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lillybean730 · 7 months

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why did no one tell me the tentaclinger earring was back until it was too late to get it

#im not grinding to lvl 94 or whatever by the 29 fuck that #guess ill have to wait another year #fuck battle pass shit i hate this

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aurorangen · 5 months

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Who is this guy?

It's none other than Mrs Kobayashi's grandson Riku! Riku is the only relative who lives the closest to her, so he finds the time to visit outside his busy work. Training on the slopes can be intense and he's also a model from a popular agency, but he tries to come at least once a week. When he came today, his grandmother was so excited to introduce a girl to him! Well he's been single for a while and he loves meeting new people; of course he'd be happy to go on this blind date!

#ts4 #sims 4 #ts4 gameplay #ts4 legacy #tjol legacy #tjolc #tjolc gen 1 #eiko kobayashi #riku kobayashi #youve waited a year for me to show his face hahaha HERE HE IS!!!!!#another one of my handsome guys 🫶#you can probably guess #it will be a love triangle and yeah tough decisions FOR MEEEEEE #no not for suzume thats right ME how do i pick they are both so 🥹#i have already decided who (i think) but ill let the story play out first #posting early because i want to show his face 👍 hes so cute as well!

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djsangos · 10 days

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//went to the dr and all they did was take my fucking blood... again

#ooc #this time they're testing my vitamin d to see if i might be deficient #while i hope that's the case because that can be easily cured i've also HAD a vit d deficiency before and it felt NOTHING like this #granted i guess this could be a more severe deficiency #but idk i feel like they're laser focusing on the fatigue i initially reported and not the constant horrible body pain that's set in #and worsened in the couple months since i made the appointment #like i had the pain with the fatigue as well but it wasn't constant. now it's FUCKING CONSTANT.#it's not always at the worst possible level but it's pretty much always there in some form or another #and tbh this is like. the 3rd time they've taken blood with the first 2 tests yielding no clue as to what could be wrong with me #so i know they need to do it to check and/or rule out everything but like #it's so frustrating. being in constant pain. and constantly being told to 'wait for results' that so far have yielded nothing #nothing that points to what's wrong anyway #so i hope it IS a vit d deficiency and i hope my gut feeling that it's not is way off the mark #because a deficiency can be fixed with some supplements and boom all better #but if it's not.... then i have to face the reality that this is probably some kind of chronic illness #which i've been coming to realize that it might be #but it still fucking sucks #because this time last year i was Literally Fucking Fine #and now i'm just. so fucking sick. and sick of BEING sick.#and every time i go in i feel like i'm rushed right out. like i mention my concerns but i don't have the time to think if there's something #i've forgotten because they're rushing me towards the lab to get my blood drawn. again.#and usually there is #but this is literally the only clinic i can afford rn so #just gotta tough it out and cross my fingers that some vitamins are all i need

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killjoy-prince · 10 days

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You think if I thought about wxs mrs. pumpkin's comical dream enough it'll become a reality?

#prince's talk tag #we have one (1) Halloween song like one thats ACTUALLY about Halloween. may we please get another?#and make a 3dmv so i have a reason yo use the Halloween outfits you keep giving us each year #sure if you're gonna do vs only i guess thats fine but i really want a 3dmv and theres a better chance of that if a group covers it #my first pick is wonderlands bc ofc it is but ill take niigo as well if you dont wanna give it to them #please please please im begging #i get its a hachi song and maybe thatll be harder to get maybe? we only have two songs by him #but still itll be great #if its a no to all hachi songs from now on can i get trick and treat instead? i miss that song #i feel thatll be vs only but for that one ill take it bc id rather have saki and tsukasa cover it #but colorpale sucks and wont let crossovers happen unless its a special occasion #edit: WAIT NO WE HAVE THREE i forgot he made donut hole

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steampoweredskeleton · 9 months

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#delete later #i have three medical appointments in the work day in the next three weeks #one on Thursday then two mid/late January and i know that its good bc i need these appointments but i get so #anxious that ppl ay work are mad at me for having so many #im also scared about thirsdays one bc its for my ankle and hand pain and ironically the hand is way better and the ankle is also #more stable. something clicked again a couple days ago and fixed the pain in half of ky foot. no idea what happened there but #the click itself hirt like a bitch which is new. most of my pain doesnt start with a click and most clicks are painless #so fun #im just in a permanent state of being afraid i wont be taken seriously. my physio wanted a scan on my foot so om gonna #relay that but like idk what theyre gonna say. also if they do want to swnd me for a scan that's gpnna be ANOTHER appointment #so fuck me i guess. at the very leasy its not like severe psin any more so they wont send me to a and e for an x ray like they did #with my hip that one time. that would fucking suck to explain tp my manager #hey julia im fine but ive been sent ro rhe hospital for a scan so i guess ill be back when im back?#fuck me im anxious. and i hace so much apprenticeship work tp do i want to scream #also was distracted by my aching hands bc often they just ache abd successfully triggered myself so bow time to play what #is actual acge and what is remembered ache oh joy #one of the other appointments is gender clinic appointment abd im hoping to get referred for top surgery now ive been on t #for 9 months. waiting list gonna be like four fucking years but debating saving like mad abd going private bc jesus Christ #i cant bind bc of sensory problems and constantly aching ribs and last time i taped i ripped chunks of skin off so kinda #think i shouldn't do that again but like it sucks. not as bad now that my voice is dropping abd shit but still not fun #we'll see!

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bunnyb34r · 9 months

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Two medium, two topping, pizzas should not cost $50 with tip 😭 wtf is this shit

#marquilla #i mean mom got extra everything on hers so it was a full $7 more but like come on man 😭 its not even good pizza #the place that makes actual handmade pizzas with (nasty to me) Wisconsin cheese and is CHEAPER actually is carry out only #and mom said 'fuck that ill get what youre getting i guess :( '#it's $50 including the tip idk if i was clear there #i add 'please' every time i add a request lol like 'make the meat crispy please' 'side door please' bc im overly polite (try ordering at a #sit down restaurant with me ill put you to shame with all my pleases) and i just hope that we dont get a stalker delivery guy bc of that #again. we had one guy who would recognize our name on the order and volunteer to deliver it himself 😬 stopped getting it there for ab a #year at least after that hoping to wait him out...#anyway i put please after every special instruction thing bc i know they get treated like shit and i wanna not be another asshole #oh i remember why he kept delivering to us like that it was bc i said please and i put in the delivery instructions #to have a nice day or 'drive safe' and he thought that was so nice. like well im a nice person... and i want you to deliver my pizza w/o #you risking an accident trying to be quick like dominos (look up why it's no longer 30 min or less)#dominos is such nasty ass pizza too omg sgsggsgs we got it ONCE bc DogCousin likes it and god never again #it was like $70 or something for 3 people yuck id rather nasty ass papa Johns cardboard shit than that #anyway shshshhs

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delightfuldevin · 7 months

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Rushing to get the last 15 or so levels of my catalogue so I can send in my joy cons for repair

#devin speaks #devin’s gaming logs #my joy cons have become unbearable #the right ones are pretty bad but the left ones are almost completely unusable with their drift #i want to send them for repair but alas the repair will take 10-16 days and i will not be able to play splatoon while i wait #so i must quickly finish the catalogue so i can get the beloved earring and black boots i missed last year #ill be sad that i cant play side order either but honestly i probably wont be able to enjoy it anyway with my joy cons as is #so yeah must hurry to finish catalogue. must get these confounded controllers fixed……………..#i suppose i should invest in a pro controller again #the wired one i have also has a major drift problem #and the wireless one i had got rusted in the battery compartment somehow despite me never leaving batteries in there for longer than like #two or so weeks (i played with it a lot so the batteries constantly had to be replaced)#but the wireless one never did have a drift problem so maybe i will get another one and just be more careful with the batteries i guess??#idk whatever tag ramble done im just so frustrated with how poorly made joy cons are

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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#yesterday i was wandering around the campus where ive resided these last 4 years bc ive banned myself from running until my leg heals #and i was thinking like. what am i gonna miss about this place when i leave? bc im always thinking abt the things i cant wait to get away #from. and its a real short list. ill miss the palm trees bc i never get sick of seeing thrm. theyre so weird #ill miss the yucca. again bc theyre so weird looking. ill miss the way u can see where all the ants r bc in the non human populated areas #there isnt grass everywhere bc desert. ill miss that there r so many birds of prey hanging around. and the road runners and all the lil #lizards. and maybe in an abstract way ill miss being so close to the boarder bc when u live near a boarder boarders feel like bullshit #like staring down the road into another country. idk theres something i like abt that. ill probably also miss being able to run outside #all year long bc in the winter during the day all u need is a light jacket lol. where im going it gets real cold 🥶#maybe ill even miss the constant blue skies. but idk ive always liked a cloudy sky better. makes me think of home haha #ill def miss how convenient my apartment rn is. the loft bed. the low cost. the 5min walk to campus. sigh. but thats pretty much it. i #dont think ill miss anything else. im not really close with anyone. my boss was the reason i came here and she left this school in January #so thats it i guess. i think i stayed a year too long and was not well for a lot of my time here but so it goes #just gotta move to the next place. just gotta pray pray pray that i find an apartment soon. i dont even wanna say anything abt it bc im #afraid to jinx things. even tho thats irrational. like. i just gotta somehow project how good a tenant i am. im so quiet u will never see #me and i never complain abt anything bc i have brain problems. sigh. i cant wait for this transition to b over #im so so so ready to be in a new place doing new things. but at least my energy is back. im back to high energy on little sleep lol #i dont understand how my body functions lmao. somehow when i get a normal amount of sleep it's a sign that i feel awful #unrelated

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haemosexuality · 1 year

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these past few days i have been uncharacteristically. emotionally open. w my friend and it has me thinking about how truly for all of my life i just did not expect anything from anyone

#like since i was a kid i just accepted in my head that all the ''friends'' id have were ppl who either were just putting up w me (probably #bc they had no one else and i was like. what was available) or ppl who cared ab me yeah but i was still their second or third choice #and i was just like. yeah ok. i can survive w that. like consciously i made the choice to hang out w people i knew didnt really like me #bc it was better than not having anyone to talk to #did it hurt any less when those ppl eventually stopped talking to me or i learned theyve been talking about how annoying i am to others?#no it didnt. bc i still cared about Them and had Them as my first choice. but i just thought. thats just how it is. im jist not really #likeable. so ill take what i can get #when i was like 7 or 8. i had one friend at school. and she had like some issues at home or smth idk but sometimes she would just start.#treating me badly or just ignoring me for months at a time. and its not like it deeply traumatized me or anything i honestly didmt remember #this fact until like last year but the thing is that i just. accepted it. i was just like yeah ok for half of the year or so my only friend #will act like she hates me and ill have no one to talk to. thats fine. ill just wait until next year when she likes me again. at age 7. and #now im just like what the fuck man why did i just accept that as my life. through all my childhood and then with other friends in my teen #years why did i never not once try to do better for myself. yknow?#when i was 11 and in another school my best friend suddenly started not talking to me. after a month or so of this i decided to invite her #to my house to play like we had done so several times before and she just looked at me like she was confused i was talking to her at all #and said ''why?''. and i was just like. ok. thats that i guess. genuinely why did i just accept these things #and like yeah i have friends that i feel Get me now and one i love just so much and i can tell loves me back but theyre online. i dont talk #to anyone irl. i dont know how. and im happy im so happy but im also scared that im just doomed to be extremely lonely forever irl #because i am legit just not likeable. not to be a weird a weirdo but yeah im just too different from ur average person my age i cant #connect with them in any way. and i also dont know how to talk to people or make friends or to find people that are like me. ill just #not have anyone forever #i guess #especially bc now i dont hate myself enough to hang out with people i dont like so like. i dont even have that as an option skdbskdjks #Every friend i ever made happened bc the other person reached out to me first and insisted on it. all the friendships that stuck were the #gay autistic/adhd weirdonerds who can relate to my hyperfixations and dont expect me to act Normal™. idk how to find the former group irl #and have never once iniciated a friendship. my fate is to be someone who has online friends only and exclusively #and dont even get me STARTED on the topic of having a girlfriend someday-#anyways. certified magnus archives moment

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finagled · 1 year

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hey like???

why is life so difficult? why are things so asinine?

inefficient?

unethical?

why???????????????? is it like this

right now

#radtalks #idk what this is #a vent i guess!!!#im just frustrated #going to have to wait another like 3 weeks #b4 i see a therapist again #and also get a psych eval #thought i already had one but okay #idk why theyre giving me one a year after i started services but okay #probably bc i made the mistake of giving them a preferred name and now they keep fuckin up my name in the system #idk im sorry im whiny ive been trying to get better for over ten years and things are still like #complicated and confusing and now i feel like im way worse off because im getting older #ive lost so much time trying to get better #am i getting better?#i just want to know ill be able to afford to live #idk i dont want to let anyone down #just rambling sorry again!!!

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newtness532 · 2 years

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its been raining all week and it will be raining all of next week. today was the only day we had sun and it was wasted because she still has her clothes in the washing machine.

#i guess she is the only one who needs to have clean clothes #i don't even know how she always has so many dirty clothes #like does she change clothes 3 times per day and only wear everything once? because she does laundry more than anyone else in the building #anyway i guess ill have to wait another week to do laundry #because i cant even turn on the humidifier mode on the ac cause the landlord took our ac controllers #and i could turn the heater on but it will stay on for what? 20-30 minutes? an hour max? like for it to stay on longer ill have to set it #above 25 degrees and thats too much and the clothes wont even get that dry and the humidity will still be inside #no one told me that i would spend all of my uni years worrying about washing my clothes #jo says stuff #personal ramblings

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mrfoox · 2 years

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Having bad anxiety and needing help is the worst im :')

#Breathing difficulties since 1am so closer to a day now... It have gotten better than yesterday but it still isnt normal #So i called for advice and they said i should go somewhere and uh... Either i take a bus in (probably will have to change once or twice) or #I call a taxi (what if i dont explain properly where i need to go? The dread)#So now im just like... Naw ... Lets wait another hour mayve it'll magically dissappear (in denial)#Cant tell how much is actually the problem and what is mt anxiety bx one get anxious asnd strugfle more to breathe when you can do it #Normally lol. Maybe ill just lie in bed and try to pass out so i can go to my courses tomorrow #If i havent died yet from it i guess its fine or something...#I did this last year and i had to wait for 3+ hours to see anyone so i just ... Not again #Breathing is something i take for granted i hate ghis #Miranda talking shit #Struggle to do anything else either bc of it. I wanted to plau some lasy overach before the servers close but it feels too much #Need to do calm shit but idk what ibe tried meditation and listening to rain but it doesnt solve the high pulse and forced breathing #As long as it doesnt get worse i can maybe handle this ... Just be cool

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spark1edog · 2 months

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im in a terrible mood today idk why