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THE TERROR (2018) S01E07 "Horrible From Supper"
They also told us lemon juice would ward off the scurvy. I heard, when it gets bad, your gums pull back. Scars dissolve and open back up.
#the terror#theterroredit#amc the terror#the terror amc#francis crozier#james fitzjames#thomas jopson#cornelius hickey#henry goodsir#silna the terror#lady silence#fitzier#mine#gif:terror#i really liked how since about ep 4 the camera was more and more tilted when they were on the erebus & terror ships#bc in some ep 2 or 3 francis and blanky had a discussion about how either the ice could make ships tear apart. or carry them to slide on it#so more and more as the episodes progressed the camera was at an angle to show the ships weren't habitable anymore#thankfully james agreed on francis plan to walk out of there in time (even acknowledging francis was right all along in the previous ep)#and as soon as they agreed they started to really trust each other more. depending on each other. communicating much better hmm love them
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Why does everything I love hurt my hands?
#the ups and downs of chronic illness#hypermobile ehlers danlos#hand pain#just compounding hans stuff atm#Christmas knitting and making cookies and cleaning and owie#starting to dream of having a stand mixer lads#with a dough hook#you’d think the fine icing would be what’s fucked my hands but I think kneading the dough did more damage#I should have been wearing my braces more#doing nerve glides bc my friend is on me re not trashing my hands (mutual pact)#but my flared dizziness is making some of them a bit tricky#in another life the flesh is strong and spirit willing I run a cozy little bakery and make things#alas doing#double batch gingerbread nerfed me#haven’t even decorated all of them. been pacing them out over a few days#anyway I hate when my hands limit me. everything involves hands#complaining about hands on tumblr involves hands#silly phone game as distraction needs hands#honourable mention to my GI tract tor runner up body misery atm#had eggs (bc icing) and so extra yolky scrembly eggs for dinner a few nights ago. I live in regret. olfactorily.#oooh the sulphur farts are bad
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What if I wanna invite my friends fron different parts if the timeline out for ice cream?? What're the time demons gonna do then?? Snatch me???
#I wanna go out for ice cream with everyone from when I was younger#I wanna eat ice cream with my entire third grade class#I miss them and haven't seen them since that day I moved schools#I still have all the letters they made me and I still remember that dumb dance they did telling me they'd miss me that made me hide behind#My math teachers desk because I was embarrassed#What if I wanna eat ice cream with Hei Hei from when we were in 5th grade??#What if I wanna go out to eat with her and her grandparents one more time before senior year??#What if I miss the talks we had all the time and I just wanna go back to her house where her mom makes us both mickey mouse pancakes and we#Talk all night#What if I wanna see raine from 6th grade just one more time#I miss her#I wanna eat ice cream with her#But I never got to#What if I wanna her her young voice and see her in person just once more. I wanna see her before she left. Before all we could to is text.#I think her phone number changed now#But I wanna see her practice guitar while I get us some ice cream. I wanna see her practicing the gravity falls theme. She sent me the#Finished product once#But it's lost and I can't get it back.#What if I wanna have fun with K and J one more time before they made me cry? Before they separated everyone? What if I miss the younger the#What if I just wanna see them once more??#What if I wanna see KK in 4th grade again. Not with Raine#I don't wanna see that...#I wanna see their smile and I wanna see the way they got happy every time we all hung out?#What if I wanna see them again?#What if I wanna take out my very first friend group#The one I called home#We had games#We tried to climb that tree on the playground#We pretended to be animals. We acted as family. We gave ourselves a name... JACKS. All of our initials put together#I wanna see them smiling again
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I hope the bloke who sat behind me during dinner had fun seeing me look at the same pic of rivals magneto on my phone for the past like forty minutes
#snap chats#i mustve appeared ill thats all i looked t while eating my fam and i dont talk to each other#or at least i dont talk to my mom during meals if it was just my bro and i then totally different story roAPDJSJ#im in hell#i accidentally ate something cooked with peanut oil my chopsticks had mold on them and there was beef in my chicken broccoli#ok that last ones like Less Bad than the other two but point is get me OUT OF HERE#my mom bro and i went to my favorite buffet weeks ago and my mom ws like#‘well what about the old buffet we used to go to that had more options’ and guess what now we’re all suffering#cause she accidentally ate something she allergic to too SO. THATS MY DINNER#NOT THE POINT OF THIS POST. sorry thats why i always make posts every other second#its so i can look at them in public later as if im a sailor lost at sea looking at his wife#and yk what i may as well be i miss my wife#wait you know whats wack for some reason my laptops clock and date was weird#and i accidentally did my homework early because of it … lol … now i can play rivals all night at least fjPWDJAJ#ok ima finish up i just got ice cream to round off dinner. cant fuck up ice cream now can you…#maybe i should just got a locket with a pic of charles and mags in them …. maybe once charles gets added to rivals lol..#IF he gets added anyway…#BYYYYYEEEE
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obligatory valentine's day Jurm screenshot redraw this screenshot is like a yearly / twice a year tradition for me HAPPY VALENTINES DAY GANG 🗣️🗣️🗣️

im never shutting up about this scene. JACK CAUGHT HIM WITH SUCH PRECISION??? DIDNT EVEN STUMBLE LIKE THIS MAN IS USED TO SNATCHING NURM UP LIKE THAT??? WHAT???? I know what you are.
Will post the next two minentines later but I gotta go to SCHOOL FIRST.. HHHHH
#minecraft story mode#mcsm#mcsm nurm#mcsm jack#nurm mcsm#jack mcsm#clemont_ine#minecraft villager#I feel like I'm missing something but I can't tell what.#HM.#Anyway#Side note but I love how like. Each of the drawings so far progress#Ignoring the first one which I never posted and never WILL post cause it's so ass dude-#But like the first one with my old jack design. Jack grinning like an idiot with Nurm nervously chuckling in his arms#The second with him gazing dreamily into his eyes while Nurm is like 😳 um. UM?? 👀#And then this omg. Nurm finally relaxed; hand on jack's chest; both smiling fondly at each other#Sigh. They make me SICK TO MY STOMACHE. BURN THEM#I know that like. Theyre basically cannon and they just slipped under the “no romance rule” radar (hah) during the making of S2#But HOW THE FUCK#some of these clips man. Oh my god if they were a straight couple they'd have been on thin ice#I HAD MORE TO SAY BUT TUMBLR LOGGED ME OUT AND MADE ME THINK I LOST THIS#THE POWER OF THE YAOI IS TOO MUCH IM NOT RISMING IT MAN
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Alright know what here's a little Guild Wars 2 reblog game for everybody; what mounts (if any) do your characters have in their canon, do they have names? Personalities? How'd they meet??
Spill it all below, tell me about all your creatures!!
#my posts#gw2#guild wars 2#thinking about this a lot lately since mine def do!#I'll start: Pirkko has branded mounts and while I haven't named most of them. they were all branded over by Aurene#because they'd been corrupted by Kralkatorrik and they wanted to see if Aurene's magic could purify them in some way#it usually didn't work but Pirkko keeps the ones they saved#Larimar is her skyscale. his egg was tainted by the Brand before he hatched so Aurene was barely able to save him#he's a chivalrous knight type and is known to be just as noble as the Commander who raised him. brave. bold. kind of a dork.#while the Commander is fighting he circles up above and swoops down to rescue injured soldiers from the front line#Saoirse meanwhile gets the SoTo skyscale egg and that hatches into Nightshade. he's fierce and protective too#but in a much more 'loyal guard dog' sort of way as opposed to trying to help everyone else as well. he's an axejaw!#in Regrowth Ceara gets Foxglove because the Commander and Gorrik could NOT manage this little troublemaker#she's too smart for her own good and is CONSTANTLY causing problems. so basically just like Ceara HDKDHDH#Foxglove's a lunarmane! and she's very fluffy and cute and will give you the big shiny eyes to mooch all your food. evil#Ruju meanwhile has a full cast of different mounts who all were troublemakers in different ways when he found them#his griffon Windshear's a northern featherwing that was notorious for carrying off travelers in Lornar's Pass. turned out she was just bore#she's very playful and mischievous and still grabs him on a regular basis. he absolutely hates this#his fulgurite ridgeback jackal Thunderclap was a rogue jackal that the djinn had him help recapture and tame#he's imbued with Ruju's air element magic and is known to make the air spark and smell of ozone when he's annoyed#then there's Blitz his lepidote brute skyscale! he likes bloodstone magic and kept nipping everyone until it was finally provided#the rest I don't have in-game yet but I DO have concepts for the skimmer/warclaw/raptor. the 1st 2 I know what skins I want too#the skimmer will be a frosty-dyed lithosol named Frostbite. it's an ice elemental that terrorized Frostgorge Sound#the warclaw is a spinetail nian with jungle colors since it's supposed to be a smokescale-type saurian critter#and the raptor is SUPPOSED to be the jungle raptor that plointt grew to huge size and promptly tried to eat him#BUT there isn't a skin that feels close enough yet so rip. Fang is a handful tho and keeps trying to chew on Inquest HDJDGDH#ANYWAY. that's all of mine. throws this into the wind
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emma made me viscerally uncomfortable from season 3-6 and the reason is because it was like watching a barbarian multiclass as a cleric. like girl stop with the magical energy blasts!! just hit him with your sword!!! punch him in the face!!!!
#mostly a joke#i managed to tolerate and accept it#in the way midas gets the gold touch and elsa and ingrid get ice powers i wish other magic users had distinguished styles from one another#rather than “uses fire and rips out hearts” “doesn't use fire or rips out hearts” “rumpelstiltskin and whatever the fuck he's got going on”#like from a writing standpoint it makes SENSE that cora regina and zelena all have very similar styles#they were all taught by the same man#and regina was heavily influenced by cora in all that heart stealing#and emma learnt from regina#but come on!! give them some kind of magical signature!!#rumple's was spinning gold#regina's was yeeting fireballs#cora's was pulling hearts#but emma and zelena should have been so much more distinct!! they were both running on instinct like let them have wild magic!!#and no i DON'T count emma and regina straight up blasting opposite coloured lights. that shit is lazy and i won't stand for it#this is why i hate soft magic systems#ouat#once upon a time#emma swan
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Dawntrail has been putting a lot effort into upskirting and focusing on Ieeha's legs in almost every single cutscene and to say that that has been distracting is an understatement—
Bonus:
#THE CAMERA TILT KILLED ME#i feel like ive talked more about the angle shocks in cutscenes more than the actual story on discord with others#i mean ive talked about story too but listen.#i wanna make it very clear also that i have NOT modded anything in these screens#and therefore if you notice the pussy shadows thats visible in certain angle and shows up in some of these screens#i did not put them there. this is the literal vanilla look for that gear. built in.#i aint complaining though i love not having to mod the IC things—#what do i even tag this as#feels wrong somehow to use the general tags LMAO#ieeha de verral#ieeha#my screenshot#nabaath-areng#dawntrail spoilers#dt spoilers#ffxiv spoilers#7.0 spoilers#just in case#and also these are just the ones i got on my desktop#whats worse is that i have so many more but i HAD to choose a select few#got so much more from when i played on my laptop-
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🌸💐 - For Vee & Delilah!
MUSES & MOTHERS
💐 - for my muse’s mother to talk about their child.
"M-005—that is, Vee Version 1—is a failure."
It's stated bluntly (not unlike Vee herself has been known to do), but not coldly. Not warmly, either, but simply neutrally. Factual.
That's all she was doing, after all. Stating facts.
"I failed to create her in accordance with the design documents laid out for her. And her existence reminds me of that daily."
Not to mention all the problems that had arisen from the decision not to scrap her. The training required to properly fulfill her role as an entertainer when the upbeat behaviour should have been instinctual; her lack of interest in engaging with her peers during episode recordings resulting in her failing to seem like a real character in the cartoon, much less a Main one; needing to create an entirely new, unplanned Toon to accommodate her flaws...
"...But I do not hate her."
The creation is not at fault for the shortcomings of the creator. Failure, imperfection... It left a bitter taste in her mouth, but it was hers to bear. And she did what she could to salvage the situation.
She quite liked Vee, actually. Their similarities, while unwanted traits for the Toon, ultimately made it easy to be around her. An enjoyable presence, more so than most (not that she disliked any of the Toons, however). How had Arthur described her when she first introduced them? 'Taking after her mother'..? ...Ha.
On that note, Arthur seemed fond of her too. Happy with the way she turned out, despite her failure to live up to his original vision. And that was most important, above all else.
"There are no plans to attempt the creation of Vee Version 2."
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((Second part under the cut due to length))
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🌸 - for my muse to talk about their mother.
"𝙳𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚕𝚊𝚑 𝚍𝚒𝚍𝚗'𝚝 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚊𝚗𝚢 𝚘𝚏 𝚞𝚜 𝚃𝚘𝚘𝚗𝚜, 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚢 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠𝚕𝚎𝚍𝚐𝚎." Not when compared to Arthur or any of the Handlers, anyway. She was constantly busy, it seemed, often hidden away in the laboratory that no one else could enter, unless she was dragged away from her work by her need to sate her crippling caffeine addiction or at the whims of her co-founder insisting that she take a break. Not that Vee was judging; she wasn't so unaware as to not recognize that she had been much the same back then.
"𝚂𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚜𝚗'𝚝 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝚊𝚋𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚝, 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑. 𝚆𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚜𝚙𝚘𝚔𝚎 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎. 𝙸 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚎𝚛, 𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚞𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢."
In the past, she had overheard many of the others—Toon and human alike—consider her... Unnerving? But for all the information she held in her databases, Vee could never quite comprehend that view herself. If anything, it had always felt like Delilah understood her better than nearly anyone else. She could just talk to her, and her creator wouldn't react weirdly to anything she said. Not like others often did, unless she was putting on her act.
"𝚂𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚝𝚊𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚖𝚎 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚘 𝚙𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚗 𝚊 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚙𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚠. 𝙰𝚛𝚝𝚑𝚞𝚛 𝚝𝚘𝚘." That was in the early days following her creation, before the Gardenview Center had even opened its doors to the public. There had only been six Toons back then, with her as the latest addition.
Vee had always held an innate interest in trivia. However, she hadn't always been the engaging, captivating show host that she was today. Surprising, perhaps, given her skill and status now, but true! It took time and effort to carefully craft the perfect stage persona for herself that would allow her to become the grand star she was destined to be. And both of Gardenview's founders had worked tirelessly with her one-on-one to make sure it happened.
Delilah had been an incredibly strict instructor. Critical of the slightest error, the tiniest mistake. When practicing for her then-future game show, if Delilah found her energy even just the slightest bit lacking, or if she stumbled over even a single word, she would demand that Vee restart everything from the beginning. To do it all properly, from beginning to end. To do it multiple times, too, without failure.
Arthur, on the other hand, was far more kind and comforting in his teaching methods. He had always been very encouraging of her, praising her for her best efforts even when she slipped up or otherwise had clear improvements to make in her performance.
"𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝙳𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚕𝚊𝚑 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚙𝚎𝚍 𝚖𝚎 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚏𝚎𝚌𝚝 𝚖𝚢 𝚊𝚌𝚝." Kind words were nice to hear, but they didn't fix errors. It was Delilah's harsh criticisms that actually identified where and how she needed to improve.
They've all been gone for a while now, though. With no indication of anyone ever coming back, and so little explanation as to why.
"...𝙽𝚘 𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚊 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚜𝚑𝚎'𝚜 𝚍𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚗𝚘𝚠."
Veronica was still the human Vee wanted to see again most of all, but... She missed her mother, too.
#.📺#📺 vee ic#.✾#✾ delilah ic#ask#bugsbloom#moonlitmanor#📺 verse | post gardenview shutdown#✾ verse | pre gardenview shutdown#((guess maybe i should also tag:))#📺 headcanon | vee#((fun as hell to see these two back-to-back actually. delilah makes vee seem *warm* in comparison lmao))#((but! they did mutually find each other to be pleasant company. they vibed well together whenever they interacted))#((also! for a bit of elaboration on some of vee's section))#((she needed *both* of delilah and arthur's guidance to truly excel the way she did))#((if it was just arthur teaching her how to perform then they would have settled on 'good enough'))#((because vee was clearly trying her hardest and he didn't want to crush her emotionally by being too harsh.))#((he would have let any little nitpicks slide and not bring them up))#((so delilah and her willingness *to* be tough on vee was necessary in order for her to know what to do to perfect her act))#((but having *just* delilah as her instructor? probably would have crushed her spirit midway through her training))#((arthur's encouragement and kindness and support was needed to keep her confidence up))#((but because she always *had* that support from arthur))#((vee. probably doesn't realize just how important it was for her development as a show host))#((takes it for granted a little))#((not that she doesn't also love and appreciate arthur! that's her dad))#((but. y'know. she maybe kinda gives delilah more credit re: becoming an amazing entertainer when *both* of them deserve it))
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How could someone hold such little value over the loss of life? How could anyone feel such disdain and anger towards a breaking a story affecting their area? It’s a news station’s prime duty. It’s required for the public to be informed about such a tragedy, to mourn and feel for the victims affected, and to provide up-to-date information on any current investigations into the matter.
It’s to prevent these tragedies from further happening, and to keep the public safe.
Yet the vile display of immense irritation, cutting into a well-known program televised across the nation, was enough to madden Jayden. The disrespect, the lack of compassion, the ignorance; how could on-air talent speak like that in front of their audience?
There wasn’t anything she could, or say, in the matter. What happened came and went. She sat at her desk in eerie silence, lamenting both the poor family now gone from this world, and the lack of conviction to stand up against this discrimination.
#ic#Jayden#P5R Verse - What Lies Beneath Shibuya#((brought to you by: some absolutely disgusting shit I had to witness at work last week#it still makes me mad about the lack of respect I had to hear#I never liked this person’s behavior before and this certainly makes me even more disgusted with them#and unfortunately for Jayden…she does experience this especially in her P5 verse))
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literally sobbing my youtuber egos hyperfixation is coming back except its ONLY ever been markiplier and (mostly) crankgameplays egos and there is NO CONTENT FOR CRANKGAMEPLAYS EGOS anywhere 😭😭😭
theyre so interesting too!!! dark and anti (who admittedly i dont know that much abt) are also interesting and silly/pos but BLANK!!!
hes so sad because hes the embodiment of all the negative stuff! but ethan did. nothing with him! wtf! and the character design is so aggfhdf i really like the idea of a gaunt bonewhite figure with eyes leaking oil and a face perpetually stuck in a sob
and unus 😔 the physical embodiment of DEATH?? he was only alive for one year but he was my blorbo the whole way through
and those are the only ones people really talk about?! i mean some people yeah but i feel like most don’t acknowledge mrs thomson or mad mike or bernice or (idk her name) his yandere ego or father ethan any of the rest of them! its so :((((
any ways. im going to go have thoughts abt Them. very sorry for the long post the tags are also very long but i Have Opinions and i needed them to come out
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#markiplier egos#youtuber egos#i hate it here#/j but also /srs#i just want some decent blank fanart#my favorite fanfics abt yt egos all had crank egos but none of them have updated in like a year#i genuinely dont know why no one knows abt them#like blank is a wet pathetic sad little cat#mad mike sells drugs out of an ice cream van#bernice is just. absolutely iconic#and some of marks egos are more difficult to find stuff where theyre not just a side character but with ethans its all of them#one of ethans egos is a literal grandmother? he first made her when he was a kid#her name is Mrs Thomson and im pretty sure that she uses the bathroom in cat litter???#i would literally die for her but she only has 17 fanfic on ao3.#what the fuck#then theres unus#if anyone knows any crankgameplays ego its unus#idk if people just moved on from this fandom or if it was never alive as is but it makes me sad#crankgameplays#crankgameplays egos#:(((
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the love of my entire life
#valtteri filppula#no one cares but i'm still gonna rant about this because you don't understanddddd#he's objectively one of the most succesful finnish hockey players. no not just in my biased opinion he really is!!#no other finn has won the triple gold (the stanley cup + olympic gold + world championships gold)#in the latter two he was also the captain of the team 😭#1000+ games played in the NHL#he's also won the swiss league and the CHL#he could have retired. moved to florida and bathe in his money#but what does he do? comes back to play in his home team 19 years after he left#(if we don't count the few games he played here in the NHL lock-out season 2012-13 before he got injured)#in his home team that currently does not even play in the top division??#as one of the owners of the team?? practically for FREE?!#because he wants to give back to his team and help them back to the top division 😭#i mean. what kinda person does that?? 😭😭😭😭😭#i'm bawling at how he walked in the locker room for the first time and introduced himself to everyone (with his nickname!!)#as if all them didn't know exactly who he was. come on he's a living legend??#he said he wants to be treated like everyone else in the team. they're just some boys#and he's won pretty much everything you can win in this sport#look how stark the locker room is in comparison to what he got used to in the fucking NHL and the swiss league 😭#at 40 years of age he's gonna be sitting in the same bus with these youngsters through the darkest of finland's winter#again i cannot emphasize enough that he could have retired to e.g. florida where he used to play for many years#(and where i think his wife is from? but i'm not sure so don't quote me on that)#he's so humble so smart so polite so friendly and on top of that he is handsome as fuck 😭😭😭😭😭😭#i've never had the chance to meet him but this season i really hope i can. although i'll probably cry loads and make an idiot out of myself#i was bawling my eyes off just watching him skate on the ice in his first match this season. it all felt so surreal. he's home again 😭#i've loved him for a thousand years (or just 20. but it feels like thousand years)#i'll love him for a thousand more 💙
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Fully support your desire to cut down on the extras as they're already so long, but as someone who was also looking forward to the sickfic section and is sad to hear it's been taken out, I will simply have to ask you about it instead! First off the discussion of home in the snippet you shared was delicious - when do you think Mav started thinking of the house as 'their' home? And Ice taking Mav to the hospital has a lot of crunch there around how they're seen and how they act in public, especially if Ice was worried and Mav was kind of out of it. Do you think Ice would have taken Mav in to the hospital if he'd really been spiking a fever and decided he needed it? How would he explain themselves? And I suppose a separate, related question: who are their official next of kin/emergency contacts?
the reason i got rid of the sickfic is cause all those questions were answered better elsewhere in the extras ❤️
i was kind of annoyed that the house inconsistently appears to be the property of whomever the plot calls for at the moment -> another reason to cut the sickfic

Yes Ice would take mav to the hospital. it happens elsewhere LOL, maverick is extremely incident-prone

obviously a fun surfing injury with friends != the sickfic’s ice taking “a friend” to the hospital in the middle of the night for dangerous levels of illness-related dehydration… implies familiarity, intimacy above everyone else… the hospital staff would probably assume they’re together, yes, & i don’t think ice would challenge that at all, especially if he had to make sure all the paperwork was filled out right. just not worth the effort. “is there anyone else we should call for mr mitchell?” / “Um no. Just me.” Yeah i took him to the hospital at 4am bc i love him and im worried about him what r u gonna do about it 🤨 violate his hipaa rights? It’s 2009 gay people exist grow up🙄 hospital staff isn’t gonna tell anyone, so who cares
(Luckily for ice in the sickfic he didn’t have to take mav to the hospital)

the point of the sickfic was to establish a precedent for one of them voluntarily taking care of the other who is unable to take care of himself, to set up the parallel of maverick taking care of Ice when he Really gets capital-s Sick. but then i still can’t bring myself to write ice actually being capital-s Sick because i have some weird neurosis where i simply dislike thinking about ice (powerful guy) being helpless or incapacitated or, um, dead. so the mav-sickfic isn’t really relevant anymore because i haven’t written (and never plan on writing, besides that one half-assed one-shot) the corollary ice-sickfic. so the sickfic became the Nixed-fic ❌
And according to this wip wednesday snippet, they are each other’s emergency contacts. don’t ask me how that works or how they figured that out, idk. some stuff you do have to talk about for logistics purposes i guess. which is kind of the point of all the house-related/money-related discussions I’ve written throughout my fics—they Have to talk about the logistics because that’s real life. But they don’t INTERPRET those logistics or assign them a normative value.

for instance debriefing presents (maverick’s) death & taxes as the only two things that ever get them to actually talk to each other lol. logistics become a vessel through which they can talk about their situation without actually talking about it. The state of being each others emergency contacts might be a death-and-taxes discussion—acknowledging permanence without acknowledging permanence
#so is wearing protection (or not) during sex!#i still have a hard time identifying the stakes in this fic that i wrote on a whim sometimes#is it just not saying i love you? or is it everything that goes along with saying i love you?#bc really the way ive written them they are baaaasically married in the 90s#which is obviously a huge criticism that i keep leveling at myself: no it does not make sense for them to buy a house!!! for instance.#would it make sense for them to be each others next of kin either? idk!#all of this predicated on me not knowing the legal ramifications of next of kinship or homeownership and because it’s fanfiction not being#interested enough to research it#i say this all the time but this is one of those areas where i know if i were older/had lived longer my writing would just be better#idk if they would be each others next of kin but OTOH idk who else they would ask to do it!#man i wish i had infinite tags i actually have so much more to say#pete maverick mitchell#tom iceman kazansky#icemav#asks#edts notes#need the icemav fanfic where ice & mav try to figure out their tricare benefits#thank you for the ask!#some sections just aren’t the right vibe too#like me & the sickfic just did not vibe with one another
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There is a doll lying on the floor. Had she been forgotten by some child?
It did not seem like anyone was coming back to look for her, though.
#open starter#had one of star's doll too but that's gonna be brought to be 'new' on the multimain at some other point#✫ General Tag (Blackfire(Canon)) ✫#✫ IC (Blackfire(Canon)) ✫#fair warning that I have like 2 icons total of bf's doll#I should make more at some point (aka editing them from star's doll from screenshots) but I have to redraw the face and that's no fun to do#I don't quite recall anymore how I did the last doll-things I did#I think with them being able to move under a lot of effort or sth but not talk or sth#mm if anyone responds I'll figure out how to go about it
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i am once again thinking about the missed opportunities of a garth and jackson mentor/mentee brother in arms relationship
#OUGH#dc stop trying to write garth out of the aquafam challenge intentionally whiffed#they hate him sooo much it makes them look stupid#alhgd#its genuinely insane to me how dc writers are incapable of showing garth caring about the aquafam and the titans at the same time#insane#but anyway#OUGHHHHHH#what couldve been...#its just INSANE how garth immediately gave this random teen he just met like five minutes ago his entire ass name#and then never talked to him ever again like i simply do not believe you#and while i still dont Like rebirth garth i feel like being put into more a mentor role Especially while he's Actively with the titans !!!!#would be really good for him!#and like dont get me wrong im perfectly fine with jackson being the next aquaman i actually prefer that#However its like dc doesnt realize that he can be close to and respect both of them#theyre giving him this Super Cute brother sister relationship with andy and its !! amazing !!#but i also cant help but Scream a little cause ohmygod why are we pretending garth never existed#why are we pretending that garth would ignore this teen boy with family issues who needs a safe place to learn and live !#why are we pretending that jackson wouldnt talk to him or ask him for advice or At Least bitch to him when arthurs being arthur !!#insane to me absolutely mental up the whazoo#all of their interactions are so awkward and feel so coworker and eeewwwwggg i hate it#im not saying that every New person needs to be immediately treated like family#but also come the fuck on its GARTH he's not icing out the new kid !!!!!!!!#swear to god garth has had more full blown conversations with tusky than he has with jackson#while jackson is def still underappreciated at dc theyve still managed to give him some really amazing well thought out#relationships with the rest of the aquafam#and its so weird to me that they seem so insistent on garth not being part of that#when he's consistently one of the most loyal members of the fam anyway#i just Know the two of them could be really close if dc would let it happen... they will not give it to me though..... the scoundrels......
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woooo my niece took 5 of my 13 lego sets, one of which was one of the three larger ones, so that's one huge box out of the way and i'm just glad she wanted them because like they ARE twenty years old and they look fine ofc but sometimes kids aren't gonna want stuff that isn't new and shiny ya know, but she did seem to want everything which would've been fine with me but i knew there was no way they would take all that with them, and at least i still have stuff of my own to sell, plus should get at least a cut of my brother's stuff for doing the inventory and putting together that stuff that wasn't already done
#i mentioned the hp sets and how they had been pretty much left together and he was like '....i had harry potter sets?'#which once he saw them he did think they were familiar which was some of my feeling with mine#like oh YEAH i do remember these i just didn't remember having so many#i mean between 13 sets it's really like 3 categories so i would've played with like the whole ice palace and its related sets#i do just wonder how it'll be at the store like everything is pretty much in fine shape#and probably there are people who want older stuff that's rarer and whatever now#BUT then there might be more of a demand for newer stuff at a better price or whatever idk#anyway 6 sets left in the upstairs and then the bionicles and statue of liberty are still in the attic#i'm still not convinced there couldn't be another box somewhere bc idk how to explain the few sets#that are missing so much that i can't actually do them bc even if we had gotten rid of some why would we not include the huge base or w/e#anyway we'll see! but i'm getting closer! and i did a little one this morning#that seemed to be complete it didn't list some of the pieces as extras but based on the instructions i figure they have to be#so i don't really need them like i'll include them if i find them and they're not needed for something else but yeah#anyway i can go back to fic though these first two at least are short so i may be going back to another one tomorrow#can't wait to have my room back though fr like#it is not the only thing making it feel messy because i have newer jewelry and clothes and stuff that i just have to organize and put away#but man the jewelry situation is just. it's not even having so many pieces it's like big earrings that take up a lot of space or whatever#so i just have not wanted to deal with it but it's kinda out of hand#but i can really think about that after this particular project is done#and do puzzles again oh my god i have 3 puzzles waiting for me at least#plus my mom always has a bunch to be done since everyone knows to buy her puzzles lol but that has also gotten out of hand#i wouldn't mind getting rid of a couple of mine though just bc it is like okay you do it but then you just have it and it takes up space#would be cool to have pretty ones framed tho
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