#grieving peter
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ironspidxr · 1 month ago
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Tony Stark who tells Morgan stories about Peter or Spiderman before bed.
Some of them are real, some of them are made up. They all started out real, but Morgan is a girl who LOVES to ask questions. And she particularly loved to see what Tony thought Spiderman would do in certain made up situations (“Daddy, if there was a monster under my bed, would Spiderman come and save me?”).
After every story, Morgan asks “Is that story true or made up, daddy?”
She likes the true stories the best.
One night, after Tony retells her favorite story for the three thousandth time, Morgan gets unusually quiet. She’s twisting her little hands in her lap, staring down at them with a look far too solemn for her age.
Tony nudges her playfully with his elbow. “Why the long face, huh Mo? You love that story,”
“Umm… well, I wish Petey was still here. I wish I could play with him,” Morgan sighs. The admission hits Tony like a brick, forcing a stinging wetness to his eyes.
“Yeah. Yeah, I wish he was here too.” He manages, clearing his throat. “He would love to play with you, baby. You would love him.”
“I do love him,” Morgan replies naturally, unaware of just how meaningful her words are to the older man. “I love him 3000, even if he can’t play with me.”
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sterekruinedme · 12 days ago
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Whenever I remember that
Derek is between 19-21 years old during s1
The Hale fire was 6 years ago
Kate was a woman in her twenties (according to Harris) when the fire happened
Meaning Derek was 13-15 when she groomed and seduced him and killed (almost) his entire family
I feel genuinely nauseous
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skeleton-squid-b0y · 1 year ago
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ever think about twelve being so sick of losing people, especially losing people because of their belief in him as a hero, like amy. so he strips off that mask and shows how cold and calculating he is willing to be with lives and he chooses a face that shows his age and stops hiding his danger behind a charming smile or a bow tie. he does it as a kindness, so Clara knows what she's getting into. and she does. and she gets into it anyway. and it makes him even more desperate not to lose her. so he breaks all of his own rules, everything he stood for because just once he didn't want to have to lose someone. he went to the end of space and time the long way round, he beat death and he betrayed the home he spent his life searching for to try save her. for once he chose what he wanted, her, over the universe.
and after all that, all he managed to do was make it so she lost him instead.
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dontbelasagne · 1 year ago
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desperately need to do a presentation on why the Twelfth Doctors journey perfectly represents the transfem experience
their previous eleventh incarnation being suave and hypersexual (i know moffat is mostly to blame but!) is reminiscent of attempts to fit into heteronormative ideals of masculinity. whilst it is not completely insincere, there are obvious signs this does not fit you as a person, it is acted out of desperate need to being seen. as Vastra put it, eleven wore that face, and subsequently that form of masculinity, to be accepted. on becoming twelve, realising even an "idealised" masculinity does not inherently serve them, they retreated into themselves as a person for self-reflection and trying to understand why they feel so detached from who they are.
the "am i a good man" arc mirrors being closeted and having to present as something not inherently tied to your sense of self, but still wanting to be the best of your perceived gender as any failure could leave you spiralling into self-doubt about simply being like any other "man". you ignore your gender dysphoria/questioning by trying to claim a moralistic view of gendered expression. made even more clear by Twelve rejecting Clara's heroic view of them, establishing that even though they have made efforts to be a "good man", that is just a placeholder for their loss of identity.
Missy appearing as she does, who as a character serves as a parallel to The Doctor on what they could become, and her eventual arc in trying to become good is symbolic of the fear around transition regret that internalised transphobia can create when you are closeted. Missy never gives importance to their fem existence other than nonchalant jokes, rather showing a more free and expressive personality devoid of any frustration. this immediately dismisses the transphobic assumption that trans people are only focused on their gender. also, Missy representing trans femininity is inherently tied to chaos and upsetting the status quo, she is the embodiment of what society considers accepting your womanhood as someone previously labelled masculine. what many others, and The Doctor themselves, saw as a need for attention and senseless disruption is Missy not needing to serve a false version of who they are, that they can now focus on becoming whoever they want to be now without losing energy to performing a gender that society has imposed on you. Missy could never have made the decision to stand with The Doctor if she had not given importance to her own queerness.
it wasn't coincidence with meeting Bill, she was the perfect foil for The Doctor to finally let go of their anxious attachment to masculinity. i would even argue for the majority of s10, The Doctor is largely ambiguous in their gender identity and does not fit into any construction of masculinity or femininity. whilst they still present as something socially labelled as masculine, they do not internalise that gender expression. they are uncaring about and not needing the validity that comes with heteronormativity, and thus is free to finally accept the decision they have to make. as Bill says, it is so hard to let go of The Doctor, and that rings true for twelve themselves. but they begin to realise The Doctor can be anyone. yes, they are tired, it would be so easy to simply rest and not give value to who you can become. but choosing to let go of everything you once were to survive is better than oblivion. it is better to let go, to choose another lifetime where the only person that dies is your falsity, to finally get it right and choose kindness. for yourself and for those who you love. they regenerate, not just into another person, but into someone who (if only tv scripts...) can now move forward.
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dyl-z · 4 months ago
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269 | 270 | 271
cw: grief
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carebooks · 1 month ago
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if you think about it, julie and the phantoms, a show about music and ghosts and family cancelled sorrowfully after it’s first season is still popular and still talked about, by the cast or by their music, they’re still here.
you could say… they’re haunting us.
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beware-of-the-girls · 2 months ago
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I don’t even know how Bobby and Athena did this to us. Angela Bassett was so not into kissing Peter Krause for like the whole two seasons they started, but they got us, and they got us good, and now we’re in full on grieving mode for another three years. All of the damn… I love you baby’s..and always..and home safe.. and if Bobby isn’t alive what was the damn point!?!?!?!
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imembarressedsohere · 3 months ago
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Bobby x Athena Edit.
also on instagram
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kyown · 3 months ago
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i’m embarrassed and dying a thousand deaths i really went into that episode thinking okay this is obvi gonna be a fakeout. we’ll all laugh about this later. maybe we’ll even get a buddie crumb as a treat. just a wee smidgin. just a tiny angsty scene of buck calling eddie. this was supposed to be another silly wee woo thursday and bobby would rise back up next ep after easter like a hot catholic dilf-jesus. now look at us………..
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thisbluespirit · 5 months ago
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Films watched (2000s): DEAN SPANLEY (2008) dir. Toa Fraser; screenplay by Alan Sharp. Starring Jeremy Northam, Sam Neill, Bryan Brown, Peter O'Toole, Judy Parfitt & Art Malik.
Only the closed mind is certain.
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bluewlnteroses · 2 years ago
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i just keep thinking about harley getting to know the truth about why peter is alone and finding out why people don't remember him and for a moment thinking he's glad he got to meet him after everything went down and immediately feel guilt and shame because its not fair peter went through so much pain and had to leave everyone he knew behind but,,,, just thinking about meeting each other before and getting to know peter and then completely forget him makes his feel sick
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ghost-flores · 8 months ago
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hey i just wanna say thank you to everyone for the love on my junoposting recently :)) makes me happy to see the fandom still alive :)
i'm gonna be designing peter next and maybe revamping my rita design :))) stay tuned!
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lesbosoka · 1 year ago
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someone please tell me to finish this insomniac parksborn fic it is 3700 words and has been sitting in my drafts for MONTHS
idk if it’s gonna happen though cause now i’m brain rotting about the new usm comics (earth 6160)
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rhaella-rhavelli · 4 months ago
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Life carries on in the people I meet
In everyone that's out on the street
In all the dogs and cats
In the flies and rats
In the rot and the rust
In the ashes and the dust
Life carries on and on and on and on
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jamespotterenthusiast · 1 year ago
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i think we miss a lot of content when we ignore Remus’ grief.
does he celebrate James’ birthday? does he go all out like James would’ve or does he settle for a cupcake? does he shut himself in a room and do nothing? did he celebrate his own birthday, it would’ve been a few months after the murder of Lily and James? even if dozens of came to his party, those people would never fill the gap his 5 friends left. does he hear of Regulus’ disappearance and think of Sirius, does he wish to reach out despite the betrayal? does he keep in contact with Peter’s mom?
grief has a tendency to sneak up on you, one day you’re okay but the next you’re clinging to memories that are fading. do you think Remus forgot? do you think he forgot the freckle under Peters eye? the direction Sirius parted his hair? the crooked direction of James’ nose? the last book he read with Lily? holding onto a memory can be like breaking your hand, after a while it still works just fine, but your grasp will never be quite right.
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naurasweetarudesu · 5 months ago
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Happy Birthday, Kerr Stuart
Non ttte related, but today is my late cat birthday
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So i draw my OC who literally gijinka of him.
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Kerr passed away in June 2024, my life has not been the same since his passing.
If you were still alive, you'll be 2 years old this year. But oh well, i guess you Will be immortalized as a 7 years old kid in Embodiment Wildcard.
Wish I had more money, wish I had realized your illness earlier... But it's too late, isn't it?
Happy birthday.
Fly high.
And I'm sorry.
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