#he *forgot* to buy the plushies i gave him money to get while he got his own

[minominq]

mom signed me up for driving school (like the one haruka went to) and the first thing my brother did upon hearing that i was going was “go rewatch boonboomger” 😭 (while clutching the bunblack plush and opening his newly acquired joe acrylic standee)

[sil3ntfr34k]

p1 x reckless dumb teen boy reader (both in high school or college)

(Highschool bc I’ve never been to collage and don’t know that life.)

Highschool!P1 Dude x Highschool!Reader

Dude wasn’t as bad in Highschool I think. He was a good kid, didn’t have good grades, but he never really acted out. Very quiet, kept to himself. Even the weird, quiet, and anime kids didn’t wanna talk to him :((

Had really strange style of clothes. Probably wore a sweater vest with regular t shirt under and shorts with long socks or something. Bullied because of this, but he just never learned how to dress himself until adulthood.

Most likely had a rough home life so every time he’d go to school he’d have randomly placed bruises and scratches, didn’t help that everyone always made school shooter jokes about him. Really destroyed the little self esteem he had.

NEVER did his homework, only class work that he was able to do in class. Once he got home it was hell, so any work he had with him would either get ripped apart by his dad while he mocked Dude or forgotten in the rare moment’s where Dude could get some peace.

Tried to get along with the teachers, but the only one who could match his freak was the art teacher. He loved going there and escaping the loud cafeteria during lunch, and that’s where he met you!!

Dude was genuinely shocked when you turned around to talk to him, asking his name and what classes he’s in. No one has ever cared enough to ask him those questions, let alone talk to him, so he was flabbergasted when you asked him to hang out with you after school.

Immediately took up on the offer since he didn’t wanna go home anyway. Y’all both went to the gas station across the street for some snacks and then went to your house.

Your house seemed so much more quiet and cleaner than his. The walls weren’t as cracked, the floor was mostly swept, and there wasn’t any screaming or fighting. It felt like a safe haven to him. He was honestly jealous.

Even from the first time you hung out with him, you could tell he was troubled. Couldn’t tell what it was, but it was obvious that the lights were on but no one was home. He has really strange ideas and beliefs, and forgot how to talk a lot, always skipping over words and stuttering. Didn’t help that he talked a million miles a minute.

Hanging out with you was the first time he was able to do his homework. And he was god awful at it. You had to help him with every question,,, with every subject… You were basically teaching him the materiel he should’ve learned in class, but you figured he needed it so you continued.

You could see his mind slip further away as senior year approached. He wasn’t rude or anything, still the same quiet and nice boy, but he became more frantic and his beliefs became wilder. He tried to shut you out multiple times, desperately trying to self isolate from the beliefs that everyone is out to get him slowly creeping in, but you didn’t let that happen.

Despite his attempts to ignore you in the halls and pretend he didn’t hear you scream his name from across the entire fuckin school, you eventually corner him during passing period. In the span of those 5 minutes, you gave him a stern talking to and planned another hangout after school, or else you’ll hunt him for sport.

(I’ve written so much srry but I’ll get into dynamics now,,,)

Postal Dude is honestly like the Angel on your shoulder trying to make you be careful. You are the main source of his stress and probably make his anxiety worse.

You’re both probably financially conscious, but you spend more on ‘stupid’ things, which stresses Dude out. You tend to buy things that make you happy, like small plushies or trinkets, while Dude prefers to spend money on things he can use like food and lighters.

You are the only reason Dude still goes out the house anymore. Your gonna have to drag him kicking and screaming, but y’all are going to the mall (when it was still a thing) to together and y’all are gonna have a good time!!!

Dude is only BARELY learning how to dress and finding his style, so you have to help him a lot. Despite not knowing how to layer clothes, he’s very picky about what you try to put him in. He doesn’t want to wear a regular black graphic T-shirt with some dark green pants!! He wants to wear his favorite sweater vest over a button down shirt with his brightest blue jeans!! He honestly dresses like a dork nerd, but don’t tell him that, he’s not ready yet.

Dude’s actually really good at getting you out of trouble. He’s recognized human behavior patterns so he can read people a little better than the average person. Once he’s assessed the situation, he can persuade the person you got mad to let you off easy. It’s almost scary how easy he can unintentionally manipulate.

Despite the scared or worried look on his face he always has on, you can tell he’s enjoying himself on the inside. He isn’t pulling away or trying to get y’all to leave early, so that’s always a good sign.

It does break your heart to see your best friend slowly spiral downward, watching as his delusions grow and his nerves becoming fried. Before you know it he’s quickly checking out the window every 5 minutes, stocking up on canned food, buying more guns and ammo, and isolating himself more.

As you both grow into adulthood, you’re the only one allowed in the house. The littlest beacon of light he knows and clings onto.

[ratmonky]

Unsafe Words

Word Count: 4.9K

Warnings: dubcon, mind break, obsession

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Flowers were more beautiful when they first bloomed in springtime. The colors that would faint over time would be vivid and the smell they produced wasn’t like any other. Their aroma was as delicious as a luxurious perfume but yours were sweeter than all of them.

Inumaki stroked his cock with one hand and held your panties up to his nose with the other. Your smell was enough to make him feel intoxicated but inhaling it as he pleased himself made the experience even more ecstatic.

In his mind, he was fantasizing about going on a date with you, eating your favorite dessert together, and chatting about the future ahead of the two of you.

You would laugh at all the jokes he made to hear you laugh and brush your fingers on his forearm in a flirty manner, looking at him with a smile and suggest to him that the two of you get out of here and go somewhere more private. Somewhere where you could give him all your attention.

Would you take all of your clothes or would you rather have him undress you?

He knew you would actually rather want him to tear your clothes off of you.

He hadn’t seen much of your skin and the uniform you wore didn’t help his fantasies. Inumaki could only try to imagine what color your nipples were or how supple the flesh of your thighs was.

His cock twitched in his hand as he bit back a moan.

Too much.

Inumaki tightened his grip on the base, refusing to cum yet. He still had time. It would be meaningless if he came so early.

He pressed his face into your soft pillow, inhaling your faint scent. Ahh, that would be how you smelled if he were to inhale your hair?

His grip on your panties loosened and he focused his attention on your pillow as he turned around in your bed. With his face buried deep in your pillow, he reached for one of your plushies.

From the first year in the school until you became third years, he always wanted to be a little closer to you. Not like how you treated your lower classmen. He wanted more than that.

Instead of ruffling his hair and calling him a friend, he wanted you to pull his hair and make him the center of your world.

Panda and Maki had noticed the way he looked at you. They knew him as long as you did yet you were still clueless.

He hadn’t thought he would feel this way about any person at any point in his life but here he was, humping your plushie in your bed.

He wondered what would you do if you knew exactly what was going through his head during a day. Because all he could think about was bending you over the closest surface and making you moan out his name in a prayer.

When his cock twitched, warning him that he was close, he didn’t try to stop himself this time. He pushed his hips forward staggeringly as he came on the plushie with a groan, his breathing completely out of control.

He still had time, didn’t he?

By the time you came back from your shopping trip with Maki and Kugisaki, your room was as you left it, or at least you were too careless to notice your missing panties from the laundry and the icky acidic smell surrounding your plushies.

~~~

You were clueless.

So much so that it hurt him.

There wasn’t much time left until the third years graduated and left. Once the two of you graduated, you wouldn’t call him for obvious reasons. What did you have to talk with him about anyway?

All he could say was gibberish.

He hated it.

“You’re okay?” Panda noticed that he wasn’t eating.

“Salmon.”

“You sure?”

“Salmon.”

There was a moment of silence before Panda spoke again.

“You know, I heard (name) is going to move to Fukuoka once we graduate.”

He didn’t say anything.

“It’s far away from Tokyo, isn’t it?”

Silence.

~~~

The day of graduation came but Inumaki didn’t make a move.

You moved away and he stayed.

Maki kept talking about your new life to Inumaki while he was unable to feel happy for you.

Years passed but Inumaki couldn’t move on.

It had been a hectic day at work and he was getting ready to take a shower when he got a call from an unknown number. This was the fifth time they were calling. He wanted to ignore it because the person on the other side wouldn’t understand him if they weren’t one of his friends but whether it be curiosity or boredom, he answered.

“Ahh, you picked up!”

Inumaki’s body froze. He felt like his limbs turned into stone.

“Hellooo? It’s Toge, right?” It was your voice.

“Kelp.”

“That was for greetings… Right? I kinda forgot about your language, haha. I’m sorry for calling you this late. Are you doing fine?”

“Salmon.” His lips were trembling. You sounded excited to talk to him.

“I see! I’m doing fine too, I moved back to Tokyo! I got a super small apartment and everything, I moved all of my furniture myself, can you believe that?”

“Tuna tuna!”

“I know right!” you laughed and let out a small sigh. “Anyway, I called to ask if you would wanna meet up? I thought we could catch up and I could show you my apartment. Maki and the others said they were free this Saturday, how about you?”

“...”

“I-... Was that too many questions? I’m sorry, I’m just excited you answered the phone.”

He opened his mouth but amongst the many things he wanted to say to you, he could only speak gibberish. He closed it again.

“Are you there?”

“Salmon.”

“Do you think you’d wanna come to my place for a reunion slash housewarming party?”

“Tuna mayo.”

“Is that a yes?” You sounded hesitant.

“Salmon.”

“Great! I’ll.. I’ll text you the address, don’t bring anything, I just wanna see you and others. It’s been so long!”

“Tuna tuna.”

“Ahh, I missed you all so much. Fukuoka was no good. I feel like I belong in Tokyo with everyone.”

He agreed yet again and silence fell. It must have been tiring to hold a conversation with him. Most people gave up after their first try, it felt too much like a one-sided conversation.

“I should go,” you said, he could hear the smile in your voice. “It was really great to hear your voice again, Toge. I hope it was the same for you.”

Yes , he thought.

“Okay… I’ll see you on Saturday, I’mma text my address to you, and please save my number! We might work together in the future, who knows!!”

“Tuna tuna!”

“Goodnight.”

You hung up.

Inumaki held his phone up to his ear for a moment longer even after you ended the call. His eyes slowly landed on the tent on his pants.

You had missed him. You wanted to see him.

A second later his phone buzzed in his hand.

[New Message]

Unknown Number: [ADDRESS] i live on the fifth floor but there isn’t an elevator TwT you will have to walk up the stairs SORRY >v<

His lips curled up into a smile.

~~~

His hair took an hour to style yet it looked the same. He had even bought a new styling gel, ugh, what a waste of money.

Apart from that, Inumaki found himself in front of the apartment building, unable to push the door to get inside.

“Inumaki, great to see you again,” Fushiguro’s voice startled him.

Inumaki turned around to see the large group heading this way.

“Yeesh, did you drown yourself in body spray?” Maki covered her mouth. Kugisaki next to her laughed and continued teasing Itadori until they arrived at the building’s door.

“Inumaki?”

“Kelp!”

“Ah, it’s good to see you again. When was the last time we saw each other? A year ago?” Maki walked past him and opened the door herself. “Probably,” she answered her own question.

There was some small talk going on, everyone was talking to him but his eyes were going back and forth between the presents everyone was holding. He stared at the bouquet of roses in his own hand.

“What did you buy?” Kugisaki asked Fushiguro.

“A toaster.”

“Lame.” She turned to Itadori to ask him what he bought next.

“I bought a toaster too…”

While the two boys were arguing about how one of them had to return their gifts, Maki placed a hand on Inumaki’s shoulder. “Panda’s coming too.”

Ah, his expression must have contorted into something vile. She perhaps thought he was only worried about Panda’s whereabouts.

“Seaweed.”

“Which floor was it again?” Kugisaki asked no one specifically.

Inumaki held five fingers up.

“Let’s get going then!” Itadori smiled, “Feels like we’re wasting time here when we can catch up altogether.”

The trio started climbing up the stairs first, leaving Maki and Inumaki to walk behind them.

“They’re still the same, huh?”

“Salmon.”

“I heard (name) invited some people from Kyoto over as well but none of them could make it.”

When he raised a brow Maki explained further.

“Curse season in Kyoto, I think. Mai was complaining about having to work overtime and all.”

“How did she manage to choose the only damn building in Tokyo without an elevator!?” Kugisaki groaned.

Maki chuckled, “It’s barely in Tokyo, and honestly, do you think she could afford one with an elevator?”

The trio started laughing. Inumaki smiled too.

“Hey,” she said, turning back to face him. Her voice was quieter. “You smell nice and not like an animal. I can't believe you finally took a bath without anyone telling you. Wait or was it because you wanted to smell nice specifically for today? For her?”

When Inumaki blushed, she burst into laughter.

Itadori was about to ask what they were talking about back there but they had already arrived on the fifth floor.

There were four different doors but they could easily tell which one was yours from the bright colored poster you had taped on it.

“What does it say?” Kugisaki couldn’t read because Itadori and Fushiguro were trying to take pictures of it.

“Welcome back Tokyo Metropolitan Curse Technical College graduates,” Fushiguro read out loud.

“Put some feeling to it!” Itadori whined. “There are like five exclamation marks on it, you have to read it-“

The door he was pointing at opened.

“I told you I heard them,” you said with a giggle. Panda was already inside laughing quietly. You greeted them all, smiling from ear to ear before moving away from the door to invite them inside.

The younger trio walked inside first, then Maki hugged you, said something Inumaki couldn’t hear.

His eyes were on you, admiring how gorgeous you were.

“Aren’t you coming in?” you said then noticed the flowers in his hand. "Aww, Toge, you shouldn't have."

He gave the flowers to you, his cheeks flushed faintly pink as he walked past you to enter your home.

Inside, Panda and the trio were arguing about how he had gotten there before them.

“It’s a secret!” Panda yelled.

“He came from the roof so he wouldn’t be seen,” Maki replied as she hung her coat.

Laughter filled the apartment.

Inumaki felt at home, it had been so long since he heard the lively chatter of his friends.

“I’m glad you could make it,” you said, fixing Itadori’s jacket he had left on the floor instead of hanging it like everyone else.

“Salmon.” His pulse went haywire.

“I don’t know if you like beer or cognac but we have both.” He stared at you a little longer than usual so you elaborated. “When I left my job in Fukuoka, some colleagues bought me a cognac bottle. It’s bitter but I didn’t wanna waste it.”

“Heeeeyy, (name)!” Panda yelled, “Tell the youngsters to drink apple juice or something! They’re drinking from our stuff!”

“I have more beer in the fridge!” You turned around on your heels and walked into the kitchen to put the flowers in a vase, speaking louder so they could hear you through the thin wall. “Besides, aren’t they old enough to drink?!”

You peeked inside the living room to see what was happening.

Both Itadori and Kugisaki clinked their cans of beer, ignoring you while Fushiguro nodded in your direction to confirm.

“Then I don’t see the problem.” You took your place next to Maki.

Inumaki meekly walked inside, sitting between you and Panda.

“It’s nice having everyone together again.” Itadori smiled

“It really is,” you agreed. The beer tasted the best when you were with friends.

“Salmon.”

“You are so heartless, (name). You left us to move to Fukuoka.” Panda pouted as he leaned onto your shoulder, crushing Inumaki who was in the way.

“They offered me better pay.” You patted on his head, carding your fingers through his thick fur.

He leaned into your touch, humming softly. “Since you’re back here, money clearly doesn’t buy happiness.” he snickered.

“Money can buy happiness,” Kugisaki argued. “You can always buy the new fashion trends and new makeup. Don’t ever say that!”

Panda lifted his head to argue with Kugisaki while you used the opportunity to give out beer to anyone who hadn’t gotten one and you gave one to Inumaki, his fingers brushed against yours as he took it from you.

Maki gave an exaggerated sigh, “We came here to celebrate (name)’s return and her new place.” Everyone stared at her and she continued. “Let’s make sure to make her new house feel like a home.”

You listened to your friends’ cheers as they all cracked open their cans of beer, taking sips, chatting, and singing along to the faint music from the television program Panda turned on.

It would be genuinely hard to bring the gang together like this but one call from you had been enough since you were everyone’s soft spot in the group.

Years had passed.

You tried to not get lost in your thoughts and answered Maki who asked you what you were doing now that you moved here.

“Well, I couldn’t go back to working with Nanami since he finds me annoying.” You tried to humor it. “I live in a one-room apartment in the outskirts of Tokyo as you can see and work as a temporary sorcerer under someone Gojo introduced me to.”

Maki laughed, “What did you expect? Everything would be unchanged and that you’d get a job immediately?”

“I think she’s complaining about working for someone Gojo introduced her to.” Fushiguro theorized while holding his chin.

“No, she’s bummed out about living in a one-room apartment.” Itadori joined the nonsense.

“I’m just sad that I had to leave Fukuoka to live in a one-room apartment in Tokyo and work for Gojo’s friend!” you whined.

“Just like we guessed,” Maki said.

With another sigh, you rolled your eyes.

“You got yourself a boyfriend yet?” Kugisaki’s question made everyone look at you.

“I didn’t have time to find one,” you spoke behind your beer can.

“Talking about boyfriend…” Panda hummed, “Inumaki had a huuuge crush on you back when we were still students.”

“I completely forgot about that,” Maki feigned being clueless and punctuated her words by smacking a balled fist down onto her other hand. "I remember it now! How nostalgic! Inumaki always stared at you and all."

“Oh, really?” Your face softened as a faint color of pink tinted your cheeks, eyes landing on the young man who was blushing all the same. “You liked me?”

Inumaki kept nodding as if to agree with what they were saying.

“I never noticed,” Fushiguro said.

“Me neither, Inumaki is really good at hiding his feelings because he doesn’t talk much.”

“Well, that was in the past,” Kugisaki replied. “Some high school crush doesn’t last forever.”

Before anyone else could comment on the topic, Panda changed the subject, finally getting his claws on the cognac bottle to drink the last bit.

That still didn’t stop the two of you from blushing.

As the night dragged on, the chatting continued but as the time was getting late, people had to get going.

Itadori and Fushiguro left first when Sukuna’s vessel revealed to be the type who couldn’t hold his drink.

Maki and Kugisaki left together, Panda had told you that they lived together. You didn’t ask too many questions but you could tell why.

Panda took his leave right after the two girls left. He congratulated you once more before saying goodbye and leaving from where he came.

“I guess it’s only the two of us left,” you said, standing beside Inumaki after you put the presents on the kitchen counter for further inspection.

“Tuna mayo.”

“You can sit on the couch, I’ll go get some more snacks,” you informed, leaning forward starting to collect the empty beer cans but Inumaki got up to help you clean the table before finally, he slumped on the empty couch while you prepared something in the kitchen.

You entered the living room and walked around the couch to put a tray full of snacks and drinks on the low table. It was obvious he didn’t want to leave yet and you didn’t have the heart to bring up the fact that you had to get up early.

“You look different,” you said as you sat next to him, leaving a small space between. “I mean, obviously you would but unlike the others, you look more mature.”

He stared, waiting for you to continue.

“Nevermind.” Panicked, you instead reached for your beer.

Inumaki grabbed his remaining beer and chugged it until the can was empty.

Then you followed his lead to finish your own beer, once your own can was also empty, you both put the cans on the table. You felt slightly dizzy from the alcohol, you regretted drinking it too fast. You were quite lightweight after all.

You looked up at him with your cheeks tinted with a faint red from alcohol and stretched your arms. “So… you used to like me,” you said.

He clasped his chin between index finger and thumb and pretended to give the matter some serious thought. “Salmon.”

You laughed, something he hadn’t thought you would do. He hadn’t realized it until now but the two of you always had found it easy to have fun together. You were patient and you always listened to him. Always.

“I used to have a crush on you too but I didn’t think you liked me.”

Your words petrified him. The way you looked at him was indescribable, he had never thought he would see this expression on you.

You continued after a momentary silence, cheeks blushing furiously. “I mean… I don’t know, forget about it. It’s in the past. It was in the past. You liked me in the past. As Kugisaki said, a crush from high school doesn’t last forever.”

Inumaki opened his mouth to say something but he closed it when he noticed your stare at him.

“You…” you continued as Inumaki looked at you and spoke without thinking. “You still like me.”

It wasn’t a question, it was a fact.

He felt a little embarrassed, he was way too nervous. You were both drunk and it was just an observation. Nonetheless, he went warm all over, eyes wide in surprise. His heart was hammering through his chest. He was sure he was going to die of a heart attack.

There was a small moment of silence before he placed his hand on top of yours. He couldn’t hide his excitement, he was here, alone with the woman he loved. He had the biggest smile on his face and he was as red as a tomato. Ah, his friends would make fun of him if they hadn’t left so early.

He was being too obvious about liking you.

“You’re too close,” you remarked with a giggle, trying to cover your embarrassment.

Everything was happening too quickly for his head to catch up. He was already embarrassed about the whole of his feelings being exposed and now when you were looking like this in front of him was off-limits.

He couldn’t hold back anymore. He finally had you back, he was too scared to let you go.

“Kiss me,” he said, startling you.

A sudden rush of shivers running down your spine left you panting and you moved forward without even wanting to. Your body was moving on its own, your lips parted and pressed against Inumaki’s.

Your pulse quickened in both panic and confusion as his lips moved against yours, hesitant yet still hungry to taste you greedily. He pushed his tongue inside, savoring your taste as your entire mouth moved without your will.

His hand moved on your neck petting the hair strands falling down to your nape. Something closer to a laugh escaped him, it was the first genuine laugh you had heard coming from him.

He pulled himself back and you finally gained back control on your own body but something still felt foreign. Your head was dizzy. “Toge,” you managed, “I think you had too much to drink.”

“Fish flakes,” he responded.

Taken aback by his remark, you were quiet for a moment before making a move to get up from the couch. “You should leave.”

All of his remaining logical thoughts jumped out of the window as he sucked the air through his teeth, making a loud whistle sound. “Don’t move.”

Your body froze on the couch in the position you were. Your face flushed red as he carefully placed a hand on your hip and he started to lean closer to your face.

You watched him tilt his head. Slowly but at the same time desperately, he moved his hand. His hand slipped under your shirt, just enough so that his fingertips brushed the skin above your abdomen, and he whispered. “(name).”

Hearing your name come out from his lips made you feel euphoric. This was the first time he called you by your name and you wanted to hear it more.

Inumaki moved closer to you with a lustful haze in his eyes. He was already breathless for finally having you this close to him.

You felt the same way, being under him made you feel like you belonged there. It all felt wrong, this wasn’t a normal day where you were feeling aroused. You were with Inumaki and he was groping your tits. You kept trying to think rationally but your mind kept telling you that this was all you needed.

Inumaki was everything you needed right now.

Inumaki stared down at you, studying every detail of your face while he balanced himself on his balled-up fist. Your eyes and your skin, your hair around your head in a halo.

His chest heaved as he struggled to handle the new sensations you were giving his body.

You stole a quick glance in his direction and squeaked in surprise when his smoldering eyes stared back. Frozen in his place, he did nothing but look down at you under him. He sighed, he was already a little tired from everything he had done today. He was also very drunk but here you both were.

Inumaki leaned in for another kiss, his hand still cupping your tit. This time, you kissed him back, realizing that you could move again. Instead of using it to your advantage to push him away, you pulled him closer.

His weight started to settle on top of you and only then you noticed something poking your groin. You broke the kiss and looked between your bodies to see him supporting an erection beneath the fabric of his pants.

Your mouth opened and you gasped.

Inumaki took the opportunity to snake his tongue down your throat once again. You started to acknowledge what he was doing. He was rocking his erection against your groin as he kissed you. Your eyes widened. You could feel everything .

Somehow that made you moan into the kiss. His cock was achingly, impossibly hard. You moved your hips to his clothed erection begging to be released.

Although none of you said anything, both of you were thinking the same thing.

I want you.

It took less than a second for him to take off his shirt and start to fiddle with his belt.

You unbuttoned your shirt before hiking your skirt up as he was hurriedly pulling his pants down. As soon as he managed to kick them off, he pulled your panties down with force.

The way he was acting so desperate to get inside you made your breath hitch.

Wrapping a hand around his cock, he looked down at you to embed this sight of you into his mind. Another thing he had never thought he would see.

He couldn’t wait any longer.

Inumaki lined himself on your entrance and snapped his hips forward. Both of you groaned for different reasons.

“Toge,” you whispered, hands reaching out to hold onto his shoulders. “Be gentle.”

He wasn’t listening. You only realized that he wasn’t listening when he pulled himself back and thrust inside your pussy mercilessly.

A moan left your lips.

His virgin cock was being squeezed by your gummy walls, there was slick blood dripping from your pussy to the couch which told him how you had been waiting for him just as he was waiting for you.

Good , he thought. I would’ve killed them if someone other than me took your innocence.

At this moment, Inumaki was happy to know that he was the only person who had been allowed to see you like this. An animalistic snarl rose up from the pit of his stomach and he started fucking you frantically into the couch.

The pain of your hymen being torn completely forgotten, you exhaled roughly, it was too much, his rough rhythm and his cock stretching you out... it made your body undeniably aroused.

You wanted more but his cock was already twitching, threatening to spill his load inside of you. He cursed internally, it was too soon. He wanted more, he wanted to treasure this moment more.

His hips slammed against yours with force, each thrust filled with desperation to hold out a little longer so he could feel your heat surrounding him.

Nevertheless, it was futile. He could never stop himself from cumming when he had been yearning to do this for so long.

Inumaki grabbed the back of your knees and pushed them down until he got you into a position where he could fuck you deeper. He still wasn’t done indulging in your pussy, not yet.

Each and every time he thrust up into you, you moaned out his name just the way he had thought you would in his fantasies.

His pace picked up speed, he was close. He wanted to tell you who you actually belonged to by being deep inside of your guts. He grabbed your hands that were trying to push him on his chest and placed them on his shoulders instead. He leaned in closer to you, giving you the chance to wrap your legs around his hips.

Now, you were shaking your hips, moving to meet his thrusts. Gradually his cock started painfully throbbing inside you when you clenched around him. You were unable to hold onto anything but him, you were moving with him on the couch with each thrust.

“Cum on my cock,” he growled, not realizing the actual power behind his words.

You could feel the toe-curling pressure of orgasm almost immediately. A gurgle forced its way up to your throat and your body started shaking again, submerged in waves of hot tremors as white pleasure building in your gut suddenly took over your senses.

Your mouth opened in a silent cry while your legs shook uncontrollably around Inumaki’s waist. Disgustingly sloppy sounds as he thrust inside of you were all you could hear. Your ears were burning while you tried desperately to hold onto something to not completely lose yourself.

Gummy walls clenching around his cock were now threatening to suck him dry. Inumaki could no longer resist your pussy, he snapped his hips forward until they were flush against yours one last time. The tip of his cock kissed your cervix thanks to his cock being buried deep inside you in this position.

Thick seed spurted out from his cock and spilled inside your fertile womb, the warmth was irresistible, you could only think about being filled with his seed.

Inumaki brushed your matted hair out of your face and leaned in for a kiss, still rocking his hips back and forth inside you. You sloppily kissed him back until he broke the kiss to admire the look on your face. You found yourself staring at the heavy droplets of sweat that had made his bangs stick clumpy on his forehead.

When he finally pulled out of you, no matter how small your couch was, Inumaki managed to cuddle with you.

As the two of you were catching your breaths you completely forgot about having to get up early tomorrow or how you were still half-dressed or how uncomfortable the couch actually was. All of those thoughts were pushed back to the furthest parts of your mind while you buried your face in Inumaki's chest, steadily noting to talk about safe words with him in the future.

[deelooc]

Happy Valentine's day everyone!! So for this occasion i decided to come up with some hcs on how the Jujutsu Kaisen boys would spend Valentine's day with their s/o, having not written some jjk for a while.

Since i wanted to post this on time, i only managed to do Gojo, Nanami, Fushiguro, Itadori, and Inumaki.

Regardless, i hope you enjoy <3

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❥ To Gojo, Valentine's day must be celebrated. Since the man's got money money, he will not hesitate to buy you the most expensive gifts just because. Watch him show up to your room with a giant teddy bear, several boxes of chocolates (mostly for him to eat), a really pretty necklace he thought would suit you as well as a short tight dress of his choice, and last but not least, a cliché bouquet of your favorite flowers.

❥ "See babe, I am such a good boyfriend. Bet no one else would do this for you, am I right?"

❥ You would then proceed to throw a pillow at him, already used to his cockiness.

❥ After things had settled down, the both of you would be splayed across the bed, munching on the different types of chocolate Gojo had brought home. However, the dumb mf had forgotten to remove a certain note off of one of the boxes. It was your typical Valentine's day cliché note. When he noticed the sour look on your face he proceeded, faking oblivion, "What, is something wrong with the chocolates?"

❥ He would then confess to you that all of these different boxes of chocolates were actually gifts from his fangirls. "I was nice enough to share them with you babe, you don't have to be mad."

❥ Now let's be honest, Gojo is a busy man, being the strongest jujutsu sorcerer and all. So of course, you are going to end up getting dragged to watch him exorcise a curse. "Come on babe, cheer me on!" You would then awkwardly cheer him on, making sure to take note of this situation to get back at him later.

❥ At the end of the day, to make things better in his opinion, Gojo would take you to the most expensive restaurant he could find in order for him to make it up to you. Though according to him, he bought the dress just for this part of the night. Everything ends up going well (i mean, as well as they could go with Gojo of all people).

❥ Expect him to be horny after coming back home. Actually, the alcohol he had back at the restaurant got to his head easily so as soon as you noticed, you made sure to get going since your boyfriend has no shame and would literally grope you in front of a whole audience.

❥ As it may seem, Nanami isn't a huge fan of this whole Valentine's day thing. In his opinion, people who use this specific day to show their love are simply "foolish", as he likes to put it.

❥ However, when he sees the dull look on your face after hearing what he said, he takes a little mind note that he should actually put in some effort to make this day sort of special.

❥ Throughout the day, you would give him the cold shoulder, trying to make him feel guilty for what he did and rethink his choice. But what you didn't know was that Nanami already gave in to planning a little something for the both of you. It wasn't much, but it was all he could come up with at the last minute.

❥ You had already planned to not go to work that day just so you could spend time with your lover. However, you did end up going in order for you to get your mind off things. Nanami saw this as a great opportunity to start off with this plan.

❥ He went out and bought your favorite scented candle, a new fuzzy blanket, some wine, and a special something he had been planning to do for a while.

❥ When you got back home, you were surprised to see the fireplace lit up, two glasses of wine set out on the table, dimmed lights, and a scented candle set in the middle of your small coffee table near the fireplace. There were cushions on the ground, indicating that this was where you were supposed to sit.

❥ Nanami suddenly popped out of nowhere, blushing like crazy since this was his first time doing something like this (you being his first s/o and all). You were confused about this whole situation but your thoughts were interrupted as your lover gently took your hand and lead you to the cushions placed on the ground.

❥ The both of you ended up drinking wine, wrapped up in a fuzzy blanket, and cuddling by the fireplace. At the end of the night, Nanami took the opportunity to reveal the "special something" he had bought you earlier. Surprise surprise, it was an engagement ring. He ended up proposing to you right then and there. Leave it to Nanami to be unintentionally cheesy while mocking others for it.

❥ Being with Fushiguro, everything in your relationship has always been more reserved for as long as you could remember. So, Valentine's day wasn't any different for the both of you and you were okay with it.

❥ You being the more outgoing one in the relationship, decided to take the first step and showed up to your boyfriend's dorm in the morning with some ginger muffins you had baked earlier.

❥ He was pretty groggy and seemed annoyed (having just woken up). However, he pulled you in for a hug to show you his appreciation. Fushiguro then lets you in to his dorm room and you end up having the muffins for breakfast while spending the day indoors.

❥ You had planned a little self-care day for the both of you, wanting to do something lowkey and not really lovey dovey. You had to tie your boyfriend's messy hair into a little bun in order for you to spread the face mask on his face. Thinking that you were too focused on the task at hand, Fushiguro would be staring at your "concentration face" with a look of pure adoration on his face. Once you notice this you would go ahead and say, "What's wrong 'gumi, anything on my face?", just to make him more flustered.

❥ He would instantly look away, trying to hide the intense blush that was starting to show on his face. You also had previously taken notice that his ears turn especially red when he's embarrassed (adorable).

❥ Since he's never done something like this before, when it's his turn to apply the face mask on your face, he becomes a bit agitated not knowing what to do next. So to make things easier for him, you propped yourself up on the bathroom counter and taught him how to properly apply the product. He was a bit slow, but props to him for at least trying.

❥ The day ended with the both of you cuddling on his bed, with cups of tea you had made after rinsing the face masks off. (he may or may not have brought out his divine dog since you love it so much)

❥ With this ray of sunshine, not a day goes by where you feel your relationship is lacking from any aspect. So for Valentine's day, Itadori had planned a little arcade/karaoke date for the both of you to enjoy.

❥ The day had started off with your overly excited boyfriend giving you your part of the matching rings he bought. (It's a pretty cheesy idea, but the boy is trying his best okay😩) This results in you hugging him until he can't breathe anymore, appreciating the fact that he was considerate enough to think of something like this.

❥ You then end up getting dragged to the arcade, which was your first stop of the day. The both of you were usually pretty competitive, so this time wasn't going to be any different. You ended up trying every game available, from air hockey to dance dance revolution, trying desperately to beat one another.

❥ To your surprise, Itadori was actually really good at dance dance revolution, this obviously meaning that he won the round. However, you ended up beating him at basketball which shocked him since he never knew you could score this much. To make things more interesting, he decided to suggest, "The winner gets the loser to do anything they want, kay?". This of course fired you up even more, determined on getting your boyfriend to do whatever you had in mind.

❥ You ended up winning, causing Itadori to whine like a child. Your request was simple; earlier, you had spotted an axolotl plushie in one of the claw machines and you were motivated to get it since it reminded you of your very own boyfriend. "Don't worry, Yuuji. My request is pretty simple actually. Let's see if you can get me that axolotl plushie, deal?"

❥ He was pretty relieved to hear that you weren't going to make him do something crazy, so he concentrated very hard on trying to get you that plushie. After several tries and almost going broke over this one machine, your boyfriend ended up grabbing the prize for you. You ended up naming it Yuuji, of course.

❥ When night time came around, the both of you ended up at a karaoke place. Itadori had of course picked out "Body" by Megan Thee Stallion. He nailed it of course. You bet that Gojo would be somewhere amongst the crowd, filming this moment to send it on the group chat. The night ended with ordering a pizza and somehow ending up at the beach playing tag??

❥ A Valentine's date with Inumaki would be like any other, yet it's special to you since you don't go out very often; your dates usually consist of staying at home and watching movies together.

❥ So in order for him to make it up to you, your boyfriend had planned a simple day out; grabbing some ice cream and watching the sunset. He avoided you the whole day since he was kind of nervous (that's an understatement) about what he had planned, unsure if you were going to like it or not.

❥ You were furious with your boyfriend for ignoring you today of all days. However, once he showed up at your dorm room with a small panda plushie and your favorite drink, you instantly forgot what he had done.

❥ "Toge~ why would you ignore me for the whole day? You can't expect me to forgive you right after show-"

❥ He ended up cutting you off with a kiss and a small "bonito flakes", scared that he would somehow hurt you with his cursed speech ability. Though that was enough for you to know that he was apologizing sincerely.

❥ Inumaki ended up dragging you to a small ice cream parlor you've never been to by the beach. You both ended up getting your favorite ice cream flavors and walking over to the sandy shore, making sure to take your shoes off before getting them filled with sand. Your boyfriend had brought a cute picnic blanket with him that had little onigiri all over it.

❥ You both ended up spending the rest of your time together with your head on his shoulder and his head on yours, all the while gazing at the beautiful sunset displayed in front of you. Few words were exchanged, but that's what you both preferred; it showed how sincere the words you would rarely speak were.

❥ Little did you both know, Panda, Maki, and Fushiguro were all watching you and Inumaki, making sure to catch some photos of you to embarrass you with later.

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[tender-rosiey]

Heyo, I was wondering if I could request Dazai, Chuuya and Akutagawa with an s/o who's love language is gifts? like the s/o is always buying or making them things (a.e favorite foods)? thank u for taking time to even read this, I hope u have a day/night as amazing as ur writing!

❥ Having a s/o who’s love language is gifts

Includes: Dazai, Chuuya and Akutagawa

ᴀ/ɴ: hey lovely! I am glad you think my writing is amazing and I hope you like this as well; have a great day 💘

Dazai Osamu:

He was confused at first when you gave him a gift

He thought he forgot a holiday of some sort and like that he is a bad boyfriend for not getting you something in return

So he did and it was a really beautiful necklace may I add

But that wasn’t the case

As he received a gift each time he really was trying to understanding why do you give him so much gifts

Of course he appreciates it a lot and takes care of any gift you give him but his curiosity starts eating him up

So one day he approached you and asked “Belladonna why is that you give me a lot of gifts?”

When you told him that’s how you show your love towards him he was over the moon

His belladonna getting him gifts to show her love?

Hell he even takes care of them more than he did because as he says it’s a ‘sign of your love’

He will try to catch up to you in terms of gift giving as well

He wants you to know he loves you too

That is in addition to his physical affection which is now 5 times more often

Sitting on your desk? Hug

Finishing work? Kiss

Wake up? Kiss

Sleep? Kiss

Hug? Hug

Sad? Hug

Happy? Hug and Kiss

Injured? Save

You get the pattern

He will remind you btw once in a while to save your money and that he doesn’t deserve all of what you are doing

Which will earn him a slap

On his lips

With yours

Great job y/n; I am proud of you

You once made him lunch

He enjoyed so much he didn’t even touch his pile of papers at work not like he does anyways

And asked if you can make him lunch everyday

Now dazai has the cooking of his beautiful belladonna as his lunch everyday

‘This must be heaven’

“DAZAI-SAN PLEASE DO YOUR WORK KUNIKIDA-SAN IS CHOKING ME AIDNEINSOWMDDJAHSIDJIS”

ABORT MISSION

SOMEONE HELP SUSHI

Chuuya Nakahara:

Personally I think Chuuya would also see giving gifts as a way of showing love as well

So he would be giving you gifts too

So don’t be surprised when you see a box of chocolate on your desk when you go to work

Or when you find a new plushie beside you when you wake up

Or when you see a letter with a lunchbox of your favorites when you return from a mission

So when he sees you do the same

Like giving him gifts

Making him lunch to which he adores by the way

He is always in a good mood when he eats your food also

Anyways so he is very happy whenever he receives a gift from you

And it’s a MUST

A MUST I TELL YOU

To kiss you on the cheek or lips whenever you give him a n y t h i n g

Whenever he sees you wearing or with something he gave you it makes him really happy

One day you went to his house and found all the gifts you gave him before

That was really heartwarming aw <3

Chuuya is so soft for you ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

If anyone dares to touch what you give him then be sure that their hands won’t even touch anything after that 🥰

No like literally

No one touches the gifts his baby gave him

He treasures them so much

tries to give you more than you give him

Oh lord it’s a competition now

YALL PLEASE YOU WILL GET MARRIED SOON AND YOU NEED THE MONEY

Akutagawa Ryuunosuke:

Are you trying to make him owe you something?

That was his first thought

And he was a little suspicious about it

Still appreciated it tho

But like he has been used to seeing the bad side of anything done towards him

So we can’t really blame him :(

Unless it’s your love of course

He will go and ask you about it right away cause he doesn’t like being clueless

“Y/N why do you give me gifts?”

“It’s my way of showing love :D”

Aku is like ಠ_ಠ

“So you are a sugar mommy?-“

🚨 AYE AYE AYE 🚨

AKU WHY DID YOU GO THERE

Anyways you made him understand it and explained it to him well

While cuddling and him being like a baby in your hands but you didn’t hear that from me

Whenever you give him something he feels an arrow being shot at his heart

But he would be damned if he shows it

Man has a reputation and image to keep

Always a soft quiet “thank you y/n...”

Oh wait

OMG I SEE AKU AS THE TYPE TO CONNECT FOREHEADS AS A THANK YOU OR SHOWING OF LOVE

Oml I can imagine that pls

When you make him food

Oh my god when you make him food

He is like not even concentrating one bit on anything but it

It’s just THAT good

That’s why you are obligated to be by him when he eats

Cause he is really vulnerable when he eats what you make for him

ONLY YOURS tho

Other than that he is like a hawk

You got him a cute pj before

He wore it ONCE

just ONCE FOR YOU

And that one time

Chuuya came over to tell him about a meeting and he saw aku like that 👩‍🦲

Chuuya laughing his ass in a corner part 2

Akutagawa never looked at Chuuya for 3 days after that

Whenever it’s brought up Aku leaves the room in a second

Because he respects chu chu and DOESNT want to do anything disrespectful to him-

Yes aku repsects his superiors

Aside from dazai yet still wanting his approval

All in all Aku will be a tough bby about it but still return and accept your affection 😌

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do not copy or plagiarize or you will be reported

[misqato]

birthday surprises with tsukishima, oikawa, kuroo and kageyama

Summary: a short hc + scenario of the boys surprising you on your birthday!!

Genre: fluff

A/N: so this fic is for my friend’s birthday, (she told me she didn’t have tumblr but am posting it anyway cuz why not). anyway, hope you guys like the fic!! requests are still open as of now btw :)) ‘til next time, claire❤

tsukishima kei

he’ll actually pretend to forget it’s your birthday.

you text him on the morning of your birthday to see if he remembers ;))

y/n : kei!! guess what day it is today :>

kei: idk, monday?

this bitch.

you were kinda disappointed cause it seemed like he forgot about your birthday + he was acting extra salty on you :((

you left him on read and just spent the rest of your day at home with your parents.

you would get calls and messages from your friends greeting you, but you still felt really sad because of how your boyfriend was acting.

your parents tried to cheer you up but it just didn’t help

you just really wanted to spend the day with kei :((

on the other hand, kei just wanted to surprise you.

he felt really bad about doing that to you, but it was part of the whole surprise.

so anyway, you were just lying down on your bed that time, and just as it was about to get late, you receive a message from kei.

kei: i’m here outside. open the door.

You head downstairs and open the front door to see a sweaty Kei standing there with two medium sized paper bags in his hands. You practically leaped at him and gave him the tightest hug while you inhale his scent because you really really missed him today.

“I missed you.”, you said, head still resting on his chest. “I missed you too idiot, and happy birthday.”, he says, smiling down on you.

You stay like that for a while until he finally says, “Um, can we come in? My hands are still a bit preoccupied over here.”

“Yes, of course. Come in.”, you say, helping him with the bags as you both make your way inside and sit by the dining area.

As you both settled down inside, he takes out the contents of the paper bags: both of you guys’ favorite strawberry shortcake, a new set of headphones, a dinosaur plushie, and one of his hoodies that you love to wear when you come over to his place. “I’m sorry for acting like that a while ago. I really didn’t forget it was your birthday today. I just wanted to surprise you today and-”

You cut him off with a kiss. He was in shock for a while but then he melted in not shortly afterwards. “Ssshhh, it’s fine, Kei. What matters is that you’re here with me now.”, you give him a soft smile. “Thank you for all of this, Kei. Thank you for being a part of my life. I love you so much.”

“I love you too, Y/N. Happy birthday. You mean the whole world to me.” You both leaned in for a kiss.

Well, it was a happy birthday indeed.

oikawa tooru

this man will throw a whole ass surprise party for you

he’s got his whole volleyball team, your family and your friends to help him with the surprise

he really wants to celebrate your birthday in the most special way so he’ll really go all out for you

he doesn’t drop any hint of it whatsoever and makes sure no one spoils the surprise

you think it’s just going to be another one of your normal birthdays where it’s usually just the two of you

so like he picks you up at your place when you’re all dressed up and ready thinking he’ll only take you out to dinner with just the two of you

of course he’ll shower you with kisses and compliments telling you how beautiful you are

and just as you both got inside his car to drive to the venue, he brings out a blindfold and tells you to wear it for a while

so then of course you’re like ???

what is this man up to?

but then he tells you “c’mon princess it’s only for a little while. just trust me”

you sigh and put on the blindfold

“you’re lucky i love you”, you jokingly tell him

The drive didn’t take that long, but for you it felt like forever. “Are we there yet?”, you ask your boyfriend countless of times already. In which he’ll reply, “We’re almost there, princess. Hang on.”, while rubbing your thigh reassuringly.

After parking the car, he finally announces, “We’re here, but don’t take your blindfold off yet, alright?”

You whined, starting to get impatient.

“Now, now, it’s only gonna be just for a little while now, princess.”, your boyfriend says.

“You said that for like, 10 times already.”, you protest, rolling your eyes under the blindfold, which made him chuckle.

“Now we’re gonna have to get out of the car. I’ll come around your side and help you out okay?”, he says.

“Alright.”

He hops out of the car and he made his way to the passenger seat to help you step out of the vehicle. You both walked towards the building with your purse clutched in one hand and the other being held by your boyfriend guiding you as you walk.

As you both made the venue, you both made a halt. Your boyfriend finally says, “You can take off your blindfold now.” And as you take off your blindfold you see your family and friends altogether greeting you with a very loud and warm “HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!”

There was confetti flying around the place and cameras all pointed at you as you stood there in pure shock. You really hadn’t expected this to be happening.

Your boyfriend then makes his way toward you and hands over a huge bouquet of your favorite flowers. You then give him the biggest hug and smother him with kisses all over his face, with the guests clapping and saying their “aww’s” all over the place.

“You really did this for me?”, you ask him.

“Well yeah, but, I don’t really want to take all the credit since our friends and family members helped out too.”, he sheepishly smiles.

“You’re the best boyfriend I’ve ever had. I love you so much.”, you say as you kiss him on the lips once again.

“I love you too, princess. Happy birthday.”

You both spent the whole rest of the night partying. It was the most memorable birthday you’ve ever had.

kuroo tetsurou

this man will spoil you rotten

i mean he already spoils you enough on a normal day, but he’ll literally give you ANYTHING you want on your special day. i repeat, ANYTHING

he’s been saving all year for your birthday, just so he could give you all the nice things you’ve been wanting all year

christmas is another story, though (which we’ll be saving for another time😉)

the first thing you see when you wake up is a very excited kuroo sitting down on the floor right next to your bed

it’s 9am and you were still a bit confused and disoriented so when you see him you’re just like “???”

when he sees you’re awake he’ll go “happy birthday, kitten” with a soft smile that makes you melt like AKHKADHSH

and he even made you breakfast!! in bed!!

kuroo is actually a really great cook

so he just watches you as you chow down your food and he finds you so adorable when you’re eating it just makes him go uwu

when you finish your food, he’ll offer to clean up and wash the dishes so you could dress up and get ready.

and so after you get ready you both make your way to the mall

It was already around 3pm, and you still haven’t decided on what you really wanted for your birthday.

You’ve been to plenty and plenty of various shops and yet you still haven’t made up your mind. You only wanted to buy one gift so your boyfriend wouldn’t have to pay for much even if he’s insisting that he’ll pay for everything.

And so both of you went through the last of the shops that you haven’t been to yet. You both decided to go to the jewelry shop, in which you found lots of sparkling diamond and gold bracelets, rings and other types of jewelry. But one that really caught your eye was this gold necklace with a small diamond heart pendant attached to it.

He noticed you staring at it and asked the saleslady, “How much is it?”.

“Around 50,000 yen.”, the saleslady replied.

He figured he could just use his credit card. “Do you want to buy that one, baby?”, he asks. And as much as you really wanted it, you didn’t want your boyfriend to spend that much money on just a small birthday gift, so you said, “No, it’s fine. I mean, it looks pretty, but it’s too expensive.”

“C’mon kitten, I haven’t gave you a gift yet, and I told you it would be alright with me if the price is a bit expensive. I really want to give you something special on your birthday, and I want you to be happy, of course.”

“Being with you today is enough for me, babe. You’re the most special gift I ever had.”, you reach up and kissed him on the nose.

“Alright, kitten. If you say so.”, he gives you a soft smile and you both walk out the store.

Later that evening...

Just as both of you were about to head home, Kuroo says he needs to rush to the bathroom for a bit and tells you to stay where you are.

It took him quite a while and then you see him jogging back to where you were supposed to meet.

“Gosh, are you okay?”, you ask a sweaty Kuroo that’s heavily panting.

“Yeah, I’m okay. Let’s go home now.”, he says. Wrapping an arm around your waist as you both exit the mall and walk to the train station.

You were getting quite suspicious of your boyfriend, but you just let it slide.

Both of you then arrive at the doorstep of your place. “Goodnight, Tetsu. Thank you so much for today. I had a really great time.”, you say as you place a kiss on his cheek.

“Wait, I have something for you.” he says, pulling out a tiny grey box with a silver ribbon tied to it and hands it to you. “Open it.”, he says with a large grin plastered on his face.

You take the small box and untie the ribbon. When you open it, you see the same gold necklace with the diamond heart pendant on it like the one you were eyeing at the mall earlier that day. Your eyes widened at the necklace and you were utterly speechless.

You looked up to your boyfriend looking at you with a large smile on his face and said, “Want me to help you put it on?”.

“Yes, please.”, you say, turning around so that your boyfriend could have easier access to secure the necklace around your neck.

“All done,” he says once he’s finished. “Wow, it look great on you, babe.”, he praises you.

You then grabbed him and gave him a big warm hug. “I told you, you really didn’t have to buy me this. It’s way too expensive.”, you say, head still buried in his chest.

“Well, I really wanted you to be happy, babe. Didn’t you like it?”, he replies.

“I love it, babe. Thank you so much.”

“Anytime, kitten. Happy birthday.”, he says, peppering you face with tons of kisses.

kageyama tobio

he’ll get so stressed out on planning a surprise birthday for you ceflvnvbf

so he asks tanaka and noya for some advice which is probably not the best idea

they suggest throwing you a huge surprise party with them dressing up as mascots

istg poor boy almost went with that idea-

but thank gOd sugamama overheard the conversation and came to the rescue!!

so he suggests to take you to this drive-in theater just 10 minutes away

kags liked that idea so he takes sugamama’s advice (stan sugamama😔✊)

on day of your birthday, he takes you to the park first

it was pretty chill. y’all just eating ice cream on the bench while watching little kids play

inside, he’s really nervous about whether you’ll like his mini surprise or not

so during the afternoon he says that he’s going to take you somewhere (but ofc he doesn’t say where exactly)

but you just trust him and let him drive because he’s your boyfriend anyway, not a serial killer

he stopped by the convenience store for a while and told you to wait in the car

he went out with some chips, ready-made popcorn, some soda and his carton of milk (ya boi needs his milk) and you were starting to get an idea of where he’s taking you

so y’all are on your way there and when you saw the tall sign thingy that says what movie they’re showing (idk what they’re called FDEFBEB) you start getting so excited because you’ve never been to a drive-in theater before and you really wanted to go to one with your boyfriend

“We’re here.”, your boyfriend says, glancing at you with a smile on his face as he sees the amount of excitement on your face.

“Omg Tobio I can’t believe that you thought of taking me here.”, you say, reaching over to his side to pull him into a hug. “Oi, boke, let me part first before we cuddle.”, he says, looking for a good place in the front near the screen so that you get a good view.

“Alright, hihi.”

The movie that was showing was one of your favorite old school romance movies. You were sitting at the hood of the car with a blanket laid down under the two of you. You were lying in his arms while watching the movie and you honestly couldn’t think of anything more romantic than this.

You knew what was gonna happen next, so you stare up at your boyfriend and admire his features while he focuses on the movie (he apparently hasn’t watched it yet :<). He then notices you staring at him and gives you a smirk. “What’re you staring at, boke?”, he asks. “Nothing, just looking at how my boyfriend looks so great under the moonlight.”, you say, giving him a smile.

“Thank you for taking me here, babe. I really appreciate the effort.”, you tell him. “Of course, babe. Anything to make you happy.”, he says. “Although I gotta thank Suga-san for suggesting this place to me.”, he adds.

Just as the movie showed the two main characters pulled into a kissing scene, both of you sheepishly look down.

“Do you, um, want to-?”

You cut your boyfriend off by pulling him into a kiss on the lips. The kiss was very soft and tender. When the two of you pulled away from the kiss, he says, “Happy birthday, boke. I love you so much.”

[notfunnydean]

SPN Advent Calendar Day: 07

Prompt: Wooden train Pairing: None Warnings:  deaged!Dean / John Winchester A+ parenting /  Word Count: 1.438 Summary: Dean gets deaged by a witch and Sam is a bit overwhelmed. But with the help of Castiel, they make Dean smile again. Link (if posted on AO3): https://archiveofourown.org/works/27823264/chapters/68437712

“Are you sure it’s only for twenty four hours, Rowena?” Sam is almost growling into his phone at this point. He’s frustrated and his head hurts like hell, after this stupid witch threw him against a wall.

“Of course I am, dear. It’ll wear itself off, Margot was a new witch. It’s nothing harmless. Enjoy it!” Rowena answers and promptly ends the call. Sam almost throws his phone to the ground.

“S-sammy?”

Dean sounds so different like this. Well of course he does, but it still gives Sam chills. He looks down towards his brother, who seems scared and his big green eyes look almost hopeful.

“Yeah, it’s okay Dean. I’ll figure something out.” Sam says and he almost sways from exhaustion. Dean nods and doesn’t dare to speak again. He’s always been the good little soldier.

Sam had never been good with kids. He never really had the chance and now he feels like it’s almost too late. He scares them with his height and ugh, Dean would know exactly what to do in this situation.

Hopefully they could laugh later about it.

“Sam!” 

Finally. Castiel looks a bit startled when he lands besides them. Dean is still only dressed in his old too big shirt and a blanket Sam got out of their trunk and sits on the bench in front of Sam.

“I prayed ages ago to you.” Sam says and then points at Dean who looks with wonder up at the angel. Of course.

“I had some business in heaven and… hello Dean.” Castiel says and his words turn so softly at the end, when he’s talking to Dean. He even kneels down in front of him, Dean smiles shyly back.

“Hi.” 

Sam had never really known that at one point of his life, Dean had been this shy. It’s adorable.

“Rowena said the curse will take 24 hours and then he’s back to normal, but I guess in the meantime he should still wear clothes, so we'll have to go shopping.” Sam says and points at a shopping center.

“And you couldn’t do this alone?” Castiel asks, a bit annoyed himself now. Dean makes himself even smaller and even puts his thumb in his mouth. Sam tries not to gag, because who knows what Dean had touched.

“No. It’s almost Christmas, there are people everywhere.” Sam answers and then walks towards the mall. He figures Dean would be happier with Castiel anyway. Profound bond and all.

Castiel takes Dean into his arms and realizes that Dean is shaking a bit. He still doesn’t speak though and Castiel closes the car’s door, before following Sam.

Sam was right, inside the mall are way too many people. Castiel tries to stay close to Sam and thank god they find a shop for kids on the first try. It’s overwhelming and loud inside. There are kids everywhere.

“Okay I will get a car seat and stuff like that, while you should get him dressed. Meet me at the checkout.” Sam says and just like that he’s gone. Castiel huffs.

“Then lets see where we find some nice clothes for you.” Castiel says, more to himself, but Dean nods anyway. Castiel is almost relieved to see that it’s quieter in this section of the shop.

“Hey can I help you?” A young woman comes towards him, probably alarmed that Dean is wrapped only in a huge blanket and a shirt.

“Yeah uh, he fell in a puddle and I don’t have anything with me to change him, since I forgot his diaper bag. We’re having a really bad day.” Castiel says and he is so glad that Dean taught him how to lie a while ago. The saleswoman smiles.

“Uh huh were you a naughty little guy, hm?” She asks and tickles Dean, who giggles adorably. Castiel feels himself smiling at that sound.

“Do you have anything really warm?” Castiel asks and luckily she doesn’t stay with them any longer than showing him some underwear and really cute onesies. Castiel can’t help it. He takes a really fuzzy green one and changes Dean into it. 

Dean seems a bit confused but so much happier than before. Castiel finds some socks and shoes as well and helps Dean to put them on. He forgoes any animal printed things because he knows Dean would hate that or pretend to.

“Are you warm now?” Castiel asks and Dean nods so shyly again. Castiel’s heart melts. He even gets him a jacket and another set of onesies, underwear and socks. 

“Cas!” Dean says surprised when he’s been put down. But Castiel needs to carry all their things now.

“Thought maybe you wanna walk, but please take my hand.” Castiel says and Dean does that immediately. Castiel wonders how much discipline the little guy already had when Mary died. Castiel sees a lot of other children running around and screaming, but Dean is just quiet.

Sam is nowhere to be seen though.

Castiel is content with just waiting here, but he sees that Dean keeps looking in a certain direction. At first Castiel thinks it’s because he sees Sam, but there is nobody.

Then he understands.

“Dean would you like a toy?” Castiel asks and to his surprise Dean shakes his head. He seems flustered and looks down at his feet. 

“It’s okay you can have one.” Castiel says and walks over to the toy aisles. Since it’s nearly christmas there are so many toys, that even Castiel feels overwhelmed. 

“Are you done?”

Of course that is the moment Sam chooses to come back to them. He has a cart with a few things in it. Castiel throws the clothes on top of them.

“I wanted to buy Dean a toy.” Castiel says and for a moment Sam seems to be irritated, but then he nods in understanding. 

“Sure Dean, get anything you like.” Sam offers and he is sure that Dean would go for the power rangers or even the Batman figure. Instead Dean stays where he is, not daring to touch anything.

“Dean, hey what’s wrong?” Sam asks and he kneels down in front of Dean, who starts to cry silently. It looks like he’s a bit overwhelmed.

“Sweetheart it’s okay, hm? Sam and I have the money.” Castiel lies, because he has the feeling that’s the problem.

“B-but…” Dean cries even harder and Castiel takes him back into his arms. Dean really looks like he could use a hug. Dean freezes at first, but then relaxes and cries into Castiel’s trenchcoat.

“I have no idea what’s wrong.” Sam admits and Castiel carefully strokes over Dean’s back.

“I think it was a lot today. He’s probably tired too and we should also get something to eat for him.” Castiel says and Dean sniffles.

“Are you sure you don’t want something, Dean? Look, they even have plushies!” Sam says, but Dean just points to the bottom of the shelf. 

“You want the train?” Castiel asks, a bit surprised. It’s made out of wood but colorful. Dean nods, rubbing over his eyes. It’s really cheap, so Castiel takes it. He would buy anything to make Dean happy.

Dean happily takes the train into his hands, smiling again.

“Were you afraid to ask for it?” Castiel asks when Sam paid for all their stuff and they’re outside the store. Dean is still holding the wooden train, but Sam also gave him a pacifier, which he sucks happily on.

“Yah.” Dean admits, not really looking up. Castiel sees how angry Sam gets at that, but he doesn’t say anything. Castiel understands the feeling, he could strangle John Winchester as well.

Castiel kisses Dean’s cheek, just as Sam does.

“Never be afraid of asking for something you want.” Castiel mumbles into Dean’s hair. Dean doesn’t answer but makes little noises for his train.

It’s not a long way back home but when they arrive Sam puts a blanket down and lets Dean play with his train. They’re a bit surprised to hear Dean squeal a lot as he plays with something so simple.

“He really likes the train huh?” Sam says smiling, when he sees that Castiel is watching over him.

“Yeah. I wish he would always be this happy.” Castiel admits. As shy as Dean is as a toddler, this is just adorable, seeing him so free.

“Cas! Sammy. Choo choo?” Dean asks, holding the train up while smiling widely.

“You want to play with us? I thought you’d never ask.” Sam says as he sits down next to Dean. Castiel smiles widely and joins them both.

Dean’s giggle grows louder with each minute.

[personasintro]

My Tiny Secret | 06; First Meet

𝑴𝒚 𝑻𝒊𝒏𝒚 𝑺𝒆𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒕 𝒅𝒓𝒂𝒃𝒃𝒍𝒆 | 06; First Meet

⏤𝒔𝒚𝒏𝒐𝒑𝒔𝒊𝒔; Pretty face doesn’t make it up for an ugly personality. And Kim Seokjin is the perfect proof of that.

⏤𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈: seokjin x reader

⏤𝒈𝒆𝒏𝒓𝒆: angst, smut

⏤𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔: toxic relationship, mistress au, strong language

⏤> 𝒇𝒊𝒄 𝒊𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒙

buy me a coffee?♡

You pace around the living room, something that you’ve been doing for a couple of minutes, knowing Seokjin is going to be here any second. Even though you agreed to his recent text, you’re still not sure about it. It’s only fair for him to properly meet his son.

You never tried to contact him and neither did he, until a few days ago after your visit to his office. For a moment you thought he changed his mind – about wanting to be in Yoojin’s life – since he didn’t text you for a few days. But now he’s coming over and you feel like you’re going to throw up from the nerves.

When was the last time you were this nervous?

Breaking news to Hoseok after you came from Seokjin’s company wasn’t the easiest thing. He could see your pale face as soon as you came home, which only led him to ask you a million questions. So you told him – everything. From that time he visited the hospital to see Yoojin to when he sent you money, which was the cause of your visit. 

Hoseok, the good friend he is, didn’t get angry for you not telling him sooner. In a way, he understands you and your decision

Maybe it’s better for everyone that he’s working now, so he won’t be here when Seokjin finally comes. Although, you’d appreciate some presence different than Seokjin himself, but this is for the best. Hoseok isn’t very fond of him and the same thing goes for Seokjin. The last thing you need is for them to fight, you know they’d be capable of that.

And when you finally hear a firm knock on the front door, you think about hiding somewhere so you don’t have to face him, but that’s just ridiculous. You’ve to overcome this feeling, he’s going to be in your life from now on. But he’s not here for you, he’s here to meet his son.

“You came,” you breathe out a shaky breath, looking at the tall man in surprise when you see him.

He’s not wearing his usual suit, the only thing you’ve ever seen him to wear and for a second you think if it’s really him. He wears a jeans, freaking jeans, with black oversized hoodie covering his broad shoulders. If he notices your stare, he doesn’t seem to be phased by it as he brushes his long fingers through his dark hair.

“I told you I’d came, didn’t I?” he says with no particiular emotion or tone behind it, which doesn’t help your nerves at all.

“You did.” you almost whisper, grabbing the door knob tighter in your hold as he coughs looking straight at you.

Rather feeling awkward you feel a weird tension between you two. You can’t be the only one who feels uncomfortable right now. He surely has to feel it as well. 

Right?

“Well, are you going to let me in or?” he asks dumbfounded and you blush in embarrassment at his blunt question.

“Yeah, sure.” you nervously choke out, opening the door wider for him as he brushes past you.

He takes off his-- wait are those sneakers?

You never knew he actually owns any sneakers. You always saw him wear those expensive boots. It’s just another reminder that you barely know him. Rather than be surprised by his choice of clothes, considering the cold weather which only means he came here by a car, you nervously start walking to the living room.

It’s not the first time he stands in Hoseok’s living room, eyeing the whole place, but it sure feels like it is. There is a slight difference than when he was here the first time, a bunch of baby toys laying on the couch or on the floor now which you forgot to put away. There are a new pacifiers still in original package laying on the coffee table. Luckily, you managed to put away the breast pump that was there just an hour ago.

“Sorry about the mess.” you murmur awkwardly, embarrassed by the slight mess that you forgot to clean.

It’s not like you didn’t plan to, you’ve just been so distracted by your nerves that you just didn’t care.

He doesn’t really feels bothered by it nor reacts to it. “Is he sleeping?” he asks instead, looking around some more and you wonder if he avoids your eyes or he just feels curious about the apartment you live in.

Knowing him, or at least the small part you got to know, he doesn’t feel shy and is overly confident with holding an eye contact. Something you lack of.

“Yeah, but he keeps waking up and goes back to sleep. He’s not used to any routine right now, he’s too small for that.” you explain, coughing right after as you lead him to your bedroom.

Of course he’s too small. He was born three weeks ago!

You don’t expect him to react or voice his thoughts, so you’re not surprised by the silence coming from him as he slowly follows you.

Slowly opening the door, you reveal your bedroom that Hoseok gave up, since it used to be his bedroom. He took guest room, the smaller room, saying you both need a bigger room. Another thing to make you feel guilt about.

It’s nothing special and not that much, just a room with king sized bed taking most of the space with Yoojin’s crib right beside it. There is a chest of drawers right on the opposite side of the bed. There is just one frame on it that might be considered as a decoration and that is photo of ultrasound you got when you were nine months pregnant. You both walk in while you can feel his presence right behind you, his cologne filling the room you sleep in.

He does the same thing he did in the living room and that is a curious around himself. He slowly takes the white frame from your chest of drawers, looking at ultrasound photo with puzzled look. It looks like he finally recognizes his son’s features and his eyes slightly widen in realization while the corner of his lips slightly lift upwards.

“I wanna have a copy of this photo.” he speaks up quietly, or more like mumbling under his breath.

Well, you could just ask nicely you--

You just nod, biting your tongue as you walk up to a crib where Yoojin’s sleeps. Since the space is very limited, Seokjin is forced to stay at the end of the bed while he curiously peeks behind you. Your lips curl in a weird shape, amused by him. Slowly and carefully, you take the small bundle of joy into your hands causing him to stir in your hold as he starts whimpering.

“Shhh, it’s okay.” you whisper to him, cooing at him as he opens his small eyes but closes them right after. He calms down and you point at door to Seokjin, he seems to be taken back by the baby in your arms but he quickly recovers, nodding.

The bedroom is too small, too small for you to be so close in his presence. Also, you both could get more comfortable on Hoseok’s plushy couch.

Once you step out of the bedroom and come back to the living room, Seokjin turns around and stares at Yoojin’s with doe eyes.

“So, this is him.” you mumble, looking down and smile right after you see him.

You don’t purposely look at Seokjin, your attention focused on your son but you can feel him stare as he slowly walks up to you. He’s so damn close that you can smell his cologne again, but this time his own warmth as well. You look up, finally finding that courage to let your eyes linger on his face. You find him looking at Yoojin with unrecognizable eyes before he slightly bends down to get a better look.

He can smell the baby powder mixed with that soft smelling fabric softener you use – and probably your breast milk as well since he ate half an hour ago before Seokjin came. The new scent is something completely foreign to him but he finds it calming and oddly likes it.

“You wanna hold him?” you quietly ask, his eyes slightly widen as he looks straight at you.

He seems to be taken back, looking like a complete different person. This is something he’s not very familiar with, this is completely new to him. So is to you, but you spent your last three weeks with him. You’ve had enough time to get familiar with the new feelings of having a baby.

“I-are you sure?” he breathes out, scratching the back of his neck as the tip of his ears are reddening.

Is he blushing?

“Well, you’re here for him. Aren’t you?” you chuckle at his current state and for the first time, he doesn’t have any snarky remark aimed towards you.

He’s too focused on your son and the fact that he’s about to hold him for the first time. The last time he saw him was back at the hospital, through the glass which seemed unreachable back then, but he can already tell he grew up. He’s still as small as he can be, but he’s getting slightly chubbier in cheeks.

“Come on, I’ll show you. Let’s sit down in case you’d let him fall.” you tease him with a grin while he rolls his eyes at you.

“Very funny.” he grumbles but still follows you before he plops down at the seat beside you.

Yoojin starts to quietly blabbering at the movement while wiggling his tiny fingers with his eyes still closed. You swing him in your arms, gently so he wouldn’t start crying. Once he calms down, you adjust yourself before handing him to Seokjin who stares with wide eyes, but he’s quick to grab the tiny body wrapped in beige blanket with white dots.

“Support his head like this,” you tell him, holding Yoojin’s head before Seokjin’s huge palm replace your own. “And wrap your arm around him like this.” you end with grabbing his arm, ignoring jolting feeling once your hands touch his arm even through the thick material of his hoodie.

He places it around Yoojin, listening to all your instructions while he mindlessly stares at the sleeping baby. “Wow,” he breathes out, adjusting himself before he goes back to simply staring at him in awe.

You can see how new and unfamiliar it is to him, just like the sight of this is to you. You’ve no idea how you should feel about the current state of Kim Seokjin, holding your baby. You’re both parents. He’s a father now.

It’s crazy.

“We created this?” he asks quietly and you almost don’t hear him, but the room is filled with so much silence that you do.

You bite your lower lip, subtly nodding but he probably hasn’t even noticed it, too caught up in his thoughts. Maybe you weren’t even supposed to hear it. He seems like in daze.

“What’s his name?”

The fact that he doesn’t even know his son’s name never crossed your mind, not until he asks it without glancing your way. He never asked you that time in his office and you never told him. Not like it was done on purpose, more like you forgot to even mention that. You were too caught up in the fact that he’s about to be in Yoojin’s life from now on.

“Yoojin.” you answer with so soft tone, that sounds just plain vulnerable and you must look like it when he glances your way.

He stares at you, surprised that you actually took the tip he gave you, which you never asked for but are still grateful for. The name really suits him and it rolls off tongue nicely.

“Yoojin,” he whispers, looking down at him as the baby soundlessly sleeps in his father’s arm. “Does he have my surname?”

He has to ask now that he’s finally able to touch and hold his own child, a half part of him. You’re not surprised by the questions since he has every right to ask about his son. It’s weird, because all he ever cared about was to be in his life and now that he is, he asks basic informations. It’s like him being in his life was the most important thing and mission he had.

“Yes.” you whisper, looking away while fiddling with your fingers, using that fact that he’s not even looking at you.

You didn’t want him to be in his life, but you still wanted to have his father’s surname. Kim Yoojin. It definitely sounds better than with your surname. Yeah, that’s the reason.

“Kim Yoojin,” he says more like to himself, blinking couple of times, before he continues.

“It’s nice to meet you.”

[arthurflecksgirl]

Imagine giving Arthur a clown soft toy🥺

Plushie clowns and happy tears 

was a Headcanon I wrote a while back. It was one of my first I think.

I`ll copy it in here:

* When Arthur was still a little boy he had no toys at all. Penny didnt have much money and she wouldnt try to get him at least even one single toy. He knew that toys existed, though. He saw other kids on tv playing with teddy bears and plastic cars. Little Artie always looked at them with a heavy heart. He wished so much for  just one toy.

*When he would ask Penny if he could have one, she would always say that she is poor and can`t afford such unnecessary stuff. That he didnt needed toys anyway, because he was already such a happy boy.

*Arthur wasnt happy. And watching the kids in the movies playing in their bedrooms made him even sadder. He didnt had his ow bedroom eighter. He slept on a matress in the corner of the living room, right beside the radiator. He always thought it would help him a lot to have something to cuddle with while lying there. Stuffed animals were his faves. No one ever hugged him, so at least he would have something to hug and cling on.

* Sometimes he wished for a present from his mum on his birthday.  But it never happened. No one ever mentioned his birthday. Some years he even forgot his birthday himself. It was like it doesnt even existed. It was like HE doesnt even existed. He just wished Pennys boyfriend also thought he didnt existed. But he did.

*One day, when he got hurt by Pennys partner again, little Artie would run away from home. Running down the streets in Gotham city. He didnt knew where to go to. He wished he had a friend, but he was all alone in the world.He thought that  If he had a friend right now, he could go there and maybe he or she would have some toys to play with together. Maybe even a teddy bear.

*Gotham was a very ignorant city. They didnt even noticed the little kid running around without his parents. Arthur sat down on a bench. He wanted to cry but he couldn`t.  He felt the urge to cry so many times, but it was difficult for him to make the tears come. So it was just a feeling of being chocked. No one could see how he felt inside. That he was getting short of air.

* After the air came back again he would walk down the streets and find a junk market. He saw one of those markets before when Penny neeeded a new jacket. It was people seeling their old stuff for a cheap prize. Arthur walked through the pretty crowded place. Many clothes and books. Sometimes he watched people buying stuff and looked at the differents things with curiousity. But he never dared to touch or ask for something.

*After fiveteen minutes of pushing himself through the crowds he would see the most colorful tables of them all. It had stuffed animals, plastic cars, puzzles, games and other  toys all over. Arties couldnt belive his eyes. It was so beautiful. He made a stop right there, staring at the teddy bears.

*The old woman sitting behind the table looked at him and asked him if he lost his parents. He didnt answered. All his attention was focused on green hair sticking out between the different teddy bears. It chatched his attention right away.

*“I see you are looking at something?” the woman asked. Arthur pointed at it “Does that one teddy bear have green hair?”. The lady smiled “Oh no, thats not a bear.” Her hand was reaching out for it and she pulled out a small plushy clown with yellow vest over  a checkered jacket. Arthur loved the huge, curly, green hair and his painted face.

*The old lady showed him the plushy “He`s got one big, smile,huh? He was always my fave but I am getting old. I dont need him anymore.”

*Arthur kept in staring at the small clown. There was something about this toy that made him feel less sad when he was looking at it. The woman asked him one more time if he was all alone here. And Arthur told her that he ran away from home, which alarmed the woman right away. She told him that he cannot walk around Gotham all alone. That its a dangerous city for a small kid like him.

*The old lady touched the hair of the plushy clown. “Would you promise me to go back home if I give you Mr. Clown?”. Arthur nodded sadly “But I dont have any money”. “Thats okay, little boy. Just please go back to your parants,okay?” Arthur nodded one more time as she handed him the clown.

*He felt something that must have been joy when he held the clown in his hands. He touched the fabric of the clowns clothes and looked at his big smile. He looked up to the seller “My mum always tells me that I should put on a happy face”.

*“See?” the lady said “I am sure your mum is already worried about you. Hurry up!” And as litte Artie said thank you for the present and turned around to leave the place, the old lady ran after him and told him “Hey, little boy, just to let you know. His name is carnival”.

*30 years later

*Arthur was having nightmares again. He woke you up in the middle of the night, just like you told him he should if the nightmares wouldnt leave him alone. And it would happen a lot.

*You told him that its okay and turned on the lights. He was covered in sweat, his brown culs hanging heavy upon his forehead, dark bags under his eyes. He was even having trouble breathing a bit.

*You wrapped his arms around him tight as he was kneeing on the bed. Usually there were no words needed. Hugging him was enough. He just needed human connection. Something he never experienced in his childhood.

* He told you that it was memories of his childhood again. He wasnt sure which part of his nightmares were based on true memories and which ones were just stuff his mind made up while sleeping. He always had this one dream about his only toy being taken away from him. A small, plushy clown he found at a junk marked after running away from home. He didnt even remembered who it was that took th plushy away from him, but the pain of losing his one and only toy was unbearable for little kid Artie. It wouldnt even leave him alone 30 years later.

*After you managed to calm him down , he would crawl back under the sheets again, pressing the pillow against his face to build a shelter.

*The next few days you thought about his memories a lot and wondered how you could help him with that. You might not be able to change the memories but maybe there was a way to comfort him. And suddenly soemthing came to your mind. What if YOU would make him his own clown plushy all by yourself? He told you so many times how his old one looked like and you were really good in  knitting. So maybe you should give it a try?

*You started to knit a small clown the next day. You had everything you needed for it. There was just some meterial missing that you needed for his clothes,so you bought some fabric to make sure it would look like the plushy he discribed. It took you some days and you were hiding your work in the wardrobe between your sweaters to make sure he wouldnt find it before its finished.

*You were really excited about the thought that you might make him happy with the clown plushy. Knitting it for him made you happy,too. You put all your love in it. Thinking about kid Artie always made you sad but now he wasnt alone anymore. He wouldnt be alone ever again. You loved him with all your heart and you would never leave him alone ever again. He knew that.

*As the clown was finished you looked at it and felt satisfied with the result. His smile was big and bright red. You even managed to make the green hair look real puffy and curly. The jacket looked a bit big on him but you thought this would be just right.

*Early in the morning after you made some coffee, when Arthur was still asleep you tip toed back to the bed and placed the plushy right beside his pillow, so he would see him right after he wakes.

*You sat beside him on the bed, sipping your coffe, reading a book and twenty minutes later he started moving, mumbling something you couldnt understand, before he opened his sleepy eyes.

*You touched his messy bed hair “Hey, my love. Good morning”. Arthur immediately saw that there was something lying beside his head. He asked you what it is and reached out for it.

*You could never forget his face when he saw what it was. He wanted to ask you where it came from right away, but he couldnt say anything. He just looked at the small clown. And at you. And back at the plushy. His eyes watering, tears of happiness running down his cheeks, as he pressed the plushy close to his naked chest.

*You crawled up to him, laying your loving arms around his fragile shoulders “I hope it just looks like the clown from your childhood, Artie. I knitted this one for you myself. I thought you need your little friend again”.

*Arthur pressed the clown even closer to him, he was crying so hard. “I don`t know what to say” he whimpered. “This makes me so happy. YOU make me so happy. I don`t deserve it.” He smiled between the tears “Look at his big SMILE!”. He gave you a sloppy kiss on the lips. His face wet from crying.

* You kissed his salty tears away. One by one. A taste of his happiness. The happiness he deserved so much.

*Arthur took a close look to every detail of the plushy. “He is holding a sign with his name on it!” he said.

*Yes Artie, he does. Remember you told me the name of your childhood plushy? I didnt forgot.

*Arthur`s smile grew even wider than the clown`s smile. His eyes lighted up as a single tear fell on the plushy´s sign which said “MY NAME IS CARNIVAL”.

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So yeah....

Oh my god, Arthur would be the cutest when receiving a clown soft toy or a plushie. He would be so moved. Artie is a little boy at heart and he deserves to get all the things he never got when he was a kid.

He would be in tears. Happy tears. I often imagined this. I think he would hug it all night long when you wouldnt be home.

I would definitely give him one!

[itzagothamcitysiren]

Welcome to the Family

and here’s part two! I also kinda was wanting to start possibly taking requests for these fics? I’m not sure if this is something people are interested in? or how to go about it? let me know what you guys think! 

PART ONE

I’m Just a Shot Away From You pt.2

           “Are you sure we’re clear?”

           Jason couldn’t stop the loud grunt exhaled from his lips as Halley asked him the same question for what felt like the tenth time since they left the manor. They had just arrived at the parking lot of Amusement Mile, Jason parking the motorcycle he took from Bruce’s garage and grabbing Halley’s hand before leading them towards the entrance. He had made sure the cost was clear, waiting until he knew Bruce and Dick would be far off into the city, starting their nightly patrol with Alfred locked away in the Batcave on monitor duty.

           “Will you relax?” He said, slightly laughing at her flustered appearance. She’d been really stressing about sneaking out as soon as they started getting ready. Jason knew they’d get in trouble if they got caught, but he shrugged; if they got caught then they got caught. “You’re not going to have a good time if you keep being more paranoid than Batman.”

           “Ugh, fine, you’re right, you’re right.”  Halley repeated, sounding more firm the second time she said the phrase. As they walked up to the ticket booth, Jason quickly paying and grabbing their wristbands to enter the park, she shook off her nerves. The smell of fried dough and other carnival foods hitting her nostrils, causing her to hum. Looking up at Jason she smiled, feeling a lot more relaxed than she did seconds ago, “So where to first?”

           Jason looked around and through the mob of people. They could go off and play some games, seeing a few not that crowded. Or they could also hit the rides first before the lines got too long. Or even grab some food, the smell that caught Halley’s attention know catching his. He tugged her off to the side towards the food venders, deciding that that sounded the best right now.

           Between the pair of them they got two pieces of fried dough, Halley finishing hers quickly and attempting to steal bites from Jason’s while he wasn’t looking. They also grabbed some cotton candy and a bag of popcorn, knowing that they went overboard slightly right off the bat but didn’t care. It wasn’t everyday they could get away with eating like this and they let their eyes do the thinking over their heads.

           As they munched on their snacks they walked through the park, once their stash starting to deplenish deciding to stop and play some games. Halley nearly choked on the popcorn she was eating, falling into a fit of laughs as Jason failed at the strongman game, the puck only getting barley half way up the track. He felt a dig at his pride, handing the man running the game another five dollars to get three more chances. The second time he got a little over the halfway mark, but that had been the furthest he got. Before he could waste any more money on the game, Halley walked forward, leaning up and placing a kiss on his cheek and dragging him off.

           After a few easier games, Jason stopped them in front of a shooting game. He’d always loved the game and was excited when they finally found it. He paid the man, grabbing the fake haunting rifle from the counter, lifting it up and taking aim. He took his first shot as the worker hit the button, making the duck’s on the wall in front of them start to move. It had looked easy enough, but when the ducks started moving faster he found his eyes darting to find a good target. He fired when he thought he had a shot.

           “Tck,” Halley made a clicking sound with her tongue when he missed.

           Jason side glanced her, noting how she looked like she wanted to say something but was biting her lip. He shrugged it off, taking aim again, still having two more turns. He quickly wiggled his shoulders, raising the rifle up again to aim. For a fake gun, it had a decent recoil he wasn’t ready for. Closing one eye to get a better look he pointing the gun slightly downwards he put his finger on the trigger, ready to pull back when Halley made that sound again.  

           “Yes?” Jason looked at her, not annoyed but with slumped shoulders.

           “You hold it down like that and the butt of the gun is gonna come back up and smack against your chin.” Halley said seriously, throwing Jason off. Her eyebrows furrowed together and her posture somewhat mimicked Bruce when he was watching Jason do something wrong in training.

           She quickly realized this and softened her stance. She let her hands slip into her sweatshirt pockets, somewhat stuttering as she corrected herself, “I mean, it won’t hurt. It’s not a real gun but- uh, er, never mind. Forget I said anything, take your shot.” She back tracked, waving her hand in front of her face, motioning him to continue.

           Jason quirked his head sideways at her, amused and totally forgetting that she was the master’s marksman out of the pair of them. Going back to take his shot, he took the same position he did before only to falter as he heard Halley’s feet shift on the pavement. Side glancing her again, he saw her biting her lip even harder. This time he just chuckled, lowering the rifle and ignoring the clearly impatient worker.

           “What am I doing wrong now?” He asked, not offended but amused.

           “Nothing-, its fine.” She shook her head, not wanting to draw any more attention to herself as the worker stared at the two teens, not understanding why she was acting the way she was. It was just a game after all, it was meant to be fun; it didn’t need to be perfect.

           She grunted when she saw Jason give her the look telling her he wasn’t buying it. Huffing, she placed the left over popcorn bag on the counter, moving to stand besides Jason. She raised his arms, moving the butt of the gun to rest properly against his shoulder. Her eyes trailed from where his path of sight was to the moving ducks, adjusting the barrel so he had a clear shot; only if he wasn’t so eager and impatience and trigger happy, he might actually hit one this time, she thought.

           Once she was pleased she stepped away, blushing. “Sorry, I have- uh, a thing against bad posture. Dad drilled it-,” She paused, realizing that she was oversharing, not only to Jason but to the random stranger watching them. “Continue.” She nearly squeaked out.

           Jason frowned, grasping now why she had been fussing. He didn’t even think about her past when he walked over to the game. He often forgot about it to be honest. She never really talked about Slade or her past anymore. She’d turned somewhat normal you could say and Jason now felt bad about making her bring it up. He decided to finish his turn quickly, doing better than last time, managing to hit one of the ducks down.

           He placed the gun on the counter when he was finished sheepishly. He looked up at Halley intending on asking her if she wanted to head to another booth but saw her eying the gun. At first he got nervous, unable to read her expression as she stared down at it. He instantly thought that maybe he triggered some sort of PTSD episode and felt himself panicking. But he quickly calmed himself, noting how she didn’t look to be in distress. She looked at the rifle longingly, as if she wanted to try.

           “You wanna turn?” He offered lamely, unsure if that was really what she wanted.

           “No, no it’s okay.” She clearly lied, waving him off again.

           He rolled his eyes at her, uncertain as to why she was being so hesitant. She was completely fine with telling him she wanted to try every other game so he had no idea why she was being like this now.  Pulling out the right amount of bills he paid the worker for another turn, handing off the rifle to her without a word. Stepping back, he gave her space to take her turn.

           She was hesitant at first, not sure that she was comfortable holding the weapon again. The last time she held a gun she was on the edge and willing to kill her father. She swore to herself secretly she’d never use a gun again or in fact never kill again. She was still haunted by her past even though she was in fact doing a lot better than she had been. The nightmares hadn’t come in a while and she hadn’t felt like she was walking on eggshells when it came to feeling guilty about her previous life.

           But this wasn’t a real gun, it was a toy, and she could feel the shiny plastic instead of cold metal as she felt herself robotically raise the rifle up. She took a deep breath, closing one eye and aiming as the rig moved back to life. Exhaling, she pulled the trigger.

           “Holy shit,” Jason gapped along with the worker as she fired all three shots one after the other, as rapidly as the toy allowed, hitting the harder to get targets.

           She let the gun lower, smiling. Even though it was just cheap plastic balls shooting out, she couldn’t help but feel the rush she used to love when firing an actual gun. She laughed out, reaching into her own pocket and pulling out more money. She slammed it on the counter, making the awestruck boy behind it scampering to grab it and restart the machine.

           Within the next couple of hours the pair had their hands full of prices after hitting stall after stall that involved any type of shooting game. Once Jason realized how satisfied she look after nailing each target, game after game, both laughing hysterically as the carnival workers grew more and more frustrated with each price they snagged,  he pressed them further into the park. Time flew by, Halley now juggling a giant teddy bear plushy she won herself at the throwing darts game and the smaller plush that Jason wished she hadn’t picked out when he won in ring toss. It had been a cutesy looking version of him as Robin and his cheeks were so red when she exclaimed how adorable it was and that he had to win it for her, or else, she had said.

           Once their hands were full enough with treats and prices, Jason led her over to the Ferris wheel, claiming his feet hurt from walking. It wasn’t a complete lie, he’d also just wanted to spend a couple of moments alone with her away from the clutter of people littering the park. Jason wouldn’t consider himself a romantic, but he was constantly finding himself wanting to do things he normally wouldn’t do for anyone else for Halley.

           He felt himself smirk when they waited in line, Halley noticing a little blonde girl staring up at the teddy bear she held in her arms. Halley gave the little girl a smile before leaning down and handing it off to the girl, giving up the plush. The mother thanked Halley, insisting that she hadn’t had to do that but Halley insisted that it was fine, smiling back at the little girl who hugged the bear tightly.     When they were next, Halley waved goodbye to the little girl who had started babbling to them while they waited in line.

           Jason hadn’t said anything about the little exchange, but felt himself smiling at the girl now sitting next to him. She leaned back into the seat, looking out into the city’s skyline, taking in how peaceful it looked from where they were. Jason followed her gaze, he too loving how their city looked from this view. He scooched closer to her, ignoring how rickety the passenger car was when he moved. Placing his arm around her shoulders, he let out a sigh when she pushed herself into his side, leaning her head onto his shoulder.

           “This is nice,” she said softly as he started playing with a loose strand of her hair. She hugged her little Robin plush to her chest, afraid she’d drop it otherwise. “Thanks for making me come out, Jay.”

           “Jay?” his eyebrows raised at her, having never heard her call him that before.

           “Sorry, it just came out, I-,”

           “Its fine,” he laughed, pulling her in tighter. “I like it.” He smiled down at her, giving her a soft kiss on the top of her head.

           Part of him wanted to smack himself for being so soft but the other part of him was stronger and he found himself growing to not care about being ‘soft’. He was thanking himself as well for making her come out, haven’t felt this carefree and relaxed in while. There was no stressing over being caught, no stressing over school and no stressing over protecting the city. It was just them and he wished he could freeze this moment for as long as he could. Just for tonight he didn’t mind not playing the hero and for once just being a kid.

[cassiavioletblue]

Jungkook was having a shitty day at work before a super cute guy decked out in black showed up (Yoonkook)

GENRE: fluff  ~ PAIRING: Yoonkook ~ Wordcount: 1,2k 

{written alone this time as Softjeon was at the doctor‘s and I couldn‘t wait so I took the drabble and ran with it. I hope that’s okay, dear anon XD}

Jungkook hated his work. He hated, hated, hated it!

Being in customer service seemed like an invitation for people to get all their anger out on him and yell at him for things that weren’t even his fault. He was just working at the store, he was in no way responsible for any of their politics, be it the color of their wrapping paper (yes people actually complained about that) the gifts they were allowed to give to customers who paid a certain sum (“Isn’t there anything else you could give me?”) or the delivery times.

At the end of the day he was just utterly exhausted. And did anyone give him credit for smiling all day and being polite to people who downright insulted him or threatened to call his superior - which wouldn’t make a difference because the company rules were the company rules, no matter if it was him or his supervisor talking to a customer. However, he had to find out that if you were enough of an asshole you got what you wanted, no matter if it was against the rules or not because apparently the company couldn’t take the ‘social damage’ of people remembering someone screaming profanities in their store. 

Jungkook wondered how the people there must feel when they saw that an asshole was getting a return or extra gift or whatever else they were yelling for while Jungkook has had to refuse their polite request for a return five minutes ago. Didn’t that show them that manners where worth less than being awful? One person like that could ruin his whole day - and today it had been more than one people from that category. Tiny little incidents that added up to him having the shittiest day he’s had in quite a while.

When the doorbell gave a little ring, indicating that someone had come in just ten minutes before closing time he could feel his anger rise. Surely it was that one customer again who came in at least three times a week, always right before closing time, just to tell Jungkook about his “great achievements”, ask him a hundred random questions about their sales, making a mess in at least two shelves - and then leave past their closing time without buying anything. Jungkook was ready to burst and yet he turned around with an icy smile to greet the customer. To his surprise it wasn’t who he had thought it was. 

Right before him stood a boy who looked like he came right out of his dreams: He had light blond hair and smooth flawless skin. His features were delicate and ‘soft’ would be the first thing that would had come to Jungkook’s mind if it weren’t for the guy’s eyes: they were sharp and piercing and Jungkook felt totally put on the spot. 

“Uhm..h..hi, how may I help you?” Jungkook internally groaned at his weak greeting. He had said his standardized sentences so often now that they normally came over his lips smoothly no matter what but apparently seeing a guy with a pretty face dressed all in black was rendering him useless. Despite his ‘bad boy’ attire and his sharp eyes his voice sounded soft when he replied. “Actually, yeah, I’d like that. I’m sorry that I’m bursting in this late but I just got off from work and I forgot that birthday party I was invited to and it’s tomorrow so… I don’t really have that much time left.”

Jungkook smiled at the other’s cuteness. “It’s no problem, really. I’m pretty sure we can find something before closing time. So what were you thinking of?” The other shrugged his shoulder and bit his lip, looking a little lost before he answered, “Something.. fluffy?” Jungkook blinked at him and then repeated, “Fluffy?” just to make sure that he had heard right. Yoongi nodded and Jungkook stood there for a second before he decided to dig a little deeper. “So how old is that person? Is it a friend, a coworker… how much money do you want to spend?” Those question would help him define what he could suggest as a gift even if Yoongi himself didn’t seem to have much of an idea. The other blushed and with a sinking feeling Jungkook thought that the answer would be that he was looking for a gift for a crush or his boyfriend but the actual answer took him by surprise. “Well, she’s seven and…” 

“Seven?!” Jungkook interrupted him suddenly and Yoongi’s blush deepened. “Yeah, she’s.., my neighbours kid actually and she likes me a lot because I did some babysitting since they had moved here and so… she kinda invited me and so now I’ll double as a guest for her and as a helper to keep the birthday party under control for her mum. I have no idea what she would love to get because it’s a tiny apartment and she gets all her books from the library so no books and she doesn’t have a favourite animal that I could get her as a plushy. I mean she likes unicorns but…” Jungkook laughed and accidentally shut Yoongi up. “I can totally work with that. I have basically everything unicorn in here! Unicorn notebooks, unicorn pencils, unicorn plushies…” 

“Really?” Yoongi’s wide eyes suggested that he wasn’t up to date with the current unicorn trend so Jungkook just motioned him to follow him to the unicorn shelves. Yoongi stood there and gaped and only Jungkook’s chuckle got him out of his staring contest with the pink and rainbow-colored oversized plushies that were at eye level. “So, I guess you only have to chose now?” Yoongi nodded and so Jungkook left him to decide for his own and to get ready to close up the shop in a few minutes. Quickly after that Yoongi came to the checkout with a unicorn plushie and a few unicorn stationery things to match. 

“Should I wrap it up as a gift?” Yoongi nodded in relief “Yes, please! If I wrap it her mother might mistake it for paper trash.” Jungkook tried hard not to grin as he quickly wrapped up the gifts in their multicolored paper, while Yoongi pulled out his wallet. Jungkook saw him take out a pencil and wondered what he was doing but he couldn’t quite see with the cash register in between them. 

When he was finished Yooni gingerly took the gifts and pushed some bills in Jungkook’s hand. “Thank you so much for your help! You can keep the change - and have a nice customer-free evening.” he was walking away when Jungkook noticed a piece of paper under the bills. “Wait, you forgot some - oh!” On it there was a number, a name and a note that said ‘Call me’ with a smiley beneath. Jungkook blushed as he looked at Yoongi who winked at him before leaving the store. And there was even one minute left before closing time! 

While Jungkook got out his key to lock up he thought that sometimes working in retail wasn’t that bad.

[nikatyler]

Felt like doing some replies the ~ old fashioned ~ way. I should be packing, but I don’t wanna. One good thing about this semester is that I don’t have classes on Monday morning, which means I don’t have to go to Prague on Sunday. But I’ll be once again going home late on Friday -_- Oh well. Maybe I could skip the lecture every once in a while to go home on Thursday afternoon.

I’m scared. Not really of what I’ll have to learn because I know that even if it’s difficult, I’ll probably get it in my brain in the end. Somehow. I’m more scared that once again, I’ll be left alone. I haven’t really found a stable friend group. I mean, I talk to some people sometimes, but I wouldn’t call it a friendship. One friend that I thought I could rely on doesn’t even bother saying hello to me anymore. I don’t know what I did to him, he just stopped talking to me. But maybe it’s for the best. Even when we still talked, I couldn’t believe how judgemental he was, and I often wondered if he talks about me like that too when I can’t hear it. He probably did. Oh well, I’ll see what I can do. I hope I’ll run into someone who is kinda like my best friend from high school.

As for sims stuff, I know I still owe some things to some people and I feel bad about it. You’ll get it eventually. I’m actually looking forward to doing it too. Makeovers are fun. I’d also like to release some more sims, I have one more sim dump and then some old legacy characters I want to share, plus some BC contestants that didn’t make it. They like to get eliminated in the first rounds.

Also, thanks for the comments on my mental health update post. I’ll see how this turns out and if it doesn’t get any better (I’m kinda hoping that better weather brings better mood, it worked before), I’ll start looking for a therapist or something. No offense to my parents but talking to them about this didn’t help in a slightest. They just don’t get it. And I swear I’m not reverting back to the “I’m an edgy misunderstood teenager” phase. Even though “edgy misunderstood teenager” is an aesthetic I still live for. Whatever that means.

And thanks for the tips on the laptop post. I’ll keep them in mind and I’ll probably ask again when the time comes and I actually buy a new one.

Ahh...I guess that’s it? Replies under the cut. As per usual, they’ll probably be the shorter part of this post, but oh well.

abysims  replied to your photoset  “Let’s find Lilith Vatore some love! In my game, I’ve had Lilith in a...”

Honestly Cassandra and Lilith would be amazing (... In my Glimmerbrook Academy story Cass is actually gonna have a huge crush on Lilith so I'm voting for that, yas!)

Ooooh that sounds great! Also, I’ll have a post announcing the results of the post coming up later, either today or tomorrow, but...spoiler alert: Cassandra might have won ;)

tiny-tany-thaanos replied to your post “Simmer - Get to Know”

Lol this thing with Mermaids made me remember that when my friend and I were like 12 years old, a 6-year-old made her a "proposal" and we answered him that she'll marry him when he buys her a house by the sea in Prague

Omg sea in Prague sounds kinda cool, my faculty would be so close to the beach *-* Haha but at the same time it’s kinda terrifying, where would the sea come from? From the north? From the south? Would that mean my home doesn’t exist? Or, actually, considering my town was built on a big hill, would that mean I live on an island? And which part of Prague would be under the sea and which one would stay?

Sorry, I got distracted thinking of this AU where my country actually has access to the sea :D But we used to have it, back in like I think 12th or 13th century. We’re wayyyy smaller now.

amuhav replied to your post “Me, looking up some specs of my current laptop: you're...you're...”

If it's anything like me with my first 'gaming' laptop, the store clerk basically straight up lied to me about how good it was, and I was too young and naive to know better �� sims 3 almost burnt that thing to a crisp ������

Lmao I have a similar story with my first laptop, we were told that it has this super amazing graphic card...and it wasn’t amazing at all, as I later learned when my laptop broke.

amuhav replied to your photoset “Sims Moodboard Challenge I was tagged by @blurrypxls,...”

Oh no... don't make me want to go back to pinterest and do more of these �� They're ADDICTIVE

THEY ARE! I haven’t done much today, but I’ve spent a lot of time there all through this last week.

amuhav replied to your photo “I need to stop. This is more addictive than scrolling through memes....”

Pssst, not to enable or anything, but Picasa 3 has this nice feature where you can take a bunch of pics and it makes them into a nice collage. That's how I made mine, and then used them as my desktop backgrounds ��

I think I’ll use Photoshop, like I do for everything else, but thanks for giving me an idea for my new background! I used to have my sims or some other characters set as a background, but now that I take my laptop to school I feel a bit uncomfortable with that, so since October I’ve had this kinda boring background and I’ve been meaning to change it into something nicer, I just didn’t know what to put there. Now I do.

fataleromeo replied to your photoset “Sunset: “How dare you pretend you’re Father Winter?” Father Winter:...”

Holy crap, Sunset is a lot more buff than I ever realized. Those arms! ��

Yup. That’s because she has to get her Athletic skill higher for work. I think her muscle slider might be at max, actually!

fataleromeo replied to your photoset “Father Winter: “That’s it! You’re going on my Naughty List. Your...”

How could she not with with muscles like that?? Damn his Christmas magic!

Next time we should just call Caleb. I mean, he defeated Grim Reaper with no problem, surely Father Winter won’t be any more difficult for him!

fataleromeo replied to your photoset “Sunset: “Okay, cool. You won’t give us gifts but I have a special one...”

Lmaoooooo, get him, Sunset! ������

He deserves it

asplashofsims replied to your photo “~ daylight”

Cute picture! ♡ I hope you feel better soon and omgg winx club, it's my guilty pleasure for sure hahah all the childhood memories��

I love Winx Club so much. It’s a little ridiculous and the plot holes are terrible (and don’t let me talk about anything after season 4, those are not my Winx D:), but I can’t let it go.

blubrich replied to your post “I forgot how traumatizing Toy Story 3 was ��”

Especially the ending! ��

YES. I remember the whole cinema was crying.

Also, Toy Story always unpacks this weird guilt in me haha. Because as a child, naturally I was like “I would NEVER abandon my toys, I’ll keep them forever!”. And now...they’re in boxes...under my bed and in the basement...some of them I gave away or to my younger sister, who then also gave some away because she’s fifteen now. I still have my plushies and teddy bears in my bed though, it would be too empty without them :D

silverspringsimmer replied to your audio post “(via...”

I love Within Temptation and they got me into heavier music later, too!

I don’t even remember how I found them. I was just bored of the music I was listening to all the time back then, so I clicked through playlists and stuff on Spotify and somehow I landed on their page, I guess. And I immediately fell in love.

tiny-tany-thaanos replied to your audio post “(via...”

Oh this song was the first song of this bad which I heard! It was also 5-6 years ago.though I do not listen to them often these days.

I think the first song I heard was What Have You Done, which I liked and still like very much, but then I heard this one and went kinda crazy because it just sounded so epic and exactly what my poor slightly depressed fifteen years old soul needed. In one day, I completely switched from pop to metal and it took me a few years to appreciate my old favourite music again. (I know that I say all the time that I’m a Taylor Swift stan, but actually I only really started LOVING her music again last year.)

I’ve always thought that it’s kinda funny that in my Music class, for the first semester I prepared a project about Taylor Swift. In the second semester, that changed, the old pop loving Ronnie was dead, and my new project was about Within Temptation :D But I remember that I was actually upset that day, I chose to show my classmates the video of What About Us and they didn’t appreciate it. And then after me, my other classmate had a project about some singer who had this weird song about getting high. They wanted to replay it. I was so bitter, in my head I was like “this song that I showed you has an interesting meaningful message and you’d rather listen to a song about drugs, how dare you?! You’re absolutely terrible!”

Yeah. I mean, I get it today, but I was so, so bitter.

amuhav replied to your audio post “(via...”

I recently found out they had a new album out (and Nightwish had a new single out too ��) and early 2000s emo teenage me immediately surfaced and threw money at my screen!

Ahhhh I’ve basically had Noise on repeat since it came out, I love it so much! And the video is cool too. I can’t wait to hear the whole album. Nightwish never disappoints, I hope I’ll one day get to see them live. I’ve had a few chances but then it never worked out.

[pokemagines]

JAPAN TRIP 2k19 with Mod Elesa (1/?)

hey n’yall it’s mod elesa, lemme tell u bout my japan trip! u can find some of the photos of these events on my instagram @atel2er! i didn’t want to flood this post with pictures hehe ,,

GENERAL STUFF

went for school, study abroad trip to study visualization and simulation of “serious games” that businesses buy and use (but i dont feel like talking abt it since this is the FUN POST

may 10-26

the flight was 11 hours, p easy, i didn’t know anybody going into the trip because i didn’t go to any of the meetings HAHhaHEHA

whatever. everyone on the trip initially came off as if they had yellow fever and i was like ... i’m really not trying to interact with FETISHIZERS

turns out they were all really cool! only this one kid was a real weeaboo who was greasy and tall and a neckbeard who kept talking about being “culturally insensitive” and speaking japanese constantly to the teacher and the TA like ... ok patrick we get it you flex

i stayed in a hotel in shinjuku! everything is so small and i used the bidets for the first time and WOO chile that shit feels FUNKY on your asshole

i visited shinjuku major (kabukicho aka red light district, couple other places!), ikebukuro (THE MEGA POKEMON CENTER), mt fuji, fuji q highland, akihabara, hamamatsucho (area where tokyo tower is), HARAJUKU, and the emperor’s palace! i’m probably forgetting some places since we went to a lot of temples and shrines that were cool ...

the public transportation in japan is scarily on time.. like, by the second. they apologize if they’re one minute early and will wait until the scheduled time before they move omg

the subway stations have their own jingles! they kind of act as an alarm system because a lot of people sleep on the subway (which is why people generally don’t talk on it) and will recognize the jingle for their stop!

the crowded hours on the subway are noon and 6-8pm... like, its insane. it’s actually packed like sardines in there. 

EVERYONE THERE IS SO SHORT.... i was taller than a lot of the grown men there (i’m 5′4″ or 162 cm for reference) and most people were around 5 feet tall... the only people taller than me were some kids around my age and this gaggle of japanese schoolgirls who were like 5′7+ and i was like. sis you’re 13, why are you that tall

pokemon is EXTREMELY prevalent in japan wherever you go. there’s pikachu stickers on taxis, pikachu is on ads on the subway and at the AIRPORT, pokemon go is widely played by a lot of people and so many of the people in my group played it so i got conned into playing again. i leveled up 5 times within 3 days and honestly? i’m god

anime is very normal there... i know that sounds all “weeby” but a lot of normal shops had animated mascots and there were ads for anime all over the place. 

literally gacha machines everywhere i spent a lot of coins on gacha machines plz kill me

the homies in japan loooove crepes. they sold so many crepes. everywhere. just crepes. also spaghetti carbonara! and corndogs HAHAHA

the food there is so cheap but SOOO GOOD. sushi isn’t all that expensive at all?? like a set of 16 pieces is 1080Y... meanwhile that cost in america is like. $6000 HAHAHAHAH. 

very humid? at all times? also the RAIN is debilitating if u make one wrong step you will slip and die (like i did! i stepped on a tile and fucking fell into a puddle! i have bruises still!)

SHINJUKU (detective pikachu day, may 10)

i went to go see detective pikachu on its release day in shinjuku! before that, i went to a couple sega buildings--

the sega buildings are 4 story buildings FILLED with claw machines holding stuffed animals, figurines, candy, all kinds of stuff. when i went, there was a lot of detective pikachu-related stuff. i saw this detective pikachu hat in one of the machines and spent 1000Y (about $10) or 10 attempts at the claw machine ... i still can’t believe i got it ... nobody was there to see it besides me and i YELLED when it dropped 

i wore the hat that entire day around shinjuku because i honestly felt like god. people would point at me and go like “ah! meitantei pikachu!” and smile at me. i was a celebrity. i wore the hat into the movie theatre, i wore it through the entire movie, and when i was walking out, someone tapped on my shoulder and asked for my picture. she was all nervous about her english and was like “i love your hat. may i take a picture?” and i was like omG YES U CAN... sweet bab... so that’s the first photo of me that ended up on some random person’s phone

we waited around for the mass of people to exit the theatre and then left, and we ran into her again! she asked me more questions about the hat: “did you make it?” “no, i got it in a claw machine in the sega building.” she looked dumbfounded. “in shinjuku?” “yes.” “in the sega building? over there?” “yeees.” “in a claw machine?!” “yes!” “ah! i thought you made it! it’s so cute! i’m going to get one for myself.” “lol ok have fun”

i learned that its customary to stay until the very end of the credits before leaving a movie out of respect for the people who made it! meanwhile in america we walk out when the credits roll FHDSKFJS OOPIES

SHINJUKU (visit #2)

we went in the night time to go see the red light district aka kabuki-cho because thats where a lot of the bars are

i don’t drink so i didn’t join the people who went to the bars to get CRUNK, so i dragged two other guys with me and we walked around the red light district

I SAW SO MANY HOST CLUBS. so many maid cafes. so many bars. i saw a love hotel too... i was like... i wanna go inside... Blease... and my friends were like “you’re so weird KHEDJFSk” and im like “I WAS GOOGLING THESE IN CLASS TODAY, I DIDN’T THINK THEY WERE REAL”

my friend sean (he’s from taipei, cool guy, could read a lot of the kanji so we used him to navigate the subway HAHA) was walking with me that night and we saw this hole in the wall that had stairs going down to a peep show ... homegirl had her whole ass out on the sign... tiddies covered with caution tape ... i said MAAM?

one of the signs in kabuki-cho had a woman doing straight up ahegao with (what i’m pretty sure was) nut on her face. it was a small sign and i was the only one who saw it. i lost my shit. it was the funniest thing ever

kabuki-cho is really really dirty... like people straight up litter all the time bc there’s no trashcans around? so people throw their shit on the ground? and everyone steps on it... very seedy area, very gross, but i was absolutely enthralled with the nightlife and the blatant sexual vibes half the places had!

some dude stopped me and started speaking english saying “do you like karaoke? you should come drink with me for two hours, it’s a great price if you drink a lot” and i was like “no... i have to go home” and he’s like “come onnnn it’s a good price” and i was like. i’m not very assertive with men so i started panicking and my friend sean (A GOD AMONG MEN) started speaking chinese to him and he backed off ... i love you sean you’re so fucking COOL

IKEBUKURO (pokemon mega center)

so there’s this huge mall. i forgot the name, but it’s got like a lot of floors and they’re MASSIVE

on the 2rd floor is the MEGA POKEMON CENTER!!! i was so HYPED to go in there!!! it was teeming with people but there was just... so much stuff. all kinds of merch. they had plushies of the original 151, a shitton of really cool tshirts, a whole block for detective pikachu-themed merch (pins, socks, canvas bags, shirts, patches, hats, etc), and sooo much more. there’s a giant charizard statue when you walk in, as well as a statue of a pokestop HAHA. i was so excited and i wanted to buy so many things when i was in there bc they had stuff for all the legendaries (LATIOS AND LATIAS STUFF WERE THERE I WAS SO HAPPY)!!! literally anything you can think of, they had in some kind of pokemon print. including underwear. yeah i said it. here’s a really good article that showcases some of the stuff they sold there!

for reference, 100 yen is about 1 usd. a lot of things there were 480 yen ($4.80) or 3000Y ($30) and it was just... beautiful. 

when i was there, yen didn’t feel like it had monetary value since it’s not the currency i’m used to, so i sPENT WAY TOO MUCH AHFJKDFD

they had themed cash registers with each of the starters... i cried :’)

i actually went there a second time but it was packed for a different reason. some idol group was performing on the ground floor and a shitton of girls were screaming fanchants while their jpop boys danced LOLLL. now i know how people see kpop stans ...

AKIHABARA (i went like 8 times)

this is what i like to call my birthplace

we went to the maid cafe. of course we fucking did. i got a dreamland passport and some cat ears. THE MAIDS ALL LOVED HATSUNE MIKU

SPEAKING OF HATSUNE MIKU AKA MY GODDESS, she was pretty popular in akihabara! she was also on some posters in the subway stations (across tokyo, not just in akihabara) and was apparently having some magical mirai concert???

there’s this giant tower called radio kaikan thats right outside the akihabara station that’s filled with all sorts of anime shit. i spent so much money in there. Good God. there was a furret plush for 5400Y and i was so STINGY that day i shouldve BOUGHT IT....  it was a longboi and i was like... sis!!!!

remember how i said my brain didn’t register that yen had monetary value? yeah i spent hundreds of dollars here no cap ...

i went to a kaguya-sama cafe as well on another day bc my friend joe (one of the figureine-collecting weebs) wanted to go and get a chika coaster

i went into a three floor sex shop and gave no fucks, the bottom floor was filled with bdsm shit and LEATHER SCHOOLGIRL OUTFITS and it was WILD. and these two old men were just casually browsing this shit like we weren’t both looking at whips and buttplugs in Public you know

i wasn’t fazed by a lot of the stuff there bc i read Funky fanfiction but the people i went in there with were major uncomfy ... i was like PRUDES HAJKFDAHDS i almost bought something don’t tell anybody

OKAY SO. there’s this place called super potato that has a floor dedicated to old games and consoles. they had so many gameboy advances and gamecubes and old consoles (famicom, dreamcast etc) for CHEAP. they had a gameboy color for 4900Y and a gamecube for 5600Y. a bitch almost cried. they had every old pokemon game under the sun (the original red, blue, yellow, gold and silver) and i ,,, they were 480Y. they were 480Y. that’s five fucking dollars. do you know how much collectors pay for that shit on ebay? HUNDREDS. i could’ve mass bought those and sold them and made so much cash but I DIDN’T.

that store had an original unopened copy of super smash bros melee and pokemon colosseum and i was like... wait if i cop a gamecube i could play pokemon collosseum like a true g... ((i didn’t cop))

but anyways there were a lot of games that didn’t make it to america (including mother 3! which my friend connor bought! as well as the console to play it!) and just... so many old things i grew up with ... 

whenever i walked out of the super potato we’d end up in an alley where all the girls who work at cafes were advertising their stuff

i always took the flyers from the girls bc they spoke their cute english to me and i was like... i’d die for you, yknow that?

ALL KINDS OF CAFES. regular maid cafe, pirate cafe, ninja cafe (you could do that thing where you karate chop a wooden block in half), sailor cafe (as in actual ship captains), shrine maiden cafe, vampire cafe, prince cafe (for the ladies ;3), catgirl cafe, bunny girl cafe... i took all of the goddamn flYERS THEY WERE ALL SO CUTE :( i wanted to go so bad...

FUJI Q HIGHLAND (also known as the time i flipped my shit and went on rollercoasters)

when i found out about fuji-q, i told my group that we HAD to go. i didn’t want to go to an onsen. i wanted to go to fuji-q. i had to. i love rollercoasters, it’s my passion, my driving fORCE IN LIFE

so fuji-q is home to 4 record-breaking rollercoasters! u got fast boi aka jojo reference do-dodonpa; EXTREME TALL BOI fujiyama; superior to x2 at six flags eejanaika; and the steepest rollercoaster in the world TAKABISHA ... i got to ride fujiyama, eejanaika, and takabisha! the scariest one was probably fujiyama despite it being very cut and dry up for... ever ... 79 meters ... oh god ... i lost my shit on the way down ladies let me TELL YOU

FUJIYAMA ALSO HAS A VIEW OF MT FUJI AND I WAS LIK E”YO GUYS ITS MT FUJI” and then we went down and i screamed

please watch the pov videos for these rides they’re very good but they don’t convey the absurd amount of excitement i had going on these rides

anyways the fuji-q park was having a sword art online collaboration when i visited, so they played SAO music and had cardboard cutouts for them across the park... kirito’s ride was fujiyama (aka the king of them all). i forgot the other ones but those alicization kiddos were there but ion care about ALICE OR EUGEO

the first ride i went on was eejanaika which is a 4d rollercoaster, pretty epic, total Baby Ride though

i went on as a single rider so i ended up getting put in this group with these college kids! the guy i was sitting next to spoke to me in english and asked basic questions: “where are you from?”, “is this [ride] easy for you?”, “how old are you?”, basic stuff. he asked why i was in japan and i told him i was studying at waseda university, and he immediately perked up and went “I GO TO WASEDA!!! WASEDA YEAH!!!” and fist bumped me ... his friends were giggling and kept asking him to ask me questions and it was just. so wholesome.

when we were abt to get on the ride he looks at me and says “my name is soichiro. call me so-chan ok??” and i was like... “so-chan” and his friENDS ALL STARTED GIGGLIGN AND I WAS LIKE U///W///U

while we were going up on the ride, he kept yelling “JESUS FUCK YOU JESUS CHRIST” and my favorite: “JESUS CHRIST WHAT THE FUCK YOU” because apparently fuck cannot be standalone! “what the fuck you” is my new fave insult (i miss you so-chan)

afterwards he kept coughing and was like. dead. his soul left his body. so i asked in him japanese like,,, “daijobu ka?” and he was like “nai.” and i just laughed at him bc BA B Y SO-CHAN CANT HANDLE SOME SPINS 

i bought a corndog at fuji-q at this place called arirang hotdog which is a korean style hotdog place??? BRUH that shit is so good but i shat myself for a good minute afterwards ... damn i want those corndogs

sadly i did not get to go on do-dodonpa because nobody wanted to ride with me and i didn’t want to go by myself >:/// still mad abt that bc that was the FAST BOI ...

also. takabisha. the guiness world record with the 121 degree drop. not even scary. BUT they do hang you there for like 3 seconds before making you go down and i was like “YALL FUCKIN WITH ME” really loud when they hung us there ... PLS watch a pov video you’ll see what i mean ...

HARAJUKU (i totally forgot abt this place OH lord)

i bought ... clothes here ...

they have all those clothes with the random english words on them so OF COURSE i had to buy one AS WELL AS a hat to match!

i also bought one of those ear hats where u press the paws and the ears move ... bts inspired that one

so many people in harajuku absolutely DECKED OUT in fashion. what a bunch of legends.

apparently wearing shirts that say “babygirl” are popular here i have no clue why ,,,, also im pretty sure i remember seeing a shirt that said “call me daddy” and i’m like. Ok Japan

half the shit in english made ZERO SENSE or was SPELLED WRONG and that was common all across japan, not just on harajuku fashion pieces LMAOOOO

deadass i went to a couple businesses (fuji xerox, nissan factory, etc) and they had spelling errors all over the place... nissan really had a placard that said “Prease do not touch” AND I CACKLED hfDSKLJF ilove u nissan

[yeosanggf]

A Christmas Chenle

Pairing: Zhong Chenle x Reader

Summary/Request: You and Chenle are in choir together and are assigned to decorate the tree for your school’s festivities. | Hi uwu I absolutely love the way you write💗 if you have the time, could you please do something fluffy with Chenle pls? I’ve been looking for some Chenle fluff and I can’t really find any:/ If you don’t have time it’s totally fine hehe I hope you have a great day/night uwu💗💗 @maaaaaaaaatroshyka 

Genre: fluff

A/N: if you dont celebrate Christmas, dont worry i have many chenle fics planned! I hope this takes your mind off some sad stuff :( i know my fellow shawols must be having a hard time so may this serve as a happy distraction! much love - dia

“You’ll go down in history!” The men’s choir finished their final rehearsal. Winter Break’s Eve was approaching swiftly and every year your school would hold a celebratory assembly to hold festivities, perform skits, and sing songs about Christmas, Hanukkah, and other worldwide winter holidays. In three days, you and the boys would perform for your school at this annual Christmas event. Mrs. Yang, the choir director, had chosen you out of the girl’s choir to join the men’s this year to sing soprano. There were a few boys who could hit the high notes, but not enough. You’d be singing alongside Lee Donghyuck, Moon Taeil, and Zhong Chenle, the last of whom was in your grade.

You rehearsed in the Performance Hall. For three of the four seasons, it was a lackluster room; usually, the red carpets were the only pop of color, the only thing that drew the eye upon entrance. During the Holidays, the Hall was lit up. Festive cultural desserts were set out on tables and fairy lights brightened the walls, bringing light to the ever-drab occasion of an ordinary assembly. The walls were ordained with paper snowflakes, a giant wreath was hung on the open door, and the voices of the choir opened up the space and shattered a wall of dullness, turning the place into a Winter Wonderland. The choir, being the biggest group, had the responsibility of decorating the Performance Hall. Every year, a tree was put up, a menorah was lit with fake candles, and gifts were exchanged within every performing group in Secret Santa.

“Alright kids, as there’s an odd number of you this year, there will be one group of three…” Mrs. Yang addressed the nineteen of you. The sopranos were split into Hyuck and Taeil, and you and Chenle. Your job was to buy decorations for the tree.

You and Chenle had been friendly before; it was hard not to like him given his outgoing nature. Taeil’s voice would crack, he’d start laughing, and soon after the whole choir would be giggling with him. He was a lovable creature, Zhong Chenle.

That Sunday, you and Chenle went to the mall. It was an awkward atmosphere, you’d never hung out alone. You rocked back and forth on your feet and he played with his hands, both of you waiting for the other to say something first. He broke the ice.

“Wow, so it even smells festive in here, huh?” You gave a quick glance at the candle store behind him before giving him a small smile. He wasn’t wrong. It did. “Shall we?” He grinned.

The only plan was to walk until something caught your eye. For Chenle, that thing was a plushie store. Without thinking, he grabbed you by the wrist and pulled you gently in that direction.

“Y/n, who’s your Secret Santa?” He asked, turning a Charmander plushie in his hands.

“Oh, I have Jisung. Shoot I’d completely forgotten about that.”

“You know him?” He put down the Charmander as he eyed a seal across the room.

“Not really, I know he’s on dance crew but I have no idea what to get him. I don’t know what dancers like.” Chenle walked over to the seal as you followed behind.

“Well, he’s my best friend. I can help!” Surprisingly, you’d never seen the two interact. Jisung was a tenor, so he sat far from you and Chenle. “Jisung… he likes random stuff. Stuff he’d never need but can entertain him for hours on end, you know?” You nodded, understanding. “Last year he got a launchpad and he was on that thing for hours…”

You and Chenle walked around the shops for a while, looking both for decorations and a present for Park Jisung. One store was completely decked out. There was tinsel in the windows and a light up snowman at the door. The inside had shelves upon shelves of ornaments and lights, and even a section for gift-giving. You and Chenle decided to split up to look for decor. You were on silver decorations and Chenle on white. You admired the gift section as you searched. Initially, you wanted to find something for Jisung, but the jewelry counter had you hooked. It was cheap enough, maybe 20 bucks a piece, but you only had the school’s money on you. They had necklaces, earrings, and rings of many designs and cuts. One set of gold dangly earrings caught your eye. A gold chain hung from each ear, with little golden music note pendants hanging on them. Realizing your distraction, you turned back around to see Chenle waving you over. You met each other at the checkout counter with hands full of decor to rob the school’s bank account dry.

“They’ll never let us buy anything again.”

“Well, better to regret doing something than never doing it at all!” Chenle laughed, handing the wide-eyed cashier the school’s card. “Did you find anything for Jisung?”

“Not yet. What does he like, man? I can’t think of anything good…” Chenle had told you a bit about him while you walked around the mall before, but it wasn’t helpful information for finding a gift.

He likes to dance, rap, he’s kinda shy… you recalled him saying.

“Ooh, I know!” Chenle grabbed half the bags, “Jisung has abnormally large feet, we could buy him shoes! He can never find ones that fit!” You couldn’t contain your laughter.

“Chenle do you really think I have enough money to buy something like shoes? I don’t even have my own money on me right now.”

“It’s okay, I’ll buy them for now. You can pay me back later, but I’m so sure there’s a place around here that holds his size, come on!”

Chenle ran to the shop he was thinking of and waited for you at the door. There were indeed a lot of shoes.

“Jisung likes black…” he said, putting a finger to his chin and furrowing his eyebrows as he looked for the size. It was really cute, the way he focused. He grabbed the correct size and walked with you to the counter to pay. He didn’t even notice the price as he gave his card and turned to you. “Aren’t you glad you have me here?” he said in a tone that was more of a happy statement than a question. You didn’t respond, you were too focused on the receipt the cashier handed Chenle.

“125 dollars? Chenle, what the hell? You just paid for shoes that are 125 dollars!” You exclaimed as you grabbed the receipt. He saw the fear in your eyes, but he didn’t seem to care.

“Yeah,” he said, taking the box from the cashier, “Is that okay?” Um, no.

“How- I don’t have $125 to pay you back, man, I’m a highschool student!” Chenle stared blankly at you for a moment before apologizing.

“Oh… I’m sorry, I guess I should have consulted you,” he chuckled, rubbing the back of his neck with his hand. There was nervousness in his voice. “You can totally pay me back in increments, no rush!” He smiled and ruffled your hair playfully, making light of the situation, before once again grabbing the bags and shoebox and heading back to your car. You’d heard the kid was rich, but that was a lot to spend so spontaneously at his age…

Chenle closed the trunk before freezing suddenly.

“Hey, Y/n I think I forgot something. Give me a minute, okay? I’ll be right back,” before you could answer he ran back to the mall. Ten minutes later he returned.

“Found it?”

“What?”

“Whatever you were looking for?”

“Oh, no. It must be in one of our bags. It’s okay, I don’t really care. Let’s just drop this stuff at school, I’ll worry about it later.”

“If you say so, Chenle.”

♪

On Wednesday evening you two helped set up the tree with the decorations you’d bought. The other night after the mall trip, you wrapped up Jisung’s shoes to put under the school tree alongside the other gifts. Wong Yukhei, of the bass line, arrived late to the decorating, with a big flourish as usual.

“Yes!” He exclaimed, walking through the big double doors, “Let’s get this matzoh!” and, as usual, everyone ignored it.

Yukhei and Ten were in charge of light decorating around the side door that led up to the stage. No one trusted them with the bigger stuff. Of course, the first thing they did was put up was mistletoe.

Just like when you were buying the ornaments, no plan was put into decorating this tree. You and Chenle both just threw stuff on and hoped it looked good - and honestly, it wasn’t too bad. For two kids who could barely reach the top of the tree, it looked pretty dang good! Once all the decorations were up, you both stepped back to take a look at the final product.

“You know, it could be better,” Chenle smiled.

“But we decked them halls okay no one told us to try.” Since Sunday you’d felt closer and closer to Chenle. He laughed at your jokes now. Jokes… You felt comfortable telling jokes with him! A big accomplishment considering how intimidatingly extroverted he was. It was safe to say that by this point, you were friends.

♪

Friday was the day of the performance. Students flooded the PH adorned in ugly Christmas and Hanukkah sweaters, reindeer antlers, and Santa hats. The girl’s choir wore festive onesies and the boy’s choir wore ugly sweaters. From morning to evening there were festivities. The theater kids did skits with the sports captains and the teachers had a holiday costume contest.

The day came to an end with the songs you’d rehearsed. People milled around eating whatever holiday treats others brought in for the occasion and listened to the sound of your voices bouncing off the walls. When the day was over, the choir went backstage for Secret Santa. Safe to say Jisung loved the shoes and gave you a big hug, which gave you time to whisper in his ear that it was really all Chenle’s doing but you were glad he liked it. When it was your turn the boys all looked to you, and you saw Chenle pull a little box out from his coat pocket.

“You’re my Secret Santa?” You laughed, taking the box, “What, are you proposing or something?” You opened the box and your eyes widened, your smile faltered before growing twice as big. Gold chain music note earrings… the ones you saw in the shop on Sunday. You gaped unintentionally and looked back up at him, as he gave you a wink from across the room. After the gift exchange, you caught him leaving from the offstage exit. “Hey! How’d you know?” you asked, stopping him. “How’d you know I wanted those earrings?”

“Y/n,  you were staring at them for a good three minutes on Sunday. I thought of getting you them but I didn’t know how to be discreet about it… then I remembered Jisung’s feet and it wiped all memory of the earrings from my mind.” He chuckled, “But I remembered again as soon as we were about to leave! Remember that?”

“Well, I don’t remember how many times you just said the word ‘remember’. Oh, by the way, here’s 20 dollars. The first installment on this loan I have.” You smiled, taking the 20 out of your pocket.

“Hey!” Yukhei called from behind you. You both turned and were met with a smug smirk on the tall boy’s face. “You’re under the mistletoe~” He winked before bounding away, giddy that something he did worked. You watched Yukhei leave before facing Chenle again. He took your face in his hands.

“Can I?” He asked. It was probably the quietest you’d ever heard him. You nodded. His heart beat faster and faster, more rapid than he was expecting, until his lips finally met yours in a sweet embrace. You both pulled away quickly, and it was awkward again, like the first time you hung out. But this time, you both welcomed it. “Y/n?”

“Yeah?”

“You just paid off your loan.”

[thekpopwriting-blog]

Dating Ateez

I'm a new blog so this wasn’t requested yet but i gotta show off the goods y’know. gotta entice the viewers, lure you into my den, maybe bake you some cookies. idk smoother you in love probably 

What Dating Ateez Would Be Like

Hongjoong:

He’s literally a softie and it shows. When he first tried to ask you out on a date, his ears turned bright red and he stumbled over his words. You had to take mercy on his poor soul and just told him to pick you up at seven.

He loves to take you out for a simple café dates, especially for your first date. He loves to just spend time in your company, talking about anything and everything. Before you would even have the chance to pay, he would give the cashier his card and send you a cute, smug smile. You guys stayed there until closing and he blushed heavily as he realized he kept you out so late and probably missed his curfew.

This boy loves you. A lot. He constantly loves to be around you. He’s not that big on PDA but despite this, he will always hold your hand in public if you’re okay with it. Occasionally, when he’s overflowing with affection, he would gently grab your head and place the softest of kisses on your forehead. That’s how he shows he loves you without verbally saying it.  

He gets jealous like any normal person and he isn’t afraid to admit it around you. He won’t say it in front of his members though in case they might tease him. When he gets jealous, he will likely just wrap an arm around you and pull you closer, hoping to send an obvious signal that you were happily taken.

He wouldn’t mind taking you to the studio sometimes. He likes to sit in your presence as you work on whatever while he works on creating new lyrics. He wouldn’t mind showing you lyrics for your feedback. However, don’t ask to listen to the song before it’s finished. He wants you to hear it in all its glory. He’s trying to impress you.

Seonghwa

There’s a reason why people call him a prince. He’s the epitome of a gentleman. The first time he asks you out on a date, he simply meets up with you after class or after work and expresses his desires to date you.

This boy would pick you exactly at six. He was actually early and stood outside your place for twenty minutes, wondering if he should knock or not. He’s pretty sure your neighbors were staring at him through their window.

He ends up taking you out for a nice dinner and movie. During this time, he holds open the doors for you and pays for the entire date. He didn’t believe you couldn’t handle yourself, he just wanted to spoil you.

He was smooth and said you could pay for the next date.  

During dinner he would just gaze at you with pure affection, nodding his head to symbolize he was listening. He would never interrupt you just because he loved listening to you talk.  

Seonghwa loves to spoil you. If he ever notices you staring at something for a little longer than usual, he will add it to his mental ‘things y/n likes’ folder and buy it for you later. He also loves spoiling you with affection.  

He’s not big on PDA neither, but he definitely loves to touch you. He always has a hand on you, whether it be on your waist, or on your lower back, this boy loves touching you. This also means cuddling. When you both are getting ready for bed, he will wrap his arms around you and pull you to his chest. His fingers were intertwined with yours and his nose was buried in your hair.  

Yunho

The first time you ever went on a date, he would take you to a movie theater that had a small arcade in it. He did this so he could spend more time with you. He let you pick out the movie and you both paid for each of your items respectively, though he did offer to pay.  

During the movie he had his arm over the back of your seat. Unfortunately, he didn’t pull a “yawn and stretch move” much to your disappointment. Afterward he would slowly walk you home, purposely taking a longer way if it looked like you were enjoying yourself. You didn’t mind.  

He wants to do any and everything with you. He’s down to try anything. Want to go swim with the dolphins? He’s there. Want to stay home and just order take out and binge tv shows? He’ll immediately order from your favorite place and pull up Netflix.  

He is a soft cuddly bear and I refuse to believe otherwise. He loves to wrap you in his arms, despite your height. He loves the feeling of you in his arms. If he could, he would hold you all day but unfortunately you have school/work and he has a job to do.

But don’t think he won’t try his hardest to drag you to work. He wants you to meet all of his members and get along with them. You both are so important to him, he needs you to get along. And of course, you do.

Yeosang

This shy boy took forever to ask you out. He had to psyche himself up for half an hour before he was finally able to confront you. He had a whole speech memorized but he forgot it immediately. So instead he was mumbling and tripping over his words, his face progressively getting hotter. Please be patient with him.

For the very first date, he just went and took you out for ice cream and a cute walk through the park. He offered to pay for you, and he would smile if you let him pay. Please let him pay just so you can see that cute smile of his. I swear it clears up skin

He’s not very fond of PDA. Not because he doesn’t like touching you, simply because he’s too shy. Whenever you walk down the street together, his hands occasionally brush yours. You’ll need to be the one to take his hand and when you do, he’ll send you a small smile while a faint blush dusts his cheeks.  

He prefers to stay indoors whenever you have date night. He loves to be able to wrap his arms around you while you watch a movie. At home is the only time he feels confident enough to touch you.  

This boy would be so excited to show you his drones. Even if you don’t like them, please don’t say anything bad. His eyes light up and a cute grin settles across his lips. He’s like a puppy. He even has names for each of his drones, which he tells you happily as he points to each one respectively.

San

San was observant. He wouldn’t ask you out if he didn’t believe there wasn’t a chance of your reciprocating his feelings. One day, he had a sudden boost of confidence, so he pulled you aside and asked you out.

Your first date was mini golfing. It’s such a fun activity and he hoped you would enjoy it. He took you outdoor mini golfing at night so you could do it under the night sky. He feels like it adds a sense of romanticism.

Even if you’re a professional golfer, lie to this man and say you don’t know how to play. He will gladly wrap his arms around you and would show you the proper stance. He wouldn’t let go of you until you cleared your throat and he pulled away with a small chuckle. You wouldn’t know he was embarrassed until you noticed how red his ears were.  

He’s such a chill boyfriend. He would like to stay home occasionally and play video games. Even if it’s just one round, he would love to play with you. The couple that plays together stays together.

He would want you to meet Shiber so please act happy, even if you really aren’t. His love for his plushie is pure.  

San doesn’t mind PDA to a certain extent. He wouldn’t mind a quick kiss on the lips, or even holding you in public. However, he feels uncomfortable with having a heated session with you please the way you look after he’s done kissing you is divine and for his eyes only.  

Mingi

When he first asked you out, he tried to act so confident and cool. And you believed it. He’s just naturally able to radiate confidence. During the date you realize how much of a dork he is. He’s a dork but he’s a cute dork.

Amusement park. They’re his favorite place to go and you bet he’s going to take you along. He wants your date to be filled with laughter. That’s how he plans on winning you over. Really. He created a five-step plan and everything. He came prepared.  

Or he was prepared until he ended up eating food and immediately dragging you to the highest roller coaster. You tried to persuade him to go on something else for the time being, but he had a five-step plan, y/n. Don’t worry I got this.

He didn’t. He ended up throwing up in the bushes. You had to rub his back and he just pouted slightly as you explained to the attendee what happened so the mess could get cleaned up. He refuses to believe he was pouting so don’t bring it up.

Mingi loves wrapping his arms around you. Especially outside. He loves showing everyone that you’re dating because he’s just so proud of you. You’re amazing and so out of his league, he can’t believe you agreed to go out with him. Every day he looks at you like you hung the stars in the sky.  

This boy is whipped.  

Wooyoung  

Wooyoung is all confidence. He knows he’s attractive, and while he is humble about it, he knows what he is. He uses that confidence to ask you out and who would say no? This boy is raw charisma.  

He showed up to your place around seven pm, saying he scheduled dinner reservations. It wasn’t extremely fancy because let's be real this boy just debuted, he isn’t rolling in money, but he took you to a nicer place because you deserved it.

He pulled out your seat and sent you a small smile before pushing you in. The whole dinner was spent getting to know each other. The conversation never seemed to fall into an awkward silence and small laughs were shared constantly. If it wasn’t for the fact that the table was reserved for another couple, you probably would have stayed for the remainder of the night. He ended up walking you home like a true gentleman and gave you a hug goodnight and a promise of another date.

Out of all the members, I can see Wooyoung being the most open to PDA along with San. You could be standing in line and he would wrap his arms around your waist and bury his nose in your hair. It’s such a cute scene that other girls would whack their boyfriends and gesture at you both jealously.  

Jongho 

Jongho is a split between a nervous wreck and a confident man who knows what he’s bringing to the table. Depending on the day, you’ll get one or the other. If you happen to get nervous Jongho, you probably wouldn’t notice he was nervous if it wasn’t for the fact he stumbled over his question. However, his hands were definitely clammy, and he hoped you wouldn’t touch them. If you got confident Jongho, he would go up to you immediately and ask you out before he chickened out. Regardless, his hands were still a little sweaty with nerves.  

For your first date, he tried to impress you by going out for a picnic. It was a cute idea and he hoped you would appreciate it. He tried to make some food, but he stopped and ended up preparing snacks. Not that he couldn’t cook, but he ended miscalculating the time, so he had to hurry up because he couldn’t be late.  

Jongho loves to show you off. Not necessarily in public though. He loves to show you off to his members. He loves pulling you into his lap while his hands traced figures over your hands. Of course, if you weren’t okay with that then he would respect that and let you place some space between you both. However, you would never go far because he was always holding your hand.  

Jongho gets jealous, and he’s not afraid to admit that to you. If someone came up to and expressed an interest in you, he would immediately intervene by wrapping an arm around your shoulder and calling you cute pet names.  

If the person still didn’t get the hint or was extremely stupid bold, then he would bluntly say that you were spoken for. Shooting the person a glare, he would pull you aside and continue about your day. He would be miffed the entire day about how the person had no respect for you.

i hope this was good? i struggled writing a first date idea for one of the members and i hope it doesn’t show...

[the-entity-with-determination]

Wednesday, January 3rd, 2018 (02:07)

Dear diary,

(Warning. This entry has some horror/gore stuff.)

HAPPY NEW YEAR ✨

I’m sorry again for not uploading any entries for the past couple days.

Soooo I’ll skip talking about the 26th cuz I remember shit about the day.

27th of December:

I went to the mall with Samurai to buy him a present. I actually wanted to surprise him by saying “heyyyy so I’ve got this friend I didn’t buy a present yet and he pretty much has the same taste as you so could you help me pick him up a present?” and then give it to him. Buuuut the surprise failed a little bit cuz he wouldn’t be able to use the item that much cuz he already owns similar stuff. So we went back to the shop to buy something he could use. (I still feel guilty that he had to spend some money on his own freaking present though… AghhHHHH)

Ahh and we met some friends from school while we were walking around in the mall so we hung out with them a little bit. And then we lost them so we continued to walk around in tha mall.

The day was really fun.

28th of December:

Ohhhh that day was the day when me and Samurai slept over at Naomi’s place for three days.

I didn’t sleep at all because I was too excited for the upcoming day.

I prepared myself and went out of the house. Pffd I was so happy and excited that I couldn’t help but grin while walking to the bus station.

I met up with Samurai at the train station, (we had to switch to other trains a lot), cracked some jokes and at one point I got really sleepy so I dozed off. I was half aware what was happening around me so I slid down a little which made me nap in an incredibly uncomfortable position. And I thought “Should I move???… Nah I’m too sleepy for this bullshit fuck it.” and that son of a biscuit took a pic of my ugly ass napping face ugh.

Ah and we got into a wrong train. It actually went to the exact same station that we needed to go to originally. But it arrived much later so we had one minute to switch to the train we needed to get on. And thank god we made it cuz if we missed the train we could have waited for one hour for the next bus.

We arrived at our destination and once I saw mah broski Naomi I ran up to her and hugged her. I missed her so much. I mean. I haven’t seen her in two weeks so of course I’d be excited.

Since I’ve never been to Naomi’s place I had tried imagining her house by the pics she has sent me over Snapchat and it was quite like I imagined it to be. It was a little bit smaller but extremely cozy and it had that “home” feeling.

I also really liked how she decorated her room. A little bit dark but the fairy lights made it have a cozy aura. My room is pretty plain compared to hers… Maybe I should hang some fairy lights there too.

So now I’m gonna list the tings we did over at her place.

We put on the MCsocks Samurai got us (ofc we took a pic and uploaded it on Snapchat which said “#friendshipgoals hnnNNNG 😤😤😤”), then we unpacked the present Samurai got me and Naomi for Christmas. I got a character plushie (it’s Saitama from “one punch man” btw) and I luv it so much ;v;. Naomi got a special edition Harry Potter glass and a huge poster by Samurai. I gave her a make-up set which has an liquid-eyeliner, kajalstick and mascara. Hope the present is good enough... I'll try to save up money til her birthday so I can get her some stranger things merch.

The next thing we did was dyeing Samurai's hair. Or more like. Naomi dyed it and I just helped out a little bit. So. Since my mom is a professional hair-stylist I kinda know some basics how to dye/cut hair. Even though Naomi did it pretty chaotically it still came out really well which impressed me. Oh man poor Samurai was scared shitless :'D

OMG I FORGOT THE CAT. The cat was literally a blessing. When I came up to her she meowed in a much higher and sweeter tone then my cats do. And she headbutted my hand which prolly meant that she wanted me to pet her. So I did that and my heart went 💘💘💘💘💘. SHE'S THE MOST ADORABLE KITTY I'VE EVER MET OMG AHHHHH.

Thennnn we played doki doki literature club.

So here's a diagram on how spoiled we got: Samurai→ innocent, Me→ a little bit spoiled, Naomi→ basically knew everything already.

This game is freaking awesome. We played halfway though cuz the game took hella long.

Thennnnn we were cooking in the kitchen at like... 3 am? It was hilarious and chill.

Afterwars we played with Samurai's switch a little. I won once and lost ... many times :')

Naomi went to her room and fell asleep. So Samurai went like "ya let's go sleep on the couch." And my inner self went like "OhhHHH k wait what huh. UhhHHH not now weird thoughts." And said "ahh ya sure."

I stopped my weird thoughts from escalating and concentrated on falling asleep.

But well... U can't really blame me on overreacting like this... The last time I've ever slept next to a dude was like... Never. Plus it's someone I have feelings for... So. It's not weird to react like this... right? God it's embarrassing.

Then I went to Naomi's room cuz I forgot some stuff there. And once I opened the door, her fucking poster fell right on her face. I could barely hold my laughter so I hurried up with getting my stuff from the bag.

Finally ended up falling asleep and I slept really well that night.

29th of December:

I woke up and the first thing I see is Samurai's sleeping face.

I pinched myself to check if I was dreaming or not because... How the fuck can a grown up dude look so adorable in his sleep. It definitely did stuff to my heart.

I've closed my eyes again cuz I didn't want to seem like a creep and stuff so I napped for another few hours.

Afterwards both of us woke up. Or more like Samurai woke up and I just opened my eyes.

Samurai kept napping a little while I was watching vine compilations.

Thennn when he fully woke up we played some Mario kart. I've lost like always.

I checked if Naomi was still sleeping. And she hecking was. It was pretty unnormal for her to sleep longer than us. She normally woke up at 8 but this time she slept until 10 or 11.

Then I went back and we played more couple rounds of mario kart.

Then I started to feel sleepy again and napped a little again. And so did Samurai.

Then our sleepy princess finally woke up and we had breakfast.

I can't really remember what we did afterwards but I think we went to the supermarket nearby and bought more of that cola that tastes much better than the trashy coca-cola. I'm a sincere coca-cola hater but the cola that was sold there convinced me that there actually is good cola and doesn't stick to your hecking teeth. We also bought some snacks.

Afterwards we finished playing doki doki. The game had soooo many spoopy moments man. Like. Can u recover after seeing something like this:

Or this:

Or this:

I got paranoia cuz of this game man. UghHH. This game is a masterpiece though.

Me and Sam were scared shitless man. And Naomi was like. Chill af. What in this life is even scary for her. But there also was a scene where Sayori commits suicide... And the stuff she said before she did felt... So relatable.... At one point I thought "Ahh I guess I'll end up the same as her." Sometimes I really want to end up like her... Finally being freed from these hellish emotions...

Then we watched a game theory regarding doki doki and MAN THIS GAME IS DEEPER THAN ALL OF US THOUGHT. DAMMMMMMN.

We watched another game theory which was so traumatizing that I even began to cry a little... It's a theory about a game that doesn't exist called "petscope" by Matpat. It made me sad, angry, disgusted at the same time... Humans can be so horrible... Honestly makes me want to wipe them off of the face of earth with my own hands... They got released this year... I hope they'll die.

After that horrible stuff I think we went to the living room to watch "the room". It was a really "well" made film. The good thing about the film is how freaking bad it is. So it's totally worth to watch it. Afterwards we watched one more film called "the cabin in the forest". And. Honestly after playing doki doki and watching the game theory the film didn't scare me at all.

Then the time came to go to sleep. I.. Didn't feel well... Because of many factors... I won't say what it was exactly since it may sound selfish...

The point is... I sobbed a lot.. I hope no one heard me..

30th of December:

I woke up... Still feeling numb from the sobbing of last night.

I checked out some things on my social media, then checked if Samurai and Naomi were still sleeping and they were..., I took Naomi's Ukulele and went to the living room. I've practiced the chords of "feelings are fatal" until I mastered them. They're quite easy so it wasn't hard studying those. But the song lyrics of the song added a little to my numbness... (And the stomachache) I honestly wanted to cry again but I didn't want to ruin Naomi's day and Samurai's visit so I held them back.

My memory is kinda jumbled up and I can't really remember what happened in the morning.. I can remember that the three of us played Mario kart though, and that Naomi suddenly felt sick so Samurai made tea for her... How the heck did Naomi choose her girlfriend over him... He's the most sweet, caring and gentle person I've ever met.. Some people have bad taste.. (Just as bad taste in waifu's)

Then me and Samurai had to go back home. I kissed Naomi on the cheek and said good bye. Once we got into the bus Samurai talked about his feelings for Naomi. I listened to him, stated my own opinions, "supported" him. (Basically me or him leaning on each other's shoulder which is a gesture of mine meaning "I'm here for you")

I wanted to cry myself because I was so hurt seeing him so sad and depressed.. I wanted to do more than just "support" him... But that was the only thing I could to at that moment. I hope that he'll be happy so much... I want to see that bright and happy Samurai I once knew again. Sadly I'm not able to make that Samurai appear.. So let's hope this year will bring him a person that will finally make him return to his bright self.

Samurai got off of the bus earlier than me (cuz he was meeting up a friend) and thanked me for being there for him. I felt happy that I at least was able to help him a little bit.

Once I got home I was greeted by my parents. I told them some stuff that we did and then ate soup (since I couldn't eat anything more solid since my stomach would feel even worse.)

Then I went to sleep.

31st of December:

I suddenly woke up... So. I find it kinda weird but also helpful. Before Samurai messages me for help I

Am coincidentally next to my phone (which... Well isn't that coincidental since I'm next to my phone 24/7)

I wake up right before Samurai calls for help / I wake up right after Samurai texts me... But not after someone else texts me. Like... The group where the three of us are in had something like. 80 unread messages and I still didn't wake up after hearing the notifications... But right after Samurai texted me I woke up immediately... 6th sense??

So. He text's me:

[12/31/2017, 02:14] Daddy Satyr 😫💦: Coffee (my real name is switched up to the anonymous one)

[12/31/2017, 02:14] Daddy Satyr 😫💦: Pls say u r up

[12/31/2017, 02:15] FR E SH A VOCA DO 🥑: I'm uo

[12/31/2017, 02:15] FR E SH A VOCA DO 🥑: Up*

[12/31/2017, 02:15] Daddy Satyr 😫💦: Rly?

[12/31/2017, 02:15] Daddy Satyr 😫💦: U weren't sleeping till now?

[12/31/2017, 02:16] FR E SH A VOCA DO 🥑: Actually. I magically woke up right now.

[12/31/2017, 02:16] Daddy Satyr 😫💦: Can I call u?

[12/31/2017, 02:16] FR E SH A VOCA DO 🥑: Yup

(Do not question the way I saved him haha. I'll explain that in another entry once.)

He calls me. We talk about how he spent his time at the friend's place. Then how not sober he is. Then he talked about his feelings and how hurt he is... when he began to cry my heart broke in million pieces... I wanted to jump out of my bed, run torwards the bus station which would take me to the bus station which is nearby Samurai's place and hug him until he would feel a little bit better... But I couldn't do it.. I didn't even know where he was at that moment.

And the first time in my life, I heard his own voice, talking about my own feelings. It was really new since I'm used to chat about my feelings. But never talk about it out loud.

He said "Thank you again for being there for me.. You're the only person I can call and talk about all this stuff..I'm sorry for being such an asshole while talking about my feelings even though I'm fully aware that you have feelings for me though..."

I said "It's ok. Don't worry about it."

He said "No Coffee... I know how much it hurts so please don't lie."

I... Tried my voice not to crack because that sentence almost brought me to tears.. But I didn't want to show my weakness yet.

And I really was fine with him calling me to talk about his feelings. That phone call was devoted for him. To make him feel better and not me. If I wasn't fine with it then I'd have never picked up the phone. I knew the consequence and I faced it.

We kept talking for a while until he was close to his home.

I went to sleep again.

The next morning I was helping out my parents with chores.

Then the guest which my mom talked about came over. He was. Pretty nice I guess. I feel the gay vibes from him... How did mom not notice that yet. She's like. The first one to notice if someone's gay or not.... Or nvm I'm part of the lgbt community for like. Almost two years now and she still didn't notice once single thing. Or she did but never confronted me.

We had a pretty nice talk with him and HE'S SUPER GOOD AT BAKING. The cookies he made tasted fantastic. (->q<- )

Thennn after like. 3 or 4 am everyone went to sleep... Except me... I didn't sleep until like. 10 am. So my sleeping schedule got fucked up again...

So. The next two days I was woke at night and slept at day-time.

My mom got so pissed that she said "Coffee, tomorrow you're going to wake up at 9. I don't care if you're sleepy or not but I want you to into the city and do some stuff there. I don't care what but just stay away from home til 17 so you don't sleep the day away."

Soooo now I'm omw to tha city and plan to get coffee at my favorite coffeeshop and finish reading the Percy Jackson book. If it's too cold I'll keep reading it in the coffeeshop. If not then I'm going to read it in the park.

(Update: It started raining so ofc I'm gonna read the book in the coffeeshop. Ahhh daz why my head hurts so much. It's cuz of the drastic weather change.)

For now buh-byeeeeee (14:42) (no it didn't take me 12 hours to write this. I just made many breaks)