#goodbye eveyone

[jameslongforjimshortforgabriel]

chat should I kms bc i just lost the engagement ring I got at the registro civil of the school kermes in which I play- married my crush or

[mercelot]

111 degrees?!?!?!?

[jakevwebber]

johnnie guilbert x anxious reader

JOHNNIE GUILBERT X ANXIOUS READER SMUT

summary: johnnie and y/n had been in a relationship for 2 years and they were the exact same people just different genders , when it came down to there sex life y/n was always anxious but johnnie always tried to made her feel better.

it was october 31st me and johnnie had been invited to a halloween party , you had to dress up in costume so me and johnnie did matching and went as harley quinn and joker.

i was in the bathroom with door open quickly touching up on my lipliner and lipstick when johnnie walked in smiling at me

“you look so good” he kissed my cheek

“thank you baby so do you”

he sat on the side so he was looking down at me while i was doing my lips , he then asked me if i could touch up on his hairspray cause he felt like his black hair was coming through.

i grabbed the green hairspray and swapped seats with him , him standing inbetween my legs me sat infront of him on the side i began spraying his hair and getting the hair gel and running it through his hair to get the same hairstyle as the joker.

“look in the mirror baby did i get it all?” i questioned

“yeah you did thank you” he kissed me and grabbed my hips picking me up and letting me stand back up following him out the bathroom .

i put on the jacket that went to my outfit and laced up my shoes also drenching myself in perfume , johnnie then doing the exact same thing as me.

“are you ready to go jay?” (nickname for johnnie)

“yes i’m ready who’s driving?” he asked

“me and then you can drive on the way home”

he agreed and followed me out the house locking the door and getting into my car.

10:27pm

me and johnnie had been at the party for around half an hour i was so drunk without realising , johnnie was with tara and jake most of the time leaving me to be with colby since i couldn’t speak to anybody else becuase it scared me speaking to people i didn’t know.

me and colby were going back and forth to the bar getting shots each time and then sitting back down in the booth we were in from the start of the party.

“where’s johnnie?” colby wondered

“i don’t know but im gonna go find him i miss him” i said getting sad

“don’t start crying please” he begged

“i can’t help it i love him so much cole im gonna go find my boyfriend” i said crying

colby just laughed and let me walk off to find johnnie.

i finally found johnnie and he was stud with tara , i walked over to johnnie hugging him from behind still crying

he turned his head to see me hugging him from behind and realised i was crying , he then turned his whole body around and lifted my chin up asking me what was wrong.

“i just love you so much baby like soooo much i can’t even explain” i said squeezing him

he smiled at me and kissed my forehead “i love you too” he let go off the hug and grabbed my hand walking over to a big booth were lots of people were sat.

johnnie sat next to jake obviously and i sat next to chris , not even realising chris was there i layed my head on johnnies lap curling my legs up to my chest and looking up towards johnnies face.

he was just speaking to people and stroking my head and looked down at me every one in a while asking if i was okay and if i wanted something to drink. i declined each time because i didn’t want to be really hung over the next morning

we finally all started to move and eveyone went to the dance floor to dance and got lots of drinks in , i totally ignored the fact i just said i won’t have more to drink and kept drinking and dancing with different people .

i was dancing with johnnie the most , tara a lot , and colby obviously and somehow ended up dancing with all the triplets at different times.

time skip

3:45am

me and johnnie were walking out of the party holding hands and many other people were leaving at this time as well so all i could hear was people talking and music playing quietly form behind me

i was very drunk so johnnie said goodbye to eveyone for me and put me in the passenger seat with a bottle of water in my hand so i could sober up , thankfully it was working i was starting to feel less sick thank god .

“when we get home i’ll get you some tablets and get you changed okay?” johnnie says to make me feel better

i smiled at him tilting my head onto the seatbelt so i could sleep for the 30 minute drive we had ahead of us .

we arrived back home and johnnie went and got me another water and tablets from the kitchen and we both walked into our bedroom i literally just flopped onto our bed staring up at the ceiling , johnnie came over to me pulling me into the bathroom and helping me take my makeup off .

johnnie also took his makeup off and quickly washed his hair in the sink also washing his face.

i walked into the bedroom slowly taking off my costume , i took off my jacket and my socks then unclasping my bra throwing it somewhere random on the floor.

while i was changing johnnie came out and said for me to stop and that he will do it for me, he went over to our drawers and grabbed me some of my shorts and a baggy shirt.

he took off my shorts and then taking off my tights , he put my pj shorts on for me then telling me to put my arms up.

i did

he pulled the shirt over my head and looked straight down at my boobs , i looked up at him staring into his eyes he then looked up from my boobs looking into my eyes.

“ can i kiss you ”

i nodded

he kissed me and began leaning foward causing me to lean backwards so he was on top of me , he moved from my mouth to kissing my neck and my shoulders.

he asked if he could take off my shorts and then my panties and i nodded.

he took them off my body he began kissing down to my thighs until he reached my clit , starting to pleasure me by kissing it licking my folds up and down i was out of breath covering my mouth

“ uhm can i put my bra back on please” i ask

“of course here” he hands over my bra

he stopped kissing my clit and put two fingers in his mouth then bringing them down near my hole teasing me slightly

“stop teasing please” i mutter under my breath

he was rubbing his fingers around my hole touching each fold while making direct eye contact with me

i moan a little and johnnie moves one of his hands up to my boobs and squeezes one of my boobs massaging them.

he shoved his fingers straight into my hole curling his fingers inside then bringing them in and out

“fuck your so hot”

johnnie got faster making me moan i covered my mouth arching my back throwing my head and my whole body back

johnnie took his fingers out and didn’t let me finish and he sat up on his knees pulling his pants and boxers down

his cock was leaking with pre cum with thick veins running up and down it , my mouth opened forgetting how big he was each time we had sex.

“you definitely want to carry on baby?” he questioned

“yeah please” i stuttered

he lined his cock up to my folds moving it up and down teasing me again , he moved back and moved me over to sit ontop of him

he was holding my waist to keep me hovering over his throbbing cock.

he then slowly moved me down so now i’m sat on it

all of it

he filled me up so well and he lifted my chin up and asked if I was okay i nodded at him smiling

i began moving once i was adjusted to his size , i was moving back and forward with my hands resting on johnnies chest

the whole room was echoing with johnnies groans and him talking me through it and my loud moans every once in a while

“omg johnnie”

he smiled and started bucking his hips up to thrust into me deeper , so i was moving back and forward and he was thrusting into me faster and faster

“your so good at this o-omg” johnnie moaned

i smiled down at him and leaned down to his face and began kissing him

“i’m so close johnnie keep going”

“okay i am too baby”

we were both riding out to our highs so close to cumming with eachother he grabbed both my hands that were on his chest and interlocked them with his so we were holding hands

his cock twitched inside of me so i knew he was seconds away so i got faster and kissed his neck making him finish with me.

we both finished at the same time and we were so out of breath we were sat staring at eachother then broke into laughter

i got off johnnie and went into the bathroom using the toilet and then washing my hands coming out to get some panties to sleep in and i got back into bed with johnnie laying on his chest with one of my legs over his legs.

“your special to me” he said kissing my forehead

“your special to me to baby”

“i love you y/n”

“i love you so much more jay”

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OKAY I HOPE RHIS WAS GOOD ITS MY SECOND TIME WRITING SMUT LOL

@teapartyprincess4two

[outsidersheadcanons]

Frfr after pony got in that fight pre explains Darry was BEHOND pissed. “You can kiss your fucking ass goodbye to college now! Suspended!! Isn’t this great pony? What the fuck condemned you to do that shit! I’m so unbelievably pissed I don’t want to hear your voice right now.” Pony was crying in the back seat and bros told the truth real quick and went “I dunno. I got sick of it. There always saying shit like it’s Johnny and dallys fault they died and it’s like I’m a cause of death for a people. They started saying shit like who’s gonna be next and that if a roofing accident happens they know it’s gonna be the last name Curtis and how I should do eveyone I love favor and let it be me next.”

:(

[dmercer91]

i forget in which inevitably headcanon you mention something about reader and jamie-

but all i can picture is reader being a bit more on the reserved side when initially meeting eveyone, and jamie is just the first person she warms up to- and that’s why it makes john so happy when he sees them giggling together

(if it was anyone else he’d definitely get jealous-)

she’s definitely very nervous cause she’s meeting a bunch of people who didn’t know she existed even though she’s been with john for so long

the reason she’s so comforted by jamie is that he genuinely seemed so excited to meet her while the rest she could tell were confused and a little put off cause she’s very different than gibbys normal type

mason and trevor were quick to adapt to her and troy was never judgemental, just very quiet- but the first time dahlia hugs mason goodbye at an event she was invited to a while after meeting, it’s very, very obvious that john’s not a huge fan

so she sticks with jamie because inexplicably, he loves them

also, until she gets used to trev being around he just has so much energy and it’s a little head spinning for her

dux in tux | inevitability au, jg36

“my girlfriend is coming tonight,” john murmured nonchalantly, heard vaguely over trevor, jamie and mason as they contemplated, as the single men of the team, wether or not they should bring casual dates

trevor whipped his head around, while jamie just smiled a little and mase furrowed his eyebrows “your who?” trevor had caught the attention of a larger part of the dressing room with his words.

“girlfriend?” mason repeated, a little more tame than trevor, but still pronounced enough that anyone who’d looked over at the commotion could hear.

“why haven’t you said anything?” jamie quietly asked.

john nodded to masons question, licking his lips in contemplation at jamie’s

“she’s younger.” he stated, scratching the back of his neck at the thought of the day they met. dahlia had continuously reminded him throughout the relationship that she was one one interested in him

and that their relationship would always be private enough that anybody who had an opinion wouldn’t be close enough to them regardless

“like.. 25 younger?” trevor tilted his head, and john poked the inside of his cheek with his tongue

“like i met her on her 20th birthday, younger.” he stared at the floor for a moment, looking up to see pretty much the whole team staring at him, with neutral looks of confusion.

that was good enough for him, though when he saw that jamie just smiled and tried to move on with the previous conversation, he was relieved that at least one person would be accepting of dahlia that night.

when the beginning of the event rolled around, john walked in with dahlia holding his arm, clearly very nervous to meet everyone since john had spared the details of the reactions his blurt had gotten him at practice

troy, trevor, cam, mace and jamie had all already been standing together, jamie immediately turning and smiling at her from their spot.

“this is dahlia, my girl,” john smiled down at her as she waved to the small group, jamie returning the favour while the rest just eyed her in silence.

john rolled his eyes a little, but carried a conversation with his teammates while she stayed wrapped around him and tucked close

as the night progressed, dahlia had met nearly the whole team, and they were all very mellow with her, not sure what to think about her and johns dynamic

when john leaned down to tell her that he’d needed a minute to use the bathroom, she blinked, nervous.

“can we find jamie first?” she looked up at him worry prominent in her features. john kissed her on the forehead and nodded, pulling her over to the drinks where jamie was standing

“hey, jim. can she stand with you a sec?” john nodded to the bathroom and then his eyes trailed to her, who still looked a little nervous to be left without him.

jamie nodded with a proud smile. he could already tell how much she meant to john, and being trusted to ease her discomfort like he had was a different kind of honour.

“dahlia, yeah?” jamie asked, looking down at her while she planted herself next to him, close but not uncomfortably.

she nodded. squeezing her own wrist like she’d been anticipating a piercing.

“gibby’s a big softy, right? like he’s real quiet at the rink but then he just goes teddy bear mode?” dahlia smiled, thinking of the contrast between her john and his john.

“yeah. he’s very sweet to me,” she blushed, looking up at jamie to see him fully engaged in their conversation, chuckling

“oh- and, ignore the team, i think they just weren’t expecting him to have been in a long term relationship. they’ll all warm up,” she nodded slightly, giving him a small thanks

“have you ever been to a game? i know we weren’t introduced to you, but some home games he looks more excited to play than others,” she bit her lip, reminded of the first game she’d ever gone to.

“i’ve been to a couple. i stay in the crowd, obviously. mason’s noticed me in the stands before and had apparently taken interest,” she giggled, jamie’s eyes going wide as he laughed

“that went over well, i take it?” he breathed out, tilting his head

“well. he asked me to be his girlfriend because of it, so i think it did,” she smiled, earning a hum.

“the jealous type?” before you could answer, johns arms were snaked around you from behind and jamie was beaming at the two of you.

“definitely.”

[jackalopescruff]

i am. a little sad :c can you tell me a good thing that happened?

Firstly im sending you a big hug if youll have it and I hope you know that tomorrows always a new day new chances and that im rooting for u!

But the other day i stayed up all night bc lifes been tough but we were playing minecraft! just my wife and some pals and it was awesome and after everyone went to bed we wanted to stay up so i cozy gamed with the wife and we had to go to the dispensary because i was out of weed that i use for eating/chron pain and it was getting tough to move w/o so we hopped in my car to go. I got there right at opening and there was a line to get in which was a first! so i got in line and noticed everyone was so friendly i was masked and quiet and everyone just idly chit-chatted and shuffled in to the waiting areas.

Thtats when the most beautiful thing started happening, the music was on some smooth psych groove rock and eveyone just kinda started chatting and soon we all were chatting! I was even getting gendered correct! someone complimented my mask, we laughed and told jokes about getting to high on accident or what not and mind you the age ranges here were like from 20's to 70's and we all were just sharing in laughtrer and joy and funny stories and then one guy announced he had been clean for 4 years that day from opiates and we all congratulated him and cheered and it was so amazing. and as people shuffled in for their meds we all shared good byes and well wishes and the original group that started there soon clustered together as we all laugh a lil more and i finally went in after the one woman sat with me and cracked jokes abt the funny guitar sounds and i told her "put some stink on it!" and she cackled and loved it and it was so pure and human and social. i said my goodbyes got my meds and the one lady was chatting to the man at my register who was cashier and she said goodbye and my cashier told her "hold on let me come give you a hug please you are amazing" and she yelled in elation going "HOWD U KNOW I NEEDED A HUG TODAY I REALLY DID" and my heart soared because all these people all these walks of life all sharing in love and joy and compassion and triumph and hardhsip and none of us knew eachother one bit.

The world is good, its really hard but its made with real good amazing people and we are all so full of love and can come back from anything because thats what makes ppl so great. People are the greatest thing to happen and i mean that

I drove home with my wife laughing and being silly and the sun was shining the sky was blue. it was 32 degrees, it was on the highway and for even only a couple of hours we got reminded of Love in all its places/

[mostofthingsmostofthetime]

So this is my idea of what the afterlife would look like for Everlark (this is a very rough draft) -

Katniss, as an old lady, smiling as she talks with a young man in a brown leather jacket & a short whisp of a woman in a colourful dress.

A woman with curly hair decorated with flowers (every kind except white roses) & a brown eyed boy are deep in conversation.

Prim & Rue (who also have flowers decorating their hair - for Rue it's the ones she was "burried" with & for Prim it's the ones Peeta planted by Katniss's house) are playing with Buttercup & Lady as their mother's (one of which looks much younger then she did in Katniss's lifetime) watch on fondly.

Old man Peeta suddenly strolls into the clearing with an, old, Delly laughing & talking as they carry baskets of freshly baked goods. Madge gives a wave & a smile then goes back to trying to teach Delly's brother how to play the recorder.

The woman talking with Katniss & the man in the leather jacket stop when Peeta approaches, let's out a squeaky laugh at his apology before going to join the conversation between the curly haired woman & the brown eyed boy.

Peeta puts down his basket to hug Katniss & the man in the leather jacket smiles & kisses her forehead before heading to where his wife is.

Peeta asks her where the others are, to which she says Haymitch & his GF went to visit Mayslee, Hazelle had left to catch up with her family & Greasy Sae went to spend time with Ripper.

Peeta was disappointed as he'd just finished making a strawberry tart that would have been a perfect dessert for Madge's father & Katniss lovingly reminds him that Madge can take it with her whenever she leaves.

Then Mags & Finnick show up, by climbing out of a lake, with a young Annie (they're both dressed in their wedding clothes). Peeta & Katniss congratulates her on reuniting with Finnick again & on all she's accomplished in her life after they left, explaining that Finnick & Mags weren't the only ones checking up on her from this place.

That wether it was from Peeta's kitchen window, Katniss's lake, the puddles Haymitch's geese loved to splash around in, the throats of the Mockingjays or Finnick's & Mags's dreams. Everyone had seen, heard or felt the best & worst parts of her life without them & had just been waiting for her to finally be able to join them.

Mags (now free of the effects of her stroke) gose to join in the conversation between the short, whisp of a woman, the lady with the curly flowery hair & the brown eyed boy, who'd began feeding bread crumbs to a flock of Mockingjays. 

Finnick smiles lovingly at Annie as she burst into tears when, later in the evening, Joahnna trudges into the clearing, plops down in front of the fire & deposits a bag of shells she'd "happened to stumble upon" in her lap which Annie & Peeta deside to set aside to paint/turn into jewellery later.

Much to everyones delight, Mr Everdeen opens one of the baskets & pulls out the ingredients to make smores. Then when eveyones nice & full him, Lucy & Maude strike up a song. Peeta eventually gets Katniss to join in, which makes her dad smile, her mum cry, Prim (with Buttercup on her lap & Lady at her feet) & Rue cheer, Joahnna wolf whistle & everyone else laugh & clap along.

When the fire finally dies out & the only light left comes from the moon & fire flys most of the people start saying their farewells & heading to their own "places" until its only Katniss, Peeta, her family, a young Haymitch & his family left.

At that point they all walk to what would be the Victors village in the real world (but there is no gate, the houses aren't run down & the path to get there is covered in flowers & beatiful wildlife).

Once outside his home, Haymitch says a hasty goodbye to Katniss & Peeta before him & his younger brother are battling to see who can make it through the door first (much to their mother's exasperation).

Katniss & Peeta then go to drop the Everdeens at their house that has a plant shop downstairs & leave just as Prim is begging Mrs Everdeen to allow Rue to sleep over the next day to which she replys 'if her mother allows it' (Katniss of course dose not leave without giving her dad & sister a big hug while her mother settles for a kiss on the cheek).

Katniss & Peeta then make their way to where Katniss's childhood home once recided (though much cleaner & warmer than it had ever been when she'd actually lived there & now with a rather nice kitchen).

As Buttercup curls up at the foot of their bed (she & Prim take it in turns who he stays the night with) & the two lovebirds get ready for bed Katniss turns to her husband.

'I want a night with the girl's tomorrow,' she says. 'I thought you might,' says Peeta with a smile. 'I'll be younger....for a bit,' Katniss decides. 'So will I, probably,' says Peeta. 'Oh?' Asks Katniss, curious. 'I was thinking of visiting my family for a few hours,' he admits. 'That's great, just don't let your mother-'. 'I won't, I promise'. Katniss still dosn't look sure. 'Tell you what if she says anything even remotely passive aggressive, I'll leave straight away & just hang out with Haymitch & Finnick for the day?'. 'Good, it's just'. 'I know'. 'I don't ever want you feeling bad about yourself again, not here'. 'Don't worry, this place is good, we'll always be safe here'. 'Like in our cave?' She asks fondly. 'Even better,' he insists as he wraps his arms around her small but plump frame. 'How long do you think it'll take for the others to come, do you think?'. 'Not for a long time, hopefully,' he responds & she sighs. 'You're right, I guess I just miss hugging my babies,' she admits. 'I know, my little swamp potato,' he teases making Katniss sit up with a blush. 'Oh, I should never have taught you about plants!' She seeths making her husband laugh, dissolving her anger as quickly as it had come but also waking Buttercup with a hiss. 'Ok, ok, we'll quieten down, you silly old thing,' she muttered. 'Hey, be nice to your sister's cat,' Peeta teased again. 'His both of ours now,' she reminded him primly before sticking her tounge out. 'Ok, you got me there, but we really should go to sleep now, we both have big plans tomorrow afterall,' Peeta says, through a yawn. Katniss nods sleepily as he turns off the bedside lamp & the two cuddle up beneath the covers.

'I guess waiting for them here isn't really the worst thing in the world,' Katniss admits. '& why is that sweetheart?' Ask Peeta, curious. 'Back....before there was no guarantees, everything....so rushed & fragile, so likley to go wrong'. She says, starting to sweat. 'Ah huh' agrees Peeta patiently. 'But here it's' she stops. 'Different?' he asks gently. Katniss nods aggressively into his chest, wrinkly hands suddenly gripping one of his dad's old shirts he'd decided to wear tonight. 'We've got forever now right?', she whispers, like a kid who's scared their wish won't come true. ''That's real ok, please believe that," Peeta assures her as he strokes her back, leaning down to kiss her as soon as she lifts her face from his chest.

When Buttercup next wakes, it's to his parents holding hands & smiling as they dream of good things to come.

[the-badger-mole]

would you ever write an au where a member of the gaang besides aang is the avatar? if so, who would it be and what aspects of the story would you change or keep?

I don't know if I'll ever write this, but I had an idea for a fic where Yue was the Avatar. I think I already posted an outline for this, but I've put a little more thought into it.

Katara and Sokka head to the NWT looking to gather support for the SWT's war efforts (and to find someone to train Katara). I think they go directly there. They find the NWT closed off like in the show, but they get taken in because they are Chief Hakoda's children. It's essentially what happened in the show, except Yue is a waterbender, and Katara is sent off with her to have her learn to be a proper water tribe woman. They go off to the healing huts, and then Katara's face off with Pakku happens, but Yue pleads Katara's case saying that eventually she'll have to go home and wouldn't it be better if she could defend herself or something like that. Katara's connection with Kanna is discovered and Pakku agrees to train Katara (there will probably be more of an explanation of why Pakku's relationship with Kanna matters. I think Kanna was pregnant with Kya when she left and Pakku's world is rocked learning what happened to the daughter he never met).

The time line is more stretched out here, and Katara and Sokka are there for a few months. Katara learns more about her grandmother's time there from Pakku and Yugoda. Sokka and Yue have a romance, but she's still betrothed, so it's secret and angsty and all that good stuff. Six months in, Katara is a master, and Sokka and Yue are trying to figure out what to do. A pirate ship turns up, and Captain Lee and his first mate Mushi come to warn the NWT that the Fire Nation is preparing to attack. No one believes them until the ash starts falling. The fire nation attacks, and it's discovered that Yue is the Avatar. The FN soldiers are beaten- mostly killed, but a few get away. Katara is furious with Pakku and Arnook, and the NWT in general for hiding this. She makes a big speech about how the world needs the Avatar and eveyone is fighting and dying and trying to stop the FN from destroying the world, but they were keeping the one person who could change the tide hidden out of selfishness. She and Sokka are, of course, kicked out. Lee and Mushi offer them passage on their ship. Sokka goes to say goodbye to Yue and she asks him to stay, and that she thought she could convince her father to let her marry him instead. He tells her he needs to go help his people fight. They kiss and Sokka and Katara prepare to leaved. The next day, as they're waiting for Captain Lee to send a row boat for them, Yue appears, bag in hand and tells them that she was tired of hiding and she wants to do her duty as Avatar, starting with mastering more waterbending than healing. She tells them that her father agreed, and they all leave with Captain Lee.

There's friction with Katara and Lee immediately. She thinks he's hiding something. He thinks she's a busybody who doesn't know when to stop prying. But, they work well together, and a friendship develops over their travels. Katara helps Yue master waterbending, and then they set off in search of an earthbending master. That's when they find out that Yue lied. Her father is furious and sending people to bring her home, and to bring Katara and Sokka back to face kidnapping charges. The Fire Nation now also knows that Yue is the Avatar, and send Azula to find her. Everyone converges on the group at once, and that's how it's discovered that Captain Lee is the disgraced Prince Zuko.

That's it. That's as far as I got. I don't know if this fic will ever see the light of day, but if I were going to do a non-Aang Avatar, this would be it.

[flyingspicerack]

You are so good! I adore youuuu!!! You are super fun to talk to and watching you draw stuff and make stories surrounding your designs and the things that you like and are interested in is a joy? I feel like I can always feel the happiness just rolling off of it in waves like pure sunshine. Also agreeing with a previous anon I was also kinda spooped to talk to you as well earlier on👉👈 You were just so cool and I didn't wanna make a fool of myself in front of you- I failed at doing that but I think,,,, I think it worked out,,, OK GOODBYE IM RUNNING AWAY NOW-

Anooooonnnnnn waaahhhhh everyone keeps saying im cool and was intimidating... IM THE BIGGEST MOST SPINELESS WEENIE!!!!!!!!! God... Damn.... Im really glad that you did talk to me... And thank u for saying my happiness rolls off me... I just want eveyone to be happy and stuff... Ur so niceys.. Thank u anon

[caatws]

I saw vol 3 again because I wanted a second pass at it before landing on my final thoughts. The conclusion I've come to is James Gunn didn't want to talk about Gamora being murdered in the movie because he knew it would provide a strong contrast between Gamora being killed in Infinity War and how he wrote this whole story about Rocket deserving to live and not have his life taken away by his abuser. The contrast isn't pretty. But the truth is nothing about how Thanos treated Gamora was pretty. Covering that up doesn't make it go away. He didn't want to do the hard thing of acknowledging that 2018 Gamora wasn't getting a happy ending with eveyone else. That 2014 Gamora wasn't getting a full story because her life got thrown off course when she came to the future and she didn't get much time or space in vol 3 to reconcile the different parts of herself.

I noticed a few people have been really confused or upset about James Gunn calling the ravagers Gamora's real family. After seeing vol 3 again I'm confident in saying his comment is wrong and also insulting to the entire situation. The premise of the movie is Gamora has been avoiding the guardians and hearing anything about a different life she had. I really do wish this had been explored more but for now I'll add it to my list of things I wish were better for Gamora. As the film continues eventually Gamora finds her own rhythm with the guardians. We see her be the one to stab the High Evolutionary and unmask him. This is actually a pretty meaningful moment when considering what went down in IW and also how at times Gamora isn't used to her potential in the movie. After that she's all in helping save the animals and kids and generally being a guardian. She also has a sweet moment with Groot at the end where she can finally understand him and they have what I would say is an exchange that parallels vol 2 when Gamora stopped to tell Groot goodbye and make sure he would be okay before leaving with Ego. This change in her comfortability with the guardians and with knowing about and experiencing a life she had been avoiding has to mean something. It wouldn't make sense for her to not be considered family when going through things together and finding understanding and moments of connectivity is what makes the guardians a family. The family keeps getting bigger. It's added Mantis, Kraglin, Nebula and even Adam and blurp by the end. Why wouldn't she be family too. So I don't know what James Gunn was talking about. Either he worded his comment badly, forgot how he's written his own movies or he was being a jerk to Gamora, but either way I don't really think his comment needs defending. Also I'll add to this that Gamora having a change in how she feels around the guardians and having moments with Groot and Peter is probably the best writing for her in a sea of other stuff that wasn't written very well. If I were James I would want to hype that up more not less. It's the saving grace along with Zoe's acting which he honestly should be praising because she carried that role where the writing failed.

Sorry this got so long but I have been saving up all my thoughts. Thanks for letting myself and others share even if it's cost you some followers. That's there loss though because you're awesome.

yeah the contrast between rocket and gamora's overall stories from vol 1 to now is just....Wow Choices Were Made. kinda along the same lines of how i think gunn was maybe more unserious abt the gamora thing than i would've expected, i'm wondering if he had this like way more optimistic pov that like 2014!gamora finding a new/additional family away from the gotg would be like a fix-it or catch-all of sorts and that ppl just wouldn't rly care abt it deeper than that...? cuz otherwise this whole thing is just so messy and not cohesive lol

but ty anon !!!!! <3 i'm always here to process mcu nonsense with everyone <3333 we can suffer together LMAOOO

[prettypoisonwhenicry]

What is crisis mode?

I'm not suicidal but I do romantize an eternal sleep. I think I'm ready to leave this world and just watch over my loved ones if i can. I don't think anyone can help me, I don't even think I want help. Like if were up to me, I want to be so far away from eveyone that loves me. I want to drink my life away.

These days have been hard. I don't know why. But each day feels like fuck it to me. At first I was drinking to get by, now its just to feel numb. I'm suppose to be looking after my 89yr old tia but she's really taking care of me.

I'm not worth the heartache. Just let me go and be accepting. Don't mourn me. Just wish wherever I am I feel at peace.

This isn't a cry for help, this is the begining of goodbye.

[heirofgriefalwayspresent]

Ariel walked alongside the dirt road, slowly making his way out of Whemworth territory. He breathed in the warm spring air, and the smell of food that came from a few of the houses wafted his nose with pleasant images of what was being prepared.

Leaving the town and the pleasant smell both behind, the young man was greeted with a lush, green forest; He had known this trail for most of his life, in spite of his mother's efforts. Ariel had made many friends playing in those very same fields, venturing with many or few into what laid beyond the broad street, and recently to look for places that housed small trinkets and baubled that piqued his interest.

Looking forward, the ambiance was interrupted by a young man with messy white hair whose attention was mainly focused on a wooden sign, using a mallet to hammer it in place. As he got closer to this person, he could only see his back whilst the individual repeatedly raised the mallet, groaning tiredly with each swing, drops of sweat falling onto the floor.

"Hey, Nona." "GYAH!" The mallet fell onto the floor, Nona yelping and stepping back, pushing a hood over his head to hide himself.

"Oh...Ariel, don't startle me like that! I thought you were..."

"Who?"

"Bogdo." Ariel scoffed, getting closer to the sign and shaking it, taking it out of the ground.

"You don't have any strength in those arms, do you? Step aside and let me do it.", Ariel urged while grabbing the hammer, digging a small hole with his two hands before placing the stick in it, lifting the tool over his head and smashing downwards, not doing any better of a job that Nona had initially done. Nevertheless, after five or six strikes, the sign stood proudly on the road, and it did not budge.

Folding his arms with a prideful expression, Ariel gazed upon the contents of the sign, with Nona standing over his shoulder and peeking over him.

"What's it say?" The white-haired young man urged him to read it out loud.

"It says...for eveyone to come and enjoy the Harvest Festival that we'll be hosting in the following weeks. Why do they have you posting these signs along the trail, anyway? Nobody really goes from Whothe to here, do they?" Nona walked a few steps down across the road, taking out a big satchel and slinging it over his shoulder.

"Old Man Berthold said it's for travelers. Some people might come to the city and use this trail, so these signs are to deter them from leaving, or so they say." Tilting his head, Ariel furrowed his brow whilst he faced Nona directly, not convinced by the reasoning his friend gave.

"I'm going into town, you want to come with?" Nona groaned, pulling his hood down, placing his gaze on the human in front of him.

Ariel had long gotten used to Nona's appearance, showing the evident signs of being a crossbreed- a mix between a Satan and a Human, his left eye had a white Iris and a black sclera.

"I can't go into town, Ariel."

"Why?"

"I still have to place eight more signs along the trail." Nona sighed and took out a few wooden pallets from the satchel he was carrying, all carrying the same text. Despite wearing a pained smile, he slung the bag behind him, getting up and starting to walk towards the Whemworth territory, opposite of Ariel..

"Oh...I see. After I get my father to come back from town, I'll come here and help you, how does that sound?"

"I'd like that. Thanks, Ari."

"No problem, Nona." After exchanging goodbyes, Ariel put a spring in his step and walked closer towards the town. It looked like it would take around an hour for him to reach Whothe at his current pace, which made him ready for a monotonous, grueling walk; that was why he had hoped Nona would join him. Travel was always better with people one could share a conversation or companionship with.

After what seemed to be a few minutes, the sound of a carriage was heard from behind the young man, who turned his head to look in the direction of the sound.

[futuristictheoristcowboy]

Inside of me there are two wolves and the doctor says I'm not gonna make it goodbye eveyone

[no-fxn-club]

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[michelleleewise]

Cold As Ice.........

Pairing: ActorLoki x reader

Warnings: cursing, self esteem issues, self depreciating thoughts, minor bullying

Summary: after lokis abrupt turn, you try to find answers

Part Nineteen-

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You knew Loki was lying. Not only to you, but to himself. The way he held you, looked at you, there was no way he didn't care about you. Maybe not love, but something. Maybe you moved too fast, maybe you scared him away. Were you too suffocating? Too clingy? You had no idea, but you knew you needed answers. You weren't going to leave it, accept it like that. You got up, ran to the bathroom washing your face, and headed to his room.

You stormed to the elevator, You needed answers, deserved them. "He doesn't get to fuck with my emotions and get away with it" you thought slamming the elevator button. You waited bouncing on your feet. Maybe if you told him everything you felt, how much you loved him, reassured him you weren't going to leave him. Maybe.....

The elevator dinged and you got in, pushing the button to Loki's floor. "I just need to talk some sense into him" you thought as the doors opens. You made your way to Loki's room, you stood there, staring at the door, trying to find the nerve to knock. You were suddenly terrified of what was about to happen.

You took a deep breath and knocked on the door. You heard shuffling on the other side until it opened, a woman you had never seen before answered. You cleared your throat. "Umm...is Loki here?" You asked holding back tears. "He's in the bedroom, he's a bit.......busy at the moment though" she said winking. You shoved past her and headed to the bedroom. you flung the door open, your heart plummeting seeing him the chair, with another woman on his lap, his tongue in her mouth. If your heart could physically shatter, it would have that moment. "L....loki" you managed to squeeze out, feeling your chest seizing.

Loki stopped and looked at you. "What is it y/n, as you can see I'm busy." He said glaring at you. You felt the tears streaming down your face, no way to stop them. "W......why?" You asked. He sighed "I told you y/n, you and I will never happen. Why don't you understand that?" He said. The girl on his lap turned her head, looking you up and down "she thought you would be with her...." and she started laughing. You heard another laugh from behind you as the other girl came in and climbed on the bed sprawling out.

"Loki, i.......I love you, I don't...." you started clenching your fists at your side. "You shouldn't, you need to accept this." he said looking at you, his eyes cold, distant. You looked away, trying to catch your breath "you know what Loki, you're pathetic. I gave you everything I had, everything I was and you destroyed it. You cant accept your own feelings, so you have to tear eveyone around you apart!" You yelled at him. "That's enough!! Loki yelled "No Loki!! It's not!! You pull people into that black hole you call a soul and spit them out like they're nothing!" You yelled, trying to catch your breath. "You know what, I was honest with you, how I felt, what you mean to me but you, your a coward. You hide behind your walls and push everyone away so they can't see the real you. You're a weak, miserable person, and you will always be." You said putting your head up. He didn't say anything, just glared at you. "You know what, I quit, I'll call Tom and inform him I no longer work for you." You said heading towards the door.

"And you know, even after everything, I hope one day you can learn to love yourself, and hopefully someone will melt that chunk of ice where your heart should be." You said. He was watching you as you started to walk out. "Good luck Loki, and goodbye. I hope I never see you again." You left and headed to your room. You got into the elevator and called Tom. "Hey y/n, how are things?' He asked. "Umm not good" you said choking on a sob. "What happened?" He asked. "Ummm.....I can't work for Mr laufeyson anymore" you told him. "Did he do something? What happened" he asked urgently. "No, no I just......we can't seem to get along so I've decided to quit." You told him. "Oh....yeah like I've mentioned we've had some issues finding him an assistant. What are your plans?" He asked. "Well, did you have anyone else I could work for?? I really enjoyed the job, just...." you trailed off. "Actually I think I might. There's an actress who inquired about an assistant. when will you be back here?" He asked. "Well I'm going to pack and catch a plane, couple days I think" you said. "OK perfect, get back here and come see me as soon as you do." he said "ok Tom, thank you" you said. "Anytime y/n, sorry it didn't work out with Mr. Laufeyson."he said. "Yeah, me too" you said hanging up.

You made it to the room and started to pack your things. This isn't the first time something like this has happened, it always happens. No one ever stays. You weren't worthy of anyone's love, and you never would be it seemed. You thought Loki was different, what you felt for him was intense, but apparently not returned. Would you ever be enough?

You called the airport and there was a flight leaving in a few hours, sooner then later you thought. Your stuff was packed by the door and you called a cab. You looked around to make sure you had everything, all you had left was the dress and shoes from that night, and the planner with Loki's schedule. You flipped through it, seeing all the notes you made, until you made it to the back and you saw something written on the back cover. "What the...." you thought, you sat down as you read it.

Dearest y/n,

You are currently asleep, in my bed. Having drank too much. So I wanted to write you this note before I lost my nerve. You are adorable when you drink too much by the way. Anyways, I want you to know how much I appreciate you. All that you do for me. Your an amazing, incredible, woman and I hope that never changes. You've shown me kindness that not many others have, if any. I know I'll never be worthy of you, someday I hope to be. Never lose your spark, and don't be too hard on yourself, you deserve all the happiness in the world. I better go sleep, and thank you again y/n, for everything.

Always, Loki.

You couldn't help the sob that left your throat as you read it. New tears streaming down your face. It was all lies wasn't it. You never meant anything to him, just another conquest, another notch in his belt, that's all you were. You wrapped the planner in the dress and chucked them in the trash with the shoes. You grabbed your bags and headed to the lobby. You gave Jonathan the key to your room and he looked confused "Jonathan, I've quit and am going home. I just wanted to thank you for everything, and I wish nothing but the best for you." You said tearing up again. He nodded "good luck y/n, be safe getting home." He said with a sad smile. You nodded and left.

You sat at the airport, stupidly hoping Loki would call, text, anything but nothing came. You grabbed your ticket as they called for boarding. You looked around before you went in. "What am I doing, he's not coming" you said to yourself and headed in and sat down. You checked your phone one more time as they sealed the door, nothing, so you turned it off. Thirteen hours you'll be home, back to your life, back to the emptiness.

@vbecker10 @lokisprettygirl22 @usagishira @kats72 @xorpsbane @daggers-and-mischief @jaspearl31 @asgardianprincess1050 @lokisgoddessofwar @a-lonely-gray-couch @cabingrlandrandomcrap @starwarsbabe3000 @misswimberly @daddylokisqueen @catalina712 @delightfulheartdream @sinsandguilt @lulubelle814 @el-zef @itsybitchylittlewitchy

[purecantarella]

Moonlight

hey yall!! i hope yall forgive me for posting this a day later, i really tried to rewrite it the way i wanted to before it got deleted HAHAHAHA happy mina day, eveyone! myoui mina x idol!reader disclaimer/s : none, this is pure floof. no need to worry, under 18 gang.

You'd met Mina at one of your group's events and TWICE had happened to be there to promote their new music as well. It was a momentary meeting but you both instantly connected with one another.

It was unexplainable just how easily you two understood each other, from the way you dressed to the way you both acted; complimenting each other in every way.

And while fans loved the friendship you both shared, behind the scenes you and Mina always tested the boundaries between platonic and more. That was a very open secret.

Until it became less of an industry secret...all because of you.

Your group was on live and telling jokes about one another like you always do to keep your fan's spirits up while you didn't have music being released. You were ranting about an online game you would always play then you opted to show the app to them and asked them to add you onto any server they may have.

As you flashed your game username to the camera, the app had crashed, likely due to you being unable to update your phone's software, and exposed your homescreen. A photo of you and Mina that really couldn't be denied as both of you.

As quickly as you shut your phone off, comments flooded the live asking if you were dating Mina or quickly hating on you and Mina for a flash of that phone. You brushed them off and your managers quickly ordered you to bid your goodbyes and end the live before anything could happen.

In spite of your hasty apprehension of what had happened, of course it had gone viral. Your company and JYPE had met together to discuss what you could do, since you and Mina weren't exactly together, there was truly nothing to release.

Instead, you weren't to see each other in public anymore unless it was a coincidence at an event but with how neither of your groups had any releases, it was unlikely you would see each other. And it made both your lives hell.

You were even restricted from texting or calling in fear of insane fans being able to get those texts. It wasn't too farfetched after all.

You both followed all of the rules for a while until March 23 rolled around. You didn't want to miss Mina's birthday, you wouldn't allow yourself to. So with the help of your members, you made your way to TWICE's dorm with much difficulty, dodging photographers and fans as best you could.

"Hey..." You greeted, your hands stuffed in your pockets as you grinned down at her sheepishly. A pang of guilt rushed through as you saw the panicked look on Mina's face as she stared at you from the slightly cracked open door. She cautiously looked around the hallway to make sure no one was there. Before you could say anything more, a rush of boisterous laughter boomed from the living room.

You looked behind her as she glanced briefly back to her members, typing at their phones and pointing at laptop screens. "They're planning a celebration for our latest release and well..." She trailed off, the door opening a little wider.

"I see..." There's a lull. You know what you want to say but the words are stuck. Mina looks up at you expectantly, eyes sparkling while she looked at you with so much affection. In reality your separation from her had to only be a month or so but it felt like an eternity with how much time you would always spend with her.

What feels like hours passes before you finally mutter a soft, "I'm sorry." Your voice low and eyes downcast, shame festering in your chest. The door

"There's no need to apologize, N/n." You feel your heart jump at the sound of the familiar nickname fall from her lips. The corners of your mouth shooting upwards at the sound of her voice calling out the nickname you adored so much. Your gaze trailed up to see the shy Japanese woman flushed and hiding behind the wooden panel.

"You should go...we weren't supposed to see each other..." She mumbled completely dejected as the door began to close slowly.

Your body shot up and froze before you frantically raised your hand, pushing the door open gently. Mina looked at you with a quirked brow. "I..." You clear your throat, "Well, I wanted to ask if I could show you something. To make up for everything..."

Mina's eyes lit up like the stars but she immediately shook her head back into reality. "You and I both know it wouldn't be a good idea..." She reminded, her head leaning against the side of the door.

You nodded slowly before reaching out to take her soft and dainty hand. Instantly, your digits locked together like puzzle pieces finally finding their perfect match again. She smiled fondly at the warmth that your touch offered as it rushed to the tips of her ears and coated the pale of her cheeks.

"Please, Minari?" You pleaded softly, pouting cutely to sway her but she merely giggled shyly at the way you looked at her. You smiled along with her, for a moment your both silent before she looks behind her. With a deep breath she closes the door quietly.

Your shoulders fall before you turn around a hole left in your chest. 'Why did you have to be so careless...' You curse yourself as you turn to walk down the narrow hallway, millions of thoughts flooding your mind while regret swirled in the pit of your stomach.

"Where are you going?" Mina's voice called before she linked her arms with yours, leaving you grinning behind your mask. "I was going to go warm up the car...?" The Japanese woman shook her head before leaning against your shoulder.

You drove out to a remote cliffside that had a view of the city to assure no one would be able to follow or take photos of you. All the while Mina told you about the things that had happened within the time you weren't allowed to speak and sang songs that came up on the radio. The trip was never silent, a light and delicate aura drifted between the both of you.

Every now and then, you looked over at her as she laughed uncontrollably at something you'd said or done and a wave of calm washed over you. One that you only felt when Mina was with you. Finally looking back at you, Mina tilted her head at you curiously.

"What is it, N/n?" Your gaze returned to the winding road in front of you. Shaking your head with a wide and toothy smile before you took her hand in yours again. "I missed this." You answered quietly, feeling the heat of her stare on your face.

Without saying anything more, Mina leaned close, resting her head on your shoulder as you continued to drive. Humming along to whatever song was on the radio as your heart thumped madly in your chest. So loud that you could hear it and so could Mina.

The rhythm jumpstarted her own pulse to hammer against her skin.

Before long, you'd pulled up to a parking lot right by the edge of a cliff, likely for hikers who wanted to traverse the mountain. You both sat on the hood of your car, cuddled up together. Soaking up the moment that could fade with one call or a single text.

"Mmm, stargazing was a good idea, huh?" You mumbled against her hair as she nuzzled in closer to you, seeking your warmth. Mina hummed a soft affirmative. A streak in the dimly lit sky caught your attention. "Minari, make a wish..."

The Japanese woman looked up at the sky and smiled down at you. "I have everything I could wish for. Right here." A dopey smile grew on your lips as you gently slammed your head back into the glass of the window.

A comfortable silence fell over both of you, one of the only times you'd both gone silent that night. Mina was still looking down at you with so much love and longing in her eyes. 30 days was too long for you to be apart. You realized she was still staring and you felt your cheeks heat up.

You pushed yourself up to look at Mina properly. Your gaze shifted from the amazing, beautiful, and talented woman beside you and the sky as you searched for what to say. Swallowing thickly, your eyes were glued to the night sky.

"The...The moon is beautiful..." You stopped to look at her shocked and flushed expression before you finished off, "Isn't it?"

Mina's eyes went wide, her mouth falling open, while you intertwined your fingers again. Slowly, you pressed your forehead to hers. You were both frozen in place for a moment, your lips mere centimetres away from hers. Your eyes locked and you were trapped in a stalemate.

Suddenly, Mina's lips quirked up as she finally pressed her lips to yours. The kiss was quick and soft, a mere peck on the lips after years and years of build up. She pulled away with a toothy grin on her face before she met your eyes again, whispering a soft, "I can die happy."

Suddenly, Mina's phone began ringing and buzzing uncontrollably. A pang of anxiety ripped through you both, thinking you'd gotten caught, but no, it was her member's texting her. You chuckled and left a lingering kiss over her forehead, leaving her redder than she already was.

"Happy Birthday, Minari."

i tried yall HAHAHAH i hope yall liked this! i really tried to imitate the original draft that got deleted with a few tweaks here and there but there you go! happy belated mina day everyone! keep safe everyone and i'll see you all vv soon!! love yall 💓 - r