#gooood it’s gonna be intense. but exciting. but intense

[saturnvs]

we move in like. less than two weeks. wow!!! :’D

[peskyfirefly]

hi mishmish!!!!

first of all ilysm

second of all,,, ilysm

and lastly,,,

i saw that you started reading sakamoto days and i was gonna ask who's your fav but then i just saw your reblogs and tags and i was like oh ok nvm - wjfhwidhaj

but aahhh im so happy you're reading it now too! it's literally my fav ongoing manga right now! it's so gooood omg

but still i gotta ask who are your favs (aside from nagumo lmaaoo can't blame you tho he is so !!!! what a headache giver (affectionate)) ??? tell me your thoughts and everything !!! 💕💕💕💕

OMG HI LYNN I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U SOOO MUCH !!! MWAH 🫶

LMAO what gave it away?? was it the im tryna see some BALLS tag???

asideee from nagumo....seba!! I like how he makes gadgets hehe (and how hard he works making them 🥺) and the way he cares so much about his brother and how he protects him and when mafuyu said his brother always comes to save him...I wanted to WEEP 😭😭😭

also ok I know im sooo predictable here but I like gaku too 😭 i can never resist laidback but also strong characters, I fall for them every single time 🙄 (side eyes nagumo)

and honestly ??? shishiba has been growing on me during this series....he's kinda sneaking up there as a fave too 👀 (normally i can tell right away who is a fave so this one surprised me! but the way he was looking after amane in that latest arc really helped solidify him as a favorite 👉👈)

I feel like the whole series kinda snuck up on me in a way ??? asdfghjkl. i kept seeing fanart on twitter I liked and every single time id go "oh I wonder what character this is from" and it was always sakamoto days! so I finally decided to check it out and I didnt really have any expectations but wow!!! I was HOOKED !!! I couldn't put it down omg

i love stories where u get such a good understanding and deeper look into ALL the characters. on every side of the story. and sakamoto days does this sooo well! so u care about or are interested in everyone and that's why I got hookeddd

and damn the art for the fight scenes are soooo gooood. so many good panels, esp when things get intense. like wow u feel the Tension and power in the page!! maybe it's just me but sometimes I struggle with action heavy mangas 😭 bc I feel like im not quite fully understanding the scene but this manga feels different. I feel like I can keep up and totally see what's happening!! im sooo excited to see what happens next !!!!!

[hallowed-be-thy-username]

Clothing Is Custom, No Labels

“No matches on prints, DNA, dental. Clothing is custom, no labels. Nothing in his pockets but knives and lint. No name, no other alias.”

Summary: You’re one of the last bespoke tailors in town, making suits and custom clothing for Gotham’s elite. Business men and women, well known lawyers, the Wayne family, and... the Joker?

Genre: Self-insert

Pairing: Ledger!Joker x fem reader

Warnings: angst? mentions of J killing reader, descriptions of cutting, blood, just a titch of knife play (not nsfw just yet though)

Word count: 2,577

Author’s Note: I’m excited about this one, guys!! Things are getting intense! Also RIP my laptop, I’m posting this on the mobile app so the formatting is kinda crazy and I can’t inset a keep reading 😭 so scroll with caution and heed the warnings!

Musical Inspiration: Venus In Furs by The Velvet Underground

- Part Four - A suit. It was a suit that put you in this position, standing next to him. He seemed even broader, taller, his presence more imposing. His smile said everything. It sent a shiver down to your toes, goosebumps prickling your back.

You tried to move but you were stuck, staring at him. He had a look in his eyes, different than before. He knew the effect, his allure, the pull, that his just standing there was having on you.

He basked in your reflexive attention, wide eyes taking in the way he looked in the suit. He looked… incredible. Striking. It turned out better than you’d ever hoped. Something fervent and inauspicious was displayed in front of you, stirring an unfamiliar feeling in your guts. You really weren’t sure how long you’d been standing there, looking at him. Seconds? Minutes? You opened your mouth but no sound came out, only a huff of breath.

“I, um, I’m sorry,” you finally managed to squeak past your vocal cords.

Joker chuckled through his nose and asked, “Sorry for wha-t?”

Your face flushed, heat rising into your cheeks. “U-um, I um, for staring,” you answered quickly.

He chuckled louder this time, sending butterflies quivering in your stomach with a queasy jolt. Looking back at the mirror, he said, “Uh, aren’t you supposed to?”

You took a moment to process what he meant before swiftly jerking yourself in motion to grab your tailoring chalk and set of pins from the table, keeping your eyes down as you suddenly felt uncomfortable meeting his gaze again. Something about him wearing your suit set your nerves even more on edge, heightened with anxious energy buzzing through you. But you had to calm yourself. Focus, breathe. You decided to start with the back of the coat so that you could avoid his hypnotic eyes a bit longer.

Blowing a breath through your lips, you looped your measuring tape over your neck and approached him from behind.

“I, I’m gonna check the fit of the coat,” you said.

His green-haired head nodded silently and you slowly reached out to touch the coat. In spite of your best efforts, your hands shook frustratingly, lingering out in front of you until you pushed past that pervasive hesitance and placed your palms on his back, between his shoulders.

The wool warmed by his heat met your skin, tingles shooting down your back in reply. Your anxieties were beginning to irritate you. Every little sensation, movement, or sound from him made you feel like you were on fire and it wouldn’t stop. Just keep going, he’s watching you, he’s waiting. Your own thoughts didn’t help either.

You let the resulting electricity run through you as you moved your hands, smoothing the purple fabric until you reached the edges where you tugged at it, checking how it fit his broad shoulders. They curved beneath the heavy layer, the fit leaving just enough room to move them. Your heart pumped a bit faster, anxiety beginning to twist into some sort of exhilaration at the feeling of his form beneath your hands.

It followed you as you checked the sleeve pitch, your fingers straightening the sleeve where it met the body of the coat, falling in line all the way to the cuff. They buzzed with nervous anticipation as you fluttered them over more of the fabric. It almost felt good.

Routine took over while you continued to muse over the garment, now scrutinizing the details more carefully with pins between your teeth to pluck and slide into place over any areas where you felt the fit needed improvement. So focused on your ardent task, you hadn’t really noticed that you’d stepped in front of him, eyes glued to the lapels resting on his chest that steadily rose and fell, his body otherwise completely still. Like a living mannequin that wore your creation so perfectly. You marked where the lapels laid against the front of the coat with lines of chalk and stepped back to check the symmetry. Suddenly you stiffened and your pulse thrummed faster as you felt his eyes on you.

You swallowed and slowly lifted your gaze, you breath quickening. He was staring at you. His expression was blank, unreadable, all you could do was stare back.

His tongue flicked out over the forked scar on his lip, drawing your eyes to it, then to the rest of the damage to his face. There was no ignoring their presence. If people were always staring at them, then how much did he think about them? Do they still hurt? Would the phantom of the sensation that came with their creation spark with pain at random? Perhaps the damaged nerve endings conducted tangled signals, the haphazardly healed tissue trying desperately to function as it once did. Varying between feelings of numbness, stinging, prickling, overwhelming sensitivity, or any combination of these crawling across his permanent smile. Maybe sensations were elicited from no stimulus at all, as if recalling its own former trauma.

His gravelly voice pulled you out of your thoughts when he asked, “How does it look, hm?”

“It, it looks incredible,” you words tumbled out before you could think, prompting the heat of embarrassment to rise up to your ears.

He grinned at you and replied, “Is that so?”

No knowing what else to do except play along, you nod slowly, your eyes still locked on each other’s.

“Ahh the creator speaks well of her creation, hm?” he said.

“Uh, no! Well, I mean, yes? It, you, uh, I think it came together nicely,” you sputtered in response.

Joker chuckled and responded in a husky voice, “Gooood.”

Your heart flipped in your chest and your lips parted to take in a deep breath. You didn’t know what to think about what was happening. You were afraid. But fear was now joined by another feeling. Some faint excitement reaching up from deep down inside, drawn out by the way he looked at you. They swirled together in your stomach, telling you to run away but keeping you there in front of him, filling you with some want for him to speak to you again.

“Um, do you like the fit?” you finally asked.

He shifted his gaze back to the mirror and gripped the collar of the coat to shift it slightly.

“You’re the ex-pert, doll,” he said, not taking his eyes away from the mirror.

“Oh, o-ok,” you said quietly, almost under your breath, as your feet carried you toward him again.

You walked around him in a circle, checking your marked alterations once more. It was perfect. But you could stand there all night, inspecting how it hung off his body. Why? You didn’t really know.

Trying not to linger too long, you said softly, “It, um, it, looks good to me. So, uh, let’s have a look at the, um, the jacket.”

He slid the coat off of his shoulders to hand it to you, the fabric still warm in your hands as you draped it over the stand. You turned back to him to check the suit jacket, knowing his eyes were on you made your skin tingle. Hesitation flashed in your mind but was promptly snuffed out by the inexplicable fascination that continued to take you over.

You reached out and took both sides of the jacket front in your hands, lining up the buttons with their corresponding holes and gliding them through. You walked around him, trying to focus on your task and not the quivering of your stomach. After checking the sleeves and making some adjustments, you reached for the buttons once more. You could tell him to take the jacket off, or you could do it yourself. Like you had no control over them, your fingers unfastened each button before moving to slide the jacket from his shoulders as he silently complied.

Your hands trembled less the longer you touched him. It felt dangerous, getting used to that feeling of riskiness, imminent consequence not setting off the response it should be. Your feet should carry you away from danger, not draw you toward it. But oh, was it tempting. You stood closer to face him. The tension of your muscles and tingling of your skin had become strangely addictive, your nerves encouraged you to chase the feeling, despite what would be better judgement.

Your systematic undressing left him standing in the pinstripe pants with the hem reaching just to the tops of his brown shoes, hexagon patterned shirt, and green vest that hugged his sides to outline his broad chest down to his lean waist. You stepped closer. He smelled like greasepaint and cigarettes.

When you straightened the collar of the shirt, your fingers grazed over his neck in what was almost a seductive manner, raising goosebumps up your arms and suddenly the silence in the room became all too obvious. You sucked in a breath, pulled your hands back and froze with your eyes on his chest in front of you. It expanded with his breath that now warmed your face and you found yourself unable to move once again, stuck in the pull he had on you.

There it was. The familiar feeling of arousal fluttered in your core and your face flushed. You cursed your body’s reaction. This can’t be happening. Not with him.

“Look at me,” he said plainly.

Your breath trembled slightly as you shifted your eyes up to meet his. His gaze sent your heart racing, overwhelming and entrancing. He looked as though he could swallow you whole. Fear is a fickle thing. It could save your life, keep you out of danger. Don’t go down that dark alley, someone might be lurking. Don’t touch that snake, it might bite you. But it can betray you, too. It can mingle with desire, giving you that toxic gift of adrenaline, flowing through your veins like a drug. It saturates your mind, drowning out the instincts you thought were instilled so steadfast. You reached for that snake to let it sink its fangs into your flesh.

“Are you afraid?” he asked, his voice thick like honey.

Your eyes burned, locked with his dark pupils as you nodded slowly, your body acting on raw impulse.

The click of a switchblade met your ears and you stiffened as he brought it up to your cheek, holding the back of your neck with his other hand. Your body shuttered and twitched uncontrollably, your head beginning to feel light.

He stared deeper into your eyes and growled, “No you’re not.”

His words spun around in your mind. You were afraid, you wanted to be afraid. But something wouldn’t let it come to the surface. It shouted for you to run, scream, anything show him it was there. But it’s voice was muffled by the sick thrill that his knife at your cheek sent coursing through you. Would he cut you? Would he kill you? The threat of blood dripping to the floor weighed heavy over both of you.

“Careful doll,” he rumbled, lowering the knife from your face. “Tha-t is a danger-ous game.”

Game? It didn’t feel like a game. Your chest squeezed uncomfortably when you thought about his knife dragging across your skin, the sting that would follow it as the surface split open.

“A… a game?” you asked with your voice quivering.

He hummed and nodded his head, his gaze never breaking away from yours.

“Play with fire and you get burned,” he rumbled, bringing his face even closer.

Your heart pounded up into your throat and your blood ran hot. He saw something in your eyes. He knew. He knew the thought of being with him excited you and you had no control over it. You ached with need. A need that was new and sharp, pricking at your insides. You needed to know what it would be like. Had you lost your sensibilities?

Suddenly he stepped forward and you backed up reflexively, each step steering you backwards until you were halted by the wall, nowhere to go. He put his hand on the wall beside you and leaned against it. He lifted the knife he still held in his other hand and placed the point at the top of your chest, right in the middle. Then he leaned in, bringing his lips to your ear.

A powerful shiver ran down your back as he spoke in a low voice, “How about now?”

This was the game. A contest of wills. Would you cry? Try to get away? Or would you bleed for him?

Your skin was set ablaze beneath the blade and your jaw clenched as you sucked air in through your teeth. A trickle of sticky red ran onto your shirt as he moved away with the knife, watching you through heavy lids. The tiny cut on your chest stung, the pain mixing with your heightened senses. It was confusing, this feeling of fulfillment. He still held the knife, he could still kill you. But this felt different. Your heart began to slow its unforgiving racing and you breathed deeply.

His red lips twitched into a smile, impious and entrancing.

“Ahhh look what we have here. There it iiis,” he purred. “Don’t forget, doll, the fire’s hot. Wouldn’t want ya to, uh, get burned too bad, hm?”

Your jaw dropped open slightly as you stared at him, speechless. What just happened? What does he mean?

Before any words could form from your mouth, be stepped back. He clicked the knife into its handle and casually strolled back over to the mirror.

“You, uh, really have outdone yourself, doll,” he said, starting to unknot the tie around is neck. “You have ta-lent.”

You remained silent and wide eyed, stuck in place against the wall as he stripped down to his boxer shorts in front of you, rendering you even more stunned. Then he pulled on his tattered shirt and pants with the frayed jacket he arrived in.

He straightened his collar and turned back toward you. His eyes made your stomach quiver once more before he purred, “I’ll be back tomorrow. Looking forward to it, doll.”

You blinked and the door closed. He was gone.

Reality came rushing over you in a cold sweat. You slid down the wall to sit on the floor, suddenly gasping for air and panting as your hands trembled.

You forced yourself to take deep breaths and closed your eyes, wiping the sweat from your brow as you leaned your head back against the wall. Then your eyes snapped open and you lifted your hand to gently touch your finger to your chest. You looked to see your blood glistening on your fingertip.

He cut you. Shallow and small, but skin was broken. You should have been afraid but you didn’t fear the act itself. No, you feared the feeling it left behind. The thrill was intense, filling you up with a strange euphoria. An arousal. You should be dead, drained of life by the point of a knife. But you only grazed the blade. You wanted to chase that feeling, follow it for more. Tangle with danger and let it touch you all over.

You danced with the devil and he left you wanting more.

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[inadaydream99]

Beef Trifle

A/N - part six is here! This oneshot is inspired by the quote “You put beef in the trifle!” from Friends (though I did change the “you” to “he”). I hope you enjoy!

“Hey (Y/N), come look at this!” Felix excitedly calls you over to where he has meticulously been working for the past hour. He wanted to surprise you with his homemade desert that he had volunteered to make for the festive meal that evening, having chosen a classic British treat.

“Oh wow, that looks great!” You gush, cuddling into him as he pulls you into his side. Looking at the trifle you notice an unusual layer in the middle, it’s brownish colour reminding you of cooked mince beef. And are those peas in the mix too?

“Well, I know how much you love a trifle, so I thought I’d give it a go.” He beams, squeezing your shoulder excitedly.

“Uh Huh.” You swallow your grimace before Felix can catch on. You’d never want to ruin his smile, especially when he seems so proud of himself.

“Is everything alright?” He shoots you a concerned gaze.

“Just excited is all, it looks so delicious.” You quickly respond.

~

“He put beef in the trifle?” Seungmin reiterates, overtaken by disbelief.

“Yeah. But I didn’t tell him.” You clarify. “I mean, how could I ruin it all for him when he’s tried so hard.” You let out a deflated sigh.

“I know it’s hard (Y/N), but for the sake of everyone you really should have told him.” Seungmin gently places his hand on your shoulder, casting you a sympathetic smile.

You let out a scoff, lightly rolling your eyes at his statement.

“If you think it’s so easy then you tell Felix.” You throw back, trying not to come across too harsh, but then again, you’re a little annoyed at how insensitive Seungmin is coming across. And you know for a fact that, despite his confidence in accepting your challenge, he will crack the instant he meets Felix’s hopeful gaze.

~

“Ok, I know that we’ve just finished a massive dinner. But I can’t wait for everyone to try my special desert!” Felix announces, standing up from the table in excitement. The cutest smile of his face.

Now your not one for rubbing things in peoples faces, but you do feel very smug right now.

“See, not so easy is it?” You whisper next to Seungmin’s ear, shooting him a cocky smirk when you hear him let out an irritated sigh under his breath.

“Just shut up and eat your beefy desert.” Seungmin spits grumpily, his eyes locking onto the trifle bowl in Felix’s hands.

“Ok, who’s first?” Felix eagerly glances around the room, oblivious to the awkward side glances that are shared around the table.

“Well, as much as I can’t wait to try some of that... don’t you think (Y/N) should be first?” Seungmin slyly speaks up, shooting you an amused grimace.

You struggle to keep your smile from faultering. You really should have seen this coming.

“Yes, it’s only polite to let ladies go first.” Hyunjin joins. You watch as everyone nods in agreement. I mean, at this point they’re just doing anything they can to not be picked first.

“Well... what are you waiting for. Hand me your plate.” Felix extends his arm out, palm open awaiting for your plate. You hesitantly comply, forcing an uneased smile onto your lips as you watch him scoop the first serving.

“Now I want you to be honest. I made this just for you.” Felix tells you after handing the desert over.

You can’t take your eyes off of the mix of beef with whipped cream and jam. It’s not a combination that should ever exist, let alone be eaten. And yet, you know you have no choice.

You feel small in your seat, all eyes on you as you take hold of the spoon and scoop up a chunk of the trifle.

“That’s just cream, you need to try it all (Y/N).” Seungmin calls you out devilishly.

“Ok.” You gulp, picking up a piece of beef with your spoon. “Mmmm.” You exaggeratedly sound.

“It’s good?” Felix asks, leaning forward onto the table in excitement.

“It’s great. So great I think everyone needs to try this, right now.” You encourage, eyeing each of the guys as they reluctantly accept some trifle and take a first mouthful.

“Oh wow, this is so good... in fact I think the only thing that could make this better is if I go and enjoy it outside.” Minho is the first to speak, hurriedly scooting out of his chair and leaving the room.

“Yeah, I think I’ll join him.” Jisung agrees, rushing to catch up with Minho.

“Me too.” Changbin follows.

“I need to go call my mum...to tell her how good this is.” Chan announces.

“And I’m enjoying this so much, I’m gonna go look in a mirror so I can see how much I’m enjoying it.” Hyunjin excuses himself.

You’re in disbelief as you watch your friends fumble over ridiculous excuses just so they can get away. And after watching Hyunjin leave, your gaze falls back onto Felix, who looks extremely confused.

“Can I try some?” He attempts to steal some trifle from Seungmin’s plate, his brows furrowed in slight suspicion. Luckily Seungmin catches on before he can get any, scoffing everything down.

“Maybe see if one of the guys have any left?” You raise your brow before Felix goes off in search of some trifle.

“That tastes like feet.” Seungmin cry’s out in distress. You throw your head back in laughter, finding great amusement in his suffering.

“I like it.” Jeongin raises his head from his plate for the first time since recieving his food. “What’s not to like, jam? Good. Custard? Good. Meat, gooood.” You snicker at Jeongin, he never fails to put a smile on your face.

“And you’re disgusting.” Seungmin rolls his eyes.

“Don’t be mean to him, it’s your fault we had to eat the beefy trifle anyway.” You defend Jeongin.

“My fault? Really?” Seungmin raises his brow, unimpressed with your accusation. “You’re the one who Felix made it for, so it’s your fault.” Seungmin fires back.

“I never asked him to make a trifle! And if I’d known he was going to mess it up so bad then I would have stopped him.” You raise your voice, feeling incredibly pissed now.

“You hate it?” You freeze, eyes going wide with fear when you hear Felix’s timid voice from behind you.

You regret everything the moment you see his hurt expression, your heart breaking when his head falls and he walks away before you get a chance to say anything.

~

“Can I come in?” You softly question as you stand in the open doorway. You sigh when Felix doesn’t respond, his back still facing you and his head hanging low.

“I’m sorry.” You utter your apology while taking a seat beside your friend. You’ve never actually seen him this upset before and you couldn’t feel worse about it if you tried.

“It took me three hours to make that trifle for you.” You let out the breath you’d been holding in when you hear Felix finally speak. “I just wanted to do something nice considering I what how difficult it is to be away from home during the festive period.” He continues to mumble.

“I know and that’s exactly why I never said anything. But I should have been honest from the start.” You lean into his side, a faint smile ghosting your lips when you feel his arm wrap around you. He could never deny a cuddle.

“And regardless of the beef, it’s still the sweetest, most thoughtful thing anyone has ever done for me.” You peer up to see Felix already gazing down at you. His stare catches you so off guard your breath hitches in your throat. It’s the most intense, loving gaze you’ve ever felt.

“Really? I mixed sautéed beef and peas with jam and custard.” You feel your stomach summersult as you watch Felix heartily laugh.

“Yes.” You respond, voice barely audible. It never fails to amaze you how anyone can mesmerise you like Felix does. And yet, here you are completely captivated by him. “Am I forgiven?” You question after a moment of silence has past.

“You’re well and truly forgiven.” He warmly smiles.

“So... I think there’s still trifle left in the kitchen if you want some more?” You playfully hit feix’s arm, rolling your eyes as you both giggle together.

I think it’s safe to say that you’ll never let Felix make any more British deserts unsupervised.

[hockeytrashgoblin]

Ice Cold ~Part 12

A/N: A much shorter one. Well not much shorter, only about 500 words shorter than average but it feels shorter? I don’t know I hope you enjoy!

"Are we there yet?" I groggily asked.

"Baby you can't keep asking that every time you wake up. It's only been 10 minutes since I told you we were an hour away." He laughed fondly at me.

"M'sorry thought I was sleeping longer than that."

"Are you gonna stay awake and talk to me now?"

"Probably no." I curled up further under my coat.

"You'd be warmer if you put your coat on and your boots."

"But then I wouldn't be comfy. Besides I'm fine, just want to be cozy."

"Baby you're cold." I said taking my hand in his.

"How do you even know? I'm still warmer than you are."

"But not as warm as usual. I can still feel different temperatures you silly girl."

"It's not that silly! I still don't know everything yet." I pouted, making him laugh and squeeze my hand.

"You'll know everything soon enough I'm sure. Mitch can't keep his fucking mouth shut no matter what you say and I will answer anything you ask. It shouldn't be long until everything is known."

"Hey when did you feed?"

"What?"

"Yesterday your eyes were pretty red and today they're bright blue but I was with you all day yesterday except the game."

"I went to Mo's last night after you fell asleep."

"You just left me there while I slept?"

"Well I didn't think you'd appreciate me waking you up just to tell you I was going to hunt. I wanted this weekend to be as human as possible without having to worry about all the shit that comes with me being thirsty."

"Well that's sweet but also rude. You could've just said you were going out beforehand, you didn't have to sneak out."

"I didn't think of it beforehand. I'm sorry, are you upset with me?"

"No I'm not upset. I just don't understand why you guys are so uncomfortable about it. I wish you weren't."

"I'm afraid that if I talk about it a lot it's going to become more real to you and you're not going to like it. Or you will get scared."

"William I won't. I've taken time to process. It is what it is. You are what you are and what I will eventually be. I'm not scared and I'm not going to be."

"I love how brave and courageous you are." He said kissing my hand.

"I love everything about you Will. I mean that." 

We were quiet and I ended up falling asleep again. I was exhausted. That's what William got for starting a 5 hour drive at 10:30pm. There was a big bump in the road and I jostled awake with a whine.

"You're fine baby. We just turned onto the road the cabin is on."

"Really?"

"Yes darling. You can go back to sleep and I'll bring you in if you want?"

"No! No I'm awake, I want to see it." I rubbed my eyes with my fists making him giggle. "Your giggles are so cute Willy."

"Woooah there, I do not giggle."

"You absolutely do. All the time. There's no other way to describe it. I love it."

"Are you trying to bother me?"

"What? No! Baby of course not! Your laugh is my absolute favourite sound, I don't want to bother you at all. I'm sorry."

"The only person who's ever described it like that is Kap and that was to bother me."

"If I wanted to bother you I'd do it better than that."

"Oh I know you would." He said rolling his eyes with a smile on his face. "We're here."

"William! This is beautiful, what the fuck dude! I'm in awe. Look at iiiit!" 

I jumped out of the car and stood in front of the most beautiful little log cabin. The lights were on inside so the windows let out a warm glow all over freshly fallen snow. It was truly incredible. William was suddenly beside me.

"I just rented a small one because I thought you'd like that bett-mm." I interrupted him by kissing him.

"William. I love it. It's perfect."

"You're perfect." He grinned and kissed me again, harder. "Do you want to go in and go back to sleep?"

"Are you tired?"

"I actually don't have to sleep, I just choose to. I could never sleep again if I wanted."

"Soo..?" I didn't know how to bring up what I wanted.

William had spent the whole week leading up to this creating the most unbearable sexual tension I had ever felt. It was mostly small things that no one would even pick up on. Lingering touches, intense looks, stuff like that. Other times it was really blatant. Like pushing me against a wall or aggressively making out or buying lingerie as a gift and leaving it for me to find when he was out. I had some revenge on him but I really don't think I had a fraction of the effect on him as he did on me.

"Come here." He pulled me in by my hips and kissed me, forcing his tongue into my mouth. I moaned and fought for control of the kiss. It didn't work but I tried. 

Before I knew it I was being dropped on the bed. He took his shirt off and climbed on top of me. His lips met mine in a deep kiss I felt through my whole body. I pulled desperately at his shoulders and waist. He pulled back and started pushing my shirt up. I sat up and whipped it over my head. He took his pants off so I followed his lead and took mine off too.

"Babe you're fucking gorgeous." He said between kisses.

"You're so hot. Look so good for me." I said as he kissed my neck.

"Are you ready?" He mumbled on my neck.

"Yes. I love you."

"I love you." He gave me a fiery kiss and started touching my body. We spent the rest of the night tangled up together until I was too tired to keep going and we went to sleep.

I woke up to a bright room and the smell of breakfast. I was alone in the room so I took a second to myself. I felt so wonderful and happy. I had had sex before many times with different partners but I'd never felt like this. This feeling was a whole new experience, it felt how everyone made losing your virginity sound. Magical, incredible, a real connection. I found his sweater on the floor and slipped it on. I smiled at the fact that the sleeves went so far past my arms. I left the room and looked around for the first time. 

I loved the wooden walls. It was so beautiful. I had always really loved all wood houses and cabins. They were just gorgeous. I made it to the kitchen and stopped in the doorway to take in the fight in front of me. William standing in his sweatpants with finished and half finished food around him. I was surprised at how human it felt. He turned around and smiled at me. I smiled big and covered it with the sleeve.

"Good morning my love, how did you sleep?"

"Gooood." I went over to him and hugged him. He reached over my head and flipped a pancake.

"I'm glad. You were pretty tuckered out."

"Don't look so proud of yourself." I teased flicking his nose.

"I love you."

"I love you too even though you're using the voice on me again."

"I'm not sorry." He smiled his sunshine smile and kissed me again making me laugh.

"Anyone ever told you smiling and kissing don't mix, Nylander?"

"You're in such a teasing mood this morning." He shook his head and put the last pancake on the plate. "I made all your favourites."

"God you're incredible. Thank you so much!"

"Go sit down in the breakfast nook and I'll bring the food over."

"Breakfast noooook!" I got really excited as I rounded the corner and saw a cute little nook with floor to ceiling windows beside it. "William this is so perfect! I can't believe you found literally the perfect place."

"It took a lot of looking but I wanted it to be exactly something you'd like." He put the food down and sat across from me.

"You're my favourite person."

"You're mine. How do you feel about going for a little skate on the lake after breakfast?"

"Will, you know I can't skate."

"I'm going to teach you. It'll be fun I promise."

"Fine let's do it." 

After breakfast was done I bundled up and we went outside. It was a mess. I wasn't good at it at all but the absolute joy that was present on William's face was completely worth falling on my ass a bunch. He left me on the ice to take pictures to prove he got me out there and I fell during them so there was a progression from me standing, to falling, to sitting on my butt, to laying flat on my back. William fell over laughing so hard. After he recovered and could help me up, I was freezing. We went back inside and sat curled up under a blanket by the fire.

"Do you care much for relationship milestones?" William asked out of the blue.

"It depends. Why?"

"Today is 5 months since we started dating."

"Awww that's so wonderful! 5 months has flown past."

"It really has."

"5 months really goes by quick when you're so happy."

"That's definitely true." He gave me a sweet kiss.

"Hey! Will I be better at skating when I'm a vampire?"

"You will. Your balance will be completely perfect once you change."

"Oh good. My balance is not good right now." I said, making him snort.

"Trust me babe I know. Today was proof enough of that."

"Hey!" I hit his shoulder. "I wasn't that bad! I was even skating without holding onto anything at the end! I got better."

"Still was not very good."

"Sorry we aren't all vampires good with knife shoes." I grumbled making him burst into giggles. "You're not nice."

"Babe, I'm plenty nice, you're just funny."

"Um yeah I know."

"Then stop complaining." He teased squeezing my leg before lunging at me and pulling me into a kiss.

[wildpokemon]

ML Season 3 Rewatch: Ikari Gozen

Production No. 318

Remember when they aired this episode at comic con with now previous warning and we all watched it on youtube from someone who had cut together the video from like three people’s instagram stories??? What a great time lol

Anyway I love this episode so much (I say that a lot don’t I?), I love the further development for Kagami and the friendship she forms with Marinette :). Prepare to read about me gushing about Kagami a whooole lot under the cut lol

(also I talk about miracle queen a bit in this one just so you know, in case you haven’t seen it yet!!)

glad to see they let aurore keep her weather girl/hosting job even after she had just become stormy weather again lol

aklakdjlas adrien waving and marinette like “😬hello”

aaah rose’s excitement is so cuute

okay this idea is so much fun. i love the scavenger hunt through the city thing to find the boy you love a celebrity

lmaoo alix’s has her go to the louvre. poor girl basically lives there at this point huh

aaaand juleka is like actually un-understandable here lol, no idea what she said? something about the seine?

kagami’s mom is real intense

love that she’s basically describing Ryuuko’s powers here though. hmmmmm is she already aware of the Dragon Miraculous? she is in some weird cahoots wit gabriel. maybe one of her ancestors used it? AND the symbol on Ryuuko’s chest matches the symbol on her car.. idk no idea lol, fun to think about though

the way kagami is so ashamed to tell her mom she was signed up for a game :(

oohooo the way she records her mom’s voice to use it again later. she’s done this before, yes? i love her. do it girl, rebel!!

lmaooo why is it so funny to me to see this guy carrying around the wax gabriel statue aldjas

AND then they pose adrien next to it???? SO funny

also this is the first time we’ve seen the wax figures. makes sense bc in Puppeteer 2, it’s just a touch up that Adrien has to go in for

marinette’s “problems” with kagami: brilliant, strong, and cute lmao

hahahha when marinette imagines kagami as adrien’s girlfriend, kagami is the one dipping adrien dramatically. that’s hilarious.

HAHAHAH i LIVE for kagami seeing marinette freak out and talk to herself. “she’s so weird” alkjdlahdalshajshd SHE IS!!!

i’m so glad they actually become friends after this. it hurts my heart to see marinette be mean to kagami just because they’re “competing” for adrien

lolll marinette’s eye twitch when kagami calls her out for running away from her a minute ago

lmao marinette’s suggestion to go to england? maybe don’t be SO far off the mark if you want your plan to work girl loll

and kagami is just like “no.” akdjals

lol love alya being paired with wayhem

:((( marinette’s message to alya

aw kagami says “we were right” even though going there was only her idea. she wants to be a teammm

apsdahadjs the awkward kagami smiiiiile aaaah so gooood

marinette doesn’t like to be called Mari, confirmed

aaaaahahaha kagami calling marinette indecisive, scatter-brained, and irresponsible, and then thinking it’s like a compliment cause she’s helped determine what she thinks her blood type is i juts kadhaksdas AND THEN SHE DOES THE SMILE AGAIN omg

....also, she’s not wrong lol

okay i kNOW this is gonna sound dumb. but this little interaction about the ice cream seems like big foreshadowing to me. kagami asks marinette what she would do if the ice cream she wanted got taken, what would she do? steal it, switch flavors, or never eat ice cream again. feels like a pretty easy comparison to how marinette ends up reacting to when adrien seems to be choosing kagami over her. would she steal him from kagami, try to love someone else, or give up love all together? and marinette, chooses to switch flavors. aka, deciding to try and be with luka. it’s even better that this whole metaphor is done with ice cream bc of the whole andre stuff AND the whole entire ending scene of the goddamn season???? it’s been foreshadowed right here my dudes!!!

aaahhahaha kagami patting marinette on the shoulder???? so fuckin funny. theyre so awkward omgg

kagami running away and yelling “we’re going to win!!” is so sweet. she’s having so much fun

marinette “goes-through-other-people’s-phones” dupain-cheng

cool that tomoe’s contact name in kagami’s phone is in japanese. wonder if they speak it at home around the house. that would fall in line with adrien greeting them in japanese back in Animeastro. they probably just show us the scenes of the two of them talking in french english because it’s easier for the audience and they don’t have to make subtitles.

kagami practicing the selfies is SO CUTE!!

:((

but her smiiiiiile when she realizes marinette is trying to help her?? gOD i love kagami so much

this is a small thing but i looooooove marinette overhearing tomoe agreeing to help hawkmoth. so cool

Ikari Gozen said cronch

they added the friendship day pin into the animation for ladybugs transformation! nice touch!

ajdhakjhdkadkasgdasdghads the gorilla grabs the adrien statue and runs with it when he ears the akuma alert aldahdkajdsh THATS NOT REALLY HIM!! WHERE ARE YOU TAKING THAT???

oooooo it’s the first time seeing master fu when he’s on the run!! nice! wow watching in order makes everything so so much smoother lmao

kagami’s face when she meets longg “..you’re a what?” lmao same girl

how did she learn the transformation phrase, hm

oooooo chat seeing ryuuko for the first time 👀👀 he likes her

kagami is very one track mind isn’t she lol

chat complimenting her :)

i’m interested to know the mechanics of the Dragon Miraculous a bit more. Like exactly how much control does she have over the water or the wind etc. Here Kagami BECOMES water, but in Miracle Queen we see Dragonbug make like a shield out of it. I hope we get to see more of this next season

aww alya and wayhem won. guess that makes sense. who would have more drive than marinette and kagami would to find adrien?? wayhem, wayhem would lol

maybe this is when they exchange contact info for the set up for adrien to accidentally not invite wayhem to his party in Party Crasher

THEYRE FRIIIIIEEEEEENDS

and the selfie?? i love them so much

Okay I really really like this episode lol. Kagami is for sure one of my favorite characters and I love the development she got in this one, and how she and Marinette are like actual true friends now. And soo so much set up and foreshadowing for both Love Eater and Miracle Queen in this one. Really really good

[carleencl]

🎤 WINNER 2018 Everywhere Tour in Manila Experience

Guess who’s back?

After 4 years, WINNER is back in Manila to have their first concert! Four years ago, they performed in front of Inner Circles as a guest performer in 2NE1′s All or Nothing Tour in Manila last May 17, 2014 in Mall of Asia Arena.

November 10, 2018. The day every IC or Inner Circle have been waiting for. It was the day seeing the WINNER boys again and hearing them sing their new songs live. The concert was held in the same venue four years ago, in Mall of Asia Arena and started at around 7 in the evening.

While waiting for the concert to start, Inner Circles were already screaming so loud and saying the fanchants along with the songs played. Everyone was so hyped to see WINNER again!

The whole arena was filled with nebula blue ocean showing more support for the boys. It was a beautiful scene to look and cherish forever. The blue ocean just compliments WINNER as a whole.

Lights were out and a video showed up showing the names of the members making the excitement to see WINNER grow bigger and bigger. The 4 appeared and “Empty” was the first song for the night. Next song captivated everyone with “Air.”

After the two songs, the members greeted Filipino ICs and had a little talk.

Seungyoon: “Manila, Mabuhay! What’s up? This is Yoon! I know you guys have been waiting a lot since it was 2NE1's concert, right? And I can't wait to show our performances and I'm happy about it. Alright, Jinwoo.”

Jinwoo:  “Kamusta kayo? Si Jinwoo ito. Namiss ko kayo. Maganda kayo!“

Mino: “Manila, What’s Up? This is Mino. I’m so excited to meet you guys. Enjoy the show tonight!”

Seunghoon: “Magandang Gabi! Are you all enjoying tonight? Mahal kita!”

Seungyoon: “Wow! What was that? (Referring to SH’s ‘Mahal kita’) “Now our next song, *phone rings.* Who’s that?” “Hello? Hello?”

Afterwards, “Hello” was sung followed by “Everyday.” Fanchants were getting louder and louder per song. Everyone was enjoying the concert.

Seungyoon: “Manila, can I drink some water?” “We arrived yesterday and we went to this famous restaurant for lunch.” “Seunghoon, you brought us lunch yesterday.”

Seunghoon: “ JOLLIBEE!!”

Seungyoon: “Yeah, Jollibee. Jollibee was good as always.” “We passed by Manila last time when shooting the season greeting”

Seunghoon: “El Nido!”

Seungyoon: “El Nido, very beautiful, right? That was really a special memory for us.” “I saw a huge shopping mall and ferry near our hotel. In front of your shopping mall, MOA, I saw a signage. I don’t know how to call it, a flag? Banner? So I took a picture and video. It was deeply touching.”

Jinwoo: “Namiss namin kayo.”

SeungYoon: “Namiss namin kayo.”

SeungHoon: “Namiss namin kayo.”

SeungYoon: “Thanks to you we’re gonna have another special memory. Thank you and now, for our next song. You guys ready? Are you ready for our next song?”

Then a VCR showing the faces of the boys then at the end shows, “I’m not okay.”

Afterwards, Mino was on the stage performing for his solo. He sang “Body,” and “Turn Off The Lights.” Both performances were very intense that made everyone just jumped and screamed on top of their lungs, including me!

Jinwoo’s solo stage was calming, toning down that hyper feeling and adrenaline rush from Mino’s performance. He sang G-Dragon’s “Untitled, 2014.” That made everyone deeply touched how soothing his voice was as if he’s singing you a lullaby. Als o, at the same time, everyone was just emotional since everyone misses BIGBANG already.

The songs “It Rains,” “I Like Me Better,” and “Instinctively” were performed by Seungyoon. His voice was just so wonderful and unique that will really direct your attention only to him.

Seunghoon’s solo stage was up and he performed “Serenade,” and Taeyang’s “Ringa Linga.” With this solo stage, everyone’s energy was up again especially on Ringa Linga. Seunghoon’s moves were just… overwhelming. He gave the energy that made everyone jump up and down on our seats.

 As I remembered after the song “We Were”, they were talking about the individual performances earlier. That Mino’s stage was a “hot performance” and with Jinwoo’s performance remind them of G-Dragon. Jinwoo also mentioned that he misses GD. Seunghoon and Mino were teasing Seungyoon on how he sings and even copied him!

Next songs that they performed were “For,” “Raining,” and “Movie Star.”

Lights were out and WINNER was back once again with a different outfit. 

Seungyoon asked about Seunghoon’s solo. Everyone just screamed which tells everyone really liked his solo stage.

They performed the song, “Immature.”

Seungyoon: “We need some love. Your love!”

Seunghoon: “Mahal ko kayo” (In a very cute way)

Mino: “Namiss niyo kami? Namiss namin kayo.”

Seungyoon: “Everybody say something..”

Jinwoo: “Sigaw!”

Seungyoon: “Make some noise”

Jinwoo: “Sigaw!”

Seungyoon: “Sigaw! Okay Manila, sigaw!” “We are ready, are you ready? Love me love me, let’s go!”

 Then “Love Me, Love Me” was on which was followed by the song, “Special Night.”

SeungYoon: “It’s about time to wrap up the show, sadly. Your voices are still okay, right?” (Everyone screams) Manila, your voices are still okay, right? (Everyone screams louder!)

Let’s tests your voices.

Manila, 1st floor, make some noooise!

And then Manila, 2nd floor. (2nd floor IC screams)

Not yet not yet…

Now, make some noise! (screams louder)

Manila, 3rd floor, make some noise!

Everyone, make some noise!

Wow, that! Your voices are still okay and you all ready to go to the Island? For real? Okay!”

 I think I felt like my ears were going to burst from all those loud screaming and I blame you SeungYoon for it. I felt the whole arena shaking because of it. 😂

“Island,” and “Really Really” were the next songs that they performed.

Afterwards, everyone was chanting, “La La La!” in the tune of “La La.”

WINNER: “Everyone sing! Sing it La la! La la la.. Again, La la la la, sing it looud!”

“La La” was performed, lights went out and the boys were off stage. A VCR of Dara was showed talking about WINNER on performing last time as guest for 2NE1’s concert and how she’s proud of them.

Afterwards, lights were just off and the arena was dark. Inner Circles were preparing for the fan project. Everyone’s turning on their phone lights and started singing the chorus for “Movie Star.” I think we’ve been singing it for like 8-10 minutes straight, all for WINNER! 😂

Lights were turned on and WINNER was back on stage for the encore! They sang “Don’t Flirt,” “Luxury,” and “Really Really” for the encore.

Seungyoon was thankful for the banner which has “Inseos, the shelter that embraces WINNER everyday” which was written in Korean. Mino even made a rap out of what was written on the banner, which was really really gooood! 💙

WINNER also took a group photo with the whole arena with banners raised. Afterwards, Inner Circles started to chant: “WINNER! WINNER! WINNER!”

Then Mino went off stage to get his “new toy” according to Seungyoon and it was a new camera to take a photo with ICs!

Seungyoon: “So touched my heart. So touching!”

Inner Circles: “Iiyak na yan! Iiyak na yan” (Cry! Cry!)

WINNER: ?!?!?!????

Seunghoon: “ohh cry!”

Seungyoon: “How was today?”

Seunghoon: “It was great to see you again. With all the energy you give us, we will do our best see you again. Salamat po! Mahal kita!”

Mino: ”SIGAW KAYO LAHAT! Thank you for the great show tonight. City of love! City of music! I will go back! Manila, one more time. sigaw kayo lahat!”

Seungyoon: “A singer cannot exist without the listener. If you weren’t waiting for our music, we weren’t be doing this far. I hope today will be your happiest day. We will have our new album soon! I love you guys! We will never forget this.”

Jinwoo: “Maraming salamat sa inyo! Masaya ako kasi kasama kayo dito. Supportahan niyo kaming apat.  Abangan niyo kami ulit. Mahal ko kayo. Kita tayo ulit! I love you. Hanggang sa muli!”

And they sang their final song, which was “Everyday.”

Seungyoon: “Thank you! Thank you! We are happy when you see your beautiful faces. Today, we saw your beautiful smiles. Today is our happiest moment! And guys, make some noise for our staff!! “Thank you for making a special day!”

Lacking photos and videos from the Encore of WINNER since I just went to the moment and enjoyed watching WINNER perform live.

Top: Bought from Hong Kong Bottom: Moschino Bag: Penshoppe

Another treasured concert memory for me. My feels for WINNER were literally “everywhere.” Going to another concert makes me happy and fulfilled. WINNER really did a great job on their concert that captivated every ICs heart. I’m looking forward for their comeback and new songs!

We will always be the shelter that will embrace WINNER everyday and everywhere! 💙 💙 💙 Please do comeback WINNER!

Below is a vlog compilation of videos I had during WINNER’s concert.

SETLIST

Empty Air Hello Everyday Body Turn Off The Lights Untitled, 2014 It Rains I Like Me Better Instinctively Serenade Ringa Linga We Were For Raining Movie Star Immature Love Me Love Me Special Night Island Really Really La La

Encore Don’t Flirt Luxury Really Really Everyday

[communist-dinosaurs]

so I got my amethyst oracle yesterday: a melodrama

I’ve often heard people on tumblr use the phrase “I’m screaming” to show their positive reaction to something. in the tags of an art reblog; in the caption of a 6-second video; in the comment underneath a well-crafted meme.

I always assumed, naively, that the people who said this were exaggerating. like when everyone collectively forgot a few years ago what, exactly, is air.

“there’s no way they’re serious,” I said to myself. “no one actually screams about something on tumblr.”

but yesterday everything changed.

and I learned I was so, so, wrong.

when I opened the package, I started off with mild swearing. “oh my god! oh my gooood!”

when I looked through the cards, I started making quiet little pterodactyl screeches. there was simply no other way to siphon off the intense excitement I was feeling. I mean, I could’ve ran around in circles or jumped up and down, but I live on the 2nd floor and I didn’t want to bother the people below me.

when I saw the lovely bookmarks and magnets that amethyst included (as a way to make our tarot trade more fair, apparently), I started making a high-pitched hum like when you stub your toe but you’re trying to be quiet about it.

and when I saw this print--this lovely, perfectly pagan, cute-as-hell print--

I screamed.

so yeah. thanks for the goodies, amethyst. I’m gonna treasure that print you sent me forever. probably gonna go to goodwill today and get a frame that fits it so it can stay on my altar.

<3

[golclen-linings]

170115

Sinulog

ohmygod this is gonna be long because I WILL STICK TO DETAIL id ont want to forget this day

alright so i go to bed at 2:30 am after making my OT2 project and ??? I couldnt sleep my heart was palpitating probs cause I was lowkey really excited and yeah I had to wake up at 3:15 to go with mom and i guess I fell asleep at 3 but whoops I woke up at 7 so like fuck i got ready fast and stuff left at 8 and I commuted and walked the rest of the way cause the roads were blocked and i visited my mom then went to my friend’s dorm and what the fuck Andre was supposed to be in Clar’s room but bitch wasnt there good thing Raya was awake so she let me in and we talked in her room and she helped me choose my shorts HAHAHA it was floral “cute” look or denim “mmp” look and yes I chose the mmp AND DAMN DID IT PAY OFF so we waited until like 9:45 and Andre arrived and we went to RF to get Jezzy and she just woke up lol and then Raya got her hair braided and color by Ms Sagi’s sister and Andre got his hair color by Ms Sagi and we went back to the dorm and yay Rue and Cabading were there yay but Clar wasnt there yet bUT WE WERE HUUUNGRY so we left her a note and went to Kent’s houseee we saw Abad outside and went in together and wow Kent’s mom looks young we thought she was Kent’s ate lol and yeah we ate spaghetti and chicken and this fried pork thing yeah and oh there was red velvet cake too yay it was niiiice and so we ate and after we ate we went to the store to buuuuy drinkssssss and then we went back home to the rooooftop and started drinking and. it was gross. because this girl doesnt like island mixers. but ok, whatever, i didnt get drunk. raya did. she was drunk. we finished 2 bottles and we went walking after we passed by the baseline road then went redem then fooda then walked back using the bintana road and hahahahaha it was so fun we kept greeting people and a lot of em were drunk and i love the happy vibes sinulog fiesta drunk people it was really fun raya was a fucking handful but it was fun it was fun we went back to kent’s and just sat and rested and talked ahahaha and oh we played with the sala decor of kent these 2 balls we made into our boobs HAHAHAH it was funny oh and kent has a giant bust of jesus its kinda intimadting anywasy yes we rested and the others ate again and then dindo came with his friend miggy and they ate and we talked and we went rooftop and finished the last bottle and i really wanted to get fucked up so this bitch just kept drinking straight and then it started yes i GOT HIT and we made fun of Miggy raya and I kept playing with him like we would sit beside him and tease him and stuff it was really funny and raya and i took a lotta selfies heheh it was fun it was fun and jezzy is so good at taking photos and nona has a nice camera so it was gooood and then we were gonna walk again but we rested i guess and then dane arrived and his hair grew out and he looked so cute and then he took off his shirt and changed into a muscle tee and dane got hot and then i didnt tagad him at first cause evryone tagaded him and i was kinda dead but he was like niki im here so i stood up and hugged him and then we went out to walk and i held onto him and like awe dane i miss u and him awe niki i miss u too ur so cute and then we walked and walked and it was a long and intense walk because in baseline it was packeddd but it was also good cause dane held my hand and it wsnt kaya so i held on to his shoulders and it wasnt kaya so i held on to his waist and why is he slimmer than me but oh well its ok BECAUSE LATER NA and then we kept walking until ramos until jones and we ate dinner and then we walked to fuente and padung capitol and back to kent’s house and when we went inside iwas with andre and dane and dane asked andre who was the prettiest girl in thr group and he said me and dane agreed and yes niki is the prettiest and we were up the stairs when dane said i was thick and wah my heart fluttered HA HA HA what have i become and then yes we talked again and stuff and then sila dindo left and it was the evening na and the others ate again and i mentioned i wanted to get fucked up and dane awe cmon lets buy niki drinks cmon but no we didnt it was fine and nona had to leave and jezzy forgot about nona cause she wanted to buy me drinks theyre so sweet my friends and then on the way back dane and i linked and why did it feel so intimate i dont know why but it did and we were like agbaying closely and when we went back up he kept complimenting me throughout the time we were together about how i was cute like how he alwsy does but then he called me thick again and said something lol i forgot it was something about me looking nice and then we sat down and i sat inbetween andres legs then stood up then raya lied down on the couch so i sat beside dane and then it started fam we were just talking me dane jezzy kent when dane agbayed me and the agbay went to my waist then back to my shoulder and i held onto his arm too and then we stopped it and he stood to make a joke about the packed rice and jezzy was LETS HAVE A PHOTO WITH DANE so we did and then he tried to weightlfit it and it broke and him jez and i cleaned up the spilled rice and then we stood beside each other while raya kent and jez sat down and kent watched this oreo video and raya looked at me and yeah and i told them the sotry of how my tita died choking on an oreo and dane gave me a reallyy nice hug like full body contact hug and it was soo nice and then we sat back down and i aske dhim if he was okay with his granddad passing and he said yes thank you niki and he left again to make fun of the girls eating chicekn and drinking soju and jezzy and i were talking so i was kinda lying down on the loveseat but i made sure space for dane and what he did was slightly lie down too and make sure my shoulder was on his chin and i put my arm on his waist because when theres an opportunity i take it and it was really nice actually lke it felt really comfy cause he wsnt heavy and the position was fine and i still got to talk and it was so comfortable i was so contented but then he had to leave and we hugged again and when he left we left too we walked to guadalupe and watched fireworks then got a taxi at jollibee banawa after peeing and went to citi di mare and it was fuckin gbullshit but we talked to these 2 kids from ateneo lol adn then we went inside the venue and it smelled like fucking shit it was horrible and gross but what the fuck sososos many gwapo people were there holy fucking shit so many gwapo and hot and tall people were there and we washed our feet with canal water lol manila dudes helped us and we walked to kasadya and got a habal2 from there and at a stoplight this dude in ajeep waved at me and i looked away and his friends laughed at him SHHAAH and we were back at ramos and we called it a night but not really because after washing up clar and i talked until almost 4 and we just shared our perspectives like of them at life dance and our different feelings during that day and it was really nice and fun and ah it was so nice and we both admitted how gwapo daaane was fuck and ahhhh i was so affected i coudlnt stop thinking about it about what happened and what he said and him and i was so affected really and i slept thinkin about him and i woke up to all my alarms but it was too fuckin wet it was raining hard so i fell back asleep and woke up at 9 lol and ere i am now, 170116, typing this instead of studying for ot3 because i got home at 12 and i didnt study to check isac live tweets and complain