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multi-fandom-enjoyer · 7 months ago
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Gwen and Spider-Reader relax on the couch after a long day of patrol.
Gwen: I'm beat. Pizza and movie night?
Y/n: If cuddles are included, then it sounds like a plan.
The two kissed before Y/n picked up their phone to call Joe's pizza.
Deadpool: Sorry to interrupt this cute moment, but...
Y/n and Gwen turned around to see Deadpool standing in front of an orange, rectangular portal.
Deadpool: I kind of need Y/n's help saving the multiverse.
Y/n: Again? We just had a multiversal crisis a year ago!
Deadpool: I know, but it's become a popular trend in comic book movies besides we need a Team Red crossover.
Y/n turned to Gwen to she thought.
Gwen: It's alright. Just come back in one piece but if something happens I'm coming for you Wade.
Deadpool: Trust me, I know. I've seen Hawkeye and Arcane.
Y/n: Alright, let's go.
He jumped through the portal with Wade following soon after.
Deadpool: Let's f#*k!n' go!
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Deadpool: Really a censor!? That's the slogan of the movie!
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6rookie-writer0110 · 1 year ago
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Never mind the odds
Hailee Steinfeld x male reader
Request: Hailee Steinfeld x male reader. Can you do one where the reader is a super cute boyfriend, like he brings her food when she’s on set and is just an amazing boyfriend in general, but he is also really hot and protective, so when she was filming coast he saw a guy talking about her body and checking her out and she was really uncomfortable so he steps up and scares the guy and takes him away, but he comes back to comfort her and he just stays on set till the end of the day to take her home?
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You finished face time with your girlfriend, and she is feeling stressed out. You drive to buy her favorite food and iced coffee, then you drive to the studio. You don't tell her that you are going because you want to surprise her. You went to the set with the food and drink, she saw you before you saw her. Hailee starts to smile and walks toward you
“Y/n, you came” Hailee smiled.
She gave you a peck on the lips.
“I figured you must be hungry, so I got food for you,” You said.
“Oh, you remember the iced coffee I like” Hailee smiled.
“Yeah, I have the receipt saved. You should eat, because I know you would skip lunch” You said.
“You came in just in because it's time for lunch and I didn't eat breakfast, I didn't have time,” Hailee said.
You and Hailee sit down, and she starts to eat the food you got for her. You start to ask about her day and you listen to her, then she asked what you have been doing.
“Oh, Y/n try this” Hailee smiled.
She feeds you the chicken pasta it has a new sauce on it. You start to eat it and she waits for your response.
“What do you think?” Hailee asked.
“I like it,” You said.
While she is eating her lunch, you can hear two guys talking about her. You don't like what they are saying and you noticed that she is uncomfortable. Her mood changed and she stopped eating.
“She is so hot. I want to have my way with her” He said.
“Same. She won't say no to us and she has a hot ass” His friend said.
They continued to talk about her, then you stood up and walked toward them. You grabbed the guy’s shirt and you start to glare at him.
“Don’t talk about her like that or I will break every bone in your body, I won't hesitate” You said.
“I won't talk about her,” He said.
“Good. Don't go near her” You said.
You let go and went sit next to her again, you just smiled at her. The guys moved away and you gently hold her hand. You decided to stay on set all day, to make sure no one else would bother her. But you and Hailee did take a nap in her trailer, she is always the little spoon.
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You noticed that Hailee isn't happy and went to lie on the bed. She has on your shirt and you sit next to her.
“Why are your shirts so comfortable to wear?” Hailee asked.
“I don't know. But I have noticed half of my pajama shirts are gone” You said.
She takes your shirts when she travels for work.
“There is no chocolate and I'm on my period” Hailee sighed.
“Oh that's why you are grumpy,” You said.
She smacked your leg.
“What was that for?” You asked.
“I’m not grumpy,” Hailee said.
You kissed her head and you put a blanket on her. You leave and went to the store, you get chocolate, iced coffee, and some snacks then went home.
“I got chocolate for you,” You said.
“You are the best boyfriend, Y/n!” Hailee smiled.
She pulled you close to her and she starts to kiss you. She ate some of the chocolate. You are lying on your back and she snuggled on you. You have your arm around her and she has her leg on top of you. A few minutes later, she fell asleep on you and you don't move or say anything to her. You closed your eyes
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Hailee was away filming and it's been weeks since you two saw each other. You went to the airport and you are holding flowers for her, you can't wait to see her. Hailee is on the escalator and she saw you, she starts to smile. Once she got off the escalator she rushed towards you. She jumped on you and you are holding her tight.
“I missed you!” Hailee said.
“I missed you too, babe,” You said.
She starts to kiss you and you are smiling.
“The flowers are for you,” You said between kisses.
“Thanks, babe. Let's go home” Hailee smiled.
You gently put her down and she grabbed the flowers. You get her luggage and she follows you to the car.
She was taking a shower and she has on your shirt. You are in the kitchen making her something to eat, and she walks into the kitchen and wrapped her arms around you from behind.
“It’s almost done,” You said.
She doesn't let go of you. You turned off the stove and then turned around, now you have your arms around her.
“I thought since I have time off, maybe we can go away on a trip,” Hailee said.
“It has been a while since we got away. Where should we go?” You said.
“I don't know, yet. Maybe we talk about it while we eat?” Hailee said.
You kiss her on the lips and she starts to smile.
“Yeah,” You said.
You and Hailee sat down and start to eat while talking about the trip.
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You and Hailee are at a basketball game, sitting courtside. The kiss cam went on you two, then she kissed you on the lips. Some of her red lipstick is on your lips and you are just smiling. Then you put your arm around her and you take a drink from your cup.
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multi-fandom-enjoyer · 7 months ago
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Thank you!
Petra Parker tries hiding while at the beach…
She peers over a rock…
Y/N Stark playfully tackles her from behind…
Petra: ahh! (giggles) no fair!
Y/N: I got you! What do I win?
Petra kisses Y/N gently on the lips…
Y/N: perfect. Do you want your consolation prize?
Petra giggles as Y/N kisses her gently and nuzzles her…
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teaaagan · 10 months ago
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Sleepover
Clint: Have a sleepover they said.
Kate, from the kitchen: PUT IT OUT! PUT IT OUT!
Y/N: IT’S TOO BIG TO SMOTHER!! GET THE ANTI FLAMETHROWER!!
Peter: It’s called a fire extinguisher. A FIRE EXTINGUISHER!!
-Glass shatters, something explodes, screams in unision-
Clint: It’ll be fun they said.
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scmg11 · 7 months ago
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HAILEE STEINFELD x READER
BODYGUARD
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A/N: HELLO BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE! HOW ARE YOU?
As I got swiped away by inspiration and already wrote 8 chapters for my new book, I wanted to surprise you. So I finished proofreading this a new chapter for you!
Let me know what you guys think.
Sending you so much love ❤️
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Summary: Y/N got assigned as Hailee's new bodyguard but Hailee is not so happy about it.
Warnings: just a little bit of description for harassment, but it will be gone quickly.
Word count: 21840 words.
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The sound of feet covered in combat boots echoing around in the small, empty hallway was the only sound filling the silence around, creating a calming melody to the girl’s ears as she sauntered to a closed door, stopping in front of it and knocking gently, patiently waiting for permission to enter in the office.
"Come in."
The girl opened the door right after and smiled warmly at the person sat behind the big, glass desk in the middle of the room, "good morning."
"What’s it with this formal shit, Y/N!"
"Oh my bad. Hello bitch, how are you doing?" Y/N smiled cheekily at her boss but also her longtime best friend, sitting on one of the two armchair placed right in front of the desk and crossed her left leg over her right, bent over one and looked at her friend expectantly, waiting for a witty remark.
"I would say ‘that’s better’ but I’m not so sure now." Y/N chuckled at her best friend rolling her eyes and winked at her teasingly, "anyway, I don’t want to take too much of your time up. Let’s get to the point and discuss why I called you here today."
"Alright, what is it?" Y/N looked expectantly at Clara, who was now leaning with her elbows on the desk and with her hands linked together, slipping ‘business face’ on.
"I know you got back from your last job about two weeks ago, but I have a new client and requested the best bodyguard I have. I would be a fool not giving you this job."
"Hm, the best bodyguard here. Flattery. A lot of it." Y/N teased with a proud smile, puffing out her chest, before deflating after a snort left her lips when Clara rolled her eyes good-naturedly at her best friend’s antics, "anyway, of course I will take the job, you know I get bored easily at home after a few days off. So who is this new client? A snotty young prince? A dumb heiress? Uh-oh! I know! A stuck-up model with a big God Complex? Ah they are my favorite. Their head is full of themselves, it makes me laugh every single time. Especially when they are male models."
"None of them actually. Luckily I would say." Y/N sighed out in relief at that before both shuddered loudly as they thought over enduring months and months of working with those kind of clients. A fucking tough job. "It’s an actress. She is also a singer and she is starting a tour soon. You will have to follow her around on tour and a few events she is invited to. If you do a good job, which I’m sure you will, more than perfectly, they will have you around her a lot. She is gaining fans quickly and her parents want her safe."
"Sounds good. Easy. Do I know her?" Y/N nodded gently at the job offer and got instantly excited hearing she have to follow the actress around tour. She is always happy with traveling around the world to discover new, amazing places.
"I don’t know. I’ve seen a couple of her movies, maybe you did too. She is Hailee Steinfeld."
"Oh yeah, I remember her. I listened to one of her songs yesterday on the radio. She has a beautiful voice and that song was such a bop."
"Oh great!"
"When am I starting?" Y/N asked in excitement, always wanting to work since she loved her job dearly. She doesn’t know exactly who her new client is, she just knew her name and her voice when she sang, but she will have time to do a small research about her. She always liked to be fully prepared for a body guarding job.
"Well, if you are ready, they would like for you to start now."
"What, now as in now?" Y/N asked in disbelief, her eyes widening in shock as she realized what her best friend just said.
"Yeah, it was kinda fast." Y/N snorted at that as she shook her head in amusement.
"That’s an understatement Clar. But I will accept. How much time do I have to get ready for her tour?"
"2 weeks I think. She is finishing a movie and then she is off for tour. You can meet her today. Her mom called me this morning asking me if it was okay to join them today."
"Sure, no problem. Are we still up for drinks tonight right?"
"Are you kidding me? I’ve been holed up here for the entire week. I need a break."
"Hm, when you say break you actually mean a good fuck right?" Y/N teased her best friend, who looked at her in fake outrage as she placed her hand on her chest feigning taking offense from Y/N’s words.
"Excuse me?!"
"Don’t act so innocent all of a sudden. I’m the one that has to be your wingwoman."
"Go before I decide to fire you as my wingwoman and as a bodyguard."
Y/N chuckled as she sat up and walked around the desk to give her best friend a big, warm hug before promising to pick her up at 7 for their usual Friday night full of drinks. As Y/N exited the building and climbed into her car, her phone dinged with a text message her best friend sent her with all the information she needed about her new job and the location Hailee was actually in right now to go there and meet her. She put the address in her GPS and drove away into the busy streets of LA.
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"Name please?" Y/N lifted her sunglasses up her head and looked at the security guard outside the set Hailee was filming in, smiling at him politely.
"Hi, Y/N Y/L/N. I am Miss Steinfeld’s new bodyguard. My agency should’ve already sent all the information needed."
"Ah yes. Here you are. You can park right beside Miss Steinfeld’s trailer. You have to turn left, then right, then right again and you should find it right away. Her name is on the door." Y/N listened carefully to the guard’s directions after he lifted the automatic barrier and let her enter the set’s parking lot. "Have a nice day!"
"Thank you so much. Have a nice day!" Y/N followed the guard’s directions and drove through the set’s parking lot, stopping a few minutes later when she saw a trailer parked in the middle of a deserted part of the parking lot with just 2 cars parked near it. Y/N parked her car right beside a a black Porsche and exited the vehicle, locking it before making her way towards the entrance of the trailer to read once again the name on its door and to make sure it was actually Hailee’s trailer.
"Mom, I already told you that I didn’t need a bodyguard. I don’t want one!"
"Haiz please, listen to me. You are going on tour soon and for the first part of it we can’t be there with you. You are gaining fans fast and we are worried about your safety."
"Yeah, you could’ve tied me to my tour bus or you could’ve locked me into my room. It’s the same, right mom?" Y/N listens to two voices argue, loud enough for her to hear it but just quiet enough to not let everyone around them hear them. She didn’t peer around the trailer to watch who was arguing to avoid being caught eavesdropping, but from what she could hear, she assumed she pretty much was the subject of the argument between Hailee and her mother.
"Haiz, I know you are saying this because you are angry at me and your dad for making this decision without asking you for your opinion, but trust me it was a decision made for your own good."
"Yeah, yeah. Sure. Thanks." Y/N was debating in her mind if she should make her presence known or not, fearing she would get caught by someone, especially from Hailee or her mother.
"Excuse me Miss Steinfeld, but we are ready to shoot again." Y/N sighed out loud when she heard someone approach the two women and quickly ran to her car when she heard footsteps approach where she was leaning on the other trailer’s side.
"Thank you Simon. I will be there in 5 minutes."
Y/N had just the time to close her door quietly before two figures rounded the corner from the back of the trailer, taking just a second to look at them before opening her car door and feigning arriving just in that moment as she adjusted her leather jacket before closing her car door and locking the vehicle again, feeling a pair of eyes watching her movements. "Hm, hello?" Y/N spoke up tentatively, feeling a little bit uneasy at the two pair of eyes staring at them.
"Hi dear, can we help you?" The shorter of the two women asked in a gentle and soft voice, smiling politely at her as she approached them, while the taller one stayed in silence, standing beside the shorter woman with a rigid stance, her arms crossed and her face stoic with her eyebrows furrowed angrily.
"Yes, hi. I am looking for Miss Hailee Steinfeld."
"She is right here." The shorter woman pointed to the taller one with a smile just as Y/N stopped in front of them. "I’m Cheri, her mom."
"Oh, nice to meet you Mrs. Steinfeld, Miss Steinfeld, I’m Y/N Y/L/N. I was assigned to you to be your new bodyguard." Y/N stretched her arm over to shake Cheri’s hand first before doing the same with a reluctant Hailee.
"Oh dear, there’s no need for these formalities, just call me Cheri!" Y/N returned Cheri’s warm smile and nodded softly at her request, "anyway, welcome! I’m afraid we don’t have much time to discuss things since Hailee needs to go back on set, but you can stay with me until she finishes for the day."
"That would be great!"
And they were off, walking towards the set with Cheri talking excitedly to Y/N, telling her how excited she is Y/N was assigned to Hailee as her new bodyguard, how much she admired her for doing such a difficult and sometimes dangerous job, and Y/N listened with rapt attention and with slight amusement at the woman’s enthusiasm but she couldn’t help but notice Hailee stayed quiet the entire walk towards the set with her jaw set and her nostrils flared a bit as she stared with furrowed eyebrows ahead of her. "We’ll wait here sweety, then we will discuss everything after you’re done for the day."
"Okay, see you later."
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After about three hours Hailee joined them back where she left, her face conveying her tiredness but Y/N could still see in her eyes she was still slightly mad at her mom for hiring a bodyguard she apparently didn’t want from what Y/N gathered when she eavesdropped Hailee’s and Cheri’s argument earlier that day.
"I already ordered burgers baby. They should be here soon." Cheri told her daughter as she approached them and when Cheri’s hand caressed Hailee’s bicep, Y/N watched as a bit of her anger slipped away and got replaced by a loving glint.
"Thanks, shall we go?"
Y/N couldn’t help but notice a small change in Hailee’s behavior compared to the one before shooting back on set. Maybe she cooled off a bit or maybe she had time to think over her mother’s words during filming, but Y/N was glad that she actually came around her mother’s decision, decision she found truly heartwarming. "How was shooting, honey?"
"It was good. A little bit stressing towards the end of it since Nelly couldn’t remember the right line and she had some troubles getting it right, but it was fun as always."
"Oh I’m so sorry for her. She must be exhausted."
"Yeah, she came back from another set three days ago. She has so many projects going on right now."
Y/N didn’t know who Hailee and Cheri were talking about but she assumed they were talking about one of Hailee’s co-star. "Y/N, dear, have you already worked for another actress or actor before?" Cheri asked Y/N with a small smile as they approached Hailee’s trailer in the set’s parking lot.
"Yes, I have. Quite a few. I started my body guarding job with an actress actually. I remember being so anxious and so nervous all the time. But with time you develop more confidence, you become more confident, you learn how to control your emotions and act rationally and logically. You have to be strategic when needed and you must have a clear mind when a dangerous situation unfolds before you so you can protect your client."
"Oh wow!" Cheri exclaimed, her eyes shining with curiosity that Y/N found extremely cute but she couldn’t help but notice Hailee scoffing under her breath as she rolled her eyes, now being the one curious about the actress’ reaction to her words.
"Anyway, it becomes ‘easier’ with time, even though there is nothing easy in this job." Y/N clarified with a small smile directed at Cheri, since the singer wasn’t exactly paying attention to her as she fished her iPhone out of her pocket and started texting someone.
"Oh I’m sure. Y/N, I know how much you’ve worked with your agency and how much of an hard worker you are, that’s why I specifically asked for you. I know Clara. She is one of my dearest friend’s niece. I asked her to assign Hailee one of her best bodyguards and she immediately told me your name and everything you’ve done during your time in her agency."
"Yeah, we pretty much funded it together. We started together."
"For how long have you known her?" Y/N watched as sheer curiosity glistened in Cheri’s eyes and felt her chest flutter at how comforting her attitude is. She couldn’t help tilting upward her lips when she noticed Hailee had her eyes still on her phone but she stopped typing away on it, clearly interested in the conversation going on between Y/N and Cheri as she tried to listen carefully even if she was acting disinterested. They arrived at the trailer and settled in, Y/N sitting on a loveseat, while Hailee and Cheri sat on the couch in front of Y/N.
"We met in college. She was my roommate."
"Oh that’s wonderful dear! I’m so glad Clara assigned you-." Cheri got interrupted when a knock on Hailee’s trailer’s door echoed around the makeshift living room, "it must be the delivery guy with our order. One second, I’ll be right back."
"Yeah, sure." Y/N awkwardly looked around the room with her hands entwined, not really knowing what to say now that she is alone with Hailee, but trying to find something to say since she will be her bodyguard from now on and they will need to start some kind of civil relationship between them. "How was your day on set?"
"Good." Y/N had a feeling that that one word answer will be the only thing that will leave Hailee’s mouth and sighed out softly. The singer’s tone wasn’t exactly harsh or conveyed hostility, but it held a dryness in them that told Y/N she was still pretty mad at her mother or even Y/N herself for this situation. Not that Y/N had a say in all of this. She was just doing her job.
"Okay! Here I am!" Cheri came back a minute later, carrying two dark paper bags full of their food and Y/N immediately sat up to go help Cheri, feeling Hailee’s eyes on her in the process but paying no mind to it. "Oh thank you, dear."
"You’re welcome." Y/N smiled widely at Cheri, who grinned back at her with sweetness seeping out of her every pore before they settled everything on the kitchen table, with surprisingly Hailee’s help, who got up a minute after Y/N.
"Let’s dig in. I’m starving." Hailee stated, making her mother chuckle with a fond smile on her lips and gestured to Y/N to eat before joining them.
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"Have you got everything, honey? Did you pack everything?"
"Yes, mom!" Hailee laughed good-naturedly at her mother’s anxiety as she made her check her suitcases 4 times and go over the list she made of things she had to pack at least 10 times to make sure she packed everything with her before making her finally close her suitcases to bring them down to put them in her tour bus. "I literally have the list memorized by now." Hailee smiled lovingly at her mother as she checked the list for the umpteenth time before meeting her eyes and nodding at her.
"Okay, yeah. You’re right. Sorry. I- I’m just a bit stressed. You’re going on tour and I want to make sure you have everything with you."
"I know mom. I got everything. I checked everything before closing all my suitcases." Hailee smiled warmly at her mother before chuckling softly under her breath with fondness swirling around her brown irises when she watched her mother fold the piece of paper with the list on it and nod gently at her.
"Good! That’s good. Hm, alright it seems you’re ready to go. Oh no! It’s getting late!" Cheri took a look on the watch on her wrist and placed her right hand on her cheek in shock when she looked at the time. They were running a bit late.
"Yeah, we need to go." Hailee hugged her mother before doing the same with her father and her brother then walked in her tour bus and closing the door, making sure to lock it before making her way further into the bus to settle everything down. She felt the bus start moving and sighed out contentedly.
"Hi." Y/N had to swallow the soft snort that was ready to come out of her mouth when Hailee jumped up in fright with a small squeal at Y/N’s voice echoing around the silent bus.
"Oh shit. Fuck! You scared me."
"Sorry. I didn’t mean to scare you. I didn’t know how to make my presence known without scaring you, I guess I didn’t do a good job." Y/N chuckling softly while scratching the back of her head, the grimacing to try to convey her regret for scaring the singer.
"Well- don’t worry. I guess it’s definitely better than doing a sudden loud noise or something like that."
"Yeah, I guess." Y/N chuckled softly under her breath, emitting another soft chuckle then let a small smile adorn her lips as she looked at Hailee for a few seconds before focusing on her hands in her lap, feeling slightly awkward being in a room alone with Hailee since they had never been alone again since when first meeting almost 10 days prior.
"Hm, what are you doing here?" Hailee asked as she played with her fingers, wringing them gently as she tried to focus her gaze on anything but Y/N, clearly feeling the awkwardness between them. It’s not that they started off on a wrong foot, but Hailee still strongly believes she doesn’t need a bodyguard while on tour and she hadn’t acknowledged Y/N, just the bare minimum.
"Your mom told me to stay here with you." Y/N answered with a serious, business-like tone. She had always been a professional at work and had never, not even once let her emotions show or let them control her, but since Hailee had never been friendly with her, always acting annoyed by Y/N’s presence, almost like she blamed Y/N for being there to protect her when she was just doing her job, she decided to build a wall between them and act just with Hailee just like Hailee is acting with her.
"Oh, yeah right. To protect me." Hailee stressed the word ‘protect’ out with a sarcastic tilt in her tone and Y/N felt annoyance bubble in the pit of her stomach, but she tried to swallow her comeback down to prevent starting an argument with her new client.
"Yeah." Y/N trailed off for a few seconds to collect her thoughts and try to not sound annoyed as she felt to Hailee, "that’s what I do. It’s my job."
"I don’t doubt that, trust me. It’s just that, like I’ve been trying to say for the past 10 days, I don’t need protection!"
"Yeah, I heard you. Your mother heard you. Your father heard you. But they are still worried. Fans can get crazy. They are all amazing, but sometimes meeting your idol makes you go a little crazy. Trust me, I met a lot of them. A few of them were pretty crazy."
"But not my fans."
"I’m not saying that. I’m just saying that fans can be a lot sometimes, especially after waiting for you for an entire day at a venue or at the airport. They are loyal, passionate, loving. And that can get too much sometimes."
"Yeah, sure. Whatever." Y/N resisted the urge to roll her eyes as Hailee dismissed her as she wasn’t paying attention anymore with a wave of her hand and rummaged around the kitchen for a mug. "I’m just changing a few things from now on. When we’re stopping for a break in about an hour, you’re gonna leave me alone. I don’t need a babysitter."
"I’m not a babysitter." Y/N countered back with a strong but still polite tone, crossing her arms and staring at Hailee hard.
"Yeah sure, but I still want to be left alone. I do not agree with my mother’s choice of giving me a bodyguard, but I have to accept it in some way. But what I don’t accept is you staying here when you can easily stay with the crew on the other bus. I want my privacy."
"Okay well. I will go on the other bus as you wish." Y/N gave in dryly, not wanting to keep discussing this subject, stood up right after and, without sparing Hailee another look, walked into the driver’s cabin and asked him to pull over and let her walk out of the bus. Thankfully he stopped immediately after her request, communicating what he was doing to the other driver and without even saying anything else to Hailee, she walked out of the bus and got on the other one.
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"Yeah, yeah, totally. Oh, yes, we just got here." Hailee opened her tour bus’ door as soon as it stopped, finally arriving in Phoenix, the first city that will start Hailee’s worldwide tour. "Yeah, I am getting off of the bus right now and I’ll go in the venue for the soundcheck."
Hailee stopped in her tracks on the last step to get off the tour bus when she came face to face with Y/N, already waiting for her with her arms crossed and stoic face to accompany her in the venue. "Hi."
"Yeah no, sorry mom. Line got interrupted for a second." Hailee ignored Y/N and visibly rolled her eyes, letting out a huff through her nose as she descended the last step off the tour bus and walked away from Y/N, huffing out again when she heard over her mother’s voice through her iPhone’s loudspeaker steps following her, annoyed about Y/N following her around. "Okay, I will. I need to go now. Okay, bye mom. Love you."
Hailee waited for her mom to say ‘I love you’ back before hanging up the phone. "Are we ready to start our first soundcheck for the first date of this tour?!"
"Hell yeah!" Hailee high-fived her guitarist before doing the same with the drummer, joining her at her sides then walking inside the venue. Hailee took a second to sweep her eyes all over the place, taking it in and smiling widely when she imagined the venue being completely filled with her fans that night. "Hm, I missed this so much." Hailee stated out loud, letting out a sigh as she soaked up in the feeling of finally being back on tour.
"Hey, Y/N! It’s nice to see you again." Y/N smirked smugly when Hailee furrowed her brows and turned her head around in confusion when her drummer said ‘hi’ to Y/N, Hailee then noticed the smug grin on Y/N’s face and rolled her eyes in annoyance before turning back around and walking towards the stage.
"Hey Mick. How is it going? Everything already set up?" Y/N asked enthusiastically at the young man smiling back at her, who walked into step with her as she walked behind Hailee, now a few feet from them. "Excited for tonight?"
"Oh yes! Everything is set up. I’m so thrilled for tonight. I can’t believe it’s sold out on the first night already." The brown eyed young man looked at the stage with a big, bright smile before looking at Y/N again, "so everything is going good. Great even."
"Cool. Are we ready for the soundcheck? Can I go get my in-ear monitors in?" Hailee butted in the conversation and asked just as enthusiastically, eyeing the stage some more before focusing her attention back on her drummer.
"Oh yes! I have them already. Go get ready."
"M’kay, ready for soundcheck in 5 minutes, Mick."
"Okay!"
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"Are you ready?" Hailee’s makeup artist asked in a soft voice as she applied the last touches of makeup on the singer backstage, Hailee nodding gently as she stared ahead of her after taking a deep breath, making the makeup artist smile warmly at her.
"I’m a bit nervous." Hailee admitted as she bit on her bottom lip anxiously, watching from her position in the backstage the lights on stage changing colors while the music in the background became louder and louder each passing second, signaling and warning her she only had about 10 seconds before going on stage, the beats of the drums reverberating through her ribcage, filling her up with adrenaline.
"You’re gonna do great." Y/N shouted over Hailee’s fans loud screams and smiled encouragingly at her, shocked to see a small grin directed back at her after the singer moved her focus from the stage to her, meeting her gaze briefly then returning her eyes back on stage, taking one last deep breath before running on stage, saying ‘hi’ to her fans that erupted in the loudest collective scream yet.
"Hello everybody! How are you?" Hailee laughed into the mic when her fans screamed louder and shook her head fondly before continuing, "I can see you’re doing great! Let’s get this show started, shall we?"
-
Y/N had to admit the concert was amazing. The fans were crazy for Hailee and Hailee put one hell of a show for them. Y/N had travelled a lot and she had seen a lot of concerts when she was a singer’s bodyguard and she had seen a lot of crazy fans, a lot of them were crazy, but she had never seen so much love being directed at a singer with that intensity, with so much warmth. It was endearing, truly. "WOHO! HOW WAS THAT?!"
"You did amazing. Congratulations."
Hailee turned around to stare back at Y/N, still not expecting her acting so nicely after treating her so poorly. "Thank you!"
Y/N smiled warmly at Hailee but the brown haired girl just reciprocated with a tight lipped smile before turning towards her dancers engulfing her in a big group hug, "hey, great show!"
Mick high-fived Y/N enthusiastically and giggled alongside her while bumping their shoulders together, watching as the dancers surrounding Hailee now started jumping up and down with her in the middle and screaming at the top of their lungs. "And it’s just the beginning."
"Do you think it will get crazier?" Y/N asked with an incredulous voice, watching Mick nod with widened eyes. "Really?!"
"Yes! Hailee’s fans are the best. They are so passionate about her! It’s amazing."
"I saw them during the concert. I still have to ‘encounter’ them in other occasions but I can see they are passionate." Y/N admitted as she watched Hailee interact with her dancers as she smiled widely, "I guess I will need to be extra careful, right?"
"Eh, not that much. They are respectful. Most of them at least. She had almost zero encounters with ‘batshit crazy’ fans."
"That’s good to know. I had a quite a few with that kind of fans and trust me, it’s not a pretty sight to witness."
"Oh I’m sure." Mick snorted under his breath before shaking his head softly, "but I’m sure it’s fun and exciting, am I right?"
"In some way yeah. But I guess when you need to protect your client, you are worried too. Even if there isn’t too much danger."
"Oh yeah, right." Mick seemed to ask something else, but he never got the chance because Jasmine, one of the dancers, came sauntering towards them with a big grin and interrupted them.
"GUYS! GET READY! WE’RE GOING TO PARTY!"
"What?" Y/N snorted when Mick asked that question with his eyebrows furrowed and a confused expression on his face.
"You heard me. We are going to celebrate the first concert of the tour!"
"You already planned everything, didn’t you?" Mick asked with a mischievous grin on his lips as he crossed his arms and looked at Jasmine knowingly.
"Well, yeah! C’mon, we’ve known each other for years!" Y/N watched as Mick chuckled with a small nod as Jasmine circled her arm around his shoulders and side-hugged him tightly.
"Fair enough. Anyway, I’m always in when there is alcohol involved."
"Y/N, are you in?" Jasmine asked with a smile, rolling a strand of hair around her index finger and looking at the Y/H/C girl expectantly.
"I kinda have to." Y/N replied with a snort, "you guys kinda have to be friends with me, because wherever Hailee goes, I go too. But I’m glad you invited me, so I don’t feel like I’m crushing on you guys’ night."
Mick and Jasmine laughed at her joke and both punched her shoulders as they shook their heads, "you sound like a jealous girlfriend."
Y/N snorted out loud at Mick’s joke before flipping him off, making him laugh harder alongside Jasmine. "C’mon you two, let’s get drunk!"
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"I know! But at least I got free alcohol!" Jasmine laughed care-freely as she sipped on her drink, moving her head to the beat of the song playing in the club while eyeing her friends in the vip area dancing.
"We got free alcohol. Thank you Jaz!" Mick leaned over the table and high-fived Jasmine then doing the same with Y/N, who was only paying half attention to what they were saying as she tried to keep her gaze focused on Hailee dancing with a few of her dancers on the dance floor not too far from them. "Dude you now look like a jealous girlfriend. Chill. She is with us. She is safe."
"Stop harassing her Mick. She is doing her job." Jasmine leaned over the table to slap Mick’s shoulder before sitting back on her chair and patting Y/N’s hand gently, drawing her full attention. "Don’t listen to him Y/N."
"Oh trust me, I’m not. And I never will." Y/N joked with a mischievous smile directed at Mick, making him gasp with an offended face, his mouth opened in an O shape and his eyebrows drawn together, but she purposefully ignored him and focused her attention on Jasmine instead. "I just- I don’t want to be too oppressive. She doesn’t want me here. But her mom does. I want her to trust her mom is right. I am not her enemy. Nor are her fans. But sometimes things get crazy and I am here to protect her if it will ever happen."
"Don’t worry Y/N. She will come around eventually." Jasmine assured Y/N with a warm smile.
"Yeah, she will. I am sure of that." Mick caught Y/N’s attention by laying a hand on the Y/H/C girl and patting it gently.
"Thank you guys." Y/N smiled in appreciation at her friends, who just lifted their drinks and winked at her with small grins of their own.
"I need a drink." Y/N snorted under her breath when another dancer, Tess, walked at their table and sat unceremoniously down on the chair beside her, a bit sweaty and out of breath. "Can you go get me one Mick?"
"Sure. For 200 dollars."
"What?! C’mon! You came here to sit three songs ago! I need to rest." Tess argued as she groaned at Mick’s mischievous expression.
"Not my fault. You could’ve joined me then and you could’ve rested enough to get a drink." Mick countered back with mirth glowing in his eyes. Despite his words, Y/N saw Mick gripping the chair’s armrests, a clear sign he is ready to get up, and that gesture made Y/N smile fondly as she witnessed the drummer mess around a little bit with Tess.
"Ugh, you’re an asshole." Tess flipped him off before sending him a kiss when he got up from his chair right after. "Love you!"
"Yeah, yeah." Mick waved Tess off before walking towards the small group still dancing and talked to Luke and Mark quickly, before walking towards the VIP area’s bar. He probably asked his friends to get drinks for everyone and not too long after everyone joined the table when Mick, Luke and Mark brought shots and drinks. Everyone except Hailee. Y/N was ready to sit up and join her to keep an eye on her closely, but Tess passed her a shot and made her cheer with everyone else. Then another. When the third one arrived in a very short time, Y/N declined it since she was technically working and that made her senses go back on alert, chancing a look at Hailee, expecting her to dance with the few people dancing on the dance floor, but she was met with uncomfortable eyes that were clearly asking for help. With a lightning-fast movement she sat up from her chair and strode towards the dance floor.
"C’mon, let me buy you a drink babe."
"Do not call me babe. I said no. Thank you." Hailee talked slowly but with a firm voice, her tone a bit lower and full of anger and annoyance.
"Then let’s dance a bit before getting that drink. I promise I will make worth your while."
Y/N wanted to punch that douchebag’s face repeatedly when she heard the conversation going on as she got closer to Hailee and a small curly, dark brown haired boy, watching as he ogled Hailee with his brown eyes. "Is there a problem here?"
"No. Bye."
Y/N had to restrain herself when the boy answered before Hailee could, not even moving his eyes from her chest before meeting Hailee’s gaze with a disgusting flirty smile, "where were we? Oh yeah, we were about to dance. Or we could skip the dance and the drink and get right to the good part."
"Like a said no. A million times no."
"But-."
"You heard her. No." Y/N interrupted him as she crossed her arms under her chest and approached Hailee slightly, noticing how she leaned a bit over her as she tried to move away from the boy.
"Who are you?" Y/N had to physically restrain herself from punching repeatedly this douchebag’s smug face by closing her hands into tight fists, feeling her short nails sink deep into her palm and creating a grounding stinging, and by taking a deep, calming breath but it proved to be a really difficult task when the douchebag’s face twisted in disgust, "go find another girl to hit on, she is not interested."
Y/N’s patience was becoming thinner by the second and closed her eyes for a second to stop from head-butting hard this jerk, before opening her Y/E/C eyes again and focusing her cold gaze on him, "the only person I want to hit, hard, right now it’s you. Don’t test my patience. I’m here to tell you to go fuck yourself."
"Nice try, but I’m not going anywhere. Not without her at least." Hailee frowned in disgust when the boy winked at her in something that he may have considered seductive before focusing his gaze back on Y/N. "So why don’t you go bother someone else?"
"Did I stutter? Go. Fuck. Yourself."
"Listen-."
"No you listen for once. I said no. NO. A million times no. I guess you don’t take a no for an answer but I don’t care. I said no. I’m not going anywhere with you. And apologize to her since she had been nice enough to not beating the shit out of you."
"Oh I got it now. You two are together. It’s fine. We can arrange something." Y/N and Hailee facepalmed right away as they stared dumbly at him for a few seconds but they sighed loudly when they noticed he was actually serious.
"We’re not together. I am her friend."
Hailee was glad Y/N didn’t use the word ‘bodyguard’ since this jerk seemed to be so dense and dumb that he would’ve thought about some kinky role play shit he would’ve wanted to join. "We are her friends and we tell you to go nicely. Don’t let me repeat myself or the word ‘nicely’ won’t be used again."
Hailee turned her head around and smiled warmly at Jasmine and Mick behind her mimicking Y/N’s pose and watching the boy with a withering glare, "ugh fine, you bitch were too fucking haughty and snob to fuck."
The boy turned around with a scoff and went to walk away, but Y/N stopped him right after, "oh hey! You forgot something."
"What?" The boy didn’t have time to turn fully around before Y/N’s fist collided with his cheek hard and made him fall down on the floor with a grunt that almost got covered by the cheers and loud wolf whistles from her friends as they cheered Y/N on.
"There. Now you can go to hell asshole."
-
After about an hour, Y/N walked out of the club, following Hailee closely as she talked animatedly with two of her dancers about something Y/N wasn’t exactly paying attention to. "You don’t have to worry about that, we will blame Pete for that."
"Hey!" Y/N smiled softly at the boy in question protesting, lowering her head down and watching her feet move on the concrete for a few moments before looking up ahead again.
"Don’t worry, we won’t do that." Hailee was quick to reassure with a calming, comforting tone but her innocent expression then broke into a mischievous smile a second later, "maybe."
"I hate you two!" Pete put his hands on Hailee’s and Lorna’s shoulders, walking respectively on his left and on his right side, and pushed them to the side, making them stumble in their steps.
"That’s our stop. We’ll see you tomorrow. Goodnight Haiz." Lorna and Pete hugged Hailee tightly, doing the same with everyone that wasn’t on the bus they were staying in then walked in their bus.
"I’ll join you guys in a second. I will walk Hailee to her bus."
"Okay." Jasmine lifted her thumb up and nodded at her after she hugged Hailee goodnight and walked alongside her friends to their bus.
"Hm, I need to walk you back to your bus then I’ll leave you alone." Y/N told Hailee in an awkward stance and shrugged softly.
"Okay." Hailee nodded and started walking the few steps towards her tour bus, hearing Y/N catch up with her not even a second later.
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah." Y/N didn’t believe Hailee not even for a second, she saw her bite on her bottom lip and fidget with her hands nervously since they left the club not too long ago, making Y/N ask if Hailee was okay.
"Are you sure? You seem a little bit- lost? Deep in thought. I just want to make sure you are okay."
"I am just a little bit shaken by what happened." Hailee finally admitted after a few seconds of silence, causing Y/N’s heart to clench at her quiet voice.
"I am so sorry." Y/N apologized with a regretful expression on her face and looked at Hailee with remorse clear in her Y/E/C eyes, "I shouldn’t have sat down at the table. I should’ve been right beside you so he wouldn’t have approached you in the first place." Y/N looked down at her feet for a few seconds in shame before looking back into Hailee’s brown irises when she felt them on her, finding nothing but fondness in those mesmerizing irises.
"Y/N, it’s not your fault. I actually really appreciated you giving me space and not staying glued to me all night long. I might not wanted and I might still not want you here since I don’t think getting a bodyguard was necessary but I understand my mother’s worries and I respect your job. And you did an amazing job. You came at the right time and helped me out and I’m grateful for that. Stop beating yourself up. You did nothing wrong."
"I know, but I should’ve arrived earlier. I should’ve stopped him before he could’ve approached you. I was distracted and I shouldn’t have been distracted. Not when I am working."
Hailee smiled tenderly at her before placing a hand on her right shoulder and caressed it softly in a comforting manner. "It’s okay. You need to have some fun too!"
"I don’t. Not when I’m working." Y/N countered back with her eyebrows furrowed and shook her head in denial, "my priority is your safety and I can’t protect you if I am distracted. It won’t happen again."
"Okay, stop. Hold on. Let me open the door and we can keep talking." Hailee rummaged in her purse to find the tour bus’ keys and opened the door, then signaled for Y/N to enter, but the girl shook her head and signaled her to go in first. Hailee rolled her eyes good-naturedly and shook her head with a small smile before she realized Y/N wasn’t going to give in and walked in first.
"Wow, what a mess!" Y/N said out loud and widened eyes comically as she took in the place, full of clothes scattered all over the living room’s floor and couches.
"Yeah sorry, I was trying to unpack a few things."
"All of this is a bit more than a few things." Y/N joked as she looked at Hailee comically and the girl shrugged shyly.
"Anyway, we started on a wrong foot. Especially because of me. Let’s start over. I will try to be more polite to you if you will try to have fun when needed."
"Oh I didn’t realize this was a negotiation." Y/N cracked another joke, smiling mischievously at Hailee while shaking her index finger to point at Hailee and herself, the singer scoffing with another good-naturedly roll of her eyes. "Anyway, I will try. But your safety has to come first."
"Deal."
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"Ugh, Y/N relax. You don’t need to walk me back every night to my trailer, especially when it’s 10 feet away from the entrance!"
"I am sorry, but this is the protocol. It’s my job to be sure you are safe in your trailer."
"Yeah, okay, but no one is around. My fans are on the other side of the venue."
"I still will walk you back in your trailer." Hailee huffed out a small laugh as she fished her keys from her stage pants she stashed in there after grabbing them on the counter in her changing room before walking out of the venue and unlocked her tour bus door. "I-."
"Like every other night for the past month, no. You don’t need to check the bus. It was locked."
"Okay." Y/N sighed dejectedly, scratching her forehead in frustration at Hailee’s stubbornness as she looked the singer in her eyes, "you did great tonight by the way."
"Thank you." Hailee smiled widely at the compliment, adrenaline still pumping hard in her veins at how wonderful the concert was that night. The crowd was ecstatic and the atmosphere was amazing.
"Goodnight."
"Goodnight Y/N."
-
Y/N could hear Hailee’s name being screamed by the ecstatic crowd from the backstage and couldn’t help but smile at how passionate Hailee’s fans were and how much love they showed her, "okay, all set. You can go on stage now."
"What’s up everybody!" Y/N smiled widely when Hailee run up on stage and the whole crowd erupted in a loud scream of excitement at her sight, "wow, I see you are happy to see me!"
No matter how many times she saw it, Y/N was still stunned how much loved Hailee was by her fans. She had travelled a lot and she had been pretty famous singer’s bodyguard before, and even if Hailee’s fans weren’t that much compared to the singers’ fans Y/N had worked for, she could see the real passion, affection and love they had for Hailee. A lot of really famous singers have also a lot of ‘occasional’ fans in the crowd that are there at their concert just to watch them live, but with Hailee’s fans Y/N could see every single one of them would go to every single one of Hailee’s shows, they weren’t just occasional fans. "WOHO! WHAT A GREAT SHOW!"
"Fuck you Mick! You will make me go deaf one of these days."
"Nah, you’ll be just fine." Mick waved her off and snickered as he circled his arm around Y/N’s shoulders and hugged her closer for a moment before pulling away.
A few seconds later a body crashed into her back as it crawled over it, giving her just a few seconds to react and grab the person���s thighs to prevent them to fall on the ground, "Y/N! I missed you!"
"Jaz we saw each other 2 hours ago!"
"I know! But I still missed you!" Y/N smiled warmly at her friend as she hugged her tightly and shook her head before putting her down gently.
"Oh yeah! I’m gonna change quickly. I wanna say ‘hi’ to them." Y/N heard Hailee speak to her manager not too far from her and watched curiously as she run to the hallway that led to the dressing rooms, already knowing she was talking about going to say ‘hi’ to her fans waiting outside the arena. She followed her and waited patiently outside her dressing room as Hailee finished changing from her stage clothes and walked her to her fans when she finished, watching with fondness in her eyes Hailee talk to her fans, signing their pictures of her and taking selfies with them. It was calm for almost 10 minutes until a fight started not too far away from them, a few rows back, between a few Hailee’s fans. A few screams could be heard and Y/N, waiting patiently a few feet behind Hailee until then, immediately jumped into action and went to take Hailee away from the scene, since the arena’s guards already got it covered, but the singer walked forward to try to calm everyone down slipping from Y/N’s grasp. Y/N saw from the corner of her eyes as she walked again towards Hailee, a girl crashing into another girl holding a beer and accidentally breaking the bottle onto the barrier on her left, before another girl crashed onto her side and made her stumble forward, dangerously close to Hailee, as she walked a few steps forward to try to help and calm everyone down. "Guys, please let’s just-."
"Hailee!" Y/N got in front of Hailee’s just in time. The Y/H/C girl grabbed the singer’s forearm and pulled her behind her back as she got in front of her a second before the broken bottle got pushed into her lower stomach while the girl holding the bottle fell down on the floor right in front of Y/N’s feet. Y/N grunted in pain when she felt a big piece of glass embed in her skin and flesh, while the rest fell down on the floor and crashed into pieces, but the Y/H/C girl pushed the pain away to protect Hailee and moved her away from the hassle. "We need to go."
"Oh shit- Y/N!"
"We need to go now. I need to escort you away to a safe place."
"B-but we need to look at that-."
"I’ll be fine." Y/N gritted through her teeth as she ignored the excruciating pain and grunted out loud when she pushed Hailee towards the direction of her tour bus.
"Y/N we seriously need to call someone." Y/N grunted back in protest as she kept pushing Hailee towards the bus and signaled for her to open the door as she looked around for anymore treats. "Y/N, please. You’re bleeding."
"I will check it as soon as I am sure you are safe and now-." Y/N trailed off as she closed the door behind her and locked the door. "Now you are." Y/N sighed out loud as she laid her back on the closed door for just a moment before she pushed past the pain for a few more seconds to check the entire bus to be completely sure Hailee was safe.
"Okay, now please, stop here and let me check." Hailee leaned her hands on Y/N’s shoulders when she joined her back on the living area and pushed down gently to let her lay her butt on the small table behind her. "Oh fuck. It looks bad." Hailee stated, examining the big red spot on Y/N’s white t-shirt with a worried expression on her face.
"Can you- l-lift the shirt?"
"I don’t know." Y/N grunted in pain when Hailee just grazed the hem of Y/N’s shirt and stopped her movements right away.
"Fuck." Y/N hissed out loud and retracted her body abruptly from Hailee’s grasp, "sorry, just- be careful."
"I am." Hailee replied softly with a small smile, "I think we should let it be checked." Hailee repeated as she looked once again at the blood stained patch on Y/N’s white shirt, biting her bottom lip nervously. A few seconds later she felt the bus move and instinctively looked at the closed door separating the living area from the driving cabin at the front of the bus with her eyebrows furrowed together. "No, no, no! We should stop."
"No, it’s okay. It’s important that we get away from that chaos. We can handle it. Wait, let me rephrase that. I can handle it. I don’t want to bother you too much. I will go into the bathroom and as soon as we are far away I will go into my bus." Y/N announced as she lifted herself off the table with another pained grunt and limped a few steps towards the bathroom to check herself the damage that broken bottle did to her, but a gentle hand on her right bicep stopped her in her tracks.
"You can’t be serious Y/N. I will help you." Y/N smiled in appreciation at the soft tone Hailee used and nodded gently at her, who nodded back with a small grin of her own, "okay, now stay put. I don’t want to hurt you if you move."
"Yeah, okay." Y/N let herself be lead by Hailee back towards the table, making her sit back down on the table and slowly but more firmly this time, lifted Y/N’s t-shirt to assess Y/N’s injury, carefully slipping the shirt away from the glass before pulling it up under her chest.
"Oh shit." Y/N gasped out loud when she felt the cold air hit her hot skin and chanced a glance down her lower stomach.
"Oh shit." Y/N repeated Hailee’s words and stared at the big piece of green glass embedded into her skin. "Fuck."
"Sorry!" Hailee grimaced in apology as she tentatively grazed the piece of glass to assess the damage.
"Don’t worry." Y/N said through gritted teeth as she tried to subdue the stinging sensation in her lower stomach, "it has to be taken out."
"Wait- do you want me to-? No! No way." Hailee asked when she moved her eyes away from Y/N’s injury and found her Y/E/C eyes staring at her expectantly.
"Hailee please, we still need to drive for a bit more and I am starting to feel dizzy. So we need to take this out and stop me from bleeding out. I would have done it myself but I don’t have enough energy in me to pull it out neatly, I would cause more unnecessary damage. So please, I know I am asking too much, but you are my greatest option right now."
"Geez, talk about ‘no pressure’." Hailee joked and made Y/N chuckle airily under her breath as she smiled fondly at the singer.
"Yeah." Y/N shook her head and looked at Hailee amusedly, "sorry but it is what it is."
"No I got it." Y/N smiled fondly at Hailee and nodded once before letting her continue, "I just don’t want to screw it up. And I don’t want to hurt you."
"Don’t worry, you won’t. You will do great. I will guide you through it all."
"Why do I feel like it’s not your first time being this heavily injured?"
"Because it’s not. I liked to get into a lot of trouble in high school." Hailee smiled mischievously down at her but in her eyes Y/N could see worry and apprehension as she stared into her brown irises.
"Hm, why am I not surprised?" Y/N snorted under her breath and blushed slightly under Hailee’s gaze, "anyway, we should probably focus. I seriously need to take this shit out, you look a little pale."
"Yeah, yeah. It also hurts like a bitch. So we should hurry."
"Okay-." Hailee took a big, deep breath to ground herself and closed her eyes to focus, a few seconds passing before she opened them once again and with her index finger and thumb took a solid hold of the big, broken bottle’s piece. She stared at the glass a couple of seconds, took another deep breath then looked into Y/N’s eyes firmly, "on three. One, two, THREE!"
Y/N groaned out loud, trying not to scream too loudly at the searing pain in her abdomen and closed her eyes shut hard, "ow! Fuck, fuck, fucking shit!" Y/N felt dizzy and hold onto the table’s edge hard to prevent herself to fall on the ground. "Sorry for cursing. It won’t happen again." Y/N murmured quietly after she gained some consciousness, her head spinning slightly and feeling a little bit weak.
"Are you serious right now?" Hailee asked incredulously as she walked to the trash can and dumped the broken bottle’s piece into it and walked back to Y/N to assess her injury. "You were in pain. Hell, you are still in so much pain. There is no need to apologize."
"I know, but I’m still working right now, so I should try to at least be well behaved." Y/N tried to reason with seriousness but the small smile that Hailee sent her way broke her deep serious frown into a big grin of her own as they both chuckled under their breaths.
"I don’t care. You are not working right now. You are a friend that got hurt and I am taking care of you."
"I should consider myself lucky, shouldn’t I?"
"Oh yeah, very lucky actually!" Hailee replied with a serious face as she nodded once before breaking her serious façade with another grin, her hands still lifting Y/N’s shirt up some more to prevent the shirt’s fabric to stick onto Y/N’s deep cut on her lower abdomen, "I will take care of you really good, you’ll see!" Hailee winked playfully before looking down on Y/N’s cut to see if there was any small pieces of glass left that she didn’t take out earlier, luckily there weren’t. When she moved her eyes once again back on Y/N’s face she was met with a small blush on Y/N’s face and a big, mischievous and cheeky grin on her lips. "What?" When Y/N just kept staring at her knowingly, Hailee thought about what she had said and immediately blushed furiously as she fumbled over her words to try to clarify, "NOT LIKE THAT! Y/N!" Hailee slapped gently Y/N’s shoulder, who chuckled softly under her breath.
"Hey! You are the dirty-minded here, you should hit yourself! And I’m injured, I’m in a lot of pain right now, it’s not fair hitting me!" Y/N caressed her left shoulder where Hailee slapped her and chuckled under her breath at their banter.
"Not enough to stop you from being the only dirty-minded here!" Hailee countered back before lifting a challenging eyebrow up when Y/N opened her mouth to try to counter her back. She smirked triumphantly when Y/N shut her mouth and grunted out childishly.
"It’s not my fault, you said it like it was meant to be dirty!" Y/N replied a few moments later and pouted softly, trying to play her trump card and make Hailee relent and say she was the one dirty-minded between them, but it only blackmailed when Hailee smirked cheekily.
"Well, this only proves you are the dirty-minded here. Because even if I decided to specifically say those words with a dirty meaning, I covered it all up with an innocent look and I made it sound innocent. You were the one that caught the dirty meaning behind that phrase. But it wasn’t the case anyway, because I didn’t realize what I said only after you pointed them out, you horndog."
"Ugh, fine you won. Now please, tell me if I need stitches because I seriously need to disinfect the cut before it could get infected."
"Oh yeah! Wait-uhm- how do I know you don’t need stitches?" Hailee asked with an insecure voice, her eyes now back analyzing the cut intensely while her eyebrows were cutely furrowed together in concentration.
"Check the central portion of the cut. How distant are the two flaps of skin?"
"Hm, I think not too much. Maybe just a tad bit of a quarter of an inch."
"Okay, that’s a good thing. You don’t need to patch me up-." Y/N trailed off as she thought over what Hailee said while she tried to see the cut’s damage for herself too.
"Yeah- wait, hold the fuck up. I would’ve had to patch you up? Are you insane?" Hailee asked incredulously and stared at Y/N like she just grew two heads, who simply chuckled in amusement as she shook her head good-naturedly.
"No, I’m Y/N."
"I-hm." Hailee opened her mouth to prepare herself to counter Y/N’s words back, but as soon as her brain registered Y/N’s witty joke, she closed her mouth shut and looked at Y/N unamused. Y/N then chuckled softly under her breath and shook her head, but didn’t add anything else, wanting to hear what Hailee would counter back, excited for their new teasing and bickering dynamic. "Wow Y/N, that was really mature of you, I must admit. Very, very mature."
"What can I say? I’m a book full of surprises and plot twists." Y/N replied with nonchalance, shrugging and smiling innocently at Hailee.
"Unbelievable." Hailee shook her head good-naturedly and rolled her eyes in amusement as she walked to the cabinet where she knew there was the first aid kit and joined Y/N again. She place the bag beside Y/N and grabbed a cotton wool, soaked it with hydrogen peroxide and lifted it to Y/N’s cut. "Okay, this will hurt a little."
"OHW! OWH! OWH! FUCKFUCKSHIT!"
"Almost done, stay put!"
"I’m trying!"
"Not enough!" Y/N grunted at Hailee’s reprimand and tried to stay as still as the excruciating pain on the left side of her lower stomach allowed her to, closing her eyes shut as Hailee cleaned her cut. "Almost done."
"Finally, ugh it hurts so much, shit."
Hailee then stopped altogether when her eyes moved up from the cut just an fraction of second and got met with Y/N’s defined abs, every muscle standing out due to Y/N contracting them from the pain. "Uhm-." Hailee opened and closed her mouth like a damned dumb fish, slapping herself on the forehead in her mind for not getting a grip on herself at the sight of just defined abs and a well-defined body, her hand frozen on the cut.
"Hailee please, hurry- fuck! Ohw, ohw, ohw!"
"Oh, shit! Sorry!" Hailee apologized as she lifted the cotton wool from the ugly cut after she started pressing on it too much without notice in her distracted state and cursed herself under her breath for hurting Y/N more than necessary due to her being an- horndog? A stupid? "Here, done!"
"Uh, fucking finally. Okay, it is starting to subside." Y/N started to breath evenly back a few seconds later Hailee stopped mending her injury and relaxed her previously contracted abdomen when she could just feel a light and small stinging sensation from her lower stomach cut.
"We need to put an antiseptic cream on it otherwise it will get infected." Hailee pointed out as she walked towards the bathroom and opened her medicine cabinet, finding the aforementioned cream after rummaging a bit in the cabinet. "Wow, I need to thank my mom for thinking about everything. She packed a whole pharmacy in my medicine bag."
"A big thank you to Mama Steinfeld." Y/N breathed out as she nodded oxygen Hailee before chuckling softly under her breath with her as Hailee approached Y/N back and opened the bandages.
"Ugh, it looks ugly. Does it hurt a lot?"
"Not as much as before but it still hurts." Y/N explained with a shrug as she looked down at her injury too.
"Okay good. This will sting a bit but it will get it better." Y/N nodded and gritted her teeth to prepare herself for the stinging, flinching just a bit when Hailee’s delicate hand applied the antiseptic cream on Y/N’s cut with a cotton swab.
"Do you want me to blow on it just a bit?" Hailee did all her best to refrain her face to break into a big grin and tried to keep a serious face as she asked the question and it got even more difficult when Y/N looked down at her incredulously but she kept applying the cream not looking at Y/N, fearing she would crack and laugh out loud if she looked into Y/N’s incredulous eyes.
"How old do you think I am?"
"I don’t know, 5 years old?" Hailee then cracked as she looked at Y/N with her bottom lip trapped under her teeth to prevent her smile to broaden but as soon as she met Y/N’s eyes she bursted out laughing.
"Ha-ha very funny." Y/N rolled her eyes good-naturedly and snorted under her breath, her heart fluttering alongside her stomach at the cute laugh Hailee was emitting for her own joke.
"I know, I am hilarious."
"Debatable." Y/N countered back jokingly, "ohw, hey!"
"Sorry!" Hailee smiled apologetically but Y/N saw through that and rolled her eyes at her pushing on her cut at her mocking words.
"Thanks." Y/N breathed out gently as soon as Hailee stopped applying the antiseptic cream and smiled in appreciation for her care and patience.
"Okay, time to patch you up and we’re done!"
"Finally!" Y/N exclaimed out loud, amusing Hailee to no end as she wrapped the bandage around Y/N’s lower stomach. "Thank you."
"You’re welcome." Hailee smiled affectionately at Y/N after placing the other unused bandages back into the emergency kit and looked at her in gratitude, "I actually should be the one thanking you. Not the way around."
"I was just doing my job."
"You almost got hurt badly for it." Y/N shook her head with a soft smile and lifted her hand up in protest.
"It’s nothing. I’ve been worse injured." Y/N admitted with a mix of shyness and resolution, trying to make Hailee stop feeling bad for her.
PART 2
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Summary: Rachel gushes about Your relationship with her on live tv.
Warnings:None just fluff.
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This is my first ever imagine so please ntm on me😭😭🙏🙏. I haven't seen a lot of Rachel fanfics so I decided to make my own. So enjoy this and if you have any suggestions or advice please tell me😭😭🙏. Also I will never write for a "male reader" or a "female reader x a male actor/model", if you want that please go somewhere else. THIS IS FOR THE GAYYSSS!!
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You turned on the tv as you sat In your comfy warm bed. If it weren't for you being sick you would have to attend the met gala with your girlfriend, but thankfully you were. You really never even liked big crowds or going into big public spaces anyways. But you were forced into it as a kid as you were a child actor, now a very popular one.
You kinda felt guilty for not going with you're girlfriend but she reassured you that she would be fine and that you needed the rest anyways.
So here you are, watching tv as you see all the actresses and actors getting interviewed. You really were just waiting for you're gorgeous girlfriend to show up on the tv.
You're relationship went public a week ago when there were pictures leaked of you two kissing at a restaurant. So to make things less harder you posted a tweet about you dating Rachel and explaining things.
It didn't make things less harder.
It lead to most of your questions in the interviews about the newest movie you starred in "The Hunger games Songbirds and Snakes" to just be about you're relationship, Making you,Rachel and both of you're cast mates annoyed. So you weren't surprised if someone asked Rachel about your relationship.
You scrolled through tiktok until you heard your girlfriends voice on tv, which made you snap you're head up towards the tv. Your hands scrambling to find the remote, which magically disappeared. You were certain you missed half the interview because it took you so long to find the remote. You finally found it and turned the TVs volume up.
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The interviewer smiled at Rachel as she answered one of the questions the interviewer just asked. Rachel thanked god that she didn't get a single question about the relationship she had with you. Not that it wasn't bad that she was dating you. She was just annoyed that every single interviewer wanted to get in her business about HER relationship.
She thanked god way too soon.
The Interviewer read another question from her paper which made Rachel's smile drop but she quickly put the smile back on. But this time it was fake.
"So people have been wanting to know more about you and Y/n's relationship. I mean yes Y/n is a very popular actress starring in lots of movies and shows like yellow jackets or Hawkeye with hailee steinfeld. But we want to know more from the gorgeous, amazing woman that she is dating." The interviewer says making Rachel blush and smile nervously.
Rachel didn't really know what to say. She looked directly at the camera for a quick second knowing that you were watching so she just spoke from her heart.
"All I really have to say is that I love her a lot. I mean she's so caring and loving and that just makes me want to spend the rest of my life with her really." She says with a nervous laugh. "And I mean she was defending me a lot when of the hate was coming at me so I'm really thankful for that." Rachel says softly.
"And how come she isn't here tonight if I may ask?" The Interviewer says.
"She was sick so she couldn't come and even if she wanted I wouldn't allow her to come because she would probably get everyone sick and probably get more sick herself." She says with a soft laugh. "She's probably watching this at home right now." She looks to the camera. "So if you are, I love you so so much." She says as she smiles at the camera and looks back at the interviewer continuing the interview.
You smile to yourself as you watch the interview playing with you're fingers, blushing to yourself.
Even on tv she still finds a way to make your heart flutter.
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livingdreams97 · 2 years ago
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Hailee Steinfeld -- "The Late Late Show"
Hailee Steinfeld x Male reader/oc
Summary: Hailee and Y/n go to James Corden's The Late Late Show, to be interviewed about their new Marvel movie together. The interview gets interesting and they end up playing Spill Your Guts.
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(the man in next to Hailee is the reader. Imagine this is 2023 and not 2022, and the James show still goes on.)
WARNING: There may be sensitive words or comments to read or imagine. NOTE: If you see any spelling mistake im sorry, english is not my first lenguage and i try to do it the best possible.
Y/n's POV
Today Hailee and I had an interview on The Late Late Show with James Corden . To be honest, I'm excited to see what James has in store for us and what we'll do in the interview.
We are in the dressing room, waiting for the program to start and to be able to enter the set. I'm sitting on the couch, watching tik toks on my phone and Hailee is in a high chair while they finish her makeup.
The interview is due to the fact that we have recorded the new Avengers movie : next generation, where I am the new Iron Man and Hailee plays Kate Bishop. So to talk a little about the film and promote it, they have asked us to come to the interview together.
I had decided on plain orange slacks, with a skinny black long-sleeved sweater and black dress shoes. For her part, Hailee wears a beautiful dress, in two different greens, with brown and off-white details; along with some black sandal heels. Needless to say, it looks spectacular.
XX: Guys, the show starts in five minutes.- A staff person tells us, entering the dressing room. -So if you're ready we can go to the plate now.- she tells us and I get up giving my cell phone to Cheri, who has come to accompany her daughter.
Y/n: Ready for this? - I ask my co-star, referring to what we have talked about and the announcement.
Hailee : More than ready.- she nods with an excited smile and we walk together behind the woman from the staff .
XX: You wait here and when I say your names you cross the curtain, say hello and walk to the sofa, okay? - he asks and we both nod in understanding.
James: They are part of the cast of Avengers : The next generation, which premieres in a month on Disney +.- begins to announce. –They are Hailee Steinfeld and Y/n Simpkins .- He introduces us and I open the curtain letting Hailee go in first and I go out behind her.
We greet the audience and together we walk to the gray sofa that is next to James's table. I give way to Hailee so that she sits closer to James and thus being between the two.
James: How are you? - he asks us animated.
Hailee : Well, happy to be here with you once again.- she replies with an excited smile.
Y/n: Well, i'm well and you James? - I ask somewhat amused.
James: I'm fine, thanks for asking.- He answers me with a wink. – But now i want to talk to you about this Steinfeld , because i saw you recently and i didn't know because this is Hailee Steinfeld at the MET gala, right .- he says and shows the photo he took of her at the hotel before the gala.
Hailee : Yes.- nods with a smile.
James: This is much i saw you .- says pointing to the photo and causing the public to applaud. –I was staying in this hotel.- he tells us pointing to the background of the photo.
Hailee : Oh, were you ? - she asks letting out a laugh.
James: I recognized this wallpaper and i saw you and didn't know it was you.- he tells us and I smiled amused without being able to help it. –Look, i've never seen you as a blonde before .- comment and I nod in agreement. –I was probably the only person who didn't recognize you there.- he ensures and I can not help but laugh out loud.
Hailee : No, that was my night that consisted in nobody recognizing me and next day woke up to a bunch of text messages with people who said i had no idea who i was talking to the whole time.- tells him a bit funny. – The thing is, i had been to their house for dinner, they are close people.- she explains and I laugh.
Y/n: The night consisted of Hailee approaching people, saying two words and having to say it was her because the others didn't realize it was her.- i comment on the funny memory remembering the night of the MET gala.
James: So, did you perform how many people you know who are absolutely full of bullshit, who pretend they know you even though they have no idea.- he tells her and we both laugh at it.
Hailee : Yeah, quite a few.- she says agreeing with the presenter. –And even this one didn't know it was me for a few seconds.- she says pointing at me with her thumb and looking at me with narrowed eyes.
Y/n: In my defense, I will say that I didn't know anything about the wig and that it was quite a shock at first.- I say quickly. -But four seconds after seeing you, I already knew it was you.- I reproached her, looking at her the same way she looked at me.
Hailee : Umjm.- nods without much belief.
James: And how did you know it was her? - he asks me amused and interested in my answer.
Y/n: Easy, her eyes.- I answer shrugging my shoulders. – She has the most beautiful light brown-hazel eyes in the world.- I say without any shame.
Hailee : Ohh .- she exclaims with a tender pout.
James: Okay, that's the next topic .- assures us by pointing to us. – But back to the MET look, where this idea comes from to go as a blonde and look like this? - he asks curiously and I settle more on the sofa.
Hailee : So it was my tenth year at the MET so i figured let's shake it up a bit.- she replies amused and surreptitiously I place my hand and move her hair back, leaving her left profile in sight.
James: I thought you might have gotten your inspiration from Lee in the Hobbit, because look at that.- he says and Hailee looks at me funny just like me at her.
Hailee : Absolutely .- confirms and I lean forward to drink some water, while the public cheers and laughs.
James: I mean, if you look at this side by side ...- he says placing the photos side by side.
Y/n: I know , it's really hard to tell who's who, right ? - I agree amusedly, settling back on the sofa and getting a little slap on the leg from Hailee .
James: Y/n, you can answer, do blondes have more fun? - he asks me referring to my natural hair color.
Y/n: Absolutely, right ? - I answer with a smile, earning a tender laugh from the girl to my right.
James: Okay, leave that there, i want to talk about something really important .- he tells us leaving the photos face down on the table and focusing on us.
Hailee : What is so important? - she asks interested, while I return to place my arm on the back of the sofa and place my hand just behind her shoulder area.
James: There are rumours, about your relationship and about a possible romance between you.- He begins to say and I hold back my laughter. -Everyone has seen the paparazzi photos, those of your both instagrams and some comments that suggest a possible romantic relationship between the two of you.- he points out with an amused smile. -So it's time guys, are you or are you not in a relationship? - He asks us and I look at Hailee , connecting our eyes immediately.
We stared into each other's eyes for a few seconds, keeping our faces serious and giving no clue as to our possible response. But we have come prepared for this question and have talked about it many times.
Y/n: Do you want to answer or me? - I ask biting my lip to keep from smiling.
Hailee : I say it? - she asks me feigning disinterest and I nod. -Well James, the truth is that no, we don't even get along and we don't spend more than two seconds together.- she answers with a serious face.
James: What? - questions confused and misplaced by the answer.
Everything falls silent for a few seconds, until neither Haiz not I can stand it and we start laughing out loud.
Y/n: Oh my god, have you seen his face? - I ask my girlfriend completely amused.
Hailee : It's been incredible.- she nods, still laughing.
James: Okay, I'm not understanding anything.- He expresses with obvious confusion on his face.
Y/n: The truth is that yes, we are dating.- I answer honestly this time, stopping laughing and unable to avoid the huge smile that appears on my face.
James: Yes, I knew it!- exclaims excited. –I am the shipper nº1 of this relationship.- He points us with a huge smile. –And this happened before, during or after the filming of the film in which you worked together ? - questions completely interested.
Hailee : Y/n and I have known each other for like six years? - she asks me a little insecure and I nod. -And during the pandemic we became closer, we talked practically every day and there was not a single night in which we did not do facetime, and I began to feel things.- she begins to tell him.
Y/n: I have to say that I had a very small crush on her since we met.- I explain unashamedly, receiving an affectionate look from my girlfriend and i cares her back lovingly in response.
James: And how did you meet? Tell us how you went from being friends to a couple and how long have you been? - he asks us excitedly, like a child with a new toy. -The world wants to know.- he assures us and we can't help but laugh about it.
Y/n: Ur friend Dove Cameron introduced us, since she is a mutual friend that we have and since then we have been good friends.- I answer one of the questions. – And regarding the other, well, I think we both realized during the quarantine that our relationship was no longer so much like that of two friends, but rather like a couple because of how we talked to each other and because of how it felt.- I explain seeing how he nods listening.
Hailee : And in about four months we will make three years of relationship.- She tells him and the presenter opens his eyes completely surprised.
James: Three years? - question impressed and we both agree. –You have been together for three years and no one has known until now? - He asks again and we both agree.
Y/n: Really, both Hai 's family and mine, together with our closest friends and co-workers do know it.- I comment, getting closer to my girlfriend, to be sitting closer and not so far apart.
Hailee : The thing is we wanted to keep it secret in some way, to be able to enjoy the relationship in peace and that way the media pressure could not somehow spoil the relationship.- she explains to the presenter, placing her hand on my thigh and leaning a little to my side.
James: And how after three years have you decided to admit it?- he asks us interested. –I don't want to say that this isn't amazing because it is, I mean my favorite couple has admitted to being together on my show for the first time and it's an exclusive. But why? - he asks us again.
Hailee : Well, if that seemed like an exclusive, I don't know what the answer will look like to you.- She comments completely amused and puts her hand inside my right pants pocket.
James: It can't be.- he says in shock, opening his eyes completely, covering his mouth with his hand and staring at my girlfriend's hand.
Y/n: I think so.- I nod letting out a small laugh.
James: I don't think so.- He denies removing his hand from his mouth.
Hailee : The thing is that Y/n asked me to marry him about two weeks ago and I said yes.- she replies with a radiant smile, finishing putting the ring on her finger and showing her hand to the presenter.
Y/n: In addition to the fact that we have been living together for a year and a half, and it is already a bit tiring having to make sure in interviews that the other does not come out, or the dogs are not heard or that there is nothing in sight that they can say which is the same house.- I comment with a sigh of exasperation. -But the wedding thing is the main reason.- I assure with a smile, looking at my fiancee and seeing the sparkle of happiness in her beautiful eyes.
Hailee : But the interview thing is also an important point.- She nods agreeing with me. –Especially with Martini, who always wants to be with Y/n and if they're in the same place and she can't be with him, she gets intense.- she comments and I laugh remembering my fiancee's dog.
James: Congratulations guys, I'm still processing it and in shock, but I'm so happy.- He ends up sharpening his voice with emotion. -And have you thought about a date or something?- He asks us and we both agree.
Y/n: We have decided that it will be between July and December, since we want it to be between our birthdays and we also want a somewhat summery wedding.- I answer him and see how he nods.
James: It's clear that I'm part of the guests, right? - He asks excitedly.
Hailee : I don't know James, after the Hobbit I'm not so sure.-she denies a little insecure.
James: Please, I'll do anything, I need to see you getting married and be present.- He begs, joining his hands in the form of a plea. -Please, please.- he asks with a pout.
Y/n: Love, don't be mean, look how cute he looks.- I tell my fiancee with a pout.
Hailee : I'm kidding baby.- She assures me laughing and leaving a squeeze on my thigh. -Of course you're on the guest list, James.- she assures him with a small laugh.
James: Yess!- He celebrates by getting up from his chair and doing a weird dance. –Now tell me about this new project and what it has been like to be part of the cast of the new generation of Avengers?- he asks us, sitting down again and reading the question from the primers.
Hailee : I already played Kate Bishop in Hawkeye and therefore the character has not been as new to me as it is to Y/n.- she comments with a smile. -But being Kate again has delighted me, besides that I have once again had the opportunity to work with Florence and with the rest of the cast like Tom, Iman and the rest of the new cast .- she comments and I nod in agreement.
Y/n: For me it has been quite an experience, because I really only came out in Iron Man 3 and Endgame more as an extra and I did not expect to be the next Iron Man .- I explain biting my lip. –So being the new Iron Man and recording with the suit and working for the MCU has been incredible.- I assure him with a huge smile.
Hailee : Cute.- She whispers to me with a smile, only for me to hear her and I feel how my cheeks turn red.
We spend a little more time talking about the movie, with James asking about our characters and the plot. Until there comes a point in the interview and James starts to smile evilly.
James: Okay, as you all know there are several games on my show and today is not going to be any different. - He assures looking at the public, who applaud and celebrate. – Tonight we are going top lay Spill your Guts .- announces and the public goes crazy.
The three of us got up from our seats and walked over to an empty round table. I sit in a corner, with my fiancee facing me and James in the center of the table between us.
From one moment to another part of the staff appears , with some dishes in their hands and they begin to put unappetizing things on the table. I make a gesture of disgust when I see one of the posters and I open my eyes surprised when I read another poster.
James: Welcome back, i'm James and i'm joined at this partying table with Hailee Steinfeld and Y/n Simpkins .- announces when the staff disappears and the cameras roll again. -You've never played this game before, have you?- he asks us with an amused smile.
Y/n: No, and I don't think I'm going to like it.- I say with a grimace, seeing the cow's tongue on the table.
James: Perfect , so i'm going to explain the game for you guys .- he says and looks at the camera again. –In this game, you will have to answer a personal question truthfully pray at something disgusting.- he announces and i grimace. -Look at his face.- he points at me laughing.
Y/n: I don't understand the purpose of this game.- I deny looking at the food.
James: The game works like this, the three of us will ask each other questions with what is put on the cards to our right, whoever does not want to answer has to eat whatever has been put in front of them by the person who asks. - he explains to us. -Is it clear?- He asks us and I make a face nodding.
Hailee : Is it real food or is it cake or jelly shaped like food? - she asks the presenter in a whisper, looking very cute and causing everyone present to laugh except me.
James: Or no, it's real food.- confirms amused. – Shall we start? - He asks and I see how my fiancee nods a little scared.
Y/n: I have a question first of all.- I say calling the presenter's attention.– How do you get the code sperm and the bird saliva, are you waiting for the bird to salivate in a glass or what?- I ask really interested.
James: I don't get it, but I'm sure that if you ask the staff they will know how to answer you and you will be satisfied with it.- He answers me with a small laugh. –You start your Y/n.- he points at me and I look at him insecurely.
I look around the table, trying to decide what to put in front of him and a way to get back at him for making me play this game. He smiles when I decide what to give him and move the table until the cod sperm is in front of him.
Y/n: Okay James, name one artist who have turned down for Carpool Karaoke? - I read the question on the card and when I look up, I see him grab a piece of cod sperm and put it in his mouth. – Iugh.- I say holding back the arcade.
James: My turn.- he says after drinking water, he reads the card to know whose turn it is and moves the table so that the clam juice is in front of Haiz.–Hailee, who es the most surprising celebrity to ever slide into your DM's ?- asks with an evil smile.
Hailee : I'm not saying .- she denies and takes a sip from the glass.
Y/n: Who? - I ask curious.
Hailee : You know who it was .- she answers me with a gesture and I open my eyes when I remember it.
James: Ey this isn't fair, you know it.- He points at me and I stick out my tongue at him in mockery. – Hailee your turn.- he says and my partner smiles evilly when she reads the card.
Hailee : Babe I'm so sorry.- She apologizes with a fake pout, moving the table and putting the sardine smoothie in front of me.
Y/n: I intend to take revenge.- I assure her with a disgusted face, seeing the glass in front of me and knowing that she has done it on purpose because she knows how much I hate sardines.
Hailee : Y/n have you ever gotten excited in the worst moment possible?- She asks me and I look at her confused.
Y/n: Excited in which way?- I ask without understanding very well.
James: Excited as in turn on.- he answers me and I open my eyes surprised.
I look between the smoothie and my fiancee, seeing the wicked, amused grin that graces her eyes. She knows it, she knows my answer and she knows it because she is the one who teases me in the worst possible situations.
Haiz knows that I don't like to talk about these things publicly, she knows perfectly well and she knows that I will end up drinking the smoothie before answering the question.
Y/n: This is your revenge for me eating the last cookie?- I ask with narrowed eyes.
Hailee : I don't know what you're talking about baby.- she answers feigning innocence, but I see through her facade and I know she does it for revenge.
James: Uuu, i like were this is going.- he admits completely entertained .
Y/n: You know what.- I say crossing my arms and smiling mischievously looking at my fiancee. –Yes, I had gotten exiceted quite a few times in the worst moments .- I respond seeing the surprise on my partner's face and the certain blush on her cheeks.
James: I didn't expect you to answer the truth.- He comments, laughing entertained.
Y/n: To whom hasn't happened, especially in adolescence when hormones are revolutionized and it just wakes up alone wherever you are.- I say shrugging my shoulders and downplaying it.
James: Okay my turn.- he says reading the card and moving the table until the pig's feet are in front of me. - Y/n, rate your sexual partners from worst to best.- reads and I open my eyes completely surprised. –And your current relationships counts.- reminds me and I look at a completely blushing Hai.
Y/n: Yeah, i'm not going to answer that.- I refuse taking the leg of pork in my hand and looking at it with a little insecurity.
James: It is not necessary to bite it, you just have to respond and you will not have to taste it.- He assures me with an evil and playful smile.
Y/n: I prefer this to answering, really.- I say and take a bite of the pork leg.
As soon as I bite into it, I feel the cold temperature of the meat and if it wasn't for that it wouldn't be so bad. That is to say, it is pork and normally everything is eaten; from tail to nose.
James: Well right?- he asks amused, while I chew and leave the rest of the leg in the bowl.
Y/n: It's cold.- I answer by swallowing and drinking some water. -If it was a little hotter and maybe with some sauce I would eat it calmly.- I comment and I see his surprised face. – My turn?- I ask and he nods.
I pick up the card, seeing the name and smiling wickedly. I grab the edge of the table, moving it until the hot sauce is in front of Haiz and smile at her face. Hailee has very little resistance to spicy and I am almost sure that she would prefer the salsa chupito to answer the question.
Y/n: Okay Hailee , which one is the worst film you worked on?- I ask reading the card and seeing how she opens her eyes in surprise.
Hailee : You're evil.- she tells me with narrowed eyes.
Y/n: Revenge honey, revenge.- I tell him with a superior smile.
James: At least it's something simple like hot sauce and not bird spit or a bull's penis.- He tries to cheer her up.
My fiancee just shakes her head, picking up the glass from the plate and looking at it ruefully. She takes a deep breath and brings the glass to his mouth. She narrows her eyes at me, before closing her eyes and downing the shot of salsa.
Hailee : It burns, it burns.- she repeats taking the glass of milk and starting to drink anxiously.
James: Is it that hot?- asks putting a finger in the other glass and then tasting the sauce. -Oh yeah, it's hot.- he confirms drinking a little milk too.
Hailee : Uff, that was hot.- she says ending the milk in her glass and moving the table, so the bull penis is in front of him.– James, what famous person was the worst to work with?- she reads the card and we both look to the presenter with interest .
James: Oh come on.- he complains and takes a piece of penis and puts it in his mouth.
Y/n: It wouldn't have been easier to answer, it was just a name.- I say the same thing he said to me before eating the pork leg.
James: Well, this has been all, I hope you have enjoyed and had fun with tonight's program.- He says looking at the camera. –Thanks Hailee and Y/n for coming tonight and the rest, see you on the next show.- He says goodbye and I greet the camera with a smile.
I watch as the camera light goes out and the staff go back to the plate to start clearing the table. The three of us got up from the table, talking about our relationship and future wedding for a few minutes.
We then move on to say hello to some of the fans, to talk to them, take some photos with them, and catch up with some returning fans.
Half an hour later, we said goodbye to everyone to go back to the dressing room and join my mother-in-law to go home together. Tonight Hai and I have a family dinner at our house, to celebrate the engagement, as it is a secret and no one in our family knows about it.
Although I think now Cheri knows, since there is a screen in the dressing rooms and she must have seen it. And if we confirm it when we enter the dressing room and he throws himself at us to hug us crying with joy.
The day ends with Hailee and I in bed, cuddling and kissing affectionately with Martini and Brando. After announcing and celebrating our engagement and future wedding with the family. Wedding in which the mothers-in-law already want to put their hand and organize every detail. But i wouldn't change it for anything.
THE END
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multi-fandom-enjoyer · 7 months ago
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Y/n uses Gwen's Spider-Society watch to travel to Wade's Earth.
Y/n: Alright, Wade, I'm here. I'm sorry about yesterday. What did you need my help with?
Wade: It's too late, Y/n. You've already broken my heart.
Y/n: You interrupted my day off with Gwen!
Wade: Either way, I have found a new best friend. Say "Hi" Matt.
He pushed a guy wearing red tinted glasses and holding a cane out in front of you.
Matt: Uh... Hello?
Wade: Figured it was time Ben got a second chance at the character. And now Team Red is officially together!
Y/n looks at Matt and whispers.
Y/n: He kidnapped you too, didn't he.
Matt: Yep.
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6rookie-writer0110 · 7 months ago
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Bind souls
Hailee Steinfeld x Male Reader
Request - R is a old high school friend and ex boyfriend of Hailee’s as they broke up when Hailee career started to take off and she had to leave. Eventually time had passed they met by accident and caught up with each other over Dinner and old feeling resurface for each other
R is a reporter by day but at night he’s a vigilante like Daredevil but has his sight… One day R comes home, injured and is patching himself up when Hailee finds him in his gear.
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Hailee is on her phone texting and she isn't paying attention in public. She bumped into a guy and her phone dropped, then she noticed the spilled coffee on the ground.
“Watch where you are going,” You said.
“Y/N?” Hailee said.
“Huh?” You said.
She takes off her sunglasses and your eyes open wide.
“Hailee!” You smiled.
She hugged you tight and you did hug her back.
“Wow, you look amazing. It's been forever since we saw each other” you said.
“Yes, that is true. You look great. Are you free right now?” Hailee smiled.
“Yeah, I’m free,” You said.
“Maybe, come to my place and we can catch up?” Hailee said
“That sounds great,” You said.
You went to her condo and it's huge, you can see all the buildings and the park.
“Tell me everything, Y/N I haven't seen you… well you know” Hailee said.
You and Hailee sat on the couch and she is feeling happy right now. You and Hailee used to date in high school then senior year, she broke up with you. She wanted to be an actress and go to California but you got accepted into college in Washington, D.C. for journalism. You and Hailee tried to stay in touch but that didn't work. You and Hailee were each other’s first kiss, first love, first everything. You and Hailee fell in love young. But you never stopped loving her, because she is the one for you.
“I stayed in Washington for a while, then I moved to Arizona, Texas then here in New York. I write sports, real situations, and more. I saw your movie Pitch Perfect and Spiderman Into the Spider-Verse, and I really enjoyed the movies. Now tell me about you,” You said.
“I’m happy that you became a reporter like you always wanted, Y/N. Living in California, helped my career and it took a while for them to take me seriously. Also, I started singing and writing music. I have been on dates but nothing too serious, but I didn't give up” Hailee said.
“I’m glad you didn't give up. You are an amazing actress and I always enjoyed your music. I even bought an autograph CD from your merch store. I was dating someone but she didn't want a serious relationship” You said.
Hailee never stopped thinking about you. She always wonders what you have been up to, but she thought by now you would be married to someone else.
“Awww, that's so sweet you bought my CD. I’m really happy that I bumped into you now we see each other and catch up” Hailee said.
“I agree” You smiled.
You and Hailee continued to talk about everything. But you didn't tell her that you are a vigilante, you are not sure how she will react.
———-
You and Hailee started to text each other every day. Some nights, you and Hailee would Facetime during late hours and then fall asleep. And you still haven't told her your secret. You were supposed to meet her for dinner but you made up an excuse. You found that The Hand is bringing drugs into the city. You found their location at the docks
“Stop him!” Madame Gao yelled.
You start to fight more than six people at the same time. But she managed to escape and you tried to go after her, but more started to arrive and you kept fighting them. You grabbed a sword from the enemy and you continued to fight them.
✯ ✯ ✯ ✯
You are standing in front of a restaurant. You see her and you start to smile at her, she is happy to see you and she kisses your cheek.
“Wow, Hailee you look so beautiful” You smiled.
“Thank you and you look very handsome tonight. Sorry, I’m late” Hailee said.
“You don't have to apologize, I haven't been waiting that long,” You said.
You and Hailee go inside the restaurant.
“I saw you in the news talking about the charity for sick kids” Hailee smiled.
“I always get nervous talking in front of the camera,” You said.
“It takes a while to get used to it. I missed spending time with you” Hailee said.
“Me too. Now we can catch up and make new memories” You said.
While talking, you noticed she gently put her hand on top of your hand. You didn't move her hand away, you just kept smiling at her while she talked. Old feelings for her, you started to feel it again. Your love for her came back stronger. Hailee, smiled while you talked also, and her feelings for you came back. She is hoping that you didn't stop loving her but she wanted to confess her love to you but she hesitated to tell you.
After dinner, you went to her condo. She is having a good time with you then you agreed to watch a movie. But during the movie, you and Hailee fell asleep.
———-
You are sitting on your computer writing the draft for your article to be published. Your co-worker went towards you, and he wanted a favor.
“Y/N, I need a favor. I can't make it to the press conference for a charity for some famous actress. My wife is in labor and I have to leave right now” Thomas said.
“Congrats. Alright, I will go for you but you owe me a favor” You said.
“Thanks! Here is the address” Thomas said.
He gave you a sticky note with the address and the charity's name. You gather your items and you go to the charity. When you arrived, Hailee noticed you, and she smiled at you. You smiled back and you started to take pictures of her, while she did her speech. Now, reporters including you started to ask questions about the charity. But the moment got ruined, because criminals rushed in and they had guns aimed at everyone. One of them grabbed Hailee’s arm
“Everyone put the money and everything you have in the bag or she dies right now!” He yelled.
Everyone started to put money and their items in the bag. You managed to sneak away and headed to the bathroom. You don't have your suit on, you start to take off your shirt and make it into a mask. But you still have the white shirt you had under your button shirt.
“This feels stupid but no time for that” You mumbled.
You rushed out of the bathroom. You grabbed the first guy into a headlock the slammed him into the wall. You unload his gun then the others start to run toward you. Hailee and everyone see you fight the criminals, you grabbed a fist kicked him in the stomach then punched him in the nose. You rushed towards the stage and the leader let go of Hailee. He aimed the gun at you but you were fast grabbed the gun away from him. You grabbed him by the neck then his arm then slammed him hard onto the ground. The police arrived
“Are you okay, Hailee?!” You yelled.
“You know my name,” Hailee said.
“Freeze!” the cops yelled.
You started to run and two cops started to chase you. But you ran faster and managed to the back alley then ran into traffic, the cops didn't chase you they went back inside. You kept running then you took the shirt and went home. You turn on the TV and it's all over on the news.
Your cell phone started to ring and it's Hailee.
“Hey,” You said.
“Can I see you right now?” Hailee asked.
“I can go to your place right now,” You said
“No, I rather go to your place,” Hailee said.
“Sure, I will text you the address,” You said.
“Okay,” Hailee said.
You texted her the address then you changed clothes. She did arrive then she hugged you and you hugged her back and gently rubbed her back. You wait for her to say something or move away, you miss her touch. She lets go and she feels safe when she is next to you.
“Y/N, I was looking for you,” Hailee said.
“The cops took me to the station and asked me questions. How are you feeling?” You said.
“I felt scared and I thought they were going to kill me right there. I never experienced anything like that” Hailee said.
“I’m glad you are safe, Hailee,” You said
“I’m happy that they didn't hurt you. But I was scared because I thought was going to lose you. Y/N, I don't want to be alone right now, everyone is asking me questions and I don't have the answers” Hailee said.
You grab her hands.
“We don't have to talk about it. You can -”
She didn't let you finish, she put her hands on your face and kissed you on the lips. You wrap your arms around her and you start to kiss her back. She missed kissing you and you holding her in your arms.
“I still love you, Y/N even after all these years,” Hailee said.
“I love you,” You said.
She starts to kiss you again. After the kiss, you cuddle with her in bed for comfort but you two end up falling asleep. Hours later, you wake up and she is still sleeping and you get on your laptop. You start to search about the event and you start to find clues. Your boss called you and wants you to write an article about what happened.
✯ ✯ ✯ ✯
You lied to Hailee about working late tonight, and she is in Canada working on a film. You and Hailee made it official but agreed to keep the relationship a secret. You started to fight thieves from stealing an old lady, then stopped someone from stealing a car then saved a dog from being hit by cars. Now, you went to stop the hand from killing someone but there were too many to fight but you kept fighting them.
Hailee didn't tell you that she is back in the city, she wanted to surprise you. But she does have a key to your apartment when she went inside she gasped.
“Y/N, you are H/N,” Hailee said.
You are shirtless and injured and your mask is on the table.
“I-I can explain,” You said.
“Explain what? You are the vigilante all this time” Hailee said
“I’m sorry, I lied to you. But I did it to protect you and I have been doing this for years, Hailee” You said.
“Who else knows about your secret as Batman,” Hailee said.
“I’m not Batman. I save people and I can't stop doing this. I care about the people I save and what happened to you, I couldn't wait until the cops arrived. I can't lose you again, but if you don't want to see me… I understand” You said.
“I won't tell anyone your secret. So… that was you at the charity event?” Hailee said.
“Yeah, that was me. I don't wear my gear under my clothes and I had to improvise” You said.
“How did you learn to fight?” Hailee asked.
“I had mentors teach me how to fight. And I know a guy who does custom suits for me” You said.
“I don't hate you for not telling me. Even if you told me, I might not have believed you” Hailee said.
She grabbed the cotton ball and started to clean the cut on your bottom lip. Then she cleaned the cuts on your arms and chest. She had more questions about you being a vigilante. You trust her that she won't tell anyone then you showed how to use the baton.
She stayed the night and she wears your pajamas. You and Hailee cuddled in bed together and just talked. She has her leg on top of you and you have your arm around her body.
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fandomnerd9602 · 7 months ago
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Tony: Petra? Have you seen Morgan’s orange slices?
Petra flashes a smile, revealing an orange slice…
Petra: (muffled) I don’t know
Tony: Y/N?
Y/N does the exact same…
Y/N: (muffled) I don’t know either
Tony: (huffs) you two are perfect for each other
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For @multi-fandom-enjoyer
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teaaagan · 1 year ago
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Wall
Kate: You wanna see how hardcore I am?
Kate: *punches wall*
Y/N: ...
Kate: ...
Kate: Take me to the hospital
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infernalodie · 3 years ago
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𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐌𝐲 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬 (𝐩𝐭.𝟏) || 𝐊𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐁𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐩
“𝘔𝘢𝘳𝘬 𝘮𝘺 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴, 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘔𝘢𝘳𝘬 𝘮𝘺 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴, 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘐 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘐𝘯 𝘦����𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘐 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘠𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘖𝘩, 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘦“
Inspo: Justin Bieber - Mark My Words
Pairing: Kate Bishop x Barton!Male!reader
Requested: @deafeningsharklimeempath
Summary: Your entire life had been filled with secrecy. Your parents opting to try and make you the child to divert from their ways. But you didn’t want any of it and soon left when Thanos attacked. Finding the girl of your dreams and becoming the man you wanted to be. But what are you suppose to do when your past and present collides, causing secrets to arise?
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Warning: Angst, angst, and even more angst
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Life had never been easy for someone like you. With your dad who was an Avenger and your mother being an ex-S.H.I.E.L.D. agent, you were left to grasp at whatever straws of normalcy you could. Envying all of the kids you knew that had normal lives, normal parents, normal aunts and uncles, you resented them all for it.
There wasn’t a single time in your life that you believed you ever had a chance at something like that. And not once did you ever think getting that could be possible. Safe to say, you were right to think that. You were right to assume that this intense and unfilling lifestyle would be something you were subjugated to for the rest of your life.
And not once did you misconstrue the loneliness with ungratefulness. You were grateful for the life your parents gave you and you were grateful for the love they had for you. But you hated them for not understanding where you stood with this family. They couldn’t comprehend that you would feel alone when you had friends and siblings to keep you company.
Sure, you maybe took their past lives as an inspiration for what you wanted to be. Fighting crime, catching horrible people for the rest of the world to sleep easier at night. But it was their denial, their excuses that broke the camel's back.
“You don’t know who you want to be yet, Y/n.”
You had to live questioning who you were and what you wanted to be. Going through the days stuck, likely, in a life you never even wanted. And them blowing you full of hot air made it difficult for you to be around them anymore. Moving to Chicago and working as some nobody at a law firm while occasionally visiting your aunt. Finding the comfort of her to be the only person to understand and encourage you to be the person you wanted to be.
So, when Thanos came and wiped out half the population in the universe, taking your mom and siblings, you were left with only Nat. Father having disappeared, travelling across the world and killing powerful criminal empires. But this created the drive you needed to learn after your aunt to become a hero. Someone that could put away murderers, like your father, for life. Hoping that it would be what helped you get back at him for everything he put you through.
Time passed, Thanos was defeated, restoring the universe, and you moved away to New York. Natasha and Tony being lost in the battle left you distraught and needing a new start. Changing your name and losing all contact with your parents and everyone in the Avengers as well. Occasionally sending a letter to Bucky to tell him you were still alive. Finding retribution to live your life freely the way you wanted. Working as a salesman during the day and the Red Hood at night. Doing what you wanted in return for never having to see your parent's faces again.
Then you met Kate Bishop. It had been at a museum you had decided to head to with a few coworkers. Wanting to get some relaxation before a night of roaming New York and hoping to not run into Peter Parker who would badger you comments of where you had been.
You two had literally bumped into one another. Her champagne soaking your dress shirt. She had apologized profusely, but you had been lost in her beauty. Not even realizing the inquiry that left your mouth about going on a date with her. You don’t know if it had been your forwardness or your easy-going conversation, but she had accepted it.
That was a year ago and you two were still together. Going strong even after the obvious hesitance Elenor felt about you two being together. She was still going to school and you were still working your job while doing your hero gig on the low. There were secrets in your guys’ relationship besides that. Well, other than the fact that you were the son of her idol, Hawkeye, your father.
Tonight, you had been forced to work late at home because you had been late on a paper for your boss. Having sat in your office for most of the day, looking down on the city you lived in and protected with your life. It had been going like that for a while, but that’s beside the point. Kate had left for a charity event that her mother requested her to go to while you stayed home working.
So, as you typed up the document a third time that day, you sipped from your beer. Leaning back in the leather chair located in the living room. Sighing in exasperation as you stared at the words typed out. Just another tedious and unfulfilling day. As always.
Glancing over at the bookcase, you could feel the tiniest itch. Fingers twitched before you clamped your eyes shut, forcefully turning your head away to stare back at your laptop screen. You took another sip of your beer as the TV played in the background.
“We are following a breaking news story,” the reporter announced. “A high society gala rocked by an explosion when it went off at Park Avenue and 68th Street tonight.”
That caused your head to snap up and look at the TV. Seeing police cars outside of the building you had known Kate would be attending tonight. Moving your laptop off your lap and onto the coffee table, you stood up with growing anxiety in your stomach.
“The explosion is still under investigation,” the reporter said. “But witnesses captured cell phone of a masked assailant fleeing the scene.”
Footage of someone flipping over a car and landing in the middle of the street, covering a dog was shown. But as soon as the person turned their head, the mask and outfit were revealed.
Ronin...
Dad.
“Authorities believe the assailant could be the Ronin who terrorized crime in New York and elsewhere.”
By the time the man was done saying his sentence, you were rushing out of your apartment with your jacket and keys. A permanent frown etched onto your features as you dialled Kate’s phone number. Pressing the device to your ear as you quickly went down the spiralling staircase.
“C’mon, Kate,” you muttered. “Pick up the damn phone-”
“Y/n!” Kate exclaimed. “God, you won’t believe what just happened!”
“Kate, are you okay?” You questioned. “I’m on my way over. Just tell me where you are and I’ll come to pick you up.”
“Wait- Don’t!” Kate suddenly yelled. “I’ll come to you. Just stay there and I’ll be over soon.”
You felt your brows knit together in confusion. “Kate, what’s going on?”
“I’m fine, really,” Kate reassured. “Just, please, stay home. I promise I’ll be over in a bit.”
Sighing deeply, you glanced down the street. You could go out, find her with your suit. She wouldn’t even know it was you.
It wasn’t like you didn’t trust that she was telling the truth. You knew she wouldn’t ever keep something from you. But it was the tone of her voice. It was shaky, and forceful with a lot of what she was saying. It just left an uneasy feeling in your stomach that you weren’t sure would be at ease until you finally figured out what the hell was happening out there.
But taking her word for it, you nodded to yourself. “Ok, fine,” you grumbled. “I’ll stay home. But you get here as soon as you can, alright?”
You could almost see the smile on her face with your willingness. “I will,” she promised. “I love you.”
“I love you too.” Hanging up the phone, you glanced down the street again. Clenching and unclenching your hands as you went back upstairs. Fighting the urge to go out and do what you were good at. Just for tonight, you would spend it worrying about your girlfriend.
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You don’t know how long you sat at the kitchen table with a beer in your hand. Leg bouncing anxiously as you continuously glanced down at the watch Tony got you before he died. Occasionally getting up to look outside your apartment window, hoping to spot your girlfriend arriving. But it felt like the time drew on longer and longer the more you waited. Begging to whatever higher being was out there that Kate was alright and it was just your anxiety making you feel this way. Sure, Kate could handle herself, but that didn’t help ease the protective nature you had built for the ones closest to you.
And when you heard the jingle of keys and the lock coming free, you shot up from your chair. The door slowly opens with a sigh of exasperation falling from your lips.
“If you had taken any longer, I thought I was going to have to-”
The oxygen in your lungs had been sucked straight out of you. Kate was there, a few cuts on her face, but your father stood behind her. Eyes just as wide as yours, but without the growing rage. Both, the worst part of your past and the best of your present were colliding. But out of anyone, it had to be him? It couldn’t have been your mother?
“I’m sorry I took too long and I will explain, but-” Kate tried to say.
“What the hell are you doing here?” Kate stared at you, finding your gaze focused past her and on Clint. She glanced between the two of you, confused by your sudden change of attitude.
“Y/n,” Clint breathed. “W- I thought you were dead.”
“Kate, come here.” You opened your hand, holding it out for your girlfriend.
She frowned, letting out a nervous laugh. “What’s going on?” She inquired. “How do you know Clint?”
“I’ll explain, just come-”
“You haven’t told her?” Clint asked. “What else have you kept from her?”
Your lips pursed, swallowing the lump in your throat as you felt Kate’s eyes burning into you.
Not now. Not yet.
“Shut your mouth,” you growled.
“Y/n, here, is my son,” Clint announced. “Y/n Barto-”
Before he could finish, you grabbed him by the collar and slammed him into the wall. “Shut your fucking mouth!”
There were so many things you wanted to do to this man. Beat him to a pulp, toss him out the nearest window, kill him, none of it was off the table at this point. Especially with the burning gaze from Kate focused on your back.
But before you could do anything, a hand grasped your arm. “Y/n, let him go.” Kate’s command had you twitching your nose. Hands tightening on the fabric of Clint’s jacket as you fought every fibre in your pleading to just punch him. Just one good punch that could get the message across.
Love won over hatred and you backed away from your father. Removing your eyes from the man to look at Kate, who looked up at you in worry. “We should get you patched up,” you muttered, softly taking her hand in yours and leading her to the bathroom.
You went through the mirror cabinet, grabbing everything need to clean her up. And while you did that, she stood by the door, leaning against the frame quietly as the sound of Clint moving around could be heard in the background of the TV talking about Kate’s apartment having been set on fire.
Kate licked her lips looking down at the ground. “Were you planning on telling me you were his son?”
The question had you freezing up as you glanced up at her for a moment before looking back down at the medical supplies. Inhaling deeply and exhaling shakily. “No,” you muttered. “There’s a reason why I wanted to get away from it. A lot is there to unpack that I would prefer being kept away.” Your lips formed a smile as you looked at her. “It would’ve also been weird if you were dating your idol's son.”
For the first time that night, Kate smile and chuckled softly. Following you out of the bathroom to the kitchen table, sitting down with you standing in front of her. Using all your knowledge from Natasha to patch your girlfriend up.
In the background, Clint was scanning the apartment. Taking in all the information given to him about his son that had disappeared without any warning. Finding all the pictures of you and Kate scattered through the apartment. One of you two at what seemed to be a wedding, Kate in a red dress and you in a suit. The both of you dancing with large grins on your face. Another with you two with what Clint suspected to be Kate’s mom.
So much of it was unrecognizable to the boy he remembered raising. You didn’t smile as much as you did now. You didn’t care for much as now. Clint remembers all the times you held a frown or deadpan. Only the rare occasions did he ever see you smile was with your siblings or when you saw Tony and Natasha.
Clint stopped in front of the large bookcase, brows knitting together. Pointing at it, he looked over his shoulder at you. “You picked up reading?”
Sparing a glance at the man, you sighed. “A lot has changed since you left,” you pointed out. “So, yeah. I picked up reading.”
Clint hummed before he spotted Don Quixote, a book he knew you hated since your mother bought it for you. “Interesting.” Before you realized it, Clint pulled the book just enough that a loud click could be heard throughout the apartment. The bookcase pushes out of the wall and slides to the side to reveal your secret compartment.
Inside held guns. From pistols, sniper rifles, and assault rifles. Ammo boxes along each side of the small closet. In the centre stood your red and grey suit. The helmet was a crimson red with a dent in the side from a bullet you had taken to the head. You stared at Kate as she glanced between you and the armour. Utter guilt infested in your eyes, telling Kate that she wasn’t just dreaming this.
Kate stood up with you glaring at your father. She crossed the room in slow steps, advancing on the suit and all the weaponry inside. You couldn’t think of the right words to explain that. What would even be the right thing to say to her? That you were just like most criminals? Killing people that were just as bad as you?
“Kate-”
“So, you didn’t tell her about this?” Clint asked.
“Shut-” You stopped yourself, pointing at him. “Shut your fucking mouth for a moment.”
The man stuffed his hands in your pocket as you walked up towards the girl. “Kate?” You said. “Kate, let me explain-”
“I don’t even know who you are anymore.” Kate’s words left you breathless as you stared at her. She slowly turned around to you, resentment in her eyes as she shook her head. “This is what you’ve keeping from me?”
“Kate, I can explain, okay?” You said. “I do this so I can try and make a difference in this world. Be someone that can protect the ones who need to be protected. I am not the greatest human being - I know that - but I do it because I have to.”
Kate's eyes were clamped shut, raising a hand, silencing you. She inhaled deeply as she pointed to the suit. “Was… Was there ever a Meridian Project?”
Ah, yes. The Meridian Project. An excuse you had been using most nights on your girlfriend to cut your phone calls short. When in actuality, it was just a get-out-of-jail-free card to go out and do your job as Red Hood.
“I…” You were a loss for words. Not knowing how to hide the fact that you’d been lying to her this entire time. This isn’t how you had wished for it to go. You wanted to build up to it, ease her into the triple life you lived. Maybe never introduce her to your family, but let her in on the fact that you were the child of an Avenger and that you did more than just be a salesman. But the cat was out of the bag and you were forced to watch your girlfriend unravel more of your secret each moment that passed.
A scoff fell from her lips as she stormed past you towards your guys’ bedroom. You followed closely behind, hands trembling by your sides. “Kate, wait!”
She stopped short of the door with her head hung low. “I don’t get you.”
“I wanted to tell you-”
“You know what, enough!” Kate interrupted, turning to you.
“No, I wanted to!” You repeated. “But how could I?”
“I don’t know, just say?” She replied as if it was the most simple resolution to the problem you had been feeling for the past year.
You scoffed. “I had to protect you.”
“That is bullshit, Y/n,” Kate spat. “You just didn’t have the nerve to face me.”
“I knew you would react like this.”
Kate inhaled sharply, staring at you incredulously. “How would you react?” She exclaimed. “You lied to me… for months- maybe even longer.” She shrugged, a tear slipping from the corner of her eye. “I would’ve only found out if you were killed when they unmasked Red Hood. And now you are the son of Hawkeye.”
You held your head low, not finding the tiniest bit of courage to face the disappointment and hurt look in your girlfriend's eyes. She stared at you, unable to recognize the man she had fallen in love with all those months ago.
“Who are you?” She whispered.
“C’mon,” you said. “It's me. The same person you met. I don’t even care about all this other shit.”
But Kate saw through that lie and felt even worse. Shaking her head with a shaky sigh. “If you’re done lying to me then you should stop lying to yourself.”
And like that, she entered the bedroom and slammed the door shut. The lock signifying you would be sleeping in the living room for the night until the two of you could hash over the problems Clint’s arrival had caused. You thought that telling her would finally relieve some stress from your shoulder. But now, it had only built up with the fact that she saw a completely different man.
A roguish tear escaped your eye and you wiped it away instantly. Not giving your father the satisfaction of seeing you hurt over something like this. “I told you this life wasn’t one you wanted to live, Y/n,” Clint scolded. “I told you that if you didn’t find someone that lived the same, it would destroy one of you sooner or later.”
You moved to the island, bracing your hands on the edge with a shaky breath. “Your mother and I, we didn’t want you to live this,” Clint told you. “We didn’t want you to live a life full of danger and risk.”
Bring a hand up to your eyes, you used your index and thumb to rub each consecutive eye. Pinching the bridge of your nose with a chuckle falling from your lips as you sniffled. Pointing at the man with a shake of your head, “It’s about time you heard the truth about who you are and what I am.”
Clint stood cross-armed in the living room as you grabbed the beer from the kitchen table. “Well hear this, Clint,” you said. “This is me. This is who I am.” You stated, hands waving in exasperation.
“You wanna know why I left home?”  You inquired. “Because I tried that lifestyle you and mom were always telling me to get. Work a job, be a drone, and don’t turn out like either of you. I ended up getting sent to prison for having a lifestyle like that. Guess who was there for?” He didn’t answer and you pursed your lips. “Natasha was.”
The mere mention of his best friend had the man’s prideful mask cracking. Lips slightly parting as you shook your head. “I’ve tried every job under the sun and I never got anywhere,” you stated, sucking in a harsh breath, jabbing a finger at the man. “‘Cause you and mom blew me so full of hot air, I could never stand taking orders from anyone. That’s who’s fault it is and it’s about goddamn time you heard it, Pop.”
A soft laugh escaped you as you looked off into open space, motioning with your hand. “I work a salesman job, you hear me?” You said. “And when I was in Chicago, I kept stopping during each document I wrote and-”  You noticed Clint with his head down. “Do you hear this?!”
Clint’s head snaps up, clenching his jaw as he forces his eyes to focus on you. So, you continued. “I kept stopping and I finally noticed the city I lived in.” Your lips curve into a smile. “I finally saw the things I love. The city, the people, the hotdog stands- all of it.”
“Then I thought to myself, “what the hell am I doing with myself, huh?”.” You said. “Why am I trying to be something I don’t want to be? What am I doing in an office making a contemptuous begging fool of myself when all that I need is out there! Waiting for the second that I say I know who I am! Why couldn’t I say that, Pops?”
Again, Clint couldn’t meet your eyes. Seeing the tears stream down your face as you poured your heart out to him about all the bullshit he and his wife have caused you. How they could accept the fact that you were more than just a normal kid. Or that they couldn’t handle the possibility of you wanting to be just like them and use the fact that you were able to have a normal life.
“Dad, look at me!” You pleaded with the bottle in your hand being tossed across the apartment. The sheer impact of the glass shattering caused the man to painfully meet your broken gaze.
“I’m a dime a dozen!” You explained, body movement showing the hysterics you were lost in. “So are you! I am not a normal guy and neither are you! You were never anything more than a superhero that got forgotten after Thanos was defeated. And me? I am an afterthought! I tried everything to make you two proud, but it cost my happiness for your approval! An afterthought- that’s what I am to you!”
A sob racked your body as you waved your hand. Hiccuping over your tears as you sniffled. “I am more than what you wanted me to be,” you cried. “And for you to come back into my life and try to tell me how I should be living my life is cruel. You know that and I know that. So you gotta stop trying to act like my parent. You weren’t one then and you aren’t one now.”
With tears in your eyes, you grabbed your keys and phone. Clint couldn’t even question where you were going before you left the apartment. The door slammed behind you, echoing the words of pain you had never gotten to speak until now.
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woahhhfidget · 3 years ago
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hello!!
i am a (kinda) new fanfic writer and i already have a wattpad (there is no way in hell i’ll ever post on there) oneshot book and i’ll post them all on here. anyways, i’m gonna be posting way more on here (if i remember and have the motivation to do it) then on wattpad.
boundaries:
stuff i won’t write :
smut (that is until i am comfortable writing it and until i figure out how)
sh (as i’ve never experienced it myself)
sa (again, as i’ve never experienced it myself and i don’t feel comfortable writing it)
x/& male!reader 
people i’ll write for :
layla el-fauoly (mcu/scarlet scarab)
kate bishop (mcu/hawkeye)
wanda maximoff (mcu/scarlet witch)
natasha romanoff (mcu/black widow)
yelena belova (mcu;strictly platonicly/white widow)
gamora (mcu)
marvel cast (preferably x teen!reader/platonic)
hailee steinfeld
florence pugh
nancy wheeler (stranger things)
max mayfield (stranger things)
eleven hopper (stranger things)
joyce byers (stranger things)
st cast x reader
masterlist of masterlists
(P.S. : like i said above, i probably won’t post much on here because 1. i’ll probably forget and 2. i feel like i have barely any motivation anymore. i’ll also only post gxg/gxgn oneshots and probably only marvel characters as i’m only in that fandom atm. also i would not consider myself a good writer so just a heads up.)
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uwuyangin · 4 years ago
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my vows to you (changbin x reader)
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✩ 𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: the sound of wedding bells was always reserved for you because changbin would never want to live a world with anyone else. but that didn’t stop him from standing at the end of the aisle, waiting for his new bride to devote his vows to. however, it was in that moment that something sparked within him, letting him know this isn’t right; not when you were watching in the audience with his child.
✩ 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐫 + 𝐚/𝐧: this is a request! thank you for sending it in :) i enjoyed writing it! father!changbin ahead and angst themes. requests are open. (also, song recommendations while reading better off alone by jeremy zucker ft. chelsea cutler & i love you’s by hailee steinfeld)
the day was finally here. the day he would be marrying the love of his life.
was it right to call her that? or was it completely ludicrous? changbin wanted so badly to believe he was happy, and that he deserved this. he had taken many wrong turns in his life that he decided he would no longer stray away from his idea of a happily ever after. if that meant marrying her, then so be it. 
truth be told, changbin was struggling to cope with the aftermath that was his and your relationship. he wanted to forget every memory, kiss, touch, moment, and anything that reminded him of you. for the past three years, changbin erased the ghost of you. some days were harder than others, but some were okay. and okay was always better than nothing. soon, okay turned to content, and content turned to carefree. there were no longer chains holding him back, but instead a light at the end of the tunnel telling him it was going to be alright. that was all he needed.
the venue was filled with numerous amounts of people from distant relatives to friends and close family. everyone was chatting away about how excited they were for the wedding to begin with his mother in hysterics in the front seat. her baby was finally getting married and she couldn’t be more thrilled. his fiancee’s parents sat on the opposite side of the aisle baring the same emotions. today was going to be a rollercoaster of lows and highs, most weddings were. 
changbin stood in the groom’s dressing room with a sped heartbeat. not only was he nervous, but something about this wasn’t right. like his parents would say, it was only ‘wedding jitters’. changbin felt his palms were sweaty as he ran a hand through his hair while staring into the reflection. he looked sharp with a simple, black tuxedo. the bowtie was not tied for a bit of a fashion taste, he thought it looked better that way. he should be filled with joy but he felt stuck. now was definitely not the time to have cold feet. 
“are you doing alright? you look like you’re going to puke,” joked a familiar voice, making changbin turn to his left.
jisung had a coy smile on his lips. he was dressed just as neat with a tuxedo matching changbin’s. changbin chuckled and glanced down while shuffling his feet. it was obvious he was disturbed on something so jisung spoke up.
“but seriously, you don’t look so happy. shouldn’t you be psyched?”
changbin sighed heavily. how was he to answer that question? should he be honest or put up a front? he stuffed his hands into his pockets before turning to face jisung fully. 
“i don’t know. i think i’m happy.”
the younger male furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. this was his wedding day. that was not the type of response he should’ve received. where was the excitement? the drive? 
“that wasn’t the answer i was hoping for.” jisung said softly.
changbin was silent for a moment as he could hear minor disappointment coming from his friend. jisung didn’t even have to guess what was wrong because he knew. he knew the affects of changbin’s broken relationship with you, and what trauma it brought him. it should’ve never happened like this but changbin couldn’t change the past. he could only move forward and be grateful for what he’s been given.
“look, in a couple of minutes, you are about to marry a wonderful woman who you are going to spend the rest of your life with. it’s time to move on.” jisung’s voice was firm as he said words of advice.
“i can’t.” changbin muttered.
he sounded so defeated. jisung felt for him, he really did, but he wasn’t going to let his friend drown in his own self-pity. he was going to help him see the bright side of things and help him enjoy his wedding. jisung wrapped an arm around changbin’s shoulder reassuringly. 
“you can and you will. c’mon, it’s time. big breaths.” 
it was like changbin did the opposite of what jisung said as his breathing became heavier. anyone would confuse this as an adrenaline rush since this was the moment his life was supposed to change. it was, however, far from that. he was guided to the packed venue and with every step of the way, he felt his legs become heavier. he couldn’t back down now. changbin had to learn to face reality and to stop running from everything. when he entered the venue, he felt the room hush down until all eyes were on him. if he didn’t feel the pressure before, he definitely felt it now. he took his time walking down the aisle, even shaking hands with a few relatives here and there. 
as he began to descend to the end, he caught sight of a familiar set of hair. no . . . it couldn’t be. was he going mad? changbin blinked several times to clear any ideas that he might be hallucinating. but when he reached the end of the aisle and peered out into the crowd, his suspicions were confirmed as his eyes met yours.
and it felt like the world stopped. 
euphoria consumed changbin as he took in your appearance, and how overwhelmingly beautiful you were. you weren’t just glowing, no, there was a bright aura shining around you that he never noticed before. you looked happy, purely and genuinely happy. his heart ached at the way you sat there, innocently waiting to watch him confess his vows to another woman. he couldn’t even process how selfless you were to be here and support him in his path to moving on. that only made the crack in his heart break a little further. because this would be the last time he saw you without the opportunity of reconnecting. all of his chances would be thrown away, and for some reason, that hurt more than it should.
all the memories came flooding back like a movie playing in his head. like the way he would hold you and worship you to no end. or the intimate moments between the sheets when changbin wanted nothing more than to make you feel loved. every morning he spent waking up to you and your contagious smile, the way you would care for him when he would come home late from work, and how, no matter what, you continued to support every dream he ever had. 
his regret of losing you always ate him up at night. you were everything he could’ve asked for, and he let you go. you slipped through the cracks of his trembling hands, and he wasn’t there to catch you. he promised he would never hurt you, that he would take care of you until the end of your days. now it was him about to promise that to someone else. 
he watched as your cheeks flushed a red hue from the way he looked at you. changbin hadn’t even realized the breath he was holding until he let it go. he refused to break eye contact, too afraid to let go. but, as he watched you lean down to speak to someone beside you, he couldn’t help but to follow where your attention was now set.
there sat a little girl, around the age of three, looking impatient. she tugged on your arm with a pout, making it obvious the child was bored. changbin didn’t know who the child was, or why they were talking to you. his sight lingered there for a moment longer until he heard the infamous melody being played. he straightened up and focused at the end of the aisle. 
he had been staring at you for so long that he didn’t even notice the bridesmaids and groomsmen had already lined up at the alter. all that was left was the bride. 
as she came into sight, changbin took in her form. she was beautiful and elegant in her dress. it made her look stunning as all eyes were on her in the room. a few gasps could be heard as most people were in awe. changbin felt his lips curl into a small smile, yet it felt forced. he always imagined there would be sparks and fireworks. changbin was underwhelmed as his bride walked down the aisle with her father. he should’ve been fixated on her, not you. so why was it that he kept glancing your way?
you kept your eyes on him as well, admiring him like he was a work of art. you wanted to reach out and touch him, to make sure he wasn’t just a dream. you would be lying if you said you were completely over him. that didn’t mean you weren’t going to support him, though. you sat quietly and still while observing the scene before you. the bride was more gorgeous than you could ever imagine, and it didn’t come to a shock to you. changbin deserved to be with someone like her, at least that’s what you had decided.
you tried to mind your business as you sat in your seat. but changbin kept distracting you as he continued to turn his gaze to you when it should’ve been focused somewhere else. butterflies swelled in your stomach with goosebumps alinging the lengths of your arms. no- you had to push through. you weren’t going to ruin this for him. it would be unfair of you.
changbin had to be nudged by jisung who stood behind him as his best man. this made him come back to reality. his bride was now at the alter with him and all that was needed more was a priest. 
“we are gathered here today to welcome mr. seo and ms. (b/last name) to join together at the hands of marriage. before we move on, the bride and groom will give their vows.”
changbin swallowed the gulp digging at the back of his throat. his bride offered him a kind smile that should’ve been reassuring but it wasn’t. this wasn’t right . . . not for him, and not for you.
“mr. seo, will you please state your vows.”
changbin frantically glanced at the priest and nodded. this was it. everyone was counting on him.
“first off, i would like to say how beautiful you look today. i never would have imagined this is where we would be right now.” he nervously chuckled, the audience following in suit.
“but, i don’t think i ever thanked you for all that you’ve done for me. since the day i met you, i’ve never felt more complete.” 
changbin’s words were becoming more straightforward, and he let his heart speak for him.
“you’ve made me who i am today, and i cannot seem to imagine a world without you. you’re smart, loving, caring, kind, and funny. you’re so damn amazing that i don’t know what i did to deserve you. when i think of the future, i see your face. there’s never been a moment where i haven’t pictured you by my side and i-i-” changbin stuttered as he tried regaining his thoughts.
before he could stop himself, all of his emotions came pouring out of him like a tidal wave crashing into the unforgiving ocean. he was willing to let his words carry him if it meant being released from the anchor weighing him down. 
“i’m so sorry for everything i’ve done to you. i pushed you away like you were nothing. the day i lost you was the day i lost half of me. and i tried to move on, i did. do you see where we are now? god, i’ve made so many mistakes in my life but never one this big. i always believed i would devote everything to you but i let you down. we’re no longer one whole, but broken pieces trying to find their way back to each other. please . . . let me find my way back to you, (y/n).”
the room fell silent with shock.
changbin had openly admitted he was not over you in the middle of his own wedding. you couldn’t believe what you were hearing as your mouth was agape. the silence rose to murmurs as it settled in everyone of what just happened. some of which knew who you were fixed their disapproving glances at you. you couldn’t handle this. 
what sent you over the edge was the desperation in changbin’s brown orbs, begging you for forgiveness. tears were forming in your eyes as you shook your head. 
“i can’t do this,” you whispered.
with that, you grabbed your child in your arms and headed for the exit. your child was thrashing about, not wanting to be held but you didn’t want anything slowing you down from getting out of there. one hand was raised to muffle the sounds of your hushed sobs while the other balanced your child on your hip. you were beginning to head out of sight, and changbin wasn’t going to let you go again. 
stepping forward, changbin was ready to chase after you. a hand perched itself on his shoulder, making him whip his head around to the owner. his bride had tears cascading down her doll-like cheeks with pleading hues of brown. 
“please, don’t.”
changbin removed her hand from his shoulder. “i’m sorry.”
he was now running down the aisle while his parents screamed at him to come back. his legs worked themselves as fast as they could. he wasn’t going to just let you walk out of his life again. changbin was fed up with running away from his mistakes. weren’t you? his chest heaved as he pushed himself faster until he was completely out of the venue and outside towards the parking lot. you were so close, looking for your car to have an escape from here. 
“(y/n)!” he called out to you.
you whirled around, gasping at how changbin had met up with you. he was now standing in front of you with a determined expression painting his face. before he could even speak, you unleashed your hurt on him.
“why are you doing this? do you know how long it took for me to forgive you for what you did? you left me, you left us, and i hated you! i hated you so much for what you did. and here i am, looking like an idiot because i thought that what happened between us had been healed. but it’s obvious we aren’t on the same page.” you fumed.
changbin was so lost- he thought you would be relieved to hear his apology. everything he said was true to his heart and showcased how he really felt about you. wait a minute, did you say us? who else would you be talking about-
“what are you doing, bin?” this time your voice was softer and much less angry.
changbin closed his eyes for a moment, savoring the way you called him bin. he always loved it when you addressed him by that. it made him feel special even though it was a common nickname he went by.
“what do you mean what am i doing? i’m chasing after you.” it was his turn to sound irritated.
“no, i mean, what are you doing here? you should be inside there, marrying that gorgeous woman. she doesn’t deserve this. i don’t deserve this.” you replied.
changbin’s shoulders slumped at your words. did you still not get it that he was still in love with you? what more convincing did it take?
“i love you, (y/n). i mean it, i’ve lived by those words for years now. i never should have left you. i feel nothing but regret every single day for what i did to you, can’t you see that? i’m a mess, i need you.” he choked out.
changbin was beginning to grow emotional as he explained himself. this wasn’t the way it was supposed to go. you were supposed to come rushing into his arms and reunite together as one. his anxiety began to rise as you folded your arms across your chest.
“and i needed you. we needed you. where were you?” 
your words were so final to him, making him cringe. his heart only began to hurt worse than before. he felt it sink to his stomach, leaving him empty. 
“what do you mean by we?” his voice was gentle, barely above a whisper.
you let out a heavy sigh, gazing back at the car that was parked a few feet away from you. you hesitated but knew changbin had to know the truth. he needed to know what he missed out on and left you with. you began to walk to the car, leaving changbin confused.
“where are you going?”
“one second.” you called out. 
you disappeared behind the vehicle only to come back around with a child in your arms. that was the child from earlier . . . he took in the appearance of the kid: brown eyes full of light, chubby cheeks, and the most adorable nose. it began to settle within him of who this child was, and who it belonged to. his eyes grew wide in disbelief.
“i thought you said to wait behind the car,” pouted the girl as she reached up to rub her tired eyes.
“mommy wants to introduce you to someone, though.” god, changbin loved your mom voice. he wanted to hear it over and over like a broken record.
the child peered up at him with eyes of wonder. “who is that?”
“an old friend.” you breathed out.
changbin kept switching glances between you and his child. he couldn’t believe he had a kid with you, and he was only now hearing about it. he was now freely crying, overcome completely with emotion. he felt like a fool and nothing could ever describe the feeling he felt after grasping the fact that he missed out on being a father.
“mommy, why is the man crying?” much like other children, she was blunt.
you were hesitant before responding. “he’s going through some stuff. how about you get in your car seat and i’ll talk to him for a minute to help him out. okay?”
the child nodded as you set her down, watching her toddle off towards the car and open it with as much strength as she could. when she crawled into her carseat, that was when changbin flooded you with questions.
“she’s mine? what’s her name? how old is she? when did you have her? why didn’t you tell me?”
you chuckled a bittersweet chuckle, reaching up to brush a few hairs out of your face. “she is yours.” you confirmed. “her name is minji and she is three years old, turning four in a couple of months. i had her seven months after we broke up. i didn’t tell you because you walked out on me. i wasn’t going to let you do that all over again to her.”
changbin placed his hands on his hips, all he felt was guilt and lovesick with the thought of you. he wanted you so badly, but he didn’t deserve a second chance. he wanted nothing more than to see you thrive and live the rest of your life peacefully, even if it meant he wasn’t in the picture. changbin sniffled, throwing his head back to stop the tears.
“i just want you to be happy.”
you nodded, slowly walking forward until you were standing in front of him. your hand extended out to caress his cheek, directing his attention back to you. a sad smile decorated your lips. 
“not like this, bin. we’re better off alone.”
changbin rested his eyes closed as he stifled a cry. he always believed in the saying if you love something, set it free. and this was him, letting you go. 
“okay.”
holy shit i’m so sorry this took so long, i was debating how i wanted this to end and it’s like really shitty writing i’m so sorry ahhh :///
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