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people who watch videos or listen to music out loud on the bus my fucking detesteds
#its 6am#nobody wants to hear your shitty music through your shitty phone speakers#its so fucking rude#happens every fucking morning#keith speaks#i am so tired
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You know what, I figured out why we're having so many errors in Destiny 2 now. It's because with the addition of Micah-10, we've finally reached a critical mass of women with drop dead gorgeous voices, and the game simply can't handle it anymore. It's like Telesto. Too powerful. If they'd actually put Ikora Rey in a rendered cutscene for more than 5 seconds it would have shut down the servers for good
#destiny 2#destiny the game#destiny spoilers#the final shape#the final shape spoilers#micah 10#ikora rey#eris morn#mara sov#elsie bray#savathûn#we're really quite spoiled for women with amazing voices#you know what we're Not spoiled for?#ikora rey being allowed to be part of the fucking story#look its a fantastic expansion ok.#its just incredibly galling that my least favorite thing is Also happening alongside it.#once again ikora gets shoved out of the limelight in favor of everyone else#gets relegated back to emotional support#is allowed one Tiny outburst of her own hurt feelings only for it to be swept under the rug because there are always Bigger Problems#why didnt we get to hear from ophiuchus?#we got beautiful interactions between every other guardian and their ghost#literally everyone else got a nightmare gauntlet exploring their insecurities and flaws#but no ikora gets to quietly meditate and fail to commune with the traveler#and then cayde gets to contact it instead#all i wanted this expansion was some emotional resolution for ikora#i was so excited after her reunion scene with cayde i was like oh god we're really doing it!#but no. no no.#the sexism of it. the racism of it. the misogynoir#im so tired this has happened in every goddamn fandom ive been in for the past decade#sourghost.jpeg
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text from thirteen by @anna-scribbles
art by me :)
read thirteen read thirteen it’s everything read thirteen read thirteen read thirteen read thirteen<3 happy thirteen day. have you read thirteen yet. read it again if you have. prepare for your life to be changed if you haven’t.
#thirteen#anna#my art#ml art#miraculous ladybug fic#ml fic#adrien agreste#gabriel agreste#emilie agreste#something happened to me last night prior to last night i only had backgrounds because i was really doing everything for them#and then i was like oh fuck i need to kick my ass in gear . thirteen day is tomorrow#and then i proceeded to stay up until FIVE IN THE MORNING adding the characters details and the words#it’s been a while since ive done that. of course anna would be the cause#anyway i am so insane about thirteen. every panel color and detail of this comic holds significance not just to me but also to how i view#this fic. so if you’re wondering if a color means something or if a background detail feels out of place. that’s because im insane and#and it all DOES mean something#anyway. im in a rush i have work in an hour and a half and i have to look after my old band director’s dogs before i go
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fuck weekly meeting
#we had a fucking 4.5 hour meeting in the afternoon#(and 1 hour in the morning)#6 different people with 6 different topics and fields to discuss#brain exploding sfx#just kill me i can't fucking handle that#how am i alive#everyone is upset in the end why do we make all meetings happen on monday#no i didn't even do the draft im drawing a titan and im straight to bed leap of faith style face down slapping on my pillow#anyway idk if im gonna wake up at 10pm or 4am goodnight#destiny 2#destiny titan#destiny warlock#destiny 2 art#my art#(edit: okay maybe not entirely different fields but still every change of topic makes me more detached from reality#(i typed this on a my bed and mobile tumblr doesnt have the best tag editing feature so fuck it im just gonna append this
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i genuinely do not care if the time jump between season 7 finale and season 8 premiere is like 6 months or a year or ten years or that bucktommy will have been dating for centuries in 8x04 or whatever. i dont care about in-show time, i care about the time i had them on screen and i will be pissed af if they move in together that early
#seems like im very much not on the same page i.e. where we left bucktommy in their relationship#time matters so little what matters is where i think bucktommy were at the end of 710 and that wasnt moving in together in three eps dynami#even 7x10 date - while not as official as 7x05 date - was two men still in the thrill of dating period where every word they say is still#flirty and a casual dinner still comes with wine and romantic music#and if the shift from that to “we basically live together” happens off screen i will be pissed as fuck#i think when ppl say buck has new relationship glow in his s8 appearance they mean “he has a /life/ partner he goes home to” whereas i mean#“he has a boyfriend who picks him up right after his shift for an exciting date flight to santa barbara”#they have their google calendars synced vs still texting each other whens your next rest day i have a surprise for you#im okay being the only person to think this but i'll still be pissed off whatever morning rant#mimi.txt#bucktommy
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i think this was funnier in my head.
#puppy draws#yo-kai watch#katie forester#jibanyan#whisper#whisper ykw#usapyon#hailey anne thomas#as a diagnosed autistic person i can confirm that the autism evaluation results#just being a picture of the autism creature with text saying you have the tism is accurate#i don't even remember how this idea came to me i think i was just overly tired this morning and then this happened#also ignore the fact that i refuse to accept nate as being canon protagonist katie is like way better sorry besties <3#that's like 80% a joke. every main yo-kai watch character is my blorbo and nate is included in that#i just also prefer katie. playing 3 and rewatching the anime + reading the manga did endear me to nate more though#i like how he's average but also totally bisexual. no i will not elaborate#why do my tags always get so derailed. uhhhh back to autism. hailey is so fucking autistic ngl#there's like at least five different instances in 3 of her just completely failing to read the room#she's totally hyperfixated on sailor cuties and next harmeowny#she has adhd vibes too i think but. the tism is very strong#i can't decide my favorite part of this between the “yippee!! you have the tism” image and jibanyan asking what autism is#he doesn't know because he has autism by default through being a cat he didn't need a diagnosis#i feel like all of them are autistic tbh but that's probably just me projecting. i totally gave katie autism in the rewrite though#i wasn't even trying to i just don't know what neurotypicals are like because i got that autistic rizz. and adhd rizz. mostly the adhd#i am definitely also autistic but i think my adhd effects me a lot more in day-to-day life#since i usually just interact with my moms who know i'm autistic and are also both neurodivergent#and people online. most of who are autistic because it's mostly on tumblr and this is the autism website#yo-kai watch more like yo-gay watchtism amirite-#oh also very amused by hailey just poofing into existence in the second picture. as you do
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strangling my past self How Did You Write Reasonably Sized Fics So Easily
#IVE FORGOTTEN HOW TO NOT GET CARRIED AWAY HELP#sitting here with scenes that should NOT BE 5 THOUSAND FUCKING WORDS LONG HELLOOOOOOOOO#my brain: You Have To Show Every Single Thing. Every Convo. Every Action. They Have To Know#NO! THEY DONT! ITS CLUTTERED AND BORING AND AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#see this is what happens when you don't write seriously for FUCKIGN MONTHS-#its fine we're fine im Calm#trying to edit my own stuff is like wrangling some Wild Beast with my bare hands#she has horns! i am bleeding from Several large punctures! i will not let go!#absolutely unprompted#past me: bangin out 2k-5k fics that include multiple scenes and conversations each of perfect length#me now: and so this simple 'good morning' exchange will take ten pages-#WAILING WAILING#but god damn i need to create Something i have to i have to#i feel like im losing my mind....#I WANT TO BE POSTING FIC AGAIN CMON CMON
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we know binghe and sqq still consider binghe to be a disciple of qing jing, but is that recognized by anyone else? I imagine it's pretty awkward with anyone who was around for, y'know, the entirety of books two and three, but ning yingying still tells him to call her shijie so that's gotta count for something. basically I'm asking this because I'm wondering if new disciples were brought onto the peak, whether they'd call him shixiong
#this thought is brought to you by thinking about that post that's like#'every cultivation sect needs an evil shixiong'#the other option is that new baby disciples clock that he's married to their new shizun#and theyre like ah. shiniang.#binghe immediately has to excuse himself to burst into happy tears#im just imagining some random ten year old gets accepted onto qing jing#they don't know any of the cultivation world gossip and all of that shit happened when they were single digits#and maybe theyre learning about demons or something in class and they learn about the demon emperor#and theyre like oh? who's that?#and someone's like you didnt know? it's luo binghe#and the kid is like. you mean my fucking shixiong? you mean shizun's wife??#last i saw him he was delivering handmade sweets to shizun during his lecture this morning.#i've been here six months and i've seen him cry on seven different occasions. no way he's the emperor
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Me, finally catching a break from the gut churning, debilitating anxiety that's had me on the edge of nausea for days: maybe I will get some unbroken rest? Or even eat?
My fucking hellbrain: wait. The lack of anxiety is suspicious. What are you forgetting? Here's 15 scenarios where you go to federal jail for tax fraud. It could happen! Can you recall exactly what you entered in your tax return? No? Then it could be wrong. You could have lied. You could have entered everything incorrectly. You don't know. We need to plan your court case right now.
#genuinely every time i catch a fucking break this happens with some fucking stupid bullshit scenario#and if i cant disprove them with evidence then i cant get rid of the feeling of being hunted for sport#if i can disprove it it moves to the next scenario#or it goes “aha! but the fact that you havent received any emails from the ATO about inconsistiencies in your return#means that theyre already putting a case for felony tax fraud against you and the police are going to come and arrest you tomorrow morning#you had better confess now to get a lighter sentence#not confessing that it was an accident will prove to them that you did it on purpose#bitch i just want to sleep and also to stop shitting my guts out from anxiety#we dont have to do this im fucking begging you
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i am being so brave about my storm anxiety, i deserve a cookie
#really tho i'm actually proud of myself oiefjaoi#i am a little bit nervous but i've been managing it SO well? and talking myself out of irrational thoughts regarding it#even despite having a nightmare about my worst fears related to storms happening this morning lol#like usually if there's going to be a storm i'm a fucking disaster for at least two days beforehand#but i'm shockingly doing well. like i said. still nervous but managing my anxiety#i have no idea how or why this switch flipped and i have been able to do this but it's such a relief#i'm sure it won't work as well w like severe storm warnings and such#but not being petrified every time there's a chance of thunderstorms will be quite useful. given that it's fucking storm season lol#*dykeposting
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real talk though; if i could surgically remove the Bruce & Alfred scenes out of Gotham TV and make an entire separate Batman project out of them i would, because they're so distinctly different from the rest of the show and from the common Batman comic narratives, it floors me everytime. If we take the whole show as a body, the heart is placed in Bruce Wayne and it bleeds into his relationships with people, but most importantly with Alfred. It's such stark and exciting constrast to how Batman comics generally portray Bruce Wayne or the Batman persona; Gotham!Bruce is so tender and bare and transparent, heart beating and bleeding so close to his skin, you can see when it taints through his shirt, and his moments of absolute irrational sentimentality are not played cheap or like missteps in a planned protocol rational persona, they're utterly sincere and every emotion he expresses is as integral to his character as his moments of analytical calculation.
#like it's just so incredibly fascinating to me; how different and distinct Gotham TV's approach to Bruce Wayne was#Every Other Tuesday Morning Batman Comic: Batman is a cool and detached guy who is occasionally plagued by 2.5 emotions#that he beats himself up about in private and beats criminals in public about at 3am#and then he doesn't feel emotions for the next 35 years#Gotham TV: Bruce throws Alfred out of Wayne Manor in two separate occasions and then runs back and kisses his shiny shoes and cries#and holds him and kisses his templeand serenades a fucking love letter to him the Waynes' charity gala saying Alfred is the man who made hi#Like. godddd Gotham Alfred and Bruce are so desperate for each other as each other's purpose and meaning#Alfred has wholly dissolved into Bruce's narrative to the point that Bruce fucking kills him and he smiles and accepts and adores Bruce#as Bruce drives a sword right through his heart. like YEP THAT'S SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED!!!!#and the English language doesn't have words for me to describe with the way Alfred soothes and holds the Brainwashed Bruce#as he tries to get him back. the tears and the ''i love you; i love you''s#the same ''i love you''s that Bruce cries by his hospital bed after he slices through him#hashtag never forget how insane Gotham TV was!!!!!#not the most intelligent or well executed Batman media but ohhhhhhh boy; the most tender hearted one indeed!#Gotham TV#Bruce Wayne#Batman
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maybe i need meds???
#knocks on skull like GOD CAN YOU JUST FUCKING EMOTIONALLY REGULATE I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD#been swinging wildly between 'i need help' & 'im faking it' every single HOUR#the thing is. and this is the thing. my life right now is as close to perfect as i'll ever get there is literally nothing wrong#im MEANT to be HAPPY why am i UNSTABLE#im thinking meds maybe but also it's just such a pain#to book a drs appt to get put on a mental health plan to be put on a waiting list for a shrink then convince said shrink that I need meds#sounds painful#don't think I can do it...#but. ive booked a drs appt so baby steps.#but see like I booked it on wed bc I was very much going to have a breakdown at my desk then immediately felt silly on thurs morning bc#I felt fine??? then hours later I was like no. not fine actually#im going to fucking chuck#hex.txt#personal#personal posts are only on this blog bc u guys are more used to hearing me blabber bullshit than my main#does anyone wanna tell me some good news or something nice happening in their life
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i need a new strategy for like, cleaning my room and doing yoga and reading and leaving the house. the adhd has reached mythic levels of bad. i have the thought, "i should do X," and then i won't move. i make a to-do list and i won't do anything on it. i queue up a yoga practice and i won't do it. i stare at my room and get stressed out about how cluttered it is. i write 3000 words of notes for a fic i don't even know if i'm going to write. i think and i think and i think about my OCs and they won't let me write them. i spend hours looking at stuff i can't buy. i take like an hour to write this.
#rum.txt#i have to do something about my phone...........#i might be able to uninstall tumblr#i can't uninstall twitter because the stupid fucking thing turns off notifications when you do#so i wouldn't be able to catch up on the accs i have notifs on for#(a very small list of forcebook- and kaibaek-related accs)#i can't uninstall instagram because of forcebook again lol#i also use it for recipes sigh#but i might start just... leaving it in my room when i get up and see how that goes#i'd also have to try to not look at my phone first thing in the morning#i also have to start actually getting up in the morning#i think that's the main thing#ok maybe when i take my medication in the evening i start getting ready for bed#it'll take long enough that it'll probably still be late but reasonable late#and not like. almost 3 am like now#one of the problems with my room right now is that i have a lot of STUFF#and i'm afraid of getting rid of the STUFF#because the last time i got rid of a bunch of STUFF#(mostly clothes)#i totally regretted most of it and i'm still like ah shit i don't have that anymore? :(#but also i have a big bed that i just want OUT of there#and a huge wardrobe that unfortunately holds a lot of the STUFF#so i don't know where all the STUFF would go#and every job i apply to sucks#and every job i actually want is TERRIFYING in both its unattainability and the miniscule possibility of its improbable successful executio#so i'm like stressed out about a thing that hasn't happened to make something that hasn't happened that i'm also stressed out about#every possible scenario whether i want it or not feels like it could lead to a meltdown because everything is so god damn hard right now#AND I FEEL SO!!!!!! SMALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#and the worst part is that i know all this is because my stupid fucking period is coming up#but just because my hormones are making me feel overwhelmed and melodramatic about everything doesn't make anything i've said untrue
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question for the fanfic readers (and writers) who are out here working full time jobs:
how/when do you make time to read/write fanfics?
my tendency to read fanfics late at night will not be such a good idea when i’m out of school and working in the real world, when i can’t just say fuck it and show up with only a few hours of sleep.
#sincerely someone who will be working an internship where i’ll be starting at 7:30 every morning#which means i’ll be waking up around 6 every day#and therefore cannot stay up until midnight reading fanfics like i’ve been doing a lot#but i still need my silly little fanfics to get through the day#and i would like the reassurance that that is still possible even when working full time#and like realistically i know i can carve out time in my day to read fanfics but like nighttime is me time#and therefore fanfic time. which is a bad habit to have really#my sleep schedule is so fucked up#oh and also while taking care of household stuff like cleaning/cooking/laundry. forgot to mention that bit#i’m also worried that if i start reading a fanfic in the morning i just won’t get anything done that day bcuz i’ll want to just read said#fanfic…that has happened before. multiple times. so it’s a valid concern#fanfics#ao3#archive of our own#fanfic#fanfiction#fandom#reinanova rambles
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one of the more dykey looks i’ve ever put together lol
#my face#fit check: was going for the masculine fruity vibe of 70s men’s fashion but kind of ended up looking like a gay 70s pirate instead#good morning to all the morning wizards out there#people who are wizard brained enough to realize that the morning is the gayest fuckinf time of all#only thing i like about the long winter nights is seeing orion resting in the stars every night#he comforts me from above in the evening#bc fuck night time#controversial take time in the tags i guess#that’s what happens when you wake and bake y’all
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sorry i got so heated for that ask but it makes me more upset that the anon wanted to censor something that is not a slur. do not treat random words like that as if they're the cursed words to open up the fucking necronomicon. people want others to be more "aware" or on top of slurs to not offend anyone, but then that shit is thrown in my face like its MY fault.
we both are fat. we're overweight, and even i can proudly say that. i can use other words to describe myself, but fat is a word i can use. anyone can use it. don't restrict it and think no one can use it because YOU think its bad. dont go on a purity streak and try to cleanse the unholy out of every goddamn human.
thats the end of my rant, but jesus christ, go circlejerk on reddit about slurs if you wanna cry about it so fucking bad.
#// *this happens every time we fuck around and it pisses me off#// *and the fact that we did this shit in the morning and SUDDENLY someone has a problem with it#// *like what lmao#🐺 * 𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄𝐒 : out of character#🐺 * 𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄𝐒 : public service announcement
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