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Towards Happiness

What kind of story is this:

The story can be classified as a reflective and motivational narrative. It revolves around the introspective journey of self-discovery, touching upon themes such as personal growth, the pursuit of happiness, and the reevaluation of one's mindset. The narrator explores their own thoughts, experiences, and realizations, inviting the reader to contemplate similar aspects of their own lives. The story encourages a shift in perspective towards prioritizing personal joy and contentment, emphasizing the importance of authenticity and self-awareness. Overall, it carries motivational undertones, urging individuals to be true to themselves and seek fulfillment in what brings them happiness.

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Summary

Many personal stories with different analogies spring to mind, which is quite interesting. These thoughts help me visualize what I truly want and what I could be capable of doing. This has also led me to realize something about what I want and need in my life. Reflecting on these stories helps me understand the strengths within me and identify aspects of life I could improve. You know, sometimes I thought that doing something related to my degree is what I need to do, but the more I delve into this thought, the more I discover things I don’t know about myself. Have you ever experienced this before? The more I write about what I think, the more I learn about what I can do, and with the help of some tools, I've been able to express those feelings in the words that I am writing right now. I know that I am only an introverted, average person who can accomplish things when I push myself, but the more I write, the more I realize that this mindset is wrong. We shouldn’t push ourselves to the edge to produce the output that others want. Instead, look for the things that you love and do those things to be happy and not secluded to yourself. The last person you should not isolate is yourself. Be the best that you can be by not pushing yourself to do what you do not want to do but by pushing yourself to be happy and content. Because the more you push yourself to things that you don’t like, the more in denial your feelings could become, which is denying yourself and what you want as well. Be the best by putting your happiness first, then everything will follow. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Full Story

In the quiet corners of my mind, a tapestry of personal stories unfolds—a collection of narratives painted with different hues of experience, each adorned with unique analogies. It's a fascinating mosaic, a living canvas that pulsates with the rhythm of introspection. As these thoughts dance and weave through the labyrinth of my consciousness, they serve as windows into my desires, illuminating what I truly seek and the vast expanse of my potential.

In the chiaroscuro of self-reflection, I unearth revelations about my wants and needs, peeling back the layers of my aspirations and the essentials that shape my life. This introspective journey becomes a lantern, casting light on the strengths nestled within me and illuminating the uncharted territories where growth beckons.

At times, I found myself tethered to the notion that aligning my pursuits with the confines of my academic degree was the key to fulfillment. Yet, the more I plunged into this belief, the more I discovered about the undiscovered facets of my being. Have you ever felt this, the awakening realization that there's more to yourself than meets the eye?

As I channel these reflections onto paper, I unearth the latent capabilities dwelling within me. Through the act of writing, a transformative process unfurls. It's a dialogue with my inner self, a conversation that reveals the depths of what I can achieve. With the aid of various tools, I shape these nebulous feelings into tangible words that capture the essence of my evolving narrative.

In the mirror of self-expression, I confront the notion that I am merely an introverted, mediocre individual, capable only when coerced into action. Yet, the more my pen dances across the canvas of my thoughts, the more I recognize the fallacy of this mindset. The realization dawns that I need not push myself to the brink to satisfy external expectations.

Instead, the path to fulfillment lies in seeking the things I love, the pursuits that kindle the fires of joy within me. It's a call to break free from self-imposed seclusion, for the last person who deserves isolation is oneself. To be the best version of me, I need not force myself into pursuits that do not align with my desires. Instead, the key lies in pushing myself towards happiness and contentment.

For when we coerce ourselves into endeavors that breed discontent, we risk denying our true feelings and desires. The more we force alignment with pursuits we dislike, the deeper we plunge into the quagmire of denial, distancing ourselves from authenticity.

The manifesto for being the best version of oneself is written in the ink of happiness. By prioritizing joy and contentment, everything else falls into place. It's a journey where the pursuit of personal happiness is the compass guiding every step, a compass that leads to the discovery of a richer, more authentic self.

And so, the pages of my story turn, each word an affirmation of the commitment to prioritize happiness—a commitment to be the best by placing my well-being at the forefront, trusting that in the radiance of contentment, everything else will indeed follow.

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The Last Moments Thoughts

What kind of Story is this: The story appears to be a reflective narrative that combines elements of personal experience, introspection, and contemplation about life's uncertainties. It delves into themes such as resilience, the impact of pivotal moments, and the desire for personal growth and change. The narrative explores hypothetical scenarios and raises existential questions about the nature of life and the potential for altering one's destiny. Overall, it can be categorized as a contemplative or reflective piece with elements of drama and a touch of philosophical inquiry.

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Summary: I suddenly remember that when I was younger, I fell victim to an assault and robbery by two men during the rainy days. They pushed me down a not-so-deep cliff, but I managed to stand up and fight for myself to retrieve the things they had stolen. I often think, what if on that day, I had not been able to defend myself? What if I had been fatally injured during the fight, stabbed, or struck on the head with a rock by one of the attackers? Could this period of time be just my imagination during my last moments, envisioning what might happen in the future? What if, before people die, they receive the gift of foresight to see the future if they had not died? What if the current moment is my last in the real-time of my life? This perception has deeply embedded itself in my mind, and I am curious about whether such a future can be changed. Wouldn't that be great? To alter things from the past and become the best version of myself today. My mind is playing tricks on me, and I'm unsure whether it's a good or bad thing. If it's true, how do I return to reality and continue living? I hope things will improve and help me discern what's truly in my mind. These thoughts have suddenly troubled me.

If it is true, perhaps I won't suffer as much as I have been through. Maybe people who escape death possess this ability, allowing them to become better versions of themselves. What if the process of the mind is like a tied knot—difficult to untie but still possible with persistent effort? What if this kind of gift is a once-in-a-lifetime experience and can never happen again? I hope that is the case because, if so, please wake up. Wake up and keep fighting for your life. Strive to be the better version of yourself, succeeding in what you can do. Don't let death hinder you from achieving your goals and becoming the person you want to be. This perception is fascinating; I am crafting my own story now, and it's exhilarating to think there's a possibility to change who I am today and be the best I can be.

I would like to see this through and find out how long it will take to break through. Everything feels real if that's the case. Many people wish for this kind of opportunity—an opportunity to change their reality and become the person they've always wanted to be. I hope this could be true.

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Full Story Once, in the tumultuous days of my youth, I found myself ensnared in a harrowing ordeal. It was during the relentless downpour of the rainy season that two malevolent figures, shrouded by the storm, accosted me. Their assault and robbery left me battered and bruised, as they callously pushed me down a precipice that, while not deep, held the potential to be a grave.

Summoning every ounce of strength, I rose from the muddy ground, determined to reclaim what they had stolen. As I reflect on that fateful day, I wonder: What if I hadn't been able to fend them off? What if I had succumbed to a fatal injury, be it from a stabbing or a blow to the head with a merciless rock wielded by one of my attackers?

These musings extend beyond the confines of mere reminiscence. Could that slice of time have been my subconscious conjuring a glimpse into a potential future during my last moments? Is it conceivable that, before facing death, individuals are bestowed with the gift of foresight, a chance to witness the alternate reality they might inhabit if spared?

As these contemplations intertwine with the fabric of my mind, I am consumed by a burning curiosity. Can such a foreseen destiny be altered? Imagine the allure—changing the course of one's past to manifest the best version of oneself in the present. Yet, my mind is a tempest of uncertainty, oscillating between the realms of optimism and trepidation.

If, indeed, this revelation holds true, perhaps it serves as a lifeline for those who have narrowly escaped death. Is the human mind a knot, tightly bound, yet susceptible to unravelling with unwavering perseverance? What if this extraordinary gift is a fleeting experience, a single occurrence in the grand tapestry of one's existence?

In the event that these conjectures align with reality, I implore myself to awaken. To rise from the shadows of what could have been and embrace the prospect of a transformed existence. It becomes a call to arms—to resist the inertia of despair and strive toward a better self, unshackled by the specter of mortality.

The allure of such a perception is profound. It inspires a narrative of self-redemption, a saga wherein the protagonist crafts their destiny with the tools of resilience and tenacity. The prospect of rewriting the script of one's life is tantalizing, injecting a sense of purpose and agency into the labyrinth of existence.

As I embark on this journey of self-discovery, I yearn to witness the culmination of this transformative process. The tangible reality of breaking through the confines of my past and embracing the palpable authenticity of the present. For in this poignant exploration, I grasp at the threads of hope, yearning for the revelation that the power to shape our destinies resides within us. The journey unfolds, and the prospect of this extraordinary opportunity lingers in the air, a tantalizing scent of hope. Many, like myself, harbor the desire for a chance to redefine their reality, to metamorphose into the person they have always aspired to become. A universal longing for the extraordinary—a hope that, just maybe, this opportunity could be true.

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It's been a while tumblr

Since then, life has been hard and I can't ponder to check my ability to cope up with it anymore. Anxiety attacks and other mental sickness occurs often. I hope this would stop and I hope everything would be okay, but life is not a manwha where things goes the way they want on the end. No matter how much I tried to change, no matter how much I tried to check myself and develop, still it's not enough. It's great that manwha still revives me and helps me to cope up on my everyday, it's like a life support where I can't stop it anymore for me to be able to work. There are full of why's and how and questions in my life and I can't seem to get up anymore to the weight of reality that I have right now. I hope everything will just fade instantly, I hope rest helps me to lift this up, cause I can't take it anymore. I hope everything will be alright.

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There will always be a point in life where doubt and unacceptable news lingers you, and the only thing that you can do is to accept it even if it gives you sadness and despair. 

You’re not supposed to say sorry. You’re supposed to say I’m mistaken. Say that you’re the Do-San I knew. Why are you saying sorry? That means this was all a lie. That means all of this was fake.

I’m sorry.

Was it fun? Watching me get excited over those fake letters like an idiot, then announce I’d start a company like you when I was obviously in over my head? Was it fun?

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Chapter 1: Thoughts and dreams?

Yes, thoughts and dreams. At first, we always worry about what others will think along the way about our dreams in life, and we also worry about the outcomes or results of our dreams if we decide to make them our goal. It’s kind of exciting at first since we are making a choice in life where we can be what we want to be. It is a joy in our life as well that, if we are able to make a choice, we would be able to provide ourselves with great opportunities, but the question that I realize accompanies this choice is “can we do it?” or “are we ready?”. Along the way, those are the questions that we will keep on embracing or sometimes motivate us to move along the process, but while we are continuing to move forward, obstacles, problems, and big decisions that could impact our plans in life dangle with us along the way. It’s hard, and it has been hard for me as well. I faced a lot of rejections, changes of environment, failures, and received harsh and abusive words from people around me that affected my mentality, and where I also developed what we call “fear.” I feared everything after I experienced the harsh reality of life. I cried every day and questioned myself if I am worth it. I got depressed during the process, breakdown here and breakdown there. When I was still starting to follow the path of my dreams, I had boosted confidence and positivity on every opportunity that I got - I miss the version of myself from back then. But now, since I’ve been along with the process, companies see me as an inconsistent person where I change my mind very fast. They judge me right away, even before introducing myself. They don’t give me an opportunity to know me more. Because I know to myself, my previous working experiences ended fast due to unfortunate events. But instead of hearing me out - they just judge me quickly to finish things up. I lost motivation, to be honest, and felt very bad and wished to go back in time where I am going to choose my plans in life. But what can we do? The past is already past; we can never go back to it anymore, but we can always correct the present in order to build a promising future. HARD, yes, it is. But let's keep on fighting and moving forward. What I suggest and advise is that you don’t ever lose hope, believe in what you can do even if others don't hear or believe you, love your passion even if you need to risk something. It is not a loss, especially if you don’t love or like it, and lastly, be open to an opportunity where you can grow - extend your passion to something else to make yourself better. Let them judge you, but remember, you know yourself that you have done your best, and you are more valuable because you know you have your own choice and you can build your own opportunity. That’s it for now. Have a great time and enjoy reading!

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Being Back

At last! it’s been awhile since I last posted something here on my blog. Well, I am not consistent on my content since, you know, we are all human and we often change our taste and point of views in life... but that doesn’t mean that my love for Park Bo Gum faded. I’m still a fan and a supporter. Anyway, it’s good to be back here on  writing posts and all, my content might change a bit since i\ll be sharing my experiences this past months or years, i think? but yeah, I am hoping everyone is doing great and fine. Wait for the chapters or blogs that I will be posting as well after this... It is what I call: “the story of my endless journey to reality” sounds mysterious and full of contents, I am excited as well to share it so yeah. this is it for now. 

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Someday, or maybe just one day Lord... this could happen to me... those eyes ears and everything will linger to me like a piece of sweet candy.

manhole trailer; bongpil x soojin ♡

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Why do these boys have so much energy the sun isn’t even out yet

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Bogummy♥

160402 ♡ g9 fansign gum me light // do not edit or remove watermark.

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God knows... I tried my best to live, to love and to survive

Moon Lovers 1 Year Anniversary Week August 24th: A Song that fits Hae Soo   - Lana Del Rey ‘God knows I tried’

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When you Dream

The sweetness behind a dreamer’s eyes is to freely express everything into an imagination, we might as well thought it is kind of crazy, but we also accept that those facts are all true. We dream’t, dream and dreamed to be something or someone to have or to be, but expectations is really the opposite of one’s reality. facts are all facts but the imaginations of a well imaginator is a creator of a new series of life. WE might as well can be that creator if we really want it to be

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#relatable

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I want to treat you like the most precious lady in the world. May I do that?

Moonlight Drawn By Clouds (via kpopkdramaquotes)

so cheeky <3

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Bogummy... aigooo.. <3

170530 ✧ bogum’s (now deleted) live periscope stream ‘what is this? how is this supposed to work?’ uploaded by, @allforparkbogum.

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Yes, losing doesn’t mean it’s the end, it is a reminder that you’re also human who breathe just like the other, so I won’t lose hope and someday I will see your smile right in front of me. I’ll be patient and save up.

this is why i ship them

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They’re destined to be a lover but their timing doesn’t agree to each other, that made their situation hopelessly destined. Painful yet understandable. This is from the movie Reply 1988 <3

I like you. I said I like you. Yah, do you know what sort of things I did because of you? In order to go to school with you, I waited in front of the gate for an hour. Until you came back from the study room, I couldn’t even sleep a blink because I was so worried. “Why is she late? Has she fallen asleep again?” Hey, all of my concern was always you. You! When we coincedently met at the bus, when we went to the concert together, and when I received that shirt from you on my birthday. I really thought I would go crazy because I was so happpy. I wanted to see you a dozen times more a day, and I was just so happy whenever I saw you. I have always wanted to tell you since a long time ago.  I like you so much. I love you.

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This is a site where you can see all things about baby Bogummy. His schedule and also his history regarding his movies and stuff. As of now, there are still no clues regarding his family information (which is very private for him, well lest respect it for his security purposes but i know someday there will be information regarding it.)