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said goodbye to him feeling weird!
#hes abt to go skiing w his friend im abt to go back to the uk to an ordinary life#he is perfect and I've felt appreciated none of the time and i think it's not his fault idk#not how racemic compounds work not how amphetamines work not how people work#french suits his mouth but german does a bit more i think . climbed to a very beautiful place#asked him to be my boyfriend then almost took it back yesterday. chemistry is not his strong suit#he carries things for me he catwalks he gives me his jumper when im cold he's good at kissing#he got me a beautiful necklace on a riverside in amsterdam he lights my cigarette with his#he holds my hand and his only complaint about me putting lipstick on his lips is that it wasn't evenly spread#his eyelashes are long and he's sharp and scarily productive and very good at navigation#always on time always the right place . i make a comment about being a beautiful collective and he says yes but it's odd that we havent#received the social benefits of it. what you mean? well when im alone or with friends people just...give me things. flowers baked goods#compliments a pack of cigarettes he says. he asks me if I've ever had to pay for a pack. i felt genuinely SO UGLY like am i. downgrading u?#ppl see me next to you and..what you get negative attractive points? gosh.#unfortunately shutting the fuck up is not my strong suit so i never let that go. he says nooo it's just you are So Gorgeous that you scare#people away. OK!!! he knows he's pretty and he uses this to his full advantage#you're cool and you're friends with all the club bouncers and you take such good care of me and you know#the state secrets and we can scheme murders together and i love that you love your friends#but when i joked we wont get to see each other in months and you said 'so?' that rly did smth very upsetting!!!!#twisting and backtracking is his strong suit but unfortunately seeing it happen is mine#and sometimes it's endearing and sometimes i want to kill him about it. he would be a very good diplomat#who the fuck stumbles gracefully on cliffs? anyway his voice is gentle and he says i don't want you upset#he holds my hands he says lets talk about it please i want you to know i appreciate you#he says all the correct things i believe 0 things out of his mouth and he can tell#i am snappy and terrible and calm. i tell him he's sweet and i want more i want to be missed#SHUTTING THE FUCK UP IS NOT MY STRONG SUIT! would you be ok being just friends? eventually.#and the next day ive decided what to do with you. what is that? you can still be my boyfriend. he says thank you.#walking is our strong suit so we go everywhere. i tell him about my best friend his head looks great thrown backwards#im afraid this is too good for me and I'm also afraid it's not enough. not asking questions is not my strong suit.
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god i just cackled so loud that I startled both my cats awake, i've never heard this piece of dialogue before
#baldur's gate 3#minsc#minsc of rashemen#halsin#baldur's gate halsin#bg3 halsin#bg3 minsc#minsc and boo#how the fuck else do i tag this#i think you can see the genuine confusion in the way my cursor moves there#(i swear yall better be so cool about the outfit okay)#(also gosh iona is so pretty still)#(my pretty pretty pretty girl)#oc: iona raedir
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footage of my simp ass repeatedly and intentionally getting caught by coyle - captured by the beloved @elproxxy ft. @traitorousfruit and @trial-n-harerror ♡♡♡♡♡
#leland coyle#outlast#the outlast trials#sergeant coyle#vindicate the guilty#EHEHE HES SO LITTLE AND ANGRY LIKE A TOASTED CHIHUAHUA#my besties are so supportive of the derangement i swear#thank you for taking the time to clip and compile this sweetpea youre so fucking cool#“oh *gosh* ehehehehe” jfc is that how I soundddddd#“did he just slap me across the face?? *jesus*...” you can practically HEAR me twirl my hair#hearing you guys laugh and make silly comments my heart is full I love you so MUCH RAAAAA
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Ryuseitai decided to show up out of nowhere, end lives, and go about their merry way….
Actual image of me after watching this MV a hundred times 😂
I have said it before and I will continue to say it again because this remains a fact…..RYUSEITAI NEVER MISSES!!!!!
By the way, SO proud of Chiaki for powering through this MV despite all the spooky stuff that I’m sure is making his delicate heart tremble
#ensemble stars#chiaki morisawa#kanata shinkai#midori takamine#tetora nagumo#shinobu sengoku#director said take five but ryuseitai heard ‘change lives’#like holy fuck guys….my boys look and sound and dance sooooooooo good in this MV#also chiaki honey why are you turning on the charm to 1000?#please honey I’m a mere mortal lady my heart can only take so much#midori dances so energetically in this compared to old ryuseitai MVs I love it#and gosh tetora….he is at his best here from start to finish#kanata sounds extra good in this song his voice has a little more power#and shinobu sounds great and looks extra cute in those ears without sacrificing his coolness
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your favorite of my favorites: A Book Poll
okay, i have now officially seen Just Enough open tags to override my vampiric need to be explicitly invited into things, so! here are my (current) Five Favorite Books for y'all to vote on, in order of Publication Date (and incidentally the order in which i read them)
shout out to @e-b-reads and @beardedbookdragon for the recent open tags! i am inflicting this on paying this forward to @asexualbookbird and @alloreli (who i warned), and to @sixofravens-reads (who i did not).
#poll#book polls#favorite books#animorphs#ka applegate#ve schwab#vicious#this is how you lose the time war#Amal El-Mohtar and Max Gladstone#network effect#martha wells#murderbot#leech#hiron ennes#dear ezloved and lizloved: >:D#dear steph: don't feel obligated lol#ABOUT THE BOOKS:#this was the second (2nd) animorphs book i ever read because they had it and no.2 at the used book store on LBI in NJ#but gosh it's just. so funny. and so memorable.#i love them all but this hit a bunch of buttons and i think most fondly of it#VICIOUS WRECKED ME I LOVE IT IT'S A PERFECT BOOK#(vengeful DNI but vicious is just. masterfully executed. holds up so well on a reread)#gosh what a great weaving of timelines and threading of backstory and history#10/10 no notes (except all the notes i took on dissecting the book itself)#gonna be real i'm surprised TIME WAR made the list but. i've reread it a shocking number of times too. AND it's one of the only books in--#--recent memory that licherally Inspired Me To Write My Own Book (affectionate). so on the list it goes#NETWORK EFFECT FUCKS ME UP EVERY TIME ALSO PERFECT AND I LOVE IT AND SO MANY HEART CRIMES#i've stayed up past my bedtime not just reading it for the first time but. rereading it the first AND second times after that. bot and ART<#and then leech wormed into my brain (ahahaha) and i'm SO excited to reread it#it does a ton of cool shit with POV and agency and gothic horror and it's horrifying and fucked up and i love it
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i miss my short hair era so bad :((((((((
#might do quick face reveal again i need that length again gosh ive never looked that cool i miss it so so badd you guys i looked soooo hot#:(((((( need to dye it fuck i need to get fifty times hotter<3333 it will fix all my problems im so serious<333
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hello its duck fancomic appreciation time bc I love them, I just wanted to say my favourite is Deep Water! it's just so elegantly drawn and you made the plot such a great explanation of how Gladstone's luck works :D also you actually nailed the ABC emergency technique and that knocked me sideways (used to be a lifeboat volunteer) so YEAH REALLY GOOD THANKS FOR THE GOOD FOOD
oh gosh!!!! ;O; !!!! actually that one is one of my favs too! I still feel satisfied with it, and I'm really amazed and happy you approve so much of the ABC I did my best to draw and write that part carefully. fun fact when I was in my teens I became a 3 star kayaker and also a qualified bellboat instructor thanks to the Rangers, so yeah! yay!!!! wooo!
#wawawawa ;o;#what a nice start to my working week#gosh.......#duck comics#doodle comics#ALSO THANK YOU FOR YOUR SERVICE#LIFEBOAT PEOPLE ARE SO FUCKING COOL#oops typo of a lifetime there I MEANT 3 STAR#4 STAR IS LIKE. INSANE LEVEL I AIN'T THAT
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screaming crying yelling my prof being like 'have any of you written fictional stories before' as i have my messy breakup masadai fic open in another tab
#snap chats#//THROWS UP//#ITS THE WAY HE WAS LIKE 'oh can you talk about your process :) do the characters live in your head do you hear them'#and im just sitting here like absentmindedly talking like#'oh yeah i guess they do haha uh like whenever i write something 'they wouldnt do' i hear them say 'i wouldnt do that''#which is true whenever i go to write one of these fucks doing something and its not right i hear a bitch in my ear like#'i woudlnt fucking say that' like youre so right my queen im sorry let me reread the text fifty times to get it right#ITS HOW HE GOT SO ENTHUSIASTIC TOO LIKE 'oh my gosh really :00 isnt that so fun isnt that cool :DD'#if it werent for the fact i can perfectly hear will yun lee in my head at any given time then sure i guess#anyway my professor doesnt understand the depths of my mental illness but im glad fanfic writing has become relevant to my academic career
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Everything is nice and all at work then suddenly someone feels the need to remind you why you hate your workplace so much agshshdhs
#Girl I thought we stopped with the bullshit#If I hear someone say 'just wait until you have your own kid' ONE MORE TIME#I actually have a cool job and all. I love what am I doing#But gosh my coworkers are not it sometimes#They took away the guy around my age too now I'm stuck with all the married people with +2 kids of which one is little and killing them on#the inside.#I love when someone's like 'Why don't you work on Saturday too? You don't have kids/family to worry about' 🙃#And I will keep not having them if I come to work every fucking weekend Karen but fuck off I guess#god i'm so tired#And sick of the whole situation. My aromantic ass is dying slowly#One day I'm gonna snap and yell at everyone I don't wanna have children and have them interrogate me for ages
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WOY character reactions to you coming out as bisexual
"WAIT YOU CAN BE A BOY AND LIKE OTHER BOYS????"

"ew bro, dudes can't like other dudes."
"oh shit!"
"SHUT THE FUCK UP! I DIDNT ASK!"
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"yes i know i can see the pin on your clothes"
"LMAOOOO ANOTHER LAME-ASS MEMBER OF THE ALPHABET COMMUNITY LAWWWWLLL"
#i wouldve added wander but it would be too goddamn long too type out and its 1 am. just know he would be VERY supportive and try to give#you all the resources. ever.#sylvia would just say oh cool im gay too#wander would say that too but like OH MY GOSH SO AM I and fucking RAMBLE#woy#wander over yonder#THE BABY IS THE FUNNIEST ONE TO ME
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For the writer ask game, #4, #23, #25?
4. How many WIPs do you have right now?
Technically, just one! All the little sidefics I've started are currently wrapped up and complete (tho there's more I wanna do still) so TMWN is the only WIP!
23. How do you choose where to end a chapter (if you have multi-chapter works)?
Oh lord. Shrug emoji. IDK, just where it... feels good! Like it feels like things have been wrapped up and we're at a good settling point! I do like cliffhangers, but I usually try not to leave anything too crazy as an unknown for a week, either. Sometimes I end a chapter because I realize I've written like almost thirty pages and I should probably figure out a stopping point and split things up, lmao. Chapter Twenty and Twenty-One were originally one chapter, but then I realized it was, like... almost fifty pages... so I went back and found a good place to split it up, lmao.
25. Have you ever upset yourself with your own writing?
Oh yeah. For sure. Sometimes I'll, like... tap into something sad by accident. Like, I'll be writing something sad/emotional/upsetting, and then I'll think about it too hard and get really upset (usually it's less something I've experienced and more something that someone else has experienced. Like. There've been times I've written about Yoshi being scared about his children's safety, and then thought about my mom losing her son, and then I'll suddenly be really fucked up about it.) I also have a tendency of, like... giving the TMWN boys things I don't have? Like. A lot of their experiences, especially childhood memories and aspects of their relationships, are things that I wish I had. I am, quite frankly, not close with any of my living family members. Part of the story, for me, is giving them the stuff I want but never got and will likely never have. And then sometimes I'll get kind of sad about it? But usually, it's okay. I like giving them good things. <3
#im like#you know how idiot-mushroom and tm(n)t take their kinda fucked up childhoods#and process it by kicking fantasy turtles?#which is so valid and cool#i take my kinda fucked up childhood and i process it by giving these turtles everything i didnt get#like a good relationship with their parent#like! dont get me wrong my childhood was not. like. AWFUL or anything but the one thing ive learned so far in therapy is#well gosh it maybe wasnt. good either lmao#sometimes ill just be sayin shit and my therapist will squint at me lmao#tho i do put actual memories and experiences in there too#aslitheryprinx#asks#ask games
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every scene with aveline in da2 is like oh wow aveline woudl be so fucking cool. if we explored this in deep. wouldnt it
#replaying da2#its just.... im playing a rivalry with her wich is pretty cool#beginning with my hawke killing her husband in a “it would be awful for a wife to kill his beloved let me do it instead”#in a well intentional fucked up way#and then they just disagreeing on stuff#(i love the idea of rivalry paths but sometimes u have to be a huge asshole so i tried to do the rivalry without being full jerk to her dfo#anyways its pretty cool you can also blame her for what happens in All That Remains#its a cool moment i love that they let you just be angry even if its just for the sake of being angry#but gosh she acts like It Couldnt Be Avoided in Any Way hawke ú_ù girl you are the leader of the guard#at least i dont know tell me things are gonna improve dfggdfdgfji#tbf her idea of improvement would be like. yeah we should support the templars more#i also went with her to the fade so she could get a bit of understandment about the mages#and she was just like wow mages are not people . like girlllll#learn from isabela and varric pls#its like she doubles down on the awful#wich could be cool and interesting but it just goes nowhere#and then again the qunari getting 2 elves problem like girllll whats going on in the guard#it would had been nice to see her deal with these with like a Feeling IDK or a narrative not like. well she is there#i saw someone talking about how isabela merrill and fenris can end up so badly depending on players choice#while aveline worst outcome is that she doesnt get remarried#and like idk man da2 is this huge tragedy everyone is having a terrible time#she has the worst time at the beginning but then thats it#like the material IS THERE
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The night is young and I am free to do whatever my heart desires but unfortunately I have once again found myself trapped in the Time Prison and so I
#the good old 'I don't feel like doing anything including doing nothing and I want to go to bed but I know I'm not tired'#WEH.#I'm enjoying typing but I don't want to commit to practicing typing for real so I'm just making excuses to type more#I was looking at custom ESC keycaps because I was thinking about that whole community of ppl obsessed with keyboards and like I get it I#like the clicky clacking and keyboards can look so pretty but some of those key caps man wtf.#why would you want 3D transparent donald duck ESC key from temu what is wrong with you#saw a set of key caps that were little kittys with little kitty ears n I was like fuuuuuuuuuck#49.00 USD probably 100000 CAD+shipping goto helllll#I was thinking about what if I had like confetti keycaps and a custom kittycake esc key or like an actual little cake and matching desk mat#or even just a new cute mousepad cuz mine is old as fuck and I spilled vegetable cream stew on it once#and then I was thinking like sighhh and wouldn't it be cool to have arcade carpet on the stairs leading down to my basement hovel and#rainbow lights along the ceiling corners and what if I painting my bedroom like I wanted to do and sighhhhh#I haven't been wasting my money buying shit like that but I'm thinking about it again.#but the same thing stopping me from doing anything at all is stopping me from wasting my money which like that's good I guess???????#gosh I really like typing why did I stop doing daily typing practice#oh yea The Thing Stopping Me From Doing Anything At All#meow meowm meow meow meow#ok I really gotta tear myself away from my computer and brush my teethses and try going to bed#I already played minecraft earlier it's fine I didn't do NOTHING tonight it just feels like I did#and tomorrow is another day#and next week is a short work week thank fucking christ almighty#literally cuz its easter sunday and he was in that tomb but he escaped or whatever he did#thanks jeezy boy#you maybe shoulda milked it for like half a week at least#moved the big ass boulder like have an inch at a time#*pause for laughter*#that s from my new stand up comedy routine do uiuop like it djfskll;askjdgflksjdflksajdflksjdf the dsjalkjfolidasfgjoiweljsdalkjflskdjflak#meowww#I am the only one I know on here who 'talks' this fucking much about absolutely nothing#I do all this and my poor followers can click read more and spend time reading alllllll this garbage
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just class doodles for today :>



#IM#ME WHEN#HUH#WHTA#WHAT#OH MY GOD#NO BECAUSE#ALL YOUR ART IS ABSOLUTELY STUNNING AND IM IN LOVE WITH IT AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY#GUYS WHAT DO I SAY#“this looks cool as fuck actually” canon#thats the reason he felt comfortable enough to sleep#ive decided#GOSH I LOVE THIS SO MUCH I HAVE NO WORDS ITS SO NICE OF YOU#AUFHHFGHH#REBLOG BLAST#3 months au fanart
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Not very early, but. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! I hope your day was awesome and wish you the best!! :D
WAAH!!!! THANK YOU I TGAJBCLQLLFA???
Sobbing pounding my hands against the floor oh my goodness
#my birthday may be finished but ODUDHBSNNXLPA#gosh you guys are so so nice and?????#im crying so hard i love you guys /plat#you and emu and the rest of the fandom are so fucking cool and awesome oh my god#don't mind me just crying because two internet people i really like are being nice like normal people#potato randomly talks
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-. AHEM HEHE~ i accidentally posted one ask instead of drafting it so i'm posting the others now too lmao, pardon~
#;ooc#;tbd#len DONE goofed up LKDGJLDSGJFDKLJG forgib me dash for the momentary influx#i promise there's only like three more posts because my inbox is being a fucking dickhead#I MEAN THERE ARE OTHER ASKS but those are for ME to keep#they're lovey dovey things from my friends that i want to hold to my chest#anything below them is just GONE i'm hoping???? it'll show up one day??? idk especially if i post these?? i need to figure out how#i'm wondering if it's maybe an outdated xkit extension i have on that's doing it so i'm looking into it ♥ have a lovely timezone ♥#ONE THING THAT ANGERS ME ABOUT THIS IS THAT FDKJKGH#i drafted one ask for Ferre bc i wanted to describe the outfit María is wearing a little more but NOW IT'S OUT THERE#she's wearing a black dress with silver adornments draped all over it to make it look like a very loose chainmail#she's wearing flames for earrings and she's wearing TROUSERS#it's supposed to look armour right? she's got a belt too lmao anyways the trousers and boots are brown-esque#they feel like bark to the touch tho the texture is WOODEN like logs for a pyre#and she's wearing several bracelets and straps - upper arm forearm center of thigh and center of calf#they're supposed to resemble the way women were tied to stakes in paintings depicting the witchtrials#IT WAS COOL Ferre if you happen upon this post--!!!!!!#GOSH i wish i could draw lmao LKDFJHGKL
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