#gotta make the appointment still- I’m waiting for them to call- and I gonna do it after summer so I can swim
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raeathnos · 2 years ago
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#also! finally getting my tubes out 😁#after being told no by two doctors#just waiting for them to call to schedule it#I’m like so fucking relieved#I have never wanted kids at any point in my life and I’m trying to be responsible and get rid of the chance of that ever happening#and every doctor is just ‘I know you’ve never wanted kids and have a medical condition that makes pregnancy very dangerous but…’#like I’m not changing my mind! ever! and then it’s always ‘oh what about your husband?’#he doesn’t want them either and I made it very clear when we were dating that wanting kids was a deal breaker for me#like omg#this doctor is so chill she’s just like hell yeah when you wanna do it?#no questions asked no trying to guilt me about it#was great#also she’s being rad and gonna remove any endometriosis she finds while she’s digging around in there#so yay less pain in general#gotta make the appointment still- I’m waiting for them to call- and I gonna do it after summer so I can swim#but fucking relief#it’s scary having a uterus with roe v wade gone#I’m in a purple state 🙃 trying to move to a blue#I have this fear that now that abortion is no longer protected they’re gonna attack birth control next#and I feel like it’s not a stretch to think they might go after having your tubes removed too#another friend already got it done cause she was worried about the same thing#times are scary#trying to take control of the situation before things get any worse#I’ve heard some insurances in florida aren’t covering bc because that counts as ‘gender affirming care’ even if the person is cis#which fucking scary#which is why I’m doing this now rather than waiting for things to get worse
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verstappen-cult · 10 months ago
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I would LOVE a part two of the birthday drabble if ur open to that? maybe how max tries to ask for reader’s forgiveness? maybe asking Charles for help but he’s just like “no u gotta figure it out on ur own this time buddy” bc he’s mad at him too?
PART ONE. Max totally blanks on your birthday plans and it’s not pretty.
Max is pacing around the kitchen when you wake up the next morning. When his gaze snaps up to meet yours, you can see the bags under his eyes. You think about reaching for him when you remember what happened, so, you simply walk past him to make some coffee.
“Good morning, schat.” He whispers, looking down. You’re still very much hurt but seeing him like this breaks your heart. 
Maybe you’re being too mean, giving him the cold shoulder and not even meeting his eyes, but you also think about what your best friend said last night when you called her crying. He needs to sort out his priorities and give you what you deserve. And you also need to stand up for yourself, you’ve let Max get away with similar things in the past and it’s time for that to stop. 
“Good morning,” Charles says as he enters the kitchen. He looks at Max but doesn’t say anything when he sees his eyes filled with tears. You’re hurt but he’s angry. “Want me to drive to your appointment?” 
“Mmh.” You nod, taking your cup of coffee and going back to your room. 
Charles opens the fridge and tries to look busy waiting for Max to get the fuck out of the kitchen. But that doesn’t happen and he is forced to close the door and face his boyfriend. 
“Have you talked to her?” Max asks him, rubbing his hand over his face. 
“Yea’,” Charles simply answers, trying to choose between an apple or banana for breakfast. You or Max are the ones always cooking because Charles just can’t do it, but you’re not in the mood to make breakfast and he’s definitely not gonna ask Max. “I’m not the one who fucked everything up.” 
“I’m sorry, okay? I just—I didn’t forget, but there were—”
“I don’t fucking care, Max. It was her birthday! It was supposed to be special but instead of enjoying the one day—the only day she really asks for our attention, she cried all the way home.”  
Max feels like crying again. He feels awful but doesn’t know what to do to make things better. 
The Dutchman opens his mouth but before he can say anything, Charles holds his palm up, shutting him up. 
“I won’t tell you what to do, you need to figure that out by yourself.” 
Charles storms out of the kitchen, leaving a sad Max behind. 
You don’t say goodbye when you leave but Charles, at least, tells him that they should be home by eight, to not wait for them because they will be having lunch together. He doesn’t ask Max if he wants to join. 
Max doesn’t know what to do. 
You’ve never been this angry before. Charles is a different story, they’ve been racing their whole lives together, so, he has seen parts of Charles you don’t even know. 
Max thinks about calling his mom to ask her for advice, God, even calling his sister, but rejects the idea because he knows what they will say. 
It’s all his fault. Stupid Max, stupid SimRacing—
Max gets up from the couch, he doesn’t know how much has passed since you left, but the sun is already sitting down. 
When Max enters his streaming room he wants to cry again. And he does. 
He cries as he disconnects everything. He cries when he smashes the camera onto the floor. He cries while throwing a chair across the room, crashing against the wall. He cries looking at the mess he made, the mess he is.
Max falls to the floor and cries, and cries, and cries, until he feels two strong arms around him and soft words spoken into his ear. 
“Max, breathe with me, please,” Charles begs, caressing his back and lifting his chin up with his free hand. Max’s gaze focuses on his face as he imitates his boyfriend, inhaling and exhaling slowly. It takes some time, but Max eventually stops shaking. “Oh, Max. What did you do?” Charles sounds so broken and disappointed, Max doesn’t want him to feel like that. He’s done so much already. 
Max starts crying again. 
“Shh, it’s okay,” Charles wipes his tears and kisses his eyelids. 
Max doesn’t deserve this. 
“Hey, love.” Max turns his head around at the sound of your voice. You crouch down next to him, a soft smile dancing on your lips. “Would you drink this, please? For me?” He doesn’t need to be asked twice. You guide the glass to his lips and he drinks the water — with a little bit of sugar you always add when you’re not feeling okay. 
Max wants to talk, he wants to apologize again, he wants to scream at you and Charles for being so attentive with him when he doesn’t deserve it. But he feels so tired, all he can do is lean into your touch when you cradle his face with both your hands, palms comfortable against the stubble on his cheeks. 
“We’re gonna buy new things and me and Charles will help you set everything up, okay?”
Max wants to scream. Instead, he barely has the voice to say, “I don’t want any of this. I fucked up because of this stupid shit.”
“Max,” Charles calls his name, moving around so he’s sitting next to you. “You love it.”
“I love you more.” He simply says, looking between you and Charles. “I’m so sorry, I’m sorry…” He lets silent tears fall down his cheeks. 
“I know you’re sorry.” You lean to leave a kiss on his forehead, then, you look directly into his eyes. “I’m still hurt, Max. I won’t lie. We need to have a long conversation, the three of us, but I don’t want you to quit something that you love and enjoy so much. I just,” You notice you’re crying when Max wipes the tears with his thumb. “I want to be a priority in your life.”
“And you are!” He wants to smash his head onto the floor. “God you,” He takes your hand, lips quivering. “and you,” He takes Charles’s hand then. He guides them to his chest, just where his heart is. “are the most important people in my life. I don’t know what I’d do without you.”
There’s still so much to say but, for right now, you just want to be as close as possible. You’ll have plenty of time to figure out how to go from here.
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1d1195 · 1 year ago
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Neighbors Extra III
Not much. But something. I have a few more things in mind for these cuties. This one is definitely all over the place but also a semi-requested kind of blurb.
You can read the rest here: Neighbors
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“How come everyone stares at you?” He asked.
Harry smirked. “Some people think I sound funny,” he winked at his little best friend in the mirror. “Can y’believe that?” He chuckled. Rory, the seven-going-on-seventeen-year-old, rolled his eyes expertly having heard the story of one of the first sentences he spoke to Harry.
“Is it because you’re not really my dad?”
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You’re sure you don’t mind? My sister is close enough but will still be later than you would be...
Course not, love :)
Okay...I’ll call the school and let them know...you’re totally sure and not too busy?
Just call the school, baby. Please :)
Harry smirked at the messages and rolled his eyes letting his client know that he would have to move their appointment to another day. Slipping on his trainers, he headed out the door to his car and drove to the school. He had been several times with the lovely girl that had stolen every bit of his heart. This would be the first time he would be getting Rory on his own. There was a big traffic jam—an accident that Harry was very grateful for was not her because the panic set in almost the moment she called—and she would be stuck for a lot longer. Getting Rory on time would be a challenge for her if it weren’t for Harry happily agreeing to get him.
Harry parked and exited the car heading to the playground where the kids were all milling about and where pickup was designated. He could see all the mums in Rory’s class started to whisper about his presence. Even a few of the teachers began questioning who Harry belonged to from a distance. Typically, he stayed in the car to prevent the chatter. But of course, today was different.
“Hi, m’here to pick up Rory. M’girlfriend called t’let everyone know; M’Harry. Harry Styles,” he explained with a sweet smile. The teacher in front of him had to be as old as his mum at least but she looked rattled to see Harry before her. There was something about the startling green eyes, the British accent, and those deadly dimples that could make any woman weak in the knees. You are too handsome, it’s unfair and leaves people speechless. I only pretend I’m not an absolute mess about you. She had explained to Harry before. He thought it was adorable she felt that way. Of course, he thought it was silly and unnecessary but he couldn’t help the change of his own heartbeat when he caught a glimpse of her doing the most mundane of any tasks.
“Hi Harry!” Rory cheered running up to him and throwing himself at his legs. Harry chuckled ruffling his hair.
“Hey, lad. Y’have a nice day?”
“Can I play a few more minutes?” He asked.
“Actually, I haven’t gotten confirmation just yet. I would...prefer it that way...if it’s all the same to you,” she admitted sheepishly. “We’re waiting on your license,” she explained holding her phone out to Harry so he could read the email chain between the staff and his pretty angel.
Harry’s phone was silent and so he missed the several calls from the poor girl who was probably losing her mind in traffic. Fortunately, Rory was pretty easy going. He even giggled at Harry’s misfortune. “Mumma’s gonna be all worried,” he said.
Harry rolled his eyes. “Thanks, Ror,” he sighed pressing his phone to his ear. “Hi, kitten,” Harry murmured. “M’at the school. I know I gotta send m’license t’you. I had m’phone on silent.”
“They’re making it very difficult. I’m so sorry,” she sounded so remorseful. The sigh in her voice was heavy.
“Don’t apologize,” he murmured. “Rory’s right here, he’s gonna play some more while we get this squared away...how’s the traffic?”
“Terrible,” she sighed. “I’m sorry,” she repeated. “They just have my sister on file...” she explained. “I should have updated it.”
“S’nothing, m’love,” he promised. “One second,” he pulled his wallet out and retrieved his ID. He snapped a picture of it and sent it to her so she could email it to the school. Such bureaucratic stuff. But Harry was grateful the school took safety so seriously.
While Harry chatted with his mom, Rory was pointing at the tall man that had a funny voice and his friend looked at him curiously. “That’s Harry,” Rory explained.
“You call your dad Harry?” Aiden asked.
Rory shrugged. “Yeah,” he nodded. “He’s really cool. He plays dinosaurs with me and builds really good forts,” he told him knowingly.
Harry waved at the pair of boys while he chatted quietly with the teacher explaining the whole mess of traffic and the predicament of picking him up in the first place. She said she would send a digital copy of the paperwork for them to fill out so Harry could officially be on file.
It’s all set, I think.
“M’told we’re all good t’go,” Harry smirked at the message. Eyes on the road, kitten. See you soon! Xx “Rory!” He called. “S’time t’go. Gotta grab dinner!”
Rory came hustling toward him again, his friends watching in awe as he followed Harry toward the car. Rory buckled himself into his booster seat and settled in as he looked in the rear-view catching Harry’s eyes. “Is Mumma okay?” He frowned. “She always gets me a popsicle after school on Tuesday.”
“She’s just in traffic, lad. She’ll be late. I think I can manage a popsicle,” he smirked.
Rory nodded and looked back toward the playground. “How come everyone stares at you?” He asked.
Harry smirked. “Some people think I sound funny,” he winked at his little best friend in the mirror. “Can y’believe that?” He chuckled. Rory, the seven-going-on-seventeen-year-old, rolled his eyes expertly having heard the story of one of the first sentences he spoke to Harry.
“Is it because you’re not really my dad?”
Harry frowned. Rory asked it so casually and it stabbed Harry right through the heart. He was sad Rory thought about that in any capacity. Harry wished with everything in him that he could just...be his dad. But then Rory wouldn’t be Rory. Harry would hate that. “Maybe... but...s’none of anyone’s business. But I do love you, Rory. More than anyone could love you,” he promised seriously. “You know that right?”
He nodded. “I don’t think you love me more than Mumma loves me, though,” he snickered.
Harry liked the fact that he wasn’t upset about it. The way Harry talked so highly of his mother made Harry’s heart burst with adoration for the pair. They were inseparable and perfect. “Mm...I’ll maybe let that slide. But s’close. I promise.”
*
“Hey, cutie patootie,” she sighed with a tired smile as she walked in the house. Harry gave her a wave from the kitchen and Rory came bolting from the kitchen where he was helping Harry with setting the table and threw himself into her embrace. “How was school?”
“Harry picked me up!” He said excitedly.
“Yeah?” She kissed the top of his head, and she swore was crawling taller up the length of her with every passing minute. Her little baby. She tried not to think about it too much in fear she would simply begin crying and never stop. “Was that a nice surprise?”
Harry smiled as he finished putting dinner on the table. Rory left her to get the take-home folder that he handed off to her every day. While he did, Harry wrapped his arms around her and kissed the side of her head. “Hi beautiful,” he hummed pressing his lips to her earlobe making an involuntary shiver run through her body. It seemed ridiculous that someone as perfect as Harry would call her beautiful after she worked all day and then sat in traffic for way too long.
“Hmm,” she hummed into his shirt. This felt like heaven. Being in his arms. Dinner behind him. Rory loved Harry as much as she did. (Maybe even more due to the proportionality of his little big heart.)
“Mumma, can Daddy come to career day?” He asked holding all the papers that were in his folder in his arms haphazardly leaving a trail behind them. Harry thought his heart stopped. She blinked in surprise at his simple, easy use of the name for Harry. She pulled away from his embrace where he remained stock still, completely speechless, and in disbelief.
“S-sure, love bug,” she murmured awkwardly picking up the slew of papers he left behind to show her. Sure enough, the flyer for career day was right in front of the two of them. Harry was trying (and pretty much failing) to keep his composure. Neither of them wanted to make a big deal of him using the parental term. “What happened to your folder?” She asked, trying to give Harry a moment to process the name.
“I get to introduce you and tell them what your job is...what is it again?” Rory asked, excitement laced in his voice as he looked up at Harry as if he hadn’t just completely flipped Harry’s world upside down with a little name.
After a pause, Harry was still staring in awe of the little seven-year-old that had totally boggled his mind and captured his heart in his little hands. She was crouched beside the papers, so she gently bumped her arm into his shin to garner his attention. “Harry, baby,” she murmured gently, knowing he was completely blindsided and utterly confused.
“Y-yeah, lad. M’called a psychologist. I help people when they’re nervous or scared,” he explained without any emotion in his voice.
Rory looked at Harry curiously. “Like when Mumma was scared at the hospital...or at the car wash?”
He nodded mutely. Unable to fully process how monumental this was and still maintain the conversation as if it didn’t happen at all. “Yes, baby,” she answered instead. “Can you get your folder?”
The second Rory returned to find the folder in his backpack folded over and misshapen due to shoving all his papers in without purpose, she was on her feet throwing her arms around his neck and kissing his skin as if her life depended on it.
“I love you, so much. So, so much,” she whispered.
He wrapped his arms around her just as tightly her toes brushing against the floor, and he smiled into her hair. “God, I love you so much,” he mumbled.
*
She was lying beside Rory in his little bed, and they stared up at the fake stars that made his ceiling glow. “Do you know you called Harry ‘Daddy,’ today?” She asked. The man in question was downstairs cleaning up from dinner and tending to the emergency call he got from a client.
“Am I allowed to?” He asked.
“Of course...just...that was kind of a big deal for Harry and I,” she explained. “Like taking your training wheels off,” she used as a reference of importance.
“Whoa,” he whispered.
“Whoa,” she nodded in agreement.
“Harry’s...not leaving...right?”
“No... no, he’s here to stay love bug,” she said firmly.
“So... he’s my dad now, right?”
She felt her throat tighten with so many emotions she could hardly contain it. “Yeah, baby. He is,” she whispered quietly. For so many years she tried to be every person Rory needed. A mom, a dad, a friend, a teacher, a coach, and so many other people rolled into one. Now, she could be one less person. One less role she needed to worry about.
“I like having a mom and dad,” he yawned sleepily.
“Me too, cutie pie,” she sighed, stroking his soft little face and brushing his hair behind his ear.
* Rory was bouncing with excitement of how cool it was that Harry brought Starbursts to Career Day. He introduced Harry—his dad—to his class and he told them all about emotions and how it’s cool to help people who struggle with it. He brought in a set of figurines of the emotions from Inside Out and made it accessible to the little ones.
“Think I made a few people want t’be a psychologist,” he winked at her from across the table while she went through Rory’s bag. Rory was taking a shower playing with his water toys.
“You make me want to be a psychologist,” she smirked going through the take-home folder again. Harry was working on the crossword, and he bit the inside of his lip.
“S’that because m’so hypnotizing in bed?” He winked.
She blushed and it felt like Harry had won the lottery. She ignored his comment, but Harry thought it was adorable when she was flustered. He returned to seven down, when she gasped. “Oh,” she covered her mouth and handed the paper to Harry.
Inside the box on the page showed a little figure person, dressed in black pants, a blue shirt, and a tie. The person held a messenger bag, papers and a computer spilling out of it. There were little figurines from Inside Out beside the person.
When I grow up, I want to be... was written at the top.
In Rory’s messy, seven-year-old script it read: like my dad.
Harry was certain at that moment he loved Rory more than she ever could.
But it was damn close.
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allforone-appreciation · 11 months ago
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A Look Into All For One's Daily Routine (PRE-potato)
7:00 AM - Rise and shine, for the world trembles at the mere thought of my awakening. 7:10 AM - Morning cuddles and kisses with my precious wife, Inko and indirectly praising her for surviving another night beside the most feared villain-turned-family-man. 7:45 AM – Wake my baby son up, then have a villainous breakfast, consisting of coffee, eggs, waffles, and a side of intimidation. 8:15 AM - Conduct a nefarious board meeting to discuss evil plans for the day. Check on my ‘side businesses’ and make sure I’m ‘making’ money. 9:00 AM - Meet with underworld contacts. Expand my influence and power. Remind them who’s boss. 10:00 AM - Time for some "me" time. Attend an appointment with my personal tailor to ensure my villainous attire strikes fear into the hearts of heroes. A scheduled manicure is included every Wednesday. 10:45AM - Wreak minor havoc upon the city. A villain's work is never done and sometimes the blond idiot stops by. It's all about balance, you see. 12:00 PM - Lunch break: Consume the souls of those who dare oppose me. Wine and steak are the usual. Depends on my mood. 12:30 PM: While I’m having lunch, I usually log into my social media and contribute to All Might hate pages. The villain subreddit is my go-to. Update my Demon King fanfiction while I’m at it. (This entry is completely satire) 1:00 PM - Plotting session: Strategize with Tomura on how to conquer the world then make Kurogiri do all the work and babysit him. 2:30 PM - Business calls. Time to collect those debts and remind people why they shouldn't cross me. A few well-placed threats should do the trick. 3:00 PM - Pick up some "unfortunate souls" from the streets. Gotta keep the operation running smoothly. While I’m at it, I’ll supervise the training of Tomura and young villains-in-training. 4:30 PM - Time to head home. Can't wait to see Inko and my beloved son, Izu-baby. 6:00 PM - Dinner with the family. Nothing beats Inko's cooking, except maybe her smile. 7:00 PM - Quality time with Izuku: Help him with his homework, impart wisdom about the ways of the world, and play hero-villain with him. 9:00 PM - Bedtime routine and tuck my cute son into bed. Goodnight, little one. Daddy's gonna (hopefully) kill All Might tomorrow. 9:30 PM - Quality time with Inko. Sometimes the best evil plots are hatched ‘between the sheets’. 11:00 PM - Prepare for bed: Ensure all evil plans are in motion for the following day and that my reign of terror will continue unabated. Sometimes a book about totalitarianism and tyranny with a glass a wine is included. 11:30 PM – Time for a goodnight sleep. I need my beauty sleep to maintain this dashing appearance. Tomorrow, the world will tremble at my might once again.
Note: Schedule subject to change depending on hero interference, unforeseen villainous schemes, 'business trips' and holidays/weekends.
Please tell me what you think I had so much fun making this 😂😂😂😂😂 I might make a POST-potato schedule. I love this man so much can you tell.
😂 I'm laughing because honestly this very much seems like his schedule. Doing both evil stuff while also being dad for one at the same time is how he rolls. Like awww he loves his famil- Wait he picking up ORPHANS AND PLANNING PEOPLE DEMISE?
LOL, I need more of a Day in the Life of a Demon Lord. Because this is great also seems Inko gets quite a bit of attention at night. Though we can already see he definitely not going to see All Might coming when he comes with a Detroit smash.
But man I love how casual he is about his appearance and his affection for his family being quite wholesome. While also still doing evil things, you anon get it.
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aleksa-sims · 9 months ago
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RL Story
CW: Divorce, addiction
It was a Friday, October 13th to be exact. Daniel and I are getting a divorce today. After weeks, he finally signed the divorce papers. I was devastated. It was so hard for me to take this step. But I had to finish it, for my Baby and also for myself, to finally forget Daniel. We met near the city hall, where we had an appointment with a divorce-case officer and judge.
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Once there, I saw Daniel coming towards me. I honestly didn’t want to divorce him. I loved him, still, so much. 😥But... that's just the way life is. 😞... He looked at me... I wanted to hug him but instead I just said sadly, hi. Daniel seemed absent for a moment, staring at my belly. 🩵👶
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He had this... empty look. Not sad or angry, rather.... emotionless.
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With my eyes lowered, I just stood there. I struggled to hold back my tears. Exactly a year ago we moved together. I was so happy with him and now this. 😞
Me: I'm so sorry. I never wanted this! And I still don’t want it. I wish we could just go home together.
Daniel: Same, but...let's not get into that now. Relax and think about your Baby.
Me: What?
Daniel: It's gonna be okay. Trust me.... C'mon, let’s get this over with.
Me: Yea,,...whatever you say. 😞
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Um.... well! Daniel and I didn’t get divorced today. The judge asked us why we wanted to divorce? D.'s & my statements left some question marks with the judge, I think? We have to wait six months, before we get divorced.... Daniel said that my jealousy (Tina, Irma...) & insecurity were the biggest probs for him in our relationship.😠... However, the real reason for postponing our divorce was bcs Daniel inherited Dominick’s plot & house. (division of property) Although I refused any claim to Daniel’s property!!
Me: Did you really, seriously mean what you said to them?
Daniel: I answered all questions honestly.
Me: Why didn’t you just give the real reason for our divorce? You took off!!! I didn't know where you were!! And my Baby isn't yours. This fact is the reason for our divorce! You can't handle that I'm pregnant. Or that we are both addicts, which would have been a good reason why we can’t stay together! 🤦‍♀️
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Daniel: The juge asked me WHY, I left! You got it?.... You and my borther, your secrets drove me crazy. That fucking shit about Tina. I was overwhelmed with my shit, our drugs you and your delusions. I kept trying to make you happy! I only loved you and I only wanted you. But you just didn’t believe me. Be honest, it wasn’t my fault, just yours!! You don’t know what you want! And you can’t make decisions! But I’m not like N.! I don’t want to tell you what to do or how to live your life. You are responsible for yourself! Finally get it, or just stay with your soccer player and let him control you.
Me: What kind of shit are you talking?? Nico doesn’t do any of this to me.
Daniel: I talked to him! He said, you won’t be the same after he’s done with you. He told me this to my face!! And btw, I can’t stand Alex calling you Lexi!! 😠
Me: You must have misunderstood N. He isn't like that! He was just upset, bcs I confessed what I wanted from you the other day. Besides, you’re jealous too!!! Anyway.... I-.. I just can’t stand it around you anymore. And I’m sorry I was so jealous. I loved you so much. I wanted to do anything for you. I was terrified to lose you. I’m sorry. Sorry I was such a freak to you. But I didn’t do anything wrong with your brother, D.!! There was NOTHING between Alex and me!! IDK how many times I’ve had to say this damn sentence. Finally get it!....
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Me: It hurts so much and it just doesn’t stop.... I don’t want to love you anymore. I wish you’d never married me. 😢
Daniel: Damn, I-... I'm sorry. I still struggle with that... stress disorder. Either I feel nothing-... or I boil with rage.🤦‍♂️
Me: It's ok.. I'm leaving.... See you in 6 moths. And.. stay off drugs, just... take care, Daniel. 😢
Daniel: Wait!
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Me: I gotta go. Sorry. Bye!.... 😭
Daniel: I-...... love you.
I just wanted to get away from there. Far away from.... him.💔 Not really, but.... agh, you know what I mean. And I’ll see Daniel again sooner than I thought. Right after delivery. It was about that annoying name change. D. and I were officially still married, but I didn't want to give my Son his surname. D. is not his Dad, but N. Such a mess!!
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freelafan4life545 · 2 months ago
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Time to move on with my Freela baby story.
Leela's 32 weeks in and having her first 3D ultrasound appointment. She was nervous, but Fry around, she knew she'll be okay and...
Well, you'll see.
P.S. if you don't know what a cold gel does in an ultrasound, it's applied for the area of your body which is being scanned.
A Picture of Love
Leela sat nervously in the waiting room, her hands resting on her swollen belly as she tried to keep calm. Her legs bounced lightly, betraying her nervousness. She had always hated doctor appointments, but this one felt particularly daunting. She was now 32 weeks pregnant, and the idea of seeing their baby girl, Astrid, through a 3D ultrasound felt both exciting and overwhelming.
Fry, ever the supportive partner, sat beside her. His hand was gently resting on hers, offering the warmth and comfort she desperately needed. He noticed her fidgeting and gave her hand a reassuring squeeze.
"You okay, Leela?" he asked softly, his voice full of concern.
Leela forced a smile, but her worry still lingered. "I’m fine, it’s just... the cold gel and the cold room. It always makes me feel so uncomfortable. I just want it to be over."
Fry nodded, his brow furrowed with understanding. "I get it. The cold gel thing... It’s gotta be the worst part, right? But I promise, it's all worth it. We're gonna see our little girl’s face, Leela."
She looked at him, her purple eye meeting his with a mixture of anxiety and love. "I know, I’m just so... self-conscious about all this. I never thought I’d be the kind of person who’d feel this way. I mean, look at me."
Fry reached over and gently cupped her face with both hands, his gaze unwavering. "You are beautiful, Leela. I love everything about you. Your strength, your heart, your body, everything. You’re carrying our daughter. That’s incredible."
Leela’s eyes softened, her breath catching slightly at his words. He always had a way of making her feel better, even in the moments when she felt the most vulnerable. She rested her head on his shoulder for a moment, taking comfort in the simple fact that he was there. She was still nervous, but she had Fry by her side, and that made it bearable.
The nurse called their name, snapping them both out of their moment. Fry helped Leela to her feet, careful of her balance, and they walked into the ultrasound room together.
As they entered, Leela immediately shivered at the sight of the sterile white room, the coldness radiating from the walls. The ultrasound technician greeted them with a kind smile, but Leela could already feel the chill setting into her bones.
"Hop up here, Leela," the technician said, gesturing to the examination bed.
Leela hesitated for a moment, taking a deep breath before climbing up and lying down. She gave Fry a quick, nervous look as she adjusted herself, trying to get comfortable.
"You’re doing great, babe," Fry said softly, sitting beside her and taking her hand. "I’m right here."
The technician squirted the cold gel onto Leela’s stomach, and she flinched, immediately feeling the uncomfortable chill seep into her skin. She squeezed Fry’s hand harder, her eyes briefly closing in annoyance.
"Sorry, Leela," the technician apologized. "I know it’s cold. Just a few more seconds."
Fry leaned down, brushing a lock of her hair behind her ear. "Almost done, just focus on me. Focus on the baby. We’re gonna see Astrid’s little face soon."
Leela took a deep breath, her mind shifting from the cold to the excitement of seeing their baby. The technician moved the ultrasound wand over her belly, and the image on the screen flickered to life.
Leela gasped softly as she saw the 3D image of Astrid’s tiny face begin to take shape. There was their daughter, already so perfectly formed, with her tiny hands, button nose, and delicate features. It was a surreal moment—seeing the child they had been dreaming about for so long finally come to life in front of them.
"Wow," Fry whispered, his eyes glued to the screen. "She looks so... perfect."
Leela’s heart swelled with emotion as she took in the image of their daughter. Her nervousness melted away, replaced by overwhelming love and awe. "She’s beautiful," Leela whispered, her voice thick with emotion.
Fry squeezed her hand again, his voice full of affection. "She’s going to be just like you, Leela. Strong, beautiful, and full of love."
Leela smiled, feeling the warmth of his words wrap around her. "And she’ll have your sense of humor," she added softly, teasing him gently.
Fry chuckled. "Yeah, that too."
The technician continued taking measurements and checking Astrid’s development, but all Leela and Fry could do was stare at the screen, transfixed by the sight of their daughter. For the first time in a long while, Leela felt at peace, the worries of the world fading into the background. This moment was theirs, and it was perfect.
As the ultrasound came to an end, Leela sat up, still in awe of the little face they had just seen. Fry helped her sit up, and she looked at him, her heart full of love. "Thank you for being here with me, Fry."
He smiled softly, brushing a stray lock of hair from her face. "I wouldn’t be anywhere else, Leela. You’re carrying our daughter, and that’s the most amazing thing in the world."
Leela’s heart fluttered, and she leaned in to kiss him, the warmth of the moment surrounding them both.
"Let’s go home and keep preparing the baby stuff for her," Fry said with a grin, his excitement palpable. "Astrid is gonna love seeing the pictures!"
Leela smiled, her hands resting gently on her stomach. "She already knows, Fry. She’s been listening to us the whole time." She said, referring to their baby which will be out in just a few short weeks
Fry chuckled softly, wrapping an arm around her shoulders as they left the room. "Well, I can’t wait to meet her. We’ve got a whole lot of love waiting for her."
Leela nodded, a content smile on her face. "We do. And it’s all for her."
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jodilin65 · 11 days ago
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Had my virtual appointment with Rhonda. She confirmed my suspicions that I likely have a UTI. The reason I’ve been having a record amount—like three or four in the last year and a half—has to do with how the pH balance changes in older women. I can’t stress enough to younger folks just how much aging sucks. Never take youth for granted!
Anyway, I’ve been burning down there big time, like someone’s holding a lit match to my crotch, and I have to pee every other minute. The urge comes on suddenly and intensely. Since I can’t take Macrobid, she called in a prescription for Cipro. Gotta take it twice a day for 5 days. I guess it can be rough on the stomach if you’re not careful. She said to drink a full glass of water with it, make sure I eat, and don’t lie down until an hour after I’ve taken it.
I’m gonna wait till around midnight to take it because of where my schedule is currently. I got up a little after 11:00 AM, so I figured I’d start unwinding with my audiobook around 1:15, which means I’ll take it at about 12:15.
She said that if it doesn’t help, come in and see her and they’ll do more extensive testing of my urine as well as a vaginal swab. It better help! I think it will. I just have to make sure I keep up on the probiotics to hopefully ward off a yeast infection. I’m also going to have to make a daily glass of cranberry juice a regular thing as a preventative measure.
The new Elvis/Vegas-themed golf course came out and it’s nice. It’s got nice colors and I love the “diamonded” sky. There are a couple of tricky but really cool holes. One of them has a spinning vinyl record and you have to hit it across the thing at just the right speed. Another one, you kind of bounce off a giant guitar and it plays a chord when you hit it. The last hole was the coolest because you shoot the ball up a long strip of piano keys, which starts from low to high pitch as you go up. It’s buggy though, because the scoreboard didn’t appear in the end. I’m sure they’ll fix it. This happened with another course when it first came out.
Still doing the challenge. I’ve got about 10 more miles to go in Australia.
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eadanga · 6 months ago
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The Press Secretary Part 15
Summary: Chris the mayor of town is married to his wife Becca. When he hires a new press secretary who happens to be his lost love old feelings resurface and Chris finds it hard to resist the desire he once had for her
Parings: ChrisxMC
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Chris sat in his office sorting through some papers Emily walks in clipboard in hand he tries to read her face but sees nothing “Chris have you seen the poll numbers?”
Chris sighs “I’ve been afraid to” He drops his head in his hands “Tell me how bad is it?”
“Well you should see” She hands him her tablet and Chris takes a deep breath before he looks
His eyes go wide as he sees himself leading in the polls “What?” he looks up at her “I’m leading?”
Emily smiles “That you are I told you people love honesty and integrity”
Chris smiles “This feels like a small victory but” He sighs “I still feel worried about”
“Becca and her father?” Emily waves her hands dismissively “Don’t worry about those two idiots let them say whatever they want let them do whatever they want they’re petty people and whatever they hit us with we’ll be ready and hit back harder”
Chris smiles “You’re right Em now what’s the next step for us?”
Emily looks through her papers “Well we need some endorsement I know you had one cause of Becca’s connections but”
“They pulled out didn’t they?” Emily nods as Chris sighs “Well what sponsor can we get that doesn’t have the Davenport influence”
Emily smiles “I’ve looked into it we can start with charities”
Chris smiles “That sounds nice”
“And our college”
Chris looks at her confused “What do you mean?”
“Well we did a lot there and they’re willing to have you as a guest speaker at graduation and the dean wants to support you”
Chris smiles “Really? I’m glad for that”
“I mean you did start that scholarship”
Chris grins “Yes I can’t wait”
****
Emily walks to her favorite coffee shop grabbing a cup of coffee She smiles at the barista “Thanks Louis you always know what I need” She walks away sipping her coffee when her phone buzzes in her pocket “Hello?”
“Emily! How have you been”
Emily grins “Good Zach how are you?”
“I’m good I heard from the grapevine that you and Chris are dating”
“Where’d you hear that from?”
“I have my resources now are you?”
“Yeah we are”
Zach screams so loud that Emily pulls the phone away from her ear “Girl I knew you two would end up together eventually! Or wait until everyone hears about this!”
Emily laughs “Of course”
“Now I’ll love to hear the juicy details but I gotta run I’ll call you later?”
“Sure Zach see you later”
****
“Chris!”
Chris looks up from his work “Jackie what is it?”
She hands him her phone “Look at this”
Chris reads the article she holds in her hand Davenport industries endorses Sen Jamerson
Chris rolls his eyes “So now they’re endorsing him just so he can beat me”
“That’s right”
“You know what Jackie Emily’s right they’re playing petty games they’re backing him up just for revenge but you know what I’m not gonna give them the satisfaction of getting under my skin I’m gonna do this election honestly and fairly if I win I win if I lose I lose”
Jackie smiles “That’s the spirit Chris you’re gonna win this”
“Thanks I’m not gonna let them bring me down” He checks his watch “Oh I gotta keep an appointment I’ll be back Jackie hold down the office for me”
Chris heads out of the building and heads down to a jewelry shop downtown
The jeweler grins when he sees him “Well Mayor Chris how are you?”
“I’m good Kev I hope you won’t mind me adding something to my order?”
“Not at all anything for you after all you did help out my shop when it was in trouble what do you want me to add I’ve been making sure it’s special”
“I love that just want you to add an engraving to it I’ll write it down” Chris scribbles a message on a piece of paper and hands it to him
“Oh want it to be extra special huh? Ok and you want to do it when?”
“Election day when everything is announced if I lose least I know I’ve won the girl”
Kev chuckles “Of course I’ll have it done for you”
“Thank you Kev” Chris walks outside and takes a deep breath I hope it’s not too soon I just love her so much and I’m not gonna lose her again
Tags: @indiacater @choicesgodfanatic @mfackenthal @darley1101 @jared2612 @the-soot-sprite
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doyelikehaggis · 1 year ago
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I’m seriously missing Booby & Freddie on ee 😭 can you please write a fic where they make up and are cute and happy again? (Obviously in your own time, if you feel like it of course 🫶)
Okay, SO, I know it took me WAY too long to get to this ask, and Freddie and Bobby have already made up (though I'm not entirely satisfied with how it happened, but I guess I'll take what I can get), but I have FINALLY written a little something where our boys make up with a twist. Someone on ao3 asked me for a fic where Freddie is sick and Bobby takes care of him, so I took some creative liberties and combined the two into one. I will admit, it isn't necessarily a fic with a happy ending, so I do apologize in advance for that... I hope you enjoy anyway! <3
Freddie doesn't get sick. Ever. Even when he was younger, the cold couldn't touch him and allergies bounced straight off of him. His mum has always been so overprotective and forced a jacket around him whenever he's tried to go out on a grey day with just a hoodie and he's never understood it because he doesn't get sick.
When he says just that to Alfie, he's met with a disbelieving chuckle. He tries to get up out of bed but Alfie places a hand on his shoulder and gently stops him, easing him back down. Admittedly, it's a relief when his head hits the pillows again. It's weirdly heavy today, like he's lugging around a bowling ball on his shoulders.
'Alright, alright,' Alfie says. 'I believe ya, Fred, but we gotta look at the facts, alright? You're pale as a ghost and you're burning up bad. You even sound like your throat's been grated on sandpaper, alright, so I think, just this once, you might have a little bit of a cold, yeah?'
It doesn't make any sense. He never gets sick. He tries again to sit up -- Alfie doesn't need to stop him this time. He can barely move his upper body, a ginormous weight pressing down on it until he's forced to concede. He flops back down with a sigh.
'Alright,' he says, slightly breathless. He closes his eyes against the black dots threatening to creep into view. 'You might have a point, Alf.' 
It's hard just to breathe, now that he thinks about it. Half of his nose is blocked and his throat is a bit raw.
He hears a sigh beside him. Alfie pats his leg through the covers and says, 'Right. I can't leave you like this. I'm going to cancel my appointment, stay home and make sure you're alright. You get some rest.'
Freddie forces his eyes open and stops him. 'Wait, Alf, no. You can't cancel your appointment.'
'Fred, I can't leave you like this,' he repeats. 'I don't know how long I'm gonna be at the hospital neither. What if you need something, or you get worse?' He shakes his head, pursing his lips. 'Nah. I'll just reschedule it, it'll be alright.'
'Seriously, Alf, I'll be fine. I'll just sleep the entire time, please, don't miss this appointment 'cause of me.'
'Fred--'
'It's just a cold,' Freddie insists. 'I'll be fine. Seriously, Alf, you gotta go.'
Alfie hesitates, looking doubtfully at him. He hums and haws, and he gnaws at his lip momentarily before finally, he sighs and points at him. 'Alright. Alright, fine, but I'm not leavin' you by yourself. No arguments. Kat would have my head if she thought I wasn't looking after you properly.'
He doesn't bother arguing further. It wouldn't work; Alfie's already pulling his phone out and holding it to his ear as it rings. Freddie isn't sure who exactly he calls, because he passes out a moment later. 
*
His head is damp when he comes back round. Not just from sweat (though there's a thin layer of that clinging to his skin as well), he realizes when he reaches up groggily and finds a cloth on his forehead. It's still got a bit of coldness to it. It's actually kind of soothing.
He drops it back onto his forehead and closes his eyes with a quiet groan a second after trying to open them. Even the minimal effort drains him to the point of wanting to just go back to sleep. He rolls over, clamping a hand over the cloth to keep it in place. 
Drifting in and out for a few minutes, he jolts awake when he hears a noise from somewhere else in the flat. It doesn't register as weird to him right away. He just chalks it down to Alfie crashing into things like usual, the clumsy bloke. A few beats pass as he settles back into his pillow. 
Alfie should be at the hospital. There's no way he should be back yet. Which can only mean...
Groaning quietly, he forces his eyes open and pushes himself out of his bed, despite every protest from his lead-filled limbs. He nearly trips over on his way to his door. He swallows down the nausea rising like a wave in his throat and yanks the door open, admittedly using the wall for support as he makes his way down the hallway. 
'Alf?' he calls out and is met with a rough, nails-on-chalkboard sound that is dragged out of him. He grits his teeth through it and tries again as he stumbles on. 'Alf, I told you not to worry about me. You should be at the--'
He comes to a stop in the kitchen. Standing by the microwave as it bzzz's away is not Alfie. It's Bobby. He looks over at him now, and while his face remains the way it's been for the last few days, there is a slight twitch in his eyebrows.
'You shouldn't be out of bed,' Bobby says, turning away from him again. 'Alfie called me and asked if I would come over to make sure you're okay while he's at the hospital. He should be back in a few hours.'
The explanation still doesn't really feel like it explains anything. Freddie stays, swaying and confused, staring at Bobby in bewilderment until he chancs another glance at him. 
'You don't look good,' Bobby says. Maybe Freddie's hopeful in his sick, delusional state but it almost sounds like he's concerned. 'Go back to bed. I'm just heating up some soup in case you're hungry, but you should really be trying to sleep as much as possible. I also put a glass of water on the drawers next to your be, so you should have a few sips and take the painkillers I put there as well if you haven't already.'
It's weird how formal he's being about it, yet Freddie can't bring himself to care about that. This is the most that Bobby has said to him since... since he slept with Anna. A well-timed wave of nausea washes over him again and he steadies himself with a hand against the wall. 
'Bob, why are you...' He swallows thickly, breathing only through his nose for a moment. When he speaks again, it's through clenched teeth in the fear that something other than words might slip out otherwise. 'Why are you doin' this? I thought that you never wanted to--'
'I'm here because Alfie asked,' Bobby cuts him off. He folds his arms around himself and stares firmly at the countertop as he lightly shrugs. 'He's like family to me and I care about him. I know he's going through a lot right now, so I'm not going to make it harder on him by letting my personal problems get in the way of his.'
Freddie closes his mouth. He nods, not trying to plead his case again. He's honestly too drained. Instead, he just says, 'Well, I appreciate it anyway. I'm gonna go lie back down, like you said.'
He pushes away from the wall, swaying, and holds onto it for a moment until the dizzyness passes.
Bobby notices. He hesitates, then moves towards him with a sigh. 'I'll help you. You look like you're about to collapse.'
'I feel it as well,' Freddie says, chuckling lightly. The noise is far away in the distance from his own ears and he's not even entirely sure any of this is actually real. He blinks and he's being lowered back into his bed by a seemingly invisible entity. 
His eyes fall closed again and the darkness swallows him back up.
*
This time, when he wakes, he's drawn to consciousness by the smell of something spiced and savoury. It's funny because for a moment, lying there with his eyes closed, inhaling the familiar scent, he's sure he's back at his mum's as she boils soup to heat them both up through the winter. A smile has already found its way onto his face as he rolls over -- only to be hit with a wave of dizzyness. It comes back to him in a tidal wave that pushes him under with an unbearable weight. 
He opens his eyes and inhales sharply. It's a difficult feat; he can't even breathe in through his nose. How do people cope with this? He's never felt so bad in his life. It crosses his mind that he might finally have been tracked down by Covid but he brushes it off, too tired to wonder how or why. It's probably just an average cold, even though he never gets sick.
Something else crosses his mind. Bobby. He was there, in the flat, earlier. 
Freddie is tempted, momentarily, to get out of bed again and see if he's still hanging around. However, a deep ache in his limbs stops him from moving. If he's light-headed just from rolling over, there's a good chance he'll faceplant straight into the wall if he tries to stand up.
Fortunately, he doesn't need to test it. The floorboard outside his room creaks and before he can see if his aching throat will allow any sound out, his door softly opens and Bobby pokes his head inside. His eyes widen when he finds Freddie staring back at him already.
'You're awake,' he says, taking a step into the room. 'Erm, I was just checking if you were okay.'
'Didn't die in my sleep,' Freddie says, and lifts a lead-filled hand to give him a thumbs up. It drops back onto his stomach immediately. His face scrunches. 'How long was I asleep for? Felt like ages.'
'Only about an hour, I think.' Bobby toys awkwardly with the silver bracelet on his wrist. 'You should try and get some more sleep, you still don't look well.' His brows furrow as he speaks, and he steps further into the room, coming closer to him. 'Have you got a fever?'
As he asks, he gingerly presses his hand to Freddie's forehead. It's freezing against his clammy skin. Disappointment swoops down on him when he takes it away with a concerned hum. 
'I'm going to get you another cold cloth to try and take it down.'
'You're a right proper little nurse, ain't ya?' Freddie jokes, attempting a grin. As Bobby averts his eyes and goes to leave, panic grips him for some reason, and all of a sudden he's holding onto his hand. 'Wait. I, erm...'
He swallows thickly and regrets it. It feels like he's swallowed glass.
'I'll be right back,' Bobby says softly. He even gives his hand a light squeeze before taking it back and leaving the room. Sure enough, he returns quickly -- or maybe it just feels that way in Freddie's slightly delirious state -- holding a new facecloth.
Freddie watches him as he gently smooths back his hair from his forehead and lays the cloth on it. Once again, the cold is soothing. He actually finds his eyes wanting to remain closed when he blinks, an odd sense of relief washing over him. At least, over his head, which felt like it was filled with an angry beehive a moment ago. 
'Thanks,' he murmurs, though he's not positive the word actually leaves his mouth.
'Do you need anything else?' Bobby asks.
Freddie swallows again, this time trying to disloge the words that want to spill out. More than anything, he knows what he wants right now. What he needs. But it would be selfish to ask now for Bobby's forgiveness. He's too kind, his heart too big for his own good, one day it'll explode from trying to hold love for everyone and everything. He'd give him his forgiveness, but only because he feels bad for him, seeing him so weak and vulnerable.
It's not fair and it's selfish. Two things that only really occur to Freddie after the fact.
He looks up at him, his face dropping as another wave of panic washes over him at the thought of Bobby leaving the room again. Leaving him. Being alone has always been too hard for him to deal with, it drives him mental.
'Can you just... can we talk? Or you can talk and I'll just lie here,' he offers. 
Bobby looks away from him, just like in the cafe, just like every time he's tried to talk to him since that day in the Vic.
'Bob, please,' Freddie says, even though every word is another mouthful of glass. 'I get that you can't forgive what I did, and you don't need to. I just... I need you. I need my best mate.' He bites his bottom lip as Bobby's mouth twitches. 'You can even sit here and tell me how much you hate me if you want. Just don't go.'
Something he said must've worked because Bobby sighs but he doesn't leave. Instead, he lowers himself onto the edge of the bed, his hands braced on his knees as he stares at the floor, shaking his head.
'I don't hate you,' he says like that should've been obvious. 'It's just... what you did, it really hurt me, Freddie.'
'I know that,' he says but he fails to think of something to follow it. Any excuse feels like just that. An excuse.  'I'm sorry. I am, I swear to you. I wish I'd never done it, Bob, and I know Anna does too. I never wanted to hurt you.'
Silence falls over them as the words hang between them. Freddie knows that they don't matter. What does matter is that he did hurt him, and he has no idea how to fix it. He can't take it back, and it's not like he can just make him a cup of tea and buy him some flowers and everything will be alright again.
Bobby sighs again. 'Look, you're ill, we don't need to talk about this. It's not like it really matters now, anyway.'
'Course it matters,' Freddie says, his brows furrowing. 'I can't stand this. I need to make it right, Bob.'
To his surprise, Bobby shakes his head. 'No, you don't.' He finally looks at him directly. 'You made a mistake, Freddie. I can't exactly hold that over you with my own track record. I just... I wish that it had been you who told me, that's all.'
'Me too,' Freddie says sincerely. 'I wanted to, for weeks.'
'But my dad beat you to it.' Bobby face contorts. 'I'm really sorry about that, by the way. About him. He should never have said those things about you, or about Anna, especially not in front of everyone like that. I think he thought he was protecting me but he embarassed the two of you, and I didn't want that.'
Freddie's confused by the sudden turn of the tables. How did they go from barely talking to Bobby apologizing to him? He manages to push himself up slightly on his elbows, groaning behind clenched teeth as it takes a good chunk of his energy to do so. Still, it's worth it. Until the cloth falls off his forehead.
'Here,' Bobby says, already scooping it back up and pressing it gently to his skin once more. He holds it there. 'You really don't look well. Have you talked to a doctor? Or Sonia. She's a nurse, she might be able to help. Actually, let me call her, she might be able to come over.'
Freddie barely has time to process what he's saying but quickly stops him when he pulls out his phone. He can't help it; he smiles, big and stupid, because it hasn't been like this for ages. 'Nah, no need. Just a cold, innit?'
'But you told me you don't get sick,' Bobby argues, growing visibly more concerned. 
'I don't, usually. Guess I just got unlucky this year.' He shrugs. 'Maybe it's Karma.'
The words slip out before he can think about them. He worries that they'll drive Bobby away again, not finding any humour in the situation, and why should he? Freddie's the idiot for thinking it's alright to joke about, but he's sick and his brain doesn't work at the best of times, never mind when it's covered in germs. 
Germs. He stares at Bobby in confusion, still holding the cloth to his forehead. Sitting on his bed, right beside him. Touching him.
'Hey, I thought you didn't like germs and you know, things like this,' he points out. 'Your OCD.'
It only occurs to him after he's said that maybe bringing it up could trigger it if Bobby hadn't thought about it. 
If that is the case, he doesn't let it show much. Bobby's expression twitches a little, and he nods, raises a shoulder, and he says, 'Yeah, I don't, but... I can keep it under control when it's not too bad. Besides, I'm not that scared of getting sick. It might mean I don't have to sit through another True Crime documentary at Sonia's.'
Freddie cracks a smile. He has a thought but it doesn't make it beyond that stage, cut off as Bobby speaks again.
'And... somebody has to look after you,' he says, a smile quirking the corners of his mouth. 
'Well, I'm glad it's you.' At Bobby's quizzical expression, he lightly raises a shoulder. 'No one else around here's got a great bedside manner, if I'm honest. Alf tries but the bloke makes me more worried about him half the time.'
It isn't funny, even he knows that, yet Bobby laughs like it is. Ducking his head, shoulders shaking with mirth as he lifts his eyes back up to him, sparkling, pressing his lips together like it'll do anything to contain it. Even if it worked, nothing could tone down the pink that rises to his cheeks automatically. 
It's something that Freddie's noticed before. The way he literally lights up when he's genuinely happy. He hasn't seen it in a while. Before he knows what he's doing in his somewhat delirious state (or at least that's the excuse he'll use if Bobby asks for one), he's reaching out and touching the back of his fingers lightly against the faint blush. 
Bobby freezes, his eyes darting to his hand. When they slide back over to Freddie, though, he doesn't say a word about it. He presses his lips together again in a faint smile before taking his hand gently in his own and readjusting the cloth on his forehead like some nurse in a World War 2 movie. Freddie remembers watching a lot of those for school. He always reckoned it was pretty romantic; having someone care that much. 
A completely mental thought crosses his mind. It's one of those ones where he'd just do it, let impulse take over, then take the consequences later because he can't quite compute that maybe he shouldn't. Except, he can barely keep his eyes open at the moment, let alone move his entire body. He has to settle for squeezing Bobby's hand.
'You look tired,' Bobby notes. His eyebrows have once again knitted in concern and Freddie wants nothing more than to smooth it back out with his fingers. He starts to move his hand to do it but stops when he remembers it's already being held. 
''M okay,' he mumbles, but one blink feels like ten minutes of darkness. He tires not to blink at all. 'Just a bit cold.'
He hadn't realized it was true until he said it, but his body is overcome with a deep shiver in his bones, and all of a sudden it's like he's outside in the rain in just his underwear. 
'That's good,' Bobby assures him. 'It means your body is fighting it. I'll see if Alfie has a thin blanket somewhere.'
Freddie mumbles something, even he's not sure what, just that it's a protest. He shakes his head and holds on tighter to Bobby's hand, stopping him from leaving despite him not actually moving yet. 
'Nah, don't need to,' he says. 'Just, erm...' He blinks rapidly and does his best to keep Bobby's face in sight. 'Just keep talking, I don't wanna go back to sleep just yet. Talk to me. 'Bout anything, doesn't matter what.'
Bobby flounders, as he usually does when put on the spot. But after a moment, he inhales, and he says, 'Erm, okay. Right, well... I've seen some stuff about a new movie that I kinda wanna see. It's a prequel in a series that I actually really enjoyed. I didn't even know they were making one, or that they'd released a new book, either. I want to go and see it in cinemas but, well, I'm not really good with places like that, to be honest.'
'We can go together,' Freddie says immediately. He shifts his body to be laying on his side, tucking his free hand beneath his head as he looks up at Bobby. 'Yeah, it'll be a laugh.'
'Well, the movie's not really a comedy,' Bobby says nervously. 'It's actually a little dark, from what I've heard.'
Freddie shrugs. 'We'll still have a good time. We always do, you and me.'
'Yeah,' Bobby says, and his mouth curves into a faint smile. 'Yeah, we do.'
'Hey, Bob? I know I said no to the blanket, but could you get in here with me? I'm freezing, and I just need something to, like, I don't know what the word is, but I just think it'd help a bit, you know? Is that stupid?' 
He somehow manages to keep his tongue tied enough not to admit that he just wants to be close to him. It's not a new feeling. Honestly, since the day he met him, all he's wanted is to be near him. It's like some kind of magnet, drawing him in. Right now, it's so intense he feels like he meet explode if he even lets go of his hand. Maybe that's completely mental and a bit pathetic. He doesn't care.
It takes Bobby a moment to answer. Or maybe it's only a second. It's hard to tell.
But no matter how long it takes, when he speaks, it's to say, 'No, that's... that's not stupid at all. Yeah, of course.'
It doesn't really register with Freddie that he didn't reject the request until Bobby is carefully climbing onto the bed that used to feel a lot bigger. Not that he's complaining. It's actually a relief to be so close to him as Bobby positions himself to be half-sitting, half-laying with him. Just enough for him to keep adjusting the cloth on his forehead and for Freddie to sluggishly pull his own body a few inches closer to press his head into his side. 
He was right. The ticking time bomb inside of him cuts out. There's only a heavy relief and comfort as he splays his arm over him and takes a deep breath in time to the beat of his pulse. Not slow but not fast, either. Even the pressure of his ribs against his forehead is soothing.
He says something. What, though, he has no idea, because a moment later, he is asleep. For how long, he also has no idea. When he next opens his eyes, it's like it's been ten minutes and ten hours. Either way, his limbs ache a little less but are weighed down with exhaustion still. 
He wonders if maybe that's why Bobby is still in the bed with him. Maybe he didn't know how to slip out of his grasp without disturbing him, and knowing him, he'd rather suffer in discomfort for hours than maybe someone else uncomfortable. Then again, he doesn't look so uncomfortable with his eyes closed, his head tilting slightly to one side as he breathes deeply. Sound asleep.
Freddie decides not to bother him. He just closes his eyes again and lets his mind and body win out this time without a fight, drifting right back off. 
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It's only about a day before Freddie is back to being himself. There isn't a single trace of sickness left in him as he zips right up out of his bed and into the kitchen to grab breakfast. He does have to crack his neck and stretch his limbs out a bit more than usual after being in bed for about three days straight, but aside from that, he would be willing to believe that he was never actually sick at all. 
Some tupperware sitting on the side labelled "soup :)" proves otherwise. He smiles to himself. He has no idea if he actually ate any of it while he was sick, but he makes a mental note to try and remember to thank Bobby for it later all the same. 
But when he sees him just two hours later, he has a much more pressing thought on his mind, pulled forth from his somewhat delirious state by the tupperware. It sits at the ack of his mind, tickling away at his brain like an itch he can't reach no matter how hard he tries.
To his relief, Bobby smiles when he sees him. So, it was definitely real. They're friends again. 
'Hey,' he says immediately, stopping right in the middle of the market despite his hands being loaded with bags. 'Alfie told me you were feeling better. I was gonna come over later and see how you were doing.'
'Yeah, yeah, I'm good. Thanks, Bob.' He wets his lips, his impatience getting the better of him as the itch begins to grow irritable, demanding attention. 'Erm, I was just wondering, though... did I say anything? You know, anything, like, weird or something? 'Cause, I just have this feeling like I did but I can't remember what it was and it's driving me mental.'
'Oh. Erm.' Bobby averts his eyes. 'Not really, no.'
Freddie stares at him. 'Come on, Bob. Now I definitely know I did or you wouldn't be actin' so weird about it. What was it? Look,' he presses on before he can get a chance to speak, 'whatever it was, I'm sorry, yeah? I was so out of it, I've genuinely never felt like that before and I think it was making me a bit... well, mental.'
Bobby glances up at him. His lips quirk ever so slightly at one side. 'Right. Yeah.' He shakes his head and chuckles, straightening up. 'Yeah, of course. No, it's totally fine. You're good, it doesn't matter.'
'You sure?' Freddie asks, raising his eyebrows. 'But I did say something, then?'
'Yeah, but it was just... like you said, you weren't yourself,' Bobby says quickly. 'The fever. It's fine, Freddie, really.'
He wants to protest and push him for an answer, slightly irritated that he still doesn't know what exactly it was that he said. It feels important; his stomach flips like a pancake when he thinks about it and his heart starts beating way too fast, and it's unnverving him a bit, actually. 
Either he can see this or he just knows him too well, Bobby rolls his eyes and sighs. 'You just...' He lowers his voice, leaning in slightly even as he avoids looking directly at him. 'You said that... that you love me. Well, more that you were in love with me, actually, but it really doesn't matter. You were really sick, you'd probably have said anything.'
A flash of something comes back to him. Him, curled into Bobby in his bed, trying to get as close to his heartbeat as he physically could. Hearing the beat of it. Wanting to be in sync with it. To be with him. 
Oh. Shit. 
'Wait. Bob, I--'
'Freddie, it's fine,' Bobby cuts him off quickly, grinning. 'Really, it didn't bother me. Don't worry about it.'
'But, Bob, I...' His voice trails off.
Bobby is smiling at him. Talking to him. Last week, he was sure that would never happen again an he had blown any chance of ever being able to fix things between them. So, he does something he's never usually able to do. He stops himself from saying something that might undo it all. 
Smiling back at him, he forces a chuckle and nods. 'Thanks.'
For a moment, they're just looking at each other. Freddie's mind is in even more chaos than usual, trying to round up every rogue thought desparate to make its escape. He's beyond grateful when Bobby snaps out of it first and remembers he was on his way somewhere before running into him. 
'I need to get these to Sonia's,' he says, nodding towards her house across the square. 'But, I'll see you later, yeah?'
The four words are just enough to reinforce it in Freddie's mind. He clamps his mouth shut and nods enthusiastically, only just managing to say, 'Yeah, absolutely!' without anything else slipping out. He turns and watches him walk away, grinning. It begins to fade the further he gets and all of a sudden he's cursing himself. 
He is a terrible liar, especially around Bobby. What was he thinking? How is he ever supposed to stop himself from blurting out that he might actually be completely, hopelessly, head-over-heels in love with him? His shoulders sink and he closes his eyes, sighing in anguish. He is so screwed. 
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kuriboo · 2 years ago
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Been sick all week, been working all week, been working while sick all week
I’m doing…the work I’m doing is important. Trying to help people. It’s all I ever wanted to do. Just wanna help people. Wanna do something that matters. If I gotta do it sick, fine, I’m not too sick to work. I can work without making my clients sick.
So, working, sick, working while sick. It’s fine. I can do it. Can’t do much else, but I can do it.
Just gotta get through tomorrow…then I get a day to rest
Then I have a therapy appointment! Patience and waiting paid off, woooooo. Maybe I can get some actual self esteem and self confidence instead of like, blaming myself for other people hurting me and being emotionally abusive. A pattern I’d hoped was better by now, but of course, trapped as I am, I cannot escape it completely. I live in a constant state of fear. Anyway, my goal is gonna be to not hate myself and not put myself down for every single little thing.
I am so fucking anxious I haven’t been in therapy for months and I’m starting with someone new. Everything is so scary.
And I need to call the hospital and try to get in with the specialist they told me they’d call me to schedule an appointment with the new specialist months ago because the specialist I was seeing left the practice and they haven’t called me to make an appointment with the new specialist so I am calling them.
But at least they’re still sending scripts to the pharmacy for the medication the old specialist sent me. Wooooo. I need that medication badly. If I don’t take it for one day I can feel the huge difference. So I am glad I not only have it, but on my new insurance, it seems to be the cheapest medication I take of my many prescribed medications. I don’t get it. Why is the fucking uhhhh migraine preventative sleep aid nerve pain drug cheaper than the fucking acid reflux medication. My insurance makes no goddamn sense. Last week I spent like fifty dollars picking up five drugs and this week I’ve spent like seven dollars picking up two drugs. ?????
Anyway
I am under a lot of stress and I have been sick all week and I don’t want to work tomorrow but at the very least I should be able to stay in the office for the most part tomorrow, which helps. My sick brain doesn’t like all the paperwork I’ll be doing but better that than uhhhh trying to communicate with people
So if I’ve seemed quiet, I’m keeping my head low and I’m not feeling good and not feeling good does not foster good communication skills in me, unfortunately. I just wanna sleep
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rvbelhearts · 1 year ago
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[📲: message]: I’m really about to make this happen for us. Got me already looking up shit on my travel site. It actually says that if you’re able to take time off that soon, we could leave for the Bahamas next week. Only if you can though. If not, just let me know when, and we gone do the damn thing. Now we just gotta make sure you get you some cute little bikini’s for this little trip. In fact, I’ll suck it up, and actually go shoppin wit you so you can model them for me. For scientific purposes only, of course 😉😛!
[📲: message]: Right? Like I can’t wait for someone to ask us how we met 😂😂! Folks gone be like wait, what? But like, you don’t think it’s weird or anything you’re practically dating a patient, right? I mean technically, you still my doctor cause shit, I got an appointment wit you in two weeks 😆!
[📲: message]: Your birth giver? Yeah that’s a whole story I’m gone have to hear about in person as to why you call her that. No way in hell you got a niece that’s 25! Not when you don’t look at day over 25 yourself! Is that the same niece that was visiting you at the hospital one day and Josh was going crazy over her? Ah so your family was kind of like mine too? Growing up with the cousins? Although I get the feeling that wasn’t y’all’s choice? We not even gonna get into how many siblings I actually have. Everyone knows my three brothers, but it’s a hell of a lot more than just them. My Pops was lit lmao! I get that, and I think Jayla would love having someone to talk to bout all that, cause she damn sure won’t talk to me bout her mama. Don’t know why. That’s crazy to me cause you already know I’m a damn mama’s boy. Still can’t believe she asked you all them damn questions at the hospital 😂! Ima woop Josh ass. I wasn’t even that bad! You might know her. Her name is Dionna Sexy as Hell Floyd!
[📲: message]: I’m telling you it was fate! I ain’t even vibe with none one else before you like this. Josh could tell it right away. He was all, oh you sprung sprung!
@jadedwrestleverse continued from here!
[📲: message]: If only you could see the smile on my face right now 😁!
[📲: message]: How you been doing, Doc?
[📲: message]: Guess what? Had my first rehab session for my leg today. Don’t ask how it went.
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cevansbrat0007 · 2 years ago
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The Green Light: Teaser
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Summary: Teaser. Andy is over the moon when you finally get the green light to be intimate again after the birth of your babies. But how do you explain to him that you're not quite comfortable with your post-pregnancy body just yet?
Warnings: Smut, Husband Andy Barber, Daddy Kink, Insecure Reader, Post-Pregnancy Body, Discussions of Intimacy, Cursing, Minors DNI
A/N: Full story coming soon! Prompt courtesy of an anonymous reader. Part of my ongoing Growing Pains Series. Warnings subject to change. All mistakes are my own. Please let me know your thoughts!
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You wait to check your phone until after your appointment is over and you're safely back in your car.
2 Missed Calls - Andy Bear
3 New Texts - Andy Bear
Andy Bear: Hey, baby girl. How’d the appointment go? Did we get the all clear?
Andy Bear: Can you answer your phone, please? I want to hear your sweet voice when you tell me the good news.
Andy Bear: C'mon! You’ve got me dancing on pins and needles right now. Call me. 
You shake your head and then dial your man. He answers on the second ring. 
“There you are, sweetness! I was starting to get worried there for a moment.” The genuine concern in his voice has you playfully rolling your eyes. 
“Relax, Andy. Sometimes these appointments can take a while. It doesn’t mean anything is wrong, Dr. Wilson is just being thorough.” You check your appearance in the rearview mirror, noting that the bags under your eyes seem to look better than they have in days. “That’s part of the reason he’s been my OBGYN for so long, because he’s good at what he does.”
“Yeah, yeah, I know. He’s great.” You know he's not being dismissive on purpose, it’s just that he’s chomping at the bit to hear one key piece of information. “How’s your little body? Did we get the green light?”
Ahh, and there it was. Sometimes Andrew Barber was like a dog with a fucking bone. And only your husband would refer to your body as being “little” when you were still walking around sporting maternity wear.  
“I’ve been cleared for all physical activity. Which means I can finally start working out again and –”
“Fuck, yeah we did!” He cheers into the receiver, loud enough to make you wince. “Alright, baby girl, that settles it. BiBi and KitCat are going to my sister’s for a sleepover and the twins will stay at grandma’s. Meanwhile, I’m gonna leave the office early to pick us up some dinner. How about we celebrate with some surf and turf?”
“Oh my god, Andrew! We are not leaving our two newborns at your mother’s house for the night. That’s too much!”
“What if she already said yes?” You have no doubt that your unrepentant husband is smiling hard enough to crack a tooth right about now. 
“You didn’t.” Your head drops to the steering wheel with a light thunk. 
“Oh, I did.” The sound of an eager chuckle spills across the other line. “Ma and Bill are happy to keep Rory and Junior. She said you left them with enough formula and diapers to get ‘em through and that she, and I quote, would be positively heartbroken if you deprived her of time with her precious new grandchildren.”  
“Andy…I don’t know…” As tempting as the thought of a night of uninterrupted slumber was, you were on the fence about being away from your precious babies for that long. 
RoRo needed to be rocked to sleep, while A.J. needed you to pat his little tush and bounce him just so. And they both needed approximately 1,375 kisses every five minutes, otherwise they got fussy. 
“You must really want a good night’s sleep, huh, Big Man?”
“Baby, when I get my hands on you, I promise that sleeping will be the last thing on both of our minds. Now, I’ve gotta run. But I’ll see you home around 4:00pm.”
“Andy…” 
How did you tell your husband that you weren’t really feeling your post-pregnancy body right now? You’d even taken to changing in the bathroom lately. Thankfully he hadn’t seemed to notice that increasingly bad habit of yours…
At least not yet. But it was only a matter of time.
“Hush, sweetness. You just let Daddy take care of everything, okay? I’ve been dreaming of this day for almost two months now, and I plan to take my time loving all over every inch of your delectable body. And what’s more, you’re going to let me.” You can practically feel your nipples pebbling beneath the fabric of your shirt. 
God, how did he always manage to sound so sexy when he was telling you what to do? Handsome ass buttface!
“I’ve gotta head into this meeting, but in the meantime, get some rest. You’re gonna need it.”
“Yeah, okay, sure.” You respond with a resigned sigh. “I…I guess I’ll see you when you get home then.”
“Damn right. Can’t wait to lose myself between those luscious thighs.” Andy rasps with a slightly roughened edge to his tone. “It’s been way too long since I’ve had a taste…” 
Oh good God…and it had been way too long since you had to deal with beard burn. At this point, you’d almost forgotten about what it felt like.
“Bye, Andy Bear.”
"Goodbye, little love.”
END TEASER
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xd3str0yax · 3 years ago
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howdy. i’m asking all my besties who write agere autistic eddie to write me this. i need to be cheered up and encouraged…
could you plsssss write eddie having to go to the dentist? and steve and/or wayne comforting him. i’ve gotta call the dentist on tuesday to book an appointment, and both are scaring me, the phone call and the appointment, so i just need eddie to get through an appointment to help me get through it.
thank you ily
x finnie
“No! No! No. There is absolutely no way I’m going to the dentist!” Eddie had been avoiding the dentist for years at this point. Steve knew he wasn’t too keen on dentists but when he could actually see eddie’s cavities he knew it was time. “Eds, you need to see a dentist. If you don’t you could loose your teeth! I’ll pay for the whole thing! Just let me get your teeth fixed.” Eddie sighed. “Fine…”
**time skip**
They were on the way to the dentists office. Steve was trying to calm Eddie down, he had packed a bag with everything they could possibly need, his favorite stuffed animal, a small weighted blanket, sunglasses, a new set of headphones as a gift, and every stim toy within a 5 mile radius.
Eddie started crying as they pulled into the parking lot. “Eds, baby, c’m’ere…” He pulled Eddie into his chest, kissing the top of his head. Once Eddie’s cries died down to small sniffles, he pulled out Eddie’s stuffie and handed it to him. They got out and Steve carefully led him to the office, Eddie was so scared he refused to open his eyes.
“Hello, 3 o’clock for Edward Munson.” The woman behind the desk looked confused as to why an adult patient was being escorted but she decided to ignore it. “Fill out these forms and wait for the patient’s name to be called.”
About five minutes later, a woman in scrubs entered the waiting area. “Edward Munson?” Steve helped him stand up and walked him to the small office. Eddie sat down in the rubber recliner, trying to avoid touching it as much as possible. “Stevie please don’t make me do this…” Eddie whimpered. “I’m sorry, bud, but you have to. We have to deal with your teeth.” Steve wanted to take the poor boy home, it hurt him to see Eddie in pain but it was necessary.
After some X-rays and tears, the dentist was ready to fix his cavities. She got him in the chair but the second he heard the drill he shot up and started screaming. “NO! STEVIE DONT MAKE ME! PLEASE STEVIE! NO! NO! NO!” Eddie was now sobbing and cowering in the corner. “Honey, calm down. The dentist is gonna grab something to calm you down. Listen, bud, look, i got you something.” He pulled the headphones out of the bag and handed them to Eddie. “I got them for you! They’re the kind that play music and cancel noise! This way you wont hear anything.” Eddie hesitantly inspected them, he turned them on and placed them on his ears. Steve pressed a button on his phone and black sabbath started playing.
Eddie immediately relaxed a bit, he hugged steve, his cries softened. “I really, really don’t wanna do this, Stevie.” Steve pet his hair. “I know, baby, but we have to to keep you healthy. Listen, lay down, I’ll set you up with everything in my bag.” Eddie whimpered but sat back in the chair. Steve handed him a small stim toy & his stuffie, then he placed the sunglasses on his face, and laid the blanket over his body. “Is the music okay?” Eddie nodded, he was still scared but the items relaxed him.
The dentist came back a minute later, she filled a dixie cup with water and handed it to Eddie along with two pills. Eddie hated taking pills but with the promise of it relaxing him, he downed them and laid back down. She then strapped a mask on his nose and he smelled something funny. He felt kind of loopy but he was finally calm enough for the doctor to operate.
He had seven cavities, thankfully, the dentist was able to fill all of them in one day. Steve got Eddie home, unable to separate him from his new headphones. Once the anesthetic wore off, Steve surprised Eddie with his favorite ice cream and they spent the rest of the day cuddling.
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eddieismypimp · 3 years ago
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Stay with me
Finally after AGES!
Oscar X Reader
Requested by pisces_502 (I hope you like it babe! Sorry for the very very long wait!)
Ruby, Jamal, Monse and I were setting up for Jasmine’s quince. Everything looked great. I gotta give it to Ruby, he’s an awesome party planner.  “No, the chips should go over here!” I heard Monse yell. “No, they’re staying where I put them.” Ruby said, snatching the chips out of Monse’s hand. I laughed as they fought over who got the chips, eventually spilling the whole bowl on the floor. I shook my head, they’ve been like this ever since I met them. I’ve known them for years now, like since they were little. I met them when I started dating Oscar, he was 19, I was 16, and Cesar was 12. He always followed us around, Oscar thought it was annoying but I thought it was precious. Soon after, I met all his friends. Jamal was my favorite, he was a little drama queen. “Guys, you should just stop fighting.” Jamal said. “Besides, Ruby knows what he’s doing, I think we should listen to him.” “Thank you Jamal.” Ruby said. “I’m glad someone recognizes the expert here.” “Oh shut up, the both of you.” Monse said crossing her arms over her chest. “I’m gonna go get more chips.” Ruby said. “Monse, you clean this up, seeing as you’re the one who caused this mess.” Monse scoffed. I just sat back and watched the whole thing. It’s good to know some things never change. I smiled at the thought. A couple more minutes of them arguing over who should clean up the chip mess goes by when my phone starts ringing. It was Oscar. “Hey baby.” I said. “Hi mi amor.” He says. “Me and Cesar should be there soon, we had to take care of something.” I didn’t like the sound of that, but I didn’t push it. I don’t like knowing about that stuff, and Oscar doesn’t like telling me about it. “Okay, just be careful baby and get here soon.” I said. “We will be, we should be there in the next ten minutes” He said. “Okay, I love you.” I said. “I love you too” I can’t wait until he gets here. I got something important to tell him. I’ve been feeling yucky lately so I made an appointment and found out I was 4 months pregnant. I was extremely scared but Oscar and I have been talking about having a child anyway so I know he will be supportive. “Okay guys, how do I look?” We all looked over and saw Olivia in her dress. She looked beautiful. “You look great Olivia.” Monse said almost immediately. “Yeah.” Ruby said with a proud smile. “Okay, the guests should be showing up at any minute, we gotta make sure this place is beautiful.” Ruby said walking out the back door. “Ruby, everything looks perfect.” I said walking up behind him and patting his back supportively. “Yeah, it looks really beautiful Ruby.” Olivia said. He smiled at her. The doorbell started ringing and Ruby started panicking. “Okay people, the guests are here, act normal.” He ran to the front door and fixed his suit before opening the door with a smile. “Hi, thank you all so much for coming.”
It’s been almost an hour since I last talked to Oscar and he’s still not here. I’m getting a little worried. I was about to call him when I saw him and Cesar walk into the backyard. I sighed in relief as he walked up to me. “I’m sorry baby, Cesar couldn’t pick out what to wear.” He said laughing. I laughed a little, still a bit upset. “It’s okay, I was just really worried about you guys.” “I know baby, I know.” He said pulling me into a hug and kissing the top of my head.
After Oscar showed up, we danced for so long I honestly lost track of time. After a while though, I got really thirsty so I told him I would be right back. I walked to the refreshments table and got a bottle of water. I looked over and saw Ruby and Olivia slow dancing. Finally. They’re so cute. Everything was going well until I looked over and saw Latrell. What the hell is he doing here? Just then I saw him pull something out of his jacket and point it at Ruby. It was a gun! “Ruby!” I shouted which caused everyone to look at me. I ran over to where he was but before I knew it, I was on the ground in pain. I heard Oscar shouting and two more gun shots. Oscar was by my side in an instant, putting my head in his lap. “Hey! Hey! Stay with my baby.” Oscar said. “It’s gonna be okay I promise. I heard multiple screams and Mrs. Martinez scream for someone to call 911. I looked over and saw Ruby and Olivia on the ground. They were holding hands. It didn’t look like Olivia was responsive. “Ruby.” I said quietly. Oscar grabbed my face in his hands and made me look at him. “No no my baby, Ruby is fine.” “You just need to focus on my voice and steadying your breathing.” I nodded as best as I could. I laid like that for what felt like an eternity before the ambulance finally showed up. I was slipping in and out of consciousness so everything was a blur after that. When I gained consciousness, I noticed I was in a hospital. I saw Oscar speaking to the doctor over by the door. They haven’t noticed I was awake yet. I looked down and saw that my torso was wrapped in gauze. My first thought was “Thank god I’m alive.” My second thought almost immediately after that was “Oh my god, my baby.” I started panicking. “My baby.” I said. Oscar and the doctor ran over to me. Oscar grabbed my hands. “Baby, you gotta calm down my love.” He said trying to soothe me. “ But.. my baby.” I said starting to cry. “You and the baby are just fine Ms. L/n.” The doctor said smiling at me. I looked at her. “Are you sure.” I asked still worried. “Yes ma’am, I’m one hundred percent positive.” She said. I laid back and finally relaxed. “Thank god.” I looked at Oscar. “I’m so sorry I didn’t tell you, I was gonna tell you at the party.” I said. “Hey, it’s okay, I’m not upset with you at all, I’m so relieved you’re okay.” He said kissing me all over my face. “Wheres Ruby and Olivia?” I asked worried all over again. He got quiet. “Ruby is fine, he got shot in the chest but he’s stable and he’ll be fine.” He said. I nodded thankfully. “What about Olivia?” It was silent for a minute. “She didn’t make it.” Oscar said. My eyes welled up with tears. “I know baby, I know it’s horrible.” Oscar said pulling me in for a hug. “You need to get some rest so you can heal quicker mama, we can go visit Ruby in the morning okay?” “Okay.” I said, not realizing how much pain I was in until this very second. “I love you so much.” Oscar said kissing my cheek. “I love you too.”
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subpar-ghoulfriend · 3 years ago
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Let’s have a baby
yandere!EraserMicx PREGNANT!Reader 
A terrible mix up leading to an accidental pregnancy? Or something more intentional? Either way now you were pregnant with (none other than the beloved power couple heroes) Eraserhead and Present Mic’s child. Time to discuss how co parenting is going to work. 
TW: pregnancy, artificial insemination, yandere elements, mentions of stalking, alludes to potential custody battle
You had been avoiding the two men for the past week, which was challenging seeing as they managed to find your phone number, address, and place of work. Any time you blocked their calls they got a new number. Two Pro Heroes versus a twenty something civilian, it was only a matter of time until you were cornered.
Now the couple stood between you and your apartment. You had a long shift at your job as a pet groomer and just wanted to get some rest.
Present Mic was the first to speak. "Hey lil momma, we heard you had work today so we brought you some dinner. We thought we could talk over a nice meal."
You had no response. You were tired, both physically and emotionally. You had been put through the ringer ever since meeting them at your doctors office. It was a total Jane the Virgin situation. You went in for an assessment about some supposed ovarian cysts and unknowing left artificially inseminated. There was a supposed mix up, a digital glitch that somehow merged your chart with the surrogates - apparently your names were super similar. Two weeks later you were called back into the doctor's office and informed of what took place. And now you were in this living nightmare.
And the two heroes had nothing to do with the error. There was totally a surrogate. They hadn't paid off your provider. And why would they? You had never met them - although given their patrols they may have seen you once or twice...
They were tearful when they were informed of the mix up, they had been waiting patiently through the whole process and now everything was thrown in chaos. They offered to compensate you for your service which sent you into a blind rage. They just assumed you would carry a child, a child with half of your DNA, and then give YOUR baby away. Rationally you understood that they had planned to be be the only parents to the child, but that was with a professional surrogate who understood the process, who didn't want the child in their life, just happy to help out a loving couple. But that wasn't you, you grew up wanting to be a mom, and now they would take that from you.
What if they tried to legally take sole custody of the baby? Surely they had some pull in the judicial system. Besides, they were a solid couple with money, while you were alone with no family and working two jobs. The thought made you sick to your stomach.
You were shaking as you tried to push past them. Maybe they would just disappear if you ignored them, a girl could dream. But instead they tagged along inside. Albeit you weren’t fighting them on it, you knew this had to happen eventually.
Aizawa easily found the cluttered dining table in your small apartment. You flinched when the loud one tried to help you shrug off your backpack. Taking a seat on the couch you waited for them to start berating you.
"Come sit at the table, dinner is getting cold," Eraser spoke for the first time.
"I'll eat later, I'm not hungry."
"You may not be, but the baby needs to eat."
You glared, how dare they insinuate you didn't know what your child needed. If your body was hungry, you ate. If you were full the baby was full too.
But, you complied, not wanting to argue, "Fine, but I ate a snack not too long ago."
As you ate, Mic kept you company, picking at some left overs, they clearly ate before their visit. Aizawa was rummaging through your place but you managed to hold your tongue until he began throwing things out of your fridge.
"What are you doing?" You hissed, getting up out of your seat.
"Mic and I will bring you groceries tomorrow. The food you have is barely safe for an adult, let alone a fetus."
"Are you kidding me? It's not like I'm chugging alcohol and living off Twinkies. Hey! I just bought those turkey slices. How is turkey bad?" You whined.
To make sure you wouldn't dig the food out trash he dumped it out of his container.
"Zashi, don't let me forget to empty the trash on our way out. Do you know how much salt is in deli meat? And there's no way you can drink any of this while you're pregnant." He gestures to the cans of soda.
As the frustration built you had to fight back tears. They couldn't come in to your home and start throwing out your things.
"Some of us don't make ridiculous money, I'm buying what I can afford and the doctor never had any problem with my health." You hissed.
Hizashi felt the tension thickening, "Hey hey hey, it's okay. Sho and I will go get you some good stuff. We just gotta watch out for you and baby."
And that was the end of your resolve, you stomped past the Hero and locked yourself in your bedroom. Finally tears began to drip down your cheeks.
Back in your kitchen Mic was chiding his boyfriend for being so tough on you.
"So I should just back down while she stuffs herself with junk food?"
Mic gave him a shrug, showing him a bottle on your counter, "At lest she's taking her prenatal vitamins?"
Grabbing the keys to your apartment Aizawa instructed Mic to wait with you while he got you better groceries. He would make copies of your keys on his was back.
You prayed they would leave soon. You were laying in your bed having cried yourself out. Barely into your second month of pregnancy. You still had to endure this for at least seven more months, but most likely much longer.
Next thing you knew you were opening your eyes and the clock read seven AM. By now your uninvited guests must be gone. Nervously you sat up, praying that you'd skip the morning sickness just once this week. You had always had a weak stomach and even the doctor was surprised you were already experiencing the symptom. Unfortunately the minute your feet touched the floor you knew what was coming. You sprinted to the restroom, not even checking to see if the duo had left.
God this was terrible, you didn't just hate throwing up, you were terrified of it. What if you started and never stopped? But it did come to an end. You wiped the water from your eyes and took a moment before standing from the floor. You screamed when a hand slid under your arm, helping you up. Another set of feet rushed to the bathroom.
" What's wrong?" Hizashi huffed as he skid to a stop.
You pulled arm free from Aizawa's grasp. "What are you two still doing here?"
You turned in the faucet to rinse your mouth. Trying to calm your stress, the nausea was trying to return.
Undeterred the scruff pulled your hair into a bun before rubbing your back. You debated returning to bed but that wouldn't get them out of your apartment. You told them you need to sit down, both of them nodding, still wearing their concerned expressions. They got you a glass of water before joining you on the couch. Stubborn men, you sat at the end of the couch so they couldn't both sit, but Mic decided to perch himself on the armrest.
He started petting your hair, "You feelin better little listener?" You nodded in response.
"I got you more food, let us know if your hungry."
You sighed in defeat, "I'm barely two months pregnant, I can fend for myself. What did you all want to talk about?"
You anxiously placed a hand on your stomach. Both men felt their hearts flutter recognizing your maternal instincts kicking in.
Aizawa let Mic begin, he was the more gentle of the two.
"Well, we figured we got off to a rough start. You got put in a tough situation. We shouldn't have assumed you didn't want a child so we're not mad at how you stormed out. But either way we expect to be in our baby's life. The two of us talked it over and we don't want to fight you if you want to be in their life too. So if you wanna be the mommy we're cool with it."
You could blame your reaction on your hormones for your response but you didn't, "Geez thank you so much for allowing me to be in MY child's life."
Aizawa placed a hand on the back of your neck, giving you a gentle massage. "Okay then, the three of us are gonna have a baby. That means you have to stop ignoring us. We can raise the baby together, without involving anyone else. But if we have to, we can always go the legal route for the baby's best interest." 
He knew it was a low blow, but the couple needed you to stop fighting them. Your eyes snapped to his and you shook your head in protest.
"Okay then we're all the same page," Aizawa reassured you.
Mic cheered, "Now we can focus on the fun stuff."
"Hun," Eraserhead caught his attention. "There's still a few more important things to figure out. We don't want you going back to that doctor. They're incompetent. We scheduled you an appointment with another's clinic for next week. Okay?"
You couldn't find your voice after how easily he threatened to take your baby. So you just nodded. Half listening.
"Good. We also went ahead and programmed our numbers into your phone. We need to be able to check in with you."
"Okay, but I can't use my phone at one of my jobs."
"About that lil momma," Mic started. "You work a lot, which is totally bad ass, but we don't think you leave enough time to rest and take care of yourself."
You tried to protest but Aizawa cut you off, "You also shouldn't be working around so many animals. Even though we love animals, they can be unpredictable and one dog can trigger all the rest into a frenzy."
You were dumbfounded, "I've never heard of anything like that happening. One of my coworkers was pregnant last year, she worked until her maternity leave. Plus I need to be able to pay my bills. And don't offer to compensate me again."
"Why do you have to view it as compensation? We just want to take care of the mother of our child. Just think about it. Mic and I have to go take care of some business but we'll be back later this week."
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Back at their home Hizashi was dramatically splayed on their bed.
"Babe why are you pouting?" Aizawa asked.
"Why can't we just bring her home already?"
Aizawa sympathized with his better half, but they needed to be methodical. He reminded Hizashi that they didn't need to cause her even more stress, especially so early into the pregnancy. If they played their cards right they would have their happy little family soon enough.
If they could ease you in to the relationship everything would be easier in the long run. They had been managing just fine until now, they could wait a few more months.
He joined Hizashi on the couch. Mic was comforting himself the way he usually did when he felt like this. He was scrolling through the countless photos they had collected since their chance encounter with you over a year ago. 
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hi!! adore your work love. could you maybe do smth where stark!reader has to get her wisdom teeth out but HATES the dentist so she brings her boyf peter and her dad w her?? and then when they get home the avengers are all waiting with like comical amounts of flowers and stuffed animals and then reader says some funny shiii and thor thinks she’s like dying lol. idk if that made sense but i’m getting my wisdom teeth out soon and i’m scared😭 thank u so so much love u babe
pairing: peter parker x stark!reader
a/n: tysm lovely :,) i rushed through this like my life depended on it, but i hope i’m not too late. either way, i hope you’re okay! it’s frightening but those bad boys gotta go because we don’t need that kind of energy in our lives. enjoy x
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wisdom teeth? more like wisdoom
y/n has to get her wisdom teeth removed and it’s the singular most dreadful thing she’s ever had to do, which says a lot because her dad is tony richling stark
doing dreadful things she doesn’t want to do but still somehow end up doing just because she can is a personality trait at this point
no one really makes a big deal out of it since ~death~ is part of their job description, but y/n is terrified
and when a stark is terrified the only thing that will keep them one step from insanity is researching the hell out of it
that information will be info dumped into every conversation for the next few weeks leading up to the appointment
“y/n you need anything from the store?” "no thanks, did you know the side effects of getting your wisdom teeth out include ✨sudden death or blood clots✨ tho” “……..i have a coupon?”
the day of the appointment, peter comes along and literally doesn’t let go of y/n’s hand. he keeps touching her to let her know that he’s there and it’s so. adorable
he would rest his hand on her knee, gently stroke her back while holding her, or just play with her hair
happy drops them off and he’s too Cool™ for emotions but he knows y/n’s a wreck, so he just fist bumps her with a single nod and she almost breaks down bc it’s really affectionate
y/n is sitting in the dentist chair and genuinely nothing is happening yet, but she’s squeezing peter’s hand like it’s a sponge
peter might have a high pain tolerance but he’s in pain pain and he prays that his hand won’t just explode on him
the dentist notices how peter tries to keep it together and chuckles
“you okay there, son?” “yea it’s fine, had a better time when a building fell on me tho haha” “pardon?” “oh i mean i didn’t have a good time, i just had a better time”
because y/n is running Anxious Town™, the dentist gives her a sedative to help her relax 
plus, an injection of local anaesthetic to numb the tooth and surrounding area
she doesn’t feel anything and it’s GREAT
the procedure is quicker than expected and now the real fun begins
she tries to walk but she falls down so peter scoops her up bridal style and happy stays glued at her side
y/n doesn’t mind although she literally doesn’t recognise them and they’re practically strangers to her
but girly sees an opportunity and tries to flirt with peter bc why wouldn’t she
“you’re pretty” *blushes* “why thanks” “you should let your girlfriend know” “i should let her know i’m pretty?” “so you do have a gf? :(” “yea it’s you” “:)”
they stop for gas and peter goes in to get some water for y/n, and in her infinite wisdom, she decides it’s burger time
her mouth is completely numb and she’s practically leaving a trail of drool behind her, but she’d kill for a burger right now
so she wobbles around aimlessly for an hour on some random parking lot as if the ground might just magically open up like a rabbit hole and lead her to five guys
she’s going places. not back to the car. definitely not five guys. they’re closed. but places
peter finally finds her and he’s drenched from head to toe in sweat. he doEsn’T wAnt tO tALk abOut iT tho so she lets him take her to subway instead
normally, she would know that peter’s usual subway order is bread-lettuce-jalapeño
but in her drugged-up state, it had simply slipped her mind so now she’s staring at him like he’d just murdered someone right in front of her
“that- that’s your order?? no meat or anything just bread, lettuce, and a little spice?”
meanwhile at the compound, sam and steve are ordering everyone around bc they want to decorate this place before y/n gets home to surprise her
they take it very seriously too. they’ve watched like one HGTV show and said it’s our time
they finally get home and tony gives y/n a big hug, asking her what took so long
happy tells him that she was keen on getting burgers bc apparently someone has taught her that stressful times call for ~cheeseburgers~
he proceeds to look at tony with a pointed look
tony just shrugs and goes “she was a problem child. we don’t mention her dark past”
she’s swaying on the spot and keeps grinning like a fool and thor just stares at her weirdly before elbowing bruce and whispering loudly,
“what’s wrong with her? is she dying? should i start collecting leaves, i know this remedy—"
no one can tell if y/n is just happy to see the newly decorated home or if she’s just delighted to see everyone but then she goes around hugging the entire team
she doesn’t even acknowledge the sky-high pile of teddy bears and flowers everywhere bc she’s just squeezing everybody
y/n is so high, she just starts to spill all of her feelings about everyone and they’re already so overwhelmed by the hug chain they can’t take this too
“wanda i just want you to know that you’re like my big sister and you’re always taking care of me and i know you and vision are just going to make such good parents one day”
“bucky you absolute PRICK, you FIEND, you’re the best chess player ever and that’ll never change and i wouldn’t be good without you, i hate to say it but you deserve happiness even after you made me lose five times in a row yesterday”
“dad, you’re so strong and smart, even though we’re like never on the same page, you’re always along for the ride, i want to be like you when i grow up, i swear i’m gonna try to be as good to the avengers as you were to us” “aww- wait makes you think i'll be the first to die“
“nat you’re such a bitch about your protein shakes but you’re my best friend and i wouldn’t have it any other way, you can try out as many make up looks on me as you want”
“bruce, brucey, i would live with you in your lab for the rest of my days if i had to, whenever you ask me to hand you stuff i feel useful and important”
“laura’s way out of your league clint i have no idea how the fuck you got her but don’t lose her and i want to be your next child’s godmother”
“steve…we’re your family now. we’re always gonna be your family now. okay?”
“loki you’re not fooling anyone with your attitude, we all know you’re part of the family, you were just misunderstood and messed up bc of your dad–FUCK him by the way–but i realised everyone deserves as many chances as they need because of you”
“sam i would genuinely kill anyone who wronged you, even if they cut you in line at the grocery store, i would knife them no hesitation”
“thor, you poor golden retriever have been through so much, on my way here i made a wish on an eyelash for you bc you deserve better, your postcards always make my day, love you”
she mumbles something to peter that no one else can hear but he blushes and chokes back a sob
y/n orders hot soup and bucky brings it to her but before he even has time to react peter drops everything and ZOOMS across the room in .3 seconds
he barrels into bucky so hard they both go flying, but peter just smoothly rolls out of it and onto his feet like some kind of super ninja
“DUDE WHAT THE HELL” “😠 y/n is not supposed to drink hot liquids 😠”
all of this happens in mere seconds but sam has filmed it all and now slow mo clips go viral online of some mysterious kid knocking over the winter soldier
y/n’s a little in and out after that, but when she fully regains consciousness, she’s on a pile of blankets, surrounded by the team on the floor <3
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let me know if this is actually comforting lmao stay hydrated pals
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