stella would not wear white for her wedding!! Color all the way!! ♡
As for Lambchop's outfit...I think I've got it envisioned in my head but I haven't quite drawn anything for it yet! Top hat, definitely. I think his suit isn't black. Probably brown! Bowtie on the neck. His pants are more like shorts and are cut juuuuust above the knee! Still wearing long socks with garters. He looks incredibly dapper--as he should!! It's his wedding!
Hopefully he at least looks good for the photos before he decides to get any mysterious red stains on his outfit. (It's fine. Stella could clean them with the snap of her fingers, but still!)
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"Moving Forward, Spiraling Downard Ch3- Try to Remember Them"
Good news, I was off work today which meant I could finish the chapter! Bad news, I was off because I had a fever </3 (if there are any spelling mistakes I will make sure to fix them in time LOL)
Summary: Now that Jas is getting old enough to have questions about her family, Shane decides to show her some old photos and films from years back. While the night starts off well enough, Shane will find he can't help but slip deeper into a bad habit that's been building for some time
TW for alcohol usage at the end of the chapter
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The conversation had started much earlier that day with Shane driving Jas home from preschool. Snow was starting to fall, decorations for the upcoming Winter Star celebrations decked all over the streets in the city. Shane was blasting some old 80's dad rock (the censored versions, for Jas' sake), mumbling along the lyrics, sipping from a cola in the cupholder. This ride home was one of the most peaceful events in their daily routine, and he loved it.
And while the thought of driving still made him anxious, even after all these years, he still found himself enjoying it. He'd not have to worry about work for the night, and Jas always had some entertaining stories to tell from school that day. Ever since the girl learned how to talk, she'd chatter on a mile a minute, having a surprisingly rich vocabulary for a nearly 4-year-old. She was so smart too, getting heaps of praise from her teachers every time he went to pick her up. He was so proud of her, and he knew his friends would've been too.
So when Jas got in the car that afternoon, quiet as a mouse, Shane instantly got the feeling something was off. By now she was usually already halfway through her first tale of the day, but not today. All she did was stare down at a little paper in her hands, not looking up or making a noise even once the entire ride. Shane kept checking the rearview mirror every chance he could, feeling his nervousness grow. Did something happen today? Was something in classes making her upset? Every possibility ran through his head.... Well, every possibility except for what was actually happening.
In her hands, Jas held an art project the kids were tasked with today. They'd been asked to draw their families, and she was so excited to work on it. She, ever the artist, was so proud of her piece. It was simple, just her, her Uncle Shane, and Aendi Marnie all standing together in a little field. She put so much effort into it, so much time and love! But when she proudly showed it to one of her friends, all they said was:
"Where's your mommy and daddy?"
And Jas didn't know how to answer that. Well… Uncle Shane was her dad… right? Her teacher said a dad takes care of you and loves you, and that's what he did. He did everything a dad was supposed to do. But that answer didn't exactly feel right. If he was her dad, where was her mom? And if he wasn’t , then where were either of her parents? Staring at the page in her hands, she couldn't help but wonder that something was missing from this story. Something was being left out, and she was going to find out what that was.
"Jas.... Jas.... Jassy .... Jasmyne Rose Anderson ."
The little girl's head finally shot up; eyes wide. Uncle Shane never used her full name unless she was in trouble. He didn't seem upset though, like the time she was running around the apartment and knocked over a table, shattering a special trophy of his. He seemed... Worried.
"You alright, chickadee?" He asked, brows furrowed, "Nothing happened at school today, did it?"
"No...."
"Then what's up? Usually you're a little chatterbox back there." He laughed a bit. Jas looked back down at her paper, and back to him, "Can I ask a question?"
"Anything, kiddo."
"Are you my dad?"
Shane hit the brakes a little harder than he intended to at the stoplight, causing Jas to yelp in surprise. Shiiit, he was not prepared for this conversation. He knew she'd have questions soon enough. It was inevitable. But no amount of preparation made him feel ready for this moment, especially while driving . Gripping the steering wheel a bit tighter, he regained his composure just enough to answer her question.
"No, Jas, I'm not." His tone was solemn and soft, "I'm your uncle, remember? Uncle Shane?"
"Yeah but..." Jas furrowed her brow, "You act like a dad. And teacher says everyone has one."
"I know, I know... But there's different kinds of families, Jas. Not everyone has them, and that's okay! It's just different," he tried to explain, tsk-ing softly, "You... You did have them though, a mom and a dad, but-"
He was tripping on his words, not sure how to get this across in a way she could understand. She was so little still, and he had to handle this the right way now so he didn't have to deal with repercussions later. Jas didn't seem satisfied with the answer so far, still looking incredibly confused and lost.
"Where are they?" She asked, tilting her head to the side, "Are they coming back?"
"Yoba-dammit I can't do this." Shane thought to himself, hands still holding tight onto the steering wheel. This was such a bad time, the worst time for this kind of question. But he couldn’t just ignore it. He prayed that they would be home soon enough.
"No... They aren't. They're-" he stopped for just a moment, taking in a sharp breath. He tried to break it in the softest way he could, "They're dead, Jassy..."
"...Why?"
"I don't know, I wish I had the answer," Shane muttered, "Sometimes sad things happen and we just... Don't know why."
"Oh..." The girl's voice trailed off, "Okay..."
The air in the car was tense, Shane entirely certain he didn't handle that with the grace he needed to. He really should've thought this out ahead of time, made a plan to talk to her about this. He just thought he had more time. He kept looking back at her through the rearview mirror, worried about how she was taking it. Seeing a mostly neutral expression was... odd, concerning even. He really thought she'd be more upset at this.
"If you have any feelings about it, it's okay..." He assured, "If you feel sad or angry, I get it. I feel that way about it."
"I don't know," Jas shrugged, "I don't think I'm sad."
"Really? You don't miss them at all, anything?"
"I don't know 'em."
That realization hit Shane like a ton of bricks. He hadn't thought about that, that Jas would have been far too young to have memories of them. It made sense, she was barely even a year old at the time, but it still hurt to know. He thought back to his mom, about how few memories he had of her. Everytime he tried to think of her he could only picture Marnie in her place. He didn't remember what her voice sounded like either. It was all a blur to him. Was that what was happening with Jas? He didn't want her to grow up with no knowledge of Jason and Amelia, no memory of their faces or voices. He wanted her to have at least something. That's when he remembered a special box of mementos he kept up high in the closet, full of memories from back in their college days.
A small smile appeared on his face, "I think I know somethin' that will help you remember them."
"What is it?"
"You'll just have to wait till we're home to see!"
Back to the present, the two were sitting on the couch, dressed in their pajamas as they ate dinner and looked through memories. Multiple binders of old photos and memorabilia were laid out on the floor, open to some of the happiest snapshots of Shane and his friends' lives. Trips they went on, mundane little moments in their dorms or apartment, and all the memories that made life so enjoyable.
The TV was blasting, playing old reels the three of them made for their film class years ago. They were absolutely cheesy, and maybe even a bit cringy, Shane knew that much. But the three of them absolutely loved campy, low budget movies, so that was just fine with them. What was important was that the class had brought them all together and gave them some of their best memories.
As the last short film, a live action interpretation of Journey of the Prairie King, ended, Shane slipped yet another VHS into the player and sat back on the couch, giving Jas a grin, “This one’s funny, it’s all the takes we couldn’t use!”
“Why?”
“Oh you’ll see!” Shane laughed. The TV flickered to life, a little clapboard right in front of the camera.
“Okay this is… Yoba help me, this is take seventeen for the JojaMart commercial project.” a tired voice called out, “Let’s take this one seriously, guys, I’d like to be doing anything else.”
The board was removed, revealing Shane and Jason sitting at a table, dressed in fancy suits in front of a plain backdrop. Shane looked like he was using all of his effort to not start laughing, a devious look on Jason’s face. He had been purposefully going off script for an hour now to try and get Shane to break character and laugh and had succeeded every single time. Jason gave Amelia a cheesy grin, letting her know he was up to no good yet again, and leaned forward, starting his practiced spiel, “Join us and thrive! That’s our motto at JojaFart-”
Shane immediately burst into giggles, punching Jason playfully in the shoulder, “Screw you man, that one wasn’t even funny !”
“You’re laughing though!”
“Because it was stupid !”
“Still laughed!”
The two cackled on, Amelia’s voice from behind the camera being heard, “Can you two take anything seriously?” her voice warbled a bit, obviously trying to hold back her own laugh. Jason’s jokes were always corny and she was growing frustrated at how many takes they were at, but seeing those two laughing and carrying on never failed to get her to join in.
“Now you got her laughin’!” Shane motioned towards the camera, “The ice queen finally melts, huh?”
“Oh stop !” Amelia scolded playfully, “You two are so lucky I tolerate you.” she joked.
“C’mon you loooove me,” Jason batted his eyes exaggeratedly at her, feigning innocence. Amelia sighed wistfully, “I’d love you more if you did a serious take for once!”
“Okay, okay… I’ll do one serious take. I promise,”
“Thank you, honey,”
“Did he do it?” Jas questioned. Shane laughed and shook his head, “Oh no, we had to do ten more after that. Your mom was sooo mad, we never took anything seriously.”
The reel switched over to another scene. Jason was in a bandit costume, standing further away in the background, facing away from the camera. Amelia was dressed in a cheap western costume, adjusting her gloves as she waited for her cue. She caught a glimpse of Shane’s face, and gave him a suspicious look, “Oh you two did something stupid, didn’t you?”
“No! You worry too much, Ams,” It couldn’t be seen on the reel, but Shane had the biggest smirk sitting on his face.
Of course the two planned something, when did they not? Jason was the king of pulling pranks during their film sessions, much to Amelia’s chagrin. She was always the more serious one in their relationship. While Jason was off having fun with gridball and his classes, she was working herself to the bone trying to get her degree. And while that dedication was something both Jason and Shane admired, they knew she needed the chance to unwind and laugh every once in a while.
“Let’s get rollin’, you ready back there, Jay?” he called out, simply getting a thumbs up from his friend. Shane gave Amelia a nod, letting her know her cue was about to start. She nodded in return, holding up her prop rifle and pointing it towards Jason.
“I’ve got you right where I want you! Nowhere to turn!” Amelia sounded so believable, like she was made for the stage, “Turn around with your hands up!”
“Did you get me?” Jason started, forcing his voice into a deep southern drawl, “Or did I get you?” he turned around quickly, brandishing his own prop weapon… Or what was supposed to be his prop weapon. It looked cartoony, nothing like what they initially planned on. Amelia looked towards Shane, a confused look on her face, “Where the hell is his normal-”
She yelped as a shot of water hit her in the face, Jason laughing maniacally as he brandished his water gun high in the air, running towards the camera and shooting it all the while. Amelia ran offscreen, laughing herself as she tried to escape him.
“You ass , you two planned this didn’t you!” she laughed, covering her head.
“There’s another one on the table for you, Ams!”
Jason stopped in his tracks, giving an expression of mocked betrayal towards Shane, “That’s not fair, that wasn’t part of the plan!”
“Oh you deserve it!” Shane scoffed, pulling out his own and waving it in the air, “Better start runnin’,”
Jason ran off far into the background, followed close behind by Shane and Amelia, both holding their own water guns as they barreled towards him. The king of pranks was getting usurped by his primary targets, and he found it hilarious. The further away they got, the more the echo of their laughs boomed. The film session had devolved into absolute chaos, as it often did. Amelia couldn’t even pretend to be upset about it, having far too much fun with her two favorite people in the world to care about the take.
The next few scenes had both Shane and Jas in stitches. Between normal bloopers, or another elaborate scheme Jason cooked up to mess around during the shot, the two were in hysterics. And even though Shane and Amelia (mostly Amelia) could look annoyed with the stunts, they truly did enjoy it. Messing around like that was Jason’s love language, and it was how he showed he cared about them. Making those two laugh was one of his favorite things in the world, and it was so obvious with each and every outtake.
Even though he was laughing now, part of this made Shane’s heart break. Knowing he’d never get to do this again, never get to mess around with his best friends and get up to all sorts of trouble, it just made him miss it even more. He’d never get to hear Jason’s jokes, or Amelia’s laughing and playful scolding of the both of them ever again. He wasn’t religious anymore, not by any means, but for the moment he just let himself believe the two of them could be in a better place, a safe place. There, Jason was still running around and causing mayhem, Amelia being her sweet and loving self. And maybe, someday far in the future when he too was gone, he could see them again and get right back to their chaos. The thought put him at just a bit of ease, and for a moment he understood why so many people were religious in the first place.
Jas was absolutely loving the tapes, every second of them. Seeing just how fun and goofy the three of them were back in the day made her miss something she never even had. She could imagine herself playing pranks with her dad, getting up to no good together, and having fun. She could see herself with her mom, reading stories together and dressing up. They seemed so nice, so fun, and she wished so much that she could’ve known them. Having Uncle Shane and Aendi was great, and she loved them both, but knowing that she could’ve had them too just made her wish the circumstances were different. It was a difficult notion to grasp for someone her age, and she didn’t yet understand all the feelings she had about it. Maybe it was too complicated to understand for a long while. But in the moment, all she could do was laugh at the memories of what once was.
The last video on the tape began to play, a clapboard reading “Knights Promise” sitting in front of the screen. A look of recognition appeared on Shane’s face, “You’re gonna love this one, Jas,” he whispered.
The scene finally came into view. The camera was laid out to look upon a rocky shore. Amelia stood and waited in the background, dressed in a flowing gown and a fake tiara. Coily, purple hair was pulled back into a thick braid, tossed over her shoulder. Jas stared on with excitement in her eyes, “She’s a princess…” she whispered, voice filled with awe. A quiet conversation between Jason and Shane could be heard happening just behind the camera.
“I can’t do it, man, I’m nervous.”
“Jason, I swear to Yoba I’ve been helping you plan this for a month , if you don’t do it today, so help me- ”
“Alright! I’ll do it…”
“You got this, Jay.”
Jason emerged in front of the camera, dressed in some cheap knight costume. Amelia turned to look at him, putting her hands on her hips and giving him a mildly exasperated look, “Finally! We’re losing daylight, let’s get this scene done.”
“I know, I know, I just had to get somethin’ ready,” Jason stood in front of her, looking deep into Amelia’s eyes, “Yoba, you’re so pretty…”
“We’re rollin’!” Shane called out, giving them a thumbs up. The pair got into position, stepping up carefully onto the slippery rocks near the shore’s edge. They got themselves in character, preparing to film the finale scene for the film.
Jason took Amelia’s hand, the two looking at each other with longing, “I’ve been waiting for you, all this time…” she whispered, leaning in close. Jason cupped her cheek with one hand, wrapping another around her waist, “I needed to fulfill my promise, to my people... But now, I’ll fulfill mine to you.”
He pulled away from her grasp, fumbling for something in his pocket. Amelia frowned and whispered, “Jay, this isn’t in the script, what are you doing?” He gave her a big, toothy grin, “Something I’ve been waiting to do for a long time.”
Getting down carefully onto one knee, he pulled a little box from his pocket. Opening it, a glimmer of light hit the ring inside, making it sparkle in front of the camera. Jason smiled softly up towards his girlfriend, “Amelia May, will you-”
Amelia immediately clapped her hands to her mouth, eyes wide in excitement, “No way!” she exclaimed, in complete disbelief. Jason’s face fell, looking like a kicked puppy for just a moment, lowering down the ring box. He didn’t expect her to say no, especially that fast.
“No no, I meant yes!” Amelia laughed, kneeling down with him, “I will! I will marry you! I just didn’t expect that!”
“Really?!” Jason’s smile returned, eyes scrunching at the corners. Amelia nodded fast, happy tears biting at the corners of her eyes. She pulled him in close by the face, smashing her lips into his. He held her tight, the two laughing softly and exchanging little “I love you's” back and forth. The sun was setting behind him, the golden hour for filming this scene quickly passing, but the two of them didn’t care. You could see in their faces just how much they were enthralled in this moment. The take could wait, this moment needed to be savored.
“Hell yeaaah !” Shane screeched from behind the camera, knocking it over in the sand as he ran to them. Even with the device on its side, you could still make out him tackling them in a hug, the trio laughing and chattering away in their excitement. A low beep could be heard, the battery running low on the camera. Moments later, the feed cut out, leaving the screen dark.
Jas smiled wide, feeling so happy seeing just how in love they were. It reminded her of all those princess movies she loved so much, with those happy fairytale wedding endings. She looked up to see Shane sniffling, wiping his face with his shirt sleeve, “Are you said’?” she asked.
“No, no…” he sniffed, giving her a smile, “It was really nice seeing that again.”
“Can we watch more?” Jas asked, clasping her hands together, “Pleaaaase?”
“I don’t know, it’s too close to bedtime, kid,”
“ Pleaasee! ” Jas gave him a pouty expression, one that always seemed to get him to reconsider. But tonight was different. Shane stood firm in his decision and shook his head, “You know we have to leave early tomorrow to go to aendi’s.”
“Whyyyyy,” Jas complained, throwing her head back dramatically.
“Because she wants us over for Winter Star, and I know you’re excited for that,” Shane explained, standing and motioning for Jas to follow, “Come on, we’ll watch more later.”
“Promise?”
“I promise .”
Reluctantly, Jas slipped off the couch, making her way towards her bed that sat against the wall. Piled high with stuffed animals, and decorated with fancy pillows and blankets, a “canopy” hanging above it (made from pink curtains and fairylights Shane had merely thumb-tacked into the ceiling). It wasn’t much, but Jas insisted it made her feel just like a princess. Shuffling under the covers, she made one last pout, trying to make Shane feel bad for the crime of being a responsible parent that made sure she went to bed at a proper time.
“Come on Jassy, you know if I let you stay up you’ll be cranky all day tomorrow,” Shane tsked as he got her tucked in, “Did you like the movies, though?”
She gave him a sleepy smile, “Mm-hm…dad was funny…”
“He was! He was the funniest guy I knew,”
“Do you miss ‘em?”
Shane took a deep breath and nodded, “Everyday, Jas. I really wish you could have known them,”
“Yeah…” Jas mumbled, “You’re funny too… I’m happy you’re my uncle.”
“So am I,” Shane smiled softly, “Let’s get to sleep though, okay? Biiiig day tomorrow.”
“Not even sleepy…” she mumbled, yawning immediately after. Shane shook his head, “Mm-hmm, sounds like you’re wide awake there,”
“Yup…” Jas retorted, barely able to keep her eyes open, “Wiiiide awake,”
She fell asleep almost instantly unable to stay awake a moment longer. As much as she would protest bedtime, she’d always be lights out in minutes without fail. Shane turned off the lamp next to her, whispering softly, “Night, Jassy,”
With the apartment now sitting in the dark, the smile he had been forcing onto his face all day vanished. He sighed deeply, holding his head in his hands. Between keeping a customer service attitude for work, and staying strong for Jas, he was exhausted by the day’s end. The soul crushing bitterness he felt had no buffer anymore, feeling free to just overtake him now that there wasn’t anyone awake or around to see him. Every day was a struggle, forcing him to bottle up his fears and frustrations for the greater good. He couldn’t mask how he was feeling anymore, and he didn’t want to. Lifting himself up from the floor, he drug himself to the kitchen, pulling a new six pack from the fridge.
The bitter taste of beer almost made him gag, but he forced it down. As awful as the cheap stuff tasted, it was one thing that helped quiet down his mind when there wasn’t a readily available distraction. Before all this he’d normally watch some crappy reality tv, or blast some music to keep his mind busy, but that wasn’t possible anymore. He was left just in silence, him and the can in his hand.
Leaning against the counter, he closed his eyes and took a deep breath. He wouldn’t let this become a habit; he couldn’t let this become a habit. When they were in college, Jason talked at length about his fathers drinking habits, how he became a moping, pathetic man the moment he could get a bottle in his hand. It was miserable, and made Jason feel so incredibly lonely and sad when he was growing up. He hated it, and rarely drank because of it. Shane didn’t want to become that kind of man, not when he had Jas to worry about. He promised himself he’d never get to that point, that he’d never make Jas feel miserable because of his own habits. Every time he pulled that can towards his lips, he could just envision Jason’s face as he talked about those experiences, and just felt a little bit worse. But he wasn’t going to be like that, he knew his limits, he knew when to quit. He’d just have one more , and head to sleep.
That’s what he’d been telling himself just about every night for months now; just one more. It was just a small part of his routine; it wasn’t a problem… was it? He didn’t even want to entertain the idea of having one. He was fine, he would be fine , he just needed a bit of extra help at the end of the day. Plenty of people did the same and functioned just fine, right? He’d been finding every possible way to rationalize it since he started. But it was progressively getting worse, as much as he wouldn’t admit it. First it was just one drink occasionally, then one can a night, then two, then three. He promised himself he’d stop here, just like he promised himself at every other stage. He was stupid to believe himself, but he chose to anyway. He finished a fourth can and tossed it into the recycling, feeling the miserable feeling in his heart grow just a bit more numb.
He caught a glimpse of himself in the mirror across the room, wincing at the sight. Oh, he was a sight for sore eyes. He looked so tired and unkempt, his hair choppy, once bright eyes dull. The man that was once so happy and full of life was replaced with this… husk, and it was getting harder to keep up this charade that he was doing fine.
Lumbering off to the couch, he grabbed a pillow and blanket and curled up as much as he could. It was far too small for his stocky frame to lay upon comfortably, but he made do. He couldn’t remember the last time he slept on a proper bed. The apartment wasn’t large enough to accommodate two of them, and there was no way in hell he was affording a larger one, so he had given up that privilege for Jas’ sake. He tried not to be bitter about it though. Sacrifices had to be made for family sometimes, that much he accepted long ago.
And who knew, maybe someday soon he’d get some big break. Maybe he’d win the lottery, and they could actually move into a nice, big house and never have to worry about money or anything ever again. He could pay off his looming debts, get Jas into a good school and good college someday, maybe help fund the ranch so Marnie could afford to have help on it again. Ah, the “if only”’s. His ambitions for the future were big but felt so unobtainable in this tiny little space.
The exhaustion of the day and growing buzz from the drinks he just downed drew him into the comforting arms of sleep. The last thing he saw was the screen on the TV, a beautiful image of him, Jason, and Amelia all together, happy as could be. They were all so innocent, so clueless of what would befall them in just two years time as they chattered away. Shane envied it, the obliviousness of his younger self.
His eyes glossed over as he listened to the hushed volume of the tv, hearing just one last conversation the trio had on the outtake reel. Jason was being silly as always, putting two straws in his mouth to look like tusks, acting wild in an attempt to get the other two to laugh.
“You are such a dork .” Amelia laughed, zooming the camera in on him and Shane, “ Both of you are dorks.”
“Well if you’re hanging out with us that makes you one too,” Shane retorted, a big ole’ smirk on his face.
Jason pulled the straws from his mouth, leaning over to give Amelia a kiss on the cheek, “My favorite dork.” She giggled in response, kissing him right back, “And you’re mine,”
“Wow, ouch,” Shane joked, feigning disappointment, “It’s like you two don’t even like me, anymore!” his voice was dripping with playful sarcasm.
“Oh, hush,” Jason punched his shoulder playfully, getting a laugh from Shane, who kept the bit going, “Nope, you two made your choice, guess I’m alone now,”
Jason rolled his eyes and smiled, “Come on, you know we’ll always be here for you, man,”
Oh, how Shane wished that was true.
#stardew valley#sdv#sdv fanfiction#stardew valley fanfiction#fanfic#sdv shane#stardew valley shane#sdv jas
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Thank you for the tag @sad-scarred-sassy @highlordofkrypton @achaotichuman !! This is so fun!!
Describe your writing process from idea to posting/publishing?
My writing process is very …ungraceful lol. Most of my fics stem from random dialogue that I came up with on like the bathroom floor and I just build a story around that dialogue. Usually I take a few days to kinda plan the fic and to brainstorm the overall scenes in it. Fill in the gaps on what happens before and after the main dialogue, figure out character dynamics and timelines,etc.
Once I have a solid idea of what I want to write, I will procrastinate for like week because I’m annoying 👍.When I finally get a surge of motivation/I force myself to open a new document , I just start writing whenever and wherever I can (I write on my phone because I am the farthest thing from a professional). I’m a relatively slow writer so it takes me either a week to finish something or a month,just depends.
Are you a plotter or a pantser?
Definitely plotter. I need to have a basic outline of what’s gonna happen before I even consider writing something.
What do you listen to when you are writing?
Nothing! But listening to songs that remind me of the fic i’m working on definitely puts me in the mood to write but I don’t listen whilst I’m writing.
What’s your drink of choice(while writing)?
Very rarely am I ever eating/drinking something when I’m writing. Either I’m slumped on my bed or I’m literally in the middle of a public place (professionalism 👍).
Promote yourself! What’s your favorite thing you’ve written?
My beloved luzriel fic Want by Proxy. I’m sure you’re all sick of hearing me talk about it but it’s my child. I’m very proud of it! (however my actual fav thing is lowkey all the things i’ve written for lucienweek hehe.)
Share a fic of yours that you think is underrated/deserves more love.
Oh boy. My tamcien angst fic a bridge between us flopped so bad on ao3 but I really love it!! It’s short and yet very angsty and exactly the kind of tamcien stuff that I like to read. Honestly a little scarred by how bad it did LOL but I’ll get over it.
Do you have any advice for new writers?
I’m a baby writer myself and genuinely my number one advice is: Stop comparing yourself to other writers. It’s such a hard cycle to get out of when you’re a new writer but you cannot keep looking at experienced writer’s works and comparing yourself to them. With time and effort, you’ll be just as good but beating yourself up because you’re not as good as them right now will get you nowhere. Just keep writing!! Have fun and write what you wanna read and before you know it you’ll be just as good!!
What is a writing style/technique that others do really well that you'd like to get better at?
Descriptive writing!! I feel like I’m slowly getting better at writing descriptive settings but still it’s very hard. I just wish I had the ability to string words together so beautifully that you could literally picture what I’m talking about.
Using prose and lyrical language is another thing I aspire to be good at. I really admire people who write absolute poetry in their fics. Like the flow and language they use is just insane and so evocative. Being able to make readers feel the character’s emotions because of the strong language used is definitely something I want to get better at!!
Is there a character you were surprised you enjoyed writing as much as you did?
Azriel!! He really took me by surprise but I really enjoyed writing his personality and stoicism. Writing guarded characters is very fun because even I don’t know what the hell they’re feeling lol. It was definitely a guessing game trying to figure out how he’d react to stuff but I enjoyed crawling inside his head.
Also Eris!! I now understand why so many of my mutuals love writing him because he’s genuinely so.freaking.fun to write. Something about his aesthetic is just so addicting. Like I had a blast picking out what he wore in my fic and describing the clothes and his hair like he’s literally a princess. His aura just makes my brain go brrr. He’s just such a fun character to play around.
Tagging: @the-darkestminds @olenvasynyt @viktoriaashleyyx @sonics-atelier and whoever would like to join in!!
#everytime i get tagged in a writing thing im like?? me???#yeah girl you get it together#anyways this was fun 😋#tag games#acotar#i should really take up my own advice LOL
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sav the terriblest thing has happened......... i joined english coaching.............
okay its not that bad the guy was my ninth grade english teacher and hes kind of a w
i also found out my current english teacher is mentally ill and not one of her students got 90+ in english like..
#notmepls
ANYWAYS
this Means that i shall be offline when ur usually first online during the day on sundays tuesdays and thursdays throws up
ive alr been so busy and i was like omg #textingsav and then i realised we probably wont talk today and also the only time we'll talk is
wait omg no school tmr we WILL talk tmr which will be ur today
the way im just. rambling in ur inbox but its ok bc ur u and im me #neverdoingthisanywhereelse
next thing . wait i forgot im remembering
oKAY remembered 👍 ERM i got like a. 68 on my english test and apparently this mentally ill woman marked it wrong and i shouldve gotten an erm. wait calculating. at least an 88 LIKE GIRL WHAT THE FREAKKKKKKKKK
in other news erm why i cried in the last four days list .
i love my sister
i love my friends
english grade
teacher yelled at me
there was no garlic bread at home
i got disconnected from dti
i didnt want to get up and change
the electricity cut off five times and i couldnt play genshin properly
tumblr wasnt loading
86 eighty-six
hashtag periods i love periods
in other news i also love maths like i WAS a maths girl i AM a maths girlie i will always BE a maths girlie it is THE subject of all time and if anyone disagrees then they're wrong (unless it's u because what can i say. i always agree with cute girls🤷♀️)
also like i said id tell you about the smau but literally erm. i forgot.. what was supposed to happen.. i have two lines ill dm them to u or something 😭😭😭😭 WAIT I JUST REMEMBERED SOMETHING ELSE AND THEN I FORGOT IT IM GOING TO SOB.
OH YES spilling school tea
our chem teacher used to tutor this one girl and he flirted with her mom at 1am on wahtsapp and facebook and then his wife divorced him😭😭
this one girl's picture got taken. like a norm picture. and then her bf and some people fought over it. like physically. at coaching. LOL INSANE
english physics and chemistry departments of our school are failing everyone is underpaid and leaving
my english teacher is senile but we mentioned that already i think
ANYWAYSSSS UNINTENTIONAL YAP ASK I LITERALLY JUST CAME HERE TO SAY IM MORE BUSY THAN BEFORE LMFAO. look where we are. oh omg im so #scared #excited #terrified for us w/o u part 2 thats flipping SCARY IM SCARED anyways how are u? feel free to yap in the answers if u do answer it and uhhh take care stay safe love u mwa mwa dm me whenever
LINA MY LOVE!! this is gonna be long i fear. oh dear.... ok so english coaching is not fun good luck with that 😕
well at least the guy is cool ‼️
im sorry but lowkey... #wbk about that one i fear!! I ALWAYS THOUGHT SHE WAS A LITTLE MENTALLY ILL? IS THAT JUST ME OR
anyway if u dont get 90+ in english send her my way I WILL FIGHT FOR YOUR GRADE SO HARD you deserve a good grade!!! i can tell you've been putting in the effort + im proud of u!!1!!1!1
NOOOOOO WE WONT BE ABLE TO TALK AS MUCH 🙁 lwt me think so today is thursday and youll be on on mondays wednesdays fridays + saturdays as normal presumably? THATS OKAY i usually wake up latw on thursdays because i sleep late and its a whole mess... i was nearly late this morning harhar ANYWAY POINT BEING WE WILL STILL BE ABLE TO TALK TO WE'LL BE GOOD
girl me too <//3 was so locked in on tuesday you should've seen me writing my article for the magazine + writing out the rest of my speech and finalizing ITS SO BUSY RN ICB IT
these timezones are confusinf me hello i am so lost as i read this! 12 hrs apart w you ahead is all ik regarding this
ANYWAY WE WILL FIND TIME AND WE WILL MAKE IT WORK ITLL JUST TAKE A MINUTE FOR ME TO FIGURE IT OUT
its okay i live laugh love for ur asks actually im sitting in my room smiling as i type out this reply to ur ask... inbox yap hour MY FAV
A 68 IS ACTUALLY INSANE GOODBYE how did she screw up the grade so bad 😭 she can catch these fists for that one LIKE HOW DO U GET IT 20% OFF THIS IS NOT A CLEARANCE SALE MISS!!
HELP all of these reasons are equally valid 😞 periods really get me fucked up fr i think im about to get mine too smh
that is SO valid lina math is honestly a good subject 🙂↕️ not my fav but i honestly enjoy the class cause it's 1) simple for me 2) my tablemates are so odd to the point of being hilarious and 3) my teacher is gay and we found his grindr profile so i always giggle when i think about that HAHDBDN so math class is just heaps of fun
NOOOO I WAS SO EXCITED TO HESR ABT THE SMAU U NEED TO SEND ME THE TWO LINES U HAVE SOON!!1!!1!1 STOP I HATE WHEN THAT HAPPENS BUT IT HAPPENS TO ME SO OFTEN ITS AWFUL
ok THE CHEM TEACHER??? wow okay so thats crazy! HIS WIFE DIVORCING HIM TOO PLEASE SO DESERVED everyone point and laugh!!! L man!!!!
HELP WHY WERE THEY EVEN FIGHTING IF IT WAS JUST A NORMAL PICTURE THATS SO WILD?? 😭 like guys its not that deep </3
WHAT. so like is this hyperbole or is literally everyone going to leave bc of being underpaid and whatnot CAUSE THATS SO BAD
senility✊😞 what a trooper/j
ITS OKAY I ENJOYED READING ALL OF THAT!!! PLEASE PRIORITIZE ALL YOUR STUDIES THEYRE THE MOST IMPORTANT <3 I HOPE YOU DONT BURN OUT FROM BEING MORE BUSY THAN BEFORE BC I KNOW I DEFINITELY DID WHEN I HAD VOLLEYBALL.. SO TAKE THINGS EASY AND DONT STRESS YOURSELF TOO MUCH PLEASE!!! ILY ILY ILY!! oh okay so us without me pt 2 is probably gonna be BAD BAD cause it will b talking about how he was actually in love w eden since BEFORE he had moved and all that so itll be extra angst talking about before he had moved 😸 basically timeskips briefly showing how he gives you less and less affection as the time he leaves draws near AHAHAH ITS GONNA BE BAD
+ im alright!!! no homework for once in a blue moon so im sitting here relaxing i feel so good rn <3 i have an iced matcha latte and a cake pop I AM LIVE LAUGH LOVING
so i dont have much to yap about at this moment but i just got back from school SOOOO ill yap about that!!
starting off strong i woke up an hour + 15 mins late and had 20 minutes to get ready and eat... i was almost late this morning BUT i have fitness first thing in the morning on my a-days (we work on an a/b schedule!!) and my teacher always comes late to that!! so i had time to dress down and i BOOKED IT to the weight room + made it!! in that class we basically just do weightlifting + my usual partner wasnt there bc she had a golf tournament... so i was with some of my other friends for lifting!! was kinda thriving bc my other partner usually does heavier weights + they did lighter ones SO I WAS REALLY REALLY FAST W MY SETS i was very proud!!
then i went into second period (i have bio) and we were doing a lab where we examined some cells in onions, tomatoes, + the inside of our cheeks (ew) but basically we had to group up and im not rly fond of one of the girls that r in my group cause she doesn't talk much she just squeezes in to look through the microscope so it annoys me 😞 ANYWAY THE LAB WAS LIGHT WORK GOT IT DONE IN 30 MINS and then i had like an hour of free time after that so i asked for a hall pass and i roamed the halls for a bit 😸 after that i have to go to advisory + i was just helping people w math hw and doing some of the nyt games to kill my boredom (oh and drivers ed stuff!!)
at lunch i was just sitting with some of my friends and playing imessage games with them 😭 then we went into the gym and played volleyball for a bit!!
after lunch i had geo and i was taking notes like a madman i fear... dk if ive said this before but like ohhh man everyone makes a point of telling me how small my hand writing is its so annoying 😭 i heard that three times during class today and i was literally done LIKE STOP LEAVE ME ALONE PLEASE ‼️
theeeen i had my speech + debate CLASS not to be confused with my club!! i already finished my oratory so i just played games the entire period 😻 lots of fun would recommend!!! i just hate the teacher cause he's always telling me to go back to my seat WHEN IM HELPING HIS STUDENTS CATCH UP ON WORK like ok! sorry for trying to help you fix the mistakes you made when teaching them how to make their speeches! goodness! my bad! anyway hes my opp 😒
AND THATS MY DAY!! anyway take care stay safe i love you!!! MWAHH <3
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dove I am once again terribly sorry for sending the request so late and I wanna thank you for doing one for me☹️☹️
1) ok I pick jujutsu kaisen :)) (diverting from haikyuu and bllk for once)
2) I'll send the pic in the next ask that I send
3) male and uhh teenage or adult both are fine by me :D
4) not very nsfw but suggestive? If that's okay? (If you're uncomfy with that sfw is okay)
5) I think I'd say I'm friendly and get very comfortable with you once we get close like I will start yapping and not stop. I can be a bit annoying at times I feel but not very much. I am willing to listen to my friends and I try my best to give advice wherever possible. I think I'm also very supportive and can be good to hang out with once you know me. Idk my mbti I'm sorry:( I'm a Sagittarius go by she/her and I like listening to people talk about their interests and I send to many reels to my friends (also very chronically online) I am not very athletic but am more into reading and I love watching movies and tv shows.
6) I love reading, listening to music, making hot chocolate or ramen as those are the only things I can make, writing stories and sometimes poetry, talking to my friends about anything and watching reels. I also like hiking with my sister :D and exploring new cafes and restaurants and aesthetic places. I love travelling and I love eyeliner.
7) ok dream date hmmm cliche but like art museum dates!!! I'd love to go to an art museum and just hang around and then get ice cream afterwards. A cafe date sounds good too tbh. Extra points if it's like a pet cafe or a cat cafe.
💌 ✮⋆˙ love letter to...rewh0re!
here it is hana!!! i rlly hope u like this n i'm p sure u alr like the chara that i matched u with so that's a little reassurance on my part lol,, and girl u are so pretty like ur freckles are absolutely gorgeous!!! AND red is so ur color,, i'd send u a virtual bouquet of roses if i could ajskdlf
[ ꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱₊˚⊹ ᰔ ] your complete matchup results!
⋆⋆⋆⠀ ⠀ APPEARANCE PAIRING ! congratulations . . .‧₊˚🌑✩KOKICHI MUTA₊˚🎧⊹♡
with soft features and kind qualities, you and kokichi have the brightest smiles in the room. your energy is practically magnetic, drawing in laughter without even the slightest effort, you're known as a golden couple. everyone admires the way you look at each other, as well as the way he doesn't hesitate to use you as his muse in all of his endeavors; kokichi holds you to the highest value, and loves to see the beautiful smile on your face when you tell him how proud you are.
⋆⋆⋆⠀ ⠀ PERSONALITY PAIRING ! congratulations . . .‧₊˚🍣✩SUGURU GETO₊˚🌷⊹♡
⋆⭒˚。⋆ chemistry analysis . . .
initially, when i was reading through your personality traits, my first thought was gojo. you two seem really similar, which is why i redirected myself to geto...i feel like gojo with someone akin to himself would be a disaster (lol). you and geto are extremely compatible, for many reasons other than your similarities to gojo— in fact, you and geto are a no-brainer match.
obviously, with your shared qualities with gojo, you and geto are bound to get along without a doubt. when geto is silent, he enjoys the volume you bring to a room; finding great comfort in hearing your voice above all others as he knows that you're speaking about something you're passionate about. he's not necessarily the most outgoing individual, so having you to get him out of his shell is of utmost importance. he can rely on you for support in social settings, as well as whenever he's in need for a laugh.
with geto's insecurities and avoidance of acknowledging his struggles, it's great that he has you to talk to. since you're willing to lend an ear and sit down with him when he needs to vent, geto feels seen. he feels like there's someone who actually cares about what's going on in his mind. he often asks you for advice on how to handle the difficult situations he has, and you're there to tell him what's right and what's wrong; ultimately leading him away from a fate that could potentially be fatal.
it's doubtful that geto is on his phone often, but when he is he enjoys scrolling through the mass amounts of reels you send him. normally, he'd be annoyed by this— if it were gojo, he'd probably mute his profile for a period of time before his best friend learned his lesson— but you're an exception. his favorite time of night is when he's alone, snuggled in bed, and gets to watch a curated feed of all your interests and the things you find funny. sometimes he can almost image the sound of your laughter beside him, and it makes his heart feel warmer by the minute.
the quiet days in which you're together are the best, though. geto loves to relax with you on the couch while you watch your favorite television show. he especially loves the little comments you make about your favorite characters when he gets confused by the storyline. sometimes, when you get hungry, he makes the kitchen his territory; quickly getting together a home-cooked meal that leaves your mouth watering for more. he's an amazing chef, yet still loves to try the new cafes in town whenever you find yourself excited for a new opening. he loves enjoying the little things with you. every second counts. every moment is cherished.
⋆⭒˚。⋆ memories on the wall . . .
⋆⭒˚。⋆ a treasured moment . . .
"baby, c'mon you gotta get up." you can faintly hear your boyfriend's voice though the midst of sleep as he gently nudges you awake. however, geto's efforts are sadly failing, your eyes fluttering open and closed; leaving him to his last resort: peppering your face in kisses.
his lips touch your nose, your cheek, your forehead, and lastly, your lips. what a romantic.
"i'm awake, i swear." lifting one eye open, you softly smile at him. his handsome face is a mere two inches from your own with stars in his gaze. he always looks at you as if you're some sort of astral phenomenon; a once in a lifetime comet that only he has the pleasure of looking at. "did i miss the ending?" you definitely missed the ending of the movie.
geto nods, laughing lightly, before lifting you off of the leather couch. his arms wrap around your body in a protective way, hands on your thighs and chin nestled atop your head.
"i love you so much, suguru." you murmur, slowly waking up from the deep slumber you were consumed by. "i'm sorry i fell asleep, i know how excited you were to watch it with me."
he kisses your forehead as you reach the bedroom, with the billowing curtains and sun showers through the windows, the image is so serene. it's almost as if you could stay in this place and relax forever with geto by your side. slowly, he lowers you onto the bed— his large figure leaning over you— and begins covering you in kisses once more. chin. shoulder. chest. he clearly has plans that are going to keep you up for the next few hours.
"i love you too, baby."
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weird question but for the sake of fanfic accuracy, how would ralph and oliver like their steaks? my first instinct for ollie is to say well done lol
also this is my first fanfic so i wanna get their portrayals (mostly for ralph) right, as much as i can at least. how do you think they’d interact when it’s just them? personally i see ollie as very reserved/uptight and i feel like ralph would feel awkward bc there’s lots of underlying tension even if they aren’t arguing plus little things ollie says/does that grate on him even if ollie isn’t trying to piss him off.
ah the steak question, the one i always avoid because steak is my least favourite way to eat beef and i know bertie is like. PASSIONATE. about that. I think he'd raise an eyebrow at well done though, i think he is more a medium-rare/medium sort of guy and he is also a fan of beef tartare so the rawness does not bother him but he also wants that sear on the outside, yknow, like the cook put an effort into the Correct Balance. Well done is like. why are you drying out that poor cow, you might as well be eating jerky. [fellow albertans with steak opinions, please by all means tell me]
How they act together is definitely contextual somewhat but yes I agree that Ollie is generally uptight because that's the way he is around everyone, that's the cost of being the Good British Child and the Public Face - and Bertie has this roulette going that will either land on [high strung, take offense] or [make a show of being So Relaxed] because he's the one that Also gets flack for being the Princess Province from everyone, so he is out to prove (both to everyone and to himself) that he's NOT as high strung as OLIVER even though in a lot of ways he Absolutely is. Like, I will be masochistic and tough in situations I wouldn't be in private just to show him what a Real Man (tm) would do. (a real man may choose to buy heated seats for his truck but is not... he's not soft enough to use them... no sir... unless of course YOU want them on, I GUESS. i almost forgot they were there.)
[and like, the implication is that bert is "At Home" in his Element in the comic, which is a little different than Not Being At Home of course. no i didn't specify which airport they're at... oop. entirely depends on the reason why ollie is visiting which i also didn't specify]
Obviously with [gestures at the background radiation of political bullshit] though I think they are both tired. i'm tired. i'm tired of seeing it im tired of hearing it and we all need a break from political theatre. like yes, tension, its real, it's weighing on everyone, i often use it as fuel to vent when i do dumb comics, but its also like. we are in this same bullshit together, like me and my colleagues back in ON watched ford ripping up and selling off the green belt while kenney and smith are still trying to turn the mountains into open pit mines like "same hat". There's a point beyond "you don't get me!!" where it becomes "you get me...", its like, its this assumption that things are never going to change and the assumption about how one is going to react that is the actual crux of the personality conflict, you feel me? i don't know if this makes sense at all its just something i have been chewing on a lot. chewing on it like a dry well done steak
anyway its like. it would feel odd to me if there Wasn't teasing and jabs but for me there is definitely an ironic feeling to it, like they both understand what is actually going on but it's hard to figure out what to do about it and so they kind of get stubborn and stuck in their ways a little, but at the same time its also like "thanks for coming," "you see what i have to deal with," "i picked an activity i think you'd like (i hope you say so, i'm very proud of it even though i pretend its no big deal, this is me actually being very vulnerable and concerned with your opinion, i hope you appreciate it, but also if you did idk how to respond)" or "i knew you weren't going to like this but you should broaden your horizons and loosen up" hahaha...
(you see why i struggle articulating my thoughts, like, how do you Portray that idk man)
like, i do have more to say and im happy to try to be clearer about what i mean or to give some more specific examples or try to detail what i think the [+/- sims friendship points] things might be or those little grating things, I just need to stop somewhere before i stop making sense altogether hahahaha
#Anonymous#hapo rambles#iamp headcanon#iammatthewian#iamp: alberta#iamp: ontario#ralph campbell#oliver stanley#hapo replies#meant to add like i dont write fanfic and im amazed at people who do#and dont feel pressured to get it ALL to fit into one story#its ok to just show glimpses#its like writing a haiku i think
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18 & 20 :3
18. Ooooh going for a strong one, huh?
Well, first would have to be them telling the other they're hurt/sick XD
Both being fairly independent and all. Shady is too proud/embarrassed to admit he needs help and Mitsuami is used to it/doesn't see a lot of things as big deals as she's lived on her own long enough to know (my headcanon is that she grew up in the streets and you can't convince me otherwise)
She easily picks up she's getting sick and is quick to go to rest and take care of herself without going to a doctor
If she got sick she'd just take a pill and stay home and send a quick text to her friends if she had any plans, which is then that I imagine Shady rushing in and becoming a worrywart and she's trying to reassure she's fine just a little sick but he insists to take care of her so she can rest and get better faster.
If she gets injured, she wouldn't be phased but Shady would panic and try to take care of it, much to Mitsuami's confusion, which only worries him more with how casual and calm she is about it (and I'm talking about a large gash on the arm as an example).
That said, yeah, she wouldn't be as big of a worry wart as Shady is, probably calling him a big baby at times (teasingly of course, as she knows it would have been a huge feat for him to ask her for help). She knows he's quite capable, but she feels like she has to help him as his partner and she would like for him to get better quicker, but she wouldn't treat it with much urgency if it isn't something like a large cut or a concussion lol (which I can imagine Shady dismissing as he'd be too embarrassed to admit he fucked up big time but Mitsuami is like "DUDE NO WTF GO TO THE HOSPITAL").
20. Dang, another big one? Okay, I see you XD
Well, this one I haven't thought too much about shockingly enough 🤔 (I mean, nothing here and the previous one I did, I thought about it the second the question popped up lol, but I mean more like, it takes a little more time to figure it out)
Well, taking into consideration everything I've written so far, Shady would do quiet, distant gestures like prepping food, cleaning the house, taking care of Buddy, cleaning her weapon, buying her favourite snacks but if things really call for it he would cuddle her cuz as we've established, Mitsuami is touched starved and an instant mood booster for her would be a hug.
If she starts to cry, he wouldn't know what to do other than just let her let it out, he isn't used to expressing or handling emotions but I think Mitsuami would appreciate him just being there, though she can't help but feel a little lonely at times, for a long time actually until she told him her insecurities (she tends to overthink) and him reassuring her that he does love her, so much he doesn't know what to do with himself but afterwards tries to show some more effort, probably going to wiki how on what to do for basic stuff XD
As for Mitsuami comforting him, she's at a loss because he barely expresses any emotion so she doesn't know when he's down and in need of comfort and if he needs comfort she doesn't know what to do other than what she usually does and is listen to their problems and try to solve it.
But he doesn't do that so she tends to check in on him like "Hey, how you doing?", "you doing okay?", "need anything?" From time to time, basic questions that aren't invasive but let's the door open for more, which he never takes.
She would find scraps that would remind her of him and bring it to him as gifts if she notices he's a little ticked off or has a hunch he's upset and he'll never admit it, but it helps
Though, the one time he ever cried in her arms, well, no one needs to know why or when, it's just between them, in the dark of their room whith no one but them there :]
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Oh Cherry lovely you made me cry!!! I can’t believe it’s actually over, what are we all going to do with ourselves now?
I was so happy reading every word, I’m glad that everyone go the happy ending that they deserved. Including the Slytherins! They’re unfairly left out in a lot of fics so it’s really nice to see them get their happy ending, especially with how integral they were to the story.
The reader getting postcards from Anders is so sweet omg, and when the reader dedicated their research to the Fiskes it was so nice. Remembering how mad I was when Anders wanted to take all the credit for the findings to them refusing to be mentioned- that’s character growth! They definitely deserved that dedication note.
It’s also so sweet seeing Sirius living his domestic life of losing his mind over wardrobe instruction manuals, after all he’s been through he deserves a life where that’s his only problem! And the lion table cracked me up he is SUCH a Gryffindor.
And of course my babies! Reader and Regulus living the dream life! If Reggie deserves anything it’s to live a quiet life in a beach house with a pretty flower garden, and I’m glad he gets that! I’m also happy to see that the two are still so sickly in love with each other, we love to see it!
And oh- oh my god- Cherry you simultaneously broke and healed my heart in one go with that note. I remember having to stop reading for a few minutes when I first read Reggie’s diary entry asking what love felt like because I needed to cry but then he gets to fall in love! And he gets to tell his younger self ‘hey! It’s gonna be okay! You’ll get there one day!’ He’s just achieved so much and I’m so proud of him and omg I’m so in love with this fic.
I’ve said it a few times lately but I really do hope you’re proud of yourself for this fic, the time, effort and care that you put into it shines through every word you write and it’s created a truly beautiful and distinctive story that I and a lot of others will remember for a long time to come. Thank you for bringing us this incredible story and I really look forward to what you bring us next! <3
My dear!! My love!!
Thank you so much for everything <33. I can't believe that it's over either, and it is so strange that I no longer have to sit down and write a new chapter ! I really have such a soft spot for the Slytherin group, and they truly deserved their happy ending !
And yesss, the postcard!! I honestly was really debating on where I wanted the Fiske's to be, and somehow settled for the states LOL. Anders‘ character arc is something to behold, and I'm feeling a bit sad that we have to say goodbye to our grumpy mentor.
Sirius is kind of a mess, but at least he's trying!! Harry is definitely in charge of sifting through Sirius‘ questionable furniture choices, and he's right, where would they put a lion table??
Reggie and reader deserve their little beach home so much <333. They definitely lived happily ever after, and I perhaps am guilty of making their property a reflection of what I desire for myself. Sigh, I am going to miss those lovesick fools </3
Reggie's diary entry was heartbreaking to write, so I could not imagine how it must have felt to read it! I know it hurt everyone, so of course I had to make the ending super sweet with a sprinkle of poet!Regulus. Regulus‘ inner child is healing with every passing day, and I am going to pretend that this happy ending is canon for the actual HP universe.
You have truly been one of my greatest motivators on this blog, so I just want to thank YOU, because you are truly so amazing!! I am so happy with the final result of the story, but I am even more overjoyed with the connections and interactions I've had throughout the journey here! It has been my honor to write this story, and it has been the greatest gift to have you shower me with kind words. I hope that you will enjoy what's to come, lovely <333. Thank you!
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I wrote a GotG OC X Canon fic??? Not Clickbait???
Hell yeah I did! It’s not really a fic but it’s a scene from Vol. 2 I’d imagine between Rocket and Magril!
For more info and images of Magril, click here! :D
Note: They become a couple by the end of Vol. 2. Rocket and Magril grew up on Halfworld but weren’t close. Hell Magril was in a cage completely opposite to Rocket’s. Magril escaped a few months before Rocket, but Rocket didn’t know, making him and the rest of batch 89 believe her to be dead. Then Rocket escapes Halfworld, y’all saw Vol. 3 so you know. The two reunite in Vol. 1. While Rocket became a bounty hunter with Groot, Magril became a Ravager and had known Peter Quill since he was a teenager. They butt heads constantly in Vol. 1, all the while they have slight feelings for one another that they deny and put on the back burner. But then, Vol. 2 happens! Without giving away major details, Rocket actually tries to make an effort to patch things up with him and Magril.
This takes place right before the Southern Nights scene in Vol. 2. I wanted to share it here just because of how proud I am of how it turned out! But yeah enjoy ig lol
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Magril walks outside the Milano to find Rocket on a tree branch, tinkering with something while humming to Quill’s music from the ship’s speakers.
Magril: The hell are you doing?
Rocket’s ear twitched at the sound of Magril’s voice. He peered down before rolling his eyes and going back to what he was doing.
Magril: You having a little pity party up there?
Rocket: *scoff* I don’t need any pity from you.
Magril: Oh, I’m not pitying you. I just think you’re an idiot.
Rocket: This better be important.
Magril: I just wanted to see how you’ve been holding up after what you said to Peter. Argue with me all you want, but I know you didn’t fully mean it. You better apologize to him when he gets back.
Rocket: Why should I? He’s been nothing but a pain in the ass recently. Plus I already have to carry the burden of repairing the Milano and keeping an eye on Gamora’s psychotic sister, no thanks to Star-Munch and his old man.
Magril: Come on, you just have to say two words. It’s not that hard.
Rocket: If any of us needs to apologize, it’s Quill. And until he does, I’m not saying a word.
Magril: Rocket, you know that you’re the one who started this mess to begin with, right?
Rocket: Yeah I started it, but Quill provoked it because Drax just had to rat me out!
Magril: So what? You still took those stupid batteries and now we’re on the Sovereign’s target list. Nice going there, genius.
Rocket: Huh? Really?
Magril: *sigh* Sarcasm.
Rocket: *groan* Every frickin’ time!
Magril: Whatever, care to explain why you’re not inside fixing the ship right now?
Rocket: What am I, your servant? I’ve been working on the ship for hours. Can I not get some fresh air?
Magril appears in front of Rocket, hanging upside down by her tail.
Magril: Of course you can,
Rocket: Aah!
Magril takes the small gadget from Rocket’s paws and moves behind him, still hanging upside down.
Magril: but I’m pretty sure whatever you’re doing right now isn’t as important as the Milano’s repairs.
Rocket grabs the gadget back and Magril sits upright on the branch beside him.
Rocket: Keeping us and my ship protected isn’t as important?
Magril: Protected from what? Nothing’s out here for miles.
Rocket: The Sovereign can still track our coordinates. We’re only safe for now.
Magril: And you expect this tiny little thing to protect us from the Sovereign fleet?
Rocket grabs Magril’s head and turns it toward the ground. A bunch of those tiny devices Rocket made were scattered across the ground.
Magril: Whoa. But still, they managed to fly a bunch of aircraft without being inside of them. You can’t expect them capture us in person.
Rocket: Right, the Sovereign wouldn’t. But, they would.
Rocket points farther north. In the distance, a large Ravager ship was parked.
Magril: *gasp*
Rocket: I heard it land here an hour ago.
Magril: Shit.
Rocket: You’re welcome. Now get back in the ship before they get here.
Magril: You’re gonna deal with a group ravagers by yourself!?
Rocket: I’ll be fine, go back to ship. Groot’s down there alone.
Magril: He’s fine, Nebula’s there.
Rocket: That’s what I’m afraid of, so go.
Magril: You don’t even have your blaster, you idiot! Let me help you!
Rocket: Don’t need it, don’t need you. Go!
Magril: Rocket, no! That’s suicide!
Rocket: I’m not repeating myself, get out of here now!
Rocket slightly shoved Magril away, causing her to nearly fall off the tree.
Magril: Whoa! Aah! Aah!
Rocket grabs Magril’s wrists, pulling her back up.
Rocket: Okay, new plan, you’re staying here.
Magril: Finally won over the stubborn trash panda.
Rocket: Shut up. Just follow my lead, and don’t fall. Please.
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so I had my last day in my old job!
I wasn't expecting anything, but actually my colleagues all signed a card and I got loads of hugs and they clubbed together to get me a nice leaving gift. I felt very surprised and touched. Lots of people said 'we'll miss you / don't be a stranger / gosh things are going to fall apart round here without you haha'. Also some colleagues gave me little gifts individually which all had text on that said 'believe in yourself' or 'be brave' or 'you forget how awesome you are - so here's a reminder!' so that's quite revealing about how I come across, lol
It's a bit weird, I'm not sad and I'm not excited/worried about the next thing, but that's more because emotions tend to take a while to creep up on me, I'll probably feel something next week.
the strange thing was when my boss gathered everyone round ('I'm going to embarrass you for a moment!') to give a little speech about how I'd be missed and thanking me for my hard work over the years, and I couldn't stop thinking, 'But I am leaving specifically because of you. If you'd said any of this over the past decade, anything positive at all, if you hadn't spent two hours non-stop criticising me in my last performance review (and blaming me for your mistakes!) then I wouldn't be moving on.' (Although I also kind of have to thank him, because I'd come to the conclusion that if he could manage a team then literally anyone could do it, so I might as well give it a go)
the loveliest thing was when I got a text from my young colleague who I've been sort of mentoring. She wished me luck and said 'I wanted to thank you for all the support and guidance you've given me,' which was so nice because she's only 18 and it was such a professional message and I just felt really proud of her, she's come so far. I've made a really conscious effort to be a supportive and encouraging team leader for her and all the youngsters.
Personally, I've had to put up with so many shit managers over the years, or be trained by dickheads who get annoyed if you ask questions or need something repeated, or constantly belittle you and then call it banter. (Not to mention, my first boss who regularly used to pat my bum, and he was still a more competent manager than the one I've just left.) And I was just like, 'but what if it doesn't have to be that way?' So I've always told the young ones not to be afraid to ask questions, and assured them that I fully expect them to forget parts of the training, that's totally normal and all part of learning, and I won't mind standing nearby while they do a process and being available to step in if they get stuck. etc etc. Things I wish anyone had said to me when I was starting out, instead of making me feel small and worried all the time. And also trusting them to make decisions and asking them what they think, praising them for good work and thanking them for hard work. Or if they get it wrong, explaining why it's wrong and how to get better, rather than just telling them off. (Just: doing the opposite of every interaction I've ever had with my boss, lol) And watching that approach work, and seeing the young ones gain confidence - that gave me the confidence to try applying for a promotion. So yeah, it was really great to get that text from her, it meant a lot to me.
I think what's going to be weird, and really hard, is my new work pattern, Monday to Friday, office hours. For 10 years I've always worked at weekends and my days off were random weekdays. I haven’t worked five days in a row with two days off, not for years. I haven’t had to deal with shops and supermarkets at busy weekends. I’m not used to worrying about sorting out work clothes and packed lunches for a five day stretch. And I have to be in the office every day by 8.15am, which is a scary prospect for a night owl insomniac. So I think that’s what I’m most apprehensive about, more than about how I’m going to get on in the job. oh, and meeting 45 new colleagues 😳 All change
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So good to hear you are doing better! There's always light at the end of the tunnel. No matter how many/few or how short/long those tunnels are.
You are an amazing individual. And it sounds like you have a wonderful family. Keep that in your view! The every day grind doesn't always have to be perfect, we are all only human after all.
Love to read about all your updates and goings on, tho. Heck yeah and good luck to your parents renovating a grand old home! I got a soft spot for old/vintage/antique houses. Congrats on the good deal with the used car! Hope the fatigue gets better, or at least doesn't get worse, I know that stuff is tricky. And sending positive blessings to your husband's late grandmother (hope that isn't rude or inappropriate).
Thank you anon!!! I am glad too, but with a solid reminder
Thanks, Garfie!
I'm definitely not amazing. I wouldn't consider myself a very good person at all, especially since my little episode showed me that a lot of the behaviors I thought I had killed were simply laying dormant. But I do make an honest effort to be the kind of person I can be proud of.
The little family I have created IS amazing, though! No matter what happens I always take a few minutes out of each day to be consciously grateful for my family and the life I have. Especially my husband. I have no clue what about me makes him so dedicated and willing to sacrifice so much. Especially considering he asked me out in high school and I said no 😳 thank whoever for second chances lol
And I know I can't expect things to be perfect with housekeeping n shit. But I have a bad habit of not doing ANY cleaning when my son is home. And in a week he will be home every day all summer, and that is going to be a disaster real quick lol
And thank you for the kind words about T's grandma. She passed very very suddenly, and she was more of a mother to him than and grandma so it was especially tough. Things with his family have went off the rails since she passed, and T has somehow ended up being expected to hold everything together between everyone all the time.
Anon, I hope that you are doing well too. I hope you get to go on an adventure this weekend. Maybe a cool park you've never heard of, or a cool roadside attraction, or ooooh maybe a metaphysical shop or something. Either way if you do please send pictures. I am a bit of a hermit and I like to live vicariously through other people lmao. Actually I invite literally anyone to send me pictures of their fun adventures. I like seeing that shit.
But for real anon. I hope something really cool happens for you. I hope you find and keep happiness. I hope everything you dream comes true.
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