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tamagoneko · 7 months ago

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#dreamworks trolls #broppy #branch x poppy #trolls branch #trolls poppy #mermaid au #mermay #wonder what he's so mad about lol #also i should draw branch with his hair down? wet?? again he looks good with it xD #idk if you can tell but he is glowing at bit ( its so much more glowy on my tablet jffkl )#idk how to fucking background i tried ok #guess im just rambling in the tags today #trolls #fanart #my art #chibi #cute

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xxplastic-cubexx · 2 months ago

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what kind of underwear do you think Erik and Charles wear (i'm not asking this to see them half naked) ((please believe me)) (((PLEASE)))

My Personal Belief is charles is a briefs guy while erik's a trunks guy. trunks/briefs kinda couple because i can

and idk just a lil bonus or somethin. as i do.

#nsft #probably. again A Promotion Would Be In Order From Me Personally but WHATEVER.#cherik #im too tired to tag everything ok this post'll find its people #snap sketches #not too tired for a tag ramble tho eUUGGHHH #i HAVE to post the second bit now or ill be editing it all night and for what. i will live #and my silly ass said i wouldnt draw that reading idea. well guess what im a LIAR who LIES.#i do wanna revisit that proper tho .. at least draw em by the fireplace someday but anyway #i think the funny thing is i had like. plans to draw charles in purple briefs just cause he wore them once and i chortled Unreasonably #so here we are. youll have to forgive me my friend i have a condition called If I Get An Excuse To Draw I Will #it is a very serious condition cause i need to SLEEEEPP truly and honestly locking in later i HAVE to #leaving all of you with this for the next idk twelve hours thats crazy #all i want to do is draw but i feel my eyes . Getting Weird and i have exams so i guess i should be a responsible person and sleep #i actually have a lot i need to catch up on so like. i prob wont be back on until this weekend when im Hopefully more free #'snap didnt you say that last night' I HAVE TO BE SERIOUS THIS TIME i got a lot. so i will see everyone saturday Hopefully #please give me the strength to focus for once thank you #for now good night everyone !!! please enjoy my doodlings from today. yesterday. i must not make any more for now

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dawnthefluffyduck · 6 months ago

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New game interest unlocked

(crow in bottom right belongs to @patchwork-crow-writes)

#ramarl #phantasy star online #long tag warning lol i rambled #so i was introduced to phantasy star online #i think its safe to say i really enjoy the game #thank you mr crow for showing me this game :D i have new creatures to scribble now #there shall be more of these doodles #i promise you that #meant to post this wayyyyy earlier today but uh #my car broke down :') ....again :')#last week it wouldn't turn on and the headlights weren't working so we were like ''ok this is a battery issue and i need a new one''#because jumping the car didnt fix it #so we took my old battery to a shop and they tested its charge before showing us which new one we should get #but the battery had charge???????? so we went back home to troubleshoot #and then found the hooks(?idk what they're called) that connected the battery to the car had something corroded on them #so we grabbed a can of coke and scrubbed away #hooked the battery back up and bam car was working #so the issue was those hooks #until two days ago when my car didnt work again #looked at the battery again and the hooks came loose; tightened them up and bam car working again #and now at this point I'm scared to go anywhere cause what if i get stranded on my own??#so this morning i said ''alright I'm gonna drive myself to church just to be sure that my car works''#AND WOULD YOU GUESS WHAT HAPPENED #at this point i just wish the damn battery was dead and that i could replace it and move on from this #i know they're a bit pricey but jesus this is exhausting #but i can't just buy a new battery if im not sure that's the actual problem because then I'd have a battery and nothing to do with it #i hate having a car sometimes i just want a bus system #or a jeep #but preferably a bus system #sorry rambles thats a long way of saying i didnt post this earlier because ive been working on my car lol

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sundial-bee-scribbles · 4 months ago

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silly guys that make me lose followers on tumblr dot com

#my art lol #vocaloid #zhiyu moke #persona 3 #ryoji mochizuki #omfg lmao i normally dont do this kind of thing ever... but the circumstances are so fucking funny i HAD to #no cause its so amusing to me. so u can put up w/ my unhinged ramblings in the tags a bunch of dumb uninteresting shit etc #but seeing the same fuckass gif too many times in a row is the final straw?? ok sure #LIKE IM NOT REALLY MAD OR ANYTHING its just hilarious to me that THAT is some (2) people's final straws w me. thats their limit #i only reserve spam reblogging the same post in a row for very special occasions when im extremelyyyyyy unwell abt smthn (pos or neg)#so its really funny to me that on two separate occasions that was enough for two separate people to unfollow my main. LOL #couldnt handle the mokening/ryojiing 😔🙏 tragic! anyways.#NO BUT ALSO i once did reblog. the same video of shadow the hedgehog like 50+ times in a row #i dont remember if i lost anyone because of that though??? if i didnt then THATS HILARIOUS LOL everyone just loves shadow #but some fuckin chinese computer program and death the teenage boy??? i want those twinks obliterated. blocked and unfollowed.#my lessons ive learned: i can weaponize random ass gifs of random ass anime boys i guess?????????#also this is from today. and serves as a good precursor to whats abt to happen which happened far from today 🥴😭😔😔😔

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james-spooky · 3 months ago

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this is a test

#i’m bored i just wanna see how many words i can put in the tags like will it just keep going on forever or will they stop me like i know th #the tag limit is 30 ok so the iindividual tag limit is 140 characters that’s actually so rude i wanted to keep going forever and see how lo #g this could be but i guess we can do this 30 times ok what the flip should i talk about hm i was playing the guitar today but i rage quit #ause the song was hard and hurting my fingers! ermmmmm it was sunny ok this is boring let’s think of more exciting things to type hmmm acco #ding to all known laws of aviation- jk i’m not doing the bee movie script but can you imagine i think that would be funny hmmmmm words i lo #e podcasts so bad that’s a fact no one has ever know before my blog definitely isn’t all about audio dramas the people are definitely not a #ready aware of this jesus christ this is only the seventh one of these this is actually quite a lot of space i underestimated how much i ha #e to type btw there’s probably spelling mistakes in here somewhere or autocorrect has been annoying but i cba to retype anything so i don’t #care lolllllllllllll how do you feel about oscar malevolent i feel a normal amount actually (lie) yk what i really miss sam and colin alrea #y like i’m actually not okay i really hope we hear from sam again in s2 and also colin ngl i hope ur in the computers soz or not dead miss #im like a bastard my paranoid it king ok erm im running out of things to say um heartstopper s3 was crazy good i cried lmao i love gay peop #e so much it’s crazy i hope it gets renewed for s4 i need to reread the comics lowkey and the books they’re all so talented for being so yo #ng it scares me ngl !!!!!! the tmagp hiatus is getting to me slightly like february in reality is soon and not that far away for how podcas #ts go but seriously how am i supposed to live until then without knowing what happened. please colin be alive. ive only just realised i can #use fills stops. sorry that’s made everything a bit messy. i should’ve been doing this before. whoops. anyways. hi mutuals i love you all s #much i hope you enjoy my rambles and shitposts cause i enjoy yours very much! never think you’re being annoying i literally don’t care be a #annoying as you want posts as much as you want i am ur biggest fan <3 im getting a bit fatigued from typing like my mind is blank basically #now it’s just turned into a. stream of consciousness but i don’t really have any thoughts to put here idk if we’re halfway ermmmm omg it’s #lmost halloween how crazy is that time is flying by i kinda forgot it was october lmao. it’s wild how it’s basically almost christmas. like #what. that’s illegal. how is it wintertime again. what the flip. i miss summer already take me backkkkkkk. i hope my phone doesn’t crash or #smth cause i’ve not saved this as a draft and i cba to do any of this again. maybe i should save it. ok i will when i reach the next tag bc #ok it stopped me but i’ve saved it and holy jesus it’s a lot of text im just sat here giggling there’s really no point to any of this other #than me being bored sooooooooooooooooo (imagine if i just did the letter o for every character wouldn’t that be crazy) so wait there’s 140 #haracters and 30 tags so what’s 30 x 140. someone hurry. i haven’t done maths lessons in two and a half years i’ve forgotten everything wai #let me get the calculator app ok im back it said 4100 characters so. i dont know how many words that roughly is but its. a decent amount. o #what the flip why am i wasting tag space with maths. i hate maths. my screen time has been actually soooooooooo bad recently like damn some #one put my phone in a block of ice please joshua gillespie style. my mind is running out of things to say. do i talk about myself. im james #im 18 which is weird cause wdym im an adult go away. ive run out of facts. i love podcasts and procedural dramas that stupid firefighter sh #w is my life unfortunately. i think chappell roan should be the queen of england instead of king charles. i dont like having a king cause #ho needs men in power not me. ok um this is the last tag equal rights for all. yolo. the time will pass anyways! thank u boredom ok bye gn:

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a-cakehound-or-critter-a-day · 11 months ago

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1/26/2024 platonic love makes me happy :D also /ref for the dialog!

#{❤️Critters.exe💗}#<- block this tag if you dont want to see these!#{❤️Critters.png💗}#{❤️2024 Art💗}#{❤️Jackals💗}#cookie run kingdom #cookie run #Jackals #desert Jackal #desert jackals #was feeling a lil bad today so I doodled these lil guys!#I like to think that that specific jakal was just brave enough to befriend the mummies #and now everyone feels a little happier #I actually have a few “ocs” I guess? these two would be apart of that lil squad #the desert jakals name is enid and theyre a lil bit of an oddball but that lead to them making the friends they have now :')#and squit's the mummified one- it goes by it/its! :D #enid goes by she/her #i dont know im rambling now dfgjkhhjkfgd #i shall return tomorrow with another fun critter! dont forget to look after yourself okay?#tw zombies #tw mummies

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todayisafridaynight · 8 months ago

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I’m fairly new to the fandom, but I do have a question if you can answer it! Why do people ship Daigo with Aoki / Masato? I tried looking to see if they’ve interacted before, but couldn’t find anything! Sorry for asking I’m just </3 dumb AND I LOVE YOUR ART OF THEM!!! Nerd looking ahhhhhh

hi ! welcome to the community i hope you're having a lovely time so far and ty for enjoyin my stuff :) no need for apologies it's a very fair question to have :]

i cant speak for everyone (all. ten people into masadai anyway) but Personally To Me i just think the idea of them together is very funny. thats quite literally it im afraid..

#snap chats #//twenty page google doc in the background// ignore that. it's mostly for comedic purposes #might also be my fault idk sorry about that. allegedly. idk ive had like three people tell me they started to ship them cause of me 🧍‍♂️#@mementoasts is another person who's drawn masadai and whose stuff i love and am inspod by .. i love their disneyland fic sm ...#there was another artist on twitter who posted a neat drawing of them but i cant remember who they were and i didnt bookmark it //screams//#recently there's been ANOTHER masadai artist ive started following on twitter - @wifekiryu. his account's n/s/f/w fyi before you go looking #he has a tumblr too @foxdies. i say cause i realized as much recently vjeaKLGJALKGJ #oh but I GUESS ill get deeper into why. /i/ personally ship masadai or whatever #first off they're opposing factions yet their character alignments Do Not Match their roles. stereotypically anyway #aoki who leads the 'surface' of society and is meant to be an admirable figure and someone 'just' when really. he sucks LMAO #though that's not atypical of politicians but just from a stereotypical This Is A Respectable Individual perspective of his role #daigo on the other hand leads the 'underbelly' of society- yk comprised of dangerous criminals and outcasts and whatnot #yet as we know him daigo's compassionate and considerate of his men- he doesnt treat them like tools like aoki does #if put in a room with the two daigo would be most people's choice of person to hang out with. probably open a trapdoor on aoki tbh #and i think thats really cool and epic i always love that kinda Subverting Expectations thing #theres also the fact they both started off like. edgy/angsty in the franchise and then brush up down the line #masato does a stronger 180. publicly. obviously but its still really funny they both have to get their act together #if you wanna talk about in-text reasons. there really is none LMAO I TELLS YOU masadai is pure crack #but if i wanted to pull a muscle reaching then there's daigo being on aoki's side while everyone else is on arakawa's during the funeral #im lying of course. mitsu was behind him. rgg tryna make me forget mitsu exist .... put him back in y8 ....#and ofc ichi joins that side to even out the seating but moving on another Goofy Reason is arakawa being like #'the chairman and my son are like p much the same age Surely he knows how he thinks :)'#and then i just think daigo being all smarmy about outsmarting aoki is really goofy and im choosing to interpret that as personal #they both also have issues with their dad. s. dad/s/. anyway.#tbh the google doc tag was a joke but i really could sit here and list every dumb reason why i think theyre funny together #like i started going over the tag limit so uhhhh yeah needless to say i have a lot of. dumb reasons 💀💀💀💀#one day ill use the main text for long rambles like this but todays not that day Point Is my imagination is rampant im afraid #so the short and sweet of it is I Think It's Funny. And They'd Be Terrible Together. Which Is Why It's Funny.#and the unfortunate part is anything i find funny i obsess over for a year so. //gestures to the mountain of bullshit thats my masadai tag/

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daemon-in-my-head · 8 months ago

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Genuinely confused as to why people follow me. Why? Has someone threatened you to do it? Lemme know and I'll hit em. I'm not contributing anything to society over here. I'm literally just talking shit about 2-3 men I made up and occasionally the drow woman and her ex.

My version of Gortash or Durgetash is straight up just pain. A lot of pain. And even more pain. I'm not even horny posting as evidently displayed by that one fic of mine that literally just blueballs people repeatedly.

I haven't written anything good in over a month (sorry bout that btw) and the art I do post is occasionally and not that good to warrant anything.

The asks? But they're new (fyi new version tmr, got nearly all questions transferred now and split it into ten parts, albeit they are anything but balanced)

I'm confused and genuinely idk what people expect of me. I also don't remember if I've asked b4 cuz atp I have over 250 drafts. I'm scared of opening that tab so I just keep creating new ones. Help lol

#yes fine tumblr ill tag this #no but srsly #why people?#i just had an interview for a dif position #im a wreck #a confused wreck #i need some logic to combat the thoughts(TM)#those with social anxiety know which ones i mean lol #and like im just confused fr #im the crazy tinfoil hat person #why durgetash has strayed so far from canon its become its own thing #bg3 is barely inspiration atp #brother am i rambly today #my durgetash*#i need sleep too i guess

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fairy-ganj-mother · 10 days ago

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yesterday at 29.5 years old I watched as many videos as I could find from my high school marching band, choir, and theater run crew days and realized I barely have any memories of my junior year of high school (13-14 years ago btw) other than feeling bad™️

#i know i was bullied by people i considered friends and theyre all super christians now which is so discordant with who i am lol #it was def a lonely year but i also like forgot the marching band show (it was p cool)#i literally cried my eyes out when i found the 2011 marching band vids #i was like there's little lost baby me and just wanted to hug her #and say itll be okay youre gonna go through things good and bad that you cant even imagine rn #also looking back im like wow most people were in choir OR band OR run crew #very very few ppl were in all of them and possibly nobody else was in all of those when i was?#i found a kid i guess 8 years younger than me who posted all his jazz band and choir and theater vids from my hs #and thats the only other person i can think of that genuinely got involved in all of those things #being a jack of all the performing arts and master of none was lonely tho #i didnt quite fit into any of the cliques bc i was half in half out of everything #its so insane how much i changed when i got to college (two weeks/14 days after my hs grad bc summer session...)#and that change was not instant #i was a swirly mess figuring out who i was for the first two years of college #i mean life is just a swirly mess of figuring out who you are #but like i got to college and realized i barely actually resonated with anything i was doing #and let go of and then relearned to love things like choral singing and playing flute #choral singing in college was so much better than high school bc it was for fun for everyone instead of the choral girls whole personality..#also the 'best' singers from my high school mostly aren't even in music today or doing any singing outside of karaoke...#at least i wrote a whole ass ep last year???#and ive written much more music that i havent released #idk rambling tags make it sound like the identity struggle never ends but dissociating and forgetting portions of ur life doesnt help lol #t #okay bye

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killjoy-prince · 18 days ago

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today was a do nothing day for me huh

#prince's talk tag #and by today i mean sunday bc its now monday where i am #feel free to ignore my ramblings that go on from this tag onwards #i guess i was in a clingy mood? or like i really wanted to hug someone? maybe the fact that im touch starved was acting up within me?#whatever it was i dont have anyone i could hug for a good amount of time let alone cuddle #so instead i hugged a pillow which isnt a person but it was better than nothing #but by doing that my body refused to leave the bed and just wanted to stay put clutching the pillow #and if i wasnt fully hugging it id get like antsy or something and i had to readjust until i was fully hugging it?#like id be on my phone and i had to fix myself when i stopped fully hugging the pillow bc then my mind was screaming at me #to hug the pillow better #like what??? what the heck is up with me lolol #once i tried to stop and get up but my body hated the loss and grabbed the pillow again and i went right back down on the bed #and it wasnt even like i felt any different like i didnt feel down or happy i was neutral #expect i had to be fully hugging this pillow at all times #maybe i just need sleep. i dont have the best sleep schedule #but yea sorry about that but uhhh if you read all that thanks for reading

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phioneplatinum · 6 months ago

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so for a while now I've been alluding to Mettoro and Rinet's little thing of "oh yeah!! they're supposed to look similar to a certain someone" and that I'd talk about why eventually and yknow what!!!

eventually is right now!!! :D [you guys have waited too long me thinks]

ladies and gentlemen and other genders I'd like to show you the secret thing I've been cooking in the back:

Reincarnation Rhythm!!!

[basically a harmoknight au that takes place years after the game, aka melodia but in modern times] After the whole mess with the Noizoids, Melodia went into a quiet period. A lot of people spent their lives in peace and harmony, never having to worry about any creatures filled with cacophony, or anything of the sort. Years, Decades, even some generations flew by in Melodia, now looking vastly different from what we remember it being. But peace and harmony doesn't last forever. Mettoro, a child living in a town close to Marching Hills, with her older brother Rinet, go to school like any other day. They learn what's needed to be known, and they have fun talking to their peers. What's weird to note-is that the story WE know of is hardly recorded in history--or at least, the truth-and people behind it. What the two of them don't know quite yet is that they're reincarnations of two legendary warriors--and the world doesn't seem ready to show that truth to them. Mettoro doesn't get as much history from her parents--saying that she wouldn't get it at her age. Rinet would always spot that something is missing--it'll be weird for Melodia to be living in peace and harmony for all it's existence. A staff being used as a bat? That can't be right, surely...! But when a familiar meteor crashes into Melodia again--everything goes downhill. And the two reincarnated siblings go out to get to the bottom of this--and save Melodia once more!...even if it means taking a familiar staff from a display case, with neither of them knowing how to properly use it. Phew! That's a lot of writing. And truth be told--this story isn't quite set in stone! I might change it later, who knows? But nevertheless-here it is! I wanna add more familiar-ish characters to this--to really sell the whole reincarnation thing. And here's Mettoro and Rinet's little character bios! [as a treat for reading this long]

I hope you've been enjoying these little silly goobers! And if you have any questions on em--feel free to ask about it! [the story not so much its not really set in stone] With all that finally said--enjoy the silly Mettoro and Rinet!

#harmoknight #phione's art funnies #rhythm hunter: harmoknight #YAAAYYY WHOOOHOOO YIPPIEEE #the mettoro and rinet loredrop!! whooooo!!!#i've been waiting for this moment for a whillle!#i know posting it today's kinda wacky cause of the session today [hoping to be there before 9 but dinner hasn't been served yet so aaa!!!]#but!!! i wanna make up for yesterday--especially with the fact that my parents ended up not going so now i just looked silly #so yep! if your guess to why mettoro and rinet were similar to tempo and woodwin were “oh yeah they're reincarnations!” congrats!#you get a cookie for guessing correctly #and the hint was in their names too!#mettoro being a play of metronome-a tool used for musicians to keep the “tempo” up #and rinet being a play of clarinet-an instrument belonging to the “woodwind” family of instruments #god im so happy i get to show this off these two idiots keep rotating in my brain #reincarnation rhythmn #new tag for the funny!#you will see more of them. this is a threat #phione rambles for a very long time #phione's rambling

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unnonexistence · 5 months ago

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progress on my "ok what kind of math is hermann actually doing" quest: found a keyword! for his predictive models he'd be working with a lot of time series data. like with whatever readings he can get from the breach. seismic data, temperature readings, etc.

so The Math there would be whatever's used in time series analysis & time series forecasting. probably some stochastic models (which is good news for me because i know what those are). possibly also some machine learning models? not sure. i'll be poking around a bit to see if i can figure out anything else.

he also almost certainly does physics calculations about the breach, but that is WAY out of my area haha

#the time series thing might be obvious to people with more of a science education than me lol im not sure #idk how much it would have been an option but i regret not trying to take some science courses as electives while i was at uni...#pretty much all my required stuff was Just Math so outside of that i just kind of did whatever #mostly english courses #also the stochastic models thing was my best guess before today. closest thing to any kind of predictive model that id seen at uni #so part of me is like HA CALLED IT #several weeks ago i did a whole bunch of googling to try to figure out if it was used in meteorology #b/c i figured trying to predict the weather has to be sort of similar to trying to predict kaiju attacks #but all i found was websites that were like 'meteorologists do lots of math! sometimes they use functions!'#and i was just sitting there head in hands like. blease... how do i find the specifics...#someone sent me a helpful website today. thats how #unscientific aside #i dont especially want to change my pacrim rambling tag but... these unscientific asides are getting more and more scientific ghsdlgh

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spamtoon · 8 months ago

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(Out of nowhere, you are approached by a familiar lightbulb-headed Cog.)

Ah, it's you, cat. Thinking you're oh-so-slick. Muttering and whispering under those raggedy whiskers of yours... Thinking I am unable to hear it all...

Well, you've simply underestimated my fantastic hearing. You probably want to know the reason why I'm here, taking a 'break' from my incredibly important scientific breakthroughs? It's quite simple, really!

(She gets close, and squints her eyes.)

I know what you are.

Farewell, now!

(She then leaves the way she came from.)

(Spam giggles immensely, covering her face... it always seems like she's giggling, isn't she? This lasts... at least thirty seconds. Longer than usual.)

And I know what I am too, Sparky! You broke through something, that's for sure. Really, broke through...

(She looks down, continuing to laugh nervously.)

You know, I find it odd you Havent tried to bulb blast me into the stratosphere by now. I mean knowing how you acted with Frostbite. Is there something peculiar about me that you perhaps can't quite track? Something about me that you... don't know what I am?

I know, I know, I'm talking to nobody again. But you were there when I had a moment today with the one the only Frostbite The Bravecog. You may be remaining. Lurking in the shadows. Knowing about these thoughts that I'm thinking.

(The giggling resumes, lasting far shorter this time.)

Your brother's a piece of fucking barp, by the way

(She braces for impact for a few seconds, wincing while smiling, before comically looking around to realize nobody's there. She sighs.)

Wow, okay maybe toony superhero show logic doesn't apply in this situation. Cool.

WAIT I JUST FUCKING REALIZED WHAT SHE MEANT but like. Dude if she meant that then what's the point I mean the whole ahh sellbot department barping knows unless you're Really low on the ladder. Heheh... maybe she did mean what I thought she meant.

Oh i'm so fucking screwed. What kind of bitch gets filament fever

#bright spark #<- for finding this again later. haha i called her sparky #the way she talks fucking tickles my brain so much im so . ohguohguohoghog SHE #SORRY THAT THIS TOOK SO LONG you see i was in the mindset that i would do this one little thing and then i would do my work which uh.#that leads to so so SO much procrastination. including on fun things! oh so fun things.#today was an event.#i also spent quite a bit of time ruminating i “would she really say that” is worse when shes literally you #to clarify. she is spam's aunt by like. building standards. not really in her found family. so its fucked up but as i said in discord this #is like. a “your mom's kinda hot” level crush. you know. also sorry i really wanted to say filament fever its been eating at me okay #nothing SERIOUS the way my f/os (and spam's f/os (plural now?? i guess?? if today was a canon event)) are #honestly mark still feels like the only real one with her to me but damn it. if spam's reflecting My Changes then she's Reflecting My Chang #spam in toontown unlike my other sonas is the most “its just you again” out of all of them and thats partially because her main #cog connection... is frostbite. they bounce off each other like we literally bounce off each other and damn it shes been so stagnant on her #own because of it. mark happened and she mirrored that because i kept fucking talking about him while we were in character and ideally #i should TRY to fix her. but also man because i'm not doing Serious lore stuff with her i dont. even know if i want to.#i kinda brushed it over the rug by saying that she relies on her constant entertainment so readily because she herself still doesnt feel #like she has a place outside of cogs only. sure she's in high roller backstage sure she's in allan's family now but shes not Doing anything #with herself the way that her friends are. mole's a ranger. frostbite cohosts. wishes... has chip. and something she doesn't have--#living and fully growing as a toon. rather than being haphazardly slapped into a world. and in some respects she's envious of frostbite #finding themselves so quickly because she distracts herself because she's still kinda struggling with it. despite everything. yes she lives #happy and carefree a lot of the time but she keeps buying those dumb phones because when she's truly alone... her mind starts to wander.#that's what mark is for. so that spam can dream of a world where she has a purpose. even if its fake and fragile and just nothing compared #to the great friends that she already has. where she feels like its worth it doing something when she doesn't have anyone. and in that #respect. with the goons ma allan parallels in sonboy the spam cathal parallels shine. seeking tv (and to a lesser extent games) as a #method of escapism. even when one's life is already pretty good. because there's nothing else worth doing without friends or family.#the internet isn't just cool. it gives her something to be when it seems like everyone is something but her. and maybe thats a lazy #excuse for why it seems like she doesnt HAVE anything to call her own but that but damn it i'm trying my best to twist it around.#spam has such a HISTORY yknow? even if it feels like i havent established her much.#spam is the hearts to frostbite's spades not just because they're the duo of all time but because spam's fake stupid love keeps her going #sorry i just started rambling in the tags of this post about spam it. happens. she loves her friends so much i need to reiterate that okay

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bones-n-bookles · 8 months ago

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Why did my coworker call me handsome twice today

#me and him are like. chilling. we have bro-hugs most times we greet eachother and fist bumps or he gives me a shoulder pat #when my wrists are too fucky #i cried on his shoulder when a dog i loved died #but he said hey handsome when he saw me today and then later handsome when i left work and im so ?????????#i dont mind; its just new and im kinda ????????? why is this a thing now. why change.#he doesnt know im trans (or gay; though thats easier to guess lol) and ive heard hes not cool about trans people so im a bit uhhhhhhhh #please dont confuse the twink ive already got too much going on in the field of my romance life #anyways #idle rambling #living up to the tag ✨️

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the-kipsabian · 2 years ago

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done with the second worst part of cleaning, i have vacuumed

#i still need to clean some tabletops and wash the floors #but then im DONE #getting a bit too late to my liking tbh but lmao im dysfunctional. at least its getting done #oh yeah and then i gotta put the rest of the laundry away. pretty sure thats everything then #would have loved to take out more trash but they didnt empty the bins today so i cant fit more cardboard in there #you wouldnt believe the amount of boxes i have in this house.... and yet only one fits a human head!#which reminds i should probably put that one away for the checkup i dont. think i wanna answer any questions #the giant kip banner on my wall might already prompt some questions and im not ready for that. like they shouldnt come in to judge my place #its purely to check the quality of the apartment and if anything needs fixing etc #but excuse me i have anxiety and like a two meter tall kip banner on my otherwise empty wall LOL #anyways. gonna wash floors. clean counter tops. put away laundry. make really late dinner. and then see if im gonna write or just pass out #yay productive day i guess. tho i am sweaty and tired lol #sorry ramble tags i need to pour my break into something lol #night is an absolute mess on main

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fumrell · 1 year ago

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I would like to thank my prescription painkillers for numbing my mouth for all 10 minutes that they actually work.

#hey yeah hi i survived getting my wisdom teeth removed #also i can't believe my mom was like ''youre gonna feel *nothing* after taking these''#and then i stayed up until 1 AM with my mouth numb casually playing video games in voice call #like laughing at shit #granted i wasnt in pain much then #even before i took the painkillers #and i wolenul today in absolute agony #*woke up #anyways i dont know why im typing all this #just a ramble/status update on my life ig?#i guess i should tag this as a vent

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