#haha I want to cry
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Being at risk of not having housing is... it leads to a very specific kind of fear and desperation that my privileged ass never really thought I'd experience but I am now and oh god I really really hate it
And yeah I'll figure something out I *know* that but. the risk is present and the fear is there and fuck I hate it
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So I just tried to be vulnerable with my dad and he said “that’s your problem” and then laughed.
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Nori's birthday gift
#drawing this made me really emotional. i actually started to cry a bit#idk just the thought of uzi building a body for her mom..... just like how (i HEADCANON) nori did makes me ☹️☹️#im gonna kms i love them sm#but ofc uzi wanted to be taller HAHA#i love my gremlin#murder drones#md#md fanart#murder drones fanart#uzi doorman#uzi#md uzi#nori doorman#md nori#my art#fanart
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I’m still so mentally ill over the whole Luffy refusing to eat unless it’s Sanji’s food thing. Like. We KNOW how fucking feral over food Luffy is. He loves food and loves eating so much that he steals it off other people’s plates and out of their hands and is so impatient when it comes to meals that he’ll literally try and sneak into the kitchen to mooch before it’s ready. Or he’ll try to break into the refrigerator. I know Sanji mentioned putting a lock on it at some point bc Luffy literally wiped it clean. He will not hesitate to eat other people’s portions or literally an entire meal meant for a whole ship of people! He’s unbelievably selfish when it comes to food and that’s just SUCH a central part of his character that it’s become almost endearing. Even in Totto Land Luffy didn’t think for a second before devouring everything in sight, including an entire fucking HOUSE, regardless of the consequences or the people it might affect. Homie did not care!! He’s food driven first and foremost!!!
Until Sanji leaves him. Until he decides that eating—something that he loves and brings him comfort—isn’t WORTH it unless it’s Sanji’s food he’s eating. It’s been shown that Luffy has zero self restraint when it comes to food so the fact that he was SURROUNDED by food on all sides on a food themed island and utterly refused to partake in any of that? Even though he hates being hungry and will always make eating a priority over pretty much anything else?? The amount of willpower it must have taken for him to sit there and purposefully let himself starve, for SANJI. Even when food was offered to him conveniently (in the form of syrup rain) he stubbornly rejected that. Because it wasn’t Sanji’s food. Because it wasn’t Sanji who made it, who always puts so much thought and care into the food he makes, who always indulges Luffy and prepares extra because he knows how much Luffy eats and how much he loves to eat. Luffy literally took one of the most defining traits he has and tossed it out the window. For Sanji. I’m going to fucking blow up
#RAGHHH. RAGHHHHHH#One Piece#Sanlu#Lusan#Sanji#Luffy#WCI#Whole Cake Island#Shima speaks#I just can’t get over it. I’ll never get over it actually.#Luffy refusing food. Bc he wants Sanji more. Bc he CARES about Sanji more#HE REALLY SAID ‘Guess I’ll die ¯\_(ツ)_/¯’#This isn’t even half of it. This doesn’t even tie into the whole ‘I can’t become King of the Pirates without you’ line#Luffy really looked at his utmost goal (becoming Pirate King) and his favorite thing in the world (food) and said#’Without Sanji it’s not worth it. I don’t want it’#SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP#He’s never done that for anybody else. I am just SAYING. JUST SAYING!!!!!!#Usopp jokingly: What do you want more the One Piece or Sanji#Luffy without a moment of hesitation: Sanji#Usopp: Haha see I—oh. Oh???#Usopp: Was NOT expecting that tbh.#Luffy: I’ll pick Sanji over food or the One Piece every time :)#Sanji: 😳😳😳😭😭😭#GIGGLING INSANELY. I CANNOT BELIEVE THEM
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Pkmn SV dlc doodles
#i finished the epilogue and i cry i want more of them!! at least i have the league club haha#pokemon sv#trainer juliana#trainer arven#trainer carmine#trainer drayton#kashart#pokemon#pokemonscarletviolet
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i wish i could say that i had normal feelings for him
based on this one art trend from twt:
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#honkai star rail#hsr#hsr fanart#aventurine#hsr aventurine#aventurine honkai star rail#digital art#artists on tumblr#fan art#aaaaaa#honkai star rail fanart#the skrungle#the skrunkly#skrimblo#i love him#i want him#sobbing crying ripping my hair out#silly guy#haha funny#sobs
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who up feeling unloveable rn
#mentally unstable#trauma#i wanna kms#tw depressing stuff#mental abuse#i want to be okay#unlovable#i feel so unloveable#i love life#haha#pls laugh before i kms#this account is a cry for help pls help me
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I’m lost, where should I do? A small alleyway split into twelve ways Where can I go to meet you again?
If it’s my destiny, if I can choose my destiny Even if I close my eyes and walk, I will choose the right path
The disappeared summer time The summer time that your eyes shone upon me I’m not just waiting, I’m walking to find you
The summer time will come back to me When the cold wind blows, I will close my eyes What’s the time? Summer time I’m not sad, I will dance Again, again
They say you can go to better places if you wear better shoes So I won’t stop until I find you
My lost summer time Will I find you after wandering through strange times? Is it still far ahead? When I get scared, I smile for no reason
Have you forgotten me? I hope your time has stopped in mine Slow the time, stop the time
I will run a bit faster Again, again, again, again
#hikaai#hikaru kamiki#ai hoshino#I'm crying omygod??? I was listening to this again pondering a bit and it ACTUALLY works??#oshi no ko#oshi no ko spoilers#doodle#I really wanted to try drawing Ai in that dress~#idols are amazing!! I was watching this performance and I felt something really interesting haha#I went: oh so that guy/girl is supposed to be really pretty! not “just” pretty- I could feel that they convince us to look charming#that is talent#I know there's live action and all but I felt these characters must have given off those kinds of same aura as them#oh and I really like this song too
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beep beep im a sheep
speeddraw below the cut (audio warning)
song: "Cult of Dionysis" by The Orion Experience
#before anybody says anything i have never played cotl in my entire life and i dont plan to. but. crow showed me some narilamb art#and i. well.. HMMMMM kinda fruity if i do say so myself..#also i wanted to play around with the lambs design and had fun basing their outfit a little on crusader armor. mostly the cloth in the fron#i dont think id last 10 minutes playing cotl. partly because i suck at strategy games and not hugely drawn to roguelike games#and partly because i think i would cry real tears if i had to sacrifice someone despite fully knowing theyre nonsentient npc characters#i must admit i think the world and gameplay mechanics are interesting.. havent watched any playthroughs but ive been skimming thru the#wiki pages. kindareminds me of binding of Isaac but i dont have the patience for those kinds of games sadly#also apparently u guys are getting a sex update so i feel like ill be in full blast of whatever comes out of that#i might draw god of death lamb because i kind of have an idea of what their horns would look like. but im gonna hate drawing an outfit ugh#noooo dont usurp god and reap destruction for generations to come youre so sexy haha#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl lamb#cotl lambert#cotl fanart#my art#myart#videos#speeddraw#progress art
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today i forced myself to doodle something happy so have hodgving dancing (hodge's idea, jirv agrees and ends up enjoying himself or something ^^)
#the terror#the terror amc#hodgving#george hodgson#john irving#i am still feeling hungover literal. days after i drank myself into hell and back#so this is a very tired sketch i apologize for that. sigh#anyway my hogdving girlies out there deserve this... please take it#yea they wear matching gloves#i sometimes want to cry thinking about these two haha (normal)#my art#fd art
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Just woke up from a nap, and remembering the vivid dream that I was comparing MelJay and Jayvik to.......socks
Like..Mel and Jayce are like mismatched socks...they work together...may even look like a match sometimes but on closer inspection there's a difference..It feels different...it may feel comfortable, look good and alrighty even! but the fit is..off...While Jayce and Viktor are a matching pair of socks.. they're soulmates..they just fit...they are partners...in all possibilities, they'll find each other every other laundry day (lifetime). They are just meant to be. No matter how much they miss each other or if they lose the other.. they'll eventually wind up together :))
#sounds kinda lame but whatever :'))#zie rambles#it makes sense to me...somehow....#please don't shoot#is this sad?? kinda sounds sad#but also funny#haha#REMINDERS EVERYONE FOLD YOUR LAUNDRY#this lowkey makes me want to make sure all of my socks match#Jayvik#jayce x viktor#jayvik#jayce talis#arcane jayce#arcane viktor#my blorbos#arcane season 2#arcane netflix#Arcane#these are my boys#mel medarda#mel i want to wrap you up in a warm blanket and sing you lullabies#i want to CRY#why is my brain like this
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another little snippet of what's now 8k of Violet feeling like proper shit and thinking a baby might fix it (spoiler alert, it won't)
He cups her cheek and she hates herself a little bit for turning into the touch, for savouring the warmth and the feel of his hand against her skin. It’s been so long since she was last touched with any kind of affection that wasn’t from her dragons. It’s a testament to just how long that she lets him of all people. She squeezes her eyes closed tightly, willing herself to keep the tears at bay.
She’s missed it so much, the feel of someone else’s hands on her body. The comfort of a simple, platonic touch. She has missed the connection, the intimacy, the knowledge that someone cares. Gods, she thinks again, what she wouldn’t give for a simple hug.
“Vi,” he breathes, and there he goes again with the ‘Vi’, breaking down her walls even further. He sounds heartbroken and she can’t quite grasp why. He doesn’t care about her, so why does he suddenly sound like he does?
“I don’t think I’m okay,” she confesses and there’s no amount of squeezing her eyes closed that will hold the tears back now, not when she's finally uttered the truth that she has known intimately for months and months out loud. She feels the tears fall down her cheeks, leaving wet, hot tracks in their wake, like a map of her sadness. It doesn’t take long for his thumb to come up to wipe them away.
“I know,” he says, and there’s none of that brute efficiency or cold detachment she'd come to know from him during the war. His tone is gentle. It’s nothing like she remembers him, nothing like the picture she has of him in her mind. She doesn't know how to reconcile this version of him with the one who's only ever shown her indifference or frustration before.
She thinks that maybe peace time allows some to break down, and others to take care of the pieces that are left in ways that war time never could.
#I don't know man#this needs heavy editing and I do think Violet is maybe too sad in this#the involuntary depression fic#(now that's a tag)#but I'm trying to just get it onto the page as it wants to go#(I am a theatre major I love me some melodrama)#and then hopefully I can rein it back in afterwards#or maybe she'll just get to be very saddy sad#I'm actually mostly worried about the balance in their relationship and like taking it from this to love#because the way it's structured right now she's been really neglected#maybe I need to work on Xaden's motivations a bit more to figure it out hmm hmmm#anyway that's a problem for tomorrow's me#I would say enjoy but I don't think there's much enjoyment to be had here unfortunately#and I who just wanted to write some fluff haha#am I laughing or crying nobody knows#violet sorrengail#xaden riorson#riorgail#riorgail fic#riorgail snippet#violet and xaden
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Cry harder
#fanart#haha I didn’t finish the drawing with tenma and johan#so I wanted to make this#I love imagining what Johan would look like crying it’s my favourite thing to draw#johan liebert#monster#monster fanart#I wanna ruffle his hair and tell him it’s ok😭 but bully him a lil
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I'm too hungry and my sleepless hours count has gotten longer, I should be resting for my day tomorrow. BUT TIM JUST WON'T GET OUT OF MY HEAD. Oh, yeah, and read the tags THE TAGS HAVE MORE INFORMATION!!!!
Robin Hood AU Part 3
Part 1 (because somehow people like this?)
Part 2 (why I'm i writing this anyway?)
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Tim wasn't... he didn't want this.
He wanted to stop Ra's at any cost, yes, but... Gotham paid for it. It wasn't his finest hour, god, it wasn't even close to his worst hour, this was an aberration in his history, it wasn't part of the plan (if he had one) it wasn't his intention and it never had been. But he can't find the strength in himself to stop and regret that he killed innocent people.
At least Ra's would never return to Gotham for his head, all he would find would be too many poisons with no cure
It wasn't his brightest idea to start a chemical war against the League of Assassins. Nor will it be his best plan to face the Devil face to face (whom he only defeated with the power of Anime and God -and lots and lots of Joker gas-) and win when Ra's ran away with his tail between his legs because not only was he defeated by a 15-year-old boy, but that same boy digitally destroyed the League of Assassins and emptied all their accounts to send the money to a slum in Crime Alley? Damn Robin Hood.
But innocent blood was shed
Tim had devised a perfect combination of chemical weapons that would destroy the strongest mind and had made his own mask against it, any hole in your body would be a route for the gas to sneak in and destroy you from within. Tim had made his own homemade, airtight version of a semi-functional suit and if his mask had any design it was mere coincidence (Tim didn't want people to know about it, he just wanted revenge)
And Batman? Batman couldn't do anything before he was right in front of his nose. Tim had made sure to move so silently that Batman only noticed that a chemical war was going on in his city when the gas in the air was so thick it looked like smoke
But Tim wasn't a monster, he sent the antidote to all the hospitals and warned them in advance so they would be prepared... if the hospitals didn't listen to him then it was their fault, not Tim's
Batman only arrived to hear Ra's swearing about a "New Young Detective" and "Damn stupid kid" as he fled. And if he found himself stuck between following Ra's, stopping Robin Hood, or helping the civilians then that's his problem. Nightwing stayed in Gotham to help the victims and clean up the water supply because damn it, Gotham, why did it have to rain today, Red Hood took care of distributing the antidote on the streets, Orphan stayed with Batman to look for Robin Hood, Spoiler kept up his normal patrol (Because DAMN IT, GOTHAM WON'T STOP BEING GOTHAM EVEN IF THERE WAS FUCKING CHEMICAL WARFARE IN THE CITY PARK) with his eyes open for any Robin Hood sightings, Robin reluctantly went to check out the hospitals and pretended not to enjoy being able to help the nurses, and Oracle tried to keep track of all the transactions and mass destruction done to the League of Assassins
And Tim? Tim, for the first time in... his entire life, sat in his room... and cried like a tired 4-year-old. Tired of fighting, tired of taking care of himself, tired of having his whole life revolve around other adults, tired... just plain exhausted. He cried for his dead father, his dead mother, the childhood he never had, what he sacrificed, the people he killed, his future. And he held a funeral in his small apartment, where Timothy Drake, for the first time, had someone cry for him.
Part 4 for some reason???
Part 5 O_o?
Part 6, I don't know how long this'll be
Part 7.5 👻👻
#too short#but i want to sleep so badly#Tim sad#tim drake centric#i wanna protect him#dc robin#dc comics#robin hood#robin#nightwing#oracle#batman#red hood#spoiler#orphan#batfam#ras al ghul#after this we will go with#tim joining the batfam#haha thats not gonna happen here#i am allergic to happiness#tim drake#villain tim drake#now we are getting to the part i wanted to write so bad#is gonna hurt#and im gonna enjoy it#while i cry#cause man#it is gonna hurt#robin hood au
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Okay I can't be the only one who gets so much joy out of him unconsciously doing cat things in the cat suit - like okay I know it's a cat power-up but technically it's just supposed to give him cat reflexes and abilities, not behaviors. When he dodges DK's swing, his cat ears flip down and back, when DK is running at him or moving in an unpredictable way he arches his back, when he was taking in the praise from the crowd he started kneading little biscuits on DK's back. I just love these cute little details they make me so happy
Bonus Tanooki tail wag because it makes me so so happy and I could talk about it for hours and I think more people need to acknowledge it
#super mario movie#super mario#the super mario movie#mario movie#the super mario bros movie#super mario bros#super mario bros movie#Mario#your honor they are everything to me#they mean so much to me guys I#I'm saying they like this post isn't only Mario but AUGH the brothers#the amount of loving detail put into this movie makes me want to cry /pos#I could talk about this movie for years#if you read all this sorry it was so much haha but thank you#🧡🧡🧡🧡
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It's that time of the year again ✨
#art vs artist 2024#art vs artist#dmc#devil may cry#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#rdr#red dead redeption#rdr1#red dead redemption 1#artvsartist#artvsartist2024#dmc5#devil may cry 5#spardacest#dante#nero#vergil#john marston#arthur morgan#v#v dmc#wow that was a lot of tags LMAO#guess thats what having more than one fandom in a recap does to you huh#ANYWAY heres my best art that happens to not be a commission haha#nothing wrong with those! in fact i have plenty of art i was commissioned in my art summary meme i already made#but i just wanted to put this one together with just my personal art#which admittedly. i didnt do a lot of this year KJHFDK#i kinda turned into a full time commission artist by accident in 2024 WHOOPS#not complaining just different from my usual routine
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