#gosh im in a bad mood today
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
i need like. a ls fic rec list . for me (has 100+ ls bookmarks and has more in my marked for later)
#in my defense. all of my fics in my marked for later are long#just havent felt that i could just sit down and read </3#so that leaves me with reading every single oneshot that interests me instead which uh. is why im making my own fic rec list#because my gosh there are so many#anyways#i might read some of the longer ones today >_<#im very bad at reading long fics recently bc i havent been in the mood so#take me back to 2020 where id read fics like candy#text.core
2 notes
·
View notes
Note
Hihii I absolutely love the manager series and I was wondering if you could do something where manager has a bad day and the team cheers them up?
You don't have to but it's just a thought
â UCONN WBB MANAGER
ౚৠâ summary | manager has been stressed out so paige and kk cheer her up!
â word count | 665 (im sorry it's so short)
â warnings | stressing out, paige and kk being absolute menaces, uhhh mention of bigbacks..............
â taglist | @xocherishxo @iienstein @yazmunson @euphternal @uraesthete @hello-nah817 @wanderlusturous and here's a link to my taglist if anyone would like to join!!
YOU SAT ON the bed, flat on your stomach as you scroll on TikTok. The entire team was out and you finally had some time for yourself.
You usually enjoyed away-games â the bus rides, the free food (most of the time), the hotels. However, this time it felt more stressful than usual. As you mindlessly scrolled through TikTok, the events of the past few days replayed in your mind. The pressure of the upcoming game, coupled with the tensions within the team, weighed heavily on your shoulders.
You sighed, setting your phone aside for a moment as you put your face into the sheets. The weight of responsibility as the team's manager felt heavier than usual today. You wanted nothing more than to see the team succeed, but lately, it felt like every obstacle was stacked against you.
The pressure was on, and you felt it weighing heavily on your shoulders. The team looked to you for guidance and support, and while you did your best to provide it, there were moments when doubt crept in. Had you made the right calls? Could you have done more to prepare them?
You were too keep in thought to hear the hotel room door until you heard KK's voice. "Gyatt,"
"Oh my gosh, shut the fuck up." Paige laughed as she rolled her eyes at KK's immature comment.
You turned around to face them, then sigh heavily and turn back to your phone on the bed. Nika came in a few moments later, exhaustion evident in her expression as she took a seat next to you on the bed.
You glanced up briefly as Nika joined you on the bed, offering her a small smile before returning your attention to your phone. Despite the presence of your teammates, you couldn't shake off the weight of your thoughts and the heaviness in your mood was noticeable.
Paige's and KK's laughter seemed distant as you continued to scroll through TikTok, the videos failing to lift your mood. Nika's arrival only added to the heavy atmosphere, her tired demeanor mirroring your own.
"Y/N, you good?" Nika asked as she glanced down at you, her glasses on the bridge of her nose slightly sliding down.
You nodded thankfully, a small smile on your face. "Yeah, just tired."
Nika nodded with understanding as she turned her attention back to her phone, the two of you tuning out Paige and KK. Your stressed-out mood didn't go unnoticed by the duo as they exchanged glances.
"Are you hungry?" Paige speaks as she glances at you. You look up at her with a confused expression, turning around so that you were sitting on your back. Before you could protest, Paige continued. "You look hungry. Wanna go get food?"
"Like what?" You mumbled as you looked back at Paige.
Paige scoffed as she glared at you. "Doesn't matter, just get up and let's go get food."
"I'm not in the mood, Paige." You gave her a stern look before picking your phone back up.
Paige was not having it though, she grabbed your arm and forcefully got you up causing KK to burst out laughing at her attempt. "Jeez, you're strong." You just kept glaring kept glaring at her.
"I'll even pay bro, just get up." Paige persisted, her tone firm yet laced with concern.
Reluctantly, you let out a sigh, feeling the weight of Paige's grip on your arm. "Fine, fine," you relented, giving her a small nod.
Paige and KK gave her each other a smile as you grabbed your bag, waving Nika goodbye as you left the room.
"So you're paying for me too, right Paige?" KK asked with a smile as Paige glared at her, causing you to laugh. KK then shot you a glare, "Why are you laughing, big-back?"
"Big-back?!" You repeated in disbelief as Paige bursted out laughing, KK joining in a moment later. "I hate you guys."
"Do you really?" KK asked with a grin on her face.
âł make sure to check out my navigation or masterlist if you enjoyed! any interaction is greatly appreciated !
âł thank you for reading all the way through, as always âĄ
#uconn wbb manager â
#uconn wbb#uconn huskies#uconn womenâs basketball#paige bueckers#paige buckets#paige bueckers x reader#kk arnold#ncaaw#ncaa womenâs basketball
475 notes
·
View notes
Text
âȘ RAPHAEL HAMATO DATING HEADCANONS âȘ
Summary:
Just some silly lil headcanons to start of the summaâïžđ«¶đŸ
Warning(s):
None! all fluff up in here
A/N:
OKAY GUYS ITS SUMMER VAYCAY, IM BACK AND HAVE NOTHING TO DO FOR 75 DAYS, IM A FREE MAN, SO LET'S START IT OFF WITH MY FAVORITE BOY (Gender-neutral reader!)
I would like to start by saying this man loves you very much and would drop almost anything for you
You need help with a school project? Big red is on his way, you don't know what shoes will match the outfit you picked, oh what a coincidence! he just so happens to have a matching pair of shoes that fits you perfectly, you just want cuddles? lock and loaded baby, come at him
I think I can speak for everyone when I say we all need a Raph in our lives
He protects you from his brother's teasing, even if it's just playing or goofing, he is NOT taking any chances.
He loves to scoop you up randomly, you'll get used to it don't worry
Very cautious when picking you up though, doesn't want his spikes to hurt you, he will feel mad guilty if he was the one who caused you even a little bit of pain, even if it wasn't attentional (please comfort the man)
Appreciates the little moments he shares with you, oh my gosh I actually have the perfect scenario, just imagine...
After a long day full of fun cahoots and mysterious adventures, you two finally decided to go home, you usually go your separate ways after a day like this one, but it was rather late at night, and New York lets the creeps roam at this time, so he offered to ride the subway train with you, even though you were a bit hesitant but agreed cause there's no way your gonna allow yourself to get mugged in the middle of the night and like I said it was late at night so the subway cart that you guys were on was empty, he did wear a Hoodie and mask, just in case, the ride was silent, no noises but the constant screeching of the train tracks, but other than that it was just comfortable silence, Raph was lost in his thoughts, thinking about how the next day will be and how it will end, will it be a good or bad day? or something in the middle; what's the meaning of life? and what happens after death? Where does your soul go to, to heaven? or is it just pitch black forever, will today be his last day-- suddenly, he felt a lightweight on his shoulder, the thoughts that were coming in like a rapid wave started to smooth down to a calm stream of water, he glanced down at your sleeping figure, apparently you thought it was a perfect time to take a quick power nap, how cute! he coos softly at you, loving how you're so comfortable and calm around him. god, he loves you so much âĄ,
"I promise I will always be here when you need me, you're my everything, sweetie"
Sorry guys I just felt a little kooky at the moment
If you like to play fight he's totally down, doesn't fight too hard obviously, and lets you win all the time, what a gentleman
He'll hold doors open for you, push your seat out, and then push it back in, hell, he would even do that thing where a guy puts his coat on a puddle so the lady could walk through it even though she's fully capable of walking around it
Takes so many pics of you and him at places, and has a particular folder on his phone with pictures of you guys
When it's family game night or movie night, he always invites you, you are practically a part of the family so why not? (The others don't mind)
It's so common to find you in the lair with how much you go down there on a daily basis
Yall have to do lovely dovey things in a private area cause of his brothers (mostly Leo, his bitchass) constantly changing the mood
Likes it when you watch him workout, it motivates him so much, sometimes he uses you as a weight
Loves to give you piggyback rides for some reason
He likes pickles, LISTEN LISTEN, if you don't like pickles in your burger you'll pick them out and give it to him cause you know he loves em (THE OLIVE THEORY âĄ)
I GOT SOO MUCH MORE BECAUSE OF HOW MUCH I LOBE HIM BUT ILL KEEP IT INSIDE, FOR NOW, CAUSE ITS 5:08 AM RN đ sorry for being dead for 5 months, AGIAN, but imma be back on my grind now đđŸ and I'll try to complete all of my 15 drafts đ and if you see any grammar mistakes, no you didn't.
#rottmnt#x reader#raphael rottmnt#rottmnt x reader#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt#tmnt x reader
186 notes
·
View notes
Text
how negative content may have an impact over your manifestations
i feel like we need to have some talk about this and literally take a moment to realize what some of yall are doing YES IM TALKING TO YOU.
to start with, i know some of you literally DEVOUR negative media that ruin your day and im talking about like negative tiktoks, images with negative affirmations or whatever (if you have seen anything like this you know what im talking about)
the thing is, lets be honest even if truth may hurt, some of yall literally eat this media daily, save it and everything and then have the audacity to complain yall are not getting results or are not happy and im not surprised because listen
i used to watch negative media all the time, my tiktok fyp was literally filled with vents and stories of someones partner cheating on them or abusing them or like those tiktoks that are like "why doesnt he respond to me", "i just saw him talk to another girl lol" and i was watching this for hours. HOURS. not realizing how much its killing my manifestations and ruining my mood, the same with other media, sometimes i would go on pinterest and my page would be filled with those images with vents n shi and all of those bad stories that i wish to never happen on me
as i started seeing more of them, i genuinely even felt like something like this is going to happen to me because i was so overwhelmed with this REALLY
and i know sometimes you might find yourself overwhelmed with that media or just mindlessly scrolling and not even realizing what your mind is consuming, not even realizing what youre watching..perhaps? but listen to me, as i stopped consuming this media i felt so much happier AND THIS IS A SIGN FOR YOU OKAY THIS IS A SIGN FOR YOU TO PUT THIS TO AN END!!!!
because i was consuming this media so much (btw at that time i was super into manifesting sp stuff etc) that it literally put my manifestations DOWN I SWEAR
listen to me, if you consume negative affirmations daily and relate to it, going to the old story NOTHING will change, literally why affirm against a thing you want?? like some of yall want to manifest pretty face but then all tiktoks yall save, repost and like are like "gosh im so ugly" or like yall want to get rid of third party or make your sp obsessed but all yall are watching are people who complain or something else about how they sp will never love them and or that theyre talking to someone else and or that theyre getting replaced.......like i have no idea what some of you expect to happen by doing this but really for your own good just cut the negative media off, doesnt matter if it puts your manifestations down or not, i honestly feel that consuming a media that can actually benefit you, align to the highest version of yourself, media that can make you happy can actually change your life too, negative and positive are just two things and you decide which one do you want to surround yourself with
and listen to me, the day i cut the negative media off i felt happier and today im making sure to surround myself with media that i actually like, that make me happy and feel fulfilled
thank you for reading!! LOVE YOU SO MUCH BYEE!!! <3
#manifestation#manifesting#self concept#how to manifest#affirm and persist#law of assumption#law of attraction#loa tumblr#loassumption#master manifestor#manifesation#positive thoughts#positive affirmations#positivity#encouragement#positive thinking
25 notes
·
View notes
Text
Something to hold onto.
suhyeok x reader.
Genre: Angst? maybe
Was it really worth it, to hold such a grudge?
_____
It was another dreadful day. You woke up to find your brother Dae Su trying to get into your genshin account this morning. Luckily he didnt succeed.
'Its 5am' you groan in annoyance not wanting to go to school.After you brushed your teeth,you put on your school uniform and head straight to breakfast.
At breakfast you smack your brothers head for wanting to get into your genshin account.
"AISH..WHAT WAS THAT FOR" your brother said.
"thats for messing with my genshin account earlier" you replied annoyed. "well sorry geez.."
he said rubbing his head to ease the pain "Yah..be grateful i didnt beat you up." you then scold "yeah, yeah im sorry" he continued.
____________________________________
You arrived early with your brother perusual.
You went to your seat next to namra.
you were still confused on why people disliked her so much. She's so sweet and pretty. She might be cold at first but when you get to know her shes actually very comfortable to spend time with.
"Hi Nam-ra" you smiled at her
"Oh, hello sorry i didnt really notice you coming inside" she smiled back
"its okay"
"Hey Nam-ra did you bring any snacks today?"
you said giving her your best puppy eyes.
"Of course, I knew you'd ask" she looked in her bag to find your favourite snack.
"here."
"Thank you, thank you, thank you!"
______________________________________
Your day was going great till he came in. Lee su hyeok. Gosh you could list what was wrong with him for hours. He is so reckless and messy. And worst of all he doesnt even wear socks to school.
You got in a bad mood by just looking at him.
He looked at you and teased you "what got you in such a bad mood there sweetheart."
his friends gave an oooooo sound.
I rolled my eyes at them "you" i said and returned to eat my snack Nam-ra gave me.
He dramatically put his hand to his heart, acting like he'd been hurt. What a sick bastard. I payed no attention to them though.
____________________________________
*Time skip to lunch*
You were walking with namra talking about the upcoming test and what questions would most likely come out.
"Nam-ra, let's study at your place? I am sure your mum wouldn't mind, since she's in a business trip anyways."
"Fine. But you have to promise me that we are really studying this time. No more outside talk, just study." She said rolling her eyes playfully.
"Yes! I promise!" You said excitedly.
You didn't really notice you were walking into a person until you bumped into someone. Embarrassed, you apoligised.
"sorr-"you said before realising who you really bumped into. Meeting his eyes, making your expression harden.
"No need to apoligize my dear" He said so smoothly, it annoyed you to the brim. With his sly, boyish grin - he thinks he's so good.
I rolled my eyes at him, not even caring to respond. Taking back my apology in silence.
Honestly the only thing that made you dislike him was what happened when you were younger.
before you started disliking him , he was actually a good friend of yours.
______
flashback
you remembered it vividly. That day he took your bracelet your sister gave you before she moved to a diffrent country across the globe. The bracelet was very dear to you because you can't really see her most of the time. She was a very kind older sister even though she could be very protective and strict, you still adored her.
How you hated him. How can someone be so cruel? your younger self thought.
"HEY GIVE IT BACK." you snapped, feeling the rage in you growing. Over the course of your childhood you weren't really a kid who would fuss about silly things, but when you were provoked - patience ran thin.
"And what are you gonna do if I dont?" he smiled smugly, acting like he had won a prize.
"This."
He whimpered once your boots met his knee, falling to the ground in pain. He then threw the bracelet into the river nearby, getting retaliation for a sort of victory that would satisfy himself.
"WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT?!" you yelled, not expecting him to do that out of all the people you knew. Kicking him was one thing you'd always had done when you'd get annoyed by his antics but this was just borderline rude.
He got up and looked at you stunned not knowing what to do. His face mixed with regret and remorse, why'd he'd done that? he wasn't even sure with himself.
You cried running into the river, to try saving the bracelet from getting washed away by the currents. It was nearly impossible to find it as it was already getting dark.
"I-" the boy stuttered not knowing what to say .
You were frustrated to think about anything, to think about what to say, what to feel, what to do. He could've done this differently, but he didn't.
"I hate you." you turned to him, your expression shown nothing less than disappointment.
you ran back home crying to your mother and your brother confused.
________________________________________ flashback endâ§
You didn't want to talk to him nor see him. You turned past him ignoring his looks on you.
"why are you in such a hurry?" he questions.
"Its better if you leave us alone" Nam-ra steps in, knowing the story about the two.
"no, with all due respect, president, I need to talk to y/n." the boy said
"no?" you say getting irritated just by listening to his voice, how can one be so.. ignorant? can't he read the room?.
"How could you be so..selfish? you're messy and reckless. You can't be trusted, and you only care about yourself. Are you stupid? or are you just playing dumb? I clearly do not want to be near you. I thought I had shown you many times how I do not want anything to do with you. You're ridiculous, rude and overall ruthless. Not to mention how you joined the group of bullies, what did you do with them anyways? smoke weed? drink?. Hell who am I to ask, I could care less." you said in a fit of anger. Something you had bottled up for years.
Lee su hyeok's pov:
I was surprised to hear what they had said about me. Sure I was all of those things back then. It was clear they hadn't seen how I have already changed for the better, it was clear she didn't care if I did or not.
It hurts alot, seemingly because I had changed for them. I wanted them to see me. To notice how great I had become, how punctual I can be, how reliable, how loyal, how I really, truly, and deeply wanted them to reconsider us.
I frowned and shook my head. The disappointment I felt for them.
"You're not so better yourself. Just think about what you had done. Stop being a hypocrite. Just like me, you'd also done some things that are considered unforgivable to some."
They scoffed at what i said, it's like as if they don't know how to respond. If they don't want to fix this then there's no point in trying.
__
Repost from wattpad.
57 notes
·
View notes
Text
Passion Thoughts!
Hi, hello, two today because this is my favorite episode(im a bit of a nathalie simp)
This is my favorite episodeâŠ
GOD IM GAY
Alya makes a point
Oh Adrien
Bananas?
NATHALIE
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT
Your pancakes just suck
Nathalie is speaking from experience :((
She's so confused :(
He's so happy
âHow about Gabe while weâre at itâ SMACKING THAT CHILDHOOD TRAUMA FOR REAL THIS TIME
The girls are fighting
âHey Google, is it possible to get divorced if you were never married?"
I feel so bad for her :(
Iâve said it before but Iâll say it again, the kitchen colors are amazing
SMACK DOWN
don't touch me.
The door is still wide open-
GUYS DON'T FUCK WITH THE DOOR OPEN!
"No >:("
Poor girl, she didn't sign up for a heart attack
Getting along⊠yeah
HER ROOM
IM SORRY BUT I LOVE IT
it's so much more homey than the rest of the house
It fits her so well :)
But seriously, poor girl
Secret safe gang!
LESBIANS
Spell it with me!
L
E
S
B
I
A
N
S
NO DON'T CRY
~ Mood lighting ~
BACKSTORY
GIVE US MORE
PLEASE
MOMMY
She's bi, I'm sorry
âFalling in love was⊠complicatedâŠâ because you were confused about which one it was huh girliepop?
Parent/Son bond :)
His eyes lit up when she said that
Also his ears look like rubber
Dude shut up
He's so worried for Nathalie :(
GOSH IâM GOING TO CRY
Dramatic kitty
God I need to see her in that-
MOMMY-
I-
not me simping
She took control of him
Bottom Gabrielâą
Guys stop flirting
GOD SHE'S SO-
AAAAAAAAAAAH
ROASTED
GOD SHE'S SO HOT
SHE COULD KILL ME AND I WOULD THANK HER
Hot!
âHey, that's not fair!â
âIâm not even an influencer! #Run!â
A gentleman
Is the alliance tracker system like life360?
No Adrien. No.
Newton's third law!
We love a good kinky woman!
Blackmail!
TELL THEM
SLAY QUEEN
He's so emotional
Nice looking. Nice looking. Not directly at the tits⊠tits
TITS
AAAAAH
instant collapse
Worried? Actually worried?? Maybe???
Mama Nathalie :)
DON'T MAKE ME CRY
MamaâŠ
#miraculous ladybug#miraculous#miraculoustalesofladybugandcatnoir#my thoughts#im a simp#s507#ep: passion#marinette dupain cheng#adrien agreste#nathalie sancoeur#gabriel agreste#eminath#sangrestes
10 notes
·
View notes
Note
can I pls request a fic where reader is on her period and already in a bad mood so when sunghoon comes home from practice early saying his stomach hurts too & that heâs sick she thinks heâs just poking fun at her and doesnât take him seriously but later on when they go to the convenience store together cus she needs to buy pads she realizes that heâs actually rlly unwell and feels bad and takes care of him.
Sure! Here it is!
Also, can I call u đ§Ąanonnie? Bcs u requested for enha⊠If u want another emoji, tell me!
(photo isnât Mine!)
You groan as you shift uncomfortably in your spot on the couch. Your period had started early and it hurt so much worse than normal. Usually, you would be used to it, having periods for the past god knows how many years, but this time, it felt like you were being stabbed in multiple places, your abdomen, your legs and your head.
You were desperately waiting for your boyfriend sunghoon to get home from dance practice with the rest of the members so that he could go to the store with you.
The second you hear the door click open, you call out sunghoonâs name just to find him groaning in pain on his way in. He was clutching his stomach as he held on to the tv stand. You, now starting to think heâs mocking you and making fun of you, due to the fact that your abdomen felt like it was getting stabbed by the sharpest knife on the whole entire planet. Back to what you think is him mocking you, you let out a scoff and say, âwell, you can stop making fun of the fact that im in pain right now, you knowâŠâ
âWhat? Baby, what makes you think that im mocking you, and that im actually not in pain right now?â Sunghoon replies, still clutching his stomach. âWell, I donât know but from the way that youâre having a âstomach acheâ right now, when I just started my period today, is a bit suspicious to me.â you reply, irritated. thanks so much, dumb mood swings!
âWell, do you need me to get you anything from the store?â, Sunghoon asks, definitely worried about you. âWell, i was gonna go to the store and buy some pads so, if you want to join me, then come along.â you reply, just wanting your cramps to go away for once today. (at the store)
You walk down the snack aisle with Sunghoon next to you, or at least you thought he was next to you. You stop for a second and realise that he wasnât next to you anymore. You look behind to see that he was standing a fee feet behind you and once again clutching his stomach.
âOh, maybe he wasnât joking.â You thought as you hurriedly walked up to him and asked him, âbaby, whatâs wrong? Iâm so sorry that I thought you were making fun of me, it was very horrible of me to think that. But what happened?â âum, you didnât let me tell you but I didnât eat anything the entire day because of practice and I didnât even realise that I hadnât eaten at all, so I realised that I hadnât only when my stomach started to hurt like hell.â he says, a bit slowly due to the fact that he was shutting his eyes in pain.
âHoonie, baby, oh my gosh I feel so bad now. Come on, let me take you home and give you something to eat and a painkiller to stop your stomach ache, okay?â You say sweetly, much more different from your demeanour about a half hour ago.
You get him to lie down the second that you get home, giving him his food in bed, a bowl of rice and some kimchi. After he devoured his food, he slowly started to doze off, and you, noticing that, turn off the lights, and get him covered up in a blanket, before lying down next to him, getting into his blanket and letting him fall into your embraceâŠ
TAGS; @leaderwonim @mandukkul @copyhanni @nikiswifereal27 @stariikis @ad0rechuu @copyhanni @jungkit @rk1stars @rikihqq @wonryllis @angel1kisses @nishions @rikizm @stariekis
#kpop#enhypen#requests#đ§Ąannonie#enha#psh#park sunghoon#sunghoon#sunghoon x reader#fluff#sunghoon fluff#sunghoon enhypen#enha is my no one bg
13 notes
·
View notes
Text
Do you remember?
Movie: the maze runner
Couple: reader x newt
Warning: smut, fluff ig, unprotected sex, anoying minho.
*it about newt wants to know about you and him before the maze and he gets to know on a very very fun way. ( this is my first time writing yk smut so sorry if it sucked)
YOUR POV
You were working in the gardens with your lovely boyfriend newt today. Honest... he looked hot .. just so hot. Not forget to mention it was like 1000 degrees so him being shirt-less wasn't helping very much. Your were so caught up in your own tought that you didn't realise you were staring.
N: enjoying the view love
He said with a wink..
When you shot out your daydream you felt your cheeks burning and turning bright red.
N: aw no need to getting flusterd love.
Y/n: ohh shut up asshole
N: what did i do wrong?? You were the one staring
Y/n: well stop being so goddamn handsome and i will stop staring!
You said with a sight smile..
You saw newt turning pink and you were about to tease him for it but you were cut off by a anoying, sassy rather i say teasing minho.
M: ohhh get a room you two
Y/n: shut up minho
M: someone is in a bad mood. Newt i let you handle your lovely girlfriend. Y/n always a pleasure to see you.. newt my man get it!!
He said sending newt a wink. And with that he walked away.
NEWT POV
The moment minho walked away i stepped closer to y/n. "Gosh isnât she the most cutest thing you ever saw" i said to myself. She was just getting back to her work but i just couldnât look away. The way she makes a difficult face when she can't get the tomato out of the ground it just so adorable. I zoned out and was lost in my own thoughts i couldnât help but wonder if we were something before the maze. I never thought about it i mean we felt the conection the moment she came up. We were one of the gladers that were the longest here along with alby. I knew she was different but did we had something before?.. i didn't knew. I really wanted to know tho so i maybe i should ask thomas, we grew lose and i knew he was having visions of the time before the maze.
N: y/n, love do you know were thomas is?
Y/n: i dont know maybe in the maze suckface you made him a runner.
You said laughing at him for forgetting.
N: oh yeah right.
He said laughing with you.
Y/n: why tho.. it there something bothering you??
What am i going to say should i tell her?? What if she things im doubting our relationship.. would she leave me..
N: nope im perfectly...
I was about to finish my sentence when a saw thomas and ben running out of the maze.
(Pretend like ben wasn't stung..)
Y/n: newt you were saying...??
She ask with a questioning tone.
N: nothing thomas is back im gonna talk with him i finished my work so just scream when your done.
With that i walked over to thomas and i saw that y/n was looking at me with a weird look. I brushed it off. and approached thomas.
T: newtt whats up..
N: hey thomas i just kinda have a question.
T: well shoot it.
N: its about the visions you get.. how do you like get them...
T: well usually its a dream... well nightmare i guess. But i think its about being in the moment..
N: oh well thank you.
T: why do you ask is there something??
N: i just wanna know things about me and y/n before the maze you know.
T: ahhh i get it i wanted it with theresa it worked when we you know got intimate.
N: when did you get bloody intimate!! how did you find time!! were did you-. You know what i dont what to know please don't give me details.
T: hahaha but i do know my story with theresa now.
N: thanks thomas i will try it
T: hmm well good luck get it ;)
With that i walked back to y/n and lucky for me she was done.
Y/N POV
The moment newt left i felt something was bothering him. A couple minutes later i was done and saw newt laughing with thomas. What am i lucky to have him. I wanted to go to him but i saw he was already walking over to me. When he was finally here ( his damn limp ) he went for it just like that.
N: y/n i want to have sex with you..
I was damn shocked i mean 4 monthes of a relationship but it wasn't going more than heated make-out sesions. When he realised what he said he turned red no scratch that he turned deep red for shame.
Y/n: newt don't be ashamed its normal don't worry.
I saw him relief a sigh.
Y/n: but so suddendly you were in need to find thomas and then this....
N: i uhmm i just wanted to know about our past before this before the maze...
Y/n: why didn't you tell you know i would've understood.
N: i know i just overthink...
(Tw spicy)
You knew newt had a problem with that it were personal traumas. You saw his face turned to the ground so you grabbed his chin and forced him to look at you. And with that you kissed him loveing and sweet, slow and passionate.  Â
You felt his tongue beg for entrance but you remembered you were in public and everyone could see you.
"Newt they can see us" you said rather moaning. He didn't care he took his chance to stick him tongue in your mouth when you talked. He grabbed your waist and picked you up. He took you took his hut and wrapped you legs around his middle. You moaned at the feeling of his now his hard member.
"Love that sound you make love" he said with a groan.
At this moment you just wanted him to take you right there and then. You grabbed his shirt in order to take it off. He let you undress him while he was undressing you (i dont know if that posibble just imagine). When you were both naked he looked at you.
"Are you 100% sure love cause i might think i can't stop if you dont stop me here."
You let out a chuckle and say "i never was so sure about something."
And with that he enterd you with a moan from you and a groan from him he let you adjust to him. You really needed him to move
" newt please move" you say as you couldnât take it.
And that was his sign he pushed himself in and out you at a steady pace. " bloody hell woman you feel so good" he said. You never felt so good.
NEWT POV
I was so happy she felt so good i got want i wanted. I felt her become tight around me so i knew she was there. I trust and i felt it to. My trust became sloppy and our noises fill the room. I was so desperate and i closed my eyes. But i didn't expect to see what i saw. We were in a lab... i saw y/n she was looking at me. I took her with me i saw walls im telling her something.
N: please remeber me im next to go i will not see but i will wait y/n i love you so much and then i kissed her.    Â
And went back to reality. I saw the position we were in and y/n her closed eyes. She said my name and i feel her loseing up. And ride our highs out. I walked over to to my hammock and layd us down and wrapped my arm around her. We were catching our breathes when she askes me "did you saw it to?" She ask a litte out of breath. I did love, i did... we loved.. well i loved you before this all." I said because i didn't heard her say it back.
"Newt i loved you to im so happy i remebered we loved eachother before and we always will."
" i promise as long as i will live"
and with that said you both fell a sleep in eachother arms.
36 notes
·
View notes
Text
QSMP PURGATORY FINALE
Liveblogging Phil's POV - Part 1
[ Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 ]
Strap in lads, this is a longgggg liveblog.
NEW BOLAS EMOTE LETS GOOOO
Aw, the idea of a shared playlist is so sweet.
Yeah I'm sick of Purgatory it's super stressful watching it and seeing the Fandom being stupid about it. If they keep Purgatory going (which I doubt they'd do, but One Fear and all that) I might stop watching stream as much. It's really not my vibe. If I do watch I'll probably just solo Phil's POV and that's it. I've been watching Fit more than Phil lately (for once) but that's been stressful).
Whenever Phil and Roier interact I gain a +10 boost to my mood
Oh, Maximus was streaming? OK yeah he's definitely set off that bomb today LMAO
Noooo they're all shouting over Maximus and he just goes silent noooo :((( SHUT UP AND LET MAXIMUS SPEAK GOOD GOD
Thank you Phil and Mouse for answering him I was losing my mind
Roier and Etoiles arguing about stupid stuff with each other is so funny, I'm so glad Purgatory made them become so close
LMAO Etoiles I'm so sorry, your team just loves dying
It's sad that Maximus didn't log on more, I wish more people knew how funny he is and what a good RPer he is :(
Mouse is so funny too I wish I had time to watch her
44m - Phil: Do we have a choice? Tubbo: We always have a choice. Banger convo
46m - Etoiles: I could kill them naked You sure could dude
NOOO ETOILES DONT SAY THAT THE EGGS ARE GONNA HAVE A DEATH BATTLE MY HEART DROPPED INTO MY STOMACH oh nvm "Dapper clears" made me laugh. Pomme would be awesome too.
52m 30s - Two coffee beans and a wooden hoe I'm DYING
Cellbit was only holding back his murderous tendencies on the Island because of coffee (and Roier)
POP OFF ETOILES I KNOW THAT SONG!!!!
The pure serotonin of hearing Etoiles sing a Spanish song I know :')
Poor Maximus coming back after 30 minutes. Surely he isn't working on his bomb (copium)
LMAO Maximus and his new server
58m - Maximus: Gays, any news?
I love him
OH CRAP CUTSCENE
"I SPY WITH MY GIANT EYE" LMAO
Oh Phil is gonna wipe the floor with Tubbo
LMAO of course he says stick fight
Poor Etoiles he's suffering
"Switch your hearts to Hardcore" Ok, Slime said that as a joke but that'd go so hard
Thank god Phil is going to be honorable about it, I know Tubbo will be too.
SHAKING MY SCREEN PLEASE STOP TALKING OVER MAXIMUS EVERYONE!!! This is a topic weâve talked about a billion time but man, I wish they could implement translations / subtitles into their group chat as well, every conversation during events is biased in favor of English speakers. Aypierre was based for speaking only French with Bad and Fit the other day.
I love Etoiles heâs so funny
I LOVE THAT PHIL AND TUBBO ARE TALKING THIS OUT, AGH!!! I LOVE COMMUNICATION I MISSED THIS!!!!! I hated the lack of communication during the first week and a half of Purgatory
LMAO CELLBIT BEING SO TOXIC TO BAGI I LOVE HIM HEâS SUCH A TERRIBLE LITTLE BROTHER
Awh, Fit checking in on Maximus :â)))) Fitâs always been so sweet to the OG Spanish-speaking members of the server, it melts my heart. He brings them up every so often during his streams and heâs always so kind.
I CANT BELIEVE I MISSED THIS GAMBA IM SO SAD
LMAO I was gonna be like âAw Tubbo being sweet about the kidsâ and then of course heâs like SCREW DAPPER, classic Tubbo
TUBBO HAD DREAMS ABOUT CELLBIT CHASING HIM DOWN WITH A KNIFE??? LMFAO This does not surprise me, somehow.
The only real winner of Purgatory is Antoine, he knew better than to log on while Purgatory was going on.
OH GOSH THE TRANSCRIPTIONS ARE A NIGHTMARE ok so it was definitely a good call to watch an English streamer for this. I know better than to rely on the transcripts / translation box during an event day with THIS many people online
PFTT ElQuackity wandering through
The gasmasks make me crack up so much because they remind me of a fly and also an old Majoraâs Mask mask
âMay the cursed team winâ STOP BAITING THEM TBH I think theyâre either all cursed or there is no cursed team
NOOOO Iâm so sad I canâ hear the music Phil played during this fight
Screw it, pausing the VOD and pulling up my own hype music
I love seeing Phil going into sweat mode, his whole posture and expression shifts
Yeah no surprise there, Phil is cracked
Aww Bagi being so supportive of Tubbo is sweet
LETS GOOO WAY TO GO SLIME LMAO EVEN THE ADMINS WERE LIKE âFRICK THIS GUYâ based
Wait noooo I just realized Pac isnât online :(((((((((
Uh oh ladies
âI had my fun shuffling those friendships aroundâ man wants to be taken seriously so bad with his little villain of the week speech PISS OFF oh ok just a few more games PHEW I thought he was ACTUALLY gonna pull a âPurgatory 2: Electric Boogalooâ on us and I was about to straight up turn off my computer and go to bed.
THE EYE IS GONNA PARTICIPATE????????
Thatâs sick as hell actually LETSGO I wanna see them wail on this circus clown
Phil: KILL HIS ASS KILL HIS ASS Phil just like me fr
âIâve been close to you this entire timeâ Mouse: Iâm gonna kill Quackity Based. Everyone immediately attacking the frickin admin Iâm cackling LMFAO THEY ALL JUST KILL ELQUACKITY everyone be like âTHIS IS FOR SENDING US TO HELL FOR 2 WEEKS THAT WAS SO STRESSFULâ
OH??? LETTERS NEXT TO THEIR NAMES??? Everyone except Aypierre, Bad, Fit, Baghera, Cellbit, Foolish, and Slime⊠Hmmmm⊠G I L G H S C M Ok well thatâs a bunch of nonsense. Iâm pausing the VOD I wanna try and work this out. Yeah I got nothing, Iâm gonna keep watching for now lmao. I wonder if this is related to their tickets maybe? Though that doesnât match up
Bagi has a 4 now??
Iâd say âMaybe this is another ploy by the Eye to make them suspicious of each other and fightâ but I think itâd be more interesting if the Eye was saying the truth this time
Aypierre (haâ âEYE-pierreâ I wish someone made that joke) and Max having a private convo??? Iâm sure there will be no major lore repercussions from whatever theyâre talking about! (Copium)
LMAO Iâm glad one of them was finally like âIs this a trap? Maybe we shouldnât ALL run head-first into whatever this is.â
I swear if Quackity logged out to switch accounts or somethingâ
I always wonder what âlogging outâ would translate to in the world. Would it just be like, the character falling asleep? Phasing out of existence? HmmâŠ
NOT ANOTHER FRICKIN ROULETTE WHEEL
1h 48m - Bagi: I think the one who should spin it is Phil! Phil:
Big mood Phil
I wonder if this is gonna determine what Egg we get back⊠will we only be able to rescue one? OH ACTUALLY NO â the Eye talked about multiple games. Maybe each game is about getting one of the Eggs back? That seems to easy though, Iâm starting to wonder if they only get one Egg back. That would suck though because it implies that theyâd have to do a whole Purgatory-esque event again for EVERY single Egg, and if they did that Iâd drop dead.
Fit I love you, thank you for telling everyone to shut up and listen to Phil. Too much chaos.
Slime: I think I misclicked SHUT UP LMAOOO Oh so the Eye told Phil to spin it too, so they were right.
I FRICKIN KNEW IT THEY ONLY GET ONE EGG BACK
Poor Phil :(((( Thatâs so much pressure on him
THE WORKER HAS AN EYE WTF Lmao Roier immediately laughs at it Is that supposed to be the thing that was âclose to themâ all along? That doesnât make any sense.
Ok cards on the table here: my first choice would be Richarlyson. I know this is all RNG based, but heâd be my first choice of all the alive Eggs. Iâm almost certain it wonât be him though, I feel like itâs gonna be Tallulah or something.
Number 7? Roier: Vegetta? 777? Pftt
LMFAO NO SHOT SLIME ACTUALLY SCREWED IT UP
They shouldâve just had Phil be the only one in the roomâ OH DOOR? Slime: YOU COULDNâT AFFORD A FASTER DOOR? GET THEIR ASS SLIME LMAO
Foolish: Iâm drowning! Oh wait no, I meant the opposite of that. Pfttt
That frickin one-eyed worker looks so tired I wonder if thatâs the worker Cucurucho sent, and it just got possessed by the Eye dude since the Eye didnât have a physical body or didnât want to show them its actual physical body or something? Hmmmmm.
RICHARLYSON AND POMME??
OH WAIT ITS ALL THE EGGS OH NO
OH NO DO THEY HAVE TO PICK ONLY ONE???
OH THANK GOD THEY CAN GET OUT wait but no they're blocked by glass still?
RICHASSSS CHAYANNE SOBS!!!
RAMONNNNNNNN FIT CALLING FOR RAMON IM GONNA CRY, THAT'S HIS BEAUTIFUL BABY BOY MADE IN HEAVEN BY GOD HIMSELF
I'm so sorry Chayanne but that did make me laugh
Phil: You did well Me: *BURSTS INTO TEARS*
LMAO Why is Tallulah just dancing
Ramon: Took u long enough to find me Me: *BURSTS INTO TEARS EVEN MORE*
Bro I missed the Eggs so much dude :( I know we probably wonât get them all back rn but itâs so nice just seeing them
FRICK OFF, DONâT MAKE THEM STAY HERE IâLL KILL YOU MYSELF
Slime: My sleep schedule, noâ
1h 55m - Foolish: CUCURUCHO, BREAK US OUT! FRICKIN FOR REAL, CUCURUCHO GET THEM OUT OF THERE IMÂ LITERALLY GONNA DIE IF I HAVE TO SEE ONE MORE DAY OF PURGATORY
Cucurucho please get your ass over here
FRICKIN REAL AS HELL ETOILES
Genuinely though, if they kept this event going any longer I think so many streamers would actually quit and I wouldnât even blame them. Iâd probably drop it too for a while, itâs just way too much stress.
WAIT NO RAMON DOESNâT HAVE HIS MOUSTACHE oh wait noÂ
Tallulah: So he is not here? again? :( I hate to be that guy but literally what did you expect LMAO his ass is NOT coming back for some random Purgatory event
Phil: Donât worry, I am here. HELL YEAH YOU ARE!!! BEST DAD PHIL
Oh⊠Phil running between Tallulah and Chayanne breaks my heart a little bit :(((
I wonder if Chayanne is separated because heâs the leader / eldest of the group. :(
Maximus: Guys, Iâm gonna explode an atomic bomb. Phil: WHAT?
IM FRICKIN CRYING, MAXIMUS PLEASE, THERE IS A TIME AND A PLACE BUT NOW IS NOT EITHER
THIS IS WHY YOU SHOULDâVE FRICKIN LISTENED TO MAXIMUS EARLIER!!!!!!!!
Head in my hands everyone is STILL talking over him while heâs doing this big important lore thing. I am dying. Maximus you deserve the world I am so sorry.
On a meta level, I wonder how many creators actually KNEW that Maximus had a bomb because I know for a fact at least a few of them were genuinely in the dark
This is miserable actually, Iâm pulling up Maximusâ VOD rn because this is genuinely frustrating me. âEveryone always talks over everyone else in an eventâ and all, I know I know, but it still sucks to see.
MAXIMUSâ VOD INTERLUDE
OH DANG HE REALLY JUMPED STRAIGHT INTO THE LORE Lmfao not the cutesy hello in the midst of tense music, Max I love you.
Bro Iâm about to start posting Sapo Peta clips, I NEED people to know how insanely good this man is at storytelling and RP, nobody frickin Gets It
Iâm jumping to his conversation with Aypierre.
Aypierre: Iâm a little curious Maximus: You can keep that âcuriousâ in your mind. I love him.
1h 16m - Maximus: When all of this is finished, you wonât need my trust anymore. Banger line.
Aypierre: âŠAre you gonna kill yourself, Maximus? No, donât do that. AGH.
Maximus: Maybe. AGH!!!!!!
Head in my hands, Maximus saying hi to Tina and getting no response, I think she was AFK
1h 18m - Maximus: I donât trust you.
LMAO not Aypierre saying âI wonât kill you anymore.â Completely normal thing to say.
Aypierre: Will it kill only the Federation, or everyone? Maximus: *dead silent* Me: YEAH ALRIGHT, BUCKLE IN BOYS ITâS GONNA BE ONE OF THOSE DAYS
Maximus what the hell is wrong with your facecam
Maximus just laughing after the Eye said they couldnât leave. Badass.
Nobody listening to Maximus. I am chewing a live wire.
Bagi I love you but your volume is so frickin loud in everybodyâs POV Iâm dying
OH WTF ITS THE EYE THING????
THATâS FRICKIN TERRIFYING WHAT THE HELL
That being said: absolutely badass of Maximus to just reveal where it is
AYO WHAT IS *THAT*
THAT SKIN IS FRICKIN HORRIFYING WHAT *IS* THAT QUACKITY
LMFAO POOR CHAYANNE JUST HIDING IN THE CORNER WHILE FRICKIN ELDRITCH MONSTER ELQUACKITY IS STANDING 2 FEET AWAY FROM HIM
I hit the word limit so I'm splitting this liveblog into 3 separate posts! Please see Part 2 and Part 3 here for the rest.
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
So I finally got my EDS tests results back about 2 weeks ago, and thankfully I don't have it. However. The test isn't full proof so its more of 75% I don't have it 25% I do have it. So I scheduled an appointment to see my doctor and schedule surgery. I now realize I probably don't need an appointment to schedule surgery BUT it's kind of too late and I don't know how to go about it. I'm possibly going to call up the place today and see if I can just schedule the surgery, and still take the day off as I requested for said appointment. Which isn't until August 15th but gosh I need that to my self because fuck mentally I'm dead.
So I got diagnosed with anxiety when I was at the doctor's 2 weeks ago, anyone who knows me irl is not surprised by this. My therapist had been telling me for a year that I have undiagnosed anxiety. I was originally going to get tested for it said eh fuck it im doing just fine (also just kept procrastinating getting it til I said it's too much of a hassle). Was handed the GAD test and knew what was gonna happen. Took the test my doctor told me my score of 13 is kind of high (just googled it and that is a moderate anxiety result) and then said we will be switching up my meds. I have been on Lexapro for the past 2 years and Welbutrin was added on no more than a year later. Now I'm getting weaned off the Lexapro to get put on another medication (I can't remember what one). The withdrawal is real.
Originally I would just overheat or feel a little sick. Would get really bad anxiety, or bad mood swings in general. Then the past few days I've felt great and then all of a sudden *BOOM* no serotonin at all. Just feel tired and barely like a person. I feel like I'm dragging. Everything is annoying or overwhelming.
#chubby cute girl#ehlers danlos syndrome#negative#serotonin#lexapro#Welbutrin#antidepressants#anxitey
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
i was in such a bad mood today ohh my goshh.
i was literally crying cus my mum told me to vacuum after i was sad aatching lisa frankenstein đ
i was also very moody when my mum told me to phrase my words in a nicer way⊠(although i just hate that in general)
oh my gosh im a moody teen from those shows i watched growing up
0 notes
Text
good morning i love quinn
#im having a really shitty morning but quinn left me a message in my inbox and gosh i love ro so much#quinn if u see this im keeping that in my inbox so i can stare at it and cRY#yeah but hhhhh moms already torturing me#shes in a bad mood and taking it out on me#shes mad at me for not being used to this schedule yet???? anD shes mad at me for being tired!! she let me sleep in an extra thirty minutes-#bc we did have to walk today bc of the air and she was pissed bc i slept an hour!! i dont know when its been thirty minutes while im asleep!#*didnt have to walk#hhh anyways quinn is the bestttt i love faer so much and i wanna move in with him and not be here#remi rants#dont rb#also mom took my phone so i dont have that until im done with work and im typing this on my computer
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#today has just been such a shitty day wesfhoweishci#i feel so shit and crap right now#i like to go gif junhong when im in these moods but honestly#im just too tired and i feel to bad to do that#it wont help at this point :/#probs just going to go continue playing mass effect so i can shoot things weoihfboweins#but still be nice to joker and tali and garrus and liara and wrex because i love them ):#im trying to do a renegade run this time and i just CANT choose the mean responses to them :/#and virmire... gosh it's going to PAIN me to do what I have to do there for my renegade points woegbuwf#and to change who leads something the other two games#anyway fuck i just feel useless#like im in all these committees at church but like.. nobody pays me any attention#anytime i actually decide to speak it's like.. 'oh okay' and they continue on with whatever and pretend i don't exist#why do you want me there if nothing i say matters#people just ask me to do things because they'll know i'll say yes :/#idk owifehcdob#plus i essentially gave myself a paper cut with the aluminum pie tray crust thing soihweofbcsd#it fucking hurts#all around bad day#i just want to look at cute pics/gifs of junhong or jongup and cry or something idk wofbwuscd#guess ill just finish this video im watching and then go play mass effect#or sleep. im tired too. sighs :/#Myrena rambles
1 note
·
View note
Text
Tickling the Way to Friendship (Kate x Yelena)
Welcome to our first fic! We see your prompts and get started with them as soon as we can â€ïž
Summary: Kate tries to pressure Yelena to play with her, but Yelena pushes Kate away as she has a headache. Eventually, Kate gives up and shuts herself away, leaving Yelena to feel bad, so goes to cheer her up when she feels better. (Word count: 1941)
Kate beamed as she saw Yelena alone in the couch in the living room. After everything that happened between them a few weeks ago, they still werenât able to see eye to eye, despite Kateâs eagerness to befriend her. She sat down next to Yelena with a grin. âHey! You wanna play some Dobble with me?â She asked her excitedly.
"Kate Bishop, while a good game is a good time, I am trying to meditate as I have an aching head as if stupid Clint put one of his stupid arrows in it," she said, wincing as she talked.
âClintâs arrows are not stupid! Heâs saved a lotta people with them.â Kate pointed out, still trying to get her to play as she got the game out. âCome on, I wonât even yell if thatâll help!â
"You already are yelling, Kate Bishop," Yelena replied in a groan, pinching the bridge of her nose as her head throbbed, her patience wearing slightly thin.
âI donât yell!â Kate replied. âCome on, itâll be fun!â She replied and started dealing the cards out, not understanding how much pain Yelena was actually in.
"Kate. Please. I am asking nicely. I cannot play right now. My head feels like it's going to explode." Yelena tried, now gritting her teeth.
Kate froze at the tone of Yelenaâs voice. She bit her lip and nodded in understanding. She went to the kitchen and got her some painkillers and a glass of water, quietly putting it down in front of Yelena. âIm sorry⊠Iâll leave you alone.â She murmured quietly before swiftly heading up to her room.
Yelena lay on the couch for a few minutes before her conscious got the better of her. She went to get some fast acting migraine medicine, and within minutes her head felt better. She then went and knocked on Kate's door. "Kate Bishop? Would you like to play? I took some medicine for my head explosionâŠ"
Kate sighed in response, feeling like Yelena was faking that she was feeling better. She kept her head on the pillow as she curled up a little tighter. âItâs fine, Iâll stay in here so Iâm not a bother to you.â
"Kate Bishop you are not a bother, I was a head butt." She said and came into Kate's room anyway. She awkwardly sat on the bed, "I am ready to play now, really. Maybe Mac and cheese for dinner no? You love my macaroni and cheese."
âIâm not in the mood Yelena, itâs fine. Iâm staying here so Iâm out of your way.â Kate murmured like she had given up on trying to bond with Yelena.
Yelena frowned, her heart sank momentarily before the stubborn assassin found her resolve again, and gently poked Kate repeatedly, all over her back and sides to try to get her up. "C'mon Kate Bishop, you are not a quitter,"
âGuess I am todayâŠâ she mumbled, flinching at the pokes as she shuffled away from Yelena. âGive it up, Belova, Iâm fine.â She muttered grumpily with a hint of sadness in her tone.
Yelena furrowed her brow, attempting to be playful, "Why are you flinching Kate Bishop? You are not a weakling, you are a warrior. So if I'm not hurting you whyâŠ" Yelena paused, realization dawning as her face contorted into a mischievous grin, "Bishop are youâŠticklish?"
Kateâs eyes immediately widened at Yelenaâs words, rolling to the other side of the bed as she shook her head. âNo, no no, not at allâŠâ she replied quietly, biting her lip as she curled up away from Yelena.
"Kate Bishop I see you biting your lip! You're ticklish! I had no idea! Oh my gosh!' Yelena smirked and immediately shook into her sides, and squeezed in gently.
âNonono you donât see anythING!â Kate squealed and burst into giggles immediately. âNEHEHEHEAHAHAHAH!â
"Oh my gosh Kate Bishop, you're so giggly! Ticktickticktickle!" Yelena said in her accent very quickly as her fingers skittered over her tummy and ribs and then into her armpits.
âYehehehelena nohohoho!â Kate whined in between her fits of giggles, shaking her head as she shoved at Yelena gently as she tried to find a way to escape.
"Awwww Ticktickticktickle! You're cute when you laugh like this Kate!" She laughed and then skittered under her arms, "You're just ticklish everywhere!" The blonde smirked and kept attacking as she moved to straddle her.
Kate slammed her arms down against her sides, giggling hysterically with a high pitched squeal. âNohohoho Yehehehelena why?!â She cackled out, blushing as she tried to shove her off.
"Because I made you sad and now I need to make you smile!!" Yelena cheered as she leaned down and raspberried Kate's neck as she tried squeezing her hips.
Kate whined and arched her back, trying to throw Yelena off as she kept giggling. âNohohoho itâs not necessary!â She replied, still trying to shove at Yelenaâs shoulders in an attempt to get her off.
"You can't escape me Kate Bishop! MUHUAUHUAHAA!' she said in her slightly awkward but completely playful tickle monster voice, "TICKTICKTICKTICKLE! THE TICKLES WILL MAKE YOU SMILE AND LAUGH JUST FOR ME!"
Kate decided to get playfully stubborn at that, shaking her head as she managed to hold Yelenaâs hands away, her shirt had ridden up slightly from all the squirming she had done, but she didnât realise it. âNope, no it wonâtâŠâ
Yelena immediately spotted an opening, but feigned defeat, "Damn. And here I thought I had you," she said, pausing to add to the effect before dropping her head and raspberrying all over her exposed sliver of tummy.
âNONONO DONâT YOU DARE!â Kate yelped and shoved her shirt down, biting her lip when she realised she raised her voice. âS-sorryâŠâ she mumbled quietly, trying to wriggle out from underneath Yelena as she felt bad.
Yelena laughed fondly, "Oh Kate Bishop, it's good to hear your big girl voice!" She smiled and then hugged her affectionately, sneaking tickles onto her tummy once more.
Kate frowned, wrapping her arms around her belly as she shook her head. âIâm too loud, which is why Iâm refusing to laugh.â She told Yelena quietly.
Yelena's face softened, her eyes sad, "I am sorry, Kate Bishop. I was unkind to you. I should have just taken the medicine earlier instead of lying on the couch like a baby and then chasing you awayâŠI have been meaning to have that girls time with you. Like I said once before. When I made the macaroni. And when you come to me and want to have such a girl's day..I chase you away,"
Kate shrugged. âIâm used to being pushed away, I get it, itâs fine. You donât have to make stuff up.â She told Yelena, playing with the bottom of her shirt with a sigh, pretty much giving up on trying to be friends with Yelena at this point.
"No, Kate Bishop," Yelena pushed her down gently and poked all over her tummy, "I want to be friends with you!" She protested, and then smirked, getting an idea, "I'll tickle you till you agree to be friends with me!" She beamed and started skittering and scribbling all over her ribs, underarms, sides, tummy and hips.
The archer squealed in surprise as she burst into hysterical giggles, she shoved at Yelenaâs shoulders to try and get her off. âYohohou donât hahahave to cahahahall me by my fuhuhuhull name!â She protested, yelping whenever Yelena touched her ribs.
"Katelyn you are so ticklish on your ribs!!! Tickle-tickle-tickle-tickle!" She cooed and spidered and shook in to her ribs.
âShuhuhuhut uhuhuhup!â Kate blushed, squealing with laughter as she shoved at Yelena even more, trying hard not to let her full blown laughter escape her lips.
Yelena smirked, "Ohh is this a death spot?" Asked the blonde, "I've got Katttie, I've got Katieeee," she sang cheekily and skittered and scribbled all over her ribs, poking and kneading and prodding gently
Kate lost it whenever Yelena kneaded into her death spot, she shook her head as she was able to hold Yelenaâs hands away from her sensitive body, feeling cheeky enough to even blow a raspberry at her since she thought she stopped her.
Yelena beamed brightly and leaned down and nibbled into Kate's ribs through her top, "Oh Katelyn, I am a spy, I can tickle you even when you have my hands," she said between nibbles.
âFUCK-â Kate squealed with laughter and kicked out, not expecting the nibbles to get her so much as she continued to use her hands to cling onto Yelenaâs to try and push her away.
"Awwww you're so cuuuute! Coochiescoochiecoochie coo!" Yelena tried, remembering Nat doing that to her when they were kids as she nibbled and kneaded in.
âIâM NOHOHOHOT!â Kate whined as she cackled and thrashed helplessly, not realising she had let go of Yelenaâs hands. âSOHOHOHO MEHEHEHEAN!â
"Awwww is it??? If you'll agree to be my friend, I'll stoooop!" Yelena cooed and kept kneading and shaking in rapidly.
Kate couldnât answer between fits of giggles, she just shook her head stubbornly before rolling onto her stomach.
Yelena pouted, and then sat on her back before poking around Kate's thighs, making the young archer gasp and kick out a little. âDonât you dareâŠâ she threatened.
The blonde widow smirked, "Ohhh?" She said before bouncing spider shaped fingers all over the brunette's thighs, "Or else what?"
âIHIHIHI WIHIHIHILL EHEHEND YOHOHOHOU!â Kate yelped and cackled, kicking out as she tried to buck Yelena off her.
"Oh is that so Pretty Cutie Purple Arrow Warrior?" She cooed and kept bouncing and spideringly the backs of Kate's thighs until Yelena got a better idea and scooted down to her feet, pulling her socks off and running a finger up each arch. "Are your feet ticklish?"
Kate groaned at the nickname, but yelping the second Yelena touched her feet. âNononono Yelena I will kill youâŠâ she threatened, already beginning to giggle nervously.
"I've been threatened that before and yet, here I sit," she smirked and tickled all over Kate's feet, "Coochiescoochiecoochie coo! Ohhh I know!" She said and then played with Kate's toes, "This pig went to the market, this one home, this pig had roast beef, he has none, and this little one cry like a baby aaaaall the way home!"
âIâm not a little kid!â Kate whined, cackling when Yelena fluttered all over her sensitive soles. âYouâre such a jeheheherk!â
"Awwww but your feet are so ticklish! Ticktickticktickle Katie cooo!" She cooed and smirked as she tortured her for a little while longer, "So, are we friends? Can we play?' she asked as she slowed her tickles just barely.
Kate blushed, giggling and shaking her head playfully. âNohohoho you suhuhuhuck!â She giggled out cheekily.
"No I blow," Yelena smirked and suddenly turned to tug Kate's shirt up again, this time raspberrying her sides and squeezing in rapidly, causing Kate to cackle and thrash around. âNAHAHAHAHOOOOOO!â She squealed. âOKAHAHAY FIHIHINE!â
Yelena ceased her tickles, smirking cheekily. "So we're friends?"
âI-ihihif you really want to beâŠâ Kate replied, trying to recover between fits of giggles, shoving her shirt down with a shy smile.
Yelena beamed, "I really want to be friends," she said, taking the young archer into a tight hug and rubbing her back. Kate blushed in response. âOkay, as long as Iâm not too annoyingâŠâ she murmured quietly.
Yelena winked, "If I ever do get annoyed, I'll just tickle you to pieces like this and remember you're adorable!" Kate just rolled her eyes fondly, blushing a little as she shoved at Yelena.
âOh shut up and let me kick your ass at Dobble.â
72 notes
·
View notes
Note
So I'm reading your works and I love them !! I was thinking of requesting some kind of drabble or whatever you like, about a female reader who has thick thighs and is somewhat plump and is in love with Tsukishima but he makes a comment about the food and she feels bad and when she meets Bokuto in the boot camp Bokuto is too cute and attentive to her asking for her number and a date. If you don't feel comfortable with this, just ignore it and good luck with your blog. Sorry my english is bad<3
When they make you insecure PT 5Â (tsukishima,bokuto)
Part One Part Two Part Three Part Four Part Five Part 6
Word Count: 2.6K
Genre: Angst to Fluff
masterlist
Tsukishima
You and Tsukishima have been dating in your first year (as you both went to the same middle school together.)
You were in love with Tsukishima, you always have been to be honest, but once you became officially boyfriend and girlfriend your feelings amplified.
But recently, Tsukishima hasnât been so nice. Â
âY/N weâre going on another training camp at Nekomaâ Hinata exclaimed running up to you, as you leaning against Tsukishima âand you get to come too this time!â
You recently became the new trainee manager as the third-year manager, Kikyoko, is going to graduate. Tsukishima acted as if you being around all the time in practice was the worst thing in the world, but Yamagucchi always assured you that âTsukkiâ was just joking.
âOh well thatâs fun...â you say entertaining Hinataâs excitement. You were kind of excited to go to the training camp too, as it was in Tokyo after all. You were always a big fan of volleyball as your dad used to play for the national team and you were planning to play on the girls team this year but you felt that you didnât have the body for it (which was obviously not true.)
Hinata kept on rambling on before Tsukishima insulted him. âGosh Kei, you donât have to be so rude.â you complained, he slightly nudged you off of him and put on his headphones showing you that he was not in a good mood.
You let the rest of the practice continue, making notes of things and basically being Kiyokoâs shadow. As it ended, you waited outside for Tsukishima to walk home with you, but one of the guys told you he left 5 minutes ago. You knew there was no point of chasing after him so you just walked on your own, making you sigh in defeat.
Tsukishima was what you would describe as hot and cold. Some days he was fine a âperfect gentlemenâ but other days, days like this Tsukishima was just Tsukishima. Â
When you got home, you decided to watch matches of all the other schools just to get some insight. You were watching a Fukarodani V Nekoma match from a few years ago and something caught your eye, well someone did to be more specific. A beefy, bicolour haired boy who was hooting like an owl was mesmerizing to watch.
You saw that his name was Bokuto Koutarou which triggered your next actions, which were to internet stalk him. You learned that he was the captain of the team and the teamâs ace and the 5th ace in the country which piqued your interest in the boy even more.
âThis is going to be an exciting training campâ you think to yourself before going to sleep.
`Kiyoko gave you an itinerary of all the things you should bring, since you werenât going to be joining in any of the matches you were reminded to bring things that would keep entertained. Â
You get to the bus at the crack of dawn, ready to be driven to Tokyo. Hinata and Kageyama were already arguing (letâs pretend that they didnât have to do the retakes in the test) Tanaka and Nishinoya were being loud, and the rest of the members were already asleep. You wanted to sit next to Tsukishima but when you were about to sit down, he put his carryon bag in the seat next to him.
The bus ride was around 4-5 hours, and you spent your time reading and sleeping. Daichi got the loudmouths to calm down making the bus ride more tolerable. You suffered from slight motion sickness but you powered through.
When you arrived there, you saw all the other teams and their buses too. You felt a bit overwhelmed, seeing these tall boys just crowd around an entrance way. But too your surprise, noticing your slight anxiousness, Tsukishima grabbed your hand in a hand-hold. Â
The Nekoma coach, explained how the day would pan out and where each team would be residing for the week. There was a lot of commotion getting everyone settled, Hinata and Nishinoya were basically bouncing off of the wall commenting on all the people and the place and how theyâre going to âcrush the competition.â Â
You could tell that when the other teams were looking at Karasuno they were all staring at Kiyoko. Inquisitive about how there wasnât only one girl manager but there was two. As you were walking your eyes locked with Bokuto Koutarouâs making yours widen, you blush and turn your head quickly. Â
What you didnât know was, after your small interaction, Bokuto elbowed Akaashi and said âAkaaashi AKKAAASHI, did ya see that? did ya?â he was flying with happiness âThat girl from Karasuno smiled at me. Sheâs really pretty.â
âI think sheâs from Karasunoâ Akaashi said âSo maybe youâll see her aroundâ
Bokuto stared off in the direction you were walking in âYeah, hopefully.â
The first day, everyone got settled in and then the teams went straight into games. There were two different gyms and today, in gym 1, you were watching Karasuno V Nekoma. (By the way I literally donât remember the teams at the training camp besides Nekoma, Karasuno and Fukarodani.) The game was very back a point each team making point after point, you already knew of Nekomaâs captain, Kuroo Testurou and the setter Kenma, youâve actually played games with Kenma online before so you were fairly acquainted with him already.
The games ended and it was now dinner time, the canteen was packed with all the boys rushing to line up for the food. You waited at the back of the line, not really caring about when you got your food. Suddenly, you felt a tap on your shoulder and you looked over to see Boktuo, Â
âHi.â he said âIâm Bok-â
âBokuto Koutarou!â You finished âI'm a big fan..â you cringed immediately at your excitement âpull it together Y/Nâ you scold yourself.
âOh well hi, Iâm glad you know who I amâ he said âand may I ask for your name?â Â
âOh Iâm Y/N L/Nâ you say with a slight blush âI'm the trainee manager from Karasuno.â Â
âCool! Well I hope to see you aro-â he starts Â
âY/N, Iâve been looking all over for you, I already got your food for you.â Tsukishima said pulling at your arm a bit harshly, dragging you over to a table with the Karasuno team.
âGosh Tsukki, no need to be so harshâ you say rubbing at your wrist, he didnât apologize and just started eating his food. Â
You look down at your plate and see the small portion that Tsukki got for you. The Karasuno bunch was being loud, as they usually are, so when you whisper âTsukki what the fuck is thisâ whilst nudging him in the side, he didnât hear you (or atleast he pretended he didnât.) You tried again but a little louder saying, âTsukishima what the fuck is this.â you realised you said it a bit too loud as the whole Karasuno table stopped their conversations to look over at the slight commontion you caused.
âWhat do you mean Y/N?â he said with a slight smirk on his face.
âI mean whatâs with the portion size of a bird that you gave me?â you ask getting upset âDo you really think im that big?â
âWell, you could start eating less thatâs for sure.â he said earning gasps from you and some of the people sitting at the table âY/N let's face it, you eat like a pig and you look like an elephant, me making your food portion smaller is the least I could do.â Â
By now you had tears in your eyes, Tsukishima was a dick. You knew this, everybody knew this to be honest, yet you still loved him. He wasnât like this in middle school, yes he was a bit snarky and rude (but wasnât every middle schooler?) High school Tsukishima was like a completely different person. As much as you wanted to run away and hide, you knew you couldnât. Â
So you stood up and said âTsukishima, Iâve spent 3 years loving and pining after you, because I thought you were this great guy, but turns out youâre a huge assholeâ you start making some of the people listening in smile in laughter âTsukishima, Iâve hated this past year dating you, youâve been such a huge dick and Iâm finally stopping you. I canât do this anymore. I wonât.â You start making your way to exit before finally saying âOh and by the way Iâm not the pig here, you are... oh and Iâm breaking up with you.â You left, hearing a few laughs and some claps behind you.
You felt relieved, like the massive cloud thatâs been over your head is finally gone. You went to the gym since you knew it was empty and picked up a ball to just throw it around a bit. After a while of âde-stressing,â you hear someone else enter the gym.
âOh I didnât know youâd be here.â said Bokuto Â
âWell here I am,â you say awkwardly âI can leave if you want me too, I know this is for actual volleyball players.â
âNo no itâs fine you can definitely stay, in fact do you mind setting for me?â he asks Â
âSure, of course I donât mindâ you reply, excited you get to play with someone. Â You havenât played in ages, you always begged Tsukishima to just throw a ball around with you but he never did. Â
You set to Boktuo a lot, with him always asking for âanother oneâ everytime he spiked the ball. Eventually, you were tired of setting and wanted to spike. You originally was a spiker to begin with taking after your dad. Thats why you took a liking to Bokuto in the first place cause he reminded you of the joys you had when watching your father play.
Bokuto set a ball to you and you spiked it with great strength and accuracy smiling at the burning feeling you felt in your palm. Â
âWoahhâ Bokuto shouted going towards you in amazement âWhere did you learn how to spike like that?â
âFrom my dad, I donât know if you heard of him before but my dadâs name is D/N L/N...?â you say
âD/N L/N, Y/N he is my idol!â he shouted again âI want to be just like him.â
âI think you can, I see a lot of similarites in the way you both play.â you say
âReally! And youâve seen me play before..?â he asks
âYeah, I watched some of your games before coming here... youâre really goodâ you shyly admit.
âWow.â
You and Bokuto spend the rest of your time, talking about volleyball youâre interests, things you have in common, your likes and dislikes. Talking to Bokuto was refreshing, he didnât randomly insult you or make snide comments about your weight or your looks. He just genuinely looked happy to be there talking to you, unlike Tsukishima. Â
Seeing your change in mood, Bokuto stops talking and asks âare you alright? I forgot to ask earlier, but I saw what happened in the canteen and I hope youâre okay.â Â
âYeah Iâm fine, itâs just things with me and Tsukishima reached a breaking point, I guess...â you say sniffling a bit talking about it âBut itâs fine now Iâve broken up with him and I feel better already.â
âSo youâre saying your single...?â he asked blushing a bit
âYeah I guess I am...â you smile blushing also. Â
âOkay great...well I hope this isnât too forward after everything happened with Tsukki and all but...â he starts âbut would you like to go on a date with me?â
âWho me?â you ask as if you werenât the only other person in the room
âNo the volleyballâ he responds sarcastically âOf course you Y/N.â Â
âAre you sure, cause to be honest Bokuto youâre a really good-looking guyâ you say making him smile widely âso I think you need someone to match your level in attractivenessâ you look down and his smile drops.
âWhat do you mean?â he asks before realising all the stuff Tsukishima said about you âY/N youâre beautiful, your face, your body just you.â you blush at his words âwhen I first saw you when you were walking past us in the entrance way the first thing I thought and said about you was âAkaashi who is that girl sheâs beautiful.ââ Â
âReally?â you ask with disbelief
âMhmâ he nods excitedly âSo will you go on a date with me?â Â
âI guess so...â you say a bit unsure
âHEY HEY HEY!â he exclaims âI gotta go tell akaashi!â he runs out of the gym in a hurry making you laugh, but he comes back to give you a quick unexpected kiss on the cheek making you smile.
You checked your phone for the time realising that youâve been with Bokuto for 3 hours and you knew that everyone would be going to sleep now. As you are the manager you slept seperately from the rest of the team but before you went to your sleeping quaters you went to Karasunos. Â
âY/N where have you been? Weâve been worried about you.â asked yammagucchi Â
âItâs fine yams donât worry about it, guysâ you say catching everyones attention âI just wanted to apologise to you for my outburst at dinner, it wasnât my intention to cause a scence.â
âItâs fine Y/Nâ said sugawara âHe definitely deserved it.â
âYeah as your marvellous senpai we gave him a good telling offâ said Tanaka and Nishinoya  making you chuckle. Â
âOkay well thanks guys, Iâm going to sleep goodnight.â
âWait Y/N can I speak with you.â asked Tsukishima gesturing to outside the room
âUmm sureâ you respond following him into the corridor.
âI just want to say Iâm sorry for the things Iâve said and done over the past year and how Iâve been a terrible boyfriend, you donât deserve that. So, Iâm sorry.â Â
âI canât say I can forgive you yet.â you say making Tsukishima look sad âbut maybe with effort from you we can become friends possibly?â Â
âJust friends?â he said with hope in voice thinking that you could be something more.
âJust friends.â you repeated and confirmed âBesides I have been asked on a dateâ Â
âWith who?â Â
âNone of your business stingyshimaâ you mock the nickname that Hinata calls him making him scowl and you smile âGoodnight.â
After Bokutoâs confession and Tsukishimaâs apology, the rest of the training camp went off without a hitch. In your breaks and lunchtimes, you got to know more about Bokuto and with Kurooâs help you even got to sneak out to actually go on your date. You sometimes even went to practice with them getting to show off your skills, with Bokuto cheering you on and complimenting you every single time. Â
Tsukishima kept his distance for the most part, and kept the snarky comments about you and Bokuto to himself (even though he was dying to say them.) You eventually fully forgave Tsukishima in your 3rd year but you definitely werenât as close as you used to be. Tsukishimaâs comments and actions did affect you for a while however with the help of your loving boyfriend, you were reminded how beautiful you are no matter what weight, shape or height you were.
You and Bokuto stayed together, you made sure to come to every one of his games and when you introduced him to your dad he fainted on sight. Your dad and Bokuto got along, and became very close friends, Bokuto always came to him for advice (especially volleyball advice.) You loved Bokuto and he definitely loved you too.
AN: I hope you liked it, since I didnât want to make it too similar too the Atsumu insecure one. And I feel like it dragged out a bit but got rushed in the endd....but oh well...
#haikyuu x reader comfort#haikyu angst#haikyu x reader#haikyu scenarios#haikyuu fluff#haikyu#tsukishima angst#tsukishima x reader#tsukishima x y/n#tsukishima headcanons#bokuto scenarios#bokuto angst#bokuto x reader#signedwithaneđ
2K notes
·
View notes
Note
RID!!! HELLO!!! â€ïžâš
how are you my love? im finally back in my dorm and i just got the chance to read the new chapter! let me start this review by saying i love you and im so amazed by how GOOD this chapter was! truly, you are beyond talented and i felt every emotion with this couple.
now that i said that, im definitely going to yell at u for RIPPING MY HEART OUT OF MY CHEST AND STOMPING ON IT!!! đ€š rid. RID. girl the ROLLERCOASTER I FELT THIS CHAPTER! i was giggling and kicking my feet one second, and then CRYING MY EYES OUT THE NEXT! đ
omg the way that man was so smooth and whipped in the beginning đ«Ąđ«Ą the way he was running around the party looking for her, omg my heart couldnt handle it đ« and the KISS RID. THE KISS GEJSBSJSN i am deceased. i have passed away đ đŒ
the way i knew smt bad was going to happen w that reporter that she blew up on... đŹ i knew she fucked up and i knew it was gonna bite her in the ass, but I DIDNT KNOW IT WAS GONNA BE LIKE THAT đđ« literally the day after my dreams come true, you had to take it away in the most gut-wrenching and heartbreaking way possible đđ« i was actually crying at the end, i was rooting so hard for them omg. i still am, i trust you rid đ«Ą i believe youll fix this heartbreak đ«Ł
im beyond excited for the next chapters (as well as the enemies to lovers fic!) đ«¶đ«¶
- wife from war anon đââïž
HI MY DEAR !!!! <33
oh my gosh, i love how the mood of this ask shifts so rapidly LMFAO just wanna say right off the bat, that i love you very much and i apologise, babe đ€Ł maybe it helps to say... that i felt exactly the same :') i was blushing and then crying :')
omg yes YES, that guy thinks of her 24/7 fr, like who tears a girl away from his best friend just to kiss her (bc he missed her enough to search the entire house?! CMON). AND THE KISS, YES, BABE, DID YOU LIKE ITTTTTT oh my gosh, i'll be honest, it took me a long ass time to write that scene, bc they have made out before several times, so... it took me ages to figure out how to make that kiss special. so happy you pointed it out ily đ
and yeah... the way she blew up on him was definitely a big hint to the ending.. i knew some of y'all would notice! when i wrote the ending, i was crying, too. today, i outlined the ending of cmi7, and i cried, too LOL so yay to that. but thank you for your trust, fr fr đ„ș and for reading. i can't freaking wait to share the next chapter and royal kook <3333
#i'm genuinely so excited for the next chapter gosh you've no idea#ilyvm and hope you're well đ„ș<333#notes for rid đč#wife from war anon đđŒââïž#fic: colour me in
2 notes
·
View notes