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#grad apps are in#chatterye#it was so expensive#everything is so expensive they hate me#why rob me more than you already have#anyways wish me luck hopefully i get into at least one#it'll be devastating if i don't#but also very much so my luck if i don't#i really want one school so bad#cross our fingers i guess#now we wait till like fucking march god damn#i will say closing my 23085728q3 tabs about grad school was very nice#i keep worrying i forgot to do something even though i've checked all my apps like 124u29385023 times before submitting#time to live in more constant anxiety than i already do
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While I’m still a bit bummed that they didn’t go with a more book-aligned POC Fiyero for the Wicked movie, I’ve been thinking (heheh) about how his being white highlights the really interesting foil relationship between him and Glinda (and, in many ways, the audience yourself).
At its core, Wicked is a cautionary tale about propaganda, (literal) scapegoating, and what it means to uphold the status quo. The audience is watching through Glinda’s eyes—it is through her, arguably the most beautifully tragic character of the show, that we learn how lonely life becomes when you forfeit your values in favor of systemic power and likability (“No One Mourns the Wicked” is, in many ways, about HER).
Now, this is where Fiyero’s whiteness can get interesting—if you consider him and Glinda to share roughly equal footing at the beginning in terms of privilege/how much they have to lose (applying our real-world lens of race and power here, where whiteness is the apex), his storyline essentially represents what could have happened if Glinda had made the brave (and arguably wise and loving, if you’re picking up what I’m putting down 👀) choice to go with Elphaba and fight the good fight (this is also why I feel like a queer reading of G&E’s relationship is almost implicit to the story, but I digress).
As the POC/marginalized allegory, Elphaba has much less of a real choice in her curtain-pulled-back turning point. But Fiyero and Glinda—both representing privilege—get to choose. So in Act II, we see the consequences of both the choice to stay (Glinda) and to go (Fiyero). In Fiyero’s case, his ultimate rejection of his own power, privilege, and even beauty leads to immense physical loss—including his own body—but that is then compared to the loss of love, community, and identity that we see Glinda left with by the end. And this brings us to the question that the audience is left grappling with: in an unjust system where loss is inevitable (a.k.a. our own world, as the Wizard himself represents), which of these things are YOU more willing to give up?
It’s important that Glinda is an empathetic character because, in reality, most people are going to be Glindas (obvi this is nuanced among us Elphabas of marginalized identities, but I’d still argue that there’s some level of Glinda in us all)—and it’s important to be rattled by the end of the show when you realize that she is the one who has the sad ending. But it’s also so important that Fiyero is empathetic (which I’m SO glad this movie leaned into)—because he’s ultimately who Glinda—and thus we, as the audience—should have been.
And especially given the state of US politics right now…this is just all more relevant than ever.
#I could go on about how the male and female gender roles/queerness also plays into these dynamics but I NEED to finish my grad apps hrrrr#soon maybe#also don’t get me started on the trump era of it all#WOOF I forgot how much I love this show#THE WORLD CAN FINALLY SEE WHY ITS BEEN ROTTING MY BRAIN FOR 20 YEARS#wicked#wicked meta#wicked spoilers#fiyero tigelaar#glinda upland#fiyeraba#gliyeraba#gelphie
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distracting myself from a roman sculpture essay
#and grad school apps and intaglio and painting and photography projects and and and and#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#trimax#vashwood
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2/2 charm designs [ preorder ]
#persona 5 royal#p5#goro akechi#akira kurusu#shuake#hahaha hiii im on a high from finishing grad apps and made more charm designs#my art#dormant shuakism blooms on 2/2 until the next ye
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Introducing Conversations in Fandom: A Byler Fandom Journal
Title and cover design not final
In my last semester of undergrad, I worked on my school's literary journal. It was a lot of fun working in a group on the project and seeing all of the cool work that went into it, so I wanted to create something like that for the byler fandom.
What I aim to create with this project is a collection of well made fanart, fanfiction, analyses, theories, critiques and other fan creations that showcase unique ideas and promote healthy debate and conversation that pushes the boundaries of fandom work.
With a team of people, these works will be put together in an online journal, creating one piece of art that displays many different fandom voices together.
Below, I have used some of my own work to create an example of what this might look like (click images for better quality):
Does not reflect final layout or journal content
Submissions will open in early November
If this sounds like something you would be interested in, be on the lookout for a post regarding submission rules and guidelines.
If you would like to keep up with this project, I will be using the tag #byler journal for everything related to the journal. You can also follow the official account for this project @bylerjournal for updates and to ask questions.
EDIT: You can now submit to the journal HERE
#byler#byler journal#ive been working on this for a little bit now#when i was supposed to be working on grad school application materials aoifaowhefaj#BUT that app has been submitted now#anyways im excited for this!!#excited to work on and see what people submit!!
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Zero Escape 2024 Census Results!
FEATURING
500+ Responses
200+ Slides of Data
Plenty of funnies
⚠️ SPOILERS FOR THE ENTIRE TRILOGY⚠️
Sorry about the wait, I finally got around to compiling all the data! This was extremely fun (and time consuming) to do, so I hope you all enjoy the presentation! 🙏
Here are a few of my favorite (non spoiler) slides so you can get idea of what you're getting into:
Thank you all! My ask box is open for any feedback and/or questions ���
#UNOFFICIAL BTW i hope that's alr obvious enough#zero escape spoilers#zero escape#Zero Escape Census#999 spoilers#ztd spoilers#vlr spoilers#vlr#ztd#9 hours 9 persons 9 doors#i spent all week doing this and i could not have chosen a worse week to do so (hw and grad app due) but IDCCCC SENIORITIS IS HITTING#i'm gonna go eat something nice i havent slept at all bc of this. dw it's out of love i prommy#dixotextin
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and for her next trick she wrote goldfinch fanfiction in 2025
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Unfortunately there will definitely be a hiatus on spade pirate sabo comic tomorrow since I don’t even have lineart done yet but I’ll be back next week for sure :)
#freedom!!!!!! at long last#at least for the next 5 days before I start summer research#we will Not Think About Grad School Apps
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extremely late barricade day post. barricade month
#les miserables#les mis#enjolras#my fifth year of drawing the same thing and i missed the day ... 😔#honestly not my best one. 2022 & 23 were bangers but this is so ehhh to me. but that's ok what's important is that i got something out#i'll try again next year. love u enjolras#unrelated but i'm so excited i need 2 say it. my study permit app got approved which means i will officially be going to grad school abroad#yay me! can't wait to be broke in a year <3#that's all. love and kisses for the les mis fandom and anyone else who read this far#mwah!
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also hi i miss being batshit crazy about shakespeare all the time. unfortunately my last semester of undergrad is eating me alive. but hopefully soon i can bring some productions to butchhamlet poobtv such as:
i'm (irrationally?) scared that sharing my senior thesis online will get me doxxed but i also REALLY want to yap about it because it's just shit i'm interested in. SFF/genre fiction. cleopatra. gender. shakespearean adaptation. a dash of judith butler. so i will be sharing at least excerpts once it's polished (atm it is Emphatically Not)
big tier rank / listicle of all the king lear retellings i've read and what i thought of them (but i need to read a few more first. i will take recs. also, do i put movies/non-book material in this list? i think the only retelling-not-just-filmification i know that isn't a book is kurosawa's Ran)
excerpts from the scholarship i've been reading, maybe, if i ever have time to read again,
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send me an ask if there's anything you think i should yap about. or cool stuff you want to show me. or if i missed a big development in the shakespeare wars. did he drop love's labour's won or is he still on hiatus
#max.txt#housekeeping#re: doxxing i'm not even worried about y'all. if one of you tracks me down and kills me#you've probably earned it. please don't take that as an invitation#but i'm more worried about future hypothetical professors/employers connecting this blog to me somehow#imagine getting your grad school apps denied for posting too hard about richard iii's dick in 2021. terrible
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degas was so correct abt ballerinas actually
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march 28th 2025
manifesting good news 🧿 reminder that you can tag me in your stuff with #hiyatranquil !
📖: mockingjay — suzanne collins
🎥: Dracula (1992)
🎮: Ace Attorney Investigations: Prosecutor’s Gambit (A Turnabout Forsaken)
📺: The Pitt
🎧: lasts forever — scenic route to alaska
#studyblr#studyspo#study motivation#study hard#studygram#study tips#studying#study aesthetic#study blog#graduate school#grad student#gradblr#school#university library#uni#university student#trust the universe#university#study notes#my notes#notes#notes app#mockingjay#Suzanne collins#ace attorney#undergraduate#chaotic academia#academia aesthetic#classic academia#hiyatranquil
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[22/3/25] long time no see huh? i spent the past few weeks becoming a cautionary tale. the funding situation in the us is kinda hmmmm. and lets just say i will be applying to programs abroad now! bc i just got an acceptance rescinded and my plans have upended lol.
anyway, this was an oddly freeing experience bc idk im worrying less and i can finally focus on physics again. but idk it does not feel good to make another set of applications bc you got a full round of rejections. or maybe its time to get LinkedIn-pilled and look for a job idk lmao
#min vs college#physics#studyblr#college#study aesthetic#min vs sp25#min vs grad apps#but grad apps won
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every time impulse imagines something in yj98. part 1 of 2
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Some days it's important to dress up nice and proper to feel great, and SOME days it's important to dress like a deranged weirdo to emphasize that It's Not That Important Actually
#wearing the WORST outfit to go prep a lecture and submit a job app at the grad student working group#because it's not that important actually!!!
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in the google doc straight up "ignoring it". and by "it" haha well lets justr say. My essay
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