#haveagoodnight

[joyridingmp3]

my dad is the king of doorknob confessions. "alright bete I'll walk you to your car. drive safe. yeah... sigh... my back has been hurting so much lately. it's gotten really bad...... I've actually been crying at work..... (oh my god dad are you okay??) hahaha yeah of course. course! just... yknow .... aaaaanyway haveagoodnight!! ...see you on the weekend maybe?"

[vibesintergalactic]

it’s time for me to get back into blogging my feelings y’all. it’s been two years since i left tumblr. i’m on no other social media. i have went in patient at a mental health facility and gone through a lot. my current feelings will be on my new account and in a more positive tone. i’ll leave a note on this post from my new account for anyone interested in following the account and myself on my journey. thanks everyone!

[polar-mints]

Ok, i shall start with an introduction! I’m Mac. I cant spell well so mistakes are accident. I am an Demi-boy and Pansexual. I go by he/they pronouns. I am also asexual. I have tiktok, the account is Polar_mints, go follow if you want to! If you have questions feel free to ask! this is my first post here but i am familiar with the platfrom! Have an amazing day!

~Mac

[toomanyopinions]

The Virgin Suicides (1999)

“We knew, finally, that the girls were really women in disguise, that they understood love and even death, and that our job was merely to create the noise that seemed to fascinate them.”

The Virgin Suicides; a story that truly captures the essence of adolescence, infatuations, perceptions, and fantasies. The Lisbon sisters, of course, are a mysterious group of 5 that captivate both characters and viewers as they immediately grace the screen with simplicity that quickly develops into magnetism. 

This film, to me, is less about the seemingly perfect sisters contrasted by their harsh reality and more about the ambiguous nature of how they are perceived. The narrators are mainly a group of middle aged men, obsessively recounting the details of these events from their childhood. It becomes less about how flawless and breathtaking the sisters are and more about how much they appear to be.  

What especially captivates me about the narrations and their oddly fanatical undertones is how much they become contradicted by the footage shown on screen. Which is a pretty genius artistic move from director Sophia Coppola, especially considering how the novel is completely narrated by the men, leaving the Lisbon's’ identities up to those who didn’t even have the full picture. Coppola allows the girls to tell the true story visually, and allows much more for private moments that the boys could never begin to fathom, let alone recount. 

Now, the second part of the film is the suicides. While tragic and horrific, they somehow were perfectly fitting for the characters, which I'm honestly not sure if I should be disturbed or impressed by. I found it especially interesting how Coppola chose to present the endings for the Lisbon sisters, concluding their lives in a way that felt dismally right but left the viewers wanting more. 

The movie, in its entirety, had this really dreamy way about its visuals. The color grading in particular was perfectly gloomy and captured both the aesthetic and the feel in unique ways. 

Overall, I really enjoyed this film! Its performances were noteworthy, visuals striking, and a storyline that was pretty freakin gripping. 10/10. Would recommend. Sophia Coppola doesn't miss. :)

[alexyandra]

I am my own Sistine Chapel of immaculate pieces of work.

[iqbalmaulana1992]

Good nite people... #goodnightquotes #haveagoodnight (at Petaling Jaya, Malaysia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CNh7-6LF2rANiSxHdjpx9xFIuvspTZ28jMlm1o0/?igshid=rkqe5y5fx0o1

[lightpost]

You love him and he matters to you, fucking tell him. You're trying too! I know he matters he always did to you, you want to love him, I even think you need to love him. You need parts of him to even love yourself, one conversation! Goddess the agony just to hear his voice! I know you made a mess of things. You're trying the best with what's been done. He matters to you, he is all that ever mattered. Nothing in this world is what you need more then his touch, his voice touching the broken pieces, letting everything that is heavy leave and breathing again fully in love with life. He's your key. He matters and you felt this strong connection he will be coming back in your life.

[katiiadisney]

À demain les amis que la nuit vous soit douce💜💜 #bonnenuit#haveagoodnight#goodnight#friends#followers#amis#soir#soiree#followme#katiiadisney https://www.instagram.com/p/B9NAbCeCnhO/?igshid=b8mb89ijhj7k

[chamomile-tigers]

I hope you all have good dreams, or a good morning if you're in a different time zone. I love you! 🌞🌛🖤

[honestlykeagan-blog]

Daily post! Self love! Sometimes you just have to take a day and relax. You have to take care of yourself otherwise you'll run yourself into the ground! #dailypost #selflove #selfcare #winning #life #haveagoodnight https://www.instagram.com/p/B5Btndoghve/?igshid=1bw9sfgt1lqc4

[ppeanutt]

#haveagoodnight #johnwayne #moviequotes #ithinkitiscool https://www.instagram.com/p/B1kmdJiF9KJ/?igshid=1ltjqfke91jms

[tokion]

TGIF!! have a gooood weeeekend♪♪ #tgif #haveagoodweekend #haveagoodnight #weekend #friday https://www.instagram.com/p/CoxEMgfSMMZ/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[dhb912]

Have you had a Monster Thickburger today? #hardees #carlsjr #eatlikeyoumeanit #feedyourhappy #doubleangus #monsterthickburger #haveagoodnight https://www.instagram.com/p/Ch8ekmXjtzP/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[alexyandra]

I used to think I wasn’t deserving of affection and attention. I used to think I was unworthy of connection and investment. I used to think I don’t deserve love, on any level: romantic, friendship, or other wise. I spent my younger years searching anywhere and everywhere for any small morsel of reciprocation of all this overflowing love and affection that I have within me. That weighed heavily on my heart and soul. I took the love and attention from wherever I could, and that’s toxic.

Having had experienced loss, death, and grief at such a young age gave me a serious dose of reality.

Life is temporary; we are all temporary.

We only have what we do in our lives in the present—in this moment—to leave an imprint upon this world. I tried to make my mark on, and through others, because I never wanted people to experience anything like depths of my pain and longing. I used to be so afraid to be alone because it would always bring me back to those negative emotions.

As I begin to reach my 30’s, I have found myself intent on making sure that I am being kind to myself. Not that I was ever unkind to myself on purpose, but it was hard to find something good in myself for the longest time.

I am now starting to give that time back to myself that I spent searching outside of myself, little by little. I am starting to see more value in myself and for myself. It’s much easier to give love to others—on any level—when you find something of worth within yourself. I know I can be a bit much with strong emotions and energy, being very extroverted, loud... but, I will not apologize for anything that is elevating myself and the value and worth I wish to give to others. I spent too long in a dark place, mentally and emotionally, so I will spend my time making sure that I am doing okay in everyday I can. And, then, I’ll make sure to remind any of you that I interact with.