#gotta fix my sleep schedule so sleeping earlier

[iamunabletothinkofablogname]

im supposed to eep i forgor GN

[luvyeni]

hiiiii! your perv!nct series is on point!

can I request the “8th member of Dream”, but this time each member finds themselves in the readers bed at their shared dorm?

for instance, mark knows the reader doesn’t like Thunder, so he sleeps in her bed with her but his hands have to be down her pajama shorts. something like that.

Thank you, I’m super excited to see your take on this.

—｛🎂｝8TH MEMBER SHARING THE BED; W/ NCT DREAM

pairings. OT7!dreamies x 8TH!member

wc. 1k

warnings. fingering, unprotected sex, oral (both. recieving) , cockwarming , doggystyle, mutual masturbation, breeding kink (haechan ik i can't help it),

synopsis. different scenarios where the dreamies end up your bed in your dorm.

—｛🍰｝... MARK ⋮ thunderstorms !

the moment he heard the thunder , he knew you were probably up , so he made his way to your room.

he knocked on your door , opening the door when he heard you whimpering. "you okay , love." he saw your shaking body , climbing into the bed with you , pulling you close to him. "it's okay love , i got you." he rubbed your stomach , his hands slowly inching into your sleep short , rubbing lightly on your clit. "m..mark." you moaned. "shh baby, just let me make you feel good." his fingers , slowly slid into your hole. "so tight , clenching around my fingers." you bit your lip to contain your moans , so the others won't wake up. "pretty baby was scared by the storm , i got you pretty , go a head and cum on my fingers." you covered your face in the pillow as you came on his fingers. "oh fuck , mark , please."

"what do you want now love, you want me to fuck you , keep you full to distract you from the thunder?"

—｛🍰｝... RENJUN ⋮ waking you up in the morning !

renjun knew no one else in the entire dorm could wake you up like he could , that's why he did it every morning.

he opened the door to your room , closing the door. "come on it's time to get up." he shook your body , you pushed him off you , groaning. "too early." he sighed , knowing what would easily wake you up. sliding , the blanket off your body , spreading your legs , climbing on your bed to slot himself in between them. "look at these shorts , i can see the outline of your pussy babe." he said to himself , pulling them down your legs along with your underwear. he came face to face with your heat , kitty licking your clit , making you stir. "come on baby , get up." he licked a stripe up your cunt , messily eating your cunt , your eyes opened , grabbing his hair , "r..renjun , please im gonna cum." your legs closed around his head , as you came on his tongue , he pulled away , his lips covered in your essence.

"im waking you up earlier tomorrow so i can fuck you afterwards."

—｛🍰｝... JENO ⋮ bad dreams !

he heard your whimpering on the other side of the wall , knowing you had a nightmare, he made his way to you.

he didn't bother knocking , opening your door , making his way into your bed. "j..jeno?" you sniffled , his whole body engulfed yours , pulling you close to him , your face in his chest. "i know baby , i heard you crying , did you have another bad dream?" you nodded. "y..yes." he kissed the top of your head. "it's okay love , you want me to fix it , we have a schedule tomorrow and we can't have you all sleepy." you nodded , he pulled away for a second , pulling his cock out from his pajamas , pulling your shorts to the side , rubbing his tip up and down your folds , before sliding all the way in , but not moving , cockwarming. "j..jeno , so full."

"good girl , just warm my cock , and go back to sleep."

—｛🍰｝... HAECHAN ⋮ sex !

you and haechan don't beat around the bush when he comes into your room late at night, you both want each other.

"ha..haechan." you moaned as he fucked you. "you gotta be more quiet if you don't want them to hear how much of a slut you are." he smirked when you clenched around him. "baby when i get to this room you're mine , and i don't like to share what's mine." he sped up his pace. "you can fuck them all don't care." he trusted deeply into you , hitting that one spot , that made your mouth drop open. "but i know none of them can fuck you like i can." you felt your orgasm approaching. "im gonna cum." you moaned out. "go a head and cum , cum on my cock." you held your mouth to keep you from screaming as you came. haechan came shortly after , painting your walls white.

"they can't fuck you like i can."

—｛🍰｝... JAEMIN ⋮ "friendly" cuddles !

jaemin your designated cuddler when you don't have a schedule or something you two are often "cuddling" in your room.

"that's it baby , stroke my cock." his hand found it's way into your pants , sliding his finger into your cunt , both of you getting each other off. "so wet and messy baby." he added another finger , speeding up his process, so you sped up your movements , stroking his cock even faster. "fuck baby." he groaned , using the pad of his thumb to rub on your clit. "im gonna cum." you whimpered, squeezing the base of his cock. "sh..shit me too." you both moaned as you both came at the same time.

"turn on your side love , i need to be inside you. "

—｛🍰｝... CHENLE ⋮ sleepover !

since chenle doesn't live in the dorms he often comes over to have "sleepovers" in your room.

chenle pushed inside of you from behind. "fuck , chenle!" you bit down on his pillow as his hips rutted against your ass. "fuck arch your back some more." he pushed down on your back , hitting a different angle like that. "oh fuck , you're so deep." you moaned as he fucked into you faster. "who wouldn't thought our sweet little ＿ likes having her back blown out by her own members , look at you all fucked out." he groaned against your ear , biting your shoulder. "ch..chenle im gonn- not yet." he yanked your hair.

"we have off tomorrow im fucking you until you can't walk."

—｛🍰｝... JISUNG ⋮ watching a movie !

watching different movies in your room became a thing you and jisung do every week after all your schedules.

jisung's head was thrown back against the headboard , the movie long forgotten as your mouth swallowed around his cock. "oh fuck you took me all the way." you hummed around his cock , pulling off , just sucking on his tip to tease him. "no..no teasing." he gritted his teeth, making your hair into a make-shift ponytail, pushing you all the way back down on his cock. "fuck your throat is squeezing my cock im gonna -fuck- im gonna cum , im gonna cum down your throat." he held your head down, you breathed through your nose as he came , pulling you off his cock , breathless and still hard as he pulling you up into his lap.

"i want you to ride my cock now."

©️LUVYENI

[rainychaoloveshack]

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staying up late with silver, watching a movie.

content. silver x gn!reader, reader is mentioned to be a night owl (staying up late often), tooth-rotting fluff, very light angst

☂︎ wc. 950 ☂︎ a/n. third post silver, then scourge! bing bam boom. PROBABLY VERY OOC! not proud of this one, i gotta study silver more :(

likes, reblogs, and especially comments are extremely appreciated!!!

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The exhaustion is hitting him, you can tell. The way his eyes are drooping, trying to focus on the movie in front of you two. You nudge him, making sure he doesn’t fall asleep yet; the movie’s just getting good.

“Huh?” Silver turns to you, tilting his head and blinking rapidly, trying to wake himself up for you. “No, I’m fine. Fine.” He mumbles, leaning back and rubbing his quills downward; a grooming motion you’ve seen before with other hedgehogs, mainly Shadow.

You ended up getting lucky today. Silver had opened a portal to this dimension to come and take a visit to Sonic and his friends, but afterwards, Silver decided to pay you a visit, right in your cozy abode. Lucky, lucky you.

… Ah. Maybe there's a sort of time dimension jet lag hitting him?

“Dimension jet-lag?” Silver giggles at your joke, right ear flicking in your direction at the sound of your laughter. “No, silly! I just don’t stay up as late as you. I wish I could,” He frowns, leaning against your shoulder. “You make it look cool. All… ‘night-owly’ every night.” Night-owly?

Both you and Silver end up cracking up like idiots at the absurdity of both your words, bodies trembling slightly with laughter as the movie tunes out between you two, all of your attention just focused on each other.

He’s not wrong. It’s so usual for you to stay up past midnight, and you almost don’t notice when you do it nowadays. It’s so ingrained in your daily schedule, even with your attempts to head to bed earlier. The sleep debt must be terrible.

“Don’t worry, I’ll stay awake; I promise.” He reassures you, leaning against your shoulder, fidgeting with his gloves briefly as you watch him with interest. His statement isn’t very convincing, since he follows it with a small yawn, squeezing his eyes shut, and as soon as he opens them, he locks eyes with you sheepishly.

“Uh…” He chuckles a bit afterwards, his ear twitching in embarrassment. “Well, I’ll try.” He pauses, parting his lips to say something else, yet nothing comes out for a few moments.

“Sorry.” Silver murmurs, still fidgeting with his gloves as he looks down at his hands, and you tilt your head curiously. What? Before you can ask, he continues.

“For not visiting you so often. I-I really want to, don’t get me wrong!” He looks back up at you in a panic. “But…” Silver lets out a small, exasperated whine, his ears tilting down. “My world; it still needs me. And the others need me too.”

You frown, reaching cover to give Silver an affectionate scratch behind his ear in an attempt to lighten the mood quickly, causing it to flick towards you, followed by small bits of chuckling from him as his body relaxes. He says nothing else but leans towards your touch happily, brushing his shoulder against you as he snuggles his ear into your hand, enjoying the little scritches you’re giving him.

“Thanks.” Silver says softly as you retract your hand, locking eyes with you again. “Uh, you don’t mind if I stay the night, right?” He pauses, almost bashful as he asks, and you nod eagerly to his question.

Duh. It’s not like you would kick him out at this hour anyway. Why would you anyway?

“Maybe we could go see the chao tomorrow.” He mutters, resting his head against your shoulder. “Or fix up my garden. Ah, we could do that! Yeah,” A small smile spreads on his face. “That’d be really nice to do with you…”

You pull him in closer, pushing him by his hip, and in response he scoots on over to you, pressing against your leg. A stupid grin spreads on your face as you yank him into a tight cuddle. He gasps softly at the sudden action, followed by laughing briefly as he pats your back.

“Ah, come on, you could’ve just said so…” 

Without saying a word, you slowly lay down on the couch, stretching your legs for a moment as Silver lays down on top of you, trying his best not to hurt you as he lays his head onto your chest, relaxing his body once he realizes none of his quills have pricked you in any way.

Damn, he’s really, really warm. It feels good as hell…

“You have a nice heartbeat.” He says softly, his ear tilting to press against your chest more, following the rhythm of your heart. “[Name]... Gosh,” Silver chuckles, placing his hand on your shoulder as he snuggles closer. “I really like your heart…”

You both lay in silence together, the only noise coming from the long-forgotten movie playing in the back, along with the soft breathing from Silver. You run your hand gently over his quills, feeling every individual one, and the small tiny pricks from the tips of each.

You say his name, expecting him to respond, but he just keeps his head down and doesn’t respond in the slightest.

Silver?

… Silver?

Oh. He’s asleep. 

You click your tongue softly, looking down at his sleeping form on your body, feeling his soft, furry chest rise and fall against your stomach as you pet his quills slowly. Despite you telling him and everything, he just falls asleep so quickly?

… No matter. You crane your neck forward, pressing a soft kiss on the top of his head, and Silver seems to react favorably, his ear twitching at the sudden foreign sensation despite his slumber, his quiet breathing flowing against your chest.

Oh, right.

It looks like you’ll be finishing the movie alone tonight.

[1moreff-creator]

DRDT is back!!! Here’s my live reaction to everything that happened this week! Obviously take everything I say with massive piles of salt, these are in the moment reactions and aren’t supposed to be fully coherent thoughts.

DRDT CH2 EP12 SPOILERS (Oh that feels good to write)

We’re back!!! Teruko we fucked up!!!

The theory that Charles was going to bring up the possibility of a wrong time of death was true! There weren’t really any other theories about what he was going to say from what I saw, but it’s still cool we got that right. You have no idea how giddy I am to finally hear him talk about it, after waiting so long for him to finish the sentence lol.

Also Teruko’s face lmao.

Oh, poor Teruko, she looks so sad. She’s gonna bring up the marks on the wrist, right?

Or, yeah, the swinging.

(Does this screw up any theories? No, her body was still likely strung up at 7:30 AM, which is what most people thought I’m pretty sure)

Ah, Whit. I missed how shady he always is even when he has, like, an airtight alibi for the time the fish were taken (which is still around 7:30 PM to nightime btw, don’t forget Nico’s account).

They’re not gonna bring up the time the fish were taken, are they? That furthers my belief that the person who took the fish and the murderer are different. Nothing concrete obviously, just kinda narratively works better that way.

“Or did you do it on purpose?” Veronika how I’ve missed you :D

David’s face lmao xD

“I’ll fix that mistake” (Paraphrased) Hell yeah! Go Teruko! :D

I missed you too, Literature Boy Insane. That “pathetic” voice line was cool. Also, thank you Hu.

J: “The body would have been cold if it was drenched at some point.” (Paraphrased). Interesting point about the water, I wonder if it’s important or not. We know she wasn’t drowned because the relax room wasn’t open at 7:30 AM, right? So I don’t know how she could have gotten drenched.

Ace no genuinely how do you not know how water works what.

“The range of human stupidity is larger than I thought.” Charles, you’re great.

[Levi and Nico complain about Arturo’s medicine skills] Okay, but like, Arturo has repeatedly told you he’s not that kind of doctor. Like you can blame the guy for a lot of shit but this one ain’t it chief.

(Also don’t think I don’t see how Levi throws suspicion on Arturo. Small point towards Levi!Culprit and Levi!Accomplice)

“You shut your whore mouth!” Okay maybe I don’t need to defend Arturo actually, he seems like he has it handled. You good my guy?

Oh shit we actually brought up that Arturo is ridiculously young for someone in the medical field. I did not have that in my (hypothetical) bingo card.

Twelve?! Dude my guy wanted out of that house yesterday damn.

Dude he’s kinda going off! I was not expecting Arturo fans of all people to eat this good this episode, but this is interesting!

Oh right the crazy lady- “Adorable”? Verturo shippers eating!

“Feel free to add to the number of dents in the computer lab” (Paraphrased) PFFFT Charles!

Wait wasn’t there actually a dent there? Wasn’t that a thing I saw on people’s theories? Holy shit is that actually going to get addressed?

[Whit explains] AHAHAHAHAHA HOLY-!

“I let it slide because it was funny” I missed MonoTV too actually.

And no fish! Nico’s account of the fish still being there last time they checked goes unmentioned, meaning it’s likely going to be used for a twist later!

New alibis? Could be possible.

Whit: “I don’t have an alibi. Neither does Charles” (Paraphrased) Which you know because…?

Oh so that’s not addressed. I repeat the statement of Whit being unnecessarily shady all the time.

????? DAVID AND J ALIBI???? This could be kinda huge actually.

David: “Oh. Shit.” This is the reaction of a man being cleared of murder. That’s so funny.

Didn’t David usually wake up late? Inconsistent sleep schedule ig.

J: “Oh yeah, and Veronika.” Girl you gotta say this shit earlier.

Yeah, look, J, you went and made Veronika sad! >:( /j

David: “Whoops” Holy shit every line this man says is gold actually what?

David? Lying? Noooo, how could you say that? I forgot how funny post magical girl transformation this man was.

David I am going to need you to give an actual answer. I spent hours looking at That Video and I still don’t know what your deal is please-

“And she’s Teruko” J’s also really funny actually. Hold a knife to someone’s throat once and they hate you forever, smh.

“Oh and don’t say something like “I wanna kill myself” that’s boring” (paraphrased). Holy shit I missed Veronika- that’s my second fave right there! (Min you will always be N1 don’t worry).

David-Veronika duo is great actually.

By the way David said “the truth is…” I am not expecting a serious answer.

You know, for a moment I actually did think he genuinely thought he was the blackened. But my first instinct was right.

“I would have actually tried looking at the crime scene” Bro what the fuck is he actually cooking.

“A good person” drop!!!! If you know, you know!

Also, I wanted to point this out here, I might have accidentally misinformed a part of the fandom a bit? One point that I brought up was that several important people to this chapter have been called “a good person”, and one of the examples I gave was Hu calling David a good person. Which… I don’t think happened? I evidently misremembered a line where Hu called David a “good friend”, which is a different phrase with different connotations in DRDT, and I genuinely apologize for that. Especially because I have seen people repeating that David had been called a good person in the past.

But now David has called himself “a good person”, if in a roundabout way, so the point actually stands lol.

Oh shit the Xander name drop.

… He was trying to kill Teruko wasn’t he. Because Xander tried it, and because David has Teruko’s “the killing game is all your fault” motive. Oh shit.

Speaking of the “good person” point, that argument might actually be dead lmao. Given that Xander got called that and he’s, well. Not particularly important to chapter 2, let’s say.

[Hindsight Post-Video: Actually, the argument could now be “anyone referred to as a good person is deeply important up to chapter 2”. Or, alternatively, argue that Xander is somewhat important to the Chapter 2 trial because he inadvertently caused David to magical girl transform. The “good person” list in case you don’t recall is Teruko, Levi, Eden, Arei, and as of this episode, David and Xander. We’ll see what we make of it once the chapter ends ig]

Oh Teruko is pissed I am loving this.

Holy shit the voice acting is amazing holy shit Teruko is going off she said Xander didn’t treat David like a human (“No Longer Human” reference??? I might just be insane though) oh this is incredible!!!

Oh he knows something deep. This motherfucker knows what was written in Xander’s “kill Teruko” note I bet.

WAIT HE KNEW XANDER BEFORE HOPE’S PEAK?! HE KNOWS WHY HE’S THE ULTIMATE REBEL?!

Motherfucker you are going to tell us what Xander did before Hope’s Peak and why you know his work or I swear to God-!

Okay actually, David, I am going to need you to give… a straight answer at some point? Like I get you’re canonically bisexual (and it’s showing) but a single straight answer isn’t going to kill you.

Also, the music?! Is peak?!

David: “If the answer is no…” Neat sprite! Just thought it looked nice, and the line’s cool too :>

The return of the Teruko Baffled Sprite, long awaited.

Secret reveal? The killing game’s her fault?

Okay not the angle I was expecting in the slightest. Obviously gonna have to analyze how truthful he’s being at the moment, but he’s basically pulling a DRV3 ending logic thing. Cool!

So… Xander is absolutely Opening Guy, right? Like, I know that was the most common theory, but c’mon.

YEAH HU GO OFF!!!!

Voice acting going crazy too!

I adored Hu’s screaming section. How long till it’s revealed she has the “hopeless child” secret?

Hu’s a queen, hell yeah.

Pffft J’s high horse voice line-

Thank you Charles for being the only competent one (affectionate). Btw what does Veronika think of David’s reasoning? I was kinda hoping we’d see that.

[Red herring joke] Whit. Whit /disappointed/silly

Oh shit I was not expecting that line to actually cause a reaction damn.

You know, I’ll be honest and admit Eden’s really not acting that much like a culprit. I still think she is, I’m just surprised I’m not able to confirmation bias my way into suspecting her through her voice lines :v

Aaaand we’re back to Ace v Nico! Woo!

Okay wow the new alibis are like, laser focused on going against the most popular theories, huh? I’m not going to say anything’s deconfirmed yet obviously, but Hu!Culprit, J!Culprit, even Veronika!Culprit and theories surrounding David being involved have some questions to answer damn.

[To the question of if anyone else had alibis] “Nope” Whit how do you know this.

Levi!Accomplice also takes a hit because Eden and Levi aren’t trying to alibi for each other, but it can be explained. If they never prepared to give each other alibis, it’s safer to just… not, since they can’t actually say what they were doing during that time. And yes, possible explanations like this is why I’m not calling anything outright deconfirmed yet.

I wrote that before Levi three dotted directly after Eden, looking like he was thinking of trying to give her an alibi. Now that’s confirmation bias that can’t be safely used for theories!

Oh right J still hates Arturo xD

[The whole thing about excluding suspects who had an alibi at night and not in the morning] Oh God, Levi really wants me to think he’s the culprit huh? The method’s still too crazy for me to really believe that, but still.

This is also bad for Levi!Accomplice. Not a dealbreaker, but still weird that he’d say something that could point in Eden’s direction. I am not even going to try to defend that yet.

Cool. Can we finally talk murder method?

Levi: “That’s my secret.”

Oh okay, we’re not talking method yet.

…

Wait, WHAT?!?!?!!?!!!?!

THAT’S-! That’s not-! What the hell?!

Okay, so. Cool, Levi’s the remorseless murderer, we got that one right. But, the reveal is so insanely out of left field holy shit…

I am not lying when I tell you I had to get up and start PACING like I was not ready for this. I am vibrating. He just- He just said that shit! What the hell?!

I have genuinely no idea how the hell this is gonna play out. Holy shit I cannot wait for the next episode. It’s just… so peak!!! We are so back!!!

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General Closing Thoughts: This episode was awesome! I was lowkey a little worried that the first episode back wasn’t going to be as insane as it ended up being, but wow it blew me away. And it was only twenty minutes? When the episodes go up to possibly an hour??? It’s just… holy shit.

It was awesome to finally start getting some insight into why David Did That, and I’m genuinely super excited to see where this goes. I’m still trying to figure out the exact angle on things like hiding Teruko’s secret, if he even is doing that because I now believe there is a non-zero chance he isn’t actually lying. Like, it’s low, but not zero. I do find it strange Veronika didn’t react to it, though, but at least we got that one line before David started talking.

But that’s only the cusp of the iceberg. I genuinely adore the details we got on Arturo’s backstory, and Hu’s blowup, and Teruko’s remorse- it’s all so awesome.

(The fucking dent in the wall of the goddamn computer room got an explanation I still cannot believe that. Wow)

Props to the voice acting and the music btw, absolutely incredible all throughout.

Btw, correct me if I’m wrong, but there weren’t any “minigames” this episode, right? Nothing wrong with that, just found it interesting.

Theory-Related Initial Thoughts: This episode is… possibly one of the biggest theory slaughters I’ve ever seen?

Like, obviously, again, it’s still too early in the trial to fully rule out anything, so I’m going to leave it to the other DRDT scholars to revise their own theories to fit the new evidence, but wow those new alibis are something. Between Hu, J and David having alibis for 7:30 AM, that’s three of the top suspects who weren’t there at that exact time to either kill Arei or mess with the body. Again, maybe there’s explanations for it, I’m not calling anything unconfirmed yet, just that many theories were inconvenienced.

As for my theory, Eden!Culprit Levi!Accomplice… ups and downs. The more Eden speaks, the less I’m convinced she’s the actual culprit, even if I’m a decent 80% sure she took the tape; the more Levi speaks, the less I’m convinced he’s an accomplice. I’m not going to deny that their dialogue isn’t 100% what I would expect. I don’t think it’s disqualifying, I still believe it to be the theory with the best evidence, it’s just that some things strike me as odd.

That was what I thought… until the end. Because I have no idea what’s about to happen with Levi revealing the secret like this, but… there is a very possible Levi!Accomplice turn here? Like, it’s the “Levi’s holding the glove” idea; the moment Eden loses her alibi, Levi does something that immediately puts a target on his back, potentially trying to get himself voted off before people catch on to Eden as a possible culprit. First he tries to argue that he shouldn’t be a suspect because of the alibi thing, which could make him more suspicious in some people’s eyes (maybe that’s too much 4D chess but it could work), then revealing the secret. I don’t know how likely this is, but it’s a genuine possibility.

Otherwise, I’m… not entirely sure what the angle is? I need to rewatch the trial to figure out why Levi’s talking about “detailing the trial” then immediately revealing his secret. I didn’t rewatch any DRDT before the episode, hence the confusion. But… at this moment, I don’t know what Levi’s cooking, other than possibly accomplice behavior. And even that feels more confirmation bias-y than anything.

There’s also the really weird line where Whit just… knows, Charles had no alibi at 7:30 AM? Unless they discussed it or I’m forgetting something, I don’t actually remember how he’d know that? Was he stalking Charles? Was he just wandering the halls? What kinda-?

(I don’t think that’s likely, but I don’t have a really good read on what’s happening there)

Other than that, here’s a crackpot one to lighten the mood. Mastermind business. I’ve never brought this up before, but I’ve always believed that were Veronika to be the mastermind, she would get revealed early. As in, possibly at the end of this trial, given Teruko had some idea to end the killing game after her chat with Veronika in the movie room.

I’m bringing this up only because Veronika didn’t react to David’s explanation of what he was trying to do by claiming to be the blackened. She was set up for a reaction with the whole “please tell me it’s not boring” thing, and then she… didn’t. It’s possible, in a conspiratorial sense, that she didn’t react because David hit the nail in the head, and Veronika was genuinely upset at the idea. If that’s the case, her reaction could be postponed to the end of the trial, maybe the end of Trial 3, for the early mm reveal there. It’s a very half-baked idea I’m failing to communicate properly ‘cuz I’m eepy, but it’s there.

I rank it in the same level of mastermind evidence as “Nico is unafraid of grabbing MonoTV by the tail.” Immensely silly and should not be considered solid evidence by any means, and yet it’s still probably gonna get mentioned if I ever make a mm probability ranking lol.

Anyways, absolutely incredible episode all throughout. Holy shit were so back, this was amazing. See you next week for more peeks into peak!

[slayonehundredninetytwo]

Bunk Beds

hello!!hope you enjoy this fic! the ending is a little abrupt in my opinion but i wasn’t sure how to fix it, deal with it 😘

side note, i want something to call you guys. any suggestions?

Sickie:Felix

Caretaker: Mostly Chan and some Changbin

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Felix woke up in the middle of the night to his stomach churning. He sat up. The stomach ache was quickly accompanied by nausea, and Felix knew he had to get out of this bed. Before he could move to get down the ladder, a harsh gag escaped his mouth, and he knew all  hope was lost for getting down. All he could manage to do was lean over the railing as a thick wave of vomit spewed out of my mouth.

Changbin was woken up to a splash of liquid next to him.  He was definitely very confused until he realized what the sound was coming from. 

“Felix?”

The only reply he got was another wave of vomit falling down beside his bed, and Felix’ sobbing. 

Changbin cautiously got out of bed, careful not step in anything or be in the line of fire, right before Felix lurched forward with an even larger wave of sick. He could see Felix in his bed at this point, leaning over the side, tears streaming down his face with sobs racking his body. 

“Lix, you gotta calm down, it’s okay. You’re only making yourself sicker.”

I was trying to comfort him, but in all honesty he had no idea what to do in this situation. Luckily, Chan woke up as well, and he had a better idea of what to do. He grabbed the bin from under the desk and handed it up to Felix. Felix let out a loud heave along with a smaller gush of puke. After a few more small splashes, it was clear he was empty. Chan took the bin out of Felix’s shaking hands to go clean it out. Changbin decided to climb up the ladder of the bunk to get a better look at Felix. He was still crying, his freckled cheeks red with embarrassment and probably a fever. 

“I’m s-sorr-y” 

He said in between sobs. 

“Hey, it’s okay, you’re obviously sick, you can’t help it.” Changbin pressed a hand to Felix’s forehead, and as he had suspected, he definitely had a fever.

“B-but I ma-made a mess”

“Don’t worry lix, we’ll clean it up. It’s really okay.”

Changbin moved closer to the crying boy, rubbing his back. He seemed to calm down a bit, and so Changbin climbed back down out of the bed to find a thermometer. He returned with the thermometer to find Chan was just about finished cleaning up.

“Lix, do you think you can come down here?”

He shook his head yes and started down the ladder. His balance seemed off however, so Changbin supported him from the ground as he got down. He led him to sit down on Chan’s bed, away from lingering vomit remains.

He put the thermometer in Felix’s mouth and waited for the beep.

“You’ve definitely got a fever. 38.6”

“How long have you been feeling sick?”

Chan asked.

“I didn’t really feel bad until when I woke up earlier”

“Okay. Why don’t you lay down here in my bed while I go get you some fever reducers.” 

Felix didn’t hesitate to lay back down, he was clearly exhausted. Changbin was sure to  move the freshly cleaned waste basket next to the bed before Felix closed his eyes and drifted to sleep.

While looking for meds for Felix in the kitchen, Chan glanced at the clock. It read 7:35 AM. The others will probably be waking up soon, after all, they still had busy schedules for the day. He reached into the medicine cabinet and pulled out the fever reducers.

“Are those fever reducers?”

He heard a voice say. Turning around, he found that Suengmin was awake already.

“Yeah. Felix woke up sick this morning. He threw up.”

“Aw that sucks. Is he missing the interview later?”

“Right, I totally forgot about that. Can you actually take these in to Felix? I need to call our manager.” 

Without much else, Seungmin quickly took the medicine to Felix, which I was grateful for. 

Seungmin opened to door to find Felix sitting up with the trash can in his lap, heaving over it while Changbin held his hair back. 

“I guess Chan wasn’t kidding.” 

Seungmin said, walking over next to the bed to rub Felix’s back. When it became clear that Felix wasn’t bringing anything up, Seungmin handed him the bottle of water, which Felix took a few careful sips of before handing it back.

“Think you can take some medicine right now?”

“No. It will just come back up.”

“We can wait a little bit. I’m gonna leave these here and go get you a cool wash cloth, maybe that will help a bit.”

Felix just nodded and fell asleep before his head had even hit the pillow. 

————————————————————-

As the other members slowly woke up and got ready for the day, they all missed their sunshine. Luckily, Felix hadn’t thrown up again and was sound asleep. Bang Chan said that Felix was given off for the day, but no one else  was allowed to stay home with him. They were all worried to leave Felix alone, but it was better than bringing him with them. They got some medicine and soup in him,  and are hoping it stays down. Before leaving, they made sure to remind Felix to call them if he needed anything.  During dance practice Chan’s phone rang.

“Hello?”

“Chan I-“

He was cut off by a gag, and Chan heard Felix expelling the soup and medication from earlier as it splashed against the toilet bowl.

“Oh Lixie. I wish I could be there with you.”

On the other end of the line, Felix was barely listening to Chan talk, as he was too busy throwing up his lunch.

He hated this. He hated being alone. At least he had Chan on the phone to talk him through it, even if he wasn’t really listening. Until he heard the sound of the call ending. Chan had hung up. Felix felt so abandoned and miserable, trying to hold back his own hair. He just started to cry again. He needed his hyung’s comfort. He couldn’t do this alone. The crying wasn’t helping, and instead made him heave and heave time and time again barely bringing anything up. This sucks. Suddenly, he felt someone take his hair from his hand to hold it out of his face. He looked up to see Chan looking back at him. A wave of relief washed over him. 

“I’m so so sorry I hung up on you Lixie. I was calling our manager, insisting I be able to come take care of you. I’m sorry I left you alone.”

Felix was so happy he could start crying again, but he was just too exhausted and sick. When he FINALLY finished throwing up, he leaned back against his aussie big brother, who carried him back to their room and tucked him in. 

The rest of the 3 days Felix was sick, Chan was right by Felix’s side, making sure he was taken care of. Felix was just glad to have company from someone he loved so much when he felt so miserable.

🫶

[attackradish]

Hello my mental health is the worst it’s been all year. If not longer

I could verify this by going through my vent tag but I am not going to because that takes time. This trait of mine is part of the problem but I’m not in a place to fix that right now.

ANYWAYS why am I like this. I have some inklings as to why.

Work is now opening an hour sooner. Meaning I have to wake up earlier and I have been losing sleep as a result. This is not good for the Mental Health

Current drama with a coworker that I am not going to go into that because it’s complicated and rather stupid.

Today was supposed to be my Tax Day where I did my Taxes but I was hit by dread this morning so I didn’t get around to it until like 5PM and then realized I don’t have one of my W2 forms and I can’t go looking around for that because my dad will tell me how stupid I am and how I never care about anything and am doing this on purpose. And I actually can’t care about anything I feel, but it’s not like I’m not trying it’s just that I have no soul.

I cannot give my friends the attention they deserve. I am burnt out I have no energy left for being a friend and yet there are people who miss me. And I can’t be there often enough for them not to miss me. I am neglecting them and I am a terrible person but I need to be alone.

I really do feel that I have reached my full potential. There is simply not enough caring or gumption or whatever it is I’m missing in this body of mine to achieve anything further. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to move out or date or even get a job I like better than DQ. I’m done being closeted in my parents house and I’m ready to quit early.

I can’t quit early. Firstoff I have friends who care about me, and I can’t imagine what it’d do to them. I’ve got a baby niece in the house too who smiles when she sees me so I gotta live for her too. And that’s not mentioning how difficult and impractical non-painful methods of dying are. Seriously. Best option I have is locking myself in the walk in freezer with a CO2 canister, but I learned from a cool book I read that high concentrations of CO2 will make you feel like you’re suffocating, and the best gas for that purpose is Nitrogen. Which costs money and is very conspicuous.

I also don’t want to die. I just want the suffering to be over, and death really seems to be the only way out aside from Miracles like universal housing passing within the next year or two, or I attain Godhood and can just do as I please. I think about dying and it makes me want to cry. Being on the verge of tears for long periods of time really does something for my perception of my mental health, being that I haven’t been like this since the family dog died. Maybe crying would do me good.

I should probably get a therapist but I don’t have time or energy for my friends, scheduling these things takes time and effort and I don’t want to have to talk to my parents about it. I should probably get antidepressants. Also my laundry basket from yesterday isn’t even all the way filled up and it’s 9:58. And I have work tomorrow but no uniforms. God I just need to rest.

BUT HERE’S THE THING ABOUT REST. I’VE ALREADY HAD A WEEK OFF OF WORK BECAUSE OF THE FEVER. MY JOB IS UNDERSTAFFED AND I CANT MAKE THEM SUFFER THROUGH THAT AGAIN AT SUCH SHORT NOTICE.

Anyways I have been putting no effort into finding a place since like last year, or finding a therapist. Or really anything. I’m not sure if I can even do that. I have reached my limit. I’m simply not much substance. I’m nice to have around and talk to but quite frankly I don’t have it in me to actually survive on my own. I don’t have it in me to die either. So who knows what is going to happen. I’m going to rot forever. Dying a slow death with nothing but fantasy to dull the edges.

I have a friend who’s offered to let me crash at their place, but I can’t take them up on that offer because I’ll just be the same lifeless rock that I am. Forever. And I can’t do that to them. If I can’t break free on my own then I’m afraid I never will. My chrysalis will just stay gathering dust. Sapping resources. I need to grow wings but I don’t know if I can.

So here I remain. Closeted at my parent’s house. Probably forever. The brain does not engage. I’ve been dead for years but the body still breathes. This is all I am and it is not enough. I’m gonna pretend I live in Star Wars now until I forget the useless thing that I am. I have work tomorrow.

[tobbogan-13]

✨My New Month Resolutions✨

because i didn’t do anything for new years

-Fix my sleep schedule

-Drink Enough water

-fix my handwriting

-start waking up and going to bed earlier on school nights (probably going to bed at 11ish and getting up at 5:30ish)

-keeping my room/stuff organized

-working out (because i am embarrassingly out of shape)

-start saving more for college

-get rid of things i don’t need

-cut down my caffeine intake (or at least stop drinking the mountain dew energy drinks my school has in the vending machines, cause those are horrible for you. And i take adderall for my adhd, so that’s gotta be taking a toll on my heart)

-cut down my screen time

-get a girlfriend 🙏

-eating healthier/remembering to eat

-spend more time outside

that’s all i can think of for now

but i’ll come back next year and see how much i did

[karlyboyyy]

karlyyyy babyyy did you get anything done from your to-do list!! sorry I got distracted this whole week and forgot to check in on you 😆

!!! I got one (1) thing done from my art to-do list! I finished the next episode of my webcomic earlier this week, and finally uploaded it today! 😃 here’s one of my favorite snippets from the episode:

(Not-so-subtle Haikyuu!! reference 😋 Also I just really liked the expression of the guy on the left. He’s just like me fr)

Although I didn’t really work on much else from the to-do list, I DID do a few other things this week that I’ve been meaning to do:

Vacuumed my room!

Scheduled the appointment for my car to get fixed after that stupid hit & run accident I was in. The appt isn’t until October, but just having it scheduled and the rental booked makes me relieved

Bought a new bed for my dog. Maximum Coze!

Read Vol 7 of Tian Guan Ci Fu! I really thought it was the last volume… but nope! One more (I think??) comes out in November 😤

Read the comic, Semantic Error! I watched the show and heard lots of stuff about the comic, and I finally got to check it out. I like it!

Got my hair done! Shaved down the back and sides that were getting way too long, and touched up the blonde on my outgrown roots

Got my flu shot!

Started this Jujutsu Kaisen puzzle I got for my birthday while listening to my 2004-2014 Emo playlist! Still working on it…

Watched the live action One Piece!! Gotta be honest, I’ve never really had an interest in watching the anime. But the live action was really fun and enjoyable!

Went out to dinner with my spouse for our anniversary! We’ll have been married for six years as of the 16th 🩷 we went to Buffalo Wild Wings for wings, burgers, and beer lmao but it was nice to just be outta the house

Bought this cute lil Halloween bat mug! Ok, this wasn’t really something I planned on doing… but we needed to stop at the store after our dinner, I was tipsy, and I saw the Halloween decor from across the store lolol. I couldn’t just pass him by!

And slept… SO so much. I mean my sleep schedule has totally shifted… I’m now staying up until 3-4am and sleeping until 10-11am, which honestly is just as much sleep as I’d normally get. But then there’s all the lil nappy naps throughout the afternoon lol. Hopefully I can shift back to something more normal in time for Monday 🥴

It’s been a nice week off 😌

[kanvasal]

exploiting ADHD like a buggy feature in a game

I've realized some things about adhd, specifically how I can exploit certain things like impulsivity and hyperactivity to benefit me in specific ways.

All of my (2) posts? Purely driven by the insane amounts of manic energy I get at 1am after my meds have worn off. Also posting is scary, but the second point makes it possible to post

The way that I can stop over thinking and actually enjoy conversation? Telling my brain "fucking stop" and it being like "no, actually, sure, you're probably right"

and this morning, I have something even better

I've been trying to fix my sleep schedule, and my chosen method is to bully my body into being tired earlier by waking up on as much sleep was given to me (waking up to an alarm at 7am and dealing with the consequences of staying up till 4am). Normally an impossible task, something only possible if one is a deity of some kind

but not today, no, today I could do it. My proof?

boom, undeniable proof (just noticed how fucking long my ramble is, and I haven't gotten to the point I wanted to share lol)

The way that I did it was that, as soon as I woke up, I realized that the song I had in my head was perfect for waking up. The song was C:\AM#N_C0RE, and the only way I can describe it is manic adhd energy but in music form. My brain, with less than 3 hours of sleep was like "Fuck this is such a banger that I gotta listen to it" and so I was up at 7:04 head banging as my mind tried to keep up with the drums, flailing my hands around as my flesh prison tried to keep up with the energy of the song and soul, you know what I'm talking about?

The other part that adhd plays in me being able to do superhuman feats of waking up and functioning is that I have stimulant meds, that means that I do not feel tired during the day when I pull shit like this

Also for all of those people that are going "Well, I can also run perfectly off 3 hours of sleep, and I don't have adhd", quiet. Please let me be proud of waking up using my chaos disorder

[pokedawriter]

The stairs creek under the weight of me and my suitcase as I struggle to haul the thing up the third flight of stairs. Curses leave my mouth faster than an extremely upset 'Karen', but I try to keep it at least somewhat under my breath in respect to my new neighbors. I finally manage to get the damn thing onto the next floor, as it and I fall over (me from exhaustion and my suitcase because it's missing a wheel).

"Fucking finally," I huff. "That's the last of them." After catching my breath, I kick the suitcase a few feet before just grabbing and dragging it. "Why doesn't this fuckin place have an elevator?"

A key turn later and I'm in my new place. I glance around. The wallpaper is stained and peeling in some places and dust covers the ground. "I'm gonna name this place the shit shack," I mumble. "But that's what you get for $355 a month." I move to the window and slide it open, the cool autumn air immediately pushing its way inside and blowing dust into my face.

*cough cough* "Fuck!" *cough* I back away until my cough goes away. "I should probably unpack," I sigh.

And then I didn't.

Instead, I opted to clean the shit shack. I had opened my duffle bag, intending to unpack, but I happened to see the feather duster, and I figured a bit of cleaning would hurt. Just a bit here, and a bit there in the living room. And I gotta get the kitchen clean, or else all my eating stuff will be dirty and thats gross. And is that some mold in the bathroom? Hell nah bro, get that outta here.

Only a knocking on the door finally broke me out of my focus mode. I stepped over my bags then kicked them backward to give the door room to open. A tall, pale, lanky man with sleaked hair stood there, a polite smile on his face. "Hello there, miss," he said.

"Hi?"

"I'm your neighbor. In 302," he stated, continuing to smile. "It's a pleasure to meet you."

"Oh, uh," fuck, my brain is not ready to be social. "Cool. Nice to, uh, meet you too." A pause. "What brings you over?"

"Nothing really," he replied. Something was off about him. "I saw you moving in earlier this afternoon. Figured I'd give you a few hours before I'd come over and introduce myself."

What was is it? Oh! His smile! It didn't reach his eyes- wait... few hours? I looked at my watch. 8:34pm.

I had successfully not unpacked for 5 hours.

"Miss?"

"Huh? Oh, right. What did you say?"

"I was hoping I could come in for a bit and brew you some tea?"

In? Into my not unpacked apartment where all my stuff is still only 1 foot behind me? Fuck no. "Uh, sorry. I'm waking up early tomorrow so I don't have time for guests right now. Thanks, though. Have a nice night!" I close the door quickly, then slowly sink down against it. Fuuuuuuck."

At this point, I'm too tired to bother actually unpacking so I just shuffle through my bags until I find my blanket, bed sheets, and pj's. However, I remember as I open the door to my room, that it was the one place I hadn't finished yet. Double fuck. The couch it is.

The living room fan provided the only sound, a gentle whirring. I scrolled on my phone for a bit trying to remember my class schedule tomorrow. My mind drifted to the apartment. The outdoor handrails need to be secured more and paint could use a touch up. The outside walls could go for a power wash to get rid of the algae and some of the wood stairs are severely warped and need to be replaced. And-

A dog howling interrupted my thoughts. On one hand: excuse you, I'm trying and failing to sleep here. On the other hand: Pupper. I don't wanna be that guy, especially since I just moved in, so I try to ignore it. I'll talk to the landlord about stairs tomorrow. This place might be cheap, but I'm sure he'll at least fix the stairs.

…

"I ain't 'fixing' shit, cuz nothin needs fixing," the man huffed.

"But the stairs could be a potential hazard-"

"Enough of that," he glared at me. "What would you know about fixing anything anyways?"

"Well, I'm training to be a engineer-"

He laughed. "A woman like you? An engineer? Now that's funny."

His face sure does look punchable right now.

"If you really wanna 'fix' this place so much, passcode to the shed is 1582," he sneered. "You'll give up soon enough. You ain't able to handle a man's job."

Remember. Violence is not the answer. I wish it was right now though.

I gave my customer service smile and left, flipping him the bird in my head. I'll show that prick. This place might be a shit shack, but it's my shit shack now and I'm gonna prove him wrong.

I stomp towards the shed, enter the code and slam open the door… which promptly falls off. Fuck. Guess the door is first.

A quick check shows the hinges had rusted then snapped. It wasn't going to be long until this door fell anyways it seems. The door itself seems alright though. A quick fix then. I peruse the shed and eventually find a box full of hinges. Weird, but convenient. Soon the door is up once again.

Now that I think about it, the mail room door looks to be on its last legs too. Maybe it's hinges need to be replaced too, or they just need tightened. I take a tool box and the box of hinges and head over.

As I open the mailroom door, a voice shrieks.

"WHAT THE FUUUuuuuuuuudge," I nearly cuss. "Dude, what was that for?"

A little girl stares at me blankly. She's dressed up like one of those old creepy dolls, and she has too much blush on. She tilts her head. "Hello, are you my mummy?"

"Nope," I set the tool kit down and begin examining the door. This one is not as bad. Just tightening the screws will be enough then some WD-40 for any sounds that might have happened but I didn't hear cuz some little girl screamed.

"Are you my mummy?"

"Still nope," I begin fixing the door. I see her stare at me from the corner of my eyes.

"Would you like to be my dolly?"

"Nah, too many strings attached," I snicker at my own joke. I swing the door back and forth a bit. Yup, quite the squeak it's got. I start shaking the can.

"I want you to be my dolly," the little girl says. Has she blinked yet? Like damn. She could be the next Guinness World Record holder.

"Pass, but thanks," I yawn a bit. I'm so tired. Classes took a lot out of me today despite it only being day 1. I attach the tube to the can then spray the hinges.

"Let's play a game, dolly," the girl stares at me, her voice steady and monotonous. The room seems to be getting longer, but its probably a trick of the eyes since I'm not paying much attention. "I'll-"

I move the door back and forth. Silent as a sleeping baby. "Nice," I smile, then turn to the kid. "Sorry, what did you say?"

She looked at me awestruck. "How did you do that?"

"Do what?"

"Make the door stop screaming?" She looked between me and the door.

"Oh, I just put some lubriiiiiii- greasy stuff on the hinges so that it moves easier," I explain, crouching to meet her at eye level. Her mom probably doesn't want her to know the word 'lubricant' just yet. "How old are you, kid?"

She stated at the door hinges. "I'm 276 this year."

This kid must have just learned her big numbers. I laugh. "You must be very old and wise then." I poke her forehead and she looks at me now. "Kiddo, you gotta blink. It's not good for your eyes if you don't."

She stares at me. I blink at her. She blinks back. "Good!" I smile. "Are you here getting mail for your parents?"

The girl blinks again.

"What's your name?" I ask.

"Anna," she mumbles.

"Nice name," I smile at her. "Do you want me to walk you back to your apartment?"

Anna stares at me and I sigh. "I'll be right back. Stay here." I run back to the shed and drop off the boxes, then rush back. Luckily, she's still there. I extend my hand to her. "Come on. Let's get you home."

"It was nice meeting you, Anna," I give her a wave. She waves back then closes the door.

She takes my hand and we eventually make it to (what I'm guessing) is her apartment, 203. Anna stands on her tiptoes to unlock the door then quickly enters and hides behind it.

Guess kids can be cute sometimes.

(I'll add more later)

… wait, have I eaten today?

You move into a suspiciously low rent apartment, that’s in some disrepair but not enough to account for the price. It turns out the other occupants are all evil supernatural beings. They set out to torment you, but then discover that you have done more to repair the building than the landlords.

[aamethyst000]

Bonfire, May 3,24 - 3:38am

I went to go hang out with my friends earlier today! It was fun, i actually enjoyed myself until my own social battery nearly ran out. my best friend was the one who started the fire while the rest of us collected moss and sticks ( we had no axe, so we had to work with what we had), well, we started collecting those stuff after she did. she made a really big fire, which was impressive. They had a lot of boxes to burn, so that's what we did tonight. At first, there were only 3 of them, my best friend, our other friend,cat, and our other pothead friend! The fire was so pretty, that i got distracted for nearly 15 minutes. Not that i really minded it.

any who, my feelings throughout all of that was really weird and i do not know why. anytime my best friend and our pothead friend interacted, i got the feeling of being jealous, like... why. he and i aren't even dating and i do not truly know if i have any sort of romantic feelings for him or if i am just falling back into old habits with him. Not to mention he literally just got out of a relationship AND it is none of my business if anything happen between the two until they personally make it my buisness, so, i need to sort out whaterver it is that i have been feeling. cause it is getting ridiculous. Even for me, like, what is evenn going on?

well, im not going to fuss about it too much tonight, it is too late in the night to start having a crisis, gotta have it tomorrow. not that staying up has stopped me but i really do want to fix my sleep schedule at some point in my life. I really like to sleep a lot, so this will defintitly be very dificult to do on my own. oh well, i gotta try at least. until i get to a point and say "you know what? my sleep schedule isnt going to be fixed, im just going to stop trying" which, i do not think will take long for that, om sure.

Good night, readers <3

[getbettersoon163]

3

I just check my health this morning, nothing new but a bun of pills. Aghhhhh i have pillsssss, ngson still pay hugh attention for me, he checked every locket posts of mine. Also, i was fucking depressed about my laptop, thought it broken so i asked nghiangu to help fix it. Guess what, that dumbass still got feelings for me wtf. Dot want to make fun of him but he gotta fucking move onnnnnn.

Anyway, guess i have to fix my daily schedule now 🤷🏻‍♀️: sleep earlier, wake up ealier and maybe do some exercises, try do complete my intership report asap, gotta eat on time to take those motha fucka medssss 😫😫😫.

Lets see, i have to stick with those pills for a month from now, then may be after April, i could comeback as a better self, sound promises right, can even wait. I got positive feeling for this

I WILL GET BETTER SOONNNNN

[omnipointmuses]

bleh

gotta fix my sleep schedule

ever since I got sick I've been waking up at noon

I kinda wanna wake ilup a couple hours earlier so I can get out a horny post or two before I got to work

alas I'm afraid I'll have to write about Raven's fat cheeks later tonight.

[tolerateit]

Meg, bestie wish me luck, I'm metaphorically doing a marathon this weekend and am about to rant about it (I'm moving last minute, too many shitty things happened these last two weeks and I can not handle staying in this place any longer. Was gonna move next month, and take it slow, but plans change. Was it just life? Was it mercury retrograde? Who knows. What I do know is I've had enough. Fortunately, I'll get to save up a bit more money living with family, even if the client pays late again.)

I have to finish working by the end of the day, I'm hoping by midnight, and then pack up half the apartment in the middle of the night, wake up tomorrow to clean up the place as best I can, with some help of course, and then my parents are coming to help us move half the stuff. We're moving the other half next weekend. And then we have a bunch of things scheduled for Sunday, which means I shall be running on low food and sleep this weekend. I'd complain but my husband will have it worse because he's on a special diet for his health issues. At least I will no longer worry about roaches anymore (building got infested last month, and everyone in it can't agree on calling exterminators for whatever godforsaken reason so they've just been multiplying and arrived at our door last week. We spent last night, till 6am killing new ones that just hatched inside the casing of our bathroom door after one got inside it last week. I'm absolutely terrified of bugs so it's been me spotting them and screaming, and then my husband running in to kill them. The strongest drugstore chemicals we found are barely helpful to keep them away - we did the floors everywhere, so they started showing up on the walls. Aside from the bugs, the stove shorted and took two days to fix which meant "experiment with whatever you can find to eat" which is terrible for health issues reasons, the vacuum shorted a couple of days ago too, it started smoking and shut down (I think there's an electricity issue in the whole city but I don't have time to go into that now), and as if all that wasn't enough, I got sick and could barely function for a couple of days (am fine now), and just as I thought the roaches hatching in the door was the last straw, both elevators in our building broke down after two neighborhood-wide electricity outages earlier today, so we gotta take the stairs to the 6th floor (I feel bad for whoever's living on the 10th, I know there's people with babies up there) and I'm desperately hoping the elevators get fixed before we move tomorrow so we can have an easier time bringing everything outside and in the cars). Okay thank you for listening, I'm blaming mercury retrograde for all this, because last time it happened I was joking with my best friend that nothing bad ever happens, it's just nonsense, and this time around mercury decided to personally fuck everything up for me to teach me a lesson. I'd love to throw hands but it's a planet and I'm just human, so we just trudge on.

Love you! <3

Honestly fuck mercury retrograde it's really giving us such a hard time rn dffjjgddlkjh but oh god you got this bestie!! That's a super hectic weekend oof, I hope you're feeling a little better now 🥺 please take care of yourself bestie, ily <33

[videostak]

sooo sleepy rn -_- wanna sleep right now but always have to watch the cats til my dad goes to bed T-T cause he’ll leave the doors wide open n stuff. i def gotta fix my sleeping schedule a bit since im gonna have to wake up like at 5 on thursday to go to the swap meet. and then even earlier on saturday to go to another one. but i didnt sleep at all last night cause the cats woke me up at 3 and then i stayed up from 3 to 8 LOL then slept from like 8 to 11 -__- so i keep listening to albums and falling asleep for like a song b4 jolting up real quickly. i thinnk if night goes well i will sleep comfortable :>

[keeps-ache]

i have done that waking-up thing, i hear it's aaaall the rage!

i'm also still tired, so sleeping means nothing! :)