#gucci sweater

[hottiesbooted]

Italian Fashion Influencer: Francesca Clerici (@_francescaclerici_)

Red Textile Over the Thighs Boots by Casadei. january 2019

[denim-bias]

[luxury-factory]

@gucci

Gucci casual round neck sweater @Gucci

[corn-cardigan]

modern au

[soberloves]

via @adeliaclark

[rickybaby]

Daniel at Istanbul airport (30.05.2024)

[blackmensuited]

[inkybinkyboink]

tempted to start a knitting series just about reverse engineering patterns produced by large corporations and then giving out the patterns for free

[kpop-bbg]

[jameslongforjimshortforgabriel]

chappell roan's "the rise and fall of a midwest princess" doing some shit to my brain chemistry rn

[hotgirlmeg]

it's hot when you have a meltdown in the front of your house and you're getting kicked out it's hot when you're drinking downtown and you're getting called out cause you're running your mouth

[overleftdown]

i saw this review a bit ago and i've been thinking about it a lot. i want to talk about it. i love hilton als, good god (although how could you hate any character more than oliver? i suppose it's the reality of people like farleigh).

"...while leading a nearly completely fictive life and pretending said gallery isn't paying them to be black. or some branch of show business. authenticity is their enemy, and declaiming 'whiteness'--usually in the press--covets it, reveres it. emotional exhibitionism is all, but not truth--if they could find it." this is such a poignant explanation of what it means to be colored and to exploit said color. declaiming whiteness covets authenticity. emotional exhibitionism is all, but not truth. GOD.

this concept of what it means to utilize your marginalization--to externalize it, to remove yourself from it only until it's useful, to disconnect so ardently from that which is a part of you. it's something i've thought about a lot. als' specific words get me, "the piddling career." because it is piddling, isn't it? god, is it meaningless and pathetic. it makes me think of archie's quote, "i understand this sort of peddling you're doing, trying to catch up to these people."

when i look at farleigh, i see him the same way i see the other boys at school that try so hard to obey whiteness and everything that comes with it. i see him the say way i see my younger self, surrounded by invisible strings that i was terrified of tripping into. running away from something so uncomfortable that you'll use any self-contained currency you own. unsure of when to use your race for the sake of social credit, or when to attempt some odd form of camouflage that never really works. and there's other things that follow or maybe prelude that; your body, your name, the fabric of what makes you an individual. it's heartbreaking and terrifying all the same.

i guess farleigh is my own form of escapism, in the way that i can imagine whatever future i'd like for him. i can imagine that he learns to love, deeply and entirely, what it means to be hurt and heal from it. maybe i kind of do resent part of this fandom for unknowingly attacking my hopeful imagination. whether they hate the character or whether they create their own imaginative realities of farleigh that don't really fit into mine. i have an unhealthy attachment to this character, basically. chatterboxing, who's abt to step into the ring w me?

[luxury-factory]

Gucci casual round neck sweater @gucci

[yantao-enthusiast]

sorry for only listening to my kink is karma on repeat for the past day i’m thinking about cadina

[wildbeautifuldamned]

[denim-bias]