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I finally got itā¦.yippieā¦
#donāt look at meā¦#Iām never spinning that wheel until I ATLEAST#have 80 keys next timeš#š« #my friend got the outfit after likeā¦.7 tries I think she said??#but meā¦#donāt ask me#Iāll cry#BUT I GOT IT#Iām going to draw now to feel better hehe
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can you please tell me what is satellite jeon?! š im so confused please help this poor out
Are you serious? I'm not patronising I'm genuinely asking how can one not know what satellite Jeon means?? Are you new? Because that's the only way you get a pass, anon
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If you search for that key word on my blog you will see all the other moments I've shared. But here are some links with this one being my fav
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Sometimes anon its Teleport Jeon. We don't see him moving..all we know is that the camera cuts and then Boom! He's next to Jimin
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One minute here.
Next minute....
One minute here.
Next minute....
What they don't tell you though is that its actually satellite/teleport Jikook. Jimin does it too its not just JK. If, JK doesn't find Jimin and stand next to him, alot of the times Jimin will bridge that gap..or call him over.
Like for example Bon voyage season 4 was full of satellite Jimin. Its mostly coz JK had just gone through some shit but yeah, loads of satellite Jimin in sn 4. Like that one time they were eating. JK was all the way across the table standing next to Jin.
Off Jimin goes
Jimin gets so close because personal space, what's that?
And voila! Satellite Jimin
There was also when Jimin saw Jhope putting a flower in JK's hair so off he went
If u ask me I didn't see a reason for him to touch JK but thats his man so I dont think he needs one š¤š¤š¤
I've talked about this moment before but I didn't have the clip for it at the time. See the thing with JK is, he will try to be subtle when he wants to sit next to Jimin. And sometimes he gives up when he can't make it. Like the moment on this post. But Jimin, Jimin has no chill. If he wants to be next to JK he will make it happen. Here he is yeeting Jin off "his" chair.
That always makes me smile š¤š¤ he was like move bitch, that's my seat šš
One last moment from ITS where I have no clue why JK looked like he was 12 years old???
Anyway anon. I hope you understand now. Satellite Jeon/Jikook is my number one reason why I believe that Jikook is real. So please educate yourself on the subject because these two are legit. They're the real deal.
Even if you search for BTS on Google like 80% of the images are Jikook next to eo. You can't make this shit up. They have ruined the official line up so many times its hysterical š
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I love my partner but I don't have to sit next to him or be around him all the time. But these two... it honestly blows my mind. But honestly, I love this for them
#satellite jeon#satellite Jikook#satellite jimin#bon voyage Jikook#run Jikook#ask shaz#bts ask#jikook#kookmin#minkook#jimin and jungkook#park jimin#jeon jungkook#jimin#jungkook#bts#jikook is real#if jikook isn't real then neither I'm i
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Fic Updates!!
(Yes, I'm back with these š)
Update notes for:
It's Visceral And It's Cruel
Burnt Over And Over Again
He Saw Her At Daybreak
Struck By Fire Drowned By The Sea
*Burnt Over And Over Again* (Modern Au)
So I am currently working on this MAJOR sex scene for the upcoming chapter (chapter 5). BUT I'm actually in the process of reworking it. The initial draft was like 80% finished š¤£š
I'M SORRY, I was actually so close to being ready to edit and then post. But the further I went with that version, it just wasn't giving what it was meant to give. And to share my thoughts/struggles with this plot point/scene without spoiling the entire scene. If y'all remember, chapter 4 has Rhaena and Aemond bickering like an old married couple in a nightclub in Prague. And as their drama progresses, Aemond finds a way to get Rhaena alone so they can have a private tense conversation. Their sexual tension builds up to a point where they HAVE to do something about it.
Semantics I guess, but there's a āØmoodāØ I'm trying to convey and it's SOO hard to convey it genuinely, idk why š¤£ Like Rhaena is in denial, but she's CLEARLY still very attracted to him. And he's down so BADDD for her, but he's also really frustrated and annoyed with the current state of their relationship. Like the sex isn't going to be all that frantic, because of the way I've slowly built the tension. But at the same time, Aemond's frustration still needs to be present? At least I want it to be? Like I want him to coax her into this, because deep down she definitely wants it, she's just in denial.
Am I making any sense? I don't really know š¤£ I just don't want it to sound like coercion, and that feels like such a fine line with this scene for some reason š© like he's definitely not forcing her to do anything, but he is leading this whole thing. The key for me, is making it really feel like she's down for this and welcoming it all physically even if she's still trying to keep him at arm's length emotionally... UGHH it's a fine line fr.
My goal is to update this fic before I move onto any others. So fingers crossed for meeee š
(I'm also working out some more background lore for this modern au universe, like what everyone in the family does career wise, I'm working out who has pets and whatnot, expanding the lore of Rhaena's former relationship with Dalton since I initially made it rather vague...SOOOO get ready for this whole story to expand as it goes. Because I kinda want this story to be a bit more than short fic now š)
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*It's Visceral And It's Cruel* (reg medieval time period)
Nowww this is my bread and butterrrr š¤£ I have about 13k of next chapter (chapter 9) written and ready for editing. BUT I still have about 5 scenes to go, or at least those were scenes I originally planned to include in this chapter.
I'm starting to think adding in all of those scenes will make this chapter TOO long if I include them all here š like I added in two extra scenes to make the narrative flow in a more interconnected manner. But in doing that, it's definitely going to make this chapter too long. And the final scene I initially had for this chapter was going to be the Royal Hunt shenanigans. And THAT is a scene/plot point that needs a lot of time/words dedicated to it. Especially since it's going to be written from Aemond's POV, and that boy is going to be going THROUGH it watching Rhaena purposely flirt with literally every other man there EXCEPT for him š¤£š¤£
So I think I'm going to move the hunt over to chapter 10 (even though I promised it would be here šš). Because logically...like I must š I can't let this chapter be 40k in length, I'd take DAYSSS to edit it if I didš¤£š
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*He Saw Her At Daybreak* (horny married Rhaemond Fic)
UMMMM I actually have no clue when I plan to work on the next chapter LMAO š There are a few things I need to map out plot wise. Like slight spoilers:
But here are the scenes I'm planning on including in chapter 10:
ā¢ Actually showing Aemond flying over to Driftmark and interacting with Grandma Rhaenys (for the Spice Towk salt that Rhaena craves).
ā¢Aemond and Aegon actually discussing their mother returning to court for the birth of the baby.
ā¢I want to slip in a sex for Rhaemond, since ya know, this IS the horny fic š¤£and this is my last chance to include the lactation kink before the baby gets here, so I must do it š I'm also thinking that scene could definitely start with pregnant Rhaena being a little self conscious about her body before a family event. Like I haven't had much of that insecurity mentioned for her.
ā¢The family event being the Valyrian equivalent Yule/Christmas holiday event, that's going to be like a nice wholesome gift giving scene. Targ family shenanigans.
ā¢ALL culminating with Rhaena's water breaking and the baby finally coming. Like this baby is COMING in this chapter, most definitely šš we are ending the chapter with Rhaemond happily holding their newborn baby.
So there's a lot to write, and I'm still only on the first scene šš but hey, now the 10 of you so still tune in, have an idea of what's to come! šš
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*Struck by Fire, Drowned By The Sea* (Pirate Fic)
LORD, I PROMISE I HAVEN'T FORGOT ABOUT THIS ONEEEE. AGHHH oddly enough, like this writing process feels like the sex scene in BO&OA, I can't seem to land on the vibeā¢ for the next chapter (chapter 5). And it's not even a sex scene, so Idk why I'm overthinking it all š¤£š¤£
It's weird, really. I usually have a really easy time writing from Aemond's POV for my other fics, but since Pirate Captain Aemond is more of a mystery to both Rhaena and the audience. It for some reason feels a lot harder šš¤£ like it shouldn't be, but it is š¤£š¤£ I've rewritten/restarted this chapter at least 6 times trying various ways to tell the same scene, seeing how much I should give away in his inner thoughts or not. And I just haven't landed on a good ratio for him, like we all know this IS Aemond. But there's still so much of his past that hasn't been revealed, and it's all still a mysterious element for captive Rhaena, she's still trying to figure him out... especially since they've never really met until now.
Their relationship is going to be SOMETHING wild, if I can get past this damn chapter š¤£š¤£
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This just feels like me explaining in depth, four various types of writer's block š¤£š¤£
Anywaysss, if any of y'all have any suggestions or helpful ideas, for any of these fics, I'm very open to them š
#rhaemond#aemond x rhaena#rhaena x aemond#hotd fanfic#hotd fic#fic updates#it's visceral and it's cruel#ivaic updates!!#burnt over and over again#bo&oa updates!!#he saw her at daybreak#hshad updates!!#struck by fire drowned by the sea#sbfdbts updates!!
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roku and sozin are divorced and their kids are azulon and those twin ladies
I am not exactly opposed to it but I am uncertain in a way ,, but what do you know, I like it in a way. Let's just say that this is an alternative universe ^_^ This is kind of self-indulgent,, haha.
Lo and Li's existence has definitely made Roku's heart ache (/pos). Reminded him about himself and his twin brother, Yasu.
Sozin has definitely shown some signs of harsh parenting, given how the fact Azulon turned out to be in the canonical universe,
Azulon was Sozin's firstborn, and raised to succeed him. Sozin oversaw his son's firebending training and favored him over another family member. Azulon ultimately grew up to be a supremely talented, but also very demanding and often cruel person.
Note: He also seemingly lacks empathy as well, willing to sacrifice Zuko because Ozai is trying to take advantage of Iroh's loss.
but because Roku is the bearer of these three confusing children, he.. had definitely tried his best to say the least. In summary, he's definitely a flawed parent but it gets through the children's heads that they are all loved and didn't suffer from any problems/issues at all! Hooray! (/hj)
Roku's parents whose parenting style is "questionable," he did not let it corrupt over and affected the children immensely. He's more focused about their well-beings/general health, the type of parent who motivates and supports whatever your dream is. A kind of parent who says something during dinner that you should eat greens every once in awhile while giving you a piece of cabbage next to your rice. He's gentle and nurturing but is strict when it's necessary. He also gives valuable life lessons when reading them bedtime stories.
Sozin on the other hand, Taiso's parenting style + Hazei's emotional absence definitely fucked Sozin up fully. There were many nights that he and Roku would sit down and talk where the children would sleep (except Azulon though, who would try to eavesdrop, sneaky little kid). At one time, he pitted Azulon against either Lo or Li if there were any signs of firebending ā Roku was enraged by the decision and immediately stopped whatever was happening before anyone gets hurt. But they did find out that both Lo and Li are non-benders whereas Azulon is a firebender (Roku didn't care, Sozin somewhat expressed displeasure).
Lo and Li, at one point, had definitely bragged about how their fathers are both the Fire Lord and the Avatar in contrast to Azulon simply brushing it off and going on his day thinking it's normal to have parents like that (not really).
They have these children likely in their late 20's or early 30's but I do think about how Sozin wanted to hog the throne as possible so like.. 40's ?? 50's ??? I do think it's kinda stupid that they conceived children together in their 70's or 80's because that's just ,, scientifically Impossible.
Notes: Roku and Ta Min are low-key freaky with each other (/hj). He eventually settled down and began living out his life with Ta Min, with whom he later had a daughter, Rina. <- This comes after Roku is horrified at Sozin's proposition and tells him to drop it OFF š.
And then.. there's Sozin who has Azulon at the literal age of 82. Bro is a procrastinator but still gets the job done š„š„š„ (somehow).
Azulon would've still been a Fire Lord, but Roku's influence on him would definitely shape the Fire Nation a lot more differently. Sure, there were some.. penalties ā but he'd be much more kinder, maybe more sympathetic with those who were born poor or have been screwed over and over because of the old laws (who knows honestly?)
Lo and Li are still the firebending instructors and political advisors, but still share the same ol' "escaping the Fire Nation Capital to go to ember island if it has gotten too hectic." They definitely got their rebellious phase from Sozin after all, sneaking out and starting their own adventures which causes the parents to be worried and befuddled.
To add something a little nice and a great fresh air to get ourselves away from doomed siblings that the Fire Nation Family has always had ā Lo, Li and Azulon are siblings who are seemingly distant at first but when they do interact, they get themselves in malicious and hilarious shenanigans. They will always have a great time and never resent each other. Showing vulnerability is a sign of strength. They learned that from their parents after all, who trusted each other more than anyone else.
Oh man,, this is so long !! Hope you guys like it ,, huhu ,,,
#atla#avatar the last airbender#avatar: the last airbender#the reckoning of roku#tror#headcanons#headcanon#roku#avatar roku#fire lord sozin#sozin#rozin#trans hc#trans roku#transgender headcanon#ftm trans#zeno is mentally ill#azulon#fire lord azulon#lo and li#atla lo and li#ramblings#self indulgent
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š, š„„, & š§ļø!
š; whatās one specific scenario or thing from your dr that you get the nervous jitters for?
i have two big ones and I'm saying them both
def the whole sorting ceremony/ritual/whatever you wanna call it + meeting the rest of my house ESPECIALLY the marauders + the valkyries like it's the I am going to know these ppl for the next over 7 years holy shit + i'm so excited feeling yk?? // marauders dr
(bnha/mha dr) two words, school festival. that wole arc is probably one of my all time favs (probably bc it's not actively traumatizing us) and i'm so excited to experience it!!! also the CONCERT THING?? dude I am such a sucker for y/n moments and this is literally my time to shine fr bc ik me n jirou r gonna eat that shit uppppp (adding a read more bc this is long asfff)
(lil bit of bg info) so when I was scripting this arc I was like huh... what part should I do in the concert thing?? and I had the idea to do tech crew and I was chill w/ it bc like ok I can fly thats useful asf and wings would get in the way of dancing anyway, but then I was listening to hero too (don't judge me its motivating asf) n I was like oh yk what there are a LOT of moments in here that would benefit from added harmonies or have unexplained backup singing (an example is around 3:13 in the song but it's everywhere) bc it's supposedly live right??? like idk if its supposed to be just layered vocals or an echo or whatever but I took that shit and RAN and was like yk what I didnt script I could sing crazy well for nothing bitch I'm singing backup now <3 also I absolutely stole that whole outro bc it fits so so well w my backstory how could I not??? anyway tangent over but yeah i'm genuinley soso excited ajdskjskj
š„„; list three specific smells from your dr and explain them.
fun fact I have an amazing sense of smell in my cr but apparently god had to fucking nerf me so I'm congested like 80% of the time
anyway let's go fr (all of this is from my bnha/mha dr bc thet's the only place i've shifted)
this super specific type of cleaner spray for countertops that we use, it kinda smells like very citrus-y but with notes of mango i've never smelled anything like it here, so it's probably not a thing here, but my and hawk's apartment smells like it like 24/7 (it's called zesty sparkle šš)
kei always gets this spicy ass garlic-y chicken when he comes back from a really crazy patrol, and it smells SO GOOD but i risk my life every time i eat that shit on godddd
i use this shea butter/oil stuff for my feathers so they're nice and shiny and clean looking, and it smells literally the best i would eat it by the jar if i could holy shiiiiiiit
š§ļø; who will be the first person you talk to in your dr that youāre excited to meet? how will the convo go?
so i scripted that i'll wake up on the morning i go school shopping w/ lily (i scripted that we're childhood friends <3) so i'm really excited to meet and talk to her tbh!!!! //marauders dr
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final results! looks like we're mostly old people (gen z measurement system) i also did this same poll on twitter, and the results are quite similar (though it had a smaller sample size).
i suspect cherik fandom skews older because the inciting incident that caused cherik to explode into the mainstream was x-men: first class, which came out 12 years ago. so anyone who got into it then even as a young person is 12 years older. plus, even if you were introduced to cherik through the final xmcu film featuring them (dark phoenix 2019) at say, 15 years old, you would be 19 now. it's been 4 years since xmdp! and if you're strictly a comics x-men fan, none of this would apply because cherik has been a glaringly obvious part of x-men comics since the 80s. if you weren't shipping it whenever you entered x-comics fandom, you probably? aren't shipping it now. that said, the house of x/powers of x comics reboot brought in a lot of new, active x-comics fans (including ones coming from xmcu cherik fandom, which im SO happy about as someone with both xmcu and x-comics brain worms). but hoxpox also came out in 2019, so it still aligns with the theoretical "15 year old late to the party" circumstance another significant factor may be that āØold man yaoiāØ just naturally appeals to adults more than it does like, teens. when you think about it, most big fandoms with a lot of teens generally center around media that depicts teens or younger adults.
when you also consider that the age ranges in x-comics fandom and x-comics ship fandoms are pretty diverse (afaik), it seems more likely that the disparity has something to do with the type of ship cherik is. i remember that there was a sudden influx of younger xmcu fans after apocalypse came out who were specifically fans of the teen x-men characters (+ peter maximoff... evan peters privilege, i guess) (and yes, i know, caveat caveat caveat. as someone who has gravitated towards old man yaoi ships literally my entire life i know that ymmv š in fact the main ship community i was in pre-cherik literally coined the term old man yaoi, if im not mistaken)
(i am 25 btw ā i joined xmen/cherik fandom in 2015 completely serendipitously....i think i had seen bits of xmcu fandom some months before, but i had never....consciously thought about it. i had watched the winter soldier and wanted to make a superhero au for [redacted media], so, looking for reference, i watched a fucking watchmojo video abt best superhero movies and first class looked cute š now i have chronic xmen disorder!!!!! because of watchmojo!!!!!)
anyway all very interesting! i wonder what this means about cherik fandom's longevity and its future. the fandom has a significant number of very dedicated long-term fans (like myself. i think i can claim that), but crucially, does not have new blockbuster movies coming out every couple years like it used to. this makes it difficult to attract new people, + also makes it uninteresting to young people (im using "young people" here to describe teens but also adults in the 18-25 range). we all know that The Youth runs the internet and often, fandoms (ymmv 2.0). but the backbone of fandom is still so often older fans, even if The Youth are the loudest, most internet-savvy, + most socially powerful parts of fandom.
i think What's Next all depends on how the mcu chooses to tackle cherik and thats a whole can of worms for a whole other time. but it's undeniable that a key reason cherik was able to leap from a tiny but dedicated fandom to a burgeoning big-name fandom was because xmen first class depicted them as attractive and young white men (and in charles' case, physically abled). nowadays, fandoms seem lot more interested in diverse ships (in comparison to 12 years ago), and ships between older men are popular (see aforementioned old man yaoi meme). the actors they choose to cast (not just ethnicity, age, or appearance, but whether they're already famous or in something with a large fandom), how homoerotic the mcu lets their charles + erik be, and the actual quality of the film(s) will be a huge factor in how cherik fandom might change. i think those are factors much more powerful than generational differences. (but seeing what happens is a while away because the mcu is wasting time with films and tv shows no one gaf about bc we're just waiting to see the xmen and the fantastic four already. plus hollywood in general is wasting time pretending they have no money to compensate actors + writers)
anyway enough cherik anthropology rambling, soz
is it me or is the vast majority of cherik fandom adults? im curious....
edit: just realized i excluded 18 yr olds š sorry yall just click the second choice
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STRANGER THINGS 4 SPOILERS hi! could you do hcs for a scenario that takes place during s4 where steve is with reader and how he would react to nancyās piqued interest in him. the stancy stuff does not sit well with me this season tbh haha
noooo me neitheršš i can always see steve/nancy as like a high school couple but they put sm energy into making her & jonathan a better couple and they make so much more sense than her & steve i stg. i digress.
also low-key the start of these headcanons that give the backstory are FAR too long but i got a bit too into this ngl. this is pretty much spoiler free btw, but it's still tagged <3
ok so it should be said that nancy will always have a special place in steve's heart. you can accept that tbh, because she was his first love and you hold your first high school boyfriend in the same regard
like your mum always said you never forget your first love!! and tbh she was right but there's a difference between the person that made you giddy in senior year and the person that makes you feel whole and complete
for some people, those two might overlap; they might meet the love of their life in high school
however, the man you consider now to be the love of your life is the same man you considered in high school to be an absolute mughead with the stupidest hair you've ever seen
and you were the kid in his science class who gave him evils all the time and couldn't speak to him in a way that wasn't sarcastic
so it's safe to say that you guys didn't fall in love until way after you graduated; it was sort of unexpected and it made no sense at the time but the deeper you fell, the more you realise he might be the only thing that makes sense in this fucking world
steve harrington wasn't an asshole anymore. reality had humbled him, and now he still had all his good traits - the hair, the humour, the stupid smile and goofy aura - but he scooped ice cream for a living
you worked at starcourt too in the unit next door and after your parents moved into the house beside him, he kept driving past you on your way home til he began offering you lifts
after a few weeks of steve driving you home, having deep chats and screaming along to madonna, he asks you out
its not long before you're pretty much convinced you'll spend your life with him. maybe you're young and dumb still but you only ever feel truly at home with him
you know he still sees nancy about. it never bothers you - why would it? steve loves you and nancy & jonathan byers are a well-known couple
1986 is...different though. you & steve are as strong as ever but ongoing events have him closer and closer to nancy, who you know for a fact has been drifting apart from jonathan
you'd never want to assume anything, especially not someone you consider to be a friend.
but she looks at him the same way you do
which is when you're like OH
and yeah steve is a certified dumb ass (the word "himbo" didn't exist in the 80s but steve is a himbo and a himbo is steve) but hell even he can see it too
you don't want to feel insecure: you know that steve loves you but nancy is...nancy. she's pretty and smart and way better at all of this upside down shit than you. she makes it all look naturally
steve brings it up straight away as soon as you're home that night. there's no beating around the bush. he just kinda puts his hands on your shoulders and forces you to look him in the eye
"i know what you're thinking," he says, "but i promise, no matter what, i love you"
it's nice, actually, that he just reassures you without a second thought
bc even though he loved nancy wheeler at one point in his life, he's gonna love you for the rest of it
#asks#steve harrington x reader#steve harrington imagine#steve harrington imagines#steve harrington reader insert#steve harrington x you#steve harrington#stranger things imagines#stranger things imagine#strangers things x reader#stranger things#stranger things 4 spoilers#sr 4 spoilers#stranger things spoilers
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johnny's rap would be great if they ever release 80s-90s r&b esque songs.
i feel like i need . to know like what kind of vibes youāre talking abt like ā¦ do you have a group/artist or song in mind? bc the only songs/artists i can think of are like . exclusively singing/singers like my brain has blanked and i canāt think of any r&b songs from that time period w rap parts in them? thatās obvi not to say that they donāt exist i just canāt recall any atm djfjsjd my mom didnāt listen to rly any music with rap in it when i was growing up and by the time i started listening to my own music, i sought out more modern rap/hip-hop/r&b !!!
also iām so sorry to the potentially offended johfam for what iām abt to say but . r&b, especially older r&b, i feel like requires a Lot Of Soul. it takes Heart and like . Emotion, yāknow? like i feel like that style of rapping would require, like, some level of expressiveness, emotion, etc. and honestly i donāt rly think i could see johnnyāor Any Member of NCT 127 for that matterādoing that style of rapping,,, like at all.
(under the cut is a detailed breakdown of nct 127ās rapping āstylesā igā¦ itās long as fuckā¦ also i mention EXO in here, too)
did i color code this? yes, bc iām on adderall. hereās the legend/color key :)
idol names from nct are bolded in blue
idol names from other groups are bolded & italicized in blue
factors i considered when evaluating their rapping styles are in purple
song names are in green
jaehyun has the like timbre i think? like the vocal depth and the kinda soothing voice, but i donāt think he has the . intonationā¦ like i think when he speaks, (again, speaking abt english bc thatās the only language i can assess) he speaks Very Well like very proper w like . practically perfect diction and stuff and i feel like heād require like . some more coaching on how to loosen up a bit when it comes to his expressiveness? i think he might get in his head at times and be more concerned abt like being on beat and on key (which of course is super important) but i donāt know,,, if he feels comfortable enough in his rapping? to be able to just let it flow? and like Deliver the words w emotion? bc iām thinking once more abt ā¦ dancing in the rain and how . that went . to me . djfjdkfkd
mark, to me, doesnāt rly have the timbre but i donāt think that would immediately count him out !! however i think he might have the best idea of how to deliver the words like how maybe to let the emotion come through at times? but tbh i think that his diction might trip him up a bit? like i think that his way of speaking might sound more heavy-handed in a song like that? (for example think abt like . code switchingā¦ most ppl i know that code switch can Turn Off the AAVE and even alter their pronunciation of some things, but i donāt think markās ever needed to do that, so i donāt know if he knows how) thinking abt better days by superm and how itās a very beautiful song but i remember thinking that smth abt markās part was like Just A Teensy Bit Off to me? like i think it rly was part of the way he pronounced some of the words/his syllables? idk jsfjskkd again this is my opinion!!! markās style(s) of rap seem to fit hip-hop/rap more than it does r&b, in my opinion!
johnny, to me, doesnāt really seem like heād fit that kind of vibe? again, pls let me know like what songs/artists you had in mind!! so far iāve evaluated, like, in terms of expressiveness, timbre, and diction!! to me, his diction does Not Seem like it fits the vibe djfjjdkdkd and thatās coupled with his expressiveness i think bc he basically sounds like heās reading off a teleprompter in the kind ofā¦ semi-stilted way where it seems like he doesnāt know whatās coming next ššš JOHFAM, I APOLOGIZE FR FR I DONāT SAY THIS W MALICE !! i think his timbre may be subjective bc i personally . am not too crazy abt his speaking/rapping voice so i feel like ppl who like his talking voice might have a diff opinion!!
honestly, it wouldnāt rly feel fair to me to evaluate taeyong on a song like this bc he . doesnāt speak english yknow? and given that diction is something iām considering, (itās not abt Proper Pronunciation, itās just the way the words are said in general) i donāt think itād be fair for me as a native english speaker to critique taeyong, someone who doesnāt speak english fluently, on things like his diction / pronunciation !! in terms of his, like, expressiveness,,,,, i donāt rly know? i donāt believe iāve heard much like . emotional variety in his parts, tbh? which isnāt his fault rly bc SM isnāt rly like . giving him opportunities to do parts in songs where his delivery can be emotionally varied (unless we count lightbulb and iām SO sorry but i cannot stand that song i canāt ššš) so idk abt expressiveness eitherā¦ i will say that his timbre Does Not Fit The Vibes To Meā¦At All djfjdkfkd like he has a very . kinda like. gruff, nasally (not always a bad thing) approach ?? there isnāt usually much like . variance there i donāt think :/ BUT long flight!! his song long flight !! when he sang in long flight he sounded SO nice and pleasant and i rly love that song!! but likeā¦ thatās singing, so i donāt think that rap wise he could pull it off? i just donāt think he has that like . soulful, emotive kind of expressive way of speaking/rapping that i imagine when i think of this genre?
iām not going into the rappers in other units bc you only mentioned johnny whoās in 127 so i just did 127 members that rap djfjdkfkd but yeah !!! i feel like SM doesnāt have as much of an investment in Developing or Honing any of their skills? (speaking abt 127 ārappersā which i quoted bc iām including johnny and jaehyun, neither of whom, to me, actually fulfill the title of like ārapperā) like their team is just kinda like āthis is what works and whatās been working so letās just do thatā to some extent? like yeah the music itself is more experimental but the actual delivery and cadence and stuff that never rly seems to vary to me djfjsjd and when . it has . i rly didnāt like it ššš
so i donāt consider it like a personal failing on any of their parts rly i think that SM is maybe inadvertently steering them into One Trick Pony territory? which i would hate to see happen djfjsjd i think that mark def seems to be the most like eager to learn and try new stuff, followed by jaehyun i think, then taeyong, then johnny !! which tbh is def a downfall of having a group with So Many Members like there are only so many coaches and stuff and only so much time so i fear that they (LSM & the SM production team, by extension) have spread themselves too thin by trying to go too big too fast ?? like maybe make sure allā¦ your current members are taken care of and are developing wellā¦ before adding new onesā¦ bc like the last thing you want is for ppl to start viewing NCT as like . stagnant? ig? predictable? and again i think they double down on their experimental noise music vibes (which i LOVE) to combat this, but i donāt know if theyāre aware that it might start appearing to some ppl as though theyāre just like . distracting ppl with shiny bells & whistles :/ while theyāre actually just kinda doing the same thing but w a slight variation? ig? like do we always need raps from gruff, nasal taeyong, āedgy,ā kinda badass mark, sexy whisper-rapper jaehyun, and johnny? (iām SO sorry i rly couldnāt find words to sum up johnnyās rapping that didnāt sound mean iām SORRY sjfjsjd)
like tbh??? say what yāall want abt him, but i fw chanyeolās rapping HEAVY (chanyeol is from exo in case you arenāt aware!) like: promise, baby donāt cry, obsession, lotto, monsterāhe has a very versatile range of deliveries!!! promise as a song . is so beautiful but iām being deadass when i say that i actually started tearing up in public when i heard chanyeolās rap in that song. he rly does seem to have a very good concept of what vibes to bring to the table for certain songs and if he doesnāt and the production team was helping, then he seems to take direction incredibly well!!!! but again, i think that has a lot to do with the fact that . they were working with Way Fewer Members bc he was in EXO-K with only 6 members obvi and then even when they joined EXO-K and EXO-M, there were 10 members and it kept š going š down š and werenāt trying to do so many different things i donāt think? also, quite honestly? EXO vocalists are like. p much elite to me in the KPOP music industry, like baekhyun, kyungsoo, chen, and junmyeon (give that man his credits, damn it!! he has a beautiful voice), and i rly donāt think that they required as much attention/one-on-one coaching as maybe like . some NCT members (i am not using āsomeā to be deliberately vague in a shady way, i rly just am not thinking of any specific members at the moment) who are definitely very talented but are Younger and Less Experienced than the EXOs, yāknow?
so like thinking abt it like that: when chanyeol was in EXO-K, out of the 6 members, like 3 of them def didnāt need v much guidance bc theyāre Vocalists and theyād prob come in, kill the damn thing, and leave sjfjdjdj so i feel like it was chanyeol, sehun, and kai that prob got more individualized attention and also if iām not wrong, sehun & kai are also like main dancers and at least one of āem is the visual/center, right? like sehun was a dancer/visual (?)/rapper, kai was a dancer/visual (?)/rapper/vocalist (?) and while chanyeol has a lovely, warm voice, they werenāt always doing very much with it, so i feel like they kinda steered him to rapping and bc he was their like . Main Rapper, they most likely gave him a lot more attention!! i also think that chanyeol probably very much wanted to improve!! like, he seems like that kind of person and heās very musically inclined, so i bet he was def more proactive in seeking out guidance which, again, was def easier back then because SM didnāt have so many ppl to manage (in the group) i donāt think!! therefore, the production team/coaches probably Had More Time to work with chanyeol if heād needed it back then as opposed to the time that each member of NCT might get/want now, yknow?
also this is slightly related but also not. it def might be controversial but. i will say it anyway. not every song . needs a rap . š§š½āāļø when i first heard focus, i LOST my fucking mind !!! everything abt the vocals and the music was INCREDIBLE AND THEN. and then they started rapping . i do not believe . that song needed a rap . i think they maybe wanted to recreate or emulate smth like faded in my last song? but they . didnāt do that djfjdkfkd i just heard the rappers coming in and sat in place like āthat just seems unnecessaryā like . you donāt have to play every card all the time djfjdkfkd just like no longer doesnāt have any rap parts in it!! they could have done that!! just an r&b song!! if they were worried abt the members who were rapping (p sure they were johnny taeyong and mark) not getting enough lines or smth, toss āem on a harmony!! like i was so . HhHhHhHh i was pretty bummed abt it sjfjsjdjd like yeah i still listen to it and it slaps still but it could have slapped More if theyād kept it a strictly vocal song i think :p
also speaking of faded in my last song, i think the amount of rapping in there was Excellent i think it was a perfect amount !!! not to mention i remember specifically getting chanyeol vibes from lucasās part so . that was excellent i love faded in my last song with all my heart and soul itās one of my top favorite nct songs!!!!
those are my thoughts sjfjsjdjsjdsj and if, for some reason, someone wants me to do smth like this post for like . a diff unit, like wayv or dream, or maybe do smth similar for unit vocalists? i could try and do that ig!!
as a parting gift, here is my summary of my rankings for which 127 ārapperā might best embody the song genre anonnie suggested!
expressiveness: mark, most likely
timbre: jaehyun
diction: ā¦not rly any of them tbh but the closest would have to be mark i think!!
overall: mark (who could def benefit from guidance for this type of song from people who Actually Know What Theyāre Talking About)
#answered#anon#me and my rants todayā¦ apologies yāall you probably wanted short replies and i give yāall a whole damn essay sjfjsjdjdj
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hey iām reagan ! iām fairly new to the law of assumption (i found out about it about a year ago) but i had a big law of attraction era for a couple years (iām done w/that now dw) š
iām ready to finally manifest my entire dream life instead of reacting to the 3d and giving into negativity because guess where that got me (spoiler: not my dream life) šš iām planning to use this blog as a manifestation diary and to record my successes!
anyways hereās some things iāve already manifested to give me motivation !!
- eating whatever i want and not bloating bc i used to bloat bad omg
- healed a knee injury i had in one day
- 100% on ap bio test
- my ideal cat (sheās a 6mo gray tabby and literally the sweetest girl ever š„ŗ she also recently gave birth to the cutest kittens)
- a red car (i imagined a red car in my head and 5 minutes later the same one drove by)
- š¦ emoji (saw in a tiktok on the same day plus i found the word ābutterflyā in my notes app and i def donāt remember writing thatš)
- 333 (iām in a discord chat and now everyoneās saying they keep seeing 333)
- i didnāt persist long enough so i didnāt get the whole thing bc i didnāt really care but iām a dancer and i used to think i could never get my middle splits bc of some genetics bs but i affirmed that i have my middle splits and now i pretty much have them flat on the ground š
plus what iāve manifested before knowing the law:
- i have scoliosis and i had to have a back brace for it but i hating wearing it so i kinda just assumed my back would be fine without and my spine curve actually got smaller (which is considered āimpossibleā) and my back pain went away
- this was in my law of attraction era š but i used a money subliminal and a couple days later my grandma said she found a random envelope with $80 in it that had my name on it and she gave it to me
- also in my law of attraction era š (but this was low key more loassumption) but in the summer at my cabin on the days it was supposed to rain i would affirm once that it was sunny and guess what, it never rained
- this was in like middle school lol but i affirmed in front of the mirror that i had big lips not expecting anything to happen and next time i looked in the mirror i saw they grew and it freaked me out so much that i assumed it would go back to normal and it did šš
- i used to be exactly 5ā5.5 tall but i didnāt feel like saying that much so i just told people i was 5ā6 and then when i went to the doctor they told me i was 5ā6!
- this went away but i used to see the number 822 (my birthday) everywhere like crazy every single day
okay thatās most of my successes so far! now iāve got to figure out what i want to manifest and achieve it this time!
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