#hardcore gayness

[b-movie-scream-king]

Marilyn Manson x Jeffree star 3:00 AM scary hardcore make out session gay gay gay (TURNED SEXUAL!!!!$!!!)

[my-thoughts-and-junk]

No actually the band assuming chive and glam are fucking and never outright stating it (beyond the drummer's fucking bizarre convo with glam about condoms) is hilarious because it implies the band lives on with this misconception. To this day the rest of the band believes they lost their lead guitarist because he refused to move on after they fired his boyfriend & lead singer

[rebellum]

While I can appreciate it being available for people's comfort, overall I am HARDCORE against that extension to read homestuck that removes all the slurs. In order to understand a piece you have to understand it in the time period and social context in which it was written.

Some things, like the removal of the word "retard", don't impact the comic THAT much

But the removal of the word "faggot" / "fag" absolutely changes the text. You cannot understand the characters relationships, eg John, Dave, and Karkat, without understanding the social context of early 2010s homophobia and how that factors into the characters decisions and relationships, as well as into the narrative framing of it. The fact that gayness is a joke and an insult MUST be understood in order to understand how queer characters relate to each other and to queerness.

Slurs aren't just incidental, they're indicative of cultural norms of acceptance and being, they show how people think of something. If you take the prejudice out of a piece of media you are no longer left with the media, you are left with a new thing that has a different context.

[skxllz]

𝐤𝐞𝐧...

with a partner who's completely opposite of him.

with a partner who wears black, dark red, burgundy, midnight blue, dark forest green, white and grey. not pink nor bright colors.

with a partner who likes different music than he does. ken screams bill withers, marvin gaye, alicia keys, etc. you on the other hand dig more intellectual, hardcore music - mötely crue, metallica, alice in chains, skid row, etc. even artists that are more down to earth on a different level, such as foster the people or arctic monkeys.

with a partner who isn't as open. you keep more to yourself, stay in your own bubble, don't really talk about your feelings. ken on the other hand, he's always in everyone's space. and, even though he thinks emotions are more of a woman's touch, he ends up speaking on how feels; voicing if he's upset or if he feels icky - in his own way of course.

with a partner who doesn't like social settings. ken loves the beach, ken loves to attend parties and the bar and the university nearby just because he can. you though- you only like the beach at night, when it's quiet and peaceful with no one around. you like to walk the street at night, when no one is really out; and if they are, you don't get bothered (unless it's a weirdo). you like to go to the skatepark during work/school hours, and chill at the ice cream shop that doesn't get real busy, and just stay in your room because it's your safe space.

with a partner who is closed off from affection. ken always gives you hugs, kisses, caresses to your cheek and pets to your hair. you return the favor, too.. but that doesn't mean it's as strong as a touch, or as often - hell, it's even awkward because you're not used to it. but ken knows that's okay, he's patient even though he doesn't want to be. he understands... somewhat. not really, but he's trying.

with a partner who loves physical activity that doesn't require as much work. walking along the side of the river, or railroad tracks; jogging a mile; just simply waking up to be productive. ken, on the other hand, loves to surf (he ended up learning). he loves to attempt to cook, to attempt to play volleyball. his favorite? It's lifting dumbbells with impressive weight.

with a partner who loves to lay around and watch movies. you can relax, and smile in amusement at a cheesy horror movie, or laugh during a comedy. ken, though, he's not able to sit still for long periods of time unless it's to touch you. the film's don't capture his attention; physical action does. affection does. you. not tv.

( hi this is all I have for now LOL. I'm new to the barbie fandom, hello 😏 I'll try to add more content in when I can but for now... enjoy this. )

[heroshifter]

★ Music you can listen in your DR ★

(from 60's to 90's)

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→ 60's ←

The Rolling stones (rock)

Pink floyd (rock)

The Mamas and the Papas (folk rock)

Marvin Gaye (R&B/soul)

Tammi Terrell (R&B/soul)

Louis Armstrong (jazz)

Beatles (rock/pop)

The Animals (rock/R&B/British blues)

Ben E. King (R&B)

Frank Sinatra (jazz)

→ 70's ←

The cure (rock)

T.rex (rock/ late 60's but their album were published in 70's so I put them here.)

Mott the Hoople (rock)

Slade (rock)

David Bowie (rock)

Queen (rock)

ABBA (pop)

Boney M. (Pop)

Eagles (rock)

Kiss (hard rock)

→ 80's ←

the Smiths (indie rock)

Radiohead (rock)

Black Tambourine (indie pop)

Sonic youth (alt rock)

Fugazi (punk)

Dead Kennedys (hardcore punk)

Bad brains (punk)

Eurythmics (pop punk)

Madonna (pop)

Guns and roses (rock)

→ 90's ←

Rage against the machine (rock, in fact it's more complex than that but it's rock)

Green day (punk)

Red Aunts (punk)

Nirvana (rock)

Audioslave (rock)

Limp Bizkit (metal)

Linkin park (alt rock/metal)

Slipknot (metal)

Fugees (Hip-hop)

Coolio (rap)

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[robby-bobby-tommy]

Also. I left these tags under @mossdontknowwhattheydoin (sorry for tagging) but I wanted to share them.

I really love how they allow each other AND themselves to be vulnerable around each other. Never have one of them poked and made fun for something deeply emotional. Way back when eggs were kidnapped for the first time, Fit and Phil always stuck together, supporting each other in these hard times. They stayed close, and even their eggs did. I clearly remember a stream, where Big Q tried to kidnap Tallulah, and while parents were trying to lead him away, Chay, Ramon and Dapper were protecting her, building double walls and panic rooms.

And I think Fit really feels like home around Phil and vice versa. ( Proof: Hardcore & QSMP - Finding the line... - Philza VOD - Streamed on October 27 2023) Sometimes, when Phil just builds and does nothing more, Fit drops by, talking, observing and talking.

And boy oh boy, should I even try to recite all their gayness?

"Sorry, Fit I got lost in your eyes.."

"We're really close, Phil"

"Not in front of the kids"

"Fit Mc of 2b2t is an amazing lover and a great man, so muscley, so fantastic. Also I guess he is good at cleaning? Yeah."

I love them being friends, who act gay and like an embarrassing parents to Tubbo. They're the gayest straight dudes (although Fit is canonically gay) and they make it work.

[things-arent-what-they-seem66]

Ok so random facts about Trials of Apollo AU. Hope you don’t mind.

Lucifer’s name is actually, in paper, Lucas. He changed it so one, it would be harder for the police to find him, and two, it’s a fuck you to his hardcore and shitty Christian family.

He escaped from a literal nightmare. They weren’t ‘curing his gayness’, they were tying children to bed and burning/torturing them until they ‘gave up from that nonsense’.

Adam wasn’t just gay, he was THE gay lmao. God tried it on him then decided to add it to humans as well.

Adam will also give KeeKee to Charlie as a reminder of him until they join to him up in Heaven.

And last but not least, Lucifer is going to end up being the art angel of crafting lol. God made an exception for him cause Adam asked him to.

Adam was the first gay man? That's fucking awesome. Can you imagine him telling Lucifer that? Lmao

That would mean that Adam is very comfortable with his sexuality. How would that make Lucifer who was kind of forced to repress it feel?

Awwww poor Lucifer, no wonder he ran away.

So Adam doesn't stay on earth with them? That's sad.

[gildeddlily]

now, other spider-people are getting known by a lot of people, not only the comic readers. and the "sexuality headcanons" are more hardcore than ever, and to you old people fussing over it, remember. it doesn't exist a straight spider-man, it's in the spider's dna, the gayness is there and they all have it.

[firespirited]

God emperor of Dune:

Frank needed to stop toying via Leto with the characters and the reader for the page count. It gets so so tedious. Just say what you mean, puhlease. I mean I love Leto the tortured 'god' who's still a kid at heart to bits and the journals aren't bad but the endless talking in circles while his counsellor wonders if he's going to get killed 🙄.

But the bits where Leto isn't attempting to speak in riddles are:

hunky Duncy getting all the ladies (he makes one climax just from watching his climbing skills),

a defence of gayness in the army that takes a U turn right back into hardcore homophobia and gender essentialist ick,

weirdo commentary about people somehow going soft and losing humanity if their life isn't 24/7 struggle?!?

Hate to break it to you Frank but historically those great writers, thinkers and inventors had a bunch of free time because the wife did the chores and they had a wealthy patron or undemanding job or *fake gasp* government grants and basic incomes. I believe you wrote one of these on a beach. Cooome ooon.

I do love Hwi and seeing Leto get some small joys, he even finds amusement in his end.

The tragedy is complete for me. No interest in rereading the sex magic dominatrix follow ups.

Spoilers and monster sex logistics under the cut

The book makes the assumption that he must have been right to make this sacrifice of himself and of mankind because that was the only way to survive but the question remains: are there flaws and biases to long term prescience? Especially by relying so heavily on the past and on your ancestors instead of bringing in imaginative minds, non rulers, people who are just good for the sake of being good...

Who's to say that 3500 years of teaching humanity couldn't be done by actually educating people. It's a patronizing and narrow view of pedagogy and empathy. What wonderful things we accomplish when given a collective problem and enough recourses to solve it.

Absolutely hilarious that the mega threat ends up solved a few books later by making friends with the machine sentience.

Woops. Leto should have watched Sesame Street instead of being tortured with LSD by his grandma.

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I must add some TMI: Leto spends quite a time lamenting not being able to have sex with Hwi so we get a Hwi Duncan sex scene before her wedding to Leto. Why? It's not that he's a giant worm, she's decided to love him anyway: It's no penis.

Now Leto is a gigantic worm who burns in water but his face and hands are still human and he has access to all sorts of ixian tech. His body vibrates naturally. He tells us he's visited all sorts of past orgies in his mind. He has lesbians as his personal guards. We know Hwi doesn't mind getting close to him. There is absolutely no reason why Leto couldn't give Hwi a series of megagasms and tap into her head by giving her some spice like the sietch communal trips.

He could do some internal cell searching, build a pleasure gland somewhere only Hwi would know about if he couldn't tap in to what she was feeling.

Herbert tried to build an impossible sex divide but instead revealed a complete lack of imagination/catholic cowardice so his martyr god could die technically a virgin. Or maybe just to give Duncan the sex scene.

[enlightenedrobot]

Some more mashup goodness from Grill Talk! This time featuring Radiohead, Ludacris, and some Vocaloid music (courtesy of Ghost n Pals) for good measure.

Samples Below the Cut

Samples:

Bass Down Low - Dev (Vocals)

Touch it Harder - Radium (Hardcore Bass Stabs)

No Surprises - Radiohead (Riff)

Opportunities - Pet Shop Boys (Drums)

Minya's The Mooch - Jack DeJonett's Directions (Bass)

Float On - Modest Mouse (Drums)

Hit Different (Acoustic Version) - SZA (Various Elements)

Prowlin - The Whitefield Brothers (Drums)

Buy U A Drank (Shawty Snappin') - T-pain (Snap)

What it Is - Busta Rhymes (Drums)

How Low - Ludacris (Vocals)

Crumb - Locket (Piano)

Honey I'm Home - Ghost n Pals (Various Elements)

She's Mine - Basic Black (Drums)

Union Square - Devil Doll (Bass, Vocals)

Ain't No Mountain High Enough - Marvin Gaye, Tammi Terrell (Bass)

If You Can Afford Me - Katy Perry (Drums)

New Magic Wand - Tyler the Creator (Synth)

Revolution 909 - Daft Punk (Various Elements)

Funky President - James Brown (Drums)

[wonderlandleighleigh]

Tagged by @harrietmjones

rules: shuffle your “on repeat" playlist & post the first 10 tracks and tag 10 people

1. Close to the Borderline - Billy Joel

2. Warung Beach - John Digweed

3. Hardcore Days and Softcore Nights- Aquaduct

4. Heard it Through the Grapevine - Marvin Gaye

5. Song 2 - Blur

6. Claire De Lune - Debussy

7. Just Give Me a Reason - P!nk, Nate Ruess

8. Maxine - The Traveling Wilburys

9. Hoax -Taylor Swift

10. I'm not the Man - Ben Folds (Live)

I don't feel like tagging. Jump in if you want.

[burning-sol]

i listened to angel with a shotgun so hard i invented a music video in my head and these were the characters that were scorched into my brain. (full disclosure before i ramble, i know nothing abt religion my guys) okay so the baby girl is the antichrist who was born as basically a prop in heaven's plan for divine salvation for all. she was assigned two angel guardians who would raise her until her scheduled ritual death, but you can probably guess that doesnt go as planned.

the two angels are at first indifferent, but raising this seemingly normal, innocent girl with so much goodness in her heart (good contradictory to heaven's morality) made them question their faith to the cause and even what they consider good in the first place.

idk why im attached to gabriel as the name for the long haired angel, but i guess gabriel is his name, and he becomes absolutely enthralled in living life as a human. he loves this girl so so much, she's his child. he's pretty serious and hardcore, and by hardcore i mean his whole plan in the end was to trust the child to (idk why but michael is coming to mind) michael to hide her and make sure she lived the rest of her natural life in peace, meanwhile he's going out killing as many fucking angels as he can. michael is more detached but still cares for the both of them, always staying in their angel form since they're still sort of attached to heaven. but i guess when push came to shove, michael wanted their gf to be alive u know they couldnt stay away and let him die :(( they couldnt disappoint their baby girl.

the fight is pretty hardcore. it starts with gabriel in him human form just bearing same raw dog guns and shooting up every angel he can. when they start to overwhelm him he's forced into phase 2, shedding his human skin he'd become so attached to so he can whip around a holy halo of guns and death. phase 3 gabriel's angel form burns away leaving a demon behind, a fallen angel, as he is turned away from heaven's gate never to return. but it still isn't enough and one of the upper angels goes to fucking smite him, and it looks like he's gonna die... BOOM, his partner and child are there to save him.

michael hides it but they're very happy to have saved their gf. and their little girl becomes an angel of her own, the first of her kind, filled with the power to turn against heaven and stop the cycle of divine cruelty. rainbows and sparkles and gayness bless these fuckers happy ending.

the sheer image of them burned into my brain because i listened to nightcore angel with a shotgun, godbless.

[iwantjobs]

MAI-TRANG THI NGUYEN'S NON-VIOLENT MANIFESTO

12/20/2014, Friday (8:05 a.m.), and revised on 12/27/2024, Friday (9:30 p.m.)

Now that I have sued (my Palestinian lawsuit is still sitting in last 4.73 months in U.S. Appeal Court of the 9th Circuit in gay capital of the world, San Francisco, waiting to fly to the U.S. Supreme Court) to release my anger and revenge, I am off to protest by leaving America eternally by relinguishing my genocide-gay-Spanish-as-2nd-language American citizenship. My lawsuit will cut off US support for Israel using our American Founding Fathers' First Amendment in the Constitution which states, "Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion..." This separation of church and state defense in the Constitution will ban the US government from supporting and building religion to have its own state since 1948 with evidence of the religious symbol of Judaism (the Star of David) on Israeli flag, war planes, war room, IDF uniform; AND SUPPORT an ally to fight on religious land (Holy land, land where Jesus was born, where the Hamas said their Muhammad died and went to heaven, and ancient holy sites of Judaism). Bye America! Good health and happiness to you my dear lost America!

If the Ayatollah, Iran, their proxies, and Palestinians choose the forgiving and compassionate door (the peaceful door) by donating the land to the poor descendants of the 6 millions EUROPEAN Jews who died in the Holocaust after my lawsuit bans US support for Israel, the next sub-empire will be Islam for Islam has finally become a peaceful religion. Hurray Islam!

Then I'll return to Asia (Vietnam if it's not too gay, or Cambodia to repay Vietnamese sins for invading Cambodia, Laos, Nepal, then scary Iran) as the female Buddha to rebuild by teaching basic English to orphans, helping rich commie kids with better English pronunciation if they need my help, sweeping the dirty streets, and perhaps even helping to clean public toilets--For a race, country, government system, and religion are nothing without basic cleaning. Then the next sub-empire will be Asia.

If Sudan, Haiti, Africa, South America choose a non-violent path, then the next sub-empires will be Africa, Sudan, Haiti, and South America.

If America (colony turned democracy), Israel (democracy turned from a massive amount of war-refugee recipients of donated-stolen-land-from-British-colonialism), and the West (king and queen system turned into democracy) finally decide to pay off their bad karma in reparations for slavery, colonialism, and Zionism, then they will return to be healthy and happy almost like before: strong but no longer as empires for we humans are too smart to be controlled by any empires because empires are big evil bullies. If you guys don't do this, you will be forever be labeled as "Democracy Terrorists" by half of humanity (the darker ones: the ones whose land you stole, and the ones you kidnapped for slavery). Ancient Jews stole their ancient land from the original indigenous people called the Cannaatites (some of their sna is found in today's Lebanese. This also includes not so dark people called Irish and a few other islanders).

As for the human race after the planet dies because the Sun dies, I believe it might blend in with an alien race or alter it's DNA by living in different planet to look a bit uglier to reduce the gayness of human men turning gay without human women, and perhaps even die off if God gets bored with humans like he got bored with the dinos.

Before I go back where I came from as the female Buddha, the hardcore-heterosexual female philosopher, or God as Jesus' father/Allah/Yahweh/Brahmin/Ong Troi/etc. living as a female names Trang (Vietnam if it's not too gay; or Cambodia if the Cambodian genocide is over, Laos, Nepal, and even scary Iran), I, Trang Nguyen, a student of democracy for the last 42 years wants America, Republicans, Democrats especially liberals in liberal gay San Francisco, Christians, the West, Israelis, APAIC Jews, and 85% Jews around the world to show me where in the book of democracy does it says the hypocrisies below for I, too, want to spread democracy as the female Buddha:

1. We can steal land (Isrealis are stealing more land in Occupied West Bank), go into war, and start an atomic bomb war with our enemies to beginning the destruction of humanity, animals, plants, environment, and the planet if our enemies don't allow us "to come back as modern Jews (Israelis) to reclaim our ancient land which we initially stole (colonized) from the Cannaatites" to rebuild our ancient "religious city called Israel" per God's order to become its own new country called Israel; come back as modern Christians to rebuild God's kingdom according to the Bible to fight for control of the birthland of our Lord Jesus Christ.

2. We can dip into the democracy bucket of tax dollars in which, I, Trang, has also contributed as an ethnic l-American since she became a worker at 16 years old (now 51.7 years) to pay for defending and expanding this a new state of Israel on dark- skinned-dark-eyed people's land in the Middle East next to the mouth of black Africa, on ex-colonized land of England (before 1948) and Zionism land of Israel (after 1948) to house Europeans with light-colored hair, colored eyes, and lighter skin people with a religion called Judaism as survivors of the Holocaust; and give rich American APAIC Jews their own vacation country in which they have duel citizenship but not all of them join the American military but they are happy to join Israel military called IDF.

3. We can send obese 2,000 American bombs, sell American weapons, and send welfare money to finance IDF salaries even though IDF shoots and bombs Gazan, Lebanon, and the West Bank civilians who are forced to shelter the enemies, even though cops and the army in America would go to jail for murder if they shoot and bomb American civilians (even non-American civilians and sometimes pets) being forced to shelter criminals in a robbery, holding hostages, etc.?

4. We can help our best friend (Israel) unequivocally using our fair and equal democracy money to throw American 2,000lb bombs, rained down bombs using American fighter jets, cut off water, and prevented food and medicine international trucks from entering in a war zone where 30% of the war civilians are children with 10% under 10 years old (Gazan children) trapped inside our best friend's (Israelis) apartheid military fencing with no neighbouring countries willing to accept them, while living in tight urban area in the size of San Jose city in California defending their rights as children against the adults of Israel, Hamas, America, the West to live on land their ancestors have been living in the last 400 years. Gaza is humanity's first war zone with the highest percentage of civilians as children, and humanity's first locked-in war zone with tight-urban living conditions. Even evil commie and dictator Putin and Russians allowed Ukrainian children and women out before he and they bombed.

5. We can change the UN legal name for the Palestinian territory called the West Bank to Judea and Samaria (an ancient Jewish religious town) by our American government to help our Isrealis best friend expand their territory of Israel. The Israeli settlers with the help of American settlers (North Eastern militia men and women, and there are young and handsome white cowboys financed by their church) are stealing more land in this area. This area covers Bethlehem, the town where Jesus was born.

6. We can place bombs in the enemies' pagers where they are stationed in food markets, at home with families, and perhaps even on a plane with this Isreali spectacular pager attack on Hezbollah that the West raved about and congratulated Isreali as their heros.

7. We can say that Jesus is God when it clearly stated that he is only God's son according to the Bible. Since America is using my hard-earned tax dollars to fight to control Jesus' birthland and continue this 3,000 year war, then I have the right to ask America, the Pope, Church of England, and all Christians this question.

(Note: Furthermore, Judaism and Islam are the only religions that believe God as a non-human-force that created the universe then why are most Jews and Isrealis fighting with Islam and Muslims and side with people and a religion that promotes that Jesus is God (Jesus created the universe)? That is why I, Trang (an atheist Buddhist or semi-Buddhist), think 90% the Jews, Isrealis, Christians, and even ethnic Americans like my Asian Americans are lost in their hearts and have bad reasoning skills in this war and side more with Islam and the Muslim. That was why God sent down Muhammad to correct the Christianity's mistake of labeling Jesus as God by forcing humans not to expose Muhammad's face so they can stop thinking that a human being is God by worshipping a human in the place of God like they worship Jesus...Unless you can prove that Jesus created the dinosaurs, trees, water, land, fish, the universe (s), etc. I, Trang, made a theory that God made the Muslims to be born so barbaric in their punishments on those who expose the face of Muhammad (to prevent humans to think God is a human) and fight in jihadi fighting (the only humans who are assigned by God to fight at this suicidal level to defend that God isn't a human being who created the universe); however, the Muslims no longer have to be barbaric in their punishments anymore since the correction is made by God as Jesus' father/Allah/Yahweh/Brahmin/Onn Troi/ etc. as himself, or at least the hardcore heterosexuality of himself, came down living as a woman to use his hardcore heterosexual philosophy living as a hardcore heterosexual Buddhist Vietnamese female names Trang (she's 90% correct; and 10% wrong because she is lazy and evil or pre menstruation days) trained to be a hardcore heterosexual mother to do exorcism on his children (God's children or all humans). Furthermore, the Muslims are more correct than the Jews and Isrealis for bowing and praying to God outside of a building because God (in their religions) is up in the sky, not under the ceiling, and not with banging their heads against some religious walls. I, Trang, made a theory that Jesus' role was to come down to inform the humanity by God that humans are all God's children with Jesus' title as God's son. Just like Jesus, I, Trang, am just another human being, too. Unlike Jesus, my role is to be a mother for humanity as a hardcore heterosexual female because only a hardcore heterosexual mother can mother all kinds of children of God, even the crazies and murderers because I am kinda crazy and evil with my 51.7 year-old biological clock during pre menstrual time with no eggs left as a middled-age spinster. That is why I prefer cutting off balls and clitorises of humans who are violent and crazies before capital punishment or infused with massive amount of mental pills for my old dog was very happy still even though his balls got cut off. And for the gay people, what do we do with them when sometimes they are too colorful for this bland world: give them their freedom in democracy but keep them in their in closets in authoritarian, communism, Islam, etc. By the way, am I, Trang, the first human in humanity to tell the Christians to cover the sexy nearly naked crotch of Jesus because the closeted priests get horny looking at it 24-7 so that was probably why they turned to our poor choir boys to release their gay weaknesses in churches? Our poor choir boys. And I, Trang, was sent down to introduce the reincarnation theory of life to the Bible with my finding of Jesus' reincarnation (2nd coming of Christ), and also Sara himself living as a man--all in gay San Francisco. This the Protestants in America should build the second God's kingdom in America, not rebuild God's kingdom in Holyland per your Bible to stop the genocide in Gaza and Holyland (war in area where 30% of the population is children)

Merry Christmas, Christians. Off I, Trang, go window shopping for Christmas bargains; meditate, relax, and sleep to lowered sound of humans; and walk in the empty streets with little humans being out and bond with nature once a year. Amen!

8. Where does it say in democracy that my gay bosses can force me to turn gay at the work place and outside of work? If I don't they can bully me along with their 4-7 heterosexual followers (other baristas: 3-6 American young whites, and 1 light skinned Latino young man) almost to death by failing to report my lower-left back strain work injury on June 1st, 2008?My first lawsuit against Starbucks against my 3.1 gay bosses (light skin Jew gay man, light skin Muslim young lesbian, darker-tanned young handsome Latino with indigenous American reservation blood, and one with unusual white last name human resources manager man with first name as David, similar name to the Star of David.) in gay capital of the world (San Francisco) is located below (case # 10-1489): https://www.supremecourt.gov/docket/docket.aspx

9. Where a democracy judge and democracy doctors in worker's compensation and in Starbucks (1. Starbucks doctor: one Southeastern short Indian doctor sexually harassed me by placing his doctor's hand on my skin-bare thigh when I was wearing a skirt sitting on patient's sit. Then immediately gathered all my energy and raised up voice as firm a mother with deep disapproval voice and saying, "Doctor." Immediately after that incident, he granted me an MRI (which he wouldn't before 2-3 weeks before), and MRI showed I was injured. 2. A government doctor of worker's compensation young and handsome Chinese male doctor) came to his office late by 30 minutes on the day of my MRI result to be revealed by another MRI, and he wrote in his report that I have backsprain injury but I am not disabled and my back is OK to go back to work so that is probably why the judge thought I was OK and shut the door at my face even though I sent in a letter to her that I was still disabled). In my first meeting at his office, his young African American receptionist was playing a hip hop song that sings about sex. 3. A white psychiatrist in the same white area as the Starbucks location where I worked couldn't understand my bullying, harassed and even sexual harassment claims that resulted in an employer's abandoned work injury) could slam the doors in my face after I pleaded to them that I was still injured and was still in deep pain after they sent $2,000 for the injury?. U.S. Supreme Court lawsuit #11-661.

10. Where in democracy can you launch a brand new voting system (mail voting ballot of 2020 during Coronavirus) as a new product of American government with open sores of defects (3 voting powers to some lucky voters with 3 mailing ballots in different naming convention, and voting power to some lucky dead voters) violating 'product negligence law) in my Trump's compensation lawsuit: case # 23-5847 in above US Supreme Court docket lookup URL.

Note 1: I sold my condo and most of my savings using my dotcom corporate money (Infoseek and women.com) and the last 16.7 days to finance these lawsuits to 60% cure my mental illness. Now, the last work tor reduce my mental illness is to relinguish my genocide-gay-Spanish-as-2nd-language American citizenship and go back where I belong. My contribution as a ethnic-American and a woman who wants to be a soldier of education (teacher) by babysitting and caring for the American children while the American men and brave women are off in combat duties. After my money dries up, I haven't been homeless because of American disability checks. However, I haven't been homeless mostly because I pray to all the version of God humanity can think of and meditate to focus on being peaceful and forced myself to maintain my sanity in order to get some kind of job to prevent being a homeless while maintaining my driver's license privilege: a part-time job as a caregiver for elderly by passing the criminal and drug test. I even pray to the gay version of God so I don't make gay children.

Note 2: There's another lawsuit which intensified my mental illness to the level of threaten to kill people days before my menstruation when I was younger. It never made it to the US Supreme Court because I couldn't handle embarking on Trump's compensation lawsuit which robbed me of voting in fair new voting system as an American voter. This lawsuit is against Google with its 2 bully female guards who robbed my civil rights to even walking around their buildings by exercising my fat disabled body on PUBLIC STREET. Google's two female guards are a big obese Latina guard and a short but dyke to the maximum female guard who approached me like they are going to kill me on a public street parking on a public parking space. This incident costs me a lot of hair and lots of anger because I can't drive my car to companies that I want to work and walk around hoping to meet an ex co-worker who can give me a job at Google since I used to work at its competitor, Infoseek.

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EXTRA NOTE 1

This shoulder strap is what I wear nearly 24-7 to make me strong even past middle-age years at 51.7 years old as a disabled and an old person fighting against humanity and young people. My last post until I hear from US Appeal court in gay San Francisco. Ok you lost humans, I'll let you in a little secret that my hardcore heterosexual human 's hard working heart learned to explain my disability with this shoulder strap that fate led me to buy when I learned that my HMO insurance allowed me some money to buy. So I brought it to the counter and was about to use my HMO over the counter credit card to purchase this Walgreens buy one get one half off sale back strap. As it turned out the insurance didn't allow me to buy so to avoid getting embarrassed I decided to use by broke credit card to buy it anyways because perhaps fate wanted me to use it with the sale. Well guess what? With people starting at me when I wear this in public, now that I am slowly losing weight because of me diet feeling sorry for the Gazan children being starved by Netanyahu and his IDF generals by eating only 1 meal a day along with them to share their pain, exercise my way (hardcore heterosexual way) using my homemade ugly and retarded looking exercises that I posted on Flickr, taped face with tape to prevent my old face from making old facial looks with pushing the muscles down from moving (becareful of killing babies from these tapes when falling on the ground and they pick them up and swallow them and choke to death), and use the strap and the strap is forcing my modest Asian bad posture to flip out my back and chest and beginning to turn my once fat ass, thick thighs, double chin, and chunky shoulders body is turning into a petite body model. Trang is turning into a model thanks to her compassionate heart of feeling pain for the Gazan children and all the children in war including the Israeli children by eating on one BIG meal a day and wear the back strap like a disabled or old person. I am tuning into an old model soon folks. See, it helps when you take the kinder and forgiving road and better karma road. Good luck to all of you chubby, obesies, falbbies, and chunkies on your diet to look slender like me, the new Trang.

I became a disabled, mental (lost my window to have children of losing 16.5 years), and semi-homeless for my sin of my abortion around 3-4.5 months old during college. Because I was stupid and naive, I was forgiven with no death in my sinful karma punishment. The. I made my own theory to save myself from suing in my out of depression and being a sore loser, I told myself perhaps I got crippled as a romantic feminist or hardcore heterosexual female feminist in the right places by God (Jesus' father/Allah/Yahweh/Brahmin/Ong Troi/etc.) in the right places because I was going too fast to slow me down. This being crippled in the knees with knee pain to rest me knees against hard surfaces, spasmic bottom feet to position by feet certain way, crippled tight brown neck to position my neck certain way, exhausted my shoulders because of excessive exercise to drop my shoulders down, arthritis hand to hold my hands certain way, cause deep ment pain to take away my smile to look stuck up like a model: positions of a model but in a hardcore heterosexual female way or Trang as a middled-age model. ,or crippled and mental Trang as the model, OR God as Jesus' father/Allah/Yahweh/Brahmin/On Troi/etc. As a woman names Trang.

Also, I have been successfully mute in the last 2 weeks to save my old wrinkles from getting worse. It's so nice to rest my mouth from yapping and flabbing. Soon I'll learn to rest my arthritis finger and hands from yapping by typing, too. Ok I am out of here.

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2/19/2024: The last time the kingdom of God was built it got destroyed because it was built on stolen land of the Cannaatites by the ancient Jews. If there was no Holocaust, England would have returned their colonizes Palestine region (now Isreal) to the Palestinians already for England has already returned most of their colonized land. If there was no Holocaust, Hitler's, and Nazis, the Europeans Jews (75% of today's Isrealis) would happily live in Europe and there would be no Israel; and the Palestinians would still have their Palestine region fighting with their Muslim neighbors. However, the fight in Holyland won't be an atomic bomb fight like how it would be now with all countries threatening atomic bombs with each other to destroy humanity if they can't get land to build their kingdom of God or protect their land because this is where the Hamas claim their Muhammad died and went to heaven.

I know I am blabbing but I want to show everything in here because this might be my last post.

The next generation (the ones protesting in the streets and the 2 white American young men burned themselves for Free Palestine (an air man died), and for Gazan children (he only burned his arm only) no longer want to carry the debts of their ancestors in slavery in capitalism (that is why they shot the CEO of that healthcare company), colonialism, Zionism. The next generation will fix our mistakes by returning land, eradicate capitalism to save environment and humanity, pay reparations in tax money for slavery, land loss, and war, etc. poor the next Generation. That's why they are less democratic and more authoritarian and they embrace China for the tiktok thingy. I don't have time for perfect English because I am exhausted. Most white ideas are great and some are not working so the next generation will keep and throw away what works for them and their children after we die.

Any land that was stolen, colonized, and zionized is only temporary land for stealing is a sin and stealing is a bandage solution. If Isrealis and Christians want land from the Palestinians to rebuild God's Kingdom, they buy it through reparation--I don't have to teach you this as a Buddhist for its already stated in your Bible and Torah. Today's humans get slammed into jail if they steal. I used to be a little thief (Trang as a highschool thief: makeup from Kmart, fashion earrings from Marshall's as an going away employee, food items from Vietnamese deli, and changing price tags of Ann Taylor outlet as a college student just got hired as a worker) but I don't do it anymore since I had a job and live on life around karma. Guess what. When I started making money, people steals from me ( a lot more from what I have stole in my life). That's karma forcing me to pay back for my theft. If God promotes land grabbing and land stealing to rebuild God's kingdom then humanity will always going to steal land and kill each other until the end of humanity. I believe somewhere the ancient Jews, the Isrealis, APAIC Jews, and Christians missed God's memo about the word reparations and paying for land to compensate for land loss. I wonder why their God didn't send them that memo? Perhaps God did but it got lost in their hearts because Satan covered their hearts and all they saw was land, land, land. Trang's work in exorcism using her hardcore female philosophy and psychology at 51.7 years old.

[hardcoreheterofashbytrang]

8/1/2024: Trang at 51.25 years old as a hardcore heterosexual stylist. Trang's invention of using black pants or long black skirts in replacement of itchy and hot tights, and replacement of wearing ugly, grumpy and grumpy long dresses while still able to wear her young hot clothes even though she's an old bat. Part of my recovery from deep and painful depression of losing my last 16.2 years window to have biological as a disabled, mental, and semi-homeless who lost her condo to avoid being homeless in the first 2 years before disability check finally kicked in is stemmed from my invention of wearing black long pants or long skirts underneath my shot cute and sexy 👗 to boost up my dying old attitude. I believe it was my young self with the wisdom of old self saving my old self from dying in my depression to say, "Trang, you are not like this. Why have you made yourself to become like this. Here, wear this.". Can you imagine me wearing this yellow dress even with tight as a middle-aged woman in public. Never. In the bedroom, yes. How I miss dearly my youth, but I never miss its gayness, stupidity, and low self-esteem.

[brownhairedbookworm]

"To demonstrate how you supercede my immense gayness with your own"

"My sapphic yearning does tend to be pretty hardcore~"

[aykutiltertr]

Lose Control - Teddy Swims ✩ Rhythm Karaoke Original Traffic (World Music)  Ayrıcalıklardan yararlanmak için bu kanala katılın: ( Join this channel to enjoy privileges.) ✩ https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCqm-5vmc2L6oFZ1vo2Fz3JQ/join Şarkının Orijinal Versiyonunu Linkten Dinleyip Ritim Karaokesiyle Çalışabilirsiniz. ✩  https://youtu.be/GZ3zL7kT6_c Aykut ilter Ritim Karaoke Kanalıma Abone Olun Beğenip Paylaşın. Lose Control - Teddy Swims ✩ Rhythm Karaoke Original Traffic (World Music) Somethings got a hold of me lately No, I don’t know myself anymore Feels like the walls are all closing in And the devil’s knocking at my door Woooahhh Out of my mind, how many times Did I tell you I’m no good at being alone Yea, it’s taking a toll on me Trying my best to keep from tearing the skin off my bones Don’t you know I lose control When you’re not next to me I’m falling apart right in front of you Can’t you see I lose control When you’re not next to me, mhm Yea, you’re breaking my heart You make a mess of me Problematic problem is I want your body like a fiend like a bad habit Bad habits hard to break when I’m with you Yeah I know I could do it on my own but I want That real full moon black magic and it takes two Problematic problem is when I’m with you I’m an addict And I need some release My skin in your teeth Can’t see the forest through the trees Got down on my knees Darlin, please Oooohhhh I lose control When you’re not next to me I’m falling apart right in front of you Can’t you see I lose control When you’re not next to me, mhmmm Yea, you’re breaking my heart baby You make a mess of me, yeahhh I lose control When you’re not here with me, mhmm I’m falling apart right in front of you Can’t you see I lose control When you’re not here with me, mhm Yea, you’re breaking my heart baby You make a mess of me, yeahhh Teddy Swims Swims in 2023 Background information Birth name Jaten Collin Dimsdale[1][2] Born September 25, 1992 (age 31) Origin Conyers, Georgia, U.S. Genres R&Bsoulcountrypopblue-eyed soul Occupations Musiciansingersongwriter Instruments Vocals, piano, ukulele Years active 2011–present Labels Warner Formerly of WildHeart Website teddyswims.com Jaten Collin Dimsdale (born September 25, 1992), also known pseudonymously as Teddy Swims, is an American singer-songwriter whose music blends genres including R&B, soul, country, and pop.[3] He originally attracted fans through song covers on his YouTube channel throughout 2019 and 2020. His third extended play Tough Love (2022) caused him to chart on the Billboard 200 for the first time. Swims rose to prominence in 2023 with his single "Lose Control", which reached the top-ten in various international territories and topped the Billboard Hot 100 in 2024. Considered as his breakout single as an artist, it was preceded by the release of his debut studio album I've Tried Everything but Therapy (Part 1), which reached the top-ten in Australia and the Netherlands. In 2024, MTV named Swims their "Push Artist of February".[4] Early life Swims grew up in Conyers, Georgia. His father introduced him to soul music at an early age by way of artists like Marvin Gaye, Stevie Wonder, and Al Green.[5] Swims' family were football enthusiasts; he had been playing football for ten years when, during his second year at Salem High School, one of his teachers suggested he and a few of his teammates sign up for a musical theater class. The teacher also said he should join the chorus.[6] Swims discovered his passion for performance through his experience in high-school theater, where he performed in musicals such as Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat as well as Shakespeare plays.[7] He began playing instruments including piano and ukulele, and watched YouTube videos of singers to help develop his vocal technique.[5][6] Career 2019: Early career Swims began his music career joining a variety of Atlanta area bands, including alternative rock band WildHeart and post-hardcore band Eris, as well as soul and hair metal cover bands. He was also the lead singer of progressive rock/r&b/soul band Elefvnts. In early 2019 Swims' friend Addy Maxwell invited him to rap over some beats he had made, which earned the pair an opening slot on a U.S. tour with Tyler Carter.[5][8] On this tour he began performing under the name Teddy Swims–referring to a nickname from his childhood referencing his size, and an internet-speak acronym for "someone who isn't me sometimes," referring to the idea of integrating different parts of his personality.[5][9] In June, Swims posted his first cover performance on YouTube, Michael Jackson's "Rock with You", and continued posting additional covers of artists from a mix of genres regularly including Lewis Capaldi, Chris Stapleton, Amy Winehouse, and H.E.R.[7][10] His cover of Shania Twain's "You're Still the One" posted in October went on to become his most viewed video, with 153 million views as of January 2024 .