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Hiii, just something for you :P
Do you like pirates? :³
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ITS BEAUTIFUL ITS BEAUTIFUL ITS BEAUTIFUL THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU SO MUCH I DONT KNOW WHAT CAN I DO TO THANK YOU ITS SO AMAZING
can i set this as pfp pwease
THahtaNK YoUu <3 Ii lOEve It !!!
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#theotwo#theotwo fanart ?!#happy very happy clone#happy very happy fog#thankyousomuchilovethis#<3#my son is fucking famous!!#theotwo art#pizza tower#pizza tower oc#the noise pizza tower#noise#the noise#thankyou thankyou thankyou#how do u draw this so good teach me !! /j#the artstyle ... its b-beautiful ...
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birthday boy 🎂
#river dipping#theodore doe#matthias evanoff#a burning house to live in#echthroi#ts4#ts4 edit#simblr#ts4 screenshots#theo i hope you're having the most insane birthday sex rn i hope it's ******** and ***** and ***'** **** *** **** ***** :)<3#sorry i put off making your birthday edit for so long that i had to pivot and post this edit instead of the one i wanted </3#...very funny how similar this is to that LAST render i posted... well so WHAT!! if i think matthias looming is sexy!!#this is based on a photo that everyone was drawing their ocs as so really it's not MY fault he's back there clinging and being a freak#actually if y'all want this pose lmk... i'll share it but fyi it's only meant to be seen from the waist up and idk how it'd look#on a sim that doesn't have the same muscle mass and like. bulk. that matthias has......................................#just got rock hard after typing that... anyway.#HAPPY BIRTHDAY THEO <333333333 LOVE YOU SO MUCH I PROMISE I'M GONNA KEEP WORKING ON THE //ACTUAL// BIRTHDAY EDIT!! like .#posted abt this on the sideblog but the real edit i have planned for him is making me lose my fucking gourd#and it'll probably take me :))) a few more days to figure out#expect a depressing theo-as-a-teenager edit eventually tho. with writing!! accompanying it!!#matthias's face has changed again btw 😭 i redid it almost immediately after i posted that first render attempt so he looks DIFFERENT!!#i posted screenshots of him in cas just the other day on my other acc and he looks so good in them i might post them here too#oh and!! this edit looks massively different than my last because this screenshot was taken with a new preset i made specifically for#the real birthday edit i'm working on... it's a hallway scene so i figured out depth and density to get this really cool fog effect#i'm really excited for it!! in my head the way it looks makes me crazy but idk if i can pull it off properly. but like i WAS SAYING!!#new preset is sooo sexy after i post this i'll reblog with the before and after to show you how good it looks even w/o any editing#like. the colors....... literally have always wanted a preset like this i'm so glad i spent yesterday fucking around with it#ALSO!! i've been doing those oc/ship dynamic templates for fun recently so i might post a few of them here soon#realize i'm rambling so much in these tags bc i haven't been here in forever kfjnkfjhn ummmmm. let me stop.#EVERYONE WISH THEO HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIGHT NOW 🫵‼
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For some reason, the dnd:hat movie has been living rent-free in my head for over a week. Xenk is just rattling around in there right now, having a long talk with Kira about morality, mortality, personal sacrifice, and being a child who saw the Beckoning Death unleashed on their home.
I feel like Xenk would have a lot to say that Kira needs to hear, and be a good listener for the things Kira needs to talk about that she can't tell her dad or Holga. He'd probably benefit from talking to her, too. Kira almost experienced the same tragedy he did when he was her age. It would be cathartic for him to help her through that, knowing he helped save her from ever experiencing what he went through
#edgin and holga want kira to be safe and happy#and I'm sure they'll talk with Kira about what she went through too#but there are a lot of questions Kira might have that they're not equipped to answer#especially about THEM and the tablet of reawakening#and edgin is struggling too much with his own questions about morality and personal preservation vs personal gain vs doing good#xenk is respectable and also patient and understanding and supportive enough to be the perfect confidante for a confused eleven year old#and he's lived the Bad Ending of the traumatic experience she skirted past#she also looks a bit like Ishara#the girl he saw lost in the fog before he ran#and I'm sure the filmmakers did that intentionally so Ishara would remind us of Kira and what was at stake#but it's very easy to turn that around and have Kira remind Xenk of Ishara#dungeons and dragons: honor among thieves#d&d:hat#dnd hat#dnd:hat#xenk yendar#kira darvis#I can't imagine this post will be interesting to more than like. three people#but it's interesting to me!!!#Kira saw one of her parents die in front of her!!#she's eleven years old!!#Xenk has already worked through a mountain of survivor's guilt incurred at a similar age#he's the ideal mentor for her!!#it's all about being the person you needed 😭😭😭#it's all about forgiving yourself for not stopping what happened to you by stopping it from happening to someone else#if you need me I'll be lying in a puddle thinking about grief and processing trauma
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Wednesday Again. Sparkling on.
Other than my doily interruption, I've mainly been working on these two huge projects. Every time I pick them up I'm reminded of my dad's favourite dadism "How do you eat a cake? One bite at a time" I usually do more of a "eat the entire cake until you can't anymore (burnout) and then never touch it again" so I'm very proud of myself for just nibbling away at both these projects.
Blanket 10 is Nearly finished at this point, I have attached the second to last row of squares and just gotta finish out rows 10 and 11 and do the border. My crochet savvy friend has recommended a shell border which will be cute, and I've found a yt tutorial for one I like, I just gotta practice it a bit.
Shawl 14 (Pattern | Yarn) is also very slow going but mostly out of not picking it up. In the last two months I've knit something like 10 rows total, with probably 8 of those in the past three days. My self imposed deadline is April and I'm about 60% through the total stitch count, so I need to actually work on this. I foresee his stitching getting a bit faster once I'm out of the half twisted rib/window pane section, it's a very cute effect but stopping every repeat to slip 5 times for one decrease is very slow.
#knitting#knitblr#wip#wip wednesday#lace rot#project: blanket 10#project: shawl 14#very happy my brain fog/body bad disease has been pretty light this year#usually at this time of year i have no energy and just play video games all day#but instead! i can knit all day! and play video games when my hands start to hurt!
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long day yesterday 💤
#saw my sister 🤍#was nice even if it wasn’t very long#lots of driving and walks in the fog#in numerous locations#through the commons was my favorite though#I’ve been tired like deep soul tired for days#the rain doesn’t help#christmas stress and overworked probably I push myself too much at times#and my days off are always rainy and shitty#a nice sunny day would fix me#I’ll keep the fog though#yesterday was nice#I forget sometimes how much relief and happiness she brings just seeing her face and hearing her voice#my nephew is so cute too#he’s so sweet and chill and had cute little cowboy boots I wanted to steal and wear#mine
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tidying up is very difficult...i'm worried that i'm going to become a hoarder-type individual one day. i used to go through phases as a tween where i'd throw out everything i'dever done and scorched-earth all of it due to embarrassment and it's hard for me to remember things all that well without the physical thing and i remember very little about how i was as a kid now, besides "awful". but i also desperately want to get rid of things. there are so many useless things i'm holding onto for sentimentality's sake. yearbooks without signatures, kind notes i was always too afraid to read, cards from family members i never responded to, a LOT of little art projects family made for me to show i was loved that i never looked at because i didn't believe the love in it and it hurt to look at them but its so much EFFORT made for ME and i SHOULD appreciate it
its like...i dont know. there's all this proof i've collected of a life that could've been if i'd ever actually taken the opportunities offered to me but i didn't so its like. WHY DO I HAVE THESE i've gotta let go of the life i didn't live and build a new one instead of boohooing about my regrets and the years i lost to insecurity and agoraphobia and depression any time i try to get rid of stuff. "what if i forget one day i don't want to forget" YOU DIDN'T LIVE THESE LIVES there's nothing to remember! silly behavior!
#in the words of ran from the only thing i talk about anymore TFTBN: youre so sentimental it borders on a health issue!!!#im a very sentimental person and it has not led to anything but sorrow because i did not make many happy memories#just 'damn i really missed out' ones. i dont want to toss everything but there is so much that i look at#and without the fog of 'i dont want to forget i dont want to forget i dont want to forget' im just like god DAMN i do NOT want this!!!!!!#and this is just sentimental objects im trying to go through things like clothes and cds and books too#and any time i dont want anything i get hung up on 'i should donate this/sell this/give this away so its not wasteful'#which is another task on top of the already draining work of letting go of shit and it IS the Right Thing To Do but its so intimidating#that i end up giving up and letting the mess just sit there. I DONT WANT THESE THINGS!!!! WHAT DO I DO!!!!!!#honestly might make Poasts about things im trying to get out of here and if anyone wants them i can just send them to you#maybe. if i get around to that. adding a new task. of. Postal Service#I SHOULD THOUGH FUCK this is all so stressful i wanted to spend my day off relaxing and i cant even do that
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a commission i did for my dear friend kody!!
i don’t think ive ever talked about McQueen on here before, and that is a damn shame. time to fix that >:D ramble under the cut,,,
ok so yeah elephant in the room— i named her McQueen and no i am not sorry even a little bit it is Very funny to me. kachow.
i’ve always thought kuwabara could make a great drag queen (under the circumstance he suddenly stop being so up his own ass about manliness and all that machismo he’s got going on…) and so i’m very happy my friend gave me the push to finally design something for her!! plus i got like 20 bucks out of it so that’s always a plus.
at some point, i’d like to write a fic for her. i’ve already got some ideas floating around, and overall i think a semi-lighthearted story following the development of kuwabara from where he is in canon to fully embracing his queer masculinity/identity through the art of drag could be very interesting and fun to explore! kurama drag mother anyone? been thinking of calling her “Ms. Thorne”, though maybe that’s too corny… i dunno, i’m not very good with naming things.
lord knows it’ll probably be kuwameshi, too. i just can’t get enough of those idiots, honestly. anyway, yeah. i’ve got a few other looks for her thought up, some of them drawn. really hoping to make something out of this concept just because i feel like one of the best parts about these characters is their potential to grow and evolve, especially when viewed through a queer lense. anyway yeah uhh slay the house boots down girl im deceased.
#side note: i’m not very happy with how the fog turned out— does anyone have any tips on how to better draw that? esp viewed under a light#yu yu hakusho#lgbtq#yyh#kazuma kuwabara#drag queen#fanart#art#mcqueen fic#my art
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Ahleri meets her new "housemate"
Ahleri groaned, opening her eyes slightly only to squeeze them shut again at the wave of pain that swept through her. Her whole body ached like she'd been digging post holes all day, and then had gone and got the snot kicked out of her by a fat angry jumbuck. What on Lhoam had happened?
And then a voice spoke out of knowhere.
"Um, g'day? You right mate?"
She shot to her feet (ignoring for the moment the horrible pain that shot through her) and desperately tried to find who had spoken. It had sounded super close. She spun wildly and stumbled a bit in her haste to try and catch sight of the speaker.
"Who's there!?" She said loudly, shaking a little.
"Er, me I guess?" Said the voice, a bit unsurely. It sounded so close! Almost as if the person was standing directly next to her? But there was no-one there.
"Who are you? Wait, WHERE are you!?" Ahleri asked bewilderedly.
"Oh, I'm... Bertie? Pretty sure I'm Bertie. Nice to meet you?"
Ahleri continued to try and catch sight of "Bertie" but couldn't see anyone anywhere. She repeated her question.
"Oh yeah, I'm pretty sure I'm in your head? I mean, I'm not really sure exactly what's happening but I think that's what's going on."
Ahleri stood for a moment slightly stunned, before putting her head in her hands and groaning.
"That's it, I've gone mad. Fully round the twist. Completely bloody bonkers. Dad always said I was a bit nuts and here's the proof."
"I think you need to sit down, your heart rate is through the roof."
Ahleri laughed, a little manically, but she took the advice and sat down heavily.
"OK voice..."
"Bertie."
The voice sounded a bit more sure about it this time. Ahleri thought she sounded feminine, but wasn't certain.
"OK, Bertie, how exactly are you in my head?"
"Well, I'm pretty sure it was the things you put on. What are they called? I know that I know what they're called, what is it? B, b, bracers? Brrracelets? Mmmm wait no, Bonds! You put on the Hero's Bonds, and here I am!"
Bertie sounded rather proud to have remembered that fact. Ahleri, however, was less pleased.
"The... wait THE Hero’s Bonds!? The things that the legendary Hero of Strahna wears? You're pulling my leg."
"Nope, I remember now! I'm the guardian of the Hero's Bonds, and my name is Bertie. It's my job to help the Hero know what they're meant to do and stuff."
Ahleri huffed a disbelieving laugh.
"And stuff? You're really filling me with confidence there, Bert. You're telling me that I found the lost Hero's Bonds? The ones that disappeared like 90 years ago?"
"90 years!?" She sounded genuinely shocked, which was odd, considering her prior declaration. "Really? Huh, that's a long time. Wait, what happened to old Zyggie?"
Ahleri was puzzled for a moment, before she recalled the previous Hero's name.
"You mean Hero Zygos? The last Hero? No-one knows, they say he just disappeared... wait, why don't YOU know?"
Ahleri's tone became a bit accusatory.
"You were literally attached to him, right? How do you not know how he died?"
Bertie was silent for a long moment. When she finally spoke, her voice was unsteady and halting.
"I... don't remember. Why don't I remember? I... I don't. I don't. Know. I don't know!!"
She sounded genuinely distressed, which made Ahleri feel very uneasy. She did take pity on her though, and changed the subject.
"OK, let's chuck that aside for a bit. What exactly am I meant to do now, Bertie? Do I need to get the Bonds to the Piyem in Bamerrac, so they can appoint a new Hero? I don't really know how this works."
"Weeeeell," said Bertie, a bit sheepishly, "you're... actually the Hero? Once the Bonds are on they don't really come off, not 'till you kark it. Sorry about that?"
"You... they WHAT!??"
(Ahleri, and Bertie in her "anxious" projection form, which is a gold glowing fat tailed dunnart)
#Strahliana#Australia#Australian#fantasy story#writing#my ocs#Ahleri#Bertie#I feel like I've forgotten so much about english grammar lol I used to win state wide awards for english comprehension in high school#but who cares! I have bad brain fog and a splitting headache and I wrote this! I'm happy#I guess I should tag swearing maybe? for very mild Aussie cursing?
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the aftermath of having 2 terabytes of storage
#i have never had a computer this nice lmao#i'm constantly so used to automatically assuming i Can't Do Most Things bc most of the time i'm barred from Everything#either by physical skill or money or age or location#so when i got a Nice Computer my brain was like STUFF I CAN DO?????????? STUFF I CAN DO!!!!!!!!!!!!#and just. downloaded all the games i haven't been able to play bc my laptop sucks ass#the dopamine rush. lmao#i can actually play skyrim again for the first time since i was 17 😭#genuinely getting this computer has given me the exact same feeling as finally getting my wheelchair#just the fucking sheer joy of *oh my fucking god i have freedom now. i can actually DO STUFF*#seriously being able to use the wheelchair has made me so fucking happy i don't feel awful when going to the store i can actually THINK#bc i dont have brain fog from having to focus all of my energy on staying upright#and the computer is giving me the same feeling of freedom like. i can actually DO STUFF with my computer and not worry about it crashing#i can record video now!!!! I COULD START STREAMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i can actually learn to code because the coding programs will run!!!!!! i can start making datapacks!!!!!!!!!!!!!#can PLAY THE GAMES I'VE BOUGHT OVER THE YEARS FINALLY#FUCKING THANK YOU STEAM FOR LETTING ME KEEP THESE GAMES UNTIL I CAN ACTUALLY PLAY THEM#INSTEAD OF BEING A SHITASS STREAMING SERVICE THAT TAKES AWAY YOUR PRODUCT *AND* MONEY WHENEVER THEY FEEL LIKE IT#like i bought assassins creed odyssey the year it came out and i've never even been able to OPEN it on any of my old computers#i bought Jusant recently because it looks very pretty but the game wouldn't let me download it on my laptop bc the graphics card was shit#i have a bunch of games that I've just hoarded on my steam account for years and now i can finally play them#i can get back to subnautica too!!!! and finally finish out we happy few!!!#anyway im gonna go continue to be insane about this machine i love computers theyre so fun
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oh the teaser. it has to be chucky, right?
#dbd#thoughts about media#people on twitter are ALREADY complaining#shut the fuck up. the last two chapters were AMAZING.#idc if you “don't like sci-fi horror.” hux and the xenomorph are GREAT killers. with at least one strong perk each.#hypocritical to complain about sci-fi horror and then rejoice over stranger things' return. bro st IS sci-fi horror.#and bhvr got it back! all thanks to the insane pressure fans put on netflix to bring it back. clearly the issue is NOT sci-fi horror.#what do you honestly have to complain about right now in terms of DLC?#after the catastrophes that were the forged in fog and tools of torment chapter releases... end transmission.... alien....#...and the return of stranger things...is HUGE.#if it IS chucky I am very excited. idc if people think he's “too silly” for dbd. by that logic- so is ghostface.#he's one of horror's most iconic faces too. and I'm happy whenever the game brings in one of the genre's legends.#would you seriously rather a work week's worth of night shifts at fredward's? because I sure as hell would rather ANYTHING but that.
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re: weightlifting
the stronk is inevitable
(moved to the Big Lifts Room and doing a third of my workout with barbells after the long arduous journey of taking things slow with tiny weights)
#body improvement#extremely satisfying#esp how unlike writing or drawing or hell even crafts#i can just go to the gym#even on a brain fog day or whatever#no week is wasted now because at least i will have Worked Out#(because anything that could prevent me going is also stuff that's a free pass)#(like luckily my perfectionism bullshit is very happy to take a break if i get sick or smth)
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@beatingheart-bride
At this, Dorian and Beau couldn't help but exchange little glances, both touched and amused by the girlish glee that came over Emily at this question, her delight at recounting such an important moment in her and Randall's courtship, the moment where she made her feelings known, and the two officially became a (private) item.
(Just as well that Emily was so forward in that moment. Something told Beau that Randall-sweet, shy, humble Randall Pace, who in some ways seemed unable to believe his best friend was so unfathomably wealthy and sometimes worried about stepping out of line when spending time with him-would not be so bold, no matter how much he loved her, and Dorian was inclined to agree.)
"Well, I offer you both my deepest congratulations on your engagement," Beau nodded with an earnest smile, before turning a touch melancholy as he looked at the pair, asking, "And, on a more dour note...please, tell him I send my deepest condolences, in regards to the passing of his mother. She was...a lovely woman; hard-working, kind, a good friend...she was an admirable woman, who raised an admirable son."
Though Mrs. June Pace didn't work at Gracey Manor as long as she would've liked (having found the pay worth it if it meant getting to tend to such a beautiful, sprawling garden day in and day out, as well as see her one and only son finally have a friend beyond his teddy bear), she and Beauregard Ghast got along very well in the time she was in the Gracey's employ, her expressing gratitude at Beau looking after her son, treating him no different than Dorian, while he openly admired her resolve, her sense of humor in the face of adversity, and her skill with all things that grew. She was a lovely woman, and Beau would've liked to have gotten to know her better.
#((it's so wild! some of my parents' friends took them to lunch there a while back))#((and so i scoped it out at their recommendation; and i've been very happy with it!))#((there's supposed to be some other gluten free/celiac friendly restaurants in the big city))#((but i don't too often go that way; so i haven't had a chance to try them!))#((and i can get that! i usually have to go for prepackaged baked goods if my sweet tooth calls))#((which works out in some ways; kinnikinnick is a trusted brand that makes some good stuff))#((-such as their vanilla wafer cookies and donuts-))#((but to have a freshly baked something; something out of the bakery; would be lovely))#((and so i think that's very sweet of you to do!))#((and i'm glad to hear you're doing better; fatigue and brain fog aside! i'm sorry you gotta go back to work))#((especially since you've got long shifts to boot; that sucks; and i really hope they go by quickly))#((as do i hope the fatigue and brain fog go away soon too!))#outofhatboxes#beatingheart-bride#V:Days of Future Past
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i finally beat ff7r after bahamut moira kicked my ass last time and i quit for like 2 months and i really admire the lategame's tendency to tell you fuck all. either you know what's going on already or you better read the flavor text bitch.
anyway. what the fuck was going on during the final boss
#feli speaks#on a meta level it's easy to read as 'in order to tell a new story with these characters you refuse to tell the old one again'#but on a physical story level. these guys just fought the manifestation of fate Within The Fog#i'm starting to question whether sephiroth was really physically in this game at all. but ig he IS alive#(after cloud presumably killed him after sephiroth killed cloud's mom)#and he stole the goop woman from the lab which the evil lab man is happy about. ok#i have very Approximate knowledge of ff7 plot and i am Vaguely Aware of what the goop woman is
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Update I spoke too soon. Roku is apparently involved
#avatar the last airbender#avatar netflix#they even included the fog from Korra#I just I don’t know#I didn’t want an episode by episode repeat#So I’m happy they’re mixing it a bit#But they’re sticking too many stories together that happened very far apart
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hello gamers minor life update I have been doing Real bad lately so I will likely continue to be very inactive, but hey on the bright side I have been fleshing out some eternal gales lore I reworked a while back and I can happily say that Dodie no longer completely contradicts the very nature of reality in eternal gales and the fog tower™ officially has a real reason to exist again so hell yeah to that
#rat rambles#eternal gales#oc posting#this is a piece of lore I technically updated a while ago but I mostly just relocated dodie home to a different piece of worldbuilding#but now Im fleshing things out a bit more and Im so glad that I set myself up such an easy way to jump ship on the old stuff#it also makes my life easier because it means that I have an actual reason for mase to be the first person dodie encounters in person#also an actual reason to trap him at first sorry dude it adds to the suspense#longggggg story short dodie lives in the universe's core of sorts#its where all the other characters are transported to at the beginning of the story due to other stuff#I already had it as a thing that the core attempts to replicate the casts home and food and such to help maintain them#but the fog tower™ had its core echo in place since forever basically#mostly because the narrator wanted to get dodie a home set up in the core instead of having to find a way to house her in notmal society#now the tower wasnt exactly meant to be found but it still had to be real enough to actually get echoed so it was real enough to be found#hense why mase's family lives in the lower half of it#the top half is fully reserved for setting up stuff to be echoed to dodie's tower#this is mostly handled my cup aka dodie's long distance mom figure#but most of that stuff was done before dodie was properly created and as such cup had to fight for their life to figure out how to best get#this child growing up in fucked up situations as happy and stable as they could with limited budget and time#they were also dealing with doing a lot of this behind the backs of mase's parents as the two wanted them to provide just the bare basics#despite this cup managed to sneak in a shit ton more video tapes than they were supposed to and attempted to cover as much as possible#ofc dodie still ended up incredibly unstable and fucked up anways but she still loves her long distance video mom dearly#up til she was like 12 or so those tapes were the only way she could see and hear another person#but yeah in the echoed version the lower half of the tower is mostly consumed by plantlife and the such#hense why dodie avoids the area like the plague she has hashtag issues regarding plants#oh yeah Ive also been thinking abt fydd a lot lately#I have been slowly developing a bit of a side plot for him in my head that Im not 100% sure Im going to commit to but Im mivrowaving it#basically I was thinking abt each of the human casts sort of quote unquote domains are#by that I mean the whole reason they get drawn to the universe core is because theyre all sorta connected to universe functions#fydd is one of the weird ones because his place in the system is the basic software ig would be the best way to put it?#hes connected to the very base of the system that the rest of the functions are built into
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man. honestly, i think it says something about the eternal question of whether my baseline thinking is supposed to be on the slower/stiller end, or if that being the case means something's Off, that my brain can in fact be going a mile a minute thinking hard about something and yet that still counts as elevator music to me the moment i turn part of my attention to something else
#whosebaby talks#it's the difference between 'brain is Simply' (pleasant vibing) and 'brain is Simply' (increasing restlessness and distress)#i think most people would assume i'm describing something Unpleasant when i say my brain is being a bunch of spider legs#but i'm like no that's Happy Moogle i am meant to be doing that fsjdjfkfkd#i do still have to steer away from it sometimes when i get overwhelmed by Too Many Thoughts at Once#or when the thing my brain has decided to gnaw on is Upsetting; and not in a way that's worth tackling to Process It at the moment#but yeah i think that's just generally what i'm supposed to be doing and when i'm not it's probably a brain fog/low energy/can't focus thing#if you think i am long-winded here the stuff i actually end up posting is like. the tip of the iceberg#if it's something that actually makes it here and isn't like a one-line shitpost or something#there is a very good chance it's a small condensed part of a subject i think extensively about for hours at a time on the regular#there's a lot lmao#i am the very model of a modern neurotypical etc
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