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runningwiththefears · 2 years ago

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so much going on in my head and none of it is good

#life is so draining #being sick is so draining #having to take like 10 pills a day is so draining #having to eat is so draining #can i just like #idk #i'm not even doing anything and i feel like i need a break lol #and i feel so #Annoying #i feel so isolated but i'm doing it to myself #bc i feel like no one wants to talk to me #and i feel so guilty #for like #putting that onto ppl bc it's not like they're doing anything #and it's not their responsibility to be in my brain #ugh idk #everything is just too much rn

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inkskinned · 1 year ago

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as we enter the start of a semester and the dreaded Hour of Making Friends us upon us... if ur ever at a loss for what to say in one of those weird social situations where you only vaguely-know people, one of my favorite questions to ask is "what is your favorite food crime." a food crime is like the food combination that you love that other people find revolting. press them to take it further than pineapple on pizza, that's rote. food crimes is a good topic that has many benefits as it turns out all people are degenerates and also it will give you some cool ideas to try out later in the privacy of your own degenerate kitchen

the other good thing to ask is "okay but has anyone here ever been someplace haunted" bc it turns out if you ask most people directly they don't believe in ghosts, but many people are like "oh yeah i lived in a haunted house. ghosts aren't real tho"

#my food crime is that i regularly make a “pasta and tuna” situation that has somehow gotten even more evil and degenerate over time.#it is a ''white wine reduction'' (it's just white wine and garlic powder & seasoning)#and tuna from a can.#and plain pasta.#if i have the spoons i will actually chop garlic for it but this tends to be my comfort food for a REALLY bad day #bc its super easy to make:#boil pasta. drain. put into bowl for later. into same pot u used for pasta.#put tuna (with oil/water from can). let fry a little for like 2-3 min. put in whatever amount of wine. season to taste.#the tuna will get a little crisp on it which is nice. important side note:#this began as a Bolognese sauce.#and one day i had to sub for tuna. i know. not ideal. i cried about it too.#somehow over time it is now its own little evil thing. i would never make someone else eat it. it is beautiful.#but yeah i don't even stir the pasta in afterwards i just slap pasta into serving bowl #slap this ''''''sauce'''''''' on top #molto bene #(i really can cook fairly well btw. this is a food crime. not a suggestion of skill or ability)#(i LOVE baking but when i cook for myself. the autism is obvious. bc i just don't understand the point of most of the steps)#(.... i can just eat the deli meat out of the bag. it is protein. i don't even have to like it. i just have to eat enough calories.)#(also i used to cook MUCH more before this apartment which is so small that i can stretch my arms out and overreach the counter length.)#(.... i'm 5.2. so.)

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lavendertarot · 1 month ago

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happy birthday to mikoto!! he ruined my life in the best way possible

#my art #I wanna eat his birthday cake so bad you guys have no idea #either way tho!! here's to another year of me being obsessed with this guy #his merch drains my wallet but it's worth it </3 #ALSO COMPARING THIS TO LAST YEAR'S BIRTHDAY ART IS INSANE #for one I give less of a shit about clean lineart #who would;ve thought #mikoto kayano #milgram #mikoto milgram

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fatedroses · 2 months ago

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When a test of a prince's taste backfires horribly. Or, how Alisaie gave herself psychic damage for not realizing this man may not act like how she imagines and she's suddenly being thanked for giving the worst food on the star to him.

(or, even, indirectly giving Meteor and Tsukiko psychic damage as Meteor refuses to let Zenos eat that god forsaken bread and has to hold him back like a misbehaving cat away from it.)

#ffxiv #sketch #comic #zenos yae galvus #alisaie leveilleur #alphinaud leveilleur #adventurer zenos #zenos- who undoubtably hasn't had a lovingly cooked meal in ages- tastes tataru's (HQ) cooking for the first time and inhales it #and alisaie- having to watch this man scarf down THE affront to the gods not realizing he was -very hungry- and -very drained-#im excited to write more about zenos' relationship with food (mainly him not eating anything unless he has to for any reason)#the concept that this man is a two legged apex predator has always stood out to me #so I wanted the first thing in terms of change for him to be him losing his numbness- food being the beginning of it #but also the struggle of Tsukiko and Kukuti trying to prevent the giant depressed super soldier from taking the easy way out of a meal #I also just enjoy writing the dissonance Alisaie has over how she views zenos and how zenos actually is #(also hehe I like the concept that Zenos can stomach archon loaf and the WoL cant)#I love being an omnicrafter LMAO #this also takes place not long after the return comic just for reference

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transsextual · 10 months ago

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I don't have tits anymore :)

#top surgery was this morning! came back to the hotel at noon and have just been napping and eating and chilling w my mom #so grateful for these pain meds #havent seen my chest yet bc i woke up with my postop binder on #but tmrw im gonna give it a very gentle wipe down around the drain sites and change out my gauze #so i'll get to peek a little bit then :) excited to see ^-^#speak

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theangrypomeranian · 5 months ago

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I just want my passion back man idk why that's so much to ask for

#pom ponders #personal #my favorite part of the day used to be any extra time i had to write #i desperately miss the days where i woke up early all on my own excited because it meant extra time to write #now even just thinking about writing can make me so tired and drained #i can't write anymore and I'm so upset about it #I've spent the last four months sobbing because it's basically ruined for me #i was so happy...i want it back #i still have stories to tell and i love them so much #but trying to get them out has turned into a chore and i feel like I've lost a part of myself #some days i feel so sick over it that i can barely eat #I've lost so much sleep over this #it's not fair...i didn't do anything wrong...#I'm still being punished for doing what was ultimately the right thing and i don't understand #i want to want to write again #delete later

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skeletoninthemelonland · 6 months ago

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never lay down in bed right after eating. don't think about staying on your phone for nearly two hours in that position. don't sleep either. acid reflux is real and i hate that guy

#uhhhh eat healthy and drink water etc etc #yknow. the exhausting but healthy things we gotta do to keep our silly billy bodies workin #i hate how this adds up to anxious thoughts djsfjdsbhjqklfehpiJADAASFGHJIOPA #i tried drawing today but it felt so draining and pointless #the floods + university strike + the cold + lack of routine + overall anxious thoughts but ig everyone is going through it too #i'm just glad my house is not under water now. my pets and things are all here and i do have blankets to warm myself with #but damn.#when your mind is not occupied with the routine it starts bothering you with unwanted thoughts #and it's not good when everyone else at home is going through the same stress #it feels just as hopeless and stressful as it was during the covid pandemic #in a way we are 'under quarantine' and isolated. unsure if it's gonna directly affect our lives.#i heard the water levels are rising quickly and people are coming in seeking public shelters...#lol idk how this went from acid reflux back to the floods. see that it's def something we can't stop worrying about rn.#what if i wake up with water on my ankles tomorrow? the videos we saw showed the water coming in so fast it's fucking scary #there was no way to just pack everything and move before it got worse.#starbstalks

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the-meme-monarch · 4 months ago

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man i don't mean to be a bitch about it but i need to rip my teeth out Badly

#i cant. eat.#i cant chew with the left side of my mouth bc of the cavity and nowi cant chew with the right side bc Thats All Ive Been Using bc of the ca #bc of the cavity and now it hurts from fucking overuse i guess? fuck off #and im still waiting on a fucking consultation!!!!!!! i don even know when or if theyll take them out !!!!#would it sound stupid to say i really wish i was dead. id literally rather be dead than in pain bc of my fucking mouth #im not trying to fish for sympathy i just really cannot stand this. i have no other outlet than to talk about it #tooth trauma #and also i have eczema which being stressed out (bc of a cavity) Cant be good for it !!!!! nightmare #and im taking care of it best i can until i can get it removed! salt water/antiseptic mouthwash/ just fucking picking food out of it #its just all so draining.

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defiledtomb · 2 years ago

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