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buwheal · 1 year ago

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No asks today but as an apology here's the spam I doodled on my to-do list. Goodnight.

#Actually helped me drink more water believe it or not #id glance over and be like “oh yeah i have to do that huh”#maybe i should just start doing that to remember things lmao #He's pointing at my tasks but youre not gonna get to see those. nuh-uh. :fingerwag: /j #so fucking lame i didnt get to work on the asks today... i was planning it out too i was so excited... wtf.... 😭😭#hes so shaped i love him #goodnight ACTUALLY for real now #spamton

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triona-tribblescore · 1 year ago

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You're all magic anime girls in my eyes dw mikey uvu <3

(Yo-Ho-Ho) A Ninjas Life For Me

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johnslittlespoon · 1 year ago

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no one encourage this path of brainrot because i will end up writing 3000 words of john and his metaphorical wagging tail when he sees his gale, john and his obsession with the smell of gale's aftershave, rubbing his face on gale's pillow, john and the way he follows gale wherever he goes as though there's an invisible leash between the two of them, john and the way he almost barks out his laughs, john and the way his teeth can't help but sink into gale's neck, collarbone, shoulder, hip, thigh, john and the way he pretends it doesn't do things to him when gale nonchalantly praises him, pretends gale can't see right through him, john and the way he spills over gale's hand when gale calls him a good boy on a whim, john and the way he seeks it out every time gale's on top of him after that, john and something something collar something dog tags something pretty pup something something uhhh rutting up against gale's thigWHAT who said all that that's crazyyyy dude

#holy fuck i actually need to be put down rn #shakily brings a ciggie to my mouth #that'll do donkey #that'll do #what am i supposed to do with this thought #am i the only one feeling a little feral over this vision or #OKAY GOODNIGHT FOR REAL. FR FR #'don't deep it' my brother in christ too late it's in my bones now #johnslittlespoon brainrot #john egan is dog coded #buck x bucky #buckbucky #johnslittlespoon spicy #dog coded bucky fic

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willyhoos · 1 month ago

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"shadows are inverted flames" -> wilsons hair is made of shadow -> YOUR BOYFRIEND'S HAIR IS MADE OF FLAME??? PETPETPETPET

also wilson can't leave the throne so he just has to deal with her doing this 24/7

#i cant believe i frankensteined this piece back to acceptability. wack.#dont starve #dst willow #wilson higgsbury #willowson #i kind of uh. hated the linework for this. so then i just. threw every trick i knew at the piece until it tuned out ok #still. dont look too hard.#real talk... it probably feels like thick clouds of smoke... incredibly soft... very soothing yes yes.#i will always come back to willowson. Actually Mad mad scientist x escaped asylum felon arsonist.#and its always a toss up as to who is going to be more unstable in any given situation.#they take turns.#usually wilson is Responsible. he likes feeling adult unlike willow. but sometimes he goes WACK and willow goes (sigh) guess ill clock in #what if we were both horrible people put in a situation where it didnt really matter anymore #could we find some kind of solace in the now-mundane insanity. could it become borderline domestic.#the closest thing to a home either of us have really ever had #i know wilsons parents canonically loved him very much . but #what has it amounted to for him? does he even believe he was loved at all?#his comments about nannies... they left you alone a lot didnt they poor boy. with nothing but books and bad ideas and worse thoughts #and willow. (gestures to the ashes of the orphanage and the Metaphor of 'seeing shadows')#wilson (haunted by his mind) (as in the threat is internal and the threat is Him)#willow (haunted by her mind) (AS IN SHE IS LITERALLY BEING HAUNTED)#(alternatively a metaphor for a vague and nameless mental illness. more of an allusion to the old 'asylums' than a specific diagnosis)#also they have fangs. ok goodnight #my nyart

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piratewinzer · 2 years ago

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They kissed in front of me and I’m just supposed to be normal about it? Forever???

#good omens #good omens 2 #crowley #aziraphale #ineffable idiots #ineffeble husbands #I’m supposed to now walk this earth like the entire construct of my being isn’t different because two fictional characters that mean #mean the actual world to me #aren’t out here showing undeniable love and devotion to each other #heartbreak aside all I can focus on is The Confession #and how three weeks later I catch myself going ‘shit that’s real’ it ain’t subtext or fanfic it’s RIGHT. THERE.#alright goodnight I didn’t get to talk about Good Omens all day so y’all wonderful beings get unhinged tag rants #tomorrow I’ll be better #(I’m lying)#neil gaiman

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monkee-mobile · 10 months ago

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it’s the 90s in my monkee universe where davy lost his mom young like he did irl and they are watching the land before time because, yknow it seemed like a cool newer movie and peter LOVES don bluth films so they happened to pick it up from a video store after it left theaters so they’re all at home on the couch snuggled up and then they get to the scene where the sharp tooth attacks and mike sees it coming and has a hand on davys arm immediately and sure enough theres a dying mother scene.

davy stiffens a bit but says he’s fine and so mike squeezes davys hand a bit but then eventually davy starts to sniffle and mikes like “okay that’s it micky pause it.” and despite it having been so many years since his mom passed and him having been so young at the time, something still hits davy, especially seeing a kid in denial that his mom is going away because he just assumed she’d always be there!

but davy is determined to push past most of his babyish ways of the past so he keeps assuring mike (who is holding his face and looking into his eyes) that he’s fine between breaths. but mike is in full mumma mode because davy became his baby forever and always, and they turn the film back on and it’s all fine but mike holds davy extra tight and snuggles up to him throughout the rest of the watch and davy can’t help but push himself into mike and cling onto his shirt because mike is there for him and he does love him so much.

#the monkees #mike nesmith #davy jones #peter tork #micky dolenz #mumma mike #this is something i don’t know if ive ever actually typed out but i got randomly into the land before time a while ago and thought of this #davybaby #or… post davybaby i suppose?#in this they’re older cause it’s the 90s and after his father passed in 72 davy started regressing real hard #(mostly after one really lonely trip to england to help with his father)#(he had some panic attacks because suddenly he was thrust back into evrything he left and called mike in the middle of the night freaking #out because he felt all alone and mike promised he’d never #have davy go to england alone and that he’d stay with him next time)#so throughout a lot of the 70s davy is on and off baby mode pretty hard #and at some point in the 80s he decides to try to stop it and goes all stoic and NOT little #but mike is now so attached to his little one and davy… despite trying to act like he’s not… is so attached to mike #and mike wants davy to be able to do what he wants but is also conflicted because it’s definitely not good for davy to ignore his emotions #which the guys usually helped him process through regressing #they all figure it out don’t worry it’s just hard for davy but he’s got his friends. they’ve all got each other and they love each other so #so much #and davy gets so many snuggles and hugs and kisses don’t you worry #okay goodnight folks i’m sorry for the lil davy rants

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codecicle-archive · 9 months ago

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he's like one of those dancing fruit baby sensory videos

#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍#i bet this shit must hit real hard if youre stupid <#AT MYSELF #anyway goodnight im actually sleepijg now

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 4 months ago

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Had an ADHD assessment a few years ago and the fuckwit that assessed me said, as a direct quote, "You're too smart to have ADHD." Like that's not any type of paraphrasing, that stupid fucking statement is burned in my brain forever and has been since I heard it.

I talked to my psychiatrist about getting a referral to a different psychologist for assessment, and she agreed and sent it in.

Today I got a call that said they don't agree that I need reassessment, and I'm welcome to pursue it elsewhere, but they won't provide reassessment. Which is just.

I don't even know where to start with that one. I just needed to get it out. I'm so tired.

#'we really dont think youre adhd so were not even going to let you pay to check again'#WHAT #thats an option?#they can just say that they really dont think its a problem for me so they wont waste their time?#the first fuckwit that assessed me said im too fucking smart to have adhd!!#thats not a fucking compliment and every professional ive spoken to since then has said 'yesh thats not right tey for reassessment'#i just had to write this down because #this morning i was showering before work and they called me and left a message #so i checked the message right before work cuz i saw it was them and i assumed they wanted to set up the reassessment #because i got a referral. but theur message literally just said that bullshit #and because it was right before work i had to pack that away #because trying to deal with that in addition to a shift at fucking mcdonalds wouldve killed me #but because i set it aside i just keep forgetting about it. so i needed to write this down to remind myself #that this is my life and this is the bullshit i get to deal with in this life #im so tired. i dont even know what to say here. what to think or anything #'youre too smart to have adhd. we're so sure of that that we're not gonna check again. waste someone else's time. bye!'#i wish the world worked the way healthcare 'professionals' think it works #what a beautiful world it would be. you could lose weight just by trying and when you lose weight all of your health problems disappear!#you cant have any mental health problems if you are smart or seem kinda normal or are a woman #i am resisting the urge to. i don't even know. i want to do something angry and destructive but i don't even care #at least now i dont have to drive two hours and pay $160 just to be told that i am too smart to have problems #and actually all of my problems are due to my anxiety and the fact that im female #god i wish that was the case. ill go on t if it makes my problems valid. would you like that?#what do i have to do to convince people i have problems? i will fully physically transition to be taken more seriously #would that help?? would that fucking help???????????????#anyway. i was about to say i wish i wasnt mentally ill. but i dont #being mentally ill is chill. its like a roommate that lives up there and weve lived together awhile so its chill #the only problem are the idiots they pay to deal with mental illness. at this point i dont think they have qualifications #theyre just bringing in men off the street. and theyre the real problem. goodnight folks #dont have the audacity to be mentally ill in this economy. its not worth it

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throughdarkeningskies · 7 months ago

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when I was a teen and I read everything I could get my hands on, I had this rule in my head to seperate 'literary' fic from 'chick-lit'. and the rule was this: if they have sex and its bad its literary. if they have sex and they enjoy it its chick-lit.

alternate variations:

- if there are dark serious themes explored and everyone is dark and serious about it it's literary. if dark serious themes are explored but the characters crack jokes about it its chick-lit

- if a man writes it its literary and if a woman writes it its chick-lit

- if its written with the most dry boring-ass prose possible it's literary. if its written the way an actual person would talk its chick-lit

#mostly based on my reading of marian keyes novels tbh #genuinely one of the most incredibly skilled irish writers ever in my eyes #and yet she sort of gets pigeonholed as like. a 'women's writer'#or used to anyway i think people are a bit better about it now #similar to maeve binchy actually. yes her books leave you with a warm feeling but theres still huge complexity to them #idk. the contrast between keyes and other irish 'greats' stood out to me a lot as a teen #applies to a huge amount of 'genre' fiction also #just this idea that the only writers who actually write in a way thats good to your brain arent Real Storytelling #that they're somehow lesser than stories which are the most dry bland shit on earth #like god i know i say this as an English graduate but i dont like a lot of 'literary' fiction ☠ or 'literary' as a classification at all #its interesting the degree to which the irish writing scene just doesnt seem to think the adult scifi/fantasy scene exists at all #GOD OKAY if i keep talking I'll end up having like three seperate rants #anyway. sorry about the ramble. goodnight

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major-fukkup · 10 months ago

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Ahhhhhhh there's this guyyyy at work and I've been like 97% sure for a lil bit now that he LIKES likes me and we friended each other on FB recently n he just messaged me asking if I'm married or have a boyfriend and AHHHHH now I have anxiety I told him no bc it's the truth but I don't know what to say next if he asks anything else 💀

#I am actually going to die #real shit #I do like him btw but I don't think I LIKE like him #tho since I've seen this coming for a while now I've thought about what it might be like dating him and #I can't say I think it would be the worst #I just #I am not looking for a relationship right now or possibly ever and I don't see a future with anyone in particular #besides my friends and family of course #like I don't want to reject him 'cause he's super sweet and kind and also funny but also. I suck at relationships. so bad #I know I'm going to fuck it up if we start dating. or. or maybe I won't. but that was my mistake last time I dated someone.#I thought that maybe this time I could do it right. and I didn't. I fucked it up. actually the last three times.#I just don't think I'm meant to have one and now it's not really something I want anymore. but also in the back of my mind I really would #like to have. SOMEONE. who's always there for ME. who I put before myself and who appreciates the things I do for them.#someone to give lil gifts to. maybe flowers if they like them. Valentine's Day dates or a box of candy. kisses goodnight. Idk SOMETHING.#I am gonna think about this real hard. and maybe I'll see if he wants to hang out outside of work sometime. nothing serious just to chill #except that I don't have transportation #just know that I am screaming internally and also it's 2:38 AM and like the worst time to think about important things.

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ofhope · 2 years ago

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After spending some brain cells that I'll never get back, I've finally nailed down my character type: the “dumb” ones that people write off as comedic relief, but have tons of depth to them if you just... glance at them for more than a second.

#Galo's 'dumb' and claims to be such; but works on advanced machinery and studies historical aspects that bring him interest #and is able to recite them without so much as a stutter. He knows how to use whatever without much instruction and knows whenever he can or #can't handle something. He knows when to stop; and knows when to tell someone else to; too.#Kanji is 'dumb' but knows how to crochet / knit / etc.; and is quick to think up an answer [he was the first person to suggest #the group put on their glasses in the real world once the fog appeared].#Chie is 'dumb' but knows the names of several moves and studies them accordingly; not sitting down until she gets them perfect. She also ha #a lot of emotional maturity that shows up in dire times.#Kaito is 'dumb' but knows a lot about science and of course the stars; the galaxy. Although Shuichi tends to lead the trial he does come up #with some proposals here and then that actually hold a surprising amount of evidence toward them being accurate and/or close to it.#BLAH BLAH BLAH I'll zip it now! I'll reply to DMs in a bit; goodnight folks.#ooc.#Thank you for dealing with my ramblings. <3

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phagodyke · 11 months ago

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every morning I'm like wow.. birdsong and sunshine.....hm.. u know what. maybe there is hope in the world. and everything will be ok :3 and every evening I'm like I Hope A Meteorite Crashes Through My Window While I Sleep Hitting Me On The Head And Killing Me Instantly. and I switch between these multiple times throughout the day and alsosometimes they happen the other way round and theres no sense or reason or order or pattern just the labyrinth forever. yeah I'm good why do u ask

#girls will play videogames to chill out and then 10 minutes later will be hysterically crying in the bathroom brushing their teeth #i dont know whats wrong with me anymore i give up trying to figure it out. thats a lie i wish i could give up but my brain will never-#exit the ouroboros spiral of trying to figure it out bc SOMEone broke the switch for reptile brain pattern seeking activation #i dont even know how i feel right now im either fine or im going to start sobbing again #does anyone know when this ends its not fun anymore and i need to go to sleep :-(#vent post one million and one.......... im fine guys i just like to fantasise that someone i care about reads these and thinks yikes!#and doesnt even acknowledge it irl or do anything except put on performative sympathy when talking abt me to other ppl #bc theres nothing anyone can do and at its not their problem and thats ok i dont begrudge them for it ill keep ventposting forever anyway #but at least maybe a real person HAS read it. so how i feel does actually exist in a witnessable form somewhere. anyway goodnight #dont send me asks this is a VENT POST sorry and thank you okay bye #.vent

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autism-disco · 1 year ago

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#i forgot how tiring school is #but i kept falling asleep for very small amounts of time so now i can’t sleep #and once again as always as ever people are people #(nothing new just actually thinking about it which i should stop doing)#uh if uoh are reading this and it is night for you you should try some sleep #goodnight folks take care #ezra’s real life rambles

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wings-of-flying · 2 years ago

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right, well as the drama begins, i'm off to bed