#gotta tagged this with rant category tho

[cookierunconfessionblog]

https://www.tumblr.com/cookierunconfessionblog/739473349671026688/honestly-as-a-trans-person-people-headcanoning

I can kind of relate to a degree. It kinda icks me when a character does something non-gender-conforming and everyone goes “THEYRE TRANS OMG.” Which I understand *why*, we barely get any rep these days that isn’t mockery. But to be frank, while I do understand this headcannon makes you uncomfortable (which you have every right to feel this way, If something makes you uncomfortable, it just does), I personally feel like the character could still be under the transgender label and it wouldn’t defeat the purpose of the character. Transgender people could struggle with toxic masculinity (I should know, I have experienced this before). I could be a bit slow right now but I dont see how perceiving this character as transgender could change the character.

It feels kind of strange to me when people see a female character doesn’t like wearing dresses, or a male character exhibits feminine traits and they immediately label them as transgender. I feel that being transgender is more than that. It isn’t just “I dont like wearing dresses” or “Wow I love wearing dresses.” I believe that people are watering down the word when they do this. No hate to transgender people who do relate to these type of characters. But as a transgender person, it makes me strangely uncomfortable when people do that stuff. I do not mean to be a harm, but I feel that characters could not conform to their perceived gender and not be transgender. And the other way around.

But also everybody perceives characters in a different way. Anyone has the right to agree or disagree.

(Sorry if my english is bad, by the way)

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[morleybell]

rant about bellarke fandom noone asked about but after eonline polls n all the asks ive been getting (or my friends) n after all the posts ive seen during last month i gotta do it. read or not, whatever. so here we go

1. ask: “why are you voting for fandom instead of voting for other categories; why are you telling people to vote for fandom”

because as long as we kept antis on fandom they didn’t start antivoting as hard in other categories. and i was right because when they reach idn 20k or 30k vote gap in fandom they started downvoting us in i see u (not sexy because we had 50k gap there)

2. ask: why dont u make voting parties

ive made 128913 voting parties and yall dont give a single fuck i see always 3 notes and thats legit it

3. ask: tree deserved that win why you werent voting for icu n u have for fandom

because keeping them on fandom was the best thing we could do, if they started downvoting us a week before 50k gap for sexy wouldnt be enough and i have been voting for icu also all the time even tho i have exams n my life is failing apart bc of that

4. ask: you should vote for other categories too n not only for blarke ones we could win all

we did, we tried but there was no way we could make any significant gap with people who have been voting here or on twitter while we were being downvoted all the time. if legit 1/8 ppl who cared abt AMM voted for Eonline then we wouldn’t have a problem but yall don’t give a fuck. ive been voting for best fight too but when i had to pick i picked eliza’s fav scene which is i see u. doesn’t change the fact that i have been voting for devon for example too. also make your own account. make your account about polls n voting parties and tag me or other people and take care of that. im sick of organizing sth for yall n not getting any answer.

5. i wont vote for bellarke fandom because im not from the bellarke fandom and eonline only is using clicks from t100 fandom. im not gonna be petty like that and keep voting in this category (+meta for 2 pages about it)

legit the only reason i have been voting for fandom is because i wanted them to stay away from our other categories and dont downvote us there and i was right. if you dont wanna vote for fandom, then dont, noone is forcing you, no need to make 2pages meta about it. go vote then for something else - i see u, sexy, bob, eliza, devon, fight. whatever. make a gc with 10 ppl at least and talk when you vote for what and just do it. stop bitching n making problems  out of nothing.

also yall are from bellarke fandom. i dont care if u are a true north bellarker or only bellamy!stan or only clarke!stan or both cl n bc at the same time or whatever. i couldnt care any less. as long as u are on tumblr making gifs or reblogging it you are part of bellarke fandom. and it wasn’t about winning fandom “because omg our fandom is the cutest and deserves to win!!!” (when i tweet like every day i hate our fandom) but bc as long as we voted for fandom they didnt downvote us in another categories. and if you care abt bob/eliza getting award/interview or at least article u will get that. thats legit it, i cant believe yall cant get this shit. also winning fucking everything with blarke in it makes promo for t100 or bellarke - more interviews, more awards, more articles, more people talking abt bellarke. but ye dont vote at all because u dont like true norths.

6. i hate polls and i wont vote

ok??? legit noone is forcing you???? 3/4 of our fandom hates polls n doesnt give a fuck???? my best friends here dont vote at all because they hate polls even. just remember that winning eonline poll might get you a t100 cast interview or get them award or an article or whatever. so when i get a video of bob thanking for voting (like for AMM) dont go n make gifs of that saying “omg my baby!!!!! ive been voting non stop day n night for him to win!!!! he deserves it so much!!!!” just stay in your lane then and keep talking how much u hate polls, ye.

that’s it. cant wait for stalkers to take screens n post on twitter or getting hate here but i had to wrie it all.

[kizunatsudoishi]

10 Facts about me

Tagged by @asreoninfusion :D 

1. I live in South East Asia, Vietnam specifically. It has A LOT of traffic and I mostly ride my motorbike with my instinct. (The food is great tho do try VNmese food you won't ever regret) I'm a high-context Asian so I tend to rant.

2. I somewhat fall in that typical Asian kid category who is kinda good at math and dedicated to my study, but to me it's actually an effective defense system against the criticism from all the conservative nosy judgmental relatives. “Yes you can't show off your kid because I am better than your kid. Oh they got this good grade in the National Entrance Exam and higher than mine? Sorry it ain't mean shit because my uni GPA is almost doubled that of your kid. But please shhh you don't have to say anything because that's exactly what I want of you, to be silent.”

3. I usually draw outside (tea or coffee shops), even the nsfw ones. The thing is, parents keep bringing along their little children and the little things always get curious and peek their heads in, making me extremely nervous (and irritated, imagine someone just stare into your computer screen while you're doing something private). Sometimes I get too concentrated maybe I was coloring Cloud's dick idk but suddenly there's a shadow on my paper, I looked up, freaked out and squeaks in the highest pitch possible.

4. My hair is black, green and coral blue (because Sephiroth is happen to be my religion. All hail His Almighty).

5. I mostly can draw AU and redesign. I can spend hours if not days working on an overly-exaggerated outfit for Cloud but if you ask me to draw Cloud wearing 1st-class SOLDIER uniform and Buster Sword, I would run.

6. The longest time I worked on a drawing was two weeks. That thing was colored by many ball-point pens with different colors. I want to regret but I can't.

7. I had my first kiss with my best friend's boyfriend. The following was that exact best friend. Tongues and all. I used to kiss her again just to get a free drink.

8. I used to hate male x male a lot. One week trapped in a room with my fangirl cousin changed me completely.

9. I have a deep history with FF7 personally. I used to watch my brother and cousins played it since I was 2. We didn't understand English back then. I only remember that I like Clerith although I couldn't understand what was going on, and Sephiroth was an asshole. When I was in middle school I saw Advent Children on the fucking TV and OMG EVERYBODY LOOKS SO PRETTY. Despite watching my siblings did a lot of playthroughs of FF7, I only officially played and beat it when I had done high school (that last fight was kinda underwhelming bc my team was so OP huh... Seph u gotta be more intimidating than that...). The Ruby fight was worth the grind tho.

10. I’m easily triggered by any daily mundane things that reminds me of my OTP. Like the other day I just saw a pet coffee shop named “S&C" while driving and my brain echoed Hallelujah the whole way home.

oooooh... I suppose I don't interact every much here huh T m T so Imma just gonna tag you precious human beings again :P @drneverland @rp-cloud @asylos

Anyone who wish to do this please be my guest U w U.

[cookierunconfessionblog]

I don't mean this in a condescending manner, but I really wish the fandom don't spread misinformation so easily by straight up claiming things that aren't canon to be canon. For example, I still strongly stand that in my headcanon, Mango Cookie is at least a teenager (because of CRK voice + his job being physically demanding and dangerous), but many people seem to think of him as a child. Nothing wrong with that of itself (headcanon whatever you wish!), but some will attack anyone who disagrees that Mango is a child without any concrete evidence from Devsister (he has never been associated with other children, such as being featured on Children Day's event). There is this popular image ciruclating around that supposedly lists all the child characters, but the watermark on the image shows that it's from a Discord roleplay server.

Another example is shipping discourse, especially sexuality headcanons. Again, nothing wrong with headcanons themselves, but saying that they're canon to invalid someone else's ship is just...ughhhh! There are no confirmed sexualities at all! Just because PV likes WL doesn't mean he's straight! Just because Sea Fairy likes Moonlight doesn't mean she's lesbian!

Ok, thanks for listening to my ranting! I appreciate your work, mods!

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