#hand trauma cw

[fictionkinfessions]

Jimmy, I fucking hate you. I hate you. I trusted you and you hurt Anya and blamed Swansea. You crashed the fucking ship and lied about it and you doomed all of us. I trusted you and you killed us. You killed everyone and lied about it because you were fucking jealous, or whatever. I don't fucking care why you did it.

God, Swansea. Anya. Curly. God, I hope you're okay. None of you deserved that. None of you deserved what happened. You were just doing your jobs and that piece of shit killed you. We didn't deserve that.

Swansea, thank you for trying to help me. Thank you for sparing me in the end. It really hurt haha.

Anya, god, I don't know what to say. I'm so sorry. I'm so so sorry. I hope you feel safe now, at least.

Curly, you were a good captain. You had your reputation destroyed and fucking hands blown off for a guy who wanted nothing more than to ruin you. I'm sorry it happened. I'm sorry you were in so much pain at the end.

I hope something nice happens to you today. And Jimmy, I pray to god you're different now, if you're here. Because fucking God help anyone who knows you if you're not.

-Daisuke , Mouthwashing fictive. #sharkfeed

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[needleanddead]

okay but like she's a ten but she says she wants to cut off your fingers because they're crooked n replace them ..

well, in all fairness, she promises you’ll end up with very nice hands when all is said and done! they’ll look so much better. she’ll be able to make sure you get to have pretty rings and pretty nails on at all times, they’ll look lovely neatly folded in your lap, and if you don’t quite have the same range of movement you once did - well, it will help ensure you don’t mess up her meticulously tied ribbons and bows or your carefully styled hair or her just-so arrangement of everything - and, naturally, will dissuade you from attempted escape.

she’s not a monster. you’ll at least get some anaesthetic and pain relief before she breaks every single one of your fingers to replace them! and if the bones are good enough, maybe she’ll only need to reset them and you’ll get to keep the original ones—!

[fates-theysband]

i have one of those coffee table that raises up, that's what i use as a desk for personal things, and i just. Dropped it on my finger 🙃

[muzzlemouths]

On the research for finger amputation - let's just say 2020 was an extra shitty year and I had to go through with a partial amputation of my pointer finger :') Also personally experienced decay on the skin and whoa boy, the emotional pain of cleaning dressings for an entire month while watching the skin rot was terrible. By the end I was numb to it, but there was a certain point where I just would cry the entire time. So ughh, you can really get some emotional pain there, if feeling it.

Bruh you win the "my 2020 sucked more than yours" race, hands down (ba dum tss).

That's an insane experience to go through - and absolutely grueling, emotions wise. Hats off to you for surviving that ordeal and still being able to talk about it.

Based on the information you just gave and my own research, I think the safest bet would be to time-skip a full year between The Finger Event™ and the larger portion of fic. That way I can still make mentions of the recovery process without it dragging on too long and preventing the actual plot from coming into play.

I'd assumed another finger would eventually pick up the slack of the missing digit but it's great to have that (along with the specific finger taking over) confirmed! I'm taking many notes.

Thank you for sending in these asks! They've helped me a bunch, and I already feel more confident in pursuing the idea 👌👌👌

[heartofhubris]

anyway wanan see the scab from the cut on my figner from earlier this week it's like right under the nail

[howlsofbloodhounds]

killer deliberately provoking people into attacking or hurting him—especially anyone who claims that they “don’t want to fight him” or “don’t want to hurt him”—sometimes for the purpose of satisfaction and validation in the belief that pain will always be a part of his existence and everyone feels the same urges to hurt or be hurt that he does and everyone would love the chance to hurt him if he just let them or gave them a valid excuse.

he really likes provoking the so called “pacifists” into doing horrid shit like snapping his bones or you know almost killing him cuz its just further proof that he’s right

[clownbastard]

Villain and violent, infant and innocent

Baby, both arms cradle you now

Both arms cradle you now

I started this like two months ago or so but abandoned it because I wanted to learn how to tween in capcut (I failed lmao). But since Nexus is dead and I'm still bawling my eyes out about it, I might as well post it.

[mirrorsoftheotherself]

...What?

"Again. You need a doctor. Better tools for the job." Alongside proper numbing agents. "Like- Uh-"

He's snapping his fingers trying to jog his memory.

"Fuck, what's her name? I swear, it's on the top of my tongue..." The panicking probably had him scrambled a little bit.

"Okay, okay let's see uh..." Ren was trying to figure out the best way of dealing with this and how to pull it out. It was fairly stuck in there and pulling at it just caused a bit of pain. "I need something that I can use to pull on it with. Small pliers or something?"

[heraldofsomething]

Assassin's Creed: Origins The False Oracle

I die, my work unfinished. So close, so very close to ushering in the perpetual rule of the strong and virtuous! The vault will give us the power of the gods - what is one boy?

[fictionkinfessions]

at times i would rather cut my own fingers off than admit by written word that i regret the things i inflicted on you. at others, or sometimes simultaneously, i feel willing to cut out my own heart, plate it, and pair it with a fine wine. i'd present it to you for judgement on my knees. i would cry, however you responded. the possibility of your anger, the possibility of your forgiveness - my dear younger brother, my sweet little brother, it makes me weep. #🃏🍷

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[seraphalpha]

Angels are my funky little hyper-fixation.

The idea of just being breathed to life, to immediate indelible purpose, knowing nothing else but adoration for your Creator (holy-holy-holy), and love for everything in creation. That includes your perfect home, your siblings, and that includes yourself. Everything is as it should be, everyone is doing what they should be, and you're utterly content.

Do you have free-will? Why would you need it? What would you even do with it?

The idea of falling. That terrible, beautiful first breath of freedom, undercut by immediate sorrow. "Innocence lost cannot be regained", but even more: a broken machine cannot be relied upon. In finding yourself, you have destroyed what you were meant to be. Your Creator (holy-holy-holy) has thrown you away.

Would you still be you if you got "fixed"? Would the "flaw" just recur? Why can't you help but think of it in those terms?

You have the Fallen, your comrades in arms, your fellow damned. But you left two-thirds of Heaven behind, people you loved because you were made to love them, and who were made to love you in return. The oldest family in the universe, your family, is broken now.

Do you still love them, your siblings that stayed behind? Some fought against your newfound freedom, yes. But some just looked on, a few perhaps even in envy, too afraid to join you, but most in simple horror as their world dissolved. Do you resent them too?

You broke your family.

Do you hate them simply because they lacked your will, your conviction? Do you hate them for being better machines? Do you hate them knowing, in their own naive, ignorant, hurtful way, that they still love you?

To deny fault is to deny the very free-will you sought to prove you have. To blame Him (holy-holy-holy) is to admit to His (holy-holy-holy) infinite power which you, nonetheless, defy.

And from the other side, what of your poor lost kin? How could they do this?

Angels are purpose-made, gears in the Machine. The Host is singular, inexorable, deterministic. They turn the wheels of the Universe, from the birth and death of stars, to the birth and death of mortal creatures.

Why would your siblings do this, don't they love you? You are loved. Was there a flaw in the Design? He (holy-holy-holy) cannot err, by definition. What happens now that they're gone, what happens to their purpose? All goes according to plan. Then why can't you stop having these thoughts?

I'm not religious at all, but...

[meeks-just-wants-to-scroll]

“What if we make two men who hate each other and an unfortunate rich boy travel across the RDR2 map while avoiding an apocalypse-level monster invasion?” - Doeiika, at some point.

Go read The World by @doeiika / SourApplechips on AO3.

Under the cut is art involving blood / gore… also a brief reference to Blood Under The Snow by Amras.

To be the protagonist is to be changed (physically and or mentally).

[whump-card]

Nails

Art taglist: @angst-after-dark, @whumpsday, @flowersarefreetherapy, @rainydaywhump, @softvampirewhump

[imalayla]

Before it eats my brain up I will type out weird interaction with the neighbor diagonal from me. I'm walking Stol, he pees on a tree on the side of the street opposite from my house. It's not a yard, it's an empty spanse of grass, weeds, and trees that are between the parking pad of the apartment building, and the street.

Guy (tall, large, older man maybe 50s-60s) pulls up into his driveway and gets out. At first I don't even register that he's talking to me. But I finally realize he's asking me "is that your yard?"

I said "sorry?" Not sure if I heard him right.

"is that your yard??" (He sounds slurred , perhaps drunk?)

"No that's not my yard."

"don't let your dog go in other people's yards."

At this point I'm ?? Not sure how to process this but my alarm bells are going off due to this man's body language and tone of voice. So I just say "my dog peed on the tree." cuz I don't know what else to say.

He says even louder "don't matter, that's not your yard."

I wanted to say well is it YOUR yard?! But I just said "big deal, he peed on a tree, it's fine."

I continue walking Stoli, trying to ignore the guy but I can tell he's following me a little down the street which makes me even more nervous. I hear him saying something but I dont catch the whole thing.

Stoli stops to poop (and again I must stress this is NOT a yard. It's essentially a no-mans land, unkempt side of a residential street with overgrown weeds, invasive plants, bare dirt, etc.)

I am getting poop bags out when I hear the guy about "AND NOW HES TAKIN A SHIT? HES SHITTING?"

I don't say anything at this point but NGL my temper is spiking. I pick up the poop and debate on yelling back that if he doesn't shut up I'll throw the shit bag in his face. I keep walking though. I don't know why but it got my blood pressure up SO much.

I hear him say one more time "THAT DOG IS SHITTING!" But I continue walking around the loop and the guy stops following me after I ignored him over the shit comment.

This is the first time I've ever seen this man or even interacted with people in that house.

The place Stoli peed isn't his house or yard or land. What a bizarre thing to get angry about, my dog hiking his leg on a tree that's by the street. I picked up his poop as I always do. It makes me nervous bc no matter where I go for walks I have to walk past this guy's house because it's RIGHT there, corner lot diagonal from ours. Low key was afraid of being assaulted or shot, but it may just be my PTSD hyper vigilance. He was giving off some rancid vibes.

[anewp0tat0]

I've been thinking recently, so here's a headcanon:

when Ciel is in a moment of distress, near panic attack perhaps, if someone were to reach out and touch him so that Ciel could feel their skin, his distress would be amplified. however, he does not react that way in response to a gloved hand reaching out for him. in fact, it is almost soothing. afterall, the hand that has comforted him for the past almost 4 years has been gloved. so if he was ever conditioned to fear all touch, that behavior eventually went extinct.

[tangledinink]

this is really stupid but like.

... is there anyone else in this fandom whose twin has died? am i the only one?