#hawk skeletal

[birbbones]

WIP's of some birds I'm articulating. European Common buzzard, Eurasin Kestrel, Tawny owl and Barn Owl (Bops legal in the UK)

[ronanlynchbf]

[sangfielle]

whatever what if i started doing prep for my queen cousland / *coughing blood into a handkerchief* sebastianmancer hawke run

[brattyfics]

Summary: Set against the eerie backdrop of the Florida swamps in the 1980s, this supernatural tale follows Adla Bennett, a woman navigating life after the loss of her father. When she discovers a wounded creature resembling a wolf on her porch, she takes it in for the night, only to find out the creature is a shapeshifter named Terry Richmond. He asks Adla for her help in locating his missing cousin, Mike, intertwining their fates in a way she never expected.

A/N: Divider by firefly-graphics. This is the beginning of my Swampbound story for Scary Terry Night (October 30) featuring Werewolf!Terry Richmond with my fave @uzumaki-rebellion! If you haven’t already, check out her Tattoos and Bloodsucker Blues preview. I struggled to choose an excerpt, so I’m sharing the entire first part. This story features supernatural elements and some mild gore, so please keep that in mind. Happy Reading!

Adla had spent all of her life in Florida, yet the strange things that washed ashore after storms still startled her. Destruction was to be expected—broken tree limbs, uprooted plants, even splintered pieces of homes carried away by the wind.

Tangled in seaweed, turtle hatchlings, along with frogs and crabs scurried frantically, struggling to reclaim their place in the chaos. Sometimes she'd find the occasional oddity: a tattered shirt, a weathered cloth bag, knotted fishing line.

But she'd never come across anything like this—a mangled, bloody deer carcass strewn across the tall grass, torn flesh and fur mingling with pieces of shredded cloth. 

Her instincts screamed at her to back, but curiosity got the better of her.

She knelt down, the air thick with the metallic scent of blood. Something violent had happened here. She scanned the scene, trying to make sense of it. 

A gator? No, they usually dragged their prey back into the water. 

Maybe a hawk? But even with its sharp talons, a bird of prey wouldn’t make this kind of mess. 

Possibly a bobcat? They prowled the swamps, their hunting disturbed by storms, always opportunistic. 

But no, the tracks didn’t match.

These footprints were too big—far too big. The prints were wolf-like but larger, deeper, as though the creature was far heavier than any wolf she'd ever heard of. 

Four prints ran parallel, perfectly spaced in the mud, until they faded into something stranger—two flatter, elongated impressions. 

Like feet. 

Human feet.

The footprints appeared far too big to be her own, and there shouldn’t have been anyone else wandering around the property.

A chill ran down her back even though the sun was shining. The mangrove seemed way too quiet, like the world was holding its breath. The usual racket of gulls and cicadas had vanished—like even they knew the storm had left more than just broken branches behind. One of the first lessons her father had drilled into her as a girl was to never run; not from a person nor an animal. 

Running makes you prey.

Adla pulled her hunting knife from her waistband, steadying her wrist as her eyes swept over the wide, open space around her. She was ready to defend herself if it came down to it, but there was nothing– no one hiding in the brush, no animal stalking her. Just thick humidity, carrying the earthy scent of wet soil and decaying leaves. 

She figured it was time to head back. 

With caution, she began her trek home, her footsteps muffled by the spongy ground, all while keeping a watchful eye on her surroundings. This land held secrets—some of which she had come to accept, and others she feared. 

The old myths— of beastly protectors with vengeful spirits, born of the swamp’s dark magic during the era of slavery— often lingered like shadows in the back of her mind, but today, the possibility felt much closer. The swamp was alive; gnarled roots of mangroves twisted out of the water like skeletal fingers and casted dark shadows on the surface of the water. 

Adla focused on the worn path ahead, until the low rumble of an engine made her pause.

She wasn’t expecting anybody—she never did. As a child, she had hated the isolation of living out here, but now? It kept the outside world at arm’s length, just as she wanted.

She hurried up the muddy incline, her boots kicking loose clumps of wet earth. At the porch of the old Cracker house, she leaned against the weathered wood, squinting down the overgrown path. A boxy, faded green Jeep Cherokee from the late '70s bounced along the uneven track, its tires struggling for traction in the soft ground. With an exasperated breath, she lowered the knife to her side.

It was none other than Jesse Hampton. She should’ve known.

The vehicle pulled to a stop, and Jesse stepped out, scanning the trees before his eyes settled on her. His mahogany skin glistened under the humid late-afternoon sun, and his damp t-shirt clung to his chest. His cap sat low, shadowing his normally neat hair, now curling wildly in the moisture. A few days' stubble covered his jaw—unusual for him but understandable after the chaos of the storm.

Even so, he was as handsome as ever.

"Adla," he called, his voice steady but laced with urgency. "You shouldn't be out here alone." His gaze darted behind her, as if sensing unseen dangers lurking in the shadows. "I get that it feels peaceful, but it's still dangerous."

The last thing she wanted was to give him more reason to worry or lecture her, so she swallowed the uneasiness she’d just felt moments before.

"You sound like my father, Jesse." She rolled her eyes, dismissing his caution. But Jesse's expression tightened, a hint of something unspoken hovering between them. He stepped closer, lowering his voice. "Adla, just... promise me you'll watch yourself. You've got a light in you that attracts attention, and sometimes that attention ain't the kind you want."

The weight of his words hung in the space between them. She could feel the worry lacing his words and caught an uncharacteristic flicker of fear in his eyes that was hard to overlook. “Quit that. I’m fine,” she shot back, the nagging feeling returning to her chest. She hated when he used that tone– like he knew something she didn't. 

She couldn’t understand the source of Jesse's recent worries. They had grown up playing in the wild jungle that was her backyard, always safe. The worst they ever faced was a snake that sent them running to her father for protection. Wild boars and gators lurked about, but they didn't bother anyone who didn’t bother them. 

“Live and let live” had always served her well.

“What you doing out here?” she asked, crossing her arms tightly.

“Do I gotta have a reason now?” Jesse countered, flashing a charming smile. She wrinkled her nose, picking up on the mischief in his tone. “You always have a reason when you show up at my place unannounced. So, what’s the story this time?”

Jesse owned a bustling convenience store in town, but most of his income came from various side hustles. He was the go-to guy for anything anyone needed, always finding a way to get things done, no matter the cost. 

“Just checking in on you, that’s all. Wanted to see how you were holding up after the storm. But if I’m not welcome…” He paused, a mock-serious expression crossing his face. “I can turn right back around.”

Adla scoffed, turning her back on him as she ascended the steps of the screened-in porch. “You say that every time, but you always end up following me inside.” He fell into step behind her, his boots thudding against the weathered floorboards. “You don’t even bother asking if you can come in anymore,” she teased, shooting him a sidelong glance.

“After all the times I’ve been here, why would I bother? Especially when you’ve welcomed me in plenty of times.” He leaned against the doorframe with an easy grace, arms crossed and a playful glint in his eye. “Sometimes at night, if I’m not mistaken.”

Adla shook her head as she headed to the kitchen. “Come on, Jess, that ain’t the same, and you know it.” 

She opened the fridge and retrieved a pitcher of cold water, then grabbed one of the glass cups from the cupboard. After she poured, she handed it over to him, her hands wrinkled from long hours spent clearing debris in the yard. When he took the cup, their fingers brushed against each other, stirring the subtle tension that always rested just below the surface between them.

“Now, why you gotta put it like that?” Jesse asked, a pouty frown appearing on his face as he took a sip.

“'Cause I need you to get this,” Adla paused, choosing her words carefully. “I don’t like folks showing up here without a heads-up, and that goes for you too.” She hoped her sweet smile softened the message. Before anything, he was her closest friend, and she never wanted to hurt him. 

He grinned, leaning casually against the counter beside her. She considered asking if he’d been snooping around her property without her knowing— Jesse was sneaky like that— but figured it’d raise too many questions if he said no.

He set his glass down, inching closer with a mischievous glint in his eye. “I thought I was special, though.” 

She arched an eyebrow, a smile tugging at her lips. “Now, where’d you get an idea like that?”

“Oh, I don’t know.” He tugged a curl loose from her messy ponytail, the spiral bouncing back like a rubber band. “I figured if I did that thing you like enough times, it might earn me a few privileges around here.”

She fought a smile. “What kind of privileges are we talking about?” 

“The kind that lets me show up whenever I feel like it.” He leaned in, his intentions clear as he tried to kiss her, wanting more than just a friendly chat. Adla pressed her palm against his chest, stopping him in his tracks.

Jesse was undeniably handsome, and she enjoyed having him around, but she wasn’t about to let anyone—no matter how charming—think they had a claim on her. She was in charge of her life, and she liked it that way. Getting serious with Jesse, no matter how often he hinted at it, simply wasn’t part of her plans. Especially knowing other women were enjoying that thing she liked too.

“No, sir,” she replied, a playful smile tugging at her lips as she shook her head, trying to lighten the mood. “You thought wrong. But since you’re already here, you might as well lend me a hand with something.”

“Oh yeah?” He leaned in, steadily pressing closer, an eyebrow raised as his interest deepened. “And what would that be?”

“You can come help me set these traps and see what else washed up after the storm,” she said, avoiding his lips to steal a drink from his cup. She hoped to score some fat crabs and a few fish to stock the freezer for the next few days. Her generator had held up well during the storm, keeping the food fresh, but it was always smart to restock. Hurricane season wasn’t over yet and she felt a bit uneasy about heading back into the woods by herself. 

“Aww, man,” Jesse groaned dramatically. “I should’ve known that coming over here meant I was gonna have to work. You’re a real slave driver, girl, you know that?”

They spent the next couple of hours working side by side, enjoying a comfortable rhythm of silence mixed with casual conversation.

First, they checked her garden for storm damage while Jesse caught her up on the latest town gossip—apparently, Mrs. Flowers had been caught with Mr. Jenkins in Mr. Flowers' house. The mustard greens were ruined, uprooted and twisted by the wind, so she pulled them up. Thankfully, the okra and sweet potatoes had weathered the storm just fine; she just hoped the excess moisture wouldn’t lead to any rot.

Next, they moved on to setting her fishing nets and traps, but instead stumbled upon another surprise.

Like the mangled bird she'd spotted earlier, several fish heads littered the bank where she usually set her traps, alongside crab skeletons missing their claws and backs, stripped bare. This wasn’t the typical gator damage—no, this was something far worse, disturbingly messy and strange for the area’s usual predators.

She scanned the ground for any more footprints but saw nothing. No paw prints or torn cloth either.

“What in the world?” Adla muttered, staring at the destruction. “What you think did this? A gator?”

Jesse leaned down, his brow furrowed. “A gator wouldn’t leave pieces like this.”

“Something else did this,” She finished his sentence. Adla’s skin prickled and suddenly, hiding her unsettling feelings from earlier felt foolish. She described the strange prints and the shredded bird she’d found to Jesse as he listened intently. He ran his hands over her shoulders, trying to soothe her.

“You shouldn’t stay out here alone tonight, Addy. Why don’t you spend the night at my place?”

Adla couldn’t shake the feeling of unease about what the darkness might bring, but she couldn’t take Jesse up on his offer, even if his grandmother’s old house was just a few miles up the road.

The old woman had adored her, having been the one to deliver her. Still, it just didn’t feel right to spend the night in another woman’s house, even if that woman was no longer alive.

Plus, sneaking around with Jesse where others could see was out of the question. 

She wasn’t about to give anyone a reason to stir up drama or question her independence. Lord knows she couldn’t bear the thought of becoming the next Mrs. Flowers, her good name dragged through the mud to anyone willing to listen.

“No one—and nothing—is gonna run me out of my house,” she replied, her stubbornness rising to the surface. This place was her sanctuary, the fruit of her labor and her ancestors' struggles. They’d fought hard for what they had, and she felt a fierce pride in maintaining the one thing that truly belonged to her. 

Out here in the swamps, peace was something you earned, not given. She would defend her home if it came to that.

“You don’t even know who or what it is, and you want to stay out here alone? That doesn’t make a lick of sense, baby doll,” Jesse insisted, his persistence typical but unusually intense.

“I’m not your ‘baby doll,’” she shot back, irritation rising. He seemed to be making a habit of testing her clearly established boundaries more recently. 

“I already told you—I’m staying here. You should head out before it gets dark.”

“Come on, don’t be like that—” Jesse began, his voice smooth like molasses. He might’ve been charming, but today, she wasn’t about to let those sweet words sway her.

“Go,” she pressed, stepping forward to cut him off. “I’ll handle the cleanup and make sure everything’s locked up tight, but I want you to leave—now, please.” 

Jesse held her gaze for a long moment, recognizing that determined look in her eye. He knew better than to push too far when she was set on something. “Alright, I’ll go,” he finally relented. “But I need you to promise me you won’t leave the house tonight. Whatever you do, don’t cross that threshold, okay?”

Her face contorted at his strange choice of words.

“Why would I be outside? I’m not foolish enough to wander around out here at night. What’s got you so riled up today, anyway?” She reached out and grabbed the hem of his shirt, pulling him closer. 

“Just trust me on this,” he urged, his tone serious as he finally locked eyes with her. She’d never seen him look so grim before—what was he hiding? 

“You’ll be safe if you stay inside tonight.” He repeated carefully. 

Last she checked, danger didn’t give a damn about doors, but it was clear he wasn’t leaving until he knew she’d listen to his advice. 

“Alright,” she said, dragging the word out as her confusion showed. “I’ll stay inside tonight. Not like I was planning on wandering around anyway.”

“Good,” he murmured, pressing his lips to her forehead and lingering there as she wrapped her arms tightly around him. “I’ll call you tonight, and you better answer. If you don’t, I’ll be back out here, with or without your blessing.”

As he turned to leave, Adla couldn’t help but smile after him. Jesse could be a handful, but beneath that cool exterior, she knew he cared for her as fiercely as she did for him. 

In the wilderness of the swamps, that bond meant everything.

He lingered in her driveway while she hurried to gather the crab shells, tossing them into her compost bin—no sense letting them go to waste. He didn’t start his engine and pull away until she was safely inside with the door closed, waving his goodbye from the street as she watched him from the window.

After locking up, she sank into a well-deserved bubble bath, a simple yet sweet reward for a day’s hard work. The clawfoot tub, older than she was but still in impeccable shape, had become a beloved fixture in her home. 

The bathroom, filled with the soothing scents of incense and candles, wrapped around her like a comforting hug. After her father’s passing, her top priority had been to breathe life back into the old house and make it feel like home again.

Every now and then, she spotted reminders of her past, like the doorframe where her father had marked her height on the first day of school every year or the cast-iron pans he used to whip up their dinners each night. But mostly, she had truly claimed the space as her own—weathered yet undeniably new in some ways– hers. 

Her short time in the city had been a far cry from the peace she now enjoyed in the country. Balancing multiple jobs just to get by, she constantly dealt with nosy neighbors prying into her life, questioning why a young woman like her was living on her own. The men she met often couldn’t take “no” for an answer, turning her daily life into a constant struggle against unwanted advances.

Worse yet, she had attracted the attention of a stalker—someone she’d never even seen who kept slipping threatening handwritten notes under her apartment door, claiming they knew who she was and had been watching her. It was both terrifying and emotionally draining, but she hadn’t tucked her tail and run home until her father died. 

Whenever thoughts of him lingered too long, the guilt of not being there when it mattered most consumed her, so she kept herself busy. 

Her part-time job at the new bed-and-breakfast in town helped her pay the bills and left her enough time to create. On weekends, she sold her art��pieces made from found objects collected in the woods—at the flea market a couple of towns over. Any spare moment was spent bringing something to life, whether sculpting or tending to her flowers. She loved working on the coastal hibiscus that grew in her yard, their bright blooms a small splash of beauty against the swampy backdrop. Her life wasn’t glamorous, but the peace she found in it was worth far more than anything else.

“When You're Young and in Love” by The Marvelettes played softly on the record player. It had been one of her mother’s cherished favorites, or so her father often reminisced. To Adla, the song captured the slow, simple peace she felt only at home. While she couldn’t completely understand the carefree idea of being swept away by a fleeting romance, it still forged a bond with the mother she never got the chance to know.

Her father had only a handful of pictures, but from those, she could see the resemblance. She had inherited her father’s height and perhaps his temperament, but everything else came from her mother—her rich skin tone, flat nose, and wide, expressive eyes. Those features made her feel close to a woman whose memory was etched in her heart but absent from her life.

With a soft sigh, Adla rose from the now-cool bathwater, wrapping a towel snugly around her waist. Taking a moment for herself, she slathered on a generous layer of cocoa butter lotion, the rich, nutty scent enveloping her like a comforting embrace from home. Her earlier worries faded into the background. Satisfied, she slipped into an oversized cotton nightgown, covered in bright floral patterns that mirrored the blooms in her garden. 

She went through her nighttime routine, carefully checking that everything was turned off and every door was locked tight. As she switched off the last light in her cozy home, the old wooden floors creaked softly beneath her feet—a comforting sound that added to the charm of the place.

Just as she was about to settle into bed, faint sounds echoed from outside—rhythmic, insistent scraping and thumping carried to her ears by the wind. Strange noises weren’t uncommon out in the boonies, but something about this one sent a shiver down her spine, drawing her into the hallway.

Adla glanced toward the door, a strange compulsion tugging at her, urging her to step outside despite Jesse's warnings. It felt as if something—or someone—was calling her, and the pull was too strong to ignore. She hesitated, biting her lip, fighting the overwhelming temptation.

Something clattered loose as she unlocked the heavy door and pushed it open. Through the screen, a flicker of movement caught her eye. Adla squinted, trying to make sense of the dimness outside. There, bathed in the cold glow of the moonlight, lay a massive creature. Its shadow loomed so large that it seemed to stretch across the entire porch.

A knot twisted in her stomach. What in the world? This wasn’t no bobcat. This creature was more like a coyote, but much larger. It resembled a wolf, though she knew they didn’t roam these parts of Florida. Its amber eyes glowed like lanterns in the dark of the night, locking onto her with an intensity that sent chills racing down her spine. Jesse’s warnings echoed in the back of her mind. What if this creature was more than it seemed? 

I know this fool ain’t lookin’ at me like I’m dinner. 

Adla squared her shoulders, drawing on every ounce of strength she had. “You don’t belong here,” she called out, her voice steady and commanding. “Now, git!”

The wolf let out a low growl, a deep rumble that reverberated through the still night air, commanding her silence. It took a slow step forward, large paws thudding against the wooden floor, and she noticed it was limping. 

A deep gash ran from its back down to one of its hind legs, blood dripping from the wound and staining the old wood beneath it. The sight of its injury stirred something deep within her—a mix of concern and fascination that left her momentarily spellbound. It was odd but something kept her feet rooted in place, drawn to the creature and its imposing presence for reasons she couldn’t quite understand.

“Don’t you come any closer,” she warned, her heart racing as she reached for the shotgun she kept above the door, her gaze fixed on the beast. Adla tightened her grip on the cold metal, the weight of the gun both comforting and alarming as she aimed it at the creature through the screen.

The wolf paused right in front of her, as if held back by something she couldn’t see or understand. She glanced down at the door’s threshold, recalling Jesse’s cryptic words.

This was her moment—a choice between life or death. But Adla found herself frozen, her finger hovering over the trigger, unable to pull it. 

The large, beautiful creature let out a mournful whine before collapsing in a heap on her porch, nearly at her feet, its strength finally giving out as if it had resigned itself to whatever fate awaited it.

Despite its pain, something flickered in its amber gaze—a silent plea, asking not to be seen as a threat. The creature’s body shook, not with aggression, but with a desperate need to protect itself rather than harm her. The sight of that defeated animal struck a chord deep within her, stirring up memories of her own struggles not so long ago—exhausted by the burdens of life, yet somehow still pushing forward. 

A lesson her father had once shared echoed in her mind: “Listen, baby girl, we only take what we need from this world, and we don’t kick folks when they’re already down. Respect the creatures out here, just like you respect yourself. Life's tough enough without us makin’ it harder on each other.” She could almost hear his voice, the warmth of his wisdom wrapping around her like a protective blanket. 

Adla let out a deep sigh, lowering the shotgun. She hoped the wolf had enough sense to slip off her porch and find its way back through that little doggy door, the one that had been shredded and left with a gaping hole. Sure, it was already intruding on her space, but it showed no signs of being able to bust down her doors with its weakened strength.

The blood staining the porch was already beginning to dry, and she knew she’d have to scrub it down in the morning. If the wolf didn’t make it through the night and died on her porch, she could always call Animal Control to handle it— it wouldn’t cost her a dime to let the creature have one more night of life. 

That thought offered a flicker of comfort as she triple-checked that both the screen door and the sturdy wooden door were locked tight for the night.

Adla placed the shotgun within arm’s reach and settled into bed, her mind lingering on the wolf outside. She couldn’t shake the strange pull she felt. Yet, there was a quiet resolve in her heart—she would let the creature be. 

Maybe it wasn’t just a wolf. Maybe it was something more—a mirror reflecting her own struggles and wounds, a sign sent from her father to teach her something. The night was thick with uncertainty, but she felt no fear, only calm curiosity. She’d done all she could for now. 

As sleep tugged at her, she hoped that the wolf, with its heavy wounds and haunted eyes, would make it through the night. Tomorrow, she’d face whatever came next, but for now, she surrendered to the stillness, trusting that both she and the wolf would both survive until morning.

I’m open to any feedback, especially since this is my first time finishing and publishing something of this length. Does this preview raise engaging questions that make you want to know more, or is something unclear or missing? Did it draw you in or did it drag on? Please let me know your thoughts. Any insight would be invaluable to me as I continue to develop the story. (Send an anonymous ask if necessary).

[blueiscoool]

Dentist Discovers Human-Like Jawbone and Teeth in a Floor Tile

While touring his parents' recently renovated European home, a dentist spotted something unsettling. Embedded in a travertine floor tile along the hallway leading to the terrace was what appeared to be a human jawbone. Sliced diagonally, the tile revealed a cross-section of several teeth. Uncertain of the proper course of action, the dentist turned to Reddit, where the discovery ignited a frenzy of online interest, ranging from enthusiastic curiosity to sheer disgust.

The discovery has captured the attention of an international team of scientists who are eager to examine the fossil. They believe it could belong to an extinct human ancestor.

"If it turns out to be a fossil hominin, which I think it is, it should be studied and placed in a museum," John Kappelman, an anthropology professor at the University of Texas at Austin who specializes in hominid and hominin origins and evolution, said in an email.

Travertine, a type of limestone commonly used in construction due to its aesthetic appeal and longevity, often forms near mineral springs and can contain fossilized remnants of past life. While plant, algae, and even animal fossils like those of rhinos and giraffes are occasionally found in travertine, human remains are exceptionally rare, as noted by University of Wisconsin paleoanthropologist John Hawks, Forbes reported.

In a blog post titled "How Many Bathrooms Have Neanderthals in the Tile?" Dr. Hawks highlights the uncommon nature of this particular discovery.

"I expect there will be many twists and turns in the story of this jawbone," Mr Hawks wrote. "With some teeth preserved and abundant surrounding rock, I expect that specialists will be able to learn a great deal about the life of this individual and when he or she lived."

The European dentist, who specialises in dental implants, told Forbes that he immediately knew he wasn't just looking at stone tile's natural pattern variations when he saw several teeth staring up at him.

"From my dentist's point of view I had no doubt it was some kind of human," he told Forbes. "The teeth distribution and size of the mandible is characteristic. Also, the width of the cortex is specific to ancient humans."

"I don't think it is Jimmy Hoffa," the dentist joked in a follow-up to his original Reddit post. He said he prefers not to reveal his name, or his parents' location, to protect the family's privacy.

When the dentist spotted a jawbone as part of his parents' home upgrade, he was surprised for a different reason.

It is very, very unusual to find vertebrate fossils in processed travertine tile, and hominin fossils 100 times more so," Kappelman said. "We have only a handful."

Mr Kappelman was part of a team that observed the earliest evidence of tuberculosis etched on 500,000-year-old human skeletal remains discovered by factory workers in Turkey cutting travertine tile for commercial use. The scientists published the findings of their research in 2007 in The American Journal of Physical Anthropology.

[foxingpeculiar]

It bugs me that so many people I have encountered don’t watch old films, feel they can’t relate to them.

Cos like, okay. I’m watching Howard Hawks’s Bringing Up Baby (1938). Which is a screwball comedy. Which is to say, a romantic comedy that does a lot of winking at the audience to, specifically and maliciously, get around the censorship of the time. (The Hays Code was still relatively new at this point, and the Breen Office was giving everyone a lot of shit. The whole subgenre of screwball comedy exists as a fuck-you to that.)

And in this film, Cary Grant plays a… I dunno, dinosaur-guy at a museum. Who bumps into chaotic society girl Kate Hepburn, his life gets upended, they get together, you know how it goes.

But a key point of the plot is that the last piece of a dinosaur skeletal-reconstruction that he’s working on gets stolen by her pet leopard (the Baby of the title), who then escapes at large. It is in solving this problem together that they bond.

And what is that problem, put more directly? Her pussy has run off with his bone. That was very intentional.

Also, I believe this is the first film—certainly, at least, the first mainstream studio film—to use the word “gay” in reference to homosexuality. (Which they probably only got away with because nobody had done it yet. Like, Joseph Breen did not know what that meant.)

Like, c’mon. This shit is great. Expand your mind.

[imsparky2002]

Ghoul Squad Reboot: MariDeath

Marinette Dupain-Cheng - Grim Reaper

Age - 14

Appearance - Shoulder-length black hair with a tint of blue tied into pigtails, Black scolera with glowing green irises, skeletal body

Attire - Long thick black cloak, long black spider-web pattern dress, bat earrings.

Personality - Spooky, earnest, sweet, occasionally dramatic, dorky.

Likes - Gothic culture, all things horror, bringing souls to the afterlife, fashion, cemetaries, Adrien, Kagami and Luka

Dislikes - Bullies, conformist culture, bigots, monogamy, Hawk Moth, having to stop Chloe and Lila from causing trouble (they're all friends, don't worry), having to use the scythe on unruly targets

FrankenPet - Tiki the Franken Ladybug

Coming from a long line of esteemed grim reapers, Marinette eagerly takes on her role as the latest in the family legacy, leading people to their final resting place

Though she does a good job coming off as an intimidating and theatrical harbinger of death, those who know her will tell you how much of a dork and a sweetie she is. It's up to her to motivate her best friends and her partners.

If you’re human, take extra care that you don’t touch the blade of scythe or look her directly in the eyes. One kills you instantly and the other gives you visions of your own death

Marinette never wishes to leave her targets sad before they pass away. She uses her fashion skills to design them new clothes for the afterlife, and will often comfort them before they pass on.

There’s nothing in the world she loves more than spending time with her partners, who enjoy her morbid jokes about death and quirky tendencies. Adrien, Luka and Kagami are the lights of her life.

Quotes

Akuma... your time has come.

Graveyards are so peaceful, I don’t know why people don’t spend more time in them.

Tikki, have you seen where my scythe went? I'm always losing it!

I may not have a living heart, but the three of you would make it race if I did.

Unless you want to be six feet under, get your hands off my friends.

Marinette's come to reap the rewards! Make sure to lemme know what you think in comments and reblogs. Thanks so much to Weebs for helping me write quotes and bullet points. @artzychic27 @msweebyness @nerd-chocolate

[leolithe]

For the ask game, since i cant find the emojis i need:

Family hc

Random hc

Clothes hc

Hobby hc

Oh my god i managed a thousand words of headcanon THANK YOU LOL. Ask game here!

🧬 Family

After the New War, Lotus sheds the part of her that's the clingy and anxious mission mom, and it kinda transfers over to Natah and Margulis instead LOL

Natah is a backseat gamer, telling the Tenno about patch notes the second they drop, giving them unsolicited modding advice, putting way too much detail in a mission transmission as if she doesn't know that the Tenno do not have Sentient processing capability. She watches over missions like a hawk... Very very diligently.

Margulis is the "you've been playing for over a hour" message in chat, just in overbearing mom form. She's very reluctant about leading missions without Natah or Lotus co-conscious; it's very overwhelming keeping track of so many mission feeds. If Natah is too present during missions, then Margulis is the opposite. She really tries to see the Tenno as who they are now, as capable warriors fighting to bring order to the Origin System, but she understandably struggles! She just wants her Tenno to be home safe and sound.

Some Tenno complain about them to the Lotus but all she does is smile. "Let them have their moments," she says. They eventually mellow out, but the first few months Natah and Margulis take the lead are rocky. The Tenno keep their patience with them, and the Space Moms take the time to learn what their children need, swapping between alters more and more fluidly as time goes on.

📓 Hobby

All three space moms share the joy of design! On Tau, Natah wasn't given the time to make her own blueprints or models on account of being put to use as a spy, so building new things together with her headmates really excite her, whether it's weapons or architecture or simple cosmetics. It's honestly adorable, you get to see Natah's innocent side during a brainstorming session.

Natah is big on overall shape design, while Margulis delves deeper into details and intricacies. Lotus is obviously a mix of both, so the other two kinda go through her for design vetting lmao. Surprisingly, they don't argue much during a design-related project! They bounce off each other's ideas and find plenty of value in them. It's very soothing. Margulis gets to exercise her proverbial Archimedean muscles and Natah gets to catch up on what she missed out on in her past.

When Margulis gets too tired in the middle of a project, Natah MOURNS the loss of her design partner. She's devastated to need to stop, she gets so sad that it's funny. Lotus goes "You can keep working on it while she rests" but Natah is like "I CANNOT PROCEED WITHOUT HER BRILLIANT MIND".

Cue them sleeping together while Natah's mind is still spinning with the vigor of a puppy wagging her tail.

👗 Clothes

Living in the body of a Sentient Mimic makes dressing up very easy. Just think of an outfit and boom the shared body adapts to it. Margulis picks out clothes that are comfortable and easy on the eyes, Lotus goes for something classy and elegant but not pompous, while Natah goes for more...... unorthodox fashion statements. she has a distinctly Sentient lens on the whole self-presentation thing.

For example. I've been playing with a Natah who, when outside of her usual mech, presents herself with the features of a Xenomorph. With the long, skeletal tail and just creepier general anatomy. She's honestly a furry, just a Sentient version of one lmfao. I think she maintains her default colour scheme when she changes up her body

Lotus and Margulis share each others' wardrobes and in their headspace they take the time to do little Human rituals like actually painstakingly put their clothes on and do each other's makeup. They definitely lean towards more femme fashion, but they both will indulge in a good suit...

😶 Random

NSFW!!! UNDER THE CUT

SPACE MILF SEX HEADCANONS LET'S FUCKING GOOOOO

Margulis: Bottom switch. Surprisingly commanding in bed if she wants to be. She is incredibly alluring and she knows how to tease... Ridiculously good at dirty talk........ Everything she says and does is like scientifically formulated to drive you up the wall. Being the OG Space Mom who owns the titty window I am inclined to say she can be verrrry slutty. Unfortunately still a regular Human in the datascape, but she's a curious woman and eventually finds out how to use the Sentient body for her own fantasies that i will not elaborate on 😶

Lotus: Vers Switch. Painfully. Excruciatingly. SWEET. In bed. She shows glimpses of herself that are so polite and innocent and affectionate that it makes you want to stop everything and just cuddle her and tell her you love her and she's safe. She NEEDS validation. It greatly upsets her if she thinks she's not doing a good job. Wins "most likely to cry while having sex" award (reasons range from being reminded of trauma or because you told her she's perfect the way she is or because she remembered again that she's free) and you HAVE to be nice about it...

Natah: Stone dom. Does not have nerve receptors and does not want them. She kinda just has sex to satisfy her curiosity and to fill her data banks. You should probably hope she likes you or she will not leave you....... Ahem. Alive? But if she DOES like you, she'll take joy in figuring out ways to push you to your limits and then give you aftercare. For her, sex is less about tactile pleasure and more about learning Human tendencies and how to best manipulate them.

Also she doesn't use her Human body (she reserves the intimacy it grants her for Lotus and Margulis) so you're stuck with her big beautiful mech shell thing and her clawed tentacles. Have fun!

[disintegreate]

♱ ABOUT THE BLOG ♱

helloo im niecie, pronounced "niece-E." this blog serves as a personal archive for things i am interested in... punk, goth, emo, mallgoth, scene, and other subcultures, 80s-2010s music, the colors red and black, fashion, movies and more.

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EXTRAS.......

interests of mine - drawing - thinking about clothes - character analysis - The Cure - planning outfits - making image collages - watching movies - sleeping for as long as possible - visiting thrift & antique stores - scrapbooking - journaling

artists i listen to (In no particular order)

The Cure, Fiona Apple, Depeche Mode, Bauhaus, Black Sabbath, Dio, Dystopia, Evanescence, Strawberry Switchblade, Echo and the Bunnymen, Cocteau Twins, Les Discrets, Specimen, The Eden House, Danzig, Gregory And The Hawk, She Past Away, Paralysed Age, Nox Novacula, Casket Casette, The Ink Bats, Skeletal Family, Amesoeurs, Malice Mizer, The Damned, Primer 55, The Oh Hellos, The Crane Wives, The Paper Kites, Sisters of Mercy, Joy Division, Kittie, Bat Nouveau, Soundgarden, New Order, Horror Vacui, Miss Lauryn Hill, Paramore, London After Midnight, Paralysed Age, Clan Of Xymox, Fleetwood Mac, Harsh Symmetry, Slipknot, Deftones (Adrenaline), Korn, Pixies... aaand more

[oldbardictales]

It was years ago. Truly it was like a decade or so ago,perhaps an even more mere amount of time.

You caught a deep,deep illness. Though it doesn't spread often it's most commonly dormant in parents and awakens in their children after infecting them in the womb and with enough of that hard to pin down thing the people call time the child will feel it

It's in the bones. The very marrow in your skeletal structure. It hurts and creaks and cracks and writhes in pain inside the bones

Not that it was diagnosed officially but you heard stories of it ofcourse,on forums,subreddits and songs of creepy bands whose singers always ended up breaking taboo,from cannibalism to child porn possession to rubbing out a few to pictures of their ma and posting it on the hub

You had heard of the spread of the accursed illness enough times to learn the rumors so well you could recount them like a pessimistic prayer. The impending punishment you were dealt by the sadistic cracked nails of fate just cause

First your junk won't work as good as normal,for the sadness would fill you and distract the lust

Then your guts will feel so empty they'd resemble the greatest hunger all the while you would feel everything but hunger

Then your wrath will keep swelling and bleeding into every nerve ending and the start of the nerve on top. The scorching hot discomfort that will swallow you whole as you start to creak and crack and twist again and again and twice more cause no being can ever be too sure. And you'll burn alive. And then you'll burn dead

And you'll just get up and start hitting. Hitting everything that made you mad everything that does and everything that will

You'll flail your arms faster than the hawk diving from the sky and you'll hit so hard you'll remember your mother's have damned hand

And you'll be killed. Just like that. Cause no one bothered to help,cause no one bothered to make a cure,cause no one cared of your suffering until you were too far into the ailment and the only way of helping you left was to put you down like a violent dog. Only then was it easy enough for someone to bother

[mountaindmned]

lore wip

If the men had created the spirits or simply fallen victim to them, only the granite and uranium would say. Billy certainly wasn't talking.

The trusses groaned and popped as the rocks fell. Six men were trapped deep in the mines. The soft green radiation made everyone's eyes glow eerily.

Something was down there with them. Something in the granite. Something older than the Tommyknocker that Billy kept giving offerings to.

Starvation and hysteria set in. A prisoner's cinema in the darkness. The hiss of gas. The lamps shut off to preserve air. Waiting while the tresses groaned and threatened to collapse on top of them.

The rattling death gasp as Dillion finally succumbed to his bleeding leg wound. A damned hymn sung there in the darkness. Rising to a fever pitch as Billy sank his teeth into warm meat.

It all became something more. Something greater than these superstitious men.

The men began to warp. It became a strange little cult there in the Sanitarium. A few orderly fell to it. Then the priest saw it. One night, when Billy was weathering the worst of his jaw twisting and his fingers breaking in slow motion--Father Gayle began to believe, began to worship bathed in sickly green light. The hysteria reached a peak as everything exploded there in the Sanitarium walls. There were only dead humans and six twisted figures scurrying towards the sulphur yellow lights of the town. Towards their next prey.

Joseph Fiddler had been a supervisor with Blackwood Parks and Wildlifes fire parol. The teens all sat around the campfire as the trees shook and grew limbs.

Snarling creatures hissed down at them. Glowing green mouths, twisted teeth, skeletal and pale as snow.

Sarah took a stick from the fire and threw it. The javelin sailed across the milky way and slammed right into the chest of what had once been Dillion Marrows. The creature howled.

The teens attacked.

When shotguns and fire axes only half worked, the teens he supervised with the forest service all set the western half of Madahee ablaze. A cursed and prescribed burn, a ring of fire trapping the damned inside.

They had to keep the towns on the eastern slope safe and sound.

The fire was put out three days later. The forest service teens were all banded together by the horror they'd seen that Damned Weekend. There was no going back home. They all could feel it in their bones.

Hawk had been driven mad at the sight of twisted humans. The damned tearing the trees apart in their unhallowed hunger. The bodies of Opal, Tyler, Sarah, all torn apart and eaten. Eaten alive and screaming.

The survivors fled: The forest service teens down into town, the Damned further up the mountain towards the snow. Away from the flames.

Joseph led the teens out of the woods. All of them holding hands and singing curses and blessings as they gripped each other tight. Faces covered in soot, only glowing orange eyes peering out in the sulphur streetlamps.

Joseph growled at the barkeeper, Tooth, to let the teens have anything they wanted. Absinthe was poured until sunrise, glowing as green as the monsters blood. The teens all finally stopped shaking, eyes still glinting yellow, red, orange, a fire reflected from within.

The laughter sounded like Mad Dogs barking.

The Mad Dogs story spread through Mad Hee, through Kelso and Blackwood. Each one of the Eastern Villages had their version of events. The Fiddlers had set the fire. The charred bodies were hikers who hadn't tended to their campfire. The monsters became werewolves, zombies, ghosts-- anything and everything, but almost always named "the damned".

The teens retreated up the mountain with Joseph in lead. The Mad Dogs became the Fiddlers, a strange broken little family.

A cabin built in the summer, finished before winter. Keeping the Damned up on the mountain, away from the eastern villages. The snow and flamethrower helped the potential wildfires stay contained.

Joseph came to be known as Old Shuck. A portent of death. If he has deigned to crawl off his little patch of land and come to town, it was always to bring news to some greiving mother. To lead a father or brother up the mountain safely to retrieve the corpse of some brave adventurer. His Mad Dogs were always a little off, a little feral. But they were who you'd want protecting you if you were going up.

They never moved the bodies themselves. Only ever guided the corpse to safely.

Two generations later, the numbers ebbed and flowed. Kids ran away from abusive homes to join the Mad Dogs. The forest service shuffled firefighters around to Sabine National Forest. A scant few were naturally born into the pack. Enter Jack Fiddler, son of Jay Fiddler, grandson of Joseph Fiddler.

He and Hawk lead the new generation of Mad Dogs. He earns his FLAME SCAR at thirteen years old after his FIRST KILL.

Those old enough to remember the fires made sure to pass down vital knowledge: those with the spiral flame were given anything they wanted. Food, gasoline, liquor, trinkets. An offering in exchange for their sacrifice.

An uneasy alliance between the Eastern Villages and the strangers eternally corralling the Damned.

The numbers dwindled. The legends began to get lost. Soon, Jack was the only one left.

As he feels his joints creak and his ears deafen, Jack has to wonder: Would there be a third generation to protect the mountain? Or would the Damned finally wreak havoc on the Eastern Villages?

[sterlingarcher23]

A space walk....cosmic love.

(fair warning that this can be a bit convoluted because I try to connect references and some I noticed while writing it - sorry.)

Into space

The project board that we see on the left side behind Max mentions Kathryn Sullivan, an astronaut and the first American woman who ever made a space walk. Interestingly, there's a mistake: on the board it says. Sullivan is the first woman ever, however she wasn't, the first was a Russian: Svetlana Savitskaya. (These kind of "tiny mistakes" are almost a pattern with Mr Clarke. He said about Phineas Gage that he was physically fine. No, he wasn't. He lost an eye and even in the 80s it was safe to speculate that he had severe brain damage as proven later. But why these mistakes? Same reason they used the Planck constant from 2014 and not the 80s - this looks deliberate.)

So, on the one side of the black board we have the "skeletal system" and the "Nervous system" on the other: Brain, spinal cord, semsory org(ans).... It's all connected. - And there's a brain in front of Clarke too.

Over this there are Halloween themed cat heads. Now, on the one hand you can argue: that's Vecna as the silver cat. Besides that I pointed out that Max is herself a silver cat (like snapping/snarling at people like a feral cat, the Silver/Lone Ranger connection and her silver headphones and the fact that she fed dog while Vecna fed on Chrissy says: There's a double meaning behind the Silver Cat), the Halloween theme is more connected to El and Max, dressing as the ghost and the killer. So, I say that the Halloween cats are also connected to Max.

This is foreshadowing too. And it will haunt you. El is a ghost and Max...the killer.

Mr Clarke says in his Phineas Gage lesson "physically he was fine" (not true for Gage) and then the camera changes focus to Max when he says "complete change in his personality" which is true for Gage, Max on the other hand... Max doesn't believe brain damage is a thing. Why? Some believe it's ironic that she doesn't believe it's a thing and now may have brain damage. However I believe that Max is probably right in her own case at least in regards to the future, and that the Duffers are just messing with the audience, and Max doesn't or won't have actual brain damage. It's Max's belief that foreshadows her "healing".

Like a case of a woman that was blind after an accident and misdiagnosed with cortical brain damage. She actually had a multiple personality disorder/DID. One of her alters could see, another was disabled (that's really a thing btw) - That's the idea behind these plot elements/lines: they are "true lies" so to speak. Max doesn't/won't have brain damage, she has/will have DID.

This and the brain is directly related to the moonlanding and space through visuals in this scene. Right below the clock, there's a poster showing the brain in various views and below that poster is a photograph of the moonlanding in 1969 of Apollo 11. "The eagle has landed" - the poster behind Max's head shows a bird of prey and while I think it's a falcon/hawk (I have an idea what this may refer to), you can argue that this is connected because it's part of the sequences we see of Max during the revival.

And then there's the mission on the project board which Kathryn Sullivan made the space walk. The mission registration is half hidden behind the TV and ends on 41-6...no, not 6. "G". It's actually a G, STS-41-G, but this G-letter looks like a 6. (I misread it at first. Till I checked.) This is deliberate I'd argue. Because read as a 6,it says "....-4-16". Another 11?

The day of that mission was October 11th.

The patch:

Sullivan and Leestma went out on the space walk or EVA, an extravehicular activity, to demonstrate the refueling system.

On the board it says "Extra! Extra!!" as a starting phrase to point to this event. Stating that it's the first woman who made a space walk - First of all in one shot this is directly behind Max's head and there's a lot going on behind her head in the background in numerous scenes btw like the "Love at first bite" Pac-Man sign, or her poster of the "Endless Summer" while she's fixing her skateboard, something that appears in S2-4, Lucas covering Max's mouth while the Pac-Man game is right behind her etc.

Second of all: This "Extra! Extra!!' with the three exclamation points is similar to two lines by Sam Owens:

"You are One of the good Ones" and later "First...first things first". - And it's behind Max's head. Like there's an "Extra" directly in her head.

Lots of 1s/Ones in these sentences. And I'll did point out the "Him - her" before but I'll ho into more detail in another post.

Space travel

In Season 1 El does whatever she actually does (transporting/atomize things into tiny matter that then disappears) to the Demogorgon and disappears at the exact same spot on the blackboard that in S2 has all this stuff with skeletal and nervous system on it while above are cats.... That is no coincidence. (And some pointed out that El seemingly dissappeared in the lab incident, the other girl stayed, that there are two girls, two different cracks in the tiles)

Same spot. Anyone thinking that this is a coincidence? The connection between El's first disappearance, the Halloween cats, the nervous system writing on the blackboard? Brain poster and moonlanding too. The writing is literally on the wall. - El will disappear or "travel" into that "space", into the brain, the nervous system, like eaten by a silver cat..Max's brain.

Like she went into a cats paw (the portal in the wall of Season 2) when escaping from the UD and potentially swapping timelines (or whatever) and is then figuratively be "born" from a cats paw. ("Are you real. Did I make you?", Max as the Silver Cat) And the glow in the portal resembles...a heart?

A glowing "heart" in the middle of a cats paw and there's the glowing in the rainbow sequence that also looks like a heart for split seconds, the heart imagery and El's and Max's hearts literally connected via sound effect. Both their hearts stopped, both were revived and they are literally, audibly and visually connected. This points to the origin story of ElMax that was hinted at in Season 4. ( Yes, I firmly believe that they have a comon origin story and it's not a romantic ship that just happened.)

The silver cat feeds. Feed = consume or feed = nurture. The sentence has more than one meaning. And I would argue that it's the silver cat on the right is the one we should focus on.

Besides, these shots of Vecna and Max mirror each other. He comes from the left, using his left hand feeding on Chrissy, she's on the right using her right hand feeding dog.

And in Season 2, when El touches Terry's hand, she gets a reaction even though Terry's brain is scrambled eggs, actually damaged by Brenner. Neural pathways firing up... This scene is like a Chekhovs gun.

Why is this connected? Terry having potential brain damage from Brenner, Max left with a disruption between her sensory organs and the nervous system. There's an explanation and in parts we can piece that together. I dare say that Terry isn't El's mom, that El originally wasn't "born" in a traditional sense.

But let's go back to...

Cosmic Love - The brain is a universe

The writers were asked how they would describe the Season 4 ending with a song. The answer: Cosmic Love by Florence and the Machine.

(image from a Forbes article from 2016)

Did I mention that in the past it was noticed that the neural pathways, the network of the brain look like cosmic web looks?

It's debated of that's an accurate scientific comparison to a human brain: "Altogether, the cosmic web looks somewhat like a human brain. To be more precise, the distribution of matter in the universe looks a little like the “connectome,” the network of nerve connections in the human brain."

And who can't see or feel anything? Who is the cure? Who a silver cat? And who is One?

Conclusion:

ElMax is a love that happens in the head of someone. In the brain. - Max's. The brain is a universe with billions of stars. It's a "cosmic love". For the mind. (In which El fought for Max, while Lucas fought in the physical world - El for the mind, Lucas for the physical world.) And El can repair Max from within. She's the cure. The medicine. And that Max can...will absorb everything that El was and will be, her memories, her abilities. El's consciousness. That way, El can fire up the neural pathways, make Max see and feel even though this comes at a price. All magic comes at a price.

It's technically pretty simple, even though I digress a bit in my post(s) - the Duffers just used many props and backgrounds as metaphors over the years to point to this. Good foreshadowing and Easter eggs for generations to find after the show is over. It can be read partially as the events of S4 but I'd argue that in connection with El's disappearance in S1, the hint towards cats and Halloween (Max both "killer" and silver cat), that this is actually foreshadowing events of Season 5. Even though it's called space walk...it's more flying, leaving your vehicle to go into space. "You will need to fly"

In this scene of Max being introduced to the class, the Duffers foreshadow her fate, that she would end up in her current state while at the same time telling us how she will be healed: through El making a space walk into Max's brain, exploring this universe of her nervous system - and a cosmic love among the stars of this neural network.

Oh, and of course I forgot:

A wrinkle in time

Sorry for the long time it took. Can be a bit exhausting especially when it's not your first language you are writing in.

[bornforastorm]

mash 3

I promise I continue to tinker away at Mash 3, which is the Trapper-Goes-To-Maine + MASH Goes to Maine prequel to Crabapple Crabs. I've been working on this thing for so long I can't remember what snippets i've shared and what I haven't (embarrassing), but I think this will be new to u:

“Hawk, I’m sorry. I—“ He pulls back just a little, just to look in Hawkeye’s eyes. He looks wrung out, in the best possible way. Then his expression changes all at once into something more familiar. “Boy, you got gray.” 

It makes Hawkeye laugh. 

“I didn’t have anybody to look nice for after you left. And I ran out of shoe polish.” It’s a joke and a lie and Trapper’s mouth twists into a wry smile hearing it. 

Trapper looks pretty good— but skinny. He’d always been thin, though when they’d met in Korea he’d been fit, with muscles that Hawkeye had immediately noticed. The muscles are diminished now. Under his wet shirt that’s clinging to every line and angle of his torso, Hawkeye can see sharp shoulder blades, prominent collar bones, a rib or two. 

“I may be gray but, Trap, you’re so skinny.” 

“Me? Look at you.” 

“You are though. Look at these.” He jabs at Trapper’s ribs. 

Trapper opens his mouth like he’s going to contest the point. Compared to Hawkeye, who’s still pretty skeletal, he probably looks at least healthy. But Hawkeye knows better. He knows that for the first few weeks in Korea, before Hawkeye’d shown up, Trapper had barely eaten at all. The food was horrible and the situation was horrible and Trapper had nearly starved himself. Then Hawkeye had arrived and something about him had been able to rattle Trapper out of his funk. Taking Hawkeye over to the mess tent, listening to Hawkeye ask why he wasn’t eating, having Hawkeye put toast and coffee and powdered eggs in front of him. He’d eaten and they’d talked and he’d gone back to as-close-to-normal as possible, and his body, which hadn’t really had time to do more than go soft and sink a little, had bounced back fast. 

But now it’s been two years and clearly some of the depression induced non-eating has returned. And with time enough to really thin him out. 

Hawkeye says. “Come on inside, or the neighbors will talk. I’ll feed you. You gotta eat something.” 

Hawkeye steps back into the house in a daze and Trapper follows. Once they’re in, Hawkeye is at a loss. He doesn’t know what to say. He should wave them to the kitchen and get to work fattening Trapper back up— fattening them both up— but he stalls out just inside the threshold. To have Trapper here, dripping all over his floors… He never really got this far in his various idle imaginings. 

He’s glad his dad is away at that conference. 

He asks, “What are you doing here?”

“I said I’d see you,” Trapper replies sheepishly, but he’s still grinning. Still grinning even as he tries to tamp it down, but can’t. That grin can’t be contained. “I meant it.” 

Hawkeye eyes Trapper's lopsided grin and finds it too bright to look at for too long. Trapper’s looking at him like he’s a miracle, like he’s the moon on earth. “What did the wife think? Of you coming up here.” 

The grin shifts, but doesn’t lose any glow. “No wife anymore. Divorced.” 

“Boy, that’s too bad,” Hawkeye says, and he very nearly means it. He’s trying to keep his hopes down, in the same way that he’s trying to keep a little distance between them. His gravitational pull is dragging him back towards Trapper. By the way Trap is standing, clutching his own hands, Hawkeye gets the feeling he’s fighting gravity too. “Why?”

“All the cheating,” Trapper drawls with a shrug and too lightly, like it’s a joke. It’s what they joked about a thousand times, so maybe it is a joke. Hawkeye can’t believe that she’d leave him for real, actually, and over that, of all things. 

“Really?”

Trapper shrugs again, and maybe it was all the cheating, at home and in Korea, but probably it was more than that. Probably it was that Trapper came home a different guy, full of pain and grief and nightmares and stories. He’d changed over there. Probably it wasn’t conducive to a marriage. Or at least to that marriage. 

It’s sad, but Hawkeye laughs. Can’t help himself. He laughs big and boisterous and so hard it knocks him off his feet.

[bearratic]

📗 Notebook flipped to the page graced with a sketch of Hawks, his hero name written across the header along with a few traits Izuku noticed but he had plenty of space for more! Where to begin though!? "So, did you come up with the name Fierce Wings? How many feathers do you have in total? Can you really control each and every single one or is there a limit? I know you can carry people with a feather by itself so how much weight can one feather hold? Are they made out of keratin or some other organic material? They didn't seem to burn instantly from Endeavor's Hellfire when you gave him that speed he needed back in Fukuoka." And everyone knew the number 1 hero's flames burned intensely hot!

"Is it possible for a feather to be too far out of range to retrieve it or where you can't hear any sounds from it? Also, if you turn one into a sword, does it change back if someone else grabs it? Since you're able to fly, obviously, are you affected by low atmospheric pressure the higher you ascend or is your body used to it?" Well aware the 'dweeb' asked so many questions already, he decided to cut himself off. Best to not overwhelm Hawks. Well, one more couldn't hurt. "You ... don't have to answer this next one but ... your wings don't have a skeletal structure, right?" When those feathers flew, reducing Hawks' wings in size, there was ... nothing per se beneath. No limbs to be found. "Uh, how are they attached to you?"

Once the notebook opens Keigo’s yellow eyes hero slowly gaze around the page dedicated to him. Everything in there so far was right, he’d been paying very tight attention to the number two. “Impressive Midoriya, you captured my liking exactly right.” The hero says with a smile, gently scratching his signature on the top of the page with the end of a crimson red feather.

“Well kid, you sure know how to get down to business.” The hero laughs. “Okay you ready? Listen up.”

“Fierce Wings might be a name a bit on the nose, but it rolls easy off the tongue doesn’t it?” He continues. “I just thought of it when i was devouring a bucket of them with a sauce just a little too… spicy for my liking.” He says as the name is probably the least interesting backstory of the hero. But that bucket does bring back some good memories.. he keeps his focus and continues listing off the questions. “As for the amount i have, it differs with the amount of rest i get in between recovery of lost ones. But let’s say i carry a maximum of eight thousand, so four on each side to stay in balance! So while i’m fighting i have to keep track of how much i use on each side.”

“My wings have a primary and secondary row of feathers that start from biggest and widest to smaller and firmer to carry more wind.” He stretches one of them out for the young hero in training to take a closer look. “I can use most of them but you see here?” He points at the top of his wing “This is called the patagium, it’s a in my case thick feathered fold that acts as a base for the others. It’s formed from within my spine and spreads out through my shoulder blades so they can take form and are attached once outside of my body. The feathers basically all have their own place and i can use them all as long as the base exists or isn’t too messed up.”

“As for my swords, i use my two outmost primary feathers, since they are the biggest i own, the feathers itself are able to press together so tight they’re as sharp as a sword. So they’re not actual swords still. But just like how paper can cut through skin with it’s thin yet firmness. So can these..” And so the hero demonstrates, flying two of the outer feathers so his hand and they soon are visible as his famous red swords.

“Since i have high control that also means i can relax them whenever necessary, making them just a normal feather if the wrong person gets their hands on it.” He speaks as he sends them back but lands one in Izuku’s notebook so he can take it in for a little longer “My wings bend and rotate they dont just flap up and down as most think, i wouldn’t be able to move unless the air itself brings me, if that was the truth.” He lets out a low blow and scratches his neck “Endeavor does burn brightly you can say that. But just like how ducks are able to stay afloat on water with preening themselves in their own oil and having a thick and tight amount, once my feathers are so tightly formed together it cannot be let through, so even fire has a bit of a longer travel time before it can actually catch onto an end and start eating away. “

“There is no limit to a feather’s range, since it picks up vibrations in the place it has been left at i will always be able to hear reverberations due to them being telekinetically connected. However when stepped on, in water, or anywhere that’s not generally just on the ground and left alone it can be harder to understand what is going on.” The hero gives a big toothed grin. “I’m still human above all, so altitude and air pressure does affect me. It’s especially the lack of oxygen high in the sky that gets me, but it saves me from a cramped airplane. And you know, those who can fly, should fly. You’re right Deku, underneath all of them there is nothing. Which makes me able to be an S+ rank in speed since i don’t carry a lot of weight, but it also leaves me vulnerable when i’m out.”

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Elden Meshi - rating the Lands between creatures by the meal they could provide - 1/???

GIANT BAT

Eatable but awful. There's barely any meet on these bones and they look like they'd taste dusty. Nerds who want to learn more about their meal will realize the shocking fact that they could actually be human-like, so eating them is morally dubious.

WARHAWK

Eatable. These hawk look perfectly healthy so their meat is bound to be nutritious.

BOAR

Eatable. Actually give meat in-game I think? definitely a safe bet for the hungry adventurer.

CRAB

Dubious. While crab is eatable ingame and in real life some of the crabs in the game look really diseased and some are turned to stone. Proceed with extreme caution to avoid food poisoning or broken teeth.

DEER

Eatable. They look healthy and well fed.

DOG

Eatable but awful. They definitely are not healthy, and some of them are extremely diseased. It's also possible they mostly fed off human meat recently since these are war dogs. Probably not a great choice.

DRAGONFLY

Eatable with some creativity. Definitely not a conventional meal, but these large bug could become a great experience in the hands of a crafty cook. They hang out in dirty place, so be sure to clean them thorougly.

EAGLE

Eatable. Just like the war hawk above, they look fat and healthy, and they are easy to hunt too.

PUTRID CORPSE

Not eatable. There's almost no meat in there, and you'd catch every disease just by touching them unprotected. Also human meat is a taboo.

GIANT CRAB

Dubious. Like the smaller crabs above, some giant crab are diseased. Catching one is really dangerous, but it would be a true feast.

GIANT LAND OCTOPUS

Dubious. Will they do have a lot of flesh, these animals do NOT look healthy. Also they feed on human blood. Don't even think about it unless you're starving.

GIANT MIRANDA SPROUT

Not eatable. These flower are full of a potent poison and also have magical power, which does not seem like a good sign. A very careful herborist could do make some drink or seasoning with interesting property out of it.

GUILLEMOT

Delicious. These are basically sea chicken. Easy to catch and full of fat tasty meat.

OWL

Eatable. These owl look big, but they are actually very skinny under the feathers. At least they are healthy. Don't try to eat the eggs though, they aren't fresh and you'll get food poisoning

LAND SQUIRT

Eatable with caution. They spread poison mist as a defense mechanism, and they look quite gross. An experienced cook could probably get a meal out of them though, and they are huge and easy to catch.

GIANT RAT

Not eatable. These rat look majorly diseased and half rotten, plus they hang out in filthy place and are feeding on human remains. You could technically eat them, but the meal would kill you.

SPRINGHARE

Eatable. Big legs, probably delicious if fried. They are really cute though, so some maybe be reluctant to eat them.

SHEEP

Delicious. Healthy beasts, and it's common knowledge that sheep make a good meal. Be careful if you try to the milk though.

SKELETAL SLIME

Not eatable. This is a human undead turned into sludge from decomposition but still animated. What are you even thinking ?

SPIRIT JELLYFISH

Not eatable. You can't feed your body by eating a spirit. Maybe it has some effect on morale, but good luck trying to cook it.

TEARDROP SCARAB

Dubious. While bugs are eatable, these may not be natural. Require further investigation or the opinion of an expert.

TURTLE

Eatable. Be aware that since some think them sentient, cooking them is a culturally risqué move.

WOLF

Eatable. They look healthier than the dogs, but wolf meat probably doesn't taste very good.

EXILE SOLDIERS

These are literally just guys. Eating humans is culturally frowned upon.

DEMI-HUMAN

While calling them literally just guys may be subject to debate, it would definitely feel like cannibalism. Probably only has a last resort, and you'll be haunted by the guilt for a long time.

GOLEM WARRIOR

Not eatable. It's just stones or metal animated by a mighty furnace. Could make some great cooking apparatus though.

FANGED IMP

Not eatable. it's animated stones. Plus they hang out in catacombs, so it's not ideal health wise.

MINERS

Not eatable. These are literally dudes, and again eating people is morally dubious. Also they are all turning into stone and that can't be healthy to eat.

TROLL

Dubious. They are not human, but the cannibalism is still there. Also they don't look healthy at all.

KAIDEN SELLSWORD

Again, it's a guy. Don't eat guys it's not polite.

[fandomsareforlife]

Hey fellow Shade enjoyer! Do you have anymore lore about him? Or headcanons? Or just random stuff you wanna share about him that you haven't gotten the chance to?

This escaped me so it's mostly world building but surrounding Shade, sorry. This is so stupid, but like here is the elaboration on the whole phantom! Shade thing, as well as the split personality headcanon. Thanks @purplecherryuwu for roleplaying with me lmao, that really helped me flesh this out a lot

Trigger warnings: Trauma and violence mentions, nothing in detail but yeah. I'll warn for more if need be. Also, slightly incoherent ramblings. I wrote this at midnight.

So in Ninjago there are a bunch of different types of fae (creatures who can manipulate magic and need it to survive). These include fairies, sirens, elves, giants, and phantoms.

They lived in communities with mages (what magic users are called), and they tend to have kids with mages if they have children with humans.

For this post, since it focuses on Shade, we're gonna focus on phantoms.

Phantoms are typically connected to death and violence, and phantoms are considered to be very good at fighting, due to having enhanced strength and senses. Considered to be very intelligent, especially in terms of strategy, almost like their brain is hardwired for it. However, in exchange for book smarts and battle prowess, they tend to be very volatile and resort to violence as the first move to a solution.

They are considered 'disturbing' to look at, due to having humanoid faces but they are cool colors such as blue and grey and covered in feathers with the bottom of their face elongated out similar to a beak, with it being hard like a beak.

They also are skeletal and covered in feathers, with massive elliptical wings that have feathers detached in order to be use as weapons, in tandem with their massive talons.

(If you wanna seea bit of the inspo, here is one. No real clue what it's from but you can check out the blog if you wanna. Also, the feathers being weapons comes from Hawks from My Hero Academia).

Anyway, they tend to have a lot of bird traits, like always being in motion (ex flying, hopping) and chirping and wanting to grab shiny things and hunt small things. They can't eat birds, cows or pigs, but they can eat fish, vegetables, small creatures, and other fae/humans, including dead phantoms.

They always have the whispers of Lady Magic in their head. Lady Magic is basically the First Spinjitzu Master for mages, and she gives people magic if they don't wanna be crazy from it (like Clouse is).

Phantoms are considered rare by those who don't have magic, but they just tend to be reclusive from non-mages since there was a bunch of hunts for mages (similar to the Salem Witch Trials I think) after the Serpentine Wars that wiped out a good portion of mages.

Anyway, Shade is part phantom, and he hides a lot of the traits on a day to day basis, especially when he isn't with people he knows very well. He can detach the feathers on his body and magic away his wings, and he always has gloves on and cuts his talons to the bone in order to hide them. And being pescetarian isn't that weird. So the only real trait that is always present is the grey skin and the instincts.

Which, whoo, they are not fun for Shade. He always want to grab shiny things (when he was younger he would grab people with a lot of jewelry since they were shiny to him). He never can sit still, always hungry and he likes to be high up.

The worst part is actually his phantom. Basically, for a normal fae/human hybrid with 50% or more creature, they have a distinct voice in their head of their creature trying to encourage them to do things based on their instincts. Examples include for siren hybrids running away to live in the ocean or singing in order to hypnotize someone to escape, and fairy hybrids to fly around instead of walking and manipulate nature to their benefit. They tend to be very defensive and want the body safe at all costs.

This is because Lady Magic trying to be nice and giving them a bit of a step up in the world.

Normally the creature is only a voice in their head, and it doesn't have any real control over the body. It also doesn't tend to have much of a personality and tend to be a similar age to the human. If you read Harry Potter fic, it's like how Moony is portrayed in regards to Remus.

For Shade, and other hybrids who experienced trauma as a child that caused dissociate, however, their creature can take over the body. It's a defensive mechanism, in order to prevent the mind from breaking. This causes the creature to start to form a personality, and age oddly in comparison, since they aren't always present, unlike normal hybrids.

So for Shade, his phantom goes by either Phantom/Phoenix, depending on the au I write him in. Pronouns are he/it, but most people refer to it as he. He tends to be a few years younger than Shade, but I tend to write it more childlike if I call him Phoenix, since that meant he started to come out when Shade was a kid and therefore stopped aging normally as a kid. It is very protective over Shade, to the point of attacking anyone who tries to come close to him that he think he can fight and that Shade won't care if it killed.

(Also, shoutout to @purplecherryuwu for helping me come up with Phoenix as his name because before it was just Phantom)

However, it also is very traumatized, due to sometimes not being able to fight his way out of some situations, so it stayed out and experienced it all. When it's out, Shade doesn't know much, if anything, of what happens if Phoenix/Phantom doesn't tell him.

In some aus, Phantom/Phoenix starts to come out when Shade isn't dissociating, because Shade can give control to him if he wants to, but he doesn't like doing that since he likes to have control. In these aus, he does start learning more about the world and he starts to be less volatile and get help, as well become closer to Shade's age mentally.

Anyway, I have so many angst ideas relating to that whole headcanon you have no idea.

Also, to clarify, this is not applicable to every fic I write. Sometimes Phantom/Phoenix doesn't exist, sometimes Shade's a regular human, and sometimes the magic system works completely differently. This is just something I have spent a lot of time thinking about, and wanted to share!

I am aware this is probably not what you expected but like I wrote this all out and I'm not apologizing, so do with this what you will.