#happy holidays I guess

[turndecassette2]

anyways, uploaded this old thing 'an arrow for the king' onto: itch & Patreon. it's free

[mocksterling]

It's Christmas Eve and both Halloween and Thanksgiving are trending idk what happened but keep to going guys

[rikaspotting]

Poppy: Rika, why is it bad when robbers break into houses, but it's okay when Santa does it?

Rika: 'Cause he brings us free stuff, duh.

Poppy: Oh! That makes sense.

Rika mentally: She has a point...

[hotasfahrenheit]

scrolling tumblr out in the open at my in-laws is like russian roulette with gifs, how many posts can i get past before my mother-in-law glances over my shoulder and sees a gif of two men tearing each other's clothes off and sticking their tongues down each other's throats

[tworegimesof]

I fixed Lilies (changed the names + corrected Ijichi’s name (lol) + the worst typos + cleaned it up so that the reading experience has much improved) and now I feel a lot better about it. It's no longer my shame lol.

Lilies - SatoSho, E. No archive warnings apply, but please mind the other tags.

I have a lot of mixed feelings about this story because I wrote it right when I got into JJK so a lot of it reflects my own misunderstandings about canon. I got some comments on it that made me feel misunderstood and hurt my feelings. Life happened to me and I feel like I became a lot more disillusioned and cynical, so it was hard to remember the person who wrote that story.

It has its faults (and some of the typos, my god), but when I went to edit it, and saw all the nice things people said about this story, and how it led to people reading my other stories, I ended up appreciating it a whole lot more. I usually feel like I'm talking into the void, but that's what being a fic writer is all about. There's a lot I could say, but I think thank you sums it all up.

[let-them-eat-cake-cake-etc]

All I got for Christmas was food poisoning and familial body shaming 🫠

[just-a-forest-nymph]

There no better way to end your day at work than with a (presumably Christian) meth addict tweaking out while rambling that “Santa was created by witches to trick kids into believing magic was real to damn their souls for Satan’s taking” or something like that… to which I nodded and said “wow how interesting. Your total is $4.88”😐

[marigoldbaker]

I cannot take my mother offering me money it is starting to grate on me IMMENSELY. like it is literally not possible for me to reconcile with her because last time i tried she created 17 safety hazards and made me feel consistently horrible! but the money is helpful! but taking money from her is weird as hell when i know i am not going to speak to her again once i am fully financially independent! and to have her offer to pay for a replacement plane ticket for me RIGHT NOW when i am sick is misery inducing

[arvandus]

I’m either getting sick with a new cold, or my sinusitis outlived my amoxicillin prescription. Either way I’m starting to feel shitty again.

[alltoofuckingwell]

to be a teacher in America - Happy Holidays!

[electria1]

It’s kind of adorable honestly 💕

every time i listen to “you’re a mean one mr. grinch” i can’t help but sit there and think “what did the grinch do to hurt you?” because dude just stands there for 2 minutes and 58 seconds and drags the grinch into the dirt

[girldadbuckley]

i'm sorry to whoever sent me an ask but in true tumblr fashion it's been consumed by the void

[lunarstarfire]

What is Christmas without a holiday induced breakdown?

[out-there-artist]

Currently crashing tf out (I’m smoking weed)

[ashitomarisu]

Got a wood burning tool kit

Trying to make something

Already burned three of my fingers...

fuck

[ineffablehogwash]

My psychiatrist asked that I go ahead with a week-long break off of my adhd meds (timed it with a few days off from work and once my period was over, not that I get a vacation from work, but a like, one day off, one day on, two days off moment) to ensure I'm not building a tolerance I guess?

I'm only on day three and it sucks so much. I feel incredibly useless, which tbf it's ultimately nothing new to me, cause this is how I felt pre-medication, but all of it - the binge eating, decision paralysis, general inability to decide on anything, do anything - it's still so frustrating. I can barely read. I haven't been able to complete anything for days. I know that I've been curt with my partner unintentionally, my patience with them and my kid is so thin. I'm so exhausted and fatigued, but I can't sleep at night.

Luckily, I ultimately know that they and the others in my immediate circle understand, but it still doesn't help me not feel like shit about it for now.

I'm looking forward to Friday so I can go back to my new "normal.". There's so much I want to do. I miss being functional. 🙃