#happy kinnie hours!!!!!!!!!

[collectorcookie]

Sep 24th: Subaru Feature Scout 2 will be released on Sep 25th at 3PM JST.

[obufalo]

gotta ask spn :333

thank you for the ask 🥺 i could talk about spn for HOURS

favorite male character

cas fascinates me. he's so rich as a character. (on the other hand I'm such a dean kinnie it's embarrassing)

favorite female character

charlie! i love her so much.

least favorite character

...i'll have to say mary. I don't think she's worse than john in any way, just think she's poorly written and doesn't really appeal to me, not even to my rage, as john does. most of the time I'm just annoyed by her.

favorite ship

destiel is everything to me. the ship of all time. the ultimate love story. the queerbait to rule them all. they will haunt me til the day I die and probably even after.

favorite friendship

dean & charlie are so important to me I can't even begin to describe

favorite quote

"freedom is a length of rope. god wants you to hang yourself with it."

worst character death (if any)

there are so many 😍

but really, you could think of the worst as in the one that hurts most or the worst as a writing decision or the most frustrating...

i think cas in 15x18 encompasses all of the above. i hate the way they ended crowley too.

this made me so happy you have no idea moment

"i have to find my father, he will protect me."

"jack, you gotta listen to me. that's not really what lucifer does."

"lucifer? no, that's not his name. my father is castiel."

saddest moment

"something always goes wrong"

"then why does that something always seem to be you?"

a bullet would hurt less

x

"i am your mother but i'm not just a mom. and you are not a child."

"i never was."

screaming crying throwing up

favorite location

i love the bunker!

[jaarijani]

Käärijä Antwerp gig recap!!!

I HAVE THOUGHTS of course i do i dont shut the hell up ever you should know this about me by now

i arrived there at around 9 am bc of train delays but there were only 10 people there then and for the longest time it was just the 15 of us so 15 gang ily sm!!! i loved sitting and chatting with all of you you made those 10+ hours go by SO FAST ❤️❤️❤️

the tour bus arrived at around 12ish and we all stood around for a while until they finally came out

häärijä BEELINED to Ed, ignoring us completely, it was so funny

he was so sweet oh my god i love him 💛

while he distracted us Jere sneaked off the bus

as Jere walked back to the bus i saw him wave so i waved back and he came over to say hi!!! right in front of me!!! he was so sweet too 😭💚

you cannot comprehend how beautiful this man is irl oh my god

sidenote: he was SO surprised some of us woke up super early to travel all the way from the Netherlands

people started giving gifts and asking for pics and he said to form a line so we could all have a pic and he called himself santa claus lmao

i have the forbidden knowledge of Jeres height as he's exactly as tall as me 😈

OKAY THE ACTUAL GIG

it was so amazing???

his energy is so good and the audience matched him SO well today

he was CLEARLY feeling so much better today he was so happy and smiley and he seemed genuinely surprised by how crazy we were

we chanted käärijä after almost every song

VOITTAJA CHANT

i blacked out during hirttää kinni???? it was so good and its my fav at he moment and suddenly we were done??? no wait take me back

he talked about huhhahhei and said "when two guys go on a love boat together" paraphrasing but sIR!!!

AND THEN he did a whole bit about bojan again? he sang a little song wondering where he was and that he misses him and JERE PLEASE I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE

i have a video of this btw

Emilia fucking SLAPPED icip again holy shit she matched his energy perfectly

i feel like he didnt want to go again!!! he just stayed and talked about doing what you love and being true to youself WHILE the reggae mix was playing

it was so fun so good i had an amazing time 💚💚💚💚💚 and am low key considering going to finland next year

also shout out to Ed @submariini and his amazing Häärijadar bc we share the same birthday??!!!! october 29 babeyy

[brown-little-robin]

Blessings:

God is with me, and with my friends <3

Today God gave me the energy to come up with a whole plan for this summer, including such highlights as "get out of the house regularly (no guilt allowed for the waste of time/gas). for your Mental Health" and "say no to your parents when you want to! you're an adult!". I think it's gonna be great.

Speaking of summer plans, my prof. told me there's a ceramics group/studio in my summer residence city and 👀👀👀

I applied to the funniest job! "Pretend medical patient", basically, where you train to do fake non-invasive exams and lie to the faces of medical students. For the sake of their TrainingTM. This would be so funny.

Over the summer it is far easier to go to church with my family!!! CHURCH WITH FAMILY AUGH I'M SO READY

soooo happy to have the commissions all done and ready to ship :)

soooo happy with ceramics overall :') I still can't believe I'm actually allowed to have something I'm just. good at. and people praise me for and I have to just take it. what!!!

CLONES

the sun!! is shining!! there is GREEN GRASS! and RAIN!

got a new sweatshirt (pale blue) (Good TextureTM) (far too big even though it's a small) (has a white squirrel on it!!!!!)

things are good, and God is good!

Feel free to treat this as a tag game if you want and have the brainspace! just list some things going on in your life and tag me about it, or reblog if you want. I want to hear the things :3

I am having a GOOD DAY!

Almost all of my school assignments are done! I'm free! Freeeee!

[oatmealdaydreams]

So About the New Asides... (Christmas)

Here's just a random list of my thoughts. Just finished the video (What Makes the Perfect Gift?). And oh boy, do I have some THOUGHTS to share.

[I was gonna finish a Intruloceit Crime Boss AU fic thingie as a surprise for a mutual bc why not, but this has me in its grip]

[beware Drunk Character, btw]

Longest post ever, jfc.

Also, I know exactly which people to ask which pairings about. I know who to ask to talk about Dukexiety (@where-are-the-spooky-gays-2), about Intruality (@rataticaisdreaming), about analogince (@disneybrandautism), about Roman in general (@prodigal-explorer and @disneybrandautism), about Prinxiety (@logan-the-artist), etc. etc. etc.

I know people and what they love and their favoured characters. I encourage everyone to infodump and geek out in the comments bc this episode fed us all.

Spoilers below

the lil present animation for the title thingie? cute

Logan waking everyone up and hosting the Secret Santa this time, yusss

Logan is responsible and it shows

"11th hour of beauty rest" -> I love Roman, he's one of my favs

^not this specific line, but can I just say with all of the angst and insecurity and such Roman has, I think I have to add him to my Kin List of Sides that I relate to at some ungodly level (which also includes Remus, Virgil, and Logan. and maybe also Janus)

the pipline to being a Roman kinnie/stan has been WILD okay idk what to tell ya lmao

"master of all kinds of rhythm, except circadian-" yep relating to Roman yet again

Logan's lil pacing in his spot, I call that him stimming and no I don't take criticism on that

^new headcanon unlocked: Logan (like Roman) cannot keep still to a certain degree

Logan and Roman aren't as different as you'd think btw

Virgil being woken up/summoned only by the sudden burst of adrenaline is so canon that I cannot. I CANNOT.

Patton's and Roman's excitement for Secret Santa is everything to me <3

autistic Roman autistic Roman autistic Roman-

"things are a little different this year" -> yeah about that

Serious Grinch Moment(tm)

Logan knowing a lot of medical knowledge makes me think he could have a special interest about it, but that may just be my "autistic Logan go brrr" headcanon nonsense

^...did Patton just indirectly call Logan the Grinch?

^^heart grow in size, he says to Logan... hhhh, I feel the slightest bit of angst vibes from that

"I just stress" -> me core

Roman checking on Thomas, awwww <3

The way Logan sounded when he said Remus' and Janus' names + Virgil's and Roman's reactions to them coming LMAO

"You may all have your feelings about them" -> the way Logan said 'feelings' like it's a plague, mm yeah heheh

Logan is such a f*cking mom, never stop pls

Janus pops like already drunk and Remus pops up all excited, dear frickin god do I love these two specifically

Drunk Janus is my fav thing ever btw

"what's up bro" // "hey..." -> siblings siblings this is my sibling (/ref)

omg Remus just being excited to be there and be included and to hang with his bro, he is so happy to see Roman cause BROTHERS, oh lord creativitwins slfjalkfskafaalkf

"they were right where I left them... in a vat of human excrement" -> I stan him for a reason, don't judge me

^he speaks and I either laugh or relate to it. usually both (no I will not elaborate on what this implies about me lmao)

"courteous laughter" mm yeah

Logan stops Virgil's escape HA

"That everyone will be secretly trying to win at" -> Roman is right and he should say it

"I'm not sharing it with anyone, I'm just showing it off" -> Janus says about his largest wine bottle that he definitely already started drinking from

Patton gets so excited he gets lightheaded

Janus got Patton? heheh moceit nation RISE

^you'll see what I mean when ya watch the episode

^^not just because he got Pat but because of the actual thought and effort he put into the gift

"I thought it was the corpse of a sea lion, but Janus wouldn't let me shake it." // "No, I don't think so. It's too light."

^...h- how does Patton know how much a dead sea lion weighs??

also Roman's reaction is basically "wut the f-"

"I might be mistaken, but I'm not." -> reason 39539 why I love Logan

"A BOX :D" -> Pat. Pat that's not everything.

^Janus being like "keeping opening the boxes" while pretending not to care, hehehe

^^"...you want me to destroy my new box?" -> all I can do is sigh, suddenly understanding why I may relate to Janus

REMUS CANONICALLY CALLED PATTON "DADDY", I-

^Roman's and Virgil's reactions, lmao

can I just say how much Ro and Vi are being the best of buds? like mm, platonic prinxiety is off the charts this episode

Remus' f*cking "whaaaaaaaa-" kills me

Janus just pouring wine into what's supposed to be a tea mug is funny to me

"but for Remus?" -> hey at least Roman knows his brother well enough to know an air fryer isn't exactly a Remus-typical gift idea

"someone they don't really know" but then Patton admitting he should get to know Remus better? hhhhhhh-

^intruality nation, we got fed, god damn

tbh a lot of pairings/ships were shown in some way or another, so I guess we ALL got fed today huh

"chicken fingers?" // "yeah!" // "human fingers" // "yea- hh, wha- wait-"

so many intruality interaction omg (my intruality moot is gonna be so excited, I can't wait to talk about this episode with him)

Remus is gonna experiment with the air fryer, ayyy

"I had Virgil" // "Ah f*ck-"

"with me own hands" -> I will never stop loving Remus

also Remus making Virgil a handmade gift? relatable and also aww, I imagine them as besties but in the dynamic where Virgil is kinda reluctant and Remus will never stop teasing whenever he can

^new headcanon: one of Remus' main love languages is 'i made this weird creative thing for you' and I only relate to him even more (essentially gift-giving but make it BETTER)

Mr. Fuzzy <3

Virgil knowing the inside joke between dork Sides- I mean dark Sides

^okay but just all the dukexiety and creativitwins and anxceitmus moments within seconds of each other in that scene is just aww

Virgil knowing what Remus calls his shower drain alfkjafksk

"I hate that I know that" -> reluctant bestie vibes

all of the analogical moments SENDS me because of how it plays out and how Logan felt hurt before realizing what his gift actually was, mm yeah aksfklsdfskfd

Virgil trying to hint subtly that maybe Logan should read it to see something, but Logan not picking up on the hints

^ngl took me the second watch-through to realize "oh he was trying to hint at him but he didn't pick up on it, like me haha"

^^do I kin Logan, you ask as if there isn't an obvious answer of YES

no wait bc the LOOK Remus gives Logan as he becomes more upset and literally encourages him to get angry and let his feelings out

^okay but why did Remus have to say it like that

Pat this whole episode says someone's name as if he's about to intervene/try to help the situation but then IMMEDIATELY says something about his box(es)

Virgil's sigh, lmao

Logan's passive aggressive sass sends me omg

Logan feeling like he needs to 'reevaluate' himself... hhhhh, the angst fics I could write from this moment alone dear lord

"I had Roman" // "Oh- oh, no-"

^idk why but Roman's reaction hurt me

^^like he doesn't have faith in Logan's gift-giving abilities? and how it seems most of everyone specifically has little-to-no faith in Logan's capacity for compassion/general emotions (except for maybe Janus and Remus, and Thomas bc he's been praising Logan for doing well during it all)

Okay but Thomas praising Logan? oh gawd, my heart-

^working on his relationship with the logical part of him, sfksalfkhskadf

LOGAN'S SIDE EYE TO VIRGIL-

^(he's so petty lmao)

Roman liking his present from him <3

^this reminds of the last Secret Santa they had when Ro made Lo a full-on fanfic of him replacing Watson and working with Sherlock and etc (headcanon: both the twins have their love languages involving their creative merits/talents because they're Creativity)

just generally speaking, gift-giving seems to be pretty high up there on everyone's love language list (in their own ways)

why is Patton not the greatest at gifts

^I take that back because he is putting thought into his gift-giving (though not a lot when it comes to Remus cause he doesn't know him well), though he tends to misread/misunderstand what they'd really like? ...is that a neurodivergent thing? cause like that's a little relatable actually

^^also lmao, I just realized the only people Pat's got as far as the series goes is literally the twins (so maybe he's just not sure how to go about the twins? cause like, he seems to know Logan and Janus and kinda Virgil pretty well, but he seems to struggle with the twins? or is that just me)

"because f*ck that asshole" -> love it when Logan cusses <3

then Remus' reaction, omggg (his lil "for christmas")

The genuine joy on Roman's face when sees Logan put Roman on the dollar bill is EVERYTHING, do ya know how much he gets to be happy? (not a lot, if we backtrack to the last canon episode in which Roman's entire worldview broke, but some of ya aren't ready for that convo yet)

sorry but seeing the now-rare joy on Roman's face, awwww

JANUS SHUT. S H U T.

as soon as Janus speaks, Roman's smile drops and is replaced by upset, hhhhhh

^so the amount of angst fics I can make on that scene alone is very much a high number

Janus is so drunk, jfc (he keeps laughing and the filter is basically gone at this point)

"massive ego" -> see Jannie Boi, I think ya missing the part of him being The Ego and how f*cked up he already is but you keep making it worse & a part of me thinks you know you're making it worse because one of your Big Jobs is to actually protect and nuture the Ego but ya ain't doing ya f*ckin job and Roman's self-esteem and self-confidence seem to be dwindling every time you speak bc he knows ya gonna hurt him again for the millionth f*cking time

^I have a lot of Feels, okay?

"quite the unhinged jaw" -> I see what ya did there (literal snake man)

Jan pours more wine, oh lord here we go

this episode has both made very happy but also hurt me deeply all in one go

Why does Patton sound like he was about to actually defend Roman only to yet again comment on his boxes?

^why do I get the feeling this has something to do with the finale coming soon and also the angst arc that royality is currently going through?

I just realized the twins' spots are next to each other <3

^loving all the twins content this episode, exploring their brother relationship yusss

"yessss, full circle at last" -> He's so f*ckin drunk, oh my god

^he's literally holding onto the wall

also ayy, canonical that Janus hisses in his speech cause ya know. snake.

^the snake traits coming alive this episode

"such a sweetie going through all that effort" -> wait for it

AY HE GOT B*TCHSLAPPED, THAT'S RIGHT MF

he deserved it

Remus' amused "oh" as he enjoys the drama and Roman's passionate "YA GET A B*TCHSLAP, JANUS" is so f*cking delcious

Thomas being like 'what just happened-' as Jan gets slapped is funny to me

"it really is Christmas" -> H A

"won't even share the wine" -> Logan sounds so sad tho

I love how Janus was so impressed with the b*tchslap and how it was executed that he can't even be that upset about it

JANUS GOT PAT A GAG GIFT -> moceit moceit moceit-

^see told ya; Jan was thoughtful with it

"I was getting a bit too catty" -> being self-aware

Pat making a cat pun because of Virgil's hissing <3

Remus being like "nooo, the drama!" lmao

omg omg omg THE ANALOGICAL ENDING skfksfksjdfs

^I make it sound like it's one of many endings to a video game lmao

but srsly, Logan finally ready the newspaper to realize it's actual a puzzle for more puzzles and him being very happy <3

Virgil's evil laughter is legit just him being him, I love this character

okay but Vi knows Lo so well?? they're besties.

"Mr. Detective" from Virgil + Roman's lil smile as he watches Logan be happy with his puzzle(s) cause he knows how much Lo likes mystery (see when he made Lo that Sherlock fanfic) = prinxiety knows Logan very well and now I imagine analogince being a bestie trio of comfort and caring for their nerd

^Analogince has become something I didn't know I wanted until now lmao

"Oh Virgil" -> gay

"and you thought I'd just get you a newspaper" -> alfkjslafskfdslkfs I will never recover

aww Logan's happy smile! he's getting to be happy!!

"Mr. Fuzzy doesn't like being dropped" -> Remus, never stop being you

all the dukexiety content this episode feels my heart with joy because they're Brainrot to me

"how did you know-" // "we're you and also you're kinda easy to read"

^Janus taking offense to Thomas being easy to read bc he's Deceit and Self-Preservation, aka: the combo for Masking

"that's rude" -> idk why but the way Jan said that, it made me go aww

^he's so f*cking drunk at this point (props to Thomas (irl) for all the acting as a drunk character cause it was amazing and realistic as hell)

aww logince moment when Lo asks Ro to help him cause Creativity and Ro's smile

^(to be fair, there's a considerable amount of logince moments but this is the only one I pointed out as specifically logince)

can we talk about Nico's gift to Thomas? a necklace with a Ying-Yang charm and what looks like a rainbow charm?? symbolism heheheh

^many thoughts about the Ying-Yang cause balance and black-and-white mindset changing and etc.; but also the rainbow(?) charm cause GAY

Also, Nico Flores content!!

wait, is the endcard the moment when Nico and Thomas become serious? OMG GUYS Y'ALL, WAIT A SEC-

Janus End Card -> I laughed so hard

This episode was basically Growth, Angst, and Tumblr's Headcanons Get Confirmed.

[pawtisserie-0022]

💙Obey Me Headcannons + OC💙

Lucifer

He has a peacock tail in demon form and I refuse to believe otherwise

He preens his wings regularly but you'll often find his black feathers littering the House of Lamentations during certain parts of the year

He resists the urge to pet every dog he sees, big dogs? Yes. Little dogs? Yes, he likes all dogs but Cerberus is his favorite ofc

Sometimes you'll find him outside after he's finished with his work in the late hours of the night, seemingly talking to himself, but it feels more like he's talking to the Moon

Mammon

Surrender all of your shinies to him immediately he wants all of them, that a new shiny bracelet? It's his now. New sparkly necklace? Gone. Pretty hair clip you go recently? Do you even need to ask

He has a shiny object from all of his brothers as a keepsake, even one from Satan, who knows how he got it

Kleptomania™ your items are not safe

HATES magpies, he doesn't know why he just doesn't like magpies. He thinks they're jerks

Leviathan

When he found out about the existence of Hatsune Miku trough a Ruri-Chan collab he became a Miku fan too (Ruri-Chan is still forever tho)

Handcrafted cosplays out the wahzoo, expert craftsmanship, Asmodeus seems to really like this side of him

He made his own Ruri-Chan plushie, spent like 3 days on it because everything had to be perfect

You WILL cosplay with him, no ifs, ands or buts, PUT ON THE DRESS.

Satan

All of his bookmarks are cat themed or cat related

Sebastian Michaelis' best friend™

Sometimes, he has an inexplicable urge to bask in daylight for seemingly no actual reason other than it seems like a really appealing, sometimes he'll join Belphegor when he's sleeping in the sun

If you throw a cucumber at him he'll jump at least 5 feet into the air before yelling at you

Asmodeus

Owns an abhorrent amount of makeup, all of which will be going on your face

Who needs acrylic nails with claws like that? Girl bye

Unironically listens to Barbie Girl while doing his makeup, everyone can hear it in the morning,

He's a Mettaton kinnie trough and trough, he's got the glamor, the confidence, the bloodlust, the power, I wouldn't be surprised if he owned a pair of thigh hight hot pink heeled boots

Beelzebub

A very large, hungry, affectionate puppy

When he found out that humans make popcorn bags almost the size of a full grown man he BEGGED Lucifer to please get one for the next movie night

He got his popcorn in the end and was extremely happy about it, insert happy bear noises here

He likes looking at the Stars, they make him feel happy whenever he's alone, and finds comfort in watching them before he goes to sleep

Belphegor

Sometimes he'll have dreams of everyone together back in the Celestial Realm. They make him sad after he wakes up knowing it was just a dream but he enjoys them while they last.

Hypersomnia™

Wanna see someone get dragged like a ragdoll from one class to another while they're sleeping?

Always drinks a glass of warm milk before sleeping for like a week straight, good luck waking him up unless someone is literally dying

Yingpei

"MC please sit dOWN-"

Please stop giving him heart attacks for three seconds he can only handle so much at a time-

He doesn't understand any typical human slang, living in a village cut off from most of society turns out to disconnect someone from from your typical human being

There's something off about him sometimes, as if he knows more then he should for someone supposedly so disconnected from regular people, strangely enough, Lucifer seems to trust him, Solomon fears him to an extent

Adorable borders can be found here!

(ignore the tags)

[cashandprizes]

Top 5 Redacted Quotes (BA Edition)

My darling @gingerbreadmonsters tagged me so lovingly <3 And I initially was like "oh I don't know what my favorites are" until I decided I realized no one can stop me from doing my favorite moments in BAs that had me keyboard smashing (usually at Lexi) at all hours of the day.

So, without further ado, quotes from Redacted BAs that have made me so furiously feral I black them out of my memory to function.

Tagging some of my discord buddies <3 no pressure!!! @calicostorms @bratty-telepath @bicyclepainting @horrorscoupes @angelnoodlesoup @just-call-me-angel

NSFW/NSFT under the cut, MINORS DO NOT INTERACT

Starting off with my Number 1, which is the shortest but somehow most powerful of all:

Sam BA "You fixin' to bounce on this cock?" Stop. Stop everything. I about DIED. I have text receipts of me texting Lexi furiously screaming about this whole audio BUT THIS LINE? There is no salvation, only damnation and I run to it.

Number 2, a very close race:

David Hot Boi Winter/Proposal BA "Because every thread in my body is screaming for you, to have you. I wanna dig my teeth into your skin. I wanna fuck you into this bed so hard that the frame breaks underneath us, and then fuck you into the floor even harder." LITERALLY WHAT THE FUCK. OH MY GOD??? LET ME LIVE??? This audio was made specifically for bitches with their monsterfucker license who love possessive feral primal play (it's me I'm bitches). I had to relisten to this because I completely blacked out listening to it the first time because I was so feral and relistening was... words cannot describe. Help.

Number 3, the audio that birthed my url:

Milo BA illegal that it is the only one "Yeah? You want me to use this mouth of yours? Whose mouth is this? Good. [...] Kiss it first. Just kisses. Yeah, he's happy to see you." Milo Greer WHAT THE FUCK. I was only going to use the "yeah he's happy to see you" because that line is the kind of hilarious deviant shit I like, bUT WHOSE MOUTH IS THIS? Sir. I was minding my black business how could you do me like this?

Number 4, probably one of my all time fave audios

HuxDami Confession BA Can I just... "[Insert SS tier nefarious neck ultra high-quality throat goat noises]" "I'm made of tough stuff too Hux... and I like it rough. I'll tell you if it's too much. [...] Now show me what that body of yours can do, big guy." "Bet." "More." "Oh fuck. Oh god. Alright, you want more? I can give you more baby." This audio is so revolutionary I couldn't pick one quote. As a Damien kinnie who has gotten at least two five star Yelp reviews for my head game, real recognizes real. That was some the rent is due tomorrow vortex neck and like... I can't even describe how much I love this audio. The "bet"? ofaoiefoss. "More" was the moment where I said "oh god is this ME?" Damien Throat Goat Hours <3

Number 5, straight from the boy Lexi used as a WEAPON to drag me into this fandom:

Lasko Hot Boi Winter BA “I’m thinking really, really hard. I’m definitely not just, um, not, not just, a fucking puddle of precum, and very almost actual real cum.” “I’m a good boy. Good boys hold it in. Good boys hold it in.” Lexi knew that if they dangled a subby, flustered nerdy boy in front of my face I would be helpless and goddammit I am. I blacked out and wrote like 2k words of smut continuing the sextember audio just to make him cry. THIS? It was so funny and cute and just so.... sfsofspojfswe hot omg Lasko is just so whiny and whimpery that I become so fucking feral...

Honorable mentions!

Sextember Lasko BA - "I’m not gonna have a brain by the end of this! I’m just gonna be some drooling, crying, humping mess pulling you around like I’m in heat or something. No that’s not hot, that’s cruel! What do you mean that’s what makes it hot?!" Lasko Hot Boi Winter BA - "you're evil, you're so fucking evil, it's okay! It's okay!" Sam BA - "You wanna ride your cow- You little… Get over here. I oughta whoop your ass for that one, you menace."

I think I might do another one of these but JUST for meme quotes because I need to do my url so badly. It's maybe the funniest thing Milo has ever said.

[starflshs]

jelly's introduction

just for the lols

heeellllooo i am a saiki k enthusiast, i have bad back pain, i have the stamina of a grandpa/grandma and i absolutely hate my life except for you i love you

my name is jelly

my pronouns are just she i do not know and i do not care

i am also a bit of a saiki kinnie and for some reason i am now starting this account on AKECHIS BDAYY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOUMA ‼️🙏

that's all, i have yet to try coffee jelly and i do want to try it someday

i love writing and i am darn good at it, ask my teachers

have a nice day, enjoy your last 24 hours of your existence in the physical realm <3

[haitaniapologist]

Hello my june,

First off happy birthday of course, I like the fact that I was first but yk me, I have to take every win I get.

But secondly, yk it's kinda crazy how we've known each other for nearly two years now and the way in which we met and bonded (which I wont mention for obvious reasons lol) but I am glad we did, and for whatever message I sent or you sent that made us talk in the first place. I am afraid, you will never be escaping me <3 because there is no way I can allow my deepest secrets to go around unchecked as dangerous as they are lmao, but also because no matter where you went I would find you of course, I can think of no one I can be more annoying and whiny with (and also talk abt shuji for hours on end with an indulgence that never makes me feel bad or guilty either or like I'm being selfish or self centred)

whenever something happens, i always want to tell you, even the small random mundane things, and i know i always have your support whenever, that you will always look out for me and tell me what I need to hear. sometimes i wonder just how i went these years without you as someone i can be my best self with who makes me feel like im worth more than i feel like i am.

maybe its bec ur a rindou kinnie lol that we get along so well all the time or maybe its bec you're deserving of many great things in life and to be in it and be a part of it is actually more of an honour than i deserve. i suppose i should also thank wakui lol for making tr so i could come here and we could be friends. and ofc, if we were in the crusades i would have fought for us to stay and be friends too.

happy birthday to my fav problematic queen

lots and lots of love,

you know who.

fuck you @softshuji you're making me cry at the breakfast table reading it again!!!!!!!! i love you so so much i know we're best friends in all universes and i couldn't be happier

[nyxitycatboy]

1 3 7 17 22 questions :3

1: what are 3 things that shaped you into who you are today? this one is,,, kinda hard to answe r and theres alot of diffo things i cld mention but while being a "homeschooler" from middle school to highschool did alot i think blaming fallout equastria (the first time i specifically felt jelous of girls specifically i can rember was from a lesbian sex scene from this fanfic) homestuck (my first exposure to the concept of transgender peoplke as just like people came from following a homestuck kinnie's blog) and pokemon (bcuz the reason i furst talked to the ex who introduced me to the boy i've crushy w/ fur years [and also am nyow dating >:3 dating <3 <3 ] was bcuz that ex was playing pokemon on a laptop) wld be alot funnier actually

3: 3 films you could watch for the rest of your life and never get tired of? ,,, im gonnya be honyest i don't really watch movies so i don't really have any answers fur this, sowwy vwv (though honestly idk if Any film wld be able to actually do that fur me, maybe like a full series of something but a film is at average like 2 hours and at most like 4ish i think which i think wld given long enough eventually get tiring to watch anyways,, nyot sure though >w>)

7: what scares you most and why? the idea of ceasing to be able to expiernce pleasure/enjoyment/happyness, which links up to death but is also seperately a proccable thing i guess? scawy concept ;w;

17: 3 things that make you happy? 1 talking to people i love 2 seeing people i love 3 making people i love happier :3 ignyoring that aspect though doing well in games that provide a satisfying challenge or doing creative stuff i think make me happy but i also like reading manga? i think im misunderstanding the question kinda at this point vwv

22: 3 things about someone i love 1. really cute adorable little puppy boy ^w^ <3<3<3 2. mine so nyour nyot allowed to hear about them >:c

[icarus-last-fall]

so I randomly decided to start a multichapter fic with plural povs about Regulus, Barty, Evan, Pandora, Dorcas, Sirius, Remus, Lily, James, Marlene and maybe some other ones.

For now I haven't tried many povs but here's what I know :

I love writing Pandora's pov

Barty's pov is SO easy

Regulus' pov is literally my pov

I fucking struggle with Evan's pov

Guess which one I choose for the first chapter !! Evan's !!

I currently have too many hours of work, three erased versions, 15 lines I'm not happy with and a need for comfort chocolate. I'm dying.

I think I'm going to change the pov cause there's no point in torturing myself more but I'm gonna have to write Evan's pov eventually so is there any Evan kinnie or people who like writing Evan's pov and who would want to help me ?? please ?? im desperate

Edit : i forgot to say this but if anyone wants I'd be happy to help with Pandora's, Barty's or Regulus' pov (even if you can't help me)

[knickynoo]

Hey! As a Bright Lights Big City kinnie who is so happy to see that you finally watched it, you wouldn't mind dropping some Jamie x Vicky headcanons, please?

JAMIE AND VICKY 😭

- So, after that late night phone call, I think Vicky would probably want to touch base with Jamie that next day to see how he's doing. I could see her asking him to meet her for lunch or something, and even though Jamie's a little embarrassed at the way he woke her up and then fell apart over the phone, he accepts the invitation. They spend hours talking, and Jamie pours more of his heart out to her.

- I think their relationship develops and strengthens slowly, not because the feelings aren't there, but just because of the place Jamie is coming from. He's still struggling a lot, is dealing with some pretty serious issues, and is hesitant to date. There's for sure a big part of him that worries about pulling Vicky into his world and not being "enough" for her.

- Vicky is the calm, patient, loving contrast to all the chaos and hurt Jamie has inside of him. She listens when he needs to vent and does what she can to distract and take his mind off of things when she deems that the best course of action.

- Eventually, Jamie finds himself being able to smile more and find moments of happiness. And what really makes him realize that he's doing better is when he notices that he's going out of his way to try to also make Vicky smile. Being able to dig past his own troubles and wanting to care for and put her first is huge for him.

- Of course, things between them aren't always smooth sailing, and the beginning foundation of their relationship is shaky a lot of the time. Someone as entrenched in drugs and alcohol as Jamie is can't just stop cold turkey, and there are likely several rough patches and setbacks, especially when it comes to withdrawal. He needs serious, professional help to begin to work through things, but he's willing to do it for Vicky and for himself.

- I think a big part of Jamie's healing would involve reconnecting with his dad and little brother, and I love the idea of Vicky playing a part in that. Encouraging Jamie and going along to meet them and watching as that love grows back between Jamie and his family.

- Over time, Jamie and Vicky really get to a good, stable place together. Jamie is happy! He's healthy and back on track and loves life! He and Vicky love each other so much. They eventually get married and have children, and let me tell you... I love imagining Jamie as a dad. I can see him holding his kid and reflecting on where he is now compared to where he used to be. Night and day.

That's about all I've got! Thanks for the ask :)

[cathy-plus-e]

(note: ****don't open until it's halloween****)

anyways ----

Trick or treat!! 🎃👻🦇

so in this game, I guess we give anything..

I'm giving you...

<<Top 10 Things I Like About You (or your blog)>>

Your Mori analyses/posts about Mori (made me be willing to know him more)

Your honesty (like honestly slay. it's so good that you're being yourself and you don't try to act innocent lol)

Your interactions (aaa haha it's fun interacting w you)

you're CHILEAN!! (idk. I find people who can speak more than 1 language really really cool lol)

You're self-aware <3 (I love how you're just like, 'yea I have red flags. here they are' lol.)

you're a ✨ mathematico-humanista-artistico ✨(english translation: someone good in maths but also really likes arts and literature and history) but for you, you are a maths person who also likes music and literature <33 (i hope i got that right)

Your iconic "<<< >>>" (seriously, thats like ur trademark lol. its cool. i like it)

When you highlight your texts <like this>> (like u make it bigger and then you color it with a bright color like pink or something. I think thats cool)

You have a good schedule (8 hours of sleep!!). dang, I need to do that too lol. slay healthy and logical king haha 👑

When you helped me w math that one time lol.

You block and report rude people. (honestly slay. don't waste time on people who are rude 😩💅)

your honesty. (again!! sorry, I can't emphasize this enough. I love honest people so much. I love straightforward people 😊 cause personally it's so hard when people don't tell you what they *really* think and then you have to guess what they're feeling and drama happens because you don't know how they really feel. -- sorry for venting a bit hehe but yes. I appreciate honesty a lot 😊)

13. You're very nice and kind and decent 🤭 (Ik you're a mori kinnie so you do have some red flags lol [i mean who doesn't?] but I love that you're really decent when it comes to things -- you aren't rude for no reason, you respect other opinions, it's really sweet that you want to make your teachers happy 😊💓, etc. (Oh and that one time where you were calm and your friend gave you 1,000 pesos -- that was a really fun story hehe. congratulations again 🥳keep it up 😄😄)

14. and honestly like - even if you have 'low empathy,' your actions are more important than your feelings -- and ur actions/kind words made me feel good a lot 🤭 so thank u 💓

also based from your posts, I think you're a good student so your teachers must be happy to have a student like you hehe.

aaaand that's it, I think 😄. (I know it's 14 reasons and not 10 but whatever. TT. anyways...)

Happy Halloween!!! 🥳🦇👻👻🦇🦇

(no need to do something like this for me btw, I just wanted to give you something hehe 🥳🦇🦇🦇)

Have a splendid day/night cathy!!!🧛‍♀️🧛‍♀️🧛‍♀️🦇

<3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

edit:

get well soon <3 (+ drink lots of water lol)

Thank you so much 🥰🫶🏻

I really appreciate those words and how you see through me. ✨ Have a good 31st of October! ✨

[moriartyluver]

Holy shit we are talking about the same thing

Oh no we are talking about the same thing

Imma go cry

don’t know what’s gonna be worse, how fl felt when it happened or when William found out

(Blair Waldorf tho🛐)

I am not worse than you, you are terrifying when it comes to angst, I fear you. No matter how good of a writer you are no one will never catch me saying ‘I wish I was written by a💋’ because I value my happiness and sanity and none of your characters have those, or they are just too dead to feel such things

However I will say that if Blair had gotten to see and hold her baby (get more attached to it) and then it died an hour or a half later due to it’s health then I would have sobbed my eyes out

Especially if it a pretty eye color

That’s all☺️

🎀.

The surprise to horror 😭

Really said “holy shit we’re talking about the same thing 🤨” —> “oh no we are talking about the same thing 😟”

William’s gonna be like ‘hey what happened to dababy’ and everyone’s looking at him like ‘this bitch 😒😒’

Blair was one of my main inspos for fl so I got a little silly and decided to take angst ideas from her 😈

On the topic of fear and Blair, she did say having people fear you was good soooo 🤷

Too dead to feel things is crazyyy 😭 but hey at least I’m a good writer idk

NOW WHY ARE YOU ENCOURAGING ME

My initial idea was that fl needed to take a boat (which would go through the Thames) back home when Liam decided to take a swim and while he falls off, fl is in the boat with front row seats and shes screaming and crying and when he falls in she tries to go get him but obviously that’s not good for the baby so her parents need to hold her back and then boom 💥 Blair Waldorf kinnie to a whole other level

Their kid would have such pretty eyes tho ong Liams red eyes are like a dominant gene so all the kids have them

Even funnier if this baby is a blond boy too.

I’ll stop

No I won’t

[solradguy]

ikik I'm a jacko kinny and in my thirsting over sol hours- but man- whenever you post hc (especially with top scars) it makes my fucking week. like- if I could marry happy chaos I would in a heart beat ~pumpkin in mania and sleeby hrs

Hahah top scars really do fit Chaos extremely well. Sometimes I forget he doesn't actually have them because even from just a simple markings standpoint, not even if they were scars, they make so much sense with his design by breaking up some of the solid blue area on his torso.

But I love the idea of him maybe once having top scars when he was still human and keeping them even after changing his form to whatever tf little imp man he is now lol It's cool how many people draw him with them

[chuuyas89bottleofpetrus]

Dazai Kinnie things (VENT POST)

This is going to be a very, very rough ride so I'm just putting the trigger warning here. As it is a vent post, there are multiple repeated words and possible grammatical errors.

This post contains suicidal ideas, self-harm, and other things that are simply unpleasant. Read at your own risk.

Being a Dazai kinnie means a lot more than just being suicidal and acting cheery even though you're dead inside. It means you're manipulative, untrustworthy, apathetic, and just feel you're in a black hole all the time. You feel nothing.

You honestly can't change, but you still try so damn hard to be better and you just end up doing more damage. You end up pushing yourself away from the people you get attached to because you know that their lives will be ruined if they stay around you.

You show no empathy or sympathy because someone hurt you, they hurt you so much you can't feel anything anymore. You cry for hours, even days because when you look in the mirror you don't recognize what is looking back at you.

And since you don't know what that abomination staring at you is and you know that if you show the real you to anyone they would look at you with nothing but disgust, you put on a happy, bubbly front that is undoubtedly unsettling because everyone can just sense that there is something wrong with you.

You are kind to others because you want something. You aren't being nice to them because you actually like them or care about their well-being, and when you get what you want you're going to hurt them just like that person hurt you.

And then when you're all alone, you realize that you are truly all alone. You have no one, you have no one who you can seek comfort from, you have nothing. No friends, no family, and then it hits you.

What worth do you have if you feel nothing? If all you do is destroy the things around you, what reason do you have to keep going?

And then you're sucked deeper into the black hole that has replaced your heart. You start hurting yourself to feel something, anything. Even if it's only pain, at least you feel something.

And when you have become numb to the pain, when you really don't feel anything anymore, can't feel anything anymore, what then? What use do you have if you can no longer feel anything, if no one cares about you, if all you do is destroy? If everything around you is telling you "you are no longer human", what point is there to existing?

Now you have finally realized that there is only one solution to your problem.

The only question is "which method do I use to get that solution?".

Being a Dazai Kinnie is an indescribable feeling. A terrible, empty feeling. It means a life of loneliness and isolation, a life that leaves you hollow and soulless.

Being a Dazai Kinnie is knowing that no matter how you look at it, you are truly no longer human.

"And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours, and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable, I simply am not there." -Patrick Bateman, American Psycho (2000)