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phinktober day 2: dnp 2024
#doing phinktober on twt and will b posting them here too :)#art2 and craft2#dnp#phanart#daniel howell#amazingphil#dan and phil#dan howell#phil lester#btw skipped day 1 because drawing self portraits sends me into psychosis and i wish this was a joke lol it’s a whole thing#i have severe facial dysmorphia/blindness towards myself so i genuinely have no clue wtf my face looks like#one of the reasons i have so many tats and a set style#and why i take so many selfies#wow lore dump ok shut up d#phinktober
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AshtonIrwin: An absolutely feral November.
#hi yes Ash posted a trenchcoat selfie a smoking selfie and a selfie at a whole sex shop and I missed it - a throwback to simpler kh4f times#also i just realized today is the 6th anniversary of my blog 🥹 how kind of him to celebrate with this dump 😌#5sos#5 seconds of summer#ashton irwin#ashton#ai ig#instagram#cashton#calum hood#kh4f post#much to think about#like fr#also had to include some comments bc i was having a legit and much needed giggle fit over a couple#did you know#i am a little bit sweet on this guy#just a lil 🤏🏻
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I've been trying to take more pictures of myself, it makes me feel nice, I'm trying to have fun with it, but I'm not really sure what to do with them once I have them so I think I'm just going to stay dropping them here
#selfie dump#i know there's not much to look at#i took a couple tiny bit more risque ones but i don't think I'm posting those#like they still barely show anything#but I'm a little bit shy about having that much on display publicly atm#also#it's really hard to see#but my black and red choker leaves the letters imprinted on my skin when i take it off#which i think is kind of fun and sexy#cw weed#cw vaping
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#maybe it's the slight sleep deprivation talking#but i do keep wondering how approachable i come across on the subway to be talked to by a cute guy first#i hate having to be the one to do it first and if i'm looking up and [i think] smiling as i glance at the route list#[as an excuse to brush my eyes along your bulge inches from my face...]#then playing ygo duel links some more#wouldn't that be an invitation to spark a chat?#especially if it felt like we were sorta making decent eye contact there... lol#ofc this guy could've also been straight so i'm overthinking this but#😩 it looked like a nice bulge 😩#ugh he was hot#[also coming off some work stress and sleepiness i wanted this local train to hurry but also wouldnt have minded if he asked about my game]#[kind of a shame the last time a cute guy struck up a convo with me it was Taylor last *June* and that didnt go past our one nice date#and it was cute since it was about me playing a SoulSilver hack on my phone and us both being into ygo and anime#...still don't get why that petered out but he never replied when i said i thought i saw him walking around recently so w/e#anyway all this to sleepily say that despite how some selfies come off or take off i very much have my shy/overthinking moments lol#and also i saw this cute couple by herald square holding hands and ugh i'd like that again#[though also i really want to play with a cute guy's nice cock again... the duality lol]#anywho i should work on sleeping soon 🥱#/thought dump#ore no inochi#*makes you visualize a smiling corgi as thanks for reading all this*
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16, 54, 67? 😃
16. How many fic ideas are you nurturing right now? Share one of them?
Ok so you remember this little baby:
Well, the first bullet point is already completed. But look what I started at 1 am before I went "wtf am I doing?" and went back to sleep.

(Ugh, I should've cropped this better before I put this here 😣 ) Anyway, Coronation chapter, yaaaaaay!!! This one is gonna be so fun I am looking forward to see how this will come out. I know you guys missed my beautiful friendship moments with Bowser and Peach, so that'll be there. If you remember my "Finding the Balance" fic you know I kinda touched upon Peach and Toadsworth relationship shifting a bit as they transition from that father/daughter to advisor/ruler dynamic so to speak so a little bit of that in there. I feel like the second point can also relate to all the other toads as well seeing as they all had a hand in raising her and now she's going to be the one over them now. I think I have her age here set around 16-17 ish and it's that struggle of being seen as someone they can trust and taken seriously despite her age vs how they still maybe see her. I'm leaning towards making her give this cringy speech during the process, which is where this screenshot is surely leading. Gotta remember this is where her and Bowser's alliance is officialized. I'm gonna do my best to make it really good for you all 👍🏾👍🏾👍🏾☺️☺️☺️.
54. What’s your favorite part about the fanfiction writing process?
When it's done 🤭. I feel like I've written what I've wanted to the best I can, and it's another thing done . It's ready to be shared on the internet, and I love that for me. Also, I'm able to go indulge and treat myself to other fun activities for a while.

Anon also asked me this so thanks for that hehe!!
67. Do you prefer prompts and challenges, or completely independent ideas?
For now definitely independent ideas and those formed from conversing as you (Spocky) really would know (AO3 comments between me and Spocky 👌🏾). I feel like I would do so good with prompts if I tried them but there's also a little part in my brain that's like....no 🤣. When I think of the prompts I see here and people sending them, I'm like "Ok if I did this, what if it's not what they were expecting it to be 🤔 and they just don't like it" or something along those lines... it might sound crazy but that's just how I think about it and heck It's already a challenge to make my own stories how I want them to be. Oh and if the prompt/challenge is combined with a deadline to submit...ugh that's something else 😳
#Key answers#funny story about the ask I linked here I was so happy I put these ideas on here and I didn't have none of them written in my notes app#maybe a week after I slipped on the floor I was mopping at work and broke my phone screen...I couldn't transfer anything over cause of that#so I lost maybe 2 years worth of my rare selfies other pictures memes omg and tik tok videos I saved!!! 😭😭😭 I also had some screenshots#of spicy manwha panels...I mean I just gotta read to get those again but there's so many chapters 😫😫😫#sorry for the trauma dump... looking at that ask just made me 😤 remember but also made me remember 🥰 ah such good ideas
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hehehehe i love You my summer !!!🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷
u have probably heard/read me say 90% of these yet I still ran out of tags SOMEHOW. one of tehse days we will be together when it rains and Won't that be lovely day. also ride your wave + maquia + eeaao + your name (idk y). Ok i willstop rhere fr. see u in like 10 hours. HEH.
TELL ME WHAT YOU ASSOCIATE WITH ME
COLORS, SONGS, AESTHETICS, PEOPLE, ANYTHTING
#@summer#HEHEHEHEHE 🩷🩷🩷🩷#Soz i dont have nickanems for ppl. what if everyone backed off from ever adding 'my' before ur naem. idk who does but back off /SILLY JOKE#red (hair + tomato/strawberry/apple + clown). purple *idk why. ur one dress + hair..? green now after ur jeopardy. primary colours#he x on my y til i z etc jokes. jokes in the same regard. also peanits#cats.. UR CATS💔🩷 the shelter. any little post w 2 cats. any little post abt 2 (best) friends. Heh#long dresses.. thin straps... not (usually)poofy but. tulle.(???)#checkered patterns. many layers. fun ties/socks. ties tied as bows. bloomers. sweater vest. ur dads jacket. lace/frill details. longshorts#< like w a button up or flowy shirt. cutesie flats/pumps. doc martens/mary janes loafers . converse. pointed heels. saw u wear and went woa#ur lilyof the valley headphone . um. crochet accessories..? fun little clips! ribbon! our neckacles...#rly close up selfies. :P. big eye stare. pouty face/ :* +wink. starfish jump#yuzuru keito shu nagisa ibara. srry worked hard 2 b able 2 list them quickly so i got to. KURAPIKA! akeshu. mizurui. mizisua. ill stop ther#guys with glasses . women with short hair .#can u imagine i listed off a bunch of media too. like a lot. you know i know#Soup. kitkats. energy drink. urbear sugar cookies (sooyummay).#tattooist Inchiostrocuore. amonfothers. that vibe. colourful thine linework(?!?!!) tattoos. douwanna get matchy tattoso#I am actually still so locked in on the furry heads btw. if u r. like i still want one genuinely. mymoney. but also. ohg#origami. i stillahve all the paper cranes u folded 4 my 18th (?) bday. little crocheted guys. Dolls... them and a birthdaycake#mitski. ptv. If either ever come 2 this god forsaken city. well. OH. Aespa Winter. that one pc. that. ..awman. chaewon#ig spam life update posts with many comments. long ig stories which im always excited 2 watch . voice msgplot dump. (Apologies)#going meowwww and YIPPEE!! and myannn...#a homes orange light thru a window in the eveningIn the sense that u evokr the same warmth/comfort/relief/happiness/curiosity#cutesie little houses. ones u drive by and go wait Omg that house is so cute/pretty. yeahhhh#think of u when i look at my jokebear plate/think abt making something else#letters and fun stickers.. i am always excited 2 see what paper u used + stickers uve added! Heh.#that one artist w that one oc. if u remember. sheepshoof . cant describe what artstyles i associate u with but i do have . styles.#cool stained glass windows + colorful tiles + rhat chessboard cost hanger#notrlly an Association but in kf @ reynahzwben it asks how comfy u r w touch i do Ok w close friends but im speckfically thinkihg of U#soz 4 clingingonto u at rikas Not that i rllyworry u mind but still soz 4 any future clinging/headon shoulder/etc action.#THATPHYSCIAL AFFECTJON HAS 2 GO SOMEWHERE AND U R THE ONLY PERSON WHO HAS EVER UNLOCKEDIT@!
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ohmygod soyo considering to take a photo of sakiko as she walked away....SHE IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO this is growth to me. she's considering to take a photo to memorialize a memory. the fact that she consider it and that she said "there will be so many more to come" she's warming up to the idea of taking photos to memorialize something in general. including her time with mygo!!!!! just like she used to with crychic. i hope we get to see this happen

#i mean she is considering taking a pic of saki right. not like a selfie bcs that would be kinda weird#ooo i just had a talk w my ex in the same place where i got dumped im gonna take a selfie<3333333#not like shes the type to take a selfie to begin with lol#personally idt soyo taking a pic of saki after this is weird or anything like that. tho i suppose it might to some ppl#ig in the end. she does still have some sort of soft spot fot sakiko#icb the sysk episode is actually prtty good. my fave all of the bunch#avmg
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billions is really on one constantly like you gotta love how there's the wordless presentation of This Man & This Woman as like an image of epic power couple &/or pr for the Wholesomeness of this man to have the Family Values in having a wife & possibly even kids, and being fictional media, most of the time this comes up as Staged Material from actors for this Media, especially given that generally both parties will be preexisting Roles With Dialogue. and then when it comes to winston & their granting us their clearest most elevated least questioning/critical exercises in "this is Telling you that winston is inferior" in a) successful violation &/or b) successful-violation-born information that they recognize as Inferior & expect you will too....really a moment's pause sometimes remembering that since they couldn't be bothered to stage anything for winston & instead we got a) photos provided from will roland of himself from his real life or b) pics they didn't need to get rights to, in this case they show us selfies from a real-life-and-by-then-married-couple, and it's This that gets "well so of course this is another Recognition Of Inferiority presentation" and not "well isn't that nice, epic, &/or wholesome, or even just matter of fact" like. really unbelievable of them and steph wessels gets to cameo as someone who Of Course dumped this guy because [well just look at him we're right back to exactly 4 seasons prior in 3x03 where we're supposed to know winston isn't epic b/c if wags is there you're supposed to be projecting on him, thanks, & when the one thing you can take issue with being an apparently accidental misgendering, there's Nothing to take issue with in that in the face of this it's crickets from wags who's otherwise dying to kill winston already. awesome. but i mean. well just look at him. we Hate winston.] like and billions is off the rails like "b/c he's so bad at sex" like yeah i think nothing says Good At Sex like the nexus of "has never tried learning anything about sex" & "has never been told their sexual partners might benefit from their learning about sex" Hell yeah. but only those born with the good bodies (winston wasn't! btw! which we all Knew 500 thinking emojis) deserve to have sex and this is also an extremely epic thing to say in this zero critical lens Celebration of killing the autistic guy for not sufficiently staying an exploited object kept silently shut away in your possession but out of sight & mind.
literally unironically Extremely Normal of them where "normal" is expected to be synonymous with a [neutral to good] context, as it "normally" is lol, but we Do have a critical lens out here. just like amazing you brought his real life then even all the more recent marriage into things held up for us as more fodder for Why We All Hate Winston & Want To Kill Him which also always hinged on "well just look at him" which necessarily hinges on a real life person's form to be looked at (or heard, given that we know people don't always react to his speaking voice as "neutral" and this is just another aspect of people's bodies) while meanwhile it's like yeah delightful stuff actually. or who cares b/c the Context doesn't have to be "does this role seem personally appealing?" for the Question that doesn't need to be "do we want them dead or are they someone who can do whatever they want or someone who has to forever endure and support the previous and can do whatever they want that doesn't conflict with this" and then 500 zillion words to say about this actor who was only supposed to be Quant Kid 2 Who We All Hated & Killed for one scene in one ep getting a recurring role (to still only ever be hated & killed as far as the writing was concerned, for the overwhelming Mostly) b/c of this je ne sais quoi & of course still Acting as though this role is as much a person as any of the other roles, wow, can't believe this was found to be so Talented & Delightful & Essential despite still only seeing the role as [guy we hate & kill] & having no intention of like giving him an arc ever but we really want more of this. and then inevitably be really preoccupied about his dick like not in a "haha. pwned them in turn b/c that's gay" but like of course in being Superior it's like yep preoccupied with the inferior parties' sexuality & your own being superior too. his dick is bad and he's not tall enough and well just look at him, no wonder he was dumped [shows you an image from actually having good times with his eventual wife] like obviously. billions with their autistic character like how do we step it up from the episode where some guy yells the r word at him amidst like the threats and harassment and assault? well more of that plus surveillance and even more personal intrusion but also someone says he's effectively a child and then we enjoy validation of our eugenicist presumptions i guess about his sexuality and body and most like random details of personality (never stop pointing out that somehow that He Likes Puns is more evidence for how Objectively Hated he is) and this episode has no other point than revelling in all of this and considering this to also be like "yes this all makes wags look Epic, which is worth an episode ever, all the more so as 1/12th of a series finale season"
#just another billions post of the ''well now i've typed it so sure; Post'' genre#a gazillion words that can be said & resaid about this series or even like this 3x03 / 7x03 bookend & i've been & keep saying them#winston billions#so many things in 7x03 are so like completely empty b/c the Point of the episode is wags is so epic#with the framework & ''bonus'' that we're also watching winston be killed & we're all loving it so much#so like i don't really think about them b/c again like everything's so hollow in that regard. one layer here & it's worthless thanks#and that there's ones Accidentally more fun or interesting to recall. extremely easy setup for ''what if this actually had consequences#and that in itself also had relevance to the supposed Themes of this series & season in particular?''#but also stuff like i assume when we see rolled outta bed winston in underwear with more mussed than usual hair#we were expected to be like ugh loser gross? however obviously that ruled.#anyways like i Don't particularly go back over things like ''remember the selfie w/steph b/c This Loser Gets Dumped''#also b/c like if i Do think about it more like obviously i can't think of anything good or fun abt this fictional relationship#and billions forced us to faceclaim steph wessels for that? like ya gotta be kidding#the whole thing is unbelievable lmfao like that they ramped it up sooo much w/such less room for like it's not even plausible deniability#b/c i don't think they conceive of there being anything to deny. b/c That You All Agree is truly assumed#like billions you can't write produce & air this. but then they did#idk why they have winston cameo again? to reassure us he's not a loose end who might hack them b/c why wouldn't he?#reassure us he's banished & unrewarded? i don't even know. it's funny he can't be shown seeing / speaking to anyone He knows#b/c that'd be a Consequence for them & billions doesn't care. emphasis on that they do not care#really impossible to extrapolate their logic at any time such as Then b/c there's such disinterest#like i'm interested in the character and consider him a person as much as the other characters so a deep fundamental incompatibility
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youre my world!
in which they accidentally reveal your relationship to the public (and confirms it)
bllk boys x reader (reo, nagi, rin, sae,): fluff, crack, pro-athletes bllk boys, drabbles, not proofread + likes n reblogs are appreciated!
reo mikage:
sometimes, contrary to what reo believes, he’s simply impulsive and childish in the face of love - excitedly posting a story of you and him at your favourite cafe, beaming at the way your hands merged with him so well - so well that he posted it to his main public account associated with both mikage corporation and his soccer career in manshine city where everyone witnessed it up for 12 hours before he wakes up to his PR calling him freaking out. to be honest, he thinks it shouldn’t be such a big deal right? its not as if the media hasn’t speculated over his relationship status for months now - from every little jewellery that fits perfectly onto his wrist, neck and fingers, from every visits to designer clothes store, to designer jewellery store, to designer shoe stores bringing out huge shopping bags that make his frame look petite in comparison, from every single photo he posts on his feed that they scruntised from the angle, to the place, to the clothes that seem to belong to a matching set somewhere somehow. its expected some thinks - he’s rich, he’s got a decent career, he’s charming both in looks and personality publicised in front of television for many to swoon over, there’s no way he isn’t taken just yet. but now, the focus that he’s so used to shifts to you, who’s only half a face is revealed but has gathered just as much attention a selfies he posts on social media at the request of his managers. and perhaps he now feels it - the jealousy that runs green at his heart as if its always been there tugging at the red muscle, and suddenly all he wants to do is to keep you in his treasure chest of things only he can have, keep you caged in his warm embrace like after practice forever, keep you safe away from the public side of the world that he’s practically born to face. but right at the same time, he wishes nothing more than to parade you in front of the world that he’s sure he loathes secretly in his heart, to share with the world of hte blessing that the world has given him in the bitter and harsh world, to express his love in the way he knows how to.
he thinks it was fate that he accidentally posted it on the wrong account, and who is he to go against the universe that have led you to him in this lifetime. and so, he posts a photo dump of you and him right on his main account - filled with pictures gathered and kept by him in his phone in a folder, whether that be a picture of you eating that sugary-sweet treat that he can still taste from the kiss he shared with you right after that photo, picture of you with him right after his first ever win in his career beaming ear-to-ear hat he looks at like its his lucky charm till this day, picture of you and him wearing that matching chikawa pajama at his apartment studying late into the night together for your finals together. and next time the reporter asks him, he doesn’t hesitate to profess his love of you to the world as though he’s waited his entire life to confess it out to the world.
nagi seishiro:
nagi seishiro is practically on the hunt list by paparazzis - infamously hard to capture on film not because of his bright white hair that seems to avoid flashes but rather that he rarely goes out of his apartment - and when he does, does the paparazzi goes crazy especially when he leaves his house on a blue moon, hands tangling with someone else’s. to him, it was just another day - dragged by you to go to wherever you want for the day that you surely deserve after sleeping over at his place for the past few days cramming for your assignments and whatnot in a quiet environment that just so happens to be his room whilst he lazes around in his bed playing his game with his earphones on glancing at you unbeknownst to you. it was supposed to be just another lunch date just like any others you’ve been with him, wearing whatever to go to your nearby cafe that practically recognises you and nagi and hides you at the corner booth where he first confessed to you out of pure impulse after seeing you chat excitedly about your interest with such passion he can’t help but feel his heart skip multiple beats at once. and yet here you both are giggling at the edits and theories his fans have came up with in defence against a dating rumour as you two lie on his bed, body practically melted together, limbs tangled with his — whether that be deeming you as his little sister that hes strangely close to, to deeming the photo as a breach of privacy, to deeming the photo as straight up edited. he thinks its sort of funny, isnt it clear you two are clearly together romantically? with his hands wrapped around yours that fits just right like a puzzle piece fitting into one another. his eyes glancing at you as though youre his entire world, his smile that rarely appears on his face as he listens to another of your passionate chats.
and he supposes he must be a pretty passive or straight up bad partner when on his next win, a reporter asks about you in such a demeaning and insulting way that ticks his brain the wrong way. he thinks its too much of a bother to get fired up, he thinks its useless to get all upset and red in the face, he thinks its only fools that let their emotion overtake them — yet its against that comment that he suddenly stands up that surprises his members, the reporters around and even the crowd, his mouth leaning onto the microphone that for the first time speaks of something other than mediocre and uninterested responses but the same passionate tone that he thinks you must be rubbing off him, announcing your relationship with him with nothing but love and pride in his voice. and maybe, just maybe, he doesn’t regret it and its no bother to defend you to the world - its you and him against the world anyways.
itoshi rin:
all of this started simply because of rin’s first win in the world cup - pulling at the promise ring attached to his necklace to kiss in celebration that went trending on social media. its not uncommon for football players to celebrate on field or have lucky charms - but for fans to see the logical and detached itoshi rin to indulge in such superstitious habits is unnerving, completely out of character of the cool and calm player that practically overwhelms the field completely. he doesn’t think much of it, youre his lucky charm anyways - every game he makes sure to kiss that polaroid of you that he took of you badly with your new digicam that is slightly blurry and slightly way too bright but he kisses that beam of yours anyways, every game he makes sure to hear that voice message of you wishing him luck in that cheery tone that just makes him replay it over and over until time is up and he practically runs out to the field for the game, and every game he makes sure to dedicate each and every step. kick, turn all to you. he doesn’t get why the reporters keep asking him the same old question - “are you dating someone?” the answer is obviously yes, but that doesn’t mean he can say it - whether it be due to his PR manager, whether that be due to not wanting the media in his personal life, whether that be simply to protect you from the spotlight. its irritating, standing under that spotlight as questions gets thrown at him again and again - all he can think about is you on the stand still waiting for him probably getting cold from the harsh and ruthless wind that your sweater might not be able to keep you warm despite it all, all he can think is the congratulationary kiss you give him after each game that melts both yours and his lips together that makes his entire face go uncharacteristically bright red and his eyes go wide, all he can think about is you so close to running off mid interview again like hes a spoiled child throwing a tantrum as the media described it just to see you a little earlier and spend a little more time with you rather than these irrelevant people. really, not even the harsh critics by the media and fans that compares him to a clone of his brother that leaves a bitter taste in his mouth, not even his PR manager’s scoldings and nagging can deter him from running away from all of these to you, and hell hes sure not even if the world ended right in front him right now would he hesitate before running with all hes ever known, even faster than he runs during these matches to get to you, to at least kiss you once last time before you two turn into mash like those zombie movies that perhaps have gotten a little too into his head.
and he ticks his tongue again at that same question. are you dating someone? he sees you from the corner of his eye, walking away from the venue likely going to his car to get some warmth at least, and he cant stand to see you walk alone and so it leaves before he realises. “yes.” one word before he runs as though he’s back right into another life-or-death situation on the field. runs as though that is his only way of salvation, runs as though hes chasing after world - you. and its with you he thinks that he loses that logical and cold persona that everyone forces on him - because with you, hes just itoshi rin, your boyfriend and not any of the names the media and the world wants to throw on him whether positive of negative.
itoshi sae:
every time he goes back to japan, he swears his luck goes all the way down - first time where he goes home and finds out that his middle school had closed down where he went there the morning after, second time where he realises the convenience store he goes to closed down for the very week he was staying, and third time where he finds a photograph of him buying a ring for you going viral online. and he finds out when he sees you giggling hunched over on the other side of the red. his right side feels awfully ice cold without your arms wrapping around his body drooling in your sleep that he’s much more used to. if anything, he’s more surprised that youre awake - he doesn’t know what time it is, a stark contrast to him in spain that’s practically like a robot to the way he automatically wakes up at six on the dot and automatically does his exercise routine on auto pilot - all he knows is that its certainly too early for you to be leaving his side to laugh at god knows what. its only in your apartment that he gets to act all grumpy as though he’s back to been thirteen sleeping over at your house where he spends the night completely awake at your tight embrace on him as though he’s your plushie that’s now on the floor abandoned for his warmth and wakes up completely sleep-deprived that’s remedied by your bright grin. he doesn’t hesitate to turn a little to your side and snake his hands around your waist, his hands fitting right with your body, earning a flinch from you from his ice cold hands that contrasts with your warmth. its only then he realises his surprise has been completely spoiled - its not the only thing the media has pretty much put a dent in his life, constant comparison that drove a wedge deeper into him and his brother relationship, flip-flopping between praise and criticism of each and every of his gameplay on the field that makes him secretly doubt his own self that he doesn’t wish to admit, and now spoiling a surprise he was excited thinking of spending the two of your life together for the rest of eternity. your laugh clears any of the black cloudy joke that hazes over his mind with negative thoughts of self doubt, of insecurities, of irrational fear in your eyes, you don’t hesitate to hold him in your embrace, turning him back to his previous sleeping position - away from your phone, away from any distraction, away from the outside world. and he knows, he knows, even with that surprised spoiled, he’s sure you might just say yes to the diamond ring he still has kept in a dark red box right in his luggage tonight for a home-cooked dinner.
and he supposes he can give the media a glimpse of his life once in a while, playing the disappearance act for a few months as per usual before he posts a photo of you and him - draped in white cloth surrounded by white flowers with you and his friends and family at the side away from the camera, draped in jewelleries that he’s surprising not well-known to in the media that’s picky about the picture-perfect facade of itoshi sae that they have long decided on, draped in each others tugging at each other with nothing but love between both of you. in this world, its you and him whether or not with the media included or not, but he can’t help but to show you off to the world his angel can he?
#finished my interview w 38.1 fever so!#rin itoshi x reader#itoshi rin x reader#itoshi rin fluff#rin x reader#reo mikage x reader#mikage reo x reader#reo mikage fluff#reo x reader#nagi seishiro x reader#seishiro nagi x reader#nagi fluff#nagi x reader#itoshi sae x reader#sae itoshi x reader#sae x reader#itoshi sae fluff#bllk x reader#blue lock x reader#blue lock fluff#bllk fluff#rin.<3
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heal your heart—cl16
part three (very wordy AGAIN)
smau + real life
carlos sainz x !sister singer reader
charles leclerc x sainz reader
catalina sainz has it all— she is a successful grammy award winning artist, her brother is a well known formula 1 driver, she has an amazing family and wonderful friends. she was also blessed with a fiance and a beautiful baby boy.. she had everything.. until she didn't. her fiance disappears and takes her son with him. catalina watches as her world crumbles...who will be there to help pick up the pieces?
fc : kali uchis
⚠️ATTENTION : TRIGGER WARNING! mentions of depression, abuse, kidnapping. ⚠️
part one here
part two here
part four here
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catluvsyou

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catluvsyou : healing is hard- especially when part of you still feels torn open. i will not answer any questions at this time but i really appreciate all the support and love i have been shown. i also need to say the biggest thank you to my friends and family who have loved me through some of the worst parts.
username00 : no bc the image of her crying BROKE ME but then i saw charles on the piano and my heart said okay maybe there’s hope
usernameee : this is grief. this is survival. this is poetry. this is also charles leclerc and i am not okay about it
username20 : the mirror selfies are all taken in charles' house
lilymhe : the prettiest and strongest angel. we got you.
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username7 : slide one made me cry, slide four made me scream, slide six made me sob. give this woman a hug and a publishing deal.
username10 : her crying photo??? that wasn’t a post. that was a plea. and i hear her. i see her. i’m crying at work.
iamrebeccad : love you to the moon and back- strongest person i know.
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username0 : this is less “photo dump” and more “emotionally raw scrapbook entry with a dash of piano boy” and i’m HERE for it
username5 : she gave us heartbreak, healing, piano romance, AND mountain girl rebirth??? a saga. a life story. a manifesto.
charles_leclerc : tu possèdes une force incroyable. je prendrai toujours soin de toi.
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username000 : quick some french person tell me what he said PLS
username20 : you possess an incredible strength. i will always care for you
username000: ardfkjalmffsfajskhd
username15 : OMG
lewishamilton : Sending love and strength. Healing isn’t linear—be kind to yourself.
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lando : Love you always, bug. You are so so strong.
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pierregasly : Kika and I will be over sometime today with gifts:)
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kikagomes : and CAKE!!
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carmenmmundt : True strength looks like this. You’re incredible. Please take care of yourself.
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oscarpiastri : Quiet strength is the loudest kind. Rooting for you always.
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alexalbon : The strongest ever. I have your back. Always.
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f1gossipgirls : Catalina Sainz has broken her silence...sort of. The popstar and sister to Williams driver Carlos Sainz posted a deeply personal “healing dump” to Instagram this morning, featuring tearful selfies, peaceful scenery, and what fans are 99% sure is CHARLES LECLERC at a piano in slide four.
Catalina wrote, "healing is hard- especially when part of you still feels torn open. i will not answer any questions at this time but i really appreciate all the support and love i have been shown. i also need to say the biggest thank you to my friends and family who have loved me through some of the worst parts."
Many WAGS and members of the F1 grid were in the comments including none other than Charles Leclerc himself, writing, "you possess an incredible strength. i will always care for you" in French.
Let us know your thoughts!
username00 : honestly catalina is out here surviving a trauma and all some of y’all can do is zoom in on wrists and watches… (but also it’s definitely charles)
username10 : why does it feel like she just posted the first chapter of a novel i’m already deeply invested in
username5 : healing is hard, yes, but healing with leclerc at your piano and sainz threatening international violence on your behalf??? couldn’t be me but i deeply admire
username7 : this entire season is just trauma, pianos, and deeply repressed European emotions. 10/10 would watch again.
usernameee : just say the word, catalina. we will ruin him on the timeline in 12 minutes flat.
username000 : no interaction from carlos at ALL that man is busy destroying someone
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It had been a few days since the race. Charles and I were back at his in Monaco. He had been an absolute saint. He held me when I needed it, gave me space when needed, wrote and produced songs with me to get everything out, sat there and ate every meal with me so he knew I ate. I don't know if I could have made it these last few days without him. I have been so anxious to hear from Carlos and hopeful to see my son soon. I knew Carlos would not leave without him. He was - to say the least- determined. Charles insisted on getting me out of the house and into some nature today. Kika and Pierre were coming over tonight and while I am excited to see them- I do not know if I am in the best spot for guests right now. My PR team had forced me to post — at least making it known that I was alive…even though I didn’t feel like it. I sighed heavily staring at the spot in bed where Charles had just been. He left to get us some breakfast and said he 'got something special for me.' I throw myself out of the bed and head towards the bathroom. I turn on the shower and strip off Charles' T-Shirt and throw my hair up in a ponytail. Once I am out I do my bare minimum skin care and throw on one of his hoodies and some leggings. I go out and sit in the living room glancing out at the Marina. I hear a jingle of keys in the door and it opens and closes. Charles stood with a smile with two coffees in his hands.
"There's that beautiful face." He said with a mischievous grin on his face.
I narrow my eyes. “What did you do?”
“Nothing,” he says, far too quickly.
“Charles.”
He walks toward me, setting the coffee down on the table. “Okay, but in my defense—he was very persuasive.”
Before I can ask who, he unzips the front pocket of his jacket… and out pops the tiniest dachshund I have ever seen.
A literal puppy. A wriggling, sleepy-eyed, cinnamon roll of a dachshund. His ears are floppy. His paws are too big. His tail does a lazy little wag, like he’s still deciding how he feels about this whole waking up thing.
I stare at them both.
“You brought home… a dog. In your coat.”
Charles shrugs. “Technically he brought me home. Found him outside the café. No collar. No chip. The barista said he’d been sleeping under a chair for hours. And I—” he pauses, eyes flicking to mine—“I didn’t want you to wake up to silence again.”
My chest caves a little.
The puppy whines, wiggling his way down from Charles’ arms onto the couch beside me like he’s always belonged here. He sniffs my leg, yawns dramatically, then curls up right against my thigh. I run a shaking hand over his tiny head.
“I don’t even know how to take care of myself right now,” I whisper.
“I know,” Charles says quietly. “But I am here to take care of both of you."
I swallow the lump in my throat. The puppy lets out a tiny snore. Charles hands me my coffee like it’s the most normal morning in the world. And somehow—despite everything—I smile.
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Kika is sitting cross-legged on the kitchen island, stealing olives straight from the dish while Pierre argues with Charles (in french) about the “correct” way to make garlic prawns. There’s music playing — something soft and jazzy — and for the first time in what feels like centuries, I’m laughing without guilt. It’s warm here. The air smells like garlic and lemon and something sweet baking in the oven. Kika’s telling me a ridiculous story about an afterparty in Monaco and miming Lando’s drunk dance moves when Charles comes up behind me and rests his hand at the small of my back. Just a small gesture. But it grounds me. Leo — now inseparable from me — is snuggled in a pile of blankets at my feet, snoring softly. I don’t realize my phone is ringing until Kika gently nudges my arm.
“It’s buzzing, babe.”
I glance at the screen, expecting another message from Rebecca or maybe Arthur sending a meme he shouldn��t. But it’s not.
It’s Carlos. My heart stumbles. I freeze. Everything else — the wine, the laughter, the lightness — evaporates in a second.
Charles notices immediately. He steps closer. “Do you want me to—?”
I shake my head and answer, walking quietly toward the balcony and sliding the door closed behind me.
“Carlos?” My voice cracks just on his name.
His breath is shaky through the line.
“Cat,” he says, and his voice is trembling, a little breathless. “You need to get on a flight. Now. Come to Madrid. Come to the house.”
“What—?”
He cuts me off.
“It’s him,” Carlos says, and I can hear the tears in his voice. “They found Mateo. He’s safe. He’s safe, Catalina. He’s coming home.”
The world tilts. My knees go out from under me and I grab the balcony railing to keep from falling.
“He’s—?”
“Alive. Okay. Scared. But okay.”
I’m already moving. Back through the door. Charles is on his feet before I even say a word, his eyes locked on mine.
“I have to go,” I breathe, my chest barely able to contain the sound. “Carlos—Mateo—he’s been found. I need to get to Madrid. Now.”
Charles doesn’t blink. Doesn’t hesitate. “I’ll get a jet. Come on.”
Kika gasps behind me, tears already spilling. Pierre quietly steps in to grab my coat and my purse. I gently pick up Leo and put him in my purse, his little face sticking out the top. Kika and Pierre both hug me and press kisses to my cheeks.
"Go get your boy." She said with a smile on her face and tears in her eyes.
Everything is a blur. But underneath the shaking, the panic, the fear, there’s something I haven’t felt in so long I barely recognize it. Hope.
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The plane is humming softly beneath us. Everything outside the window is dark ink black, velvet sky. The stars feel too far away tonight. Charles is sitting beside me, his hand covering mine. He hasn’t let go since the car ride to the airport. His thumb moves in small, slow circles over my knuckles. I don’t think he even knows he’s doing it. I’ve barely spoken since the call. My body is still moving, but my heart is somewhere else—somewhere back in Madrid, reaching for my son with every breath. He’s alive. I keep repeating it in my head like a prayer. He’s alive. He’s alive. Mateo is alive. I don’t realize I’m crying again until Charles reaches up and wipes my cheek gently with the sleeve of his hoodie. His eyes are soft when they meet mine, and there’s no pity there—just presence. Just him.
“You’re doing so well,” he whispers.
“I feel like I’m going to fall apart.”
“If you do,” he says, “I’ll be here to help put the pieces back together.”
I look at him then, really look. His hair is messy from the wind. He didn’t pack anything — just came with me, like it was never even a question. Like his place was beside me, without asking for anything in return. My chest tightens.
“Charles?”
He turns toward me, brow furrowing gently. “Yes?”
I hesitate. The words scrape on the way out.
“Will you stay?” I whisper. “Not just for the flight. I mean… once we’re there. After I see Mateo. After the storm. Will you still be there?”
His hand moves to cup the side of my face, thumb brushing just under my eye.
“There’s nowhere else I want to be,” he says softly. “As long as you’ll have me, I’ll stay.”
And something in me — something hard and scared and bracing for impact — unclenches. I lean into his hand. And for the first time since everything shattered, I believe I might be able to feel whole again. Not today. Not tomorrow. But maybe someday. And maybe with him.
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The sky is bleeding pale pink and gold as the car rolls to a stop in front of my parents’ house. I haven’t slept. I don’t think I’ve even blinked since the call. My hands won’t stop shaking. Charles hasn’t let go of me once. Not in the car. Not at the airport. Not even now, as Carlos steps out from the front porch and rushes toward us. His face is worn, sleepless. But there’s something else in his eyes. Something like awe. He pulls open the car door and helps me to my feet before pulling me into a hug.
“They’re inside,” he says, and I barely register the they until he adds: “Mamá, Papá… and Mateo. He’s awake. He’s been looking around for you.”
The world tilts beneath my feet.
Charles tightens his grip on my hand. “Do you want me to come with you?”
I nod. I can’t say the word. My chest is too full. My throat too raw. The front door opens, and we step into the hallway I haven’t walked through in over a year. Everything smells like coffee and lemon soap. Like comfort. Like a memory I didn’t trust myself to hope for again. Then I hear it. A soft babble. A whimper. The shuffle of tiny feet on hardwood. And I run. Through the hallway, around the corner — and there, standing on unsure little legs, clinging to the coffee table, is my son. Mateo. His curls are longer, wilder. His cheeks round and flushed. He’s holding the stuffed fox he never used to sleep without. There’s a little bruise on his knee. A scratch above his eyebrow. But he’s standing. Breathing. Alive. He looks up, blinking at me with those deep, dark eyes that are unmistakably mine. And then—
“Mama?”
The tiniest, hoarsest whisper.
I collapse to my knees as the sob shreds out of me. “Hi, baby,” I gasp. “Hi, my sweet boy. Mama’s here. I’m here.”
He stumbles toward me and throws his little arms around my neck. I cradle him to my chest, my hand splayed over his back, my lips pressed to every inch of his skin I can reach — his hair, his forehead, his cheek, his tiny shoulder. His weight in my arms feels like resurrection. Charles kneels quietly beside us. I feel his hand at my back — not trying to share the moment, not intruding. Just grounding me. Holding me in case I fall apart. Mateo lifts his head and looks at Charles, blinking curiously. Then, without hesitation, he reaches one pudgy hand out and gently touches Charles’ cheek. My breath hitches.
Charles smiles, soft. “Bonjour, petit,” he whispers.
Mateo giggles. Just once. A perfect, bright little sound. And in that moment — with my son safe in my arms and Charles beside me — I finally let myself believe that maybe, just maybe, we’re going to be okay.
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The house is still now. The kind of still that only comes after a storm has passed. That breathless hush where no one dares move too quickly in case it all disappears again. Mateo is tucked into my chest, warm and heavy with sleep, his breath soft against my neck. I’m sitting in the old rocking chair in my childhood bedroom, the same one Mamá used to rock Carlos and me in when we were sick or scared. Charles is stretched out on the floor nearby, one arm tucked under his head, watching us. The lamp beside me casts a golden halo over him. His curls are slightly tousled, his eyes soft and endlessly patient.
“He used to fall asleep like this every night,” I whisper. “After a bottle, I’d hold him just like this until his little fingers relaxed.”
Charles doesn’t say anything right away. Just watches me with that quiet reverence I’ve come to rely on more than I care to admit.
“You’re amazing, you know,” he finally says.
I scoff under my breath, brushing Mateo’s hair back. “I don’t feel amazing. I feel broken. Guilty. Like I should’ve known something was wrong. Like I should’ve stopped it before—”
“Catalina.” His voice is firm but gentle. “You did the best you could with what you knew. And now you’re doing even more. You’re here. He’s safe. Because of you.”
I swallow hard. “I don’t know how to fix all the damage.”
“Start small,” he says. “Start with tonight. With holding him. With letting yourself be held too, when you need it.”
I meet his eyes. “Is that an offer?”
He smiles, slow and sure. “Always.”
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The hallway creaks under my bare feet as I make my way to the kitchen. The house is dark except for the low hum of the fridge and the soft clink of a spoon against a mug. Mamá is sitting at the table. Papá stands behind her, one hand on her shoulder. They both look up when I step in. My mother’s eyes shine, and before I can say anything, she’s on her feet, wrapping me in the kind of hug only a mother can give. One that forgives and aches and tries to make up for lost time all at once.
“I’m sorry,” I whisper. “For keeping so much from you.”
She pulls back and holds my face between her hands. “No, mi amor. I’m sorry. That you felt like you had to.”
Papá steps forward and places a hand on my back. “Why didn’t you tell us, Cat?"
“I didn’t know how,” I admit. “I didn’t want you to see how bad it had gotten. I didn’t want Carlos to explode. I didn’t want you to worry… or to feel like I’d failed.”
My mother’s lip trembles. “You could never be a failure to us.”
We sit down together. They don’t press. They don’t ask for details. They just listen as I start to speak — slowly, haltingly — about the fear, the control, the way it all snuck up on me until I barely recognized myself.
“I lost myself in that house,” I say, voice hoarse. “I didn’t even realize how much until he was gone. Until Mateo was gone.”
“You didn’t lose yourself,” Papá says. “You were surviving. And now you’re reclaiming your life.”
“And you’re not alone anymore,” Mamá adds softly.
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The kitchen is bathed in gold light. My mother is at the stove, humming. Carlos is seated at the table, hair a mess, cradling a mug like it’s the only thing keeping him upright. And there, in the middle of it all, is Charles — barefoot, wearing one of Carlos’ old sweatshirts, balancing Mateo’s sippy cup in one hand and slicing a banana with the other.
“What,” I murmur, completely frozen in the doorway, “is happening?”
Charles grins. “He woke up. I offered to make him breakfast. He accepted. On the condition I provide ‘nana’ and 'toons'.”
Carlos snorts. “They’re best friends now. Sorry, Cat. You’ve been replaced.”
Charles leans down and wipes a bit of mashed banana from Mateo’s cheek. “He takes after you, I think. Big eyes. Stubborn. Curious about literally everything. Tried to eat my shoelace earlier.”
I walk over slowly, cautiously, like I don’t want to scare the moment away. But Mateo turns the second he senses me, arms up, babbling something in his own tiny language.
“Hey, baby,” I whisper, scooping him into my arms. “Did you make a new friend?”
He twists in my arms and reaches for Charles again — one chubby hand landing on Charles’ cheek. Charles leans into it like it’s the most natural thing in the world. My chest cracks open in the best possible way.
Mamá places a plate of eggs and toast in front of me. “Eat, mija. You look like a ghost.”
“I feel like one,” I admit. “But… less haunted than yesterday.”
Mateo babbles something and points to Charles. “Sha!”
Carlos raises an eyebrow. “Was that his name?”
Charles beams. “I’ll take it.”
I watch them — my brother, my mother, my son, and this man who somehow walked into the rubble of my life and just... started building with me. Mateo wiggles down from my lap and toddles unsteadily back toward Charles, arms up again. And Charles — without hesitation — lifts him with a soft “bonjour, mon petit,” and settles him on his hip. Mateo giggles. Charles grins. I press my hand to my chest and try to hold in everything I feel. Love. Gratitude. Maybe even the tiniest thread of peace.
“I think he likes you,” I say, voice uneven.
Charles looks up, eyes warm. “Yeah? I like him too.”
And just like that, for the first time in a long time, breakfast tastes like more than just survival. It tastes like coming home.
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catluvsyou

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catluvsyou : after weeks of pain and uncertainty, my heart is finally whole again. mateo is back where he belongs — safe, loved, and surrounded by family. thank you to everyone who stood by us through this fight. healing is still a journey, but today, we begin a new chapter together. my new single called 'ilysmih' is out now- for my whole heart- mateo. mommy loves you always.
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username00 : charles and MATEO omg omg
usernameee : so happy for you, catalina. you deserve all the happiness and more.
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username10 : the song is literally so raw and emotional- i am sobbing on the subway rn
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username20 : 'my baby's really here' has me sobbing like a bitch.
username15 : charles wins stepdad of the century
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username00 : omg she liked
arthur_leclerc : So happy for you, Cat. I'd say I'm in the running for best uncle.
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lando : you bribed him
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georgerussell63 : Your strength, Catalina, is a reminder to us all that no matter the obstacles, love and resilience always prevail. Mateo’s safe with you, and that’s what truly matters. Proud of you and the beautiful song...it’s from the heart.
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kikagomes : so happy for you beautiful mama. give mateo a kiss from aunt keeks
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lando : So happy for you, Bug. Your strength is absolutely incredible. Mateo was blessed with the best mum on the planet.
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charles_leclerc : Watching you be a mother and regain all your light has been one of the best experiences of my life. I have all the love in the world for you and Mateo. The song is beyond beautiful and I am so honored to have been involved in the process.
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username15 : omg charles helped make ilysmih
sebastianvettel : True courage is being vulnerable in the face of hardship. Catalina, your story reminds us all to keep fighting for what matters most. Mateo has a warrior mom, and I’m proud to see your strength.
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carlossainz55 : You were born to be a mother and I am so glad to see you so happy again. Love you always.
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Today was the day. I had to face him again. To fight for our son. I was nervous but I had Charles and Carlos...and the whole grid there to support me. The hallway outside the courtroom smells sterile, like polished tile and nerves. My heels echo on the floor as I walk, heart pounding. Every step forward feels like it's being taken in someone else’s shoes — someone stronger, someone unshakeable. But they’re mine. So is the suit I’m wearing. So is the fire in my chest. So is the little boy at the center of it all — asleep in my mother’s arms two rooms away, blissfully unaware of the war being waged in his name. Charles walks beside me, hand warm at my lower back, his quiet presence grounding me in ways I still don’t know how to put into words. He hasn’t left my side in months. Not when the lawyers called. Not during the mediation sessions. Not after the nightmares that woke me up sobbing at 3AM. And not today.
The press is outside — of course they are. The whispers of “star studded custody battle” had turned this into a media frenzy. But they can’t get in. The judge issued a strict order. No cameras. No recording. Just us. Just the truth. As we approach the courtroom doors, I hear voices ahead — and then I see them. Carlos. Standing tall, jaw tight, eyes locked ahead like he’s walking onto the grid. Rebecca beside him, holding his hand. Lando leans against the wall across from them, wearing a suit and looking completely out of place but determined nonetheless. And behind them — I almost laugh — George, Alex, Pierre, Kika, Lewis and even Arthur. Half the grid is here. For me. The moment I appear, they all straighten up like a switch was flipped.
Carlos walks over and pulls me into a hug — quick, fierce, protective. “You’ve got this, Cat.”
I nod, swallowing the lump in my throat.
“Don’t let that asshole rattle you,” Lando mutters. “We’ll all be right there. He’s not gonna touch you.”
I glance at Charles, who meets my gaze with steady, unwavering loyalty. “I’m proud of you,” he whispers.
The bailiff calls us in.
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It’s colder in here. The wood-panelled walls are imposing. The judge — a stern woman with grey hair and glasses that seem to see through souls — gives no greeting. Only a nod. I sit at the petitioner’s table. My lawyer, a calm but steely woman named Lucia, opens her folder. Across from us, he sits in a dark suit, flanked by his attorney. He doesn’t look at me. Good. I don’t want him to. The first hour is procedural. Papers submitted. Timelines reviewed. The judge flips through documents as if they don’t hold the pieces of my life. And then it begins.
Lucia rises. “Your honor, we will demonstrate that the respondent’s actions — namely, removing the child without the petitioner’s consent and crossing international borders — constitute not only a violation of custody but a potential endangerment. We will also present evidence of emotional and physical abuse and coercive control throughout the relationship.”
I grip the edge of the table. Charles’s hand drops to my knee beneath the table. A silent promise—I’m here. The other side protests. Paints me as unstable. Mentions “emotional distress” and “a demanding career.” They try to twist my own trauma into a weapon against me. But then Lucia brings up the messages. The controlling texts. The surveillance. The bank accounts I was locked out of. The judge’s brow furrows. And then I take the stand. I took a deep breath, feeling the cold weight of the courtroom walls around me. As I stood before the judge, my heart pounded in my chest like a race engine — fast, erratic, out of control. But I had to steady myself. For Mateo. For truth.
“I want to speak honestly,” I said, voice trembling but clear. “Because for too long, the truth has been buried.”
"The first time he raised his voice — just a sharp word over something small. I remember the shock, the way my breath caught in my throat, the sudden coldness creeping up my spine. I wanted to believe it was a one-time thing. But it wasn’t."
The judge nodded silently, and I pushed on.
“At first, he was loving. Protective. The kind of partner I thought would always keep me safe.” My throat tightened. “But then the control began. Phone calls monitored. Friends disappearing from my life. Little freedoms taken away, bit by bit. He had started to get more physical with me. Wouldn't take no for an answer."
"I recall sitting alone in a dim hotel room after a long day in LA, my phone buzzing silently with messages I couldn’t answer. The loneliness was suffocating. I felt like I could not even do the one thing I loved anymore, I was losing myself. A part of me was dying."
In the courtroom, I caught Carlos’s eye — his jaw clenched, fists tightened around the bench. Charles sat beside him, quietly supportive but with a fierce protectiveness radiating from his posture.
“I was afraid to sing,” I said, voice cracking. “Music was my breath, but it became my cage. Every lyric I wrote was scrutinized. I felt trapped in my own story.”
"A night in our home, Mateo asleep in his crib, and me crying in the dark. The weight of silence was unbearable. I wanted to scream but had no voice."
The room murmured softly, some eyes glistening with tears. Lando shifted in his seat, visibly tense. I felt their silent strength.
“The worst day was when I came home from a trip and found him gone. Mateo was gone.” I swallowed hard, tears threatening to spill. “A note on the kitchen counter: ‘I don't want this anymore. I don't want you' No explanation. No warning.”
I looked at the judge, the weight of those words hanging heavy in the air.
“That moment shattered me. I was lost in fear for Mateo’s safety — for my own.”
The judge leaned forward, eyes intent.
“I am here to fight. Not just for custody, but for healing. For our future. Mateo deserves that.”
My voice cracks on the last sentence. I looked over at Charles — his eyes glimmered with unshed tears and fierce determination. There’s a silence so heavy I can barely breathe.
Lucia finishes with, “Catalina Sainz is not only a devoted mother, she is a survivor. And she is asking this court to protect the only person that matters now: her son.”
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The judge calls a short recess before ruling. I step outside the courtroom and lean against the wall, heart racing. Charles follows, wraps his arms around me from behind, pressing a kiss to the side of my head.
“You were unbelievable,” he whispers. “So brave.”
“I don’t feel brave.”
“You don’t have to. You just have to keep going. You’re almost there.”
Carlos joins us, standing in front of me, arms crossed. “No matter what happens, we fight. We keep fighting until Mateo is safe with you permanently.”
I nod. The tears finally come, slow and quiet. Inside, the judge returns. We go back in. She rules in my favor. Full custody. I hear it. I feel it. But it doesn’t truly sink in until I walk back out and see Charles standing there, and I say — “We won.” And he doesn’t say anything. Just pulls me into his arms and holds me like the world has finally stopped spinning.
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The three of my main protectors stood outside waiting for (ex name) to show. Carlos’s jaw was clenched so tight I thought it might snap. Charles stood a step behind him, his usually calm demeanor taut, eyes sharp as daggers. Lando hovered nearby, fists clenched, ready to step in if things escalated.
He approached them with a smug grin. He didn’t look intimidated, which only stoked the fire burning in Carlos’s chest.
Carlos’s voice was low but cutting. “You think you can just take him? Take Mateo without a word and expect no consequences?”
He shrugged, a cold smile twitching at his lips. “I did what I had to do. She was not around enough. Maybe I’m the better parent.”
Charles stepped forward, voice calm but laced with warning. “You’re wrong. This isn’t about competition — it’s about what’s best for Mateo. And that means respecting Catalina.”
"Oh suddenly you know her? Just because you fuck her?" He said with a smirk taunting Charles. Charles balled his fists. Carlos rested a hand on his shoulder.
"Hit me, pretty boy. See what happens." He irked on.
Lando’s tone was sharper, unmistakably protective. “You're fucking with the wrong family, asshole. Don't push me."
His smile faded, replaced by something colder — calculating. “Families fall apart. Especially when secrets come out.”
Carlos’s eyes darkened. “Watch your mouth.”
He sneered. “I’m just telling the truth.”
Charles’s fist clenched at his side, but he held his ground. “Well, we saw what the court said. She is clearly the more fit parent, considering she didn't kidnap him. Hell, maybe if you didn't you'd still be allowed to see him."
For a moment, no one moved. The tension hung thick, like a storm ready to break.
Then he turned on his heel, voice cold. “This isn’t over.”
Charles placed a steadying hand on Carlos’s shoulder. Lando stayed close, eyes never leaving my ex’s retreating back.
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The house was filled with laughter, the kind of warmth that felt like a fragile promise of better days. Charles was pouring champagne, Carlos was cracking jokes, and Lando was making Mateo giggle with silly faces. I sat there, surrounded by people who felt like family — a rare moment of peace after everything. My new single played softly in the background, a bittersweet soundtrack to the night. For a moment, I let myself breathe. Then my phone buzzed on the table. I glanced down — incoming call.
“Excuse me,” I said quietly, standing up and stepping outside onto the cool night air. The sounds inside faded behind me.
I pressed the phone to my ear. “Hello?”
The voice was low, urgent. “Catalina… we need to talk.”
I hesitated. “I’m with people. Can it wait?”
“No. It can’t,” the voice insisted. My chest tightened.
Before I could pull away, a rough hand grabbed my arm, yanking me back into the shadows.
“Let me go!” I gasped, struggling.
“Quiet,” he hissed in my ear. “We’re not done.”
Panic surged through me, freezing me for a split second before fear turned into fight. But I was caught — trapped by the man whose presence I never wanted again. I gripped my phone and tried to dial Charles. He threw my phone to the ground and I heard it crunch. Inside the house, I could only imagine the sudden silence, the questions, the worry growing like wildfire. I wanted to scream, to run, to disappear. Instead, I was dragged back into a nightmare I thought I’d escaped. And suddenly, everything was at risk again.
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what if rafe found kook!sweetheart!reader’s girl blog? omg and he see’s some nsfw reblogs…
warnings: use of the nickname ‘daddy’ (just once), reader is just a girl, 18+ links
“i still think i should join you in the shower..” you looked up at rafe’s reflection from your vanity, a teasing smile playing on his lips. “we both know how that’ll end.” you laughed, adjusting your robe before twisting the door knob of your bathroom. “i’ll be right out.” rafe watched as you closed the door behind you, collapsing onto your bed with a sigh. he wanted nothing more than to get you underneath your sheets and, hopefully, have his head between your thighs.
just as he felt himself growing hard at the thought of you gasping his name, he heard your phone ding!
thinking nothing of it, he glanced at the device on your nightstand, a few more notifications coming in. his eyebrows knitted in confusion. you always had your phone silenced at this time of night. fingertips itching to check what was making your phone go off, he muttered a quick ‘fuck it.’ before grabbing the damned thing. “tumblr?” he narrowed his eyes at the unfamiliar app icon.
[11:41 PM] lanasweetheart liked your post: “something about a manly man getting the bestest sleep in a pink hyperfeminine bed (he’s so babygirl 🎀)”
rafe clicked the notif, a ‘what the fuck?’ falling from his lips when a picture of him sleeping next to you lit up the screen. tapping on the profile icon, rafe was in for a surprise when all your posts were now at the tips of his fingers. “three thousand notes?” he was in disbelief that a photo of the back of his head peeking out of your pink comforter had gotten so much traction. “girls really go crazy over that shit?” he laughed, full on scrolling now.
rafe thought it was cute that all your posts consisted of photo dumps of your nights out with your girlfriends, cute selfies with freshly done makeup, nail pics, some rant posts here and there about drama he already had the full scoop on, but then he came across a tag that said ‘୨ৎ thinking thoughts’ that completely flipped his brain inside out.
bf looked so dilfy today, should i ask him for babies?
“you totally should.” he whispered to himself, tongue running across his bottom lip as he kept reading. the next post was a reblog.
gorgeous gorgeous girls pout and whine and whimper instead of using words
“yeah, you do.” rafe could feel heat starting to settle in the pit of his stomach. you were always so sweet and graceful, your boyfriend couldn’t help but feel a smidge of jealousy that an app got to see this side of you before he did.
i just want him to break me sometimes. slap me, choke me, degrade me.. rough me up a little bit that’s all :(
“holy shit.” he cleared his throat, his cock now straining against the denim material of his jeans. he would’ve happily done all of that for you if you asked, but then again maybe that was the problem. you shouldn’t have to. apart of rafe felt bad for invading your privacy like this, but man was he glad that he did.
love when daddy picks out my lingerie for the night <3
rafe’s jaw was on the ground. ‘daddy’???? oh, you were so going to get it. “what are you doing?” rafe jumped at the sound of your voice, having not heard the water to the shower stop. you were in nothing but a robe, the scent of your strawberry shampoo filling up his senses. “what am i doing?” he repeated your question, getting up as he placed your phone back on your nightstand.
“yeah.. did i get a text message or something?” your heart started pounding in your ears as you watched rafe’s eyes grow dark. “no. no text message. ‘was just looking through your filthy tumblr account.” you blinked, chest rising and falling as your blood ran cold. “oh?” you backed away with each step rafe took until you were finally blocked by your wall. “mhmm, turns out my sweet little girlfriend wants to be treated like a whore in bed.”
you swallowed thickly, a gasp leaving your lips when rafe’s hand wrapped around your throat. “wanna be roughed up?” he laughed, dragging you over to your bed before ripping the robe off of your body. “i’ll fuckin’ rough you up.”
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hey hey! super random question but i was reading (and falling in love with) your yandere!boyfriend works and the coquette entry made me think: is he the type of “show my girl off to the world” type of boyfriend when it comes to social media or the complete opposite? i was thinking and i honestly can’t place him. like part of me believes he’s the type to have an instagram that damn near rivals a fanpage of his girl, and then another part thinks he’s the kind to post her once every blue moon to remind people he’s still got a baddie.
Yandere Boyfriend - insta posts
Hmm, this is a tough one. I think I'd put him in the category of mysterious insta user. He barely posts, but somehow has a ton of followers. I'm blaming it on his slutty gym selfies (he doesn't know they're slutty though, no one tell him).
I think he'll do like a monthly photo dump and you're always going to be the cover image. The pic will probably have you in his arms or right next to him in the gym, with a slightly sappy quote.
He says he's happy to show you off, but i think deep down he just wants other people to know he's staked his claim.
I think the thing that weighs on his mind the most is your profile.
He wants you to tag him in every single one of your pics. It doesn't matter if its just a shot of your latte, he wants people to tap the pic and see his name all over it. He wants his name in your insta bio too. He doesn't care if you think it's cringe or sappy. The first thing people need to learn when they click on your profile is the fact that you're taken.
He's going to be the first person in your comments every single time you post too. Like:
Y/NsHusbandNo1: you're killing it babe!! Y/NsHusbandNo1: 🔥🔥🔥 Y/NsHusbandNo1: the moon and the stars can't even rival my girls beauty Y/NsHusbandNo1: this is my wife btw Y/NsHusbandNo1: YOU'RE DOING AMAZING WIFEY
That's all on just one post btw. You aren't even married yet.
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Look Ma, I Made It | Liam Lawson x O'Ward! Reader
Summary: For years, you've been known as the younger sister of Indy driver, Pato O'Ward. Now you're going viral for a very different reason, all thanks to a small feature on F1 Wags.
Warnings: fluff, swearing, suggestive comment, being a liam lawson apologist
Requested: yes by anon. i know you changed the fc to claudia cook gomez but i already had this planned and i couldn't find enough pics for her so i’m really sorry
Faceclaim: Shira Klein
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yn_oward what do you mean this doofus got to drive an f1 car on our home turf??? he’s going to be unbearable after this
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patriciooward photographic evidence as to why i am the favourite child
→ yn_oward “oo i can drive cars fast. i can pull off the colour orange” yeah, well, i can down a pitcher of mojitos in 6 seconds
→ elbaoward pride and joy of the family
olliebearman only you could turn a post about your brother into a shameless selfie share
→ yn_oward but how hot am i
→ olliebearman i fear there’s no safe way to answer this
→ user1 every day ollie wonders why he chose to befriend y/n liked by olliebearman
liamlawson30 what do you mean you were in the paddock and didn’t come and say hello?
→ user2 why would she?
→ user3 because they were friends growing up
→ yn_oward i couldn't get away from my fans (pato)
→ patriciooward nurse, she got out again
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liamlawson30 mexican madness
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user4 excuse me, mr lawson, sir. is that a woman??
yukitsunoda0511 that angle does me dirty. why do i look so small?
→ visacashapprb i think there’s something we need to tell you…
user5 i’m confused. did anyone else know he was in a relationship?
user6 is this what gen z call a soft launch?
yn_oward you’re strong enough to carry a woman? those noodle arms look like they’d snap
→ liamlawson30 i’m going to pretend like that didn’t hurt my feelings
→ user7 this feels flirtatious to me
→ user8 and pato liked this post??
olliebearman another victim of the ‘my legs are tired’ club, i see
→ user9 you know this woman?
→ user10 quick, someone make a list of potential people
jackdoohan oh it’s finally happening
→ user11 what do you know
→ user12 let us in
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yn_oward autumn dump 🍂🍁
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patriciooward i have a reputation to maintain. take this down. i am a serious athlete
→ arrowmclaren we’ve already passed this on to your trainer
user1 why is no one else commenting on the hoodie photo
→ patriciooward because we are disgusted and trying to ignore it
→ user2 i think it’s hot
user3 so her brother only gets one pic, her bestie only gets one pic but her soft launch gets two!!
→ user4 y/n’s man, reveal yourself!
liamlawson30 it looks like you’re trying to smother that man
→ yn_oward i can assure you, he enjoyed it
→ patriciooward ewwwww
olliebearman the pinata deserved it!
→ yn_oward if i remember correctly, you didn’t end up breaking it
→ olliebearman you’re next 🏌🏻
→ patriciooward get her ass
→ yn_oward why does your social media never get taken away from you. @/arrowmclaren do better
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f1wags breaking news! y/n o’ward was caught coming out of liam lawson’s garage during the mexican grand prix. the newest f1 driver was snapped pulling her back for a kiss goodbye
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user5 he pulled her???
user6 i think liam should release a manual on how to convince a girl wayyyy out of your league to date you
user7 not charles liking this. he’s such a gossip girl
→ user8 i bet he sent it to pierre
user9 so this is why they were soft launching around the same time
→ user10 i just thought it was coincidental
→ user11 that’s because no one thought the cars maniac could pull y/n o’ward
user12 pato liked this 😂
user13 why is everyone acting like liam lawson ain’t fine??
→ user14 what i’m saying! y/n o’ward is panty dropping but liam is hella fine as well
→ user15 i think if he had a different haircut, it would be over for the rest of the grid
yn_oward hey look ma, i made it
yn_oward and everyone thought pato was the famous sibling
→ olliebearman this is your only reaction to this?




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patriciooward yes, they are disgustingly sweet together. i have suffered for the past 3 years so now you lot can too
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elbaoward i hope you had permission to post these, pato
→ patriciooward why? it’s not like they haven’t been caught already. everyone knows. she’s a pinned post on f1 wags
→ yn_oward i’m a famous lady
olliebearman these are the nice photos btw, guys. i have ones of them fighting each other
→ user1 we need to see these as well
→ yn_oward i am a lady. i am polite and docile
→ liamlawson30 baby, they’ve all seen photos that indicate otherwise
visacashapprb it’s nice to see pictures that don’t include y/n trying to climb liam like a tree
→ patriciooward that is not a comment i want to see ever again
yn_oward i knew you secretly liked us because these candids are so cute. wtf pato. i didn’t know you were capable of niceness
→ patriciooward why have you misinterpreted the point of this point. i’m trying to embarras you
→ yn_oward you love me, and my boyfriend
→ liamlawson30 i’m really feeling the love bro. a whole post dedicated to us
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yn_oward usually when your man gets a haircut without telling you, it ruins your sex drive. that was not the case today
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olliebearman i don’t think we should be friends if you’re going to continue this way
→ jackdoohan i second that because bleurgh
kimi.antonelli i miss when i couldn't read
→ yn_oward i didn’t know you were old enough to know how to
patriciooward ew. ew. ew. ew. ew
→ patriciooward just ew
→ patriciooward blocked, deleted, removed
→ patriciooward i’m going to go and pluck out my own eyeballs
→ arrowmclaren no. you need them to race
redbullracing we’re going to need to have a chat about pr
→ yn_oward crap. @/liamlawson30 either you quit or we break up
→ liamlawson30 nice try, babe. based on the way you threw yourself at me when i walked through the door, i don’t think you’ll let me go
→ redbullracing we’re going to need to have a chat about pr
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STAY WITH US
[ soft yandere! park moondae x manager! reader ]
summary : moondae didn't like what the other idols just did to you.



okay, let's talk about soft yandere! park moondae.
he first met you when the testar move into their dorms after the survival show. there, the staffs introduced you as one of their managers.
at first, he was kind of worried. because it's kind of unusual to see a woman being a manager of a boy group (it's not like he's being a misogynist, he just have a trust issue because of the rumors that he heard before)
and it's not just him, it seems like keun sejin and ryu chungwoo was worried too.
but, when you assured them that you like female idols more than male idols. they were kind of relieved.
park moondae who watched how you were able to make every members of testar trusts you. he watches how you always feeds cha eugene with chocolate bars during their hectic schedule. how you helped raebin with his job as their group's producer (and he has to admit, seeing raebin's excited face whenever he talks to you means your damn good at it), he also watch how you enjoys crocheting with ahyeon whenever you has free time.
and surprisingly, keun and bae sejin as well as ryu chungwoo slowly opened their hearts to you.
you were a good person, he knew that. you were also good at your job. that's why when the t1 tries to assign you to another group. park moondae surprisingly found himself pulling up some strings to make sure that you will remain as their precious manager.
soft yandere! park moondae who always finds himself cooking some foods for you at dawn whenever he found you pulling up an overnight to fix their schedule.
he hates to admit it himself but taking care of you became his habit. wait, isn't it supposed to be another way round?
park moondae who likes to see how your eyes twinkled while watching their music videos with them by the time it got posted. see? their music were better than those groups that you stan— wait? why the hell does he sounds like a jealous brat?
park moondae who accidentally broke a couple of cheongryeo's ribs when he talk shit about you during the time when he got kidnapped by this lunatic.
park moondae who always shows a perfect idol persona in front of the camera for the sake of the loveviewers. so calm, so cute, so calculated. yet, his facade slipped when he heard from bae sejin (who is also losing his shit in anger that time) how you got slapped by one of the entitled rookie members from another company.
look, he likes how calm and collected you are. he likes the fact that you make sure not to hurt their reputation.
but— you let those guys touch you? really?
everyone knew how good park moondae was when it comes on the internet. and with the angry bae sejin and the annoyed cha eugene (who thankfully managed to capture the exact moment while he was trying to get a cute selfie to post in their instagram)
they 'accidentally' leaked that picture.
and the loveviewers did the rest. being known as the beloved loyal manager of the testar. their fans adores you so much. and those entitled self proclaimed idols dares to slap you for no reason? nah-ah, not in their watch.
you, being completely unaware of how park moondae destroyed a certain kpop group's career overnight. was greeted by the group that morning with a bright smile which confused you.
and what's more confusing was park moondae himself.
sure, he was still the same ol' tibetan moon puppy. but he became more— uhm, overbearing? protective? yep— something like that.
overall, park moondae was the overprotective type of yandere who will do everything to keep you safe.
he likes doing this on secret. do you remember the senior manager who dumps his works to you? don't worry, he lost his job the next day after eugene told him about that. the reason why he got fired? they said it's because of leaking the testar's home address (when it truth, moondae manipulated some evidences to make sure that guy won't be able to approach you again).
even with their hectic schedule as idols. moondae enjoys taking care of you as well as the group's meals. he doesn't know the real reason but he kind of enjoys how you enjoy his foods.
moondae will do anything to keep you as their manager.
moondae was the calm one in their group. but he will absolutely lose his shit if you ever mention anything about quitting your job.
he might go far on manipulating and gaslighting you. he doesn't want to do that, promise. so be careful, okay? after all, moondae can be pretty twisted sometimes—
“ how could you not tell us— don't you trust us? don't you trust me? ”
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blue lock boys with an idol s/o and how would they feel with their girlfriend being shipped with another male idol when they're dating secretly
(back from my hellish exams 🤩)
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“𝐩𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐯𝐞”

a/n: welcome back!!! here's a little reward for completing those hellish exams 😍
ft. isagi yoichi, nagi seishiro, reo mikage, itoshi sae, itoshi rin, chigiri hyoma, kaiser michael (i’m sorry if i’m missing any characters!)
𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐢 𝐲𝐨𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐢 - “𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐤𝐞𝐲 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞 𝐢𝐝𝐨𝐥 𝐢𝐧 𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐭𝐞”
while you’re showing him a new music video featuring you and your male idol co-star, your boyfriend’s arms are crossed, wearing the most unimpressed expression known to mankind.
➝ “his voice is kinda pitchy,” he randomly comments, despite having no musical knowledge whatsoever.
➝ you squint at him, unimpressed. “babe, that’s literally a pre-recorded track.”
but he’s already moved on, subtly muttering, “his outfit’s kinda mid too,” just to cope.
𝐧𝐚𝐠𝐢 𝐬𝐞𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐨 - “𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞 𝐢𝐝𝐨𝐥 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐝𝐮𝐜𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦”
you nervously introduce your boyfriend to your co-star at an exclusive event. your boyfriend, calm and composed, offers the briefest nod possible before he proceeds to talk over the guy every time he tries to say something. if the male idol comments on your vocals, your boyfriend suddenly remembers a “crazy goal” he scored last season and loudly retells the story, making sure you’re paying attention.
➝ “huh? what was that? sorry, i didn’t catch what you said,” he says with a fake polite smile, despite hearing the guy perfectly fine.
𝐦𝐢𝐤𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐨 - “𝐛𝐮𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐫𝐚 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐠𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐚 𝐯𝐢𝐫𝐚𝐥 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐭”
your boyfriend is scrolling through his feed when he comes across a high-quality, cinematic edit of you and your male idol co-star looking way too good together. the caption reads: “power couple energy 💫” and it has millions of likes.
he doesn’t say a word about it, but two days later, you randomly receive a diamond bracelet with a tiny soccer ball charm. when you confront him, he shrugs nonchalantly.
➝ “what? can’t spoil my girl?”
but you know the ship edit is still living rent-free in his head.
𝐢𝐭𝐨𝐬𝐡𝐢 𝐬𝐚𝐞 - “𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐨-𝐝𝐮𝐦𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐮𝐛𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲”
after your male idol co-star posts a behind-the-scenes photo of you two laughing together, your boyfriend suddenly becomes a lot more… active on social media.
he casually drops a photo dump with you in it. not too obvious, just little things like your hand in the corner of a pic or your reflection in his sunglasses. but his die-hard fans know.
➝ “wait… is that a girl in his pic? 👀”
➝ “the same nail color as [your name]’s recent live…?”
he smirks at the comments, satisfied.
𝐢𝐭𝐨𝐬𝐡𝐢 𝐫𝐢𝐧 - “𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐚𝐠𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐭”
your boyfriend doesn’t say anything when he stumbles across a viral ship edit of you and your male idol co-star looking all lovey-dovey. he just calmly puts his phone down and heads straight to his gym.
suddenly, he’s doing way too many reps, shirtless, with his jaw clenched and veins popping like he’s training for the world cup. his music is blasting obnoxiously loud and he’s muttering curses under his breath every time he slams the weights down.
when you come to check on him, he’s drenched in sweat, chest heaving. you raise a brow.
➝ “everything okay?”
he wipes his face with his shirt, exposing his abs. “yeah. just… thinking.”
about what? definitely not the ship edit he saw.
BONUS:
after seeing another viral ship edit of you and your male idol co-star, your boyfriend casually posts a gym selfie with his shirt off. his toned abs and veiny arms are on full display, the sweat glistening perfectly under the light. the caption? “feeling good 🤍” with absolutely no context. it immediately gains traction, his comment section flooded with fans thirsting over him. you instantly know why he posted it.
➝ “oh, you’re sooo subtle,” you tease, and he just shrugs with a smug smirk, checking his like count.
𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐢 𝐡𝐲𝐨𝐦𝐚 - “𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐰𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐬”
during a post-match interview, your boyfriend is being his usual composed self until the reporter mentions a popular couple collab between you and your male idol co-star. the reporter grins.
➝ “their chemistry is crazy, huh?”
your boyfriend’s jaw ticks almost imperceptibly. but then, with the most neutral tone ever, he shrugs and says:
➝ “yeah, i guess. it’s called acting.”
the internet goes feral dissecting that clip.
𝐤𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐞𝐥 - “𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐮𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞”
you’re casually chatting with your fans on a livestream when your boyfriend, who knows he shouldn’t, suddenly strolls into the room in his sweats, shirtless, with his hair still damp from a shower.
you glare at him off-camera, but he conveniently “forgets” you’re live, walking right into the frame with a lazy yawn and stretching his arms, showing off his toned abs.
the chat goes insane.
➝ “wait… WHO IS THAT?!”
➝ “omg her boyfriend?!!!”
➝ “ISN’T THAT MICHAEL KAISER THE SOCCER PLAYER”
you quickly end the live, shooting him a glare.
➝ “seriously?”
he shrugs with a sly smirk.
➝ “what? i just couldn’t take it anymore. the world needs to know you’re mine.”
© 𝐤𝐱𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐢
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just let me adore you
summary: you and harry have grown closer over the last two months and he wants to take the next step, but you aren’t sure if you’re ready to give your heart to someone again.
vicious speaks: things are happening 🤭
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fan1 what the fuck. i mean i knew you guys were most likely friends bc of those stories you posted a bit go but what the fuck.
oscarpiastri so you just casually decided to break the internet, huh?
⤷ yourusername 😭 i wouldn’t go that far
yourbff so much fun ♥️ let’s do it again soon!!
⤷ francisca.cgomes i second that 🤍
⤷ alexandrasaintmleux ^^
⤷ yourusername absolutely!
⤷ fan2 wait omg can someone confirm if this means harry was hanging out with the f1 guys??
⤷ francolapinto i can confirm, yes
⤷ fan3 thank you for your service, king
⤷ francolapinto 🫡
ynharrysthird WHAT THE FUCK
mitchrowland it was great to finally meet you!
⤷ yourusername ditto ☺️
⤷ fan4 oh my God
⤷ fan5 they’re meeting each others friends…i need to lie down 😵💫
⤷ fan6 “finally” oh harry has definitely been talking about her nonstop fkgjfjd
gemmastyles who’s the weirdo in the 2nd slide?
⤷ fan7 ARIANA WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE
⤷ yourusername i have no idea, he just showed up begging to be let in 🥴
⤷ harrystyles i regret introducing you
⤷ ynharrysthird this is my white whale
fan8 YOU CAN’T JUST POST HARRY AND NOT SAY ANYTHING
lilmhe still thinking about that tiramisu 😍 ♥︎ by author
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fan1 YOU SICK FUCKS
fan2 IS MY LIFE A JOKE TO YOU
yourbff lovely meeting you :) ♥︎ by author
fan3 dontsayitdontsayitdontsayit…THIS IS A HARD LAUNCH
ynharrysthird I’M NEVER RECOVERING
⤷ fan4 how are you alive after this
⤷ ynharrysthird i’m not. my ghost is typing.
⤷ fan5 i fear for your life if they ever post a selfie
⤷ ynharrysthird a valid fear
fan6 yn posting harry in black & white and him posting her in color is something that can be so personal
fan7 now kiss
carlossainz55 this is so entertaining
⤷ fan8 carlos pls 😭
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fan1 this friendship is the best thing to come out of that break up
fan2 imagine if all cheating scandals ended with the girls dumping the cheater and becoming best friends
fan3 still so bizarre 😭
yourusername ♥️
⤷ fan4 this is all clearly a desperate attempt to get lando’s attention
⤷ itsaria our friendship is only about us, actually
⤷ yourusername our lives don’t revolve around a man. shocking, i know.
fan5 fuck the gossip, their friendship is cute!
fan6 aria will we see you at yns ono show?
⤷ itsaria wouldn’t miss it for the world!
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fan1 so excited!!!!
lilymhe see you tonight 💕
yourbff you’re gonna kill it 🫶🏼 me and ‘los will be screaming the loudest!!
fan2 can’t wait to freak out later while watching you on a grainy livestream <3
fan3 rip to my sleep schedule
harrystyles cheering you on ❤️ ♥︎ by author
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fan1 OH MY GOD OKAY IT’S HAPPENING
fan2 of course he’s there, he’s her biggest fan 😭
ynharrysthird i’m not responsible for my actions if we get a selfie or any kind of interaction tn
fan3 ik she’s a professional but i’d be so nervous if knew that thee harry styles was at my show
⤷ fan4 he actually mentioned to a fan that she doesn’t know he’s there cause it’s a surprise 🥹 can’t wait to see her reaction
fan5 GUYS what if she brings him on stage to perform something???
⤷ ynharrysthird don’t do that. don’t give me hope
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fan1 this is my 13th reason
fan2 oh my God i’m gonna pass out
yourusername best surprise ever!! i still can’t believe you actually made it 🥹🫶🏼
⤷ harrystyles i wouldn’t have missed it unless absolutely necessary x
fan3 ME AND WHO
carlossainz55 great seeing you again!
⤷ harrystyles we gotta hang out more, mate
⤷ carlossainz55 we will, i see a lot of double dates in our future
⤷ harrystyles here’s hoping 🤞🏼
ynharrysthird i am not okay
fan4 hey God it’s me again
yourbff you’re setting the bar so high, dude
⤷ harrystyles i’m just treating her the way she deserves
fan5 i swear if y’all still aren’t dating after this…
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