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"You're so pretty."
Victoria's movements are soft, half formed, as though she'd not quite thought the action out before it started. She feels her ears heat up with embarrassment. It had been happening more often lately - moving before she can think clearly, as though dealing with two separate entities within herself, brain and heart. Perhaps Jennyanydots' amused diagnosis of "twitterpated" was not too far off the mark; there had certainly been enough reasoning to back it up.
Plato blinks, slow and confused, as though being pulled from a dream. And perhaps he was; he'd been staring at Victoria for the better part of an eternity, focused, but very clearly somewhere else. He did that sometimes - disappear somewhere she couldn't quite follow him, eyes hollow and dark. Victoria wishes she knew where he went; perhaps one day he'd tell her.
The staring, she couldn't fault, however; she'd been staring at him right back.
"What?" he asks, furrowing his brow.
"Pretty," Victoria signs again, submitting to having been caught, exaggerating the movement so he'd get it. Perhaps he'd been half paying attention, and only seen the tail end. "You're very pretty."
Plato wasn't much for laughing, Victoria had come to know - smiling, yes; Plato had developed such an easy smile over the year spent with them when they could coax it out of him. Laughing, on the other paw, not particularly, though he was never able to put quite into words why that was. Perhaps he was self conscious of the way it sounded; perhaps he hadn't much in regards to a sense of humour.
Be that as it may, for some reason, that affirmation plasters bewildered scrunches between his brows and his eyes practically disappear under his eyelashes. It even gets that odd, wheezing noise he'd make when particularly amused.
The queen could only be partially annoyed and a teeny bit embarassed - he was very handsome when he smiled, afterall, one fang hanging slightly lower than the other. An in consequential flaw that did nothing, Victoria thinks, flustered, than make him even prettier.
Victoria huffs. "What's funny?"
Plato tosses the motion back haphhazardly, as though brushing the thought aside. "You're funny."
"Not funny." Victoria frowns. "I'm serious."
Plato sobers immediately, smile gone as quickly as it came - it's like a candle being blown out; a night and day difference. The temperature in the clearing seems to cool as he continues to study her. There is an undeniable feeling creeping at the back of Victoria's neck that she may have mis-stepped somewhere, but all she'd said was...
She presses on, feeling an ache begin deep in her chest. She repeats herself, motions firm. "You're very pretty."
"I am not," he says after a long moment. There is an expression on his face that is difficult to read - he does not look embarrassed or pleased, even humbly so; he almost looks as though he is about to cry.
"Yes you ar-"
"You-" he points at her firmly, cutting her off, jaw set. The motion towards her is quick and harsh as a result, unsheathing his claws in the process. He startles as she does, horrified, staring at the space that has swelled between them; he is a breath away from scratching her.
"You," He points to her again after a moment, claw carefully pulled back this time. "Are very pretty. Not me. Look." He motions to the whole of himself, as though that were enough to dissuade her feelings. It only steels her resolve further.
"You look-" she insists, touching her paw pads to the delicate skin of his cheek to demonstrate. Plato flinches as though she'd hit him in retaliation; it looks to have been a struggle for him to resist moving away, but the desire is clearly there. There is fear burning in his eyes -anger and remorse and upset - like a bird trapped in a cage of teeth, waiting for its bones to snap in on themselves after the hunter had toyed with its prey.
Victoria pulls back, tangling her paws in her lap. The ache becomes a gnawing hurt. The fear in Plato's eyes burns hotter, guilt shining just beneath the surface.
"Please." Plato sets his jaw, and the fear fizzles slowly - forcibly - last of the flame suffocated. But he does not get near her again. He is gone to that place she cannot follow. "I cannot...do not lie to me."
"I am not lying," she manages, tears at the precipice of her eyelashes. The silence grows even heavier between them
"Then," he continues at last, breath hitching eyes wide and astonished, and Victoria feels ice settle at the base of her spine. After a moment, his expression dulls again. The smile on his face returns in a flash, a plaster over a wound, but it is bitter, cool. Empty. "You are being cruel? I did not think you had it in you."
#have this half finished nonsense too idk#Plato#Victoria#platoria#my fanfic#fanfiction#plato has body and self worth issues due to years and years of abuse#You walk in another world#Everything that touches you is moonlight and stardust; turns to gold in your grasp#I could only hope that being in your presence should do the same to me#I am stupid to think so#hahaha i'm sad#about this universe i mean#idk if this requires a tw but like plato has a very poor opinion of himself#and he's not mad at victoria - not at all - he is devastated that even she (in his twisted minds eye) would be cruel#and play with his feelings because he can't tell genuineness from a hole in the wall#but thing is victoria is 200% serious and besotted#not meant to imply any abuse or anything like that - macavity is just very close to plato's surface#in more ways than one and it terrifies him that he'll hurt her like macavity hurt everyone else#and the fact that victoria could be cruel in his mind? breaks his heart
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he's our little brother. take care of him.
anne carson - antigone / alec benjamin - if we have each other / dan pearce - single dad laughing: the best of year one / kodaline - brother
#dean winchester voice we're gonna fix you up. that's my job right? to look after my pain in the ass little brother.#[guy who's not over marineford voice] yeah i'm sooo over marineford#tried to read the manga for reference. got sad about ace and luffy again. thus the cycle continues#asl brothers#ace#luffy#sabo#riko.txt#one piece#op spoilers#kinda???? it's been out for over a decade. everyone talks about it#btw you have NO IDEA how much it took for me to not include the spn gif i made for this. or the shinazugawa bros scene. you know the one.#anyway. hahaha. heehee. hohohoho. i'm an older brother. i have a younger sister. and. i get it.#she was having a bad time a few months back and i remember telling her i'd do anything for her. i don't think i've ever meant anything more#so. yeah. i get it.
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wanted to try my hand at a fake screenshot thing with a scene from one of the bttf fics of all time, Time Is a Flat Circle by @fourth-dimensional-thinker! i set in to draw only the "little canary" line but. as you can tell. my hand slipped and fell down a 6 story building
if you haven't read it already please check it out PLEASEEE it's very good. i read the whole thing in basically one sitting. the vibes are perfect for the spooky season too!
versions without the filter/subtitles under the cut:
#bttf#back to the future#bttf fanart#marty mcfly#doc brown#emmett brown#dear fic author i hope this is not too terribly off from what you pictured in your head#and that you like it :D#listen guys when i say my hand slipped it slipped BIG TIME. like this was not even supposed to be shaded that just happened#as well as the 6 other frames but i digress#i fought tooth and nail for these colors it was crazy out there. still not exactly the ones i pictured in my head unfortunately but it stil#looks baller so i'm pretty happy :D#the Ys on his hand in the fic is on his palms but since they were facing away from the “camera” i put them on the back of his hands also#bc i just really wanted to draw them hahaha#the hardest bit to draw out of all of these was surprisingly doc's nose LMAO. i guarantee you it is not even the right shape. oh well!#second hardest was moving marty's arm in the second frame ever so slightly. layer hell i tell you#this isn't even the only drawing idea i had for this fic i have like two more#but best to get to some other fic scene ideas before coming back to this one!#the fake screenshot thing is really fun i'm going to do it again#super time consuming. but really fun#kit does an art#kit read a fic and is making it your problem#tumblr took the quality and shot it out back i'm so sad
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If you really think about it he hasn't changed a bit.
#just got bigger and cringier hahaha#look at the stompy stomp#man I'm kinda sad about this he was such a happy energetic little boy#bnha#dabi#touya todoroki#mha#manga cap#anime cap#todoroki touya#dabi is touya#bnha manga#league of villains#he was just as extra about supporting his dad as he is about hating him#the fire t shirts omg 😭#he was always so excited too and extra emotional about everything adorable
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I'm caught now, what's the comic about? I'm guessing demons from your tags but I want to know more (without spoiling anything)
I'm so glad you asked.
I wanna say so much but I don't want to spoil anything... I'll do my best.
It's about demons, yes... But also mermaids, curses, murder, and love... The sweetest mermaid in the world gets magically stuck with an asshole demon warlord.
Thrust into a world of crime, murder, lies, and secrets, Luciel is completely out of their depth... And cursed to live in the ocean for the rest of his life, Zagan is a fish out of water.
Zagan is trying to solve the mystery of his own murder, while also navigating trying to cure his new curse AND gathering souls so he doesn't get sent back to hell. While Luciel is happy to tag along, Zagan is new to cooperation and is forced to adapt... And Luciel soon discovers there might have been a BIT more danger than they signed up for.
It follows the two of them as they solve a mystery, uncover new secrets, and navigate the dangers of the world while also discovering its many wonders!
And also maybe falling in love...
This is sort of the vibe... I haven't finished any episodes yet. These aren't canon scenes. I keep drawing just a couple panels or small strips of scenes that MIGHT happen cause I'm so excited it's not even funny I want to make it so bad
I can't stop drawing them it's a problem. I have work I have to do...
#we were legion#GOD ITS SO GOOD ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY#I KEEP GETTING STRUCK WITH NEW SCENES#you guys have no idea how hard this is for me#I have to finish time and time again but it makes me so sad to work on it HAHAHA#I have to go back...#but we were legion is just SO enticing...#ughhhhhh#I have to wait#I have to commit myself to waiting or I'll never come back!!!#that's not true. but#LMAO#I just should wait it's not healthy to split myself between projects.#my goal is for this to be my main source of income#and my goal is for this to uhm. be. NOT with webtoon.#like I'll post it there#but I want to make a living without them#they're getting worse and worse to work for#it makes me need to ask for people's support#and I'm sorry about that#I wish I didn't need money so I could just make you guys comics all day#but the unfortunate reality is SOMEONE needs to give me money for it LOL#and either that's a company who has the ability to cut it short and will take some of the comic from me#or it's my readers...#so. I want it to be my readers...#I just like you guys more HAHAHA#eltrolodecadadia#asks
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I want to know what the world sees when it looks at me. What you see.
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#astarion#tav x astarion#bg3 tav#oc: hiraeth#bg3 edit#*griffin mcelroy voice* baby pretty. baby pretty - pretty baby#i wanna put them in a jar and rattle them around in there#DADDY LIKE A PRETTY BABY!! anyway i'm fucking insane hahaha goodnight<3#also the fact that you can compliment his 'strong piercing eyes'#when they're like the fucking wettest saddest eyes you could ever gaze upon#just a sad wet beast of a man#anyway sorry for the repeated coloring/filters i uh#am still not out of act 1 as you can see#i am taking my time ok???
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Drunk n tired hahah
#me#lndlkat#hahaha#emo hair#i hate it here#black hair#emo makeup#emo scene#hi#music#vada vada#whatever#idk what to tag this as#i'm sad#aesthetic#no one will love me like i love me#haiii :3#punk rock#i love you#im so happy#hiiii#makeup
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How is it that I am more accepting of all the stories and theories I've read about the Oshi no Ko than where we are right now?
Also, some people really think that OnK readers are furious about the story because it was tragic? Tragedies are endings that will linger on you. Tragic endings are endings that will give a lasting feeling and in my opinion, they're more weighted than happy endings. In all cases, not all endings should be happy. I am very accepting of tragic endings but I just can't ride with this one because killing off Aqua did not feel like the only option left to punish the antagonist of the story. Why was letting the authority punish Kamiki not an option when they've already caught Nino red-handed?
The story has never been fair to anyone. Like crow girl oh my goodness what was the point of her existence anyway? She just narrated and talked in Aqua's dream and that's it?!
Ruby! She lost her beloved sensei. She lost her beloved idol. And now she lost her twin brother. So is the story we want to tell here is that life is shitty but you should pick yourself up and fight to the end because okay yes I get it but was killing off Aqua really necessary for the story to proceed? Because again there are other options we could've dealt with Hikaru so is this just tragedy for tragedy's sake?!
Akane! How come she's doing a detective's job when she should be doing her job as the genius actress that she is?! How come you put that weight on a character who almost killed herself and had felt indebted with Aqua's kindness to the point that she's willing to sacrifice herself for Aqua? How come you write off this character with the greatest deepest love through self-sacrifice wheh she is a young lady with a bright future ahead?!
Miyako! You made her take over Ichigo Production, take care of Ruby and Aqua, made her watch them from the sidelines. She knows she can never replace Ai as the twin's mother but she's done her best to be a mother to them then you decide to kill off Aqua could you imagine the guilt she will always feel for not protecting her son enough?!
Taiki! He was happy knowing that he has a brother because apart from the director, he's been alone all his life. I doubt they would ever know that Aqua committed suicide but could you imagine the despair Taiki would feel for losing his parents and his brother to suicide?!
The movie 15-Year-Lie! Even that movie was handled unfairly because are you telling me that with all the hype placed for that movie, with the story of Ai, the nation's favourite idol being told post-humous, is still not enough to be successful so let's kill off her son whom all she ever wanted was to live healthy and happily.
So maybe the message here is to endure life's cruelty, be strong, survive and live on "towards the stars and dreams"? Is that it?
#I am honestly so exhausted thinking of this manga like I feel like something happened to Akasaka sensei towards the end of this manga#are you telling me the manga took all those break for this hahaha#because honestly killing off Aqua and Kamiki is the simplest route this story could take#I want to be one of those people who finds nothing wrong about this conclusion for the manga#because I was honestly so intrigued with Akasaka-sensei's writing now I'm just flabbergasted#or was that really the objective? to surprise the readers?#to scar the fans who have written beautiful analysis and theories only get to the killing-off-the-main-character conclusion#Again I'm okay with that because if I wasn't#just reading on the first chapter and seeing that Ai died I would have dropped this if I don't like stories with dying characterz#wait I just realized Ai and Kamiki's company Eye even their eyes are not addressed properly hahaha sure they're lying eyes but#what's the difference when it's white and black fans have interpretations yes but why don't we get that from the manga hahahaha#I am so sad about this like really haha#oshi no ko#just go to hell you idiot aqua
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Oh.
#according to facebook memories (why do i even have that still??) 12 years ago today i saw Linkin Park for the first time 🥺#in a few days it'll be 10 years since the last time i saw them#and. hm. there's a lot that surfaced this days since clancy dropped and i'm a bit more emotional / sensitive than usual#and this is. well. making me extremely sad.#12 years ago. i remember as if it was yesterday. i cling to that day so much and i'm scared of forgetting about it#i wonder how 14 yo me would've reacted if she knew.#they were my first gig ever! i remember the 2nd song was given up and the people around us started moshing pretty hard.#so much that my shoe came off and my dad had to shield me while i crawled and looked for it hahaha#it was so fun! i didn't really know that was a thing#that day was the first time they played Lies Greed Misery - it had been released just the day before#my videos are SO blurry but i still have them all saved 🥹#idk i've been in some typa mood these past days. not necessarily bad at all but.#me and a couple friends had a very important conversation 2 nights ago which was GOOD but. the bad thing about letting everything bottle up#is that once you spill it's hard to deal with. and yeah this is. idk. i'm just venting here like. ignore me.#it's just really hard for me. i miss him terribly and i'm really scared for myself because i *know* i'm back in the loop#and it feels so hopeless sometimes. maybe this is super silly but i'm so thankful that Clancy came out now because OH BOY i need it#maybe it's not the best strategy to put so much faith? importance? in like. music and other people but#man. i genuinely don't know if i'd be here if not for certain songs/artists etc#idk I'm rambling lol. i might delete this later#probably. maybe. i try not to talk too much about this here because i tend to deal alone but. sometimes it's nice to send things to the void#anyways. support your favs. talk to your friends - even if you much rather not. don't be like me and let things rot inside.#🤍#darya talks to herself
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aki's english va is gonna be at a convention a few hours away from me... but I can't go because I have to work 🥹
#MY BOSS IS LITERALLY GOING#and I was joking like hahaha what if I went with you#and he's like 'but u have to stay here and work'#BITCH!!!!!!#whaaaahhh this is the first time he's come up north I wanna see him#but I have no one to go with me and have to stay here#lame........ I'm sad..........
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hello i am here to ask you your thoughts on Polites from EPIC!
Nothing much actually hahaha. I see him more as a personification of the ideology of optimism, hope and joy (open arms). He is kind of written just to push the plot forward and build Odysseus' character.
I did talk about another thing about him here
#i'm not going to lie i didn't even feel that sad when died. hell i didn't even know it was him who croaked captain#it took me a few days to realize it was him. and i guess i kind of felt “sad” because everyone else was feeling sad#so yeah! nothing really much in general hahaha#asks
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Mitch's downfall as one of your favs was something I thought I'd never see and didn't expect to hurt me so much lol
Oop, sorry about that anon.
To be fair, it's not like I hate Mitch now or anything. I still like him and think he's a fine character, but a lot of time has passed. I assume you're coming from this post where I replayed TFS after a year away, which I wrote in 2022. I fell out of the fandom and writing fic for it, etc. that when I replayed, it didn't quite feel the same? If that makes sense?
Back when I was super active within the fandom every day, when episodes were still coming out, it's easier to get engrossed in every little thing about it, y'know? Mitch became a favorite of mine since he died in ep2, and my brain was like, "noooo, he had so much potential! I'm gonna create my own fix-it to further explore his character and what could've been!"
I don't regret that or anything, at the time I loved him, I loved the friendship dynamic with Clementine that I wrote in my fics. I've never been a mitchentine shipper. I never felt anything romantic between the two, but I liked them being best buddies... buuuuuuut then I look back on that and I'm like "…..I think I just wanted to replace Violet with him since I took the 'Violet didn't forgive Clem and they're not on good terms anymore' route and then I gave him a similar queer background to her, whoops, should probably reflect on why I did that one, eh CJ?"… y'know? That wasn't intentional, but I know I've had some issues to work through in terms of internalized misogyny. That's not something I'd do now if I were to write for twdg, let's put it that way.
Mitch is good for what he is. He fulfils his role, and the fan content surrounding him definitely gave him a push. That's great, we had a lot of fun exploring Mitch headcanons and fic back in the themed night days.
#asks#twdg mitch#tbh i'm sad too anon haha#i have a lot of fics with mitch#he was important to me at the time but y'know... now its like seeing an old friend i haven't talked to in years#and realizing we're too different now to pick up where we left off#but y'know... it's a fictional character and if i wrote him now it'd be way different...... eh same difference hahaha#if it helps i still love louis and clouis and clementine's still one of my favorite characters in any video game#my love for the ninja squad never depleted i still love them dearly... obviously since i'm still here writing about them haha
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Title: Unwalked Paths
Pairing: Jean Valjean/Javert
Summary: Just a few days ago, Jean Valjean had wanted to flee France. Just a few days ago, he couldn’t sleep out of fear that Javert would find and arrest him, and Cosette would learn everything. The thought of that was unbearable. To see her love change into hatred and disgust would kill him. It would kill him . . . and he was bringing Javert home.
Rating: G-T
Notes: This fic is just catering to me personally. I needed to use Javert walking into the river from Les Misérables 2000 as my starting point because it opens different opportunities, at least for the beginning. I'd be really happy if you give it a try. You don't need to know the adaptation; I'd follow the same trajectory if I were to write a book 'verse fic as well, and I'm tweaking the characterization anyway. I just had these scenes in mind and needed to get them out 🙃
#javert#jean valjean#valvert#les miserables#my writing#i know not to expect much but i'm still gonna get sad if it gets ignored hahaha#i just really like it#i feel it's written differently than my trek fics but it still has a me feeling#if there is a me feeling :D#les miserables 2000#les mis fic#les mis fanfic#les mis#the first fic of 2024 and it isn't a trek fic...
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I understand most people aren't very conscious of these things but gender is a huge, huge mode through which people connect to each other, especially in youth. (Think wanting to imitate gendered features, or participate in gendered activities together.) Yamato didn't have peers or a real parent to connect with, so it makes perfect sense he would connect with his hero through gender instead. To invalidate that is just insane to me.
What do people who do that think gender is.... no don't tell me, because if someone doesn't respect the language people choose for themselves, (and trust me, there have been and continue to be plenty of real people who describe their own trans experiences as "choosing to be x" whether you like it or not), I am not interested in anything they have to say on the subject. Yamato is a man!
#yamato#one piece#my posts#you either support gender liberation and autonomy or you don't. it is honest to god that simple hahaha#regardless of one's personal discomfort with people's “unclear” or “problematic” language! it's not anyone else's business!#and how a person reacts to yamato's clearly stated and untroubled gender identity says a lot about their ideas of gender.#whether they realize it or not.#I've seen a couple assholes but we're mostly past this discourse right. I'm not.. gonna get death threats or something..#i was just thinking of how gender is a social activity and how yamato substitutes his hero for what he should have had. it's sad :') but#also metal as hell. ok just decide that then. I love you.
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Someone stop me I am this (🤏this) close to making an emo SWK edit
#idk why but this feels like a step. A line that once I cross I will never be able to uncross#Like can I really make an emo edit for the legos. Can I#If you haven't watched the show & opened your 3rd eye it's like. Well why is that person making a sad edit over some legos#And it's like noooooooooooooooooooo hahaha you have to understand#It's a lego tragedy you have to believe me#Once you start seeing lego media as it's own separate medium you truly become enlightened#Legos are one way to tell a story.#A perfect way to tell a familiar tale....to a new audience...#and it's like....we're comforted by those familiar tales of friendship and courage and hope...#Why are you walking away I'm right. I'M RIGHT#imp tag#lmk#lego monkie kid
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