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[bedlightwriting]

Sometimes

Sometimes

I wonder, what to you it would mean

What, if anything, it would do, If only you knew

That I imagine, sometimes, under the stars

The boulder in my chest melting for you

Visions of bodies held close, swaying against the breeze

Next to a wine dark sea

Shallow dreams outlining silhouettes on the wall

As my favorite TV show performs to an empty room

Our bodies close and our hearts closer

Hazy hallucinations of Christmas at my parents

My brothers side by side, you in their midst as if it was an empty photo without you

Visions of my feet on your lap, the smoke burning my throat

Moonlight in the reflection of your pupils as you take the next

Brown on blue as a story untold

The intoxicating taste of sweet sin on your lips under a streetlight

But

Then again, every vision of you falls under Stygian skies

I am not your love; and you are not my light

My calloused heart doesn’t have the room you deserve

Sometimes, perhaps, it might be alright to pretend we are more

Dancing under the moon and singing with the stars

like this world was made to be ours

I know you won’t last forever

And you may never hear my mothers laugh or shake my fathers hand

Never experience the camaraderie among my brothers

But sometimes, for a brief moment, we might offer solace to one another in this unforgiving world

You’ll never be mine, but I’ll hold you like you were all along

I will never be yours, but your hand on my waist fits like I was made to be

The world is hard and angry and shitty

And if my only role

For you is a brief moment of respite

I’m okay with that, I just hope you are too

[chososcamgirl]

i miss the month and a half that i was unemployed last year. that was when sjap was at its peak too. i think unemployment is the way to go.

[jadelemonadee]

samuel you can’t just eat the communion wafers as a snack we need those for the services!!!!!

[heartz4shauna]

[kindahoping4forever]

Ash IG Story

[roseanger]

[melonalemonade]

little treat on my nsf double-u on twitter

[quezzzs]

lowkey be thinking of making that connor x oc fanfic and to sprinkle in a side dish of markus x oc as well that'll have its own story.

Bare with me RK1K fans there WILL be unrequited love but it will be resolved.

markus has a small crush on connor but realizes connor would never see him in that light snd so he accepts it, thats when my female secretary HUMAN oc comes to play for markus🤠 they wont like each other in that way at first BUT they will grow to love

CONNOR ON THE OTHER HAND:

i already had some ss of their relationship but to begin with - angelo(otherwise known as angel) is an old coworker that transferred back to DPD when he first transferred over to LAPD. it's a little rocky at first but obviously it grows into something more later on

currently making an outline and drafts of each chapter but idk if i'll actually ever post the whole thing

im doing this for myself since ive been having strong urges to write fanfic lately for dbh even tho i just got done with TLOU part 1(NO SPOILERS FOR PART 2 ISTG-) but yeah thats my plan so far

[domoriu]

happy bday on december 28th kiwi🙌

THANK YOU !!! its actually on the 29th tho 🙈 save the date guysss kiwi turns 20 🔜🔜🔜

[westerberg]

Instead of the destiel thing the new meme should be finding out major news from alternative comedy writer legend Dino Stamatopoulos’s Instagram account bc that just happened to me

[jadelemonadee]

even more seajade from @mantisnixon55’s mutual hamcast thingy

(featuring @jennicatzies and @thehistoriantype)

[heartz4shauna]

[darkkitty1208]

Words are the closest thing to a way I can make sense of my somewhat-of-a-self-identity-crisis-but-in-writing thing, and even then it can only express a mere fraction of whatever it is that I'm feeling. So bear with me as I try to verbalise this in an at least semi-coherent way.

I've been trying out a variety of writing styles and techniques lately. I've been discovering ways to do more of 'showing' and less of 'telling'.

I like the indirectness of it.

Actually, no -- that's not quite it. That's not it at all.

I think I like telling stories obliquely and only providing vague details not only because I'm a lazy arse who has no idea how to describe things in a direct and clear way but also because-- actually, I have no idea how to explain this in a way that isn't incomprehensible.

I can't quite explain it, but I think I like stories that can only be told in a vague way, like providing the puzzle pieces so that you get to piece things together the way you want it. The resulting picture would just be your own interpretation. I just like being subtle and merely imply the meaning of some things so anyone can interpret my stories their own way.

No, no. That doesn't make any sense either, does it?

And that's only one of the many things I'm still trying out and working on!

It's just. There's so much to try! I don't even know what I want. I've said this in my recent fic's A/N and I'll just say it again here: I'm experimenting with different things in writing the way a child would mix soap and shampoo in a bath. Which is a waste of time (and of shampoo and soap, which clearly does not apply in this scenario, but again, really cba to think of a better analogy here) but I can't help it because it's so fun.

Sometimes I think I don't even *have* a style. Sometimes I think I'll never have one. But I dunno.

Just ignore me as I try to mull this over. I'm just 'in my feels' and screaming this out into the abyss that's in the form of my silly little blog. Thank you for indulging me.

[cherry-leclerc]

hello! forgive me if i’ve missed something, but i can’t find a few of your fics like the part 2s? i was wondering if you deleted them? sorry and thank you! ❤️❤️

you aren’t going to believe me…

[sophie1247]

[wintersettled]

Im so serious when i say im adam parrish (real) because i TOO quietly turned 18