#guys i’m sorry but his japanese voice just does things to me that i’m like 🛐

[kelin-is-writing]

I AM ACTUALLY FROTHING TO THE MOUTH—

[mari-the-bimbo]

First things first. I love your writings. Especially the ex-husband ones❤

Two I hope you don't mind me requesting a ex-husband geto?

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Ex husband Geto

A/N: Ohhh you ATE with this idea I’m getting butterflies just thinking about it 😫 Happy late valentines my loves!! 🫶🏽💗

Ex husband Geto is a terrifying blend of ex husband Gojo and Nanami’s worst traits. He is extremely unhinged like his white haired best friend but good at playing nice guy like Nanami.

He’s ‘respectful’. Always paying a sum of money to spend on yourself as well as child support, always bringing chocolates when visiting, always insisting to stay over and help out with your daughter when you’re on your period (he knows your cycle because he refuses to log out of your Flo partners account from back when you were married hehe), and he does it all with a small smile on his face.

He loves his precious baby daughter so much! She inherited his dark hair but your enchanting eyes and smile. His eyes soften at the way she giggles just like you when he presses kisses to her rosy cheeks. His little girl loves playing with her dad’s long black hair. He was born to be a girl dad.

However Geto still struggles with boundaries. You try to shake it off when his fingers touch your waist or when he ‘accidentally’ still calls you sweetheart. “sorry bad habits” he dry chuckles. He’s admitted he’s struggling to get over his feelings for you so you try to be nice about it.

But what you can’t shake off is the way he always happens to know where you are, or he always happens to turn up just before a date, or the way he always whispers a question to your daughter when you leave the room.

Geto’s fixation with you definitely makes his own mental wellbeing spiral, but this man is self aware, this man knows the effect you have on him since the day you left.

So if you ever had the audacity to break his heart and see another man behind his back, it’s over for you.

You’ll be confused when you hear the doorbell ring at 11 in the night. Once you spot the familiar black Bugatti, you open the door, “Geto? The kids are at my moms so-“

“And why’s that y/n?” he cuts you off, his chilling voice suddenly calling you by your actual name rather than sweetheart, as he barges into the house and towers over you, black stands of his hair falling forward.

“You just throw your daughter away to go on dates?” He accuses you and the change from his usual gentleman demeanour unsettles you as his dark eyes burn into you.

“W- what are you talking about? I’m allowed to go on dates and take my daughter to her nans Geto! And how did you know I-“

“You knew-“ he seethes as he inches closer to your face. “You knew I’m struggling to get over you but I’ve been so nice to you and this is how you thank me?”

Some part of your subconscious knows you don’t owe him anything but the rest of you wants to give in. You gulp down your nerves but it was futile in front of a man who could easily have his way with you.

You take a deep breath before beginning, “listen Geto, I’m sorry.. I didn’t mean to hurt you, that’s the last thing I want.” Is it?

“Don’t let it happen again” he says in a voice that is so soft, contradicting his threatening words. But you know best not to take it lightly.

See that’s the thing with ex husband Geto, he lures you in with his sweetness so well, you become too scared to get on his bad side, you always want the good side.

You watch him place a bouquet of Japanese pink camelia flowers on the table, making your eyes widen. “Geto-“

“I came here to give you some flowers for valentines” he explains quietly, “all I wanted was to show you my feelings are sincere whether we’re married or not” he guilt trips you and you know you’re falling for it when he towers over you and holds your face in his large hands. You always do when it came to your beloved ex husband.

So you’re complicit when you picks you up and places you on the sofa, his large hands move to your thighs, groping and kissing them, chuckling when you gasp at his fingers fiddling with the lining of your underwear.

“I know you just needed some love sweetheart, but you don’t have to go to other men, that’s what I’m here for” he convinced you as he ties up his long black hair but his eyes are still interlocked with yours.

And that’s how you always end up getting fucked by your psycho ex husband. Legs dangling in the air as you scream while he gets all the right spots with that skilful tongue of this.

Pink camellia flowers (aka/ tsubaki) are known to express a deep romantic longing and persistent desire.

[cherryrikis]

ONE LESS LONELY GIRL - 002 ! inconveniently convenient

PAIRING idols riki x fem reader

SYNOPSIS fans always point out the chemistry between you and riki, and it only continues to grow after you become mc’s together on music bank. but as your feelings rise, so does the tension. and people begin to notice, so you try not to let riki know how you feel. but unbeknownst to you, he feels entirely the same way.

authors note im trying to update as often as i can bc i start school in 2 days😭

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with the manager’s permission, you and minji left the dorm to walk together to the local convenience store.

“look, they have an enhypen lucky draw event here.” she pointed out as you both walked past it by the entrance.

“can we get one on the way out?” your eyes lit up at the mention of it, while you followed minji down the produce aisle. “sure, why not.”

the two of you picked out a few snacks and some drinks for the dorm until you began making your way to the cash register to check out. “would you like to buy a bag today for 500 won?” the clerk asked with a cheerful tone. “yes please.”

“your total is 35,500 won. also- i don’t mean to intrude. but i am a big fan. you guys did so good performing at music bank today!” she encouraged.

“aw, thank you so much!” minji smiled with a wave, paying for the groceries before following you to the lucky draw machine.

you each pressed the button once, flipping the photocards over so you couldn’t see who you got. on the count of three, you both turned it over, revealing your pulls. you had gotten sunghoon, and minji had pulled riki.

“oh, it’s your boyfriend. here, keep it.” she teased with a smirk. but as soon as minji slightly looked at the person behind you, her face fell.

“wow. he’s pretty handsome.” a voice from behind you called out.

you were mortified. as soon as you turned around, you were met with none other than-

“-riki! poor yn. you’re scaring her!” jungwon frowned, lightly slapping riki’s arm with the back of his hand. “sorry about that.” he apologized on the younger boy’s behalf.

“no worries. i’m sorry. you really caught me off guard.” you smiled.

“suddenly i feel underdressed.” minji joked as she gestured to jungwon, who still hadn’t changed out the stage outfit he wore on music bank.

“oh, not at all. if anything, i’m overdressed.” he waved. “normally i’d change as soon as we get home, but practice ran late. and this one here was hogging the shower as soon as he was first inside the dorm.” jungwon nudged riki’s stomach.

while they became immersed in their own conversations, riki moved closer to you, wanting to engage with you as well.

“hey, good job today at mubank. nice to know you find me.. charming.” he winked.

“gosh. if i hear someone say music bank one more time, i might just die. it was awful.” you groaned.

“i thought it was pretty cute.” he shrugged.

“what are you guys doing here anyway?” you asked, changing the topic. “it’s pretty late.”

“oh. jungwon got the penalty to buy everyone food, since he was last to the dorms. but i came because he never knows where to find the japanese snacks. good thing i didn’t stay home though.” riki gestured to you who currently held his photocard in your card.

“sorry about today. i was really nervous..” you looked down, scratching the back of your neck.

he tilted his head in confusion, before using his hand to tilt your chin up. “yeah, no kidding. you were practically shaking the whole interview.” riki pouted.

you groaned as you suddenly felt shy yet again, beginning to bring your hand up to cover your face once more. only riki had held your wrist, bringing your arm down.

“stop avoiding me. it’s okay. we’re all like that at first.” he comforted.

and suddenly, you felt better.

“hey, we’re gonna go now.” jungwon informed. “let’s walk back together? i mean, we live in the same building anyway.”

surely, you were bound to be recognized. but you couldn’t bring yourself to care in the moment. you laughed freely as riki joked with you, walking shoulder to shoulder together as minji and jungwon were a bit more ahead.

“you know, i was pretty nervous too. at the interview. to think that i got to be next to you, let alone have the yoon yn stare at me whenever i spoke? dream come true.” he clutched his chest, faking a fainting motion.

“you’re just saying that to make me feel better.” you rolled your eyes playfully.

“no, really. i’m dead serious. why do you think i kept making eye contact with you?”

and suddenly the world stopped spinning once more. you smiled as you felt riki’s arm wrap around your upper half, securing you as you walked towards the entrance of the building together.

you screamed into the pillow yet again, but this time, not out of embarrassment or fear.

“what’s going on?” hanni asked, coming out the bathroom with a sheet mask on.

she took a seat next to you and hyein on her bed, while minji, danielle, and haerin stayed on danielle’s bed.

“when we went to the store, we ran into jungwon and riki. they were talking to each other the entire time. jungwon and i saw them literally making heart eyes.” minji’s lips curled into a smirk, as she took a spoonful from her pudding cup.

“no kidding.. check this out!” hyein called out, gesturing for everyone to gather around her as she held out her phone.

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[shieldofiron]

They’ve already told everyone. Max just scoffed and said she already knew. Dustin groaned that he owed Mike $5. Even Steve’s parents, who reacted to his coming out with stiff smiles, which is all he could have hoped for.

Well… they told everyone but one person.

“Lucha!” Billy clapped hard, “Lucha no!”

The thing with cats is that Steve always heard they could be unfriendly. But he hasn’t been prepared for how unfriendly they could be.

Lucha looked up at Billy from where he was attacking Steve’s foot with razor sharp claws, and then bounded away suddenly to the bedroom.

“I’m sorry, babe,” Billy rubbed the back of Steve’s neck, “He’ll get over it.”

Steve could hear Argyle speaking soothingly to the cat in the next room.

But when he tried to go to the bedroom that night Lucha arched his back and hissed.

“Amigo, what is up,” Billy scooped up the little black ball of rage, “It’s just Stevie. He’s gonna sleep over ok?”

All Billy got was a slow blink, a sign of affection according to Argyle.

And then Lucha turned in Billy’s arms, and looked at Steve with his ears pulled back, giving him a single, deliberate hiss.

“I don’t have to sleep over,” Steve muttered.

And now he has to deal with two people looking at him in abject betrayal.

“No, Lucha can sleep with Argyle tonight.”

“Billy-“

“It’s crazy that I have an apartment, and my boyfriend won’t even sleep over,” Billy frowned, “He’s just a cat! He’s seven pounds!”

But it’s not the cat part. Lucha is Billy’s little guy. He sleeps on his chest most nights, head nestled in the crook of Billy’s neck. They’re best friends. And yeah, it’s a cat. But Steve is just a guy.

He doesn’t know what to do. And maybe it’s just him falling back on bullshit, but he pretends it’s ok, even as he puts on his shoes and kisses Billy goodbye surreptitiously, behind the door.

He feels sick for being jealous of a cat. Maybe if he hadn’t been so jealous all the time his past relationships wouldn’t have been such disasters… not that he wants things to work out with anyone but Billy. What kind of boyfriend would he be if he shut a cat out of their bedroom? What kind of asshole would do that?

The whole thing has him feeling sort of small and mixed up.

“Hello people of Family Video!” And it’s the worst time in the world for Eddie Munson of all people to walk through the door. Like yeah, they’re friends now, but sometimes Eddie’s voice just grates on his nerves.

Also he’s Billy’s ex. So. Jealousy. But he’s pretty sure he wouldn’t feel as bad shutting Eddie out of their bedroom.

“Hey,” Steve scowls, “We didn’t get that Japanese movie in yet.”

“Damn,” Eddie frowned, “What’s wrong Stevie, my man?”

Steve knew his face was contorting all kinds of ways.

“You ok? Bad burrito?”

Steve scoffed, “No it’s… Billy’s cat.”

“Lucharito? Aw man I miss that little guy,” Eddie grins, toying with a big shiny cross necklace that Steve’s never noticed before, hanging right where his guitar pick used to be.

Steve frowns, “Yeah, well, he hates me so feel free to visit. I won’t bother you.”

Eddie just laughs, “I mean, of course he does.”

“Excuse me? Most animals actually like me, Munson-“

“No, I mean Lucha doesn’t like people with short hair,” Eddie shook his head, “Never has.”

Steve freezes, “What?”

“When Billy and Hopper picked him out from the shelter, they said he’d been abused,” Eddie shakes his head, “I guess it was a guy with short hair, clean shaven. Because Lucha about lost it when Hopper shaved the beard.”

Steve just blinks at him, reaching up to touch the nape of his neck.

“Don’t take it personal,” Eddie shrugs, “He’s just a cat.”

But he wasn’t just a cat. Steve thinks of the time he’d tried to be a little rough in the bedroom and grabbed Billy’s lapels. Billy had backed up into the wall, eyes wide with fear. He thought about Lucha when Billy would text him photos, perched on Billy’s shoulders, hands pawing in Billy’s curls that spilled down his neck, or napping next to Argyle, on a bed of dark hair.

He wasn’t supposed to see Billy for a few days, the mechanics shop was busy putting on snow tires for the holiday season, so by the time they saw each other again, he only hoped it would be enough.

“Looking scruffy there,” Billy cocked his head to the side when Steve walked in the apartment, kicking off his sneakers.

“Yeah,” Steve rubbed the back of his neck, “You don’t hate it, right? Trying to grow it out.”

It was just scruff, but Steve’s hair was dark enough that it showed up strongly.

“I like it,” Billy’s tongue swipes his bottom lip, “I like it just fine, but what brought this on, Pretty boy?”

Lucha slid across the hardwood, looking up at them with wide green eyes.

“Hey,” Steve said softly.

Lucha didn’t move, just staring at him. But he didn’t arch his back and hiss immediately, so that was something.

Steve knelt down, “Hey, little guy.”

Lucha leaned forward and sniffed the tip of Steve’s fingers, and then turned, sleek black tail curling into a graceful question mark.

“Whoa,” Billy laughed, “Lucha, he’s my guy, ok?”

“What?”

“The curly tail, it means they like you.”

Steve stood, sliding a hand softly around Billy’s waist, how he liked to be touched, “I have room in my life for both of you.”

[skyefall-12]

I doubt anyone will listen to this but I have so many thoughts about Kyojuro Rengoku in Demon Slayer and how he was written and how he ended up so here’s your warning before the read more:

🔥‼️MAJOR SPOILERS AHEAD FOR MUGEN TRAIN ONWARD‼️🔥

With that out of the way…

Kyojuro Rengoku was written to die and is intentionally used to tug at heart strings while simultaneously inspiring other characters after his death.

It’s not something I see people talk about often. They say his death was tragic and awful, and it absolutely was. But, he was absolutely and without a doubt written purely to be killed off. In the anime they make it exceedingly obvious between one of the lines of dialogue he has in the first episode of the Mugen Train arc (an addition to the story that’s not in the manga):

“I promise to tell my father I came across you two. I’m sure he’ll be thrilled.”

To his imagery in both the OP and the ED of the season.

In the OP, Rengoku faces right instead of left in the title card, which until the Inifinty Castle arc will be the opposite for every other character who faces left with Tanjiro. These other characters don’t die in their respective arc.

In the ED (this is legit the only shot I could get I’m sorry ;-;) Rengoku is surrounded by imagery of spider lilies. In Japanese media, more often than not characters associated with spider lilies will die at some point in their series if not incredibly soon.

But again these were exceedingly obvious on the part of the animators. They intended to make it clear that he was going to die, even from the start. I’m not even gonna get into his entire death scene because I am never strong enough for it (and everyone already knows “set your heart ablaze”) so let’s skip ahead to after his death when Tanjiro goes to visit the Rengoku family to impart Kyojuro’s last words and investigate the writings of the previous Flame Hashira to learn about Hinokami Kagura. While there, he gets into a spat with Shinjuro, Kyojuro’s father, about how he was physically abusive to Senjuro, Kyojuro’s younger brother, and learns that Shinjuro destroyed the notes in a drunken state.

The only thing that gets Shinjuro to change to better himself and to stop drinking is when Tanjiro tells him Kyojuro’s last words for him.

“Take care of your body.”

It’s the one and only thing to get Shinjuro to change. After that, Senjuro gifts Tanjiro Kyojuro’s sword guard to put on his own sword. It doesn’t come into play until the Swordsmith Village arc, but there’s more before that.

Later on in the Entertainment District arc, Tengen says he could never be like Rengoku and asks how he would fight the upper rank demons, to which Rengoku’s spirit responds;

“I could never be like you, either! Your sword skills are a thing of beauty! Though you do have too many wives!”

But after this he adds, “Look after Young Kamado, the yellow boy, and the boar head boy for me, Uzui.” before fading away. Tengen afterwards is inspired and does what his friend asks.

In Swordsmith Village, Rengoku is almost wholly unmentioned besides his sword guard, but it comes into play with Tanjiro asking it be added to his sword and later on that it saves Kotetsu’s life. Muichiro sees and cries remembering Rengoku, and when Tanjiro hears this, he tears up and thanks Rengoku for saving another life even after death.

Finally, in the current season of the anime Rengoku played a very small part in one of the Taishō era secret sections at the end of the episode where they encounter Muzan. They’re talking about how Mitsuri trained as Rengoku’s Tsuguko and how his training was brutal but fun when suddenly they hear his voice. He’s offscreen and when he speaks Mitsuri and Tanjiro look offstage to see him but when the camera changes he’s gone.

“That’s nostalgic. I remember it too. Finally, the time to fight Muzan Kibutsugi has come. I’m counting on you guys.”

After he speaks, Mitsuri says “Rengoku was just there, wasn’t he?” and Tanjiro affirms her question.

(I can’t add anymore photos after those so take my word for it from now on.)

The last bits of post death Rengoku lore that I remember is thus:

During the Infinity Castle arc, Tanjiro and Giyuu fight Akaza. Tanjiro wants revenge for Rengoku’s death, especially after Akaza insults him which results in iirc the first instance of Tanjiro swearing angrily at someone saying, “What did you say? You. You ass. Don’t talk about Rengoku-san.” During the fight, Giyuu almost falls victim to the same attack that killed Rengoku, but Tanjiro learns a new breathing technique that allows him to slash Akaza undetected.

Shinjuro is tasked to help protect Kiriya Ubayashiki with Tengen.

When Tanjiro is trying to fight becoming a demon, Rengoku, who had told him to hold his head high when he’s feeling disheartened and can’t go on, holds his head up the highest to allow for his friends and family to bring him back to humanity.

Senjuro and Shinjuro visit Tanjiro and co. in the Butterfly Mansion after the final fight with Muzan as he’s recovering.

And finally, the biggest one, at the very very end of the series after the timeskip with all the descendants and reincarnations of characters, Senjuro’s descendant is the reincarnation of Kyojuro, named Tojuro, and he’s the best friend of Tanjiro’s descendant and reincarnation named Sumihiko. Tojuro is the last of the descendants/reincarnations to be introduced, and the final panels are the two of them running to school together.

A good character comparison to make to Rengoku I think would be Maes Hughes from Fullmetal Alchemist/Brotherhood. He’s a very sweet, outgoing family man who loves his family more than life itself and who the main characters attach to as a parental/older sibling figure. Their influence throughout the rest of the show is clear and impactful and many things wouldn’t have happened unless they died. They were both characters written to be killed off and for their presence to tug on the heartstrings any and every time they’re brought up after their deaths.

Sorry for the wall but I’ve been dying to talk about this.

[cosmic-pheonix]

Feeling bored and unmotivated in posting stuff (and probably in a need for some interaction with fellow moots/followers). Saw a post on Twitter on everyone sharing their cartoon crushes. (In case you missed it!)

I decided to be brave and share my fictional crushes! 😖🫡 Feel free to either agree or roast me! (Civically of course!) I'd love to see others fictional crushes and gush over them as well! So don't be shy in sharing them under the replies!

So to first start off...

Him💜

The 1st pic and GIF of him always does something to me (My god...)

Yami Yugi/Atem (Yu-Gi-Oh! DM/DSOD) | Main Crush - My first anime fictional crush 💜✨🌟 (and still is to this day! And has been recently the cause for all those self ship/self insert reblog posts on my other blog, as embarrassing as it sounds....) This man has inadvertently popped back into my brain all of sudden and slowly got me back to hyper fixating on YGO, (in the year of our lord saviour 2024), specifically for him 💜! There's really a plethora of reasons why I enjoy and appreciate him as a character (ie his personality, aura, kindness, complexity and flaws as a character, his voice - both in English and Japanese 😳 etc. - if anyone's interested maybe I might make a seperate post about it and share my headcanons for him perhaps)

2. Seto Kaiba (Yu-Gi-Oh! DM/DSOD) - Do I really need to say anything? 🤷🏾‍♀️ Same reasons applied as Yami/Atem really! The guy’s iconic, what can I say?

3. Dartz (Yu-Gi-Oh! DM) - Unpopular opinion/hot take but I think he’s pretty underrated as a villain (fuck him for making Yami Yugi cry + manipulating him and everyone else - Affectionately?? Just so my words don’t get twisted out of context, I’m appreciating him as a villain/character here, so don’t get it twisted). Is the story a hit or a miss or is it necessary? Can’t really say for sure, sorry🤷🏾‍♀️.

It’s been a long time I watched YGO, so go easy on me and take it with a grain of salt. All I will say honestly, is that I really like his design, him as a character (I think there’s a lot of missed potential that could’ve been explored more) and his voice (English preferably, Wayne Grayson’s performance as Dartz really did it for me! No hate towards the Japanese VA/Dub, just a preference towards his eng voice)

4. Pantalone (Genshin Impact) - Okay, so here’s the thing with him…If I happen to come across a guy with this much drip, charm and mysterious aura, with glasses to boot than I’m already sold! I haven’t played much Genshin in a long time, so I’m not sure what role he plays into the story. (I’d love to hear your thoughts and theories, though no spoilers please! 😊)

I’ve only seen snippets of clips and fanart of him and the fatui from here and there, but I hope he’s playable in the near future.

If Arlecchino (Father - MORE LIKE DADD-), can become playable in the future, then so can he (among other fatui members, aside from Childe).

5. Boothill (Honkai Star Rail) - I don't know about you guys, but ever since he's been leaked (and now recently added to the game have seen his character trailer - the way he just sauves and moonwalked like the smooth criminal he is did it for me!) I just adore him - Design, personality, voice everything! I love me a spunky, sassy rootin tootin space ranger cowboy that loves to cause havoc and chaos! (and serves cun-) I just think he’s neat! (Also is it just me or does his theme song in the character trailer sounded something you would hear in a freakin Ford Truck Commercial, his theme screams pure “America. Freedom, F yeah!” Vibes. PLEASE TELL ME I’M NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT THINKS THIS?! I JUST FIND IT FUNNY TO ME)

6. Miguel O'Hara (Across The Spiderverse) - Haven’t seen the movie yet (dw I plan to watch it but PLEASE NO SPOILERS!) but this man is everywhere and I don’t blame you! I’ve seen fanart/edits of him (especially ones whenever they show his fangs 😳👀) and honestly it’s on me because I been rewatching ColeyDoesThings video on him and it immediately got me back to start watching the spider verse movies (it’s on my to do list) So thanks Coley! (You should go check out her YouTube videos on everything fandom related, it’s great!)

UPDATE: Got another honourable mention! ✨⭐️

7. Lycaon (Zenless Zone Zero) - I’ve recently started playing ZZZ and so far it’s pretty fun! I’ve seen so many clips and fanart of this dude it’s not even funny. He’s pretty cool and got a nice design and voice. And that’s all I’m gonna say. I think this video on Twitter should speak for itself:

[heyheydidjaknow]

Hii I hope you day/night is going lovely and that your doing great. Also can I request something please like what if misa made L go out with them and the drink a little bit and we have to watch him for the rest of the night? I’ve been looking for someone who writes L not like a uwu fem boy but actually keeps his cannon characteristics and you do that <<<<333

Thank you for the request. I am just getting over a nonspecific illness. Not sure about the ending but hopefully this was something similar to what you were looking for.

“But, see,” he droned on, head laid upon the table, “the whole thing— the whole communist regime, I mean— it all deconstructed in regards to the actual soul of the movement with the death of Lenin.”

There were things that friends did not do to one another. Friends did not leave friends’ drinks unattended. Friends did not sleep with other friends’ partners or ex partners. Friends did not let friends be left with dangerous men. You were surprised to learn that there was, in fact, another thing to add to the list: friends do not leave friends with history professors.

Your “friend”, Misa Amane, had called you at one in the morning to babysit a guy. You did not know how she knew said guy. You had never met him, never heard of him. The name Ryuzaki was only vaguely familiar, a name you may have heard once in passing. But you came, because she was your friend, and friends do help friends get laid (though by your best estimation her boyfriend was about as interested in making love to her as you were in the inner workings of the Bolshevik party), only to be given a hotel room number and address, a charming smile, and a big fuck you to your sleep schedule. While you were thankful you had not been left with a dangerous drunk man, you were starting to question whether that would have been preferable to— you checked your phone— two hours worth of a lecture on a topic of which you had no knowledge.

“—but the only reason that happened—“

“I’m terribly sorry to interrupt,” you smiled, voice betraying your obvious exhaustion, “but what does any of this have to do with where you’re from?”

He blinked. “Pardon?”

“I asked you about your accent.” You opened your phone again, absently rereading a past message. “All I asked was where you were from.”

“Oh.” He sat up, taking another sip out of an extraordinarily bright cocktail through an equally colorful straw. “Europe.”

“Which part?”

He shrugged. “If you threw a dart at a map of Europe you’d know. Did the whole circuit.”

You considered ordering a drink. You reminded yourself that you were the designated driver. “What circuit?”

“It’s not an official circuit.” He took another sip. “But I have lived all across the continent. Well,” he amended, “not lived, but I’ve been.”

You nodded. “You’re not Japanese, then.”

“Not legally, no.” He furrowed his brow. “Have I been talking strangely for long?”

“Since I got here.”

He nodded slowly. “And where has Amane gone?”

“Oh, somewhere.” You gestured vaguely towards the door. “Trying to seduce her boyfriend again.”

He snorted.

“Exactly.” You crossed your arms. “You’ve met him, I take it.”

He smiled. “I have.”

“Thoughts?”

He considered it. “He is a very intelligent, ambitious man who understands how to utilize his assets.” He stirred his drink, precariously perched on his bar stool. “However, to say that he is disinterested in anything beyond his narrow scope of interest would be an understatement.”

“Tell me about it.” You let your head fall onto the counter. “He’s so pretentious; I’m not really sure what Misa sees in him.”

“Have you known her for long?”

“Since high school.”

He looked down at you, clouded eyes slowly clearing and sharpening to a fine point. His words were still slow and sloppily spoken with that same odd tone, but it was becoming clear, even now, that this was all to do with the alcohol. “Do you remember when she met Yagami?”

You shifted away from him, slightly intimidated. “I don’t.” You sat back up, going back to fiddling with your phone to avoid looking at him. “I know that she started talking about him in late May or early June but I don’t know when exactly.” You started typing an SOS to another friend. “I bet she met him earlier than that, though.”

“What makes you say that?”

You paused. “I mean,” you sighed, “I’d never heard her talk about moving to Tokyo before mid March.” You shrugged. “And I guess I get it– with what happened to her folks it makes sense to want to move away– but she didn’t even start talking about it until two weeks before she left, and then she just met a highschooler? She just met Light ‘Golden Boy’ Yagami? It’s so weird!”

He nodded slowly, still stirring the drink. “That certainly is an unlikely coincidence.”

‘It is!” You closed the phone. “And, like, I get that she’s not that much older than him, but who just meets a high schooler?” You rested your hands between your legs. “So I bet she met him online or whatever, convinced herself that she was in love with him, and jumped on it.”

“That would make sense.”

“It would.” You looked around the bar, leaning back to read the time on the wall. “Do I need to get you home?”

“It probably wouldn’t be a bad idea.” He climbed off his stool with an unusual amount of grace only to eat shit as soon as he tried to stand.

You had to practically carry him out of the bar, his arms wrapped tightly around you to keep himself steady as the two of you made your way to the train. Fortunately, where he was staying was not unreasonably far from the station. Unfortunately, he was surprisingly heavy; you almost toppled over with him on numerous occasions. As the two of you stood on the train, closer than you would like, he leaned his head against your shoulder, keeping quiet despite the fact you two were the only ones in the car. “May I use your phone?”

You obliged. “What for?”

“Calling myself a ride.” After a bit of fiddling, he handed it back to you. “He should be at the station by the time we arrive.”

You rolled your eyes. “If you could get someone to pick you up, why’d we take the train?”

“Because.” He sighed, closing his eyes and relaxing into you. “Forgot.”

You looked up at the ceiling, wishing death upon Misa and/or the drunk man hanging off of you.

Sure enough, a car– an expensive looking one at that– was waiting for him. With a wave and a stumble, he fell into it, calling a “merci beaucoup” to you as he drove away.

You got back on the train. You made it home. Your location was logged, and as you fell asleep that night, thoroughly exhausted, your messages and calls were scanned, analyzed, and filed away for future reference. These messages would help L Lawliet establish a timeline within which Misa Amane would have been able to find and use a Death Note. They would never make it into a courtroom.

[childofaura]

I’m just geniunely curious tho and I don’t want to sound insensitive or bring up bad memories by accident but…

What did Alejandro Saab do that make you dislike him?

No no no, it's not insensitive or anything at all; I've honestly always been vague about it so I really don't blame anyone for wondering why I'm not a fan of him anymore. The sad thing is that I lean more towards being disappointed in him rather than loathing him like Monica Rial or Chris Sabat. So I'll break everything down, but strap into your seats because there's a LOT of context and stuff I have to explain.

But also let me clarify first: I honestly hope people don't feel like they need to stop liking an actor just based on someone else's opinions. I have a very close friend who usually watches English dubs and loves Chris's work as All Might, and if I ever had an opportunity I'd honestly swallow my pride and get in line to get something of hers autographed. So I want other people to know I hold nothing against them liking an actor or their performance, regardless of how I feel.

So to get to the beginning of it, a few years ago there was the whole drama with actors stepping down from roles (or being demanded to step down from roles in some cases) like Cleveland from Family Guy, or Apu from The Simpsons, etc, for not matching the race of the characters they've played. I know it'll stir up some discourse, but I personally believe ANYONE should play ANYONE based on the merits of their voice fitting the character. This is regardless of age, gender, and (the big one) race. Because voice acting was revolutionary in the sense that it does NOT matter what you look like, it matters what you SOUND like. So I honestly don't care about the race or gender or WHATEVER of an actor. Just as long as they sound GOOD.

During this drama, people were using examples of actors playing outside their physical appearance and one of them was Phil Lamarr. And unfortunately, Phil Lamarr went on a mini-tirade on Twitter telling people not to use him as an example of him playing white characters because it wasn't the same (while being not-so-oddly quiet about the fact that he played a Japanese man (Samurai Jack) and a man strongly based in South American culture (Kotal Kahn)), and to "get my fucking name out of your mouth". At which to this tweet, I saw Alejandro Saab tweet in response, "Preach!" Nothing super scandalous or even dickish. That was all he said.

But it was SUPER hypocritical. Because barely even a month earlier, Alejandro Saab released a video on how he was cast to play Leon in the Pokemon anime and how excited he was, which I think was great and I was happy for him! But then here he was, coming in and trying to pretend like he agreed that white actors shouldn't be playing characters of other races.

So I kind of confronted him on that (And sorry, I censored my Twitter because honestly I don't like having a lot of followers on Twitter, I just have it to see my friend's artwork):

My intention wasn't to pull some kind of "gotcha" on him or gain some kind of clout, but I really wanted him to understand why agreeing with that mentality would just come back to bite him, and a bunch of other actors in the same boat, in the asses.

And unfortunately I only have my tweets, not his, because maybe thirty minutes after I posted that to him, he deleted his tweet. And I didn't want that, either, but after that whole thing happened, I was just incredibly disappointed with him. Again, since he deleted his tweet, I absolutely understand people taking this whole thing with a grain of salt because all I have are MY tweets. But again, it wasn't like he said some horrible thing, it was just hypocritical of him to be cheering for an opinion that should have also applied to him.

So yeah, I kind of ended up losing a lot of respect for him. I still think he's a great and talented actor, but I take that opinion of voice acting (Play whoever you fit as) VERY seriously. I apologize for the big wall of text and I understand it's an issue a lot of people will probably disagree with me for.

[flutteringfable]

bnha fantasy au blurb because i have it on the brainnn

featuring kento because of course it does. since the canon fantasy au seems primarily based on western folklore, to get kento to fit in im just gonna have to squeeze in a tiny bit of japanese folklore. bc. yknow. kitsune.

kento is a kitsune who guards a well known shrine outside the city. he spends almost all of his time there, since priests in the city don’t take too kindly to his presence. he does, however, sneak around at night to visit taverns and do some trading and shopping.

one afternoon, kento catches wind of some new visitors passing through; the barbarian prince and his dragon companion. kento has heard plenty about them (mostly about the prince’s quick temper), but he’s curious to know if the rumors are true. so, he decides to take a risk and visit the city a little earlier than usual to see if he can spot them.

unfortunately, while he’s sauntering about and browsing the shops, kento is seen by a woman who recognizes him as a kitsune and accuses him of stealing products from the shops. he tries his hardest to defend himself, to no avail, and is instead hit by a weak spell she casts in his direction.

it does little to hurt kento, but he lies stunned on the ground for a moment. he prepares to fight back or teleport, but is instead covered by the large shadow of a person who’s leapt in front of him. he looks up to see a man with draconian features standing above him, wings outstretched.

“oi, kirishima! the hell are you doing?” a voice growls from somewhere in the surrounding crowd. “this ain’t our fight; get back over here!”

kento hears a rumbling growl from the half-dragon (supposedly kirishima) in front of him. “no, i’m not letting this guy get hurt!” kirishima’s voice softens as he addresses the woman who had attacked kento, reassuring her that kento had done no harm.

eventually, the conflict dissolves, and kento quietly dusts himself off and sits up. he’s surprised to see kirishima now looking at him, crouching down to make sure kento is alright.

“i’m really sorry i caused you so much trouble,” kento mumbles, embarrassed. “i don’t normally leave the shrine so early in the day, but i was hoping to see the visitors the whole city has been gossiping about. just my luck that i ended up like this.”

“no worries!” kirishima replies. “i’m just glad you’re okay! i would offer to treat you to a meal, but kats— ah, prince bakugou probably wouldn’t let me. he’s stubborn like that.”

wait. “prince bakugou…? OH GODS—“ kento leaps to his feet, fidgeting awkwardly as if he was unsure of how to properly address the other. “i’m so sorry, i had no idea! if anything, i should be the one treating you two to a meal, as payment for the trouble!”

kirishima laughs, replying, “hey, easy there. no need to get all formal. it’s really no issue, even if prince bakugou might disagree. it’s reassuring enough to know you’re alright— uh… sorry, i don’t think i caught your name.”

kento introduces himself, still burning with embarrassment. “my name’s kento sasaki. i’m the guardian kitsune of a nearby shrine, but i tend to visit the village at night to get things done. since… well, you saw what happened. people don’t take super kindly to kitsune around here.”

“well, i guess you got lucky then, since i take kindly to pretty much everyone!” kirishima beams, and kento notes his incredibly sharp teeth. “can’t say the same for bakugou, though. he’s… not exactly the most friendly guy.” the dragon pauses, glancing about to make sure no one was listening. “don’t tell him i said that.”

kento laughs. “of course not. well, thank you for the help… kirishima, was it? i heard your prince say your name earlier, i think. thanks for protecting me. i’m not a huge fan of fighting, since i feel like it sort of tarnishes the already bad reputation kitsune have around here.”

“no worries,” kirishima replies. “i’m always happy to help!”

“making a new friend, stupid scales?”

kento jumps, startled by the new voice. standing next to kirishima is a grumpy-looking blonde with a fur-lined cape. is this…?

“ah, yeah! this is sasaki, he’s a kitsune!” kirishima seems undeterred. “sasaki, this is prince bakugou!”

bakugou glares at kento for a moment.

“sorry for the trouble,” kento apologizes again, shrinking under bakugou’s piercing gaze. “but kirishima is a really good companion, i imagine. i hope you both take good care of each other.”

“‘course we do,” bakugou scoffs. “you think i wouldn’t look out for this idiot whose heart’s too big for his own good? he’s always sticking his neck out for people like you; it’s stupid.”

kento bites back a laugh as kirishima elbows bakugou. “don’t be rude to him! you’ll leave a bad first impression.”

“whatever, stupid scales,” bakugou retorts. “‘s not like we’ll be coming back to visit or anything.”

“still!” kirishima huffs, crossing his arms. “sorry about him, sasaki.”

“no worries,” kento replies warmly. “it was an honor to meet the both of you. forgive me for prying, but where will you two be headed after this?”

bakugou opens his mouth to speak, but is interrupted by an overeager kirishima. “we’re visiting my family in the southern mountains! i haven’t seen ‘em in ages, i’m super excited to go back again!”

kento raises his brows. “oh? i’ve heard about the dragon tribe there; i guess now that i’m looking more closely i can see the resemblance. i hope you enjoy your reunion, kirishima. maybe when you two make your way back through the city, i can treat you to a meal. consider it a thank you from me.”

i’m so normal about them. i don’t have any more writing energy atm, but maybe i’ll make a follow up with shorter general headcanons about them in the future <3

[thunder-jolt]

The Go Nagai Linkers and their Links (+ Lorraine Venkman and John Wilkes and their Links, too) as Vines: the Return...

Hyeong: AAAH!

John: AH! Stop, I could’ve dropped my croissant!

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Cutie Honey: *referring to Akira Fudo and Ryo Asuka* And they were roommates!

D: *deadpan* Oh my god, they were roommates.

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Sayaka: *exhausted from a fight* Then he just dropped in and smacked him, “KOOLPAH!”, dropped down, said “BAAAAAAAAAAAAAH-”

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Qiao or Lorraine: Is there anything better than pussy? Yes, a really good book.

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Orphen: *to Lorraine* Do you ever like wake up, and then you do something and it was like “What the he- Fuck is going on?”

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Mirai or Lorraine: You don’t know, you know what is good! You don’t know! You don’t know me! You don’t know ME-

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Mirai: Road work ahead? Yeah, I sure hope it does.

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Hyeong: Rosita... I have something to tell you.

Rosita: What is it, Hyeong?

Hyeong: Rosy... I got an *robot speech* A-BOR-TION.

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John: Hi, my name’s John, welcome to Pizza Hut *exhales*... Let me guess, pizza? *faints*

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Devilman: Thought you were bae, turns out you’re just a fam.

Ryo Asuka: Akira...

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Qiao: *plays “SAIL” on the piano*

Hyeong: SAIL! *crashes piano*

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Ryo Asuka: *looking at the Go Nagai Characters/Links* A nice, typical ‘Go Nagai’ dinner...

Ryo Asuka: Hmhm- *looks over to then see Orphen and D beside him*

Ryo Asuka: AAAAH-

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Lorraine: *how she decided hiking should be her other hobby* When there’s too much drama at school, all you gotta do is... Walk away.

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Orphen: This one’s to end racism!

*throws ball into hoop, but misses instead*

Orphen:

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Qiao: Hey, you okay?

John: Yeah, I’m lately I’ve been able to “think straight”...

John’s Mind: Balls, two guys, dick, hold hands, dude’s butt, play naked, wiener-

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Some bully: Heh, you can’t sit with us-

Hyeong: Actually, Megan, I can’t sit ANYWHERE, I have-

Hyeong: *puts on sunglasses* Hemorrhoids.

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Orphen: *trying to sing* But I woke up, everydaaa- *voice cracks* AAAAYY- *presses his throat* Oh shit.

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Mirai: I do love working here, it’s just- We all have a lot of laughs. Hmhm.

Mirai: *with Ryo Asuka speaking through her* Fuck off, Honey. I’m not going to your fucking baby shower-

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Sayaka: Hey, I’m lesbian.

80s Devilman chibi: I thought you’re Japanese-

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*repairing the Mazinger*

Kouji Kabuto: Yeah, go ahead and pull it there.

Qiao: *grabs the wire Kouji offered him*

Kouji: Thanks, man.

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D: Did you wash the dishes?

Orphen: I thought you wanted to do that?

D: Hmhm. *tilting his head sideways, menacingly* You were wrong.

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Hyeong: A potato flew around my room before you came-

*potato spinning faster*

All the Go Nagai Linkers: AAAAAAHHHH! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-

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Background voice: It’s gonna eat you.

Devilman: Oh my god, Devibi-

80s Devilman chibi: Wha-?

Devilman: Oh my god-

80s Devilman chibi: HUH-

Devilman: Oh my god,

80s Devilman chibi: *fearfully screams*

Devilman: Oh my god, DEVIBI-

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D: There’s only one thing worse than a rapist.

D: *pulls paper from a board that Orphen is holding up, revealing the word ‘child’ above the word ‘rapist’* Boom.

Ryo Asuka: A child.

D: No-

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Devilman: Ryo, look! It’s the good cush!

Ryo Asuka: This is the dollar store. How good can it be?

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Sayaka: ACCEPT YOURSELF! LOVE YOURSELF! ACCEPT YOURSELF!

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John: How’d you knew what was coming for me?

Mirai: That’s my OPINION!

John:

Ryo Asuka and D:

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Enma-kun: *to 80s Devilman chibi* Devi! Do you want the ball? *yeets the balls*

80s Devilman chibi: *yeets himself*

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Orphen: *to 80s Devilman chibi* You can’t go! No-

80s Devilman chibi: *has his head squeezed between the door opening and the door itself*

Orphen: I’m sorry- You can’t go!

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Devilman: *singing her love for Miki Makimura* I love you, beeetch.

Miki: *trying not to laugh in amusement* Oh my god...

Devilman: I ain’t never gonna stop loving you, beeetch.

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John: *ready to talk about how he and D met for the thousandth time in a row* So uh basically, I was doing this, uh-

Lorraine: *bonks him with the “No horny” bat*

John: Ah fuck- I can’t believe you done this!

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Rosita: *making macaroni and cheese*

Hyeong: That’s what good pussy sounds like.

Rosita: ¡¿DISCULPE?!

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Mirai: Hey, yo, cut the music, cut the music. Someone left an ice cube on the floor, it melted, and now my sock is wet- *pulls out a gun* Who the fuck wanna die-?

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Rosita: Okay, class. Let’s take role... *looks at her board* *squints* Ah, shithead?

Student: IT’S SHI-THEAD!

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Qiao: Welcome to physics.

Kouji Kabuto: *makes an explosion*

Qiao: WAAAAAAAAAAAOH- HOLY MOTHER-

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Hyeong or Enma-kun: It’s summer! I got my hat on backwards and it’s time to fuckin’ party- *head gets bonked*

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*while Orphen is on his journey, with Cleao Everlasting and Majic Lin, and the newly-added D, before the main events of Shounen Jump Power Linkage*

Cleao: *greeting D* Hi.

D: *deadpan* Ok.

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Hyeong: Hyeong here, on college street, with a tanuki, at shopper’s DRUG MART!

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Orphen: Hey, has anyone told you that you look like Cleao Everlasting?

Mirai: No, they usually tell me that I look Mirai Asuka.

Orphen: Who the hell was that?

Mirai: Me, bitch-

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*D and John on the bus*

John: *reaches and touches D’s hand*

D: *swipes his hand away*

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Hyeong: Smack cam!

Mirai: BITCH, I HOPE THE FUCK YOU DO! YOU’LL BE A DEAD SON OF A BITCH, I’D TELL YOU THAT!

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Qiao: *asleep*

Hyeong: *pours water on his face*

Qiao: *wakes up confused* Hello?

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D: *walks into the room*

Volcan and Dortin: *jumpscare him*

D: *startled before calming down* I’d kill you if you do that again, not worried about it.

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*Orphen and Cleao at their wedding because they’ve gotten married*

Guest: I brought you some incense.

Orphen: Thank you.

Mysterious Guest: And I brought you mur.

Orphen: Thank you...?

Mysterious Guest, revealed to be Shadius: MurDER!

Orphen: Shadius! NOO-

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*watching some deer outside*

Devilman: *sneezes louder than a thunder jolt*

The deer: *running away*

Ryo Asuka: Nice, Akira...

Devilman: I SNEEZED! Oh, I’m not allowed to sneeze-?

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Mirai: If I had wings, like this dove. I’d fly, fly away *yeets dead dove into the air* and be at rest. *dead dove crashes into the ground*

Everyone: OHHHH...

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*in front of a flock of Basan*

Hyeong: Look at all those chickens!

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D: Hello, are you the owner-?

Shadius: *bawling his eyes* Of a lonely heart, heh.

D: Oh...

Shadius: *plays “Owner of a Lonely Heart”...*

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*music plays*

John: Oh! *referring to D* This is my jam! This is my- Turn that gob off. *music turns off* This is my jam...

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Hyeong: Hey, I got an 87, whatcha got-

Shadius: Turn around and die.

Everyone else: ???

Shadius: Turn around and die-

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Ryo Asuka: So you’re hanging out with Enma-kun, aren’t you?!

Devilman: R-Ryo, it’s not what you think!

Ryo Asuka: I won’t hesitate, bitch! *turns into Satan*

or alternatively...

Azalie: So you’re hanging out with D, aren’t you?!

Orphen: A-Azalie, it’s not what you think!

Azalie: I won’t hesitate, bitch! *turns into a dragon again*

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John: *coughs*

Mirai: Hi John, you’re sick?

John: Yeah, do you think I could get some chicken noodle soup?

Mirai: No, just fucking shut up and die slowly, okay?

John: Okay...

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Hyeong: *singing* Two bros~ Chilling in a hot tub~

*camera pans over to D and John sharing a hot tub*

Hyeong: Five feet apart ‘cause they’re not gay-

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Mirai: WHAT DID YOU SAY?! What did you say?

Lorraine: We’re asking the same! What did ye say, again?

Mirai: I said whoever threw that paper, your dad’s a whore.

Everyone else: OOOOOOH-

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D: Remember that time I liked you?

Shadius: No?

D: Good, because it never happened!

Shadius: Oh...

[lemonthepotato]

So I finished Helluva Boss today. I like to make notes when I consume a piece of media. I never said those notes were peak maturity. Far from.

Enter.

Two seconds in: holy shit is that MORDERCAI?? 😰😰😰😰 no wayyyyyyyy.

And that kids, is how you traumatise a class of kids. I mean, I know I’m meant to feel bad for… whatever her name is, but those poor children 😭

HELP I LAUGHED LIKE AN IDIOT WHEN SHE THAT KID GOT CHOKEHELD IM A MONSTER OMG. IM SORRY 😭 it was just so funny 2 me I’m so so sorry.

She’s kinda hot tho when she’s a demon. Ngl.

I need the furry wolf’s number. IMMEDIATELY. I am DOWN BAD.

Is that fucking… stock horror music? HAHAHA- no no I’m imagining it, but imagine if it was.

HES BRITISH. THE BATHTUB GUY IS BRITISH.

BRUH. HES DOWN BAD, EVEN AFTER THE SHIT HES STILL RAMBLING ON?? HIRE A HOOKER!! GOD ITS ALWAYS… certain types of… I’m Irish, okay?!?! It’s a personal attack on me!

HAHAHA. L. L MOXIE L. The family just died anyway that’s a fucking LlLlLlLlLlL.

Closing thoughts: give me the satanic wolfs number immediately. I am down bad rn.

Rating: 3/5.

It kept me entertained, and hooked.

Episode 2:

This song reminds me of a particular band, I just don’t know what. There’s a certain “style” that’s familiar to it. I don’t know what.

Yeah I just. I saw that exact thing coming. Something going wrong, and something going wrong fast.

Octavia is just like me except my dad hates me and is just as unstable as my mom.

Okay so here’s my question: his eyes. Uhhh, the British bathtub guy. I forgot. It’s full red, is that his iris? How huge is his range of vision? Because MINE? Hun-knee, I have visual snow syndrome and shit eyesight, I’m nearsighted, this British fucker- see I’m Irish so this is a personal attack on me.

If you become a demon when you die, are their kids biological or did they die too?… dark thought.

Is there another… character that isn’t Moxie? Because I don’t care to remember his name tbh. So I’ll call him ‘Not Moxie’.

Blitzo, Stolas, I get it mixed up. And I can’t tell who Moxie is and who… the other one is. Moxie has a high voice, right??? I don’t know. I’ll learn it eventually.

Imagine your dad loving you. Couldn’t be me. Ever. Now I’m shedding. Skin or tears? You decide. (I shed my skin when emotional, like a snake. HISSSS)

Thoughts: Poor Via.

Ranking: 3/5. I liked it, I guess.

Episode 3:

God damn it why are all the female demons so hot. Damn you episode. I mean, *ahem* hello senora. ;)

I think my favourite characters so far are uh… what’s her name? Something -ica, and uh…….. the asshole. What was his name? Is he Stolas or Blitzo? I keep forgetting. 😭

Can I call her Titanic? No reason. She just looks like a… Titanic. Surely there are kids called that. (Rereading this I had a reason for this but I don’t fucking remember what the fuck?)

Blitzo. Gotta remember that. Blitzo. Ok. I’ve got it.

…UH OH. IVE BEEN CAUGHT. HELP THAT FOURTH WALL BREAK CREEPED ME OUT OK IM SORRY FOR BEING A SIMP IM SORRY.

Overall thoughts: None.

Ranking: 5/5. It was my favourite episode so far.

Episode 4

Uh… I liked how the piano switched places just to fall on his head? Yeah this episode kinda was meh.

2/5.

Episode 5:

Yeah I didn’t care much for this either.

2/5. Maybe I’m not paying attention enough.

Episode 6:

Okay so Red girl (what I’ve been calling in my head) is called Millie.

“Ee-dough” it’s pronounced Eh-doe period. In Japanese, ‘e’ means the ‘eh’ sound.

Is that. I was right, that’s just House Of Leaves or whatever?? It’s not bad to use horror stock music just funny.

Ohhh, Stolas is the bathtub guy. I think I’m developing a sexual attraction to him. Not as much as I was down bad for Loona. And the other one. Ika. I’m calling her Ika. Wait, Verosika?

Episode 7:

Okay… I am now realising that Moxie and Millie are married. I’m kinda dumb.

Season 2:

Lmao M&M.

HELP STOP GASLIGHTING MOXXIE INTO THINKING HES FAT EVERYONE IS SO MEAN TO HIM SHHSHSHS

Ah yes, the angel dust treatment. “Harder.”

Bro the pain of someone typing and then not responding.

Ok… why is season one episode 8 only out now? Huh? I don’t understand… (I checked the desc, nvm my words)

The mean girls reference XD.

I’ve heard of holding your breath, but not under honey?

The more I hear Kesha-

You: Her name is Beelzebub

Me: Anyway Kesha

The more I hear her, the more I might develop a Keshaccent. She’s cool but she seems like the kind of girl who would’ve bullied me for being autistic in high school.

So this takes place after uh… what happened again? I forgot. The night at the… lust club? Yeah whatever I forgot. Obvious from the start, just forget what exactly happened… anyway, how the fuck can Blitzo DIE ALONE?! HES IN HELL! You need a cold shower man…

Overall thoughts: I liked it. I’d give it a 7/10. I thought I wouldn’t like it, but I also thought that about XRA… I liked some characters, and even the ones that are like- beyond horrible people (like stella) I found entertaining to watch at the very least.

Pro’s:

- I liked the characters relationships with each other in various episodes. It made for comedic, or sometimes sad situations.

- I rarely found myself bored.

- It was pretty okay.

Cons:

- Some of the humour bordered on whiplash. Going from an emotional scene to comedic can be… really distracting. It wasn’t too much of an issue. I guess it’s intended as comic relief. Some of the humour was also immature which can throw some people off but I didn’t mind, I like vulgarity.

- Honestly, I can’t think of much else to critique. It was pretty good. It just didn’t impress me, or wow me, or make me feel much other than ‘oh, that’s sad’ or ‘oh, that’s funny’. But that’s okay.

Edit: I forgot to watch the pilot episode… and a new episode dropped today. So yeah, did that, been there. It’s been there did that, not… did that been- ugh why do I care about the semantics of this?

[atopearth]

Diabolik Lovers: Haunted Dark Bridal Part 1 - Sakamaki Ayato Route

Just to start off, I watched a bit of the Diabolik Lovers anime and kinda liked it but also felt it was a bit weird, so I thought I would try out the game instead! I really love the art, so I just had to try the story again, especially since all the guys are hot haha. Btw, since the game is in Japanese, I have been reading it with a translation on the side haha. I try to read it with my own skills but some things are just too hard haha. Anyway, man, this feels like a horror game for the poor girl lmao. Not only does Yui get abandoned by her father for "her sake" but she's told to go to a haunted house to see some relatives that will take care of her?? I wonder if the dad is on this, like why couldn't he take her along and why is she being sent to these suspicious vampire men? OMG, I was like is Ayato's VA who I think it is, and of course it is Midorikawa Hikaru!! I love him already. Lmao I was wondering what "chichinashi" was when Ayato referred to her as that but it actually means titless🤣 He's such an ass to keep repeating that she has no breasts lol. Laito just licked Yui?? Omggg lol. Anyway, I forgot about Laito always referring to her as bitch-chan, so now I'm annoyed with him but also dead at how silly it sounds😂 Omg Kanato's appearance is legit terrifying. His eyes look so soulless, I am scared.

AHHH, I heard about the binaural audio or dummy head microphone thing about this game so I've been trying it out with earphones and I felt so violated with the licking noises LOL. Kanato is so creepy, he makes me so scared lmao😂 The way he talked to his teddy bear? Legit horrifying🥲 Ummm, did Reiji just say it's okay to cook Yui? Plz. I mean, Reiji is hot and if he says he'll whip Yui for not explaining why she's here... I'm in for it😂 I'm sorry, I'm trash too😂 Anyway, Yui has some spunk even though she's even more terrified after discovering that they're vampires. I felt so bad for her when she tried to run away but got caught and then had her mobile phone broken by Subaru. I think the saddest thing is that her dad really meant to leave her here (according to Shuu). So...we have to pick who she'll give her blood to and that's the route we'll end up on? Well, Ayato it is! I am terrified of Kanato saying he'll cut Yui up if we don't pick him, and I don't know what we'll regret about not choosing Laito but from my perspective, Ayato seems the most normal. I hope he is anyway... Well, glad to see Shuu tell them that they're not allowed to kill Yui because of whoever in the church that is related to this?🥲 Lol at Ayato teasing Yui for being scared of the lights going out and thinking a ghost would come out. He refers to himself as Ayato-sama to her hahaha, I guess he does just view her as food.. On one hand, I feel very sorry for Yui because Ayato biting her must hurt, but on the other hand, I cannot resist Midorikawa Hikaru's voice so yes pls. Ooh I didn't realise that they're not proper routes but more like short events or scenarios? Interesting. I legit can't. The binaural audio with earphones really feels like Ayato is speaking straight into my head LOL, it's so good and so disturbing at the same time hahaha. Lmao when Yui was worried about Ayato getting poisoned as well when she thought a poisonous bat scratched her and Ayato sucked her blood. On the other hand, the sucking noises with binaural audio is a whole new experience, I recommend everyone to listen to it at least once in their lives🤣

Well, I thought Ayato was just going to play a nice prank where he scares Yui with a wax doll but omg when he tried to drip wax on her body so she can become a wax doll too, like dude hold up please. LMAO when Ayato stole Yui's notebook to try and force her to go home so he can drink her blood, and she distracts him by saying there's a big breasts beauty in the hallway, and he even believes it enough that Yui gets her notebook back🤣🤣🤣 At least he's got the decency to take her back after sucking so much blood from her, but I'm seriously lowering my standards for Ayato aren't I?🤣 Ayato licking the wound on Yui's knee so that none of her blood gets wasted was nicee, lmao when he tried to move her skirt out of the way and lick her thighs because he was "bored" of her knee🤣 Omg, what did he use on Yui to make her burn up and feel light headed! Anyway, I guess I should be throwing all my morals out for this game because dang, when he kissed her cheeks and asked if it felt good, I swooned🤣 OMG BINAURAL AUDIO IS SO DANGEROUS. Ayato whispering in my ear saying he can't hold back is not what I was expecting, omg, my heart. Nice to know how interested he is in Yui now though haha. The kisses omgggg!! I mean yeah, this game is very iffy when it comes to consent and toxic men but I find it very refreshing hahaha. I mean, I can't resist Ayato saying he'll take all of Yui's first times and I love how unrelenting he was when it came to teasing her with kisses lol. Well, I was going to say Ayato's mother (Cordelia) looks hot, which she does but dang does she seem kinda crazy. But then again, who isn’t crazy in this game?

Lmao when Yui said should she act like she dislikes him drinking her blood if that's what makes him happy🤣 Yui really is too sweet and naive lol. The moment Ayato took the dog collar off the dog, I knew he was going to put it on Yui and tell her to be his dog lmao. I lovee the kitchen scene!! It was so cute how he kept kissing her and kept wanting her attention when she was cooking lmao. One of the rare times he's actually cute and honest, and omgg Ayato's favourite food is takoyaki! I approve. Loll when he bit another girl just because he wanted to see Yui's reaction. Honestly, even though we know this relationship is toxic, I admit that the thought of Ayato going to another girl for blood made me sad too. OMG IT'S THE THING OF NIGHTMARES! Legit wanted to freak out with that sideways pose Kanato makes, it's so creepy omg. Okay, it's nuts but I love it. Binaural audio of Midorikawa Hikaru saying "you belong to me/you're mine" is just the besttt👌👌👌 My heart omg. Ohhh dangg, they actually did it omggg?! Lmao when he was holding himself back from drinking her blood because she's weak right now so he poured honey on her instead and started licking her lmao. Ayato was so mean when he handcuffed her and left her in a dark underground sewer all by herself for a while! She would be relieved and happy to see anyone after that! WOW, what a jerk LMAO, I legit laughed (I’m sorry) when Ayato pushed Yui into the lake because she was focused on looking for shooting stars and wasn't giving him enough attention, what a guy man. Honestly, it's pretty hilarious how jealous Ayato can get, I do feel bad for Yui but it is cute in its own way. Does Yui have Cordelia's heart or something? Is that why Ayato thinks their blood tastes the same? Just when you think Ayato is nice, he gets a bit more nuts and starts using a knife to slowly cut her for blood because biting her apparently isn't as exciting anymore lolll.

Well, the first ending is rather tame. How interesting that Richter was the one who put Cordelia's heart into Yui. Whether he did that because he wanted Cordelia to live on somehow or because he wanted to spite Ayato's father, the vampire king or whatever, who knows I guess. Does Richter have a route though? I like him, well his face😅 Dang, that after story with Yui wanting Ayato to bite her everywhere and even wanting him to bite her ring finger so that his mark will always be there. Lmao that they were doing that in the lounge ignoring everyone around them haha! Lolll when she asked Laito for recommendations for presents to give to a guy and he's like their girlfriend's underwear, this wild man🤣 On the other hand, it's nice to see how concerned and worried Ayato is running around looking for Yui. Honestly, I'm sure Yui could just say she went shopping and he wouldn't even realise it's for his birthday lol, but I guess drama is drama. I can't even blame Ayato for getting annoyed considering his personality alongside Laito just constantly causing trouble lol. I wanted to tear up when Yui bit her own finger not wanting the mark of her being his to fade. OMG, Ayato actually apologised to Yui and kissed her finger for misunderstanding her when she was just trying her best to give him a surprise birthday present. That's so cute, really didn't expect the apology haha! It is illegal for Ayato to blush!! He's so cute when he blushes!! So adorable to see how he happy he was to receive the Ruby earring from Yui. Oh, and a man that's willing to eat a smashed up cake that fell on the floor for you is a 10/10! He may be toxic but he's such a sweet guy when it counts! Well transferring cake mouth-to-mouth certainly sounds hot! I approve. The cake probably won't really taste that good though haha. Okay, the sadistic ending was very not nice lol! He killed all the vampires and Yui has basically become his doll, yeah... I guess the other one isn't any better hahah. It broke my heart to see the guys try and take advantage of Yui and suck her blood when Ayato was gone, I felt so bad for her. I felt so relieved for her when Ayato came back, and I honestly loved how angry he was at the guys and how protective he was over her. Considering how he can be, him disinfecting her body with his kisses and then hugging her when she was scared was sweet.

Overall, Ayato was better than I thought he would be! Yeah, he was crazy possessive at times (most of the time) and he doesn't listen to Yui when she says she's anemic and needs rest, but he's also very gentle when he wants to be. I loved it when he hugged her to reassure her that he's the one with her in the heaven scenario and when he apologised to her after misunderstanding her on his birthday?? Such improvement, I wanted to cry. But yeah, then there's times he'll push her into the lake because she's not giving him the attention he wants lmao. It's such a rollercoaster, I love it. It's even better that he's voiced by Midorikawa Hikaru because that instantly makes Ayato 1000x better hahaha, I just love how sensually he talks into your ear with the binaural audio haha! Anyway, Ayato was cuter than expected, and I guess you'll like him if you like men who are possessive and a bit childish in that aspect of you needing to give him all your attention all the time lol. I’m definitely all in on this ride of Diabolik Lovers. It’s so rare to find men so unapologetically toxic LOL. Every now and then I just need this toxicity injected into my veins HAHA.

[ciaossu-imagines]

Thank you for saying that ☺ Yeah, you did and that’s why I said you were pretty right but still sucks that you had to find out you were right like this. And was that request detailed about the spoiler then, beause that’s just horrible? Yeah, four to six hours doesn’t sound like all that much. I do get more but like I said, I usually end up being quite tired the next day. And I see. But it’s nice that caffeine can help you so much like that. Okay. Sounds good. Looking forward to your replies and am hoping that I actually manage to write something by then 😅 I see. The protagonist did look like the protagonist from One Punch Man, but not only that but when I saw the poster, I was like “Reki, is that you?” because the red haired guy really does look like Reki from Sk8: The Infinity. Like an evil version of him or something. And I’m so glad to hear that you loved to series. And thank you. I probably will since the premise is quite different than normal anime that I’ve watched before so yeah, looking forward to that. The series hits us all in the feels, I see. And yeah, I can’t blame you for having a soft spot for Azula because same here. It was really horrible seeing how things turned out for her, even though it’s also understandable. Though out of everyone from the royal family, Zuko’s my favourite beause gods I relate to him on so many levels. Like the way he goes about things and so much. No, sorry, I should have worded it clearer. I meant it as in ‘last season that’s out’. The movie that I saw is like the preview of the first episode that will air later this year, May 12th and that’s the last but one arc so it will probably end some time next year or the year after that, depending on whether they decide to split the final arc into two parts or when it starts airing and all of that. Thank you. Not only that, and I’m not sure whether I mentioned this, but another one of my favourite Japanese voice actors, Karma’s voice actor, voices a character that plays a major role in that season, though he doesn’t properly appear until a few episodes in but when he did and he started talking, it was just so nice to hear. Like he sounds  a bit like Bakugou, but not as rough and he’s letting his naturally soft sounding voice through and it’s just so nice 😭

Yay 😄 Thank you so much for saying that. I see. After I read everything you said, I went to look up the Bount arc beause I couldn’t remember what it was about and I really feel like it’s been erased from my memory because even the pictures didn’t help jog my memory. Oh that’s cool that the English VA’s also sung the songs and it’s great to hear that it’s solid throughout the show. Also, just knowing that the voice actors sing is exciting since that means I’ll probably (or hopefully) get to hear more of Lawless’s VA and will undoubtedly be hearing Hinata’s VA sing.

It isn’t and yeah, it’s all good now. Yeah, and the extra bits are done very well, though the art style is slightly different. Thank you so much for your understanding. Yeah, true, and that’s why I’m not as harsh on the second part of the fourth season as I am with the OVA’s and what recently came out because I still really can’t understand that decision. It’s like they decided to do a movie summary before releasing the actual season. Thank you so much for saying that 😭 Yeah, you’re an amazing friend who’s just so easy to talk to about anything really. Hinata’s precious and it’s interesting that his type is the one you dislike or find boring. What about that kind of character usually bores you? And also, yeah, hell yeah to you adoring Hinata. He’s so great and I love him so much and I’m so glad that he is who he is.

Yeah, me too. And fair enough. I also don’t go to the end of the series with some of my stories so it’s very understandable. Thing is, I’m not even sure she truly considers it ‘picking on him’. Like for her, she’s just stating facts, but the way that she says them and everything around it is just so rude that I can’t help but hate it. And that is a good opinion to have. Thank you so much for saying that 😭 And that as well. Like I said above, I got to hear Karma’s voice actor being great in Demon Slayer so that definitely helped. Also his character’s fighting style is just so cool and different from the others that I really love seeing him in action as well. McCain cake, ey. That sounds nice. What kind of flavour is it? Oh the bloating strikes yet again 😅 Will you post all of the chapters then? Because the request does sound like loads of fun to read about.

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Of course 😊 And you did amazing about not letting on what I was right on, since I made a couple guesses as to things that will/could happen in Jujutsu Kaisen and I wasn’t sure at all, so like always, you always are so respectful about not spoiling anything! And it was detailed enough for me to know what exactly happened before I reached those chapters (what happened, who did it) so again, not a cool thing to have happened but I’m also not assuming any malicious intent on themselves, just a blanket statement that if I say I’m currently reading something, please don’t send spoilers! For those curious though, I’ve finished the Jujutsu Kaisen. Nowhere close to being done One Piece though, haha, so I’m working on both One Piece now and the Persona 3 manga (it only has 38 chapters in my app, so it’ll be a quick one to get through and I’m looking forward to reading the story!). It’s really not, haha. I went to bed last night at 11 and then was up again at 4, working away little by little at writing commission related stuff since I have a long day at work today (hoping I don’t need to stay late again though so that I can get even a little bit more done, though I’m really hoping to get a crap ton done during my day off tomorrow 😊) So I know come tonight I will be exhausted but my body just wouldn’t sleep. Caffeine is god and helps a lot. I’m already on the last of my pot now, haha. I’m happy that you’re looking forward to my replies and don’t worry about it if you can’t write anything! The protagonist definitely looks like the love child between Mob from Mob Psycho and Saitama, but you are right on Dot (the red-head) too! He looks a lot like Reki but he also reminds me a lot of Lavi from D. Gray-Man. Definitely not evil, just…kind of stupid, haha, and I adore him. I’m glad you’re looking forward to that series and feel free to let me know what you thought of it when you do get around to watching it! A:TLA definitely is one of those shows that I don’t think I’ve heard of too many people being completely normal about, where they watch it and are just like ‘meh, it’s an okay story, I guess’. Like, it’s just too well-done that most people have at least one character or aspect of the show that they get so worked up about or entirely love. I’m so glad that someone else understands my soft spot for Azula, and I also adored Zuko so much. His was one of the best done redemption arcs I’ve seen in any media. I’m pretty sure Sokka was my first initial favourite though in the show.

Ah, okay! Thank you so much for explaining that and that’s great to know. I hadn’t realized the end was so close though. The source material isn’t near as long as I imagined it then, nothing like the long-running shounen of previous years then. Do you hope for them splitting the final arc up? Like, is there enough happening for it to make best sense that way? You had mentioned that!! That’s so great that he plays such a major role in the season since you’ll get to hear him so much! I can’t wait to hear him when I get to watching it 😊

The Bount arc being bad enough for you to erase it from your mind makes complete sense. It happened earlier in the anime and just was such crap, very forgettable and pointless. I would take Fairy Tail’s fillers over Bleach’s overall, and neither of them I felt had amazing filler. It was amazing to hear these songs translated, because when I hear them in Japanese I always do wonder what the lyrics mean, tell myself I’ll go look them up, and then never do! I know back in nostalgia times, like with YYH and Ronin Warriors, they either translated or had special English songs done for the openings and closing, but I’d never seen anything where there were also English songs here and there throughout the episodes! Iruma is very musical, for a shounen show, and it’s one of the things I love about it. You will definitely hear Hinata’s voice actor sing and it’s super adorable. One of my favourite songs of the entire series is done by that character.

I’m glad the extra bits were done that well, but yeah, I completely get it. That seems like such a weird decision with little sense behind it. If they were to make a movie, they should have gone all the way and written a movie proper, with actual storylines, plots, and such. I’m sure the manga had enough source material to do so, so just having that kind of movie summary before a season would have been disappointing to the fans who were so looking forward to it! Thank you so much for the compliment! That made me smile for sure. Hinata’s really adorable but at the same time, he can be really badass. I normally find those ‘I’m a happy ball of sunshine’ characters very one-note, where they’re always happy and energetic and normally kind of stupid and that’s all they ever really are. They normally just bore me because of how one-note they normally end up being, but Hinata definitely has different sides to his character. He’s definitely energetic and very cheerful, but he can get serious, he’s really ambitious, he’s got a lot of social intelligence. He’s not as one-note as I was expecting and I really appreciated that about his character!

Thanks! I’m glad it makes sense and again, I’m so sorry about it. Some people really are very blunt and don’t realize how their words come off, so I hope she either starts to realize that it’s hurting others or that she finds many less things to pick at people about. You’re welcome 😊 I’m excited to see Karma’s VA’s fighting style for that character, if it’s so different and unique! You make me so excited for the character, honestly. The cake was coconut vanilla – I had bought it for a friend coming over and then I just ate the leftover couple slices out of the container because I didn’t want to dirty dishes, haha. Haha, yeah, the bloating always strikes, doesn’t it. I think I’ve just grown so used to that fact. I’ll definitely be posting all the chapters on AO3 once I figure out the end and then will just link it to my dash to answer the question! It makes it easier for everyone to read.

[aubzikins]

Fate's Hand Chapter 15: Guilt

*** Nia ***

I lay down on the hotel bed, letting the thoughts of tonight just ramble on in my head.

There’s not much I can do until morning. I have no charger and I couldn’t give Minho the address to the Hotel I was at before my phone died. I was more concerned about Innie though. Why did he panic like that? He had kissed me, so I had returned the kiss. Was I wrong to do so? Did I pressure him? Oh god! I hope not. He even said it was his first kiss outside of Seungmin… Wait, does he think I was judging him for that? Fuck! Of course, he does, I was so shocked by the kiss that I didn’t say anything. Of course, he would run off. I mean I basically ran off so I wouldn’t have to say goodbye. Poor Innie… I hope he’s okay.

It’s not long before exhaustion sets in…

*** Jeongin ***

“It’s going straight to voicemail. She texted that she was in a hotel and there phone was dying. I couldn’t get the address. I’m pretty sure her phone is dead now” Minho says with increasing frustration.

“Hyung I’m sorry!” I say still in tears. “I panicked and the next thing I knew, I was in a taxi here.”

Minho stops and just glares at me like he is throwing a thousand daggers straight at me.

Guys! Stop and tell me what is going on, Chan says loudly. Seungmin explains what happened to him and Chan goes straight into action mode. As Chan was calling the restaurant, Han came downstairs and went to Minho trying to calm him down.

“They aren’t picking up; I think they may have just closed. Maybe there’s still staff there cleaning up?” Chan asks aloud. “I think I am just going to go to the restaurant and see if they have any idea where she went.” Chan says as he is texting someone on his phone.

“I’m going to go with you Hyung,” Minho says. “And so are you!” Minho demands as he points at me. I have no choice but to agree.

“Felix, please go tell Changbin and Hyunjin what’s going on.” Chan says. Felix nods and disappears upstairs. “Minho, Innie can stay here…”

I look up at Chan, “No I need to make sure she’s okay and apologize for my actions.” I say.

“Han and I will stay here and try to keep everyone calm here if possible.” Seungmin says.

Chan nods and the three of us head for the front door. Our driver is already outside waiting. We get in the vehicle, and I just keep my head down.

“Innie, we will find her. It’s okay, we all make mistakes.” Chan says. Then I saw him elbow Minho.

“We will find her and her to the house safely, Innie.” Minho says.

I just sit there in silence until we get to the restaurant. When we got there, it is already closed. Chan starts knocking on the door trying to get someone’s attention while Minho goes to the back of the restaurant looking for the service entrance. Minho starts knocking on the service entrance door and a man opens the door. Minho calls Chan and I over and then starts speaking with the man.

(In Japanese)

“Excuse me sir, our friend was here earlier with a woman. That woman did not come home, do you by chance know where she went?” Minho asks as he continues describing Nia to the man. The man just shakes his head no and says he doesn’t know anything until I walk up to them.

The man looks at me and gets angry, “You!” the man says pointing his finger at me. “You left her! She waited for forty-five minutes for you, and you never came back. Then she asked me about a hotel because she was worried about upsetting you further!” He says as his voice continues to rise. He takes a step towards me and Minho steps in front of me blocking the man’s way. The man looks at Minho in shock.

“I understand your concern for the woman; however, you will not speak to him in this manner. We will deal with his actions.” Minho says sternly.

“Sir, we are looking for her because she is a part of our family. We are very worried and just want to make sure she’s safe and take her home.” Chan steps in to say.

The man looks between the three of us before asking, “If she’s a part of your family, why would you leave her like that?”

“I made a mistake and was embarrassed about my past. I reacted impulsively and thought she was ashamed of me. I couldn’t bare it if she was ashamed of me so… I ran…” I say with tears forming again.

“He shouldn’t have left her and trust me when we say that he is not getting off the hook that easily.” Chan says.

“She will be safe?” the man asks.

All three of us nod yes.

“I will take you to the hotel, but I will not tell you her room number. I will ask the concierge to have her come down to the lobby to speak to you if she chooses to do so.” He says. “If she doesn’t want to see you three, then do I have your word that you will leave her alone?”

“If she chooses not to see us, we will respect her wishes.” Chan says.

The man seems to accept this and tells us to follow him as he drives his motorcycle to the hotel. We walk into the hotel and the man goes to the front desk to speak to the concierge. She looks at us with a hint of contempt in her eyes as she picks up the phone and dials a number. She speaks to someone for a few minutes and then hangs up.  She walks over to us, “Please wait for a few moments while our guest comes down.”

*** Nia ***

I am woken up by the very loud ringing of the room’s phone. I was confused at first but picked up the ringing phone.

“Hello!?” I answer.

“Yes ma’am, this is the front desk concierge. There are three men here looking for you and wish to speak to you. I can tell them to go away if that is what you wish?” she says.

“Three men? Oh um… those are probably my friends. Can you send them up to my room?” I ask.

“We would prefer it if you came downstairs to greet them in case of an argument or an altercation. Just as a safety precaution for you and our other guests.” She says.

“Ahh, understandable. I can be down in a couple of minutes.” I say.

“I will let them know to wait, thank you ma’am. Remember we are here to help with anything you need!” she says as she hangs up.

I hung up the phone and then tried to think of who all would have shown up to find me. I go to the bathroom to freshen up before heading downstairs. I do not want them to see that I was a crying mess. My hair is messy from sleeping so I quickly fix it before grabbing the hotel key and my stuff, then head downstairs.

When I get to the lobby, I see Chan, Lee Know and Innie. Innie looked so sad and hurt that I couldn’t help but run over to him as soon as I saw him and pulled him into a bear hug. “Innie! Are you okay? Did you make it back to the house, okay? I’m so sorry! I wasn’t judging you I swear. I was just shocked by you kissing me! I would never judge you for your past!” I say as I check him to make sure he is okay.

Lee Know looks at me and pulls me into a hug as well. He doesn’t say anything, just holds me tight. Then Chan joins in on the hug and finally Innie.

“We were so worried Nia, why didn’t you come back to the house?” Chan asks.

“I didn’t have the address, Chan.” I say.

“I’m so sorry Nia, I’m so sorry.” Innie says.

“Innie, it’s okay Hun. I understand. I promise I am not upset with you. I was worried about you more than I was about myself.” I say as I kiss his cheek.

“Can we go back to the house please?” Lee Know asks.

I nod yes and then a man walks over. I recognized his eyes as the server from the restaurant.

“I am glad you are okay ma’am. Are you sure you are good to go back with them?” he asks, eyeing the guys.

“Yes sir, thank you very much. I greatly appreciate all your help. They are good guys, I promise.” I say with a smile.

The man hands me a card and looks at me, “If you ever need help again while you are here in Tokyo, please reach out.”

I take the card and nod to him. He smiles and looks at the guys, “Let’s not have this happen again.” Then he walks away.

All four of us get into the vehicle and head back to the house. Innie is still really quiet.

“Innie, I promise. It’s okay. I am okay, everything is fine.” I say to him as I put a hand on his knee.

No one else says anything the whole way back. Innie is the first out of the vehicle when we get back to the house and heads straight for his room. I tried to stop him but Lee Know grabbed my hand. “Leave him be for now, he needs time to forgive himself right now.” He says.

Chan, Lee Know and I walk into the house and see the rest of the guys in the living room waiting. They all rushed us making sure I was okay. After getting hugs from everyone, I’m ushered to the couch. My mind still worrying about Jeongin. Binnie brings me a bowl of ramen and I see Seungmin head upstairs. At least he will be able to help Innie… I think to myself.

*** Jeongin ***

I still can’t believe I did that to her. Rather than embarrass myself any further, I headed up to my room instead. It wasn’t long before there was a knock at the door. I should have locked the door; I think to myself before Seungmin walks through the door.

“You okay Innie?” Asks Seungmin.

“No, but I really shouldn’t be after what I pulled.” I say.

“Nia doesn’t blame you, Innie.” He says.

“She should! How is she so forgiving?” I ask.

“Who was the first of us outside of the two who had contact with her, that was the first to understand and forgive her for running?” Seungmin sits on the edge of my bed and looks at me. “Here, I’ll tell you. YOU!” he says as he pokes me in the arm. “You have liked her from the beginning, and you understand her better than the rest of us.”

I look at Seungmin and shake my head, “Apparently not so much with how this all turned out.” I say defeated.

“She is back with us, she’s safe and she doesn’t blame you. I think you are beating yourself up more for this than she is.” He says.

“She should be upset with me… she should be mad at me!” I say with my voice starting to rise as I look at Seungmin. “Like… like…”

“Like you were when she left in the beginning?” Seungmin asks raising an eyebrow.

I look at Seungmin with tears forming in my eyes. “You know?” I ask.

“Of course, I know, you’re one of my best friends! We were each other’s first kiss; I know you better than you know yourself I feel like.” Seungmin says with a smile. “I think you are letting your guilt of being upset with her cloud your judgement right now.”

I just stared down at my feet not responding to him. Seungmin suddenly stands up and walks out. I sit there for a couple of minutes before Seungmin storms back in with Nia in tow.

“Now talk you two!” Seungmin demands.

Nia looks just about as confused as I feel. She looks at him and then at me.

“I will stand over here at the door to help mediate if need be AND make sure you both discuss this now before it festers.” He says.

Nia walks over to me, “May I sit?” She asks. I nod and she sits down on the bed next to me.

“Innie, please don’t be upset. I understand that you panicked. I really don’t blame you at all.” She says.

I look at her and my stomach is twisting in knots. “Nia… I wish you would be mad at me.” I say.

Nia looks shocked and pulls back a little, “What? Why? You did nothing wrong.” She says.

I shake my head and look at the floor.

“Tell her Jeongin, or I will.” Says Seungmin.

I look at Seungmin and then at Nia. “Because you should be. Just like I was when you left all of us back then. I was furious with you. I wanted to yell at you. Then Felix and Chan got explanations, but you didn’t even bother to reach out to the rest of us. After two weeks, I had to demand for them to contact you to get us the information.” Nia sits there looking a bit ashamed and is nervously picking at her thumb. “You explained it to me afterwards and I had forgiven you. But now I did the same thing… and I am ashamed of my behavior. But you aren’t mad… or furious. You’re understanding and I don’t know why.” I say and look at her.

“Innie… it’s okay that you were mad at me. I did a stupid thing. I was furious with myself more than anything. I know what it is like to panic, hence why I cannot be upset with you. I still don’t blame you. I am still not upset with you either.” Nia says. “It is going to take time and I understand that. I am here though. I am not going anywhere.”

I nod and she squeezes my hand. “It’s late and I’m tired, can we talk more in the morning?” I ask.

“Yes of course.” She gets up and kisses my cheek then walks out of my room.

Seungmin walks over, climbs into my bed, and looks at me. “Let’s get some sleep.” He says.

I curl up next to him and he pats my back.

*** Nia ***

I walked out of Jeongin’s room a little more confused than I was before. I will definitely need to discuss this with him in the morning. I head to my room to change and get ready for some sleep. Before I reach my door, Lee Know walks up to me.

“Nia, may I come in?” he asks.

“Um sure, I was going to get ready for bed.” I say as I open my door. Lee Know follows me in and as soon as I close the door, he pushes me against the door and kisses me.

“Nia...” He says.

[lxmine]

they're in love. + genshin men (mostly) valentines speacial

+. fluff, not proofread written in one go lmao, wanderer favoritsm just because 😼

+. summary ; they’re in love

+. A/N yeah so i changed it to them asking you for valentines to this because i thought it felt more pure like this sooo… me being a hopeless romantic is acting up again T-T happy valentines!😚 AND ALSO THANK YOU FOR 108 FOLLOWERS I LOVE YOU ALL MWAAA <3333333

itto

itto knew what love meant. he knew how giving love is. but itto didnt really know what love felt like. not until he met you. he thought you were really cool, you’re rich too. but meh, your father always hated him. but he didn’t care! you guys are buddies. just buddies…

until he started feeling that unusual feeling in his stomach whenever you would smile at him. you started looking more prettier by the day in his eyes. even the simplest clothing you wore made him swoon. he was confused, so confused.

so he asked you the first time you snuck him inside your estate. “why does… why does my heart beat so fast like this…” he asks looking at you who’s laying beside him inside the comfort of your chambers. he took your hand and placed it in his bare chest. a smile spread across your face as you felt his heart race. “my face becomes warm too, whenever i would see you smile or just hold me…” he says timidly, avoiding eye contact but still holding your hand against his chest.

“it’s weird really. cuz, from just one look at you. i imagine a future where i can be with you, just with you…” he gulps, taking the courage to look you in the eyes. you’re staring back at his lovestruck eyes with a smile. “you’re… in love.” you whispered, placing your palm on his cheeks and caressing it.

leaning in closer. and closer until you’re only centimeters apart. “as well as i.” you were about to kiss when someone knocked on the shoji (the japanese sliding door yawl) “i’m sorry to have interrupted your study… but mx. yn your father wishes to see you!” says the lady outside.

the two of you stood from where you lay, leading him out quickly. “i’ll see you tonight.” you chuckled giving him a small kiss on the cheek before urging him to leave. and boy he felt as if god just sent him the most beautiful thing.

thoma

thoma always thought you are beautiful. beautiful in a friendly manner, though he wouldn’t deny that he’s gained feelings for his master’s dearest friend. but he doesn’t dare mention it to anyone. except ayaka.

though she looked pretty dense, she never missed how thoma looked at you from a distance. “it’s just a small crush m’lady. yn is way too out of my league if i were to love them.” he chuckles. he swears it’s just a small crush. a simple adoration, nothing more nothing less.

but oh when you visited the estate and the siblings wasn’t there, he was a little sad that he needed to send you away because the sibling wont be home for the whole day, “i’m sorry, but the siblings are out on business. but i can send them a word that you came by today.” he smiles with a broom in hand.

“oh, thoma, i know that! i actually came by to hang out with you.” you smiled handing him a box of pastries from mondstadt. he swore he could feel his heart almost beating out of his chest, his cheeks started feeling warm too. “oh, sorry! i remember ayato mentioning you’re from mondstadt and my father just got back from buisness there and brought me back lots of mondstadt pastries so i thought i’d give some to you.”

you chuckled embarassed. oh how your voice sounded so genuine, so caring. he could only stare at your face as you talked. “it’s fine! i uhm… thank you. its been a while since i’ve eaten something from my home land. thank you, yn.” he smiles carefully taking the box from you. “you’re welcome. im sorry for the bother! i must get going then, you seem pretty busy-“

“no, not at all. i’d… love it if you’d join me for tea. waka says i must entertain guests after all.” you smiled linking your arms around his before nodding. you’re so close to him. he couldn’t help but hold his breath. perhaps, lady ayaka was right. he is in love.

ayato

a childhood friend who he only though of as a… friend of course. the kissing of the forehead, the hugging, the compliments were all pretty normal between the two of you since you’ve done that with him your whole life! “‘yato, come taste this.” you sit beside him, pestering him while he worked.

he smiles, trying to ignore you. he’s pretty used to your antics already and he doesn’t really mind. he felt as if you’re the only one keeping him sane from the loads of work he had to do all day, in a friendliest manner of course. “i swear, i’m not gonna be giving you souvenirs from when i get back from liyue.” you say pouting beside him but then soon turned to a smirk when he looked at you, that sure did catch his attention. “you’re departing to liyue? when? why?” he asks placing his quill down.

“i thought… ayaka and thoma told you already? papa wanted me to come with him.” you said meekly feeling his intense stare. “when?” “tonight. you see that’s why i want you to taste my cooking so you wont miss me as much.” you teased and he sighs. “how long?” he gently takes your hand that is holding a spoon full of something you cooked and feeding it to himself. “a month or so. it’s like a vacation.”

he breaths out, standing up still holding your hand in his as he walks towards the door. “‘yato!? what the-.” “you could’ve told me sooner. i’ll take a break for the day, let’s go to the city.” he says without looking at you. he felt like his chest becomes tighter and tighter as the sky goes darker. you were gonna leave, and for a month at that. he always has you by his side almost everyday and he doesn’t know why the hell he felt like you’re abandoning him or something.

the sun has set, and now he holds your hand for the last time at the docks of ritou. “don’t look too sad, it’s not like im gonna be living there or something.” you chuckled caressing the back of his hand with your thumb while he held you so firmly. “i’m gonna be missing your annoying self.” he chuckles pulling you close to him. “my darling, we are to depart now!” you hear your father say.

pulling out of his embrace. you took a good look of his face before kissing his cheek. “i’ll miss you lots too ‘yato. see you next month.” you said before walking over to your father who is patiently waiting for you. he too waves goodbye at ayato before they boarded the ship.

he waves just as you do, like a lonely puppy he stood as your ship departed. “i’ll see you soon, [name]. i love you.” he says but only the wind could hear. oh cupid, he’s given up and sighs in defeat. accepting the fact that he truly does love you.

he kissed you when you got back from your trip btw

kaeya

kaeya always found you so amusing. how you are easy to fluster and easy to please. not to mention you’re good with kids too. kaeya loves teasing you, taking care of the orphan kids with you in springvale whenever he has the time to and stays the night on his day offs.

now he sits on a log with an apron on outside the foster home grilling some mushroom skewers while some kids watch. “mr papa, do you like mx yn??” says one kid out of the blue catching the cryo user off guard. he couch and smiles trying to hide the embarrassment he felt because the kids are patiently waiting for an answer.

“of course, they’re my friend after all.” he chuckles watching you from the open door cleaning the kitchen while you talked to the other kids who are helping you out. “mr kaeya, mx yn will melt if you look at them like that.” the 12 year old boy smirks beside him. “oh shut it, kid.” he chuckles before continuing his grilling.

“i think mx yn and mr papa looks good together! like the prince and the prince/ss in the story they read us!” the little girl chimes, and all kaeya could do is laugh nervously. how can a bunch of children make him embarrassed!

“thank you for the meal!” says the children all together. you and kaeya stood together as you guided them with their food. the elders gossiping obviously about the two of you “thanks for the help mr kaeya, i really appreciate it every time you’re here. so are the kids, they seem to like you very much.” you said with a hint of blush on your cheek.

“it’s nothing, you needn’t thank me everyday. and please, kaeya would be fine.” he smiles patting your head. and you’re obviously flustered now. he lowers his sleve to his palm and wipes the sweat of your face. “i uhm…”

“mx yn can we play house after!” one of the kids says making you and kaeya look away from each other. but he was smiling and you were really flustered. the 12 year old kamu was smirking at kaeya who sends him a knowing look to not say anything absurd.

“oh that would be wonderful! and they can be our parent figures, yeah?” kamu suggests and the kids cheer happily. they love the idea. “i, uhm. please calm down! i’m sure mr ka- i mean kaeya has a lot to do today! so he might leave after the meal.” you say, kamu crosses his arms. this kid is never gonna give up until the two of you are together.

“but mr kaeya says its his day off. and it would be great if he could take a break after a long week of work right?” kamu smiles innocently. kaeya’s heart couldn’t take it. kamu is far too smart to catch on his not so obvious growing feelings for you. “it’s fine, i guess i could be your husband for the day.” he winks. oh how he wishes he could be.

kazuha

kazuha met you when he fled from the sakoku hunt decree. it was thanks to you he met beidou. let’s just say that he’s become somewhat your body guard??? he owes you his life he says, so he vowed to protect you at all cost. but you didn’t quiet need the helping, you’re beidou’s cousin after all.

“don’t you miss your home land?” you asked, standing beside him who seem to be reminiscing at the railing of the ship. it’s dark, and the moon looked magnificent. “i do, yes. but i’m not quite ready to go back yet.” he says silently. looking at you who’s looking at the endless sea.

he liked how the light of the moon reflects on your features. “you look just as magnificent as the moon tonight.” he whispers, but you obviously heard, looking at him surprised. a chuckle escaped his lips upon seeing your surprised face. “i’m sorry. was that too sudden?” he asks.

but you could barely speak, and you couldn’t help but smile and blush. “we’re buddies.” you said looking away. buddies. somewhat that title made his chest sting a little. he wasn’t gonna deny that he gained feelings for you as days pass by, you’re strong, kind, and beautiful. he guesses he fell the first time you held his hand while you patch him up back then when you saved him from exhaustion.

and he wasn’t afraid to voice it out, he figures if you knew he’ll get the chance to make you fall for him too. “can i have the honors to fall deeper in love with you?” he asks while you look at him blushing and surprised. unknown to the both of you, beidou and some crux members drunkly watches.

diluc

you used to be a friend of diluc’s. back when he was still a happy young man, and the cavalry captain of the knights of favonious. but alas, as you know his father died and him and his brother fell apart. so did your friendship with him.

he didn’t really want to. he just felt so betrayed then, that he thought you’d betray him too so he distanced himself from everyone. but he still tried to fix it, he tried to save it. he sighs fidgeting the ring you’ve given him then back when you were 17.

“thats silly.” you chuckled as you’re sat between his legs, back resting against his chest. “aren’t you the one who wanted to marry me then? you were like ‘’luc, when we grow up i want you to marry me.’” he mocks with a laugh. “shut up! it was puppy love!”

you slapped his thigh playfully before he grabbed your hand and placed the ring on your middle finger. the both of you fell silent as you looked at it. he kissed it with a smile. “i’ll marry you one day. i promise i will.” he whispers, resting his chin on top of your head.

he still is and will always be in love with you. still in love with the way you smile whenever you would receive an anonymous gift that is obviously from him. in love with the way you talk. especially when you engage conversation with him, even if it’s just a short while.

he loves every second that your attention is on him. in love with how playful you are and how you would still tease him like how it was back then. and there kaeya chuckles at how smitten his dear brother looked as you walked with his ring on your finger.

childe

he isnt oblivious, he's not dense. so he picked up what he was feeling the first time he has ever felt it. you're his childhood sweetheart as his mother called it, you were always so nice, so caring not only to him but to everyone. it wasn't a question how he had a crush on you.

and then he realized that after he came back from the abyss, finding you sitting and crying from where you'd last seen him patiently waiting. 13 year old ajax realized that he is going to spend the rest of his life with you. "hey, i'm here. don't cry." his young self hugs you as you looked at his face, his eyes. they no longer feel alive.

"ajax..." you said in between tears burying your face in his chest. since then, even he's slightly changed you still stuck with him. but even you yourself did. everybody guesses that he was rubbing off on you. like he was talking about happy stuff then turned into wreaking havoc, while you are still a sweetheart but always there to taunt his behavior.

"stop acting so damn impulsive. archons, i swear i will drag you by the hair the next time i catch you picking fights with random agents." you threatened while you patch him up. now that you're older, and that glint in his eyes are no longer there. he still looked at you lovingly as he did back then.

xiao

he hates it whenever you would pester him. not because he hated your company, but because you're a mortal and he's scared of hurting you. because of his contract with morax, he vowed to not hurt any mortals after all, but oh well, it's not like anything he says could get in your stubborn head.

he grumbles and sighs as he watches you beside him with flowers on your lap, busy making a 'flower crown' for him. it's a fine day at wangshu inn, the wind was calming and the atmosphere is peaceful. t'was too comfortable than he's used to so he couldn't settle.

"are you uncomfortable?" you asked placing the flowers beside you scoot over closer to the almond tofu on the laid blanket where the two of you are seated, and placed it in front of him. he looks at you and then your lap. "this comfortable feeling... im not used to it." he says, and you gave him a small smile, fixing your posture so he could lay on your lap.

"you must be overwhelmed, huh. come, lay your head on my lap." you tapped your lap as a gesture but he just looked at you as if you just said something so dumb. "do you know how much harm my karmic dept can do? have i not told you enou-" his breath hitches as he felt your warm hands on his cheeks. "i dont mind, xiao. if it's for you then im willing to take the risk and help you even just for a short while."

you smiled so sweetly that he felt his tense shoulder go calmer, the warmth of your hands makes him feel week like you had him in some type of spell and he just succumbs to it as you slowly laid his head on your lap. "you seemed pretty close with the wangsheng funeral's consultant, mr zhongli, so i asked him about your dept. and he says it really doesnt harm mortals if they don't stick with you for long."

you chuckle, caressing his hair. his breathing slowly steadied as he felt more calmer and calmer. "so... rest easy even just for a little bit.." you whisper before humming him a lullaby. if he isn't hurting you... maybe he can try the thing that mortals call 'love'.

wanderer

"you... i don't love them! why would you even bring them here!?" kuni asks, at the verge of tears after seeing you again for the first time after he changed the past. nahida smiles, he was angry of seeing you, saying that he really didnt need to. but his heart and mind says otherwise, lets not forget that the dendro archon can read minds.

"but wanderer, i didn't bring them here, it was their choice that they came here." she sighs crossing her arms. his screaming echos inside the sanctuary of surasthana and nahida will not lie... it is annoying her. "they've talked to me about a certain dream, listen to me wanderer."

she tries her best to calm the puppet down and it slightly worked, though he is still crying. "it seems that you are appearing in their dreams, they said that in their dreams, you were asking them to find you." kuni looks at her as tears continues to stream down his cheeks. nahida is astonished of how a puppet can feel as if it were human. it seems that he, even without a heart is able to feel and love. considering that she too see's you in the dreams she gives him.

"i asked them to wait at the akademiya. to the place where most students go to, to rewind. they are waiting for you wanderer." she sends him off. and now there he is standing just a few feet behind you, he didnt know what he was feeling.

"so you really did manage find me huh? congratulations i guess." he coughs trying to seem tough and coat how his voice is about to break. you just stared at him speechless, debating whether he is real or not. walking over to him as your eyes start to gloss. "you're... you're real..." you said poking his cheeks. he smirked at your surprised face, oh, how much he missed making you cry. from the teasing of course. "of course i am. what? you still think this is a dream?"

he mocks flicking your forehead. "i... dont know you but... it seems like i've met you before." you say placing hand on his chest, he didn't move at all he just let you do as you pleased. "maybe we have. in a different past, perhaps." he smiles he couldn't take it anymore. he wanted to hold you again, kiss you, love you the way he did.

"mr... may i hug you?" you asked between tears. he smirks and without questions asked, he envelopes you back into his hugging you tightly. he is going to love you, and you're going to love him. but this time, he is to fulfil the future you once had planned with him. to live peacefully together, away from the people, where the two of you could live on your own. in a field of flowers, he remembers refusing but deep down all he wanted was just to be with you.

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can you share more about miles from your turning dr ??? he’s just so unique and i’m rlly curios about what his little quirks and preferences are <3

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hihi whoever nonie this is hello this has been rotting in my drafts for a full week now so sorry about that JSHSJDN

♡. miles is a fucking menace. i'm sure we've established that well enough already ( a hot one though ... ) also the fact that he's not really a menace on purpose

♡. he's also very smart. like he can solve complex equations way faster than i ever could. he also knows how to sew, to bake, to play all kinds of instruments, and he speaks over 5 different languages including, but not limited to; greek, french, japanese, chinese & getman

you bet he speaks in french with flora just so me and kate have no fucking clue what they're saying, little rascals

♡. the thing is, he's a prissy prince, but he's genuinely not aware of it?? he was raised a wealthy boy, and was really young when his parents d.ed and was put into the care of ms. grose who definitely did nothing to fix his attitude

like when i tell miles to clean up after himself he's not like "lmfao that's not my problem" no it's like a genuine "?? but that's not my job???" like mf was raised to believe that, and flora unfortunately has the same exact mindset

♡. not to mention, he sucks at doing basic household shit because of this?? like, he's 15, you'd expect that he has at least a little knowledge on how to do a few chores, right? wrong!!

"how the— what? how the fuck do you—?" all i could do was stand and watch in disbelief as he grunted, repeatedly putting the soiled bowl under running water

he sent me a pleading look, growing even more frustrated from the expression i was giving him "what?" "miles, you've gotta be kidding me right now—" "this whole thing was your idea! you wanted me to 'get my ass off the couch and clean my own shit'" his voice going higher near the end, mocking my words from earlier

i scoffed and snatched the bowl from his hands "yeah, but did you really think that you wash dishes by just.. putting them in water?" there was a long pause

"yeah..? i dunno, this is commoner person stuff completely new to me" "oh my fucking god"

♡. does this really cute thing where he scrunches up his nose!! idk why he does it but it's fucking adorable like one of the few moments when i don't wanna punch miles is when he does that he looks like a little bunny

♡. he's one of those guys who wears sweaters even on the hottest of days. like in the middle of july he's out in jeans and a fuzzy turtleneck. honestly?? i don't blame him. the sweaters that he owns are all fucking bomb, though you can't expect anything less from a multimillionaire kid. he doesn't even sweat! which makes it creepier bc i swear this kid is cold blooded

♡. miles love love loves the night sky! when me and kate moved into the mansion, i got a guest room that had a clear view of the moonlight, so much so that on some nights, my room would be completely illuminated by the light :o

♡. part of the reason why i didn't like miles a lot at first is because i would wake up in the middle of the night i would see him?? in my room?? like, he wasn't even looking at me, he was, however, faced outside the window ( ngl the soft glow of the moonlight did look really pretty on his face )

turns out the room i had occupied was one of miles' favorites to hang out in, because of the stunning view of the sky. and, y'know, miles being miles, couldn't really communicate that to me like a normal person so he opted to break into my room every night with a spare key just to go stargazing

♡. hence, my tag for him being 'star!'

♡. will never admit it but he's a huge huge bookworm. spends lots of time cooped up in the library which is god knows where in the stupid manor, i've been living there for like 2 weeks now and i still don't know my way around. though i know that if miles isn't jamming out in his room he's either out with samson or sprawled out on one of the couches with his nose shoved in some dusty thriller novel

the nickname he gave for me actually comes from a book ^^

"i'm sorry, uh, what won't do?"

the teen in front of me shrugged and walked a little closer. "your name. flora? we've already got a flora around here," he said, gesturing behind him to his younger sister "that's gonna make things a little complicated"

feeling a little embarrassed, i shrunk in on myself "oh, well, uh, sorry about that, uhm—" miles looked up as if he were pondering for a moment, mumbling my name to himself. "florelise, elise, florelise.. florie, lorie.. lorelei"

"what?" i quirked a brow at him "i'll call you lorelei, like lorelei lee from—" "gentlemen prefer blondes" he gave me a charming grin that sent off dozens of butterflies in my stomach

but then, i realized "wait a second, are you calling me a gold digger?" "dunno, am i?" and with that, miles walked backwards— into the next room, his figure disappearing upstairs

♡. wears jeans a lot, not only because yk they look good on him ig but also because they're quite strong. miles has a habit of scratching at his thighs and knees when he gets agitated, and it used to lead to some tears in his old pants or scratches on his skin

♡. knows how to use a gun. no i will not elaborate further upon this

♡. when he's not waking me up in the middle of the night by breaking into my room, he's waking me up at 4 in the motherfucking morning to the sound of him and his horse samson laughing and running around by my window

which, i'll admit, i did get out of bed early one or two times just to fondly watch him from my windowsill, trying to hide behind the pink curtains

♡. poor boy bottles up his feelings a lot :c given miles' history with anger issues n violence + the fact that he's filthy rich, he didn't have very many friends in any of the schools he went to ( aside from maybe the boys n girls who were all over him ) so he's just gotten used to letting all his anger out on his drums

♡. super fucking touch starved because of this. but he's spent so much time without anybody but flora and their governesses ( who always seem to go missing ) that he's never really known how to interact with people, aside from either babying and doting on them or making fun of them

i remember when we first met, i could tell he was trying to be nice to me, he just didn't know how, so he ended up coming across as flirtatiously snarky? i thought it was his own spin on 'bad boy charm' but no it's genuinely his lack of social skills

♡. often uses spiders as a way to touch people because, again, he just doesn't know how to communicate the fact that he wants to hold me

the hair on my neck was rising, i couldn't shake the feeling that someone was watching me, and it didn't help that the study was quite cold as the sun was beginning to set

and then, i felt it. a pair of bony arms snaking their way around my waist. a soft "hey there sunshine" whispered into my ear

i didn't even flinch, instead relishing in the feeling for a moment, having grown used to the random displays of affection the weird boy would offer. "miles, what are you doing? i didn't even hear you coming"

silence fell upon us for a few seconds, i could've sworn he was pressing his face into my stomach, and.. his grip on me was getting tighter? before he pulled away, cheeky grin back on his face

"i just saved you from this little guy!" he announced proudly, lifting up his hand to show a small spider crawling along the back. i fought the urge to flinch away as i looked up at him "right, yeah, no. there was no spider on me"

his eyes got all wide and his lips formed a pout, that same look when he was trying to manipulate flora into playing along with his jokes "how would you know, silly, you had your face buried in that book!"

deciding to play along, despite both of us knowing that he had the spider in his pocket just for an excuse to snuggle up with me for a few seconds "i guess so, thanks miles"

♡. he's a huge lover of waffles. yes, exclusively waffles. it only ever will be waffles. will literally whine and cry if he gets pancakes for breakfast because "the syrup doesn't stick to it! it has no ridges, so it just slides off!" which is honestly super valid, i was shocked when he made that point during breakfast

♡. painfully obvious liar. either his excuse is complete bullshit or he cannot meet you in the eyes when he lies. it's honestly quite cute in circumstances like when he's telling me that my outfit looks weird and he just can't bring himself to make eye contact with me. he looks so kissable negl

♡. can i just say that miles is the best brother ever? well, maybe not the best best but, he's done so much for flora. he's never made fun of her for her fear of going out, is so super duper patient with her, is so nurturing and kind and overall just amazing to his sister

♡. miles is honestly a sweet sweet boy, according to the stuff that mrs. grose tells me. though, to be honest, she's not that much of a reliable resource, but i won't complain

she told me stories from before he was corrupted at the hands of quint. how he was terrified of spiders and horses, how he was always the one who made morning coffee for his parents, how his face would flush red and hide when someone so much as looked at him for a few seconds

♡. and y'know? sometimes, i still see that boy, in the moments when he shares his secret stargazing spot with me, in the moments when he hesitates before hopping on samson, in the moments when he makes me and flora hot chocolate on a cold rainy day. he's still in there

in conclusion, miles fairchild quit being stubborn and choose me i can fix you i swear /hj

tagging my girlies @msdiorlvr & @baby-ditzzy bc ik they're waiting on this