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What did FROMSOFT mean by this?
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“he was mentally ill. this monster was a- was a sick fantasy. a product of his dementia.”
“…i saw it too. does that make me disturbed? demented? does… that make me sick too?”
#txf#the x files#dana scully#fox mulder#folie a deux#this episode … this EPISODE!!!!!!#genuinely so indicative of how much they trust each other….#between mulder just . having to rely on scully for the last part of the ep#scully thinking he’s off his fucking rocker and still looking into what he asks her to look into bc she TRUSTS him . bc she LOVES him !!!!#and maybe he’s a little nuts but goddamnit she will at least check it out !! just in case he’s right!!!#AND she lies for him all the time . i mean she always does this whenever he decides to go nuts But specifically in this ep…#looks skinner in the eye and goes . yea man im totally fully with mulder on this . and he’s definitely not being weird and i definitely kno#what’s going on with him#she lies for mulder all the time its soooo…#anyways . drawing wise this drove me nuts i hate drawing mulder . he’s so hard for me to draw#they’re kinda kirie and shuichi coded in the bottom part but . well . why not . might as well be#ALSOOO i chose that quote for the bottom bc . well . does she think he’s crazy? like actually for real?#i feel like every time scully talks about mulder (up to season five at least as thats where im at) its contained in some way?#in her reports . to family . to skinner . to mulder !#i think the only time she’s Really honest is in the confessional but even then…#bc its not like she’s against speaking her mind . i mean generally and situational but for ppl she’s close to she usually isnt#but when it comes to mulder it always feels contained and like she’s making excuses for him (he is always her exception .#llike whenevrr he gets some disease or affliction or whatever she ALWAYS jumps to going ‘but well… sometimes there’s this excuse’ and she#does this w a lot considering shes science focused but w mulder shes always like . well he ISNT crazy because uhhhh .#this hyperspecific scenario that is in no fuckin way the case)#but does she think he’s crazy? does HE think she thinks he’s crazy?#is he asking about this specific case or is he asking in general? over the entirety of the show?#its been five years scully. is he crazy? sick? demented?#has this all been a sick fantasy fueled by mental illness? youre the doctor scully . surely you have the answer?#anyways i dont think she knows . and if that is the case — what does that mean for her?
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We've a lot of starvin' faithful
That looks tasty, that looks plenty
This is hungry work
Take me to church - Hozier || Baberoe
Hungry Work on AO3 (Rated E)
Fic Summary:
Gene knows he’s not right, knows he should not enjoy grasping other men’s ankles and wrists and chins in his hands as much as he does, should not admire the look of broad shoulders and thick thighs in green uniforms, so he clamps down tightly on all his urges and prays.
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Medics need to keep their distance, and Gene does, until he can't.
Half character study, half love story, with a lot of religious guilt and prayer.
#baberoe#band of brothers#the baberoe affliction is severe#this edit has been on my mind forever#just had to relearn how to edit videos#sorry for the quality#made this in two night of too little sleep and too much baberoe brainrot#hungry work#my edit#my writing
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Unexpected feelings received from my lady jane. When Jane tells Guildford that there's no cure to Ethianism and there shouldn't be because there's nothing wrong with him and she wants everyone else in England to see that and has the power to "heal England" but Guildford responds with "Fuck England. Heal me!" As someone who struggles with chronic pain and internalized ableism, that really got me. Like there's stuff happening to me that takes me away from the life that I would ideally like to live and there's nothing I can do to change it but the desperation and grief and rage is so fucking real...I just didn't expect those feelings from a fantasy regency tudor rom com.
#guildford dudley#jane grey#my lady jane#internalized ableism#ethianism isn't an affliction clearly in the show but for guildford it specifically limits his quality of life in a very physical way#he literally is stuck as a horse for most of the day#unlike all the other ethians#who deal with more of the socioeconomic limitations of being ethian#didnt expect to kin a rich white man but as someone who's daily life has been limited due my mental/physical disability it hit#the sinking realization that your pain can only be managed and not cured is so fucked yall lol
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i think in like 5-10 years post-canon kusuke is gonna be super chill and well-adjusted. he strikes me as the type of guy who seems really cool but then will casually mention some absolutely unhinged shit he did as a teenager
#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo no psi nan#saiki k#saiki kusuke#hes a really shitty brother but i dont think hes irredeemable#he just has an awful case of ''child who was allowed to get away with everything growing up''#mixed with the affliction known as ''being a teenager''#i think he needs a parental figure who will actually confront him about his behavior#also sidenote: i feel like ive made this exact post before#but it mightve been when i was high and thus i probably never posted it
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Casually walking in like hey do you think we as a society need to share more and draw more Swap AU and lure more people into it?
I think i've seen a horror movie like this. *finger guns* I'm in.
i've got a few plans to accomplish this new plan, dollya but i need to ask you to wait until the weekend heheheh
#its a movie where like the mother spreads the curse thats afflicting her daughter#to lessen the burden it has on her daughter#and this seems like the same#but you know what?#i dig it#lets do it#if we can't beat the devil we might as well join them#dollya robinprotector#BHJREHBJFJHBERFJERF#cant believe i just swapped sides just like that#but you know moosen has been awfully quiet....#it's making me suspicious.#i wonder what they're cooking up.#ask dean#dean answers#dol#dol related
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i got that david tennant flu. symptoms include nausea, crying, chest pains, delusions, euphoria, withdrawals, sudden urges to watch old/abandoned tv shows, brain rot, insufferableness and hyperfixation. no known cure.
#if you or someone you know has been afflicted with the dt flu send them $50 and a box of tissues#good omens#david tennant#doctor who#broadchurch#jessica jones#casanova#gracepoint#staged#etc etc#send help
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the locket, motherhood, & marriage.
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#compilation tag#➤ victoria winters. ┊ because she’s lost and lonely. because she looks in shadows.#➤ roger collins. ┊ I and my ghosts want a drink.#➤ re: david collins. ┊ he's just been afflicted with the family disease. he's been seeing ghosts.#➤ josette dupres. ┊ it was a scent，not just any，it was hers: jasmine，seabreeze mixed.#➤ re: laura murdoch collins. ┊ I want to watch a girl on fire with ruin on her lips. I want to see everything burn.#➤ elizabeth collins stoddard. ┊ I belong to the house. the house belongs to me.#➤ re: carolyn stoddard. ┊ never the same girl twice.#GOD OKAY. the fact that burke gives vicki the locket after laura's death is EVERYTHING to me.#burke — twin to jeremiah both physically and psychologically — giving it to vicki —#the stranger brought inside the collins family; much like josette.#(which. according to much much later dialogue laura *was* jeremiah's first wife before josette.#it's an old song. it's an old tale from way back when. and we're gonna sing it again and again and again.)#that vicki; by saving david's life; is preserving the collins line — providing the heir (literally; though not biologically)#david turns away from laura and chooses vicki; replacing laura as mother-figure permanently;#as he's granted new life after the fire; born again into vicki's arms; not laura's.#the new woman in the collins fold — after the previous wife has been defeated and fire has cleansed the memory (à la jane eyre; or rebecca)#positioning her naturally as roger's wife. the mother of his child. the inheritor of the collins bridal locket.#the locket that distinctly belongs to roger's wedding *night* — tied up fundamentally with sex & childbirth & the provision of heirs.#(fitting then that the madonna and child serves as the vicki-as-mother equivalent to the painting of laura: the virginal birth)#and yet! simultaneously! the cri du sang — david's blood calling out to burke's.#roger notably absent during the fire; unaware of david's danger; unable to help him. burke drawn to him when his life is at risk —#and the one who carries him home; over the threshold; at vicki's side. delivers her the locket from the ash.#of course she is drawn to him — david's symbolic mother; his biological father —#jeremiah & josette; the empire-builder and the lost and lonely bride.#and. the vampire-figure; the parasitic lover. meeting her at the cliffs; joking about her falling from them —#who can give josette belonging by bringing her to the family tomb.
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Whom have I in heaven but you? And there is nothing on earth that I desire besides you. (26) My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever. —Psalm 73:25-26
#First verse: check#Second verse: please God I need this#Been reflecting today on how it doesn’t feel like God has been there for me in any of the times I needed Him most#For any other affliction you can trust God and draw strength and comfort and encouragement from Him#But when you don’t know if He’s yours#you don’t have that foundation to go back to#How can I draw strength from God when I don’t know if His promises apply to me?#How can I find comfort in God when I might just be going to hell?#In my experience God has not been “the strength of my heart”#He has seemingly left me without strength or help#And I was literally asking God last night#“Please tell me You’re my portion.”#Anyway. I hope I can see this differently one day#Because even though I hate to doubt God#I don’t feel like He’s been fair to me#And I don’t feel like He’s treated me according to His character#And according to whom the Bible says He is#Feels as though He’s deprived me of the one thing I’m supposed to draw strength and comfort and the will to keep going from: Himself.#How horrible to know that only He can satisfy me and to FEEL that so deeply#Only to not know if I’ll ever have access to Him or if I’ll lose Him#But nevertheless:#“Lord to whom would we go?”#My journey
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La creatura
#wickerhorn#satyrs#demons#wow#art#he's my little gremlin I love him#currently maining him in Duskwood again and it's been a blast#there's at least 3 other satyrs and they're all trying to figure each other out#cuz they're hella social demons but also without a common goal they're very prone to in-fighting#Wicker's having a fling with a Nightmare afflicted one despite REALLY hating the Nightmare#And it's been so much IC drama#Their fighting about the Nightmare has driven Wicker more and more towards that pesky redemption arc since he cares for the grove#And having to fend off his lover from it means he's siding with the druids over and over#And the druids rn are really nice folks who just beckon at him like ' come hereeee~'#Boy's doomed. He's gonna become good again. Woe
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genderfluid law using room to mix-and-match his secondary sexual characteristics. you agree.
not satisfied until the pussy is downright diabolical
#i need to know how doc Q's shiku-shiku no mi fruit works#like it's different from iva's obviously (and if i had a penny for every time oda made a genderbending fruit id have two pennies which...)#so it afflicts people with diseases. and law can resist it's effects with haki but MY THEORETICAL QUESTION has it been 'cured'?#or must law actively use his haki to keep this up#i diagnose you with girl disease#i need to catch up on the manga it's these kind of important questions i need answered#look am i saying i would be overjoyed by 1/2 ranma law conceptually#absolutely.#will oda allow that to happen?#probably not.#one piece#trafalgar law#op
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Boy I can't wait to be productive today!! ♡
*worst headache of my life*
#This has been going on 4 months i'm sO TIREDDDDDDDD‼️‼️💥#wondertext#aside from that‚ today's affliction of the day is... Food Poisoning!🎊🎉 urk.
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"Oh, language has become so different! They call our nightcore as sped up tiktok, how infuriating." Language naturally evolves, and older generations naturally lament this. What am I supposed to do? Be upset about it? I have so many worries in my list already, I shall not to add pop-culture in it. I live on a farm, my crops are being monitored by a giant eyeball that could laser it any time. The sky is always daylight albeit the absent sun. Faceless children dance in circles endlessly in the next field. Pop culture is the least of my worries I tell you.
#while you weep your battles on the internet I am stuck in a liminal esque dream#oh this?#one day I just logged off from Instagram#and spent time with my own mind instead#and realized that the world of the internet has never been my worry#it is my afflicted mindscape#that I so much wanted to escape from by means of another afflicted worldscape#oh those internet drama made me think they are my biggest problem#all types of drama - from gender fights to generational fights#i realized I am actually alone and had no one to fight all this time#sometimes also I like ghost writing for will graham#dreamcore#weirdcore#disassociation#waking up in reality#digital detox#internet
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// my old undead / curse bearer fixation doesn't seem to be loosening its chokehold now that hodrick is making appearances into sam's ds3 story rofl
#mutterings meant for worrisome waters ( ooc. )#// i don't think hodrick is as old as gael (ain't nobody older than that fucking greybeard lmao) but... hm...#// people have apparently drawn associations to “the sunless realm” with mirrah; maybe another of mirrah's knightly orders?#// thonking.png#// it's interesting. i feel as if hodrick has a definition for hollows that doesn't line up with what the people of londor are#// hollows more as the end result of the affliction / the final product of the darksign instead of people...#// which i feel is a more antiquated way of looking at things? back when the darksign was widespread and sign of the undead curse#// rather than whatever it is now that most everyone who could've been fed into the first flame has been.#// like we see hollow dudes around and about obviously? but with how grey and dessicated they are...#// who knows#// interesting that sirris' grandmother is wearing the shrine maiden get up that the old ladies in ds2's prologue wear#// oh! and happy turkey day to everyone here in the states ^^
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Do i have a shadowbanned follower/mutual 😭 i feel like i keep getting ghost notifs lately
#then again if that was the case i dont think they'd be able to say it#it could be some other unrelated tumblr glitch.... who knows#but while i'm here: if you or a loved one has been afflicted with shadowbanning#(your posts don't show up in tags+your interactions in posts aren't visible+you can't use dms or search things on your blog to name a few)#send tumblr support a message abt it and they should get it fixed#it happened to me once and after i contacted them they got it fixed in like a week#toma talks
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up late drawing silly little doodles of my girls, even though i didn't get the art done in time for the most recent update of their story... :] tee hee
#earthshine#ocs#oc art#described in alt text#artums#i honestly just wanted to update how i draw them... make their eyes smaller for one#star trip has cursed me with the 'drawing eyes very big' affliction#and Sol and Nyx don't fully vibe with that and it's been bugging meeee
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